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Music interpretation is free.
Present my interpretation for you.

Since May 2016

Image:
Theme park nearby the sea called “Historical good salt taste in my sorrow”
Words:
Is the treasure hunt? If you were hunter, would you be able to search my treasures? These are four billiard balls that were made for children, and a testament. All of them are the memories when I was in family love. I hid them in submarine sands.
Would you like to be told where the sea I hid them? It’s the sea in my mind.

Reference 1:
The Monochrome Set “Strange Boutique” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of letter in desert, called “All our apologies saved under the sun”
Words:
If you read next words that were written by Mary nearby the Berlin Wall, what would you think?
“I will deny all walls. I think dividing the world in part of two was God's fail. My son who I named Jesus was died at today’s date forty years ago. Therefore I want to ask God to get my heart back in white.”
But anyway we need the dividing in part of two in our life. So after we broke the Berlin Wall for the time being, let’s apologize to Mary.

Reference 2:
Nina Hagen Band “same title” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of dam called “All our joy changed from long time pain through sorrowful history”
Words:
When Perry visited in Japan, there had been religious oppression. It was very hard and so tragic.
But if you were in there, you would have chosen best policy. It is the trade that rice is exported and breads are imported. So that America and Japan are able to have fortune at the same time.
And your job is the will that make it rain under the dark sky.
Perhaps after going to the rice field while riding on horse, you must be waiting the time when field was filled with water in heavy rain.

Reference 3:
New order “FEP 313” (1982)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee called “All your powers” that was prepared for your writing “Closed” notice on door by melted chocolate at our office in the city St. Valentine’s Day
Words:
Which is more important love or labor?
For example, God was anxious about Mary’s sickness and went to hospital where she lived everyday.
His labor is cutting roses and preparing present for her.
When he visited at her room with roses, she got happy of course but afterwards she worried about falling of petals day by day. So her sickness was not recovered and his anxiousness increased.
After the all of rose petals fell on the floor, he tried to go to rose field with her who rides on wheelchair. She was surprised at the beautiful nature and she recovered the next day.
Labor is defined as the working on the nature. In this story, labor that he had done is only cutting roses and these roses were thrown away as soon as she recovered.
God chose love above labor.

Reference 4:
Oasis “Don’t Believe the Truth” (2005)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of wave called "My painful work in your happiness" that was made when I was rowing boat with your smiles on Irish lake
Words:
When we visited nearby Mt. Fuji, we were surprised at beauty and heard your next voice.
“My voice is the wind.
If there was no wind in this world, all forms of nature would be symmetry. But so many people were sacrificed by the hands of evil in history. Their souls were transformed with my voice and would become strong winds. So they will create some shapes of ground in the earth.
Japan is the most peaceful country all over the world. We always lost voices while running in the Japanese sky.”

Reference 5:
Wire “154” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of powdery coffee bottle called "All my strings in the North after I had created new winds with Middle East children in the South”
Words:
In the period of six days, you had created this world while you experienced all of pain that human beings would experience from past to future. And I think you built the black church contained all of your pain and other human beings pain. Afterwards you promised your girl friend to meet the day of four months after.
If I get time machine, I will go to your place with Middle East children and will command them to pray at your black church. At the next time, I will talk about the desire of human domination with you at here all night.
If you spread this world by your hands, you would be able to answer quickly. And I will suggest you the proposal to go to today’s world with us by time machine. What will you be able to do in today’s world? Is attendance of the conference all over the world for saving Middle East children? That’s good. It is easy for you who like motorbike to go to meeting place. But after all of conferences, when you returned to the first ground by time machine, your girl friend would be parted from you.

Reference 6:
J.J Burnel “Euroman Cometh” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cut hair called “Our wills for walking on the Milky Way in our Country” that was fallen on the floor at barbershop
Words:
We are employed at his office. But for this decision four conditions must be needed.
At first we had to cut long hair and shave. He said if we are praying for Jesus everyday, which will be our mistake, because our pain is not caused by the nature of human beings but caused by the structure of society. So our face that is reflected by Jesus was wrong. At second we had not to eat meat. He said animals are so weaker than human beings, so that meat was wrong at the view of saving unfortunate. At third we had to wear suits and ties. He said, if we want to work honestly, in the case of occasion we must be dog, so we had to wear ties. At fourth we had to put the tie clips that were presented by our mothers. He said all workers must be in depression sometimes, when you would need mother’s love.
Yes, we are going to fight and would like to be praised by our mothers.

Reference 7:
Madness “One Step beyond…” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of bottle of red nail polish called “Your best resistance for our pains in home Country”
Words:
One day in the Middle East, many politicians were discussing about method of threshing for labor of refugees. One method was the threshing that is worked by waterwheel and other was the threshing that is worked by threshing machine. But if refugees used machine, they would feel pain by the simply controlled work. So Mr. K and Mr. P agreed in method by waterwheel though any politicians insisted method by machine. And finally method of machine was decided by the chief of village.
Therefore Mr. K and Mr. P protested against this decision and they tried to build water mill by their hands.
But after building of water mill, it continued to be fine day and there was no water for the run of water mill.
Mr. K and Mr. P thought it is caused by less of Mary’s sadness. So they planed one idea. It was setting roses on big ice by the hands of refugees at grassland. Afterwards Mr. K and Mr. P were sitting at grassland of both sides of big ice while holding a sword. This sword is instead of lightning conductor.
One of these days, they tried to do this plan. Just as one expected, it started to rain heavily by thunder and river was filled with water. Because of using waterwheel, there was no use for refugees to work by threshing machine. So refugees could play with any men and women at this place.
Mr. K and Mr. P prayed for Mary’s sadness.

Reference 8:
XTC “Drums and Wires” (1979)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “All your belief in the moon” that you made at Middle East wild ground in the daytime
Words:
We tried to ask Middle East children who lost parents. Our question was what the job they want to work on in the future.
One girl answered she want to be waitress and other girl answered she want to be nurse.
But one boy answered he want to be astronaut for the saving mother and father. He said mother must be in the sun and father must be in the moon.
Yes, we decided to go to the sun and the moon by space ship with him the day of next a total eclipse of the sun.
For this act, we need your help of mind that technical progress must be used for the love and peace, not for the war.

Reference 9:
The Psychedelic Furs “Talk Talk Talk” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of Green at golf course called “Our Northern night long dreams” that was prepared for all sisters who have been living in home Country (This Green was used for ending of the film that he had created in six days. But motif is mystery.)
Words:
Now, so many sisters are waiting for your arrival in this world while tolerating heavy rules. But it is very hard to meet you for them like as the albatross that golfers want to achieve for a life.
So the act we must to do for many sisters is singing about anti-establishment. Because, when we were singing anti-establishment, you would arrive nearby us for judgment. When you arrive, we want to pray for Jesus in front of you and want to say, “Please save so many sisters.”
It will be only our short time of Christian, which will be only time for our short life.

Reference 10:
Public Image LTD. “Metal Box”



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of water called “All our goal post on the way of going away from home” that was prepared for getting human equality all over the world”
Words
Dear Mr. K
Today, when I was teaching figures for Middle East children, I tried to ask for writing the place where they want to travel. Then, only one child answered the place is the moon. He was lost father and his mother was working at field.
Therefore I decided to travel to the moon with him and his mother.
We rid on train at night and started to the place where will be nothing of purpose. And I lent him the Bible in train. He was reading the Bible intently.
After this time, seven days passed.
Can you expect his words for me at the next?
He said, "I want to be second creator of this world and want to be second saver for all human beings”
I was surprised but he said that he try to return from now on. And I responded, “It is possible if you and any other children join like as football game.”
Afterwards he is working at field with his mother.
This is the news in this week for my friend.
From P

Reference 11:
Dexys Midnight Runners “Searching for the young soul rebels” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of pool called “All our experiences in pain” nearby church (Waters in this pool will be used for our drinking, because we decided to start playing music at desert from now on.)
Words:
This is the story that we were at the beginning of betray.
One day in winter, we were tired of everything and asked Father for saving at church.
Father said, "What you need?" We answered "All our needs are money" Father responded quickly, "If you need such money, go to the pool nearby here and seek jewel in the bottom” We seemed to see one light and went to the pool.
Afterwards, we dived in and could get sixteen carat diamond. There was a word in diamond case like as next.
“This is the present for you with forever love. From K”
We laughed at it and thought this diamond was thrown away by lady who divorced by silly thing. We changed this diamond into money and seemed to start happy life. But when we asked Father casually, “Who is Mr. K?” We were surprised at Father's answer. "He died by the ill before his marriage" We shouted, “Oh, my God! How will we live after now? We were all sinners!”
This was the beginning of our unbeliever for God and of our fears of all jewels.

Reference 12:
Public Image LTD. “Public Image” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of black pen stand called “His overtime work in the moonlight” that was prepared for your night with him in through the his mother’s heart
Words:
When he had been young and had lived only with his mother, he had been busy in overtime work everyday. After he came home late at night, his mother said while sewing chest pocket of his suit.
“Thank you very much for your trouble everyday.”
Can he hear her implicit words? She was only afraid of being stolen her sewing needle for him, by the hands of his watch. If he can’t, we will present sandglass for him on his birthday. This sandglass was made by his three blood relations.
First, glass is made by his motherly heat.
Second, all sands are made by his rocks that were crushed by the sea waves and the river flow.
Third, all sands are fallen by his fatherly gravity.
We believe that he can understand what we want to say.

Reference 13:
Tears for Fears “Songs from the big chair” (1985)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of track line called “Our historical painful centrifugal force by our legs in the happiness”
Words:
Next words are letter given from my grandmother on my birthday. This letter was added to an apple.
“Dear my granddaughter
Congratulations on your 20th birthday. Is your life line decided?
In today's world, so many people are fighting for the getting honor and status. So you must get over the so many hurdles from now on. These hurdles will be higher by degrees. Did you realize this?
I give you these words with an apple.
From sinner to sinner”

Reference 14:
The Raincoats “same title” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of glass in my home, called “Your strong decision to be victim in pain”
Words:
Dear Mr. K
Thanks for your playing trump magic show in England. You changed so many trump cards into white doves for my expecting. I have spent much money for your magic shows since a few years ago. But honestly speaking, I was tired of your magic shows. So I beg you to listen to my plan.
First, you try to go to Golgotha, driving on your black car by using your money. And then, I know it will rain at the news. Next day, I collect rainwater in a bottle at Middle East ground. Finally, you change my rainwater into so much waters and I want to present waters for Middle East children.
I believe this is your true magic in this world.
From a friend of Jesus

Reference 15:
The Police “Regatta de Blanc” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the notice board on table that the word “Historical Reserved” was written, at the restaurant in hotel where all planet Kings and Queens will be able to gather in through the Moon Crater
Words:
He had created this world in six days. We think he would have felt so much pain in this period. These would be fear, damage, and hesitation, which is likely to pain of today’s world.
But after six days he had married with her and had changed diamond ring. Afterwards there must have been dinner for her and him.
If we were the chef at this dinner, we would cook grateful dinner. At first, main is the meuniere with red wine and bread. We will call many our friends at this dinner.
And I’d like to reserve the seat for him and her. The writers who write “Reserved” on notice board are Middle East children, because they know very well how they can number the rain drops.

Reference16:
The Pop Group “Y” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of night water called, “All our gun to Jupiter where our home have existed in”
Words:
We planed the theater. At this theater, we called many politicians who are famous all over the world. Main actors are Mr. K and Jesus. They play Russian roulette with four boys and girls who live in Middle East and South Africa by the use of two guns each other.
Yes, Middle East and South Africa have so many damages caused by the policy.
Who are two actors or actresses that were injured by Russian roulette? They are Mr. K and Jesus. And the theater is ended with the next word.
"Mr. K and Jesus were sacrificed by today’s world”
We were gotten not a little praises and clapping.
But many politician mistakes are the thought that two guns used for Russian roulette were toy’s guns.
We used real guns. It was the suggestion from Mr. K and Jesus.

Reference 17:
The B-52’s “same title” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle called “All my desire toward a sultry sun”
Words:
If I became the Miss. Universe, I would insist to change all steel used for war into jungle gym.
And if this dream came true, I would climb giant jungle gym with Middle East children. How much high will it be? It will be highest architecture in the world. So this jungle gym will be approach to you.
And when we climbed on the top of jungle gym, we want to say you, "We were fighting to see you until now. Please change all steel on our earth into woods”

Reference 18:
Bow Wow Wow “See Jungle! See Jungle! Go Join…” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of smoke made when snows on brawn scarf put out the fire of smoking in bed at sunrise, called “All our Northern blue letters to the sun”
Words:
Dear my friend
Thanks for your gift of brawn scarf.
Did you know truth that our lovely friend dead?
When you visited our house and asked for writing the survey of household economy, we were surprised at all of you.
But after we were thinking, we realized it was your kindness.
A time when we go to buy cider, we are going to wear your gift.
Winter is nearly coming.
Please be careful your health.
From sheep who have been in pain

Reference 19:
The Cure “Three imaginary boys” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of water taken from water flowing underground at our live house, called “My historical support for you who have been suffering for rainfall from past to now”
Words:
We want to believe in next story.
He was animal lover. In the Xmas afternoon, he traveled on the sea with a chicken by boat.
At night, he finally arrived at land and visited at small house made by woods. In house, a poor family that was contained children was in Xmas dinner and husband said to him, “Today is Xmas but we have no main dish for our need" He answered, "I am antichrist, so even if you pain for everyday, I am deciding not to save everybody. But while I am watching your family, you are taking limit for all. So that I'd like to save” He continued, “I prepared a chicken for your family. You can cook this at will”
Xmas dinner was begun in family with him. And after dinner he and family people prayed to Jesus for all of the pain. This prayer was the first step to Christian for him.
In the story, we remembered Mr. Colonel Sanders who believed in Christ and have saved so many children since he was young. But we always doubt about saving for human beings. Perhaps animals may be better creatures than human beings. Because we were thinking The Last Judgment was near while watching some news.
Nevertheless why do we want to believe in God?

Reference 20:
Gang of Four “Entertainment!” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of water called “All your primitive painful past souls saved by our heats” (Our concert is going to take place at Crater Lake, and according to weather report, it will storm heavily. But we won’t stop playing until it will stop raining.)
Words:
He is a musician and she is a painter.
At the beach under sunshine, they talked about his anger for today's world, her tears for now, and the time when their life will be ended.
And they agreed that they were taking limit for everything after the long time talking.
As soon as sun set, he said the last words for her.
"My mind is the rock that was heated dangerously, and your mind is the rain that was suggested in your tears. My rock mind is felt cool for a while when your sad rain was fallen from dark sky, but my heat is endless. Could you continue to be rain for me?”
Afterwards they prayed for Jesus and lived together.
His last words are instead of our words.

Reference 21:
Oasis “Heathen chemistry” (2002)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of circular stage where all models insist “left” by their arms in fashion show, called “Northern night fires for your heart” that was created by walking, heats and my heart beats
Words:
Salvation..., it appeared in darkness. In the no wind, no sounds, and nobody else, we could not dig the earth ground and could not stick into black sky. There would be only our depression.
When we prayed to God for our family at last, some light spotted on us and police men who were wearing black suits shouted, "You trespassed in forbidden place. We capture you." We couldn't understand everything and were crushed into black car. We could only sleep in the car all night.
When we got up in the morning, police men stopped the car nearby cabin at wide grass. Then we were gotten off the car and he said, "Here is your new prison. But you got freedom at this prison." Cabin was new house that was built recently. And police car left from here at soon while leaving us.

Reference 22:
Echo and the Bunnymen “Crocodiles” (1980)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of the spray made when he is playing water-skiing on Mother’s Day, called “Your Southern painful tears saved by the sun”
Words:
I felt gap between hope and truth in the next last night dream.
I visited at his computer shop and said, "Please give me computers for Middle East children who lost mother.” He answered, "So that I prepare a good computer. This computer is always imaging the view of sun and computer cable is made by their silver cords, so you can use this everywhere and the only thing you must do is praying for Mary that it will rain always, not to be continued fine day and their silver cords won’t be dried up. It is enough for you to use a only this computer”
I understood everything and felt that his joke was nice in the next morning.

Reference 23:
Wire “Pink Flag” (1977)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of water taken from river nearby the lake, prepared for barbecue, called “Our home waiting for your coming from Southern heaviness in endless rain”
Words:
We had lived at seaside few years ago. But sea is the place where souls of death will arrive at last.
When Taif agreement was decided, we dreamed the bad view that Jesus and Allah were riding on surfboard above sea waves.
So we tried to make the move to river side of valley in mountains.
And we could have lived with little birds while eating barbecue.
There are so many lovely souls at this place and not be souls of death that were called from you.
We won’t visit at the sea again.

Reference 24:
Ride “Nowhere” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of seawater called “Our vital energies” that was prepared for talking with you and with warlike soldiers after getting the sun and that a peace badge and a black measure were entered in (We'd like to use peace budge and black measure for our first drinking with him. We prepared peace budge for putting on our chest and prepared black measure for scaling the time of our happiness.)
Words:
We are dreaming everyday at night. Our dreams are always funny that was reached from the truth so long. But in this funny we think there are many relations to the today’s hope, desire, tears, pain and fears.
For example in the last night dreams, at first he was making machine at seaside and afterwards he was swimming in the sea. And the next time he was living under the sea by his handmade furniture. At last he coiled iron lope around his body and transformed himself into rhinoceros.
What is his machine and furniture? Why must he transform into rhinoceros? And what is peace for him? Yes, we can’t understand everything.
But we are trying to study about our dreams by making some films in our mind like the measurement of these weight and length while he is suffering in the pain.
Nevertheless our ways are said to be impossible.

Reference 25:
This Heat “same title” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of steam that came out from high noon black coffee, called “All my words for human equality saved by the sun”
Words:
When we were tired of heavy work, we went his office and tried to ask him a question, "We lost mother's love. Nevertheless rich man has mother's love so much, why must we have not?" After he was looking at each face of us, he answered, “I understood. Let’s go to Russian forest with me from now.”
When we arrived at Russian forest, we were surprised at all of sadness and he said, "There are all of mother's talks at here. For example, the fear of times when they died, the pain of times when you were born, and the thanks for your love.”
We were silent for long time. But after sometimes, we cried about anything and fell down on this ground.
When we opened eyes, we were laying on bed of hospital. He was standing nearby us. And then we were going to house where we had been living always.
When we were looking out of the car that was driven by his hands, we were showed Big Ben for a short time. We recollected the memories when we were enjoying with family nearby Big Ben. And any other memories of family run in our head.
This is his magic.
Therefore we decided to give carnation to mother next Mother’s Day.

Reference 26:
The Cure “Seventeen Seconds” (1980)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “My plan of 0.8165 in your eyes” that melting sugar cube was entered in and had been saved by my small power in our home
Words:
This is her and his story.
One day at church, she was suffering for bad news of all over the world. For example, they are civil war, Middle East problem, and environment problem. So many children were suffering in these problems.
She was informed these problems from Father and other sisters. Afterwards she downed on bed for the full of anxieties. And then, he visited at church for saving her. What would he do? After greetings, he picked up some photographs from his pocket and gave these photographs to her. These were photographs that truths of children who are suffering in problems were taken.
While watching these photographs, she lost consciousness and slept down for long time in dark room surrounded four walls. But after four days had passed, she came around. He said nearby her, "You felt so many pains in the period of four days as well as children who are suffering all over the world. So you got true pain and got freedom after limit of pain. It is decided for you what you would do next." Afterwards he left church for his going home and she prayed all of her pains for Jesus.
As he followed, she got free mind, and surrounding walls of church were disappeared under the blue sky.
Once lighting up the cross drilled in wall, the cross was shined on screen.
Therefore we want to say for boys and girls.
"When you were downed by the walls, you must pray all of pain for Jesus. So that you are salvaged and will be able to get free.”

Reference 27:
U2 “The Unforgettable Fire” (1984)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of orange juice, called “My Northern historical revolutionary jumping between the sun and the night sky” that was prepared for expanding my peaceful dreams to the world
Words:
I am a cleaning woman.
When I was carried at hospital by food poisoning and recovered, I discussed about the last night dreams with any other patients. All of dreams were led to laugh and we were enjoying for a short time.
Afterwards my hobby might become dreaming at night.
My dreams are special. Because you appear in all of my dreams and I am always saved by your hands.
My dreams are the theater prepared for me only.
So I'd like to work forever and to get money for watching your theater.

Reference 28:
The Flying Lizards “same title” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee when you are reading Time Magazine that the Statue of Liberty was printed on cover, called “Solve the problem” in your home where my love can be existed in a day when we had experienced all history in the South
Words:
He named so many special names on stars that exist in the cosmos. What is a heaviest star? We think it's a star of goddess.
And he sends so many letters to so many stars. These are his threads that connect him and so many girls.
But in history so many women had been sacrificed by the chains at this earth. These chains were threads that connected bad dreams and women.
It is apparent that these chains are heavier than his letters that he has been writing until now.
You must solve this problem.

Reference 29:
Bauhaus “In the Flat Field” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the gates of sugar cane field, Mercury will call “All human only way to create Milky Way for Southern souls”
Words:
In Middle East, many children have been suffering for toothache by eating any puffs that was made by boys and girls. So the famous economist who is living in here planed one idea. It was trade that so many puffs are exported and medical machine is imported. Because, so that export and import country are able to get fortune at the same time.
He rid on airplane and went to America. Afterwards he met medical maker Boss and suggested this idea as soon as putting a puff described blue and red line that is made by jam, on Boss desk. And he said, "This is my heart, so I’d like to be recognized my idea” Boss answered, "Your heart? Would we be saved if we ate it? He responded soon, "Yes, even if I died, only my heart can be eaten by many children.” Boss said at last, “We will be grad to eat your heart.”
So many years later, his model of heart in so many jewels was surrounded with chocolate gift from children.

Reference 30:
Rip Rig and Panic “Attitude” (1983)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of lifeboat called "Salt Breeze in your closing eyes” that was abandoned at beach
Words:
Our tuxedos were used for your love.
Our dickey bows were used for lovely children.
Our white shirts were used for Mary’s love.
From now on we are going to swim in pool under sunshine. Our minds we want to swim are agreeable to next words.
“No more pain, no more your kindness”
If you made the tragedy, please use this word for ending theme.

Reference 31:
New Order “Waiting for the Sirens’ Call” (2005)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called “All your past fatherly animal wills” that was saved by my heart
Words:
This is my love story.
One day, he visited at my house and said, "My job is the saving labors. Are there some trouble?” I answered, “I keep a lovely child kids at my garden, but sometimes hunters are targeting my kids." He was thinking for a while and said, “I understood. Afterwards I try to buy a hoe for saving your kids.” Would you like to know his plan?
At first, he become agriculture labor by a hoe and make benefit of agriculture achieve. At second, achievement of this benefit can change labors from factories to agriculture and demand of meet is decreased. At last, almost people will eat vegetable and will love all animals.
This plan can achieve not only animal liberation but saving labors of factories. He may want to save the labors of factories at first and his plan was achieved to come true by only his hoe.
Afterwards we loved together in factory where nobody is. And I got a diamond ring in a night room. But he said, "I want to be with you though my job is the saving all labors in the world. Could you wait me until the achievement of world labors free?” I answered after sometimes, “I understood. It may take long times.”

Reference 32:
Pretenders “same title” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of floor under the place of Rhythmic gymnastics, called “All our support to make your heart visible”
Words:
Our wish for today is that he save most unfortunate girl in this country. Because his passion for women is special and it must be possible.
She is living at sewer and sometimes begging rich man for money on the street.
We want him to go to her sewer and to bring her the decoration cake the day when we decided.
If he went to here by motorbike, she would say, "What's this? Is this present for me? But why you present?" He would answer, “Today is your birthday.” How will she response?

Reference 33:
The Stranglers “IV Rattus Norvegicus” (1977)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of white wine bottle called “All our long message to your heart” that was prepared for our home party with you and with all our friends
Words:
He and she are young. They were dreaming fortune each other but their deposit was so much little. So they buy lottery and pray God for hit.
Before one day night when lottery result was announced, he dreamed next.
God said, "From now on, I judge whether you fit for her or not. At first what you will do when lottery was hit?" He answered, “I am going to save the poor like as your doing” God responded, "I understood. Your lottery will be hit.” As soon as God said these words, his view of dream was changed into the view that God who is ridding on helicopter is scattering hit lottery for all citizens. He shouted, “Your promise is different! Is your made lottery prepared for me only?”
After his shout, he opened his eyes in the morning. And he realized his lottery was not hit, and when he telephoned to her, telephone number was wrong. He was depressed at all and he lived while watching white ceiling for some days.
But one day, he got next letter from her.
“Our lottery was not hit, so I decided to live at place where is reached from capital. And I will be dreaming hit lottery that you made. Lottery means your love not money”
He thought he was saved.

Referenced 34:
Oasis “(What’s the story) Morning glory?” (1995)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in “Reserved Room” named by Middle East children for him at Southern hotel, called “All our dispersion toward the cosmos to inform Kings and Queens on all truths concerned with the South”
Words:
He had created this world in six days. In these periods he experienced so much pain. So much pain was changed into times. When times are felt by only pain, all creatures develop. But human who has maximum times is him.
We think his fight in the period of six days was so hard, but sixth day, he relaxed in feelings that he was satisfied with all creations and last creation to be safety.
So we want him to set the holiday before sixth day. In this holiday, he has a sleep and has some dreams of playing with Middle East children under the sunshine.
This is never betrayal, because his pain was the first stage of love.

Reference 35:
The Pop Group “For how much longer do we tolerate mass murder?” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of smoke made when snows on chain of cross pendant put out the fire of smoking in bed, called “My 6-2-10 o'clock heavy triangle smoking to explain to the world that all my power is nothing”
Words:
Long times ago, a young black man was searching diamonds by scoop at rock side of mountain. At the near, there was pyramid piled up so many black crosses over and over. These black crosses mean the sacrifices of black men slaves at here.
Mary’s sunshine would be lost behind mountain at soon. So pyramid shadow lengthened by degrees.
Could he succeed in searching diamonds at the result? If the pyramid shadow lengthened into him, he would fail it by dark shadow.
But as soon as he searched diamonds, Mary’s sunshine was disappeared behind mountain and afterwards he collected diamonds under Jesus moon light till sunrise.
His work was so heavy and so hard.
If you cut a black diamond half, you will be able to make a black pyramid. And once lighting black pyramid, triangle shadow was made. What is the mean of this triangle? Yes, it is the triangle trade.
Black people had been chained by this trade for long times.

Reference 36:
The Cure “Faith” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of public bathtub where many laborers gather in, called “The thorns of red rose in through our overtime works” that was prepared for your heart grown up in the heat with me (This bath is very hot, because his mother is suffering for epidemic.)
Words:
Our performance is not only the live performance but the presentation after live.
At first we play public image that we felt in this world. So you must be gotten cold feeling at our concert. Afterwards we will recommend going into the public bath. Because we want you to feel more motherly hot than any other things. And after your bath time we will present a rose for you. Please name saddest naming on this rose. These roses wither up after six days, as well as, after God had created this world in the period of six days, the world would have been frozen.
Our performance is such a service for you in this cold world.

Reference 37:
Public Image LTD. “The flowers of romance” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of iron case my boyfriend handed me with letter you wrote, after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick and I got up from longtime sleeping in my home, your letter say, “So many diamonds are entered in this iron case you can’t open. These diamonds are made by overlap of so many X. My desire is distributing these diamonds to all laborers who are suffering for rainfall. Can you make it possible? It is my black waiting in your future.”
Words:
We planed to see you.
At first we telephoned to you and said, “We are taking limit for all”
We were waiting while wearing nothing. Because we think you were expecting on it.
You arrived here soon by Volkswagen. But you must have stopped nearby sea and lowest river. You took limit like us. So we present you small boat and said, “Let’s go to church and pray God for all our pain”
We rid on this boat with you and after sunset we arrived at church.
After praying God, we enjoyed dinner with you.
On the road of return we asked you, "How many days we must wait for until the next encounter? Perhaps will we wait for days of the stars number?" You quickly answered, "Sorry, I'm busy. There is next work tomorrow. My work is saving all labors who existed from past to future. So my work is forever.”
It was his last words before good-by.

Reference 38:
The Slits “Cut” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of beer froth splashed on table at the time of Cheers called “Oblivion in the heaviness” by the hands of all white souls in the sky
Words:
When we thought about humans pain that had existed from past, we could believe in only next story.
One day, Mary was anxious about farm village where had been suffering from capital growth and sent a letter for him by using a carrier pigeon. This letter was need for his saving at farm village and a carrier pigeon was the thread of minds that was tied by Mary and him.
Afterwards he saved farm village by his hands that was used some attempt.
But after his saving, a carrier pigeon was shot down by a hunter.
After this time, he became a crow and would have been warning against this world. Then Mary returned to sunshine while ridding on big albatross.
And after so many years passed, farm village would be the paradise of white birds where nobody was.
He revived at this place and created the second world by his hands for ten days while respecting Jesus mind and all human beings. Here is only peaceful world and he swore to be continued this peaceful world.
Afterwards Mary returned from sunshine to this place and said to him, “I give first my recognition to you.”
Cheers for his second creation!

Reference 39:
Sigur Ros “Takk…” (2005)



Image:
White Atelier called “Our first prayer in the darkness to get any fruits with you at night (There are many white colors in this atelier. Perhaps it may be caused by Mary’s care about some grey hearts in her darkness.)
Words:
He is the chief of the village. This village has been in his saving for long time. It’s his heart and his friends of artists.
If shadow of capital development close dawn on the village, artists will describe the view that village people are feeling on the fear, the sadness, and the tears of development. It is the rule of this world that these arts are sold for high prices at city auction.
So if one capitalist stack moneys on his desk and request of development, he will say, "Money is enough. Please use such money for changing your gray heart into white”

Reference 40:
New Order “Power corruption and lies” (1983)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee just after sunrise, you named “All our needs for human equality under the dark clouds”
Words:
Next is the speech of Mr. P at the League of Nations.
“Now, all my need is the presentation of artificial teeth for grandmother and grandfather in Middle East.
When I asked Middle East children what you present on Mother's day, many children responded they would like to present artificial teeth. I think you see. So many refugees are eating puffs at there. Puffs are most necessary foods and these are their life for them.
From where will we take funds for this need? You will be able to image any methods. For example, these are the taking from finance of bank, the promise at IMF, and the collection from citizen.
But I want you to collect the funds by selling your blood. Your blood is your soul and I think Mary hope it, too. So I want to suggest that all people at here should be blood donors for getting many artificial teeth.
At last I want to say, "Please give your blood and take Mary’s smiles in your mind”

Reference 41:
The Psychedelic Furs “same title” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of goal post called “Our tired bodies and expanded souls in Northern blood relationship”
Words:
He was tired of everything that contains body and soul, when he decided on his last job in his life.
At first he visited at African field while having a soccer ball and searched a black boy who is the best player in many boys at the field.
Afterwards he presented a soccer ball for this boy and said, "This is my last soul. Can you get this in your hands?" Boy answered, "This is a good ball. I could not have seen such a beautiful ball until now. Thank you very much." He was satisfied at all and thought that last job was ended.
And then, he entered in Black Sea where he selected for his last place at the winter night. Nobody knew his death but after twenty years a black boy who was given his soccer ball became the most famous soccer player all over the world. And all people who live in the world started to discuss about the problem of segregation.
We suggest this story to all racism.

Reference 42:
The Stranglers “Black and White” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white vase called “All your message from our Irish home to the sun” that exist for all your painful today
Words:
We think most beautiful story in this world is the red rose story. It is God and Mary’s story.
After six days, Mary was playing piano at wild ground under dark clouds while being concerned about the future.
Next time, God who was ridding on horse appeared at here and present a rose for her.
He said, "I came from the desperate and lonely land to see you only. Please get my rose in your hands." She answered, “Yes, I will be glad to hand in for my future.”
Afterwards they married and got son who was named Jesus.
And then, when Jesus grew up young, God traveled for long time.
But Mary's fortune was not continued after there, because Jesus was judged and was crucified soon.
She felt too much pain and prayed to God.
Next day, when she got up early after painful sleep and was looking over, so many red roses were in bloom. After this time God returned while ridding on horse and was informed her misery.
Afterwards they loved together by one of the two in painful mind.
Do you think what would be occurred when Mary’s pain united with God’s pain that was despaired and was in loneliness? That is the maximum love.
So we want to say for boys and girls.
“Don’t care about depression and don’t be afraid of the pain after depression”

Reference 43:
U2 “October” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine I poured for you when you got New Year card from your mother in longtime suspended telephone service caused by the civil war, called “All your anxious belief”
Words:
I have believed this world had made by the hands of him and her and would like to believe it from now.
I think he and she had made this world while taking so much risk like as ridding on flying trapeze.
Do you think safety net is necessary for this flying trapeze? I think it is not necessary. Because he and she were saved by unseen safety net that is made by red strings.
In Japan, all people believe that lovers mind have been tied by red strings until now. The reason Japan is the most peaceful country will be caused by this red strings. And the reason Japan take best partnership in the international relations will be caused by Japanese cultures.

Reference 44:
Culture Club “Kissing to be clever” (1982)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of seawater in the safe that his father's watch, his mother’s jewel and black card were entered in, you named “All our Northern historical night joy to save all family souls by high acceleration when we will open in the bright future”
Words:
Next is my last night dream.
I was invited to dinner by letter from Cleopatra. And I went to his barber shop for preparation at this dinner.
At first I wanted him to set my hair and to make my face for recent fashion and I slept for a while. After my getting up, I was surprised at my face making. That was like Picasso making. And he said, "You must try to attend at dinner on this making, so you will get fortune after dinner.” I might be in half belief.
Dinner took place by many people who masked on their face. And according to his speaking, I was employed as the servant after dinner.
In the next morning, my first work was watering around Pyramid by sprinkling can. He had said these waters were Mary's tears. When I finished the watering, a total eclipse of the sun was occurred and Pyramid was faded out under the sky.
At the time when I opened my eyes, he was standing nearby my bed and said, "Your business was succeeded by your hands. All Hierarchy that is existed in this world was disappeared by grace of you. The word I want to say is that all people all over the world are having qualification of being God. Please keep my name card." I kept his name card and I handed him my black card. I said, "This black card contains so many souls of victims in history. Please keep it." He responded, "Thanks for your kindness. I am going to keep your card in my heart forever.”

Reference 45:
This Heat “Deceit” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of smoke made when you went home at night and snows on apples in paper bag put out my fire of smoking in bed, called “All your desire that all Southern souls will be saved by minute hand”
Words:
One day, a mixer was sent from Charles Chaplin in Middle East. Next is the letter from Chaplin that was added to mixer.
“Dear my friends Mr. K and Mr. P
I'd like to respect your works in Middle East.
My age was over eighty and I am searching my last work.
Before my last work, I want to give you a mixer for Middle East children.
I drunk apple juice by this mixer in today's morning and decided to send this mixer while praying God.
If this news were known to public, some socialist might criticize me.
But it is more important for me that I can see children smiles than my lifework.
This mixer will be able to use for drinking any fruit juices.
I am expecting for your works.
From Charles Chaplin”

Reference 46:
The Cure “The Top” (1984)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee after I gave black waitress a tip at night coffee shop, called “All our Northern rainy night friendship to your heart” that was existed for creating Milky Way by our cooperation
Words:
He is the professional of swimming, because he knows Mary's sadness. Mary's sadness is the all waters that have been rained on the earth since Jesus had died. He got skills for swimming in her tears.
But now, so many people have experienced so much pains each other and have been reading Testament.
Afterwards they had gotten better skills than his skills.
So he won't be able to win in the next Olympic swimming race.

Reference 47:
Reef “Glow” (1997)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of iron ring called “My night reflections between the moon and the earth” that was prepared for saving all black souls
Words:
My father is running iron foundry. But workmen's accidents were not ended. My encounter with him was occurred in these days.
Next day of first looking at him, he said to me, "Would you like to help my big business from now on?" I answered, "Is big business? Will you get so much money on it?" He responded, "It's not relation to money. But human beings may be saved by this business." He continued, "From now on I will go to South Africa and I change so many black chains into church bells at your factory." I was surprised and said, "It is great and best choice at my thinking."
Afterwards his dream came true. And when all black chains had changed into church bells, we promised to meet at night room.
At promised day night, we loved together while listening to church bell calls all over the world.
And before our sleep, he present diamond ring for me and said, "My plan was succeeded by our hands. It's helped by you and your friends. We proved that if many people cooperate with each other, our love will come true like as basketball. But I am busy and will be chained by times and social rules like as being in prison. Would you like to change iron grid of my prison into a church bell for our future?” I answered quickly, “Yes, I’d like.”

Reference 48:
Madonna “same title” (1983)



Image:
Black tie in desert, called “My third acceptance to get fourth acceptance for you in my shaking mind”
Words:
Xmas evening, I went to watch the figure skating show with you while having a diamond ring in my pocket.
Figure skating show took place in so many spot lights. But we decided to lose our words only at the periods of this show, because words have no means today. World won’t be changed by our words. So we threw away our words in the sea where motherly hearts are living. All lights speak nothing at this place, too. But he has so much feeling of souls.
When show ended and all lights were lost, I put a diamond ring on your finger at seat of hall where nobody is, while speaking nothing.
This act was only my feeling of soul that I can do today.

Reference 49:
Durutti Column “Return of the Durutti Column” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at church when Father was in longtime summer vacation, you named “All our Northern historical dreamy power to the South Pole Continent where all Southern children are playing with Kings and Queens, Southern animals and you in summer black night”
Words:
The reason we are wearing black clothes have two means.
First reason is the appearance of anti-establishment. You will understand this. But second reason is deeper. It is our need for mother’s love. Because black is the best color to absorb heat meant by mother’s love.
God said that he was crow who wore black cloth in society where he had lived. And Father is wearing black cloth, too. We think it is the appearance of need for mother’s love.
For example in Japan, homecoming rush is continued all night long before New Year. And their cars are changed into black by night sky. We think it is command by God to love our mothers.
So now, the second creation of God will be construction of the roads that connect all children of refugees with their mothers. We expect there will be rose fields at the both sides of these roads. We hope this while living at the place where some despairs is existed.

Reference 50:
The Pop Group “Citizen Zombie” (2015)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle, called “All our belief in monotheism to save all crosses made by heart’s powers, among our God, you and me”
Words:
Mary was living at church in North Country and had anxiousness of any problems all over the world. So she decided to send letter for him who was living in Middle East. This letter was made by a question that she was holding in her mind.
When he arrived at her church after spending for long time, she asked him the question at once.
"Now, many human beings are suffering for so many problems and they are searching for God’s help. Nevertheless why you won't pray for Jesus?" He said after taking off coat, "I have been hiding my answer for a considerable time. But I try to explain to you just now." He continued, "I had created this world in six days. But before my creation there had been so many challengers who had tried to create the world. Everyone had so much pain in their minds and had failed down while praying God. So they had been all Christians. But I had succeeded on my own. When you think about so many failures that had been going to create the world, can you admit my praying for Jesus? I am not winner especially.” Mary was keeping silent for a while and lied on bed. She slept for a day and he returned to go home.
Afterwards he worked in Middle East as always and was given chocolate gift made by Mary St. Valentine’s Day. It’s added next letter.
"One my question was solved by your salvation. Please keep my gift but I think it's so bitter for you. This is my feeling now.”

Reference 51:
Echo and the Bunnymen “Porcupine” (1983)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee you made just before sunrise by all profit of my last night live, you named “All your milky wide resistance like a Japanese family that had been having a bath in the darkness against night air raid”
Words:
I was depressed in hard confusion by next bad dream last night.
I was handed a next letter from K. Company and it was charge on me.
“We must charge for next item, which is caused by truth that your country had done Bikini H-bomb test.
Charge for human beings pain $300
Charge for Jesus pain $400
Charge for Mary’s tears $500
All nations in country must pay same charges.
From K. Company”
Ah! My God! There is not such money for me. I have more patriotism than anyone. How you will do for me?

Reference 52:
James Chance and the Contortions “Buy” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of water called "Special good energies to revive our souls of old age in next morning from the sight of our drinking” that came out from a glass of whisky on the rock after young drank off
Words:
Next words are the lecture that God spoke at Westminster Abbey in our dreams.
"How many rocks have continued to collide in the universe until now? These rocks contain all souls of pains from past to now. For example, these pains are pains of forced labor, pains of black slaves, pains of refugees, and pains of sacrifices for the war. So, please inspect these rocks and please describe all tracks that all rocks have repeated collisions. And please figure the crosses made by your descriptions. I promise that all figures of crosses are equal to all my pains I have experienced in my life.”

Reference 53:
New Order “Music complete” (2015)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called “All your joy” that I'd like to present for you who had experienced all sorrows in the South
Words:
Half century ago, Mary worried about South African slaves. In there, pain of slaves is so heavy and slaves had to be parted from family. So she selected a blind man who lives at desert Island and she tried to solve this problem with him.
At the time of rising sun, she and a blind man who was riding on camel started to city where is running on slaves.
Sun shine was very clear at this place and was so heat that they are drinking water when they felt thirsty.
But as soon as sun hid in mountains, she said, “Sun will disappear soon, so I must return to the sun shine country." He said, "Why? City is near. Is the place so important for you? She responded, "Yes, very important for my life.” After this word, she flew in the air to sunshine.
He was so tired that he fell asleep at night.
After sun rise in next morning, his eyes were recovered and he was surprised at so many diamonds all around. At near place, a gentleman who runs slaves Company was here. He said, "Thanks for your kindness. Because of you, we and slaves were saved from all problems." At this time, he probably heard Mary’s talk in a whisper. “Love the all neighbors for you.”

Reference 54:
Jah Wobble, Ollie Marland, Polly Eltes “Voodoo” (1984)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of mixed juice prepared at Southern high noon, called “All our Southern souls saved by the sun during tomorrow daytime for Southern human equality”
Words:
He is very famous economist who is recognized all over the world.
When he visited in Middle East, he was shocked by the ground that all refugees suffered for food, fears of futures, and less of God's love. Therefore he was in trouble by everything and sometimes doubted God. And then, he thought which is better to believe God or not.
At first he selected a couple of Middle East children and made them pray the three desires for God. They chose the first desire that can see their parents again, the second desire that can marry each other, and third desire that would be peace in this world. And he made them bury a bean into ground nearby church.
After ten years passed, a buried bean grew up and so many fields of beans were created. So the trades among any other countries were made too and the first desire of them was granted by return of their parents, because their parents were slaves on this trade. And the second desire of them was granted by country fortune in this trade. But the third desire would not be granted for him. Therefore He decided to try one plan. The plan is that he make a fancy cake described world map on for their ceremony of marriage.
When they finished oath of love and their knife was approached to a fancy cake, what was happened? The announcement was run in ceremony hall at this time. “Religious war is ended just now." As soon as this announcement reverberated through, he shouted for so many economists who presented in this ceremony. "Do you believe God?” And soon, so many economists answered at the same time. “Yes, I believe!”

Reference 55:
Pigbag “The big bean” (1982)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of white cup called “All your contracts with moonlight” that was gotten by your nighttime labor for a month at coffee shop to get green apple for our night
Words:
After the bubble burst, so many bankruptcies were occurred in Japan. It’s responsibility of policy.
If you were in Japan, at Tokyo Tower you would collect boys and girls who were bankrupted in family and would command them to describe the Diet Building that was shining in white light at night.
And after the finish of describing, he would command them to paint the Diet Building in black.
We think these picture values are heavier than any buildings.

Reference 56:
New Order “Lost sirens” (2013)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle, called “All my past historical longtime family powers kept in your heart” that was existed for fighting with all coldness in the world
Words:
He enjoys swimming in the pool in cold winter. Mary is watching his beauty at pool side. The reason he is able to be swimming is Mary's hot support. But can he get Mary's love? We don't think so. I think, before the getting it, he must pray to Jesus. So his swimming is the same as doing butterfly on the sea to setting sun.
Our pain is Jesus blood. Jesus blood is red wine. Red wine is made by rainwater. Rain is come from the sea. So our pain is sea water.
Can he get Mary's sunshine after the swimming in our pain? I think he can’t. He must experience frozen pain after sunset like us.

Reference 57:
The Only Ones “same title” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of wine glass after you had finished drinking red wine at sunset, called “All your historical belief in narrow random” that was existed to inform all future souls about my peaceful family heart in our blood relationship
Words:
His policy is the changes that new things are moved into better things.
For example, in human history, new things have been gotten through all times, and once bad things were expanded to next stage, these things were moved into better things. So the evolution is continued forever.
It is like a straw hat that is changed with nothing into with passionate red ribbon by his hands. If these evolution is continued as it is, all human beings will be able to get a planet. His planet is the earth, where he will be able to converse about the future with his girl friend. But our planet is the light blue astral body that is covered with ices. At here we will talk about the future while feeling his cold mind.

Reference 58:
New Order “Regret” (1993)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle prepared for our praying at Middle East ground 12 o’clock at high noon, called “All our flush for getting 7 colors rainbow after heavy rain”
Words:
Tomorrow is the holiday of marriage for a couple of refugee. But heavy squall was running around. He said, "So heavy and so tragic!" The celebration will be canceled as it is. So he dived into the coffin and prayed God, "We desire Mary to make sky clear tomorrow. If not, I will try to live in the mirror, for we can escape from all tragedy and pain.” Coffin was filled with water at night.
But he could see the sunrise as soon as he got up in the morning.
The celebration was gotten clear sky and Mary’s love.
But when it was nearby the final, he thought whether a couple of them could get true fortune or not. At the same time, sky was covered by dark clouds.

Reference 59:
Rip Rig and Panic “You’re my kind of climate” (1982)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of black tie in the sandy beach, called “All my belief in your historical passionate constant energy” that was prepared for Japanese souls who want some energy
Words:
I visited in Hiroshima in my holiday. Time is when Xmas had ended and many people were busy on preparation for New Year.
My purpose was watching Peace Memorial Park and the praying forever peace for the first sunrise.
When I went to beach New Years Day, I picked up your massage in a bottle. In a bottle, there was a photograph that you and Middle East children are taken on Xmas while you are smiling with the stuff of hawk. Yes, this is encounter that my soul was connected with your soul. So I decided to live in Hiroshima for my life.
I said to my friend that, after my death, I wish he send you a bottle my ash will be entered. I want you to use my ash for your power of rebirth.

Reference 60:
Section 25 “Always now” (1981)



Image:
King of Hearts in desert, called “Your unlimited resistance saved by my past limited pain”
Words:
He is famous architect who have authority over the world and I am sister at famous church. I knew him by the saving sisters from heavy rules.
But his characteristic is that buildings he designed are all black color. We have been thinking his act is problem. Nevertheless truth that we love him was caused by saving us from heavy rules.
One day, he insisted all churches that exist all over the world should be painted in black and actually he tried. We thought he was crazy, and when so many churches were painted in black, he was captured by police.
But afterwards so many black churches were painted in white by the hands of Middle East children. Media made a fuss about this as “Devil was captured and Angels came from Middle East”.
And when all black churches were painted in white, all Middle East children were saved and new buildings were designed in Middle East by International policy. So he was free after his body and soul were wasted.
He arrived at me and said, "I was tired at all. Please save me." Yes, we loved together at this night. And before our sleep, he said to me in my bed, "In the tomorrow morning, let's go to Middle East where so many my friends are living." I answered, “Yes, your trick is just as I expected.”
In the next morning, we went to airport for ridding on white jumbo jet.

Reference 61:
Madonna “Like a virgin” (1984)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle called “Confusion in the darkness” after all real guns was crushed into sands with all rocks by waters at beach (Mary will say, “This red wine was prepared for forgetting all your pains at desert and for remembering all your family memories at sandy beach.”)
Words:
In this city, so many real gun manias lived and people who are sacrificed by guns are increasing. So Mary sent next letter to Boss of guns Company.
"Please visit at my Epitaph in the night and talk about the reason why you must use real gun.”
Boss went to her Epitaph wearing mourning soon.
When he arrived at her Epitaph, there was nobody and were only cold winds though there was a ticket to amusement grounds on here. Watching this ticket, it was written that this amusement grounds organizer is Mary.
He thought he must go and slept on grass until sunrise.
After sunrise, when he went to amusement grounds, there was nobody, but while his walking, he could find a model gun on white table. As soon as he held this in his hand, he remembered the memory that he was presented this model gun from his mother on Xmas. He could realize everything and he took out his real gun from pocket and threw away it into the pool.
This pool was bottomless. So his real gun was buried forever.
We warn against the overview of gun laws by nation with this story.

Reference 62:
King Crimson “In the curt of the Crimson King” (1969)



Image:
Upper right bright corner of riverside fence called "All our support for your home like the sight from the raindrop in our family” nearby the sea at night
Words:
Where are you going to go while leaving Mary’s mind?
In this cold world, the hot you can feel is only the going out for pleasure at night. But Mary is sleeping lonely every night.
If you play ice hockey, we will want to join your team. And we will stop any shoot of enemies by the way we use all our hands. Enemies have cold black face on the cold ice.
And when you meet again with Mary, she will say, "It's too late. What are you doing until now?" And you will answer, "Sorry, I keep you waiting. I might have been saved by anyone but I don’t know their name.”
Yes, we don't expect you to remember our name though we want to say finally, “Your lover is only Mary.”

Reference 63:
Pink Floyd “The dark side of the moon” (1973)



Image:
Upper left hand bright corner of black umbrella handle called “Your survived cold hearts in heaviness” that only we know you entered a ticket in this umbrella.
Words:
We created a next film as well as he had created this world.
At first view young Black and young White are walking on the road.
At second view White present a cross pendant for Black.
At third view Black is captured by unknown reasons.
At forth view Black is free and ride on car driven by White.
At fifth view they pray God at church.
At sixth view they are given so much money from sister.
At seventh view they live happy, for their plan was succeeded.
At eighth view Black telephone to his friends.
At ninth view many Black are coming nearby their house.
At final view many Black are taking to the streets and insist for him.
This film is going to be released for him only at Xmas Eve night and one ticket had been sent for him only.

Reference 64:
The Beatles “Abbey Road” (1969)



Image:
The sun's rays called “Your Cries” come filtering through the dark clouds at beach.
Words:
We heard a rumor that his work is the presentation of canaries for unfortunate girls. So we decided to work at pet shop. We think we realize that what kind of canaries girls want.
But which is more the unfortunate girls or the canaries in this world? As we had anxiousness about it, we are working on collection of feeds for canaries at the same time.
All societies will laugh at us. But we believe that only you can understand.

Reference 65:
Led Zeppelin “same title” (1969)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of stout bottle called “All my Northern short time strong invisible power” that was prepared for saving all your Southern long time historical visible soul in the heaviness
Words:
I heard rumor that he saved black boy who live in Harlem. So I decided to work at pizza shop. I am going to put much of black pepper on pizza and want to hear many good rumors about him.
I think he has pain when he sneezes. But I am praying that his pain is smaller than our pain.

Reference 66:
Jimi Hendrix experience “Are you experienced?” (US 1967)



Image:
Night sandbank called “All your pain to get strong power from him who have been in overtime work in the moonlight on White Xmas”
Words:
Xmas Eve, big rugby game took place.
White team's manager was Jesus and black team's manager was him. It rained heavily at this game and all players were fighting with mud bath.
Result was white team in seven points up. This result will be blessed with so many people who desire Messiah to come in this world.
We heard his speech of the loss of a battle was started on air from tomorrow’s evening.
But it snowed in this evening. Many people would enjoy in white Christmas.
Yes, we don't need his words any more. So we switched radio off and were going to watch snowing for a while from dark room.

Reference 67
The Rolling Stones “12×5” (1964)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at high noon on Sunday, you named “All your best choice of sandglass until all human equality will be achieved rather than choice of diamond ring I put on your fourth finger at midnight
Words:
Here is the city where so many unemployed flock in.
One night, billiard competition took place in this city. Organizer was him and assistant was his secretarial girl. They enjoyed while forgetting times all night long.
Result was his booby. After playing, assistant proposed a toast to their fortune. She said loud, “Cheers for his booby!”
When this ceremony achieved the peak, old man required him to say a word and many men agreed with it.
He held mike and said a word, "Sorry for my less of mastery." As soon as he said this word, meeting place was filled with so many clapping.

Reference 68
Yes “Going for the one” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of water called “Your good free mind in my sorrow” that came out from a glass of whiskey on the rock and couldn't be mopped by your heart that enjoyed talking about anything with me all night long while smoking at your night bar
Words:
One day, God created a long novel against racism and it was issued in a book. Synopsis is next.
“Mary went to library in winter and searched observations of South African slaves.
When she finished reading these observations, she was shocked and closed her eyes for a while.
Afterwards her mind that she wanted to save all black slaves was spread and Sun heat came to high passion.
In the meantime, the Southern Hemisphere was in summer. So people who lived in South Africa were suffered for sun heat.
And it was happened that Valentine's chocolates for white collar were melted, so a couple was not formed, goods were not sold, world wide trades were not smooth, so world economies crisis started.
American politicians discussed about these world wide crises, but before good ideas were practiced, the Antarctic ices were melted by sun heat and Noah’s flood covered earth ground.”
Who will be saved by Noah's Ark? But the kinds of humans that must be saved can't be read, because this book is getting wet in tears only at the final page.

Reference 69
King Crimson “Larks’ tongues in aspic” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of lighthouse called "Your emerald ring wetted by seawater on the way of going our home”
Words:
Dear Mary
I decided to work at lighthouse for a while.
Now, laborers all over the world are forced heavy work by capital growth. One of them is shipwrecked, and other is swallowed up by the waves. And their wives are suffered for bad dreams all night long.
So I want you to come soon and I want you to help me because your power is special.
If you come here, I wish you to come at night when all mothers dream about joyful memories in their young.
From K

Reference 70
Pink Floyd “Atom heart mother” (1970)



Image:
Hawaiian beach called “Your two-tone faiths in any lights”
Words:
We created rose field at Golgotha as well as he had created this world.
Admission ticket of entering in this field was sent for him only.
One day in summer, he arrived at here and was watching so many each roses heartily under the sunshine.
When he was going to back to home, he handed us Ace of Spades instead of name card, so we handed him Queen of Hearts. And as he needed to shake hands with us, we shook hands with him each other.
We remember the heat of his hand at the time of shaking hands. We believe Mary's mind at now was communicated to him, whether his act was good dream or not.

Reference 71
Led Zeppelin “Ⅲ” (1970)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in our overtime work, called “My Northern painful middle acceptance” that was prepared for getting strongest powers to save my family with your heart in the world
Words:
He went to African grassland with Vietnamese children and us. His purpose was education that he teaches them the crisis of a world where the stronger prey upon the weaker.
When we were watching around the place where lions live at African grassland from the bus, he was gripping shotgun with his left hand. He told us this shotgun was soul of socialist. So he will shoot lions in case of an emergency.
Returning to our house, we kept this shotgun and told him that this shotgun was handed to our manager. But we traveled to Golgotha and buried this shotgun under the ground, spending our remained holidays. Afterwards we went home without seeing him again.
After holiday, he telephoned us, "I am searching my shotgun. I want to be taught what happened." We answered, "Well..., I think it will dry up with Jesus bloody tears under Mary’s sunshine at this time.”
He cut off telephone quickly. Yes, he will understand.

Reference 72
The Kinks “The village green preservation society” (1968)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of stout bottle called “All my gift for your heart” that exist in core of the cosmos and that was prepared for your going home by motorbike after you went out of spa and was shocked by the truth of the Cold War in the world on TV program in night hotel
Words:
Now, so many sisters all over the world are seeing bad dreams that are caused by the Cold War. These are the unseen terrors in red zone. Nevertheless nuclear war was not occurred really, it was occurred in their bad dreams.
For example, let's image that a Pierrot go to spiritual grave with some bowling pins. His main job is Father.
He said in front of spiritual grave, "So many sisters in my church are suffering by the unseen terrors caused by this world. These are bad dreams that are so apart from true. If you saw such a bad dream, what you will do for me?" After he said these words, he started Juggling by use of bowling pins that are stood for sister’s souls and said, “This act was done by only my responsibility. If you decide to judge, I am expecting to judge me only.”
But next day, it was happened that his circus airship flamed up in the sky. The cause of this accident was unknown.
We warn against the Cold War by this story.

Reference 73
King Crimson “Red” (1974)



Image:
Thunderhead called “Your painful strong past wills to save all heavy works” in blue sky at beach
Words:
He is old man who is making leather whips on his work.
One day night, he pained in his mind because leather whips made by his hands are almost used for whipping black slaves. He thought he would punish by visitation if he continued his work as it was.
So he decided that he burn down all remained leather whips as his last job, and he prayed God, "My God, please whip my body and soul while I tear in all of things I had done." As soon as he said this word, it squalled heavily with hard thunder for a while. And then God said, "I whipped your body and soul sufficiently. I’d like to visit at your home next morning. Please wait from now on.”
In next morning, gentleman visited at his home and said, “I am running leather coat Company. I kept your hot blood in my heart with passionate blood of black slaves. Would you like to change it into kindhearted mother’s souls?”
Gentleman suggested proposal to him.
He thought he try to work on making leather coat for his remained life.

Reference 74
Led Zeppelin “Ⅳ” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine, you named “One resistance and one salvation, which is the role of the church for many humans”
Words:
He is a socialist who act in Vietnam.
He thought the Vietnam War was a sort of God's fail. So he planed one idea and acted actually.
At first he collected some his friends and created carnations field in Vietnam. And he cut carnations in six days before Mother's Day. Then he commanded Vietnamese children who lost mothers to put carnations on mother’s grave under Mary’s sunshine. It was his one resistance for God. But what happened Mother's Day? It squalled heavily and so many carnations were gotten blown off in the gale Mother's Day. So his plan was failed. He was shocked by this happening and he had lied down in his bed for some days.
And one fine day, he went to church and prayed God, "All my ideas are failed by your hands. Villain is only me. Please judge me from now on." God answered, "Your action must be praised. Nothing is more beautiful than residence. So I resisted for your plan on Mother's Day, too. But what kind of heavy rain on Mother's day do you think?" He responded, "I think it is Mary's anger or painful mind." God answered, "It's your mistake. It was Mary's tears of joy for you. Now, all children will be enjoying in the pool where was filled with Mary’s tears.”
He thought he was saved and one Christian was born at this time.

Reference 75
Weather Report “Sweetnighter” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of beer froth splashed on table at the time of Cheers by Father’s schooners, called “All our support for overlaps of all human’s heart beats”
Words:
A Long time ago, a baseball game ceremony had taken place nearby Golgotha. This game was God's team vs. Banker's team. Winner praise was 1 million dollar. Result was the winning of bankers.
And then, bankers lent money for so many people and Companies, so economic growth was continued and human's happy life started from this time. But there were so many troubles of course. For example, there were loathsome wars, lack of foods, and natural disasters.
Therefore Christians have been increasing all over the world, because they have wanted to escape their pains. And when all human beings became Christians, church bells rang all over the world.
At the same time, all human beings got up and opened their eyes at churches all over the world. Today was the Christmas. All people were dreaming by Father's piano playing at the Mass. After the Mass, Fathers ask them whether dreams were good or bad. It was the most fortunate things for Fathers that almost people answered dreams were good.

Reference 76
Sigur Ros “Med sud I eyrum vid spilum endalaust” (2008)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee, called “My short time dispersion for my pain in through the your heart that stay at home” after we visited at Japanese library of Post-war literature group
Words:
We held the auction in Japan.
The main good of this auction was the watch Mr. K had used habitually. It took high price according to our expectation.
A Company where bade for this watch was a publisher that was famous in Japan. But we converted this watch into useless that time was fixed at when Jesus was crucified, because our minds are fixed from past to future like as this watch. So we were going to play at night by using money profited from this watch.
But not according to our expectation, the value of this watch was raised by suggestion of writers in Japan. They evaluated that this watch means encounters between Mr. K and Jesus. Yes, Japan is Country where had been suffered from most painful things in history and where have high educational revel now.
So we decided to contribute money profited from this watch, for Japanese libraries.

Reference 77
Pink Floyd “Wish you were here” (1975)



Image:
Antarctic blue sky called “All your acceptances for our writing in pain”
Words:
When we visited in Hiroshima and checked references of disasters by atomic bomb, we were shocked and could not evade from nightmares for a while. And we created next story in airplane of our return.
“One day a German prisoner broke prison and ate an apple at field to escape from hunger. Then he seeded pips of this apple and expanded his land of apples field. American Fathers could not permit his action, so they punished a German prisoner severely. But afterwards they got so much money by running this apples field. And American Father asked Mary to make apple pies by using apples. So they lived happy while eating these apple pies. But Mary’s husband did not eat apple pies and commanded Mary to ice his apple pie with his heart in ice box. And he said he would eat this iced apple pie when all wars in this world were lost.”
When we finished writing this story, we were satisfied and our minds were like as blue sky while evading nightmares.
If you say this story is wrong, please judge us by your iced heart.

Reference 78
Led Zeppelin “Ⅱ” (1969)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of stout bottle you prepared at Hawaiian night party, you called “All your invitation for Southern Kings and Queens to the top of Southern big mountain in the heavy rain to disclose all difference between all today’s Hawaiian happiness and all today’s Southern pain by our cooperation with them”
Words:
You would have made so many friends after six days. If human beings are forever, I'd like to be your friend some day. My first question for you on this day is how Middle East children are doing. I hope your next answer.
“All of them are living in happiness.”
After I heard this word, please leave me alone for a while.
And at the dinner of this day, I want to drink beer while laughing at your black joke.
The date and the place for my meeting with you are next.
The date is Friday night of October 13 before sunrise.
The place is the beach of Dead Sea.

Reference 79
Mark Stewart “same title” (1987)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of cider bottle, you named “Northern historical reconcilable mellow apple that was taken nearby the lake and that setting sun and rising moon were reflected on”
Words:
We heard a rumor that he would like to meet Mary again. She is living at Westminster Abbey. Yes, we think his love will be come true, for this world is so painful. The more painful world is, the bigger his love will be.
But before he meets her again, we must examine him on whether he can understand Bible or not. This Bible was written by Mary in Middle East and was used Jesus blood instead of ink for her writing. And he won't be able to read here and there in Bible by blotch of her tears. Can he make up for blotch of her tears? If he could make up for all, we would admit him to meet her again.

Reference 80
New Order “Movement” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine at your home, you named “All our time trip until next total eclipse of the sun”
Words:
He heard a rumor that there had been religious oppression in the Soviet Union. So he went to the Soviet Union with a couple of Middle East.
Russian sister said while crying, "Our church will disappear within a week." He answered, “I planed good idea for you. Please expect on me.”
To start with his idea, he celebrated marriage that a couple of Middle East change rings at this church.
First day, strong winds blew. Second day, it rained heavily nearby church. Third day, it was changed into thunderstorm. Fourth day, it rained with hard hails. Fifth day, it was changed into snowstorm. And final day, it was fine day but the ground was deeply covered with snow. They were his creation for six days in this world.
So oppression was not done for these periods. On the contrary, as the river was made nearby church by natural power, so many people could enjoy fishing after their praying God. Therefore oppression to her church was stopped by his hands.
She appreciated him and tried to prepare some money for him. But he said, "No thank you for your kindness. I was given your tears at our first encounter. Your tears are more expensive than so much money like tears of pearls.”
He started to go home while leaving only her tears of joy.

Reference 81
The Knock “Get the Knock” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me when I was writing songs in our home at sunset, you named “All our past primitive short-time darkest expectation that all human souls will be saved by Northern humans in longtime”
Words:
He might have built church made by blocks after six days. Our desire before his construction of church is changing blocks into iron blocks. These are so heavy that he can't carry. So that sumo wrestler's help will be needed. Our role is collection of the materials that sumo wrestlers have to eat. The church we built is made by sadness. The country where was suffered for heaviest pain in history is Japan. As this church needed Japanese help, he won’t be able to repair this church forever.

Reference 82
Cabaret Voltaire “Red Mecca” (1981)



Image:
Graffiti art on the Berlin Wall, called “All your historical friendly worldwide complaints kept in all our night life mellow apples”
Words:
The money must be needed for you. But how it will function for Middle East children? Today, when we gave them paper money, what do you think how they answered? They answered, "What's this? What this can be used for? Who is this old man? They used paper money for only scrawl.

Reference 83
New Order “Brotherhood” (1986)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the door at bar, called “Your Northern long night pain saved by the sun”
Words:
He was very famous anti-establishment scientist in the Soviet Union. He was not only Christian but atheist.
He had despaired at all of world, so his studies were whether Jesus bloody tear was acidity or alkalinity. If it is emerged clearly, it will be come out what is true and what is wrong. For example, which is better about capitalism or socialism and which are more worthwhile about God or Human beings?
He collected all kinds of materials for his studies and had continued studies for long time.
And when he became old and started to feel tiredness at his studies, one truth was come out that Jesus bloody tear was neutrality. It was complete neutrality and had not bias no matter how any computers work.
He thought he lost to God and was going to retire until his death.

Reference 84
The New Age Steppers “same title” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in “Reserved Room” at midnight Southern hotel, called “All our dispersion toward the cosmos to inform Kings and Queens on all truths concerned with the South”
Words:
Your first salvation was saving weakness by your words. When will your second salvation come?
We think your second salvation will be nothing for a while. So, from now on we want to contract with you that your second salvation is the continuation of rainy day for Middle East children who are suffering for lack of waters. For this decision, we want you to pray your pain to Mary on the moon. Your pain is the all your experience from when you had created this world to when you had died and had become soul. So, if you pray to Mary, she will have sadness and it will rain heavily for long time in Middle East. Rainy days will be continued in more six days.
But someday, human beings may succeed in making waters from sea waters. We think it may be more fortunate for all humankind, though will you make sense of this thing? You must have responsibility you had done in first creations.
By the way we had contracted with Mary that all our bloods and sweats would be changed into her tears.

Reference 85
The Pop Group “We are time” (1980)



Image:
Iceberg in the Antarctic, called “My nightmare in white airplane above Southern rain clouds” that was saved by your heart
Words:
His business in this world was selling pictures drawn by nameless painters in the Antarctic. Especially the pictures of iceberg were sold to so many people, because iceberg was meant for Mary's iced tears. As these pictures were low price, so many people all over the world could have tears each other with Mary’s soul.
His business was succeeded, so that he got so much money and became rich man.
But he had sickness when he traveled in South Africa for his business. He said last words to his friends while having a nightmare, "Please prepare drawing papers that have the same numbers as Blacks who had sacrificed for slavery. And I want to give them Mary’s iced tears for free after my death.”

Reference 86
Led Zeppelin “In through the out door” (1979)



Image:
Southern afternoon sea called “All our prayers for Southern families to get orange at night”
Words:
We heard a rumor that he won't create the world any more. So we decided to create the world instead of him.
First, we sent Mary a massage in a bottle at the sandy beach as soon as sunrise. In this bottle, there were a wedding invitation of a couple of Middle East, a feather of crow and a miniature flag of the United States. A feather of crow was a soul of God and flag of the United States was appearance of our patriotism.
According to our expectation, afterwards it had rained in Middle East for long days, so Middle East refugees were saved from lack of waters. But it was continued fine day in Boston where we have lived and we suffered for lack of waters. Yes, all Mary's tears that have existed in the Earth are constant. So Mary's mind was just sharing more her tears in Middle East.
Sorry for our creation with Mary.

Reference 87
Boston “Don’t look back” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee after I stirred by iron spoon at sunrise, called “My one of the same time revolution saved by your heart”
Words:
How would you measure the pain of human beings who live all over the world? You will answer you can measure by watching TV or reading news papers. But our measurement is the way we can image many circular wavelets before our sleep. If Mary is grieving about this world like our minds, circular wavelets will be bigger than before. We think that our imaginations of many circular wavelets are becoming bigger day by day.
One night, we tried to measure by his measure how much bigger than before. But we failed in this, because his measure can survey materials but can’t survey minds of human beings.

Reference 88
The Smiths “The world won’t listen” (1987)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of iron ring in snows, called “My historical acceptance in Northern coldness to get more wildness from your heart”
Words:
Today, Mary's work is the creation of handmade cross pendant.
One day, she injured the third finger when she was working. Her injury was so deep and reached to her bone. He went nearby her soon for worker accident compensation insurance. Afterwards he became her boyfriend.
And when she recovered from her injury, he said to her, "It's almost time to put ring on your third finger." But she said next words. "My injury was not recovered truly, because so many girls all over the world are injured by your cold heart. Please keep your ring in your ice box until you take back warm heart.”

Reference 89
Shakatak “Down on the street” (1984)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of whiskey on the rocks, called “All our support for you who had parted from family”
Words:
We are member of a labor union. Organizer of this union is Mary and manager is Mr. K.
St. Valentine's Day night, the meeting of this union took place. Many our friends and labors attended at this meeting. Main plan that was planed by Mary was the presentation of big Hierarchy made by chocolate.
At the beginning, Mary addressed the meeting. "My present for you is the big chocolate and please melt this down by your passions. At final of this meeting, we want to distribute the melted chocolate entered in your each paper cup.”
While we are eating some foods and drinking beers, Pyramid made by chocolate was melt down and became brown liquid in the big dish.
When this meeting finished, Mr. K distributed the melted chocolates that were put small named papers on each paper cup. For example, each chocolate were named "Mary's lava”, “Mary’s paint”, and “Mary’s soup”, etc… But the naming we were given was “Mary’s bloody tears”. We were confused at all and talked about treatment of this chocolate. And we decided to run this chocolate into glacier in North Country. This chocolate must be drifted ashore to the sea of her home. If there is the person who can eat or drink this chocolate, the person will be only someone you don’t know.

Reference 90
Buzzcocks “Another music in a different kitchen” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee that a sugar cube was entered in, called “All my heaviness saved by your heart” after I had done all my resistance to the world with you and had lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in our private room last night
Words:
I am a captain of passenger ship.
One day, I was asked to work a ship for honeymoon of God and Goddess. God said he wanted to go to Moskva and Goddess said she wanted to go to New York. But I refused this work, because these two places caused your hurt emotions.
Afterwards I lost my job by unseen shadows and lived in depression like as sheep lost all places where must be going to go.
But I can go to your heart only and want to swim in your hurt emotions while refusing sunshine. And then I will know all of your pains that are made by this world.
This is the only creation that we can do in this world.

Reference 91
John Lennon “Walls and Bridges” (1974)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “Milky wildness to your heart” (After drinking, they may ask, "Would you like something to drink?” And we will answer, “No, thank you, because we are going to wait the time when rains will fill our empty cups that cross pendant was entered in.”)
Words:
Now, so many labors are suffering for unemployment and so many women are suffering for unseen anxieties in this Country. So we want to present next story for your next Xmas.
“Mary was anxious about unseen fears for women and Jesus was suffering for unemployment. Therefore God recommended for Mary to work at environmentalist group and recommended for Jesus to work at Company where was making many pendants. Afterwards Mary collected many four-leaved clovers and presented these clovers for unfortunate women. And Jesus made many handmade cross pendants and presented these pendants for the unemployed. As cross pendants were sold for so many labors, Jesus got so much money. So that Mary, Jesus, and all labors got fortune, because the reason why Jesus had to be crucified was made sense and the reason why Mary had to be suffered after this time was made sense, too.”

Reference 92
Oasis “Definitely maybe” (1994)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee you made for me at sunrise just before I start off from home for my Japanese tour, you named “All your past primitive brightest six hours sleeping expectation that I will keep longtime friendship with Japanese souls”
Words:
When we watched backwards in history, we realized there were so many wars and problems all over the world. And today's world has so much risk, too. It is like domino effect. If it is continued as these are, his stock prices will be in the result on endless down. Only the way his stock prices will be risen is saving Japanese souls who had sacrificed for World War Ⅱ first of all. And when they waked, we want to watch their joyful chorus on concert hall. This concert must be broadcast in the world and church bells all over the world will be never stopped ringing as long as their smiles continued. If all people who are living in today's world watch this view, his stock prices will be continued to rise like the time when Japan had experienced in high speed growth.
We'd like to pray for this Japanese scene from the darkness.

Reference 93
Cabaret Voltaire “The Crackdown” (1983)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of iron ring that is shining in the dark when I have been in travel at spa resort with you, you called “This ring is all your hope in your darkness. I had been writing my words to past fatherly will in core of magma for longtime. His response was creating spa where all soldiers can enjoy. There is no sword in here and there is only peaceful life in here. It is my present for you only.”
Words:
What is the most tragic occurrence in history?
It’s the thing that irons have used for war.
At first stage, he must have presented iron wedding ring for Mary. But afterwards iron had been used for the Crucifixion. Can you tolerate this tragedy? Irons must be used for family love by nature not for swords.
So your next work is running on smelter for melting all swords in this world. If not, we will deny your wedding ring for us forever.

Reference 94
The Slits “Return of the giant” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All your Northern historical instinctive heart to change inharmonious pains into harmonious happiness”
Words:
His job is agriculture that some fruits are produced at his farm.
He thought, “God and Mary married at first stage, but there had been no fruit at this stage. And after God and Mary had lived in happy life at first stage, God had died while his sons and daughter looking at him warmly. But there must have been some fruits at second stage. These fruits were Mary's tributes to thank for God, her sons and daughter. So my job is raising some fruits that tied Mary’s mind on God’s mind.”
But one day, his farm was closed a business by capital development, because capitalists used his farm for useful land. He was depressed at all, and after thinking for a while, he decided to keep some seeds of fruits in his pocket of heart. And then, he prayed God, “My God, I decided my job from now onward was keeping Mary's gratitude for you. Would you admit my job like this?”
God will say, “Yes, your job is so great.”

Reference 95
Fruitcake “same title” (1983)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of steam that came out from a cup of strong tea you made, called “All our strong wills to the world” that was prepared for solving all problems in the world by our thought
Words:
We think we have thought anything every time and we are pretending all our thinking that we pulled out answers. But we can't answer so many problems and problems are increasing in our heads. So we decided to attend his party. He is the chief of Company that have made appliances for many women.
When we met him at the party, we asked him which he had used his will or his machine for the creation of this world. He was smoking for a while and said, "I decided to make water purifiers for you. All answers are hidden in this design." But his design was very simple. There was simply some gauze in appliances. So, many scientists blamed that he was fraud. But afterwards his water purifiers were sold for so many housewives, because white gauze was called "magic gauze". But why is the magic? What is the relation to his creation of this world? We had no answer about this, and while we were troubling, we were given his letter with black Mobius band. It was written, “You must think about more things.”
Yes, his insistence was understood. His job is the presentation of confusions. His words are not able to be understood for everyone.
So we decided to talk with Mary. According to our thinking about more things, it will rain at his next birthday. We want to try to talk with Mary's tears on his birthday and want to know all your existences and all pains of human beings. We believe Mary will teach these things to us.

Reference 96
Talking Heads “More songs about buildings and food” (1978)



Image:
Northern night lake you called “All our prayers for night stars to get cherry in the night”
Words:
We have worked as mail carrier for long time. Especially the letters from mermaid to him have been increasing recently. For example, mermaid of Middle East had written in her letter, "No more sunshine", mermaid of South Africa had written, "No more diamonds", and mermaid of Bikini had written, "No more heat". But sadly we can't know the place where he is living. We heard a rumor that he was one of the missing. So we have kept all their letters while taking good care. And when we know his address, we will deliver all their letters to him. But we are going to deliver one by one everyday. Please think about her letter and think about cause of her writing in a day. But letters to him are only increasing. Maybe our works are endless and forever.

Reference 97
Boston “same title” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of Indian ink bottle, called “All our desire to distribute more waters and any lights to Japanese children”
Words:
I am keeping two proofs of my living in this world in my minds.
One proof is white and other is black. I am going to present white proof for Mary and black proof for you.
White proof is the view that canary is having a little water, because so many unfortunates had saved by your canary in Mary's tears. And black proof is the view that Hiroshima children are enjoying in calligraphy by black ink, because I wish you have peaceful mind above all things and expect nothing in black rain.

Reference 98
Jah Wobble “The legend lives on….Jah Wobble in “Betrayal” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of massage in a bottle sent to the sea, that Ace of Hearts was entered in, called “Your Southern nightmare in chaos saved by the sun” you told me funny in the morning
Words:
We were working at your Company as laborers. But he missed at all, because his Company drained polluted waters into the sea. So we lost our job and Mr. K said at the last meeting of labor union.
"I'm sorry I could do nothing for you. But please enjoy last meeting from now on. I contracted to be heart donor and I was given much money for buying some ciders. These ciders are contained some apples that Mary's thanks and tears for your minds were expressed.”
And then, we enjoyed while drinking ciders all night long.
Afterwards we heard a rumor that he is hoping to reserve the heart of Mr. K instead of his son's heart toward his son's old age. But we can't admit his hope, because the heart of Mr. K is Ace of hearts that is contained Mary's mind for us. So we contracted to be heart donor on Friday the thirteenth. If he needs some hearts, we will prepare our hearts for him. Sorry for our cheap hearts.

Reference 99
Buzzcocks “A different kind of tension” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a black cup of coffee called “All my historical word to your heart”
Words:
St. Valentine's Day, I went to department store with my girl friend. You said you want to give me a chocolate gift. There were many white chocolates and many black chocolates at this store. Store manager said white chocolates had made by sugar that he had presented for Mary at first stage and black chocolates had made by sugar that Jesus had presented for Mary on Mother's Day. I said to you, "I want a black chocolate and I want to select black road with you from now on.”
I prepared this word for you only. I’d like to say next word to someone. “Please don’t use same word forever.”

Reference 100
The Jam “In the city” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of milk shake you made for our lunch time, you named “One kind of big bang” that was prepared for expanding all past fatherly milky wills
Words:
As soon as the Russian Revolution occurred, he described the setting sun by his blood after injuring his left hand. And he lied down by lack of his blood when he finished describing.
The man who gave blood for him was Jesus. He was saved by Jesus and the picture he described by his blood has been preserved until now.
What would they describe by their blood? They only describe the shadows of nuclear bomb before sunset by their black blood. It's like souls of asphalt. But they must not forget that, even if they lied down by lack of their blood, they will be saved by blood made by black rain.

Reference 101
King Crimson “Lizard” (1970)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of seawater under the moonlight, you named “All your only one longtime belief in narrow random” that was prepared for our home writing in high speed life cycle
Words:
Next words are part of his lecture at university medical school.
"At first God had created illusions by first finger.
At second God had created sight by second finger.
At third God had created hearing by third finger.
At fourth God had created touch by fourth finger.
At fifth God had created smell by fifth finger.
And at sixth God had created taste by sixth finger.
Yes, I see. There had been illusions at the beginning, so this world may be all bad illusions. But I wish you believe that only rainbow you had numbered colors by your first finger with your mother in your cradle was not illusion.”

Reference 102
This heat “Health and Efficiency” (1980)



Image:
White night in the Antarctic, called “Your black winter night writing on piece of paper put under my glass of whiskey on the rock”
Words:
The pictures he created in this world are all black pictures. For example, these are picture of nuclear bomb, picture of Middle East problem, picture of South Africa problem, and picture of environment problem…
But only his saving is that the world he had created is three dimensions. If this world is two dimensions, the world you had created will be painted in black by your own hands and there will be nothing without his black pictures.
But as this world is three dimensions, there are the white reverses on his black pictures. This white is Mary’s mind that has given any love to all human beings.
So we want to say him, “Please describe nothing on the white reverses.”

Reference 103
Led Zeppelin “Presence” (1976)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle when I had been in overtime working days, called “All your support for my painful severe world” that was created by the power from my heart to your heart and the power from your heart to my heart for my work and family all day long
Words:
He was captured by police white Xmas.
People said they didn't permit his mind that stole your heart to exchange the pains of all human beings for the love between you and him.
So I decided to pay bail bond for him. He was free though I needed so much money.
And I stole a chocolate bar St. Valentine’s Day the next year. Yes, I stole your heart like him. People will say it is only my pride. But afterwards I heard a rumor you stole a candy for me White Day. This is all relation between you and me.
I believe he pay cost for therapy when I suffered for toothache after eating chocolate.

Reference 104
Wings “London Town” (1978)



Image:
Northern morning lake called “All our prayers to get night apple with you under the moonlight”
Words:
Can you believe all of him and can you believe he know all voices of human souls?
When Nevada nuclear test was done by black shadows, we went to the grave of Hiroshima at night. But there were only your cold winds in this place. Where would souls that had been sacrificed go? Nevertheless how can you believe his saving for all souls?
So we decided to contract that our souls will be slept at this place after our death. Our contractor is Jesus. As we begged Jesus to carve our epitaph, we pay much money for Jesus.
And we said to Jesus, "Please use this money for Mary's second wedding with her new boy friend on New Year’s Eve.”

Reference 105
Deep Purple “In Rock” (1970)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured after I went home from overtime work in heavy rain, you named “My Northern historical iron plate writing to past fatherly wills that must be saved in our longtime future”
Words:
I am running watch shop under his watchmaker.
I got so much money by the grace of him, because I tried trade that many watches are exported and many clothes are imported. And I contracted to marry with a girl who has been working under clothes maker, so I presented high price watch for her. I thought that I got money, girl and honor, so I am able to live happier than any other men from now on.
But my thought was error, because I was refused my contract from her. She said at the time when I met with her before a day of our marriage, "I contracted him to meet four o'clock. According to watch you presented me, there is no time to see you." Yes, he stole her heart from me. I was depressed at all and tried to move my body and soul from here to Golgotha.
I started life while running agriculture nearby Golgotha under the chief of village. But I was suffered by heavy work and sometimes fell down on the field.
And one day I was given the letter from him with a red umbrella. His words were next.
"I sent Mary my handmade watch and taught her the time when Jesus was crucified. So it will rain at this time everyday. You must create beautiful field with your friends after the rain and please marry with your girl friend by using red umbrella. I don’t need your return gift, because I got your bloods and sweats at your field.”

Reference 106
il Balletto di Bronzo “YS” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of stout bottle called “All my will against all past racism” that was prepared for you who are going to go to Hawaii with him and for my watching your beautiful brown face in winter
Words:
He had written so many words on the walls all over the world. She had erased his words by rain of her tears and he had written again on writing spaces made by her minds. The more words he had written, the more savings he had gotten for himself by his satisfaction. It's her and his creation that has been caused by this world.
So we planed the creation with him. It's the plan that so many souls saved by him from past to now write their words on the walls all over the world. Plan was succeeded. After all walls were painted in black, it rained heavily and all walls were washed in white under the sunshine. Afterwards we prayed that all souls will be happy. Finally he described heart mark on the wall for her and his meeting again. But this wall was broken by hard winds at soon.
Yes, this result accorded with our expecting. So we decided to drink with him all night and said to him, "Let's forget all things by drinking with us. But please don't forget the pains you experienced in six days, because these your pains are the proofs we will be able to live at this world from now onward.”

Reference 107
The Charlatans “Melting pot” (1998)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a black cup of night coffee called “My painful historical eyes saved by your heart”
Words:
The goods you had left in the Soviet Union are two billiard balls. One has red color and other has blue color. Red color billiard ball was sold by Japanese young boy and he presented it for China girl. Blue color billiard ball was sold by Japanese young girl and she presented it for American boy. Now, there are no billiard balls in Japan. Yes, there must be no more power over the world in Japan. It’s your plan.
So we decided to present two oranges for a couple of young Japanese. Oranges are the proof of thanks suggested by all Japanese old women. These two oranges have no price, as they are harvested after typhoon. But we believe that only you mark higher prices than any other billiard balls.

Reference 108
New Order “Republic” (1993)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured in our home at sunrise, you called “All your Northern historical longtime white acceptance to create your own world by any colors in our world until all Southern souls will be saved”
Words:
I am working at bar in the city and you are working as hostess at other bar.
One night, you visited at my bar and said joyfully you were taught from him how you can count all stars that exist in the universe, and so you started working as hostess at night. Yes, there are so many unfortunate women who are working on night job in this city. You will start working for saving their souls, and all men who visit in this city need your love. You and any other women give any loves and take some moneys and some moneys are used at any market, so his identity is money. Yes, your connection of love is endless.
And then, I said you that I wanted to be taught how I can count all stars. But you said it is top secret, so you taught me how I can count so many candies for living with my girl friends and I was given some moneys from you. My heart was injured by your heart at all. So I decided to travel to Golgotha by using these moneys. And I prayed to Jesus, “Please teach me all knowledge of him.”

Reference 109
Camel “Breathless” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at high noon in your home, called “All your needs for differences between heaviness and lightness created by rotation of the earth, going away from home and past primitive will to the North” that was prepared to get Southern peaceful images for your closing eyes when you are watching Southern truth on TV program
Words:
Our creation on Xmas Eve night was so great.
At first, we bought some lemons and a matchbox. Some lemons mean Mary's thanks for today but these yellows are not eaten as these are. Of course, we were going to use these lemons for drinking teas. And a matchbox means God's hands that had created this world and all things. So we prepared six matches each other and made some teas by setting today's news papers on fire. First match was used for this act and we drank teas. We were given the power and afterwards we enjoyed drinking wine all night long.
But tomorrow afternoon, we lost power by hangover, so we used second match for describing a lemon on white paper. And we used some matches for describing a lemon day by day.
Finally sixth day, we were tired of this act and wrote next word to Jesus by sixth match, “Please appreciate our describing.”
This word was final our creation.

Reference 110
The Stone Roses “same title” (1989)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle you named “His confession in prisoner’s dilemma”, that was sent from him on Mother’s Day when he had visited in the South
Words:
We are working as labor of camera shop in West Germany and he is working as saver for coal miners in East Germany.
One day, we visited at his office and suggested proposal to trade. It was the trade that many cameras made in West Germany were exported to East Germany and many coals made in East Germany were imported to West Germany. And our most important suggestion was that so many unfortunate children all over the world were saved by so many cameras in family love, so he accepted agreeably and he promised to use cameras often.
But after starting trade, it developed that his photographs snapped by his hands were all photo that brought the painful truth to light over the world. He insisted that most important things was that so many laborers were saved at first time, otherwise all Mary's tears were resulted in illusions like as mirage. We said to him that our promise was different and which is more important family love or Mary’s love. He kept silence and silence was the last his words.
So we decided to present juices for unfortunate children. These juices were mixed with Mary's hot heart by his cold heart. Even if our heart will be limited, their hearts will be forever, so there will be enough juices for saving children.

Reference 111
New Trolls “UT” (1972)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of mixed juice under the sunshine, called “All your Northern belief in wide random academic future”
Words:
We are working at pool side shop.
In summer morning, we were watching his swimming for long time. How can he swim in Mary’s tears so beautiful? So we decided to ride on his steam locomotive for our travel. The place where we tried to go was the mirage in summer dreams. We wanted to swim in this place and wanted to be taught how we could swim Mary's tears. While we were ridding on his steam locomotive, we enjoyed in all of our expectations like him. But we could not get the mirage. We experienced some depressions and we described the picture of beetle on white paper at final station. Yes, we learned how we describe ourselves in this world. We will have enough to sleep at the same grave as his grave.

Reference 112
Orange Juice “You can’t hide your love forever” (1982)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of iron ring called “Your Australian intent summer night heart to the North in through the moon and the sun” that was saved between my labor heats and sunshine where all our friendship have existed in
Words:
I am a laborer who is working on simply controlled work.
When a total eclipse of the sun occurred at Golgotha, I was watching the view of a total eclipse on television with you. You asked what the total eclipse mean. I answered, "It means Jesus moon is changed into black by consisting with Mary sunshine. It appears God and Mary will swear forever love at this time. So this view is most beautiful but most painful all over the world.”
Next day, I injured my finger by simply controlled work and he came here at soon for workmen’s accident compensation. My injury was not so difficult though he said while putting a Band Aid on my finger, "This Band Aid has the same value as diamond ring at the time of a total eclipse of the sun. I always say same word for all laborers who were injured their fingers by simply controlled work." I responded, "Thank you. But please don’t inform her about these your words, because she will have jealousy if she was informed.”

Reference 113
Men at Work “Business as usual” (1982)



Image:
Mobius band made by black tie in desert, called “All contract between you and me that invisible hand for us is hidden in salt breeze”
Words:
Who is the most unfortunate boy in this world? I imagined any view of boys all over the world at Xmas Eve night in my loneliness while drinking cheap wine. I thought he was the boy who lost his parents in Middle East. And my imagination was spread in your black night. He is working on toy shop with Mary in Middle East. He is having any memories that had been experienced since his birth. He always says his memories to Mary, so you are joining in their talking. Afterwards he became young big owner and spread his shops to the world and married with his girl friend. So you sold your black car to used car shop that was run under Jesus and you buy white car for his present. Your black car was carried at Golgotha by Jesus hands and was buried forever at here, because you had seen bad illusions in this car. For example, these are Jesus crucifixion and Hiroshima nightmare. After my imaginations were gone to these views, I fell asleep.
But in the next morning, my imaginations were gone into white clouds in the blue sky while eating breakfast. White clouds are my mother souls that have lived with me for long time and promised family love. The cloud I am ridding is a kind of sky ship. Remembering my past times, this ship was very old, so ship was almost broken by hard winds, but your kindness reformed our ship. So finally I want to say, “Please use this ship for carrying your love, not for the war.”

Reference 114
Patti Smith “Horses” (1975)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at Japanese restaurant nearby the sea, you named “All our needs for primitive past monochrome strong wills in core of magma to clear all painful truths by one vector”
Words:
Next words are the lecture that Mevius spoke at University of Hiroshima in our dream.
"This Mevius band is made by one black side and other white side. While you are touching your finger on black side and your finger is going, black side is changed into white side. Yes, all I want to say is that all words are made by black and white, to my sorrow. If God had sadness in the world, he would write his pains on white walls by black ink and when all white walls was painted in black, Mary would write her pains on black walls by white ink. So I want you to image white views in this black world. And I prepared white umbrella at there, because if I used black umbrella, Mary’s black rains would not become true and clear words.”

Reference 115
arti&mestieri “Tilt” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the shot for shot putter called "Time Trip in your home” that was prepared for changing all your pains into joys (Darwin will say, “My friend Newton has the same soul as my soul in my grave.”)
Words:
Next words are the lecture that Darwin spoke at Institute of Technology on Friday the thirteenth in our dreams.
“Do you understand the mean of Friday the Thirteenth truly? It is the story of one and three. First, God created heaven and earth, and Mary sunshine absorbed waters of ground to be rained. Afterwards so many rains were changed into the sea and so many creatures were evolved in the sea. Second, human beings were evolved in the earth and Jesus was crucified by the victim for human beings pain. Now, Mary and Jesus souls are suffering like as human beings all over the world. But Jesus will arrive again until your lives end. Before he will arrive, can you save unfortunate human beings by the power of technology? If it is succeeded by your hands, Jesus first marriage would take place at third stage. So God's creation had not been finished yet and we must cooperate in the creation from now on. I can say second stage has been continued in today and whether second stage can be succeeded or not was in your techniques. But it was decided that Jesus first marriage would take place, if this world was continued safety by your brains. Supposition of first and third was decided, and supposition of second was not decided. This is the story of one and three. So I would like to be in the photographs that we all meet in Jesus first marriage by your cameras on tripod.”

Reference 116
Cream “Wheels of fire” (1968)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of paperweight, called “Northern fatherly kindness to make your study escape from salt breeze in the Cold War”
Words:
Next words are the lecture that Roosevelt spoke at graduation ceremony of university in our dreams.
"What is the greatest marriage ring in this world? It was made by his words at first time. He was working under government in the day time but he did not try to connect with government and tried to connect with laborers. So his friends were all laborers. He knew pains of laborers more than any other white collars. Therefore he had been writing poems on iron plates by his chisel every night, taking laborers pains on his pains. And then, when his poems on iron plates reached to so many, I offered him to put his poems on the fourth finger of the Statue of Liberty. His poems on iron plates were enough to make iron ring for the Statue of Liberty. Now, his iron ring has been put on the fourth finger of the Statue of Liberty. But even if you try to watch his initial by glasses in the daytime, you won’t be able to watch this. You will be able to watch his initial at only time when you were tired of everything at night under Jesus moon light after heavy works.”

Reference 117
King Crimson “The young persons’ guide to King Crimson” (1975)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of morning hot milk, called “My past fatherly closed wills saved by your heart”
Words:
He is very clever surgeon. He saved so many souls that have existed from past to now by his surgical operations. For example, souls of injured laborers, souls of soldiers who were injured by so many wars, and souls of animals that were sacrificed by eating meat of humans. Finally, he succeeded to save a soul of Jesus by large-scale operation.
And she will ask me, “How many souls he must save? Are there limits in numbers of souls for his saving?”
We will answer that's right and there are limits, because numbers of victims are equal to numbers of rain drops Mary have shed all over the world since humankind had been born.

Reference 118
The Smiths “Hatful of hollow” (1984)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of seawater on windscreen when it storm heavily at seaside, called “My painful possibilities” that can clear wide Southern pains by your wide Northern happiness that was changed from historical pains into my home joy
Words:
What are the most beautiful words in this world? These are the secrets between God and Mary.
God had created this world and had lived happy with Mary. This happiness was white wall, because we can't all reach this happiness forever. Afterwards Jesus had been crucified and we have written so many words on this white wall until now. These were so many desires from us to God. Now, all white walls were painted in black by our words. So God and Mary carried these black walls to Middle East and commanded children of refugees to write their hopes by white inks. Before one knows it, black walls were painted in white by children’s white writings. And then it rained heavily, so walls went back to black walls. Why God and Mary closed these words in secrets? That’s because, if we had known these words, this world would be broken by our hands that were filled with some grief.

Reference 119
Pink Floyd “The Wall” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of water you gave me on Xmas Eve night, you named “Your only word in infinite words like your home writing of letters from you to my friends in our dark world”
Words:
You lost his love, because his main lovers were laborers in the Soviet Union. So you moved to America but you are always thinking about him. And all people who lost your sun in the Soviet Union have written poems to him. All systems became words for him. It's theory of socialism. So his pains must be more difficult than before, because his pains are made by words of all laborers. Therefore he wanted to need your sun and he is always thinking about you.
Yes, both hearts are beautiful. So we decided to reserve your room in the hotel. But the dates and times when you can check in are only stormy nights, because heavy rain and hard winds are not only voices of the dead but our words for him.

Reference 120
Paul McCartney and Wings “Red Rose speedway” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called “Thames” on the way of your going away from home for heavy acts
Words:
He is collecting the words that were written by laborers who are working at fields in the Soviet Union, taking laborers pains on his pains. She is collecting the words that were written by women workers who are working on simply controlled work in America, taking women worker’s pains on her pains.
So he needs high technical machines that all laborers can issue their words in so many books and she needs so many handmade clothes that all women workers can write their words on.
Therefore his and her friend tried to start trading between the Soviet Union and America.
The cost for this trade is higher than the cost for making all nuclear bombs, because this trade is made by our girlfriend’s tears.

Reference 121
The Beatles “Please Please Me” (1963)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of mixed juice, you named “Daytime wide random for our studies”
Words:
Now, we are disappointed in unemployed life and continued to drink cheap wine everyday. So we went to his office and said, “There is no hope in this Country. Please save us.” He answered, "Would you like to move all your hopes to Japan? And please teach English for Japanese junior high school student. If you can it, perhaps you will be saved.” We doubted him at first time, because Japan was Country where experienced most painful damages in World War Ⅱ, so we moved to Hiroshima to make sure of his words. But our doubting was error. There was no war and there were many family loves in Japan. Almost junior high school students go to a high school and their parents are now glad, now sad about results of entrance examination in families love. So we decided to teach English for Japanese junior high school students for a while in Hiroshima and decided to stop drinking alcohol for teaching English to children. The time when we drink cheap wine again will be the time when they start foolish war again.

Reference 122
The Undertones “same title” (re-released 1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee you brought by your left hand that sapphire ring was put on fourth finger at breakfast when I said I had beaten my son on poker by Royal Straight Flush in my last night dream, called “Your kindness for my today’s solitary heart in coral island under the sun”
Words:
One night, he told his worry to us, "All human beings have mothers but only I have not. I had created this world in six days from some materials and had married with Mary. Afterwards Mary had borne children and continued to prosper in so many descendants by the power of so many mothers. But there had been mother for me only. My mother is materials, to my sorrow.” We were shocked by his words and planed next idea.
First, we painted his motherly faces that we imaged each other on red brick wall nearby the sea at night. And we got him to watch these faces for long time. Finally, we said to him in his bedroom, "Please dream your mother and please dream happy life with your mother from now on, because you have the most powerful abilities that is able to change dreams into realities as well as you had created this world in six days.”

Reference 123
Pink Floyd “Meddle” (1971)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of water blot that was specked by my stout bottle on white tablecloth, called “Your free choice from any colors to keep our family and to save Southern souls”
Words:
Next words is the speech that he spoke at the party of labor union for women retired of sewing machine maker in our dreams.
“Congratulations on your forced retire. In reality, I had worked in Middle East for saving so many refugees with my wife. My role was buying sewing machines for refugees and my wife role was buying clothes, needles and threads for sewing by their hands. But all refugees said they want to use needles and threads, not to use sewing machines. So I said to sewing maker that sawing machine is only refuses, so I can't pay money for sewing machines. And then I had been captured by police and started the life in prison for long time. Perhaps you will anger, hearing such a thing. Yes, I said the sewing machines you had loved for forty two years are all refuses. But please don't anger against me, because the time when I had captured is the time when you joined a Company, and the time when I was free is today.”

Reference 124
Bruce Springsteen “Born to run” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle you gave me on New Year’s Eve night, you named “My unforgettable direction when you saved my heart in our painful night”
Words:
Do you know the most beautiful but saddest instinct human beings have in this world?
One day, he visited in Middle East and present any toys made by woods for children of refugees. Then he had enjoyed with children by any toys in six days and sent photographs to America. These photographs were all joy that children play with him, so his purpose was saving all Middle East children. And America decided to save Middle East children by the constructions of their freedom. For example, these were beautiful houses, parks and pools. But all children said that they don't want to live at freedom and want to live at the place where they had enjoyed with him. The place is the wild ground where all people had lived in difficulty. He was in error in this thing, too. And then, he had disappeared and he became the missing. Afterwards we heard a rumor that he is drinking in desperation at bar everyday in Germany. But we are going to hide this fact from everybody, because anyone regrets some past that have experienced until now. We'd like to drink his remaining red wine after he drank. Please tell him, “Set your fears at rest.”

Reference 125
Wings “At the speed of sound” (1976)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of fruit dish under the sun's rays that came filtering through the dark clouds at summer beach when my children had gone away to play swimming in the sea, you named “Japanese Red Paper in my solitude”
Words:
Today, rugby football game and American football game is going to take place in Japan. Yes, the place where the Messiah will be born is suit to Japan in this world.
He is driving black car and waiting to change red light into blue light short of zebra crossing with Mary. Center road he chose is finished at the hotel where he will love together. Left road is finished at rugby stadium and right road is finished at American football stadium.
But please wait about an hour. We invited so many Hiroshima children and so many Nagasaki children to football game stadium with their mothers, and it takes all children about an hour to finish walking on zebra crossing.
We believe he can wait, because he knows all children are aching to watch football game, as well as he is aching to.

Reference 126
New Order “Low-life” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of diamond ring called “Twinkles on Night Lake” that she could get for the first time
Words:
He has worked everyday with her at field in the Soviet Union. But he thought their life was only getting up early, eating foods, working heavy, and sleeping lonely, so there was no fun and no freedom. Therefore they decided to exile themselves to America, and visited at American hotel.
As soon as sunset, he said to her, "God had divided all of things as well as power games divided between socialism and capitalism. For example, these are some materials, some minds, and some tears. But only two can't be divided, even if God use all his powers. These are the sunshine and the room we live in now.”
She was looking at the sea beside the window, falling silence.

Reference 127
Eagles “Hotel California” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of car trace made by safari rally, called “All our wild powers to get Milky Way” (All winning money will be used for refugees in Middle East at New Year’s party, according to our will.)
Words:
We heard a rumor that you were wandering in the darkness at black church again. Yes, today is the time when so many human beings are suffering for so much pain. So I begged Picasso to describe the earth on moon ground.
This picture was sold at high price by auction we promoted and we got so much money. I am going to send so much money for you. But please use these money for the re-housing your black church, not for your life, because so many human beings would like to pray for their hopes at your black church.
I believe you can understand our words in the darkness.

Reference 128
Public Image LTD. “Album” (1986)



Image:
Night spa resort called “Blue letters to the sun” that was prepared for telling all laborer pain in our Country
Words:
One night, a laborer was suffered by the accident that water main burst. The place where he stayed in was flooded, so he drunk many waters in the accident and was carried to hospital.
Mr. K ran to hospital for workman's accident and knew a laborer receive minor injury comparatively. And when he recovered, Mr. K asked him, “For what will you use insurance?” He answered, "I'd like to buy your diver watch, because I failed at swimming in Mary’s tears. So if I encountered in same accident, I want to measure a period of togetherness with Mary’s tears and want to write my heart on diary after I went home.”
Of course, Mr. K presented diver watch for him at the time when he left hospital.

Reference 129
The Rolling Stones “Out of our heads” (1965)



Image:
Rainy sky at beach, called “Your heart in red wine bottle on the way of going home from Japan tour”
Words:
Mary's first present for him would be her hand made sweater, because the nature he had created have said that all mothers should be saved by our hands. But he said he have not been given her chocolate gift on St. Valentine’s Day until now. Why she could not? So it stormed in Hiroshima the day when the Potsdam Declaration had been accepted. Yes, he created the word that all nuclear bombs should be abolished by our hands. Therefore he got her chocolate gift from Mary the next year’s St. Valentine’s Day. But she said, she don't need his return candy on White Day, because his candy will be lost by the power of nature with mother souls that had been sacrificed by the war like as sweater she had presented for him only.

Reference 130
Led Zeppelin “Physical graffiti” (1975)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee you made for me at sunrise on New Year’s Day, you named “All your Northern historical 6 hours rainy sleeping power between heaviness and lightness to create many paper Mobius Bands with many children at high noon”
Words:
We had been working on motor-mechanic at island where a few families had lived, so the people who had lived at this island had been some children, their parents, us, you and him. You had taught homeland language for children at elementary school and he had taught mathematics for children. But relation between you and him was not so good, because his black sports car had exhausted polluted gases in the air and you are anxious about his pollution. We didn't care about this thing, because the reason we decided to work on motor-mechanic was saving all of him, though needless to say, you loved all nature at this island.
One afternoon, you showed a next picture-story show for children nearby the sea and he gave out candies for children.
"One day, a mermaid was anxious about the polluted waters that atomic test caused. So God presented the gold watch for her in the sea and taught the place and time that next atomic test would be done. She knew it would be done nearby her living, so she ran away at soon and continued to run until atomic test would be done. But it was too late. As soon as atomic test was done nearby the sea where she was swimming, Noah’s Flood occurred though she was saved on Noah’s ark.”
One boy who was listening at this story intently thought all evils were pollutions, so boy inserted stones into escape pipe of his car and he could not drive any more, because his car engine was broken down. He said to you that he could never drive black car again without talking us about this thing. What was occurred at this night? We would not like to know and we decided to change our job, but we don’t want to work at only hotel where exist in this island.

Reference 131
Camel “Rain dances” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of sapphire ring in desert, called “All your need for Stoicism to distribute some energies to others” that was prepared for your home party on New Year’s Day
Words:
Next words are the greeting that God spoke at graduation ceremony of girls’ high school in Soviet Union on White Day in our dreams.
"You had studied so many sorrows that were occurred in history. I think you suffered to understand these studies as well as I had suffered in all my life. So I want to present candies gifts for you. I am going to distribute a candy to you one by one from now on. But your treatments of these candies are free. Both sucking and throwing away in dustbin at the toilet are free, because there was no chocolate gift you presented for me on the St. Valentine’s Day, in spite of my expectation.”

Reference 132
King Crimson “In the wake of Poseidon” (1970)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of Japanese white wine at the top floor restaurant of skyscraper nearby the sea before sunrise, called “Your historical challenge to save Japanese family souls first of all”
Words:
Now, so many young believe in the prophecy of Nostradamus in Japan. Some young borrow money from any banks and use these moneys for playing. And they live in hopelessness, sadness and loneliness. They don’t doubt the end of world July, 1999.
If Roosevelt stays in August 1999, he will say next words for Japanese young.
“I watched your tragedy in my heart. The main actors and actresses of this tragedy are each young who have lived hopeless for more ten years. I'd like to pay money for you from now on. Thanks for your beautiful theater.”

Reference 133
New order “Touched by the hand of God” (1987)



Image:
Night Pearl Harbor called “All our acceptances for your tears” (Your tears will be river water and will be seawater next. And your tears bring up many pearls. It is the time when motherly tears are changed from pain into joy, which will be our final creation with you for your mother who has been living in Hawaii.)
Words:
You were depressed at all of today and run away from your family. Your arrival to this end was our concert. But you didn't try to listen to our performance and you were only sitting at hallway in darkness, resting against the wall. So we telephoned him for preparing such as you but we only made rung four calls to him. Afterwards he arrived nearby you and brought you to the beach by his driving and waited sunrise with you. Yes, this beach is the place where you had watched sunrise with your mother for the first time in your childhood. And then, color of sun, smell of the sea, hearing of the sound of the sea, and feeling of the winds are all the same as in your childhood. He saw you at your house by his driving finally.
These are the all of our performances with him in this world.

Reference 134
Deep Purple “Fireball” (1971)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at Japanese restaurant nearby the lake in the mountain when we are watching many children who have been in a elementary school excursion and are walking on the mountain road, you named “All our happy confusions in white acceleration in the natural world after we moved from the civilized world”
Words:
We were watching TV while lying on sofa and eating potato chips. Two military critics were debating about war in this country on TV. After past 8 o’clock I switched off TV and said to you.
“Tomorrow, would you like to go to Japan with me? And let’s pray God for our futures.” You asked me, “Why so sudden? What is good for going to Japan?” I answered, “Now, there are most peaceful smiles in Japan. After the World War Ⅱ had ended, Japan had experienced high economic growth and had gotten best peace all over the world. So Japan got both wings in the peace. Would you like to fly in freedom with me and together?” She kept silence for a while and said, “I will answer to your need after arrival in Japan.”
After we visited in Japan, we went to shrine at first time and a Japanese boy asked us to photo together. As his camera was Polaroid, we were given one photo from a boy. And then, we enjoyed eating some sweets and watching Japanese entertainments with a boy.
After parting from a boy, I said you before sunset, "How much is the probability a boy was an angel?" You answered, "It's the same as the probability of our fitting." And I said, "Are you going to be my diamond ring?" You responded, "Yes, I am.” These words were all our visitations to Japan.

Reference 135
Atoll “Rock Puzzle” (1979)



Image:
Basin of a waterfall at sunrise, called “Red flowers from our fatherly hearts to the sun”
Words:
Next words are a part of speech that Mary spoke at Westminster Abbey in our dreams.
"My work is the will that have the sky raining with any other mothers all over the world. We want to make the sky rainy even if woman was in only a few fortunate. A few fortunate will be a flower under the sunshine. We’d like to make so many flowers bloom in this world. But how many flowers were injured by left hands? And how many flowers were injured by right hands? So I think there are no means in political relation between left and right. Only a clear thing we have known is that there have been men and women since we had been born, and our left hearts have been injured by this world.”

Reference 136
The Rolling Stones “Flowers” (1967)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of night black coffee called “All your dark past closed heart” that was prepared for getting mellow apple after my going home from overtime work
Words:
Next words are a part of lecture that Mr. K spoke at law school in our dreams.
"Do you know a prisoner who was judged death penalty in a small island? He lived everyday while hearing the sound of warden’s footsteps and fearing of the time when punishment was administered. The time of punishment was only known to warden. By the way, who knows your time of death? Perhaps even God won’t know. He is the human beings like us who live in today’s prison. Why only a warden knows the time of punishment though God don’t know? That’s so bad. So I tried to escape from prison with him at his birthday and made him go to this law school. But I don't know his name and his address, because I am not almighty.”

Reference 137
Wings “Venus and Mars” (1975)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine when I had finished overtime work and lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at sunrise, called “All my crosses of 4X in our 2 dimensional plans saved by your heart”
Words:
He had experienced the difference between dream and reality in six days while suffering. We had experienced the difference between dream and reality for livings in this world while suffering. We'd like to talk with him about the difference between dream and reality while drinking. But where will be the place we are going to drink with him? I don’t know it and he will answer he don’t know, too. So we want to make an arbitrary decision that the place is where his line connected between dream and reality is crossed through our line connected between dream and reality.

Reference 138
King Crimson “Islands” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at winter night home party, you named “Your Northern historical risky red in my white relief, which was made by 1st primitive orange world, 2nd red world after painful shot, 3rd blue world in success, and 4th white world after we got 7 colors”
Words:
My work is actress, so I am always needed imaginations. For example, after I finished reading script, I have to image my some situations and have to choose some looks from my situations. Afterwards, as soon as my works are ended, I always cleanse my make-up by my hands at night. And I always live without make-up on holiday, because I am in trouble when many people look at my face. I am famous actress for the present.
One night, I am worried about my imaginations, because there are so many bad news today. I have to image the view of bad news necessarily. So my worker's accident is the broken heart and tried to go to your office without making up the face at this night. You recognized my worker's accident soon and you took me out for driving to the sea. Afterwards we ate dinner together and talked about today’s world. You didn’t care about the nothing of my making up the face. On the contrary, you begged me for our next encounter. You said at our parting of tonight, "Next the place and time we will meet is the city in Sweden at white night. You must make-up your face all day long, because I got your true face without make-up at our first encounter for me only.”

Reference 139
Toyah “The blue meaning” (1980)



Image:
Crater Lake we named "Our moderate peace that can be gotten only by divided places”
Words:
You had gotten the emotions at first time and had not gotten the words at this time. Afterwards you had lived in happy life with your family without words, but after Jesus was crucified, you had gotten so many words with us. We think you have been afraid of so many words until now.
So we tried a chemical experiment with you, when we live in childhood. First, we prepared 1 kg of heated rock and 1 liter of water. We named heated rock “Hatred” and named water “Love”. Whether will water is steamed or will heated rock is gotten cold in the case of entering rock into water? You had nervous face while sweating with fear. But result was that rock was gotten cold.
We have not forgotten your smile at this time. So we'd like to memorize the view of your smile in our hearts. Your smile at this time is the most valuable memory next to memories of our family love.

Reference 140
Tangerine Dream “Tangram” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle when I am in your bed after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick on St. Valentine’s Day night, you named “Your Northern historical heavy chocolate gift from my past fatherly will to your friend who have been living in the North Pole and have experienced most painful winter black night in our world”
Words:
She arrived in our country from East Germany with her mother, so we planed the party for her St. Valentine’s Day night. The party took place in the room of university and so many boy and girl students were invited. A boy student said at the beginning that she arrived in West Germany, because she came here to need true freedom. So we prepared writing papers and chocolates. Then a girl student said that, there is no freedom in East Germany, so there is the only way of writing letters to say him, but there is freedom in West Germany, so there are many ways to say him, for example, chocolate gifts, Xmas gifts, and any more. So we begged her to select whether she needs writing papers or chocolate gifts for him. Of course, we expected she selects chocolate gifts for him. But she said she want to write her words on writing papers at first time and want to put this letter on chocolate gift. And she wrote all her pains, grief and sadness that she have experienced from past to now. As her writings spent many times and her heats, all chocolates we had bought were melted down and she went to post for sending letter for him lonely. We lost all our words and went home without cleaning melted chocolates that were littered on the floor.
But next day, we heard the truth that her mother had cleaned chocolates and had returned to East Germany with her. So we felt relief in the news.

Reference 141
Can “Landed” (1975)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of the ashtray called “Northern friendship” that was made by glass our mothers may care about under the sun
Words:
As I heard the news that it passed a few months after Jesus had been born, I tried to go to your cabin on grassland.
When I visited at your cabin, your husband was smoking beside the gate. I touched on his shoulder with my hands and asked, "Hello. How is Jesus?" He answered, "Oh, fine. Thank you." So I started smoking with him after taking cigarette case from my pocket and we kept silence for a while.
If human souls are forever, our smoking times will be forever, too. How many words will we speak to you if we can stop smoking forever? But we selected smoking times without talking times with you, because our friendships with him are forever, too.

Reference 142
The Rolling Stones “Sticky fingers” (1971)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of red wine bottle you poured for me at backstage after we had finished secret live and I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you named “All your support for our deadly acts” that was existed for saving all unfortunates by high energy lights from our souls
Words:
One night, his solo performance took place at the theater. He spoke about red, blue, and yellow to the intellects all over the world. Red was saving unfortunates, blue was the importance of appeals to the world for so many problems, and yellow was his black joke. As his speech was powerful, all audiences listened closely.
Afterwards the world changed widely. Many politicians care about unfortunate, the voices of pacifism increased, and black joke came into fashion all over the world.
Is it his magic? We think it is not, because his solo performance was the deadly act at the time when he was declared from his family doctor that his remaining days were three weeks.

Reference 143
Yes “Tormato” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of pen stand prepared for your writing New Year’s card we call “All your traces on the sea” that will be written by you who had visited at Irish church nearby the sea
Words:
He was teacher who teaches many subjects for many children at cabin on the top of a mountain in winter. He knew hostile troops approached his cabin and many children would be prisoner of enemy. But he did not inform children about this thing because he thought his work was teaching many subjects that is useful for children and was not war that is useless for children.
One day in the afternoon, he was teaching last subject in the day when it was snowstorm heavily. And many hostile troops approached the foot of a mountain, so he commanded children to write their most beautiful memory that they had experienced from past to now and commanded children to memorize this memory in their mind forever. Afterwards he displayed white flag beside the window. But as soon as he displayed white flag, heavy snowstorm changed into heavy rain, and wide slide was occurred, so hostile troops were swallowed in wide slide.
So that we want to say to boys and girls, "You don't have to care about some losses, because God is supporter of losers.”

Reference 144
U2 “War” (1983)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of melted chocolate that was dropped on the floor by my mother’s heat and father’s gravity in our overtime work, called “All my past family souls to your heart”
Words:
One day in the afternoon, I went to cafe as usual for forgetting my unemployment.
When I entered in cafe, I was noticed that a new waitress was working on. I said to master, “Oh, beautiful! Is she working from now onward?” Master answered, “Yes, she is new girlfriend for us.” She said to me, “Please say hello to your friends for me.” And I was given chocolate gift from her. I said, “Oh, thank you. Today is St. Valentine’s Day. That reminds me.” Then, I asked to her what kind job her father is working on and she said her father is working on office for unemployment while revealing her father face photo and smiling. I surprised at her father photo, because her father was him. I disappointed, because I have been thinking he had created today and he has been to blame all bad things.
So after I went home, I entered her chocolate gift into ice box and decided to keep these chocolates in ice box from now on. This act was my only word for him as much as I could do though I’m sorry for her. But I tried to present white candy gift for her White Day and I was given next letter from him after some days.
"Thanks for your white candy gift you present for my daughter. But I'd like to enter your candy gift into ice box for a while, because your white candy gift came into black view for me, so I want to beg you to select whether you can work on sunglass shop or suntan lotion shop in next summer, because I was presented your black disappointment for me only.”
I got some happiness and sent my letter to him that I selected suntan lotion shop for my watching her brown buff and her smiles. And then, I ate her chocolate gift, taking out from ice box. These chocolates were bitter according to my expectation.

Reference 145
The Beat “I just can’t stop it” (1980)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock you gave for me when I am describing by watercolor at midnight in my home, you named “All my Northern historical lonely try from 8:30 PM to 3:30 AM” that was prepared for getting 7 colors rainbow next Sunday morning
Words:
I heard a rumor that he was playing chess with Satan in Russian forest. It was clear at the beginning that he would win this game. But I thought I'd like to support Satan and to send some letters of support for Satan. That's because I was only afraid that there would be no rainy day, and because the rainbow that I had encountered with my mother in my childhood was not 5 colors but 7 colors.

Reference 146
Klaus Schulze “Mirage” (1977)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me at midnight after we went home with family from watching night circus, you named “All my present modern green family wills to get family equality all over the world after we lost blue sky and evening glow in civilized society”
Words:
Next words are a part of lecture that famous philosopher spoke at American university.
"His strategy that he had gotten forever was making the world fix in black at zero set. If all existences in the earth were fixed in black at zero set, all figures in the cosmos would be forever. That is to say, after Jesus Crucifixion, the world has been scarcely changed in black. Many wars have been occurred all over the world, black slaves have been sacrificed, and so many refugees have been suffered for black shadows. So we sent so many letters for him and we had gotten so many poems from him. Why does he dearly like correspondence? That's because he had wished to be free from his solitude at first stage beyond all others.”

Reference 147
Rick van der Linden / Catalin Tircolea “Variations” (1980)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle you kept just before our dinner, you named “All our Northern historical night diamond word that is existed in changing the heaviness into the lightness”
Words:
Do you know next story that was written by Jesus in South Africa?
"One night, a black slave said he watched big diamond cross on the top of mountain. And any other slaves who said the same word as his word were increased day by day. So that many governors tried to look for big diamond cross desperately on the top of mountain, even if it rained heavily. And when all governors were tired of everything, landslide was occurred and all governors were swallowed in earth and sand. Afterwards all slaves got freedom. But why was big diamond cross able to be watched by all slaves, not to be watched by all governors? That's because big diamond cross could be watched only for the persons who knew the blood, the sweat, and the tears. So big diamond cross could never be watched for the persons who knew the money, the power, and the honors.”
And we had watched big diamond cross on the top of mountain, when I was driving with you at night. This diamond can never be existed in real world, and can be existed in only our imagination. It’s proof of our love in this world.

Reference 148
The Moody Blues “Every good boy deserves favor” (1971)



Image:
There is photograph that a wedding couple of blacks are smiling beside the church and white flowers are putting on the table.
Volume 1 is the lower left hand line of frame called “Our support for their wills” and Volume 2 is the upper left hand line of frame called “Our resistance for their wills”.
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you asked me what we should do before Messiah will come in this world. So we answered next words.
"We should save all black slaves at first time by all our hands. And we will beg them to pray for Jesus at church. Afterwards we will bring them to your cross pendant shop. Of course, all pendants are free for them, because all pendants that made by their tears exist by thousands. But we'd like to sell a pendant to God at least higher price than all pendants that God have presented for Goddess from past to now. We think God will understand us. And then we will plan the wedding party for all black slaves by using this money with my God and Messiah.”

Reference 149
The Beatles “Past masters・Volumes one & two” (1988)



Image:
Stormy Morning Baltic Sea you called “All our prayers in wide random to get peaceful mellow apple in our home”
Words:
In this village, all farmers have worked like as slaves under powers who lived in castle. So he and she arrived at this village while ridding on horses for saving farmers. He had created wheat field to make breads for 5 days and she had created grape field to make wine for 4 days, because bread means Jesus body and wine means Jesus blood.
One night, he talked a rumor to powers in castle. It was that there were so many gold coins in the ground of mountain. So, powers had been absorbing in searching gold coins by scoops everyday while removing from castle. And then, he started tramp magic show with her in castle and all farmers visited at castle for watching his magic show.
Afterwards all farmers have lived happy in castle while eating breads and drinking wines, and all powers have become slaves for money.

Reference 150
Deep Purple “Machine head” (1972)



Image:
The place where the river meets the sea under the sun, you named “Our historical mellow fruit that has existed in short time saving and long time keeping”
Words:
What is the heaviest word in this world? We have been searching it while remembering memories from past to now and found it at the time when we had lived in childhood.
We were friends of Jesus and him. One day, Jesus and he were playing with swing at park and we were watching his swings for a while. He can't resist all gravity in the cosmos, so he had created this world while following rules of gravity, because his father was universal gravitation. So he seemed to be afraid of warning about his delay of going home from your father, while playing with swing. And then, one of us said, "It's almost time of sunset. Let’s go home.” You answered, “Yes.”
This his word made by 3 letters and 1 period is the heaviest for us in this world.

Reference 151
Tangerine Dream “Force Majeure” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of whiskey bottle you kept for me at home on New Year’s Day, you called all my present modern longtime spiral word “little by little” that was existed for keeping much energy, fighting with worldwide powers and saving our family
Words:
After the Nevada nuclear test, we created the ark for saving sister’s tears with Jesus. And when we finished creating, we call you to appreciate our creation. But you said this ark was too small and there were no space for holding all souls of sister’s tears. And you created a jade ball. This size was about your hollow of a hand. So we said while smiling, “You made our job change into nothing.” And you answered while smiling, "Sorry, but don't worry, because all lights of hope that I had created were changed into lights of despair by the Nevada nuclear test on my circumstance.”

Reference 152
Focus “In and out of focus” (1970)



Image:
Whirling current you named “All your past motherly primitive chaotic needs for human equality, which was changed by all past fatherly peaceful milky command”
Words:
One day, big arm wrestling game took place nearby the Berlin Wall. This game was that he fights with Jesus. The time when this game would be started was sunrise. And East German poets wrote the world contradiction on the Berlin Wall while this game was continued. And West German poets wrote the world pain on the Berlin Wall while this game was continued. This game was continued into sunset. The result was draw.
At night, journalist asked him and Jesus, "How about holding tomorrow game by your left hands?” But he and Jesus answered same words, "Our left hands exist for our writing poems and our poems exist for poets all over the world, because we ran out of all our right hands.”

Reference 153
Tangerine Dream “Ricochet” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee I made after my going home from world tour, you named “All my 36 times power to change your 60 minutes last night heavy bad dream into 10 minutes light good dream”
Words:
Would you like to listen to my past secret?
Before I saw you, I had been shipping on my solitary sea. And I had arrived at island. First, I asked farmers my employment. But all farmers answered, “I’m sorry. Our lives are severe. Please ask the chief of the village.” And the chief answered, “I don’t like all your solitudes.” I lost all my hopes, so I stole an apple from the field at night, and after I ate an apple, I wrote all my sorrows on white papers. Tomorrow, all people who live in this island made a fuss about stolen apple, so police man searched suspect and made a portrait of suspect. But this portrait was like the face of the chief, so the chief of the village was captured by police, because police man was Mr. K and the person who described a portrait was Picasso. I was saved and got a job in the new chief of the village. And I married with you by the introduction from Mr. K.
I'd like to issue this my story in a book but this book is secret in only you and me, because an apple I stole is the proof of my love for you only.

Reference 154
Genesis “Duke” (1980)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of smoke that come out from exhaust vent of our cars, called “All our black zone compacted between our family acts and Southern truth on the way of going away from home to work in risky world”
Words:
When I lived at Harlem in cold winter, you asked me why I have been driving black car, so I answered next words.
"I said him that I needed white light today and he brought me to the river side by his black car at night. While we were camping out, we talked about some world problems. And we slept out doors. In next morning, I knew here was the river side where had been so many white stones under sunshine and it was snowing. I lost my words for a while and he asked me whether I like the world where have been so many black words or not. And we returned to Harlem and you handed me a news paper, so I shouted what a bad news, what a bad life, what a bad world, and... But I couldn’t continue my words any more. That's because, if I continued my words as it was, I thought my friendship with him would be broken.”

Reference 155
The Rolling Stones “Let it bleed” (1969)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured after I went home in the forest, you named “All your Northern historical painful desire for 4 step changes from red to blue in 7 colors” that was prepared for getting family equality all over the world
Words:
I am a nameless painter. Today was a fine day, so I tried to paint a picture in the forest.
First, I described his black shape and his black shadow. Black shadow means that all things lighted by the sun are disappeared into souls whether things are human or materials. After his shape was disappeared, his soul goes up the air and become the clouds with his white memories. So I described the sky and white clouds at next time. I thought this is good and my painting was finished. And then, words that I want to say by this picture were next.
"Why we must die? But if human beings can't die, our white memories will be disappeared in the past. So, God had tried to save all white memories for us.”
I named this picture “My sadness”. I sent this picture for him.
After six days passed, I got next letter with watch from him.
"I am writing this letter in my cabin. I used right hand for your chances. I used left hand for your accidents. And I made this watch for you. I wish you put this watch on your left wrist, because only this watch knows the time when Jesus was crucified.”

Reference 156
Latte e Miele “passio secundum mattheum” (1972)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of fountain called “Your wide dreams in dark days” that all Russian hearts will be saved by invisible hand under the sunshine
Words:
Just before the Soviet Union was ended, a Russian philosopher sent a last letter for you.
"I had enjoyed in family love. But why we must feel pains in everything?”
You sent the answer for him.
"I don't know. But the more you are with painful mind, the more I fall down into painful feeling.”
Afterwards the world began to need friendship.
Then we stopped writing poems on the wall and we started watering flower garden to thank for our world.
So we want to water flower garden beside your house every morning, because we'd like to see your smile after you woke from bad dreams.

Reference 157
New Order “Singles” (2016)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of water called “The buoyancy to escape heavy coldness” that was taken from Lake Ladoga (He will use this water for diluting milk, because he had known that his child would have a good dream in the future by drinking this water.)
Words:
Now, many nuclear tests have been done every year and everywhere, so the Cold War won’t be ended for the time being. He thought the same thing as we think and his work was painting black numbers on battleships in the Soviet Union.
One day, he thought while painting by black paint, “For how much longer do you tolerate black rain? That’s because all rains are already shown black for me.” But his wife was getting pregnant, so he had to work in complex feelings. And just before his child would be born, it rained heavily. As his child had a difficult birth, he said his words to God at midnight, “Please save my wife and my child. When you can save them, I wish you don’t mind my peaceful death in black rains.”
Next morning, he heard the first cry of his baby in the raining and under the rainbow. He was known his baby was healthy.
Next day, he applied to his chief for changing his job in the painting by white paints, because yesterday rains could be shown white for him.

Reference 158
The Mothmen “Pay Attention!” (1981)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in our night room at hotel nearby Japanese sea, you named “All your desire for 3 step changes from red to green in 7 colors” that was prepared for all Japanese family peace in the future
Words:
What are the most important three words for our lives?
First is "Love". This word is the red word that we want to send to Mary.
Second is “Despair”. This word is the black word that you had experienced at the times in six days.
Third is "Pain". This word is the white word that we feel after praying to Jesus.
But we don't want to use second black word any more, because this word is the tired word that we feel at the times when we image Japanese history.

Reference 159
Latte e Miele “aquile e scoiattoli” (1976)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me after I went home from my overtime work, you named “All your black contract with past primitive motherly wills to live with all my present busy life”
Words:
Next is the story of my contract with him on Xmas.
Xmas Eve night, we started off from our station to his station by the train. We experienced elevated feelings in the train while train was running in tunnel, because he gave out news papers to us and Mary gave out cross pendants to us, and then Jesus gave out wines to us, only times when train was running in tunnel. We talked about world affairs of today while joking only in the tunnel. After we arrived at his station, we enjoyed drinking at his party with Mary and Jesus all night.
Before sunrise we started to go home and we got to sleep in the train for long time.
Afterwards I met him again beside my house gate. He was selling some goods, for example, these were candies, milk, tobacco, news paper, etc…
He said, “My encounter with you again exists for my contract with you on this Xmas. Our contract is decided by the goods that you bought." I thought candies and milk meant white contract with Mary, and news papers meant black contract with him. So I responded, "Sorry. I'd like to buy candies, not news paper, because I want to treasure white memories only on Xmas.” As soon as I was given candies from his hand, he said, “I’m glad of my contract with you. All goods are changed into black shadows at sunset. Please look at white gate of your house.” I looked black shadow of white gate. And he said, "The black gate of my house will be finished painting in white by painter at this time like your gate.”

Reference 160
Atoll “L’araignee-mal” (1975)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle called “All shakes in your heart” that was prepared for all our pains
Words:
I often remember the time when I had been given a black pen from him in my childhood.
He had brought this pen by his black car to my house, when I had suffered for a feverish dream. But I don’t know everything about him, because my mother only talked about his coming.
Now, I have been writing my music by this black pen. The reasons are next three.
First, our music is made by five lines.
Second, after I had recovered from a feverish dream in my childhood, I had been shown 7 colors rainbow from Mary like 7 musical scales.
And third, bad dreams are continued still in this world, as well as I had suffered for a feverish dream in my childhood.

Reference 161
The Kinks “same title” (1964)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured at high noon in our home, called “All my desire for your past fatherly wills” that was prepared for saving Southern heavy souls
Words:
We planed the method of saving Middle East children with our friends.
First, we asked Picasso to describe the view of sunrise in Middle East.
Second, we asked Mr. K to sell this picture that was named “Sunset” at his auction.
Third, we asked Mr. P to achieve economic growth in Middle East by using this money.
Our plan was succeeded, because you bought picture at a good price.
And when we got so much money by economic growth and Middle East children got fortune, we threw paper planes to sunset at beach with children. These paper planes are made by paper moneys that we have been gotten from past to now, because we'd like to forget that the fortunate of Middle East children have been made by your capital.

Reference 162
Eurythmics “Be yourself tonight” (1985)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me in airplane at sunset on the way of going to Hiroshima on Xmas Eve, you named “All my fruits gift for night home party in Hiroshima”
Words:
He reserved white seat for his family dinner in my restaurant before a month. So I traveled to Hiroshima for my saving his water. This glass of water is made by rain that was collected in Hiroshima. I spent much money for this travel.
On the very day of his coming, I prepared glass of water in ice box for him. He ate the dinner with his family happiness and I put this water in front of him. He drank water down at soon.
And after he paid the check, he gave me so many tips for me. These tips were equal to my expense for travel to Hiroshima.
He knows all of me but I don’t know all of him. How can I live in this gap? Even I can’t know the way I suffer for him. Only thing I know is that his gentle is too sorrowful.

Reference 163
il paese del balocchi “same title” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of pool in Public Park under the sun, called “All our longtime friendly vacation in the cosmos (There was no water in this pool. Had they finished drinking all waters? Had Mary’s tears been wither up? Which was truth? This was final question for him.)
Words:
Dear Mr. K
Thanks for your application to our Company.
Your result of paper test was good. But you had gone out for pleasure at night in six days, forgetting the lights of moon and fire after your application. It’s the division which we can employ you or not. Please wait for some days before our decision. And the information of result will be told by whether you will be able to see clear sunrise next Friday the Thirteenth, not by letter.
From Public Image LTD

Reference 164
Public Image LTD. “Paris au Printemps” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at Hawaiian beach under the sun, you named “All my belief in the difference between today’s Hawaiian truth and past Southern imagination”
Words:
After Nevada nuclear test was done, we ordered four coffins from his Company. We heard rumors that our friends and many laborers ordered many coffins like us. But his main job was saving Vietnamese children, for example the keeping waters for them. So we know articles about him. Almost articles were the praises for him. But when some journalist asked how he could collect huge capitals for business in Vietnam, he answered, “I used the deadly stocks.” All capitalist doubted his word. But we understood soon. So we decided to make new song named “Deadly stocks”. However, we used this word that was different from his word. Our word was next.
“All our white memories will be brighter than before, as far as deadly wars have been continued.”
We know this word is weaker than his word, because our vital energies are not so stronger than his energy.

Reference 165
The Kinks “Kinda Kinks” (1965)



Image:
Sunrise at Grand Canyon, you named “All your past second peaceful acceptance for our families, which had been changed from Southern painful stormy acceptance”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we enjoyed at his house, when we were high school students. But after 10 o’clock, we suffered for blackout. It was the darkness we had not experienced until now, because it was the same as the darkness he had experienced at first step. First, we felt cold wind that was blown from unseen darkness. So we ate chocolates given from him to endure this coldness. And then, he gave us a song by gramophone that was worked by his left hand. We have not been forgotten this beauty until now. Singer of this song was his mother. And it was like the guidance that made us bring to the brightness. But when we felt the limits of fear, white light was returned. It's just 12 o’clock and his mother said at the door, “Merry Christmas!” We secured and slept in his room after eating a fancy cake with his mother.
This occurrence is the all reasons of our starting to play music, because this beautiful occurrence was too fearful for us.

Reference 166
Tangerine Dream “Encore” (1977)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of spray at the time when we are driving car in the rain, called “Our Northern reply that all waters must exist for your joy to save Southern souls you always worry about under the sunshine”
Words:
Next is his salvation for me.
One day in the morning, I knew my girl friend disappeared, so I drew her some images on white drawing papers at the lake. And I named these pictures “She is crying about everything.” Afterwards I went to his office for searching her. He said, "Her work is crying in this world, so I can treat her disappearance as worker’s accident. I try to search her from now on.” And then, I played guitar at our concert in this evening, calling her tears my grief. So we used my drawings for our concert pamphlet. Finally, I tired out by all night concert and downed on the stage when we finished playing last song. I dreamed some her images for a while, for example, her smiles, her crying, and her complaint about me. And as soon as I woke up, many spot lights lighted me. I saw her sitting with him and my friends on the seats where someone else wasn’t. And I heard some clapping of them. So I could get more bonds between our friends by the grace of him.

Reference 167
Derek and the Dominos “Layla” (1970)



Image:
Midnight Hiroshima Bay under the full moon, you named “All your desire for white support to describe all family love in Hiroshima next morning”
Words:
What is the most beautiful view in the future?
It's not rose field in Russia and not sunflower field in America. It is the view that you are looking on harbor of Hiroshima with your mother at night, when you are child.
After you had watched trump magic show with your mother in Hiroshima, you were handed many balloons from Mickey and arrived at harbor. You could look so many lights of the coast and passenger ships with your mother. But I thought many balloons were unsuitable for my favorite view. So I chose rainy view and you are looking on harbor while holding a white umbrella in the rain with your mother.
You will ask me who chose rain. And I will answer the person was me, because the person who changed your trumps into white doves at trump magic show was me.

Reference 168
Edgar Froese “Epsilon in Malaysian pale” (1975)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of milk coffee when you gave some tips for “Laborer King” with my concert pamphlet that the word “Admission for blue-collars only” was printed, called “All my acceptance for your revolutionary heart”
Words:
Dear Mary
Thanks for your snowfall the birthday of my little boy friend.
He had been kept in child care home for long time, because his father had been the unemployed. I think you knew all laborers had been in trouble about unemployment in this Country so it was difficult to bring up their children. But his father got job of removing the snow by the grace of your snowfall. So he could return to his house and enjoyed at his birthday party in family love, using a little money.
I included a photograph I took at his birthday party. I believe you won't leave this view from your heart, because developer for this photograph is made by tears at the time when he met his parents again.
From Ringo

Reference 169
Ringo Starr “Ringo” (1973)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of brush stand for watercolor painting, called “All our historical needs to get your past pain”
Words:
Saturday night, we were drinking at dance hall. After 6 o'clock, he came in here with his girl friend, while bringing many laborers. Afterwards he was eating foods and drinking beers with them. But he cared about only laborers, while moving from one place to other place and taking pleasure in conversation with them. So his girl friend was drinking cocktail in loneliness. Yes, he chose cares about solitudes of many laborers, not cares about her solitude. But his figures were very beautiful, so we invited her to billiards house. She said, “I worry about his solitude at night.” So we responded, "Don't worry, because we know he is special man who had endured many solitudes in six days without talking with everyone.”

Reference 170
New Order “Technique” (1989)



Image:
Pearl Harbor you named “Southern historical family needs for changing your painful home writing into peaceful keeping diary” when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick after our party in Hawaii
Words:
We were running on production of stained glass. Now, many people are suffering for many problems, so demands of stained glass are increasing at our company. We thought the expanding of company into all over the world. But we were criticized from the profession and left wing for our expanding. So we went to discuss with him about this problem, because he was expanding apple fields at his company.
He explained about errors in the cosmos at first time and said, “We could not be escaped from so many errors. If we could escape from errors, we would not need some thoughts, some pains and some fights but we would lose any love and friendship on the other hand.” Finally, he handed three apples for us and said, “These apples are best before six days. It is free whether you admit your sin or you give up your human life.”
After we went home, we put three apples into white ice box while desiring to be saved after six days and we had been in trouble whether we try to eat apples or not in six days. Afterwards, when we had taken limit for all, we were given many apples from him by mail. His letter said, "You got free, because there were no errors in our friendship at the time when you took limit.”
This word was our first step with his black contract, so we took place where we could eat many apple pies with our friends at night.

Reference 171
Tangerine Dream “Stratosfear” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee called “All your limitation saved by my power last night”
Words:
I heard a rumor that he was running electronics store, so I tried to go to his store. First, he recommended me to buy black radio. He said this black radio was special radio that he made by his bloods and sweats. So I decided to buy this radio though it took a little high price. But I thought this radio was bad at first time, because I could listen to only bad news all over the world. For example, news was wars and environment problems. So I had been suffered by fever in six days. But when I recovered, I could see white sun and blue sky, which was like as Mary brought me to white world. So I proposed to my girlfriend and she granted my proposal soon. And then, I asked him to set all lights at our wedding ceremony, because her diamond ring would not be able to shine without his lights.

Reference 172
The Who “My generation” (1965)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of crystal called “All your historical painful past needs for motherly sunray that come filtering through the dark clouds” that is the reason why our Northern bloods gravitate to your heart
Words:
You had been said from your mother that you had been born Friday the thirteenth and had been deserted under the bridge. So you had been living in the dark minds when you were in childhood. But you talked your father that you would like to be female doctor when you grew up because you want to save many unfortunates like as you. And you became a top of female doctor all over the world.
One day, a laborer was suffered for worker's accident, so this date was your first encounter with him. You cared laborer’s injury and he made out documents for laborer. A laborer recovered by the grace of you and him. You thought he was your best partner and he would be your special man. According to your expecting, you prayed your love with him at church after this time. The reasons you could get fortune with him may be next four conditions.
First condition is your will that you want to save many unfortunates.
Second condition is the truth that a laborer who you had cared was Jesus.
Third condition is that you had signed on white documents for Jesus with him.
Fourth condition is that the bridge you had been deserted was the rainbow bridge that your mother made.

Reference 173
Emerson Lake & Palmer “Brain salad surgery” (1973)



Image:
Seawall you named “All your white variety family needs born from historical chaotic truth while denying my childish needs for heat and water”
Words:
We heard a rumor that he was living in happiness at island with Mary and Jesus. And I knew Mary rang church bell everyday at three times when Mary, Jesus, and he were born. These tone colors are white. But we heard Mary rang church bell only fine day, because she didn't have a watch and she knew the times by the position of sun. So we went to their island for presentation of watch for Mary. This watch was the good that Elizabeth had used habitually and Mary would be able to use rainy day.
When we arrived at their island, we greeted him with smiles and we presented a watch for Mary to him at first time. He was ready to take a watch in his pocket.
And then, we ate lunch with Mary and Jesus at the beach under the sunshine joyfully. But we heard unlucky words from him at our parting. He said, “Thanks for your presentation of watch. I'd like to save this watch in my pocket forever. But sorry for my refusal to hand a watch to Mary, because this watch had known all sorrowful tone colors without white.”

Reference 174
Tangerine Dream “Phaedra” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee I made at home just before I start off to my tour, called “All my complete oblivion of my past black memories that have high energy in my mind”
Words:
You are white-collar businessman. You take good care of your family like your work. So you are good white-collar. But you were forgetting most important thing in this world.
One winter night, large-scale blackout occurred in your downtown centers. And it took long time for recovery. It snowed outside heavily. You couldn’t ride on train and taxi. So your pains were increasing by degrees in the darkness.
First, you said red light word to Mary in the darkness, “I want to talk about the pain with you.”
Second, you said blue light word to Mary in the darkness, “I want to talk about the grief with you.”
Third, you said yellow light word to Mary in the darkness, “I want to talk about the madness with you.”
As soon as you finished saying yellow light word, white light was returned.
Why you are saved? That's because you looked at many laborers who were working for recovery in the darkness. You knew so many blue-collar were suffering like you were suffering in the darkness.

Reference 175
David Gilmour “same title” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle I prepared for you, called “All our belief in heaviness and lightness to create your eyes” that was existed for your going away from home and your going back to home
Words:
You are princess who lives in castle. Your life was filled with happiness and you got ready to marriage with your prince after a month. But your prince had to go to battlefield before your marriage. This battlefield was the place on the ship where prince had to fight with him all night long. This fight was the poker at one hundred attempts.
While prince was fighting with him, you felt so many pains in the darkness. So we went to your castle and invited you to the night city, ridding on a white Mercedes we borrowed from him. You accepted our invitation agreeably, because you despised solitude above all things.
You knew there were so many unfortunate boys and girls in the night city. They lost job and were searching their job all night long. Your heart bled for them and you had insistence that they should be saved. So you decided to do community service for them. As soon as you decided it, your prince won him by four cards. Afterwards you married with your prince.
But our friendships with him are forever, because matchmaker at your marriage was him.

Reference 176
Rich Kids “Ghosts of princes in towers” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of palette in desert, called “Your Southern historical watercolour painting in heavy winds” when we are going away from home to play music for our world tour
Words:
We took place where we promised with Mary at theater nearby the sea Friday the thirteenth Xmas Eve night. We called so many Whites who were very famous all over the world, for example, politicians, actors and actress.
All whites are drinking at white tables and many Blacks are drinking on stage like as the Last Supper. All Blacks insist, "There is no future for us”, while joking each other. It was our situation. So the hall was filled with many laughs.
But there was other insistence in our hearts. We wanted to insist, “God save the Blacks”. That's because, when yellow waters were mixed with red and blue waters, all colors were changed into black. Yellow waters are alcoholic waters like as beers and wines. And red waters are seawaters. What are the blue waters? They are rain waters. It would rain heavily at the time when all Whites went home. It was the promise between Mary and us.

Reference 177
The Beatles “Sgt. Peppers lonely hearts club band” (1967)



Image:
Blue Mountain just after sunrise on the way of going home by my driving car, you named “All your desire for blue world to give strong power for our descendants who will suffer in the world”
Words:
I heard a rumor that your father was fined for speeding at night when you and your mother were ridding on your father’s black car. And you enjoyed car chase with police in your child heart. Your father’s penalty was the speeding and neglect of signals.
So I tried to drive black car high speed at night while drinking beer. My penalty was the speeding, neglect of signals, and driving drunk. Therefore my priority is the getting red, blue, and yellow cards. It will be continued that my priority is superior to your priority for the time being, because some beers are too bitter for you.

Reference 178
Edgar Froese “Stuntman” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of night milk coffee called “All my creation in the moonlight” that was prepared for saving all historical pains in the night city by your mother’s heart
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I could give her all goods. These were the some flowers, foods, drinks, moneys, and God’s will. But she said me there were two goods she could not get by the any way. She said these were lights and fires. I understood. Nevertheless we could get any goods that have existed in this world, we could not get and hand only lights and fires. But I’m almighty. So I tried to describe her figure. Of course, she was wearing nothing. And I described the new moon that was able to be seen from window at the left side of her and described the fireplace that was going on fire at the right side of her.
After the end of my describing, she went back to night city.
I thought she was satisfied, because she had been born and grown up beside the fireplace, and had been crying under the moonlight until now.

Reference 179
Pink Floyd “The piper at the gates of dawn” (1967)



Image:
River side where many rocks exist and we are camping out all night long, called “White roses to your heart that care about rainfall in our home Country”
Words:
Our white contracts with you were special.
When we were tired of night job, we tried to go to Hawaii for getting your true white. Here is the place where so many sorrowful facts occurred in the history. So we painted five white drawing papers in black at Hawaiian beach in the afternoon and we put these pictures on beach. According to our expecting, it rained after sunset. And many specks were made on these pictures.
After our going home, we tried to sell these pictures in night city. All people passed while laughing at our pictures. But only you gave us a stop beside our selling place and bought these pictures at high prices. So we presented you white candies for your kindness, because we didn't want to let you know that we plotted to play black actions by these moneys for our futures from now on.

Reference 180
The Rolling Stones “England’s newest hit makers” (1964)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at night restaurant nearby the sea, you named “All your desire to mass-produce so many stars by the crosses of 2 normal distributions that are moving from left to right all night long
Words:
One winter night, we heard a rumor that she exiled herself from the Soviet Union to America with her friends. Her friends were many poets, writers, and painters.
She put her letter into wiper of his black car made by Ford. Her letter was next.
"So many my friends want to talk with you. Please attend a meeting in my house on next Xmas Eve night.”
And she was given a letter from him in her red umbrella she has used habitually. His letter was next.
“Thanks for your kindness. But before I will attend your meeting, you must get more freedom. For example, I want you to drive passionate red car.”
So she bought red car made by Ford. And she invited us to attend her meeting. We were waiting Xmas Eve while expecting her smiles.
But Xmas Eve night, when we visited nearby her house with flowers, we looked at his black car and her white car made by Ford beside her house. When did she paint her red car in white? So we realized today was the time when we must be parted from her forever and put flowers on black car and white car. Then we decided to go home, because we understood her heart was made by mass production like so many stars that have been existed in the cosmos.

Reference 181
Eagles “The long run” (1979)



Image:
Oil field you named “All your Northern historical past motherly longtime nightmare to save all animals in South Pole summer black night”
Words:
You had created this world by your bloods and sweats in the darkness. It was your red and black creation. Today, you had tried to work at coal mine with many laborers in six days, because you wanted to get good old memories in your sentimentalism. And after six days, you enjoyed drinking red wine with many laborers at coal mine under the night sky. It is your red and black friendship today. Yes, you chose more midnight red wines than morning coffees for your life.

Reference 182
Tangerine Dream “Thief” (1981)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “My ruby ring in desert on the way of going home with you”
Words:
I educated children with you at elementary school in America. My subject was English and your subject was mathematic.
First, I taught alphabets and you taught figures by your ten fingers to children in the first grade. You were only friend for me at first time. But our friendship became deeper by degrees. And our educational level became deeper, too. I had taught sorrowful history to children and you taught usefulness of technologies to children.
After six years from the first grade, the time when we must apart from lovely children was come. When our last lectures finished, all children started to cry. So we decorated many white and red roses in a black vase on platform. Black vase was made by your will and waters in a vase were made by my tears. Many white and red roses were made by thanks from children’s parents.
And then, we loved together at night, because I couldn’t endure more sadness. But just before we slept in bed, our relationship returned to common friendship mysteriously. And I said last word to you, "I have no more tears for keeping waters in your black vase.”

Reference 183
Olivia Newton-John “Totally hot” (1978)



Image:
Diamond mine nearby the sea, called “All my last acceptance” in your word that all my darkness will be saved by Northern past fatherly invisible hand
Words:
I was talking about today with you in the four floor room at university in the afternoon, when he arrived at church. From the window, I saw him driving black car and entering into church. But we realized nothing would change, even if he prayed to Jesus deeply for saving this world. So I presented diamond ring for you. This diamond was gotten from my working by blood and sweats in six days at diamond mine.
Period of his praying was long. Yes, he must pray for long time to save so many tears. We saw his figure going out of church door at sunset. But as soon as I saw his figure, my sight was shut in the darkness. I had suffered for the darkness for a while. Shutter was your hands. When you put off your hands from my eyes, his figure was disappeared with his black car. But I could watch the light of diamond ring that was put on your fourth finger.
I'd like to be explained difference between his light and my light from him, because the lights he could watch after praying were all sorrowful candle lights.

Reference 184
Nuclear Valdez “I am I” (1989)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white vase that white roses were put in at breakfast, you called all thorns of roses “All my teeth to save our family before my today’s overtime works”
Words:
He was best friend for me. His job was dyer and my job was the running on flower garden.
Just before the Statue of Liberty was built in New York, I was living in joyful days.
First time, I expected happy futures because I thought many people would visit at my flower garden after they looked around the Statue of Liberty.
Second time, I met you at the same time when the construction of the new Statue of Liberty started.
Third time, I talked about any futures with you.
Fourth time, I contracted with you and changed diamond rings each other.
Fifth time, I started living at new house with you.
Sixth time, we swore forever love by our sin in the night, just after the construction of the Statue of Liberty was finished.
And I was presented white tie from him. Yes, we want no more lights, because our happiness had been kept enough.
But afterwards my so busy life started as soon as news of the new Statue of Liberty was spread, because so many people visited at my flower garden after looking around the Statue of Liberty.
When my busyness peaked, I telephoned him to save me, "I was tired of everything. Please give me more lights.” So he sent me black tie with his next words.
"This tie is able to keep any lights of your futures. For example, these are joyful lights, painful lights and sad lights. But when all lights mixed, your life would shine in the white. I made this tie with my wife while staying up all night, because you realized the differences between dreams and realities like me.”

Reference 185
P.F.M. “Chocolate Kings” (1976)



Image:
Fosse you named “All our joyful family expectation changed from Northern past painful days by your heart” that was existed for watching next beautiful total eclipse of the sun with our children
Words:
He was nameless oil painter in the Soviet Union. His paintings were described by his bloods and sweats. These were beautiful but he was afraid of criticism from many artists in the darkness. So he flew to the place where he can look the Statue of Liberty in New York. And he got many lights for his life.
His main paintings were figures of God's mothers. Yes, I had heard a rumor that he had searched his mother for longtime. But I asked a question to him, "Even if you found your mother, where your mother’s mother would live in? Are the numbers of your mothers endless?” However I heard his surprising answer. He said, “Do you know the story of last girl in the future? She will realize all pains, all fears and all sorrows of human beings at wild ground in the end of this earth. I contracted that I became her son. I am just painting her figures for all.” I responded, "It’s so great and bright circle for human beings.”
I was relieved at his answer, because I realized that there would be many girls who he could talk about his love together in the Noah’s ark.

Reference 186
Tangerine Dream “Sorcerer” (1978)



Image:
Delta you named “All your Northern historical only need for the sun to keep longtime happiness in our world when we got first child”
Words:
Now, we heard a rumor that he decided to divorce from Mary in Hiroshima.
He had described the sea by oil painting in the rain at Hiroshima beach all day long. This oil painting was his powerful describing that was able to turn away all rains. So he dismissed even Mary’s tears. And it had rained for long time since his painting.
Therefore we decided to grow olive trees with Jesus at here. First time, we needed many bloods and sweats for growing olive. We had to cultivate by our efforts in the rain, because we wanted to grow good olive trees with Jesus. And when our working was finished, we could see 7 colors rainbow with Jesus after raining. Yes, we thought we got Mary’s smiles.
After some years, we described pictures of doves by oil paints made by olive oil and sent these pictures for him. Afterwards we were given a letter from him that Mary, he and Jesus were smiling in a photograph. Did he break off a divorce? But we got relief without care about it, because there is nothing more beautiful than Mary’s smile after her crying.

Reference 187
Tangerine Dream “Rubycon” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine prepared for raising our glasses at dinner, called “All my prayer with you for historical wide random heaviness to save all souls in the earth”
Words:
We heard a rumor that he held the place where make many fishing prints with Mary and Hiroshima children.
He educated the way they could make some fishing prints well, while enjoying with children. Just before the sunset, children said, "We must go home soon. Otherwise we make our father angry.” So he finished making with children and went to restaurant with Mary. He and Mary ordered meuniere and talked about the times when he had been a fish before he had created this world. And he talked with Mary that he had a will he must be sacrificed like as fishes sacrificed for eating meat of humans before Jesus was crucified. Mary’s will was the same as his will.
After he finished eating, Mary said, "I must go home soon. Otherwise I make my Father angry.” Yes, Mary was Sister who lived in Westminster Abbey. And he said, “I must go home soon for my tomorrow work.”
As soon as he said these words, we made church bell ring widely, because we want to make them listen to our sadness. They are all souls of the war dead.

Reference 188
Pink Floyd “A saucerful of secrets” (1968)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured at beach under the sunshine, called “All my Northern historical peaceful needs for heats and waters, changed by your heart” when I was closing eyes in salt breeze
Words:
Now, I heard a rumor that he tried to mine rock salt at his island in summer.
His action was based on his saving for this world, because Mary visited at his island while she was grasping white salts in her left hand. She came from the Soviet Union and he knew there were a lot of religious oppressions in the Soviet Union. She said, "Many people say, they want no more my white light, because they want no more pain.” So he wanted them to be saved by white salts made by him. The power of salts is able to give them free by using for their eating and many industries. Therefore Mary cooked his foods by using her salts.
After some days, he got many salts and exported salts to the Soviet Union. So, the Soviet Union achieved good fortune for his act. And there was no religious oppression and almost people in the Soviet Union changed their word. They said, "We want no more white lights, because we had enough fortune.”
One night when he heard this word, Mary asked him in white bed room. “Why did you choose white lights?” He answered, “I only tried to shine all human pains in your diamond ring.”
I’d like to talk with all socialists about this story.

Reference 189
Vangelis “Spiral” (1977)


Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at midnight after I went home from the party where many blacks and whites attended in, you called “All your Northern historical joyful thanks to blackberries blacks gave for you, which will make blackberry souls get any lights at sunrise and get acceleration to the sun, will make blackberry souls become past primitive strong wills in the sun, and the strong sun will save all black souls finally”
Words:
I drank with you at night bar. You spoke next story to me while enjoying and forgetting times.
You were born in the sun at first time. And when you grew up, you wanted to live your own life. So you traveled to the earth. But you could not endure your solitudes. So you married and brought up three children by your hands. Afterwards your posterity lived all over the world. But, the more your happy sons increased, the more your unfortunate sons increased, too. As you had known it before, you build church, for they could pray to God by crossing ten fingers. So you realized that unfortunate girls shut out the sun light by left hand while insisting, “No more pain”. And you realized that fortunate girls shut out the sun light by right hand while insisting, “No more happiness”. Finally, you said to me, “Can you drink my red wine any more?”
I tossed down your red wine, because I wanted you to listen to my sounds of piano that I played by my left hand from now on.

Reference 190
Holger Czukay “Full circle” (1982)



Image:
Black stream you named “All your Northern historical short-time painful needs for many heats to save all creatures that have been living in longtime only one happiness in core of the moon”
Words:
What is the most important word that you had been given from your father? It’s the next word:
“Save the all unfortunates.”
You were making white ship by your bloods and sweats at Equatorial Island. After your making, you traveled on the Pacific Ocean by your ship. But you hesitated which you must go to the Soviet Union or America. And you decided to go to America where have been more lights and freedoms. So you had steered for the right until you arrived in New York. And your left heart was made by father’s centrifugal force. After you arrived in New York, your left heart was fixed in your chest completely. Afterwards you were listened from the Statue of Liberty that so many black slaves have been sacrificed in South Africa so she have been crying until now. Therefore you traveled to South Africa with your American friends by black ship, according to your left mind. That's because you knew that all Black slaves have needed more your bloods than any others for long time.

Reference 191
Tangerine Dream “Exit” (1981)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a winter mail you named “My Milky Way in through the sad night sky” that was taken a photograph copied off koala by his hands in Australia
Words:
I held place where many old men and women could drink on the ship at river of Hiroshima. He joined in this party with his girl friend at night.
They were enjoying while speaking many jokes with him but his girl friend was keeping silence while listening to their jokes and drinking white wine.
He said he want to be a white dove that was kept in the Royal House, and said his shadow of dove had ability that was able to absorb all bad heats of nuclear bombs. They were smiling but she kept blank face. And I realized his lies, too. I believe his true word must be that he wanted to be a black crow that was able to fly while following his father’s gravity and was able to absorb all his mother’s lights of love. So I lied to him that it would rain from now on. But his high feelings could not accept my attention. So she decided to go home lonely, because she wanted to read his novel again in the night park under the moon light and wanted to realize his double faces.

Reference 192
Klaus Schulze “Black dance” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee called “My 8-12-4 o’clock drinking to get moonlight for our night”
Words:
One day in the afternoon, you told me about all your worries in my driving car.
You were given two powers from him against your father’s gravity. Left power was your vitality of plants and right power was your resistance of fires. All plants can grow up to the sky against the gravity under your sunshine and all fires can insist your heats in the air against the gravity. So you said your plants were proofs of thanks, because you can give vegetables and fruits to all human beings by your plants. And you said your fires were proofs of resistances, because you can give powerful creations to all human beings by your fires. These two proofs were commands from him to you. But now, your many fires were used badly, for example, like as using fires in the war and nuclear tests.
After your talking, it seemed to me that you were tired of everything. Our schedule was that I would eat your grateful cooked dinner. But I said I wished you ate dinner with me at parking restaurant from now on, because you had enough tears for putting out all fires and this plan was my command.

Reference 193
Eric Clapton “461 Ocean Boulevard” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me on Father’s Day, you named “All our past primitive fatherly fateful multiplier distortion that is existed for my keeping brotherhood with my father in the world”
Words:
My birthday night, I walked with her on the road filled with neon lights. I said to her that I had no father. And I said I heard from my mother that the absence of my father was caused by cold world. If the world was parted in the two by the Cold War, my parents would have to be parted in the two. She understood my word. But these words were most painful words for me. So we tried to enter the theater where he played trump magic show. He was playing trump magic in the darkness and gave us the happiness that all our trumps changed into white doves in the spot lights. So we got white two wings. These wings were left wing of pain and right wing of happiness. And then, he showed a magic trick at last time. It was word he was my father. Yes, this word was most joyful birthday present for me.

Reference 194
UK “Danger money” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of coffee when you entered milk at Japanese coffee shop on Sunday morning, called “Your historical decision to make your heart change from chaotic wildness into white peace”
Words:
I was looking at Golgotha with my girl friend from wild ground under dark clouds.
Her left eye knew all humans pains in the future. Her right eye knew all humans happiness in the future. But she said she couldn’t see all futures in her tears now. So her silence was continued for a while. And when we could see a sun's ray that came filtering through the clouds from sky to Golgotha, I asked her, "What can you see?” She answered, “I can see Jesus blood tear shed from his right eye.” Yes, Jesus right eye hoped in darkness that all human beings must live in happy future by his blood relations. And I responded to her, “I can see, too.”
These conversations were enough for our forever relations.

Reference 195
Pink Floyd “More” (1969)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine, you named “All our needs for any lights to get spiral powers, to change 1 second vectors into 24 hours vectors, and to clear all painful vectors from our world”
Words:
There are sure white memories in our hearts, which had been created in our childhood. But these are standing by crisis in his black world.
His black crow in his mind say, "Give me pain for my left wing. Give me happiness for my right wing." Yes, these words are based on sadistic friendship between him and us. All men must work on painful jobs, and all men can get happiness.
So we decided to play concert in the city where he was living. Our concert title was “Give you painful happiness”. According to our expecting, visitor for our concert was only him. But he enjoyed our concert while beating time with his hands. After our concert was finished, he asked us, "Where did your friends for visitors go to?” We answered, “They are busy in care of white doves injured by your black whips.” We planed our concert only for speaking this word to him, which was only friendship between him and us.

Reference 196
Can “Flow motion” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of salt bottle called “All her keeping any lights in historical heaviness” that was prepared for her cooking breakfast
Words:
In summer morning, I knew he tried to describe many reeds by oil painting at wild ground as soon as sunrise. So I tried to drive car as soon as sunrise, taking on my girl friend. The place where we were going to go was mystery. Only thing we knew was truth that she needed any lights.
He described white sky at first time and described black ground at second time. Then he parted his describing world into 4 quarters. The upper left world insisted, "No more the pain” and the upper right world insisted, “No more the happiness”. The lower left world insisted, "Please give the pain” and the lower right world insisted, “Please give the happiness”. Next time, he described many reeds that were trembling in the winds. All winds were blowing from left to right and from right to left. So finally he insisted that all women lives that was started at ground can select infinite steps under the sunshine and he wish they are all saved in this world.
My girl friend said she wanted to insist "Please give the happiness" at first time and after the happy life she wanted to say “No more the pain” at last time.
At the same time when she said this word, he finished describing. The sun was sinking. And we changed rings each other at wild ground. But she said, "I must go home soon. I worry about my father's heart." I answered, "Don't worry, because your father knows that our rings are so heavy.”

Reference 197
Emerson Lake & Palmer “Pictures at an exhibition” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle my friend presented for us after Xmas party, you named “All our belief in heaviness to keep family equality between our son's longtime only one dream in home and our short-time so much pleasure in away”
Words:
You knew all sorrowful voices of human beings today. So you created a sculpture made by wood while listening to the bustle of the big city. This sculpture was your expression that Messiah was ridding on horse and putting a nuclear bomb on the hollow of a left hand. Perhaps Messiah might be your father, because only your father could carry heavy objects easily. This creation was your desire in this world. And after you finished creating, you lay on your bed and switched on your radio. You were listening to soccer game for a while. You thought soccer players have the same minds as your mind. Players have denied using hands for long time and they insist that humans who can use hands are only producers of nuclear bombs. So you decided to deny using your hands and fell asleep all you wanted. You became a soccer player in your dream and played hat trick. So I want to present a white hat for you. This hat was the good that my father had used habitually. Sometimes I dream my father who was describing a picture while putting on this white hat. I can give you most precious good only in our dreams.

Reference 198
Nick Mason “The fictitious sports” (1980)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of dark color nail polish bottle called “Your wills from the dark to the dark” that was prepared for your night with him on the way of your going away from home
Words:
You were punished for running a red light when you had driven red car in the Soviet Union, because you despised all rules. You were punished for speeding when you had driven blue car in America, because you were puffed with any freedoms. But you could have driven white car peacefully in Japan, because you got any peace and smiles. Your wills selected long life in Japan and studied Japanese. Then you got many friendships with Japanese. But you did only one error. You were punished for traffic accident that a girl got a slight wound in her arm when you were driving drunk. You were captured by police though you were free soon, because you showed his Ace of Spades to police men instead of identity card. Our friends who had sensitive minds to all powers asked you the reason why you had selected Ace of Spades. They insisted you should have selected Ace of Hearts for injured girl. But you answered that your Ace of Hearts were used for Japanese ecology by the hands of Mary. Yes, we lost to you at all.

Reference 199
Osanna “Milano calibro 9” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me just before we would start to go your home for our New Year party, you named “All your needs to give longtime happiness for your parents in our present modern world”
Words:
His father and mother ordered him to drink red wine the day when he contracted to marriage with Mary. His father said this wine was made by Jesus blood, and which meant his father's encouragement for his life with Mary from now on. So he drank off this wine soon, because he expected the pains of future.
After this time, we asked him to search a red ruby ball with Jesus. This red ruby ball was the good we lost at the time when we were sailing on Black Sea. And he accepted our suggestion and dived in Black Sea with Jesus in heavy rain.
His mother’s help was all buoyancy that have existed in all waters from past to now, because she wanted all humans to swim in Mary's tears and her minds. So he and Jesus found a red ruby ball soon from the ship that was gone down in the depth of Black Sea, while being helped in his mother’s love.
But we said we wanted to present a red ruby ball for him only, because we'd like to hope the forever friendship between him and Jesus, and because red wine he drank was too little.

Reference 200
New Trolls “tempi dispari” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at high noon after we went home from our country in the New Year holidays, you named “All our Northern historical heavy needs for black writings about a family of 4 that had started off from the core of magma to the South”
Words:
One night, his magic show took place. He called many laborers and invited his father and mother in this magic show. He knew so many laborers suffered for money. So he wanted to encourage laborers to live in happiness and wanted to show his gentleness for his father and mother. He changed many trumps into white doves by his silk hat. After he finished magic show, he was given many red roses from his mother and he was given some money from his father at the backstage. Then laborers went home while keeping his hot heart. But his true magic show must be the show that a petal of rose is floating in the air for longer times than a coin are falling in the air. His father said that all light goods must be fallen sooner than all heavy goods in the room. But he could not tolerate the truth that a petal of red rose was fallen sooner than a coin in the vacuous room. So he made the air around the earth by his hands and we can watch petals of roses falling slower than coins. It's his true magic and a little resistance to his father and a little allowance to his mother by using his air resistance. But why didn’t he show his true magic for laborers? That's because he knew many laborers wanted to see good dream that they are given many red roses from their mothers, not bad truth.

Reference 201
Osanna “Palepoli” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rainwater under the sunrays that come filtering through the dark clouds, called “All my heavy works to change your painful X into your joyful X” (Your painful X is made by increasing pain and decreasing joy in the darkness. Your joyful X is made by increasing joy and decreasing pain that your painful X was reflected on the lake under the sun. My heavy works are Northern blood relationships.)
Words:
One day in summer, I saw him in subway for the first time. He was a little child yet. He was looking forward to the darkness curiously in the first coach while standing. So I decided to become train dispatcher of subway.
I learned physics when I had been high school student. Heavy materials have higher energies than light materials. And heavy materials form the core in the earth by the law of universal gravitation. So his child heart was given enough heats, because he approached the core in this world. And he was given enough heats that were grieved for Mary, as well as lava needs many rains for creating the grounds.
After I became train dispatcher of subway, he took any heats from my hearts, because I was adult and had heavier energies than his energies. But my true purpose for becoming train dispatcher was not for his satisfaction but for the raining. I wanted him to count the numbers of all rain drops that have contained all grief in this world. According to my expecting, it rained heavily outside. Could he count the numbers of all rain drops? And I wanted to give him abacas for his count. But I couldn't do it, because his swimming shapes were so beautiful under the sunshine after raining.

Reference 202
Pink Floyd “Works” (1983)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of rose wine under the sun's rays that come filtering through the dark clouds, called “My heartbeat to change your painful X into your joyful X” (Your painful X is made by increasing coldness and decreasing descendants. Your joyful X is made by increasing descendants and decreasing coldness that your painful X was reflected on the lake under the sun. My heartbeat is Northern blood relationships.)
Words:
We heard a rumor that Picasso described his heart. So we tried to go to the theater where Picasso was questioned about this work from any critics.
Philosopher questioned, "Can you understand all means of first pulse in the past?” Poet questioned, "Can you understand all words of the first pulse from the past?” Astronomer questioned, "Can you understand all roles of the first pulse in the cosmos?”
We were watching Picasso who was keeping silence against any questions for long time. But when this theater approached the end, Picasso said, "I am going to bury this picture in the sandy beach of Black Sea. And I want to leave the next description to all souls of death. So this picture is the unfinished work. Can you criticize for the unfinished work?" After Picasso said this word, the black curtain was lifted downward. The power that made the black curtain lift was his hands. And planners of this theater were going to send the money for Middle East by using profit of this theater.

Reference 203
Yes “90125” (1983)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of strong milk tea at coffee shop when we visited at Japanese circus show in rainy day, you named “All your historical peaceful prayer for natural equilibrium between rainfall and all past fatherly wills”
Words:
Your heart for saving others is so great. So you had helped him. He had suffered in dark winter at first time while wearing black shirt and suits. You gave him so many lights and heats. So he had gotten any powers for creations. And after he had finished creating this world safely, your happy life started. You had presented white shirt for him in summer. You had known he must have resisted his father's gravity. He had needed legs for his creations. His pain of legs was forever but his hands became free for his creations. So you had presented white shirt after his creation. And so many years had passed in black and white.
After World War Ⅱ, your heart for saving Japanese flared up, because almost Japanese suffered in darkness. So you decided to run men’s wear shop in Japan, parting from him for some years. You presented red rose for Japanese who bought black suits and presented white rose for Japanese who bought white shirts. And when Japan had recovered by high speed growth, you received clear vase from him. His letter said, "Please decorate with red and white roses in this vase. But I'd like to see more your joyful tears in clear vase than some roses. I want to see you again.”

Reference 204
P.F.M. “The world became the world” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me after you went home from your country and I went home from overtime work, you named “All our Northern historical heavy writing for Southern images existed in lightness”
Words:
In summer, we knew that so many refugees were suffered for the lack of water. So we thought this fact was big business chance, because we were friends with him. He had created not only the sky and ground but our hearts. So we went to his office and suggested he designed for machine that was able to change sea water into mineral water. He received our proposal gladly and promised to write design on papers. But he commanded us to go to Middle East and to photo refugees who have suffered for long time. The periods we were given for our act were six days. He said his creation needed the truths for his saving. And then, we flew to Middle East and photographed many refugees suffered for all truths. After six days, we went home and went his office again. We told him that we needed so many bloods and sweats for our work. And he told us that he needed so many bloods and sweats for his design. But after our talking, he said, "Please give me some paper moneys." So we gave him some paper moneys and he put his design papers and our paper moneys on ashtray. Then he set these papers on fire and these papers burned up. We shouted, "You’re in danger! Can’t you care about all fires?” But he said calmly, “No, I can’t. I think the water that can stop this fire is only Mary’s tears. How do you think?” We fought a fire by fire extinguisher. It rained heavily in Middle East at the same time and so many refugees were saved from lack of water.
Afterwards, he invited us to drink with him in night city. He said about his invitation, “I was denied from Mary about the design of snow crystal in Moskva, again and again like you.”

Reference 205
Brand X “Moroccan roll” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at breakfast, you named “All my Northern historical black staying to save home above all things”
Words:
You were enjoying in his driving car on the straight road. You thought this road was endless in your endless happiness.
You asked him, "From who you had been given your silver watch?" He answered, "I had been given from my father.” And then, he spoke next story to you in his car.
“A long time ago, two Countries had existed. One Country was painful Country and other was happy Country. Two Countries had been parted by long wall. So I had presented watches for painful Country. These watches were the goods that I had been given from my father. My father's watch was made in chaos, so I must have improved for using by them, as same as the earth goes around the sun regularly. They had enjoyed my watches very much. One person prayed past pains for God and other person prayed future happiness for God. And they tried to build the city and worked busy for breaking the wall. Yes, almost human beings need any painful disciplines from mothers and fathers after their birth. And after they had grown up, they said, "No more pain." when they were standing by the walls. But could they have broken the walls? Almost people had been downed by the walls in those days. So my watches were the saving for them. After some years had passed, they had many powers for breaking the walls and could have broken the wall in fact. Then they had entered in "happy Country" though there had been nobody in this Country. This happy Country was the imagination only for them. But there were many waters and fruits in here. So their happy lives had been started. But I think you seem to know well about bad dreams of today. Would the bad dreams be repeated? Before I will be given your answer, I want you to say how you think about my watch magic.”
You answered, "I want you to drive to the right at next crossroad. This is my answer.” But he drove to the left at next crossroad. You shouted, "Why? Do you like such a pain?" He answered, "Yes, I like, because my silver watch put on my left hand is too heavy. My action is command from my father. I will continue to drive on left road, as long as your tears are escaping from my car oils.”

Reference 206
The Nice “Keith Emerson with the Nice” (1971)



Image:
Bottomless Broads you named “Your Northern historical cold ruby ring I put on your fourth finger in our winter night home”
Words:
Money... It's a mysterious word for me. Moneys are used for business, traffic, and war. On the other hand, moneys are used for party, gift, and family love. The most important moneys I have treasured for long time are the moneys in my money box. I sometimes remember that I had bought carnations for mother's day by using moneys in my money box, when I had been in childhood. I had collected some coins with my brother day by day for our gift. So, could you listen to my desire at last time?
"Please hide my money box in the bottom of the Japanese lake, because I think that perhaps my moneys won’t be used for the war forever in Japan.

Reference 207
Tangerine Dream “Ultima Thule” (2016)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white pen stand I used for our overtime work, called “My historical prayer for your heart to get the new place for human hopes after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick”
Words:
One night, New Year's party took place planed by Newton in Hiroshima. Japan was in high speed growth in those days. Many parents attended at this party with their children and finally Newton spoke next words for them.
"I prepared lucky bags for you. These bags are made by only papers of existence, not of nothing. Yes, if you try to describe nothing on paper, all parts of nothing must be cut away from all parts of existence, because all parts of nothing can be described on paper. So I want you to forget all nothing and want you to see good dreams after going home. And I'd like to say finally, "Cosmos is expanding now, as well as the dreams of all children are expanding now.”

Reference 208
Pink Floyd “Ummagumma” (1969)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of pillow on bed, called “Beautiful student love in our world” that was saved by your invisible past wills and her invisible past wills when you dream about her and she dreamed about you just before sunrise
Words:
All my night dreams you appear are so great. For example, I saw next dream last night.
“He is junior high school student in the Soviet Union. His parents moved to America, searching true freedom. But he could not move, because he fell in love with young women teacher. So you made the sculpture of ship made by wood with him and painted this sculpture into white. It was so beautiful that old politician bought it at high price. So he got so much money nevertheless he was young.
One day in the morning, you traveled on Pacific Ocean with him by white ship. And he threw about so much paper money to the sky with you on the center of Pacific Ocean. These paper moneys went up into the sky and you said to God, “No more pain!”
After six days, all Americans were surprised at the news that so much paper money fell from the sky at Wall Street. But these paper moneys were made in the Soviet Union. So, many Americans bought the goods made in Soviet and trade agreement was formed between America and Soviet.
Afterwards he could see his parents again under the Statue of Liberty and he said to God, “No more happiness!”
Yes, you broke the wall between the pain and the happiness all over the world.”
I think I try to use this story for next album and want to use the profits for erasing the wall between dreams and truths.

Reference 209
The Stranglers “The Raven” (1979)



Image:
Atoll you named “All our Northern painful primitive wills to save Southern heavy souls first of all”
Words:
First time when he had been listening to the sound of the sea, he was given Ace of Spades from his father at midnight. And he had known all pains that existed in this world. Second time when he had been listening to the sound of the rain, he was given Ace of Clubs from his mother at sunrise. And he had known all sorrows that existed in this world. Third time when he had been working on making watches, he was given Ace of Hearts from his mother in the morning. And he had known all bloods and sweats that existed in this world. Fourth time when he had been listening to the sound of church bells, he was given Ace of Diamond from Father in the afternoon. And he had known all loves that existed in this world. Yes, his first circle was perfect. It was his bright clock that was role model for all human beings.
So we want him to repair the watch of our black friend. He is black slave in South Africa. Certainly he was given Ten of Spades, Ten of Clubs and Ten of Hearts from his father and mother. But his watch has been stopped at just 12 o’clock noon, because he had lost Ten of Hearts in bottom of the deep sea.

Reference 210
Tangerine Dream “Alpha Centauri” (1971)



Image:
Red tide you named “All our Northern painful primitive wills to save Southern heavy needs first of all”
Words:
I am heavy smoker. I don't know why I became heavy smoker. Perhaps voices of souls might draw to me. So I decided to travel to Hiroshima by my ship.
He taught me that the words against all lights were so heavy. There are no objects that have higher speed than any lights. But if he is are running while setting his back to all lights, the speed of all lights will be more slowly, so his words will be more heavily. It's his theory of relativity. And any words gravitate to his words.
When I arrived in Hiroshima, I felt too heavy airs that made me suffer. So I decided to go home, because I gravitated to my mother’s next word.
“Everyday I wish you stop smoking for your health.”

Reference 211
Tangerine Dream “Atem” (1972)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of cider bottle, you named “Northern historical night mellow apple that was taken nearby Aegean Sea and that Moon Crater was reflected on”
Words:
After six days, Mary was anxious about futures that machine would cause painful result for human beings. Because she thought machine tied labor and forced simply controlled work. Therefore she tried to ask him what would be happened by the machine.
First time, she worked on simply controlled work by sewing machine at the outside. And while she was sewing, she hit the hive by broom. And then, she could be carried in hospital by worker’s accident as she wished. She waited to meet him in hospital for long time.
One day, when she lay on bed, she heard sound of playing piano by someone. She thought he would be coming near. But visitor who came in her room at night was Dracula. Dracula was bleeding blood from his back that was stuck iron cross in and was suffering by agony. She was afraid of everything and threw some glasses to Dracula. When she was in the limit of her fears, he took off his mask of Dracula and said, "Machine is necessary for human beings, because the machine contains the human pain and the liberation after limit of pain. This world needs these two values. You got the pain but have not been getting the liberation. So I’d like to gift ruby of liberation for you.”
She smiled and they went to church by his driving.

Reference 212
Joy Division “Unknown pleasures” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine, called “All my belief in infinite ways from my heart to your heart in through the moon after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at night”
Words:
First, you described the picture that he and Jesus are considering a plan for Middle East in darkness. Your main theme is design for their plan.
Second, you described the picture that he is training his arms in darkness. Your main theme is iron dumbbell.
Third, you described the picture that he is skiing on the lake under the sunshine. The person who is driving motorboat is Jesus. Your main theme is his hands. Is the lake your tears?
Fourth, you described white frame on white paper but you did not describe anything about white frame. Then you flew to Middle East and handed fourth picture to a girl. You said to her, “Please describe your favorite image free after ten years.”
So I want to believe in God that she will describe him under the sunshine not under dark clouds.

Reference 213
The Police “Every breath you take” (1986)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me 12 o’clock midnight, you named “All your Northern historical powerful desire to keep friendship between East and West Germany”
Words:
I was running clock maker in West Germany. I am first anticlockwise clock designer. When I designed the anticlockwise clock, I felt exaltation for my expecting. Because I thought many anticlockwise clock would be sold to many men in West Germany. Catchphrase for these clocks was "These are my black words”. I advertised these clocks on news paper. But my clocks were not sold completely. When I was depressed at all, you visited at my company. You said, "Change your catchphrase into other word." The word you suggested was "These are my white words". I doubted about you at first time. But I was surprised at so many orders for my anticlockwise clocks after changing my catchphrase as you suggested. Especially my clocks were sold to many women in East Germany. I could not understand everything in my confusion and opened today's news paper soon. And I saw your next word for my clocks beside catchphrase.
"If you use these clocks, you will see the times soon, no matter you are making up in front of mirrors, because your beautiful face is in one mirror with your clock every times.”
Yes, your trick was very nice.

Reference 214
NEU! “NEU!” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee called “All your support for our creation” that was prepared for expanding all truths to the world
Words:
He held the place where he made the model of planets in the solar system. This model was very large and his father lied down on bed beside his model. Many famous painters were invited at this place and started painting at just 12 o'clock in the midnight. And you brought some cups of coffee for him. It took long time for the finish of his making.
When you brought fourth cup of coffee for him, he finished making the model of planets. And you saw the rising sun.
Afterwards many pictures described at this place were sold at high price and especially the picture Picasso described was sold at highest price.
Journalist asked him at the press conference, “What would you use your profit for?” He said he would use the money for your broken watch and he said your watch had been stopped at the time when World War Ⅱ started.
But we know he used his profit for saving Middle East children. Why he had lied? We won’t be able to know it forever. So we'd like to present gold watch for you. This watch won't be stopped by anything as far as his life will be continued. This word is only our lie instead of his word for you.

Reference 215
Emerson Lake & Palmer “Works Volume 1” (1977)



Image:
Upper right hand of smoke that came out from my cigarette, called “Your past any emotions saved by the sun”
Words:
What is the most beautiful substantiation in this world? We think it was made by you and him.
After six days, he traveled by white ship made by woods. But his ship was wrecked by heavy rain, rough seas and hard storm. These are all souls that would have existed in the futures. He drifted ashore with white wracks at the beach of island. You sympathized about him. So you went to his island and looked after him kindly. After he recovered, he built white house for your life and white memories were started.
So our theory is “All smokes of cigarettes must be white”. We think all smokes contains all souls that have existed from past to now. And our substantiation to this theory is next.
"All American actresses are looking forward to conversations with him who is smoking in their bed at night.”

Reference 216
Pink Floyd “Obscured by clouds” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me in airplane when I am writing letter for my parents at sunrise on the way of going away from home, you called “All my longtime accelerated words with past Southern souls”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, he suffered for blackout in darkness. It had stormed hardly outside. So he slept in cold air at night. But he saw clear sunrise next morning as soon as he got free from blackout. And he was given Xmas presents in the morning. These presents were sent by mail. He was given a heater from his mother, given a pendulum clock from his father, given writing papers from his friends and given a black pen from Mary. Then he wanted to write letters to his friends. But his black pen gifted from Mary had no ink. It was Mary's word in this world. He lied on his bed and experienced his second solitude. And he knew it snowed outside. So I telephoned him at night and talked about the reason why sky is blue all night long. He enjoyed in my conversations on Xmas night.
He could melt his frozen inks and could go to buy inks in the snowfall. But he didn't it, because he is taking good care of Mary’s words more than any other words.

Reference 217
P.F.M. “Jet Lag” (1977)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of night jet water from fountain, called “Your Northern historical fingernail power 12 o'clock at midnight, which had made all Northern lakes link up with all Southern lakes to create the Sea all over the world for human blood relationship you treasure above all things”
Words:
Your nickname was "Venus". You resisted all father's will and all society rules as well as Venus selected clockwise rotation of the planet in the cosmos. So you run away from your home at 6 o'clock in the morning after you saw all bad dreams that existed in this world.
You were walking lonely at Wall Street while shielding your eyes from the bright sun. And you hired a taxi at 9 o'clock, which was your first encounter with him who drove taxi. He handed you white rose at first time, because he thought you were beautiful. You enjoyed drive with him and he handed you cross pendant in restaurant at lunch time. But your drive with him was not ended. Next, you were handed some candies from him at beach, when you talked with him about all sorrows that had existed from past to now. Your minds that resisted anything were lost by degrees as well as watch hands down according to your father's will. So he presented watch for you at dinner time, because you must make love to him against your father's will. And you were presented diamond ring in his bed at 9 o'clock. Then your minds that resisted anything were lost completely, because all petals of your white rose were fallen on the floor according to your father’s will.

Reference 218
King Crimson “USA” (1975)



Image:
Japanese night lake just before sunrise, you named “All your desire for rising sun to get highest acceleration for saving all peaceful dreams of our child”
Words:
In summer, I was playing Japanese shogi with you in our childhood. The piece you were saving was the King and the piece I was saving was the Gem. I enjoyed talking with you about secrets of cosmos while playing shogi and eating cakes. You said your heart was made by your father's universal gravitation and centrifugal force at first time. These two powers are abhorrent powers to each other. Your cells repeated cell divisions by these two powers and ate some foods for expanding your territory. So your first word you got from your father was “Expanding is good”. But the more you were expanding your territory, the more your body must be heavily. So your body was fixed in the cosmos and the power of universal gravitation must be superior to the power of centrifugal force. Therefore the cosmos was contracted by the power of universal gravitation and the cosmos must be high energy condition. So all materials in the cosmos were melted down and were forced hard rotary motion. Finally, the power of centrifugal force must be superior to the power of universal gravitation and the big bang had occurred. So the cosmos needed waters for cooling high energy condition. And your second word you got from your father was “Too much expanding is bad”.
When I had finished listening to your words, my Gem was nearby checkmate and I was sweating from every pore. I was preparing for my big bang. So I ordered your mother a glass of cold water, because I thought the power of your mother made all nuclear powers clear from this earth.

Reference 219
Edgar Froese “Aqua” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee Father made in the church, you named “All our belief in “Y>X” and in the expression of “10^X・0.1^Y” (X and Y are made by natural numbers and this expression will be used for longtime writing of students until we will finish creating the Milky Way.)
Words:
Do you understand why we must study mathematics at Junior high school? We didn't like mathematics at first time. But our mind was changed after we had been taught mathematics from him. He was new teacher in junior high school. He had taught us about “π” for a month. As his lectures were beautiful, we might have liked mathematics. And we knew, mathematics was used for good on the one hand, mathematics was used for bad on the other hand. When he finished teaching us about “π”, he cooked a big apple pie. We ate a piece of this apple pie individually with him in the classroom while enjoying. Finally, he said us loudly, “All circles are proofs for the peace!”
We believe you could understand his word. All our pencils are made by woods and cuts in these woods make circles. And we believe you could understand that all cuts in nuclear bombs make circles, too.

Reference 220
Curved Air “Air Conditioning” (1970)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me just before sunrise after we had finished big party on Xmas Eve night with our friends, you named “All our Northern historical strong power to clear worldwide painful powers and to save all Southern souls”
Words:
Your nickname was Venus. You planed the saving for Middle East children who had lost mothers. And you flew to Middle East with your American friends in summer. Your friends made circular swimming pool by their bloods and sweats.
One day in the morning, you ate breakfast with Middle East children. Yes, their weight would be heavier than before, so they got the power of universal gravitation between them and the sun. And you danced with them while making circle and shaking hands each other. As you and they were dancing while revolving bodies clockwise around the gem, they got the power of bonds between you and them against the centrifugal force. Then you commanded them to write letters for their mothers. As their writing speeds were high, they got the power of gravity between them and the earth, as well as they got weight when they were running against all lights. After lunch time, you played swimming with them in circular swimming pool till sunset. So they got the power of buoyancy against all gravities, as well as they got life when they had been unborn babies in their mother’s inside.
Yes, their parents had four forces. These are universal gravitation, centrifugal force, gravity caused by the principle of relativity, and power of buoyancy. So you distributed cross pendants to them after supper. Finally, you traveled by your bike on wild ground all night long, because you knew that main actors in their dreams tonight were their mothers, not you.

Reference 221
The Nice “Greatest hits” (1977)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle you gave me at seaside house, you named “All your Northern historical painful motherly powers to the sun kept in my past fatherly wills”
Words:
You were invited to his party. He lived in foreign country where you must go by white ship or white airplane.
You had gotten two powers. Left one was buoyancy and Right other was heat. And human wisdom made ships by your buoyancy and made airplanes by your heat. So you wandered which you must choose white ship or white airplane. But you decided to choose white ship, because you dreamed next story at night after you were given his invitation.
"You asked Middle East children for writing their hopes. And at wild ground, you made circle with children by shaking hands each other around their descriptions on circular table. Afterwards it became cloudy and tornado deprived their descriptions from circular table. After some days, their descriptions were fallen from blue sky to New York City. All Americans thought these descriptions were mystery because these were getting wet and they could not read descriptions. So you gave heat to these descriptions, therefore all Americans could read these descriptions and issued their impressions in a book.”
After you dreamed this story, tears from your eyes were too salty for you. This was all reasons why you chose white ship in the morning.

Reference 222
Bill Bruford “Feels good to me” (1977)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I went home from going away to Africa, you named “All my natural heart to pray all peace in civilized world”
Words:
Next words are the speech that Darwin spoke at girls’ high school in my dreams.
“I want you to understand my true words that I gave you from the theory of evolution. All lives in this world had been born in the waters and we got legs and hands for our forever evolutions. But our life was defined only one time by the theory of evolution. Before I tell you why I defined it, I want you to remember any animals. Many animals represent as the symbols of family love and freedom. If there are not animals in this world, your memories in your childhood will be monotonous and you will lose any heroes of freedom. So I want to tell you, "Human life is only one time. Please treasure your one life.” But I can prepare so many photographs that you had lived in family love after Jesus had been born. These photographs are the proofs of your forever lives, not of only one life, though I can't make these photos. I’d like to make these photos at the time when all peace will be achieved in this world, because these photos can develop by only your joyful tears, not by your painful tears in this world.”

Reference 223
Vangelis Papathanassiou “La fete sauvage” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at winter night restaurant nearby the sea, you named “All your historical heartfelt desire to save all crosses made by so many left and right powers”
Words:
He was famous economist in Japan. He was pious Christian. He borrowed so much money from Japanese central bank for his policy. And he invested these moneys in Japanese publisher and movie Company. First, he begged publisher for translating Russian poems into English. Second, he begged movie Company for translating American movies into Russian. Third, Japanese publisher exported Russian poems to America and Japanese movie Company exported American movies to the Soviet Union. So all Americans knew all beauty of pains and all Russian knew all beauty of happiness. As soon as the Cold War was ended, he made the sign of the cross in front of Jesus and traveled to the Soviet Union in summer. Afterwards typhoon had crossed over the Japanese archipelago. The rainfall saved Japan from lack of water. These economic effects were enough for repayment of his debt from central bank, because the periods that he had traveled to the Soviet Union were six days.

Reference 224
Weather Report “I sing the body electric” (1972)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of swimming pool called “All our heaviness to describe family pictures” from the sight of all souls of our friends who had gone away from home to the sun
Words:
He was born in the working class. His mother was working as the chief of labor union. He knew that his mother's soul was in magma. So he decided to write poems while working heavily by his bloods and sweats. The views that he imaged at the time when he wrote poems was the place in his family love. He remembered sometimes that, he traveled with his father, mother and brother, and he was swimming under the sunshine in joyfulness. His words were so heavy that many followers of him were born.
After one hundred years had passed, so many followers of him wrote heavy poems. Their mother’s souls in magma gravitated to their heavy souls and words. And then, so much lava swam from craters to all places throughout this earth. And all alloys were swallowed in these lavas. But these lavas could not swallow all bladders in this world, because their mother's souls thought that they wanted to see the figures their sons were swimming in their tears under the sunshine again.

Reference 225
Public Image LTD. “What the world needs now…” (2015)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of diamond ring, called your word “I'll never forget painful night before I met you for the first time and I’ll sometimes pray for sunrise after stormy night”
Words:
Now, so many people have been gotten any happiness and dreamed any hopes in the future. So I was working as musician at bar every night and she was working as waitress at restaurant every night. But we needed some salts and sugars for creating our bloods and sweats. So I presented chocolate gifts for her St. Valentine’s Day and she presented candy gifts for me White Day. And we ate ham and eggs put some salts and peppers in every morning. We met weekly and necessarily. Then we created only one world in this world.
We traveled to Hawaii in June by airplane and felt many salt breezes in the morning. We drank some fruit juices in the afternoon and made our sweats. And then, I asked her in the church which she chooses my salt or my sugar. She answered she wanted to choose both. The time she expended her answer was four seconds. This time was enough for our first kissing in the church.

Reference 226
Elvis Presley “same title” (1956)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of olive oil bottle under the sun’s rays that come filtering through the dark clouds, called “All my support for your past heart to change your painful X into your joyful X” (Your painful X is made by increasing Southern child pains in rainfall and decreasing Southern child hopes in rainfall. Your joyful X is made by increasing Southern child hopes and decreasing Southern child pains that your painful X was reflected on the lake under the sun. My support is Northern blood relationships.)
Words:
Her nickname was Venus. All her hopes were the peace all over the world. So she dreamed in darkness while working on oil painting. Her paintings repelled all waters, because she ran away from her home to New York City. He knew this fact, so he visited at her studio while handing red roses for her. He dreamed the peace all over the world in darkness, too. Therefore it took short time until she made love with him. Then she talked about any hopes with him under the sunshine while forgetting darkness. She was told from him that the waters red roses needed until now were equal to the waters she repelled by her oil painting until now. And these waters were equal to tears her mother spent after she ran away from her home. So she decided to go home until red roses would not wither up. We won't forget her tears when she met her mother again. But there was a thing that she should not know forever. It was the fact that the money her mother paid to him was so expensive.

Reference 227
Yes “9012Live・The Solos” (1985)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick beside you, called “All my satisfactory support for your next morning acceptance” that was prepared after you had forgotten all historical truth
Words:
You had minute hand in your heart against the world and he had hour hand in his heart against the world.
After World War Ⅱ, you and he were working in Tokyo. Your job was the playing piano for Japanese children at preschool. His job was food distribution for Japanese. Your job was heavy but you and he were saved by all children smiles. So you encountered him at the time when Venus rose. And you talked about children futures with him at night while looking at Venus. But you wrote some poems at rainy night.
And when many Japanese had any hopes and talked about the joy of futures, you were given watch from him under the sunshine. He said he wanted to make triangle with you. You were grad to take his watch but you started to travel for long time. Your last word to him was next.
"The watches made for women are too much in this world.”
But you hid your true word. Your true word was next.
"I'd like to choose my dream of children smiles in pain at 12 o'clock midnight, not my dream of talking with you in happiness.”

Reference 228
David Bowie “Hunky dory” (1971)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of coffee called “All our natural heavy contracts with your heart that you don’t need too much labors and you don’t need endless rains”
Words:
We started to travel to Hawaii by our ship for our New Year concert in December, because we wanted to meet you under sunshine New Year’s Day.
Xmas night, we made the sign of the cross in front of Jesus at Hawaiian church. Midnight, we saw all good dreams and bad dreams that existed in this world.
In tomorrow morning, we wrote a song and a lyric based on my dream. Then we had continued to write songs and lyrics based on my dreams for six days.
New Year’s Day, we played music based on my dreams in front of your watching under sunshine. After our concert, we talked about so many things with you at beach. And just before sunset, you asked us, "How many songs would you write from now on?" We answered, "We'd like to write same numbers as your tears from now on. And it is secret between you and us that our main foods are apples that were grown up by your tears.”

Reference 229
Beach Boys “Pet Sounds” (1966)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me when you lighted on my cigarette by matchstick after dinner, you named “All your Northern historical primitive home desire to keep any lights in our family”
Words:
What is the most beautiful conversation in this world?
One day in summer, village people were in trouble about lack of water. So they prayed to God in peace, "Please save me." This word was core of the cross. And sunshine answered, "Yes, I see." This word was the response we could get when we prayed to God in peace anytime. Afterwards, it rained heavily and rains said, "You were saved." Finally, village people prayed to God, "Thanks for your kindness." This word was the last word in our hearts at the time when we were saved. And their hearts beat with happiness.
We believe their beats can travel to sunshine soon. And we believe winning beats at all wars can’t travel to sunshine absolutely.

Reference 230
P.F.M. “Cook” (1974)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of night black coffee when I gave a tip for black waitress at coffee shop, called “All your Northern historical painful needs for human equality kept in the sun”
Words:
You are female poet. So you visited at his watch shop nearby the sea at night. But there were only white table and chair, black piano and white bed in his watch shop. You said to him, "My watch has broken in six days." He looked at your watch and answered, "Perhaps I may not repair this watch. I need your help for repair of this watch." Then he played piano by his hands. His playing was so beautiful that you fell asleep on white bed. And you saw all bad dreams that existed in this world. It started to rain heavily outside.
When you got up in the morning, you could not see his figure. But you could see your watch, a glass and letter on white table. You could read next word in his letter.
"Your watch was repaired by our hands, because I could get all your tears in this world.”
Can’t we drink your cold water for our dinner from now on?

Reference 231
Free “Fire and Water” (1970)



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Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle you called “Sort of Natural” caused by your theory that all boys have the same strong powers as your power to endure all painful world for my saving heart
Words:
I am junior high school teacher who live in West Germany and he is student in my school.
One day in summer, a girl visited at my junior high school from East Germany, spending her family vacation. Period of her visitation was for a week, when he fell in first love. Rainy day, he fell in love when he had only a look at her swimming figures at indoor pool side. And she favored his swimming figures, too. I was looking at his beautiful swimming figures for a while, having my bright heart. How he can swim so beautifully?
But there was only one rainy day for a week when she had visited at my school. So he could not look at her swimming figures and could not show his swimming figures in outdoor pool where was overcrowded with many students under sunshine from next day. And he parted from her figures without knowing her name.
So I tried to play piano for long time, after the time when he had parted from her. My desire for God was "I wish it rain again", because I needed so much water for cooling my jealous heart.

Reference 232
Slapp Happy “Sort of” (1972)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of black coffee called “All my strong bond with your heart” that was prepared for escaping all coldness in the world
Words:
Dear my girl friend
Thanks for your chocolate gift. To tell you the truth, I experienced to run away from my home to London when I was young. First time when I wandered around London night city, I had been in trouble, because there had been so many dangerous lights. These lights were mostly colorful neon lights like as inviting me to worry about my future. So I decided to go to lake far removed from night city. And I was in fantasy of swan on the lake at night. My swan was swimming slowly and I felt my father and mother’s hot heart in my lovely white light. So I tried to go home, fearing about my father’s anger. But I set my mind at rest, because my father praised my ambition. Afterwards I decided to work as vocalist.
Can you understand why I wrote my story? That's because your chocolate gift was so bitter for me.
From Bowie

Reference 233
David Bowie “same title” (1967)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the exhaust vent of car, called “Our realistic historical wild contract to meet you who were living with white dove at cabin in endless rainfall”
Words:
One day, left wing of our lovely white dove was injured by unknown powers. So we visited at his house at night. He played piano beautifully in front of us at first time. And his playing made some fruits and cakes, because his hand power could make everything in through the room.
After we ate some fruits and cakes, we fell asleep for long time. Then we saw sweet dreams all night long.
In next morning, we decided to be musician, because left wing of our lovely white dove was cured by his hands. The title of our first concert was "Sweet dreams”, according to our dreams made by his playing piano. He supported our concert by setting our stage. But our concert failed at all, because our audiences didn't like our title of "Sweet dreams". So he cooperated with us at our final song. He led us by his piano playing and we improvised our music song. He titled our final song as "Prelude for struggle". After we finished playing final song, we were given great clapping from our audiences. And we set our white dove off into blue sky in next morning.
Afterwards he told next word for our parting.
"Let's meet again at the place where your white dove will come to.”
So we responded next word to him.
"We think that the place where we will come to was well known to left wing of our white dove.”

Reference 234
The Band “same title” (1969)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee, you named “All our belief in number 9 that make all error clear in our minds existed for our home writing”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking with you about many problems all over the world. And just 9 o'clock, I switched heater off in our room. You said, "What’s the matter with you? I don't finish talking about the Cold War, yet” But I didn’t care about your voice and started to speak next story.
"He was working as surveyor in the daytime and wrote poems in the night time in the Soviet Union. He surveyed any natures nearby the sea. His poems were very heavy, because he knew so many voices of souls that had existed from past to now. So he became famous poet in the Soviet Union and his fame reached to American and her who had been famous as pianist. She gravitated to his words and played music based on his poems. He gravitated to her piano, too. So he moved from the Soviet Union to America, parting from his family. Then she created beautiful world with him and many Americans gravitated to their world. But what will be occurred in the Soviet Union? Do you think all Russian lost any powers? It's your mistake, because his mother wrote poems to him. These poems were called "Dear my lovely son." So all Russian gravitated to his mother poems. And this news reached to America, her and him. Finally, her family decided to exile themselves to the Soviet Union with him for her marriage with him. Afterwards large family was born in the Soviet Union, and they lived happily.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "What was occurred in their mind?" I answered, "I don't know, because it's natural rules.” Then I set firewood on fire at fireplace in our room.

Reference 235
Mike Oldfield “Incantations” (1978)



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Upper right hand corner of the froth of beer on bar counter that came out from a glass of beer, called “Friendly kindness to your heart” (This beer was poured for her father by his hand and he said, "Let's meet again when her child cute eyes stole everything from her heart.”)
Words:
She was painting in watercolors everyday at her home lonely. Her mother divorced with her father when she was in childhood. Her mother was working in night city everyday, because her mother wanted to help her painting by some money.
One day, her brush for painting was snapped off by unknown things, so she visited at his office. She said, "My worker's accident is the fact that my brush was snapped by unseen right wings. So my paintings for mother were prohibited by unknown powers." He answered, "OK. Please paint a picture that you call "Sunset at the lake". Then she painted "Sunset at the lake" in watercolors and sent this picture to him. And he held the auction for her picture and he got so much money. And he traveled with her to many Lakes by airplane all over the world, using these moneys.
After her going home, something was changed in her minds, because she wanted to become oil painter and wanted to create her individual world. Afterwards she held an individual show of her painting.
One day in the morning, she went to the sea with her mother for watching sunrise and she told her mother that she decided to live her own life as oil painter.
He looked at their figures from the road nearby the sea, ridding on his bike. And soon he went away from here, because his last job was the telling her growing up to her father.

Reference 236
Oasis “Be here now” (1997)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me just before sunrise when I went home from overtime work, you named “All your saving to make Southern souls forget all black memories”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I came up with one theory in my dark room while drinking well-water. My room was very cold and it snowed outside. This theory was "Lack of water in Middle East was caused by the Cold War”. The reasons of this theory were next.
First, she has cold heart when she cared about the news of Cold War. So she will need many heats of sunshine. Therefore she consumes many heats that should have been consumed to vapor seawater into the sky. Last, all clouds and rains decrease in the earth. So rains in Middle East are decreased, too.
When I finished thinking about this theory, she arrived at my house by her white car. It was just 9 o'clock. She said to me at first time, "What's the matter with you? Your room is very cold." So I switched heater on. And she put her handmade decoration cake on table in my room. Then we talked about my theory while eating cake and drinking wine. She asked, "What is the demonstration for your theory?" So I answered, "These are hidden in my room." I continued to say, "First demonstration is the fact you need heater in my room. Second demonstration is the fact I needed your tears in my glass. Third demonstration is the fact our cakes are very sweetish.”

Reference 237
Donald Fagen “The nightfly” (1982)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee called “All our dark creative souls saved by your heart” that was prepared for our drinking at backstage after our night live
Words:
You were young principal of coal mine Company and he was working as the chief of labor union. And she worked as assistant to him. You fell in love with her. So you bought oil paintings that she described. All her describing was the pictures of flowers in vase. You knew flowers meant the hearts of laborer's wives and unseen waters meant their tears. But your mistake was the fact that you planed to dismiss many laborers for your purchase of her describing. So he decided to work everyday as laborer at coal mine by his bloods and sweats hardly, leaving from his office for long time. And his left leg was injured but he continued to work as field overseer at coal mine while holding crutches by his hands. Therefore she described crutches that were set against the wall and she sent this oil painting to you. You were in trouble when you looked at this picture for the first time. But you put her painting on the wall in your office. And you suffered for searching her will for long time.
Afterwards your marriage ceremony with her was planed and we were invited at your ceremony. After we puzzled ourselves over whether we must attend your ceremony or not, we decided to attend your ceremony. That's because you canceled your plan of dismissal and you selected him as matchmaker on your ceremony.

Reference 238
The Police “Outlandos d’Amour” (1978)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made before I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, called “All your belief in Northern past painful fatherly works to deny all risk in the air and to keep Milky Way you love”
Words:
He tried to go to mirage at desert area while walking lonely. But he couldn't go to mirage and lied down on desert under the sunshine. Yes, he experienced second depression and became victim in this world again. All he could do was describing “SOS” on desert by his finger. So Mary cried about him and it rained heavily.
Then oasis was made nearby him and Jesus came here for saving him while ridding on camel. Jesus asked, "Hello, my father. May I help you?" He answered, "Thank you for your kindness." So he presented cross pedant for his son. Jesus got his pendant gladly and put cross pendant on Jesus neck.
Afterwards he swam with Jesus in pool at oasis. And he had sorrowful mind when he looked at the view reflected on pool, that Jesus was smiling under the sunshine. He won't forget the sunshine, bright cross pendant and Mary's tears forever at that time, because he know well the mother’s heart for little match girl in night city where is called “Desert”.

Reference 239
Pink Floyd “Animals” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle, called “All my historical plying between your home and my home to get all past and future in our world and to change your home into my home”
Words:
The reason why I decided to be musician is next.
In summer morning, I went to the lake with you for searching true freedom. We rid on the boat, and I rowed boat, talking about today with you. But it started to rain heavily and winds became hardly by degrees. Our blood shouted, "Save me" in our core of cross. And our darkness could resist in happiness and pain. But our darkness wanted to believe in happiness and pain. So I decided to create my world with you. Our supporters were father's gravity and mother's buoyancy. And I fought with chaos. My left hand wanted to create new world in pain and my right hand wanted to create new world in happiness. All our needs were getting seven colors in all peaces. I was rowing boat desperately and the waves I created were expanded by my hands. I believed that our souls would reach to God soul. So we could see the sun’s ray and clear sky at high noon. Then we were looking at seven colors rainbow in the sky for a while. Yes, we got seven colors in our hearts, which was all my creation with you. But you liked rainbow reflected on navy blue lake. So you described rainbow reflected on navy blue lake on your white paper, using seven colors after this time. All my acts are playing music for your describing the new world.
This is all my motives for playing music.

Reference 240
David Bowie “same title” (1969)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of emerald ring in desert, called “Your friendly middle need for my heart in decreasing pain under the sunshine” that exist for human equality all over the world
Words:
Xmas night, his auction took place. His entry was wood model of white ship. He announced to visitors, "Now, Jesus was in family love. This model was made by Jesus hands.” Buyer who bought this model at high price was captain of American battleship. So this news was expanded all over the world. Then so many people in this world traveled with their family by white ship. Of course, any soldiers were contained in them. Their word was “No more.” And the world was veiled in white.
New Year's Day when six days had passed, he held his trump magic show, using profit from his auction. After he finished playing trump magic, we asked him, "Where is Jesus?" And he answered, "He started to travel from here with my white doves.” Yes, his magic was so great.

Reference 241
Yes “Close to the edge” (1972)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me in our home just before sunrise after I had finished overtime works for a month and ended all works in a year off with a drinking party, you named “All our Northern historical black waiting to recover all our past primitive happiness in the world”
Words:
I am waiter and she is waitress in restaurant. Our minds to connect each other were deeper than before, because there was no way for being saved without recognizing each other in this world.
One day in winter, we were cautioned about our looks from our master, because we were not smiling to visitors always. But we couldn't smile today, which continued for long time. So we tried to go to his office. He said our no smiling was caused by this world and he could treat as worker’s accident.
Then he held Xmas party for us presented by Jesus and our friends. We attended at his Xmas party and he said black joke when she was talking about white doves with Jesus. So she smiled after an interval of ten years. But I couldn't smile, because I was only afraid of his black joke.
So he held New Year's party for us presented by him. He said New Year's Day was his birthday. I was anxious about my no smiling. But when I met with my mother after an interval of ten years and when I shook hands with my mother, I could smile with my hot blood in my heart. He invited my mother to his New Year’s party. Then I said to him while smiling, “I wanted to smile with her at Xmas party but you forbade.” And he said to me, "Don't worry. It’s my principle of lady first for you.”

Reference 242
New Trolls “Concerto Grosso PerⅠ” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made when you are writing some poems at home in the night, you named, “All your Northern historical hopeful writing that is moving on white by the repetition of acceleration and stop” that is expecting any light colors to save all your words in infinite dimensional world
Words:
Your nickname is Venus. You have lived nearby the lake with your father and mother. You knew all sorrows that have existed in this world from past to now. So you run away from your home. And your father and mother applied to him for searching you. Then he found that you drank a glass of water at three places. Three places were all riverside where was nearby the place you had been born, you had enjoyed with your friends in your childhood and you had been in family love at restaurant. These waters were your first, second and third drinking. So he understood you had both lovely heart and strong mind that were succeeded from your father and mother bloods. But your strong mind was special. So he expected that you were going to go to seaside restaurant and you wanted to talk about all sorrows in this world with him. According to his expecting, he found your figure at seaside restaurant. You were sitting at the table lonely while watching the lights reflected on the sea. So he gave a glass of water in front of you and said, "This water is prepared for fourth drinking. Please drink for me." But you answered, "No thank you. This water must be drunk by your hands and for your minds. I have traveled for your drinking my tears until now.”

Reference 243
Focus “Moving waves” (1971)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee you made for me in our home at sunrise, you named “All your historical needs for equilibrium between all blackberry stories and all your white writings”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about some sorrows with you at dinner time in the passenger ship on the sea. For example, these were the sorrow of rescues from drowning, the sorrow of mermaid and the sorrow of pirates. You said you wanted to listen to my story of pirates. So I started to speak next story for you while eating dinner and drinking wine.
"One day in summer, pirates were suffering for the lack of foods in their ship. So he started to travel to their ship by his black ship. There were so many gold coins in his black ship. Pirates thought they were saved and shot cannon toward his black ship. He said to pirates, "There are enough coins for solving your hungry minds." So pirates brought gold coins from black ship to their ship one after another. But his gold coins were so heavy. Therefore their ship went down to the bottom of deep sea. They were suffering again in the sea and he threw lifeboat on the sea. They were saved for the time being and ate some foods in his ship though they got trauma against all coins from then on. And they were in trouble for bad dreams of gold coins always.”
After I finished speaking, she asked to me, "What they are doing now?" I answered, "They are working as cooks on this ship, according to his command. As soon as I talked this word, the chief of cook came here and said, "How did you think about our night cooking? These your dinners were the proof of our bloods and sweats. And you said, “Your cooking was very nice. I'd like to meet you again." After you said this word, he distributed some gold coins to them for the first time. They could be glad to get gold coins by the grace of your heart.

Reference 244
Sebastian Hardie “Four moments” (1975)



Image:
The river where trees cut by hard wind exist after heavy storm in Leyte, you named “Your complete refusal for past will to attend in our live house where too much heat exist in”
Words:
I am oil painter. Today is the holiday, so I tried to play ballroom dancing in the morning. I danced with Mary while feeling her left hand heat by my right hand in large room. But there was no wind in this room. So, after lunch time, I went to the sea where he rid on sailboat lonely. His sailboat was moving on the sea slowly. And I watched the illusion he was suffering in the chaos. His father's gravity and mother's buoyancy are the powers that work vertically. So the power that made him suffer was the power of chaos in the period of six days. He didn't like chaos but he loved chaos, because he could meet with Mary by the grace of pain. So I tried to describe his figure in my heart and cross. I named my painting "Wind of chaos". I will never teach him this name, because the power that made me describe was the heat of Mary’s left hand.

Reference 245
Tangerine Dream “Cyclone” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of postbox, called “All my black waiting for your white letter” that was existed for your heart that won’t be able to send me until all Southern souls will be saved
Words:
We will never admit all religious war. It's only repetition of revenge. If we are the judge of kendo, our insistence will be clearly. This game is young Christian vs. young Muslim. They are lovers for us. But we won’t admit all their skills.
When we think of the refugees in Middle East, this game is not going to finish until their down by lack of food.

Reference 246
The Raincoats “Odyshape” (1981)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from a cup of morning milk coffee you made, called “All my past childish wild memories saved by your heart” that was prepared for our family home party at night
Words:
Your cooking is great. Especially we hope you cook meuniere. It is your special salt taste. You love your salts, not your sugars. So, the St. Valentine’s Day, you went to his house, handing your picture with your left hand. This picture was the view of a total eclipse of the sun reflected on the lake. You said to him, "Today is the St. Valentine's Day. But I want to present this picture, not my chocolates. You know that a total eclipse of the sun means your priority and the lake means my tears." You continued to say, "For what your priority exist in this world? Even if your priority is so beautiful, all unfortunates won't understand you." He answered, while cooking soup for you, "Can you see the black moon in the sun or the sun behind the moon. The fact that the sun and moon are moving is natural, though I don't like all unnatural and disharmony.” He put soup on table in front of you and said, "My soup isn't salty and isn't sweet, and I prepared a glass of cold water for you.” And after your drinking soup and water, he said next word, "The wall between your salts and your sugar were broken in your heart.” So you wanted some candies in his ice box. But he said, "It's bad for your boy friends, because they live in pain and deny all sweets.”
But you ate chocolates in your pocket prepared in your secret heart for him on the way of going home. And you enjoyed fortune for yourself. You lost all our hearts and bloods.
But only one thing we want to say for you is our hope that we want to drink your hand made coffee your sweet sugar was entered in next morning.

Reference 247
Faces “First step” (1970)



Image:
Lake that church bell was reflected on, you named “All your Northern historical painful rainy contract with all my Northern past fatherly painful will in the coldness”
Words:
I was talking about today's world with you in the boat while pulling by my hands on the lake. It sprinkled under the dark sky. And I said this lake was your tears that you had experienced from past to now and you would experience in the future. I continued to say, "Now, we are saved by your father's gravity and your mother's buoyancy on this lake. He said most important thing was now. I think he want to insist that everyone can tell the truth only now when we are saved by father and mother's powers. But I can move to everywhere in here by my left and right hands. And I could put imaginations of past in my heart and I will be able to put imaginations of future out my heart. And I could see all your tears from past to future. So I got all your tears in this lake.”
But she said, "Can you see all souls from past? For example, these are soul of rains, soul of winds and soul of dark sky, which had passed. Perhaps you can't see it and can see only now. I want to treasure now, according his insistence.”
My heart was injured by your words. And I felt darkness in my heart. When I was wandering in darkness, you said, “I think only your darkness in now can see all souls from past.”
Yes, I was saved by your words.

Reference 248
Tangerine Dream “Zeit” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All my needs to your heart that was suffering for the rainy student 2 dimensional darkness”
Words:
We want to tell you next short story.
When we were high school student, our classroom was supported by him and her. He was the student same as her who had studied with us. He knew this room had been existed for all our classmates. We were good friends each other and believe in his kindness. And in Xmas afternoon before our graduations, he presented a watch for her in our classroom filled with sunshine. But this watch was mystery for only him and her. We didn't know the color, the figure and weight of this watch. So we tried to play many concerts in our classroom by our bloods and sweats. It took six days for our insistence of these concerts. He and she enjoyed with our classmates in concert room, while sweating with us hardly. And he presented four Aces of Hearts for us New Year's Day. Yes, he knew we would work as labor on music after our graduations. But we didn't know his way after his graduation, because all of him was mystery and his mystery was the most beautiful thing in this world.

Reference 249
The Verve “A Northern Soul” (1995)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of the cloud above sky called “All my sorrow you had left so much salt in the sea for your cooking in my home”
Words:
One day in June, I was trouble in everything. For example, these were busy in heavy work, confusions in this world and secret faces of you. So, Father's Day, I tried to buy black car and to select my own way exactly.
After I bought black car, I went to night city by driving black car. And I met with you for the first time. You had been working in night city.
Next Monday, I went to church with you and we prayed all our pains for Jesus under the moon light that flooded the room.
Tuesday, we went to river and camped at riverside. Your cooking was very delicious and I knew all of your tears.
Wednesday morning, we went to sea and talked about this world while sitting on sandy beach. I knew your tears were caused by salt breeze. So my heart was injured by your endless tears.
Thursday, I went to his office and said, "My worker's accident was caused by her tears." He responded, "Yes, I see. This is my present for you." He gave black sunglass for me. So I walked on the street for a while, putting on black sunglass. Then I experienced all fears in this world, because all rains in this world were looked as black rains for me.
Friday morning, I decided to go to the sky with you by Cessna and we escaped from all black clouds in this world. And I proposed to you under the motherly sunshine.
Saturday night, our marriage ceremony took place and matchmaker we selected was him. I was surprised you had worked as his secretary for long time, but I didn't care, because bitterness of your chocolate gift was secret between you and me.
But now, my secret for you is my jealous heart that your heart was stolen by our lovely son. It is my cloud in my heart today.

Reference 250
Boz Scaggs “Silk degrees” (1976)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of beer froth splashed on table at the time of Cheers in ending the work off with a drinking, called “All our short-time power from heaviness to lightness” that was existed for saving all our past primitive longtime pain
Words:
Tomorrow was the opening day of our concert tour. But I couldn’t sleep at night in my house. So I imaged Jesus cross in my bed, closing my eyes. And I want the words for saving me. Jesus said, "If you want pain, your father will walk toward you and will save you in the darkness. If you want any lights, your mother will give you a helping right hand and will save you in the darkness. If you want happiness, your mother will give you wisdom and will save you under the sunshine. If you want a sleep, your mother will read Testament for you while holding in her left hand and will save you from chaos in this world. But I can't do everything for you, because I had been crucified for long time and can’t save you by my hands.”
Then I dreamed the view that my Testament was falling down in the sea slowly. I was afraid of the view that my Testament sank on the bottom of deep sea and my Testament couldn't be used for my reading. I was suffered for my bad dream for long time. Finally, I had dreamed my Testament on the bottom in the deep sea. And I got up in the morning, sweating from my face severely. My mother opened curtain in my room and said, "Don't worry. Our sea in your dream is bottomless. You must believe in me.” Yes, I was given most important word from my mother.

Reference 251
Sigur Ros “()” (2002)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “My no error Northern wild belief in 10 numbers to your heart” that was prepared for my pushing your telephone number by my telephone after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick
Words:
I was talking about our parting with you, sitting on the beach at night. There was church nearby the beach and full moon was shining.
Our reason for parting was that you knew all sorrows in this world but I couldn't drink your seawater at the church. So I stood up and started to walk on the beach, leaving you alone. Then I rid on his cab and said to him, "Please bring me to zero place or paradise. I won't complain which place you choice.” He answered, “Yes, I see.”
And my short travel was started by his hands. He continued to swerve his cab to the right. I thought his action was the will that he tried to bring me to happy paradise. But I didn't care about his kindness and closed my eyes for a while. And he talked me some wisdom. For example, these were the secrets of cosmos, the secrets of human bloods and the secrets of you. I couldn't sleep in his cab, because I'd like to listen his speaking for long time. But I fell asleep at midnight in his cab mysteriously.
And the place I arrived was the same beach where I started first by his driving. Yes, his cab was driven on the road that he made circular way by his hands. And he said to me, "She is waiting for your coming in the church while preparing iron ring for you. She knows you will never complain to her, because she knows your zero places are your paradise.”

Reference 252
The Verve “Urban Hymns” (1997)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of pool in oasis, called “All our labours for you who sometimes care about past pain and joy while listening to the radio and denying our love for your family love” that was prepared for drinking with you to forget all past pains in our home Country
Words:
We heard a rumor that you run away from home. You were watercolor painter, because your mother was working in night city. And your father was owner of rice field. But his rice field had been dried up by the persistence of dry weather. Yes, you couldn't see severe truth any more. So we tried to play concert at your father's field by bloods and sweats. Our friends had rushed away to our concert by their will. According to our expecting, it started to rain heavily. We continued to play music in the rain and we created rice field filled with water. Then we created the river that flow from field to the sea. After rice field was recovered, we tried to row the boat and drove for the sea. And I could meet with you at church nearby the sea for the first time. You were praying for Jesus lonely in the church. Your figure was so beautiful for us that we held your individual show that your paintings were exhibited in the church. We were happy in your smiles. But the thing we wanted above all was a glass of your rainwater.

Reference 253
The Beatles “Yellow Submarine” (1968)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made after I went home from work in the afternoon, you named “Our 60 times home power” that was existed for changing my 6 hours working into 6 minutes and changing your 1 hour home writing into 60 hours”
Words:
Tomorrow was my birthday, so I was talking about our futures with you, while rowing our boat on the lake in the morning. There were any presents from my mother, my father and my God in here. My mother presented sunshine heats and buoyancy for us. My father presented gravity for us. Our boat was saved by my mother buoyancy and father's gravity. Our foods were saved by God, because our foods were the same materials as the foods for God before six days. About 12 o’clock, I started to speak wisdom for you.
“We have two circles in a day. One is circle under the sunshine and other is circle in the night. These circles are the same as the circles of clockwise. We are working with many souls under the sunshine everyday. And we are resting with many materials in the night. These life cycles are similar to God's life style in chaos. And all dead souls in ground are saved by heats of sunshine and go up in the air. Next, all dead souls in the sky return to ground of materials with the rains. So all souls that contain God soul, human souls and dead souls are living in same circles, because all souls say, “Save me” in the core of cross.”
After I finished speaking, you said, "Thanks for your first wisdom under the sunshine. And I wish you tell second wisdom for me in the night.”

Reference 254
Mike Oldfield “Tubular Bells” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee you made for me at hotel nearby the lake in the mountain, you named “All longtime need for diamond from our daughter, which was prepared for all our educational power of human equality all over the world”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you couldn't sleep easily in my bed about 12 o’clock. So I told next wisdom to you.
"Xmas night, he was presented grand piano from his father. But this grand piano was so heavy that Apostles brought grand piano by their hands to the place where he had been living always. His problems were decisions about the size, the weight and brightness of the moon. But his grand piano was almighty. So he had created not only moon figure but moon soul. Then he had created carnation field and barley field. Afterwards he presented carnation for his mother on Mother's Day and he told his mother, "This carnation is only part of so many carnations. Any other carnations will be used for presents from so many unfortunates to you. Please save all unfortunates.” And he presented whisky made by barley for his father on Father’s Day and he told his father, “Perhaps your gravity will be used for bad dreams in this earth. For example, these are nuclear bombs and black rains. I wish you forget bad dreams in the future by your drinking.”
After I finished speaking, you told me a joke, "Carnation and whisky are so lighter than his grand piano." And I answered, “But his words for his parents have equal weight to grand piano for us.”
She said, “Yes, I understood.” And she fell asleep deeply.

Reference 255
Klaus Schulze “Timewind” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me in our home at high noon on New Year’s Day, you called “All my Northern historical Mobius Band created from coldness to hotness, which was saved by your heart”
Words:
One day in summer, I traveled to island with my boy friends by our boat on the sea. Sea was shining under the sunshine. Our purpose was encounter with you. So after we arrived at island in blue sea, we tried to build cabin by using woods and we tried to describe your figures by oil painting in this cabin. There were no lights and no money in here. But there was only imagination for you and us.
And when we were tired from paintings, you arrived at our island with your girl friends by your white boat in the morning. Your figure was beautiful, because you were similar to my describing. And we presented our pictures for you, so you presented some fruits for us. But we had no ambition for big trade. Only trade we wanted was changing between your mind and our minds. So we played with you in blue sea, while watering each other in the afternoon. And you were parted from us in our enjoying before sunset. But we realized in the night that our walls between your minds and our minds couldn't be disappeared. Perhaps it may be caused by the Cold War. But we got enough satisfactions from you, because your figures in cold seawater were so beautiful.

Reference 256
Colin Blunstone “One year” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of black pen in the sandy beach (This pen was given from German soldier to you on Father’s Day. And she named this black pen “Our red roses” just after I had finished smoking in our night room.)
Words:
We want to demonstrate the reason why you denied your marriage and why you wrote novels in Germany at the land of the living.
"One day, you were rowing boat with Mary on the river under the sunshine, when Mary got pregnant with Jesus. Your boat was saved by your father's gravity and your mother's buoyancy. And when you arrived at church nearby the sea, your father commanded you to swear forever love in church. But as soon as you started to swear beside your father, one German soldier entered in church and downed on the floor. You run up to him while leaving Mary and your father, and said, "What happened! What's the matter with you?" He answered in a small painful voice, "I had been drifted away on the sea and been suffering in the darkness, so I'd like to pray all my pains for your father." So you decided to cancel your marriage ceremony and church became the place where German soldiers must pray for long time. You had known that seawater had heavier souls than river water. Because your father and mother said that all souls in seawater must be saved in the power of cosmos and buoyancy, which is proved by all waves on the sea and all salts in the sea. And you had known that your friendship in darkness had been forever.”

Reference 257
Soft Machine “Third” (1970)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle you prepared for me after I went home from going away to Israel, you named “All our longtime black waiting in white to talk about all past worldwide pain with you at night”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you asked me about Jesus second life. So I told next story for you in my bed.
"Jesus second life will be happy life. First, his father buy black car after Jesus was born, and will bring him to New York. His father's purpose is that he is going to make Jesus watch Statue of Liberty. Afterwards, Jesus have dreamed French girl in his childhood for long time. But he experienced teenage depression in the time of his teenage. For example, these were caused by so many wars, so many black slaves and refugees all over the world. So he decided to save all unfortunates and form the organization with his boy and girl friends for saving them. And he succeeded his saving plan by his blood of Messiah after he reached man’s estate. And when he reached age of thirty, he would think some wisdom for all unfortunates and made plan that he bring all unfortunates to the Statue of Liberty in New York. Then he married with girl friend that has acted with him for long time and started to work as company employee. And when he reached age of forty, his father rested in peace. He was depressed at all but his busy work made him forget his sorrow. And when he reached age of sixty, he got free by forced retirement and he bought black car. That’s because he could feel good white memories in his childhood when he was driving black car. And he will be living with his wife in the rest of his happy life.”
After I finished speaking, you said, "I understood. Could you swim in the sea with me tomorrow morning?" I responded, "Sorry, I want to go to work tomorrow, because I’d like to drink your handmade black coffee tomorrow morning.”

Reference 258
The Doobie Brothers “The Captain and Me” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle after I had finished describing your figure at house nearby the sea, called “My Northern technical overtime work in salt breeze” that was prepared for my expanding wills in through the your heart
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about today's world with you in the darkness. Our darkness was deep and our sights were saved by only candle lights. Finally, all my answer was that all things had been materials from scratch. And I insisted that, if chaos had been made by materials, all human souls must be made by materials, too. It was my theory. But you insisted against my theory. Your theory was that, if all human souls were made by any hearts, chaos must be made by hearts. And your answer was that these hearts had been made by father's gravity and mother's buoyancy. So we went to church tomorrow morning and asked to Father which theory is truth. But Father said each theory were false. We were depressed at all and have continued to think about everything from scratch though we couldn't find out anything. We had experienced darkness in our minds again in six days. And we went to his coffee shop New Year's Day, because we were tired of everything and took limits at all. We ordered cups of coffee and he brought a glass of apple juice and two straws to our table as his service. We can't forget his eyes and smiles at that time, because we could find out answer by the grace of him, while drinking apple juice together. Our answers were that both our theories were truth. When we insisted our answers to him, he said, "Yes, your theory is truth. You got true right and left eyes for your futures now." We saw bright lights, so we decided to hold the place where our father and mother, and our friends could eat apple pies free. But we were going to hold this party at nighttime not daytime, because we would pile up too much problems to be solved in the darkness from now on.

Reference 259
Yardbirds “Roger the engineer” (1966)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from morning spa, called “Your Northern historical strong belief” that had existed between hotness and coldness
Words:
She is sister who lives in the church. She had known all sorrows in this world. And she said, "No more pain" in her mind always. So he executed U4 plan on her New Year’s Eve.
When she encountered him for the first time, he said to her, "This world is all true." Her heart was injured by his word. And her short travel with him was started from this place. She was running with him in the darkness. And first, she needed pain for a while. But her pain changed into happiness, because his right hand gripped her left hand was very hot. And final place she arrived with him was white hotel under the sunshine New Year’s Day. She drank hot milk and hot soup, and ate hot breakfast with him. Yes, he presented all hot, because he expected that coldness in this winter would be so cold for the Cold War.

Reference 260
Faust “same title” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of black mike cord at the time when I sing drinking red wine, called “All my invisible powers to get all your visible powers”
Words:
I had known you had sold your waters at night bar. But your smiles were special nevertheless you were working in the darkness. So I tried to do Z5 plan for you.
First, I went to the lake by my driving car in the morning. It would storm heavily after sunset, according to weather report. But I couldn't change my plan for you. I arrived at the lake, feeling my pain in my mind. After the lunch, I rid sailboat on the lake. It was cloudy in the afternoon, but I enjoyed myself, because I was saved by father’s gravity, mother’s buoyancy and peaceful winds. I wanted to go home and wanted to see motherly smiles before storm. But I couldn’t do it for you.
I was fallen in the darkness after the sunset. It stormed heavily and hard winds blew around my body. The powers that I had experienced at that time were four powers. Two powers were father's gravity and mother's buoyancy. These were hot souls for me. And other two powers were heavy rains and winds. These were cold souls for me. These four powers couldn't be seen, removed from the cross Jesus was crucified. But I fought with the chaos for long time and the place where I arrived was the edge of lake. I had downed for a while and got up in the darkness.
I went to night city where you lived, by my driving car. I forgot to care about my sopping body. But you would be glad to see me in your smiles at bar. And you poured red wine into my glass. I didn't say that you must number the crosses I had experienced at the lake. But I wanted to say only next word.
"The numbers of my crosses were equal to your all sorrows.”

Reference 261
ZZ Top “Tres Hombres” (1973)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle given from my father when I am thinking about name of my first child at home desk in the morning, you named “All my belief in equation “0.1^2・10^2＝1.0”
Words:
He is my best friend. Xmas Eve morning, he said he was going to do O4 plan for me. Yes, his plan was great. So I decided to follow him. 12 o'clock in the afternoon, he gave me wisdom, eating lunch with me in the hotel. It's secret of falling star. He said, "Do you know why falling star has most beautiful light in this world?” I said I didn’t know. So he spoke next words to me.
"According to Newton's equation of motion, falling stars entered into inner space in the earth become rays while decreasing weight by air resistance. That’s because the speed of falling stars approach to infinity while decreasing weight. Could you watch falling star with me tonight even if falling star will be our dream?" I got joyfulness from him. And after the sunset, we ate dinner in happiness. And we loved together in our night room. Then he fell asleep for a while. I had known his plan was presentation of diamond ring for me on 12 o'clock Xmas afternoon. But I went home, leaving him in bed, because I was born at night and my name “Judee” was named from my mother. Yes, I chose my J plan for my sunray.

Reference 262
Judee Sill “same title” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee, called “All my simple power to give you various happiness”
Words:
Xmas Eve morning, you got up early with your smiles in my house nevertheless you had known all sorrows in this world. So I did S plan for you today. First, I told next wisdom to you about 12 o’clock while eating lunch with you.
"Do you know the story of anti-establishment young in the Soviet Union? He exiled himself from the Soviet Union to America, searching true freedom. He wrote poems by using alphabet in America. 26 alphabets were made by 24 combinations of 4 words. These words are "No more happiness", "No more pain", "Give me happiness" and "Give me pain". And remained 2 alphabets are "I" and "Q". "I" mean, "I believe in all your love, so please save me.” ”Q” mean, "Is this world your joke?", because he didn't forget a sort of his joke. And he confessed his heart in front of Jesus after making the sign of the cross. He said to Jesus, "I had grown up in family love but I had any questions for severe rules in the Soviet after my young. So I decided to exile myself to America after I prayed for my God.” He wrote some poems in his darkness for long time, because he must be far removed from his father and mother in America, searching true freedom. And when he was old, he prayed his all pains in his life for Jesus again.”
After I finished speaking, I told you that I was going to play live concert at night. You would be grad to be invited to my concert. And I played music by my bloods and sweats in front of you. Yes, you needed my pain and I needed your pain. So after my playing, I went to church with you and prayed all our sorrows to Jesus, because your "Tear" was made by 4 alphabets and my “Cross” was made by 5 alphabets.

Reference 263
The Sorrows “Take a heart” (1965)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of stout bottle when you are in all day long party in Sydney, and when I am in all day long song writing in Northern home, called “All your support for my sleeping in core of the earth to clear the power from North Pole”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about this world with you in my bed. But you couldn't say your true words in your mind easily. So I spoke next story for you.
"Do you know the word that exist infinitely in this world but exist only for us? This word was born in Hawaiian summer. One day in summer, he visited in Hawaii, spending his vacation. There were four powers for saving him. These powers were his father's gravity, mother's buoyancy and heats, and power of waves proved by cosmos rules. So he wrote poem to her by typewriter in his happiness. His main word was "I need your love." This word exists infinitely all over the world. But first word "I" was blotted by heavy rain after this time. Rain contained her mind. This word “I” blotted in rain will be our only word in this world.”
After my speaking, you showed only beautiful smile in this world. Your smile was only true word for me.

Reference 264
Big Star “#1 Record” (1972)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee on Father’s Day, called “My Northern fatherly historical hope for our night family seaside home party where all my friends will attend in with you after my invisible heavy work for my family”
Words:
Today is Mother's Day. But my lovely son went to elementary school for his group activities. So I enjoyed short trip with my wife, ridding on passenger ship. Lunch time, we were talking that our son started to be interested in books of pirates. So I spoke next story about pirates.
"One day in summer, pirates were suffering for lack of foods. So Mary decided to save them, because they were saved by 5 right powers and 5 left powers like as God. 5 right powers are gravity, winds, heats, buoyancy and sea waves. 5 left powers are brain for thinking, eyes for watching, teeth for eating foods, blood for passion and cross for all pains. Mary's saving was the presentation of big iron cross for them. And they made big iron cross stand at the center of deck. So all pirates could pray all their pains for Jesus, and could escape from lack of foods, because Mary presented some bread for them. But end of summer time, big cross started to rust by salt breeze and seawater from hard waves. And then, Xmas Eve night, big iron cross was rusted completely and was disappeared in the winds. Pirates were depressed at all, because they expected to enjoy themselves only at Xmas party in a year. And when they were suffering in the darkness, God arrived by black ship nearby their ship. Then God brought them to black ship and saved them under the night sky. Pirates swore that they would never be robber again.”
After my speaking, I told to her, "I want to have pity for pirates, so I'd like to present sword for my son." And she responded soon, "I will make your sword disappear by my salt breeze completely." And I spoke to her, "That's OK. My sword was made by strong plastic. My steady passion for my son will be stable even if your heavy breeze blows.”

Reference 265
Pete Townshend “Who came first” (1972)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of spa in the morning, you called “Best wide random multiplier effect for blue-collar and our invisible hand for white-collar”
Words:
She is unfortunate girl who was born in working class. Her father divorced with her mother in her childhood. So she was grown up by only mother hands. And her job was oil painter who described pains of laborers. So she is called Queen among us, because her friends are all laborers.
One day, we heard a rumor that new building was stood in Los Angels. So we flew into Los Angels with her. And we held live concert in this building underground. The organizer of our concert was him. All visitors for our concert were blue-collar. And Mary held Miss Universe contest in this building at first floor. All visitors for this contest were white-collar. We played live concert by our bloods and sweats and she introduced her beautifulness to audience in many lights at contest. All white-collar knew that most beautiful flower in this world was grown up in the sad rains. So she got prize as Queen. Afterwards he and Mary held the party where many white-collar and blue-collar could drink together at the roof of this building. We talked with them friendly and the wall between white-collar and blue-collar was disappeared. Yes, here was the place where true labor-management negotiations existed in. It rained heavily and we soaked to the skin. Yes, we created our new world. And she described the view at this place. She took white papers and oil paints from white-collar for describing and gave her pictures for white-collar. The ways and means in this exchange was our hearts, not moneys.

Reference 266
Joe Cocker “Mad dogs & Englishmen” (1970)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at my cabin in the mountain just after sunrise, you named “All your prayer for saving all historical lies from past to now”
Words:
August is our marriage month. Do you understand why I decided to marry with you in August? Yes, 8 is the number of "Forever". And I want to hold our marriage ceremony at church nearby the lake, because your tears become rains in the sky and create the lake. Then your tears become river water and flow into the sea, according to your father's gravity. Afterwards your tears are dried out into the sky by your mother's heat and become rains from clouds again. It's your 8 cycle in this world. And I'd like to tell your 8 cycle is made by Mobius band for your fourth finger and I am going to make you swear our forever love with me at night. That's because you tell me true words in the darkness and you tell lies in the brightness always.

Reference 267
Roy Wood “Boulders” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me, you called “All your needs for Northern historical spiral wills to get present modern changes little by little”
Words:
You are oil painter. After Nevada nuclear test, you were looking at sea lonely on the beach in winter. I thought your act was denying all civilizations. So I tried to trip on the sea by my boat. I fought with chaos and got big fish by my fishing. But I injured my right hand, being bitten by big fish. After my fishing, I went to your atelier. You cared me of my injured right hand. And you showed me your oil paintings. I was pleased with your describing that I had been fighting in fishing on the sea. Your reality that you described was great. But you showed me other your picture. This is the picture that Japanese laborers are working heavy for the creating bullet train. And you said, "He will say that all things we need for you now are suffering between dream and truth." Who is he? I will suffer for searching his face again.

Reference 268
Dion “Lovers who wander” (1962)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a black cup of coffee you drank at sunrise, called “My thorns of white roses” when I was sleeping on the sofa in overtime work
Words:
His first examination for her would be the describing of a rose in vase. She was surrounded by four white walls and there was a rose at the center of this room. And I don't know where entrance was for her. The time limit for her was four minutes. She used her wisdom and skills, and finished painting completely. But he knew her describing was not forever and not worthwhile, because her picture didn’t know today.
So he examined her on her describing second rose today. I know well about the room she described. There was door for her entrance south side, windows east side, pictures in watercolors on north side wall and oil paintings on west side wall. And there is a rose in vase at the center of this room as well as her first describing. And I prepared big ice that I had brought from the Antarctic. Please melt this big ice down by her heat and please use melted ice for her painting. And I wish she describe a red rose by using my blood, because big ice is made by tears of my girlfriend. And time limit for her describing is the time when my blood in her tears will be dried up.

Reference 269
Nirvana “Nevermind” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of night milk coffee in my overtime work, called “My moonlight heart” that was prepared for giving long time powers to you who are having a night spa to escape from the Cold War
Words:
Dear my girl friend
This winter is very cold. Please be careful for your health.
I know we are bad boy and bad girl who run away from home village to night city. But always I worry about my mother who had been living in home village now.
I had known that big hurricane would arrive at my home village by weather report Xmas Eve night, when I was working in night city. So I tried to go home and to create river fence in my home village. It took six days for my creating river fence and I spent my bloods and sweats in heavy rain. But it had rained heavily for long time. And I saved my home village from over flow. So I was praised by the chief of village. Then I became hero in village. And I could see the first sunrise of the year with village people. News paper reported my succession widely. And I ate supper with my family after a long separation. I decided to live in my home village, parting from you for a while, because my white stew at our supper was good taste of my mother's joyful tears. Yes, I realized true appearance of rainwater for me. Please leave me alone.
From your sorrowful friend

Reference 270
Steve Winwood “ARC of a diver” (1980)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee, you named “All my 0.1^X writing powers in rainy days to get human equality in economic growth”
Words:
I am female singer-songwriter.
New Year's Eve morning, I enjoyed eating lunch with my family in hotel. After this time, I called your cab. Yes, the plan I select was K plan. In the afternoon, I talked anything with you about today in your cab. These were good news, bad news and other strange news in our conversations. My heart moved to left by our conversations, because your heart was in left from my looking on back seat. And at the same time of sunset, my heart was in core of cross and my heart was stood beside the wall in darkness. But when I went off your cab in downtown and arrived at pub, my heart moved to right, because your heart was in right and you encouraged for my work in front of me.
I played music for some laborers at night pub and could succeed in making them enjoy by the presentation of my hearts. But there was my true purpose for some laborers. After my work, I and they were going to sleep in hotel where you had reserved for me and them. At the same time of sunrise, we dreamed good white memories in our childhood. Yes, this was my true purpose of K plan with you.

Reference 271
Jo-Ann Kelly “same title” (1969)



Image:
The Arctic Sea called “All your historical painful white kindness to distribute any lights to persons who are living in the darkness”
Words:
Your magic was so great.
Before I opened glass handiwork shop in the mountain, I had lived with my girl friend in new town. And I decided to be parted from her for a while. There were two reasons for my parting from her. First reason was that I could deny civilization but she couldn't deny it. Second reason was that I needed so much her tears for doing my glass handiwork.
In Xmas Eve afternoon, you arrived at my shop. You were wearing white coat and your rouge was shining in your white face. But visitor was only you. Yes, I have understood my work in the mountain is severe. So you bought glass prism and invited me to cabin in other mountain by your driving white car. There was only old lady in this cabin. You said that old lady and you have known any lives each other. We drank cups of tea you made and talked about today. Then you took out plastic prism from your pocket and put it on table with glass prism you bought from me. And you asked to old lady, "Which prism would you like?" Yes, I laughed at you, because I believed my handiwork prism had higher value than any other industrial goods. But old lady chose plastic prism and said, “I want to choose plastic prism my daughter made.” Yes, I knew for the first time, that her daughter had emigrated from this mountain to new town for her and her daughter was my girl friend who was working at plastic prism factory. You asked me, "Which is heavier, glass prism or plastic prism in your mind?" I kept silence for a while and silence was my only word." And you presented eyewash for me. At the same time when I felt bitterness of this eyewash, my girl friend appeared from the door of cabin. But the truth that my girl friend hid iron ring for me in her pocket had been secret until tomorrow.

Reference 272
Roy Harper “Lifemask” (1973)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you ordered at lunch when we are in travel with my large family by train while drinking each other, called “Your historical insistence to save human equality in all families”
Words:
One day in December, I knew my son was taken notice by teacher for his bad result of sociology at junior high school. And he said his girl friend was taken notice by teacher for her bad result of theology, too. So he prayed God with her in the church. Their word was "No more pain" at first time. And after their praying God, their word changed into "Give me happiness". Yes, their young hearts was not so bad. So I decided to do X plan for them on Xmas.
Xmas Eve night, I called her and held Xmas party with her and my family. Our party warmed up greatly. And we enjoyed poker all night long. Our word was "No more happiness". So we prayed God for our happiness tomorrow morning. But after Xmas, they must study at junior high school again. So after our parting, their word changed into “Give me pain”. My X plan was succeeded and my wife said them that she wished they turn their efforts to study from now onward.
But one day, I heard a rumor that my son prayed God with her again in the church. I confused at all. What happened in their mind? Are their pains recovered by God will? Did my X plan be changed into diamond plan by their God? My son said, “Today is St. Valentine’s Day. I was only presented chocolate gift from her and only enjoyed eating chocolate with her in happiness at church. Don't worry, my father." I had forgotten that today was St. Valentine's Day by my hard work. But I experienced some fear, because I remembered that I lost to my son at poker by his Straight Flash of Diamonds Xmas Eve night.

Reference 273
Pete Townshend & Ronnie Lane “Rough Mix” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle, called “All my sorrowful past truth” that was existed by the same powers between my powers and world powers
Words:
My nickname is “EDDIE”. So I was always dreaming happiness in letters of “E”, “D” and “I”. When I was stood beside the wall, I dream happiness, while praying Jesus in "E” and “D”. And I always love Jesus, my mother and father in “I”.
One night, I played music by my bloods and sweats at night pub. You enjoyed my playing in front of me in some visitors. After my playing, you presented red rose for me. My right hand was injured by thorns of your red rose. Yes, I felt pain of legs by standing long time, and felt pains of both hands by using my left hand while playing guitar and by your red rose. And I realized I was crucified like Jesus. Mr. K said, "Your injured right hand is caused by unknown reasons for worker's accident. So you can get some insurance.” But I denied his kindness, because I could get happiness in writing letter for you by my injured right hand after my playing music.

Reference 274
Eddie Cochran “Never to be forgotten” (1962)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at midnight in our room when we are going away from civilized world in winter, you called “All our Northern historical hopeful dark waiting for white snows we will be able to see in heavy eyes”
Words:
Dear my girl friend
Thanks for your coming on my concert in cold winter.
My father said that Rock concert is the R act. I plan my act at lunch time, while eating lunch and considering my playing. This time is the happiest time for me. And I always tense for my concert before sunset. So I pray Jesus in the core of cross. And once my live concert start, I only play music simply, seeking our true happiness at night. I know your life is the L act. All your tears became rain and became river water, seeking your true happiness at night. Therefore the place where your heart and my heart meet is the same place for you.
So I want to tell my true past, now. I had worked dishwasher at riverside coffee shop few years ago. I had experienced some pains in my hands for cold water in winter. But I didn't care and I could rather enjoy, because all cold waters were all your tears. After my working, I always pray Jesus in the church. It was not so bad that I prayed by my numb hands with your coldness. So I'd like to present white gloves for you with this letter. I want you to feel motherly hot. The person who can feel your coldness is only me. And the person who can be sacrifice for you is only me. Please be careful for your health in this cold winter.
From the person you care about

Reference 275
Bobby Whitlock “Raw Velvet” (1972)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you gave me after I went home from heavy overtime work, you named “All your belief in crystalline power between my work and your heart, and all your belief in human natural hearts to get true human equality under the sun”
Words:
What is the most mysterious gamble in this world? It's his dangerous gamble. Before six days, he had created his hands for himself. After six days, he had created this world by his hands. And his hint for human beings who had tried to create society was the palm. All human had known that fires could be made by friction, because they could feel some heats by rubbing their hands. Fires were used for cooking in family love but used for disgusting wars. Any happiness was lost by any wars in history.
So he decided to create second world by his hands. The way he chose was writing novels, when the world was in crisis before World War Ⅱ. He wrote any novels for saving unfortunates, for resisting any powers and for hoping human happiness. And before he died, he asked his friend to fire all manuscripts for his novels. It was his dangerous gamble. If his friend set on fire according to his command, all unfortunates wouldn't be saved all over the world. But his friend decided to publish his all novels to this world. So the policies that all unfortunates must be saved and any freedom must be constructed were expanded to all over the world.
But could he win at his gamble really? Can he forget Japanese history in his heart? Honestly speaking, we can't understand which was appeared, head or tail of his coin in his gamble. So we'd like to keep black ties in our minds. These ties were used habitually by our fathers in our childhood after World War Ⅱ. It is easy for us to make Mobius bands by using these ties like he used coins.

Reference 276
The Soft Machine “same title” (1968)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made at breakfast in my home, you named “All your desire to present snows for many children”
Words:
I am female singer. Today was my birthday in winter. Some presents were sent for me in the morning. I got happiness. So after making the sign of the cross, I called your cab. You came to my house soon and did B plan for me. I think "B" may be come from my initial and my "Birthday". After ridding in your cab, I asked you to bring me to the place where all my sadness has existed, because I was singer and wanted to continue to sing from now onward. So you brought me to the lake at first time. I could watch beautiful view reflected on the lake. These were some woods, mountains and blue sky. So I can image beautiful view in my heart now. There was nothing without praying Jesus in the church for me, because my mind was in core of cross. And you brought me to the sea at second time. I could hear voices of all souls that have existed from past to now. So I can image painful view in my heart now. I was tired of everything and fell asleep in your cab for a while. After my getting up, I realized that I came back to my house by your cab. It snowed outside silently and snows on the ground were too bright for me. So I made the sign of the cross again nearby my house. And I asked you, "How much is the cash for my short travel?" You answered, "I need no money, because you created snows for many children and I know birthday party will take place by your friends with any children. I expect you won't speak to them about money for your birthday.” And you started to drive your cab, leaving me alone.

Reference 277
Birgit Lystager “same title” (1970)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me in our room 12 o’clock midnight, you named “All our Northern historical human friendly hearts to save family of 4 that had started off from core of magma while searching human freedom”
Words:
New Year's Eve night, I was talking about today with a socialist in the room, sitting at the table nearby fireplace. And when it was midnight, I started talking next story to him.
"He was born in rich family and grew up in good family love. But when he was young, he doubted about society where have existed any differences. For example, these were difference between white-collar and blue-collar, white race and black race. So he decided to try to save blue-collar at first time and planed his Z life for all unfortunates. He had known that, all coins have enough heavy weight for fighting with chaos like as children don't care about chaos and save coins in family love. And he had known that, all paper moneys have too light weight for fighting with chaos like as workers care about using paper moneys in heavy storm. But he had realized that all workers need paper moneys in the room where was surrounded by four walls. Four walls meant new policy for them, so he wrote novels that many intellects agree with. There had been a unfortunate white-collar and a unfortunate blue-collar in America before World War Ⅱ started. Blue-collar was in physical pain by heavy work. White-collar was in spiritual pain by war fears. He thought that, they would be saved, if he continued to write new novels everyday. He wrote his novels in pain. And when he felt core of cross in pain, a blue-collar was saved by New Deal. He got happiness, and continued to write novels in hoping more happiness. And a white-collar was saved by the end of World War Ⅱ. He was satisfied with everything and rested in peace at the same time of ending his work. He has rested while setting his head toward west. So his cross was rotated 45 degree on toward the left by our hands and his Z life was changed into N life at his grave finally.”
After my speaking, a socialist asked me, "His N life may be come from "Nuclear" according to my thought "God died". Do you think so?" I answered, "No, I don't. I think N life must be come from "New Year's Day. Please look at your watch. I want to believe in him.” It passed 12 o’clock midnight. I shook hands with him instead of God hand.

Reference 278
Zeit “un giorno in una piazza del mediterraneo” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at 12 o’clock midnight after we went home from going away to your country, you named “All your Northern historical peaceful desire to distribute 4 diamonds to your mother and grandmother, your sister and our daughter”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I presented sandglass for you in my bed. But you said, "Is this sandglass? What you want to say?” So I started to speak next story for you only.
"His life was Z life. He was born in the Soviet Union but his father decided to exile his family to America when he was in childhood, searching true freedom. He grew up in happiness though he didn't forget his motherland. So he wrote poems when he was young. On the other hand, her life was N life. She was born in America and she was grown up by her motherly love. But her family was very poor, so she wrote poems for escaping her sorrow. Their first encounter was the time when he and she were praying to Jesus for their all pains in the church. After this time, they became lovers each other and he married with her. But their life was severe, because it was difficult for them that they lived only by writing poems. Afterwards their son was born and they could forget any their pains. They named their son "Jesus". What was made when two letters of his "Z" and her "N" were put on the other? It's figure of sandglass. And this sandglass was made by sands, glass and wood. Sands were fallen by your father's gravity, glass was made by your mother's heat and wood was grown up by your tears of love. What was made when 5 letters of your father's "F", your mother's heat "H", your love "L", our Xmas "X" and my love "I" were put on the others. It's figure of sandglass in the cross. This sandglass is my present for you. Can you understand what I want to say?”
After my speaking, you answered, "Yes, I think you presented your heart, not materials. Thanks for your kindness. I want to treasure this sandglass with your words.”

Reference 279
Sky “Sky 4 Forthcoming” (1982)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine when we attended New Year's Eve party with you who have been living with your husband and first daughter, called “All our Northern historical words of cheer against 6×6=36 in the world”
Words:
Your nickname is Rachel. You had known all sorrows that had existed in this world for long time. So you became a poet who has lived nearby the lake. When you encountered with him, he presented your initial "R" pendant for you. Yes, your life in your childhood was R life. You had said, "No more happiness" and "Give me happiness" in your family love. And you continued to need more happiness in this black world when you were young. But your minds changed when you became adult. So he presented a mirror to you for your making face Xmas Eve night. Yes, your life was changed into R life that was reflected on mirror. You will say, "No more pain" and "Give me pain" in his black world. And you will continue to need more pains for him from now onward. And you knew all his body and soul at this night.
So we decided to be musicians for you, because "R" of our Rock reflected on your lake must need more pains like you. The time when we will finish playing is the time when our rocks will be crushed into the sands by your tears.

Reference 280
Emerson Lake & Palmer “same title” (1970)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you gave us under the moonlight, you called “All our middle acceptance to get strong friendship with you after we lost blue sky and evening glow”
Words:
When we were street musicians, you arrived at our poor house on wild ground. And we ate supper with a ring of us around a fire at night. Your plan was P plan for us. And you told next wisdom to us about 12 o’clock.
"You were born in the lake and got your wisdom, hands and legs. You had been saved between your father's gravity and mother's buoyancy. Your first purpose for your living was the world wide creation by using fires nearby the sea. Your father said first, "Keep the metals in your minds." So you knew metals sank on bottom of the sea, according to your father's gravity. Your mother said second, "Keep the woods in your minds." So you knew woods floated on the sea, according to your mother's buoyancy. So you created sword by metal in left darkness and created gold coins by metal in the right darkness, using the power of fires. And human beings used your swords and gold coins for the good and bad. Then many years passed, and human beings built many houses in left brightness and made some paper moneys in right brightness by using woods saved by your mother's buoyancy. And you said a word for us finally, “I’d like to keep your fires in my heart and in the core of cross”.
After your speaking, we played music for your kindness. And we got some paper moneys from you in happiness. But we had used all paper moneys soon in night city in a day. And we prayed for Jesus in the church. These our act was only according to your P plan in happiness. But P plan that was come from "Paper money" was changed into P plan that was come from "Poor house", because "poor" was our figures that were reflected on the lake where you had been born at first time. These minds were born in our minds between right dreams and left realities like your mind. So I want to believe in your kindness at that time, because all our realities in this world are Jesus blood tears for us.

Reference 281
Panama Limited “Indian Summer” (1970)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me just before I would start to go to my home with you by my driving car on New Year’s Eve night, you named “All my Northern historical prayer for civilization to clear all fateful parting from my parents”
Words:
My works are singer and detective. Just before my first son was born, I decided to create my world with you. First day, I bought white car. Second day, I drove on the road by new car, taking you on in happiness. I could create two-dimensional world with you. Third day, I detected the place where my mother were living. I could detect my mother soon because the place was downtown where all rains fallen on my car would come to. I told your pregnancy to my mother in downtown and we ate supper with you in happiness. So I could create three-dimensional world in our hearts. Fourth day, I swore forever love with you in the church. And fifth day, I knew for the first time, that my father was Father who made us swear forever love. And sixth day, I met with my sister who was living nearby church at the same time when church bell rang. Yes, I could create four-dimensional world. Seventh day, my large family dinner took place in happiness. Eighth day, we swore forever family love in front of Jesus. Ninth day, my first son was born at the same time of sunrise. Tenth day, I named my son "Jesus". The reasons why I named my son "Jesus" exist in so many things. But most important reason for me was in the creation that I want to try with "Jesus". Jesus Christ was crucified, so he can't use right hand for his writings. So there will be so many words he wants to say. So my son "Jesus" right hand will be used for instead of Jesus Christ hand in this world. I'd like to write songs according to his words. Perhaps it may take long times to write all his words from now onward. But I don't care, because the time when my son "Jesus" finishes all his work will be the time when I rest in peace.

Reference 282
Warren Zevon “same title” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for me after I had a spa that was created by invisible hand he can see very well, called “Good chaos surrounded by your Northern pains”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you fell asleep for a while in our room. I knew you cared about the Cold War. It was snowing outside. After your sleeping, you wanted hot drink. So I spoke next story while making hot soup for you.
"I think that most wonderful and worldwide plan was his W plan in this world. He did his W plan for his forty years life. He had studied so many painful truth from past to today until he reached man's estate. Till ten years old, he followed his father. But from ten years old to twenty years old, he resisted his father. So he wrote poems against painful truth. After he reached man's estate, he wrote poems while working for unfortunates in his family love. So he had happy dreams, following his father. But after his age passed thirty years old, he doubted all of world that so many problems had existed. So his poems became more severely. And he rested in peace at the time of his forty years old, leaving a message that all unfortunates must be saved. So we created white shirts, according to his W plan. The neck of white shirts means his W life and the left pocket of white shirts means his heart for following father’s gravity.”
After my speaking, I handed hot soup to you and said, "Only your father's gravity can keep my Ace of Hearts in your pocket. I put this card in your pocket when you were sleeping in the darkness. I believe you know the heavy weight of Ace of Hearts in this cold world. These words are my present for you only.”
You put out Ace of Hearts from your chest pocket and said, "Thank you very much for your kindness. Your present have most expensive value for me.”

Reference 283
Steve Winwood “Talking back to the night” (1982)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me after I went home from my night live, you named “All our Northern historical home plan to change our world widely, which is starting off from my home to your home by my driving car on the Milky Way, waiting sunrise in your home night room and going back to my home in the heavy rain by my driving car on the Milky Way
Words:
Saturday night, I was talking about my next novel with you in my driving car. The place where we were going to go was the paradise in the clear night sky. And I spoke next synopsis of my novel to you.
"One day, so much magma was shot out by Mary's mind from our core of cross. Mary's creation was very hard, so she created big volcano in the heavy rain. So much rain became river and created the lake around volcano. Then, farm village was built at left-hand of our cross and night city was built at right-hand of our cross. Night city was in happiness but farm village was in pain. So he tried to save farm village by his hands, because his heart said always, "All unfortunates must be saved". His plan was that he brings village people to night city by his ship. But hard head winds made him suffer, because winds of chaos gravitated to painful minds of village people. So he had to fight with chaos while steering his ship. But he won chaos and arrived in night city with village people safely. And he had created the church for all people in six days. And this story was ended at the time when you rang church bell by your right hand.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Which way on the lake he had chosen, right way or left way?” And I answered, "You may think he chose right way. But he chose left way, because your canary in my heart attach to your left fingers.”

Reference 284
Collusion “same title” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee you made for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in our home, you named “All your Northern historical short-time black waiting to give longtime human equality in the South”
Words:
After my Japan tour, I was in chaos, because I was tired of everything. It was about 0 o'clock at high noon. I was sleeping for a while in airplane. I took out pencil from my bag about 1 o'clock. This act was preparation of my revolution with you. And I begged to give me some papers from stewardess about 2 o'clock. After 3 o'clock passed, I described some pictures by pencil. I described view of outside about 3 o'clock, your image about 4 o'clock, my image about 5 o'clock, view of sunset about 6 o'clock and some flowers in my hearts about 7 o'clock. After eating supper, I described my family image about 8 o'clock, my child about 9 o'clock, and finally described the view that Jesus was crucified. After my describing, I felt coldness, so I wore jacket on my back while looking at darkness outside of the window. And I noticed your poem written on paper in my chest pocket. I knew you cared about your cry that was never spoken to me. It was about 11 o’clock. So I wrote next poem for you.
"I know your father's job is lighthouse work. Your father had created straight rays in the darkness for the first time. There had been no materials that were moving straight in the chaos. So your father tried to create straight rays that were felt by your eyes in your hearts. Energy of the sun was existed in human hearts, not in some materials. Don't care about bad dreams in the darkness, because I know most favorite your mind for your mother is your honest heart. It's just 12 o'clock in the night. It's the time when your minute hand created the straight line with my hour hand.”

Reference 285
Richard Wright “Wet Dream” (1978)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of hot whiskey called “All our wild hearts” that was prepared for getting past animal wills for our overtime works and getting past expanding wills from your hearts
Words:
Her mother's encounter with her father was special. Her mother had hot heart like magma in the earth and her father had cold heart like North ices on the sea. Fatherly low energy in cold air was gravitated to motherly high energy. This was miraculous encounter between her father and mother, because this encounter had made steams like the time when magma met with North ices. And steams had become clouds in the sky. Afterwards it had rained from so many clouds and rains had made the lake.
Her home was white house nearby the lake, where was saved by her father's gravity and her mother's vertical power from the core of magma. She wrote many poems in her house, because her eyes were grown up in the lake and she liked cold views. But she changed her heart from cold into hot after she had watched his swimming in the lake. He was swimming in her tears beautifully. It was her fateful encounter with him. She had known her work must be making hot soups for him every morning. And her soul moved from cold to hot, according to her father’s gravity and mother’s hot heart.
And the night when we listened to her first lullaby for her child, we raised our glasses of hot whiskey to her. But our hot whiskeys were made by cold ices in North Island because our red wines that we drank with My God and Jesus were very cold.

Reference 286
Emerson Lake & Palmer “Trilogy” (1972)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me on New Year’s Eve night, you named “All your Northern historical friendly belief in narrow random created by earth's yearly round to send all your New Year cards to your friends at high noon”
Words:
Do you know why I became rock musician?
When I was teenager, I was a rock beside the river. The river was your tears and my rock was saved by my father’s gravity and mother's vertical power from the core of magma. So I have treasured family love at first time. But I knew my rock was crushed by your tears and would change into sands at sandy beach by your powers in the future. So I have treasured today at second time.
But one day, I heard a rumor that you became the dancing Queen for him. You looked forward to your futures and forever where would exist your joyfulness and happiness. My heart was injured by your heart at all. And I experienced my bad dream for the first time. This dream was the view that my records I had treasured for long time were weathered at desert and were faded out into the sky. There is no your water at here. But there is only my sadness in here. I had suffered for this bad dream in the darkness for a while.
But next day in the morning, your chocolate gift was sent in my post. It rained under the dark clouds outside. Your word with your chocolate gift was next. "My only word is rainwater." And I knew the package for your chocolate was wetted only on the lower left hand corner by rainwater. Your gamble was great. I wanted to pray probability that have existed in all natures, not sweetness of your chocolate.
Yes, I decided to believe power in the darkness and to play music at night.

Reference 287
Camel “A Live record” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of sandglass when you are writing some poems at home in the night, called “All your belief in number 9 saved by the sun”
Words:
What is the most wonderful trump magic in this world?
You had been living in painful minds with your mother when you were girls' high school student. Your mother divorced with your father in your childhood. So you wrote some poems, because your cross was in aquarium where fishes were living in. All your fishes had insisted in aquarium, for example, "No more pain", "No more happiness", "Give me pain" and "Give me happiness". Your painful words were born in your sorrow and your happy words were born in your family love with your mother. But you got trump cards when you became office lady and you fought in busy for getting more fortunes than other office ladies. Yes, your water was changed into trump cards. And you fell in love with him and married with him. You got both wings and had traveled with him all over the world. So your trump cards were changed into white dove. Your happy dreams came true and your life made one circle like all birds are flying around the earth. But one day, your child was born, so you returned to home where your mother is living in. This place was magma where all motherly souls have lived and you experienced the pain when your child was born, in the core of cross existed in magma. Yes, your white dove was changed into fire finally.
So I wrote my song for you. Title is “Saddest white dove who living in magma”. I had spent six days in writing this song. This act is the bloodline between you and me.

Reference 288
Eric Clapton “Backless” (1978)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee after I had gone home from my overtime work, you named “All your needs for my wings of Albatross”
Words:
Xmas Eve morning, you presented a black pen for me in our house. But it rained heavily outside. So I used my car for going to my work place. I imaged outlines for my song while driving my car. Yes, my work is counting all your tears in the darkness. After I arrived at my working place, I wrote my song on white papers by your pen for today. And you telephoned me that you wanted to see me at night. But the place where you instruct me was hotel nearby riverside church in the mountain. I had to go to your hotel in the rain after my work, using my legs. When I arrived at your hotel, I was tired at all, because my legs said, "No more pain." But you cared about my tiredness while mopping waters with your handkerchief.
And after our dinner, you said in our bed, "I must say you that our child life was started to grow up in my inside.” I responded, "Oh, that's good. Your word is the most beautiful Xmas present for me." Then you said, "My second present is our bed that was stood by four legs changed from your two legs. This is my 24 magic. And my third present is my joyful tears for our baby. Please count my happiness changed from my pain.”

Reference 289
Paul McCartney “McCartney” (1970)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at Southern restaurant nearby the sea, you called “All your Northern historical strong belief that your diamond ring must be saved in the South more than my iron ring had been saved in the North”
Words:
He is mathematician. In summer morning, you heard a rumor that he was working on summer job as lifesaver at sandy beach. So you invited him to cafe where you had visited habitually. It rained heavily, so he came soon by his car, taking a rest. After master brought two glasses of cold water with some fruits for you and him, you asked to him, "What is your magic?" He was looking at your eyes for a while, and entered a red cherry into your glass of water. Then he answered, "I see. According to theory of normal distribution, if seawater was made by water without salts, there would be a few children who had accidents in the sea." And he entered some salts from salt bottle into her glass of water and stirred with spoon. After she looked at a cherry floated on her water in the glass, he continued to say, "But seawater made by water and salts can save all children by the power of more buoyancy like a red cherry in your glass. This is my magic, using salts.”
So you entered your cross pendant into your glass of water and said, "Can you save my cross at the bottom of seawater?” And he responded quickly, “I see, I lost to you.”
Yes, you wanted him to image cross pendant on the bottom of the sea in Middle East.

Reference 290
Yes “Drama” (1980)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured on Father’s Day, you named “All your unlucky parting with my past primitive fatherly wills and all your lucky meeting with my present modern fatherly wills”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I presented red roses for you in our bed. And I pulled rose petal and said you, "There are many beautiful things in light weight. For example, these are flowers, diamond ring and letters from you. But there are many bad things in heavy weight. For example, these are nuclear bombs, combat planes and warships." So you asked me, “From where your theory came?” And I spoke next story to you.
"One day, warship got lost on the sea in heavy storm. Storm and rough seas were many souls in this world. So warship piled up on the iceberg in the Arctic. But heavy storm had not stopped. They needed help in their pains and prayed God. And when they took limit at all, they could see sunrays and rainbow in the blue sky. This rainbow is so light thing made by light drips. So this rainbow is our winning charter made by God will, because our souls are very light like lamb soul.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Why they could see rainbow in their eyes injured by seawater?" And I answered, “That’s because they could wash their eyes with your sad rains.”

Reference 291
John Lennon “Imagine” (1971)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at Hawaiian beach just after sunrise, you named “All your Northern historical sacrificial power to save Southern souls by my past strong smallest wills with your heart in Southern lightness”
Words:
Her husband was working as surveyor during World War Ⅱ in Japan. His work was very hard in chaos. But when World War Ⅱ ended and Japanese got a little fortune in economic growth, she married with him. And she gave birth to her son and worked on housework busy like him. The time was when all Japanese were trying to challenge to get fortunes in high speed economic growth. So, all Japanese needed much oil for their creations. And she needed some oils for her cooking for her family, too. So they didn't care about rains, because their creations were fighting by one hundred million hands. She had been living with him in the same minds as their minds.
And when she got old and her great-grandchild was born, he invited her to beach and she was looking at the sea with him in the rain. And after the rain, she could see rainbow under the sunshine. Then he put gold ring on her fourth finger for her golden wedding. And he told her that all survey for describing Japanese map was ended but his main job was the survey for scaling her gold ring wetted in the rain.

Reference 292
Emerson Lake & Palmer “Love Beach” (1978)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee named “All my historical light white memories saved by your heart” that can be gotten only after our heaviness
Words:
His job was commerce for camera industry. His life was "C" life. He was grown up by fatherly and motherly souls in their hot hearts. But his ambition made him go from his country to capital and he became gentleman for his commerce. And he fell in love with office lady who had been working under him. Then he married with her and supported his family. So his "C" life got his eyes in first & second quadrant in his family love and got camera lens for watching his business life in third quadrant in his pains.
So we'd like to covenant with him. But our covenant didn't know core of cross in first letter "C", second letter "O" and third letter “V”, because he didn’t know true pain like us.
Afterwards we heard a rumor that he went home with his so much money in his bag. But he couldn't look his father and mother face. There was nobody in his home though there was only family album on desk in his room where he had grown up in his childhood. We don't know where his parents had gone. But we want to covenant with him at this time, because he threw away all his money into river and he went back to capital with family album in his bag. Perhaps he might suffer for heaviness of this album, but we believe he got eyes in his minds in fourth quadrant.

Reference 293
Premiata Forneria Marconi “Photos of Ghosts” (1973)



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Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle called “All your Northern friendship with Southern blacks in the heavy rainfall to invite them to Northern party in the morning lightness”
Words:
Xmas Eve afternoon, you were looking at the sky of the window, sitting at table in my house. Perhaps you may care about the wall in your minds. It's the wall nobody can escape. For example, these would be so many wars, facts that nobody can get true happiness and iced apples by Cold War. So I talked next theory, while cooking apple pie.
"Mary's blood type was O type, because all blood types contain O type. It's the fact that everybody needs peace in their circular minds. But Adam was AO blood type and Eve was BO blood type, because only AO and BO blood types can make all blood types for their posterity. And prosperity of human beings makes the O blood type human increase any more than the other blood types in the earth. So every parent will treasure true peace in their circular minds, which is all our words for God.”
After my speaking, I put a piece of apple pie on your table. But you kept silence for a while. Perhaps you could not be satisfied with my talking. So I asked you, "Would you like something to drink, red wine or cider? My red wine is made by Jesus blood and my cider is made by our passionate apples.” And you answered, "I’d like to keep Jesus blood in my heart.”
Yes, you wanted red wine in my minds, not cider in my prison.

Reference 294
George Harrison “Wonderwall Music by George Harrison” (1968)



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Lower left hand corner of iron ring called “All his invisible overtime work to create rotation of the moon” that I put on your fourth finger when the sun’s rays came filtering through the dark clouds at morning beach
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I needed your word and you needed my word in our bed. And you asked me, "What is the heaviest word for you?” So I talked next story to you.
"After the industrial revolution, we got so many words against industries. Almost words were criticism. For example, these were the history of worldwide wars, forced labor and environment problems. They said all these problems were caused by industrial revolution. But our insistence was not criticism. So we created the Statue of Liberty in America and the Statue of Jesus in Brazil. Our words were that many freedoms must be needed but we are against all nuclear bombs. It's our spirits that all our statues have heavy weight as well as we need so many words for getting true freedoms and abolition of all wars. And present day, the Tower of the Sun was built for international exhibition in Japan. This was our word that all family love must be needed for human beings. So I'd like to present iron ring for you. This ring was made by skilled laborer who is living in Hiroshima. He had been atom-bombed in his childhood. But then he recovered and he is supporting his family now. So this present is the heaviest word for you."
After my speaking, you said me, "I have our first child in my inside." Yes, I got the heaviest word for me. We finished talking all our words tonight. We will rest in relief from now onward.

Reference 295
Focus “Hamburger Concerto” (1974)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of night seawater called “Your blue eyes to the sun where your cross had existed in” that was prepared for your bringing all Southern souls to oasis in the North
Words:
You are good business girl who is selling black pen. You have beautiful blue eyes. So your black pens were sold to many musicians, poets and writers, because they were sympathized with your blue eyes. And it took short time for me to make love with you.
One night, you were reading novel in my bed. You said you couldn't sleep without reading something that gave you some happiness in the future. So I talked you next story beside you.
"After Jesus was crucified, many writers were born. They wrote some pains in their minds. Their crosses were existed in the core of the earth. So they believed in the Ptolemaic system. But Copernicus had expected that so many painful things would be occurred after industrial revolution. On the other hand, he had expected that so many happy things would be happened in the futures by the grace of industries. It needed so much heat to get happiness for all human beings. For example, these energies were fires made by some oils. So Copernicus insisted the heliocentric system that the core of cross was existed in the sun, because all fires are born from the sun. Some fires were used for wars and any other bad things. But he believed Jesus blood in his minds and God will in the futures. And just before he had died, he dreamed happy world that all fires would be used only for making church bells and he made the sign of the cross.”
After my speaking, you fell asleep for long time. I thought you were relieved at my story. And I knew your blue eyes hidden under your eyelid. Perhaps you might see good dream in your heart. So I decided to write song called as “Your blue eyes in the darkness”.

Reference 296
Camel “same title” (1973)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured for you in the airplane at sunrise on the way of going American home from our honeymoon in England, you named “All your historical spiral white acceptance to create our home with me from now on in our world”
Words:
My job is baseball maker. Of course, all my baseballs are handmade that all motherly souls were entered in.
After Nevada nuclear test was done, I went to watch major leagues night baseball game. I had known my handmade baseballs were used for this game. It rained heavily but I could enjoy wonderful game that I could see six home runs, like as I could watch sunrise six times. And I was sure that all white baseballs all over the world are more than all black bombs used for so many wars.
After baseball game was finished, I went to the sea where you were standing lonely on the beach in the rain at night. I revealed a baseball for you from my pocket. You would be glad to hand my baseball. Then I signed my name on a baseball by black oily marker pen. And I said you, "Excuse me writing by my hand, not by Babe Ruth hand.” And you responded, "I want to follow all motherly souls in my future.”
This was one kind of my creation nobody knows.

Reference 297
The Flying Burrito Bros “The gilded palace of sin” (1969)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me rainy winter night, you named “All your Northern historical painful will that was existed for changing X times human past pain into 1/X times for hopeful family happiness in our world by the power of X times expanding cosmos”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you denied all our conversations and were looking at night view of the window in my bed. You must have cared about the Cold War and must have been in trouble with the gap between dream and reality. So I told next story to you.
"One day, Mary’s last lesson took place at elementary school. There was a birdcage that a canary was living in, at the left of platform in the classroom. All children loved canary, because cries were very beautiful. Mary's last lesson was the creation of the cosmos with children by using clay. They all enjoyed in their creations by their own hands. After all children finished making figures of cosmos, all children looked at each other’s creations and laughed at many funny figures. And Mary's last command was naming their creations by themselves. For example, they named their cosmos as “Thanks to my father”, “Thanks to my mother” and “Thanks to Mary”. And Mary's last lesson was finished and she was surrounded with their smiles. But do you know there were secret voices and words from God in this classroom? Secret voices were the cries of canary and secret words were the periods in words named the cosmos by children. God had created the world and expanded his will to the whole area in the cosmos. In these days, he saw many good dreams and made these dreams come true. But he had known so many bad truths would be occurred in the futures. So he tried to change his will from the cosmos into many canaries in the earth. It was smallest will for him as well as the periods in all our words. And he presented so many good dreams for us, like the paradises where we would be enjoying on the moon. This is the biggest Xmas present for us.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "What is the figure of your cosmos?" And I answered, “Perhaps it might be similar to your good dream with your family.”

Reference 298
banco del mutuo soccorso “same title” (1972)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock prepared for my drinking from sunset to sunrise, called “All my Northern historical lonely try to image colorful human peace between heaviness and lightness”
Words:
He was running underground restaurant. He was very old but he had known the secrets of underground night restaurant very well.
First, all families gravitate to the core of magma by eating some foods, because their weights were increased when they were eating. Second, their blood relationship will be stronger than before, because they gravitate to each other in family by increasing their weight. Third, they are given motherly hot by eating hot foods. Fourth, they are given more powers by gravitating to the sun that exist the back side of the earth.
One night, Japanese family visited at his restaurant. He was happy in cooking, because he knew Japanese peace by reading news papers and magazines. But he knew the news that Nevada nuclear test was done next day. He was depressed at all and set the news paper on fire that articles about this news were written on. Because he had known against all wars that the weight of this news paper become nothing by the winds after newspaper burned itself out, as well as the weight of nuclear bombs become nothing after explosions. It's the forever parting from the earth, the sun and the moon, because weight of nothing can’t gravitate to all things.
And he said last word to us before he died, "Please cremate my body and soul like Japanese souls.” So we wrote next epitaph on his grave, “All our words are explosions.”

Reference 299
Ash Ra Tempel “Schwingungen” (1972)



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Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle you gave me at backstage before my night live concert, you named “All my acts from red to red by way of blue and green” that was prepared for getting white circle to save all visitors who have each energies”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you asked me in my bed, "What is the most important word for you?” So I told next story while smoking.
"He was Japanese child who had been born just after World War Ⅱ. His father started to run paint shop in poor at first time. His mother worked in busy for housework. His father and mother were living in chaos, because his father tried to expand business like as expanding his father's will to the whole area of the cosmos. But he didn't care about chaos, because he had grown up in fatherly severe discipline and motherly hot heart. He dreamed to work as artist in his childhood. So his father was working heavy for supporting his dream. One day, he described Olympic 5 rings on white paper, desiring true peace in child heart. But the circles he described were not complete circles, because all creations must be in errors, even if God created the goods accurately. So his father tried to expand his business and made offices increase as well as the cosmos have continued to expand. If father expands the world, errors in his circles he described will be smaller relatively from the sight of father's will. It is the same as the earth will be complete ball, if the cosmos continue to expand for the time being. He studied hard for father's hope of his succession. So he got job of describing the flag of 5 rings for the Olympic in Tokyo, when he reached man's estate and Japan got peace in high speed economic growth. And his father said to him, "I am always supporting your creations in the darkness” This word is the most important for me.”

Reference 300
Emerson Lake & Palmer “In Concert” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee at sunset, she named “All our desires into the heaviness to get more strong powers against the world”
Words:
We won't forget the memory with him. He was a child who had studied with us at elementary school.
One day, we went to amusement grounds with him. We rid on many rides with him. We especially treasure the memory that we rid on roller coaster with him. We enjoyed in chaos. We thought nothing, and he thought nothing, too. There was only excitation for us. And we bought six peace budges and put these budges on our chest before sunset and said, “Good-bye” to him.
After this time, we heard a rumor that he treasure a peace budge in his father's safe. But we have not met with his father until now. His father was mystery for us. We asked him, "Why you kept a peace budge in your father's safe?" And he answered to us, “Because it has heavy weight for the worldwide peace.”

Reference 301
The Dickies “The incredible shrinking” (1978)



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Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle you prepared at backstage just before our night live acts, you named “All my acceleration and slowdown” that was prepared for getting any lights in the world
Words:
Your father was very severe. When we decided to play music, I built cabin by my hands at wild ground first day. Second day, your father sent desk and chair to my cabin for my music creations. Third day, your father sent table and chair to my cabin for drinking coffee with you. Fourth day, your father sent bed to my cabin for my sleeping. Fifth day, your father sent black piano to my cabin for my playing music. These goods were very heavy for my arms, so I needed other member helps. And fifth day night, I saw bad dream all night long. It was that my cabin was crushed by heaviness of the furniture sent from your father. But sixth day morning, you visited at my cabin and presented iron ring for me. It was good truth. Yes, if there were not bad dreams in this world, we wouldn't feel true good dreams. And you said to me, “My father said that, if you wanted to enter coffin from now on, your coffin would be always prepared and it would be next heavy weight.” Yes, your father’s word was in only our today.

Reference 302
The Boomtown Rats “same title” (1977)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me in our home at sunset when I am writing songs, you named “All your present modern black acceptance to give many white milky dreams for all laborers who have been working in simply controlled heavy works in Southeast Asia and are sleeping at night”
Words:
We are running shop where Japanese national flags are kept in our dreams. So, please listen to our plan. This plan was made in the darkness but we think it is beautiful for you.
First, we create square sand Island with him in the Pacific Ocean. There are five powers at here. These are Mary's sunshine, the power of waves that came from the cosmos, fatherly gravity, motherly vertical power of magma and his hands that had created the world in six days. The power of waves has infinite directions, so square sand Island become circular Island by degradation while spending long time. So, all voices from the powers in this world need the peace like Japanese national flag. This massage is all our insistence that come out from our plan. All our Japanese national flags will be sold. We are going to send all profits for Middle East refugees, because they had known infinite painful winds in the darkness.

Reference 303
Sky “Dies Irae” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee you made for me when I am writing songs in our home and our children are studying at school, you named “All your present modern academic white support to change simply war machine colors into nothing”
Words:
Do you know Fabre’s all-out battle life in the period of World WarⅠ? He was involved in study of insects. Especially, he was taken by the study of wasp. He treasured family love above all things. He had known he must fight against all wars that make family love break. He decided to try any insect collecting for this purpose in his life work. He was asked from Journalist, "Why you try to be involved in study of insects?" And he answered, "My act is the bite on eyes of soldiers by sting of wasp from the opening in their tin hat.” But we had known he lied. We think he wanted to say next word. "Can you target a child who has his heart in insect collecting?” Yes, he believed in God and all human beings.

Reference 304
The Nice "Nice featuring Keith Emerson, Lee Jackson, Brian Davison” (1969)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of whiskey on the rock that my iron ring was entered in, called “All your saving in wide random” that was prepared for all our friends whose hearts were injured by heavy pains on the way of going away from home
Words:
Our old boys' and girls' meeting was special. We made our own way each other after we had graduated Art School. I became famous singer and you became famous female oil painter. So I planed old boys' and girls' meeting with you. But there wasn’t date and invitation for this meeting, because these were in only our friendship.
You started painting the sea at the seaside, as soon as I started recording for my album in studio. You created your own world in chaos and I created my own world in chaos. And when I finished recording, you added white ship to your describing. It had rained for a while. Then I released my album and you published your painting to the world, when it stopped raining. And next rainy day, our old boys' and girls' meeting took place at church nearby the sea where you described on your painting. We collected together naturally by our implicit minds. It stormed heavily at this night. But we didn’t care, because heavy storm in the darkness was the truth for our today.

Reference 305
The Jam “Setting Sons” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee called “My keeping Milky Way in heavy works” that I’d like to send to your heart in the Antarctic
Words:
Dear my friends
Thank you for sending four water bottles.
First bottle was rainwater that was escaped from your car body, so I'd like to use this water for coffee break in busy work.
Second bottle was rainwater that was collected from polka dots on the lotus after the rain, so I’d like to drink this water while feeling motherly sunshine.
Third bottle was rainwater that was escaped when your wives had washed frying pan after your breakfast, so I’d like to use this water for making morning coffee.
Fourth bottle was rainwater that your daughters looked on the window at night. I realized this water reflected Jesus moon light, so I'd like to cool this water for drinking at supper. Especially, fourth bottle was too heavy for me. It has enough weight for keeping friendship between you and me in the darkness.
Please be careful for your health.
From K

Reference 306
Soft Machine “Bundles” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at Southern restaurant nearby the sea in the afternoon, you named “All your Northern historical speedy saving for animal souls” that was existed for keeping friendship with today’s animals
Words:
You are female animal lover. You knew very well the fact that was caused by eating meat for many animals. It's sorrowful fact for you. So you fell in love with him who was expert at swimming in your tears. We were students who had studied with him, so we knew his beautiful figures of swimming very well. Afterwards, we knew he got gold medal at the Olympic Games. He was asked at press conference from journalist that where he will hang with gold medal. And he answered that, he will hang with it beside your cross pendant, because you know the story of Bambi that was sacrificed for piranha.

Reference 307
Aphrodite’s Child “It’s five o’clock” (1969)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me just before we start off from home to Southeast, you named “All your Northern historical heavy needs for integrating passionate fire color with sweet orange”
Words:
You are good female poet and he is good pianist. Your father is famous economist. Your relationship with him was special. He composed music based on your poems. And he played piano at night pub weekend. So we went to night pub and listened to his play.
You were always proud of his play, sitting on sofa beside us. So we couldn’t hide our jealous hearts to your hearts.
Our minds were like normal distribution, according to your father's theory. Your father will describe the cross made by vertical line and horizontal axis at first time, and will call vertical line as the number from the core of cross to both up and down, and will call right horizontal axis as the degree of happiness and left horizontal axis as the degree of pain. Finally, your father will describe two normal distributions under and over the horizontal axis. Yes, your father had known we were almost living between pains and happiness, and needed any lights in the darkness. So his play based on your poems made our minds change lower normal distribution into upper normal distribution in the brightness, like the lake reflected our hearts. Yes, your magic and waters with him was wonderful.
So, we asked you in our joke when his play finished, "How will you make a diamond for him by matching two normal distributions?" And you answered, "But it will need so much motherly tears to wash for making it be presentable." And you signed for him to play encore music called as “Endless rain”. Yes, we gave in to your word.

Reference 308
National Health “same title” (1977)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at dinner after I went home from heavy work just before sunset, you named “All my present modern bloody needs for conversation with my Gods in the night sky” that was prepared for my black waiting in the world
Words:
We'd like to demonstrate why all human hearts existed in left chests.
One night, his trump magic show took place at the theater. Many poets were sitting on left-hand seats and many scientists were sitting on right-hand seats from the sight of him. And Mary was watching his show at the back of this theater.
First, he collected many trump cards from all audiences. Second, he changed many trump cards into white doves. Third, Mary distributed white feathers to all audiences. Fourth, he changed white doves into a glass of water and he drank it off.
After the finish of his show, many poets wrote some poems by using white feathers presented from Mary and many scientists designed water purification plant by using same white feathers. But one of scientists designed nuclear bomb by using same white feather in secret and Mary knew this news on news paper after some days. Mary was surprised at this news and she decided to distribute her bloods, her powers and her tears from her left heart to human bodies. So all human hearts have existed in left chests and we can’t live without Mary’s tears.
We expect that all scientists believe in our demonstration.

Reference 309
Bakmak “Out of the blue” (1976)



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Lower right hand corner of your sapphire ring put in snows for our entering in spa, you said that ring is your long time conversations between Northern lake and the moon and sapphire is a last photon made by last peaceful coldness in our family
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I'd like to sleep after you fell asleep in our bed, according to the theory of lady first. But you couldn't fall asleep for a while, which must have been caused by your anxiety in this world. You cared about coldness of the night, coldness of the winds and coldness of the moon. So I spoke next story for you.
"How do you think what is the most beautiful demonstration in this world? He was Russian child who had lived at farm village in Soviet Union. He had grown up in fatherly severe heart and motherly hot heart in his childhood. One night, he was presented telescope from his father and he was absorbed in a telescopic view of the moon at midnight. His happiness was in Jesus moon light. So he had a dream that he would travel to the moon with his parents. And one day in the morning, he asked to his mother, what is the color of the earth, watching from the moon ground. His mother answered that perhaps it may be blue like as his intellectual minds, which was theory of his mother. And then, he knew the news that the earth was blue. This news was announced from Russian astronaut, which was well known to everyone. But this demonstration is very cold. My hot demonstration is the fact that you chose sapphire ring from any color rings at jewel shop in today’s morning.”
Yes, you could fall asleep with your beautiful smile.

Reference 310
Celeste “same title” (1976)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me when I am writing in my diary after dinner, you named “All my present modern conversation with our Gods in the night sky” that was prepared for my black waiting in our world
Words:
My father often said in my childhood that all men's life is like crossing a pass in the storm. Yes, it was truth. When I started working in my youth, I realized my severe life, so I often went to office while eating breads in my driving car in stormy morning. And I created my own world by using my pen and white papers. My mother was keeping her eyes on me tenderly. And my mother often said that her role is reflecting my crossing a pass on surface of the lake. And when I married with my wife, my minds were like standing on top of the mountain. Then my child was born and I knew motherly wonderful hearts. And my boss cared about my family life, so I was relieved from my crossing a pass. It was like going down on the mountain. And when I got old, I wrote some poems by using my pen and white papers. It was my own second creation in my old age. So I sent diamond to my mother on Mother's Day. My diamond was made by the combination of mountain and mountain reflected on the lake. But I entered my diamond in heavy case for sending to my mother, because I was afraid of heavy storm in my childhood.

Reference 311
Neil Ardley “Harmony of the Spheres” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at home after I went home from overtime work, you named “All my Northern historical working 4 sharpness created by XY=±1” that was existed between happiness and pain or keeping and saving, and that was existed for all fatherly crosses in the world
Words:
New Year's Eve night, I visited with you at underground restaurant in Japan. After waitress put cold waters on our table, I realized you needed my words. So I spoke next story to you.
"He was born in Tokyo just after World War Ⅱ had ended. So he had grown up in the darkness, but his child heart was in bright family love. His father and mother were hoping his elite course, so he had studied hard at school and he became excellent businessman. Then he had married with his beautiful lover and he presented pretty grandchild heart for his father and mother. But his work was so busy therefore his family lived at company house, parting from house of his parents. One day, he knew he lost his mother. He was surprised at this sudden news. His mother was hoping that nobody must inform her ill, because she thought this information would interrupt his work. He was depressed at all and was surrounded with the darkness, but many businessmen must experience this heart like him. He stopped working for a while and was standing at harbor in the rain. His heart was in core of cross in the darkness. Painful dark clouds were moving from left to right and only rainfall could comfort his pain. And he remembered rainbow that he had watched with his mother after rainfall in his childhood. The color of clouds at this time was all white. And he remembered he had needed both pains and happiness to his mother. But his darkness didn’t continue for long time, because he knew his wife got pregnant with his first daughter after some days.”
After my speaking, I drank off a glass of water and asked you, "Can you understand all our needs?" And you answered, “Yes, I think these are some pains and happiness.” I said, “That’s right.”

Reference 312
Patrick Moraz・Bill Bruford “Flags” (1985)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me on New Year’s Eve night, you named “All our Northern historical no error needs for any lights in winter coldness”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I realized your heart was in the darkness. So I realized my heart was in the darkness, too. Therefore I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He had grown up in motherly hot heart in his childhood. He had eaten all foods that were cooked by his mother's hands in his childhood. These were many foods made by vegetables, meats and fruits. And his hearts that love all animal lives had been grown up. So, when he reached man's estate, he decided to be vegetarian. This act was the word for his mother, that he started standing on his own legs from now onward. And he became the chief of diamond Company. All diamonds his company made have no errors, so these have same weight, same size and same figures. And he created not only some diamonds but some stars in the cosmos that have no errors about exact times for all human beings.”
After my speaking, I put diamond ring on your fourth finger. This act was the proof that has no error in our hearts.

Reference 313
Ange “Au dela du delire” (1974)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me after I went home from going away to Southeast, you named “All my past historical Southern images saved by your heart”
Words:
St. Valentine's Day night, you presented chocolate gift with your letter for me. Your word was “Please don’t worry about our darkness”. So I spoke next story beside you in our bed.
"He had grown up in working class in South Country. His life was very severe. So he had worked hard with his father. His mother had worked hard on housework, too. He felt darkness in his youth, because he had to work in painful minds. But he saw not only bad dreams but good dreams. These good dreams were his happy family life in the future. And when he reached man's estate, he had created sunflower field, being in grateful minds to his mother. As his family had a margin for the time and money, he traveled from South Country to North Country by his own ship in winter. And he fell in love with his first lover. Then he told her he decided to work on the job that saves all unfortunates by his own wisdom. So he was presented chocolate gift from her St. Valentine's Day night. I think you want to write any words on this chocolate. For example, these words are "Please don't worry about your darkness", "Please don't worry about your sin" and "Please don't worry about your lovely family". So St. Valentine's Day must be in winter, because you can't write your words on melted chocolates in South Country. This is my demonstration for you.”

Reference 314
Jon and Vangelis “Short stories” (1979)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I went home from going away to Israel, you named “All my erasing past worldwide black memories” that was prepared for saving our family
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I invited my wife and daughter to dinner. Xmas present for my daughter who has been going to elementary school was the Bible. I couldn't think of only it for her present today. After our sitting at table and waitress put glasses of cold water on our table, I started to speak next question for my daughter.
"One day, mermaid was swimming in the sea, worrying about today. Her will in her minds were made by the powers against all powers that came out from all creatures in the sea. But the powers and directions of all creature wills exist in almost infinite numbers. So her minds changed infinite powers into a few powers, like she changed infinite vectors into a few vectors in her heart. And she created a few answers against all powers in her minds. These were her wills in the sea. What is her job in the sea?”
After my daughter drank a little water, she answered, "Her job is writing poems on the sandy beach. And cosmos will is erasing her poems by waves for her writing over and over again.”
I admired her answer and her more honest heart than any adults.

Reference 315
Moraz・Bruford “Music for piano and drums” (1983)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me while watching a fiery sunset at restaurant nearby Southern sea, you called “All your Northern historical bloody heavy attack to integrate all Southern blood colors into red zone” that was prepared for our blood relationship with all black souls
Words:
Your nickname is Venus. You loved peace and your peaceful minds were made by your father and mother's will. All cosmos powers from the space make stars be globe by equal powers. It’s your father’s peaceful will. And sun's figures reflected on the lake are circle. It's your mother's peaceful will. So he invited you to safari park and presented sunglasses for you. It's his first present for you. Your sunglasses were almighty. So you knew all animal hearts have no circular figures and you knew all his pains in the darkness. And you made love with him in the hotel. Then he presented iron ring for your fourth finger. And you knew all your pains and happiness in the darkness. Your hand you drink cold waters is always left hand put iron ring on. It's contract with us who have been living like animals in the darkness.

Reference 316
Greg Lake “Greg Lake & Gary Moore” (1981)



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Upper left hand corner of oasis called “Our diamond made by escaping from your pain in rainfall and my pain in heavy works”
Words:
In Xmas morning, I presented diamond ring in cigarette case for you. You asked me why I put your diamond ring in my cigarette case. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"One day, he started off from York in England by his ship to the sea. He needed freedom above all things. His supporters were only sunshine and heavy rains, so he had to fight with rough seas and hard winds in the darkness. He had kept so many foods in his ship. But he wasn't able to know what he could eat and what he couldn't eat, because all foods were damaged by salt breeze. After he was tired out by everything, he drifted out on the beach at Island. And then, he created hexahedron house by some woods and he wrote poems that were made up of his pains from past to then. And he entered his poems in a bottle for floating to the sea. This bottle drifted ashore to the beach in New York. So we created the Statue of Liberty for all his pains.”
After my speaking, you said, "Do you want to explain that your cigarette case has the same minds as his hexahedron house that he had created first?” And I answered, “Yes, that’s right.”

Reference 317
Camel “Mirage” (1974)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at sunset after we went home with first son from family travel, you named “All my past historical primitive fatherly command to save all creature souls by 10 fingers after making our descendants prosper” that was expressed by the equation of “3/2=1.5”
Words:
In summer morning, I was eating breakfast with you and my lovely son who was going to elementary school. You are good my wife and good mother for my son. You enjoyed talking about any insects with him, while eating breakfast. Yes, he has his heart in any insects now after our going to woods for night leisure activities. Perhaps he may see that all insects need some friendship, blood relationship and any freedoms in their songs they have created. So I asked you that you buy the picture book about insects for him soon. I spent 5 dollars for buying this book. Then I went working in rainy afternoon, driving my black car. Now, my son will enter into the spirit of the book. So I wrote a song in my heart. I'd like to call this song as "My love in the darkness". The thing that made me write this song was the blood that came out from your heart.

Reference 318
Focus “Focus con Proby” (1978)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at Israelite restaurant, you named “All your Northern historical deadly prayer to clear gray zone between black memories and white future hope in home, and to get any color imaginations between black and white”
Words:
Winter night, I was talking with you in the room of Israelite hotel, while making hot soup for you. Only thing we could know was blowing from left to right outside. And you cared about rather him than Jesus. So I spoke next story to you.
"Do you know my "2 theory" in this world? He wrote novels by his wisdom, while insisting "Please give me the pain" and "Please give me the happiness" in his darkness and acting for Jesus. His hope was in happiness for all human beings, not in pain. And his motives that made him write was the winds that were blowing from left to right. So his novel started from “A plan”. But his life became severe gradually like Jesus life. He used so many alphabets for writing and described many human lives according to all his experiences. And he died young after he remained the word "All unfortunates must be saved". His life was “Z life” that was contained the core of cross. His core say, "No more the pain" and "Please give the happiness for all human beings" at the view of last line in "Z". But after his dying, typewriter and computer popularized all over the world. All users of these products say him, "Don't worry. All human will be saved by our works." So last line in "Z" is nothing in typewriter and computer words and "Z" was changed into "2" made by "0" and "1", which means that all souls will be the happiness from pain and the alive from dead. This is my “2 theory” for all human beings.”

Reference 319
Gordon Beck/Alan Holdsworth/Jeff Clyne/John Stevens “Conversation Piece―Part 1&2” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of aquarium in our home, called “All our resistance” that exist to clear all pain in our night live we had played for a few audience who consist of our friends
Words:
You were good mermaid. You fell in love with him. He was suffering for societal rules and remorse. Societal rules were made by his father's severe minds and his remorse in his heart was stealing our futures by his dark hands. But your hearts cleared all his pains like as the infinite vectors around his body were cleared by his one vector in your body. Yes, you saved him by all your hearts and minds. You will ask us why we care about you seriously. We'd like to tell, "Because you are similar to our images in the mermaid story that our mothers were reading for our sleeping in our childhood.”

Reference 320
The Stooges “same title” (1969)



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Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle I gave you after my maternity leave, called “All my congratulation on your changed heart from the cross in core of magma into the cross in core of the sun”
Words:
I was mermaid and you were merman. You were good friend for me at first time. I was working in night city.
One night in summer, you visited at night bar where I was working and you staked your life on me. You brought me to casino by your car. At this casino, there were variety men who came from different places. One man had violent heart like shark, and other man had gentle heart like dolphin. But you won any gambles against them and got much money. Then you returned to night city with me, and we enjoyed drinking with some unfortunates, spending much money you got. Yes, you stole my Ace of Hearts from my heart. So I could make love with you and could marry with you.
Next year, I got lovely son and you became good father. But you started off to the place where I don't know, because you realized my lovely son stole my heart. There was a message from you to me with my Ace of Hearts under heavy paperweight on your desk. But don't worry. I will treasure my Ace of Hearts in my left chest pocket forever.

Reference 321
Slapp Happy & Henry Cow “Desperate Straights” (1974)



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Japanese blue sky at beach where you invited me New Year’s morning and we could watch white clouds called “All your answer to me to distribute any lights to Japanese laborers first of all”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about our patriotism with you in our bed. Yes, our patriotism for our Country was bigger than others. But you didn’t know that true patriotism was hidden in Japanese history. So I spoke next story to you.
“After World War Ⅱ, he experienced some despairs and some solitudes in the darkness. But he had any hopes in Japanese futures. So he started to run washing machine maker. The person who saved him from all his pains was her. She washed all his bloods and sweats that soaked into his white shirts, by her own hands. So he could get true eyes for her love and she could get true eyes for his love. It took short time for his making love with her and for their marriage. And Japanese high speed economic growth was started by the grace of him. Then their first son was born, when everyone needed so much heat for getting so much energy. Yes, she became good mother. And Japanese big creation continued for their futures like as they followed his bloods and sweats in his busy work. Afterwards, he created many family loves and many peaces for children by the grace of his washing machines. After he got old, he rested in peace, being surrounded with his children and grandchildren. His last word for her was next. "Please wash some Japanese national flags dirtied by my bloods and sweats.”
After my speaking, I presented my cross pendant for you. You got it with your beautiful smile. Your smile was biggest Xmas present for me today.

Reference 322
Asia “Alpha” (1983)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me in airplane on the way of going English home from Southeast, you named “All your historical spiral white prayer to expand Southern happy images to the world in through your heart”
Words:
We'd like to demonstrate why education is necessary for all human beings.
One day in summer, he started off to Middle East for educating Middle East children. His job was teaching multiplication table for them. He taught it to them by his bloods and sweats, writing on blackboard under the sunshine. Their lives were "X life", because they insisted first, "No more the pain", and insisted second, "Please give the happiness” by the lack of foods. After eating some foods, they insisted third, “No more the happiness”, and insisted fourth, "Please give the pain" to study with him again. So He insisted to Mary, “Please save them by your tears”, asking why “4×5=20”. And when they mastered multiplication table completely, it rained heavily at wild ground. After it stopped to rain, he commanded them to describe 7 colors rainbow that appeared with sunshine at here. Yes, it’s their creation in three-dimensional world like as “7×9=63”. Of course, he gave 100 percent score on their describing like as “10×10=100”. This is our friendship with him, because he used Jesus bloods for marking their multiplication tables.

Reference 323
Sky “Sky2” (1980)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at Southern restaurant nearby the sea, you called “All our Northern historical treasure hunt in the sea with Southern children”
Words:
We were living in the world where we didn't care about watch in our childhood, when we knew the times by the clock our father bought and the clock our Father who lived in the church bought for our education. Our true watches were in the positions of the sun in our beliefs. So I had a hope that I want to give you my handmade watch and want to create family love with you in my youth. Yes, my dreams came true, because I could marry with you and could get our children. My first present for you was a watch that could use in any waters. But one day, your watch was broken by the reason we couldn't know. He said the reason your watch was broken would be caused by salt breeze. I was depressed and I threw your watch into the sea behind the back of you. It was the place where they would not be able to know and nobody would be able to use your watch for making some weapons. Yes, the thing that can govern your watch will be only seawater. And I decided to write song called as “My fighting spirit with salt breeze and you”.

Reference 324
Osanna “Landscape of life” (1974)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of midnight black coffee when I am writing a letter to you in winter, called “All my Northern historical primitive 1st conversation with your heart to get Milky Way in the night sky for Middle East
Words:
Mother's Day night, I presented small cross pendant for you. You wanted me to explain why I presented smaller pendant than any other pendants. But I said you, "Please wait for my explanation until 9 o'clock at night.” And just 9 o’clock, I told next story in our bed.
"He was not only good worker but good prophet. But his prophecy was secret only in my heart. He had created his body and soul in the chaos at first time. His creation was very hard and powerful, so he consumed so much energies and heats, while giving so much steam off. So much steam went up to the sky and became the rains by his motherly sunshine and will, because he dreamed any hopes in the darkness. For example, these hopes were getting white house, delicious hot foods and the heavy clothes for escaping coldness after he went outside. All his hopes were based on his desires that he wanted to get family love and any friends. Then his dreams came true. He created his family love with his wife, his father and mother. And he talked about new world until sunrise, drinking with his friends. But he worked hard with his friends for getting house, foods and clothes. Yes, work is destiny for human beings. So his blood type was A, because he thought his own wisdoms by his head, he ate foods while insisting "Please give the happiness" and he worked hard for getting some clothes while insisting "Please give the pain". But all human lives have limit. So after he got old, he rested in peace, being surrounded with his family. He rested in his grave, setting his head toward west. So his A blood body was rotated 90 degree under his motherly sunshine. And he created small cross by double A finally. I think this small cross was created for Middle East children and for dear his life. Can you understand?”
After my speaking, you answered, "Yes, and I'd like to tell you that I am expecting our first child in my inside.” Yes, I gave in to your word.

Reference 325
Eddie Jobson “Zinc・The Green Album” (1983)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in airplane on the way of going to Hawaii, you named “All our time trip from heaviness to lightness” followed by your words “I think all space room is like air resistance. So all light speeds in cosmos will be changed from acceleration to deceleration and the earth will be saved by any lights finally”
Words:
I decided to part from you for a while. There were a few reasons in our parting. Perhaps it may be caused by today. But most important reason was that I couldn’t drink seawater in your mind.
My work was making space station in my mind. I believed in Apollo, because he got all waters for human beings who have lived from past to now. His bloods are like the airs that had surrounded the earth long time ago. He had created heaven and earth by his bloods and sweats. He got so much energy and changed his energies into the steams. All steams went up to the sky and created the clouds and rains. Rains created the lake and the sea. So he is father for all creatures. And I want to believe in Darwin. So I'd like to treasure a human life presented from Apollo. And our works are creating space station on the moon ground. There is no water but there is only our will on the moon ground. So our word is only one word as "Please give the waters for Middle East".
One night when I remembered the news that Apollo arrived on the moon, you said to me, "There is most important water that you must drink." So I responded, "Sorry, I can't drink your water. Please send it to the moon.” But I was surprised at your next words.
"Now, our son has his heart in cyclone separator he had created under the moonlight. His cyclone separator can make some materials that were needed for us. After he finished creating cyclone separator, I brought a glass of water for him and said, "I appreciate that you are very fatigued.” And he responded, “Sorry, mum. Please send it to the moon.”
Yes, your words have enough energy for getting your water again.

Reference 326
Jethro Tull “A” (1980)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of stout you poured for me at home dinner, called his word “What is black hole?” that was kept for my explanation of longtime heaviness in the earth
Words:
One night in June, I created one plan for my family love. First, I held the party that I could eat apple pie with you and my lovely son. Yes, we enjoyed in this party. But my true purpose was in travel to the hotel in the mountain in summer. We enjoyed in swimming in the afternoon and enjoyed in taking some insects in the night woods nearby the hotel. My son had his heart in having a beetle in our room. So I bought watermelon and sliced it off for a beetle. He loved a beetle and brought a beetle up by his hands. But after a few days, he cared about low body in the spirits of beetle. And then, he realized a beetle had died. He was disappointed at this truth. But he got good at his swimming in the pool under the sunshine, according to my expecting.
And one night in September, I brought him to woods with you by my driving a car. There were many insects that were singing to dark sky. Yes, he understood that all insect souls were saved by God’s will and a beetle must have been saved, too.
Tomorrow morning, you presented the Bible for him. After some days, I heard a rumor that he lent the Bible for his girl friend and ate an apple with her. I asked him whether was truth or not about a rumor. And he answered that it was truth but he ate an apple taken from tree by his hands, not an apple fallen on the ground by father's will. He said that's because some apples fallen on the ground would be used for saving many insects. Yes, my plan was succeeded by the grace of your help.

Reference 327
John Wetton “Caught in the Crossfire” (1980)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at summer beach under the sun, you named “All your infinite colorful letters” that was prepared for sending to all laborers who are suffering for heavy works in the world
Words:
We want to demonstrate why sky is light blue.
He and she are good swimmers. One day in June, he started to create swimming pool with some laborers by bloods and sweats nearby the sea. Her challenge to him was fighting with some blue-collars who were friends with him. So she requested him that some white-collars fight with some blue-collars in swimming race that she had planed. It was the game 5 white-collars vs. 5 blue-collars. But it rained in many days. So all white-collars practiced swimming in indoor pool, while all blue-collars were creating the pool in the rain.
One day in July, he finished creating swimming pool and he held the competition where he counted swimming times by stopwatch each of the white-collars and blue-collars.
Tomorrow morning, he announced the result to public. Result was even. But his stopwatch counted shorter times in the swimming of blue-collars than white-collars accurately. Did he lie? No, he didn't. That's because, all darkness couldn’t see the watch, so he could believe only her pulse beat for counting the swimming times of blue-collars in the night room with her. It was his friendship with all blue-collars.
When blue was mixed in white, light blue was created. It’s the reason why sky is light blue.

Reference 328
Jan Akkerman & Thijs Van Leer “Focus” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of cider bottle, you named “Northern Far Western historical mellow apple that was taken nearby Aegean Sea and that raising sun was reflected on”
Words:
I’d like to tell you next story.
One day in January, he and she run away from their each homes to North Country, against Father's heavy rules. He met with her nearby the lake for the first time. And he built cabin made by woods to live with her in the snows. Yes, they lost motherly heat and suffered for the heaviness of the snowfall. They had to feel pain for casting heavy snows away every morning. They thought they would better return to their homes. So that heavy snows were first wall for them. But he could clear the wall, because he could clear all pains by his powers in her inside. Then he became good father and she became good mother. They could create family love in next year. If there was no wall, all human beings wouldn’t be able to live. So the wall in this story is last present in my minds for you.

Reference 329
Joy Division “Closer” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me after I went home with you from night city on Xmas Eve night, you named “All our black waiting to get historical sun next morning”
Words:
He is good friend who have liked gambles until now.
He was presented a handmade pencil from his father and was presented some writing papers from his mother. And he wrote some poems in this cold world. But his father created fireplace for his writings. So he tried to study the framework of slot machine and understood the mechanism of slot machine. Then he went to night casino where many animals were playing to win. There were any poor like us in many animals. We were looking at his beautiful play at night casino. And he won on slot machine and got so much money. Yes, he gave us some money, because his purpose was saving unfortunates like us. We believed the close of our world, and our friends believed the same thing, too. But we understood it was our mistake. And he believed we would use moneys for our happy lives, though we used all moneys for creating church bells in our town. It was his mistake, which made us start to drink with him all night long.

Reference 330
Josef K “The only fun in town” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me when I went home from my playing in night city, you named “All my Northern historical painful rainy critical lifestyle” that was existed for saving laborers by the power of any colors in night city and by the power of dreams and hopes in their home
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about only the darkness in this world. So I spoke next story in our bed.
"He was good farmer in his youth. He was living in farm village with his wife. His work was very severer. He had to work hard by his bloods and sweats not only under the sunshine but in the heavy rain. Especially, He felt the pain for rains on stormy day, which was like as he was crucified with infinity crosses. So he cleared his pain by using his power in her inside in night room. But he got children by the grace of all his pains and he had created family love with her.
And when he got old, he selected second work as handmade umbrella shop in night city. His umbrella saved many people from heavy rains. All people who visited at his shop and bought his umbrella were using his umbrella while talking about their happiness in the future with a lover under colorful umbrellas. Afterwards, his umbrellas were expanded all over the world, so he created so much happiness for any lovers. And he rested in peace that we prepared for him in the darkness.”
After my speaking, it started to snow outside. And I said you while looking at snowfall, "Let's go home by taxi from now on. I'd like to eat hot foods cooked by mother with you tomorrow morning.”

Reference 331
Mauro Pagani “same title” (1978)



Image:
The sea nearby Christ the Redeemer under the sunshine, called “Historical wildness to save your heart with all past believers”
Words:
One day in October, the countdown for our debut was started by him who had been our manager. It took 10 months for our debut. My contract with him was throwing my cross pendant away with your cross pendant to the sea. He said, our cross pendants had to know all souls that had existed from past to now, for our playing music. And we created our own songs with him.
One day in August when it had passed 10 months after I threw my cross pendant away with you, our first album was released and our concert tour was started. We played our music hard by our bloods and sweats in the summer night.
And after we succeeded in our tour and went back to our hometown, I was presented two cross pendants from my father and mother. One pendant was prepared for you and other was prepared for me. My happiness made me forget the truth that my father has been good friend with him present day.

Reference 332
Badlands “same-title” (1989)



Image:
Southern sea called “All his Northern blood saved by your heart”
Words:
Monday night, I was smoking while watching the moon of the window in our bed. I was scheduled to go my concert tour from the day after tomorrow, so this night was important for us. And you said my smokes stung your eyes. So I spoke next story for you.
"He was good astronaut. But his home was farm village. He thought he wanted to save village people in his youth. And he thought his best job was giving any waters for them. So he studied hard, leaving his home. And when he became excellent astronaut, he traveled from the earth to the cosmos. His plan was smoking in the spaceship in the cosmos. His desire had come true. But our souls were all rocks that had existed in the cosmos for long time. His smokes were very heavy for us. So our souls were gravitated to his smoke. Then he returned to the earth, leaving his cigarette in the cosmos. But so many rocks were gravitated to his cigarette and so many rocks crushed, surrounding his cigarette with some heats, which created second moon. This happening surprised village people, so they created the church by their bloods and sweats while praying for God. It rained heavily after this time. His plan was succeeded and he could save village people by his own way.”
After my speaking, I said, "Tomorrow is Tuesday and day after tomorrow is Wednesday. Perhaps it may rain the day after tomorrow, when I am going to start to play night concert. For what will you use rainwater I will create?” And you responded, "I'd like to use rainwater for saving Middle East." Yes, your word was very heavy. Perhaps I won't be able to leave your word from my heart for a while. So I decided to elect you as my mate for my tour.

Reference 333
Mr. Big “same title” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock called “Good coldness to talk about anything in the heaviness with you who care about inflation and deflation in the world where our strong wills exist in to save all family love”
Words:
Now, many advanced countries were in crisis against all family love by the capital development. Any laborers in farm village go out to capital to find a job, because it is difficult for them to get enough money for their lives. So they go out to capital after telling words for parting to their father and mother. We think it is so bad for family love all over the world. We’d like to demonstrate for this logic by next story in our dreams.
“One day, Olympic game took place in North Country. He was swimming racer who came from developing country. And other racers came from advanced countries. His purpose for fighting on this Olympic was the appeal to his lover and the making family love with his lover and his father and mother. But the purposes of other racers were winning on Olympic race for their patriotism. Everyone expected the win of racer who came from advanced country. But result was the win of him, because he had enough energy for swimming in icy water. This icy water was made by ices and waters. All ices were taken by our labors in North Country and all waters were taken from rains at that time.”

Reference 334
Chemical Brothers “Born in the Echoes” (2015)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from a cup of black coffee my friend made in my overtime work just before sunrise, you named your joke “Please drink before it will be cold”
Words:
I was presented black pen from my father and mother on my birthday in my youth. So I decided to become a writer. But my purpose that made me write some poems was the peace all over the world and the presentation of rainy day. So the day when I write poems is always rainy. I don't know whether rain makes me write or I make the sky rainy. So I met with you rainy day and I could know your body and soul soon. Then I created our family with you.
After our first child was born, I had discussed about his name for long time. And we chose good name for him before sunset.
Next day in the morning, I put my black pen on my chest pocket for submitting his birth certificate to registry office. And when I was going to go out from our home, I met with you who went home. You said you finished submitting and you used white pen that was presented from your father and mother on your birthday. Your act shocked me.
At this night, I saw bad dream that my black pen was going to bury in desert gradually and my black pen was denied by the people who are living all over the world. But sunshine made me forget all bad dreams.
I will experience many things for our child from now on. But I'd like to believe in truth that rainy day won’t be faded away.

Reference 335
Matchbox 20 “Yourself or someone like you” (1996)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured for you 12 o’clock Xmas midnight, I named “All my congratulations on your recovery of the hotness”
Words:
I am running watch shop and you are an assistant to my shop. All watches we sell are handmade watches that my boss made. You insist that all labors must be equal to value of labor forces. If labor overtakes value of labor force, capitalist will get surplus value though laborer will waste his labor force, which is so bad for all laborers. So he doesn't work hard and he makes watches when he wanted to make. And all watches he made were goods for only women, because men’s watches made laborers work hard.
One day in winter, we knew the end of the Cold War. I thought you might be disappointed at anything.
After some days passed, a gentleman visited at our shop and said he wanted watch for his mass production model. Yes, your heart was injured but I handed new watch to him. This watch was your most favorite. So you took limit at this night and you planed your idea in the darkness. Your plan was taking watch back to your hand. So you became his friend and said him that you wanted a watch on your birthday. So he presented you a watch that I handed him before. Yes, you were relieved at all.
White Xmas Eve night, I held Xmas party with you. And you were surprised at his presence. You knew for the first time, that he was my boss. You said him, “Thank you for your hot heart.” But the secret for you is that money I handed to him was so expensive. The value of this money was equal to the value of your growing up.

Reference 336
Scatman John “Scatman’s World” (1996)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home before I start off to Southeast, called “All my good expectation for your joyful cries when you will know southeastern economic growth”
Words:
New Year's Eve night, you cared about rather Middle East than your hope in New Year in my bed. So I spoke next story to you.
“He is Russian shot-putter who has exceptional labor power. He was practiced his body and soul by his father's heavy rules in his youth. The thing that made him do practice was patriotism and giving many fruits for his Country. So it rained heavily at the time when he was practiced heavily. His desire was creating new world for his Country. And after he became shot-putter, he took part in nationwide game. His exercise for shot put game was 5 days. And 6th day, shot put game took place at the same time when you started to write some poems. The numbers of your words on your writing paper were equal to the numbers of his shot puts from past to now. But when he was putting last shot, your water ink was lost completely. Your last word was "Please save Middle East from lack of water". But you showed him your poems after game over. And he understood your last word soon, because he had special ability that could see unseen words in the darkness. So he sent his premium for winning to Middle East for saving from lack of water.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Can you understand my word at now?" And I answered, "Yes, I understood that your word was hidden in your tears in the darkness.”

Reference 337
Genesis “Seconds out” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of daytime black coffee you made, called “All my dispersion in through the your heart” that was prepared for my forgetting all painful night in the North
Words:
Dear my girl friend
I heard a rumor that you are living in North Country for searching the truth in this world. But don’t worry about anything. I need your honesty.
For example, I'd like to tell next story about him. He was born in South Country where we have lived until now. His father was laborer and worked hard everyday in our hometown. His mother helped his father by broad-minded power in her inside. And he was born in family love. Then he grew up in their hot hearts. But he had doubted the world when he was in his youth, because all people in our town were working hard everyday though they were never saved by something. So he decided to work hard like his father and created his body and soul by his own way. His purpose for his hard work was giving rains for us. According to his expecting, we were saved by heavy rains. His heart was saved, too, because our pains were his pains. And next, he traveled from our hometown to North Country for his getting true freedom. And he met with her in heavy snowfall. The life they experienced was very severe but they created their family love after their child was born. His next hope was returning to our hometown and enjoying dinner time with us in summer. Yes, we made his dream come true. We prepared hot dinner with his mother, and his father gave us some money for cooking. So I wanted to say you “Don’t worry.”
I am writing this letter in night train for meeting with you again, because I always need black cross now, like his first step.
From J. Johnson

Reference 338
Jack Johnson “In between dreams” (2005)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called “All my wills with your message in through the sun when I am going away from home for my work”
Words:
He was born in South Country. He was grown up by his father's severe heart and mother's hot heart. His father's hope was that he would grow up to be a man who could save all over the world. So he studied hard. His favorite food was apple pie that his mother made. His power was made by many apples, because he thought he wanted to thank to his mother someday by his own way. So he went out from South Country to North Country with his girl friend in his youth. And he created big clock tower and factory for making many gold coins. So, many people gathered around big clock tower and worked with him. Their work was making many clothes, cooking some foods and building any houses by woods. So they could create society where many people could live, could work and could be saved. Big clock tower and gold coins created new value, because they worked with diligence, according to the limits that clock made, and for getting some moneys.
And when he got first child and got much money, he returned to South Country where his parents have lived, with his child and his wife who had been his girl friend in his youth. And he presented cross pendant to his mother, using some money. His act would be most peaceful heart in the world.
So we’d like to say to boys and girls.
"You must be a human who give any thanks for your mother in the future.”

Core Word:
Historical motherly core heart in the rain

Reference 339
U2 “How to dismantle an atomic bomb” (2004)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of cold water called “All your need for the revival of my past wild hearts”
Words:
My Xmas memory was great.
Xmas Eve night, I run away from my home to night city with you, because we were tired of this Country at all. We went to his trump magic show at first time, needing his help in this cold world. He changed our trumps into waters, white doves and fires. Yes, all we wanted was hotness that comes out from some heats. But we knew danger of heats, because we had learned in our childhood that danger heats were come from molecular vibrations. So we were afraid of all vibrations and shakes.
After his trump magic show was finished, he brought us to tumble-down building by using cab. He said to us that this place was our room. Only thing that could save us was moonlight. He made hot soup for us by using solid fuel. But we couldn't eat hot soup, because our soups were too hot. He said we must wait ten minutes for starting to eat hot soup. So we had to suffer for some vibrations and shakes. Some leaves and fires were trembling in the darkness. Cold winds were breathing and our bodies were shaking in the coldness. And when we took limits by all of fears, some spotlights lighted on us. We could see any shadows. They were our friends and they said, "Marry Christmas! Your father and mother will run to here soon." Then they held Xmas party for us, eating hot foods that were brought by their hands.
Yes, we won't care about some vibrations and shakes any more, but we cared that the money my father paid for this party was so expensive.

Reference 340
Hurricane #1 “same title” (1997)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee after we ate "Left apple pie”, searching true peace in the moon light
Words:
White Xmas Eve night, I knew your body and soul in my bed. We had known there were two times of choice for our making love. One time was Xmas Eve night, and other time was night of the day when we swore forever love in June. But we chose Xmas Eve night. Perhaps it may be caused by our left minds. And I fell asleep deeply.
After about ten months had passed, we got our first child in October. Our first surprise was lovely baby hands like as maple in autumn. So we traveled to Japan with our baby and visited at Japanese temple in Kyoto. We won't be able to forget beautiful red leaves at that time forever. And we met with him for the first time. He brought our fathers and mothers to this place. Then he photographed our smiles under the sunshine. And we shook hands each other. Yes, I felt most fortunate heart at this place. So I wanted to say him, “This time must be truth, not dream.”

Reference 341
Phlox “Rebimine + Voltimine” (2007)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of mixed juice you gave me after you stirred by your iron spoon when I visited at your home, called your word “Please drink soon before it will be rotten”
Words:
One day in summer, I cared about argument between my father and mother in my home. I thought background of this argument was in some heats and some heaviness. Finally, my mother threw glass to my father and glass was broken everywhere. When I saw a piece of broken glass nearby me, I understood all mysteries were existed in broken glass. So I decided to travel to Japanese sea with you.
Sitting on Japanese sandy beach where nobody was, we talked about anything under the sunshine. And I said you, "Now, Japan is most peaceful Country all over the world. But Japanese history had been in trouble. There were civil wars in the Warring State Period and there was dispatch of troops overseas by expansionism. And so many people were in so many risks. But they purchased the peace with bloods and sweats after World War Ⅱ.” And you responded to me, "It's like cosmos history. There were so many collisions between many materials and energy conditions were gone up in the cosmos. And many high energy materials rotated around the core and the Big Bang was occurred by the centrifugal force. And then, peaceful cosmos was created naturally.”
Yes, I could solve one mystery in my minds and I could create my thought in the world by the grace of you. So I decided to go home with you.
When I went home, my mother was washing some dishes, giving me the back at kitchen. I said, "Hello, Mom! I'm home!" And my mother answered, "Oh, hello." So I added next words, “That’s all right. Please don’t throw a glass again.”

Reference 342
Toad the Wet Sprocket “Fear” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle called "My escape from tired spirits” that was prepared for getting blue dream from my son
Words:
You were running seaside hotel called as "Moonlight hotel", where is our paradise. But this hotel may be existed in only my minds.
One day in summer, you brought me to this hotel with our lovely son by your driving black car. Your driving was seriously. Yes, failure would not be allowed for you. Our period for living at this hotel was six days. We played swimming in the pool under the sunshine in the afternoon and played some games at recreational room in the night. After playing games, I watched your targeting practices by your rifle in the dark room. Your purpose was creating the solar system by shooting circular targets in six days. You spent all your bloods and many materials that had existed at this place. My lovely son was watching your figures curiously. And we succeeded in creating our family love.
Xmas Eve night in this year, you brought me to this hotel with our son by your driving black car again. But my moonlight hotel was changed into ruins. Yes, I understood this was your plan. We realized our son was disappointed at this view. But we could watch snowfall in our black car on our way to go home. And you held Xmas party for us and we enjoyed at home. Your words will be secrets for our son until we get old. And we could see his lovely sleeping face at midnight. You said his dreams would be secrets for us until tomorrow morning.

Reference 343
Kate Bush “Aerial” (2005)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in our home after dinner, you named “All Northern historical patriotic command to work in next morning by the power of my body that will be changed from heaviness into lightness”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I wrote petition for my long vacation to my boss by typewriter that was presented from my mother. You asked me, for what I wrote petition, so I answered I wrote for our family vacation. And I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He was beautiful poet who had lived in Russia. He had conservative minds, so he treasured family love above all things. He had been grown up in farm village nearby the church. He had known all pains of farmers who worked heavy everyday. So he wrote poems by right hand in the church. He sometimes remembered white doves that he had watched with his mother in his childhood. So his hope was getting peaces for all farmers. But after the Russian Revolution, something had changed by degrees in his minds, because all farmers had not much opportunity to pray for God in the church. Yes, the reasons would be in their getting high status in the Soviet Union. Then some farmers said they didn't need the church any more. Just before the church was broken up by the policy in the Soviet Union, he prayed for God and said last word to God. His last word was next. "I got both white wings in the coldness.” And he decided to stop writing poems forever.”
After my speaking, I said you, "I'd like to present white typewriter for you in tomorrow morning before our lunch time.” And you responded, “Thanks for your kindness in the coldness.”

Reference 344
Emerson, Lake & Powell “same title” (1986)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of Japanese sake called “The equilibriums between historical various rainfalls and our expanding wildness saved by your heart”
Words:
Do you know next story?
He was good chief of plumbers who had worked as water service in Japanese high speed economic growth. His works were very severe. He worked hard not only under the sunshine but under the moonlight everyday. The powers that made him work heavily were patriotism and his heart for saving his family.
And when he got old and reached the age of forced retirement, he decided to finish all his works. And he remembered the times when he had enjoyed with his family under the sunshine in his childhood. And he remembered the times when he had worked hard every night under the moonlight after his wife got pregnant his first child. So he went to his habitual night bar and told next jokes to mama.
"Tomorrow morning, I will try to travel to Sunshine Country where I had enjoyed in family love. In this Country, there will be many laborers who are playing with their families in the pool. I’d like to help their smiles for my deadly life.”

Reference 345
The Christians “Colour” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle, called “Your middle acceptance” that was prepared for my painful rainy joy with our friends until next total eclipse of the sun
Words:
I’d like to tell next story to all young.
She was Japanese female elementary school teacher who had reached 60 years old. Her husband was astronomer who had studied about the moon. So, all boys and girls in her class believed that a rabbit were living in the moon ground.
One day in summer, she brought a rabbit to garden at her school. All boys and girls were fascinated with a pretty rabbit under the sunshine. Yes, she had created hot hearts for all boys and girls.
One day in winter, the day when she retired by forced retirement was come. She spoke a story to boys and girls for her last lecture. It was the story that a rabbit was sacrificed for any tigers in African grassland. All boys and girls cried in this story and it had rained heavily in six days. Yes, she had created cold hearts for all boys and girls.
So I want all young to count her working period. You may answer these are 37 or 38 years. But it's your error. True answer is only six days, because rainy six days had created all their bodies and souls for their futures like our bodies and souls.

Reference 346
Fatima Rainey “Love is a wonderful thing” (1997)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of water called “All your maximum pain in through the your past pain and the your Today’s free” that was prepared for my night acts after eating dinner
Words:
I am living with you in North Country. We got first child in winter. So I went to his office at night for my job hunting and for searching my own way.
Interview for my employment was done in dark room at his office. There was a desk for my sitting on chair in front of his sitting on chair. And there were two lamps on desk. Left lamp and right lamp, his eyes and my eyes were making the cross in dark room. His eyes were shining and reflecting two lights like as fires. He said interview was one question for me and said next hints for my answer.
"My heart is living in moonlight and your heart is living in dream.”
"Your left lamp is the sun that is our body, your love, pain for you, and happiness for me.”
"Your right lamp is the earth that is our soul, your peace, happiness for you and pain for me.”
Then he switched my right lamp off and asked, “What will you do next for your right lamp?”
I had been in trouble with his question for a while. But I found out my own answer in the darkness and said, "I'd like to fight for getting peace, because I can’t love my wife who has one eye.”
He responded, "Yes, I understood.” And interview for my employment was finished.
In next Monday morning, acceptance was sent from him to me with some roses.

Reference 347
The Shamen “Boss Drum” (1992)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of your handmade iron ring called “My best angle that can see it and can't see Saturn’s rings where my home exist in infinite dimensional world after you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick in my bed” that can be brought only by moonlight in the darkness
Words:
Present day, Sisters who marry with their boy friends are increasing by degrees. We think it is able to relate with expansion of the sun. Yes, you may be able to understand on the whole. But we’d like to demonstrate this phenomenon by next story.
"She was Sister who cared about Middle East everyday. So she went to his restaurant called as "Moonlight restaurant", where he started to run in North Country before a few days. When she looked at his eyes for the first time, she understood he would become her fiance in the future. He had the same mind as her mind, too. His oath for marriage with her was saving Middle East refugees in the future. So after their marriage, he worked hard with her and had created chain store in many cities, spending ten years. Yes, so many family loves were created by the grace of him and her. Then their first child was born and they invited their fathers and mothers to their restaurant nearby their homes, when the sun has continued to expand.
And when they got old, he rested in peace, spending all his body and soul. His last word to her was "Please send all profits to Middle East". So she thought her remained work was saving Middle East by their profits and she wrote next epitaph on his grave, “Rest in peace with Middle East souls under the sunshine.”
This is our demonstration that can be created by only our left hands.

Reference 348
Swing Out Sister “It’s better to travel” (1987)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle, called “My last one acceptance to your heart” that was prepared for watching a total eclipse of the sun with you
Words:
You are living in your home Country and I am living in North Country. Your work is oil painting and my work is running stock farm for making milks. The reason why I moved to North Country may be caused by his left minds. He is president of North Country where our hearts have existed in. But I don’t like his extreme left and Red hearts. Almost village people in North Country had peaceful minds like us, though he had revolutionary minds for his policy.
I know you had extreme conservative minds. Your paintings are always the pictures of your family love. For example, these are your father and mother's figures. But almost people who are living in home Country were working in common minds for searching their happiness.
Yes, you created two normal distributions in your cross with him. Left normal distribution was made by his powers for saving all our pains in North Country and right normal distribution was made by your powers for saving all their happiness in home Country.
One day, the presidential election took place in North Country. His campaign promise was mystery for me, because I don't watch television that reports some bad news everyday. My expectation was his loss. Perhaps it may be caused by my hopeless minds.
But result was his being elected. At this night when full moon was shining, you invited me to your home Country. Night city you invited me was in fever. And you reported his two campaign promises to me. One promise was the practice of trade that milks are exported from North Country to home Country and whiskeys are imported from home Country to North Country. And other promise was exhibiting your picture to home Country. Your describing was picture that baby Jesus are drinking Mary's milk from her left breast. It was most beautiful picture in this world, so I could clear up my misunderstanding about his minds by the grace of you.

Reference 349
Crosstide “Life as a spectator” (2005)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of hot whiskey you gave me, called “All our Northern night friendship at the place where we can watch new moon” that was prepared for our dispersing lonely wild hearts from core of magma, and for saving all Southern souls
Words:
I am singer-songwriter who has been living in downtown and you are young chief of the village surrounded with mountains. I had grown up in waters and you had grown up under the sunshine. When you had visited in the village for the first time, all village people received you in their hot hearts. Your password for their accepting your minds was "Is there a white feather of angel in your hearts?" Then you wrote some hopes on white papers by white feather with village people at the top of the mountain.
You had medium-sized body and had handsome looks, so you were elected as the chief of the village. Your policy that all village people agreed with was your coming to my downtown and saving our hearts by your hands.
My encounter with you was the time when you finished creating any neon lights in our town. So I could talk about some grief with you. And I said my password to you in our bed for making love with you, "Is there a white feather of angel in Middle East?” And you answered, “Yes, there is. Let’s fly to Middle East tomorrow morning.”

Reference 350
Melissa Etheridge “Brave and Crazy” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of smoke that came out from your cigarette put between your left fingers, called “Your conservative faith in my sorrow” that we should not make invisible crosses any more after first total eclipse of the sun
Words:
What are the most important two words in this world? We think these are the words that God and Mary had created.
A long time ago, many farmers had worked by their bloods and sweats in farm village under the sunshine. They had believed in the sun. But they had not been able to see the sun for long time by their eyes, because the person who had created their eyes was God. So they closed eyes toward the sunshine and saw their red bloods reflected on their eyelids. And they realized next word from Mary. "My hearts were in red blood like you.” This is left word that Mary had created.
Afterwards, telescopes had been developed by civilization and they had known there were many black spots in the sun, when many painful wars had been happened. They asked to the sun why all human beings must suffer for the war. And the sun answered, "All mistakes that you had created by civilization must be solved only by your civilization.” This is right word that Mary had created.
But we think everybody won't be able to see the sun for long time by their eyes forever, because the sun they saw in Hiroshima was the dazzling sun for them.

Reference 351
Buggles “The age of plastic” (1980)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of ruby ring you presented me in the mountain nearby the lake at high noon, which was your word “I can’t endure the coldness of mellow apple any more”
Words:
We are elementary school teachers. I am teaching national language and you are teaching mathematics at our school. And he is teacher of physical training. We respected him, because he was our senior who had graduated at same school.
One day in winter, we realized two kids started to have some minds that were caused by the world. One boy had minds that make some problems solve by your mathematics and other girl had minds that make some problems solve by my national language. But I knew almost kids like his physical trainings under the sunshine, not our teachings. That's the way it goes. So we taught our subjects with diligence to two kids who had some problems in their minds. They studied with diligence, too. Then we knew they put on silver edge eyeglasses.
And one day in summer, they fell in first love with each other when he was teaching them how to swim in the pool under the sunshine. Of course, they put off their silver edge eyeglasses into their bag.
And one day in autumn, we heard a rumor from Father that they exchanged their silver edge eyeglasses each other in the church, before their graduation ceremony.
At graduation ceremony, one boy said to one girl, "I wish I meet you again." And one girl responded to one boy, “I wish the same, too.”
This is the reason why we decided to put off eyeglasses when we are living in outside.

Reference 352
Enya “Watermark” (1988)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of seawater named “Historical combination between the North and the South” that was created by sunrays, wax and wane for our short night in the heaviness
Words:
We'd like to demonstrate why all human hearts are existed in left by next story.
There were Southern Island where many unfortunates had been living and Northern Island where Messiah and many Christians had been living. We were living in Northern Island, so we wrote some poems and sent next massage in a bottle to the sea. "There are many unfortunates in Southern Island. Please save them." Capital letters "T" and "P" in our massage meant high waves and other small letters in our massage meant low waves in our hearts. So, all our hearts are waves from left to right.
Then we could see the black ship that Messiah and some Christians were ridding on in the storm. Storm created so many high waves in the sea. Yes, we realized all sea waves had been supported in our hearts. The saving that Messiah had planed was inviting all unfortunates to Northern Island by black ship. And Messiah succeeded in saving them on the peaceful sea waves.
Then he rested in peace, spending all his bloods and sweats like as Jesus was crucified. So his cross was moved to right and stopped at the left of the center of gravity from the sight in our grateful thanks to him, and we decided to believe in his left heart for our blood relationship.
This is our demonstration that came out from only coldness.

Reference 353
Enigma “MCMXC a. D.” (1990)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of steam that came out from morning coffee after the dream that made me care about something, you named “Our church bell to create invisible cross made by normal distribution and rain drop after all human equality had been established”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about something without talking with me in our bed in our hometown. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is good businessman who had grown up by his father's severe hearts and mother's hot hearts in farm village. All his powers were born against all powers that surrounded him. He got happiness when he could clear up some powers by his own powers. It was his will for living in his futures. There were so many people who had the same will as his will. Their wills are like all creature wills and plant wills in the world. So he tried to expand his will like some creatures. It was easy for him to expand his will to the world, because he had strong powers that had been practiced in farm village. All his powers create steams and clouds in the sky with all creatures. And some rains create night city between farm village and business streets. Friday night in June, many people visited in night city from farm village and business streets. Yes, he created normal distribution that many couples were born in the waters. It is like the happy oasis in desert area though it is too big oasis for our talking about anything. So I invited you to hometown, not to night city. Our minds are like a rain drop that normal distribution was reflected on the lake. It is smallest water created by our minds and our friends with your tears. Perhaps he may not be able to care about our rain drop. But there was only the way he can care about our rain drop.”
After my speaking, I put a ruby ring on your fourth finger and said, “I think he will look at this with some smiles.”

Reference 354
Nilsson “Aerial Ballet” (1968)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee, called “My first acceptance to your heart” that was prepared for making your eyes adapt to brightness and telling all my hope of our Milky Way to you in the period of next total eclipse of the sun
Words:
New Year's Eve night, I was talking about all our hopes in our bed at Japanese hotel. My purpose that I visited in Japan was watching true first sunrise of the year with you. And I spoke next dream that I had experienced at Xmas Eve night in my Home Country.
"I was Japanese astronaut in my dream. I hoped the peace all over the world. I worked hard for my Country and for my patriotism. The Company I had been belonging was called as "Moonlight Company". So I sometimes stayed at "Kapsel hotel" in Japan. I dreamed anything at this hotel. My spaceship drove out all my evil thoughts and all my useless materials, and my speed in the space approached the speed of all lights in the cosmos. And I had created happy family with you in the earth where was existed in beautiful views.”
After my speaking, I took a capsule and said, “I’d like to see beautiful sunrise with you tomorrow morning. Good night.” And I slept deeply. But I had overslept myself, so I couldn't see first sunrise with you. And I found your next note on the table beside our bed. "First sunrise was beautiful. I am waiting at restaurant for our breakfast.”

Reference 355
Scalaland “Breathing down the neck of meaning” (1995)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee in the afternoon, called “Our Northern historical peaceful white friendship saved by night stars” that your wild heart has been existed in
Words:
You are good Russian poet who had grown up in the water with him. You believed in his soul, so you couldn't believe in any other things. But you know he treasure child minds above all things. So you dreamed on space developments in Russia, like as children all over the world. Your hope is that the President of Russia will shake hands with the President of America at first time and Russian scientists will work with American scientists for space developments at next time. Yes, you hope Russian astronauts will shake hands with little green men someday in the future. You will believe in your next religion at that time, because there will be any suns in your minds like as many suns are existed in the cosmos. But it is the time when you must forget his hearts and forget all pains in the earth from past to now. And you will be good mother who was given any heats from any suns. Please send us a letter in your happiness at that time in the future.

Reference 356
Yes “Relayer” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white vase called “Your unseen red heart” that was prepared for my thorns of red roses after my overtime work
Words:
My nickname is Jesus. I'd like to explain to you why I was called as “Jesus” from my friends by next story.
I had grown up in farm village at the top of the mountain. And I was running pension called as "Moonlight" with my friends in my youth. I had respected chief of our village, because he had created not only our policy but so many policy of the city where existed at the foot of the mountain.
One day, we decided to move from the top of the mountain to the foot of the mountain by the policy of our chief, because we had hoped beautiful life in the city at the foot of the mountain. We gathered our luggage and picked up our luggage on some carts. Our works were easy, because our works were rolling some carts on the downhill.
Then our happy lives started in the city. We enjoyed some relaxations in the city. For example, these were swimming in the pool and eating some foods under the sunshine. But our happiness was not continued for long time, because many unknown shadows came up to our city. These were some powers and many wars that could not be solved by our hands. Our painful lives were continued by unknown shadows. So I insisted to our chief that we must go back to our home village. But my insistence was denied by the will of our chief. So I decided to go back to our home village by myself in winter. I tried to climb on the mountain road in the heavy winds, the heavy storm and the heavy snowfall, using all my bloods. But I fell down on the side of the hill and my consciousness was surrounded by darkness.
When I recovered my consciousness, I noticed I was laid on the bed and I was surrounded with my friends who had warm hearts and handed red roses.
Afterwards, I have been called as “Jesus” until now.

Reference 357
Arab Strap “The last romance” (2005)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of ruby ring in desert, called “All your needs for my heat and water in decreasing pain under the sun”
Words:
He is the best one in our minds.
He had been grown up by his father's severe hearts and mother's warm hearts. He had been living in farm village at the foot of the mountain in his happy childhood. But his Home Country was in occupation under German policy. So, military factories were built one after another nearby his farm village. And so many people moved to the places where were existed nearby his farm village, and they worked under German policy. His father said they cannot help their doing it because it is the natural rules. So he decided to move from his farm village to seaside village with her in his youth. And he lived with her at small cabin and wrote some poems in his solitude. His poems always needed friendship with us, which were always in his dreams and anxieties.
But don't worry. We are all his friends. All our wives are putting ruby rings and heaviness of these ruby rings are in critical region of normal distribution in West Germany.

Reference 358
Klaus Schulze “Body Love” (1977)



Image:
Black Sea that night city was reflected on, called “All my historical stout to endure Southern information I’ll listen to you speaking in next morning”
Words:
She is good female Black young who are working in night city.
So we held the theater with her and him nearby Black Sea. All audiences were our friends, so our theater was small. Our setting on our stage was bar counter where she gave some drinks for him and us. And he started to talk about his right and left pains in his minds for long time. His right pain was the pain called as "8.5" and his left pain was the pain called as "3.5". His right pain meant "There is no forever in this world". His left pain meant "The expectation of a dice is "3.5" though there are some errors in this number necessarily". Yes, all audiences were tired of his talking and some audiences started to sleep. So we made him stop talking at bar counter and said, "Your right pain will be solved by next theory." And we continued, "If all existences are forever, all human lives will be zero. All our zero lives will be infinity, even if our lives are run through many lives." And one of us said, "Your left pain will be solved by next theory." And other of us said, "If the cosmos was expanded to outside, your errors will be approached to zero." But one audience shouted to us at that time, "There are 3 races or 5 races in the earth. How will you be able to solve the problems in racism?” All audiences were surprised at this word. Then he drank off a glass of vodka that she gave. And when he passed out cold, the curtain of our theater fell.
Yes, we succeeded in our theater. But we used true vodka for his drinking and for making a promise with him, because we thought her tears would be true after the end of our theater.

Reference 359
Steppenwolf “same title” (1968)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of iron ring that can be shined only by moonlight you called “The same random as the sun has”, which was prepared for my heart injured by endless rain
Words:
You were working at lighthouse. Your work was very severe, because you had to work every night. My first encounter with you was in the night when I visited at seaside night bar called as “Moonlight”.
You enjoyed drinking, because your work was changed from a six-day week into a five-day week. I can't forget your watch that was put on your left wrist. You said this watch was presented from your father and this watch was first watch for you. So I said I'd like to present diver watch for you only. You answered you wanted to accept my offer gladly, and you showed your first smile to me. Then we started to go to seaside hotel called as "Moonlight hotel" by your driving car. I spoke some plans to you in our car. Yes, your diver watch will be second watch for you. And toy watch will be third watch for our first son. Fourth watch will be presented from me for congratulations on his entrance to high school. And you said you will present fifth watch for congratulations on his entrance to a company. And just before we arrived at hotel, I said to you, "Please use my paper moneys for congratulations on him, because your paper moneys will be damaged by salt breeze.” Yes, you made our car stop and you showed your second smile to me.

Reference 360
Shakatak “Into the blue” (1986)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine called “My fateful cold night decision to get Northern mellow apple” that was prepared for my going away from my home to your home
Words:
One night in summer, I was tired of the world at all and ran away from my home to night city. I visited at your trump magic show called as “Moonlight magic” at first time. Yes, the trump card I selected was 5 of Hearts and you changed my 5 of Hearts into the fire. Then my travel with you was started from this place.
We rid on white ship at harbor and went to North Country in the rain. The rain was changed into snowfall and my minds had to be suffered for the snowstorm. Then we could watch some icebergs from our white ship in the morning. And I heard the voices of all pains that had been existed from past to now. And I searched the true mean of the one with you in our night room. Yes, I could be given Ace of Hearts from you at night and I could know all I wanted was hotness.
So I decided to go back to Home Country with you and I could meet with my father and mother again. Yes, I could get both wings by the grace of you. Left wing is the voices of all pains in North Country and right wing is the happiness of my family love in Home Country.
But I won’t be able to forget your Ace of Hearts in the darkness forever.

Reference 361
Kim Wilde “The very best of Kim Wilde” (1984)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle, called “All our Northern past anxious night belief in the same powers between your going away from home and your going back to home” that was kept in our hearts
Words:
We are working as motor-mechanic at the foot of the mountain. Our boss is your father. So you had been grown up in rich family. Your mother is beautiful and you were doing well in high school. Yes, you were the best boy for us.
But just before your reaching man's estate, you started off from our village to downtown. We were surprised at this news. And we were suffered for our anxiousness. Our first anxiousness was that you might plan secret studies with your friends. Our second anxiousness was that you might run away with your girl friend and might be living at seaside house with her. Our third anxiousness was that you might be going out for pleasure in night city.
But these were our mistakes, because you came back to our home village after six days had passed. You came back to our home, while driving black car and said, "I could get driving license. Please make me join in your friends for working as motor-mechanic.”
Yes, we drank with you all night long, for congratulation on our friendship and forgetting all our bad dreams.

Reference 362
Fine Young Cannibals “same title” (1985)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a white cup of Japanese sake, called “All our critical needs for giving any lights to Japanese souls before sunrise”
Words:
When I visited in Japan for our Japanese tour in summer, I went to Japanese bar with you. This bar was called as “Moonlight”.
Bar master was famous in Japan, because he had expanded his store into many chain stores in Japan. His first store was on the side of a hill at Mt. Fuji. But present day, his first store was closed by his will. So I said to him that I'd like to make his first store recover by our help, while drinking with you at his bar. But he denied our proposal by his hollow of right hand. There were five reasons in his denying. First reason was the heaviness of our waters. He asked us how we can bring our waters to the side of a hill. Second reason was losing our waters. He said we will lose all our waters because the life in the mountain is very severe. Third reason was the cultures in waters. He said what we think if Japanese beautiful cultures are lost with some waters. Fourth reason was the heats against your waters. He said all our waters will be dried up by any heats before we arrive at his first store. Fifth reason was our blood relationship made by waters. He insisted all our bloods are made by many dreams for keeping third reason.
I said, "Yes, I see." So I requested him to talk about Japanese moonlight stories for a while.

Reference 363
Shakatak “Golden Wings” (1987)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine in winter, you named “All our Milky Way to get hotness after coldness”
Words:
One day in winter, my high school woman teacher spoke next story to us in our classroom. She was 36 years old and said to us, "Please search the motif that was hidden in next paradox”, when dark clouds of the windows explained our minds in the world.
"He was first merman and she was first mermaid. One day in winter, they had finished creating their bodies and souls in the sea. And they got legs and started from the beach to the top of the mountain. All they wanted were hotness. So they got happiness when they could meet with their fathers and mothers again. His first work was making clinical thermometers for mermen and mermaids who would come to this place from now on. So he used some woods, some glasses and some mercury. And he made clinical thermometers by dividing long mercury between the freezing point and the boiling point into parts of 100 by his hands. Then he distributed clinical thermometers to other mermen and mermaids. The role of his thermometers was identification that their temperatures were about 36 degrees. They got happiness when they could identify their temperatures. So he expanded his business to the world and became good businessman who was called as "Mercury". But his work was so busy. Therefore the time of getting home was always too late and he had to eat cold foods, nevertheless these foods had been cooked by his mother's and wife's hot hearts that he had needed first. Afterwards he couldn’t eat hot foods, because he was used to cold foods completely.”
After I finished listening to this story, I went home in depressive minds. And just before I fell asleep at night, I thought that the motif of the story would be my left heart, while listening to my heart beats in my bed. But after I got up early in the morning, I realized that all motifs in the story must be in the clear sunshine.

Reference 364
Cocteau Twines “Garlands” (1982)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of the wave made by a swan on lake, called “Thorn of red rose he presented for you on your birthday after his overtime work”
Words:
You are good scientist who has managed any sports in the Soviet Union and he is good scientist who has managed any sports in the United States. You used your technologies for revolution in the pain but he used his technologies for peace in the happiness. So your purpose for science was winning at speed skate game that took place in Winter Olympic Games. And you wanted to talk about your pain with him. Yes, your fighting was the war that 1 second was divided by 100, and spent 10 years and all your technologies.
But result was the win of American speed skater. You were depressed at all and were tired of everything. So you saw bad dream at night. In your dream, Mercury said, "Please don’t divide your life by 10 any more, otherwise our blood relationship will be broken.” Yes, your temperatures changed from 36 degree to 37 and 38 degrees.
It will snow heavily from now onward. And we want to talk about heaviness of snows with you. But our words are the description of swan reflected on lake under the sunshine. It will be enough for your family you love.

Reference 365
New Order “Substance” (1987)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of cold white wine in our home, called “All your needs in summer” that was prepared for you who are working in overtime work
Words:
I heard a rumour that you started off from your home to North Country in winter. Your first work in North Country is making handmade glassware with your boy friends. Yes, your works need fires and spring-water for making glassware by your bloods and sweats. And your works made the sky rainy, because all your labors make thermal differences for creating any steams. These are differences between airs and your bodies, or waters and heated glasses. Yes, I'd like to believe in your hot hearts. Please tell me at the time when you got first rain, because I’d like to meet you again in the sad rain.

Reference 366
Bananarama “The greatest hits collection” (1988)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All my critical needs for your past fatherly will” that was prepared for my home party
Words:
We'd like to tell you next story about her, because she is Japanese our best friend who has written some poems.
Her lover was him who has been working as glass cutter. He had known all her painful words in her silence, and she had known that all his painful work make the sky rainy, which was needed for her writing. So they swore forever love each other at Japanese church and talked about their dreams in the night.
Their first honeymoon was going to America and she experienced more happiness than her expectation. This difference made her joyful tears. Their second honeymoon was going to Russia and she knew more painful truth than her expectation. This difference made her sad tears. So he invited her to Russian hotel at rainy night. And she knew all his body and soul. Then she knew that her eyes feel pain for his smoking in their bed. These smokes were all his painful words in his silence.

Reference 367
Shakatak “The best of Shakatak” (1986)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee my black friend made for me at the ending of my overtime work, called his present modern strong historical word “Could you forget all your bad dream in cold winter?” that was existed for saving the biggest nightmare in your dreams”
Words:
Dear my wife
I am busy in my America tour. How’s life with you?
I sometimes remember the time when I met with you for the first time. You gave me a cup of coffee that a cube of sugar was entered in. And I knew your bitter heart.
After I knew your body and soul at night, you gave me a cup of coffee that two cubes of sugar were entered in. And I knew your sweet heart.
When I knew that you got pregnant with our lovely son, you gave me a cup of coffee that three cubes of sugar were entered in. And I knew your hot heart in our sweetness.
Yes, I was a man of weak character that worried about little things. So my father and mother sometimes said to me, "Don't worry about a little thing."
But now, I could be a man of firm character that doesn't worry about little things by the grace of you, because I could be a father who has been working for my home. Yes, I want to be Mercury who will be able to notice next word for my father and mother, "I could be a man who doesn’t worry about a little thing like you for my lonely spaceship.”
My loneliness will continue for a while. I'm waiting to meet with you again and to be given a cup of hot coffee from you.
Please care about coldness for your health.
From a father who worry about only my family and cold world where are my homes

Reference 368
Camel “I can see your house from here” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of blood when your fourth finger was injured by broken glass at your home kitchen in the morning, called “All my belief in wide random Milky Way for your physical contact at home”
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
I heard a rumor that you fell in love with a boy who has been living in North Country. He is the best one but he has dangerous left wing, because he had created new watch with his boyfriends in secrets. His watch is made by his own rules that divide a day by parts of 32, so his watch make 16 hours in the morning or in the afternoon. And his watch divide 1 hour by 80 minutes and he insist forever chaos in the world. I worry about this truth that you don't know. So I'd like to present my handmade watch for you with this letter. My watch is made by universal rules that divide a day by parts of 24, so my watch make 12 hours in the morning or in the afternoon. And my watch divide 1 hour by 60 minutes and we insist forever belief in God and insist our belief in creating family love in our homes. I want you to put my watch on your wrist next white Xmas. My watch is water proof, because your red umbrella won't be able to endure the heaviness of snows. Please beware of his bloods for your family.
From pet shop boys

Reference 369
Pet Shop Boys "Pet Shop Boys Discography-The complete singles collection” (1991)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me at home when I am painting some fruits by watercolor while smoking, you named “All my Northern historical lonely home try to get any colors between expansions and contractions” that was existed for family equality all over the world
Words:
One day in December, I started off to Australia with you. And we played poker at sandy beach under the sunshine in Xmas morning, while talking about our lovely son who went on to high school.
I told you that I presented personal computer for our son and you told me that you presented eyeglasses for our son. And I spoke next word to you only.
"Our creation is made by rainwater and seawater for the peace in our family, because I can see your eyes in so many crosses all over the world.”
I said that this word was made by words from 1 letter to 10 letters, so I wish you count each number that are existed in each word, because our son will use his fingers from 1 to 10 for making use of personal computer.
But as soon as I finished speaking, you spoke loudly, "Oh, I won to you by 4 of a kind. I think my winning is caused by the fact that my son’s shortsighted eyes will be changing in the one divided by 10.”
But I spoke loudly too, "Oh, I won to you by royal straight flush. I think my winning is caused by the fact that my son will say next word to the world in my future. “Please count the number of 10 that were existed in all computers.”
And you said, "Yes, I lost to you. But our son will say in my future that our game was even.”

Reference 370
Novalis “Flossenengel” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of spray when I had dived in your home swimming pool under the sunshine in my memories, called “My dispersion for your pain brought from the war”
Words:
Your father is good businessman who has the same minds as my mind.
He had grown up in the hotness where motherly heats were existed in. But he didn't like the war that had used many irons. So he started to run ironworks with his friends in North Country, by using many old irons that was used by the wars badly. And after he had succeeded in ironworks, his unique atmosphere was made. It was like as the airs around the world. But his true business was in the future from here. He made a big iron ball that had been used by the wars from past to now. Many souls and minds that many people had in North Country had gravitated to his iron ball. So they became his friends and created business streets and night city where so much waters existed in. And I could meet with you in night city. Perhaps it may be caused by the truth that you had been grown up in waters and heated rock in my minds had wanted some waters.

Reference 371
Dire Straits “same title” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of the steam called “Your good atomic moves” that came out from a cup of black coffee on the way of going away from home to the sun and that was prepared against all racism in the world
Words:
One day in summer, I was commissioned to act in a movie. But my co-star was black man, so I felt the darkness at first time. And I told this truth to my father. My father said, “That’s OK. I have good idea.”
After a few days had passed, my father invited me to night baseball game with my mother. Yes, my silent travel was started from here. I could watch homerun that black baseball player hit under the shinning moon. This homerun was 40th for black baseball player in this season. I was given this homerun ball and a bat used by hitting, from black baseball player after the game was finished. Then my father invited me to night room where some people were doing target practice. My father started to do target practice by black gun. And we went home by cab and I had to pain for nightmare at midnight. But sunshine in next morning made me forget some bad dreams. And I saw three goods on my white table beside my bed. First good was the black gun that meant my father's soul in the moonlight. Second good was the baseball bat that meant black soul in the earth. Third good was a baseball that meant my mother’s soul under the sunshine.
Yes, I understood everything and I decided to act in a movie willingly.

Reference 372
Vanessa Paradis “same title” (1992)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from a glass of seawater, called “Your historical call for waters” that was prepared for all laborer pain grown up in our home Country
Words:
They are all laborers who have been working for their families in capital. But their conversations in family are only complaints against the world and capitalists, after they finished working and went home. They slept for escaping their tiredness on holidays, so there was no service for their families.
So he held the place where they will be able to enjoy in party Xmas Eve night. At this party, he prepared many fruits for their eating. And he sent tickets to their families for eating some fruits at restaurant before he held the party.
On the one hand, they enjoyed in the party though they fought with other laborers in eating fruits, which was like as all souls of fruits. They needed waters in painful competitive race and they kept waters for saving posterity in their futures. This is the theory of him for “Left fruits”.
On the other hand, their wives went to restaurant with their children in happiness Xmas Eve night. There were no complaints that they said at home. So their wives could eat some fruits with their children in family love, which was like as all souls of fruits. Their wives needed waters in happy love and kept waters for saving posterity in their futures. This is the theory of him for “Right fruits”.
These are the blood relationships that all creatures have had for long time.
And then, they went home and presented lucky bag that many fruits were entered in. Their wives and children enjoyed in any thanks to them, for the answer to more expectations that he created. This is the theory of him for “Home fruits”.
What kind of fruits do you like?

Reference 373
10cc “The very best of 10cc” (1997)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee, you named “All my first acceptance between black and white to get any colors for talking about human equality under the sunshine from now on”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about something with you in our bed at Hawaiian hotel. And you said, "If we know the way we can be invisible human, we will be able to get all freedom in the world." So I responded, "I know one way to be invisible human in the world. But my idea is special for you.” And I spoke next story to you.
"He is a great man who had grown up in Hawaii. He expanded his soul in his youth under the sunshine. And after he reached man's estate, he started off from home to North Country. And he started to run the factory that so many marbles were made by his technologies. All people who were living in North Country noticed his work. And after he could be famous, he had done two acts that were in all his ideas against the world. First act was throwing so many marbles to the sea. And second act was returning to Hawaii, while putting a sunflower seed in his chest pocket. This news became public property in North Country and they thought about his acts and searched the reason for his acts, after he went home in Hawaii.
Then he reduced his soul in the heat, because his soul was very heavy. So his soul gravitated to core of magma and he made himself decrease in high gravitational field naturally. A sunflower seed was enough food for keeping his small body and soul. So he could be invisible man for others who have bigger body than his body.
Afterwards, so many people who were living in North Country followed his soul. So they made so many marbles and threw marbles to the sea and consumed so many materials in the earth. Therefore they gravitated to core of magma with any other souls, which reduced all souls in high gravitational field naturally. And they could meet with his soul again and history of human being was started by the grace of him.”
After my speaking, you told me you got our first child in your inside. Yes, it was my biggest surprise in my life. Thanks for your light in my painful darkness.

Reference 374
Caravan "If I could do it all over again, I’d do it all over you” (1970)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of seawater, called “The invitation from my parents to the party where we will be able to see Southern child good smiles that we can see only in our any light dreams”
Words:
I'd like to explain for you why I am always put King of Hearts in my heart.
I sometimes remember the memory that I had visited at Hawaiian beach with my father and mother in my childhood. My mother prepared some hot foods for me under the sunshine. And my father said, "It is so bad for human beings that any differences exist in the world. So you must save all unfortunates who have been suffering for all differences.”
So I decided to travel to North Country after I reached man's estate, and I visited at library nearby the lake. I knew many problems in the world at library in the afternoon. I felt happiness when I got any knowledge from some books, because I have any hopes in my future. And when I watched woods reflected on the lake, I heard the voices from my father and mother in my heart. My father said, "You must run in wild lives from now on." My mother said, "All sad truths are hidden in the chaos." Yes, I think you realized the mean of my King of Hearts in my heart.
So I decided to go to Middle East for watching sad truths that I couldn't see, and for my first encounter with you in the rain.

Reference 375
Tears for Fears “The Hurting” (1983)



Image:
Siberian rainy lake called “Our mellow apple that can be saved only by night play”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I visited at Russian hotel with you. This place was my decision that I had treasured in my minds before some days. And just 8 o’clock, I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"Do you know the story of soldier who had gone from Home Country to Siberia in winter? His things that he had treasured were three wills. First will was the love for his mother, second will was the love for his wife and third will was the love for his children. But many powers around his body were severe, so he fell down on snows at night ground, while saving his three wills. His wills were reduced by degrees in many powers. He dreamed some memories that he had lived in family love. And when his wills were reduced in smallest wills, he rested in peace. Yes, it is impossible to make existence change into nothing, so it is impossible to make his wills change into nothing. His smallest wills went up to the sky and were gone into cold air. Then cold air made cold winds to the ground. And we felt coldness, so we made a store of wood for the coldness. Yes, our labors made hotness for him and us, and created new winds to the world. All winds I created are prepared for you only.”
After my speaking, I put iron ring on your fourth finger and I could see your first smile in the night.

Reference 376
Foreigner “The Definitive” (2002)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee at high noon, you named “All our historical powers to present so many stars for the Statue of Liberty and to get human equality all over the world”
Words:
Your nickname is mermaid who has been working at night bar. You had grown up in seawater, so you knew all souls of laborers very well. You treasured friendship between laborers and you in the first place.
One night, he visited at your bar for the first time. He was young and had good body that was practiced under the sunshine. So you were surprised at his energetic soul at the time of your first encounter with him. And he presented Ace of Clubs for you at bar counter and you put it in your chest pocket. It was all your contracts with him. He treasured family love in the first place, so you got any lights in your hearts.
Then he started to play chess with a laborer, and you gave some drinks for other laborers. This game had been continued for long time. They cared about this game at first, but they had all slept for a while in your bar. And he had gone to sleep with you and other laborers.
Afterwards all humans who gathered at your bar dreamed about their friendships and family loves. It was your creation with him in our good dreams in the world.

Reference 377
Caravan “Waterloo Lily” (1972)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me after we went home from watching Olympic Games and I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you named “All our second conversation with sun-god to inform of all our powers between heaviness and lightness against all simply controlled war machine”
Words:
You are good woman who has left heart. You were presented desk made by wood from your father when you were 10 years old. Your father's will was growing all your wills for living in severe world. So your desk was very heavy, and you had studied diligently, while feeling motherly hot hearts. And you were presented iron ring from him at church nearby the sea when you were 20 years old. And you started to live with him at seaside house. Your iron ring was very heavy, because all his souls were entered in your ring. Then you knew all sorrows in the world when you were 30 years old. His works were very heavy, because he had to save your family with you who had gotten children. And one day, you knew his death in the darkness when you were 40 years old, which was heavy news for you. Perhaps it might be caused by his heavy works. So your iron ring might be heavier than before. But your iron ring couldn't gravitate to warships, so your iron ring could gravitate to your home desk that had been existed for your writing poems. So you decided to return to your home and started to live in large family that your parents and his parents were living with your children.
Yes, his life was the deadly acts for the demonstration that all souls must be heavier than all materials.

Reference 378
Ibis “Sun Supreme” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from a cup of morning coffee you made, called “All my moments in love kept by your heart” that was prepared for escaping from all salt breeze
Words:
Xmas Eve morning, I had visited in Hawaii with my large family and with you. And I knew the news that our lovely grandson had lost his model gun at beach. You said you wouldn't care about it and it would be lost in chaos. It was just 0 o'clock in the afternoon. Your word shocked me, because his model gun was presented from me on his birthday. So I planed my idea at 1 o'clock in the afternoon. And I remembered memories that I had been swimming with you at beach, at 2 o'clock. And I remembered memories that we got first child in our hope, at 3 o'clock. And I remembered memories of motherly smiles when I returned home with you and my son, at 4 o'clock. And I remembered memories when I bought new house for my family and had started new life with you, at 5 o'clock. And I remembered memories that I had created new songs and played them at my concert, at 6 o'clock. And I remembered memories that I had traveled with you after getting some money in my work, at 7 o'clock. And I remembered memories that I had been satisfied with my family love on rainy day, at 8 o'clock. And I remembered memories when we got first grandson for the first time, at 9 o’clock, and when I had prayed to God for my painful life, at 10 o’clock.
Then I presented new watch for you in our bed at 11 o'clock and your watch had created infinite vectors toward infinite directions in my love until it had passed 12 o’clock and we had fallen asleep.
Next morning, I knew the news that my grandson's model gun was found out at morning beach while being saved in sands and salt breeze, not be crushed by some sea waves.
Yes, I’d like to believe in my God with you.

Reference 379
Chicago “The Chicago story: The complete greatest hits” (2002)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of steam called “Your playing billiards with my friends who had lost any lights in our home Country” that come out from a cup of hot coffee after we had finished dancing at dance hall (This hot coffee is made by our heats and made for forgetting all hierarchy in our Country.)
Words:
You are good magician who appears only in our dreams.
One day in summer, you started off from our Country to North Country. Your purpose was creating your trump magic show. You built big theater by using many materials in North Country. After you had finished building your theater, it had stormed for some days. But you invited us to your trump magic show called as "Moonlight magic". We called many our friends who had some pains in minds. Your father and mother distributed 4 cards in our chest pockets while you were playing trump magic show. After your show, you showed your 4 cards to us. Your 4 cards were all Kings, so we thought we had lost to you. But when we put our 4 cards out from our chest pockets and watched our cards, we knew all our cards were Aces.
Next afternoon, you fired off two salutes of guns for our wins at park. You called one gun as “The Sun” and other gun as “The Earth”.
Yes, we could enjoy eating hot foods and drinking wines with you at park under the sunshine.

Reference 380
New Order “Complete Music” (2016)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at underground home party from 9:30 AM to 2:30 PM, called “All our present modern rainy black waiting for getting 5 colors rainbow after the party”
Words:
Dear my friend
Winter in this year was very cold. How are you doing?
I know you are good scientist who have lived in East Germany and have cared about the Cold War. Your studies are searching secrets between fires and waters, and searching the reason why waters had won to fires only in the earth. So you must calculate the distance between the sun and the earth, because you are good one.
So I’d like to suggest you how to calculate the distance between the sun and the earth. Please image your home campfire surrounded by your hands, your wife’s hands and your son’s hands, when you are sitting on field at night. The size of fire is 1m. Please calculate the distance between fire and your son's hands. Yes, the distance between the sun and the earth will be calculated by multiplying this distance, size of the sun and the distance to the moon in your minds together. Please tell the way to your son. And if your son tells the way to your grandchildren and your grandchildren tell the way to all your great-grandchildren and your descendents, the way will be forever words to your God.
Please be careful about dark heaviness in the world.
From your friend who care about the Cold War like you

Reference 381
le orme “contrappunti” (1974)

Image:
Lower left hand corner of glass of water under the sun, called “My random choice to tell all laborer pain to the world in through the your heart”
Words:
You are pretty girl who had been grown up in the working class.
One day in winter, you had suffered for some rainfalls in your hearts, because all your wills must respond to all pains of laborers in our Country. All laborers were working heavily on the ground in the rain. And all their powers against the ground would be cause of your pains. So you run away from England to North Country, searching true freedom. And you visited at his office in snowfall.
He invited you to night bar where many laborers were drinking after heavy works. You drank a little, because drinks he poured in your glass was very sweet for you. And you poured some drinks for any laborers and enjoyed with them all night long.
Next morning, you watched sunrise with them. And you realized all pains of laborers were disappeared, so you got free minds. Yes, all your hearts were in the sunshine and became so heavy. And you were noticed a telephone call from your father. Your father said, "It's almost time to return to our home. I want to introduce your fiance to you." You responded, "I am looking forward to meeting you again, my father.”

Reference 382
Sting “... Nothing like the sun” (1987)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of steam that came out from a cup of black coffee you made at our home on Father’s Day, called “Your good saving in my heart made by the difference between darkness and brightness” (I forgot some bitterness in my painful minds for a while, because I heard news from you that he became father who care about his son like me.)
Words:
The works of my lovely son was great.
After he was born in my youth, I had created happy family with you. Our bonds were strong, because our hearts were fixed by universal gravitations.
But after he reached man's estate, he started off from our home to North Country with his girl friend. I felt sadness, because the more he removed far from our home, the more our bonds were decreased seriously. But you always believed in your minds that he would be working honestly. The thing I wanted was the powers from my hearts to outside. But I was saved by my beautiful friends. They created the powers from my hearts to their hearts.
And after ten years had passed, he invited us to the place where he had created. I knew he had created amusement grounds nearby the sea for the first time. There were many rides that were rotating. I rid on some rides and enjoyed with you. Yes, he presented centrifugal forces with some dreams for me and many families.
At this night, you gave your handmade coffee for me in our room. But I said you that I can't drink because it was very hot. So you entered white milk in my hot coffee and stirred with your spoon. Yes, my coffee was very bitter, so I added my next word to your hearts. "All my mystery in the cosmos is hidden in the bitterness you made.”

Reference 383
Christopher Cross “The Definitive” (2001)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I went home from Japan where I had known sorrowful history, you called your word “All my black memories will be saved by the power of all creatures in the earth”
Words:
You are good poet and he is good technician who had grown up in Japan and had experienced the World War Ⅱ in your childhood. He had studied about technologies in North Country after he reached man’s estate in Japan. And he has been working at Railroad Company until now.
First, he created his wills as magma in his brain. Second, he kept bloods as sea for saving his wills. Third, he created bone as rocks by drinking some waters. Fourth, he created body as ground by eating some foods. And fifth, he created hairs as works for insisting his minds.
You fell in love with him when you were watching the sea with him at beach under the sunshine in winter. You liked his hearts that had any kindness for all families. And he liked your wet hairs with the rain. And you got children and had created your family with him. But his works were very busy, so he often worked overtime. It was worry to you and your family love. So his services for your family on holiday were always travels by using the train. And you ate rice balls with your family in the train.
Yes, I like his hand powers that were created for making rice balls and writing some poems by your hands, not for breaking your iron ring by other dark hands.

Reference 384
Vangelis Papathanassiou “Ignacio” (1975)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee when we had been in overtime work on Xmas Eve night, called “All my last desire to keep a promise that I'd like to present diamond ring for my daughter who care about human equality all over the world”
Words:
Dear my girl friend
I heard a rumor that you gave birth to third daughter. I’d like to call you “Sunshine”.
So I started off from our home to grassland with my friends, where nobody knows, at the same time of sunrise. And we went to the castle that was changed in ruins. My hearts were in 6 of diamonds in my chest pocket. Yes, it was the proof of our progressive minds. And I ate some foods with my friends under the sunshine. Then we started to the setting sun for going home, just before sunset. Yes, I wanted you to see my 9 of Diamonds existed in lower right hand corner of my trump that was reversed by rotation of the earth. So I could present 3 diamonds in our hearts for your daughters.
Sorry for my cheap diamonds in our lives.
From the one of caravan who are searching any freedoms

Reference 385
Caravan “Canterbury Tales – The best of Caravan” (1976)



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Upper right hand corner of red wine bottle in the forest mud where it always rain, called “Your blue eyes for my eyes when you are watching all your past”
Words:
Do you know all humans have four eyes that were taken over from him in the war, and in the world where many cameras were made?
He had been grown up by his father's severe hearts and mother's hot hearts before he was 10 years old. And he knew that many problems were existed in the world, before he reached man's estate. Then he had fallen in love with his girl friend when he was 20 years old. And he traveled with her by any ships on the sea, while writing some novels. So, many photographs remained in their happiness. But after he reached 30 years old, he doubted the world seriously and wrote many novels in his pain. And he had rested in peace, just after he reached 40 years old. So she returned to her home family with some photos in her happiness. All his words he had left were next. “You must treasure family against the war.”
And he had created lower left hand eye that was prepared for your past you can see in the pain by his novels. And he had created lower right hand eye that was prepared for your past you can see in the happiness by any cameras.
Yes, his life was deadly act for all humans. We'd like to treasure blood relationships with him and you will treasure blood relationships with her.

Reference 386
Yes “Yessongs” (1974)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of midnight milk coffee you made for me after you spoke past war memories to my son at dinner, you named “All my past primitive short-time powers given from my son’s longtime heartbeats in sleeping” that has enough power to create Milky Way in the night sky for our family
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you worried about some wars in our bed at night. There are many wars in the earth. For example, these are the war between Countries, civil wars and religious wars. I worried about them like you. So I spoke next story to you.
"Do you know his battle in the life? He had been grown up in the Country where civil war had been existed. His life was so hard that his father gave a camera in his childhood. So, after he reached man's estate, he started off from home Country to North Country for standing on his own two legs. And his battle was started against the war. First, he studied the technologies about photographs for taking the truth of wars at school nearby the lake surrounded clear airs. After he finished the studies, he returned to home Country and took any photos that bad truths were reflected on, being careless of some battles against him. And he went to North Country again for developing any photos. So his first soft he got was any photos that his insistences were in for saving his home Country. Then his individual show took place in North Country and the peace in his home Country came true by the grace of the president of North Country. And he took a photo that the sunrise and sunrise reflected on the lake were copied off, standing by the lake in winter. It was the first creation for us, because all our minds have existed in the air with soft souls between the sun and the lake. What can you see from the place short of the lake? It’s the figure of “V” that his two legs were reflected on the lake in our minds.”

Reference 387
Focus “Ship of Memories” (1976)



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Lower left hand corner of diamond ring in desert under the sunshine, called “My second light to save your heart in our home” (You said this ring won't be able to shine without sunshine. Yes, I always prepare my hearts for getting your child.)
Words:
You are good comedian who has good hearts.
One day in summer, I met with you for the first time at beach under the sunshine. You were wearing tuxedo and presented a small box with Ace of Hearts for me. Yes, I understood you were the unique one and I was taken by your hearts. So I invited you to my home.
Your present was jigsaw puzzle in a small box. And I created the picture with you by combinations of jigsaw puzzle. The picture was the view of the sea under the blue sky. Yes, I sometimes had gone to the beach with my father and mother. The picture was like my memory at that time. But I had lost my father in my childhood. Did you know this fact? You said your true present for me will be given to me from now on.
Then you went back from my home to your home, after our dinner I cooked.
At this night, I saw a good dream that I enjoy with my father and mother at beach under the blue sky. It was most beautiful and clearest memory in my lives. So I cried for the beauty in my dream.
Next morning, you telephoned me and asked, "How did you think of my present for you?" And I responded, "It was nice. All my hearts were stolen by your Ace of Hearts. What present would you like from me?” And you answered, “It’s enough for me to see your eyes after you cried.”

Reference 388
Tracey Ullman “The best of Tracey Ullman” (1992)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of water called “All our messages to the world” that was taken from African broad under the sunshine (He said, "My broad for all white doves is bottomless, so you can get hotness after drinking all waters.” Yes, we’d like to believe in his fifth word.)
Words:
We know very well that he had created his blood against all differences.
He had grown up in heat and started off from some heats to some coldness, searching waters in the world. So he had experienced the pain between heats and coldness. When he felt cold, he ate hot foods and got hotness. And when he felt heat, he drank water and got coldness. He had created his blood that has constant temperature, while repeating these acts. So many souls had been lost between heats and coldness in the period of his acts. He knew this fact, so he created blood as his souls in the body.
After he had created body and soul, he needed friendship that had same minds as his souls. He could meet with some friends who were surrounding a fire and were camping out at night in winter. They asked him, giving cigarette case to him, "Would you like?" He answered, "Yes, I'd like.” They asked again, “Why?” He answered again, “Because my blood needs now.”
Yes, these 4 words were passwords for their friendship. And they talked about some leaves. They knew all leaves said, "Leave me as it will be", while needing sunshine and some waters like souls between heats and coldness. So they accepted his heart gladly.
One day, he went forth to wild ground in the Middle East, for saving Middle East children with her. She asked Middle East child, giving a glass of water to him, “Would you like?” He answered, "No, thank you." She asked again, “Why?” He answered again, “Because my lovely white dove needs now.”
Yes, these 4 words are passwords for our friendship between heats and coldness.

Reference 389
Deep Forest “same title” (1992)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee you made for me after I went home from overtime work, you named “All our Northern historical creative minds to give longtime sleeping for primitive fatherly and motherly wills and to get Milky Way in our world”
Words:
I'd like to explain why we call our daughter as “Venus” by next logic.
We were born in the civil war. He had been grown up in rich family, because his father had died after keeping big power. But many right powers used his father’s and mother’s powers badly. And their battles made the sky rainy and his mother suffered for civil war in the rain. So his left power was created, according to his wills against the war. He will fight with right powers and will clear any powers in our Country, saving his father's big power. At last, the solar system in our minds will be created. So his left power created his left will in my inside and our daughter was born. Yes, she will succeed to our left wills from now on, so we call our daughter as “Venus”.

Reference 390
Egg “The Civil Surface” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of jet water from fountain under the sunshine, you called “All our wills to the sun” that was prepared for changing our 1 second Northern pains into 60 seconds Southern joyfulness when they will be watching 7 colors rainbow in blue sky
Words:
One day in winter, we worried about Middle East children. Yes, their pains were our pains in our hearts. So we went to your office, searching good plan for Middle East children.
Your plan was making white vests for them. The way you make vests was covering a globe with white cloth, cutting the circular top for their neck and cutting left and right hand for their arms. Yes, the parts of these shoulders meant the Continent where we are living and the parts of their arms meant the Sea. And their hearts was in the parts nearby the core of cross in the Equator. And their navels were in the Antarctic like iced land in our hearts. All vests were made for our design like your first home you had lived in the rain.
Yes, many vests we made were sold to many friends. So our works became very busy. We worked heavy and saw bad dreams in our darkness. We asked you in our bad dreams at midnight. “What they can see from the dark coldness?”
Next morning, we went to your office again and told our bad dreams to you with smiles. And you said, "Don't worry. I had finished praying to Jesus for you and them, just before you came here.”

Reference 391
Heavenly “Le Jardin de Heavenly” (1992)



Image:
Upper left hand bright corner of the sea that firework was reflected on at night, you named “All our full of hearts kept by narrow random”
Words:
You are Japanese old men and women who had experienced World War Ⅱ in your youth. After the War was ended, your minds started off to the North with your lover minds, searching love and peace in the world. Yes, all human lives are short. We believe in love and peace in our short lives, too. So we have same minds and wills with you. Even if we lose our bodies, all our souls will be smallest wills in the air and will gravitate to waters in the sky. And our souls will return to the ground with rains. And our souls grow up many plants and fruits with rainfalls. Then all humans will eat many fruits that our souls were entered in. And we will experience the rebirth from inside of many women.
So, don't worry about all your solitudes, because all human lives are forever, so the period of your solitude will be nothing in the future and in your God heart.

Reference 392
ABBA “Gold” (1992)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of sapphire ring you put on fourth finger when you had been in maternity leave, called “All your need for a cup of milk coffee I made” that was existed for getting my past peaceful fatherly will and creating waters in the sky
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was informed from you that you were expecting our baby in your inside. You are good poet who was influenced by his novels. So I spoke next story for you only.
"He had been grown up by motherly hot hearts in his childhood. So he got the way he could change many heats into his powers. Many heats are inside powers for him and his powers are outside powers for him. His body and soul were created by changing inside powers into outside powers. But he realized in his youth that bad powers will be existed in the future. These powers were nuclear powers that were existed by bad inside powers in his minds. He thought that the earth might be covered with some bad heats. So he found out his way to save the earth in the future. First, he thought bad hearts must be cleared by his hands. So he became a novelist. His novels were very difficult for all humans. So, some students had studied for searching his true wills, having some strong hot coffee all night long in winter. Then he rested in peace and all his novels became mysteries for all students. After the World War Ⅱ was ended, his novels influenced Japanese novelists. They studied about his novels while having some strong hot coffee all night long in winter. Then coffee became necessity for Japanese people who had been working in high speed economic growth. All steams from cups of hot coffee to outside would go up into the sky and should be coldness in winter. And all bad heats were cleared by this coldness. This story is my return gift for you today.”

Reference 393
Yes “Yesshows” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of iron ring I named “All my historical dark past painful souls saved only by the sun”
Words
Your minds had grown up in Crater Lake in North Country. And my minds had grown up in the Sea in South Country. But the word that my father said to me was the same word that your father said to you in our childhood. It was the word that we must travel for a while. So you went down from the mountain to the sea, according to your father's will. And I went up to the surface of the sea, according to my mother's will. The place where I met with you for the first time was the beach between North Country and South Country. I won't be able to forget your smiles at that time. Yes, your heart was in light wills that had been gotten in the North. But I had heavy wills that had been gotten in the sea in the South. So, after I played swimming with you on the sea under the sunshine in the afternoon, I told next 4 words to you at night beach under the moonlight.
First word was "Many children in South Country are suffering for lack of foods".
Second word was "Their wills are so heavy that their wills can't go up to the sky and can't gravitate to waters in the sky, so there is no rainwater for saving them”.
Third word was “They are studying no matter how hard things are”.
Fourth word was "I don't need your iron ring hidden in your pocket, according to these three facts”.
Yes, you started off from the beach to the sea by your ship at the same time of sunrise, for saving many children in South Country. I won't be able to forget your black shadow toward the sunshine. I could see your heavy wills in your left heart in your back. It is enough for my getting your iron ring in my heart.

Reference 394
The Sundays “Reading, Writing and Arithmetic” (1990)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of ice coffee at Hawaiian night beach under the moonlight, called “My cold wills brought by your heart” that was prepare for my daughter who is studying European historical science in rainy London
Words:
Her minds had grown up in the South and his minds had grown up in the North. Now, she is working on the farm where many melons are grown nearby the sea in the South and he is working in office where was established for saving laborers. Her pains were created by heavy works and his pains were created by the war in his childhood. Yes, his head was in the Arctic sky and his vector was in Antarctic sky. So his wills were very cold. But he saved her farm by his plan that many melons are exported from the South and many fridges are imported from the North. And she contracted for making love with him at night hotel in the South. And she saved him in her hot heart. Then she ate melon with him before her sleeping. Yes, it was sweet fruit that was cooled by his fridge. And it had enough prosperity for all descendants in his coldness.

Reference 395
Ultravox “Vienna” (1980)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a white cup of milk coffee I made for you in our home just before sunrise, I named “All my historical kindness to save our family after we got morning glow, blue sky and natural green”
Words:
Next is my memory that all we had in our youth.
One night, I went to his trump magic show with my friends. One empty glass was printed on his ticket. And his word was written under the glass. It was "What kind of goods will be entered in the glass?" Yes, his hands in his magic were like he led us to the sleep, so we fell asleep on the seats for a while. My dream was made by 5 views. First view was that he is swimming in eastern sea for getting so many his sons and winning at civil war in our Country with his sons. Second view was that she is swimming in western sea for saving all souls in our Country. Third view was that he is making love with her, but I couldn't see his figures, because his acts were in the backside of the earth. Fourth view was that clear red sun is rising above the sea after all souls were saved. And fifth view was that Ace of Spades was entered in the glass. Yes, his magic was great.
After his trump magic show, we went to outside and talked about our final view. But almost my friends said, "Good taste beer was entered in my glass, because we believe in our winning at civil war in our Country." And they went to beerhouse for their drinking. Yes, my fifth view was in only my heart in my solitude.
Next morning, I got up early by good smell of coffee that you made. And I heard good news from you that you are expecting our first child in your inside. Yes, I could contribute to the prosperity of human beings and I will be free from my solitude by the grace of you.

Reference 396
Soft Machine “Alive and Well・Recorded in Paris” (1978)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of strong lemon tea called "Our life cycle kept by your hearts with Middle East children” that aerial photography from Middle Eastern sky was entered in, and that was prepared for our expanded blood relationships
Words:
We planed the way we will be able to save Middle East children with him.
They are all children who have been living at the wild ground in the Middle East. Our plan was creating home where all refugees will be living and creating the field where many fruits will grow up. His role was surveying the ground to create the field. So he walked around the wild ground. And we built home and cultivated the field with them.
In the first heavy rain, we created grape field. In the second heavy rain, we created blueberry field. In the third heavy rain, we created melon field. In the fourth heavy rain, we created lemon field. So, our fields expanded to outside. But their fathers worried about this expansion, because their powers gravitated to their children were reduced by this expansion. And their mothers worried about this expansion, because they lost some heats by heavy rains. So we presented many fruits for them to recover their powers, and their fathers could save many seeds to make sons prosper in motherly inside.
After all our creations, it rained heavily again. This was fifth heavy rain. As soon as it stopped raining, 5 colors rainbow expanded in the sky. And we raised our glasses of red wine with him to all refugees at beach under the sunshine. These wines were made by true bloods in our minds to connect our bloods with his bloods in the Middle East.

Reference 397
The Stone Roses “The very best of The Stone Roses” (2002)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick in the train on the way of going father's home with our children who are sleeping, you called “All our relief at constant buoyancy in the core of magma, at being saved by any lights, and at making our children study about all human history”
Words:
Dear my father and mother
I'm sorry to have kept silent for such a long time.
I felt your pains in your letter. Yes, your pains are in civil war in our Country. I knew your pains were existed in core of magma. I'd like to save your hearts from the place where I am living in. But your powers are so strong that I can't clear your pains from here. So I tried to create fruit fields with my friends who are living in America. All powers of many fruits we made are different to the powers of civil war. The powers of civil war are like some poisons. This power is made by only one straight power that got happiness at the only times when it ruined other powers in monotones. These powers are existed in which win or loss in the darkness. So I had created the powers in my minds that can distinguish any colors between black and white against the civil war, for saving your hearts by any fruits. My powers are made by three powers. First power is your painful letter. Second power is my creation with some waters. And third power is my letter for you. Please eat some fruits that I sent with this letter from America. And I'd like to tell you that I got third child. I’m looking forward to meeting you again with my children at home.
From your son in the happiness

Reference 398
Allan Holdsworth “Road Games” (1983)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of heated water, called “All our painful past long time wills to your hearts in through the moon” that was prepared for saving all historical souls in Japan
Words:
Dear our Japanese boy and girl friends
Thanks for your coming to our live concert.
Our nickname is "Night Birds". We have both wings. Left wings had created any sounds. These sounds are all our wills in the air and will go to outside. Then these will be reduced by the winds and will be smallest wills in the sky. Finally, these will gravitate to rainwater in the sky and will be rainfalls with all souls to the grounds. Yes, we wanted the sky to be rainy for saving all souls. So our left keywords are “Need sounds”, “Need rains”, “Need Messiah” and “Need rebirth of all souls”.
And right wings had created any heats. These heats were made by our bloods and sweats with you in the room and will send energies to the sky. And these will make all souls in the sky get higher energies and heavier weights. Finally, these will gravitate to the magma in the earth. Yes, we wanted all souls to return to our home grounds. So our right keywords are “Keep heats”, “Keep waters”, “Keep grounds” and “Keep return of all souls”.
We wish all souls in the sky are saved by our lives and your lives.
From Night Birds on Xmas Eve night

Reference 399
Shakatak “Live in Japan” (1984)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at midnight just before I would start going to my home with you for our New Year party, you named “All my strong conservative family bonds of 4 diamonds made by the combination of 4X” that I will give for my grandmother and my mother, my daughter and you”
Words:
I am sometimes called "Mr. X" from my friends. I had been grown up by fatherly severe hearts and motherly hot hearts in my childhood. These hearts were very heavy, because the civil wars in my Country were very severe with many storms. So I had sometimes nightmares in my childhood. These were the bad views of crossed swords by the hands of two knights. So I decided to start off from my home to North Country in my youth. I thought any things in the period of my travel. My first question in my minds was the mystery between the existence and the nothing. But one day, I realized the difference between the existence and the nothing. Yes, there is only existence in my world, so the nothing can't be described on any papers in my hearts. And the nothing is existed only in my minds. So I made 4 crosses by describing the two crossed ellipse lines on white paper. These two lines are border lines between the existence and the nothing in my world. And I cut 4 corners by scissors that will explain my minds "X" from now on. I wrote 4 words on 4 papers made by 4 corners I cut by scissors, against the civil wars that make my parents suffer. I wrote word on first paper that I found my work. I wrote word on second paper that I found my girl friend. I wrote word on third paper that I married with her. And I wrote word on fourth paper that I got my first child. And I sent a letter that these 4 papers and my family photo were entered in, to my father and mother. This act was only my creation that I had experienced in the North. I could write my words on heavy iron by chisel. But I used light papers like some pollen, because I wanted my parents to read my letter soon in my world.

Reference 400
Pulsar “Pollen” (1976)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “Your power of 12 and my power of 6” that had existed for saving your heart in our young age
Words:
He is good young who has left wing. He had lived in Hawaii in his youth. And he had run a seaside bar with his friends. His father always said to him, "You must clear all human differences in the world." And his mother always said to him, "You must keep all human equalities in the painful world.” So he made delicious cocktail called "Blue Hawaii". His bar was the place where many white, yellow and black races were drinking in happiness, forgetting differences of some races. His cocktails were sold for many races, so the bonds of friendship united them, regardless of differences of races. Then he expanded his business to the world with his friends. First, he created good taste beer in Japan and saved Japanese laborers. And he sent some sunflowers to his home in Hawaii where his father and mother were living. Second, he created good taste red wine in France and saved French laborers. His grape field for making red wine was so big that he made so many wine casks by his hands, having help from his friends. And he sent some cosmoses to his home.
Would you like to drink red wine he made? Now, we finished drinking some red wines he made. It was good taste, because our friendships in the blue will be forever.

Reference 401
U2 “18 Singles” (2006)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee, called “My milky powers to you who have been suffering for painful darkness”
Words:
He is our good friend. His father had been running chicken yard with his mother in his childhood. His father's works were so heavy that he sometimes helped their works. They had to work for village people who needed so many eggs in the lives, so they had almost no time to sleep in the night. Yes, his father and mother’s souls were in pains.
Therefore he had created stock farm and grape field nearby chicken yard with his girl friend, after he reached man's estate. All cows at his stock farm treasured family blood relationships and friendships, so all cows were living at farm under the sunshine in daytime and slept in cowhouse at night, which gave his mother the times for rest. Yes, he could save his mother’s souls to keep his mother’s sleeps.
And he made many wines for village people, using so many grapes he had grown, so a lot of cask was stocked in his warehouse. Yes, he could save his father’s souls to keep heaviness.
So we held the party with him on Xmas Eve night. He called his girl friend and we called many blacks in our party. Our party took place in darkroom. All blacks were in happiness, while drinking wines he made. And he exploded a cracker called "The creation of black hall". Yes, we enjoyed in the darkness he created. Our smallest wills for saving all black souls had more speeds than any lights and had heavy weight gradually. And when our wills became too heavy and had less speeds than any lights, his girl friend filled our room with brightness by switching white lights on. She shouted, “Marry Christmas!” It was just 12 o'clock in the night and it was all our creation for saving all black souls.

Reference 402
Ocean Colour Scene “Moseley Shoals” (1996)



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Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle I poured for our drinking in winter, you explained to me “Hot to cold and cold to hot, dark to bright and bright to dark, rain to fine and fine to rain are human fate and Northern blood relationship, which is the word I’d like to give for your sorrow”
Words:
I want you to listen next my story in my youth.
I had been tired of everything in the world when I was high school student. For example, these were the unemployment, the civil wars and the nuclear powers. So I run away from my home to his office Sunday morning in winter. When I met with him for the first time, he said to me, "Your act was wrong." And my travel with him started from here. He brought me to airport in London and rid on jet airplane with me at sunrise. The place we went to by jet airplane was Tokyo. Time difference was 9 hours and he asked me first question, "Did you understand what I want to say?" And I answered, "Yes, I must forget times for a while." It spent 12 hours for going to Tokyo, so he asked me second question, "Did you understand what I want to say?" And I answered, "Yes, I must always be with sunrise." After we arrived in Tokyo at sunrise, we rid on the Superexpress Hikari, for our going to Osaka. And he gave me lunch my mother made and he asked me third question in the train, "Did you understand what I want to say?" And I answered, "Yes, I must know the heaviness of foods my mother made." And when "Hikari" slowed down and arrived at Osaka station, and when it stopped raining and rainbow expanded in the sky, he asked me fourth question, “Did you understand what I want to say?" And I answered, "Yes, I must remember 7 colors rainbow that I watched with my mother in my childhood." And we went to five-story pagoda in Nara by his driving car and asked me fifth question, "Did you understand what I want to say?" And I answered soon, "Yes, I must feel the vertical power of magma and I must return to my home from now on.”

Reference 403
Another Sunny Day “London Weekend” (1992)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine at rainy night, called “All your Northern historical needs for biggest lake that would change into the sea for human equality all over the world”
Words:
After you gave birth to our first child, you cared about Japanese souls for a while in your bed. Yes, your core of cross will be in Japan. Now, there is true peace in Japan. So I spoke next story to you in your bed.
"He is our good friend who has right wing only in our dreams. He had been grown up in rich family. His father had died after keeping big powers. So he created many things, using big powers his father had left, after he reached man's estate. His belief was keeping all souls in happiness by his right hand. First, he had built the buildings where many people could play target practices in Los Angeles, and he had created the earth's yearly round. Second, he had built any castles in England, and he had created the rotation of the earth. So he could give sunshine equalities for all human beings. Third, he had created high speed economic growth in Japan, and he had created baby boom in Japan. Fourth, he had planed international exhibition in Osaka, and he had created big bang for many businesses all over the world. So all souls in the earth had become so heavy, and he could keep all souls in the earth.”
After my speaking, you said, "My heart had been in the Black Sea before I got pregnant. This Sea was the place where all souls have had heavy weight. But after I gave birth to our child, my soul was saved from heaviness and I could forget all sorrows in the world by the grace of our child. And my soul will return to the Black Sea someday.”

Reference 404
Caravan "For girls who grow plump in the night” (1973)



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Upper right hand corner of the smoke that came out from our cigarette in night city, called “All our blue lights for you who are working in the darkness for your family”
Words:
He is our good friend who has both wings. He succeeded to his father's will and mother's will. His father used to say in his childhood, “Clear all differences in painful world.” And his mother used to say in his childhood, "Keep equalities in painful world." And his left heart was created in his childhood. And after he reached man's estate, he met with her for the first time. He was born in heats but she was born in water. And they treasured many friendships in happiness in their youth. So their new wills were keeping all souls in happiness. And they had created the farm where they could work together and had created small house where they could live together. But he didn't use some fires too much, because all fires make new powers and create any differences against his father and mother’s wills. So he created vinyl house to grow up many vegetables and used some airs from vinyl house for their lives in small house in winter. And his favorite phrase was "Let it be". But we couldn't understand his wills at first time. Yes, we needed any fires and we needed any powers for saving unemployed in our Country. So we decided to start off from our home Country to Los Angeles with some unemployed against his will. Yes, our core of cross was in England where many unemployed existed in. And we created the sun in our minds by playing target practices in Los Angeles where many buildings made by irons have been constructed for long times. Yes, we could create the equalities of sunshine for some unemployed.
One night in October, we held the party where we could eat many foods with some unemployed. And we asked unemployed to explode crackers, but they said, "It will be enough for our big bang that we can be noticed from now on." As soon as they said this word, the news of Big Bang in stock market was expanded all over the world. And we caught a telephone from him in London and he said, "What did you think of Big Bang I planed? Now, I got capital to collect any investments for my vinyl houses that I am going to construct from now on. It has enough weights to keep employments for unemployed who are living with you.

Reference 405
Fine Young Cannibals “The Raw & The Cooked” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “My night dream saved by your heart” that was changed from black anxiousness into white relief in the Cold War
Words:
He was good chief of labor union and she is good his wife. His heart was born in the Black Sea and her heart was born in the Mediterranean Sea. Their souls succeeded to their father's heavy souls, so they were given strong outside powers like buoyancy from their mothers. Their hearts gravitated to each heart, so they met at the beach of the Aegean Sea for the first time. Afterwards, he married with her and got first child at seaside house where they had created family.
One day in the afternoon, she asked him at home, "What color of the sea you can see in your mind?" And he answered, "It is black, because my heart can't be changed from heart in my youth." Yes, his labor was very heavy and severe. But she said, "My color of the sea in my heart is white." And she thought her housework was saving his heart by some cooking and giving any fruits. Afterwards, he got second child, so he was invited to beer shop where his boss have gone habitually. Yes, his boss poured some beers in his schooner for the congratulation of his keeping prosperity of humans. And when he got third child, his friends raised their glasses to him by red wines and he became the chief of labor union, by the grace of big outside powers his children gave.
His dream was giving the equalities of sunshine for all labors, so he planed to build big church in Los Angeles. Yes, his dream came true. And he could create the rotation of the earth in his mind. The speed of rotation was high. So, one day in the morning, she asked him at home, "What color of the sea you can see in your mind now?” And he answered, “It is blue I have with my friends.”
So we'd like to say to all young laborers, “Please don’t say some complaints on white-collars any more and please believe in your family you love.”

Reference 406
U2 “Joshua Tree” (1987)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee when I got our first child, called “All my belief in raising sun chosen from so many suns in random” that was kept in your past painful heart
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My labor in October is very heavy, because I know my heart is stepping away from the sun in a year. After I finished working, I went home and said you, "Sorry for my going home late." Then I ate some foods you cooked and lay in sofa for a while. And I started thinking about the cosmos they had created. They had big powers for creating the cosmos. Their labor forces will be equal to big powers. Their big powers were so big that they had bigger bodies than all human beings. But they expected that there will be some bad sons who create nuclear powers. If bad sons used nuclear powers by their big hands, all humans wouldn't be able to keep all souls in the world. So their plan was dying and making their souls be smallest wills, after they had created the cosmos. Afterwards, they got rebirth and lived in the earth with their posterity. It's their friendships with all sons who have been living in the earth for long time. Yes, I could create my logic in my hearts.
Next day, I went to baseball stadium with you at night. This game was "Giants vs. Reds". My minds supported Giants but your minds supported Reds. We thought all baseballs contained our father and mother's wills that were made in nature. These wills were saving and keeping all souls. And pitchers throw baseballs from the moon in our minds to the earth in our minds. All defenses are the stars where heaviness has been existed in our hearts. And all offences create new suns in our hearts without using some fires. Result of this game was the win of Reds with one point. After we went to our home, you said, "All Giants had created their wills for keeping many souls and keeping human prosperity in the sky. And all Reds had created their wills for saving many souls and saving human prosperity in the sky." And I asked you, "What was caused in one point between Giants and Reds?" And you answered, "Perhaps it may be caused by some fires that we won't be able to put out." And I responded, "Yes, it may be caused by some Jesus bloods or your Bible that had heavier souls than before in the air.”

Reference 407
Coldplay “Parachutes” (2000)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home just before 12 o’clock midnight, called “All your present modern bitter saving for many workers who have been living in various heaviness”
Words:
You are good waitress who has been working at restaurant placed at the top of high-rise building. Your father and mother had treasured the free above all things. But after your family moved to the North, your parents had to work in painful world. And after you reached woman’s estate, you started to work as waitress. And your parents introduced him for your fiancé in autumn. He was labor who had been working at street. Yes, you fell in love with him, because he had heaviness in his minds and you gravitated to his heaviness.
There were 5 powers for saving your hearts at the top of high-rise building. First power was light power from the sun, because your hearts had approached the sun in autumn and could be saved from heavy work. Second power was light powers between the sun and the earth, because your heart had been saved from heavy work by any lights in daytime. Third power was centrifugal force, because your heaviness had been reduced by the earth's yearly round at night time. Fourth power was centrifugal force, because your heaviness had been reduced by the rotation of the earth. Fifth power was gravity, because your heaviness had been reduced by the gravity between you and the earth.
And you married with him in June and got pregnant. Then you gave birth to your first baby and created family with him. Yes, your minds were saved from heaviness completely. So, please don't worry about some pains from the world to your inside, because you will be saved by outside powers to your child from now on. But it is secret between him and me that he had planed high-rise building for the first time.

Reference 408
Allan Holdsworth “Velvet Darkness” (1976)



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Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle, called “All our red in closing eyes when our eyes are setting to the sun” that was prepared for Northern fatherly wild blood relationship
Words:
Dear our girl friends
Thanks for your coming to our night concert.
You are good office lady. But your works are only service of some tea breaks for businessmen. Yes, your heart is like a leaf of big tree and you had to suffer for the difference between woods and leaves of big trees. So your hearts needed to be helped by the sunshine. But the sun in the blue sky was too strong for your eyes. And you remembered the sunshine reflected on the surface of the sea and pool in your childhood when you had enjoyed in family love. Yes, your heart was a little saved. And you visited at our night concert for escaping from all your pains at daytime. So we asked him to be our engineer who had worked in the North. His nickname is Apollo. He had grown up under the sunshine like you. But after he moved to the North, he worked at night job with us. His works were changing any lights and heats from the sun into his powers in winter. But his minds were always in the moonlight at night when we played at indoor concert. We think that moonlight he created will be good reflection from the sun and will fit with your eyes. This is our blood relationships between you and us.
From a woman who are being with him

Reference 409
Shakatak “Live” (1985)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick just before sunrise, called “All my Northern historical dark belief to your heart”
Words:
In summer, I started off from my home to Japan, searching true peace in my minds. Yes, there were the peace I needed and the enough hours I could think about the world.
When I visited at Japanese temple in Kyoto, I took out a cigarette from my pocket, sitting on bench under the sunshine. And I met with you for the first time. You lighted my cigarette kindly and asked me, "Would you like to watch fireworks with me at this night?” I answered, “Yes, I’d like. Thank you.”
You told next words to me at night, while watching fireworks with me.
“Do you know supernova in the cosmos? It's the explosion of many fires in high speeds and many fires become smallest wills, being reduced in the air and getting more speeds. Next, smallest wills are entered in black hole and get high weights. Then many materials gravitate to smallest wills and get heavy weights. Finally, smallest wills get any lights again. It is like human lives, because all human souls become smallest wills in the darkness after resting in peace. And their wills go up to the sky and gravitate to rainwater. Then all wills fall with raindrops to the ground and make plants and fruits grow up. And we eat some vegetables and fruits for ourselves and their rebirth. Finally, smallest wills get any lights by their rebirth.”
Yes, I understood. And I dreamed supernova at night. It was the dream that any fires expand to outside with my fears. It might be my nightmare in the world.
But next morning, the chief priest asked me, when I was smoking on the bench under the sunshine. "How much fire scales are existed in our beautiful earth?" And I answered, “I think these are too bits like fire of my cigarette in here.”
Yes, my minds were saved.

Reference 410
John Denver “Farewell Andromeda” (1973)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee when I gave a tip for waitress at coffee shop, you named “All our belief in Northern friendly powers to keep a promise with our parents”
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I had been living with my parents in the South in my childhood. My father used to say me, "Human lives are like getting over a mountain by own wills. And happiness will come true after this act." So I started off from my Country to the North in my youth. It was very hard way like mountain climbing. And I created my own world on the top of mountain. Next acts were meeting with you. But this act was easy for me, because only act I had to was going down a hill. And I could meet with you at beach. But you needed my true word you could believe in your hearts. So I said you, "My work is saving all souls in the earth." Yes, you had gotten my word in your heart. And I climbed the mountain with you and we created our family at home nearby the lake. Here was the place where any village people have been living.
But our lives were very severe at first time. So I asked him to help us. He was stoker who has been running railroad Company. His suggestion was that we take our salaries an hour and we must use all salaries for our needs soon. Yes, our needs were eating foods, wearing cloths and constructing our houses. Then our incomes increased suddenly. So he proposed that village chief try to build railroad from the South to the North. Our village chief accepted his proposal willingly. When railroad was up at last, we held the party where we could eat apple pies free and we invited our parents to our party. Yes, his job was good and fitted with our minds.

Reference 411
John Denver “Back home again” (1974)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of strong black tea you made at sunrise, you named “All your desire for Japanese past primitive fatherly power that many peaceful powers had cleared worldwide painful powers and could get Milky Way by remained powers”
Words:
I'd like to tell his next story to you only.
He is Japanese my friend who has both wings. He had grown up with 4 sisters in his childhood when his Country was in the War. Yes, Japanese policy treasured his sisters for Japanese human prosperity to get soldiers in the future. But he was commandeered by Japanese policy in his youth. And he was sent to other Country with some troops in World War Ⅱ. Then he thought about the world at battlefield under the tree in the rain. He thought, "What is the War?", "What is the pain?" and "What is the human prosperity?" And he wrote some poems at night. But he fought with enemies in his minds at battlefield. Yes, his left wing grew up.
And he became a businessman in the North after World War Ⅱ. His boss needed his ambition and he worked diligently. And he needed some heats, so he married with her and created his family with 3 children in the North. Then he built his own Company, according to his outside powers and his ambitions. Yes, his right wing grew up and he won in the sky with many souls.
When I met with him at the party he held, I said to him with smiles, "I'd like to read your poems in your youth." And he said, "Thank you. But these were lost with some winds." Then he poured beer in my glass. Yes, I drank off a glass of beer to forget all his words.

Reference 412
Egg “same title” (1970)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured for me at sunset when we visited at Japanese family-restaurant, you named “All our peaceful strong soft views to repair our eyes in hard views”
Words:
In summer, I traveled with you to Japan. Perhaps it may be caused by something in our Country.
Tokyo was alive with many people under the sunshine on holiday. We went to cafe. After we sat at table, you ordered two cups of tea. So I spoke next story to you.
"He had grown up in Japanese rich family. But life in capital is very severe, so his father planed own way to grow him well. His father's plan was giving him many dreams. So his father gave some goods he wanted and traveled to any places with him to create family love. He got the power toward lower right hand. The more he has dreams, the more he got powers in his childhood. But after he reached man's estate, he started to work and knew severe truth. It was the power toward upper left hand. The more he knew the truth in the world, the more his dreams were reduced. And when he had lost all his dreams by his severe works, he met with her for the first time at seaside beach. He suffered for the powers around his mind from outside. Yes, she saved his mind by keeping his outside power in her inside. Then he got 2 children and created his family. And his pains were cleared by the powers toward her and 2 child minds. And he could work to save his family for long time. Yes, his father’s plan was succeeded by own way.”
After my speaking, we saw that a boy bothered his mother for plastic model at toy shop. But we realized his mother denied his needs. So he had the mumps and left from our sight. After waitress put two cups of tea on table, you wanted me to buy sapphire ring for you. But I denied your needs. You had the mumps though you told me that you were expecting my second child in your inside. So I said you, "Yes, I will treasure my money to buy your sapphire ring, for giving some goods to our second child in our future. And I will be able to clear all truth in the world by the grace of you.”

Reference 413
Khan “Space Shanty” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee, called “All my first acceptance to present diamond ring for you nearby the lake in the mountain”
Words:
Dear my father and mother
I'm sorry to have kept silent for such a long time. Yes, I started off from my home to northeast after I had reached man's estate. My way on the sea was very hard, leaving white curve in the sea. But I could create my left heart on my way. In northeast, it stormed heavily. And strong winds blew from west to east though I worked hard with my girlfriend and my friends. And I could create the lake nearby our houses. Then I could create fruit fields with my friends and could create my family with my girlfriend. Yes, all rains changed heavier materials into lighter materials and waters in the sky. And we got rotation of the earth in our minds. So it stopped storming and we could create peaceful winds and we could get peaceful smiles of our children. Yes, our wives got free minds and we could create the sun in our hearts. I’d like to see you again with my family next Xmas. I wish you are in happiness until I go home.
From John

Reference 414
John Denver “Windsong” (1975)



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Upper right hand bright corner of the Mediterranean Sea under the moonlight called "Your word that Southern souls can be saved by low energies in the night”, when we are listening to the soccer game on the radio in Italy (The history made us keep silence in our hopes at here.)
Words:
Do you know next story?
His father was running pearl maker and his mother was pearl diver in Hawaii. His father was making some pearls that his mother searched in the sea while using net she made. They used to say him in his childhood, “Save all souls in the world.”
But his family had experienced the World War Ⅱ and they had to stop searching and making pearls for long time. And after the World War Ⅱ ended, jewel shop owner asked his father, “Can you make pearls again?” His father answered, "Sorry, I can't it. I had lost our hands with some pearls, because we don't have hands for writing plans of nuclear bombs.”
So they moved to Brazil and created the field for making coffee. And he became a soccer player in Brazil in his youth. His dream was being a good player in the North. Yes, his dream came true. His first game took place in the North and his team won by his goal. His shoot had high speed and had heavy weight. So, many souls gravitated to his ball he shot. And after his ball was kept in goal net, all souls got powers and went up to the sky with heats in stadium. Yes, he created new wind in the world.

Reference 415
U2 “Rattle and Hum” (1988)



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Upper right hand corner of diamond ring that you gave me with your family photo in a railroad tunnel, called “All your word that most important goods are some photos I took at strawberry field under the blue sky on the way of going away from home with my beetle mind in our home Country
Words:
He had grown up in civil war like you. His bad dreams were that the world will be changed into materials by waters. He thought that all waters must be existed for growing up creatures and saving all souls. But the war use many irons changed from magma by some waters and make many swords badly. So he understood beetle minds very well. Then he started off from his home to the North and run a photo shop in his youth. There were many Giants who were his friends in the North. All Giants built railroad toward your home by using many irons and created rotation of the earth. And they said to you, “There is good fiancé for you in the Northeast." Yes, you had good dreams in the darkness. And you started off from home to the Northeast. And one of them handed a photo to you and said, "This is his figure." But the figure in a photo was a beetle of insect collecting. Yes, you got angry and lighted up this photo. Then beetle soul went up to the sky. And one day, you went to the beach in your sadness in the rain. And you could meet with him for the first time. He showed you a photo that a beetle was taken. Yes, you fell in love with him and your relationship with him started. And one day in summer, he asked you, "Can you travel with me?" and you answered, "Yes. But I will be able to deny, if I can’t be with a beetle.”

Reference 416
Yes “The Yes Album” (1971)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee you made for me in our home after ending the work off with a drinking party, called “All my past wild constructive mind to your heart”
Words:
Do you know the space travel that was existed only in our friendly minds?
We had created farm village with our friends in the North. And we had families each other in the peace. But our works became painful busyness gradually, because all people in the city needed our works. So we had to work in the heavy rain. Heavier it rained, harder our mothers had to work. It was like magma under the earth after rains had made the ground.
One rainy day, we planed our big bang toward the world, because we thought our mother’s hearts were in limit. Yes, our travels in the space were started by our big bang. And our wills started off from the earth to the cosmos though we were closed in the darkness for a while, because we didn't have enough money for the act of our plan. So I went to his office at night. He constructed his bank for us. His rule was that we must deposit our incomes in his bank every day, after we used some money in a day. Yes, the money we had spent was a little, because we could eat some foods taken from our farm. And he lent some money to us and any other our friends. Yes, we could get our friends in the world. And we could get any lights again. His banks expanded to the world, too. Our wills gathered our friendly wills and became so heavy. And we acted for our mothers to get free. Then our mothers got free and we got the sun in our minds. So our wills gravitated to the sun and could go back to the sun, being filled with many lights. And our wills entered into the sun. Finally, our wills could return to the earth with any lights.
After our space travel, I asked him, "How much money we must pay for our travel?" And he answered, "It's the same free as your mother’s heart.” Yes, your joke was nice.

Reference 417
John Denver “An evening with John Denver” (1975)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of night white wine, called “All your Northern historical wild heart to save all Southern heavy souls in long time and to save all Northern light souls in short time” that was existed for preparation of our home party with Middle East children on Milky Way
Words:
One day in summer, we started off to our home. Our stuffs were three seeds of sunflower. First seed had blue in our minds for getting peace. Second seed had red in our minds for saving souls in the South. Third seed had green in our minds for creating eyes in the dark. Our purposes for going home were getting free and making rains change from pains to happiness in our home.
Yes, we created sunflower field in our home Country. But we suffered for difficulty to get true freedom. So we needed his help by telephone. He arrived at here soon from the North. And he took a photo that a sunflower was reflected on and constructed his Company for saving our sunflower field. He expanded the beauty of sunflower into the world by using his personal computer. And we could collect many investments from the world and could get powers in the short night. It rained heavily and rain created the pool. Yes, we could be satisfied with rainfall, because our darkness was very short. And our minds were gravitated to beautiful sunflowers after heavy rain at sunrise. Then we saw good dream that our minds were filled with infinite light colors in long time. We realized that this beautiful long time dream must be all for our home.

Reference 418
Tears for Fears “The seeds of love” (1989)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after entrance ceremony for our daughter at elementary school, called “1×1=1” that was prepared for our daughter’s word “Most important thing is saving the earth from the coldness”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you told that our daughter started to study the theory of evolution at elementary school. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"I think Darwin believed in the theory that all things and wills in the cosmos had been evolved like as all creatures have been evolved in the earth. First reason is that all humans have 2 thumbs and 8 fingers. If humans have more 10 fingers, some fingers will be useless for our eating foods and writing words by our hands. So, 10 fingers are just fit with our lives. Second reason is that many fruit figures are ball and almost seeds are not ball. A long time ago, all fruits would be rolling to the South, searching heats and waters for their prosperity. But seeds didn't need to roll, because motherly souls treasured their sons. Third reason is that all wills had been changed according to clocks. We had taken some fruits from field at just time when clock suggested and we had eaten breakfast, lunch, snack, dinner and supper for our lives. So fruit souls kept their prosperity with human beings. Fourth reason is that 24 hours in a day are fit with all human lives. If human action hours are more than sleeping hours, it will rain heavily in the North, which will create rotation of the earth. And if human sleeping hours are more than human action hours, motherly magma will feel relief, which will make rotation of the earth keep constant. Fifth reason is that all sunrays and heats keep our needs naturally. If we need hotness in winter, the earth will approach the sun. And if we need coldness in summer, the earth will move from the sun, which will create the earth's yearly round. So our world started in the chaos and experienced rainfall, made ground and high speed magma, created big bang and made the sun, planets and the earth where many creatures and human beings have lived for long time. Then all things and wills had been in equilibrium and had created the cosmos naturally.”
After my speaking, you said with smile, "My reason is that our daughter is looking forward to enjoying in our home on New Year's Day. It is the best approach to the sun where my motherly soul is living in.”

Reference 419
Camel “The Snow Goose” (1973)



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Upper right hand corner of the Indian Ocean called “All our Northern blood relationship” that had existed for decision of the earth’s axis with heavy rain in through the your heart
Words:
One day in autumn, we went watching World Cup rugby game. This game was “England vs. New Zealand” and final. English team was wearing white uniforms, so they had heavier weight that was caused by the reflections of lights. New Zealand team was wearing black uniforms, so they had lighter weight that was caused by the extinction of lights. All players are lights who have hands for saving souls and have legs of fatherly powers. And rugby ball is sunflower seed that is searching any lights. Game is started by the scrum where seed is in the darkness. Yes, rugby ball needs home and the sun. So, once rugby ball is handed to players, it approaches the sun while collecting any souls in the winds. But throw forward is bad, because it make a seed enter in dark lights. All points are gotten by the try or goal kicks. The try bring a seed into the sun by their hands and legs. Goal kicks bring a seed into the sun only by their legs but it can collect many souls in the winds, as soon as kick was done, and a seed can get brightness at the top of parabolic path and enter into the core of the sun. Once rugby ball entered in the goal, it can endure heats of the sun, because it had gotten high energy by the powers of any lights until it got try. And the period of living in the sun for a seed is long like very long vacation at home.
Result was the win of New Zealand team by 8 points. After the game, it rained heavily and many souls were saved. Yes, 8 points are equal to the heaviness of your diamond rings put on your fourth fingers.

Reference 420
U2 “Achtung Baby” (1991)



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Lower left hand corner of money box you prepared for Father’s Day, called “All my present modern worldwide past fatherly equilibrium saved by your past motherly family heart”
Words:
One night in winter, I saw a Pierrot who handed out free circus tickets in Paris to some people in the darkness, when I was going home. I realized he needed my help and I needed his help, so I was given a ticket from him. Yes, I tried to go to his circus show with my family.
We rid on airplane and stayed at hotel in Paris. When we visited at his circus, I was surprised at full visitors who gathered in big place. There were many families in here and we enjoyed in circus of power. Many members acted in some acrobatics with him. For example, these actions were aerial swing, rope walking and balancing on a ball with any animals. All powers were in equilibrium with many risks, and there were many relationships among powers that had been existed in many needs. And last acrobatic was that lion went through fire ring. Yes, the show was short time though we had enjoyed in long time we felt.
But I saw bad dream when we were going back to hotel in the train. It was the fear that many machines broke our dreams in the war. I was suffered for bad dream in short time in the darkness. And I got up with fear at the same time when we arrived at station nearby hotel. And I remembered a Pierrot eyes. Then I realized that he had cried about the world and he was always keeping painful tears in his left minds. And he had needed joyful tears in our right minds. Yes, we could help his heart in equilibrium with our friendship.

Reference 421
Can “Saw Delight” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee your diamond ring was entered in, called “Your red desire to the sun from the sight of Jupiter where my heart has been existed in”
Words:
Do you know the most sorrowful equilibrium in the world?
He had grown up directly on the equator in Africa. His parents were working at diamond mine and all his energy was made by a little water, some milk shakes and strong sunshine in his childhood. Milk shakes his father made had strong powers, so he could work at diamond mine after he reached man's estate. Waters he could drink were a little. But he could create strong body, because his main energy was made by sunshine. So he needed sunshine above all things.
And you needed some diamonds he made. After you finished bringing up your children, your husband was keeping much money for your happiness. In winter, you were presented a diamond ring and beautiful dress from your husband who held the party for you. Yes, you got free minds like the sun that strong power has been in. So you could give the sunshine for him in Africa. Yes, this equilibrium is good. But you never care about him. So we create the music and I sing any songs in sorrow. The more you got happiness, the more we feel sorrow. Who knows the end of this sorrowful equilibrium? Perhaps nobody will know.

Reference 422
Eagles “The very best of the Eagles” (1994)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of stout bottle you prepared for me at the party in passenger ship on the way of going to Australia, you named “All your Northern historical modern word that you wish I save all black souls in the Southern Hemisphere” that was existed for my past fatherly wills and your friendship with all blacks”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about the peace in our Country, so I spoke next story in our bed.
"Their nickname is "Black Eagles". They had grown up in the South where many people had been suffered for heavy rain and storm. Heavy rain and storm made the sea rough. They thought their Country will be lost in pain if it goes as it is. So they decided to move to the North by their ship. Their purpose was saving all souls in peaceful sea. After they arrived in the North, they created vegetable fields and fruit fields in the rain, using big powers given from their parents. Then many people visited in their village and built society where so many families could live with them. They used much water for growing vegetables and fruits, and many people used much water for living in the North. So all rains in the earth were reduced and they could save many people in the South. And they had gotten sunshine for long time. But sunny days in long time made them suffer again, because lack of waters made their fields dry. So they created night city with many people by their bloods and sweats. Then they got rainfall again. And they could create peaceful sea that was converged between the power of rainwater and the power of sunshine.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "What is the demonstration for your story?” And I answered, “It’s our live in the world.”

Reference 423
New Trolls “L.I.V.E.N.T.” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee called “My Northern friendship to get love and peace in through the your heart” after endless rainfall in the darkness
Words:
Do you know next story?
One day in winter, he started off from his home to the North. His hopes were love and peace, because his purpose was saving all souls. But he was depressed at the darkness in the North. So he created eyes to watch the true world. And he got a few light on the top of the mountain. He thought these lights were his desires, so he climbed the mountain and arrived at the top of the mountain. There were some village people who were camping out and needed his strong wills in here. He needed their friendship, too. So he joined in their circle. All wills of village people was creating the sun god for saving all souls. So his role was making a gun that his strong wills were contained. He shot a gun toward red roses in the darkness. A bullet went to the space and all smallest souls were gravitated to a bullet. Finally, the sun was created by his hands. And they built a church under the sunshine.
She noticed this happening in the South. And she tried to swim in the sea and tried to go to the North. She had dreams for getting her happiness. Her wills collected many smallest souls in the sea and went to the church that village people had built. Then she met with Father who was wearing black cloth and she prayed to the sun god for love and peace. Father's black cloth made the heavy room in the church, so her smallest wills went up to the sky with many souls. And so many souls were gravitated to the sun and entered into the sun. Finally, these souls returned to the earth with sunshine and the earth was filled with any hopes that need love and peace.
So I want you to remember our marriage ceremony that took place outside with our friends who were wearing tuxedos. Our place was filled with many lights and we were wearing white dress and suits. Our hopes were love and peace as well as he and she hoped. And our smallest wills went down to the ground and entered into the earth by white clothes. After our wills experienced the darkness, our wills went up to the sky with many souls and waters by the powers of the sunshine. This is our friendship with him for our desires for love and peace.

Reference 424
Elton John “Greatest Hits” (1974)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning coffee called “My 10 times shaking to your heart”
Words:
One night in winter, we were depressed at all things in the world. So we went to his trump magic show in the painful rain. His show took place in the darkness at first time. All audiences had the same minds as our minds in the dark room. He changed some Aces of Spades and waters into fires while any lights were increasing by degrees. Yes, he chose Ace of Spades instead of a gun, which was reason why we felt his show to be great in this world. The more his Aces of Spades were doing over move and stop, the more we could get any lights. Finally, as soon as the room filled with white lights, he changed all fires into white doves. Perhaps our parents may be worried about where we had gone after his trump magic show. Yes, I'd like to answer them that I went to meet with you who they introduced to us under the sunshine.

Reference 425
10cc “same title” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle you prepared at high noon on New Year’s Day, you named “All your contract for working at canteen to save many laborers from high noon to sunset for 6 months”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you have cared about human pains for long time. So I presented a watch for you. And I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He is watch maker who had grown up in working class in the North. His father was the first watch maker in the world. So he succeeded to fatherly bloods that had known all human pains. He knew that many white-collars get up with families in happiness in the morning but many blue-collars get up with families in pain and must work heavily even though sunrise save them from heaviness. And he knew that the cosmos make blue-collars more painful by expanding. So his father divided the time in a day by quarters. First quarter was the time from 6 o'clock at sunrise to 12 o'clock at midday. Second quarter was the time from 12 o’clock at midday to 18 o’clock at sunset. Third quarter was the time from 18 o'clock at sunset to 0 o'clock at midnight. Fourth quarter was the time from 0 o'clock at midnight to 6 o'clock at sunrise. Yes, human minds in the North approach to the sun in first quarter, leave from the sun in second and third quarters, and approach to the sun in fourth quarter again. But he couldn't be satisfied with this watch. So he changed his father's watch into the watch that we have been using everyday. Yes, his needs to God were in two times when sunlight change from approach to leaving at 12 o'clock and change from leaving to approach at 0 o'clock in the North. One day in winter, he went to the church in the rain and prayed to his God. Then he presented his handmade watch to Father and said, "Today's rain is so painful." And Father responded, "Thank you. I'd like to put your watch on my left wrist everyday, because today’s rain succeeds to motherly pain for your creation.” Yes, it was the time when all rains in his pain changed in his happiness.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "What kind of fruits would you like?" And I answered, “I’d like to choose all fruits you like.”

Reference 426
Camel “Stationary Traveller” (1984)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of diamond ring called “All salt powers in my kitchen” that can be shined only by sunshine in the Middle Eastern sandy beach
Words:
I am British actress. My theater with you was good. It was made by next 4 scenes.
First scene was the setting of our marriage ceremony in America. Yes, we played happy act with our friends nearby the Statue of Liberty. Second scene was the setting that I was talking about your plan with you, sitting on the ground nearby the Swan Lake in Russia at night. You spoke next your plan to me. "Most important thing for saving all souls in winter is labor that we had been given the powers from magma. Many souls in the air can be gone up to the sky by our labors against the nature and drop to the ground with rainfall, and grow up many fruits and vegetables. Finally, these are saved in our inside by eating fruits and vegetables. But all refugees in the South need sooner help above all things. So I'd like to create sunflower fields in the South under the sunshine. Yes, the sunlight has high speed power that can save all souls. Sunflowers need sunlight from the space and sunlight needs the powers of all creature souls from the earth. It is good combination for saving all souls in the earth.” Third scene was the setting that you were working hard for creating sunflower fields in the rain. And after your creation, 7 colors rainbow expanded in the sky. And fourth scene was the setting that I was doing my face at home to attend our party for our succession and economic growth in the South. Then you went home, bringing any fruits in basket. And I asked you, "Oh, it is good. Is it your left heart?" And you answered, "Yes, this is your right heart that was reflected on your mirror for getting all free.”
Yes, our theater finished in a great success and we could get both wings with many souls in the sky.

Reference 427
Tracey Ullman “The best of Tracey Ullman” (2002)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock called “My unspeakable confusion to your heart”, when my son is sleeping at night
Words:
One day in winter, I went watching ice hockey game with you and my lovely son. My son was sleeping in the train for a while. After he got up at the time when train arrived at the station nearby stadium, he said next bad dream to us.
"I started off from my home to the North in the sea. I had many good dreams while swimming in the sea. But there were bad dreams in the Northern Sea. It was civil war in the darkness. My heart was shut by the cold ices. I tried to escape from this coldness but I couldn't do it. And when I needed any help to my mother, I opened my eyes in the train.”
Yes, he might expect ices that will be existed from now on.
We enjoyed watching ice hockey game. There were so many fevers in the game. The team we supported was good dream for us but all enemies were bad dreams for us. Our team uses a bullet ball we love and carry it by sticks for saving souls. But all enemies use a bullet ball in civil war. If a bullet ball enemy carry is used for saving souls, what will you feel? Yes, it was bad dream for us. But all heats in the stadium made our bad dream clear. After the game, I asked you to buy some fruits in the net I prepared, leaving me at the seat in the stadium. Yes, I wanted to see that all souls in the heated air go down and are saved in waters in the darkness after some lights are lost. And we expected all souls go up to the sky under the sunshine tomorrow morning. It was our good dream in the world.

Reference 428
U2 “The best of 1980-1990” (1998)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine your father poured for me at home party, you named “All past fatherly milky red needs to clear all inharmonious powers in the world”
Words:
New Year’s Eve night, you were looking forward to meeting with your parents at your home tomorrow morning. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"She is good poet. Her father was socialist who had been running farm. One night, she fell in love with fireman of blue train and she was engaged to him. But her father opposed her marriage with him. The reason was in difference of thought. So she run away to the North with him against her father’s will. And he wrote next poem for her in blue train at night.
"When all your minds go away from your sun, you will lose any colors. And only color you can see is red. In the red room, you will remember all red fruits in your family love. For example, these are strawberries, apples and cherries in your home. At last, you will remember red sun that you had watched with your mother at sunset in summer in your childhood. This is my words to you and your father.”
So she sent a photo to her father. It was a photo that she was smiling with some strawberries for permission to marry with him. Yes, her father's answer was "I gave in to your word".
After my speaking, you said, "I imaged my father in your story. So I'd like to buy some strawberries for my going home tomorrow.”

Reference 429
New Trolls “Atomic System” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me in our home at high noon, you named “All your right power from the sight of your heart” that was existed for keeping more waters to make all creatures prosper in our world”
Words:
New Year's morning, you cared about civil war in my Country. Your first face in New Year was in the dark. It was so bad. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"The equilibrium in my world is good. Long time ago, humans created the world by fires and waters in the North. Almost humans had worked seriously. So rains created the ground and made any fruits and vegetables grow up. But some bad humans made the war happen in the world. So humans who believed in peace built church though the war was not ended. Magma resisted to this fact and a volcanic eruption was occurred and heavy air was created by the rain. So the ice age had come and some creatures and humans survived. And some children and white doves gathered nearby the church and children played with white doves and gave breads to white doves, when church bell rung out to the world. But some bad soldiers kept white doves and brought doves to their home. Then it was rumored from them that white dove meats were good taste. And they wanted more white doves by using some rifles. Yes, the war between white doves and some soldiers were started. And all shoots from soldiers to white doves couldn't be hit in the sky completely. But the sun suffered for some bullet powers and changed these powers into outside powers against all wars. Outside power was sunshine that made many ices melt. So melted ices became waters and grew any fruits and vegetables under the sunshine. And all humans ate fruits and vegetables that contained antiwar wills. Finally, all humans had wills that insisted “No more war”. Yes, all white dove souls won in the sky.”
After my speaking, your face was in the brightness. Yes, your smile was first present for me in a year.

Reference 430
Canarios “Ciclos-Basado en “Las Cuatro Estaciones” de Antonio Vivaldi” (1974)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after I went home from heavy play at night live, you named “Southern historical bright stars that have enough powers to talk about Southern happy future with me”
Words:
New Year's Day morning, you cared about your parents who are living in your home. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He is Kenyan father who has been living with his wife. Their lives were very severe, so they worked hard without getting their child. But the harder he worked, the more he suffered. And when he took limit, he let out energy into his wife's inside at night. His soul was made by core of magma that filled with any lights. So his energy to outside had heavy weight and he knew he got outside power by his own energy. So he let out more energy and got more children. Yes, his true pulse beat was created in the world. And he was saved by the heaviness of his child lives. But after his children reached man's estate, they started off from his home to the North to become marathon runners. He suffered again and his wife suffered for the rain. But he knew his hearts were saved by their running marathon in the North, because their energies approached to his hearts and their energies had light weights, and were reduced by degrees, so he got outside powers by degrees. And his wife got more outside powers, too. Yes, he got happiness when he knew they became marathon runners in Olympic Race.”
After my speaking, I could see your smiles. Yes, winter is marathon season. I’d like to expect in the futures of our children.

Reference 431
Kayak “Royal Bed Bouncer” (1975)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of vodka you poured for me on New Year’s Eve night, you named “All your Northern historical prayer for lightness to save our son who is sleeping in heaviness”
Words:
New Year's Day morning, I showed you a next poem that was written by my lovely son in his school study.
"I'd like to build big city in the sea with my friends, using any irons that was changed from magma. Our labors are easy, because all irons will be changed from heaviness to lightness in the sea. So our labors won't make the sky rainy and will save mothers from the pain of rainfall. And our fathers will be saved from the pain of heaviness. Of course, many bullets in the war will be useless in the sea.”
I'd like to put this poem in my iron bottle and to send it to the sea at sunset today. Our wills in iron bottle will start off from the earth to the cosmos by centrifugal force created from the rotation of the earth. Yes, our God is living in Betelgeuse that our wills arrive in. And Betelgeuse will explode in the cosmos by supernova. Finally, all creatures in the cosmos will have the same minds as our minds. This is our long time revolution for our patriotism.

Reference 432
Omega “Gammapolis” (1979)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of diamond ring she put on her fourth finger just before our home party would be finished, you called “Red rose in white from the sight of any light sources”
Words:
She is the best Japanese female creator who has existed in our minds. I met with her for the first time in the rain at night in the North. Yes, she cared about sad rains and some wars in the darkness. And she knew the pains of wars in the South. In the South, the more humans lost lives and lost energies, the more her hearts suffered for rains. And I felt colder winds than before. Yes, her hearts took limit, so she decided to start off from the North to the South. And she had created sunflower field in the South. Her sunflower field was so beautiful that all soldier minds changed from straight powers into many wide outside powers. And I knew some soldiers helped her works. So I decided to start off from the North to the South with my friends Xmas Eve night. And we joined in her party that many people gathered in. I can't forget her colorful shirt at her night party. And when the earth started to step away from the sun in winter, it had rained heavily in six days. Yes, all souls in the South were saved by heavy rains. And it was the time when sad rains all over the world changed into joyful rains in her heart.

Reference 433
ELO “The very best of Electric Light Orchestra” (2005)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock you prepared for me when I am smoking at balcony under the sun after the party in the New Year holidays, you named “All my Northern historical lonely try to get colorful family peace in our blood relationship”
Words:
I sometimes remember our honeymoon in severe life. It was long travel with you in the train. I had my plan for going my home with you New Year's Day. And you had your plan for going your home with me New Year's Day. Your father is historian, so we talked about history in our Country in night train. I can't forget your sad eyes when you were talking about sorrowful history. It spent long time for our talking. Yes, I thought our minds would go to the stars in night sky. And just before sunrise, I said next words to you. "When we start off from our home to the North, our hearts can be saved by fatherly gravity but can't be saved by motherly lights from heaviness. And when we approach to our home, our hearts can be saved by motherly lights but can't be saved by fatherly gravity from heaviness. That's because motherly lights have heaviest weights in the cosmos. So we can't experience that our hearts are saved by both fatherly and motherly powers in the darkness. But human technologies made it possible that our hearts can be saved by both powers. It’s any lights in our train.” And I put a diamond ring on your fourth finger and said, "Can you go my home with me New Year's Day?" And we could see sunrise of the window. And you said, "I'd like to inform my father and mother about the truth you don’t know. It's the truth that I conceived our first child." Yes, it was the time when my plan gave in to your plan and your joyful eyes. And I thought our minds would go to the sun in the morning.

Reference 434
Ekseption “Beggar Julia’s time trip” (1969)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of Blue Hawaii when I am watching Hawaiian rainy night horizon just before sunrise and when you are sleeping beside me in our room, called “All my Northern historical support for your good dream by the power of my past fatherly wills”
Words:
You are good female poet who believes in the peace and in the love of all creatures in the world.
New Year's Eve night, you saw next bad dream in the world.
"One night, you were suffering for rainfall with me. There were some soldiers who were camping out and surrounding a fire at wild ground. They were tired of everything in the darkness. So much magma had been used for making irons at war. And we felt more coldness than before. Yes, you thought all fires in the world were only some fires nearby us. So I shot a final gun at the night sky. A bullet went up to the night sky and gravitated to Mars. Finally, a bullet entered in Mars and Mars exploded in the cosmos by the friction between the atmosphere and my bullet. Yes, all magma in the earth revived by this explosion and all our souls went back to the chaos with all souls in the earth. And you expected second creation and our rebirth in the darkness.”
Yes, it must be your sad heart in the night. So I sent a personal computer to you. This computer is able to send your words to your friends who have the same minds as your minds. When you correspond with your friends by this computer, all electrons have heavy weights and any souls in the earth gravitated to electrons. Then all electrons become lights with any souls and enter into your eyes. And when any lights go outside again with your joyful wills, any souls go up to the sky and gravitate to the sun. Finally, any souls enter into the sun and go back to the earth with many lights. And many souls revive in plants with some waters.
Yes, I’d like to see your joyful eyes New Year’s Day morning.

Reference 435
TOTO “Past to Present 1977-1990” (1990)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at night home after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you named “All your Northern historical needs for soft views to escape Southern hard views for our family”
Words:
New Year's Day morning, you cared about civil war in our Country. I thought your painful heart was caused by some bullets in the war. So I spoke next story in our bed.
"He and she were born in the midland where the sea is nothing around. They were childhood friends. And after they reached man and woman's estate, they started off from home to the South. Their purposes were saving all souls in the South. So they talked about good dreams in the night train until they arrived in the South. But there were so many wars in the South and they were depressed at the differences between dreams and truths. So they had to return to their home in the mountain and their left minds were created in the darkness. He spoke their pains to his father at home, so his father gave a rifle for him and said, “You must become excellent night hunter.” He practiced under the moonlight everyday to become a night hunter. His game plan was shooting birds in eastern night sky. First day, his shoots were in so many errors. Second day, his shoots were in any errors. Third day, his shoots were in some errors. Fourth day, his shoots were in a little error. Fifth day, his shoots were in few error. And sixth day, his shoots were in no error. Yes, the sun was created by his bullets between fourth day and fifth day. And he married with her and created their family under the sunshine. So their right minds were created under the sunshine. Then it had rained heavily for long time. And all bird souls were saved with all souls in the South. Afterwards, he went to Crater Lake with her. And she realized that Crater Lake under the sunshine was more beautiful than the sea in the night.”
After my speaking, I presented a sapphire ring for you. Yes, it was the proof of our patriotism.

Reference 436
Eela Craig “Hats of Glass” (1978)



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Lower right hand corner of red lipstick, called “All our information in the darkness that our desires exist in high energy to save Southern souls” that was presented from my mother under the sunshine after heavy rain Coming of Age Day
Words:
I am female singer who had grown up in the war. But I hardly cared about the war, because I was always saved from fatherly and motherly loves in my childhood. It was my first darkness in any lights.
And just before I reached woman's estate, I doubted the world seriously and run away from my home to your office at rainy night. I complained to you about the world. You invited me to night city and I ate dinner with you at night restaurant. My heart beats were in heaviness and I lost energies, because I worried about your acts with heavy rain after this time and I worried about my parent hearts that were leaving from my heart. It was my second darkness in the night. But you invited me to dancehall and you were dancing with me for a while. I lost energies though my hearts were in happiness. And I was surprised that my father and mother arrived in dancehall. Was it your plan? Then I ate supper with my parents and you. Yes, it will be a fine day tomorrow and our souls will go up to the sky with many souls under the sunshine. It was the time when my heart parted from my teenage darkness.

Reference 437
Ronettes “Presenting the fabulous Ronettes featuring Veronica” (1964)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me just before sunrise after I went home from night live concert where many blacks attended in, you named “All our Northern historical fateful principle that all Northern low energy blue must save all Southern high energy red” that was existed after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick
Words:
One night, I went watching his trump magic show with you. The title of his show was "Creation in home". You had blue eyes, so you believed the harmony above all things in your strong will. His trump magic show took place at midnight though the persons he wanted to attend were all blacks. So we were watching his show at backside seats. His stage was lighted only by a fire and he distributed 53 trump cards to 53 blacks. And he said, "Who is a person who got Ace of Spades? Please come up to my stage." And a black who got Ace of Spades shot a black gun toward ceiling. His show was made by the repetition of this act. But his black gun was real gun, so our hearts were fascinated by his show every shooting. And when these acts were repeated in 60 times, all 53 blacks got Ace of Spades and final black said loudly, "We got free!" And we could watch the sunrise of the window at his stage and the curtain had fallen. After all blacks had gone to outside, theater was filled with sunray. And we talked about his show in the room that all black souls had gone up to the sky. At last, you said me with your blue eyes, “All blacks need the sunshine of love as well as we need.”

Reference 438
Eela Craig “Virgin Oiland” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of night black coffee, called “All our Northern historical 6 hours desire for your heat from midnight to sunrise” that was prepared for expecting your 45 degree power from the sight of North Pole where all your Northern historical painful image had existed in winter black night
Words:
You are good female traveler who went away from your home to the North. You wanted any lights, so your minds approached to the castle under the moonlight at night. But there were some knights who were holding swords by their right hands and surrounding the castle. And there were some people who were making circle and were shaking hands by their left hands with other right hands, surrounding a fire nearby the castle. Yes, you felt more kindness in this circle than some swords that were lighting under the many stars. So you joined in some people who were making circle and shaking hands each other under the moonlight. Before long, some people joined in your circle and people who joined in your circle were increasing by degrees. They were some artists, painters, musicians and your friends. Yes, you joined in their circle all night long. And as soon as the sun rose, you were presented a bouquet of some roses from him. I can't forget your smile at that time. So I'd like to teach you that some goods they were surrounding and putting at center place nearby a fire were guns and roses.

Reference 439
Keith Emerson “Nighthawks Soundtrack” (1981)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made at seaside house, you called “Our no error historical Northern cross that was made by your motherly buoyancy, my fatherly gravity and surface of black table”
Words:
Dear my girl friend
How are you? I'd like to call you as “Muse”, because I heard a rumor that you fell in love with him who has been our good engineer and friend. Yes, his work is creating the sun and saving all souls in the earth. So he is always trying to create perfect sun but it is impossible that his errors will be nothing. And I remembered the lectures of mathematics at high school. Yes, his technology was in normal distribution at first time. And the more he tried to practice, the more his errors were reduced by his technology. His purpose in practice was that all success probability will be one. But it is impossible. So his plan was making his friends and sons prosper all over the world and making his errors decrease with many engineers. Yes, his success probability will be “0.9999…” in the future. Normal distribution in his technology will be the figure of "T" like the sun reflected on the sea at sunrise from horizon before his friend lives. So I'd like to sing songs everyday at night lives and to collect my friends. My dream is collecting boys and girls who have the same minds as my minds all over the world. Yes, my success probability will be "0.9999..." in the future. And normal distribution in my hearts will be the figure of "T" like the sun reflected on the sea at sunset into horizon before my night lives. But the other day, I was surprised at his figure that was singing with you at my night live. Yes, I was given his powers and your smiles. So I decided to sing from now on, even though I am in so much pain.
From a man who love Muse in the night

Reference 440
The Boomtown Rats “The fine art of surfacing” (1979)



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Upper right hand corner of red wine bottle, you called “Rising sun from the sight of Southern belief in Northern hearts”
Words:
You are good female social worker who had gone away from your home for long time. I knew you at our night concert for the first time. And you fell in love with him who has been our engineer and good friend until now. Then you knew that all rocks in our minds were motherly painful wills that were suffering for the rainfall all over the world. And these would be crushed by river water and be changed into the sands at beach in the future. Finally, all souls in the sands will go up to the sky under the sunshine in summer and will be saved by the grace of fatherly gravity and motherly sunshine while spending long time. Yes, you created your left heart by yourself. But one day in summer, you got new heart when you were talking about today with him at beach. Then you knew that all souls in today were existed in the sea waves and all souls in sea waves will be gone up to the sky at beach in summer. This power is made by the grace of the gravity from the moon, the earth's yearly round and rotation of the earth. So, all souls are saved in short time. Yes, you got both wings in the sky. And you will ask us why we don't try to get both wings. So I'd like to answer you that our right wing has been injured by some powers in the world.

Reference 441
Santana “The Best of Santana” (1998)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me after I went home from work and finished eating dinner, called “All my saving Southern souls in home after my keeping family souls in away”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about something in the world with you while eating some fruits after our dinner. Our lovely children had fallen asleep in their room. And you said, "I was asked from my son today where our family souls would go to in the future.” So I spoke next story to you.
"They are village people who had started off from home to the North by their own wills. Their purpose in the North was saving all souls in the darkness. So they created sun god and fruit fields for getting infinite dimensional world in the cosmos, using their guns and hoes at night. Infinite dimensional world was created by the grace of the earth's yearly round and the rotation of the earth. Yes, all souls in the darkness were in smallest wills. So, smallest wills had expanded to all over the cosmos equally. And all souls got lights in the sun and many stars, and returned to the earth with any lights. Finally, all souls were fallen with rainfall and could be saved by our eating many fruits. So you got two ways to make souls rebirth. The one way is keeping soul of our son in your inside and the other way is saving many souls in your inside. Let us suppose that there are 1 will of our son and 9999 wills of other souls in orange. Yes, probability to save other souls by your heart is 0.9999. But if you continued to have hearts to keep our son's rebirth in your inside in the future, probability to save other souls will be "0.9999×0.9999×0.9999×…= 0” by your eating many oranges in the future. And probability to keep your son’s soul will be 1. Which you can select saving or keeping?”
After my speaking, you answered me, "I'd like to select both ways, because my motherly Muse must have both wings in blue sky.”

Reference 442
Bruford “Gradually going tornado” (1980)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock you prepared for me at apartment when I was watching night sky from balcony, you named “All my midnight lonely smoking try to get true peace color in the world”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about civil war in our Country, so I spoke next story in our bed.
"He had created the world, by using some bullets. His iron bullets had included fatherly and motherly wills though included some war wills. Let us suppose that there were 99 wills for saving souls and 1 will for the battle in the war. Yes, the scale of magma is based in 100 wills. 1 will for the battle is 1 % and 99 wills for saving are 99% in magma. And he created iron bullets by using 1 scale of magma. So the scale of magma was changed from 100 to 99. Then let us suppose that magma lost 1% energy against the war. So the scale of magma were changed into “99×0.99 = 98.01” and 1 will for the battle was changed into “99×0.01 = 0.99”. But a percentage for the battle had increased in “0.99 / 98.01 = 1.01010… %” This result is bad dream for my Jesus. So we try to act to give any powers for magma and our acts were based on command from our Muse. And let us suppose that fathers in the earth have 10 hundred million sperms in their balls each other. Then it has high possibility that there is their son sperm in their balls, because all souls in many fruits are existed in random by the grace of cosmos rules. So, if you need our son's rebirth in your inside, our son will be grown up in your inside in our future necessarily. This result is good dream for our Jesus. Yes, this result was in good equilibrium in our hearts.”
After my speaking, I could see your smile with night sky.

Reference 443
Minorisa “Fusioon” (1974)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for our first finger after our examination at high school, called “All our powers to your Northern past rainy anxiety”
Words:
Do you know most important equilibrium in the world?
He is a labor who had been working for saving souls with his friends in the North at night. Their energies were taken from waters that all souls in the dark sky can be saved. But the heavier it rained and the more waters increased, the more magma energy was lost. So they drank more waters to make their energies increase, and worked heavily. Finally, magma energy was increased by the grace of their labors. This is first equilibrium for iron ring your father put on finger. But this world was painful world where was no happiness in winter. So they shot guns to dark sky when they felt limit, and created the sun. Yes, they drank waters and ate any foods and played some games under the sunshine. Then they drank more waters as well as all creatures consume much water and grew up by much water. Finally, motherly magma was saved from the pains for rainfall. This is second equilibrium for diamond ring your mother put on finger. Yes, they had no need to work in free and happy summer. And all souls can be saved in short time. But it is free whether you believe their first fingers at the time when they shot guns, or not.

Reference 444
The Monkees "I'm a believer. The best of the Monkees” (2007)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine called “My painful dark past experiences saved by your heart”
Words:
You are good one who my friends call "Muse". You had been depressed at the world. Yes, your planets in your hearts are Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. So I created my plan that I held the party for you with my friends. You prepared for doing your face and I got ready to do target practice in night room before our party started. And you saw bad dreams that my bullets would make the Earth chaotic by my some bullets shot into Venus, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. Yes, this bad probability is "4 / 6 = 0.6666..." And your good expectation was "pppp..." reflected on the lake. So I tried to do target practice when you were doing your face. My heart was in risky red at first shot and got white lights in my relief. Finally, I could watch blue lights. And you could see "9999…" reflected on your mirror in your heart. And you attended at our party with me. Yes, your numbers were good for making love with me and making our sons prosper in blue lights I had created in my heart.

Reference 445
The Bee Gees “The very best of The Bee Gees” (1990)



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Upper right hand corner of blue vase, called “Your chaotic instinctive beautiful needs for heat and water against the world” that was prepared for all Japanese mothers who are dreaming of children just before sunrise on Mother’s Day
Words:
You were Japanese good girl who had experienced World War Ⅱ in your youth. You lost many things in the war though you treasured blood relationship in your family above all things. So you could forget many bad things by the grace of your family love. But there was only thing that you had not been able to forget for long time. It was the bloody red sky at the time when air raid had been happened in Tokyo, which was fearful red color against your blood relationship in your family. So we tried to clear bad power in your bad dream according to his plan. First, we created sunflower field with him for you in Tokyo. Yes, you got outside power and red color in your bad dream changed into brown color in summer. Second, we created cosmos field with him for you in Tokyo. Yes, you got more outside power and brown color in your minds changed into dark brown color in autumn. And you gave your heart to him in the night room. Yes, you got more outside power that had enough energy to clear your bad dream in his black completely.

Reference 446
Todd Rundgren “Something / Anything?” (1972)



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Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle, called “All our critical belief in the difference between dark and any lights to get joy after the heaviness”
Words:
What is the most important word for you in the world?
Long time ago, he started off from home to the North in autumn, for saving his parents and all souls in home Country. Because all people in his Country were suffering for civil war. So he worked hard everyday at grape field in the village. He knew that sunray could collect more souls in the North than souls in his home in longer distance in cold air between the cosmos and the earth. But his life was very severe, so he prayed to his God in winter black night, "Why we must live in so much pain? I sometimes doubt you." This is first word I want to suggest to you. And Father said him, “Don’t worry. I think you will be saved before long.”
One day in spring, trade between the North and his home Country was decided by the grace of the chief of his village. This trade was exporting grapes from the North and importing wines from his home Country. And profits in this trade made his life ease. And many wines were produced in his home Country, so his parents and many people were saved in their happiness. Then he prayed to his God in summer white night, "I'd like to believe you in my pain.” This is second word I want to suggest to you.
Yes, we'd like to believe that you choose second word for your important word.

Reference 447
Electric Light Orchestra / Olivia Newton-John “From the original motion picture soundtrack・Xanadu”



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Lower left hand corner of black vase called “All your strong primitive fingernail powers given from fire and water” that some roses were entered in and that will bring up all animals we love and we’d like to put on your study desk
Words:
You were good female traveler in our world.
Your left and right hearts were created in your childhood. You had studied hard in pain at your school and had lost energy. Then you had eaten some foods and had drunk waters in your family dinner. And you had dreamed some desires at night and had studied again in your night room and had fallen asleep. It was your left cycle to get left heart in your painful waters. And you had experienced so many plays with your family in summer vacation. You had played under the sunshine and had lost energy and had eaten foods and had drunk waters in your family love. Then you had slept for a while and played in pool with your family. It was your right cycle to get right heart in your happy waters in your childhood.
But after you reached woman's estate, you doubted the world in your youth. And you run away from your home to the North. Then you met with him for the first time. He invited you to fun house in woods at night. You enjoyed with him in fun house but you lost so much energy in your fearful experience. There were many ghosts in fun house. Yes, you lost all your energy and you were tired at all. So you fell asleep at hotel nearby fun house according to his invitation. And you dreamed painful memories and happy memories, and you experienced fear and joy in the darkness.
Next morning, you got up in the room where was flooded with any lights. But you couldn’t watch his figure everywhere. Then you went to outside. And your minds gravitated to leaves in the winds, winds to your face and songs of river in fear and joy. Yes, your identity was established completely. But it is secret to you that your father and mother were his good friends.

Reference 448
Osanna “L’Uomo” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in Hawaii, you named “All our Northern historical friendship with Southern blacks at the top of Southern high mountain existed for all human equality”
Words:
Saint Valentine’s Day night, I was presented chocolate gift from you. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"One day in winter, he started off from his home to the North for saving all souls. His mother used to say him, “Keep equality in painful world.” So he thought that all his acts he must do was saving all souls and believing all human hearts in the world. After he arrived in the North, he went to the top of the mountain where some his friends were camping out in the night. He joined in their circle and got hotness from a fire to escape severe coldness. They all had the same minds as his minds that they must keep equality and must save all souls in the world. So he tried to travel with them to the South while packing guns on their waist. Two bullets were entered in their guns. There were many people who were suffering for the war under the moonlight in the South. But their acts were only hitting drums by their right hands to save souls in the South. Yes, they could save so many souls though any soldiers in the South targeted them and shot to their bodies by rifles. But they continued to hit drums, being careless of any shoots from soldiers. They lost their lives one after another in the war. But they never used their guns and only he could survive naturally. Yes, he took limit in the war. So he shot a gun to the night sky and his bullet created the sun. His work was finished and he returned to the North in February. And he lived with his family, talking about his fights in the South. And he worked at the farm under the sunshine. He used the one rest of two bullets for saving his family against unknown soldiers in their minds. And when he got old, he rested in peace that so many souls continued to be saved under the sunshine. Yes, his wife and children made the sign of the cross in front of his grave where his gun was entered in. This is the reason why we created our calendar that February finished on 28th day or 29th day in 4 years in our minds.”
After my speaking, I asked you, "Would you like something to drink?" And you answered, “Yes, I’d like to drink hot cocoa for our needs.”

Reference 449
Caravan “Caravan & The New Symphonia” (1974)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of Blue Hawaii you poured for me at night, called “All my belief in 1×1=1” that was existed for my getting the same powers between all my decreasing powers in the world and all your increasing powers in the world
Words:
My nickname is “Lava”.
One night in autumn, I was tired of everything in the world, so I started off from my home to the North. And I met with you for the first time at midnight. You were camping out with your friends under the full moon at grassland. Yes, I lost so much energy for my travel, so I joined in your circle and talked about today after my painful minds, being surrounded with chirps of many insects. You said you wanted to call me "Lava". So my nickname was fixed in my heart by your heart. And your friends called me "Lava" and needed my heart. But it sometimes rained heavily. Yes, I felt pain for rainfall on first Monday. And I knew your body and soul on second Monday when new moon was shining in the night sky. I got happiness in your heart. Then our night camp took place at grassland everyday in our happiness till next third Monday. But I felt pain again, because you were in fever every night and I thought you would never care about my heart any more. Yes, I made my energy increase in my heart by degrees and I was in trouble to make my full energy give off. So I cooked carrot soup in your night camp on fourth Monday, using big cooking pot and I distributed carrot soups to you and your friends. Yes, they said my carrot soups were good taste and I lost much energy. Then I said "Good-by" to you and your friends, and tried to go home in a light rain at night grassland. You presented me bouquet of some red roses. And I started to run and was running for a while on grassland. As soon as I stopped running, the sun raised and I fell down on the grassland. I knew some bleeds from my fourth finger injured by thorns of red roses. Yes, these bleeds were good harmony in my painful world.

Reference 450
Janis Joplin “Pearl” (1971)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of seawater that you called “Scale 6” in salt breeze at sandy beach
Words:
Xmas Eve afternoon, I was thinking about anything in my bed while watching ceiling in my room. For example, these were scale of the cosmos, speed of lights, scales of gravity and length of times in the world. Especially, I cared about length of times for my lives. If all existences have kept infinite times from past to future, all length of times for our lives will be nothing. This is the truth we can't escape in the future. So I created card game for my wife and friends. All my cards were made by 16 cards and 16 numbers. 16 numbers written on each reverses were "1", "0.1", "0.01", "0.001", "2", "0.2", "0.02", "0.002", "3", "0.3", "0.03", "0.003", "4", "0.4", "0.04" and "0.004". Yes, if someone choose some cards and add all numbers, someone will get all numbers from "0.001" to "11.11". Then I tried to play this card game with my wife and 2 friends on Xmas Eve night. But my rule I decided was selecting 4 cards each other. And the person who got maximum added number was winner. Winner was my wife and I gave in to my friends. And after our playing, I said loudly, "Let's forget bad times and let's drink together in our friendship!” This word was my truth to my night sky.

Reference 451
Jeff Beck “Blow by Blow” (1975)



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Lower left hand corner of stout bottle when I went home from overtime work, you named “All your need for family of five to tell all our hearts for human equality to the world”
Words:
St. Valentine's Day night, you cared about some religious wars in the world. Yes, I understood you asked why any humans must battle in same minds that believe in sun god. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"Long time ago, there were two Countries in the world. One Country was the North where many people had been working at grape field. Other Country was the South where many people had been working at cacao field. There were many workers in the North. For example, they were some farmers, carpenters, marketers, policemen, teachers and poets. But there were only farmers in the South. All farmers in the North were drinking at grassland every night. Their most favorite word was “Let it be", because trade was started between the North and the South for the profits of both Countries. This trade was exporting wines from the North and importing cacao from the South. So, all farmers in the South were saved from pains by drinking wines with their friends. And many children in the North ate any chocolates with friends and played outside cheerfully. And one night, children of policemen played at grassland, shooting their model guns that silver round bullets were entered in. They were in fever till midnight, so they slept outside at grassland in the night. Next morning, all people in the North and the South could see clear sunrise that they had not been able to see until now. But one day, some poets heard a rumor in the North that a bad man revealed technology of shotgun to people in the South and some industries started to product any shotguns for the war. So poet wrote next word on iron plate and sent iron plate with some wines to the South. "Are you going to injure all right hands of children? They had created sun god you believe. Even though, can you start the war?” Yes, all people in the South were shocked by his words and all productions of guns were stopped by the chief of village in the South.”
After my speaking, you presented chocolate gift for me. But your chocolate was very bitter and made my heart return to today in our minds.

Reference 452
Caravan “In the Land of Grey and Pink” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of heavy cider bottle called “My one step loss of light speed from your heart” that was prepared for giving blue light next morning for all laborers who had lost dreams in our Country
Words:
You are good girl who has free hearts like the sun. I knew you were working at night pub. One night in winter, I went to your pub where many laborers were drinking in their friendships, when some leaves trembling in the rain. My purpose was in decision of distance between your heart and my heart. Yes, carrot soup you made was delicious, so the first distance between your hotness and my blood was established by your hearts. Because my blood needed any lights between black and orange you made.
“But what times our distance must be the distance from your heart to laborer hearts at night pub?”
All laborers needed any lights but they were tired and were losing energies in the darkness. So I thought in the darkness, while closing my eyes and drinking all night long. My problems were 2 questions in my mystery. One question was "Are we first creators in our pub?" Other question was "Are we second creators after someone had created in our pub?" And you answered that you wanted to live in my second question and wanted to believe in your God. So I decided to enlarge the distance 2 times at night pub. Yes, we could see clear sunrise and we raised our glass to sunshine. Before long, we could watch 7 colors rainbow in blue sky and we made the sign of the cross in natural green that existed in the center of 7 colors rainbow. And it was the time when my red heart must return to green heart with any laborers.

Reference 453
Elvis Costello “My aim is true” (1977)



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Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle, called “Your waters in white clouds and my red bloods in the moon” that was prepared for saving all souls at our worldwide home party on Saturday night
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you were making fruit punch in your kitchen. So I spoke next story to you, lying on my bed.
"In summer days, British Open Golf took place. Favorites in the game were him and Jesus. Yes, green is the most important color he decided for his friendship. His stages were made from "Stage 0" to "Stage 4" in the front 9, and golf balls are all photon. Stage 0 is first darkness in high energy. Stage 1 is second darkness in low energy, and he created red blood in here. Stage 2 is orange world made by lava. Stage 3 is yellow world made by drinking with his friends. And Stage 4 is green world after he got the sun. If he get birdie between Stage 0 and Stage 2 by 2 shots in par 3 hole, he will save many souls by his both wings like a bird in orange world. And if he get birdie between Stage 0 and Stage 4 by 4 shots in par 5 hole, he will save many souls like a bird in natural world. Yes, his powerful shots could collect more small souls than any other shots in the sky. And Jesus stages were made from "Stage 0" to "Stage 4" in the back 9. Stage 0 is first darkness in low energy come from Jesus blood. Stage 1 is second darkness in high energy when Jesus soul entered in magma like in the war for saving many souls. Stage 2 is purple world in highest energy light. Stage 3 is violet world in higher energy light. And Stage 4 is blue world in high energy light. Yes, Jesus shots were powerful for saving many souls, too. So result was tie score in his and Jesus scores away from other player scores. And play-off took place before sunset. Champion was him, because my Jesus blood needs hotness above all things in our cold world.”

Reference 454
10cc “How dare you!” (1976)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me in our home just before sunrise after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you called “All our needs for any lights created by the black that had existed between all our blue hearts and all past black memories”
Words:
Dear my wife
I'm sorry to have kept silent for such a long time. How are you? I had been in travels with him for long time. He is our good engineer. So I'd like to inform you of his beautiful word in this letter. Our main travels were visitation in Europe, America and Japan. Especially, I can't forget our friendship with many blacks in New York and many Japanese in Tokyo. Their hot hearts were made in their home. And they treasured their home above all things in their blood relationships. But our engineer had experienced civil war in his youth. And he got off from home to the North for saving his family and many souls. His white heart was made by any heart colors. His strong blue heart was created in his youth. His red heart was created at night in the North where any whites, blacks and Japanese had gathered in for saving all souls. And his yellow and green hearts were created in his drinking with his friends and after he married with his wife who had free minds. Yes, he taught all his techniques to his black friends and Japanese friends in the North and in travels with me. So I told him in my joke, "Were they good headhunter in your friendship?" And he answered while smiling, "Yes, my techniques will be useful for their family above all things.” This word is his beautiful word I’d like to inform you in this letter.
From a man who love my family for many years

Reference 455
Eagles “One of these nights” (1975)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me at underground party from 9:30 AM to 2:30 PM, called “All our Northern historical worldwide saving for many friends who have been living in various heaviness” that was existed for all our imaginations of Milky Way
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you said me, "There is no beautiful place like the Mediterranean Sea.” So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"Yes, our Country had been surrounded with heavy Seas for long time, and had experienced many wars from past to now. So we all have painful wills in our friendships. And we all have stronger outside powers than human powers in other Countries. So we held the party where Venus, Jupiter, Venusians, Jovians, and many Humans in the Earth could attend. Yes, we believe that all Venusians and Jovians have the same radiant energy colors as Humans in the Earth. Because we believe they had been born from magma and had experienced the lives in many color energies like us. But the gravity in Jupiter is stronger than the gravity in the Earth. So Jovians had lived in lower energy colors than energy colors in the Earth. Then the gravity in Venus is weaker than the gravity in the Earth. So Venusians had lived in higher energy colors than energy colors in the Earth. Yes, most appropriate color in our party is green, because all Venusian eyes may adapt any colors though all Jovian eyes may not adapt to blue light by the cause of stronger energy blue light in the Earth. And we drank with them in green light in our party. But perhaps all Venusians may drink in yellow light by the cause of weaker energy green light in the Earth. Finally, we raised our glasses by red wines to our peaceful friendships. Yes, our party in green, white and red is the proof of national flag of Italy in our minds.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Why is there no yellow color in our flag of Italy?" And I answered, "That's because Jupiter was mortally drunk in our party and Venus must go to Motel with Jupiter by her driving car after our party.”

Reference 456
Mauro Pagani “sogno di una notte d’estate” (1981)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All my Northern rainy belief in worldwide random” that was prepared for saving your home writing in rainy days”
Words:
You are good female poet in Russia.
Your father has been running ironwork since you had been living in the Soviet Union. Your father's work and your life were very severe in your childhood. So you prayed to Mercury for your first pain in the rain, “Why we must suffer for a long time?” And you got fiancé who had been working in America after the Soviet Union ended. And you could get free minds like the sun. Then you prayed to Mercury for your second pain, "My life is in happiness now. Please distribute my happiness to all Russian in pain.” And your husband produced many irons for space developments. Yes, all Russian had good dreams in their futures. Then you prayed to Mercury for your third pain, "My Country could escape from some pains. My desire is in all peace in the universe." And your long travel to the sun started. Your husband continued to produce any spaceships to the sun. And you continued to write many poems and all Russian dreamed about the party where Venus, Jupiter and Humans will be drinking in green light for long time. And you prayed to Mercury for your fourth pain, while closing your eyes, “My heart is filled with the peaceful lights. Please leave me alone in my darkness.”
Yes, your 4 words are hidden in national flag of Russia in our hearts and your 4th word is all hope in our world.

Reference 457
The Charlatans “same title” (1995)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of vodka at sunset, called “Your desire for the night sky”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about Mercury in the night sky in my bed at my apartment before sunrise. So I said, "My friends believe that there are no winds, no waters and no magma in Mercury, and there is only iron core in Mercury." And you asked me first question, “Can you keep your body?” And I answered, "No. I don't have enough money to eat some foods." And you asked me second question, "Can you escape from your pains?" And I answered, "No. I don't have enough powers to clear all my pains." And you asked me third question, "Can you get free in our world?" And I answered, "No. I don't have enough minds to fight in my territory." And you asked me fourth question, "Can you make your descendant prosper?" And I answered, "No. I don't have enough seeds to make it, because there are only cheap wines in my icebox." As soon as I said last word in our darkness, somebody knocked on the door. And we knew somebody was him who has been the chief of labor union. Yes, we knew him very well. And he invited us to night pub by his driving car. There were many our friends who were drinking at night pub. His present for us was red wine bottle kept for our friendship. Yes, his red wine was like his night magic, because I felt good after I had a shot of this red wine. And he said me, "You got the same happiness as the happiness at the time when all white-collars are drinking. Which have longer distance, the distance between your limit in your darkness and your happiness now, or the distance between happy life of white-collars and happiness at the time when white-collars drank? I think your long distance will be power in the darkness." Yes, I understood my long distance in the darkness will be enough powers to make my descendent prosper in your minds before sunrise.

Reference 458
Ramones “Rocket to Russia” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of straight whiskey called “All our wild hearts to the world” that was prepared for taking to the streets in our tiredness tomorrow afternoon
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I talked about anything with him at night pub all night long. For example, these were civil wars, unemployment and human freedom in our Country. I wanted him to speak all his secrets to me. Especially, I was impressed by his next talk after 4 o’clock.
"Our powers in winter darkness are made by 10 powers at night. 1st power is keeping labor. 2nd power is keeping water. 3rd power is keeping society. 4th power is keeping magma. 5th power is keeping souls. 6th power is saving labor. 7th power is saving water. 8th power is saving society. 9th power is saving magma and 10th power is saving souls. And let's suppose that unemployment was occurred in our Country. Then all powers from 1st power to 5th power are decreased by unemployment though all powers from 6th power to 10th power are increased by our left minds. And all decreased powers can be covered by increased powers in our left wings. But only 4th power won’t be able to be covered by 9th power. Yes, there will be no labor that someone throws irons into craters in the earth. It was my secret trouble in the darkness. So I needed hot summer under the sunshine. In summer, all powers from 1st power to 10th power are increased by hotness except 4th power. And decreased powers from 1st power to 3rd power and 5th power in winter will be covered by increased powers from 1st power to 3rd power and 5th power in summer. But how can you cover decreased 4th powers in winter and summer? Yes, only way is that you cover decreased 4th powers by all powers from 6th power to 10th power in your left hands. Yes, all our powers must be existed for the left in your mind.”
After his speaking, he poured red wine in my glass and said, "It is your secret whether you will drink my red wine or not." And he went out and went away by his driving car, leaving me alone at night pub.

Reference 459
Tom Robinson Band “Power in the Darkness” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of fruit cocktail, called “All my wills to your heart to clear the gap between my past fatherly wills and your home writing wills about all problems in the world”
Words:
Your birthday in summer night, you cared about some problems in our Country. For example, these were civil war, unemployment and some rainfalls from the night sky. And you said you were worried about whether the sun will rise tomorrow morning. Yes, I wanted to believe your word was joke. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"Your wills were in peaceful world in your first life, so your distortion level in your minds was "0". And you loved all creatures in the world. But you cared about a light rain, and expected painful world in the future. So your distortion level in second life was "1". Then many humans started living in the earth and some battle was happened between left wings and right wings. And your desire against the wars grew in your minds. So your distortion level in third life was "2". And you met with me for the first time at beach in winter. My contract with you was 5 acts. 1st act was keeping nights for left wings, 2nd act was keeping waters for all creatures, 3rd act was saving all souls fast, 4th act was saving animals in the world, and 5th act was keeping waters for friendship between left and right wings. So I worked heavily with my friends to create the lake between left Country and right Country. But battles between left and right wings were not finished, so our pains were in Max. And I knew your body and soul in our painful night. Next morning, we could see true sunrise from horizon of the sea. Yes, our heart mark was covered with many waters and we could create the peace in both wings. And your distortion level could return to “0” in your peaceful heart.”
After my speaking, I knew you fell asleep without my notice. Yes, I'd like to believe you were relieved at my story and you were never tired of my speaking.

Reference 460
The Bluetones “Expecting to fly” (1996)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called “All our wildness to the South in through the sun” that was prepared for saving souls in the Middle East
Words:
I met you for the first time at pub midnight. Yes, I understood you were tired of everything in the world. So I presented you an apple and you ate my apple with your beautiful smiles. And as soon as the sun rose, our travel started from here. You asked me in my car, "What is your purpose?" And I answered, "My purpose is saving all souls in the South." Yes, these our words were first contract between your heart and my heart. And we got the sun and blue sky. Then we ate lunch with a cup of lemon tea at coffee shop. But our travel was not finished easily. I drove my car to the mountain on the wild ground for long time. And the place where I arrived finally was the woods nearby the lake just before sunset. And I said to you, "In the South, there are many refugees who have been in trouble with lack of waters, foods and our help." And you said me, "Your apple was like Ace of Spades reflected on the lake." Yes, these our words were second contract between your heart and my heart.

Reference 461
Eddie and the Hot Rods “Teenage Depression” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle, called “All animal souls to your heart” that was prepared for your night sleeping”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about all animals you love. Yes, you are good animal lover. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"One day in winter, I started off from home to the North after talking my parting words to my father and mother. I knew all usefulness of my legs and I had many dreams that only my legs will be able to have in my futures. And after I arrived in the North, I joined in the circle that any friends made. They invited me to their hot hearts. Then I played football games with them under the sunshine and I drank with them every night nearby the sea. Our friends were not only them but night birds who gathered at our drinking place from the North Pole. Yes, we understood all night birds wanted to join in our football games. And we answered to night birds, "Yes, we are looking forward to enjoying with you." This word was all of our contact between us and all animals. Then night birds started off from the North to the South Pole and created freedom with all birds. Yes, all penguins in the South Pole are good friends for us. All our hopes are playing American football games with all penguins in our future.”
After my speaking, you fell asleep for a while. Yes, I’d like to believe my story was useful for you.

Reference 462
Generation X “Valley of the dolls” (1979)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee called “My random creation in through the your Northern motherly pain” that was prepared for saving all animal souls in the world
Words:
She is good girl who loves animals above all things. She was working as waitress at coffee shop in American football stadium. She met him for the first time Sunday morning. She fell in first love with him only a look at him. And he ordered a cup of coffee, so she made it and put it on his table. He drank a cup of coffee by his right hand. Yes, her first contract with him was established. And he wrote his telephone number on a piece of paper. She got it with her smiles. And she wrote her telephone number on a piece of paper and handed it to him.
After she had finished her work, she went home at night. And she thought for a while, petting lovely dog by her hands. Yes, the most important thing she treasured was the love for all animals. And bin in her room was filled with many pieces of paper given from many men at coffee shop. So she put his piece of paper in her bin. But we know that numbers she and he wrote were wrong numbers and it would be her second contract with him in her futures. When her wrong numbers will be true numbers in her forever futures? Yes, there must be no words between her and him but only her wrong numbers must be true words in the world.

Reference 463
10cc “Sheet Music” (1974)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle, called “All our needs for your hotness to change all coldness in the world”
Words:
Xmas Eve morning, I stayed at seaside hotel with you. But it had rained for long time. Rainfall depressed your heart and I realized your heart was in your darkness. I was watching at horizon of the window with you in our bed for a while. And you closed your eyes beside me. Yes, your hopes were in not only the peace of our children but the peace of children all over the world. But when you remembered the world from past and expected the world to the future, there was no word in our minds. Only word we had in our hearts was expecting fortunes of all children in 21 Century. And I understood you believed in your God in the future. So our first number in the sea was “59.999868”, second number in the rainy sky was “0.9999978" and third number in our minds was “21900”. Yes, “0.9999978÷59.999868×21900＝365” It was our contract with the sun and the earth. And there is no "4" in our dark hearts. So I added 5 hours 48 minutes 46 seconds to your darkness. Yes, 365 days 5 hours 48 minutes 46 seconds is the time of 1 year. And our creation in our minds was finished in the coldness.

Reference 464
Cream “Disraeli Gears” (1967)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of apple pie prepared for our night, you named “Our invisible differences between hotness and coldness to create good imagination in the South”
Words:
Winter night, we were suffering for some darkness. So we decided to start off from our home to the Northern beach, calling his black cab. In his cab, I thought about anything in our darkness. Almost things were that many souls have been suffering for anything in the South. I understood you thought the same too. And after we arrived at Northern beach, we were looking at sunrise reflected on the sea. And we could collect any lights. Yes, I had kept some energy given in my home and you had kept some energy given in your home. But I knew your energy was higher than my energy. So I described some gray rocks in my heart and you described some gray clouds in your heart. And we described sea views in our minds, using my warm colors and your cold colors at beach, like a child who are describing the view on white paper in the South. Yes, I could create good views with you. And we tried to return to our home, getting into his black cab. But his smokes from cigarette were too painful for our eyes.

Reference 465
Death Cab for Cutie “Plans” (2005)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee my iron ring was entered in, called “My painful shot put to your heart”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about our friends in my bed. Yes, they were all unemployed in our Country. So I said, "I planed good performance for them.” And you said, “What’s that?” Then I spoke next story to you.
"One night, they were suffering for unemployment. The policy in their Country was saving souls, creating powers for labors, creating society for human pains and creating words for human pains. All they worried about coldness after rainfall. Even if they got works, they had to work heavily. And the more they worked heavily, the more they felt coldness. Because they knew that the cause of coldness was many cold irons made from magma. So he stood for next election of prime minister. He was the chief of our labor union. His policy was saving souls, creating happiness for humans, creating freedom for human lives and creating friendship with animals. His performance for election was throwing many rusty iron balls into volcano with our friends and many children, for saving motherly magma at night. Then some journalists and animals gathered nearby this place. This news expanded to the whole of our Country. Journalist wrote on news paper, "We were surprised! Is this new job?" Yes, all people were shocked by this news and impacts were so good. So he elected as new prime minister. And salute of guns was shot by the hand of Prince of Wales. Yes, we could create true sun in the blue sky.”
After my speaking, I knew you fell asleep. It was unlucky that I couldn’t see your blue eyes.

Reference 466
The Vibrators “Pure Mania” (1977)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of nonalcoholic beer prepared for our party with Middle East children, called “All my desire for drive with you on Milky Way”
Words:
I am female singer.
One summer night, I met you in night city for the first time. Yes, you were good, so I fell in love with you soon. And I promised to meet you every night. I sometimes asked you what your work is. But you always answered that your work is keeping family love first of all. After I knew all your body and soul in our night room, you presented iron ring for me when it rained heavily outside. And you started off from our Country to the place I didn't know. Yes, I understood your work was so busy. Then I always remembered you when it rained. And I wrote some songs to you in winter. And I could meet you again under the sunshine in spring. Your smiles were good and you said next words to me in our bed at night.
"I traveled by UFO for a while. All powers for my UFO were made by a big iron ball. Big iron ball moved in my UFO by my computer controls. So I could accelerate and decelerate UFO by my controls. Yes, my UFO was like time machine, so I’m glad to see you again soon.”
Your joke was nice, because I was informed news about you from my friend. It was the fact that you had been working at cosmos field for many families in the Middle East and you had been writing so many returns of post to children everyday in winter. Yes, I am looking forward to ridding on your UFO at our summer time.

Reference 467
Linda Ronstadt “Greatest HitsⅠ&Ⅱ” (2007)



Image:
Northern morning beach where many rocks exist, you called “Our mellow apple in salt breeze from the sight of night planet Kings and Queens”
Words:
Dear my girl friend
Thanks for your coming to our concert.
After we finished our concert, I went to grassland by my driving black car at night. And I was camping out in cold winds. Then I could see three UFO in the night sky. UFO approached to my camping place and three visitors from space went out to my place. First visitor had strong body, second visitor had slim body and third visitor had gaunt body. Yes, I understood first visitor came to the earth according to national command, second visitor came to the earth searching the place his lover will like and third visitor came to the earth escaping the wars in his planet. But I realized all they believed in love and peace in our universe. And I drank with them all night long. Just before sunrise, I presented my guns and roses for them. Yes, they were glad to get my goods with their smiles. Next, I presented your cross pendants and iron rings for them. Yes, they got your goods though I could see their eyes like fires. And our friendships were established completely. I’d like to let them see your beautiful blue eyes soon.
From your friend who believe in your love and peace

Reference 468
Kingdom Come “In your face” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle called “Time Travel” prepared for your darkness in our Country
Words:
Your nickname is Venus and my nickname is Mars.
You were depressed at everything in our Country. And you had been working at night bar since your youth. So I invited you to our night live in autumn. My plan was space travel with you by my UFO. You had enjoyed in our live from sunset to midnight. Yes, you got free like the sun. Our live was heavy play for long time but your power changed long time into short time. And after midnight, we had played pinball for long time in any lights at the top floor of building until sunrise. After sunrise, you had slept for a while in my bed until noon. You might feel short time in your sleep, because my power in the darkness changed your long time into my short time in our sleeping. Then we had eaten some fruits at coffee shop until sunset, when it rained outside. Yes, it was our life cycle for your free.

Core Word:
All our frictional romantic soft moving to save your realistic heart in our cold world

Reference 469
The Boys “same title” (1977)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of rose wine bottle called “My Northern good harvest to distribute all Southern crosses from my home to my friends” that was prepared after we got first child who was born in October
Words:
Just before Xmas, I was suffering with her for everything that had existed in the world for long time. I had no words for the world and she had no words too. And I knew all her body and soul in my pain at night. And after I knew she got pregnant next spring, I decided to travel with her and called your black cab. Yes, you arrived at our home soon kindly. After we got into your cab, I said to you, "Please invite us to the North where you loved." This was my first word to you. And you answered, "Yes, I will be glad to invite you." I kept silence for a while in your cab and said second word to you, “Where is your cross? I can’t see it everywhere.” Then you spoke next words for us while driving your cab.
"In winter, I had suffered for bad dream long time on iced sea at black night in North Pole. It was the fact that all souls can't be saved at here. So I had created the sun in my mind with my friends by our powers. Yes, our powers could save many souls at white night in summer and could save many souls directly on the equator in a day. And I had good dream that all rock souls changed from magma would be saved at white night in winter South Pole. But two problems were left in my heart. These were bad dreams that iced motherly magma souls in South Pole were never saved at black night in summer, and that some wars couldn't be stopped for long time in the Equator. So my cross is in the place where the earth's axis crossed through the Equator in the Earth. Yes, you won't be able to see my cross. My cross was prepared for your child in her inside. I want to believe that the heaviness of cross pendants in the world will be equal to the heaviness of my unseen crosses in the world.”
Yes, I gave in to your words in my silence.

Reference 470
Neil Young “Harvest” (1972)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle given from my father for our overtime work, called “Narrow random family future to your heart”, when you got up early by bedside alarm clock for your heavy work after dreaming family memories
Words:
You are good office lady who lost your father. Your father life was like apple trees. Yes, he had worked hard for many years, saving all souls under the sunshine in the South. His works were long time races and his acts were the information that so many souls were suffering for lack of foods, waters and help in the South. So his wills spread all over the world and he got any friends who could save many souls in the South. Then he had continued to work until he got old. And he thought in pains that he didn't finish his works yet so he must work in the future. But his body and soul were in tiredness. So his last work was saving his soul by himself. Yes, he spread his wills to the world like he make his sons prosper. His many wills went up to the sky and went into the sun. Then his many wills returned to the earth with photon and entered in waters. Yes, one woman impregnated his one will in her inside after eating some fruits. She was his new mother in the world. He was informed the news by new winds that his soul was saved in her inside. Yes, he was relieved and lied down on bed in his pain, being surrounded with your mother, sister, brother and you. And your father rested in peace, not in the wars that have no time to make sons prosper and to make many human wills create.

Reference 471
PJ & Duncan "TOP KATZ the album” (1995)



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Lower left hand corner of iron dish called “My Northern painful night heart saved by your past family wildness” that was prepared for our friends who need any lights and lost dreams in our hopeless Country
Words:
My nickname is “Night Lava”. I believe in pain, in my darkness, in my friendship, in saving souls for long time and in blue light in the darkness. I like camping out with my friends nearby the lake at night. We drink at here and talk about many dreams every night. We don’t care about our health, because our relief is in guns that our friends have in minds. We think our souls will be saved someday by our guns. So we will drink every night until we get old. Yes, we may be losing our health though we have enough time to spread our wills all over the world until we will rest in peace. Our wills are made by any thoughts in our peace. Yes, we always think about our father and mother, our friends and many hopes in our peaces for long time. So scale of our wills will be bigger than any other scale of white-collar wills in our Country. It is our deadly policy in our darkness.

Reference 472
X-Ray Spex “Germfree Adolescents” (1978)



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Hiroshima Bay after we gave in to your 4 cards called “Your strong sharp Japanese writing in infinite dimensional world”
Words:
You are good female poet who was born in Japan. After we finished Japan tour, you became our friend and invited me to hotel nearby Tokyo Bay in the afternoon. And you showed me Ace of Hearts between your first and second fingers in the room at hotel. You knew I visited in Japan, going away from my family, and I knew you were living in Tokyo, going away from your family. So you brought two apples to me. One was good apple, other was damaged apple. And you said to me, "Which apple do you like?" Yes, I chose good apple and ate it with you. Then you started to cook, using damaged apple, while talking about your family. I was watching Tokyo Bay while you talked. And I knew you had been grown up in Hiroshima with your parents in your childhood. And after you reached woman's estate, you came to Tokyo and started to live in Tokyo, searching your happiness. Your father is businessman who had experienced World War Ⅱ and had worked hard with your mother in Japanese high speed economic growth. And I knew you had 3 sisters you love. A food you cooked was apple pie made from damaged apple. And you brought me it with a cross pendant and with a piece of paper that you wrote next word on. "100 / 4 = 25" Yes, I understood "100" is our hearts that we treasure the peace in our family first of all. And "4" is your heart in the sea. And you said, "I have 4 webs between my right 5 fingers. Could you understand my words?” Yes, I understood you showed me V sign in your heart and it was your Ace reflected on the lake after you could escape from a cross in your patriotism.

Reference 473
Cheap Trick “The Greatest Hits” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in our overtime work, called “All my utility level” that was prepared for getting Northern friendship with you
Words:
Summer night, I was suffering for some troubles in my minds. Yes, I swore my love with you in the church in the daytime. But I had no money to hold our marriage ceremony, I had no money to present marriage ring for you and I had no words to explain the world to you because our world was too dark to explain something.
So I invited you to the lake at the foot of the mountain by my driving car next morning. After we arrived nearby the lake, we were looking at the mountain and the mountain reflected on the lake for a while. And I said you, "They had gathered at the top of the mountain for the contract to create the world. Then they had lived at the foot of the mountain. Yes, human lives in the world are like normal distribution. Their happiness had been in critical region of normal distribution and almost human lives had been in pain. For example, all humans in the South had been suffering for the darkness. So their contract at the top of the mountain was natural, which was their friendship with all humans in the South. And they had created the sun to save all souls in the South. Yes, their creation changed normal distribution into a wood to keep equality between them and southern souls in pain.” And you said me, "In summer, all mountains are covered with woods. “W” taken from “Wood” is your heart in the mountain. And “M” is my heart that your “W” was reflected on the lake. And our cross is in diamond made by our combination of your "W" and my “M”. Thanks to your beautiful present for me.”

Reference 474
Eddie and the Hot Rods “Life on the Line” (1977)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of milk shake, called “All our powers given from all past fatherly wills”
Words:
One night, I was suffering in the darkness though I didn't understand the cause of my darkness. Depression, unemployment and civil wars..., there were some darkness in my minds. But my true darkness was based on the unknown distance between my heart and your heart. When I realized it, you came in my room and lighted my room on and put T.V. on. Yes, I was relieved by your light like lava flowed into my minds. And you said while watching T.V., "Now, many Japanese businessmen were going to overseas. They are called as "Worker bees". Is it good or bad for you?" And I answered, "I'd like to think it is good sense for me. My reason is very simple.” Then I spoke next logic to you.
"Let's suppose there are one human and one bee in the world. The world power is "10" and scale of human body is "100" and scale of bee body is "1". They have powers against the world to keep their bodies, so human power is "10" and bee power is "10" too. And they spread their wills to the world. Let's suppose that the scale of their smallest will is “0.1”. So the power in human smallest will is “10×0.1/100＝0.01” and the power in bee smallest will is “10×0.1/1=1”. Yes, bee have stronger 100 times power than human power. It is the reason why we put a dab of honey on bread to get strong powers at breakfast.”
After my speaking, you asked, “Would you like something to drink?" And I answered, "Yes, I'd like to drink a cup of tea you made." Yes, I wanted to believe that I can escape from my darkness by hotness in the lights.

Reference 475
The Adverts “Crossing the red sea with The Adverts” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at Australian hotel 12 o’clock at high noon in winter, called “All our Northern historical bright needs to clear longtime anxiety between past memories and future hopes in our home”
Words:
Spring morning, I got up early with you in our bed. We realized our minds were saved by the sunshine gradually. We had experienced sudden darkness in our minds last year. Our darkness was deep and strong but we succeeded that our darkness was changed into brightness next year. You said, "Our brightness might be caused by the relativity between darkness and sunshine we could get.” And I said, “That’s right.” Then I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"Winter night, we had been living in happiness with our friends. Yes, we enjoyed in our party and drinking with our friends. We believed our night happiness would continue for long time. But some wars started to make our minds depressed by degrees. Yes, most important thing was that we are all of one voice in our minds against the war. Our happy degrees were in normal distribution at first time though our happiness was moved to left in our pains by the war and the war made our wills condense into inside. Yes, our smallest wills had strong powers. And it started to rain heavily. It was endless rain in our minds. Rains created the lake and we changed our normal distribution into a sword toward the night sky. And all our wills went into the ground like a sword reflected on the lake under the many stars. Our wills were so strong that eruption was occurred from crater where all motherly hearts were existed in. Yes, our minds were saved by any lights that so much lava created. Finally, our sword went up to the night sky and created the sun. I’d like to call our sword as “Rocket” in our hearts.”
After my speaking, you made a cup of coffee for me. Yes, I want to plan some acts with our friends from now on.

Reference 476
Mediterranea “Ecce Rock” (1981)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured at family dinner after I went home from work, you named “Our Northern historical evening glow to keep friendship with Southern families that are living in home nearby lake in short time heaviness and are working at farm in the mountain”
Words:
Spring morning, you said you saw bad dream in my bed. It was your imagination in the South, where so much pain existed in your darkness. These were endless rain, irons changed from magma and more darkness that was occurred by reduced lava. Then all souls in the South went down to the ground and entered into magma. And magma was changed into irons by rainfalls again. It was painful repetition in your darkness. Yes, so many Southern smallest souls were entered in iron ring put on your fourth finger. So we prayed God in the church in the afternoon. It was our blood wills in the rain.
And I invited you to the lake in the mountain by my driving car. My purpose was saving all souls entered in your iron ring, in our space travel. I repeated acceleration and deceleration by my arms in any lights from many stars in our minds. Yes, I changed all Southern pains into short time pains or nothing, and changed short time happiness into long time happiness. You had 4 trump cards presented from our lovely daughter who has strong wills. Ace of Spades was apple reflected on the lake. It was my gun to the dark sky. Ace of Hearts was peach reflected on the lake. It was your hot heart to magma that you want to present peaches for Southern children. Ace of Diamonds was combination of wood and wood reflected on the lake. It was my will to the sun and your will to magma. And Ace of Club was grape reflected on the lake. It was our food to recover powers after we went home.
After we went home, we talked about our travel for a while. And we fell asleep with Southern souls at night.
Next morning, we prayed God for long time in the church. Yes, it was enough to experience long pain with Southern souls only at the time when we were praying for Jesus.

Reference 477
ELO “Time” (1981)



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Upper right hand corner of diamond ring called “My lovely swan on Northern lake under the sunshine” that was saved by my cross
Words:
One day in winter, I was tired of everything in the world. So I went to your office before sunset. You invited me to the North you love, by your driving car at night. It was the place where so much happiness had been existed in. For example, these were buildings for night business, library for young, beautiful city for family lives, restaurant, casino, dancehall and academy for many studies in any lights. Yes, I understood there was no gas and there was only clean airs in here. But it had rained heavily for long time though I didn't care. And you brought me to dancehall in heavy rain and I was dancing with you all night long. You said it was Saturday night fever with your friends. Finally, winner at casino shot a gun to night sky outside after our dancing. Yes, my heart could get sunrise after heavy rain. And you said me, “The more rainwater increase, the more motherly magma decrease. In our city, quantities of water had increased by degrees and quantities of magma had decreased by degrees. So the changes of both water and magma make the figure of "X" with the changes of times, and make one cross. This one cross was created at the time when my friend shot a gun to the night sky, for saving all motherly souls. I think your mother is anxious about you now.” And I said, "Yes, I see." Then you presented a cross pendant for me before our parting. Yes, I could get the national flag of UK in my heart.

Reference 478
Kylie Minogue “Kylie” (1988)



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Upper left hand corner of a cup of high noon black coffee you made, called “All your wills to save all souls of rough seas by cooperation with your mother”
Words:
One day in afternoon, I went to coffee shop where I have gone with you habitually. I had 50 friends at coffee shop. There were rich whites, poor blacks, the unemployed, unfortunate girls in our friends. We talked about anything while drinking coffee. Almost conversations were the things about our futures. All they had good smiles in any lights even though they were in painful today. So I decided to start off from home to America with you by ship on the sea.
We talked about our hopes on deck of our ship while looking at rough seas. My imagination was in the national flag of America reflected on the sea. Yes, I couldn’t see it, which was my first darkness in my pain.
Then I created my own world in America. And I got many American friends. But you were anxious about my 50 friends in our home Country. You said your hearts were always with my friends. And I knew all your body and soul at night. Yes, my imagination was in the national flag of America under the sunshine before our sleep.
Next morning, we went to the lake at the foot of the mountain by my driving car. And you handed me a letter that my 50 friend hearts were in. Yes, they were looking forward to meeting me again. My imagination was in the national flag of America reflected on the lake, from the sight of the mountain. And I tried to go back to our home Country with you. I closed my eyes for a while in the ship to return to our home. Yes, it was my second darkness in my happiness.

Reference 479
Rick Astley “Hold me in your arms” (1988)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of bullet called “All my powers to escape making your heart cold”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I invited her to my home and ate some cuts from peaches my mother made. But I had no money to present something for her. So I went to his trump magic show with her by my driving open car. It rained heavily and rainfall made our face bruise by strong winds. But we didn't care. And I spoke next 3 things to her while driving car. First thing was that our lives are always in desert. All sands in desert had been made by rocks changed from magma and crushed by rainfall, and small sand has strong power against the world. Yes, desert always keep motherly painful souls in the world. Second thing was that our faces always feel the pain in the world like we stay at desert area. Our labors create new winds in our painful works. Our new winds are made by so many smallest wills and strong powers against the world. So we feel painful powers in my car. Third thing was that all our smallest wills in desert can be saved by a gun in my minds. My gun creates the sun and our wills go up to the sky. It is the reason why rainfall is so painful for us in our night.
Then we enjoyed in his trump magic show. Theater was filled with many laborers. Finally, he changed a glass of water into Ace of spades and changed Ace of Spades into a fire. After his trump magic show, I was given Ace of Hearts from her in my car on our way to go home. Yes, it was heavier than any other goods they presented for their loves.

Reference 480
Generation X “same title” (1978)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me while eating fancy cake you brought for my birthday, called your words “White wine and fancy cake are all orders from your father. And your mother wrote “Happy Birthday” on chocolate plate put on fancy cake. This word made by 5 and 8 letters contains infinite words from past to now in the world. This is the reason why we have been writing so many words until now. Yes, this night will be enough for my black waiting.”
Words:
My nickname is “Firefly” and your nickname is “Crow”.
One night in autumn, I lost your love. Your last word to me was "Your hair style is bad." Yes, I was disappointed at your word. It was my first darkness in my sorrow. I had lived in my darkness like firefly at night. I lost my appetite and had lost some weight. Then I realized I was in desert and felt painful winds in the world. And I got strong smallest power. I made up my face and cut my hair. So I could make my past wills go down to the ground, could make my head light, and I made my hair color into blond. This was my insistence of strong power to the world.
And after some days had passed, I met you again at night dancehall. You said, "I wanted to see your slim body and pretty hair style." Yes, I could recover my joy and could get happiness in my strong power. And I spread out my wills from my hearts in any lights. My wills went up to the night sky and it was my second darkness in happiness.

Reference 481
Dubstar “Goodbye” (1997)



Image:
South African Sea I always invite you by my motorbike in my dreams at sunrise after our night live, called “All our belief in 1×1＋1=2” that was existed for your writing in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was listening to the blues with you in my bed for long time. You asked me, "Why you are listening to only blues?” So I spoke next story to you.
"I sometimes remember my childhood when I had been in family love. I went to restaurant with family Xmas night and enjoyed in dinner. And I was given strong power for the first time when I watched target practice my father was doing Saturday night. Then I traveled with family to the seaside, grassland and woods, where many plants were living in. And after I reached man's estate, I started off from home to the place where you and my friends had been living in. Yes, my way was blood relationship with any other white race.
And I was shocked when I listened to the blues for the first time. It had strong powers and wills that we couldn't have. And it was new sun for our darkness. Then we went to their lives at night. It made us happy in our hopeless world, which is the reason why you asked me something.”
I was absorbed in my speaking and lost my power. Then I was closing my eyes for a while. And you stood beside me suddenly and went to your kitchen. And you brought some fruits to me. I opened my eyes and said you, "Thank you. But for what?" And you answered, “It’s just 12 o’clock for our night.”

Reference 482
Britny Fox “Boys in Heat” (1989)



Image:
Southern rough sea under the sun, called “All our prayers for your sapphire ring to save all Southern heavy smallest wills by the sun and to save all Northern light smallest wills by the planets”
Words:
What is the strongest figure in the world?
It is the figure of "XX" that includes two crosses and that is made by two sandglasses. Left sands were taken from sandy beach and right sands were taken from desert.
Xmas Eve night, we did target practice at hotel nearby the lake in the mountain. It was the time when motherly souls in the South were suffering for the rainfall and when all sands in left sandglass had fallen down. Yes, all souls in the South had gone down and had been saved in the ground. Then we held Xmas party where we could eat many fruits at midnight. And 4 our girl friends created big bang by 4 crackers. It was the time when motherly souls in our families were suffering for rainfall and when all sands in right sandglass had fallen down. Yes, all souls in our families had gone down with rainfall and had been kept in the ground.
After sunrise, all souls went up to the sky and we raised our glasses of red wine to our blood relationship. Finally, we presented diamond rings for our each wives nearby the lake. It was our plan for our two iron crosses and for our darkest hours.

Reference 483
Boston “Greatest Hits” (1997)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine called “All my historical plying between Southern heaviness and Northern coldness” that was prepared for getting strong mellow apple with you in the night
Words:
I had been grown up in the South. Yes, I had been in happiness with my family in my childhood. But I realized many troubles in my youth. These were some troubles in my heart. These were the truth that so many black souls have suffered for any problems. So I started off from home to the North, for saving all souls in the South. And I met you at night dancehall for the first time. You came from the South like me. Yes, it might be blood relationship between you and me. But rainfall in the North was so cold that I had lost my hotness in my heart by degrees. And I knew all your body and soul in our winter night. And you presented iron ring for me in our bed. Yes, it was painful proof that was existed between the South and the North, and it was first love for us. Our oaths in the church were return to the South and were getting the sun for saving all souls in the South. And I knew your body and soul again in our Southern night. Yes, it was painful proof that was existed in the equator, and it was second love for us. And you presented cross pendant for me in our bed and you drank a cup of black coffee I made. Next morning, I could see that all souls in the South were going up to blue sky under the sunshine by the grace of you. Yes, I’d like to believe that it wasn’t my dream in the dark.

Reference 484
Donna Summer “The Dance Collection” (1987)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of night fountain called “All your wills to clear all powers of rainfall toward your core of heart”
Words:
You are good girl who like many music in any genre.
But you have experienced civil wars in your childhood, in your youth and your today. Yes, you are my generation. Civil wars in your childhood were bad straight powers in your heart. You cleared these powers by equal powers in your childhood. But equal powers were the same powers as war powers in your father's sorrow. So your father played piano in your home to make you get any powers in music and to make war powers clear in your heart, when so many stars were shining in the night sky, and when the moon wax and wane during 4 seasons. And your hearts for listening to music were created in your childhood. Then you were interested in any music in your youth. For example, these were some blues, rock and dance music. The blues gave you strong powers, rock gave you variety powers and dance music gave you harmonic powers. Yes, I'd like to sing songs for you from now on. It is my role in the Country we love.

Reference 485
Rick Astley “Whenever you need somebody” (1987)



Image:
South American summer beach, you named “The place where we must play music all day long” that was existed for saving penguin souls in Antarctic black night
Words:
One day in winter, I decided to start off from home to the North. My purpose in the North was doing practice to become rock singer and giving some hotness for my mother. Yes, I have taken so much hotness from my mother since I had been in my childhood. But I couldn't give some hotness for my thanks. And my mother had cared about Southern souls who had been suffering for darkness, rainfall and wars, above all things. So after I became rock singer, I talked about my present with you in our room while drinking a cup of black coffee you made. You suggested some presents you thought. Some flowers, some fruits and red wine bottle..., there were many goods I could image in our joy. And I sent heater to my mother in the select I decided with you. This was our present included my heart that always was in pain with Southern souls. Yes, my mother got my heater gladly. And spring had come, when I put iron ring on your fourth finger in the church. And I telephoned from our bed to my mother April Fools’ Day night and said, "All souls in the South were saved." And my mother responded, "Yes, I understood. Congratulation on your marriage" Yes, my word came from the sadness in my sorrow.

Reference 486
Enuff Z’Nuff “same title” (1989)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of coffee pot called “Your all night white powers from the Earth to Jupiter where I had known all Southern history in through the Sun
Words:
He is politician who has good heart. His policy is saving all souls in the South.
One day in autumn, he started off from home Country to North Country, putting hat on his head. Yes, he decided that he never put his hat off until he would finish his policy. His wills were closed in the darkness, because all his plans were changing his souls from hotness to coldness. So he had to feel coldness in the North. His first plan was holding the party where Southern families could attend and could enjoy with us while eating some fruits in the afternoon. Yes, we could enjoy with their good smiles. After sunset, we ate dinner and drank black coffee. Then we went to each room in the hotel for our night. Yes, we felt coldness after our hotness. This was his second plan. And we danced with Southern families at dancehall all night long. Dancehall was filled with the heats and Southern mothers could get free minds like the sun. Yes, this was his third plan. And he invited them to restaurant in the hotel for their breakfast in any lights. Then we slept for a while in each room in the hotel. But he was in busy for next plan without sleeping. Yes, we'd like to believe that they could see good dreams for long time. Beauty and hope, love and peace..., there will be so many words in their good dreams. This was his fourth plan for them and us. Finally, he shook hands with Southern President at large grassland in the park. It was the time when he put his hat off to save his own souls for the first time, and it was his fifth plan under the sunshine.

Reference 487
Basic Element “Basic Injection” (1994)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called “All our past pains saved by your heart”
Words:
You are Japanese good girl and I am bad boy who is living in America. My life was in pain, because I had been the unemployed for long time in my Country.
One day in winter, I went to his office and needed his help. And he introduced my work to me. It was cutting wood in the mountain nearby the lake in Japan. My work was the service for Japanese families that needed some wood to their lives. And I started off from home to Japan and I met you on the deck in the ship for the first time on the way of going to Japan on the sea. And our life started in one room at apartments. But my work was too hard, because I had to cut wood in the mountain everyday, even if it rained heavily. And one day in afternoon, I fell down in woods nearby the lake. And I saw bad dream that my diamonds disappeared one by one in my darkness. Yes, all diamonds were my goods I wanted to give to you in my minds. Then I saw many figures of "X" in my darkness. These were my decreased hopes and my increased depressions in my world. When I opened my eyes, I realized I was lying on bed beside you in our room at apartments. Yes, I was saved by the help that Japanese in woods telephoned. And I told you about my bad dream I saw in woods. And you said me, "I think it was "Chain Saw” in our darkness that he made for us.” Yes, your Japanese joke was nice.

Reference 488
Ramones “same title” (1976)



Image:
Antarctic late summer black night beach, you named “All your ruby ring saved by my heart”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about Japan while watching T.V. in my bed. Yes, Japan is most peaceful Country all over the world. And there are many fans who like music we love. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is good farmer who have been running grape field in Japan. He had been grown up under the sun and had succeeded to his father’s field. But after World War Ⅱ, he had to stop his works and had to experience darkness in his mind. Yes, he knew all grapes have strong wills that make descendants prosper with human hearts. And all grapes have been grown up under the sunshine and have been saved by the darkness in wine cellar for long time. Finally, all grapes recover the brightness in the party where humans hold in any brightness. So he tried to expand his business all over the world to get brightness like all grapes in Japanese high speed economic growth. He created wine cellar nearby grape field and tried to export wines to overseas. Yes, he succeeded in his business and could change his cold darkness into his hot brightness by his knowledge like all grapes. I think it must be “Loss is winning” in Japanese words.”
After my speaking, you put off iron cross pendant and handed it to me and said, "This is my treasure given from my mother in my youth. Then it had experienced so much darkness in my mind. And it got any brightness by your heart." And I said, "Yes, I'd like to treasure in my hearts. And you are the one who will be partner in my Japanese tour.”

Reference 489
Skid Row “same title” (1989)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of vodka that your iron ring was entered in (You called your iron ring “Support for magma” in my night dreams.)
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about the Cold War, looking so many stars of the window from my bed. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is good Russian poet in my minds. His nickname is "Neptune". He worked as farmer during the daytime and wrote some poems during the nighttime. Yes, he cared about endless rain in his minds but he believed any happiness after his pains. He didn’t have big power though he knew his words had strong powers in his writing. All his words succeeded to his strong smallest wills, being written by black pen. So his words could give any powers to the sun. Because his hearts were always living in Neptune, and his support was always in Mercury where iron core have been in. And he tried to give any powers to the sun by the leverage in his minds. Yes, he had written many poems for long time by his own strong wills. So he could present heater for his mother after he got prize in Russia, and his mother got free minds like the sun.”
After my speaking, you presented iron ring for me in my bed. Yes, it had enough power for playing guitar by the support of my ring finger.

Reference 490
Jeff Beck “Wired” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in our overtime work just before I would go your home, called “My first acceptance” that was prepared for getting a title of King and conferring a title of Queen on you
Words:
Xmas Eve night, my heart was in a happy mood, because I had prepared special story and goods for you in my mind. Yes, these had been my secret for you in my heart for long time. After I ate dinner with you at hotel, you made a cup of coffee for me in our room and we took a rest in short time. Then I spoke next story to you in our bed at midnight.
"Long time ago, there was big night city in the North. All people in this city had conservative minds though they cared about rainfall and coldness, which made some people have left wings. Some people insisted revolutionary minds against conservative minds. Yes, they created right big normal distribution and left small normal distribution in their minds. There was long distance between right and left normal distributions at first time. But many people had to change their minds in heavy rains and heavy coldness, which made left wings increase and made right wings decrease in night city. Yes, all left wings insisted that they needed to create sun god for their minds. And all right wings continued to suffer under the moonlight in their minds. So, left normal distribution moved to right by the cause of happiness that left wings expected in their hopes under the sunshine. And right normal distribution moved to left by the cause of pain that right wings expected in their depressions under the moonlight. Then both distributions made a cross by overlap. And as soon as right distribution was included in left distribution completely and the agreement between left and right wings were established, a total eclipse of the sun was occurred in their minds that all people in the North had to continue to have. Yes, all people could get sunshine by the grace of natural rules.”
After my speaking, I put diamond ring on your fourth finger and said beside your peaceful smile, “My plan was succeeded and I will be able to sleep in my relief only at this night.”

Reference 491
Jesus Jones “Doubt” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of night cold water, called “All our historical revolutionary challenge to awake all Southern past pain” that was prepared after our overtime work just before sunrise
Words:
Next is our memory when we had been high school student and had studied under his teaching.
Just before our graduation ceremony, we started off from home to the North according to his invitation. And we ate dinner at midnight, camping out at grassland nearby the lake. But our dinner was eating some potatoes with carrot soup and drinking waters. Then he told some problems in the South to us. Yes, he taught us Southern risk in his red heart, Southern caution in his yellow heart and Southern insistence in his blue heart. We had listened to his talk, feeling cold winds in the North. We won’t be able to forget moonlight at that time forever.
After our graduations, we worked on our each ways. But our hearts were always in the darkness. It might be caused by the truth he had taught. And one day, we were noticed from him that he planed old boys' and girls' meeting for us at dancehall. Yes, we tried to attend the meeting gladly. After we had listened to his plan of meeting at coffee shop, he held the meeting for us and for any other friends. We could enjoy in our meeting while drinking in any lights at dancehall. We could forget pains in red lights and in our blood relationships, could get powers in green lights and could image our successions in blue lights, by our drinking in the happiness. Yes, our meeting finished in a great success and his educational basement was great for our lives.

Reference 492
Basic Element “The Ultimate Ride” (1995)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of milk coffee we made, called “All your strong sharp wills to Jupiter where all our historical past wills have existed in” that was prepared for all our strong Southern wills in the future
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we held the theater with him and his girl friend at midnight. All audiences were presidents in the South. Setting of our theater was very simple. The place was the North in snowfall. There was a left-hand cabin, there was right-hand table that many goods were put on and there was a fire between left and right hand. Yes, light for our acts was only a fire. And he was writing some poems and his girl friend was cooking in cabin. Then we were selecting presents to him for his work while we talked about today. We brought red wine bottle to his cabin for first present and knocked the door. He opened the door and said, “Thanks for your kindness. But I want white wine rather than red wine. Sorry, I can't get it." Next, we brought watch for his work, but he said, "I want sandglass rather than watch for my work." Then we brought long measure made by wood, but he said, "I want a matchstick rather than a measure. My name isn’t Neptune. I don’t need some leverage.” Finally, we brought crackers for his supper and he said, "Thanks for your kindness. All goods I needed were crackers to save souls in the South and to create our eyes in the darkness.” As soon as he said this word, our theater was filled with any lights. Yes, this was all wills for our theater. The time we took for theater was very short, because our wills are always in heavy darkness with all Southern souls.

Reference 493
Ladytron “Witching Hour” (2005)



Image:
Northern afternoon peaceful sea, you named “All our historical belief in equilibrium at the core of X”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we had played night live for long time. There were some our friends and you in our audience. Yes, I lost so much energy and imaged the figure of "X" in my darkness after our live. It was increasing pain and decreasing happiness in my loneliness. When we were drinking backstage, you came to our room with my friends. Your gift for us was a matchstick and my friend gifts were some candles. You put on a fire by your matchstick and lighted fires on each candle my friends were holding. Yes, I was grateful to you for your lighting in my core of cross. My figure of "X" in my minds was cleared by the grace of your matchstick. And you created new figure of "X". It was second "X" that was increasing happiness and decreasing pain, and that was first "X" reflected on the sea. Yes, I can't see second "X" in my eyes but I can see second “X” in my closing eyes in salt breeze.

Reference 494
Electric Angels “same title” (1990)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of red wine bottle you presented us for our winter overtime work, you called “All your Northern historical leverage for our powers” that was prepared for sending all our message to the world in summer
Words:
New Year's Eve night, you said in my bed, "I always worry about my home." Yes, I understood your word. There are so many homes in our minds. For example, these are our home where our parents live, Southern Countries, magma in the Earth and many stars in the night sky. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is Japanese good technician. His father's work was cutting woods in the mountain in home village. So, his father cultivated by iron shovel for seeding in spring. Yes, his father’s minds were in Neptune. And his mother always said, "Study more" in his childhood after her housework. Yes, his mother's minds were in Venus. So he studied hard at night. One night in winter, he suffered for fever and nightmare. It rained outside and Mercury said in his nightmare, "You must travel in the cosmos with me for a while." His nightmare continued but he endured his pain caused by the power from whole of cosmos. And his increased temperature stopped at midnight. As soon as his temperature stopped at 40℃ in clinical thermometer, his wills started to travel in the cosmos with Mercury wills. Then he could recover his body and soul in next morning. He studied hard again. And in his youth, he entered at university in Tokyo, leaving his father and mother in home village. After he graduated university, he worked as technician at Company. And he married with her who was working at same office. He got first son and went home village with her and his son New Year's Day. Yes, his mother got free minds like the sun. And I’d like to call his father’s shovel as “Good Leverage”
After my speaking, I asked you, "Would you like something to drink?" And you answered, "Yes, please give me a glass of red wine to save Southern souls.”

Reference 495
Omega “Live at the Kisstadion ‘79” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle in the morning when the tide is in, called “Good your saving” that was prepared for true friendship in the South
Words:
New Year's Eve night, I planed night live concert for my friends and you at beach. There were many blacks in our friends. Yes, my purpose was saving Southern souls with you. Your free minds were in the core of the sun. My support was in Southern beach. And all black minds were in the core of magma in the earth.
Just before sunrise, I started to play with my friends at beach. Sea waves repeated coming and going. When waves were coming, I played guitar by low sound that has low speed vibration and high energy like sea waves. When waves were going, I played guitar by high tone that has high speed vibration and low energy like moonlight. Yes, I succeeded in my concert. And we could watch clear sunrise like any lights we were searching until now. Then we went to coffee shop nearby the sea with my friends, because it started to rain. And we enjoyed in conversations while drinking coffee. And we tried to call today’s concert as “Good leverage between the sun and magma by the support of Southern souls in our minds". And after high noon, we could watch 7 colors rainbow of the window at coffee shop after it stopped raining. We went to outside and took photos by each hands. Yes, all our wills were saved by the grace of your free minds.

Reference 496
Eric Clapton “Slowhand” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of night coffee, called “My wild Aegean fruit machine dreams to your heart under the moonlight”
Words:
I had been grown up in severe family in my childhood. My home was a family of five included my brother and sister. My father always used to say to me, “Build up your body more.” And my mother always used to say to me, “Study more." But my childhood had been in happiness. When I was going to junior school nearby my home, I made friend with a girl. Yes, I sometimes played with her outside in our school. Basketball, volleyball and any more, there were many plays between me and her. And I sometimes imaged her figures, closing my eyes at night. But when I went to a high school, I studied in different class from her class. I regretted it though times made me forget my regret, because I could give off some energy to outside by any sports during daytime and something during nighttime at home. But my hearts were in confusions caused by many problems in the world. For example, these were civil wars and depression in my Country. After I graduated high school, I worked as singer who always cares about problems in the world, going away from my home. And she worked as waitress at coffee shop, going away from her home. Yes, the distance between my heart and her heart expanded by degrees, so she became pen-friend for my heart. So she was good friend in my imaginations. Then I had studied about music for long time. And I succeeded in my works and I informed it to her by writing letter. Yes, I remembered the circular constant number of "3.14". It was my good imagination of her who is working at coffee shop during daytime seriously.

Reference 497
The Cortinas “True Romances” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine called “All our minds that all women’s rights must be saved by the sun in through the your heart
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you said me in my bed after our live, "Your performances were very exciting and good." And I said you, "Oh, thank you. It was my first present for you." Then I put iron ring on your fourth finger and said, “This is my second present for you.” And I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"They are good technicians who I sometimes image in the North. They had been living in pain at farm nearby the lake at first time. Yes, their pains were caused by some darkness and coldness. So they created sewing machines to escape from coldness. And their wives made clothes by sewing machines that had heavy weight. Yes, all clothes were made by so many crosses of threads. They thought they could see a cross made by horizon, gravity and buoyancy that couldn't be seen in the darkness until now. And they always cared about the way to save Southern souls, wearing tuxedoes and drinking red wines at night party. Yes, there are many wives who are making clothes in the South now. So I'd like to join in their party to save souls in the South. But I have no money to buy expensive tuxedo. So we sometimes buy black T shirts and white T shirts that are not expensive. These are made by so many crosses we can't see but I think these have enough powers to save any Southern souls.”
After my speaking, I said you, “Can you image the figure I’m wearing tuxedo?” And you laughed me. Yes, my joke was third present for you today.

Reference 498
Ramones “Leave Home” (1977)



Image:
Red tide in rough seas drifted from industrial revolution time to today in our minds, called “All my crosses to your heart”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about the differences between the working class and the upper class. Yes, there are many unfortunates in the working class and I cared about the same too. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He is good technician who had started off from his home to the North, searching true crosses in the world. He created sewing machine by his design for all human lives in the North and for saving souls in the South. He used his head succeeded from blood of the upper class and used his body succeeded from blood of the working class for his creation. His crosses were in his design on some papers written by black pen for creating sewing machines. So his girl friend made some clothes by sewing machine everyday. Her crosses were in table surface and iron needle of sewing machine. Yes, his black pen had strong power and low speed, and her iron needle had strong power and high speed. And when all Northern humans got happiness by the grace of clothes she made, he knew her body and soul, and she knew his body and soul at 12 o'clock in the night. And they saw long time dreams in their sleep. These were good dreams, bad dreams and all sorrows in the world. Next morning, all Northern humans could see clear sunrise to save all souls in the South.”
After my speaking, you asked, "Would you like to drink my red wine?" And I answered, “Yes, but your word is too risky for me”

Reference 499
Quireboys “A Bit of What you fancy” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of mixed juice called “All our wills for human equality from our home to the world”
Words:
Holiday in spring, I started off from home to grassland in highlands with my family by my driving car. I played Frisbee with my children under the sunshine. Yes, our Frisbees were UFO of our wills that can travel in the cosmos. All paths of Frisbees can approximate to parallel lines in our cosmos, because cosmos is very big. Yes, this is the proof that our dreams in the cosmos are infinite. After we ate lunch at grassland, we went to planetarium in the city. And we enjoyed in watching the night sky. Perhaps you may care about the reason why any color lights have same speeds and positions of so many stars move on the same ways every night. But my answer is easy. The differences of light speeds can be changed into nothing by the differences of star speeds in the cosmos. Each star speeds made by big bang are very high, so the differences of star speeds must be very large. And the earth and many stars are moving by high speeds, so lights for a split second are felt for very long time in the earth. For example, lights in one second are felt in 100 years in the earth. It is my answer and the proof that we are living in the darkness. Then we went to hotel at night, and ate dinner. After our dinner, we played poker again and again. Yes, all trump cards have same weights in the earth, so our material forces are constant. And our games were finished in even by the natural rules. It is the proof that all powers must be constant, not be changed into big powers. And we fell asleep at midnight. Yes, our short travel was nice, because we could see good dreams as well as bad dreams in our short times before sunrise.

Reference 500
The Yardbirds “Shapes of Things－The best of The Yardbirds” (2010)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a white cup of tea at coffee shop we have been going habitually, called “Your wild resistance saved by our Northern creative hearts”
Words:
You are good girl who care about the South.
We met with you in the ship on rough sea for the first time in the afternoon. Our hearts gravitated to your rosary cross pendant you put on your neck. Yes, we understood it was presented from him to you only. It was the reason why we tried to talk with you. You said you would try to go to Southeast Asia for saving Southern souls. And you said you wanted to build the church for them with him. Yes, we understood your plan. Your rosary cross pendant is time machine that many Southern souls can travel with your souls. Many Southern souls will gravitate to your heavy cross pendant with your souls. And someday, your pendant will be kept in the sea and have been crushed by sea waves for long time. Finally, your pendant will be many sands and will be saved with Southern souls at beach under the sunshine. We thought it was your good plan.
Then he returned to here after he bought a cup of coffee and said to us, "Glad to meet you." And we answered, "Nice to meet you." And he held out his cigarette case and asked, “Would you like?” We were smoking for a while, after he lighted on cigarettes we held between our teeth, by his matchstick. Then we needed some foods, so he went to stand in the ship kindly. And I said next joke to you. "There is my good friend in our home. He is rock singer. His rock mind is very heavy. It may have more heaviness than your cross pendant." And you said with your smiles, "Yes, it may be so, but I'd like to believe in his matchstick on the way of leaving home.” Yes, I gave in to your word.

Reference 501
New Order “Get Ready” (2001)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee, called “All my Milky Way changed from Northern moonlight painful night with you”
Words:
Winter black night, I met you at dancehall for the first time. And I imaged the same plan as your plan. Our plan was “424” plan in 2 dimensional world. Yes, you had the reversed triangle body built up by your night practice, so your cross was in Ace of Spades. And my body shape was in figure of "8", so my cross was always in core of magma. Then I knew your body and soul and created a diamond in my body by the overlap of your reversed triangle and my "8". Yes, our images had 4 strong corners at first time. And when I knew I got our first child in my inside, I realized our images came true. Yes, our child was true diamond that had 2 strong corners and we created rotation of the earth in our 3 dimensional world.
After our son was born, we thought his name together at coffee shop all night long. And when we decided about his name, we could watch clear sunshine that all our hopes were in. Yes, our hearts went up to the sky, and my core of cross moved to the sun and your core of cross moved to Mercury in our 4 dimensional world created by the earth’s yearly round in our minds.
Our first family travel was going to the cosmos by our UFO that the center of gravity was in the sun and could be moved by iron core in Mercury. Yes, we traveled to the hotel nearby the sea by your driving car in infinite dimensional world. And we enjoyed any plays with our lovely son. Before we returned to our home, we walked on sandy beach under the sunshine, holding our hands each other. Yes, our strong wills were made by 4 strong powers that our holding hands were included in. It was our “424” plan in our family love.

Reference 502
Basic Element “Star Tracks” (1996)



Image:
Lower left hand bright corner of the case that a diamond was entered in, called “All our 2 sharpness in the dark”
Words:
You are my good girl friend who has studied with me at high school.
One day in spring, I planed our idea to present gifts for my father and your father. We knew my father will meet with your father next Father’s Day.
The day before Father's Day, we started off from home to the North by train just before sunset. The North was the place where my night live would be held. Yes, the more our hearts were leaving from our home, the more our painful minds were increasing. But our increasing painful mind degrees were reduced gradually, like the distance between motherly sun and our hearts on the earth. And the more our hearts were leaving from our home, the more fatherly gravity was decreasing for my any hopes in the night. But decreasing gravity degrees were reduced gradually, according to the law of universal gravitation. Yes, my cross was in the place where increasing painful mind was crossed through decreasing gravity. And your cross was in my cross reflected on the lake. Then the place of my cross was live house where I was going to play, and the distance between my home and live house was my support to play music. Yes, I played music hard by my bloods and sweats. And it started to rain heavily at midnight and our wills were kept in waters. And it had rained until next morning and our hearts on the earth were rotated 90 degree from midnight to sunrise that we could see next morning on the way of going home. Yes, we could create two glasses of red wine to save our souls by increasing painful minds and decreasing fatherly gravity. It was the presents for our fathers on Father’s Day. We believe that it was good taste presented from our darkness.

Reference 503
Eater “The Album” (1977)



Image:
Southern shelf of coral under the sun, called “Middle Eastern unseen souls in my cup of strong tea saved by your heart”
Words:
Winter afternoon, I was tired of everything in the world. My confusions were in the smoke from my cigarette rather than dark clouds in rainy sky. So my heart color was gray. But you said your heart color was always in white. Yes, your word encouraged my heart. Then we went to pub where many laborers gathered in at night, searching true white in your minds. I drank with you, while eating sea vegetables. And when I was watching your white face that was shining in any lights, I realized first proof of your white heart. And you said your white heart was hidden in strings of leaves in the winds. Then I knew it rained heavily outside. But we continued to drink all night long. And I knew it stopped raining at midnight. After sunrise, we went to coffee shop. We ordered two cups of coffee and we talked about today so many problems were existed in. But you didn't lose your smiles. And when I was looking at your white teeth in your some smiles, I realized second proof of your white heart. And when I watched you entering white milk in your coffee, I realized third proof of your white heart. And I knew your white hearts went up to the sky with some leaf souls that were trembling in the breeze. Yes, I could understand everything, so I bought white wine bottle for fourth proof of your white heart on the way of going home.

Reference 504
Led Zeppelin “Houses of the Holy” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle that you named "Our cosmos from the sight of strong wills in our home”
Words:
You are good teacher who has been teaching science at elementary school.
One day in spring, you started off from our home to the South for saving Southern souls. Your main stuffs were some cigarette cases and matchbox in your heart. But cigarette is bad for your health. So I entered white string with one cigarette in your one cigarette case. It was my word for you.
You taught science for Southern children in the South for a while. Yes, you knew my white string entered in your cigarette case. So children had studied under your teaching and played in cat's cradle by my white string under the sunshine. All child fingertips had strong powers to study and to play. Your last lecture in the South was the talk about electrons that are rotating around atom.
Just before your going home, one girl handed my white string and said, "This is our hearts for you." Yes, you were glad to get it and entered it in your cigarette case. And at night, you opened your cigarette case that my white string and one cigarette were entered in. You lighted on cigarette by matchstick and you were smoking for a while under the clear night sky.
After you went our home, you said to me, "Last smoke was good for me. Thanks to your kindness" Yes, I was happy that you understood my word for you.

Reference 505
Enya “The Best of Enya” (1997)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a black cup of coffee, called “All our needs for any colors in our confusions”
Words:
Father's Day, we held home party after sunset. We raised our glasses by red wine and ate pizza parted in 8 pieces. Our purpose was going to the North after our party, where beautiful night city was existed in. But it rained heavily outside, so we thought we had to wait for long time until it will stop raining. Yes, our hopes in the North were big dream though there were some worries in our hearts. It was increasing waters and decreasing magma in the North. So our first foods were pieces of pizza to adapt our finger powers to decreasing magma, according to figures of pieces of pizza. And second foods were pasta to adopt our finger powers to increasing waters, according to the distance between iron forks and pasta. Yes, we ate pasta that was rolled in iron forks we were having in our hands. And our supports in our minds were existed in the distance between our core and the North. We enjoyed in our party, forming good friendship with each other. Finally, I made a cracker explode in our room at midnight and raised our glasses by white wines. Yes, we felt heaviness, darkness and pain. And we fell asleep, while lying on the floor and while we forget going to the North. Then we saw long time dreams until sunrise. You may ask whether our dreams were good or bad. But we can’t answer it. Only my God will be able to answer it.

Reference 506
Rezillos “Can’t stand The Rezillos” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of white wine bottle called “Northern historical painful cold friendship saved by your heart” that was prepared for his marriage ceremony in our Country where many socialists are living in
Words:
He is young good physicist who has right wing. His theory had no error.
One day in spring, he was invited to the North for his special lecture at university. So he had to go away from his home where his parents were living in. He started off with his girl friend from home. It took long time to go to the North. But he had any hopes with her in the North.
After he visited at university in the North, he drank a cup of coffee and went to his lecture room. There were many audiences who wanted to listen to his lecture. But there were some philosophers who had left wings. He knew their hearts were in photon that is existed in core of the cosmos and has strong power. Yes, photon scale is about nothing. So he knew their insistence was that there are many errors in the world from the sight of photon. But he didn’t care and continued his lecture.
Just before he finished his lecture, his girl friend entered in his lecture room suddenly and shouted, “Emergency happened! His mother was in a big traffic accident!" So he stopped his lecture and went away to outside soon. Yes, her sudden announce prepared him for going home.
At this night, some socialists were talking about him in radiobroadcast. It was their conclusion that his error was going away from home and being careless of his family.
But next morning, he talked about his happening in another radiobroadcast. He spoke to the world, “We got both wings to fly in blue sky. My home is in New Zealand where any lights existed in. Today is April Fools’ Day. Thanks to your souls of left wings" And our works were playing music in radiobroadcast after his speaking.

Reference 507
Oasis “The Masterplan” (1998)


Image:
Lower left hand corner of black dish called “Our Hearts” that Peach Melba was put on (This Peach Melba was prepared for our demonstration in Leningrad (or other places). Please don’t care about our fashion.)
Words:
She is good girl who had been living in West Germany. She fell in love with him who had been living in East Germany. She sent letters to him again and again. But almost she couldn't meet with him by heavy rules between both Countries. So we held the party where many our friends could gather in at night. And we called her from West Germany. Place of our party was Red Square where tragedy had happened in her hearts. Yes, her hearts were in leaves under the moonlight and our hearts were in winds in the darkness. We drank with her and our friends. We could enjoy in our party. Yes, her increasing hopes and decreasing pains were in the curves of XY=±1 divided by the Berlin Wall and reflected on Iron Curtain. And her wills we had to save were in the curves. Her eyeball was in the place where was surrounded with 4 curves. Yes, our hearts were in photons, so her eyeball had infinite scale for us.
Just before our party had finished, our friend made a cracker explode. And we went home each other. Yes, the distance between her will and our wills was expanded to farther places. And her eyes became smallest wills from the sight of our eyes. So 4 curves she got in our party were compacted into the core and one cross was made under the night sky. And 4 curves made 4 cold sharp corners. Left sharp corner was the power of big bang and right sharp corner was her strong will. Upper sharp corner was our wills to the stars and lower sharp corner was our wills to magma. This cross was our present for you only. But it is our secret that our friend who made a cracker explode was him.

Core Word:
All our red is her romantic heart to keep friendship with Japanese realistic young boys and girls who are enjoying drinking and eating under cherry trees at park in spring

Reference 508
Sex Pistols "Never mind the bollocks – Here’s the Sex Pistols” (1977)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of morning coffee made by your coffee mill, called “Northern historical wide random to save Southern souls in through your past wildness”
Words:
What is the most beautiful art for you?
Yes, I think you have any arts in your hearts. But my beautiful art is very simple.
One night, he held auction for left and right wings. His exhibition was a wine glass. Yes, left wing hearts were in photon in core of the cosmos. And right wing hearts were in electrons in core of the cosmos. So the support of all audiences was the distance between core of the cosmos and the earth we are living in. And he poured red wine into a glass in dark hall. Then all audiences could see a strong small light from his wine glass. And he zoomed in a glass of wine on the screen. All audiences were surprised at lights on the screen. It was a word written by luminous pen. He said this word was written by Southern child. The word was "Give me the sun". Yes, red wine had infinite scale like the cosmos for all left and right wings, because photon and electron scale are nothing. Then all left wings created eyes that can see anything in the darkness. And all right wings created fingers to get business in the futures. Yes, left and right wings could get more powers to save Southern souls by the grace of him. And this wine glass was won a bid by high price for his auction and for saving souls in the South. And this glass of red wine is our ideal world for the night.

Reference 509
New Kids on the Block “Greatest Hits” (2011)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of mixed juice called “All my desire to your heart” that was prepared for making my descendants prosper in risky night
Words:
One day in afternoon, I was talking with you about our hopes in my bed while watching T.V. And we knew spot news suddenly. It was the news of the outbreak of civil war in our Country. Yes, emergency happened and we lost our eyes. Our eye scale is 1, photon scale is 0 and world scale is 10, so your eyes had infinite scale to expand our wills to the world. But we lost our eyes in the world, so our world scales became 9 like the world that child eyes can't care about. So I planed the way to recover our eyes with our friends against the war. First, I went to coffee shop and planed to create live house with our friends, to play night live with them. And we acted it according to our plan, while we didn't care about outside rainfall. Yes, we could create rotation of the earth and the earth's yearly round in our hearts, and we could create UFO for our ride. Then we played music at night live house for audiences who lost eyes like us in the darkness. Our sounds were like the waves of SinX that change from -1 to 1 and has 2π of wavelength, against the war that has straight powers. Yes, our audiences cleared our waves of SinX by their waves of CosX in their minds. Our play was complete, because our sound energies were changed by the powers of UFO to clear all bad powers. After our live, I went back to my apartment house where you are living in at midnight. You had fallen asleep in bed, leaving some fresh fruits at your kitchen. Yes, these fruits had enough colors to recover my eyes again from my darkness.

Reference 510
999 “same title” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of beer froth splashed on table at the time of Cheers called “Salvation in the dark” by the hands of all our souls, after the party with Southern children and you, being careless of battle in heavy rain
Words:
You are our good girl friend who has been working in night city.
I met you at night bar for the first time. And we played music at your night bar. Yes, I came from Northern crater in my minds and you came from Southern crater in your minds. So the place I could met you was like the lake between the North and the South. Our purpose was keeping our friends and saving Southern souls to create our new world in the darkness. But I had no friends at first time, so I needed your support. You poured some glasses of drink by your right hand and put these drinks on the table for our drinking. And we drank by left hands for our strong wills of right hands. Yes, it was like my rowing boat by my hands while leaving from magma and like your rowing boat by your hands while approaching to magma. And we created new waves on the lake. Then our waves could get big powers created by interference of new waves. It was big bang in our world. Yes, big bang shocked many punks in night city. And I could get many friends to create our new world in the darkness. It is the reason why a red rose we presented for you had some thorns.

Reference 511
The Damned “Damned Damned Damned” (1977)



Image:
Arabian Sea called “All our rainy night lives in the heaviness to get mellow apple with all Southern souls”
Words:
You are good mysterious girl who came from Southern Country to New York. And I am bad boy who came from the Southern Hemisphere to New York. But my purpose to live in New York was the same as your purpose. It was searching true freedom.
I met you at our night live for the first time when we were playing music. You were good audience who was enjoying in our playing. Yes, I cared about your eyes from stage, because you had mysterious eyes that I could see only from far place. So I was singing while I sometimes looked at your eyes. Yes, I was presented red wine bottle from you at backstage after we had finished our concert. And I knew the place you came from, your name, your age, your work and your telephone number. It was your mysteries in 5 things. Yes, I could realize your 5 things. But I couldn't realize only your mysterious eyes even though your eyes approached to my eyes, because I thought my eyes couldn't be in focus for your eyes. So I invited you to night hotel by my motorcycle to get your true eyes. Then I knew all your body and soul in our darkness. And I put a bedside lamp on in our bed and I lighted on my cigarette by my matchstick. Yes, my eyes could be in focus for your eyes and for our first time. It was your 6th thing I could realize and your eyes had enough power for my singing every night.

Reference 512
AC/DC “Let there be Rock” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of the steam called “Your refrain of talking about racism with me” that comes out from a cup of night black coffee in our home
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is good our black friend who had been grown up in the South. His childhood was very happy. His father and mother loved him but he didn't have true eyes that could see the world. Yes, his hearts were formed only in the heats and any lights. But when he reached man's estate, he knew the truth in the world. It was his sadness that was occurred in his minds, for the truth that so many blacks have been suffering in the world. Yes, he lost his eyes and any lights. He cried about the truth with his tears like a baby just after birth. His tears were first water for us. Then he thought his work must be saving all souls in the South.
And he tried to plan how he can act for many blacks who had been in dark heaviness. Yes, his hearts were in heats rather than in some lights, which was formed in his childhood. He knew there is much energy in some rooms. So he could create his eyes in every world. But he couldn't create his eyes in some darkness, because he fell in love with her who was working as waitress at coffee shop. And when he clasped her hand by his hands for their forever love in the church, he realized he must create his true eyes in physical contact. Yes, he could get any lights as well as lights in his childhood. And he created second water with her at night.
We'd like to expect that you believe in our story, because we know you believe in stars in the night sky above all things.

Reference 513
The Beatles “A hard day’s night” (1964)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee at high noon, called “All my resistance saved by your heart” that was prepared for my today’s overtime work
Words:
She is good black girl friend.
We knew she was searching true free in our Country. So we held the party at pub Xmas Eve night. We called her and him for our party. It snowed heavily outside and we felt coldness, so we needed her hotness above all things. Yes, carrot soup she made was very delicious and we could see her hearts very well. We could enjoy in the party by the grace of her. And we realized her heart was kept in night air and in outside snowfall. Just before we closed our party, he made a cracker explode and our friend put lights off in our night pub. Yes, we felt heaviness and her hearts were hidden in the darkness. Then we drank coffee master made in our dark room. And we could see clear sunrise after it stopped snowing outside. Yes, all her souls were saved under the sun, and we realized her heart must be the unseen souls that can be saved only by our friendship.

Reference 514
The Style Council “Greatest Hits” (2000)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of sake cup called “Blood relationship in white memories” prepared for forgetting tragedy in Japanese history
Words:
He is good Japanese businessman for us.
He was born in Japan just after World War Ⅱ had ended. But his childhood was in happiness, because he had been grown up in Japanese high speed economic growth. And after he reached man's estate, he realized all contradictions in the world with his friends at university. Then he joined left wing and he tried to do painful acts. But his hearts were saved by her hearts. She was good student who went to the same university as he went to. Yes, his painful minds were cleared by her minds and he got first daughter. Then he got a job with a trading company after his graduation at university. His work was very busy but she understood his hearts and supported his hearts. And one night in winter, he said to her at coffee shop, "I don't need your diamond ring. But I need your hearts I can see." It snowed heavily outside, and their hearts were covered with any lights from magma, which was existed only in their hearts. Then he married with her and their small life started in apartment house.
Yes, his life was good. So we prepared our present for him in winter. It was a cross pendant put on snowman’s head and covered with iron bucket in snowfall. We were glad that he got it joyfully after iron bucket was opened by his hand. Our word was "This is new gun to save your heart with so much pain all over the world." We prepared this cross pendant by the cooperation with her and his daughter. But it is our secret that she bought this cross pendant by her working at coffee shop during daytime.

Reference 515
The Clash “same title” (1977)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of night milk coffee called “All my good dreams that all sugar will be many stars in my new home with you” that was prepared with fruit cake when my father lighted on cigarette by matchstick
Words:
You are good black girl and I am bad black boy who had been born in America.
I sometimes used to play with you in my childhood. You bought some chocolate gifts for me by your coins on St. Valentine’s Day. And I bought some candy gifts for you by my coins on White Day. Yes, we thought we knew the heaviness of coins very well than any other white children. And I sometimes cared about eyes from some white children. They were rich whites, so they had some paper moneys their fathers gave. But I always said to them in my minds, "I have no eyes to see paper money." So I tried to scrawl with you on paper money my father had. And I returned this paper money to father’s wallet in my secret. Next morning, my father asked me, “What do you want by my paper money?" Yes, I was silent for a while. And father said me, "Be a singer to save all Blacks." Of course, I couldn't resist my father's will. So I studied music to be a singer everyday. Then I became famous singer in America and I sometimes sang songs in my concerts going away from home.
One night in summer, my father held the party where many Blacks and Whites, my father and mother, and you attended in. And I sang songs for them. They were all my father's friends, so I was in happy by the grace of my father’s wills. Finally, you made a cracker explode in our party. Yes, today was American National Day. I could see my father’s heavy heart very well. And I could get my patriotism by scrawled paper money.

Reference 516
Michael Jackson "The very best of Michael Jackson with the Jackson Five” (1995)



Image:
Southern Night Sea in heavy storm just after we lighted on cigarette by our matchstick called “Our bonds in heaviness”, like a child in the South
Words:
One day in autumn, I realized you were cooking at your kitchen after my getting up from my bed in the morning. Yes, you used your both hands and I could see your soul very well. It was your first work to create our world. And I could get first energy when I finished eating foods you made.
Then we went to coffee shop by my driving car. And we knew Southern information on air from car radio. Yes, it was so painful for us that I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick and I realized your souls were hidden in the darkness and only your heavy heart can be seen from my eyes. Then we talked about today's night live I will play with my members.
Yes, I played music by my bloods and sweats at night live concert. It was my first work to create our world. I lost energy, so I drank beers with my members at backstage after I finished our live. I could get energy again. And I went to night hotel with you by my driving car. Yes, I could know your body and soul in our bed. It was my second work with you to save Southern souls. And I said you after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick. "Your first work in the morning was the power from lower left to upper right and my first work was the power from lower right to upper left. Yes, our powers created two vectors in our hearts and combination of two vectors created our strong vectors to the night sky. It was my gun in your support." And you asked me, "Where is the deference between my morning work and your night work existed in?” And I answered, “It exists in half-moon you care about.”

Reference 517
Guns N’ Roses “Appetite for destruction” (1987)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “Your historical heavy chaotic contract with us who are working in overtime work to give any powers for you” that was prepared just after you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick for the first time in your private room
Words:
You are good young who have studied at high school and have cared about the South.
You built up your body in any sports at high school. Yes, your acts have infinite direction powers to save Southern souls. But your fathers thought it was not enough to save all souls in the South. So we tried to travel from our home to the South by our UFO and got information in the South. These are some photos with many writings that inform all pains in the South to you. Yes, it is the truth reduced from big to small. But it is most important things to create your own world. So we don’t use some fires at fireplace but use matchstick for our smoking, and we don't use some cannons but use some guns in our minds. We use these small goods to create infinite dimensional world to save all souls in the South with you. And our support was in the place where your heart waves will overlap with your lover heart waves we can't see. Yes, our present for you is iron ashtray at coffee shop for your smoking after your Coming of Age Day. It is our UFO reduced from big to small in our minds. Please care about too much smoking for your health.

Reference 518
The Damned “Music for Pleasure” (1977)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me in my home 12 o’clock at high noon, called “All our imaginations against all bad truth in the South”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about Southern truth in my bed in our home, while watching T.V. program started from 9 o'clock. Yes, you lost your eyes. So I spoke next story to you after I turned off T.V.
"In winter, all blacks were living in happy lives in the South and all whites were living in happy lives in the North. All black policy was keeping home and all white policy was saving home above all things. But all black powers were stronger than all white powers, because all blacks had to endure stronger gravity from the core of magma. Let’s suppose that all blacks had powers to endure 10 scale powers from the world and all whites had powers to endure 5 scale powers from the world. Yes, all blacks created farms for their lives, using 10 fingers by their strong powers, and all whites created UFO for saving black works, using 5 fingers and designing their plans by their right hands. Then many whites went to the South by their UFO and created friendship between the South and the North. And in summer, all blacks and whites held the party and made a big circle, camping out at night grassland, shaking hands each other and singing songs loudly for their forever friendship.”
After my speaking, I realized you could recover your eyes. So I said you, “It is just 10 o'clock when my painful power will be kept in your heart and will be saved by night stars.”

Reference 519
The Velvet Underground & Nico “same title” (1967)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of big shortcake called “Our hearts” prepared for saving all souls in the South by our family powers at night
Words:
Now, we got many friends in Punk Rock movement. Yes, we are all laborers who have worked in heaviness. So our lives are like living in chaos in our minds. There are many kinds of labor in our works. For example, these are producing some cars, creating paved roads and buildings. But our pains were increasing in our minds. Yes, the more we create heavy products, the more differences between the North and the South are increasing in the world, according to the power of centrifugal force in our minds. Our heavy works are saved by the power of centrifugal force after our producing heavy goods and all Southern blacks will be saved too. But the degree that was saved in the South by centrifugal force is smaller than the degree in the North. Yes, differences between the North and the South were expanded by our heavy works. It was the dilemma in our chaotic world.
So we decided to plan for our pains in minds. It was exporting milk bottles from our Country to the South and importing strawberries from the South to our Country by our UFO we produced in our minds. Yes, we succeeded in our plan, because the power of centrifugal force was decreased in our Country and was increased in the South by the grace of our trade. And we could see beautiful smiles of Southern children in T.V. program. We are going to buy black cross pendants by all profits of our trade. And we will distribute these pendants to all our friends to expand our wills. Please call us in your kindness when you are walking on the streets and you can see black crosses put on our necks.

Reference 520
Sex Pistols “The Great Rock ’N’ Roll Swindle” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee, called “All my Northern historical primitive needs for getting true blue in civilized society just after sunset”
Words:
You are good businessman who has been working at trading company.
Saturday morning, I got up early in my home nearby the lake after I had experienced first darkness that was all my confusions. Yes, I realized my heart was in the chaos when I looked at morning glow at sunrise. And I knew you were eating bread while reading newspaper. Your work was so busy that you went away from my home soon after eating bread. Then I turned on T.V. but there were only bad news in some T.V. programs. Yes, I lost my eyes, so I wrote some songs after I finished eating breakfast and turned off T.V.
And your works started to get my heart. You planed big trade at your company in the morning. It was exporting so many milk bottles to the South for saving Southern Souls by your UFO. Yes, you tried to do your plan in the afternoon. The speed of your UFO was very high, so you could export so many milk bottles to the South, going the South and back again and again before sunset. And when I saw evening glow in red sky, I realized Southern mothers were in happiness, escaping from so much pain by the grace of you. Then my work started at my home. My work was cooking delicious foods for you by my fly pan just after sunset. Yes, it was all my desire to the world. After your going my home, you had eaten all foods gladly. And I ate some fruits with you and I knew all your body and soul in my bed at 10 o'clock in my second darkness. After midnight, I saw good dreams in my bed for long time. It was good views that all Southern souls were saved with their smiles. Yes, I got up early next Sunday morning and I prayed God when I was watching morning glow. And when I could watch sunshine in blue sky, you informed your succession to me while eating breakfast with me. Yes, the sun was like my fire when I cooked foods by my fly pan. My fly pan reflected on the lake at last night was rotated 180 degree in our peaceful circle and could create beautiful sun in my minds. Thanks to your big business for me.

Reference 521
Blondie “The best of Blondie” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called “All my painful future saved by your heart”
Words:
I am minor boy vocalist who has been living in London.
One day in autumn, I went away from home to play music with my friends at live house. Yes, my father gave me some money kindly and called his cab. We call our live house as "The Sun". I talked about my family memories with him in his cab on the way to our live house. Yes, my body and soul were filled with any lights in night city and my hearts returned to childhood by the grace of escaping from fatherly strong gravity. Then we played music by all our bloods and sweats in the heat that was created with our audience. And all our hearts returned to smallest wills that had existed in our primitive past. Finally, our friend made a cracker explode in live house. And after our live, my friends invited me to drink at pub. But I refused it, because my heart can't resist my father's wills and I promised him that I would talk about my future hopes in his cab on the way of going home.

Reference 522
Cockney Rejects “Greatest Hits Vol. 1” (1980)



Image:
The Sea from the sight of railroad station on the way of our honeymoon that exist between our home and the South for our young hearts decided by our father’s too strong powers to save all Southern souls
Words:
One day, you said me at winter beach in the afternoon, "I'd like to call you “Adam” to create new world in my heart”. And I asked you, “Really? May I call you Eve?” Then you answered me soon, “Yes, certainly.”
So I tried to hold old boys' and girls' meeting of high school where we had been going to in our youth. We called this meeting as "The core of cosmos". Yes, many our friends gathered in our meeting at night. And we enjoyed talking about so many memories that we had experienced at high school. And we could make any couples until our meeting was finished. Of course, my partner was you. After our meeting, I invited you to night hotel nearby meeting place by my driving car. And my heart and your heart could create one of the two in our night room. And we could see clear sunrise from window. And when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, our soul started off from our home to outside in the future. It was our short time travel, searching the star where so much magma and water exist in. Then we ate apple pie while watching blue sea that was shining under the sunshine. It was so sweet to create our new world from now on.

Reference 523
Anvil “Hard ‘N’ Heavy” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle, called “All our string” that was prepared for hanging iron triangle over at his concert with Southern children to connect our blood relationship with his heart in the North
Words:
He is good black photographer who had been grown up in the core of magma in our minds.
He created his eyes to see far places according to his father and mother's wills. So he could see not only his parent eyes at farther place but Northern and Southern eyes in his youth very well. Therefore he decided to start off from home to the North after he reached man's estate. Yes, he got many white friends in the North. But his pain was in the truth that was informed from his friends and that he could see in his minds very well until now. It was the truth that so many blacks have been suffering in the South. So he realized that his works are saving many souls in the South. And he went to the South by UFO, holding a camera his friends had created. Yes, he took many photographs again and again, being careless of battle in the South. And after he went home in the North, he developed many films he had taken in the South. Then he knew his next work was that all Northern friends would be able to see his photos very well in their hearts. But his work was very easy, because he realized his next work was only lighting on cigarette by his matchstick. And he could be satisfied with his smoking after his next work. The role of his matchstick was in 5 works for all human eyes. These were creating studies with his many photos, creating family love and friendship, creating human loves in the night and creating human eyes for many businesses. Yes, we want to say his works were succeeded, because we can forget all bad truth in the past and could get minds that we must treasure today above all things by the grace of his works.

Reference 524
The Clash “Give ‘em enough rope” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All her tears for Southern truth” in underground library where many books about international economies are existed in and where she selected as the place for putting iron ring on my finger in her secret with my father
Words:
Spring night, she cared about all Southern black souls in my bed. So I spoke next story to her in our dark room.
"Can you believe invisible men in my heart? One day in summer, many blacks were working at farm under the sun in the South. They had been grown up in high energy, so they had eyes to see only high energy things. All things they treasured were family where high energies were existed in. But their works were in heaviness and pain. So they sometimes prayed to sun god and said, "Please save me." And in winter, all their lives were saved, because some blacks noticed many boxes put on the beach. And they knew there were many wine bottles in boxes. They thought these wine bottles must be presents from the sun. So they sent many boxes to the sea for their thanks to sun god. They entered so many fruits in many boxes. Yes, it was first trade in the world. The persons who had sent wine bottles were all whites who treasured friendship in the darkness. All whites had been grown up in low energy, so all blacks didn't have eyes to see all white bodies. But all whites had eyes to see all black bodies that had kept high energies. And it is the reason why I can see your blue eyes in our dark room.”
After my speaking, I poured red wine in her glass. And she had drunk my red wine. Yes, it was first trade between her heart and my heart.

Reference 525
Sham 69 “Tell us the truth” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you drink for today’s overtime work, called “All my waiting to get grape for our night”
Words:
You are good businessman who is living in heavy works. Yes, you knew I was working in busy life too.
Winter afternoon, I met you at beach for the first time. Your present for me was sandglass in your minds. Yes, you said with smiles, "You won't be able to see my sandglass for a while, but you will be able to see my sandglass in our future." Perhaps you might know my heart was made by so many strong smallest wills like a sandglass.
And New Year's Eve night, our travel started from our town to your home by train. Then I remembered many white memories in our night train where any lights have existed for long time. Yes, my eyes got high energy, so I couldn't see my sandglass in first darkness and in joyful conversations with you. But I thought all sands in my sandglass would go up in any lights if I could see my sandglass in my jokes. And we enjoyed in your home New Year's Day. There were many blood relationships with any smiles in your home. It was long time brightness in my minds.
But when we rid on night train for going back to our town and I saw you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick, I could see my sandglass in my heart for the first time. It was my true view caused by my heavy works in the future. Yes, all sands in my sandglass went down in my second darkness. And I fell asleep in night train until we arrived at the station in our town.
But after some days had passed, you sometimes invited me to your home on our holiday. Yes, it was good days for my long time lives. And the more my lives at your home increased, the more my pains in my heavy works decreased, because all my pains could be lost by degrees in my long time happiness at your home. It was your magic in my heart with your insistence that we must treasure our home above all things.

Reference 526
Kylie Minogue “Enjoy Yourself” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of her black pen stand called “Our hearts” presented from her mother who had experienced World War Ⅱ, when she is sleeping just before sunrise
Words:
She is good Japanese girl.
Her father had been working at grape field and her mother had sometimes helped her father's works with her. Yes, her family was connected by strong blood relationship.
But one day, she said her mother after she went home from high school. "I can't understand why we must study science in the world. Can we get true fortune by the power of science?" It was her word in her first darkness. So her mother wrote 2 circles surrounded with 8 vectors each other on a piece of paper. Her mother said 2 circles were her and her mother's hearts. She couldn't understand this describing at first time. So she thought deeply in her room. And after she thought for a while, she found out one answer. Yes, total 16 vectors that surround 2 circles can be cleared each other and only 2 vectors are remained. And she understood these 2 vectors meant universal gravitation between her and her mother’s hearts. Yes, she could clear one mystery in her first darkness. And she went to kitchen and said her mother, "Thanks mam".
After this time, she studied science at high school honestly. And she could help her father's works by the grace of her knowledge of science.
Then she married with him who had been classmate at high school, after she reached woman's estate. And she and he changed iron rings each other beside Father in the church. And she swore forever love in front of Jesus while closing her eyes. It was her word in her second darkness.
Afterwards, she got daughter. And when her daughter went to high school, she wrote 2 circles and 16 vectors on a piece of paper for her daughter. And her daughter will write same things on a piece of paper for her granddaughter. Yes, it is forever first creation in motherly hearts.

Reference 527
Sex Pistols “The very best of Sex Pistols – And we don’t care” (1979)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle when we have visited in Hawaii for our stay in rainy day, called “All your chaotic support for my 6 hours sleeping until sunrise after your 6 hours song writing in the afternoon”
Words:
Winter afternoon, I met you at beach for the first time. We knew we were living in chaos and in the darkness. It rained and all rainfall made my heart depress and anxious. Yes, we didn't need long darkness any more. So you wrote next accounts on your pocketbook and showed me it. It was “80×365=29200”. I couldn't understand your heart at first time. But after I thought for a while, I found out your heart. Yes, our lives in the chaos were very long time like 80 years. It was power in first darkness prepared for changing all our lives into 29200 days in the brightness with Southern children.
And we decided to start playing music with you from this place. First, you planed to create our studio at coffee shop while smoking. Yes, our studio was very heavy, so you could create rotation of the earth in our minds. Your way of decision to create the earth's axis was good, because all Southern humans were saved from heaviness by the grace of your way. Then I realized your plan was succeeded, because we could play music with you in our works and could create our home in the North. Our works were very heavy but we could expect hopes in our heaviness.
After we had finished first recording in your studio, I knew your body and soul in our room for the first time. And you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick in our bed. Yes, we could forget all our painful past and could get many black friends in our happiness by the grace of your matchstick. Then we went new home with you at midnight and I fell asleep for a while until sunrise. My sleep was in second dark heaviness but it was felt like first good sleep for me. Yes, it was our first day in 29200 days for our minds.

Reference 528
Swing Out Sister “The Best of Swing Out Sister” (1996)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of water called "Your tears in the dark" that a leaf was entered in and can be gotten only between hotness and coldness
Words:
You are my good girl friend.
We have known each other since we were small children. Our hearts were made by enough time sleeping for 8 hours in a day in our childhood. Yes, we spent one third of lives in our sleeping. So the probability that my dream could coincide with your dream was (1/3)×(1/3)=(1/9). But our coincidence was easy, because we could describe many pictures on white papers in our 2 dimension world.
But after we had reached man and woman’s estate, we knew all painful truth in the world. Yes, there were so many painful souls in Southern darkness and you had suffered for so many bad dreams caused by truth in the South. So the probability that my dream will be able to coincide with your dream is (1/3) to the power of X, which is almost nothing.
So I planed to save your hearts with you at coffee shop while smoking in the afternoon. Yes, our hearts were all divided into smallest wills when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick. After sunset, I invited you to night hotel and drank red wine with you to keep your smallest souls. And I succeeded in the creation of our stars in night sky. And just after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick beside you, we experienced the heaviness that we had not been able to know until now. Then we saw infinite dreams in our heaviness. Yes, my dream could coincide with your dream in infinite dimensional world. But you said you couldn't see our dream by too much heaviness. So I invited you to the lake in the mountain by my driving car next morning. And you asked me while watching woods reflected on the lake under the sunshine. “Where is our diamond hidden?” And I answered, "It is hidden only in picture that you had described in your childhood. It is diamond ring that was put on fourth finger of the Stature of Liberty.” Yes, it was the time when my dream could coincide with your dream completely.

Reference 529
Dead Boys “Young Loud and Snotty” (1977)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of rose wine bottle, called “All past fatherly wills to save all Southern souls in the rainfall in through my heart” that was created by your heart after all powers to the core of magma were set off by worldwide economic growth
Words:
He is good chess player who has top status all over the world.
One night, you held the theater that he played chess on stage. The name of this theater is "The core of cosmos". This game was him vs. computer. Yes, computer had top status all over the world too. So this game was broadcasted on television all over the world. He was sitting on right-hand chair and big heavy computer was set on left-hand in this theater. You shifted pawns and other pieces on chessboard according to the command from computer. Time limit was 30 hours and all audiences were presidents all over the world. He was thinking for long time, while smoking and eating nothing. Stage was filled with any lights but the stands for all audiences were in the darkness. After sunrise, he drank a cup of coffee and continued to think again for long time. And just after next sunrise, it proved that computer beat him at this game. You lighted on his 10th cigarette by matchstick. Then the world was changed widely. Many people in the North enjoyed eating foods, buying new clothes and building new houses, because all goods were damaged soon in heavy winds. And complete competitive market was created. Yes, this result brought the world to economic growth. Southern economy was saved by the grace of economic growth in the North. Then many people all over the world enjoyed in short lives during day time and created family love. So presidents all over the world embraced and shook hands each other in short time. But what was true motif in your theater? It was the word "Save us" that was written on white paper by the hands of Southern children in short time.

Reference 530
Opus Ⅲ “Mind Fruit” (1992)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called "All tears in the South” prepared for forever future in our minds
Words:
Do you know his good salvation in the South?
One day, 3 Southern children were confined in underground room by some soldiers in the South. 3 children were 2 boys and 1 girl. Soldier’s purpose was needs to get profits in their Country. Children had to endure in the darkness all night long. But all children could endure for long time, because their bonds of friendship in pains were stronger than everything. So he flew to the South soon.
And he set a time bomb on iron door that had existed at far place from their room. And just after sunrise, time bomb exploded with big roar. Yes, some soldiers were afraid of this happening, so they run away to other room. Then 3 children went to broken door at the place they could see any brightness. And they could go to outside and could meet their parents again under the sunshine. They cried in joy, being embraced by the hands of their mothers. And then he held the party where all children and parents, all soldiers and we attended in. Yes, all soldiers were his friends to enjoy with 3 children at party in any lights. And they enjoyed watching video film that had been taken at underground room by our hiding video camera. Yes, we could enjoy in everything with all child smiles in any lights. So I said him next joke just before the party finished, "All our needs are the brightness at this party not the heaviness after your time bomb had exploded. All brightness might change all child long time pains into all longer time happiness." And he responded, "Yes, it may be so. But can you change their short time joyful cries into long time pains?” No, I gave in to his words.

Reference 531
Killing Joke “same title” (1980)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of rose wine bottle called "Longer time happiness changed from long time pain", prepared for saving children who had been working on forced labors after industrial revolution that you sometimes care about on the way of our going home by night train
Words:
One day in spring, I went to riverside coffee shop with you. Yes, today was holiday under the good sunshine. And we talked about anything while watching our each eyes and sometimes watching outside reeds that were trembling in heavy winds. And you said you cared about result that our lovely second son had gotten a failing mark in the exam. You said it was a mark of 37. So I said, "Don't worry. It is good number for us.” And I spoke next story to you.
“He is good father. He had grown up in a family of six in severe world. He had good brother and 2 sisters. His parent works were so busy that all family minds were moved in any places in their childhood. One of their minds was sometimes in happiness, and other was sometimes in pain. Yes, their minds were moved in random lives squared by the cross. But after he reached man’s estate, he had a family of five in peaceful world. He got 2 sons and 1 daughter in his family. His desire to his sons and daughter was that they will grow up well and they will make his wife get relief in the future, by their own powers that were succeeded from his powers. Yes, his desire came true, because his firstborn son became good farmer, his second son became good technician and his daughter became good female teacher who had created good family with her husband. And they helped not only human lives by their works but his wife’s heart that were fixed in free minds. Yes, their lives could create beautiful triangle in the world squared by the cross. And the probability of getting 2 sons and 2 daughters in a family of six is 3/8=0.375. Then the probability of getting 2 sons and 1 daughter in a family of five is 3/8=0.375, too. It is the reason why I said 37 is good number and why we always hand a pen by our thumbs, our first and second fingers in our works.”
After my speaking, you said me, "Yes, I understood. I'd like to expect his failing mark will be lost in heavy winds.”

Reference 532
Tears for Fears "Shout: The very best of Tears for Fears” (2001)



Image:
Northern Night Lake where we had lost any lights called “Our jewels” in our misery with Southern souls
Words:
Do you know next story?
My story starts from one photo.
One day, he started off from the North to lower right hand South. And he took a photo by his camera. It was a photo that Southern refugees were taken. They were one mother and one son at Southern wild ground. One mother was looking at us seriously and one son was crying for lack of foods. Yes, after he took this photo, he returned to the North. And he got many friends in upper left hand North. Then this information reached lower left hand South, soon. And he got many friends in lower left hand South. Yes, he got happiness and informed upper right hand friends of this truth. His heart was in the core of cross in these 4 worlds, so he created jewel shop where his many friends gathered in and he invited many Southern refugees to his jewel shop. All refugees were looking around many jewels in the brightness. Especially, they were interested in cross pendants in their serious minds. And she took many photos by her camera again and again. Yes, she was his good friend who cared about South like him. And she expanded these photos by worldwide internet. But all people who had watched these views said that they can’t endure any more. And big bang was occurred by 4 worldwide powers. Yes, power to the North and power to the right created Northern right power, and power to the North and power to the left created Northern left power, and power to the South and power to the left created Southern left power, and power to the South and power to the right created Southern right power. Then all photos she took were spread over the cosmos and had been lost in the past truth. And one photo was left in our hearts. It was a photo that he and she are smiling and looking at us in their bed. It is the good view to talk about the South with you from now on.

Core Word:
Your secret metal cross at my concert hall, which is all your negative against the day when fellow letter will be lost in longtime days of pen-friends who had grown up in poor families and had been going same elementary school in Japan and one pen-friend is working at company and other pen-friend moved to New Zealand and is working at farm village, to invite them to our concert in North America

Reference 533
Metallica “same title” (1991)



Image:
Southern Sea nearby car racing circuit called "Our friendship in Southern future” that we had created only in our images
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is good young who exist only in our minds.
One day, he started off from home to the North. His purpose was creating his good family in the North. So he searched for some friends after he arrived in the North. Yes, he could find out some village people who were camping out and smoking at the foot of mountain. He said them, "I'm grad to see you for the first time." And they responded, "Nice to meet you." Then he ate some foods with them while talking about anything. Yes, he got first friendship with them. And they invited him to barn in village. They said it was his free how he will use some horses. He took this word seriously, because he had not ridden on the horse until now. Then he practiced riding on the horse well. Horse was like his father for him. Horse had big powers to create his own world by his both hands from now on. And he got good girl friend that had been running on barns. Yes, he had good dream that he will create his family with her. So he started off from the North to the South while riding on horse to get more works and profits for his friends. But after he arrived in the South, he lost his eyes. Yes, many Southern humans were refugees and were suffering for their pains that were caused by lack of foods, water and any help. He shook hands with them and talked about dreams they imaged. And one Southern child said him, "I'd like to run the rainbow-bridge, riding on your horse." And he responded, "Yes, your dream will come true." Then he started to return to the North. After he went back to village in the North, he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick and asked her who had worried about him. "Can you make your handmade coffee every morning for me?" And she answered, "Yes, I'd like to save your hearts in my minds.” Yes, this word was second friendship with us.

Reference 534
Metallica “The $5.98 EP-Garage Days Re-Revisited” (1987)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of Blue Hawaii called “Our succession in heaviness” prepared for saving all Southern souls
Words:
I met you at winter night beach for the first time. There were no 4 peaceful seasons in my heart and there was only painful chaos in my heart. My friends said it may be caused by salt breeze that unknown shadows had suggested. I was watching night birds with you at beach for a while. You said all night birds are like our God we must believe in. Yes, all night birds gave me any brightness that magma powers were reflected on in our minds. And we knew all night birds will save our hearts by both wings. So we decided to start off from the North to the South with our friends.
We had experienced painful hearts on the way of going to the South. After we had arrived at wild ground in the South, we were tired of everything like all Southern refugees. But we had created small cabin with our friends in the rainfall, using our last powers in our limits. And you held the party where we attended with Southern refugees at night. So many night birds were flying in farther night sky than Northern night sky. These were like so many stars in our minds. Yes, we enjoyed eating some fruits with Southern refugees while watching night birds. And I took many photographs of night birds by my camera, which was the proof that connected our blood relationship with them. Then you developed these photos with our friends in small cabin soon. And you named these photos with Southern children. These were all name of configurations, for example, "Orion", "Scorpius", "Aries" and any more. After you had finished naming all photographs of many configurations, you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick. Yes, you changed long time into short time like the time in my taking a photo. And after we had returned to the North, we created planetarium by our bloods and sweats, cooperating with many labors in the North. Yes, we invited many Southern refugees to our planetarium. And you explained all configurations to them from the platform in planetarium. They could get any happiness and hope with their smiles. And I went to night city by your driving car to save all their souls under the night stars.

Reference 535
Nina “Dare!” (1995)



Image:
Arctic Winter Night Sea that was shining under the moonlight called “Our fear” we can see only in our heavy concert tour
Words:
Next story is our left hearts that we created only in our chaotic world.
Winter night, one politician visited at his office that existed in the North. And politician said him, "Please listen to my theory. It is my right heart to save all whites.” Then politician started speaking next theory.
"According to Newton's equation of motion, next equations are derived from equation of “ma=F”. These are “v = (F/m) t + c, x = (F/2m) t^2 + ct + d". "m" is our weights, "a" is our accelerations given from our father, "F" is our forces given from our father, "v" is our speeds to move from the core of magma to the North. "t" is our times to move, "x" is distance between the core of magma and our body. "c" is our first speeds to go to the North and "d" is our first distance between the core of magma and our body. Let's suppose that one white started from the core of magma to the North at the same time when one black started from the core of magma to the South. And I’d like to suppose that “x=5, t=2, m=1, c=1, d=1" about white who moved from the core of magma to the North and "x=3, t=1, m=1, c=1, d=1" about black who moved from the core of magma to the South. Yes, my result was "F=1 about white force, F=2 about black force". So, all black powers have more 2 times than white powers. Therefore I think all whites don't have to work and it is the best to entrust all white works to all blacks.”
He kept silence for a while and said, "Yes, I understood. I decided to go to the South for your theory." And he started off from the North to the South with his friends. Then they created lighthouse nearby the sea by their bloods and sweats. Yes, this lighthouse was made by their heavy left hearts, so they created rotation of the earth. The earth's axis was decided through the earth from the North to the core of magma. So all Southern humans could be saved by the centrifugal force they had created.
And after he had finished works in the South, he returned to the North. And one politician went to his office again and said him, "It is very cold outside. We need some black works to escape our coldness." And he said last word to one politician, "I feel coldness too. It is the reason why your theory can't be saved. Go back to your home." And all they moved from the North to the place between the North and the South. And the North was changed into the Arctic Circle where everybody can't live in heavy coldness. Then all his pains were saved by his girlfriend's heart and the sun was created with Southern joyful hearts. It is the first sun only in our minds.

Reference 536
Motorhead “No sleep at all” (1988)



Image:
Japanese Sea where was laid with so many diamonds called "Rebirth from the past" that you say you want to describe in strong minds at sunset
Words:
One day in summer, I got up early with you in our bed. And I said to you that I saw mysterious dream. Yes, I couldn't understand which I live in truth or falsehood. And you worried about my heart. Yes, I could believe in only your iron ring I put on your fourth finger. So I spoke next my mysterious dream to you.
"He is good businessman who has been living in Japan. He had been running watch maker. His nickname is Mercury. He had a good family of five. Yes, he had lovely 2 sons and 1 daughter. And diamond ring was shining on his wife’s fourth finger.
One day in summer, he went home early after he had finished working and had bought a fancy cake. Yes, today was his daughter's birthday. But his daughter had an attack of fever after sunset. Her temperature was 39 degree. So his wife made her sleep in bed and cut a fancy cake in 12 pieces and put cake box into icebox. And his wife cared for her all night long. And I prayed God with you, making the sign of the cross in the church. Your desires were in all peace in Japanese family love. Yes, she could recover in next morning by the grace of your prayer. And I could know her temperature was 36 degree. Then his 2 sons and daughter ate a piece of cake each other at breakfast, lunch, dinner and super in their happiness. Yes, all 12 pieces of a fancy cake were eaten by his lovely children. And he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick and he smoked for a while in his relief. And his wife went shopping in town under the sunshine. Yes, all 12 pieces of a fancy cake changed into a diamond that his wife put on her fourth finger in the heaviness. Her diamond had 24 cut planes. But today's sunshine was too dazzling for her eyes. So she shut out sunshine by her left hand for a while. Yes, 12 planes of her diamond shone under the sunshine at that time. It was the time when all my desires came true in my heart.”
After my speaking, I asked you whether my dream will be saved or not. So you worried about me and said, "It's just 6 o’clock in the morning. Your dream will be saved by rising sun”

Core Word:
All your human belief historical lovely family nuclear shelter party on Xmas Eve night, which you planed after we went back from watching fire ring that lion goes through at circus

Reference 537
Metallica “…And justice for all” (1988)



Image:
Aegean Sea that explain all our hearts called "45 powers for my angel" given from the national flag of UK in our minds to save all Southern souls
Words:
One night, I played music hard and was tired of everything. Yes, I had lost my legs in my heart. And I met you at backstage for the first time. I was given some red roses with your smiles and listened to information from you. It was important information that Southern children started to study mathematics at wild ground. Yes, I understood your heart. So I invited you to night hotel by my motorbike. And I knew all your body and soul in our bed. Then I searched my true words for you in our darkness but I couldn't find out it for a while. So I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, and you asked me, "What is your true word?" And I answered, "It's "√2” in our minds" I continued to say, "Your blue eyes were too strong for me. Your eyes have high speed power like any lights and I want to suppose that your eye speeds are "1". So I created big bang by my matchstick and my eyes moved to the right with your eyes. And I got “1” speed powers as well as your eye speed powers. And this “1” speed power could be changed in infinite dimensional world. The distance between your eyes and my eyes was lengthened into about √2 in one second. So I can feel your beautiful blue eyes that have moderate power for my eyes." And you said you understood my word. But we knew our true words hidden in our hearts each other. These were 2 iron cross pendants put on the place between your heart and my heart. These were presented from our black friends in our childhood. We could see strong brightness of these 2 crosses that had been overlapped in our hearts. But this brightness was too strong like your blue eyes for my heart. And our fears were in the mystery that this brightness may have stronger bonds in our hearts than bonds between your and my minds.

Core Word:
All your belief in fateful 8

Reference 538
Angel Witch “same title” (1980)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of red wine I poured for you at Xmas Eve night party, I named “All our Northern historical black home short-time waiting to get your heart”
Words:
You were good girl who had cared about black souls above all things in your youth. Yes, you had been doing painful acts with your friends. And your best friend who realized your heart was him. He understood your minds and your blue eyes very well. His life was in pain like your life. So the time when your heart could save his painful heart went soon. Then he worked in trading company and you became good wife. And you got first child and got free minds like the sun.
So we held home party where many our friends could attend in all night long. And we called you and him for our party. After we enjoyed eating foods and drinking wines with you and him, my friend brought big shortcake box for your and his mind. Yes, we folded red ribbon around this cake box and made 2 crosses by red ribbon. This red ribbon was the light symbol between your eyes and his eyes when you knew all his body and soul in your painful night room for the first heaviness. Then we opened this cake box and cut in some pieces. And we enjoyed eating pieces of shortcake in any lights. Yes, red ribbon was expanded to straight light from the sun to the earth in lightness that was given from your free mind. It was the time when all we could get true sunrise in our minds from outside darkness.

Reference 539
Duran Duran “Decade” (1989)



Image:
South African Sea where my father had given me some paper moneys called "Pieces of Salt Breeze” and changed into your diamond ring in my sorrow
Words:
One day, you cared about Southern souls in my bed. Yes, there are so many blacks who lost freedom in the world. So I spoke next story to you.
"Winter night, you started off from the Northern Sea to the Mediterranean Sea and I started off from the Northern Sea to the Black Sea. Our starting point was in (1, 0) on XY plane. X is position of our crosses and Y is degree of our energies. Yes, our travels were in pains and I lost energy in the heaviness of the Black Sea though you got energy in the lightness of the Mediterranean Sea. So your heart moved from (1, 0) to (0, 1) and my heart moved from (1, 0) to (0,-1) on XY plane. Then you knew all truth in the South and collected much Southern information nearby the Mediterranean Sea, and I played music and got many friends nearby the Black Sea. Next place we would go to was the Aegean Sea where your heart and my heart were going to meet again. Yes, you were tired of everything and lost energy on the way to the Aegean Sea though I got energy by the grace of my friend powers on the way to the Aegean Sea. The place of the Aegean Sea was in (-1, 0) on XY plane. Yes, I could get figure of diamond on XY plane with you. Then I created live house with my friends in our pains nearby the Mediterranean Sea and created rotation of diamond by Our Y axis. And my painful heart was saved by your heart in our night room. Yes, we could create a big diamond that is shining under the sunshine. And we held home party with my friends and got happiness in the core of our diamond. And when my friend made a cracker explode in our party finally, our diamond was smashed and expanded to the world and was changed into so many small diamonds in the world. Yes, these diamonds have enough quantity to keep diamond rings that will be put on fingers of ladies all over the world and to make all black slaves free from heavy labors.”
After my speaking, you asked me where our home party was existed in. So I answered, “It existed in jewel shop nearby the Statue of Liberty that you had arrived at with your mother in your childhood.”

Core Word:
All my fateful core heart to your heart, which is “Y” heart born from my father’s upper left no more money soul and my mother’s upper right paper money wood soul

Reference 540
Diamond Head “Am I evil” (1987)



Image:
Northern Winter Lake where I care about budgie called "My Wings" presented from my black friend in my childhood, being careless of your chocolate gift on St. Valentine’s Day
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about coldness in my bed. You said it may be caused by coldness of Northern Lake. Yes, I understood. So I spoke next story to you.
"His nickname is Neptune who cares about Southern souls above all things. And her nickname is Venus who cares about family above all things. He had been living at Small Island in Northern Lake and she had been living at Small Island in Northwest Lake. And black family had been living at Small Island in Southern Lake. There was First River between North and Northwest Lake and there was Second River between Northwest Lake and Southern Lake. So she sometimes went to the South and kept friendship with Southern black family, as well as she kept friendship with him. But they always care about endless rain. All rainfall made their minds uneasy, because their territory to live was decreasing in increasing lake water by degrees. Especially, Southern Lake water was increasing by higher speed than speed in the North. Finally, she knew that Southern black family went away from home Island by rowing boat on the Lake in rainfall. Black father went the Northward searching true lightness and black mother went the Southward searching true hotness, black son went the Westward searching true freedom and black daughter went the Eastward searching true equality in humans. So she informed this news to him soon after going to the North by rowing boat on First River. Yes, this news was most painful and sorrowful thing for him. And she saved his heart in night room. Then the world changed widely. The sun was created, it sometimes stormed heavily and the sea was created, so all humans could try to do voyage, shipment and trade. Yes, black father and mother, black son and daughter could meet again each other with their tears. And they got true family love and true strong bonds. Afterwards, Northern Lake became Black Sea, Northwest Lake became Mediterranean Sea, Southern Lake became Arabian Sea, First River became Aegean Sea and Second River became Red Sea. Then black family started to live in cabin at African big grassland under the sunshine. This is hot image for you today.”

Core Word:
Motherly fire electronic heart to save your dreamy South African black slave boyfriend who wrote a letter to his mother at night in invisible world, which you call “All his desire to create diamonds on moon ground”

Reference 541
Budgie “Never turn your back on a friend” (1973)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of iron ring called "Night Friendship" prepared for young black waitress who was expecting a baby, when you tipped her some paper moneys in night coffee shop
Words:
One day, I visited in Japan with you and we joined in the party in white passenger ship at Tokyo Bay. Japan is good Country made by 4 Islands and our purpose was creating 5th Island in our hearts. It rained heavily outside but we could enjoy in our party. Yes, many our friends and Japanese families attended our party. There were any black friends in our friends. After I lighted on cigarette and was smoking for a while, I started to eat some foods and to drink wines with our friends. All foods were entered in big iron dishes. And any children liked eating fruit punch. Yes, I could get any powers from Japanese children with their smiles. But we felt that time had passed soon, and all fruit punch had been eaten by children. So you poured whiskey into big iron vessel that remains of fruit punch and much juice were entered in. I drank it with you after I poured it in our glasses. Yes, all our wills gravitated to all remains of meals on big iron dishes in our party. Then you helped any mothers to wash many dishes by waters at kitchen in passenger ship. But we couldn't watch so many beautiful stars by the cause of heavy rain. So my friend said me with smiles, "All we gave in to rains tonight." And I went to night room with you and my heart was saved in your heart and in the heaviness. Then I fell asleep with you in our bed. And I saw good dream that our strong wills create "New Island" in Tokyo Bay. After I got up in the morning in our bed, you asked me, "What is your true word?" And I answered soon, "It is Dream Island in my heart." It stopped raining and Tokyo Bay was filled with sunshine. Yes, our hearts were creating New Island in our minds by our strong wills under the sunshine. This was our white hearts to save all Southern souls.

Reference 542
David Bowie “Best of Bowie” (2002)



Image:
Northern Night Lake you invited me before sunrise, you called “Historical sunny invitation from Southern King” that was existed to create friendship between the North and the South by the ship on the sea
Words:
Do you know next story?
Winter night, it had rained heavily for long time in Northern farm village. There were 36 whites who were working at farm. They were working in the rain during daytime, so they rested at nighttime. All they were afraid of overflow by the cause of heavy rain. But they were tired of everything and couldn't do something to escape overflow. So only thing they could do was praying God. But it had not stopped rain. And when their wives prayed for Jesus with white roses in the church, black man and woman came from the South to village while ridding on 2 horses. His nickname was Jupiter who had been given strong power from his father, and she was his wife. The distance between the core of magma and the South is 1, and the distance between the core of magma and the North is 6. So his power had stronger 36 times than one white power by Newton's law of gravitation. Yes, he started to create river fence by big power for saving 36 whites. It started to change from rainfall into snowfall. His strong power was made by his strong eye powers that could feel only strong light in any lights, so all white snows were blue lights for his eyes. Then he had succeeded in creating river fence for saving all whites. It took 24 hours in a day for his creation. But gravity in the South has stronger 36 times than gravity in the North. So the time he had spent for his creation must be set by the time in the South and must be set more 6 times than time in the North by equation of “T=2π√(l/g)”. Yes, it's 6 days that God had created our world. And after his creation, his heart was saved by his wife's heart at night. Next morning, all whites could see white clouds saved in blue sky. It was strong bonds between black and white souls in our hearts.

Reference 543
Metallica “Master of Puppets” (1986)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of your sapphire ring called "Heavy joy for the night sky” that our white friends cared about in our home party
Words:
You were good black girl who had succeeded to your father's strong power. Your eyes had been created in painful heaviness. And you couldn't endure Southern truth in your youth. Yes, your tears were in changed environment that you couldn't clear by your hearts. So I became musician who had cared about your hearts above all things. And I got many white friends. They were good our friends who have cared about the South until now. Our plan was saving Southern souls by the power of economic growth. Yes, any our white friends had worldwide power to change the world widely. It was creating buildings, parks and houses in the South. And we could create rotation of the earth. Yes, your heart was saved in lightness, but all Northern friend lives were changed from lightness into heaviness. It was our white friend hearts for your eyes that can feel only in heaviness and strength. And when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick after I knew all your body and soul, you could get any hopes in my bed. It was your beautiful images that you are enjoying with many our white friends in any lights at the party. It was good timing that I put diamond ring on your fourth finger in our night room.

Reference 544
Kool & the Gang “The very best of Kool & the Gang” (1999)



Image:
Japanese Sunday morning sea (There are any lights called "Human equality all over the world" in here, which you want to believe in the Messiah by your strongest will above all things.)
Words:
Xmas morning, you said you saw bad dream in my bed. Yes, there are many bad truths in our world. And I realized your bad dreams were in the darkness and my bad dreams were in today’s sorrow in our minds. So I spoke next story to you in our bed.
"He is Japanese good laborer who has been working at ironworks. His wife was working on making clothes at sewing machine factory. Their works were very heavy but they had to work for living with 2 daughters who were going to elementary school. His hobby was horse racing though he was always suffering in his pocket for betting some money on horse racing. Yes, I think there are many laborers who have the same minds as his minds. So I created racecourse for horse racing and brought one horse up in our minds. This horse name is "Blue Messiah". Agent for horse racing is me and principal is all blue-collars. And I created one cross that was made by XY axes. X axis is quantity of money blue-collars got and Y axis is numbers of blue-collars. Yes, almost blue-collars didn't bet moneys on my "Blue Messiah" at first time. But "Blue Messiah" had strong power and continued to win many races. Then 2 normal distributions were made on XY plane. One normal distribution is left distribution made by principal wills above X axis and other is right distribution that is reflected on the lake and made by agent wills below X axis. Yes, almost blue-collars suffered in their pocket and I profited from horse racing at first time. So I contributed some money to Southern Country to save souls in the South. But the more winning of "Blue Messiah" increased, the more blue-collars bet much money and they could get moneys than before. Yes, left normal distribution moved to the right and right normal distribution moved to the left. And when almost blue-collars bet moneys on my "Blue Messiah" at last time, there was no profit and loss between principal and agent. And I could create true 2 normal distributions in symmetry from side to side. Yes, all blue-collars could get much money and could save their family lives. And I set win magnification of "Blue Messiah" on 1.1 times. Then 2 normal distributions changed into a sword for our wills to the sun and a needle of sewing machine for our wills to magma, on Y axis. Yes, he could get much money as well as other blue-collars could get. And his family traveled to New York by the ship on the sea. It had rained heavily on the way to New York. But when his family arrived at the Statue of Liberty, it stopped raining and 7 colors rainbow expanded in blue sky. And I took some photos for them nearby the Statue of Liberty. And I made 4 pendants that their family photos were put in for their necks. I think this story is the best to connect your heart with raising sun.”

Core Word:
All your strong friendship with Japanese old woman who said to you after watching fireworks with you in summer, “The sun will be forever only one, because I want to treasure all my childhood poor family love when I hid myself in shelter to play joyful hide-and-seek with my family at night”

Reference 545
Blind Guardian “Follow the Blind” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of pommel horse called “Jesus blood tears in Northern church”
Words:
Next is the reason why we are always writing black letters on white papers by black pen.
A long time ago, he got information that so many Southern humans are suffering for lack of foods waters and heaviness. So he started off from the North to the South with his friends to get more information, ridding on horse. All their energies were taken from waters in bottles put on each horse. They made horses run by high speed. And when he arrived at Southern wild ground with his friends, one Southern boy looked at his eyes for a while. There were many humans who were suffering like one boy. Yes, he realized all wills of boy, so he looked at boy eyes for a while, too. And he realized that Southern boy tears were blue that had strong wills. And he handed a piece of paper and begged boy to write some words. But word that boy had written was only "Help" on paper. Yes, boy wrote this word using first finger gotten wet by tears. It was blue lettering for his eyes. And they thought this piece of paper was more important thing than any other information. So they started to return to the North. And after going home, they lost much energies with lettering Southern boy had written, and fell asleep at night. Next morning, they held the conference to save all Southern souls. And he started to write plans by black pen and to write letters on white papers to save the South. Yes, "Help" written by Southern boy changed into black lettering for his eyes in the North. It is our strong bonds that we must have with all white humans all over the world.

Reference 546
The Stranglers “No more Heroes” (1977)



Image:
Northern morning lake where we could create sharpness called “2×1.5" that won’t be lost after our short lives
Words:
You are good female model who is very famous all over the world.
You had grown up in poor family in your youth. And after you reached woman’s estate, you doubted the world. And you visited at his office in winter night. You said him, "What can I do in the world like desert?" Yes, he realized your heart soon. So he introduced you to person who was running theatrical agency. Then you became famous female model. Yes, you got much money and got honors by the grace of his support. And only thing you could believe in was the power of money. So we decided to start off from the North to the South by ridding on horses. It was our wills to save your heart and his heart. Yes, we took many photos in the South where so many blacks were suffering for lack of foods, waters and helps. These photos could keep so many smallest Southern souls. And these souls will expand to the world by the cause of move from eyes to other eyes. Yes, many our friends were interested in these photos by serious eyes. So our efficiency to save Southern souls is infinite powers toward the world. But some money you got will be lost in deposit by the wills of rich men after you had used some money for your rich lives. And these photos made your heart change. Yes, your heart was shocked by these photos that sorrowful truths were taken in the South. Finally, he invited you to his office at night and said you, "There are 2 rings to put on your fourth finger in my minds. First is diamond ring that I could buy by the grace of your works. Second is iron ring that had put on Southern mother’s thin thumb.” Yes, your heart chose second ring according to our powerful prospects. It was enough choice to save his strong wills by your heart at night.

Reference 547
Motorhead “Ace of Spades” (1980)



Image:
Northern Morning Sea where you care about minute hand called “Your historical challenges” in my watch on the way of going home by my car
Words:
One night, you cared about dark night sky of the window from our bed. Yes, dark night sky had strong wills that were keeping heaviness above all things in our minds. So I spoke next story to you.
"He was good one. He had grown up in rich family, so he had enough vital energy to live in 100 years. But he didn't need long life, so his plan was saving all unfortunates using his vitality. Yes, after he reached man's estate, he doubted the world that only moneys control all human minds. So he planed to save unfortunates all over the world by his own way. But goods he used were only iron ring his lover gave him. And he started off from the North to the South by big UFO, putting iron ring on his fourth finger. The distance between the core of magma and the North was 2, and the distance between the core of magma and the South was 1. And after he arrived at Southern wild ground, he put his iron ring off and put it on Southern father's thin thumb. Yes, Southern father got powers by the grace of power from his iron ring. Then he returned to the North with Southern father by UFO and Southern father created 4 iron rings by strong hand power given from the heaviness in the South. Then he went to the South again, carrying 4 iron rings in his hip pocket, and he gave 4 iron rings for 4 Southern fathers to put on their thin thumbs. And he returned to the North with 4 Southern fathers by his big UFO and 4 Southern fathers created 16 iron rings by their strong hand powers. Then he had done these acts again and again. Yes, numbers of iron rings increased from 4 to 16, from 16 to 64 and any more. And numbers of iron rings can denote by “16×4^(X-2)”. X is times for his going to the South. Yes, he could save many Southern humans and could get many Southern friends. And his acts could create friendship between blacks and whites. But his body got old in Southern heaviness by degrees. And he rested in peace leaving his strong wills and his lover's hearts. Period of his life was "20+80/4=40 years" changed from 100 years in the heaviness in the South. Yes, his life was victim in pain to save Southern souls.”
After my speaking, it started to rain outside. And I put iron ring on your fourth finger. And I could see your good smile in our bed. It was the time when your minds move from dark night sky to my iron ring and when I could get your relief for the first time.

Core Word:
All your full moon dreamy night electronic sunny heart to save Middle Eastern little boy who felt lightness from any light towers at night for the first time by the power of advanced countries and his mother commanded him to close eyes for 10 seconds that made him watch Jesus bloody infinite joyful black and red world

Reference 548
Watchtower “Control and Resistance” (1989)



Image:
Japanese afternoon sea where you are driving submarine called "Our hard metal powers in the heaviness" prepared for our party with Japanese children on the last day of summer vacation
Words:
I am female singer who sometimes cares about Japanese souls. Yes, Japan is most peaceful Country all over the world. So my heart always gravitates to Japanese peace. Next is the story before I became female singer.
One day in winter, I met you at beach for the first time. Yes, you knew I sometimes worry about Japanese souls. You knew my eyes had “3/2=1.5 powers” that Japanese families can make descendants prosper. So I talked with you about many Japanese cultures. And I could get happiness by the grace of talking with you. Then you invited me to Japanese library after our going to Japan by airplane in our joy. But my heart was shocked by some books in Japanese library. Yes, I lost my eyes beside you. And my eye powers lost "1/20=0.05 powers” and changed into 1.45 power. You said that 0.05 powers was your strong will in heaviness to save all souls. Yes, my hearts were in chaos and I wrote many songs in my room after we returned to Japanese night hotel. I had to write my sorrows to escape all confusions you suggested. And I knew all your body and soul in our night room. And when you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick, all my songs got heaviness and any powers. And when I could watch raising sun from our bed, you put diamond ring on my fourth finger and said, "This is all smiles of Japanese children." Yes, your word had enough power to recover my eyes toward 1.5 powers and to sing many songs at night live.

Reference 549
Messiah Force “The Last Day” (1988)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called "Our expanding wills to the night sky” prepared for saving all black souls
Words:
Next is my life process until I created my family with you.
One day in winter, I started off from home to the North. My purpose was saving Southern souls. Yes, I realized my heart was in chaos. And I met you at beach for the first time. Things that decided our pains were 6 things. These were M1, M2, M3, M4, R1 and R2. M1 is our father's power in the chaos, M2 is my fatherly power in the chaos, M3 is our mother's power in the earth, M4 is your motherly power in the earth, R1 is distance between father's hearts and our hearts in the chaos, and R2 is distance between mother’s hearts and our hearts in the earth. Yes, my pains were always decided by the scale of 6 things. On the one hand there is the time when M1 is bigger than M2, on the other hand there is the time when M2 is bigger than M1 as well as the relations of M3, M4 and of R1, R2 are changed. I thought R1 is always bigger than R2. It was my common sense in my world. So patterns of my pains were decided by 4 patterns. But you said there is the time when R2 is bigger than R1 in your heart. Why? I couldn't understand your heart at first time. And you said M2 is always equal to M4 in scale in your hearts. So patterns of your pains were decided by 4 patterns too. Yes, combinations of our pains were “4×4=16 patterns" at first time. Then we married and got our children. And I treasured works in heaviness and you treasured family in your hearts. Yes, my hearts were in chaos and in the earth, but your hearts were only in the earth. And when I knew you got free hearts like the sun, I realized there is the time when R2 is bigger than R1 in my heart like you had said before. So combinations of our pains were changed into “8×4=32 patterns" at second time. And after you had spent some years in bringing up our children, you started to work in chaos like me. Yes, combinations of our pains were changed into “8×8=64 patterns” at third time. It was your good creation in our dark heaviness.

Reference 550
Sting “The Dream of the Blue Turtles” (1985)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle called "26th endless powers" prepared for our home parties in the future to save all black souls
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about tomorrow's party in my bed. Yes, many our black friends are going to attend our party. So I expected their good smiles above all things. And I spoke next story to you.
"A long time ago, young black boy and girl were running grape field in Southern village. Yes, their works were very heavy. But they never tried to use some heat powers, because they worried about sorrowful result caused by using some heats in the world. So we tried to build bicycle factory in the North. And we succeeded in creating rotation of the earth. Yes, their heavy works were saved by centrifugal force we created. And our works were saved by centrifugal force too. But saved Southern power is bigger than saved Northern power. So they worked in lightness though we worked in heaviness. Our proposal was the trade between the South and the North. It was exporting wines from the South to the North and importing bicycles from the North to the South. Yes, they accepted our proposal gladly. And they could get fortune by the grace of our trade. But they sometimes remember their pains in past heaviness, living in changed lightness. You may think they will be talking about their sorrowful pains each other in small cabin at night. It's not good. The place where they will be talking about their pains must be our party in Northern heaviness. We'd like to listen to their talk in our good friendships and in any lights. And I want to say them in our party, "All our acts were existed only for your loves." Then you will say them, "This word is most important word that my friends “Adam and Eve” wanted to say in our hearts.”

Reference 551
Queen “Jazz” (1978)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine that 2 cross pendants were entered in (You called these crosses "Our patriotism in hard pains” given from the national flag of UK.)
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you worried about unemployment in my bed. Yes, there are many friends who had lost works and hopes in our Country. So I spoke next story to you.
"There is crater lake only in my minds. Height of mountain in lake was 200 meters above lake level. Yes, our standard to decide all heights was lake level not sea level at first time. And he had built a pension at the top of mountain circular land that has 200 meters radius to save many laborers who have been suffering in darkness, pain and endless rain. And he started to run his pension with her. She was his love. So, many laborers gathered in his pension every night. But his main work was surveyor. He was working as surveyor during daytime and was working as master in his pension during nighttime. Winter night, I went to his pension with my friends by rowing boat on the lake. Slope of hill to his pension was 45 degree that we had to use many powers. Yes, his friendship was good. He prepared any drinks for laborers who had been tired of heavy works. Especially, he was talking about something with black laborers joyfully. So next night, I invited a couple of young blacks to his pension. They were my black friends who had lost works in our Country. Yes, he was talking about anything with them and her kindly and seriously all night long. I think these talks were his kindness about all black pains and sorrows in the world. And next day, the world changed widely. Heavy storm had blown with strong winds and rains for long time. And after heavy storm, we could get the sea that is shining under the sun. Then his minds was changed at his pension works too, because height of center mountain in the lake was changed from 200 meters above lake level to 100 meters above sea level by the will of the chief of village where he was living in, because mountain circular land was changed into the land that has 100 meters radius. And one day, he said next words to a couple of young blacks with his good smiles under the sunshine, “I was dismissed for differences between my will and chief will in my works of surveyor. I think I will start suffering for unemployment like you.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Where was true their bonds hidden?" And I answered, "These were hidden in 2 overlapped crosses we had been given from our black friends in our hearts.

Reference 552
Doctors of Madness “Figments of Emancipation” (1976)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of black vase called "All your prayers to the world before industrial revolution” that came from your motherly hearts
Words:
He was good one who had been our white friend for long time. He had been running farm with his wife. But she sometimes cared about his strong left wing. Yes, he treasured family, fire and water above all things. He thought the world can be saved only by fire and water. There were some whites and many blacks who had the same thought as his thought. But his white friends changed their thought and changed their works at industry by degrees. Finally, only his minds were left in left wing and he lost works by the cause of lack of laborers at his farm. So we held first party for him. We called many our black friends with him and his wife. We named this party "The Moon". Yes, we could enjoy with his last smiles in our pains until midnight. And next day, we could realize the world was changed by his last will. True sun was created in our minds. And it sometimes rained heavily for long time. Then all our wills gravitated to the sun with all black wills in any lights. And after some days had passed, he held second party for many black friends and us. He named this party "The Earth". And he said to us that he decided to work at industry like his white friends. Yes, we accepted his hearts seriously. And we raised our glasses of red wine and ate apple pies his wife cooked. Finally, all his black friends presented many flowers for him. And we took photo that all our wills were surrounded with many flowers. Yes, it was our last words that we want to treasure fire and water in any lights forever.

Reference 553
Metallica “Reload” (1997)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of diamond ring called "Our strong wills to rising sun” that will start shining from tomorrow morning
Words:
New Year's Eve night, I was talking about Japanese culture in our bed. For example, these were kimono, temple and shrine festivals, and any more. Yes, our imaginations for Japanese culture were good and beautiful. So I spoke next story to you.
"She is good Japanese wife who have been in a family of four. Her fiance was businessman who was working at same company. And she married with him and got 2 sons who had been born in autumn. His proposal to her was "I need your hotness for my cold winter” that he said her at winter beach. Yes, they had experienced World War Ⅱ in childhood. So their bond was strong like string made by steel. And before their children were born, he cared about her while working hard at company, and he was sometimes cooking some foods for her who were resting in bed at his home. And one day in summer, she went shopping while holding a sunshade, leaving 2nd son who were sleeping and had been able to start walking for himself. Yes, summer sunshine was too dazzling for her and this is good imagination for my Japanese culture.”
After my speaking, you asked me, “Is summer sunshine one kind of rain?” And I answered, "No, I don't think so, because in summer she always went shopping, while putting diamond ring on her fourth finger. Her diamond is shining under winter sun not under summer sun. It’s her good will for our friendship with her.”

Reference 554
Daryl Hall & John Oates “Private Eyes” (1981)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called "All our supports to fight with big business" prepared for our nighttime home party in England, when Japanese children are playing with stuffed dolls during daytime in Japan
Words:
Summer night, I met good couple of Japanese boy and girl for the first time at night coffee shop we called "The Moon". They said me with smiles that their dreams are playing with any white friends on the moon and the new planet. Yes, I understood. So I planed next my idea all night long to make their dreams come true after they had gone home. First, my moon is made by 64 bullets in our minds. And we use 63 bullets to create the sun. I use formula of “(4/3)πr^3” for global volume and formula of “Gm1m2/r^2” for our gravity on the moon. Yes, weight and volume of the moon will change into “0.015625 times”, and radius of the moon will change into “0.25 times”. So gravity on the moon will be changed into “0.25 times”. It will be good creation to play with them on the moon in any lightness.
And next morning, I could see that they play swimming in their joy with their family in blue sea. So I tried to send massage in a bottle to the night sea. Perhaps you will care where the night sea was. It’s the sea in the Milky Way in our hearts.

Reference 555
London “Animal Games” (1978)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of white wine bottle called “Human equality in the South” that you said you want to treasure than diamond rings we had presented you by heavy works
Words:
One night, I talked about something with you in our bed after I had gone home from my work. It had been raining heavily outside. But today's work was good for me and I said I could get some black friends by the grace of my work. And I see your good smiles, so I spoke next story to you.
"There were a couple of black slaves in the South. They were working everyday in heaviness, darkness and endless rain. Yes, they were victims in some moneys. And they wrote some painful poems on iron plate that had 1kg weight. Then I was informed this truth from you and went to the South ridding on horse. And I bought this iron plate by 1000 dollars. And I invited a couple of blacks to the North where all my friends are living in. The distance between the core of magma and the North was 10, and the distance between the core of magma and the South was 1. So iron plate changed from Southern 1kg into Northern 10g after I went back to the North with them. I created the sun by 1 bullet made by this iron plate. Yes, after I shot a gun, it started to storm heavily and all 1000 dollar paper moneys went up to the sky by tornado in my minds. Then all paper moneys were cut in 20 pieces each other in the heavy storm and I could create 20000 pieces of paper money. These have enough quantity for confetti to celebrate their marriage ceremony with our friends.”
After my speaking, you asked me, "Was the volume of iron plate changed from 1000 into 1?" And I answered, "Yes, it is equal to a paper money wetted by today's rainwater."

Reference 556
Metallica “Garage Inc.” (1998)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of white wine bottle called “My strings made by √2 scale” that I'd like to invite you to my home for the first time by my accelerator to save all black souls
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about my black friend in my bed. Yes, he is good black who I met today for the first time. So I spoke next story to you.
"A long time ago, many whites had been living in Northern village. All they were in pain and endless rain made their minds dark. So they wrote some hopes on square cloth made by “1m×1m”. Yes, their hopes were creating good lives in 100 years. But one day in winter, a black man came from the South to the North. He was suffering for solitude in Northern coldness and said, "There are many my black friends who are suffering for the battle in heaviness." Yes, his information shocked all whites in the North. And it was most painful things for them. Then they decided to change all their policy in saving all blacks. First, they cut 30% square cloth and made clothes for black man who was in his coldness. Yes, distance between the core of magma and the North was √2, and distance between the core of magma and the South was 1. And they got v2 by their night acts to escape all their pains and got V1 to get the sun after their night acts. Yes, v2 is “√2=1.4142” and V1 is “1/√2=0.7071”, because they created big bang by matchstick just after sunrise. And their souls started going to the sun. Earth energy is constant and can denote by equation of “E=mc^2”. And all light sources were in the core of the Earth for them. First light speed is “1”. Yes, “c” was changed from 1 to 1/√2. So mass of the Earth was changed into scale of 2 times by their matchstick. And they changed their 100 year lives into 70 year lives, because Northern time was changed into “1/√2=0.7071 times” by equation of “T=2π√(l/g)”. Yes, their strong bonds between black and white will be able to explain by their cut square cloth and their shorter lives than before.”
After my speaking, you asked me, “What is the demonstration for your theory?” And I answered, “It’s the National Flag of UK in stormy afternoon.”

Reference 557
T. Rex “Electric Warrior” (1971)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of red wine bottle called "All my endless power in the core of magma" that was prepared for keeping endless peace in the future
Words:
Summer afternoon, I visited at Northern coffee shop nearby the sea with you. You are looking at the sea for a while. Yes, I understood you cared about the Cold War in serious minds. So I ordered two glasses of black ice coffee and spoke my next will to you.
"Do you know our black magic against the Cold War? There are many blacks and whites in our friends. Especially, all blacks have experienced each painful life. One of them had left from Southern home to the North, and other had left from Eastern home to the North, searching true free in their minds. Yes, all they had been in good nuclear family in their childhood. And their strong wills were in resistance to all nuclear productions. Yes, all nuclear producers use so much money for their lives. For example, these are eating foods, buying clothes and houses. But all their much money will be lost in creating many nuclear plans in the future. So our strong black bonds were using all incomes for our lives soon. These moneys will continue to be used for our lives from one wallet to other wallet infinity. So our friends can get infinite moneys according to our policy. Yes, these moneys will have enough powers to fight against all nuclear powers. It is all our nuclear family powers to keep all our lives.”
After my speaking, black waitress put two glasses of black ice coffee on our table. And you gave her a tip and we could see her good smiles. Yes, I'd like to expect that your tip will be able to have infinite powers to create our blood relationship.

Reference 558
Thin Lizzy “Vagabonds of the Western World” (1973)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of white wine bottle called "All our joys in the South" that was prepared for our home party after midnight to forget all our Southern pains and to sleep with Southern dreams
Words:
Do you know next story in the South?
One day, one black soldier had been captured by the hands of enemy in the Southern battle field. Soldier had wife and 3 children who are 2 sons and 1 daughter. He knew this information in the North. So he started off from the North to the South by his UFO. His stuff was only a crystal ball. It was all our Northern soul. After he arrived in the South, he started going to the mountain with black soldier's wife and 3 children to search the place where their father is living in. All they were handing small rifles and were putting helmets on their heads. They continued to walk in the mountain, following him in serious minds. Then they ate lunch, sitting on wide grassland under the sun and surrounding a crystal ball with their hearts. Yes, some enemies might watch their acts somewhere. But everywhere seemed silent. After they finished eating lunch, they started to walk in the mountain again. And when they arrived at the foot of the mountain and were tired of everything, they realized that one Pierrot is standing nearby the river while handing basket that 3 crystal balls were put in. Yes, they thought it was funny and approached Pierrot while laughing at Pierrot's pretending face. And they handed crystal balls each other. Yes, Pierrot was one of enemies and one of some wars had finished in our minds. After sunset, he held the party where many soldiers attended in with their father and them, not relating whether enemies or friends. Yes, this party is only place where we’d like to drink in our human blood relationship gladly.

Reference 559
Killing Joke “What’s this for…!” (1981)



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Hawaiian beach nearby Kilauea called "All black women's historical attack” that we can see only under night sky
Words:
You are good Northern black girl.
One day, you were depressed at everything in the world. So we planed secret night live concert for you. But you are not our audience. After you had finished work during daytime, you went home and ate lonely dinner. And you started reading some magazines at night. It rained heavily outside. Yes, today's night sky was too heavy to save all your hearts. So we started playing night live for you. All our strong wills were going toward the core of magma. And we knew your heart powers were going toward the core of magma too. Then our wills gave more powers for your heart powers by making infinite crosses that your heart powers combined with our night powers. Yes, your heart powers could get more lightness and higher speed toward the core of magma. And all your wills had been going through the core of magma at midnight and had gone up to blue sky above back side the Pacific of the earth. Yes, we could succeed in making all your wills bring into the sun. Next morning, we could see your good smiles and your free hearts in our minds. You got free minds and we want you to call us “Night warriors” in your good hearts.

Reference 560
The Michael Schenker Group “Assault Attack” (1982)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of red wine called "Your anxiety in heaviness for our nights" on the way of going away from home for our Northern concert tour
Words:
Dear my wife
I'm sorry to have kept silent for such a long time in summer. How are you doing?
Do you know the reason why I have been leaving home? Yes, I couldn't understand whether our world is truth or not. So I decided to travel for a while.
One night, I was talking about my works with my white friend at coffee shop. Yes, I talked about anything but my last word was “I can’t understand which my heart is in left or right”. He cared about my heart and invited me to his Northern home beach. Then we played chess on the beach under the sunshine, while drinking black ice coffee. His plan was that I play chess with him sitting on the beach and facing North Sea in the morning, and that I play chess with him sitting on the beach and giving North Sea my back in the afternoon. Yes, my left heart was created by centrifugal force of the earth's yearly round during daytime. Then we begged black waitress to take our photo and we handed some tips to her just before sunset. Yes, she could get endless powers with her good smiles and with all my black friends. And it started to rain heavily with thunder. Then we stopped playing chess. Yes, result of our chess was even and my left heart was created by the grace of his plan completely.
I sent this letter to you with a photo. Please look at his brown face. It is our strong friendship in Northern blood relationship.
From a man who care about your fingernails

Reference 561
Earth Wind & Fire “Getaway ~Greatest Hits~” (2003)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle called "Our hard dreams just before sunrise" that was prepared for searching our homes lost in many works in any places
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about differences between blue-collars and white-collars in our Country in my bed. Yes, we are all blue-collars who are working in pain. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is good white-collar who care about all blue-collars. And we are blue-collars who are working at grape field. Yes, he had been going away from his home to give any advices for us. All our works use body and soul for our heavy labors. And these energies change after breakfast, morning labor, lunch, afternoon labor, supper and drink, and night acts. Let’s denote body and soul energies by (X,Y) from our breakfast to night acts. (X,Y) will be changed like by “(5,2)→(4,1)→(5,2)→(3,1)→(5,0)→(0,0)”. Yes, after our supper and drink, we suffer for the difference between 5 point body energy and nothing soul. So we must act to clear this gap at night. Then he gave us any supports for our works. For example, these were writing any plans and designing our grape field for our works. His works spend the same souls as our souls without spending more his body energies than our body energies. So his (X,Y) will be changed like by “(2,2)→(2,1)→(3,2)→(3,1)→(5,0)→(0,0)”. Yes, his late 4th, 5th and 6th combinations of body and soul energy are the same as our combinations of body and soul energy. It is very good friendship between him and us.”
After my speaking, you cared about our first 5 point body energy. So I answered you, “It is my unseen gun prepared for getting our homes.”

Reference 562
Swell Maps “A trip to Marineville” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of white wine bottle called "Our forever 8 powers" that will never be changed in sorrowful world for you again in our believing
Words:
Next is all my past in my youth.
I met you at winter beach for the first time. You cared about straight war powers in your bad dreams, while watching the sun's rays that came filtering through the dark clouds. Yes, your eyes were beautiful. So I said I'd like to believe in your eyes. And I created 10 fingers to play music and became musician. Then I invited you to my night live concert. Yes, I married with you and could create good family. And you got free minds under straight sun's rays. Then I sometimes gave you my straight powers and you received it by your straight powers at night. And I built music studio with my friends and created rotation of the earth in our minds. Yes, I used straight powers against straight powers in your bad dreams. All my wills went to the core of magma that had been suffering for all rainfalls in the earth. You saved my hearts by your hearts when I was in painful truth after my heavy play at night concert. And one day, I knew you got pregnant. Yes, I could get more powers from your hearts like the sunshine and I could create earth's yearly round in our minds. After I got first child in your joy, I prayed with you for our God in the church. Yes, we prayed for all pains in the world. And Father said me, "There is no straight power except any lights in your world. All straight winds, wills and powers she had felt will be changed into curved and crossed powers in her hearts by rotation of the earth and earth's yearly round." Yes, I could realize Father's talk by the grace of my looking at your eyes under the sunshine. And I could get the relief with you in our youth.

Reference 563
The Who “My Generation - The very best of the Who” (1996)



Image:
South African Sea in my dream called "Endless rain in the dark side of the Earth” that was cleared by morning milk coffee you made
Words:
She is good American female black operative woman and he is good American white businessman who has been working at watch maker. His nickname is Mercury.
New Year's Eve afternoon, he finished all his final works in a year and started going home soon. He had good family of five and he was looking forward to enjoying with his children in New Year's home party. But just after 5 o'clock in the afternoon, he noticed someone following him on the way of going home. Yes, he cared about it, so he stopped walking and turned round in the darkness nearby light pole. And he noticed someone coming up to him. It was she who showed her police officer's ID to him. And she said to him, “You were captured by unknown reasons.” He asked her, "Why? I am innocent, because I'd like to treasure the same blood color as your blood color." But he understood some parts of thing she wanted to say. Then she invited him to night coffee shop in the city and talked about racism to his face all night long. Their conversation was in hearts, being careless of "Happy New Year!" in the city. And it started to rain heavily outside. And just before sunrise, he asked her to her face, "Is your nickname Black Mobius?" She answered, "Yes, it’s natural. It appeared that you are innocent. Good-by" It was just "5 o'clock 48 minutes 46 seconds in the morning" when the Earth had spent for yearly round. And he was looking after her who was going home while turning her back on him.

Reference 564
Led Zeppelin “Remasters” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called "Our strong beliefs that all our pains are all our friend pains” that was prepared before leaving home for our world tour
Words:
He is Japanese good photographer who has been very famous all over the world.
He had experienced World War Ⅱ in his childhood. So he had grown up in Japanese painful world. But he was searching happiness as well as other Japanese people. His life cycle in youth was changing pains into happiness by his strong powers to clear all his pains. But he realized that his happiness would be cleared and would be returned to pain soon by unknown powers that was surrounding his hearts. Yes, it was the cycle made by 4 things that was “pains→clear→happiness→clear”. So he thought deeply after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick at winter night, when Japan was in high speed economic growth. His plan was taking many photos in his family. Yes, he could keep family happiness against all truth of Japanese past. And he decided to become photographer in his youth. Then he had good family of four that was created by his wife, his son and daughter. His family was in happiness but all his pains were in many unfortunates whose hearts had been injured by World War Ⅱ. So he left home and started going overseas. And he took so many photos all over the world. His photos were all beautiful views. For example, these were mountains in the North, seas and flower fields in the South. Yes, many Japanese people could get happiness by the grace of his photos. One of them hung his photos on home walls and other traveled to overseas in their happiness. Yes, they could get so much energy by the grace of his photos. So his life cycle was changed into 10 things that was “pains→clear→happiness→kept by photos→happiness→other pains→clear→happiness→kept by photos→get energies”. And one day, some journalists reported his interview for all his works. They asked him, "From where your energy comes?" And he put 4 photos out of his chest pocket and answered, "It comes from my family photos I had taken and have treasured above all things." Yes, his word is our good friendship and blood relationship between him and us.

Reference 565
The Clash “The Singles” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of Atlantic sea wave called "My fears of a hurricane in your mind" that was changed into heavy storm in our home Country and that made my mind stay at home before I was going to go working in the morning
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about snowfall of the window from our bed for a while. Yes, my Northern blood was the same as your heart. So I spoke next story to you.
"He is good black boy who had grown up in South Africa in his childhood. And his father is good black businessman who has been working at African Company. One day in winter, his family moved to Japan for his father's short-term business. And he had studied at Japanese elementary school for a while. Yes, he could get any Japanese friends. All they liked his heart that keeps strong and warm friendship. Especially, he made friends with one Japanese good boy who had pretty face. But this boy was living in poor family. It may be one of fate between him and this boy. So he played making snowman with this boy at house garden where this boy was living with family, in snowfall before spring has come. Yes, they enjoyed with their good smiles and their friendship was created completely. And when spring had come and the thaw had set in, he telephoned to this boy just before his family would return to Africa and said, "Please look for my present in iron bucket I had put on snowman's head. Yes, this boy could get his best present to live in good future. It was 5 carat diamond ring put into iron bucket. Then this boy got fortune in good family love.”
After my speaking, you said to me, “Thanks for your good Xmas present you had talked”

Reference 566
Wire “Chairs Missing” (1978)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of white wine bottle called "Toast to his heart that is fit for your heart" at the party nearby the sea with your risky heart for animal liberation
Words:
He is a good lover of animals. He met her at Japanese Northern beach for the first time. Her heart was in the same about animals as his mind. So he could get her heart soon. And he created small house nearby the sea for living with her. After spring had come, he made the sign of the cross with her at beach, watching the sun's rays that came filtering through the dark clouds. He knew so many people were living in the mountain and they were cutting many woods to create their village. So, some monkeys had left from mountain to far place. She knew this truth too. He insisted to the public that all woods should be kept for all monkeys. But village chief denied his insistence. In summer, he started to create zoo with his friends nearby the mountain against wills of village chief, as soon as the sun had risen. His heart was saved by her heart at night. After he had finished creating zoo in autumn, so many people visited at his zoo. Yes, he got so much money. And he visited at office of village chief, holding black bag that much paper moneys were entered in. And he said, "I'd like to buy a part of your mountain by my money to create monkey's freedom." Village chief accepted his proposal after getting his bag with smiles and said, "I had joined in your zoo, because I had held your bag by the handle like all monkeys climb up woods under the sun." Then village chief needed to shake hands with him. And he held out his hand gladly. Yes, this shaking hands is very good view for your heart.

Reference 567
Yes “Highlights – The very best of Yes” (1993)



Image:
Northern Stormy Night Lake you invited me before I started to play night live act, called “All your longtime watery heavy acceptance” that was existed to save all Southern souls after the sea would be created
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about Southern souls in my bed. Yes, all my friends treasure blood relationship between the North and the South. So I spoke next story to you.
"A long time ago, he decided to save all Southern souls in Northern winter. He needed hotness, so Northern success color was red and all Northern blood colors were blue that had strong energy and will to save all Southern souls. But all Southern blacks needed coolness, so Southern success color was blue and all Southern blood colors were red like our bloods. One night, he started off from the North to the South with her, ridding on two horses. He thought he had to experience heavy work like Southern farmers to save them. So he worked heavily and his body was built up at Southern farm. Yes, his body and soul were in maximum pain in Southern summer, so his heart was saved by her heart at night. And he lost much energy in Southern heaviness and his blood color was changed into red like Southern blacks. In the meantime, Northern whites experienced more hotness than before under the sun in Northern summer. And all whites needed coolness and had lost energy in long hot summer. Yes, all their blood colors changed from blue into red too. This is my story to keep blood relationship with Southern souls.”
After my speaking, you were closing eyes for a while. But I could see your blue eyes only for my eyes in the dark.

Reference 568
Metallica “Ride the Lightning” (1984)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of whiskey on the rock called "My night power to the sun in through the magma toward the South Pole in the morning" that was prepared for our Southern imaginations
Words:
Summer night, he came from the North to our home bar nearby the sea, having black bag prepared for his business. And I drank with him and you all night long. He said me after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick, "I came here to build up my body in the heaviness.” Full moon was shining outside. He said that wax and wane is like moving waves on the beach because the moon is his home. I told him I'd like to send our new family photo to my mother who has been suffering for rainfall at far place and has not known I got new family. He said, "I have a good idea." And he took out Polaroid camera from his black bag and took our figures by his camera. Then he put a photo on counter beside the window. Yes, our wills went to the moon and went to the sun in short times. Finally, our wills were changed into very big images in the sun and returned to the earth with any lights. Next morning, I got telephone call from my mother. She said, "Congratulations on your second family love.” Yes, his night magic was good.

Reference 569
Eric B. & Rakim “Don’t sweat the technique” (1992)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of your iron ring called "All your complaint" that changed into your cigarettes to get 4 hours labor force against 10 hours labor in my sorrow
Words:
Sunday afternoon, you asked me why we want to sleep about 1 o'clock in the afternoon. So I spoke next story in our bed.
"One day, he started off from home to the North. His purpose was saving all souls in the South. He was working heavily at Northern farm, spending 8 hours on working in a day. And black winter night, he went away from home village to Southern farm after he told parting words to his girl friend. He built up his body and got strong labor force in the South. His labor force is “2” that was changed from “1”. He worked at Southern farm with many blacks everyday. He treasured fire and water, many plants and blood relationship above all things. Then he returned to the North and created tobacco field with Northern friends. He became village chief, because he had stronger labor force than any other farmer's labor force. His first smoke was holy smoke, using his one matchstick. Yes, he could create more two times human weight than before. So, Northern farmer's 8 hours labor changed into 4 hours labor in the heaviness, because farmer’s labor forces are equal to farmer’s labors. They worked from 8 o'clock　to 12 o’clock in a day. And time speed changed into “√2=1.414 times”. Then they smoked after they had finished eating lunch and they fell asleep for a while from 1 o'clock in the afternoon. Afterwards, he married with his girl friend and all his heart was saved by all her heart. Yes, sun was created and all their wills were saved by the sun. This is all reason of your question.”
After my speaking, I put out one cigarette and you lighted on by your matchstick. I asked you, “From where your power comes?” And you answered, "Perhaps it may come from my free mind like the sun he had created.”

Reference 570
The The “Soul Mining” (1983)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee called “All your long time message that has 8 sharp corners for human equality” that was prepared just before our world tour
Words:
One day in autumn, I was working at lighthouse nearby the sea. Yes, my purpose was saving all laborer souls in core of the chaos.
In the afternoon, you visited at my lighthouse and I talked about something with you while drinking a cup of coffee each other. You drank milk coffee that 2 sugar cubes were entered in and I drank black coffee. Then we slept for a while, lying on Japanese mattress. And I dreamed the way of surveying length of diagonal line of sugar cubes in your “1 scale eyes”.
Just before sunset, we got up and I started to prepare for my night work. You said to me, “I’d like to travel for a while”, and went out from my lighthouse. I worked heavily by using both hands for laborers who were working in the ship on rough seas under so many stars all night long.
After sunrise, my work was finished with any lights on the sea. And I knew you went back to my lighthouse. I said to you, “Too soon. Did you give in to your own travel?” And you answered, “My travel was staying at the foot of your lighthouse and was dreaming the world from core of the chaos. My heart was in the center of gravity in my body. So my heart could experience 200 years in the world at lighthouse in a long night.” I said, “I’d like to ask whether your dream was good or bad.” And you kept quiet for a while, watching outside surface of the sea under the sun. I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick and I waited your answer for one minute. Then you answered me, “It was good dream compacted by your matchstick.” And we drank a cup of milk coffee that one sugar cube was entered in, each other. Yes, I could realize the way of surveying length of diagonal lines of sugar cubes in your eyes. One is “0.8165” in my 2-dimensional world in your left eye, the other is “1.0” in your 3-dimensional world in your right eye.

Reference 571
Yellow Magic Orchestra “Solid State Survivor” (1979)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of stout bottle called “All my night energy for your heart”, after we went home from library where our hearts were injured by some truths in the South
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about my black friends in our bed. But you said you had felt some sort of pain when you met blacks in your childhood. So I spoke next story to you.
“He is good white who has good policy. His policy is saving all souls in the South. So he went to the South with his white friends by the ship on the sea in the black night. But after he visited at Southern harbor, some his white friends were afraid of black skins of blacks. Yes, his plan was failed and he had to return to the North. He spoke his failure to her at night and she said to him, “Let it be.” And his heart was saved by her heart in winter night. He built up his body and went to the South again, ridding on horse by his own will in summer. And he worked heavily with any blacks at farm in the South. Yes, his second plan was succeeded by his own way. He got many black friends. Then he returned to the North and his heart was saved by her heart again. But his heart was in joy, so he was satisfied with all of things and he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick in night room. Yes, his matchstick created all heaviness in the world. His energy was “5” and any other white’s energy was “1” that can be denote by “E=mc^2”. He had created 2 times heaviness than before. So his and white’s “m” was changed from “1” to “2”. And light speed that surround his body was changed from “√5=2.236” into “√5/√2=1.581”, and light speed that surround other white’s bodies was changed from “1.0” into “√2/2=0.7071”. Yes, he lost “0.655 light speed” and other whites lost “0.2929 light speed”. So he had lost more light speed than any other whites. Next morning, she was surprised at his brown face but she realized all his will when she looked at his smile in his bed. And he held the party where all his white friends attended in. Yes, all friends favored all his acts, wills and his brown face. And next day, he started off from the North to the South with his white friends in their joys by airplane to save all Southern souls.”
After my speaking, you asked me, “What is the name of airplane?” And I answered, "It is blue airplane. This airplane is white but it is blue for my heart, like your blue eyes in our home.”

Reference 572
REO Speedwagon “The Hits” (1988)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called “Your last warning of today” that was prepared for keeping our family love in Northern heaviness and for saving Southern souls in through the core of magma
Words:
One night in February, you cared about our family travel from next day, in my bed. Yes, I got longtime vacation between my works in winter. So I spoke next story to you.
“He is our good friend who has been living in the North and have been running apple field. He treasures his family of five above all things. So he believed that his true work is the service for his family and all his labors exist only for getting money for his family services. And second thing he treasured was saving all Southern souls that our Northern blood relationship was existed in. Late in January, he decided to start off from the North to the South with his family by airplane, spending his long vacation. The distance between the core of magma and the North is 5 and the distance between the core of magma and the South is 1. So gravity in the South had more 25 times than gravity in the North and time speed in the South had more 5 times than time speed in the North. Yes, he had labored at Southern farm for 6 days in a week from first day in February and had continued to work for 4 weeks until last day in February. Then he played with his family at beach on holidays under the sun in 3 weeks. And 25th day in the South, he was given some money from chief of village. Yes, his labor in the South was finished by his strong powers and wills. And 26th and 27th day, he talked about anything with his wife and children on the way of going home by airplane in their joy. And 28th day in February, he held the Northern party where many his white friends and his family attended in, using money he got in the South. They could enjoy eating apple pie and talking about Southern pains in the party. Finally, he made a cracker explode in the party and he had forgotten Southern pains with his friends. And he started to prepare for his labor from next day. Yes, all his acts were in good family service to get good family love in his future.”
After my speaking, you said me, “He had spent Southern 6 days for family service in a month, when we were working in Northern 5 days in a week.” And I responded, “Yes, his Southern 6 days were all our blood relationship between him and us.”

Reference 573
Metallica “Load” (1996)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of white wine bottle called “Heavy gift only with you” that was given from him to our minds on the way of going away from home for our night live
Words:
One day in the morning, I went to coffee shop named “The Sun” where I have been going habitually. Today was my birthday, so I had to go home soon for my wife until sunset. And I had been thinking about anything, while drinking a cup of milk coffee that 2 sugar cubes were entered in. Then I called his black cab for my going home. After I rid on his cab, I cared about his black watch put on his left wrist. I said to him, “Oh, good watch. I think it was so expensive.” He responded with smile, “It was not so expensive because my watch is handmade I had created.” And I told him that my wife had gotten pregnant. He said to me, “Congratulations on your family.” And I said with smile, “It is good that I will be able to get twin sisters.” He said it is best for me and spoke next logic while driving his cab.
“If you got twin sisters, my watch would be best usefulness for you. Let's suppose that you and your wife have “1 weight”, twin babies have “1/60 weight” in her inside, and Gravity between your heart and your wife’s heart is “1” and Gravity between your wife’s heart and baby hearts are “1/60” times of gravity between you and your wife, and gravity between twin baby hearts will be “1/3600”. So total Gravity between your wife and your family, and between your twin sister is “1＋1/60＋1/60＋1/3600=1.03361111…” Yes, it is good number for keeping your family love. So I had created handmade watch for congratulation on your twin sister birth. Hour hand of my watch is your light speed in your mind, minute hand of my watch is your wife's light speed in your mind and second hand of my watch is your twin sister’s light speeds in your mind. My equation in your mind is “E=mc^2”. Hour hand speed is “30 degrees per 1 hour”, minute hand speed is “360 degrees per 1 hour” and second hand speed is “360×60=21600 per 1 hour”. Yes, you got more 12 times light speed from your wife like you got the sun. And you could get more 60 times light speed from your twin sisters. Yes, your energy is “1”, light speed is “60” and mass is “1/3600=0.00027777…” according to my equation “E=mc^2”. It is good number to keep your family love at home and my watch will be good present for you.”
After his speaking, I said to him with smile, “I'd like to pray for the Twin in night sky for my family only today.”

Reference 574
Mr. President “We see the same sun” (1997)



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Upper right hand corner of winter milk coffee called “All our white memories made by red, green and blue in our joy”
Words:
Winter night, you invited me to his night theater named “Back to the future”. It snowed heavily on the way of going to his theater, but my heart was saved by snowfall in night city.
After we arrived at his theater and sat on the seat beside you, I fell asleep for a while in darkroom. And I got up when I realized that he started playing piano on the stage. Yes, his setting was very simple. When he was playing piano, 6 black boys and girls were taking some red cherries, green peas and blueberries from big glass that Ace of Spades was entered in with these foods on white table of the stage. And they continued to eat these foods each other in red, green and blue lights. Yes, all 12 black children showed me good smiles. And then, 3 colour lights were changed into white colours gradually. It was his simple situation. After all black children finished eating red cherries, green peas and blueberries, he finished playing piano, and stage was filled with white lights. Yes, his theater was finished by his succession. Then I asked you whether his theater had spent long time or short time. And you answered me that it was long time caused by my diamond ring put on my fourth finger in some heats.

Reference 575
The Corrs “Home” (2005)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of red wine bottle called “Our win in random” that was prepared for drinking with you after giving much power for you and for our roots at live house
Words:
One night, I was drinking with you at night bar nearby the sea. Here is the place where many blacks gathered in, so our friendship and blood relationship were good at here. And I spoke next story to you at bar counter.
“She is good black girl who have been living at farm village. And her father's blood succeeded to black slave's roots. So her father had strong power to work heavily at farm. She was living in cabin with her father and mother, and her family treasure was a baseball that was given from first American black baseball player. But one day, her father's heavy labor created a cloud in the sky and a baseball was raised by tornado from her cabin to the sky. Next day, famous major leaguer caught this baseball in baseball stadium and wrote his sign on baseball. Yes, he is my good friend who was baseball pitcher, so I invited her to night baseball game and I enjoyed in friendship with her and him at backstage, while talking about anything each other before game started. And he threw this baseball to black batter by his maximum power and black batter hit baseball by maximum power in night baseball game. Yes, it was home run into the left stands at baseball stadium. Then young black visitor got home run ball in hand and got all pain of blacks. Young black visitor noticed his sign and went backstage after game had finished in the win of his team. Yes, she could meet young visitor who got historical pain of blacks, and good couple was born in our blood relationship.”
After my speaking, I asked you, “Would you like something to drink?” And you answered, “Yes, I want stout for my serious heart.”

Reference 576
Def Jef “Just a poet with soul” (1990)



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Upper right hand corner of red wine bottle called “Northern home travel with Southern blacks” that was prepared for all our family wills against all past racism
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was talking about anything with you in our bed. And I told you that my lovely son got 100 percent score on test of social studies in elementary school. Yes, I could watch your surprising expression on your face for a while, so I spoke next story to you.
“One day, Mercury gave 1 dollar paper money for white boy in the North and Jupiter gave 100 dollars paper money for black boy in the South. Northern white boy used this money soon and his money changed into 100 dollars incomes for Northern people by multiplier effect in a day. And Southern black boy used 100 dollars to deposit for his family and his father commanded his mother to use this money for spending 1 dollar day by day to keep his family. Yes, increasing money in Northern market is 100 dollars in a day and increasing money in Southern market is 1 dollar in a day. But the distance between the core of magma and the North is 100, and the distance between the core of magma and the South is 1. This decision is my heart to support my theory. Yes, Northern gravity is 1 and Southern gravity is 10000, so Northern time speed is 1 and Southern time speed is 100 in my heart. And Northern time in a day is equal to Southern time in 100 days. So, all increasing money in Northern market is equal to all increasing money in Southern market. Yes, same speed economic growth between the North and the South was established in my heart.”
After my speaking, you asked whether there were other boys and girls who got 100 percent score, or not. And I answered, “There was one boy. He is good black boy who became my son’s first black friend”

Reference 577
The Cars “The Cars Greatest Hits” (1985)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of night black coffee called “Your endless straight final warnings to the world when I am in overtime work” prepared for your heart that treasure today’s Southern souls above all things
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I went coffee shop with you and talked about anything while watching your eyes and sometimes watching outside that was crowded. Our main talks were any information of our friends. Yes, we could get powers by the grace of our talks. But when I changed conversation into today, you stopped talking and watching outside for a while. So I spoke next story to you.
“He is good our friend who had been born in the core of magma. Yes, he is first human in our minds. One day, he started off from home to the North, searching freedom in the world. But when he arrived in the North, he was depressed in his lonely darkness and in endless rain, so he built cabin for his lives. And he created farm. Yes, he got many friends who had the same minds as his mind, and they worked at farm with him. His Northern life was very long, so night city had been stood nearby his farm. And all his friends planed to create capital city. Yes, all their anxiousness was cleared by the grace of civilization. Then they had succeeded in creation of capital city, when worldwide economic growth continued. And he married with his girl friend and they exchanged iron ring each other in the church Xmas Eve. Yes, his second work was saving all Southern souls, so he planed to save all Southern souls in the North, spending 6 days. Distance between the core of magma and the North is 2 and the distance between the core of magma and the South is 1. So the gravity in the North is 1 and the gravity in the South is 4, and Northern time speed is 1 and Southern time speed is 2 in our minds. After he had finished thinking about his plan, he started off from the North to the South with her by airplane. And they arrived at Southern village at night. He worked heavily with Southern blacks and shared in Southern pain with all blacks in a day. Then he had known her body and soul for the first time. Yes, the sun was created on New Year's Day and He could watch the first sunrise of the year with all Southern black farmers. Finally, he held the party where all Southern blacks could enjoy in drinking, spending the first three days of a new year. Yes, these Southern 3 days are equal to Northern 6 days. So I asked him at Northern winter party. “What day is your birthday?” And he answered with his good smiles, “My birthday is New Year’s Day.” Yes, this conversation is all our hope that have existed from past to now.”
After my speaking, we talked about Southern future for long time and I could take back your eyes for my heart.

Reference 578
Simple Minds “Glittering Prize” (1992)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee called “My historical chaotic wild dream saved by your heart”
Words:
I’d like to believe in next story.
One day, boy and girl stopped by at cabin nearby Aegean Sea on the way of going home from elementary school. There was a table and chairs made by wood in cabin. He took an apple in woods and they took drawing paper from their bag. Then they described an apple on table by watercolor each other. The sun was shining to support their describing. He described an apple against the background of blue and she described an apple against the background of red. They were drowned in describing each other and finished describing just before sunset. And they exchanged pictures each other. He was shocked by powerful heaviness she had described and she was shocked by beautiful lightness he had described. And they went home each other.
At this night, he dreamed all truths that have existed in the world. Heavy and light, sorrow and joy..., he had created strong many dreams in chaotic cosmos. Full moon was shining in the night sky. And all his dreams were saved by moonlight.
Next morning, he noticed the existence of an orange put at his bedside by his mother after he got up. He ate an orange to live in today. It was the time when so many our dreams were kept in an orange with any hopes in the world.

Reference 579
John Foxx “The Garden” (1981)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of morning milk coffee, called “Your Northern past wild powers to my heart”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about my family in our bed. Yes, you knew I treasure my family above all things. And I said I'd like to invite you to my Xmas home party. You answered you are looking forward to attending in my party and you spoke next story to me.
“He is good father who save family of four. One day in spring, he went home and presented bouquet of some flowers for his wife, his young daughter and son. And he put flowers in vase. His daughter asked why he bought some flowers. He answered he bought them for his family travel. And he started off from Northern home to Southern farm with his family, spending spring vacation. It was a travel between Sunday and next Sunday. After they arrived in the South, they had worked at farm with Southern blacks in 6 days. Yes, it was his fatherly education for his family. They could get strong wills, strong bodies and souls in Southern heaviness. And after they went back to Northern home, they could experience good family love in Northern lightness. Yes, he talked about any joyfulness with his family in the past white memories. And when his daughter and son reached man and woman's estate, they sometimes remembered white memories in their busy lives. It was good powers they could get to forget much pain by the grace of his fatherly education.”
After my speaking, I asked how flowers would be just after they went Northern home. And I answered all flowers had kept beauty in Northern lightness and these flowers are present for you tonight.

Reference 580
Carpenters “same title” (1971)



Image:
The Red Sea you named “All our historical needs for heats and waters to save all souls in the South and to get total peace in the world”
Words:
He is good boy. He met girl nearby Aegean Sea and she informed him about all truth in the South. So he started off from the North to the South to save all souls in the South by his hands. His stuff was only some money and black pen. He went down to the South. After sunset, he continued to walk on downhill under the moonlight. Just before he arrived in the South, he had to go down on long sharp downhill. He could look over the Southern big field from the top of downhill. He went down on downhill and had been tired of everything short of the Southern big field. And he wrote next word on the wall by his black pen. “Please save all Southern souls.” And he lay down on downhill. He was saved by rising sun and by all warm hearts of Southern black farmers.
Yes, God had created the world but there was inevitable error in the world. Our belief in God’s creation is “0.99999”. His writing power with all our minds is “0.00001”. “0.99999＋0.00001=1.0” There is no error in here. This equation is all our voice in the world.

Reference 581
Led Zeppelin “The Song remains the same” (1976)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine prepared for drinking just after high noon, called “All our 6 minutes home prayer to image 30 years peaceful future in the world”
Words:
In summer vacation, we held night home party in our room nearby the sea. Our boyfriend invited him to our party. He came from Northeast Country and he wore black suits and put black necktie. Yes, we felt heaviness for his appearance. His present for us was 100 blackberries in basket. We enjoyed with him while drinking and eating some foods. His blackberries were very delicious, so we were absorbed in eating blackberries just before we finished our party. And when we had eaten 99 blackberries, he ate final blackberry with his good smile. And he wrote best plan for us on white paper. It was triangle trade among 3 places. First place was blackberry field he created, second place was laundry our girlfriends will be running and third place was jam production our boyfriend will be running. Yes, it was good creation for our lives.
After our party was finished and he went home, we talked about many dreams with our friends at midnight. Future hopes, good family and best works..., these were many imaginations he gave for us. And we realized that all his coming was existed for our imaginations at that time.

Reference 582
Tom Tom Club “same title” (1981)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of sake prepared for our staying in Japan at midnight, called “All our 6 minutes peaceful eyes creation in our world”
Words:
He is good our Japanese friend. Our desire was visitation in Japan. He was willing to invite us to Japan. But he said us, “Before you go to Japan, you must learn Japanese culture.” Yes, we learned Japanese history gladly. But when we were learning Japanese history, we felt fear by degrees. “What was happened in Japanese history?” We had been in trouble with Japanese history. Perhaps it may be caused by our Northern blood that had been created by darkness, endless rain and future fear. So we had to write some poems by black pen for a while.
But once we visited in Japan, our fears were cleared by Japanese peace. We realized it must be caused by sunshine. And all our writings were changed from fear into joy. Yes, he invited me to Japanese-style restaurant and we ate dinner with him. But we couldn't use Japanese chopsticks well. So we ate some foods by knives and forks. He said with good smile, “It may spend 6 days to use chopsticks well.” Yes, all our harvest in Japan is our trained fingers to use chopsticks in Japanese friendship.

Reference 583
Hugh Cornwell + Robert Williams “Nosferatu” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me in our Southern room at sunrise, called “All our eyes creation in the world”
Words:
She is my good black girlfriend who had come from the South to the North for the first time.
One night, I invited her to night city. I talked about anything with her at coffee shop after sunset while smoking and drinking coffee. And she asked me last question, “Which has stronger power in your father or my father?” So we went to casino and enjoyed in any games at night. Yes, my purpose was giving her any lights that had been created by many trades made by cigarette productions and coffee productions in the world. I realized that she could enjoy in any happiness. And our night playing was finished at sunrise when she said me, “I gave in to your words. I want to admit that your father power was stronger than my father power.” And I responded to her soon. “Don't worry. That was even, because my 4 cards made by Fives gave in to your 4 cards made by Aces.” Yes, her good smile was special.

Reference 584
Ultravox “Systems of Romance” (1978)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All my night play to save your heart that care about Southern soul everyday”
Words:
One day, I started off from home country to New York. It may be caused by all my past, today and future. Yes, I had many dreams in New York.
After I arrived in New York, I met you nearby the sea for the first time. You said you treasure human equality above all things and you want to introduce him to me. He was called “Night King”. He was wearing black suits and putting black necktie and invited us to night live house. There were many young in live house and I could get many friends by the grace of you and him before live concert started. Yes, they had simple colors in their hearts and needed new powers. There were blacks and whites who care about Southern problems and need freedom, love and peace, who always need only happiness, and who can't accept the world. All young had strong powers created by their own wills not by moneys. And you introduce many girl friends to me. Yes, I understood they treasure Milky Way in the future. Your heart color is red and my heart color is blue.
After night live started, we created heavy room by expanding energies to outside. All musicians were only repeating noisy play and loud voices. But we could get any color lights and our true eyes were created. And your heart was saved by heat in live house. Yes, time speed was high in short-time plays.
After night live was finished, he held the party where all our friends attended in. This party was called “Moonlight”. We could enjoy in drinking and eating some foods and he took many photos for us.
Then I went home with you and fell asleep for a while in our room. And when the sun rose and moonlight was lost, I had a good dream beside you. It was white dream on Southern grassland. I created many images of past memories, today's confusions and future hopes by the support of past writings, listening and speaking. I needed many powers from the world and gave many powers to the world, and created harmony in the world, by using any colors. And I needed powers and gave powers between any colors to describe details. You said me after getting up, “I saw white dream on Southern grassland like you.” So I asked you, “How many children were existed in white grassland? Are there your father and mother in your dream? Are all our black friends smiling in your heart?” Yes, you answered nothing. There was only your smile for my heart.

Reference 585
Television “Marquee Moon” (1977)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at seaside restaurant, called “All my worldwide common heaviness to image worldwide peace”
Words:
She is Japanese good girl. She can change all painful rainfall into joy. I met her at Hawaiian night pub for the first time. It rained heavily but we didn’t care. She said first word to me at pub, “There is no sea in my heart. It will be solved only by the sun.” And we started off from Hawaii to Tokyo by the ship. Yes, I felt heaviness of rough seas in my mind for long time. In the afternoon, she said second word to me at coffee shop in Tokyo. “I could create the sea in my heart. Here is the place where all families must be able to enjoy.” Then we started off from Tokyo to Germany by the airplane in the morning after some days had passed. Yes, we could be with the sun by the grace of jet plane. And she said third word to me at restaurant nearby the Berlin Wall, “All my priority is the biggest heavy lake changed into the Pacific Ocean under the sun. It will collect any lights to save so many souls in the coldness.” Yes, I could understand all her insistence and could get good girlfriend who will talk about anything from now on.

Reference 586
Dr. Feelgood “Down by the Jetty” (1975)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine prepared at 8 o’clock in the night, called “All my closed heart between 6 hours to talk about Southern problems with my girlfriend”
Words:
One day in winter, I saw next dream.
I started off from my home Country to the South by jet plane with my girlfriend at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. I talked about anything with her in airplane. For example, these were Southern clear sunshine, blue sky and bright night stars. It spent 12 hours to go to the South, always being with the sun. So we arrived at Southern airport 2 o'clock in the afternoon according to Southern time. Then we went to Southern grassland and talked about Southern future in the heaviness. After sunset, we ate dinner, camping out on Southern grassland. Yes, we could get high energies by degrees in Southern heaviness. And just 1 o'clock in the midnight, I showed King of Hearts to her and she showed Queen of Hearts to me. Yes, it was all contracts with her to get blood relationship in the North and it was my dream after I had finished listening to Southern truths in the lecture of historical science at our high school.

Reference 587
Suburban Studs “Slam” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of rose wine bottle you kept for my overtime work between sunset and sunrise, you named “All your Northern historical short-time putting diamond ring on your fourth finger” prepared for your past motherly wills that care about coldness in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, your heart was in something between hotness and coldness. It must have been caused by the Cold War and I realized you needed more hotness. So I spoke next story to you in my bed.
“He is good young poet in East Germany. He fell in love with girl who had been working as painter. Her paintings treasured hotness above all things like his mind. So he took very short-time to make love with her. But he couldn't accept the world where no free was and no hotness was. It was like cold iron chains that make his heart depress. So he decided to exile himself to West Germany with his friends, searching true freedom and leaving her heart. He worked hard as laborer for his life in West Germany. Yes, his heart was in backside of the moon. He believed that only sun can save his heart. One day, he was handed a photo from his friend. It was a photo that she is smiling with his mother and his baby in East Germany. Yes, it was short-time total eclipse of the sun between heaviness and lightness to create his eyes in his mind. So he decided to return to East Germany and created good family with her and his parents.”
After my speaking, you needed hot drink to me. Yes, I will be able to expect hotness in New Year.

Reference 588
Gong “Gazeuse!” (1976)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me, called “All my core heart” that was prepared for all our black waiting
Words:
She is good our black girlfriend.
One day, I saved a stray cat in my arms on the way of my going to work. And I brought him to my studio. My black friends were 8 black men. They loved him as well as I loved, even if we were tired of our overtime works. Yes, our circle was made by 10 animals that included 8 black men, a stray cat and me. All our lives were based on friendship with him.
Then we met her at backstage for the first time after I had finished playing night live. And she joined our circle. We understood he attached himself to her, so she became his best friend. Yes, we decided to give him to her and she started to live with him in her home. But after this time, our minds were changed into pain. We lost him and one lover. We suffered for making up all our hearts after we had lost his heart. So I decided to play music all night long day after day to recover my heart, because he was in our core of hearts. I called all our black friends for my concert. And one night, we could create one world. It was new world where all our animal souls were existed in our minds. Yes, our new world was formed by the grace of her heart.

Reference 589
Chuck Berry “The Singles Collection” (2017)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee, called “All my needs for many heats” that was prepared for our friendship with black friends and you who know Southern information very well
Words:
You are good our girlfriend. Your nickname is Mermaid.
Before I met you, we had been playing music at live house every night. We played loud and our hearts were always in the moon. Yes, we could get many black and white friends by the grace of our strong heartbeats. It was our first act. The person who brought us to second act was him. He is our good engineer. We planed anything with him at coffee shop. Yes, we decided to play daytime concert under his support. Our concert was named “Powers on the mountain”. We played loud and our hearts were always in the sun. Period of our concert was 6 days. Last day, we played in heavy rain and we could meet you at backstage for the first time after we had finished playing. You presented some flowers for us and said that you had continued to write some poems about flowers in 6 days. So I asked you, “Why don’t you write poems about your black friends?” And you answered, “Don’t worry. It was saved in wide random under the sunshine.” Yes, we could get best girlfriend.

Reference 590
Free “same title” (1969)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at Finnish hotel in winter black night, you called “All your Northern historical home joy” that was prepared against all coldness in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I presented diamond ring for you in my bed. Yes, I knew you needed only hotness in our world. So I spoke next story to you.
“A long time ago, there was castle in Northern Europe. King and Queen, 11 knights and their wives were living in this castle. All they are suffering for endless rain and increasing coldness. So King distributed 22 trump cards to knights and their wives at winter black midnight. 22 trump cards were made by 11 trump cards from Ace of Spades to Jack of Spades for 11 knights and 11 trump cards from Ace of Hearts to Jack of Hearts for 11 wives. 11 knights and 11 wives started off from home to the South for saving all souls in the world, ridding on horses. Yes, King and Queen kept one prayer made by “1×1=1”, and 11 knights and 11 wives kept 121 prayers made by “11×11=121” in their minds, which was getting diamond in Southern heaviness. One knight who was given Ace of Spades discussed worldwide plan with one wife who was given Ace of Hearts at Southern night coffee shop nearby the lake. Yes, they succeeded in creating the sun at 12 o'clock in Southern night heaviness, and they created daytime and night-time in the earth. Then their 121 prayers grew wood in the mountain, and created diamond made by the combination of wood under the sun and wood reflected on the lake. Yes, they could get big diamond, so they returned to Northern home lightness and presented diamond for King and Queen at summer white midnight.”
After my speaking, you said me, “Thanks for your true hotness.” Yes, I could get my best belief in the world.

Reference 591
Focus “At the Rainbow” (1973)



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Lower left hand corner of black pen stand, called “All our chisels” that was prepared for writing on iron plate in cold world
Words:
He is good librarian who has been living in the South. His nickname is “Christian Joker”.
Xmas Eve night, he started off from the South to the North. His purpose was saving souls in the world. Then he arrived at Northern castle where 26 knights and 26 girls were living in. And he distributed 26 trump cards made by Spades and Clubs for knights, and distributed 26 trump cards made by Diamonds and Hearts for girls. Yes, he made a couple of one knight and one girl who were given Ace of Spades and Ace of Hearts, and he presented an apple for them. Then he invited a couple to the South. They arrived at Southern library, ridding on horses in endless rain. The distance between core of magma and the South is 1, and the distance between core of magma and the North is 52, so Southern time speed had more 52 times than Northern time speed. Yes, he prepared 52 books for them. These were all Southern bloods and pains. They had worked as farmers in daytime and had read a book in night-time day by day. And after 52 days had passed, they had finished reading 52 books and they had been given chocolate gifts from Southern Queen St. Valentine's Day night. Yes, they got powers and returned to the North with him, ridding on horses under the sun. And he held the party where 26 knights and 26 girls attended on Xmas night. This party is the place where we want to join first of all.

Reference 592
The Stranglers “X Certs” (1979)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured for you when I presented you diamond ring for the first time, called “All your historical heartbeats to create more diamonds in the earth” that was prepared for all human equality
Words:
Dear my wife
I'm sorry to have kept silent for such a long time.
Yes, I have been in overtime work in some days. I believe you know it very well. I sometimes feel heaviness and darkness. But my heart is always saved by your free mind. It may be caused by all my imaginations about you. Yes, I'd like to believe that I had known all your past in the earth. And I know all my past in the earth. We had repeated 3 facts in our lives. It was losing energies, getting energies and expanding energies. And all my purpose of overtime work is getting diamond that has high energy for your heart. Yes, I thought I want to present diamond in our night room. But I decided to present you diamond under the sunshine according to the truth of 3 facts, because my diamond needs energies and I’d like to present powerful diamond for your heart.
Please keep your health.
From a man who is sometimes living in dark heaviness of the moon

Reference 593
George Harrison “The best of George Harrison” (1976)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for my overtime work with black friends, called “All your kindness for my swimming in the sea according to moon power not in the primitive river against flows”
Words:
Next is the story for all our friendship with blacks.
A long time ago, any whites were living in Northern lightness and any blacks were living in Southern heaviness. On the one hand, Northern whites needed some hotness in increasing coldness. On the other hand, Southern blacks were suffering for endless heavy rain. Yes, Southern King and Queen had created the sun to escape from painful world. Then it stormed heavily in the world though Northern whites were saved by the hotness of the sun. Heavy storm had created the sea and he started off from the North to the South by the ship on the sea. Yes, he was good sailor. His purpose was saving King and Queen in Southern Island. He invited them to the North by the ship after he arrived in Southern Island. And he played poker with them and his white friends in Northern night home. Yes, they could enjoy playing poker and they fell asleep until sunrise. They dreamed good future happiness in Northern lightness and their dreams were saved by rising sun. And he brought them to the South again by his ship on the sea. Before parting, they asked him, “How much money do you need?” And he answered, “I need no money. You had created the sun. It is enough to hold the party that will be existed between North and the South.” Yes, they shook hands with him, looking forward to meeting again.

Reference 594
The Rolling Stones “Made in the Shade” (1975)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at breakfast, you named “All our Northern historical capital noise to create our family” that must be existed for a part of the world
Words:
She is good angel for my heart. I met her at morning beach for the first time. It was fine day. I invited her to seaside coffee shop and talked about anything in the world. She said she has been working as nursery school teacher. Yes, I remembered happy white memories in my childhood and I talked about lightness in the world. But it was cloudy after high noon, so I talked about past truth with her in heaviness. And when it started raining before sunset, I remembered all my past pain in the world. She said she knows how she can save all my pain and she said me, “Let’s go eating dinner.” So I invited her to night restaurant nearby the lake by my motorbike under the moonlight after it stopped raining. And I image happy future in heaviness. Then we talked about future happiness in the world for longtime. And when we went outside, she said my future happiness can be saved by all winds. Yes, my happiness was moving in lightness, so my low energy imagination could be saved by low energy noise. But it was cloudy and it started raining again. All rain changed into heavy rain, and I imaged painful future in the world. My pain was moving hard in heaviness, but I couldn't know how all my pain can be saved. So I parted from her and contracted to meet her again next morning. Next morning, she invited me to nursery school she has been working. She played organ under the sunshine, being surrounded with many children. Yes, all my pain was saved by joyful singing voices of many children.

Reference 595
The Who “Who’s next” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of stout bottle at sunrise, called “All our dark heaviness to the world” that was prepared for our friendship with all whites
Words:
We are all blacks who have been living in the South. Our lives have been in primitive life. But all our way was kept by the grace of our friendship and strong bonds.
One day, our Princess said she wants diamond and our Prince said he want to fly in the sky like a bird. They are children who have been studying Southern primitive school. So we telephoned him who is living in the North. He came to the South soon by airplane and shook hands with us. Then we camped out with him in forest and enjoyed drinking at night. Yes, he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick after eating some foods with us. It was our first heaviness in yellow success color like a fire. His white face was changed into red face by his drinking and changed into brown face finally. It was all our friendship with him.
And he invited our Princess and Prince to the North by the ship on the sea. We went to the North too. Then we held the party where all his white friends and we had attended. He prepared a diamond ring for our party. Yes, Prince presented diamond ring for Princess. After our party, he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. It was our second heaviness to create our eyes in expanded invisible zone. We could get blue success sky. And we returned to the South by airplane with Princess and Prince in the blue sky. Yes, their dream came true. We’d like to expect their happiness in the future.

Reference 596
Deep Forest “Boheme” (1995)



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Lower left hand corner of cider bottle called “All my hopeless desire” that was prepared for all our night acts
Words:
One night, I sang songs hard at live house and met her at backstage for the first time after I had finished singing songs. She said she know Southern information very well. Yes, I understood she has strong instinctive power given from her Southern living. My life was kept by my some vector powers to clear world powers from outside. But her life was kept by her saving world powers from outside. Yes, it is easy for her to clear world powers by the grace of her strong instinctive power. So I invited her to my night room. All my pain was saved by her heart. Distance between the core of magma and the North is √2=1.414, and distance between the core of magma and the South is 1. Gravity in the South has more 2 times than gravity in the North, so her power has more 2 times than my power. All my power was “scale 1” and all her power was “scale 2”. And I had lost 0.5 powers and she had lost 0.5 powers too. Yes, my power was changed into 0.5 powers to sleep in tiredness and her power was changed into 1.5 powers to enjoy in happiness. So I fell asleep in my bed after smoking at 12 o'clock. Next morning, she gave me a glass of mixed juice she made for me, after my getting up in my bed. She said me, “Good morning, Baby.” Yes, all my power was recovered by the grace of her heart.

Reference 597
Sham 69 “Hersham Boys” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a bottle of coke she prepared at night pub, called “All my 60 seconds drinking to save 5 minutes Southern heaviness”
Words:
Do you know next story?
A long time ago, it had been raining in the North for long time. And eruption of volcano happened. It created Big Mountain surrounded with Crater Lake. Afterwards, Big Mountain was covered with woods where many animals were living in. It was like “Kingdom of Animals” and “Normal distribution in 3-dimensional world”. Yes, 2 Kings and 2 Queens had grown up at the foot of Big Mountain. They were Northeast King and Northwest King, Southeast Queen and Southwest Queen. They gathered at upper left hand corner of Crater Lake and created big plan for saving Southern souls. Yes, it was their idea for all Southern souls and their own lives. Northeast King married Southwest Queen and Northwest King married Southeast Queen, when they were 20 years old. They created family of 4 each other, and brought up East Prince and Princess, West Prince and Princess in the North. Then Kings sent Princes and Princesses to the South. Yes, East Prince and West Prince had created family of 6 by each marriage with West Princess and East Princess in Southern heaviness, when they were 20 years old and when Kings and Queens were 40 years old. The number of children in families of 6 was 8 that were made up of 4 sons and 4 daughters. All they had worked as farmers to save Southern souls. And 4 sons and 4 daughters created family of 6 by their each marriage and brought up 8 sons and 8 daughters, when Kings and Queens were 60 years old. But distance between the core of magma and the North was 5, and distance between the core of magma and the South was 1. So, Southern time speed had more 5 times than Northern time speed. And life span of Kings and Queens were 60×5=300 years in the North. Yes, the final number of their sons and daughters in 300 years was 65536 children. And all Southern souls were saved by their 65536 children and many other children, spending longtime in the South. Yes, Kings and Queens would rest in peace, being surrounded with Southern warm hearts.

Reference 598
The Clash “London Calling” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a bottle of cider you prepared for me at 12 o’clock, you named “Northern historical 1 month breath to create 1 year Southern happy dreams in our eyes”
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to my live concert. I know you care about the South first of all. So I bought new keyboard recently. Yes, I got 10 fingers for your heart. I'd like to write some songs and to image that I will go to the South with you, while counting the number of 4 that exist from 004 to 144 in the period when new moon will change into full moon. Yes, distance between the core of magma and the North is 12, and distance between the core of magma and the South is 1 in my heart. So I handed Queen of Hearts to you and you handed King of Hearts to me nearby the lake in the mountain under the sunshine between 12 o'clock and 13 o'clock. My plan is going to the South after I had eaten one peach with you in the North. Then we bring up 144 peaches at Southern farm by using one stone of peach you had eaten in the North. Yes, all our foods are 12 peaches in a month and 144 peaches in a year, to save Southern souls. All our lives in the South will be very hard in 30 days between January 2 and February 1. Northern painful degree is 1 and Southern painful degree is 144. So average of degree between the North and the South is “(144+1)/2=72.5”. Yes, it is our Northern strong bonds for human equality between the North and the South, to ply between the North and the South in our future. I will care about hour hand that is changing in 30 degree for 1 hour and you will care about minute hand that is changing in 360 degree for 1 hour in our watch. All my degree of changing in first rainy 6 days is “30×24×6=4320”. Yes, it is my Southern home creation with you after I had lost my song writing in 30 days. And I'd like to pray to God with you for all mysteries of numbers in the world, under the sun nearby the church. I am looking forward to meeting you again.
From a man who is dreaming in winter

Reference 599
Bauhaus “Mask” (1981)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at sunset, you named “All my 0.6666 powers to get 0.9999 powers at sunrise” that was prepared for making your diamond ring bright after heavy rain
Words:
Do you know next story?
A long time ago, there were 3 farm villages in the South, in the Northeast and in the Northwest. King and Queen were living in each 3 farm villages. But Northeast policy had conflicted with Northwest policy for long time. So Southern King invited Northeast and Northwest Kings to the South. Yes, Northeast King and Northwest King started off from home village to the South, ridding on horses each other. And they worked as farmer in Southern heaviness. Then strong bonds between Northeast King and Northwest King were established in their friendship. Yes, Southern King presented King of Spades with sapphire ring for Northeast King, presented King of Clubs with emerald ring for Northwest King, and Southern King kept King of Hearts with ruby ring for Southern Queen. After they had returned to the North, they put each rings on finger of their Queens. But Northeast and Northwest Queens said each rings show black in Northern lightness and only their ruby ring show red. Yes, Northern Kings said to Queens that these rings would show blue and green if Queens went to the South and worked in the heaviness. So Northern Queens started off from each home village to the South with any other Northern farmers, and worked as farmers each other in Southern heaviness. Yes, all Northern village humans could create their eyes when they returned to the North in increasing lightness. And all they said sapphire and emerald rings show blue and green. After some days had passed, the sun was created and triangle trade was established among the South, Northeast and Northwest. And Southern Queen sent Queen of Diamonds to Northern Queens with diamond rings that you can see very well between heaviness and lightness.
This is the story for you who desire worldwide peace above all things.

Reference 600
Ride “Weather Diaries” (2017)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me just before 12 o’clock at high noon, you named “All our Northern historical painful needs for diamond” that will be created by combination of first X and second X in our world
Words:
Do you know next story?
A long time ago, there was farm village in the world. All farmers had been working at fruit fields. For example, these were grape, blue berry, melon, lemon, and cherry fields. Yes, all farmers had eaten many fruits after their working. So population in this farm had been increasing rapidly for long time, by the cause of making descendants prosper. Almost they had created family of 6, 7 or 8 and large family in first world. Then farm village changed into city and city changed into Country where schools, shops, companies, hospitals, and churches were existed in by the hands of all humans who had needed fortune for long time. Their families changed into family of 3, 4 or 5 with large family in second world. Yes, all they prayed to God for their fortune in the future, in the period when village had been changing into Country. He was born in Country as only child in family of 3. He had grown up in happy family. And when he had been going to elementary school, he counted the number of rainbow colors by his first finger with his mother after his mother had finished shopping in rainfall. It was beautiful 7 colors rainbow. He never knows all history of his Country. But I know. The period of increasing population by increasing rate in past village rainfall was the world of “First X”. And the period of increasing population by decreasing rate in new Country under the sunshine was the world of “Second X”. Let’s denote my world as “P=X^2 or √X”. P is population level and X is time level in village or Country. Time level when village people prayed to God is 4 and time level when he counted the number of rainbow colors is 8. Yes, “P=X^2” changed into “P=√X” at “Time level of 4” and P was changed from 16 to 18 in the period from “X=4” to “X=8”. 7 colors rainbow is “3+1+3=7” in my heart. Yes, I’d like to believe in forever of his first finger.

Reference 601
Curved Air “Curved Air Second Album” (1971)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of morning coffee you made for me, you named “All our Northern historical wild needs for many heats” that was prepared against all coldness in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about the South when I put diamond ring on your fourth finger in my bed. So I spoke next story to you.
“A long time ago, Northern King and Queen had been living with any other whites on the side of big mountain. And Southern King and Queen had been living with any other blacks on the side of big mountain. One day, Northern King started off from home to the South to save all Southern souls, ridding on horses with other whites. Yes, he felt heaviness on the foot of big mountain and felt lightness on the top of big mountain, on the way of going to the South. After he had arrived at Southern farm village, he presented diamond ring for Southern Queen. Yes, she got happiness and her heartbeats created many diamonds by the cooperation between magma and rainfall. And any Kings and Queens were born in the South. All Kings put diamond rings on forth finger of all Queens. Then the sun was created and heavy rain created the sea between the North and the South. Afterwards, economic agreement was established between the North and the South with religious agreement and political agreement, by the grace of many trades by ships on the sea. And so many diamonds created more diamonds and Southern big mountain changed into mountain of treasures, by the grace of Southern Queen’s heartbeats”
After my speaking, you asked me, “What is the name of Capitals in Northern big mountain and in Southern big mountain?” And I answered, “These are New York and Cape Town in South Africa. I'd like to believe in true friendship between the United States and South Africa after heavy rain.”

Reference 602
Darryl Way’s Wolf “Saturation Point” (1973)



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Hawaiian Summer beach where I am drinking a glass of black ice coffee, you called “All our fire and water” that was existed for saving all Southern souls with you
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Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to my night live concert. I think you could enjoy in our heats.
Next rainy morning, I thought something in the world at my home. Yes, all my mind was in my belief for our free. Painful rain made my thought hard. I could image all future in the heaviness and I could see infinite way to live in the world. Yes, there is no border in my world. There are only fluids that change from magma to heated air by degrees. So I decided to be eagle for your heart, on the way of going to work. It's my best primitive way to live in the world. I could create my body and soul naturally and could get wings to fly in the sky. My first purpose is getting rainbow for my family. Second purpose is saving many souls by my wings. And third purpose is flying in the lightness and looking at all your future in the world. Yes, I could see your good happiness in the future. Distance between the core of magma and my heart is 5, and distance between the core of magma and your heart is 3, because my heart is in the sky and your heart is in magma nearby ground on rainy night. So your world can keep more “5/3=1.666” times staying than my world. Our period of night live concert is 60 minutes in my world. And we can change 60 minutes into "60×5/3=100” minutes in your world. Remained 40 minutes are existed for all your happy lives in family. Please keep your health. I am looking forward to meeting you again.
From eagle who are living in rainbow

Core Word:
All our slow-motion night staying to keep friendship with all black boys and girls who enjoy riding on roller coaster at amusement grounds nearby the sea

Reference 603
AC/DC “Back in Black” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of milk coffee you made for me when I am writing songs in the morning, you called “All your Northern historical primitive needs for my daughter to bring up straight heart” that was prepared to create peaceful Milky Way in the world
Words:
I sometimes remember your next story that you spoke to me rainy night.
In the War between the States, there were 7 Lakes at the foot of the Rocky Mountains. All Lakes had been created along the Rocky Mountains by natural powers in the old days. Let’s call 7 Lakes as “1st Lake to 7th Lake” lined up from North to South. One day, a bloody battle made Northern Americans move to Western ground, and made Southern Americans move to Western ground. Northern Americans created village nearby 1st Lake in North and Southern Americans created village nearby 7th Lake in South. Then Northern Americans moved to 2nd Lake according to their hearts that need hotness and create new village. Yes, Southern Americans moved to 6th Lake according to their hearts that need coldness and create new village, too. And Northern American needs made them move to 3rd Lake and Southern American needs made them move to 5th Lake. Finally, Northern Americans met Southern Americans nearby 4th Lake and all they created big village by their peaceful cooperation and friendship. It is the reason why we’d like to call the Rocky Mountains as “God Mountains”

Reference 604
Bill Bruford “The Bruford Tapes” (1979)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at sunrise, you named “All my victim in pain for my friends who had been living in the magma”
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is my good friend who is bassist. His nickname is Albatross. He married childhood girlfriend when he was young and created family of 2. His life was in peaceful world. But one day, he felt pain by unknown truth. It was like heavy storm in his mind. Yes, his painful heart was saved by her heart. He shot his power in 4 directions, which were created by random powers. Then he got 2 sons and 2 daughters and created family of 6. But he knew that heavy storm won't be cleared in his heart forever. So one night, he shot his one power in her heart to save his family. Yes, his one power was stopped in her heart, but his smallest will was accelerated toward outside in the heaviness. And then, his smallest will changed into big body in the lightness that was created by heated air. He became big bird who was flying in the sky. Distance between the core of magma and his heart is 5, and distance between the core of magma and his family is 2. So he could keep more 2.5 times in his family than time in his world. Yes, he invited his family to his night concert called “In the magma”. It spent 60 minutes for his night live. But it was felt “60×2.5=150” minutes for his family. Remained 90 minutes were existed for their dreams that they would be able to watch 5 colors rainbow in blue sky.

Reference 605
Jimi Hendrix “Band of Gypsys” (1970)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee, called “All our Northern historical worldwide common needs for many conversations” that was prepared to expand friendship all over the world
Words:
Do you know next story?
A long time ago, all humans had experienced longtime darkness. And when they took limit, the sun had been created naturally. There were Southern village and Northern village in the earth. Southern King and Queen had been living with any humans in Southern village, and Northern King and Queen had been living with any humans in Northern village. Southern humans were in painful heaviness and Northern humans were in happy lightness. So Southern humans were staying in (0,0), and Northern humans were staying in (2,0) in coordinate made by X axis and Y axis. Let’s describe parabolic line denoted by “Y=X(2-X)”. Stay of Southern humans is in (0,0) and stay of Northern humans is in (2,0) on this parabolic line at first time. Afterwards, all they had been talking about many things in the world under the sun. Yes, X is happy degree in their conversations and Y is water quantity in the earth. Southern humans could get happiness and free minds by the grace of many conversations. But Northern humans felt pain in their conversations by the cause of worldwide problems. Yes, all pain of Northern King was saved by heart of Northern Queen. And degree of sun energy was increased by degrees. Then strong sun energy created heavy rain and steam from magma made the world stormy. And so many lakes had changed into worldwide sea. Quantity of seawater was increased by degrees. Finally, Northern humans and Southern humans arrived in Island that existed between the North and the South. It was the place of (1,1) on the top of parabolic line denoted by “Y=X(2-X)” and it was the place where Northern friendship with Southern humans was existed in. And it was the core of friendship between the North and the South. Northern humans and Southern humans had enjoyed many conversations in this Island, and pains of Northern humans were cleared by the grace of conversations under the sun. And constant quantity of seawater was created. In Island, Southern King exchanged Ace of Spades for Ace of Clubs of Northern King and Southern Queen exchanged Ace of Hearts for Ace of Diamonds of Northern Queen who had known Southern information very well. Ace of Spades is proof of the sun and Ace of Clubs is proof of human equality in my mind. Ace of Hearts is proof of love and Ace of Diamonds is proof of heaviness in my mind. These are best cards for all our lives in the world.

Reference 606
Curved Air “Air Cut” (1973)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee, called “All our heaviness and lightness in the coldness” that was existed for all our forgetting past bad truth and for remembering past good memories
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In winter, we doubted all of world where have been in risky coldness. So we went to the church at night and prayed to God for all coldness in the world. Father said, “My heart bleeds for you. All my power in the darkness will shoot to night sky and all my power will be changed into big power in next morning lightness. Don’t worry. Spring will come soon.” Yes, we wanted to believe in Father's words but we felt more coldness when we went to outside. We thought coldness would be increasing by degrees in our hearts. Yes, we could watch clear sunrise next morning and we realized that the sun in cold winter brought up all our hearts.
In spring, we could believe in Father's words, because we could be musicians and could get more friends than before. We raised our glasses by white wine to our heavy lives lighted up in the night.
In summer, we could believe in Father's words completely, because we could enjoy swimming at beach under the sun. And we had been playing music in overtime work for a while to release 2nd album. All our works had been in longtime severeness but we felt shortness in our works. We had forgotten time span for a while.
In autumn, we went to church to meet Father again. But we couldn’t meet Father. Sister said, “Sorry, my friends. Father is busy in bringing up his baby now.” Yes, it was good our cycle with the earth’s yearly round.

Reference 607
Cockney Rejects “Greatest Hits Vol. 2” (1980)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of water, called “All our naturalness to change rainfall into heated air” that was existed for saving your heart in the world
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My nickname is Hawk who had been born in core of magma and is flying in Japanese sky. So I had known Japanese peaceful future in lightness. She is Japanese good child who had grown up in poor family. Her father was laborer who had been creating new winds in our minds. In winter, her father had endured heavy labor to support family. Yes, I can fly in the sky by the grace of winds her father had created. So I picked up Japanese 50 yen coin lost on the road, by my beak after dropping on my feet. And I entered it in her moneybox, flying from the sky into her room. Yes, she showed good smile to me. Then she bought chocolate gift by 50 yen coin for her boyfriend on St. Valentine’s Day. She bought it at cheap sweet shop. And her 50 yen coin changed into much money incomes for Japanese people by multiplier effect. Yes, spring has come. Her boyfriend bought candy gift for her at cheap sweet shop on White Day. He had grown up in poor family too. All their parents treasured Japanese 10 thousand yen paper moneys in their home safes. So their main moneys were some coins. There are some paper moneys and some coins in your wallet. Which money do you like? Yes, it will be known by central hole of Japanese 50 yen coins in heavy winds.

Reference 608
Gang of Four “Songs of the Free” (1982)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee, called “All our core of the pain” that was existed for getting the sun
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Next is the story at the time when I started to play music at night live house.
One day, I got up in my private room in the morning and ate some foods. And when I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, I thought something alone. Yes, all my thought was made by past pain and happiness, future pain and happiness. And all my patterns in my private acts were forgetting past pain, remembering past pain, forgetting past happiness, remembering past happiness, forgetting future pain, imaging future pain, forgetting future happiness, and imaging future happiness. Yes, there were 8 patterns in my mind. But I don’t want to forget past and future happiness. I'd like to treasure all family memories and all family hopes in my heart above all things. So I decided to go to the church and to pray to my God for my sadness. Yes, I could forget past pain and remember past happiness, could forget future pain and image future happiness by the grace of outdoor heavy winds and sunshine lightness on the way of going to the church. But I realized that I couldn't clear all my past pain I remembered and I couldn't clear all my future pain I imaged. There was some confusion in my head that had high energies. Father said to me in the church, “Play loud by your bloods and sweats in your night live acts. So that all your past and future pain will be cleared by high energy night heaviness.” I asked Father, “If I played hard, all my past and future happiness may be lost with some pains.” And Father answered, “Don't worry. All your family happiness will keep more energy than all your past and future pain. After you cleared all your pain at night live act, your family happiness will be changed into big power.” I believed Father's words and I went to live house. Then I played hard by my bloods and sweats, and I could clear all my past pain I had remembered and could clear all my future pain I had imaged. Next morning, I could see clear sunrise I couldn't feel until now. Yes, I realized that sunrise in my mind was created by all my past and future family happiness in my heart. It was the reason why I decided to be a musician who has played in heaviness.

Reference 609
Killing Joke “Fire Dances” (1983)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for me before I started to play night act at live house, you named “All your Northern historical imaginative needs for many diamonds” that was prepared for getting human equality in the world by our heartbeats
Words:
Next is the story that I told to you when I put diamond ring on your fourth finger for the first time at winter morning beach.
“He is good young who has been running small jewel shop with his wife in the North. One day in winter, they were suffering for depression in their Country. There were so many beautiful jewels in their shop but almost jewels can't be sold by the cause of depression. He thought all reason had been existed in the truth that her diamond ring can't be shone only at the part of putting on her finger. Yes, this part was like tail of coin under the sun. And all his try was giving any lights to tail of coin for her heart. He said to her, “Please return your diamond ring to me. I'd like to sell it to pawnbroker and change it into some money for my business.” She believed in him and took diamond ring off. February 1, he started off from home Country to the South. And he had worked at Southern farm in 360 days. Yes, he could get much money by the grace of his hard works. And he returned to home Country on March 31 in leap year. Distance between the core of magma and the North is 6, and distance between the core of magma and the South is 1. So his Southern 360 days equal to her Northern 60 days when she was praying to God in the church everyday. He invested much money in Northern industries and saved Northern humans from depression in their Country. Yes, spring has come with the earth’s yearly round in their minds and he had succeeded in creating diamond ring made by Mobius Band for her, which has no head and tail in his mind.”
It is the reason why we hold the party with our friends on April 1 every year.

Reference 610
Pink Floyd “Live in Rome 1968” (2019)



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Lower left hand corner of a bottle of stout, called “All your imaginative night home heavy needs” that was prepared to get diamond with you nearby the lake in the mountain next morning
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I'd like to describe a diamond with you from now on.
Please write XY axes on your white paper. X is gravity and Y is mass in the world. He is good young who had saved Southern humans with his girlfriend. A long time ago, he had been living in Northern happiness. Yes, his staying was in (1,3) on XY plane. Then he decided to save the South and he started off from Northern home to Southern farm, ridding on horses with her after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. Yes, gravity went up and mass went up too, by the cause of heaviness in the South and heaviness he had created by his matchstick. And his staying in (1,3) changed into (2,5), when they arrived at Southern village. And they got the sun after they had experienced painful night. Yes, gravity went up and mass went down by the cause of all relationship between the sun and us, and by the cause of being lighted up by sunray. And his staying in (2,5) changed into (3,3), when they had been living in Southern farm. Yes, Southern humans had been saved by the sun. Then they decided to return to the North and started off from the South to the North under the sun. Yes, gravity went down and mass went down too, by the cause of lightness in the North and lightness under the sun in blue sky. And his staying in (3,3) changed into (2,1), where we believe the number of the sun must be only one in our minds. Then they arrived in the North and he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. Yes, gravity went down and mass went up, by the cause of lightness in the North and heaviness he had created by his matchstick. And his staying in (2,1) changed into (1,3), where is the same place as the place they had started. Yes, one diamond was described by your hand. Cost was nothing for getting this diamond. It was best choice you decided with me.

Reference 611
Bauhaus “The Singles 1981-1983” (1983)



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Lower left hand corner of a bottle of cider, called “All our vital power” that was prepared to save all your pain in the world
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One night, we held live concert at pub. All our purpose was clearing all your pains in our minds, and saving your heart that was suffering for rainfall. We called our live act as “Apple plan”. Yes, our live performance was like an apple put on the floor. We felt all your pain that was created by vertical power from magma to the core of Northern lake. Our try was playing on circular stage set at center in night pub from 11:30 p.m. to 1:30 a.m. We acted by many actions on the whole of circular stage. Yes, our concert reached the top of violence at 12 o'clock. And we created infinite curved vectors in infinite dimensional world. Yes, all our acts were in the core of Northern lake. And infinite curved vectors created figure of an apple, being gravitated to the core of floor on stage. And I'd like to believe that all our vectors cleared all your pain in our minds. There were our Ace of Spades and your Ace of Hearts at 11:30 p.m. in our minds. And we lost Ace of Spades at 1:30 a.m. But we want to treasure your Ace of Hearts in our chest pocket. Yes, we'd like to believe that your Ace of Hearts will be saved by the sun next morning.

Reference 612
The Shakin’ Pyramids “Skin ‘em up” (1981)



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Lower left hand corner of iron ashtray you prepared for my work, called “All our leverage” that was existed to talk about human equality with your past motherly heart
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One night, I was working with my friends in the room. Our room was filled with any lights. I felt happiness in my painful working.
In midnight, my friend entered our room and said to me, “I caught telephone from your mother. How will you do?” I answered, “Wait some minutes. I want to telephone to my mother after I will finish important part of my creating music.” It started to rain outside. I was confused with the rainfall. And all my confusions were in brightness for a while rather than outside dark heaviness, which was my pain created by my past. Yes, my friend cared about my heart and said to me, “Please take a rest. If bad thing happen for your mother, all our works will be stopped completely, because we can’t play without your part in our music.” My heart reached the limit and I decided to take a rest for a while. I made a cup of coffee for myself and lighted on cigarette by my matchstick. I thought many things while smoking. For example, these were future pain and happiness in my family and in my works with all my friends. I spent enough time to think about all my future when I was smoking. Yes, I got Ace of Clubs in my mind. My Club is so long that I thought I will be able to get many conversations with my mother and with my friends. My mother will respond to my any words by the grace of their support in the past. It was like my type writing to inform my mother of my words. All my writing place is the earth. And I'd like to encourage my mother's heart that has existed in the core of my family heart, by the support for leverage on Northern historical place where we had been suffering for rainfall. I telephoned to my mother and she said, “Congratulations on your engagement to good girlfriend.” Yes, I could get my relief and I continued to talk with her for a while. I couldn't realize when she had known my engagement. Perhaps it may be caused by my playing keyboard in my works.

Reference 613
Blues Breakers “John Mayall with Eric Clapton” (1966)



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Southern rough sea just before sunset, you called “All your Northern historical heavy prayer” that was existed to get diamonds for family equality in the South
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She is good old black woman. When she was young, she was suffering for endless rain with any other black friends in the South. Yes, her heart was in the crossing point of 2 vectors made by figure of “X”. One vector was her increasing desire to save Southern souls, other vector was her decreasing power. Yes, she got strong vector toward the right, created by 2 vectors. So she started off from the South to the North. Her purpose was getting diamonds to save Southern souls. She met good young black man at night club. And she talked about Southern problems with him all night long. Then they returned to the South. Yes, they got the sun with a diamond he presented in their room at sunrise. This diamond was created by combination of “X” and “X” reflected on the Southern lake in the mountain. And they got first daughter. Yes, she created family of 3 in the South. And when their daughter had grown up, their daughter started off from the South to the North, and met good black young at club we were playing night live act. And they returned to the South. Yes, good family of 4 was created by her and him, their daughter and their daughter’s husband. And they created 4 diamonds made by combination of “XX” and “XX” reflected on the lake, and got 4 vectors toward the right, created by 8 vectors. She used 2 diamonds for putting on her fourth finger and on her daughter’s fourth finger. We asked her, “For what you will use remained 2 diamonds?” And she answered, “I'd like to use these diamonds for saving Southern souls with my husband and with Northern friends.” Yes, her word is the reason why we call her “Southern Queen”.

Reference 614
Deep Purple “Burn” (1974)



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Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee, called “All our strong dark powers” that was prepared to give infinite degrees to your heart
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Do you know next story?
He is good creator who has been working at Japanese diamond factory. After he enjoyed happiness in his home during the New Year holidays, he started to work at factory in Tokyo, leaving his home for a while. His purpose was creating human equality by the powers of many diamonds and giving a diamond to his girlfriend. So his work was very hard and he was sometimes working in overtime works. Yes, winter was so long for his heart. He wrote so many figures of diamonds on white papers. All his creation was handmade according to plans on his white papers. And when he thought all his winter works were finished, he put diamond ring on her fourth finger at morning beach. And he handed a piece of paper to her. Next his word was written by his pen. “180XY and 0<XY<1” He said to her, “These formula and condition are all my angles to write diamond plans on white papers. X is your home writing and Y is my home writing. Can you get new home with me?” She answered, “OK.” Why she said “OK.”? That's because his formula and condition explain all diamond lights on Japanese peaceful morning sea.

Reference 615
The Beatles “With the Beatles” (1963)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee, called “All our needs for the only sun” that was existed to save all your night pains
Words:
She is good our girlfriend who had joined in our labor union recently. She was always writing some poems on rainy night after she had finished working. And we sometimes invited her to our night lives at club, because there was no brightness in our world. And he always visited at club and enjoyed with our friends at night. He is chief of labor union.
Winter night, we showed her poems to him at backstage of our live house. He said to us, “Don’t worry. All our starting point is February. Let it be.”
February 1, he planed our 6 days night live. We invited her to all our lives. It had rained heavily in 6 days. Rainfall was all our soul and we believed many lakes will change into rough sea to save all our soul in the world.
February 6, we traveled in Hawaii with her and with our friends according to his invitation. Yes, distance between the core of magma and the North is 7, and distance between the core of magma and the South is 1 in our minds. So Southern time speed has more 7 times than Northern time speed and Southern White Day was in Northern February 6. We enjoyed with her in the heat. He said to us at Hawaiian beach, “There are many Southern Kings and Queens in here.” Yes, we could get the sun and brightness in our minds for the first time.
After we returned to Northern home, we presented a diamond ring for her. She showed good smile to us. But it is the secret between him and us that we got diamond ring by all reserve from all our friends for candy gifts on Southern White Day.

Reference 616
Buzzcocks “Love Bites” (1978)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee I made for you, called “360 degree X” that was prepared to save all your night pains in the world
Words:
One day in winter, I was drinking with you at night bar. There were some friends who were drinking in the same darkness as our darkness. And I couldn't feel the heat of the sun in my mind but you could feel the heat of the sun in your mind. Yes, I described “X” created by increasing water and decreasing magma in my heart, and you described “X” created by increasing sands and decreasing rocks in your heart. And we had created “XX” made by 16 vectors from our crossing points and toward our crossing points. Yes, we could create 2 sandglasses by the combinations of 16 vectors. You said that your sandglass was made by glasses and wood. And I said that my sandglass was made by glasses and iron. But you cared about 1 vector that was existed between your sandglass and my sandglass. It was downside vector that made your heart suffer. This downside vector was created by decreasing water and decreasing magma in my mind, and by decreasing rocks and decreasing sands in your mind. So I said to you, “Let’s go to Hawaii soon.”
Next Sunday, we traveled in Hawaii, and talked about anything at Hawaiian beach under the sunshine. Then I said to you, “Downside vector was cleared by increasing water and increasing magma in my heart, and by increasing rocks and increasing sands in your heart.” And I added, “But it will be useful for us. I'd like to use it to make a diamond for you by the power of the axis in 3- dimensional world.”
Yes, I could watch your good smile for my heart.

Reference 617
The Charlatans “The only one I know” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee, called “All our 6 days night live acts” that was prepared to save your 6 hours examination to graduate our school
Words:
She is good girl student who have been going to night school that was built at big valley. She worked as cleaning woman at a 5-story building in the city from 8 o’clock in the morning to 12 o’clock at high noon, for getting money to go to night school. And she read some books in the afternoon. I think these books are poems and novels, because she had known all pains of rainfall in the world. Yes, all her studies were problems in the South.
So we decided to play music at club where was in the first basement at a 5-story building she have been working everyday. Yes, all our hearts were in the core of magma, so we had known all her past wills and all histories in the world, because we could know very high time speed world in the heaviness. It was Saturday night, so we could invite her to our live. We played music by all our bloods and sweats, and enjoyed with her and with all our friends.
Next Sunday morning, we went to her school according to her invitation. It rained heavily but it stopped raining when we arrived at her school. Yes, we could watch beautiful 5 colors rainbow that existed between 2 big mountains. We think it was made at an angle of 120 degrees and made by all cooperation with her in our minds.

Reference 618
The Charlatans “Then” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee, called “All our statement to the world” that was prepared to save all your white insistence in the world
Words:
You are good girl who has been going to high school that was built at big valley. Your nickname is “White rose at valley”. Your scores of many subjects were good. But only score of mathematics was not good. Yes, I heard a rumor that you fell in love with teacher of mathematics in your school. So we decided to play live concert all over the world. All our live acts were called as “Core of the magma”.
One day, your graduation examination took place at your school. Yes, you had passed in some examinations in the morning easily. Last examination was mathematics, which took place between 11 o'clock in the morning and 12 o'clock at high noon. You remembered all his lectures of mathematics and answered any questions one after another. Yes, you were tired at all when you had finished solving all problems. So you ate some foods between 12 o'clock and 1 o'clock in the afternoon. All your result was good. And you enjoyed conversations with your girlfriends. They are all good girls who have any insistences like many color flowers. Yes, it was the time when we had finished our live tour and when we could watch 7 colors rainbow that existed between 2 mountains at valley. And it was beautiful rainbow at an angle of 60 degrees in our minds that treasure your family above all things. But it is secret for you that manager who planed our world tour was him.

Reference 619
The Rolling Stones “Live in Melbourne, Paris & London 1966-67” (2019)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for me at high noon, you named, “All our force to create winds from left to right”
Words:
He is good white. I met him at backstage of club for the first time. He said to me, “I have good idea to save all your black friends you love. I want you to introduce good one black boy who has been living in Harlem and who can play music.” I introduced my good friend to him. He was black boy who had been playing flute in Harlem everyday. Then he invited boy to the Statue of Liberty and begged to play flute nearby the Statue of Liberty by using all fingers. Yes, boy's playing was great, which made many black and white families gather. He handed them circus tickets. Yes, this circus was all our plan to make all our acts succeed. The next day, circus was filled with many audiences who enjoyed all shows. Finally, boy played flute in spot light. Theater was in darkness. After boy had finished playing, theater resounded with many clapping. Yes, we could succeed in our plan and we got so much money. I asked him, “For what you are going to use money?” “Wait some minutes,” he said, “I’d like to telephone to my good friend.” His friend was Mr. P who has been working as economist. His next plan was holding big party where so many pizza and so many bottles of coke were prepared, using so much money we could get. Yes, we called all my black friends with their families and our black boy, who are living in Harlem. And he called all his white friends with their families. All his white friends were high income group and all my black friends were low income group. Mr. P needed all whites to pay a lot of money to join our party, but Mr. P needed all blacks to pay no money. Yes, it was economic plan of Mr. P. We enjoyed our party, while eating pizza and drinking cokes. And pizza and cokes were all consumed soon. Yes, all profit in the party will be used for saving all blacks in Harlem. After our party, I said to him, “All my black friends were saved by the grace of your force.” And he responded to me, “Yes, all our finger, flute and friends are all our “Flag” to save all our family.” Yes, I’d like to call his plan “Total F”.

Reference 620
The Jimi Hendrix Experience “Axis: Bold as love” (1967)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of morning black coffee you made for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, called “All your Northern historical home try to get joy between heaviness and lightness in our world”
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is good young who had grown up in happy family. But when he reached man’s estate, his father said next words to him. “There is no word in our minds when we think about the South. There is only dark heaviness in the South. You must care about the South from now on.” Yes, his family was in brightness but his father's words made his Southern imagination expand. His imagination was always Southern heaviness in endless rainfall. He was sometimes suffered for his own imagination. So he decided to start off from Northern home to Southern village, ridding on horse. He worked as farmer in the South. And he got many Southern friends who had been living with large family. Yes, he got the sun in his mind. He ate breakfast, lunch and supper with Southern friends in large family, spending longtime. And he got power that he could endure the dark heaviness. Then he returned to the North and he was given some money from his father. He got girlfriend who had care about the South like him. And he presented diamond ring for her by using some money he was given from his father. He became young politician who is working for human equality all over the world. His first business was going to the South again to establish trade agreement between the North and the South. But when he arrived in the South again, anything was changed about Southern families. Yes, farm village changed into the city and almost large family changed into nuclear family. One Southern human said to him, “All our lives changed in very busy living, so all our time for eating breakfast, lunch and supper became very short-time. There are many ways to live in each family world, but all families could get brightness in the world, which is the common sense in today’s Southern world.” Yes, he understood, so he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick on the top of the hill under the sun. It was holy smoke in our world. All Southern humans were saved at the time when they were eating some foods in short-time. Yes, their each family world could get heavier body by their eating foods and could get slowness in the world. Finally, they could get any lights to change short-time eating into longtime eating. Then all Southern humans were talking about future hopes in their each family after they had finished eating. He returned to the North again and he informed his Southern work to his father. His father held the party where all his relatives gathered at night and all they enjoyed conversations in any lights. Yes, he could talk with his girlfriend in the happiness. It may be caused by diamond necklace he presented for his mother.

Reference 621
Pink Floyd “Germin/Ation the early years 1968” (2018)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me after my overtime work, you called “All my remained conservativeness to your heart” that was prepared for my blood relationship between my home and heavy works
Words:
He is good my friend who had grown up in family of 6. His family had been created by his father and mother, 1st daughter and 2nd daughter, and his brother who is 2nd son. Yes, he is 1st son who had grown up in good family. But his family was always in severe lives. So after 2nd daughter had reached woman's estate, all sons and daughters started off from home Country to other far Country by random natural law. Yes, he moved to West Country, 2nd son moved to East Country, 1st daughter moved to North Country, and 2nd daughter moved to South Country. And they created new families by their each marriage. After some years had passed, he got letter from his mother. Next word was written by his mother. “Your brother and sisters had created good families and have been in good lives. We have been in good lives too. Please don’t worry about them and us.” Yes, this letter is “Forever 1” for me to create white relationship in his old family. I think it was created by “√2 red” between sons and daughters to keep blood relationship, and by all their “Family Green”, and by all our “Blue Friendship” between them and us. So I played music for him at night pub on White Day. It was called “Forever 1” to keep friendship with him. Yes, he enjoyed our play while drinking with his wife and all my act was based on the theory called “His world is my world and my world is his world”.

Reference 622
Eric Clapton “Snake Drive” (2019)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of cider bottle after we had drunk at sunset, you called “All your historical Christian needs for mellow apple” that was prepared to get heaviness in the world
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is good young politician who have been living in Northern Country. Winter Black Night, all Northern humans were suffering for longtime depression in their Country. So Northern King and Queen commanded him to create policy for saving Northern Country. His policy was saving Northern souls and Southern souls at the same time. He started off from the North to the South with his girlfriend, ridding on horses. And he worked as farmer with her in Southern heaviness. Yes, they got power and the sun was created. Then it had continued to rain heavily in the South. Southern lakes changed into big lake and changed into the sea finally. Yes, Southern farmers gathered in Southeast place and created big Southern Country. And Northern Country could get trade between the North and the South by the grace of shipment on the sea. Then Southern farmers could get happiness in their families and could get friendship between the North and the South. Yes, he had succeeded in his policy and lighted on cigarette by his matchstick on the top of Southern hill. It was his red heaviness in blood relationship. He returned to the North, ridding on the ship on the sea. And Northern King built the castle on the top of Northern Mountain by the profit of trade between the North and the South. Yes, all humans got rotation of the earth and got eyes that can see any colors between heaviness and lightness. And he presented diamond ring for her fourth finger. Can you understand why I spoke this story to you? That’s because you wanted me to give White Day candy gift on Friday night the 13th.

Reference 623
Joy Division “Peel Sessions” (1990)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at night, you called “All our source of getting friendship in our world”
Words:
He is good my white friend who has been saving family of 4 that had been created by his wife and him, his son and daughter. He came to our night pub where my black friends gathered. He enjoyed with good smiles while drinking with us. “I am sometimes thinking about some confusion,” he said to me, “And my wife is always suffering for rainfall in her mind.” Yes, I talked about his confusions with him between 11 o'clock and 12 o'clock, at an angle of 30 degrees. Then we played music between 12 o'clock and 2 o'clock midnight, at an angle of 60 degrees. It was all our saving for his heart, which has an angle of 90 degrees. Distance between core of magma and his heart is 2, and distance between core of magma and our hearts is 1. All our purpose is changing painful rainfall into joyful rainfall. And he went home after we finished playing music. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” he said to us, “I am looking forward to meeting with wife on rainy morning.” Yes, we'd like to believe that his wife’s heart will be saved by the grace of our playing.

Reference 624
Jaye P. Morgan “same title” (1976)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at dancehall, you called “All our Southern historical longtime plying between heaviness and lightness when you are drinking and sometimes smoking”
Words:
You are good my black friend. I met you in Northern night city for the first time. Here is beautiful capital. Next day, I invited you to my home. Distance between core of magma and my home is 1, and distance between core of magma and Northern night city is 4 in my heart. “I want to describe your figure by watercolors,” he said to me in my home. Yes, I thought it was good for my heart. And he was sketching my figure when I was sitting on chair for a while. Then he said, “Please wait at dancehall in Northern night city. I'd like to meet again after I finished describing your figure by watercolors, spending 4 hours.” Yes, I went to dancehall in night city. Dancehall was in the fourth floor of 5-story building. There was record shop in the first floor, library in the second floor, restaurant in the third floor, and coffee shop in the fifth floor. I was eating foods, drinking and sometimes dancing at dancehall with my friends, spending 1 hour. Yes, I could meet you again soon. He was having a picture my figure was described. And I enjoyed drinking and talking with you and with my friends while we sometimes watched a picture all night long. Next morning, we raised our glasses by white wine while watching 5 colors rainbow. Yes, I’d like to treasure these days that was added to all my white memories.

Reference 625
Donna Summer “On the Radio-Greatest Hits-Volumes One & Two” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at my home, you named “All my most comfortable family lightness” that was existed for all our home minds
Words:
One day, I bought Polaroid camera by money I got by working part-time. Yes, it was very good for all my creations. So I telephoned you and invited you to my home. When I introduced you to my father who looked at my camera I was holding, my father said to me, “Good. But can you understand how to use camera?” I answered, “Yes, it is easy. My camera is almighty.” My father was sketching your figure for a while, when I was talking about anything with my father. You were keeping quiet for a while. And after my father finished sketching your figure and lighted on cigarette by matchstick, I went to night city with you and took many photos again and again. Then I went home with you. “How was your technique?” My father asked me. “Thank you. I think it was very good.” And I took out all films from my camera. But all my photos were printed in black by unknown reason. “Is it all your technique?” My father asked. “Yes, I was shocked by the truth,” I answered, “I’d like to study about my technique from now on.” It was a startling happening for you and me. But my father smiled and said to you after handing picture to you, “How do you think about your figure I described?” You were surprised at picture my father had described and said, “Oh, beautiful! Can you give this for me?” “Of course, you can get,” my father answered. Yes, I gave in to my father’s technique at all.

Reference 626
Alphabet Soup “Sunny Day in Harlem” (1991)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made for me in winter, you called “All our historical role” that was prepared to create Northern friendship in the world
Words:
He is good surveyor who has been living in Northern village in my mind.
Winter Black Night, all Northern farmers were suffering for coldness that was increasing by degrees. All their labors had created endless rainfall. Yes, all rainwater needed any lights as well as they needed. So Northern King commanded him to save all Northern humans on Xmas night. He surveyed not only the North but the South in the world, spending 6 days. Distance between core of magma and the North was 2, and distance between core of magma and the South was 1. Yes, he planed good idea to save Northern humans.
New Year’s Day, he started off from the North to the South by rowing boat on the river, according to river water that flow from the Northern farm to the Southern farm, and having diamond necklace in his pocket. Yes, all Northern rainfall changed into snowfall and the snows covered all Northern ground. I’d like to call Northern snows “All his victim in pain”.
After he arrived at Southern farm, he presented diamond necklace for Southern Queen and he worked at Southern farm with Southern farmers, spending Southern 180 days. Yes, Southern King was surprised at diamond necklace that was shining in the night. And the sun was created. Then all Northern snows were melted under the sunshine and the sea was created in the earth.
He returned to the North by the ship on the sea and he invited many Southern friends to the North. And Southern humans could watch 7 colors rainbow that was expanded at an angle of 180 degrees in the sky at Southern beach for the first time.
It is the reason why we are holding Northern party where many our white and black friends gather on April 1.

Reference 627
James Brown “20 All-time Greatest Hits” (1991)



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Lower left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made for me just before my starting world tour, you called “All my vital source” that was prepared to get more white memories in the world
Words:
You are good my wife. When I met you for the first time, I was singing soul at club every night. Yes, I sang today's pain. It was my blue heart. One day, you said to me, “Let’s go to Japan.” Your purpose was getting a photo that can be good white memory for my heart. And I danced with you while sometimes eating foods and drinking at Japanese dancehall where was in the fourth floor at 5-story building. Yes, I could get wings like a hawk in the blue sky. And I was sometimes closing eyes while drinking and smoking. I imaged Japanese people who are working in busy lives. It was like motion picture that was moving in high speed. Yes, Japanese people were moving in peaceful future. Then I could image good peaceful future in my family by the grace of your heart. It was my green heart. I had been in dancehall with you all night long. And when the sun had risen, I raised our glasses by white wine at Japanese restaurant. You said to me, “How is a photo you took in your heart?” Yes, my heart had been in core of magma in my historical lives that I had spent very long time, so my Japanese visitation was a moment in my heart. We could get a photo by Japanese short-time lightness in our longtime historical lives. I said to you, “I could get beautiful photo in my heart. Thanks for your good invitation.”

Reference 628
James Brown “The Original Disco Man” (1979)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee just after you gave black waitress a tip and I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at coffee shop, you called “All my historical try” that was prepared to get blue in high energy world
Words:
He is good our white friend. He had grown up in good family. His father is running camera maker. So he had been interested in camera since he was child. He took many photos in his childhood. His many photos were some kind of nature. For example, these were mountains, the sea and the sky. His father's eyes were always good for his taking photos under the sun. But when he reached man’s estate, his father spoke next words to him.
“Please go to the South and watch Southern night sky. Southern night sky is like a biggest photo in the world. All night star lights experience lightness and heaviness in the cosmos where black hole and white hole exist. One light will expand in heaviness and other light will converge in lightness. And only star light in lightness can be seen for very long time. Perhaps it may be seen for 100 years or 1000 years and any more in lightness. So all stars we can see are momentary lights from the cosmos, which would be continued to be seen for long time from past to now. It is like big photo we can see.”
After he listened to these words, he became our friends. He took many photos at our live house and presented me cartridge that can be used by my record player. He said to me that diamond on his cartridge must know all black history in the world and he want to support our live acts from now on. Yes, we got best special friend in the world.

Reference 629
Eric B. & Rakim “Paid in Full” (1987)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for me in the afternoon, you called “All my heat to the sky” that was prepared for your heart that needs more peaceful sunshine in the world
Words:
St. Valentine's Day, I went to coffee shop with you. Coffee shop was in the top floor of 5-story building. We talked about South African slaves while drinking coffee. Yes, it was very important thing for us who treasure family hearts above all things. And it was like Northern historical endless rain that makes our hearts cold. And you gave me chocolate gift. Then we talked about other things, eating chocolates for a while. Yes, I decided to invite you to his office where existed nearby coffee shop. After we arrived at his office, he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick and put iron chain necklace on your neck. “This is my present for you,” he said. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” you said. Then I invited you and him to my night live at club. Yes, you moved hard with some audience at club while watching our playing. Your iron chain necklace moved hard too. Cold iron chain wills were accelerated by your hard actions and got heaviness in heated room. Finally, all iron chain wills were lighted up at ending of our night live and were saved by many stars in the night sky. Yes, I succeeded in saving South African slave souls by the grace of your heart. But it is secret for you that your iron chain necklace was proof of my friendship with him. His matchstick was heavy red heart and my singing was strong blue heart. We wanted you to give peaceful family green heart for us. Yes, I decided to present purple candy gift for you on White Day.

Reference 630
The Rolling Stones “On Air” (2017)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of coffee, you made for me at home in winter, called “All our historical primitive hotness” that was prepared to escape all coldness in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve afternoon, I went to your home with my 3 friends. Your home stood at the top of mountain. We had to walk in heavy snowfall. When we arrived at your home, we were tired at all. You cooked good foods for us. We fell asleep for a while after we finished eating all foods you cooked. And I saw next dream.
I became eagle that had been born in magma and was flying in heated air. But coldness was increasing in the sky by degrees. I came down from the sky at night, and I chose one trump card from 53 trump cards you held out. My card was Ace of Hearts. Yes, all my voice was escaping coldness by my hotness that was given from magma.
It was my dream. Then I got up with my 3 friends at your home. “What card you chose from her?” I asked my 3 friends. “I chose Ace of Spades to save primitive fatherly wills,” my 1st friend answered. “I chose Ace of Clubs to save all our friend’s primitive past wills,” my 2nd friend answered. “I chose Ace of Diamonds to create human equality in the world,” my 3rd friend answered. Yes, it was all our truth. We lighted cigarette by our matchstick each other. And my 1st friend decided to become bassist, my 2nd friend decided to become guitarist, my 3rd friend decided to become drummer, and I decided to become vocalist to create our music in strong bonds.
Thanks for your hotness that brought me to good friendship.

Reference 631
Anti-Nowhere League “We are the League” (1982)



Image:
Northern Night Sea nearby the church just before sunrise, called “All your historical acceptance for my proposal” that was existed to save today's Southern souls by your heart that had been repeating rebirth and had loved so many men
Words:
He is my black friend who had been going to high school. Yes, he was my good classmate. I sometimes remember next his words that he spoke to me after lunchtime.
“My nickname is black crow that came from the South to the North. I always thank about Northern kindness that had saved many Southern souls by Northern historical powers. I'd like to believe in Northern historical victim in pain. Distance between core of magma and the North is 2, and distance between core of magma and the South is 1. So gravity in the South had more 4 times than gravity in the North. Yes, I got strong power in the South, and could fly in the Northern higher sky and could enjoy with my family in the lightness for long time. And I will repeat many lives in the North by the grace of forever that my God had created. Yes, I'd like to believe in my God. And I will be able to forget all pain in the South by the grace of increasing white memories from now on.”
All his words are all my blood that I want to share in the joy with you.

Reference 632
Metallica “Kill ‘em all” (1983)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured for you in the afternoon, called “All your present modern needs for many conversations” that was prepared to talk about our family and friendship in the world
Words:
I sometimes remember the day when I presented diamond ring for you.
One day, I invited you to coffee shop at the top floor of 5-story building. It was a fine day. I talked about our future with you at here. And next, I invited you to library at the 2nd floor of 5-story building. Owner of this library was him who had been my good white friend. You knew many Southern problems at here and you were shocked by the Southern truth. Then we returned to coffee shop and talked about Southern problems until sunset. “I feel lack of words in our world,” you said to me. “I think so too,” I said to you. So I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick and said, “I'd like to suggest to you that you image flower garden where many colors exist in the lightness.” Yes, it was my “525 plan” for your heart. Then I invited you to the party that was held at the 4th floor of 5-story building. You enjoyed many conversations with my friends. Yes, you were talking with my black friend for a while, as soon as party started. And you were talking about some kind of Southern future with him for long time. After you finished talking with him, I called you and put diamond ring on your fourth finger. Yes, it was my “545 plan” for your heart. You gave a good smile for me. And I’d like to call your heart “White Rose” that had grown up in the heaviness.

Reference 633
Red Hot Chili Peppers “By the way” (2002)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made for me, you named “All our Northern family white hearts” that was prepared to watch any colors in our world
Words:
He is good boy who have been going to elementary school.
St. Valentine's Day, he was given chocolate gift from his girlfriend at elementary school. It was rainy day. He put it in his bag and went home. He told his parents at dinner, “I was given chocolate from my good girlfriend.” “Congratulations on your happiness,” his father said and lighted cigarette by matchstick. He took out chocolate gift under parent's eyes and opened small box. But he was surprised at black chocolates that were entered in small box. “Oh, it’s good for your eyes,” his mother said. And he ate black chocolates with his parents. “This is good bitterness,” his father said.
After 28 days had passed, he gave candy gift to her in the forest where he brought her on White Day. Yes, they could get 7 colors by their decision of true black and natural green. On the way of their going home, they tried to watch dazzling sunshine but they couldn't watch the sun by the cause of strong sunray. And they closed eyes and lived in red world while facing their faces to the sun. Yes, strong sunray is the proof of all our painful degrees in the world and red world is the proof of all our blood relationship between them and us.

Reference 634
The Kinks “Face to Face” (1966)



Image:
Arctic Night Sea where I gave you candy gift under the moonlight in my dream, called “All my Northern historical iced word in our world” that was existed after all our overtime works
Words:
One day in winter, you dreamed many hopes under the moonlight nearby the night lake where you would meet him again. All your hope was clearing all bloody wars in your mind. So you needed so many things at here. For example, these were holy waters, passionate fires and bloods. And you fell asleep for a while, lying in the grassland. Yes, you could meet him, as soon as you got up just before sunrise. And you watched morning glow with him. You talked about anything with him on the grassland in the morning. And he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick at high noon when you ate lunch with him under the sunshine. Yes, all your dreams came true. All colors of magma in the earth were integrated into sweet orange under the blue sky. Passionate fire color was integrated into lemon you will take with him in summer. And passionate blood was integrated into strawberries you will eat with him in this winter. Then you talked about so many hopes with him in the afternoon. And just before sunset, white carrier pigeon came down from the sky to your place. This lovely pigeon is our friend who holds a chocolate gift between teeth. We asked pigeon to bring a chocolate to you, which will make your love come true. Yes, today is St. Valentine’s Day. And yesterday was Friday the 13th when all your bad dreams had been existed. But your bad dreams were integrated into your sweet chocolate you had eaten with him. Yes, his present will be diamond ring that he will put on your fourth finger in next morning.

Core Word:
Our night staying nearby fountain to wait for changing the world

Reference 635
Onslaught “In search of sanity” (1989)



Image:
Northern morning beach where I handed a Bible to you, called “All our lightness” that was changed from Southern historical painful heaviness
Words:
Do you know next story?
He is good young who I’d like to call “Northern King”. He is 25 years old. One night, he started off from the North to the South with his girlfriend, ridding on horses. First night in the South, new moon was shining. And they worked hard with black farmers at Southern farm. Yes, it started to rain heavily in the South. His working period was Northern 15 days. You may think the sun was created in these days and full moon was shining on 15th night. But he couldn't see the sun and the moon, because sunray and any lights were obscured by dark clouds in the South. Distance between core of magma and the North is 10, and distance between core of magma and the South is 1 in my mind. So, Southern time speed has more 10 times than Northern time speed. Yes, Northern 15 days are equal to Southern 150 days. I think full moon was shining 5 times above dark clouds at night in Southern 150 days. I’d like to call these shining “True Sun in my mind” that was existed for living in today and for believing in my God.

Reference 636
Testament “Practice what you preach” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a black cup of black coffee you ordered at German restaurant nearby the Berlin Wall, where I ate lunch with you from high noon to 1 o’clock, you named “All your historical chaotic confused heart” that was existed to save all my patriotism
Words:
He is good West Germany businessman. His nickname is “Teuton”. He was in good family of 7. Yes, he has supported his wife and 3 children, his grandfather and grandmother. He treasured his large family above all things. But he was always in busy life for his works. He was working for 6 days in a week. And his happiness was in the time when he talked about anything with his family while eating some hot foods that his grandmother cooked with his wife on Sunday morning.
One day in summer, he was in overtime works everyday. So he couldn't go home on Sunday. His grandmother and wife had prepared any foods while looking forward to eating and talking with him in the morning, but these foods got cold by degrees. Yes, he informed to his wife by telephone that he will be able to go home on Tuesday afternoon. So his grandmother put all foods into ice box. Tuesday morning, weathers are changing very fast. Morning glow was clear red. Dazzling sun and white clouds were shining in blue sky. White clouds were changing into dark clouds by degrees. And it started to rain heavily. Finally, all they could see beautiful evening glow that was good for their eyes after it stopped raining. Yes, he returned to his home just before sunset. His wife heated all foods at kitchen after she took out all foods from ice box. And they ate dinner in their happiness and in any lights. Distance between core of magma and our hearts is 6, and distance between core of magma and white clouds is 9. Yes, I’d like to call all white clouds “White Doves” that know all their lives in the lightness and that we are loving with you.

Reference 637
Carnivore “Retaliation” (1987)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a black cup of black coffee I made for you just before sunrise, called “All your needs for heaviness” that was prepared to save all your nightmares in the world
Words:
I can't forget his magic until now. It may be forever for my lives in the world. Yes, forever is good for friendship between him and us. I’d like to call his magic “Yellow Magic”.
One day in winter, he invited me to coffee shop. It was rainy afternoon before my night live act. He ordered some blackberries at coffee shop. And I ate blackberries with him while talking about today. It was first fruits that connected all our bonds. And second fruits were some red cherries that he ordered after he lighted cigarette by his matchstick. Yes, he created heaviness in our world. Then he ordered two cups of lemon tea. And we talked about our families while drinking lemon tea. Yes, lemon was third fruit like the sun for us. 4th fruits were some blueberries he ordered after he called you by telephone. I told all your hearts to him while eating blueberries with him. Yes, you came here after it stopped raining. Green leaves of the window were shining under the sun. We could get white world where I'd like to live with you, by the grace of heaviness he had created. And I invited you and him to club I would play night live act after sunset. I sang songs by my bloods and sweats under your eyes. We could get higher energy world than before and I could get grape in my mind. This grape is 5th fruit that all our friends created. Yes, I wanted you to see all my 5th power in our world.

Reference 638
Ramones “Road to ruin” (1978)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of vodka you poured for me on Friday the 13th, you named “All your Northern historical patriotic peaceful blood relationship” that was existed after all our overtime night live acts
Words:
He is good our Russian friend who have been working as astronaut in the Earth. His nickname is “White Ram”. There was no sun in his mind, because he had no eyes to see all bad truth in the world. Yes, he treasured his family above all things. He knew his energy was very small to save his family from world crisis. So he created high energy world with his friends by technologies. Yes, he had created rocket base to travel to the Moon. He got high energy and expanded highest energy soul from his heart. He got grape with his friends. So, first color of the Earth is purple. And he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick after he finished creating rocket base. It was all his first work. He started to travel to the Moon by rocket. Yes, he knew that color of the Earth was changed into beautiful second blue by the grace of his matchstick. Then he walked on the Moon and stood Russian flag on the Moon ground. It was his strong energy. But his strong energy was lost in low energy world in the Moon, which was like his staying in Northern historical place. Yes, he expanded low energy soul from his heart that is red like our blood color. And he rid on rocket and returned to the Earth. It was all his second work. His third work was the travel to the mountain with his family. Yes, he could get green and could get white world with his family in his happiness. And he imaged all future hopes in his family. I think he could succeed in his works. My demonstration is all white stars when he was camping out with his family in the grassland in the mountain under the night sky. Yes, we can see peaceful white by the grace of infinite dimensional world he had created. It will be enough to talk about worldwide peace with you in our world.

Reference 639
S.O.D. “Speak English or Die” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of coffee you made for me when I was in last night for my overtime work, you named “All my song writing on 15th night” that was existed to save all unfortunates in the world
Words:
I heard a rumor that you had been presented Testament from your father on your birthday. So we hold night live at the foot of the mountain. We called all our friends who have believed in our God. Yes, we named our night live as “Moonlight”. We played hard by all our bloods and sweats at wild ground. Our acts created normal distribution in the room made by XYZ axes in our minds. X was our painful degrees and Y was all our degrees for love and peace in our world. And Z was number of us. Yes, our play was in painful critical region by the cause of our maximum painful degrees. All degrees of pain, degrees of love and peace for our friends were in variety. I think that your heart would be in happiness if you came at here and watched all our play. And after we finished playing, we went to cabin in the mountain with all our friends. Then all we fell asleep for a while and dreamed worldwide love and peace in our happiness. Yes, I think that your heart would feel the pain if you knew all our dreams. But all our love and peace were in maximum, and the top of normal distribution in our minds reached to your heart. It would be enough power to write our initials on your Testament. Please treasure your Testament with all your family love.

Reference 640
Wasted Youth “Black Daze” (1988)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made for me at my overtime work, called “All my expanded support” that was prepared to change your past painful heart into nothing
Words:
I sometimes remember the time when I put diamond ring on your fourth finger at winter beach. It was cloudy day when your heart was in anxiousness. You worried about future in our world. After we went home and ate soups in our home, you said to me, “Can you image all futures in our world? I can’t understand whether our future will be forever or not.” So I spoke next story to you.
“He is good young businessman who has been running iron works. His nickname is “Phoenix”. He had grown up in the core of magma, so he had well known all historical pain of rainfall in the Earth. Yes, he had succeeded to his father's strong power and his Mother's hot heart in his childhood. And he started off from the core of magma to the North with his girlfriend after he reached man's estate. Then he succeeded in big business at iron works and saved so many Northern humans by the grace of all his productions in iron works. Distance between the core of magma and his heart is equal to distance between the core of magma and the Sun. Yes, his heart was always in the core of the Sun after he succeeded in his business. I’d like to believe in forever future he had created.”
After my speaking, you asked me, “Where is your demonstration existed in?” And I answered, “My mind is always in his heavy brightness. His strong power in heavy brightness makes his imagination forever, so he knows all future in the Earth. Yes, all my demonstration is sunshine that has been shining from past to now.”

Reference 641
Eric Clapton “History of Eric Clapton” (1972)



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Upper left hand corner of a white cup of coffee you made for me in the morning, you called “All your Northern historical fateful heaviness changed from lightness” that was prepared to save our family in the world
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to our concert in summer. I was informed from my friend that you have been in family of 4 and have been saving 2 sons who are going to elementary school. Yes, all our lives are like as living in the cosmos where any lights exist in. Your lovely sons were growing up day by day and were getting heavy body by degrees. Yes, their lives are in blue light. And your husband will try to keep constant body weight in your family to succeed in his works. Yes, his lives are in green light. And I think you can't forget the times when you gave birth to each son from your inside at hospital. Yes, you got lightness in joy and your lives are in red light, but red light was changed into white by the grace of all support from family you love.
I'd like to invite you to our party where all our friends will attend. Perhaps you will come to our party after making up by white on your face that is brown from the sun. Yes, we are looking forward to watching your beautiful white face. All your needs from heaviness to lightness will be forever. And your lightness will be saved only in your family. It’s my important word that I’d like to send from my heart.
From your friend who live in light green

Reference 642
10cc “The songs we do for love” (1978)



Image:
Japanese afternoon beach where you invited me after my overtime work, you called “All my forced command from your heart” that was existed to image all Japanese peaceful future
Words:
Next is my summer night dream.
She is good Japanese girl. Her nickname is “Blue Phoenix”. I had grown up in the core of magma, so I can image all future in the Earth by the grace of heavy brightness.
I started off from the core of magma to the North. All my purpose was meeting her and getting true peace in my mind. I searched the entrance to go to the North. But I had known that I will be able to go to the North if I am walking along the gray wall. Yes, I selected small black gates that were shining under the moonlight, rather than big gray gates that were shining under the sun. When I arrived in the North, I felt pain and coldness. But I could see the sea that reflects the moon. I went to the sea and rid on the sailboat that was abandoned on the beach. My travel had spent 6 days. I created my body on the sea under the moonlight and created my eyes on the sea under the sun. When I arrived at Japanese beach, I could meet her who was smiling under the sun and holding a basket that many blueberries were entered in. Yes, I ate blueberries with her, sitting at table that was abandoned on the beach. And when I had eaten final blue berry, I got up and opened my eyes in my bed. I had lost her figure but I could watch clear morning glow of the window. Yes, I could get national flag of Japan in my peaceful mind.

Reference 643
Powermad “Absolute Power” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me just before sunrise after my live act, called “All my support” that was prepared to save your heart from gray war crisis
Words:
I sometimes remember the time when I went to club with you for the first time. It exists between black and white in my heart. Black was all truth in our world and white was all dreams in our world. All our 1st heart color was orange. We were walking along gray wall for a while at night and opened black gates that were shining under the moonlight. I could see black church nearby the gates. We entered black church where many our friends existed in. We talked about something with our friends for a while. Yes, we got 2nd blue friendship. Then we watched hard acts that our friends were playing on stage. Our hearts were in the heat and got energy. Yes, we got 3rd our purple heart color. After concert was finished, we rested at backstage for a while. We lost energy. Yes, our 4th heart color was indigo blue. And I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick just before we went home. Yes, our 1st orange changed into red, our 2nd blue color changed into green, and our 4th indigo blue changed into strong blue in our chaotic world. I’d like to call all our acts “25 blue powers” to get white in our world. “Would you like something to drink and eat?” I asked you when we went to outside, “I have little money but it will be enough to buy cider and bread.” “No, thank you,” you answered, “Please buy white roses for your mother.” Yes, I decided to buy while roses according to your advice. It’s all my aggressive ambition to save my family.

Reference 644
Acid Reign “Moshkinstein” (1988)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a white cup of black coffee you made for me at sunrise, you called “All your today’s heavy bright saving to reveal my innocence” that was decided by all your white memories in your family
Words:
He is good our friend who has been working as chief of labor union. He had grown up in working class and had worked hard when he was young. So his young life was like living in core of magma. Yes, he could image all future of the Earth in heavy brightness. After he reached man's estate, he started off from home to the North in winter. His purpose was saving all laborers who were working in working class. Xmas Eve night, he was walking along the gray wall in the North and stopped at the gates that were shining under the moonlight. He realized that black gates were the entrance of black church he could see behind the gates. And he had well known all policy of black gates. It was getting the sun and making descendants prosper by the grace of the power of the sun to save all families in working class. Yes, all family lives in working class are like living in core of magma. So, all they know all family happiness in the future. But many laborers must be sent to far place as troops, leaving their home under the sun. And all dream of black church was talking about future happiness with them, while camping out in the grassland and drinking with them whose face had been changed into brown, and forgetting all past pain with them. Yes, it was dream of Northern whites after lighting on cigarette by matchstick in night room. So he agreed with all policy of black church. But he couldn't open the gates, because he met little match girl who was selling matchbox nearby the gates. “Would you like matchbox?” she asked him. “Yes, I’d like,” he answered, “Are you selling matchbox every night?” “Yes, I am selling under the moonlight,” she said to him, “Perhaps it may be caused by my family love.” This night, he stole a diamond ring in jewel shop according to all his careful theory. And Xmas night, he handed a diamond ring case to her under the moonlight. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” she said to him, “I’m looking forward to meeting you again.” “Don’t worry. All my life is like waiting for you nearby the gates,” he said to her when she started to go home. He knows that she will be in happiness with her parents on Xmas night, by the grace of the power of diamond ring he gave. It must be forever happiness he had known. And he knows that her father will get new house by selling a diamond ring he gave, after she reached woman's estate and got good boyfriend. And all money that her father had spent will make their Country prosper by the grace of multiplier effects. It was all plans he had created in his mind.

Reference 645
The Soft Machine “Live in London in the early sixties” (2019)



Image:
Northern Night Sea when I had been in overtime work, you called “All our victim in pain” that was existed between all our painful degrees and all your strong heart that care about the South above all things
Words:
They are good black couple. Their nickname is “Black Crows”. They had grown up in the core of magma, so they had kept higher energy than other humans in the chaos. He had married her in June and they swore forever love each other in the Southern church when 1st full moon was shining at night. And he had known her body and soul in June for the first time. One night, they started off from the South to the North to get friendship in the North and to save all blacks who have been suffering in the heaviness, ridding on horses when 2nd full moon was shining. But the North was so cold to keep their high energy bodies. Yes, they felt pain. In winter, their pains reached limit. But they had many hopes and dreams. It was creating family love with her first baby. So she wrote diaries everyday. She wrote diaries 3 times in a day. First diary was written before sunrise, for the magma where their strong hearts had existed in the past. Second diary was written at high noon, for the sun that all his pains had existed in. Third diary was written at midnight, for the moon that all Northern human souls had existed. Yes, they got good first baby on spring night. It spent 10 months and 10 days in a leap year after he had sworn forever love in the Southern church. And 11th full moon was shining in the night sky. It is good equilibrium among the moon, the sun and the earth.

Reference 646
Annihilator “Never, Neverland” (1990)



Image:
Baltic Night Sea that you dreamed on the way of going home from soccer stadium, you called “All your Northern historical soulful rainy dark desire” that was existed to pray total peace in the world
Words:
I'd like to believe in his words that were led by the power of nature in our world.
He was good American Baseball pitcher. He had supported family of 6 that contained his wife, 2 daughters and 2 sons. His wife treasured pearl necklace he gave for her. His daughter treasured blueberries that were prepared to eat with family. His son treasured marbles that were prepared to play with some friends. And he treasured a baseball that he had won the game for the first time. Yes, all balls were like their God and were goods that all their souls exist in. But war crisis was in their living and expanded to their minds. One night in winter, a soldier visited at his home and said to him, “Please sell your baseball you treasure. Your baseball will be good symbol of the war. I want you to give all your fighting spirit.” “No, I can’t sell,” he answered, “Because my baseball is my soul like pearls, blueberries and marbles my family treasures above all things.” “It's good. I want to prepare much money to buy all balls your family treasures,” a soldier said and put bankroll on the table, “This is earnest money for you.” But he denied this proposal and said, “Please take off my eyeballs from my eyes by your hands. I'd like to pray to my eyeballs that would be materials in my darkness.” A soldier kept quiet for a while. “I gave in to your words,” a soldier said and lighted on cigarette by his matchstick, “I’d like to pray to all stars that your souls exist in the cosmos.” Then they talked about today for long time, and a soldier went home under the moonlight at midnight.

Core Word:
All our endless frictional world waiting for first word of always keeping quiet white flower girls and for holding party where they and many our friends will gather while talking about anything with them in our cold world

Reference 647
Grinder “Dead End” (1989)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of cider you poured for me at sunrise after I had finished our live acts, you named “All our bubbles” that was prepared to save all our friendships in the world
Words:
He is good our friend who is running apple field in the North. All apples he produced are very delicious. So he was eating apples every night. 12 laborers were working under his support. All they supported their wives in the village, too. But all lives of laborers were very severe. Yes, it was fateful truth of all laborers.
One day, one laborer said to him while smiling, “I am eating apples with my wife only day in a month. I’d like to eat apples every night as well as you.” So he created plans for all laborers. His plans were borrowing much money from bank to pay high incomes for laborers in the future, and to present apple gifts for all laborer families only on full moon night in a month. The numbers of laborers and wives are 24. Yes, 12 well babies will be born after 10 months pass. After 5 years pass, about 30 babies will be born. And after 10 years pass, all children over 4 years old will reach 30 children and more if his plans are succeeded. His final plan was enjoying works with 30 children and all laborers, while eating apples and talking about future happiness. Many delicious apples will be gotten by their hands and he will be able to pay off all money he borrowed. Yes, I’d like to believe in all his plans and all his peaceful mind.

Reference 648
Small Faces “Ogdens’ Nutgone Flake” (1968)



Image:
Caspian Night Sea where you invited me after my overtime work, you named “All your Northern historical today’s desire” that was existed to save my family mind in the world
Words:
Next is my longtime night dream I saw beside you in my bed.
I was working at apple field that my father had been running at the foot of mountain. But my father has been sent to far place as one of the soldiers for a while. And my sister married a sergeant, so I was living only with my mother. Yes, I had been in family of 4 in my childhood though the war made my family risky. So I called you and invited you to the lake by my driving car in the rain. Then I put iron ring on your fourth finger in my car nearby the lake. I went home with you under the sun. But my mother said that my father beg to bring many apples to battlefield where my father is in with other soldiers. Yes, I brought some apple boxes to my wagon and started off from my home to battlefield. After I arrived at battlefield and gave many apples to my father and any soldiers, I returned to my home just before sunset. I had lost much energy and had lost weight. And I felt black sun and black apples in my heart. Perhaps it might be caused by my bad dream in the cosmos and by all my sins in the world. After I had finished eating supper with my mother and you, I had fallen asleep until sunrise. Then I could watch beautiful morning glow with you in next morning. And when we went outside, we could watch the sea that was changed from the lake. We went to the church nearby the sea and I took out diamond ring from my pocket. Yes, I changed your iron ring into diamond ring and prayed to God for all my sins in front of the cross. The night when I saw this dream was Friday night the 13th in June, which made your heart anxious.

Reference 649
Darkness “Defenders of Justice” (1988)



Image:
Swan Lake where you invited me after I finished all overtime work, you called “All your Northern historical Milky command” that was existed to save all souls in the Earth
Words:
I'd like to believe in next story to save all your heart in the world.
One day, big trial took place at the Supreme Court. It was constructed by 2 trials called “Purple Trials”. Red one was whether the Industrial Revolution was guilt or innocence. And blue other was whether the Racism was guilt or innocence. All left wings insisted that both truths were guilt and all right wings insisted that both truths were innocence. But Judgment was “Both truths were guilt”. As soon as Judgment was done, the hall resounded with clapping of all right wings. Yes, it was all jokes in Science Fiction I had created in my heart. All guilt was all jokes. So there is no guilt in my world. It is the time when all past prisoners will be free in the future. Yes, we got green for all human equality all over the world. And we could get white to talk about human freedom with you in our world.

Reference 650
Pariah “Blaze of Obscurity” (1989)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me after I had finished night live act, you called “All my Northern historical trouble” that was existed to save all differences between dreams and truths in our world
Words:
I'd like to believe in next Science Fiction I had created.
He is good young who had grown up in family of 5 that was created by his parents, his grandparents and him. One day, he got pretty girlfriend. She said to him that she wanted him to present a diamond ring for her. But money he had was little and his parents were poor. So he decided to start off from home beach to far place by the ship on the sea. The place where he had arrived was Small Island where nobody was living. After the sunset, he wrote next word on white paper at cabin and put it in a bottle under the full moon. “Please give me a diamond.” He sent it to the sea and waited return bottle for a while. After some days had passed, he got return bottle from the sea in the rain. But there was no diamond and only white paper was in a bottle. When he took out white paper and watched it, he realized that so many “X” was written on white paper and he thought that many diamonds created by so many “X” were all word his God had written. Yes, he started to go home on the sea under the sunshine. After he went home and entered his room, he knew that a diamond case was put on his desk. It was presented from his grandfather to him to present a diamond ring for his girlfriend. He was surprised at this truth. There were many black friends in his grandfather's friends. And there were some black slaves in black friends. His grandfather's desire was commanding him to save all black souls in the future. And his girlfriend was Northern King's daughter. Full moon knew that her heartbeats are special for all human equality. Yes, I’d like to believe that his first night with her will be innocent.

Reference 651
Iggy Pop and the Stooges “Raw Power” (1973)



Image:
Northern Morning Sea nearby restaurant where I was drinking black coffee with you, you named “All your Northern historical support for my fateful nightmare” that was existed to prove all my innocence
Words:
Next story is my night dream on Friday the 13th in winter.
One day in the morning, I started off from home to the church with you at midnight. We had to walk in the darkness under the moonlight. As soon as we arrived at the church, the sun rose with morning glow. We had prayed to Jesus crucified on the cross in the darkness for long time. Father was standing between Jesus and us, and Apostles were standing along left wall. “From now on, each Apostle will open the door at short time every one hour from just 6 o'clock in the morning to just 5 o’clock in the afternoon,” Father said to us, “You must go out from the door you chose. Otherwise you won’t escape from the darkness forever.” I’d like to call our choice “Purple Choice” that was created by red power from Father to Jesus and blue power from Jesus to us. We were in trouble with our choice for a while. And I decided to go out from the door that 7th Apostle will open at 12 o'clock, according to all our wills you chose. We were waiting for long time and were tired at everything. Just 12 o'clock, we went out rapidly. And we knew that the church was white and was covered with woods. Green leaves were shining under the sun. Yes, I realized that all my heart was saved by all your choice.

Reference 652
M.O.D. “Gross Misconduct” (1989)



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Antarctic Winter White Night Sea where you invited me on Thursday the 12th, you called “All our human historical amused conversation with 3 Apostles” that was existed to save all your writing on thanks letter that will be arrived for your mother who is preparing great dinner for us on Saturday the 14th
Words:
I won't be able to forget the day when I gave you a diamond ring for the first time. It was cloudy day in the morning. I invited you to coffee shop called “Penguin Coffee”. We were drinking coffee and talking about today for a while. And just before high noon, you asked me, “What is your present modern saving from your heart?” So I spoke next allegory to you.
“My heart was always in the searching the way to clear all powers of historical battle in the North. My heart was in the core of magma. Yes, your heart saved all my pain and I could clear all vectors that were created by many powers from the North. Many vectors were created by rotation of the Earth and many vectors created 1 strong vector along the Earth’s axis from North Pole toward my heart. Yes, I had cleared it by 1 vector along the Earth's axis from core of magma toward North Pole. But your heart had known the way to save all my pain from Northern battle. Your way was creating the Antarctic Continent by the power from the core of magma. All your dream was creating the freedom where many birds will be able to living in joy with many animals that could escape from all battles humans had created. Yes, King of birds is penguin in your heart. All penguins had created big 1 vector in the Antarctic Continent, according to rotation of the Earth. It was good power from South Pole to the core of magma and it was good vector to cover all my painful vector. Yes, all my pains were saved by the grace of your power.”
After my speaking, I put a diamond case on the table in front of you. You showed me good smiles and got it. “I'd like to buy some white roses to present for my friend who is animal lover,” you said to me. Yes, it will be good present to talk about anything with her under the sun.

Reference 653
Satan “Suspended Sentence” (1987)



Image:
Northern Morning Sea where you invited me just before sunrise on Friday the 13th, you named “All your needs for my bloody rebirth” that was existed to get human equality in our world
Words:
I can't forget my nightmare after I put diamond ring on your fourth finger at night hotel nearby Golgotha. I was working as “2nd Apostle” nearby Golgotha. One day, I went to used book shop and was searching good Bible, and I could get best Bible I held. When I opened it, I realized that picture of an apple with word was written on first page. “Please buy 18 apples at my shop.” I thought it was written by boy who is working at fruits shop. Yes, I decided to go to fruits shop under the sun. I had known that there is only fruits shop nearby Golgotha. When I arrived at fruits shop, I could meet small boy who was smiling and watching my eyes. Yes, I bought 6 apples from him. I thought these apples will be good for the Last Supper that will take place on today’s midnight. Father said to me, “If we could get 18 apples for the Last Supper, Jesus may be saved by our God.” So I went to fruits shop with 6th Apostle on just 6 o'clock and with 10th Apostle on just 10 o'clock, and bought 6 apples on each time. Then the Last Supper took place in the room nearby Golgotha. Yes, I saw good dream that Jesus will be innocent by all our support, after the Last Supper had finished. Next morning, I went to fruits shop again at sunrise, looking forward to meeting small boy again. But I was surprised at the notice that was written on white paper at entrance. “Our shop was closed by the reason we think.” Yes, I had known that some battles reached nearby us. And I could watch black shadows on Golgotha against morning glow. It was figures of a family that small boy was contained with some two-wheeled carts. I was depressed at all and lay down on the ground for a while. And I got up and sat on the ground. My last action was lighting on the cigarette by my matchstick. As soon as I lighted on, all my sight was closed by the darkness. And I opened my eyes. It was just 2 o'clock midnight. Only salvation was the lights from your diamond ring put on your fourth finger.

Reference 654
Coroner “No more color” (1989)



Image:
North Sea nearby restaurant where I was drinking black coffee with you, you called “All my Northern historical longtime roughness” that was existed to save all your nightmares in our world
Words:
Xmas night, I invited you to the church in London by my driving car. On the way of going to the church, it started to rain and rain changed into heavy storm. You cared about outside strong winds, so I spoke next story to you in my car.
“A long time ago, all Northern humans had been living in the fear of nature. Yes, all powers of nature were all our souls in the earth. I want you to image “X” on XY axes. X axis is degrees of nature power and Y axis is degrees of historical fear. Many civilizations had prospered but many wars had happened according to civilized degrees. It had brought heavy storm in the earth. So, increasing war system made denial for civilization increase with decreased power of nature. But we had known that only civilized powers will be able to save all our painful lives. The more nature power increased, the more our acceptance for civilization increased with increased degrees of fear. It was all our voices against the war system. And the more nature power increased, the more denial for civilization decreased with decreased degrees of fear. And historical equilibrium was established, searching constant power of nature. Yes, you got the figure of “X” in your heart. In the constant power of nature, our acceptance for civilization changed into Southern problems. X axis was changed into the time and Y axis was changed into degree of happiness by our hearts. Yes, Northern happiness is constant in all times. But Southern happiness is variable on Xmas night. Yes, we created “+” by the degrees of Northern happiness and Southern happiness on XY axes. It is the figure of “+” in your heart. And you could get National Flag of UK by the combination of the figure of “X” and “+”
After my speaking, I said that we arrived nearby Big Ben. But we couldn't watch Big Ben by the cause of heavy storm. And I said to you, “Father will say that we must pray to Jesus for all pains in the earth between 2 o’clock and 4 o’clock, and between 8 o’clock and 10 o’clock in the afternoon on the day in strong winds. Then Father will add that we must write some words for all our pains while drinking coffee between 1 o'clock and 5 o'clock, and between 7 o'clock and 11 o’clock in the afternoon on the day in no winds. It is “48 heaviness” in your heart.”

Reference 655
Original Motion Picture Soundtrack “The Decline of Western Civilization Part Ⅱ: The Metal Years” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at sunset, she called “All her human historical faithful invisible chaotic hopeful core needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all her friends in the war
Words:
He is good soldier who have supported family of 3 that had been created by his wife, his daughter and him. His wife was working as nurse at battlefield that was at far place from his home. His left arm was injured by air raid, so he rested at home for a while.
One night, I visited at his home and talked about anything with him. He said that his daughter was going to the city and working as little match girl. “Would you like something to drink?” he asked me. “Yes, I’d like to drink a cup of coffee,” I answered. When I was drinking a cup of coffee he made, he took out a family photo from his left chest pocket and handed it to me. “Oh, this is good for my heart. Please treasure your family in the future,” I said to him and he put it in his left chest pocket again. “Please take a rest,” I said to him at midnight, “I am going to go home from now on.” “Thanks for your kindness,” he said to me and put out light in the room. Then he lay down in bed and fell asleep in the darkness for long time. I thought something under the moonlight, walking on the way of going home. Yes, all his peace was keeping family love above all things. And all my hope was that his family photo will be saved by the sun in the morning. And I wish I take his family photo by my camera. It will be good photo that all his heart is in his right chest pocket from the sight of my eyes.

Reference 656
Discharge “Why” (1981)



Image:
Crater Lake where you invited me on stormy day, you named “All your Northern historical painful warning” that was existed to save all my nightmares in the world
Words:
One day, big trump game took place at the church nearby the sea. It was called “Purple Trial” that Mercury fought with Mars according to the command from Father. I’d like to call Mercury “God of Waters” and to call Mars “God of Fires”. In the dark room, Father distributed 53 trump cards to Mercury and Mars who were blindfolding each other. They chose one card from 53 cards each other, and the person who showed stronger card could get point under the Judgment from Father. This game was done again and again by Father's command. More than 50 games continued to play. And when Mercury and Mars showed the same card, this game was finished. It was just 7 o'clock in the morning. The same card was 7 of Clubs. Winner was Mercury. Mercury and Mars took off blindfold each other and shook hands in the church. Why Mercury had won? That's because you exchanged Mercury's 6 of Spades for Mars’s 8 of Spades according to the command of Father before the game was started.

Reference 657
Shah “Beware” (1989)



Image:
Baltic Rainy Night Sea where you invited me before my Japan tour, you named “All your Northern historical present modern solitary primitive joy” that was existed to get white peace in our world
Words:
Winter night, the theater took place at Japanese church nearby the sea. Organizer of this theater was Japanese King and Queen. This theater was called “All our future”. The place was called “The core of magma”. 8 Kings and Queens collected at this theater from the world. They came from the North, the Northeast, the East, the Southeast, the South, the Southwest, the West, and the Northwest by their natural minds in the world. Yes, the numbers of them were 16. All they had been writing some poems for long time when it continued to rain at night. 1st stage of this theater was tragedy and 2nd stage was comedy. After the theater had finished, Japanese King held the party where many Japanese people, all Kings and Queens attended. Yes, all they could enjoy drinking and talking with each King and Queen. Finally, Japanese King exploded the cracker at the party. And they promised that they will gather again next winter. Next morning, they started off from Japan to their home Country each other by the ship on the sea. Yes, the world was changed widely. It was good heaviness for their writing poems. All they wrote painful poems on rainy day and wrote hopeful poems on fine day. All they could search many words between painful and hopeful images.

Reference 658
Paradox “Heresy” (1989)



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Northern Night Lake where you invited me after your part-time working, you called “All our Northern historical painful needs for diamonds” that was existed to get human equality in the world
Words:
She is good girl who had been going to night school. Her major is philosophy. She had grown up in poor family. Yes, his father is laborer, so her heart was always in the core of magma. She was studying every night even if it rained heavily and strong winds blew, while working on daytime simply controlled works. She had known all history in the earth and could image all future in the world by the grace of heavy brightness that make all times stop. And when she started to write graduation thesis called “Human existence”, we planed one idea to save all her studies after we lighted on cigarette by our matchsticks. We called this idea “Atom plan”. All our plan spent very long time in the future. Yes, we used all technologies in the future. And we could know all future and all past in the earth by watching all moving of all atoms on screen, using all theory of physics. Yes, we had realized all future and all past in the earth. We thought it would be best demonstration for her graduation thesis. She understood all our plans and she could graduate from night school. We had spent very long time in the cosmos. We thought the cosmos would be very large by the cause of our matchsticks. Yes, the size of atom in the earth would be like the size of the earth in the cosmos. Atom changed into blue earth in our minds. It is all our “Atom plan”.

Reference 659
Voivod “Killing Technology” (1987)



Image:
Northern Night Lake nearby restaurant where you invited me on Xmas, you called “All your Northern historical rainy invitation” that was existed to forget all Southern today’s nightmares with Southern girls
Words:
Next is my summertime dream before sunrise.
He is good pawnbroker who has been working in the South. He sometimes felt depression, because some battle reached nearby his working place. But he always worked diligently. His heart was saved by his wife's warm heart and by any children who sometimes visited at his pawnshop. One night, one happening was occurred by unknown reasons. It was Friday night the 13th in the rain. Some girls stole many pearls from pearl farm. All their purpose was getting money to buy chocolate gifts for their boyfriends on next Saint Valentine's Day. And they visited at his pawnshop. He exchanged their pearls to some money and handed it to girls. But he sold all pearls to their mothers at low price in the midnight. He called all pearls “Historical pain in the dark”. Saint Valentine's Day morning, he could watch clear sunrise and he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. Yes, a pearl in the Earth changed into the Sun in the cosmos for our minds.
And I opened my eyes and got up in my bed. I was watching morning glow for a while. I told my dream to you while eating breakfast. “What sort of the sun did you feel in your heart?” you asked me. “It was red hotness,” I answered. “I think your dream was prophetic dream that was occurred by all truth in the South,” you said to me and showed me good smile.

Reference 660
Nuclear Assault “Handle with care” (1989)



Image:
Red Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me just before sunset, you named “All your Northern historical present modern joyful needs for any lights” that was existed to change all Southern painful truth into nothing
Words:
She is good black girl who has been in family of 5. Her husband is good businessman. They married in winter and swore forever love each other in the church New Year’s Day. Father handed a watch to her and said, “This watch has head and tail for your 4 years life from now on. Head exists for your family love and tail exists for all your writing against the racism in your mind.” Then she divided one year into 365 days according to worldwide rule in her mind. And she wrote many words on even number day nights and lived with her husband on uneven number day nights. And she got daughter next year and got son 3 years later. I’d like to call all her writing “Purple Writing” and to call her family love “White Staying”. And when 4 years had passed, she knew she got pregnant in leap year. It was the time when she had finished all her writing and got true white for all her future. Yes, there is no head and tail for her watch, because she could get 4 Mobius Bands that was created by the earth’s yearly round in leap year in her heart. She had spent “365×3+366=1461 days” for her lives until she could get true white. I think it is worldwide number for all our lives, too.

Reference 661
Slayer “South of Heaven” (1988)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at my home in autumn, you called “All our hopeful cosmos that upper left hand 2 petals are lacking” that was existed to keep all our friendship in the world
Words:
You were my good girlfriend who had been going to our high school. After summer holiday, I was surprised at your figure that changed into thin body, when I met my friends again in classroom. Yes, powers that are working toward our hearts are 4 powers that are made by the powers from upper hand, lower hand, left hand and right hand to our hearts. So I asked you, “What happened in your heart?” Yes, it was my 1st power like Ace of Spades from left hand to your heart. You answered, “Don’t worry. All my happening is a little.” It was your 2nd power like Ace of Hearts from right hand to my heart. But I had known that your power is smaller than my power, so my 1st power had remained in your heart. My 3rd power was presenting diamond ring for you at coffee shop. It was like Ace of Clubs from upper hand to your heart. But my diamond was made by glass. You knew it very well. Your joy was 4th power from lower hand like Ace of Diamonds. Yes, your power from lower hand is smaller than my power from upper hand, so my 3rd power had remained in your heart. My remained 1st power and 3rd power had created the power toward lower right hand in your heart. It will be all our strong powers to create our bonds in the darkness.

Reference 662
G.B.H “Leather, Bristles, Studs and Acne” (1981)

Core Word:
Cosmological friendly music law



Image:
Hawaiian Beach nearby restaurant where you invited me and ordered Blue Hawaii for me at sunset, you named “All your Northern historical primitive needs for soulful purple” that was existed to get human equality in our world
Words:
He is good writer who care about human equality above all things.
One day in winter, small boy visited at his home and needed some help to him. Yes, he understood that boy had grown up in poor family and his father had been the unemployed for long time. And he discussed about today with boy while eating some foods his girlfriend cooked. After boy had gone home, he decided to try one act for boy. His decision was writing long novel for boy. He continued to write every night until summer would come. And he had finished writing long novel in July. His long novel was created by 600 pages and he called boy by telephone. When boy looked at his manuscripts for the first time, boy was surprised at the heaviness boy felt. But he said, “Don’t worry. I want you to read only first 30 pages and last 27 pages. First 30 pages are like your Ace of Spades and last 27 pages are like your Ace of Kings for your all lives.” Boy had finished reading these pages after spending about 1 hour. First 30 pages were made by the story that one boy has been grown up in happy family love, and last 27 pages were made by the story that one young go to meet the President and talking about anything at garden many flowers are blooming. Boy was reading it intently and got power in his heart. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” boy said to him and went back to his home. What was written in remained 543 pages?” I think it was good story that one boy would be good young and would create good family love after marriage. Yes, marriage ceremony of young couple might be written in 300th page by his hand to pray for boy’s beautiful future.

Reference 663
Exodus “Pleasures of the Flesh” (1987)



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Crater Lake nearby cabin where you invited me July 16 and made a cup of black coffee, you called “All your Northern historical painful unseen rainy needs for diamonds” that was existed to get human equality in the South
Words:
He was good college student. He fell in love with her who had been his classmate. They had studied intently. And she had finished writing her graduation thesis called “All needs for fires in the South” in 4th year. And she graduated from college. After graduation ceremony, he invited her to coffee shop and presented iron ring for her and he said to her that he must spend more 1 year to finish writing his graduation thesis called “All needs for waters in the South”. Yes, all their writing was existed to change nothing into existence by using black pen to create their new words. After he finished writing his graduation thesis in 5th year, he graduated from college and he invited her to coffee shop again. It was good rainy day. And he presented diamond ring for her with letter he had wrote. He said to her that his last 1 year was existed to write letter for her and he want to call it “In the rain”. Yes, all his college life was like Ace of Spades and all her college life was like Ace of Hearts for our hearts. She accepted his proposal and he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. It was the time when all nothing was changed into all existence in our minds. We'd like to expect that he will create good family with her in the future.

Reference 664
Voivod “Nothingface” (1989)



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Red Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me and ordered a cup of black coffee for me at sunset, you called “All our Northern historical fateful longtime needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all Southern historical primitive core hearts in the world
Words:
You are good girl who care about Southern black souls above all things.
After I had graduated from high school with you in September, I planed old boys’ and girls’ meeting with you. There was only black girl who is your best friend. You created a handmade sandglass that was prepared to time 1 hour for our meeting. You called it “All our atom hearts”. Old meeting took place at coffee shop called “Core of the world” from high noon to 4 o'clock in next October. It was rainy day but we enjoyed conversations, eating and drinking. And you were always drinking with black girl and talking with her in your joy. Yes, I could image good our futures in the world. And when we knew 4 hours had passed according to sandglass, I exploded a cracker by my hands. And we went home each other.
After 4 years had passed, I planed old boys' and girls’ meeting with you again. It took place at bar called “Core of the Earth” from 8 o'clock to 12 o'clock in the night. Yes, we could enjoy again with our friends. And you knew that your black girlfriend became good office lady. And our atom hearts went to the sun in through the core of magma according to the power of sandglass you made. There were good our friends who got good work and family. And I exploded a cracker again, expecting all our good future in the Earth. I'd like to hold next meeting after 4 years will pass from now. It will take place at Club called “Core of the Sun” from 4 o'clock to 8 o'clock in the afternoon. Yes, I want to believe in all our good futures that we imaged in the peaceful world.

Reference 665
Razor “Malicious Intent” (1986)



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Arabian Winter Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me and ordered a cup of black coffee for me just before sunrise, you named “All your Southern historical strong friendship for our pain” that was existed to save Northern 11th Apostle who has been writing letters for us to get more one friend for his conversations and to get white that make him escape from all his solitude
Words:
One night in winter, I told next story to you in my bed.
“A long time ago, Northern humans created grape field in the North and Southern humans created apple field in the South, to live in the world. They could escape from painful lives by eating sweet fruits. And Northern humans thought they want to go to the South and Southern humans thought they want to go to the North, when endless rain had fallen for long time. But Northern and Southern Kings said in each places that it is impossible, for the difference between Northern lightness and Southern heaviness. Yes, all they must work in depressive minds. But the time solved this problem. Endless rain had created big river and they could travel by rowing the river. Northern humans started off from the North to the South, rowing down the river and spending long time under the command of Northern King. And Southern humans started off from the South to the North, rowing up the river and using their strong powers under the command of Southern King. Yes, all rainfall was God for their hearts. All they traveled while praying to the rain. And Northern human bodies and souls got accustomed to Southern heaviness gradually and Southern human bodies and souls got accustomed to Northern lightness gradually. Yes, Northern humans could meet Southern humans on the river between the North and the South. Northern King showed Ace of Clubs to Southern King and Southern King showed Ace of Spades to Northern King. Ace of Clubs was the proof of grape reflected on the lake and Ace of Spades was the proof of apple reflected on the lake. They shook hands each other and trade agreement was established between productions of Northern grapes and Southern apples. Then all profits from trades had been spent to create civilized city where many Northern and Southern humans were living in. Yes, they got the sun and stormy days had continued for long time. Finally, big river had changed into Red Sea and all lakes had changed into the sea that had covered the earth.”
After my speaking, I presented a diamond ring for you. It was my Ace of Diamonds for your heart that was called Ace of Hearts. And I said to you that I wish you spend all remained diamond power for all human equality in the world.

Reference 666
Sepultura “Beneath the Remains” (1989)



Image:
Baltic Sea nearby restaurant where I was drinking black coffee with you after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you called “All our Northern historical soulful prayer” that was existed to save all darkness in the world
Words:
Next story is all our German souls that we had been influenced by German history.
There were American white prisoner and black prisoner in dark room where other prisoners were staying by the cause of World War. They were captured by unknown reasons in Germany. It had been raining outside. They are scientists who have saved good families and have hoped the peace above all things. They were leaning on the wall and sometimes talking about something. “Why did you think that you want to be scientist?” white asked black. “It may be caused by my childhood when I realized that all atoms must be made by the space. If all existences are made by materials, all materials will be made by the space. So, all spaces are some sorts of materials. Yes, I thought that I want to be a scientist and to solve all mysteries in the world,” black answered and white said, “I’m so, too.” And white took out trump cards from his pocket and said to black, “Let’s play poker.” Yes, they started to play poker in dark room. When white showed his 4 cards made by Ace of Hearts and 4 Queens, black showed 4 cards made by Ace of Spades and 4 Kings. “Oh, I gave in to your strength,” white said to black. And white added after lighting on cigarette by his matchstick, “All my role is creating the solar system and all your role is creating the Milky Way.” “All right,” black responded and white asked, “Would you like cigarette to smoke with me?” “Yes, I’d like,” black answered. And they fell asleep for a while.
Yes, all their words are all our insistence of human souls that treasure all families above all things.

Reference 667
Grinder “The 1st EP” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me after I had finished our night live acts and lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful gradual revolutionary expanding too much heats” that was existed to keep all our core friendship in the world
Words:
She is my good girlfriend who had grown up in working class and sometimes writes poems at home. Yes, I fell in love with her. But after I became a famous singer, I thought that she should get better boyfriend than me. It was all my kindness to keep friendship among all punks. So I went to his bar at night. It was the night in heavy storm. He is good master who is connected with many punks every night. “I’m searching good King for her,” I said to him while drinking, “I want to forget my jealousy for her.” “It's good. I have good idea. Please call your 128 friends to my bar every night from now on. I want them to flip a coin 7 times after their drinking. King is one friend who got 7 tails for the first time by flipping coin 7 times.” Yes, I thought it is good idea. All our visitation at his bar is random. And after “2^7/2=64 nights” had passed, King was decided naturally. King was good my friend who sometimes come to my night lives. Yes, I introduced King to her at his bar when it rained. But she said to us with her good smile, “Thank you very much for your kindness. But I’d like to wait in “64×128=8192 nights”. I think it will spend “8192/365.25=22.42 years”. All my boyfriends are all Kings. It is all my policy.”
Yes, I didn’t miss her wink to his eyes.

Reference 668
The Exploited “Punks not dead” (1981)



Image:
Red Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me and ordered a cup of black coffee before sunset, you called “All our Southern King’s historical invitation for the North” that was existed to get total peace in the world
Words:
A long time ago, there was grape field in the North and there was apple field in the South. After the sun was created, it had been raining for long time in the North and the South. But all rainfall made many grapes grow in the North and made many apples grow in the South. All grapes were strong lights like dazzling sun for all Northern humans, because they had been living in Northern lightness and didn't have strong eyes to watch strong light. Then longtime rainfall had created big river between the North and the South. And Northern humans traveled to the South, rowing down on the river under the command of Northern King and Queen. Southern King and Queen invited them to Southern Palace and presented apple gifts for them. Yes, they were fascinated with beautiful red of many apples. And trade agreement was established between productions of Northern grapes and Southern apples. And Southern humans had decided to rest for a while under the command of Southern King. In the night, Northern King had been talking about future hopes with Northern Queen in their bed. All their light was grapes that were put on the table nearby their bed. All grapes were shining and were enough to light their room. And Northern King lighted on cigarette by his matchstick in their bed at midnight. Yes, all their hearts were accelerated by his matchstick and had lost any lights. And they fell asleep in the darkness. But their hearts got heaviness by acceleration and took back any lights by slowing down next morning. It stopped raining and they realized all lights of grapes had changed into strong purple color. They were watching some green leaves of the window. All leaves were shining under the sun. Yes, they got white to talk about any hopes with Southern King and Queen.

Reference 669
Cathedral “The Ethereal Mirror” (1993)



Image:
Northern Afternoon Rough Sea when I lighted on cigarette by your matchstick, you called “All our Northern historical common heaviness that can be gotten by a little light speed changes” that was existed to save all your friend souls in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, you cared about outside rainfall in my bed. So I spoke next story to you.
“Xmas Eve morning, small girl went to the church with her mother and prayed to God for all fortune on Xmas night. It was just 12 o’clock high noon. Father handed 20 matchboxes to girl and said, “Please be a good little match girl in the night.” I think her dream was eating fancy cake with her brother, her mother and father, drinking some juices in her family love. Distance between core of magma and her heart is “r”. And her world mass is “m1” and her mass is “m2”. Yes, she can create new world by her matchstick. Distance between core of magma and her heart in new world will be “R”. Her new world mass is “M1” and her new mass is “M2”. And next equation can be denoted. “Gm1m2/r^2=GM1M2/R^2” Yes, gravity in old world must be equal to gravity in new world. And her mass won’t be almost changed even if her world is changed, because she was always being with her mother like the sun. So, m2=M2. Let’s suppose that “m1=r=1”. Yes, equation changed into “R=√M1”. New world got heaviness by all gentlemen who had bought her matchboxes and lighted on cigarettes by her matchsticks. Her dreamy world scale is 12 at the time when she prayed to God with her mother in the church. So, R=12. “M1” was changed into 144 from 1. Yes, this new world heaviness will be good for talking about all souls of rainfall, drinking wines with you at midnight.”
After my speaking, I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick. Yes, I knew you needed more heaviness in our world.

Reference 670
Death Angel “Frolic through the park” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at her home in summer, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful faithful deepest hardcore prayer for all human beings” that was existed to save all nightmares in the war
Words:
One night in winter, I went to the church. It was cold night and I was searching core of cross in the world. In the church, I was sitting on chair nearby fireplace. When I put a cigarette in my mouth and I was searching lighter in my pocket, young Sister came beside me and lighted on my cigarette by her matchstick. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” I said to her, “Please care about coldness in this winter.” “Don’t worry, “she answered, “I have good mother in my home.” And she spoke next words to me.
“My mother is living at home and my father is going to far place at battlefield in the South. So my mother is staying at upper right hand for me and my father is staying at downward place for me. My mother and father are looking forward to reading some letters from me. Yes, I am writing some letters to my parent everyday. After I lighted on your cigarette by my matchstick, all my world started to move to the right and my letters called “1” got √2 heaviness. But my letters for my mother got “1/√2=0.707 lightness” and were saved by all motherly hearts. And my letters for my father got “√2=1.414 heaviness” to save father's return letters by my heart. And I believe that all your soul will be saved between heaviness and lightness.”
After her speaking, I asked her, “Can you be my good pen-friend?” “Yes, of course,” she answered with good smile.

Core Word:
All her sacrificial live acceptance for my proposal on total eclipse of the moon night to keep friendship with all blind white flower girlfriends who are eating strawberries at party under the sun at grassland in the mountain

Reference 671
Discharge “Hear nothing see nothing say nothing” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after we had finished night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful discharged strongest heated prayer for cold metal cross in her lovely family” that was existed to save all my fateful chaotic resistance in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we planed good idea at night pub. It was rainy night but all we are all friends in here. Yes, we are all punks but we are always searching free, love and peace in our world. We call our night pub “Backside of the Moon” and called our plan “Historical Acceptance”. There were 6 punks who one girlfriend was contained at our pub. Our plan was only flipping one coin each other. It was our game in tournament. Winner was the one who showed head of coin for the first time. The case when both friends showed heads or tails of coin was even. And game continued until winner was decided. The numbers of winning games are 5. Final winner was our good boyfriend. Probability of his winning is “1/2^5=0.03125”. Yes, we’d like to call him “Our Father who will be able to listen to any complaints of the world for us.”

Reference 672
Crass “The Feeding of the 5000” (1978)



Image:
Northern Night Lake where you invited me under the moonlight, you called “All your Northern historical longtime core happiness” that was existed to get human equality all over the world
Words:
Summer night, he held the place. It was his stage called “Core of the World”. He called many ladies who are all his girlfriends. His setting was in the darkroom. Here was “No Smoking”. There was only diamond in glass box at the center of the darkroom. And there were 4 big mirrors on 4 walls. It was rainy night. But all ladies expected his stage. After it stopped raining, full moon peeped through the clouds. Yes, it was the starting point he planed. Diamond shone and the room was filled with any lights. Darkroom changed into bright room. And infinite bright diamonds were reflected on 4 big mirrors on 4 walls. All lady hearts beat with joy. Yes, all ladies got many diamonds in their hearts. All time had been stopping in here. It was his good stage to create human equality in the world by all lady heartbeats.

Reference 673
Voivod “War and Pain” (1984)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home, you called “All our Northern historical confused first step” that was existed to get Milky Way by the cooperation with all your black friends in our world
Words:
We sometimes remember the time when we had met him for the first time. It was rainy winter night when we were drinking at street in the city. He was young black who had come from the South. He said he came from “Core of the World”. He said to us he wishes he want to take some photos by Polaroid camera to present for us. We answered, “Please take free.” Yes, all we were depressed at all in our world and were staying idle every night. But as soon as he looked at some photos finished at soon, he said to us, “Congratulations! You will be good musicians in the future. I could realize your futures by expecting of all moving of photons, because I had grown up in the core of magma, so I can image all future in the world.” “Thank you very much for your kindness. We’d like to treasure all photos in our futures,” I responded to him. I thought it was some kind of his joke for us who had started to play music. But after some years had passed, we became famous musicians by many supports of our friends.
One night, he visited at backstage, after we had finished night live acts. Yes, all we shook hands with him. And I asked him, “Whether all unfortunates will get true fortune in the future, or not?” He answered, “All my expecting is that all they will get fortune in each future. Yes, I believe. So I will try to live with all my black and white friends from now on.” Yes, these words will be best for all our acts in the future.

Core Word:
Friendship with all rainy roots

Reference 674
G.B.H “City Baby attacked by Rats” (1982)



Image:
Northern Morning Sea where you invited me just before sunrise, called “All my 43 peaceful night natural prayer” that was existed to save all animal lover souls in the world
Words:
Friday the 13th in summer, my lovely cat died. So I telephoned you. Yes, I needed some your help for my heart. You invited me to coffee shop nearby the sea. You ordered two cups of milk coffee and we were talking about something while drinking milk coffee. And I spoke my past happiness to you. It was my fortune with my lovely cat. Yes, you cared about my sorrow. And you spoke next words to me.
“Don't worry. Our world is very simple. You had grown up with your cat in your childhood. It was “Stage 0”. And after you became good young girl, I sometimes invited you to coffee shop like today. Yes, we got hotness like the sun. It was “Stage 1”. Then we got good black friends and we talked about freedom with them in happiness. I think we could save black souls in our world. It was “Stage 2”. “Stage 3” is returning to “Stage 0” to keep friendship with all animals, forgetting all our past memories like all animals you love. And you will forget all sorrows in your heart. It is very natural to save your heart in our world.”
Yes, my heart was saved by your heart and I could get peaceful mind to try to live in the future.

Reference 675
Sacrilege “Within the Prophecy” (1987)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful holy fire unlimited oaths” that was existed to continue until all wars will be nothing in our world
Words:
She is good girl who had been my classmate at my high school. In June, I sometimes went to coffee shop with her and talked about any problems in the world, when we were high school students. Yes, all our wills were in concern about these problems rather than our graduation exams that would start from Monday the 1st in July. Our graduation exams took place from July 1 to July 11. But I wrote some worldwide complaints on all examination papers without writing answers for some subjects. Yes, I knew she did the same acts as my acts. Our acts were called “Red Answers”. Our parents and friends worried about our acts. Of course, all our results were failures. So we took supplementary lectures from July 12 to July 23. And we graduated from our high school after we just got by on some tests. Yes, it was good equilibrium between all our fires and all teacher waters in our painful days. And I held the party with her. We called our parents and many our friends. It was good white to talk about all our futures in our world.

Reference 676
Conflict “It’s Time to see Who’s Who” (1982)



Image:
Northern Morning Lake where you invited me at sunrise, you named “All our Northern historical short-time lightness” that was existed to save all future longtime darkness in the world
Words:
One night in summer, I went to night city. Yes, I was searching some lightness in the world. And I begged fortuneteller girl to tell all my future in my life. She was good young black girl. “I worry about all future in the world. I need your help,” I said to her. “I understood,” she said, “Please choose one card from my 53 trump cards.” One card I chose was Ace of Hearts. And she invited me to casino in night city. She called casino “All fire in the world”. Yes, there were many people who are rich men and women, the poor who are searching free and young girls who are enjoying heated night. Then I met him for the first time. He was good white who had won by 4 cards made by 4 Aces and King of Hearts. She said he is her good friend. Yes, I could enjoy some conversations with her and him, drinking with his friends for a while. And just before sunrise, he exploded cracker at casino. Yes, all our big place was changed into so many small places in our world. And all they got lightness and got wings to be free. I felt good and I went home after I told her that I wish I meet her again. I could get your good smiles at home and I said to you, “I’m sorry to have kept you waiting, my angel.”

Reference 677
Slayer “Seasons in the Abyss” (1990)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me when I went home from my work before sunrise, you called “All my Northern historical fateful crazy core heart” that was existed to change all my sweats into black
Words:
She is good girl who has been working as nurse at battlefield in the South. She had grown up in fire and water. It was “Stage 0 in black” in her childhood. She had sometimes studied at college in the rain to be nurse. It was “Stage 1 in red” in the North. After she became nurse, she married him who had been classmate at college. Yes, she is good mother. It was “Stage 2 in green” in fruits and milky land. And her motherly heart led all her will to the battlefield where many children are suffering for the war. It was “Stage 3 in blue” in today's pain. Yes, she created black and white world for herself. It is good to describe our pictures that will be prepared to encourage her in all her lives.

Reference 678
G.B.H “Midnight Madness and Beyond” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful watery sunny needs for 1 million diamonds that will be created between heaviness and lightness in short tunes” that was existed to save all her friends who have desired total human equalities in the world
Words:
He is good our friend who had grown up in working class. His family moved from his country to capital in his childhood, according to his father’s will. Yes, his father had worked hard everyday to save his family that was created by his sister, his mother and father. He sometimes remembers 7 days when his family traveled to hotel nearby the sea in summer vacation. It was his best memory in his childhood.
And he married his good girlfriend in his youth and got family of 4. In July, he traveled to the same hotel with family as the hotel he had traveled in his childhood. His white memory was created by 30% truth, 70% fire and water in his childhood. Yes, he wanted to take back 30% truth to enjoy with family again. But hotel was remodeled into new building and facilities. Yes, he lost past truth though he got new truth to create white memories with family, by the grace of 70% fire and water in the world. It will be very natural to create his world and to live with family he loves.

Reference 679
Chaos U.K. “Chaos U.K. LP” (1983)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home in the morning, she called “All our Eastern historical deeper core hearts” that was existed to keep friendship with him.
Words:
He is good my friend who had grown up in East Asia. Yes, he was my childhood friend who had been going to same elementary school. All our childhood hobby was collecting military plastic models. We enjoyed making some plastic models and sometimes went each home while bringing some military models. But after we reached man’s estate, we joined antiwar party. Perhaps it might be caused by all our natural wills in the world. And we got good girlfriends each other. He married her and created good family of 2. He sometimes came to my night live concert. He said that he want to try to create family of 4 from now on. Yes, I thought it will be good. But if he got son, he would enjoy making military plastic models with his son again. It will be the time when his heart goes away from my heart. So I said to him, “I’d like to believe in probability “0.25” that will be gotten by births of your 2 daughters, to keep friendship with you.” And he said to me, “Don't worry. It is like that blind girl select white pen from pen stand. She lost her eyes by the war. There are black pen and white pen in her pen stand. My image is always the view that she is writing letters by white pen and searching true peace. It is all my belief that our friendship will be forever.”

All his risky core act when he is eating oranges and grapes under light blue sky with Middle Eastern refugees to keep friendship in the war

Reference 680
Crucifix “Dehumanization” (1983)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our Southern historical fateful rainy confused heart” that was existed to get help from warlike soldiers in our world
Words:
Next is my summertime nightmare that I sometimes see at midnight.
He is old Father who has been living in the church. He had strong power in his youth. So he got many sons in the world. His capital is magma in the Earth and his labor is powers to the world to get sons. Yes, all his productions were sons who had been born in the magma. He got sons by using capitals and his labors. The more he got sons, the more he could get help by the grace of kindness from sons. And all sons worked as laborers to save family. But he worried about outside rainfall that had been changing into heaviness by degrees. Yes, all rainfall reduced magma and reduced his powers. And one day, he rested in peace, being surrounded with many sons. You may think that the cause of his death is his too much labor. But I don't think so. I think it will be all powers of waterfall that had come along production function to his heart in the core of magma.

Reference 681
Massacre 68 “No Estamos Conforms!” (1990)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our Northern historical fateful confused depraved suppliant mixture” that was existed to save all future information from friendship between blacks and whites
Words:
One night, I went to casino with my friends. It was rainy night but we could meet some black friends who had been going to the same high school. Is it rainy invitation? Yes, all our depression was whether our world continues or not. So we sometimes image future happiness alone to escape from all our depression. It may be caused by Northern lightness. But all our black friends said to us, “Don’t worry. All our lives will be forever.” Yes, we drunk with black friends and enjoyed playing at casino. And just before our parting, our white friend exploded cracker and we forget all past bad truth in the heaviness. Today is New Year's Eve in leap year. There will be no border for us between lightness and heaviness. It will be good to create our new world by cooperation with all black friends.

Reference 682
Chaotic Dischord “Fuck Religion Fuck Politics Fuck the Lot of You!” (1983)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home in winter, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic sacrificial stormy heavy hard snow relief injury” that was existed to save all Southern historical war cries in the world
Words:
We'd like to believe in next story as humans who have been living in our Country.
Winter black night, one white young were suffering for darkness, coldness and endless rainfall. He was living in cabin at grassland and he realized a lack of oil that must give him hotness. Rainfall changed into heavy rain and he felt fear that he expected in the future. After some hours had passed, he knew someone came to his cabin and knocked on the door. Someone was young black man who had come from the South. Black was oil seller, so he bought some oil bottles from black. “How many times did you spend for your coming from the South to the North?” he asked black. “I had spent very long time,” black answered, “Can you approximate worldwide magma scale by the time?” “Yes, I think it will be very large scale,” he said to black, “I could get relief by the grace of your kindness.” Distance between core of magma and the North is 4, and distance between core of magma and the South is 1 in our minds. So, Southern time speed has more 4 times than Northern time speed. Yes, our rough estimate of magma scale will be very large scale. We think it is the reason why we felt large scale of the sun in summer white night.

Core Word:
All her 787 stormy deadly midnight writing to keep friendship with Japanese leukaemic little girl who is watching 7 colors rainbow with her mother and is in hope under the sun

Reference 683
Anti-Cimex “Absolute Country of Sweden” (1990)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at summer beach, you called “All our Northern historical friendly hopeful chaotic too much heated warlike fateful frozen sunny away” that was existed to save all our 10.5 hard core childhood military patriotism in the war
Words:
He is good my friend who had grown up in good family.
One day in summer, he realized that some battle reached nearby his family. His father thought that his family had better move to other place. So he went to the church and prayed to God and made the sign of the cross in front of Jesus. There were many his friends at here and all they were praying to God. Father said to them, “It is your free whether to move or stay. And I'd like to say that the war is fateful for human beings.” Yes, all they decided to move to other Country with their family.
Next morning, he started to assemble in his house. He found toy box that he had used in his childhood. There were many goods in toy box. For example, these were funny toys, diaries and photos. He looked at these goods for a while and his imaginations were expanded. He imaged good future that he will get good family and fortune.
Then all they started off from home Country to Northern Europe, bringing baggage by two-wheeled carts. At this night, the sun wasn't setting over the sea. Yes, it was the starting point of white night in Northern Europe. It must be caused by all their blood relationship in the world.

Reference 684
Massacre “same title” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at summer beach after I had finished live tour, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful brutal natural sweaty bloody lovely sunny salty needs for fire and water” that was existed to keep Southern human equality in the world
Words:
I'd like to believe in next story for her who treasure love and peace above all things.
A long time ago, there were 2 villages in the world. One was village where 50 blacks and 50 whites were living nearby the lake in the mountain. Other was village where 50 blacks and 50 whites were living nearby the sea. In the one village, all blacks and whites were working as farmer. But in the other village, all blacks were working as slaves under all whites. And in the one village, all blacks and whites got 4 coins by each work and spent all coins soon in a day. Yes, national income in a day is 800 coins in the one village. But in the other village, all blacks got no coin by each work and all whites got 4 coins by making black slaves work in a day. Yes, all whites spent all coins soon, so national income in a day is 400 coins in the other village. Total national incomes are 1200 coins in both villages. Then all black slaves had created the sun in their painful lives. It had stormed for long time and a continuous downpour increased the bulk of seawater in the world. Yes, it made all blacks and whites move from the other village. They moved from the other village to the one village in the mountain, and joined mountain lives in the one village. They were good labor forces for the one village. So they could get friendship in the one village soon. Yes, all blacks and whites got 4 coins by each work and spent all coins soon in a day. So national income became 1600 coins in the one village. They could get more 400 coins than before. Yes, tonight is New Year's Eve night in leap year. The other village will be at the bottom in the sea. And all 400 coins will exist on the bottom in the sea too. I’d like to call 400 coins “Random heads and tails in the dark for her heart”.

Reference 685
Chaotic End “In Front of Paranoia” (1993)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at summer beach when I gave a tip for black waitress and I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you called “All our Northern historical friendly blood” that was existed to save all your patriotism for technical hard straight right
Words:
I'd like to believe in next story for you who treasure black souls in the world.
He is good American businessman who has been working at company for space development.
One day, young black visited at his office to present one proposal. Black said to him, “I have family of 3 that was created by my wife and daughter. I had grown up in core of magma, so I knew all history in the South. According to my memories, there was big Southern capital in history. But now, it is under the sea after the sun was created by all our historical pains. I believe that my daughter knows this truth too. Yes, I'd like to make her remember good memories in big Southern capital. Perhaps it may be good birthday present for her.” And young black handed him a white paper that one proposal was written. It was the plan of moon travel for many blacks to get lightness and to remember all past truths. And it was written by black pen and last sign was written by Jesus blood. “Yes, I understood,” he said to black and lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. Last sign was changed into black. “I’d like to accept your proposal gladly,” he said, “But it is secret between all blacks and me.”

Core Word:
Purple spaceship for your family green heart

Reference 686
Corrosion of Conformity “Eye for an Eye” (1984)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant just before sunset, she called “All our Northern historical faithful bright expectation to get sunrise next morning” that was existed to save all her worldwide white race patriotism in the world
Words:
He is good soldier who has saved family of 4 and went to battlefield in the South. All his life at battlefield was fighting with the war in daytime, living in depressive darkness that had lost all colors after sunset, and expecting good family love that will take back all colors by the power of sunrise. Yes, all his happiness was very short-time when the sun was rising over the sea. And he was always with the heat that made his heart hot. Just after the war had ended, he went back to his home Country and built white church for all soldiers in his home Country. All his life period was 70 years. It was “365.25×70=25567.5 days”. We think that last “0.5” is all our blood relationship in the darkness that exists between evening glow and morning glow.

Reference 687
The Varukers “Another Religion Another War” (1984)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me when I was watching Southern truth and closing eyes for a while at library, she called “All her present modern sugary support” that was existed to save my injured heart by a little lightness
Words:
One day in winter, I heard a rumor that my black friend married good girl. So I planed party where my white friends will attend. I called Father and white couple who married recently. Our party took place on New Year’s Eve night in leap year. It was called “Core of magma” by all our friends. After we enjoyed drinking and eating foods, my white friend exploded cracker and all my white friends went home. Yes, remained persons were black couple and white couple, Father and me. And black and white couples swore forever love in front of Father at 12 o'clock midnight. I took many photos nearby them. Yes, I think black and white couples realized all their future pains at the same time in their fortune. Next morning, I could see clear sunrise for my heart. All my creation was 2 Mobius Bands that were made from white heads and black tails. Yes, there is no head and tail in our minds. One Mobius Band exists for all black and white motherly hearts, which was created by earth’s yearly round. Other Mobius Band exists for all black and white daughter hearts, which was created by rotation of the earth. Yes, 2 changing points from black to white on Mobius Bands were times when we could get clear morning glow.

Core Word:
Human Stoicism

Reference 688
Chaotic Dischord “Now! That’s what I call a fuckin’ racket (Vol.1)” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic sacrificial prepared warlike heated acceptance for worldwide crimes” that was existed to save all peaceful smiles in Southern lovely families
Words:
He is good scientist who treasures love and peace above all things. His good point is in the possibility that will be able to clear worldwide problem by one idea.
One night, Mars and Jupiter visited at his office. They said to him that they got information that Southern King are searching diamond ring for putting on fourth finger of Southern Queen. They came from the South to his Northern office. Distance between core of magma and Jupiter was 1, and distance between core of magma and Mars was 2 in the South. And distance between core of magma and his office is 3. “It is easy to solve your problem,” he said to them, “Please image all your traces around the sun. It will create diamond rings for Southern Queen. Scales of your diamond rings expanded from Southern 2 and 3 to Northern 4 and 9. It will be good scales for your dreams.” “But all our traces around the sun are elliptic in the cosmos,” Jupiter asked him, “How you can solve this problem?” He answered, “There are only 2 points that you can see elliptic orbit as one circle in the cosmos. These 2 points will be good places where Southern King and Queen can get diamond rings you imaged.” Yes, he gave good idea for all their dreams.

Reference 689
Chaos Z “Ohne Gnade” (1982)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her Northern historical brutal core description” that was existed to save all human historical unheard voices in the war
Words:
There was strawberry field in the North. Any farmers were working with their families at here but all fathers had to go to Southern battlefield by the war. So labor forces were decreased by degrees.
Winter black night, one small girl was living with her mother at cabin nearby strawberry field. Her father went to Southern battlefield, so their lives were in trouble. Her mother took out some strawberries from fridge at cabin and said to her, “Please eat with me and believe father’s safety.” “Why strawberry color is red?” she asked her mother. Her mother kept quiet for a while and said, “Let’s go to the church from now on.” After they visited at the church called “Core of magma” and prayed to God. Father started to speak next story to her.
“Winter black night, one father grew some strawberries at cabin to eat with his family. But he had to go to battlefield after some days would pass. So he called white dove at night. White dove ate some strawberries and made descendants prosper. After he had gone to battlefield, many white doves created strawberry field and created village where any humans will be living under the moonlight. All white doves gave them any lights under the moonlight. But after some days had passed, they could watch clear morning glow for the first time, by the cause of all their pains. Yes, all humans were saved by the powers of white doves.”
After Father's speaking, she prayed to Jesus with her mother for 40 minutes in the church. Their praying was 240 degrees to make one circle. And Father’s power was “1.5”. 240×1.5=360 Yes, they could get one circle and could watch morning glow that is rising in the east. And they had spent Northern 40 years in the church. When they went home under the sun, they could meet father who was working at strawberry field. Yes, they could get fortune again. And she believes that strawberry red must be morning glow. We think there is no error in her mind.

Core Word:
All her human white heavenly heart when she knew the truth that Japanese old women hold orange and blueberry party while eating hardtacks and talking about past memories in the World War Ⅱ

Reference 690
Disaster “War Cry” (1991)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All my human historical endless six distinct clear core nightmare” that was existed to save all her animal lover souls
Words:
My first dream of the year was good.
I traveled with her from 1st place to 4th place. 1st place was Southern wild ground where we met black refugee for the first time. He became our good friend who traveled with us. Our chaos level was “1.5” in painful days. We went to the sea by my driving jeep and rid on the ship. Then we went to Australia and traveled to desert ridding on camels. Our painful degree was high, but we were saved by squall that we were sometimes caught. We could be living at oasis. Our chaos level was changed into “1.0”. Yes, all our saved painful degree was “1.0/1.5=0.666”. And we went to the sea ridding on camels again. We rid on the ship and traveled to New Zealand and went to the city. We could rest for a while in peaceful smiles under the sun. Our chaos level was changed into “0.5”, so all our saved painful degree was “0.5/1.5=0.333”. Finally, we went to the sea and traveled to the Antarctic Continent by the ship. Yes, this place was the best place we felt, because here was the freedom of many penguins she loves. I could enjoy playing football with penguins. And he was sometimes playing with me. She was looking at us with good smiles. Yes, our chaos level was “0.0” at here. And all our pains were changed into “0.0”. And I got up in my bed. It was just 4 o'clock in the morning. It will be caused by 2 o’clock hour hand reflected on the pool at oasis.

Core Word:
All her dreamy needs to keep friendship with animal lover young boy who had recovered from leukaemia and is running metal goods shop called “Wind of Knives” caused by his word: “All my work is light blue act to keep strong bonds with your nightmarish red”

Reference 691
AOA “Who are they trying to con” (1985)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after we had finished night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful mad exciting black hole hardcore acts for taking sacrificial bloody suspended heart shots” that was existed to save all our joyful horoscope with Middle East children under the night sky
Words:
He is good Father who has been working at church and has been saving family of 5 that was created by his 2 daughters and son, his wife and him. He was running convent where had been in strict rules. He sometimes wrote some words in Testament with his wife and children in daytime and played poker with his wife and children to give joy for his family. After some years had passed and his Country had gotten peace, some Sisters in his convent married good boyfriends and got free. And many Sisters went to Middle East and worked as nurse to save refugees. So we held the party where any Sisters and Middle Eastern refugees attended at wild ground in the Middle East. We enjoyed eating sweet cakes and drinking juices with Middle East children. And just before the party was ended, Father's son exploded cracker. Yes, he is good young who was our friend at that time. And we pitched camps and prayed to God for Middle Eastern fortune at night. Yes, all Sisters became good white angels. It was the time when Father had won by 4 cards made by 4 Aces and King of Hearts. It was Father’s “111113 plan” to save today’s world.

Reference 692
Chaos U.K “Short Sharp Shock” (1984)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our human historical sacrificial diversified primitive hopeful peaceful fine touch description for all equalities” that was existed to save all Southern historical painful truths and to keep all Southern historical white memories
Words:
One day, we heard a rumor that our black friend married good girlfriend. So we held the party where many our white friends attended. We called Father who is working at church where we pray to our God habitually. In our party, black couple swore forever love in front of Father. Yes, it was good rainy day for him and her. But he didn’t have diamond ring to put on her fourth finger. So Father spoke next words to them.
“Please image 2 figures of X on XY plane. X axis is quantity of fire and water, and Y axis is chaos level in the world. One figure of X exists for Northern world at left place, other figure of X exists for Southern world at right place. In Southern world, all fire and water, and all chaos level had been higher than Northern world, according to historical truth. So Southern X exists at upper right hand, comparing with Northern X and expecting help from the North. And if Southern chaos level becomes equal level to Northern chaos level by the cooperation with our white friends, one big diamond will be created by the combination of Northern X and Southern X. It must be best diamond to make your dreams come true.” Yes, it was best words to present all our wills in the world.

Reference 693
Antisect “In darkness, there is no choice” (1983)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me after my night live act in winter, she called “All our Northern historical hopeful painful iron degrees between coldness and hotness” that was existed to get human equality in our world
Words:
I can't forget the time when punk rock movement started in our Country. Clubs were increasing in the city by degrees and our friends were increasing too. Yes, I had experienced so much heat at clubs. I want to image the figure of X on XY plane. X axis is fire and water, and we believe these are constant in our world. And Y axis is our chaos level. Our live acts were in core of the cross. Yes, our core of the cross went up by degrees with increasing chaos level every night. And we could get many diamonds by overlaps of figures of X. Yes, these diamonds are all our expensive goods that we could create by our heart beats in the world.

Reference 694
The Varukers “Protest and Survive (The Varukers E.P.)” (1981)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our Northern historical patriotic friendly hopeful windless night needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all her mind’s coldness in the world
Words:
Winter night, she said that her mother worry about worldwide coldness and has been in bed ever since. So I spoke next words to her.
“I'd like to present some flowers for your mother. These flowers are like figure of X that had grown up and had gotten energy in worldwide constant fire and water. My cutting points by iron clipper are like Northern historical dark places in your mind and all blooming points of flowers are like Northern present peaceful sunshine places in your mind. Spring will come soon. I want you to get good flowers for your mother.”

Reference 695
Anti-System “Defence of the Realm EP” (1983)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home 3 o’clock in the afternoon, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful sweet childish peaceful needs for upper right” that was existed to save all our painful acts in the world
Words:
Winter afternoon, she worried about coldness in the world at beach. So I spoke next story to her.
“A long time ago, one water woman started off from the North to the South by the ship, having some seeds of sunflower. After the sun was created by all human pains, many lakes changed into the sea. Yes, she arrived in Southern big Island and met Southern King and Queen. Her role was planting seeds of sunflower and growing sunflowers in the South. Yes, all her works were succeeded by the power of sunshine. Then Southern big Island became good place where many foreigners visit at sunflower fields, and trade agreement was established between the North and the South.”
After my speaking, I added next words.
“On XY plane I created in my mind, X is quantity of fire and water, and Y is energy level. Sunflowers energy went up by constant fire and water, after quantity of all fire and water in the Earth moved to right by constant energy. Yes, it created figure of “L”, which meant all our revolutionary left minds at 3 o’clock that was made by your minute hand and my hour hand.”

Reference 696
Oi Polloi “Resist the Atomic Menace” (1986)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her Northern historical hopeful Christian silent salty core motion” that was existed to save all my human historical fateful core nightmare in the world
Words:
I can’t forget the time when punk rock movement had started in my Country and I had been listening to punk rock music every night.
I had grown up in working class. Yes, my family was always in core of the world. When I was teenager, I said to my father after supper at home, “I'd like to go to club for the first time from now on.” It was Friday the 13th and stormy night in winter. My mother was washing dishes at kitchen. “It is free,” my father said to me, “If you go to club to join punk rock friends, I will go to club to join jazz music friends. But distance between punk club and jazz club is large like distance between the North and the South. Yes, your act may be forever parting from my heart. Important words for punk club are “Red revolutionary hearts” and “Blue victim in pain”, and important words for jazz club are “Green family” and “Blue friendship”. These words are all natural for all humans. But I think you are too young to get revolutionary mind and to live with victim in pain. How will you do?” Yes, I didn't want to be parted from my father's heart, so I decided to sleep in my bed until the sun will rise. Then I had experienced all worldwide painful dreams. And when I got up in the morning, I could see clear sun of the window. I could get important word “Green waiting for my family”. My father invited me to jazz rock concert at this night. My father said that it will take place at my mind between the North and the South. And when I went to high school next morning, my black friend said to me, “I could get important word “Red away in heavy rain”.
After some years had passed and I had reached man's estate, I could get many friends at punk clubs. Yes, my world changed from “2×2=4 world” to “3×3=9 world”. It will be natural way for me who treasure family with all my friends.

Reference 697
Vex “Sanctuary” (1984)



Image:
Crater Lake you invited me after my night live act, you called “All our Northern historical friendly core prayer” that was existed to save all Southern historical souls in our world
Words:
I'd like to believe in next story when I talk about Southern historical truth with you in the world.
“A long time ago, there were Northern grape fields and Southern apple fields in the world. Winter night, Northern King worried about Southern painful world at Northern castle. In the South, many farmers were working heavily at apple field in the rain. Yes, Northern pain was spiritual pain and Southern pain was physical pain. 1st power in Southern society was “0.0003”. 1st power of the sun was “0.0007” and power of rainfall has the power to change all powers into 10 times powers, because all rainfall was the proof of Southern painful labors. Yes, 2nd power in Southern society was changed into “0.003” and 2nd power of the sun was changed into “0.007” by the power of rainfall. 3rd power in Southern society was “0.03” and 3rd power of the sun was “0.07”. 4th power in Southern society was “0.3” and 4th power of the sun was “0.7”. It was the time when we could get equilibrium among social power, fire power and water power. The sea was created and trade agreement was established between Northern grapes and Southern apples. Yes, all our clubs for night live acts are in “0.5 world” between “0.3 Southern society” and “0.7 power of the sun”.

Reference 698
Venom “Welcome to Hell” (1981)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her Northern historical silent prayer to our painful night live acts” that was existed to save all our white doves injured by the war in our minds
Words:
She is good Christian girl. When I was living with my friends in the house to play night live acts every night, she sometimes came to our house and gave us some gifts. For example, these were some fruits, candies and foods she cooked. One day, I found one coin on the table after I went back to the house. My friend said she had put it for me who went to club. There was a letter nearby coin. Her letter said, “All my will with white doves”. Yes, I understood. Coin showed tail for my eyes, so upper left hand corner of coin mean her white dove heart, upper right hand corner mean her heart, lower left hand corner mean my white dove heart, and lower right hand corner mean my heart. Then I played music loudly at club. And when I went back to the house, I realized that one coin showed head with her letter. Letter said, “All my way to the future”. Yes, I understood that our left doves changed into the right and our right hearts changed into the left. It was good her massage for my heart.

Reference 699
The Varukers “Led to the Slaughter” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee he made for me at home, he called “All our human historical hopeful friendly unseen endless salty desire” that was existed to save all Northern historical animal lover dreams in the world
Words:
One day, he invited me to coffee shop. It was cloudy day but I expected good rainfall after this time. “How we can fly with white doves in the sky?” I asked him while drinking coffee. “It is easy,” he answered, “All our wills are looking toward core of magma and all our energies are higher than white dove energies. Please image our figures reflected on the lake at sunrise. All power that makes our figures set up toward the sun is horizon that you wrote from left to right by white pen and rotated 180 degrees in your mind. And we will be able to lead white doves by strong powers in the sky.” Yes, his idea was best for my heart.

Reference 700
Potential Threat “What’s so great Britain!” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful fateful crazy rainy core prayer to my metal cross” that was existed to get the sun on Friday the 13th in the world
Words:
Summer night, I went to the church with her. Yes, we were searching any lights in the darkness. Father handed one coin to me and said, “This is called “06” coin that mean one point. Please use it for getting 4 dimensional world with her.” Yes, I couldn't understand Father's word at first time. So we went back to our house where our friends are living. We talked about anything with my friends to solve the mystery of one coin. And she said to us after we finished eating supper, “I understood! Let’s go to the lake from now on.” I started off from our house to the lake by train. We arrived at the lake at midnight. We were looking at the moon reflected on the lake for a while. And she spoke next mystery of coin to me.
“One coin was presentation to get 4 dimensional world for us. Coin was one kind of 0 dimensional world for our eyes. It was “06” that Father presented for us. And “06” was changed into “∂0” by turning head into tail of coin for our eyes. It was 1 dimensional world toward core of magma and preparation to get 3 dimensional world for us. And “∂0” was changed into “06” reflected on window in night train. It was 2 dimensional world for our eyes. Now, we got “0P” that “06” was reflected on the lake under the moonlight. It was our 3 dimensional world. All my expectation is getting “06” again by rotating “0P” 180 degrees around the axis of horizon under the sun. It will be 4 dimensional world for us. Finally, we will be able to get infinite dimensional world at high noon by the powers of heaviness and lightness.”
Yes, I'd like to believe in her words. I had experienced sunray every morning. I can’t lose sunrise to live with her in the world.

Reference 701
Disorder “Perdition” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine I poured for you after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, called “Your white pearl in the heaviness” that was prepared to get human equality in the world
Words:
One night, he held the party called “Fruit world”. I attended this party with you, Sister and Father who are working at church where we have prayed to Jesus habitually. It was good rainy day. Your 5 black friends gathered in our party. Yes, 6 white humans at this party are Sister and Father, him and his girlfriend, you and me. We had enjoyed eating fruits and drinking with 5 black friends for long time. Finally, he exploded 1st cracker and his girlfriend exploded 2nd cracker. Father's heart scale is 100, human's heart scale is 10, and all our scales of smallest wills are 1 in our minds. Yes, his 1st cracker had the power to divide Father’s heart scale into “10×10” and to save Father’s soul. And her 2nd cracker had the power to divide each 10 scale into 1 scale and to save human souls. So all white heart scales and black heart scales were divided into “1×10”, and Father’s heart scale were divided into “1×10×10”. Yes, we had created 110 smallest wills in our minds. It was his good idea for our hearts that treasure friendship between black and white.

Reference 702
Yes “Fragile” (1972)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home on Friday the 13th, she called “All her present modern hopeful friendly stormy core writing” that was existed to save all my historical nightmares in the world
Words:
Winter night, I went to the church. My purpose was 2 questions to Father. I asked Father, “What is the most important role for me in the world? And what is the role of fires in the world?” Father answered, “All my heart scale is 10000, all worldwide war scale is 10, and all your writing scale is 1. Yes, war scale is “10/10000=0.001” for my heart. But you had grown up between all war truth and all your writing. So your heart scale is “(10+1)/2=5.5”. Yes, war scale is “10/5.5=1.8181” for your heart. Your role is writing songs in night room. Your darkness will be saved by candle lights your girlfriend lighted on. It’s role of fires.” “Yes, I understood,” I said to Father and I took out cigarette case and put cigarette in my mouth. And Father lighted on my cigarette by his matchstick. “I decided to divide my heart into 5.5 scales,” Father said to me, “It will be all proof of our friendship between you and me.”

Reference 703
The Varukers “Massacred Millions” (1984)



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Red Sea where you invited me after Japan tour, you called “All our human historical bloody stormy salty relationship” that is existed to keep friendship with Japanese friends in through the heated air
Words:
She is good girl. She had grown up in good family of 4. Yes, her childhood was good memories for her. But when she was 16 years old, she doubted the world and sometimes resisted her father's will. Yes, her family was in crisis. And she got boyfriend. He invited her to our live concert. Next morning, they went to the church and prayed to Jesus for all their pains. Father presented an apple for them. Yes, she believed in Father's heart. He invited her to his home and they ate an apple in his room. And he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. And she went home alone. Next morning, Father's smallest wills were saved by the sun. All Father's smallest wills were in apple core. So many wills were accelerated in the cosmos and flew around in the cosmos. And some wills went back to the Earth with sunray.
After 4 years had passed in leap year, she reached woman's estate. Her mother prepared an apple at breakfast. She ate some pieces of an apple with her brother, her mother and father. One Father's smallest will entered piece of an apple she had eaten. It was Father's strong will that treasures all families above all things. Yes, apple was very sweet for her heart. And her heart needed family love. Her family was saved by Father's will.
This story is all proof of our friendship with Japanese young to give our message for them in our world.

Reference 704
Deep Purple “Live in Japan” (1972)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before I started to play night live act and I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at backstage, she called “All her human historical heated bloody core victim in pain like a girl who is throwing stones” that was existed to give any lights for all creatures and to keep friendship with them by constant energy in the Earth
Words:
One day in winter, Father had created new church to save all souls in the Earth. First visitor at new church was young boy who was 16 years old. “I doubt the world. I need your help,” he said to Father. Father handed a piece of paper that next mysterious word had been written.
“4+1=5, 1.1/10-0.9/10=0.2, 1.1/11-0.9/11=0.01818”
Yes, he couldn't understand Father's word at first time. And he went home alone in the snowfall.
When he reached man's estate and he started to work as laborer, he could understand Father's word for the first time. It was next words to inform Father’s word to the world.
“We had been born as a child who had 2 legs and 2 hands. Then we knew importance of writing words. It is “4+1=5”. But environment problem led to crisis that some kind of animals has been decreasing. World scale is 10, increasing human smallest wills scale is 1.1, and decreasing animal smallest wills scale is 0.9. So, human separate degree from decreasing animals is “1.1/10-0.9/10=0.2". But if world scale is changed into 11, human separate degree from decreasing animals will be decreased into “1.1/11-0.9/11=0.01818”. Yes, it is necessary for all human friendship with all animals that we must expand the world.”
And he went to the church with his girlfriend who is animal lover. Father was waiting for his coming while putting a cigarette in mouth. He lighted on Father’s cigarette by his matchstick and said to Father, “I’d like to inform your massage to the whole of cosmos.” “Thank you for your kindness,” Father said to him, “I’d like to call your act “All my Holy Smoke”. Yes, he got good white to talk about today’s world with us.

Core Word:
All her present modern human dreamy truth that leukaemic boy became chief of police and leukaemic girl became chief of animal lover party, and he is sometimes fighting with her party, to keep friendship with all past leukaemic children who are suffering for red and black world, which they will call “All their recovery of blood relationship with Northern historical humans who had been fighting with cold metallic truth and all their works when they shake hands with industrial technicians to change the world by heated hands of all their friends who had experienced leukaemia in childhood

Reference 705
Oi Polloi “In Defence of our Earth” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All her present modern coldest metallic core prayer to sunflowers in our summer vacation nearby the Baltic Sea” that was existed to keep all human historical unheard happy child lovely friendly voices on Friday the 13th in the world
Words:
He is good Father who is working at church nearby our home. One day, he collected small girls in the church and spoke next story to them.
“A long time ago, there were so many wars in the world. I’d like to call it “Cold War” like today's world. One night in winter, Northern village people were talking about their country while watching full moon. Yes, all their desires were going back to the moon for their peaceful minds. But next day, it started to rain heavily. It was endless rain caused by the war. Coldness increased by degrees. Heavy rain changed into heavy storm. Finally, the Earth had changed into iron ball, spending long time. All human wills were left in iron core. But in summer, iron Earth had been melted by sun heat with your hot hearts and had changed into small sun. And the moon started to be melted by small sun. In the moon, storm, clouds, and air had been created with rainfall. And many creatures grew up. And human souls could experience rebirth on the moon, because all human smallest wills were moved to the moon ground with sunray. Yes, all human in the Earth could return to the country in their hearts.”
After his speaking, all small girls got happiness. And all their smiles saved their parents who have been tired at all wars in the world.

Reference 706
Disorder “More Noize E.P.” (1991)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act, she called “All her human historical hopeful friendly sacrificial too hungry straight heated night shots” that was existed to save all my human historical fateful longtime battle in the world
Words:
He is good father who has been saving family of 5 that was created by his grandmother and grandfather, his wife and daughter.
One day, he went to battlefield under the command of his chief. He had to fight with the war in daytime. And he camped out with his chief and any other soldiers every night. One night, one soldier came here by driving jeep and handed a photo to him with some food boxes prepared to distribute for soldiers. This photo was his family photo that his grandmother and grandfather, his wife and daughter are smiling at home. His chief lighted on cigarette by matchstick and gave a fire of matchstick for him to make his watching good for his family photo. “I had created black hole to save your heart,” his chief said to him, “It will be best to save your family heart by historical star lights that was shining in black hole for long time.” “But your saving was very short-time,” he said. “Don’t worry,” his chief said and added, “All my saving was 5 seconds. It will be enough to save all your wills of family night dream by 440 years stars lights from black hole I had created.”

Reference 707
Discharge “Decontrol-The Singles” (2002)



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Lower left hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home, called “All our sorrows to your heart” that was prepared for expanding our souls to save the Middle East in through the sun
Words:
One night, he held the party where many our friends and his girlfriend attended. Yes, I was the unemployed at that time. Some friends were the unemployed too. All our wills were joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. I wanted to forget all my anger at that time. Yes, his kindness was good. After we had enjoyed eating foods and drinking, we played poker with him. Winner in our rule was person who made 4 cards. Yes, we played poker again and again. But he couldn't win for long time. So his girlfriend entered a joker in our trump cards to make him win easily. Yes, he could win at midnight. He said to us, “Tonight was great for my heart. I could enjoy by the grace of all your hearts. Thank you very much for your kindness. And I'd like to say to you finally. Our world is made by cube. It’s my joke.” I thought he said good joke, because I promised with my girlfriend that we would go to our night room after this time.
After some days had passed, I caught telephone from him. He said that he is talking in the city of Middle East. And he said that my next work was carrying fruits boxes with my friends from warehouse to the ship that will go to the Middle East. Yes, my heart was saved from the darkness of unemployment by the grace of his official heart. And you said to me, “He is great winner by 4 cards made by 4 Aces and King of Hearts.”

Reference 708
Chelsea “same title” (1979)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic peaceful needs for a few audience on stormy day” that was existed to keep all silent fire conversational equalities between Japanese old ladies and us in the Bon Festival
Words:
He is good chief of labor union.
When I started to play music, I was searching black pen to write songs. Yes, it must be best pen to play music with my friends.
One day in the morning, I went to department store with her and was looking at display of many pens in show window from street. But all black pens were expensive. “What’s the matter with you?” someone approached us and said to me. “Don’t worry,” I responded to him, “I am going to go home from now on.” The person was him. “Please wait for a while. All my money in my wallet is $50. I’d like to distribute $25 in my wallet for your buying black pen,” he said to me. “Really? I want to take your money gladly,” I said and I bought $25 black pen. Then he bought $25 black pen too. We invited him to coffee shop nearby department store at high noon. He spoke next words to me while drinking coffee.
“My plan is writing letters with my 24 friends who are working at my labor union, using black pen I had bought. All our letters will be prepared to return for all letters that your 24 friends had written to us. Please write all your complaints and hopes to us on your letters. The number of letters are 25×25×2=1250. It will be good revolution that I create with you.” Yes, he will be my good friend who will be our friend at the same time in our circle.

Reference 709
Minor Threat “same title” (1981)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home in winter, she called “All our human historical patriotic friendly expected risky unseen endless cold warlike random iron goods all my friends put on body and soul” that was existed to make all our painful degree increase and to get worldwide hotness in the world
Words:
A long time ago, King and Queen were living in the Southern Palace. They had 2 daughters who they expected to make descendants prosper in their village. But their life was so severe, because they had suffered for endless rain and coldness. So, all painful degree of village people continued to increase by degrees. All they prayed to God for their pains at 6 o'clock in the afternoon. And King’s pain was saved by Queen’s heart 12 o’clock midnight. Their important 4 things were magma energy, human energy, civilized energy, and sun energy that they will expect to get after this time. Yes, they could get the sun, spending long time by all their painful lives. And they created 2nd Palace in the village under the sunshine. They had succeeded in making all energies increase. Yes, magma, human, civilized, and sun energies were increasing by degrees. And when all lakes had changed into the sea by the grace of heavy rain all over the world, all their lives were saved by worldwide trade agreements. Yes, their painful degrees decreased. And finally, they could get constant energy of the sun and constant quantity of waters, by equilibrium between sun energy and magma energy. Then King's 2 daughters married 2 Princes and lived at 2nd Palace in the happiness of all village people.
This story will be the reason why we sometimes use digital clock that 6 o'clock in the afternoon was changed into 18 o'clock and 12 o'clock midnight was changed into 0 o'clock for all our friends who believe in black pen and all civilized energies to create all our families.

Reference 710
Poison Idea “Pick your King E.P.” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act on Friday the 13th when I was in labor dispute, she called “All her human historical hopeful expectation of Jesus hot blood” that was existed to save all her Christian friend’s nightmares from cold rainfall in the world
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to my night live act. I'd like to talk about anything with you from now on. There are 10000 words concerned about my world in my mind and there are 100 words concerned about the sun in my mind. And there are 10000 words concerned about your world in your mind and there are 100 words concerned about the sun in your mind, too. I'd like to treasure 100 words concerned about the sun above all things. Bound degrees of these important 100 words are “100/10000=0.01 degrees” in my world. And my important 100 words will be changed into “100×100=10000 words” by the grace of friendship with you. Yes, bound degrees of our important 10000 words will be changed into “10000/(10000×10000)=0.0001 degrees” in our world by our friendly free conversations. I'd like to talk about happy futures with you under the sunshine by our core hearts.
From your friend who treasures family above all things

Reference 711
Wretched “Libero Di Vivere/Libero Di Morire” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home after I went back from labor to create fountain under the moonlight, she called “All my human historical national sacrificial strict controlled patriotic rainy core prayer to invisible multiplier powers” that was existed to save all her Northern historical repeated daily nightmares concerned about the South
Words:
A long time ago, black family was living in Southern village. It was family of 3 that had been created by parents and daughter. Daughter was good small black girl. All village people were in painful lives. But her good smiles always saved their painful lives.
Friday the 13th in February, their painful degrees reached maximum and the sun was created naturally. And it had continued to storm heavily for long time. St. Valentine's Day morning, she sent massage in a bottle to the lake in heavy rain. There were her chocolate gift and her good smiley photo in a bottle. Then heavy storm made all lakes change into the sea, spending for a month. And her family moved to Southern top of the mountain with all village people. It spent for a month too. When all they had arrived at Southern top of the mountain, they knew there was big Palace where Southern King and Queen were living. It stopped raining and they approached to Palace under the sun. And she noticed that small black boy is coming to her. Yes, he was Prince and he presented candy gift for her. He said to her, “Thanks for your chocolate gift. This is my White Day gift for you.” Good couple was born.
This story is the reason why we sometimes enjoy at Hawaiian beach under the sun.

Reference 712
MDC “Millions of Dead Cops” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home after supper, she called “All her human historical friendly respective hopeful anxious dirty crude dear prayer to peaceful world after World War Ⅱ” that was existed to save all her mother’s talk about all memories in the war
Words:
He is good technician who has been working at watch maker. He was saving family of 4 that was created by his daughter and son, his wife and him. He worked intently to save his family. But one day, it proved that his handmade watch gains by about 4 minutes in a day. I think it must be caused by his wife's worries about some wars in the world. Because her worries were saved by his heart at night and her painful minds made the sun energy increase. Yes, the Earth got strong lights and got high speed move around the sun. And when her Country got peace and there was no worry in his wife's heart, it proved that his handmade watch was correct. It was New Year's Eve in leap year. Yes, his works were saved by peaceful sunray to keep his family love.

Reference 713
The Varukers “Die for your Government” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee he made for me after taking to the streets, he called “All our human historical friendly hopeful patriotic distinct lovely repeated silent peaceful soulful encouragement” that was existed to save all exciting soldier wills at today’s battlefield
Words:
He is Japanese good chief of our antiwar party. His nickname is “Crow”. He was born in 1933 and his wife was born in 1945. Yes, he had experienced the World War Ⅱ in his youth but she didn't know the truth of tragic war. They had grown up in good family while listening to any music as well as we are listening to. When she was 18 years old, she joined antiwar party according to his peaceful invitation. Yes, he was 30 years old at that time when the Beatles released first album in 1963. We know very well that all his friends were always listening to the Beatles and any other music on 45 rpm and 33 rpm. They enjoyed listening to some 7 inch records at home where some friends gathered. Yes, their chaos level was 1.5 and their core level was 30 that was created by “1.5×30=45”. And after their hard acts in daytime, they rested while listening to 12 inch LP records at coffee shop where many friends gathered. Yes, their chaos level was 6.6 and their core level was 5 that was created by “6.6×5=33”. And when he is 33 years old and she is 21 years old, she accepted his proposal at coffee shop in winter. Yes, their marriage ceremony took place when the Beatles came to Japan in 1966. All his friend's desire was flying in the night sky with him. All their chaos level was 6.6 and the Beatles created 6.6 chaos level at live concert. Yes, all their souls could fly in the night sky by the support of the Beatles. We’d like to call this story “Red Rose Myth”. All we believe that red roses are beautiful. So we want to believe that our Myth is truth.

Reference 714
Conflict U.S. “Last Hour” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered at Japanese night restaurant in Tokyo, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful peaceful sentimental core prayer to my human fateful unseen rusty crude rotten brutal depraved evil pretty metal cross” that was existed to save all nightmares at battlefield in the war
Words:
She is good Japanese girl who had experienced the World War Ⅱ in her childhood. Her family was family of 3 that was supported by her mother and father. All her saved degrees were denoted by “S=0.1^X+0.1^Y+0.1^Z”. X is her mother's will, Y is her father's will, and Z is her will. After the World War Ⅱ ended, they prayed to God for all Japanese peace at shrine. It was 3 o’clock in the afternoon. “X=Y=Z=1 and S=0.3” Yes, all their wills were existed to work for Japanese peace. Then waning moon was shining at this night and they got Ace of Hearts. In Japanese high speed economic growth, they prayed to God for all Japanese future at shrine. It was 6 o’clock in the afternoon. “X=0, Y=Z=1, and S=1.2” She worked as good office lady. Yes, her mother's will were existed to save family and her will was existed to work with her father for Japanese future. Then new moon was shining at this night and they got Ace of Diamonds. And when she got good boyfriend and married him, they prayed to God for all their family peace at shrine. It was 9 o’clock in the morning. “X=Y=0, Z=1, and S=2.1” Yes, all her parents wills were existed to save family and her will was existed to work with him. Then waxing moon was shining at this night and they got Ace of Clubs. And when she knew she got pregnant for the first time, they prayed to God for all their family future at shrine. It was 0 o’clock at high noon. “X=Y=Z=0 and S=3” Yes, all their wills were existed to save family above all things. Then full moon was shining at this night and they got Ace of Spades. It was the time when we got win by 4 cards with all their wills in our world.

Core Word:
All her sugar cubes heart dreams in the afternoon, she called “Red cups of black coffee her mother was drinking in the World War Ⅱ”

Reference 715
Hellkrusher “Buildings for the Rich” (1992)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after our night live acts in winter, she called “All our human historical 360 degrees friendly hopeful too much hot diving” that was existed to save all Southern historical victim in pain in the world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I went to club and played music loudly. After my playing, I went to pub and drank with my friends all night long. And I thought of good plan to create human equality in our world. “It is very simple,” I said to my girlfriend, “I want to write “Big X” on the whole of 50th page in my Bible. It is all my plan.” All my friends kept quiet for a while and my girlfriend said, “I understood! I think "Big X” was created by degrees of deregulation and degrees of our pain. “Big X” will create half diamond by 180 degrees rotation when we turn over the page. It means that all diamonds must be cut into half and half diamonds must be distributed to black slaves for all human equality in our world. So many diamonds will be sold by cheap price in white society and black society. It will be good for economic growth in both societies by the powers of multiplier effects. “Quite so,” I said to her, “I'd like to inform my plan to all my friends. All my friends will inform my plan to any other friends. Yes, my plan expands to large area. Finally, the nation in my Country will know my plan.” “It’s good! I will tell your plan to my friends tomorrow morning,” my friend said loudly and we went home each other.
Next afternoon, I got up in my bed. Yes, I had slept for long time at home. I noticed there was Bible nearby my pillow. I took it and opened in my bed. A piece of paper fell from Bible. Next word was written on a piece of paper. “Do you write “Big X” on my Bible? From your father” I was depressed at all. I won’t write some scrawls on Bible from now on. It was strong regulation for my heart.

Reference 716
EATER “Doomsday Troops” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful neutral heated metallic needs for future and today” that was existed to save all her mother’s silent night talk that had known all details in the war
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we held the party where all our friends attended. And I knew that good Russian girlfriend had joined our party. Her family exiled themselves to America from Soviet Union. After we enjoyed eating and drinking while talking about anything, I talked next my plan to my girlfriend.
“All we were born after World War Ⅱ. So my generation is in the square that has 4 sharp corners of 90 degrees: (0,0), (1,0), (1,1), and (0,1) on XY plane in my mind. X is core level and Y is chaos level. All our lives were started from (0,0) point that was existed at lower left hand corner of the square. I'd like to prepare 3 crackers for our parties to create our own world. I will explode each cracker at 3 parties. 1st cracker will be prepared at point of “XY=0.1 and X=Y=0.3162” at this party. Yes, all we need the same chaos level as core level in the world. 2nd cracker will be prepared at point of “XY=0.3 and X=Y=0.5477” at the time when Russian girlfriend got good boyfriend. 3rd cracker will be prepared at point of “XY=0.5 and X=Y=0.7071” at the time when Russian girlfriend will finish writing letter for President in our Country. It will be good plan to get peace in all our friendship.”
After my speaking, she talked my plan to my black friend. He showed good smile to me and he needed to shake hands for my heart. Yes, it was good fortune for our blood relationship in our world.

Reference 717
Final Conflict “Ashes to Ashes” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after my night live act, she called “All my human historical friendly hopeful chaotic silent heated metallic inclined drinking” that was existed to save all her maximum core family heart on the way of going home in the world
Words:
One day, last lecture of elementary school teacher took place nearby the beach in Hawaii. Many boys and girls were listening to his lecture in the room. Summary is next.
“Xmas morning, an angel was flying in blue sky. He cared about Southern friends, so he was flying toward the South. Then he suffered for Southern heaviness. It started to rain heavily. Finally, he had not been able to fly in the sky. And he rid on the boat and went down on the river to the South. When he arrived at Southern village, he knew that many Southern farmers were suffering for the war and many farmers were in fear of the war. He had been working as farmer in Southern village. Then all Southern village people moved to the top of the mountain according to rainy invitation. And many lakes changed into the sea. When he got friendship and strong bonds in the South, he wrote some massages to the North. And he sent a massage in a bottle to the sea. After some days had passed, a girl got it at Northern beach. She handed it to Northern King. Yes, it was the starting point to save Southern humans by the powers of Northern humans. I want you to image curve of “XY=1.0” on XY plane. X is core level and Y is chaos level. Northern historical point is (0.5,2.0) on curve of “XY=1.0”. And Southern historical point is (1.0,1.0) on curve of “XY=1.0”. Yes, all powers that made him move from the North to the South may be a water chute along the curve of “XY=1.0” in summertime when you are enjoying with your family at amusement grounds under the sun.

Reference 718
Discharge “Fight Back” (1980)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at Japanese restaurant, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful sunny 45 degrees heated hardcore kindly axis” that was existed to save all my chaotic tragic wild full hurt nightmare at Japanese library
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One day in summer, I went to coffee shop with her. It was a fine day. When I was drinking coffee with her, I noticed that her necklace was diamond necklace. She said that she bought it in Tokyo. “Why you had bought it in Tokyo?” I asked her. And she spoke next reason to me.
“After the World War Ⅱ, Tokyo had been in chaos for a while. But all Japanese treasured family. Yes, Tokyo's energy was made by core energy and chaos energy. But all energy is constant to keep society like “X+Y=2T” on XY plane. X is core energy, Y is chaos energy, and T is time. Japanese in Tokyo was searching any happiness in chaotic world. So their needs was like “XY=T^2” on XY plane. But too much need for chaos energy and too much need for core energy were prohibited by their social rule. All they tried to keep all equality in chaotic world. And their energy got equilibrium at (1.0,1.0), when time was “1.0”. And Japanese got good peace in the world, after they had experienced high economic growth. Yes, all power that made me buy diamond necklace may be “Total 1.0 point” that many Japanese was writing some poems after the World War Ⅱ.”

Reference 719
Discard “Death from Above” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby the beach in winter, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful animal lover guinea piggy salty minimum hardcore needs for smallest diamond in sunny cold brightness” that was existed to get warlike 4 sharpness in the world
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When we were playing music while working as laborers, I invited her to coffee shop in the afternoon. It was a fine day. I thought that I had better buy a present for her. But I couldn't it. It may be caused by some worldwide problems. Yes, I was fighting with chaos in the world. But she treasured family above all things while joining our night live acts. So I spoke next words while drinking coffee with her at coffee shop.
“There are 4 Countries in my mind. They are Northwest Country and Northeast Country, Southwest Country and Southeast Country. I'd like to decide that X is core energies and Y is chaos energies in each Country. Northwestern energy level is denoted by “X+Y=2.0 and X,Y≧0”. Northeastern energy level is denoted by “-X+Y=1.5 and X≦0, Y≧0”. Southwestern energy level is denoted by “X-Y=0.7 and X≧0, Y≦0”. And Southeastern energy level is denoted by “X+Y=-0.5 and X,Y≦0” on XY plane. I want you to rotate the figure on XY plane around X axis by the power of your Ace of Hearts. Yes, we will be able to get Ace of Clubs for human equality. Next, I want to rotate this figure around Y axis by the power of my Ace of Spades. Yes, we will be able to get Ace of Diamonds for all equalities in our world.”
After my speaking, she showed good smile to me. It was the time when I was satisfied with all my hot talk.

Reference 720
The Varukers “One Struggle One Fight” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful instinctive vertical clockwise power given from all animal lover soul’s white kindly fearful victim in pain that makes her lovely father’s wet sox dry under the sunshine” that was existed to save all my patriotic future black flag mind in the world
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Do you know next story?
A long time ago, there was big village where so many farmers and animals were living in. I’d like to call it “Historical Paradise”. All humans treasured friendship with all animals and sometimes played with animals. Yes, their core energies and chaos energies were high. It was like “X+Y=1.0” on XY plane. X is core energies and Y is chaos energies. But they knew that some battles approached nearby their village. One day, some troops arrived at village and their village was in war crisis. Finally, battles were happened in big village. Yes, many farmers had lost their homes and moved to other place. Then many animals had returned to home and all friendship was lost and their chaos energies were changed into battle energies by the war. Human energies changed into “2X+Y=1.0” on XY plane and animal energies changed into “X+2Y=1.0” on XY plane.
After some years had passed, the war was ended and they created small village in other place. Yes, many animals came to their small village from home. And they got friendship again. It was like “X+Y=0.7” on XY plane. All men worked at farms under the sun, and all women sometimes went to the church and prayed to God. All their prayers were 3 crosses that was created by crossing of “X+Y=0.7”, “2X+Y=1.0” and “X+2Y=1.0” on XY plane. These are 3 points at (0.3333,0.3333), (0.3,0.4) and (0.4,0.3) in their minds. And when they thought they could get total peace, all women went to the church and prayed to Jesus in winter. Yes, all their crossing points rotated 135 degrees clockwise. They had lost all energies for their praying and all their desires stayed at (0,-0.4714) in their minds. I’d like to call it “Too much cool prayer” to get true peace in the world.

Reference 721
Oi Polloi “Unite and Win” (1987)



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Aegean Sea where you invited me in the morning, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful stormy white sunny metallic hardcore invitation for my angelic description” that was existed to save all my nightmares concerned about the South
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Next is my mysterious memory in the period when I was going to high school.
Friday the 13th in summer, I knew that my black boyfriend absented himself from our high school. But I didn't care. Yes, I thought his strong body and soul will make his health recover soon though I couldn't forget his mysterious eyes. At this night, I saw mysterious dream at my home. It was so long story until our world had been created. I was born in the core of chaos with my friends, so we had known all future in the world. It was 1st imagination to save our world. Then my black friend decided to be black crow with his black girlfriend. Yes, I tried to be a bird with my friends too. And we became birds that were flying in the sky. It was good lightness to live in our so longtime lives. And my black friend thought of good idea. It was 2nd imagination to save the world. He went down to the earth's ground with his girlfriend, when we were waiting for their coming back in the sky. And he became a slave. He continued to work hard at farm. It had spent for some years. And the sun was created. It had stormed for long time and many creatures had grown. Finally, he started to fly into the core of the sun with his girlfriend. Yes, I could see their black shadows in the sun.
And I got up in my bed in the morning. I ate breakfast with my parents and went to high school. Yes, I could meet my black boyfriend again. “Please keep your health,” I said to him and he said to me, “Don’t worry. All my absenting was very short-time travel for me.” Yes, his word was very mysterious for me like his eyes.

Core Word:
All my North European black night moonlight dream that you go to the South and visit in 6 days and go back to the North and present oranges and blueberries for white flower girl and she eats them with her mother before she dreams the total ecripse of the sun when young boy brings blueberries to her father rather than strawberries at castle of her home

Reference 722
Sacrilege “Behind the Realms of Madness” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after we had finished night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful so tired hungry dirty heated black cross needs for risky red and blue friendship” that was existed to save all Southern green leaf souls in the world
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He is good young who cares the South as well as we care. One day in summer, we went to the South with him and tried to camp with Southern humans at night. Place was grassland under the moonlight. His plan was playing poker with Southern humans. He collected some black men and played poker by 52 trump cards. His first rule to win the game was getting 4 cards made by Aces for the first time. Yes, expectation is 7 between Ace and King to get 4 cards. Winner was good young black who got 4 Aces and he presented 4 cards for him. Then he collected some black boys and girls, and played poker by 48 trump cards His second rule to win the game was getting 4 cards made by Kings or Queens for the first time. Yes, expectation is 7.5 between Two and King to get 4 cards. And he tried to play until 2 winners were decided. Winner was good black boy and girl who got 4 Kings and Queens, and he presented 4 cards for them. Then he collected us and played poker by 40 trump cards, when all blacks fell asleep in the camps. His third rule to win the game was getting 4 cards made by cards of Two for the first time. Yes, expectation is 6.5 between Two and Jack to get 4 cards. Winner was him who got 4 cards of Two and he put these cards in his left chest pocket. It was the time when we could watch clear sunrise in the east. We’d like to call it “All his remained 36 cards power to save the South”.

Reference 723
The Legion of Parasites “The Prison of Life!” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after we had finished night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful chaotic heated stormy animal lover prayer for peaceful sunny white” that was existed to save our lovely dog she will stroke under the full sunshine in the world
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A long time ago, there was big farm where many farmers had been living with King and Queen in the South. They were working daytime and were writing some poems night-time when they got good equilibrium at (1.0,1.0) on “X+Y=2”. X is core level and Y is chaos level. Queen had been keeping lovely dog. But one day, her dog ran away to far place. And she started off from home to search her lovely dog. Yes, King had lost her figure. And he created good plan. His plan was working hard with many farmers to build big capital. Yes, he tried to work by his bloods and sweats. And the sun was created and it started to storm heavily. He wrote letter and put it in a bottle with a diamond ring. And he rid on horse and went to the top of Southern big mountain in heavy storm. He put massage in a bottle on the rock at the top of mountain. Then many lakes changed into the sea in heavy storm. Yes, all they moved from big capital to the top of mountain. And King could meet Queen with her dog again. It will be rainy invitation created by him and all farmers. “X+Y=2” was rotated by the power of Y axis. And next, it was rotated by the power of X axis, and big diamond was created. Marriage ceremony for King and Queen took place at the top of Southern big mountain where all they attended. I’d like to call his plan “Too much salty victim in pain”.

Reference 724
Mob 47 “Mob 47 EP” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after we had finished night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful expanding stormy amplitude needs for my worldwide business between chaos and core” that was existed to save all painful truths in the South
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He is my good friend who had grown up in farm village. He had been working at farm daytime and had been watching stars night-time. So he had been interested in astronomy and studied it in his youth. And one day, he met her for the first time when it rained. Yes, he fell in love with her. And she informed to him that there are so many sad truths in the South. They rid on horses and went to the South. He was shocked by Southern truths. There were many refugees who were suffering for lack of foods at wild ground.
After he reached man's estate, he decided to be astronomer and studied hard. His first work was collecting Southern refugees and was explaining configurations for them at planetarium. Yes, he succeeded in his first work and all Southern refugees believed in Ptolemaic system. His second work was studying at flying school and was being a pilot. Yes, he succeeded in his second work and he flied jet plane that Southern refugee families were ridding in. When they were watching at immovable morning sun in jet plane, they believed in Copernican system. His age reached 30 years old. He said to her at coffee shop, “All my works were on “X+Y=1 and X,Y≧0”. Yes, X is core level and Y is chaos level. And my heart had been staying at (0,0) where all my family heart exist in. My first work was rotating “X+Y=1” by Y axis power and my second work was rotating it by X axis power. Yes, I had created one diamond for you.” And she said to him, “I think it will have enough scale to distribute diamonds to each Southern refugee. I’d like to get one diamond you had created.” Yes, it is all proof of our friendship that was connected by strong bonds.

Reference 725
D.R.I. “Dirty Rotten EP” (1983)



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Crater Stormy Night Lake where you invited me after we had finished eating dinner at restaurant, you called “All your Northern historical friendly hopeful risky fearful faithful prayer to peaceful morning green leaves” that was existed to save all my today’s nightmares in the world
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He is good young pierrot who has been our friend.
Xmas Eve morning, we went to circus that he was running. It took place nearby the sea. We called his girlfriend. It was stormy day and had been raining heavily for long time. Yes, all our painful degrees were high. So we called her “Mermaid” and called him “Merman” for the first time. His show was great. All his pain was in environment problems in the Earth. But he got joy from all audience and got good equilibrium between pain and joy. After the show was ended, we went to outside. It stopped raining. Sunshine made us comfortable. We thought that all her pain would be cleared. We were watching the sea for a while. We could watch small island on the sea. Yes, we called her and him, and went to small island with them by the ship. And we visited at restaurant and ate some seafood. All we got wings. We’d like to call her and him “Hawks on the sea” in our best friendship.

Core Word:
All your fear for watching TV when American astronaut said at sunset, “the Earth will be good for second sun to live on the moon” in your last night dream

Reference 726
Unseen Terror “Human Error” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee my black girlfriend made for me at backstage before I started night live act, she called “All her Southern historical friendly hopeful fateful needs for random heated active black hole lightness” that was existed to make her meet childhood first lovely boyfriend again in chaotic hardcore world
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We have many black friends who we can meet at clubs in the city. Next is all our plan to get peace in our friendship.
First, we want to invite Northern Queen to our night live act. Yes, she is good girl who care about the South everyday. We will hold first party where many our black friends attend with her. We’d like to call first party “Southern historical blue party for Northern Queen”. We will be her good friends for our future. Second, she will inform all Southern truths to Northern King. Yes, they hold second party where many their white friends and many our black friends will attend. We’d like to call second party “Aegean historical green party for friendship between blacks and whites”. Third, Northern King will invite Southern King to third party where many whites will attend in the North. We’d like to call third party “Northern historical red party for Northern white friends”. Yes, hero is Southern King at here. All Northern white friends give powers for him. Fourth, we want to hold fourth party where many our black and white friends will attend with Southern Kings and Queens in Hawaii. We’d like to call Fourth party “All our success to create human equality in the world”.

Reference 727
Ratos de Porao “Crucificados Pelo Sistema” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee my black girlfriend made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful wide free clear invitation to night sky configurations in animal freedom” that was existed to save all my animal lover nightmares in violent world
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She is good our friend who has been animal lover since her childhood. One night in summer, she ran away with her lovely cat from home where her mother and father had been living with her. It may be caused by worldwide problems in the earth. Yes, she came to club where we were playing music. It was her longtime travel. We created black hole lightness with our friends to save her heart by our hard actions. She was sitting on the floor against the wall while watching our live acts with her cat. And she met him for the first time. After our live had been finished, he invited her to coffee shop at midnight. And she talked about some worldwide problems with him. Yes, she fell in love with him. “Let’s go back to your home with me,” he said to her with good smile. Then she went home with him. When they entered her home, dining-room was in the dark. Her mother and father were sleeping in bedroom. He lighted up in dining-room and set pendulum clock hands at 4 o’clock. “Congratulations on your marriage!” someone said loudly. Someone was her mother. Yes, her parents and him were good our friends. Then all they ate breakfast after sunrise while enjoying some conversations. And she slept for a while in her bed. When they were eating lunch at high noon, pendulum clock informed 12 o'clock call after rotating hour hand 240 degrees since it was 4 o'clock in the morning. It is all our desire that treasure all family minds above all things in the world.

Reference 728
The Varukers “Live in Holland” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at night restaurant nearby the sea, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful 9 and 9 peaceful animal lover invitation to night sky configurations” that was existed to save all my today's 6 and 6 unseen stormy dark violent metal screw hardcore nightmares in the world
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Next is my memory in the dark when I was going to junior high school and was sleeping in classroom at mathematics lecture.
“A long time ago, there were farm village in the South and capital in the North. Southern farm village had been created before Northern capital was built. So, Southern civilized degree was higher than Northern civilized degree at first time. But Southern farm village was primitive world created by their own hands. And Southern village people treasured relationship between humans and animals in peaceful world. Then the sun was created at point of (1,1) on XY plane. X is happy degrees and Y is civilized degrees. Northern civilized degrees had increased by high speed and Southern civilized degrees had increased by low speed. Yes, there are important 5 lines in my mind. 1st line is “Y=X”. It is all my desire for equality between X and Y. 2nd line is “X=2”. It is all my natural desire under the sun. 3rd line is “Y=X^2”. It is all my social desire in the North. 4th line is “X=4”. It is all my animal lover heart in civilized world. And 5th line is “Y=X^(1/2)=√2”. It is all my social desire in the South. Yes, 5 lines create 4 crossing points on XY plane. These are (4,4), (4,2), (2,2), and (2,4). Yes, the place where Northern King shakes hands with Southern King is (3,3) at the core of these 4 crossing points, for all my peaceful mind and for all earth’s peace.”
After I had finished my dream, my head was hit by mathematics woman teacher and I got up. Teacher asked me, “What is the crossing point of “Y=X and Y=-X+6”?” Yes, I was in trouble and answered quickly, “It is the shaking hands point of (3,3) in my confusion.” “Yes, it’s truth,” teacher said loudly, “He is lucky boy.” But I had to suffer for my painful trouble in classroom filled with laughing.

Reference 729
Atavistic “Vanishing Point” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby the sea at high noon, she called “All my human historical aggressive sweaty powers to exploit more labor lands by our painful degrees” that was existed to save all her nightmares in the world
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New Year's Eve night, I worked with her at coffee shop from 6 PM to 6 AM. Here is the place where many laborers gather. We call coffee shop “Salty Lake”. It rained heavily outside. But we didn't care. I worked on washing dishes and she worked as waitress at here. Yes, all laborers were our friends at here. She showed good smiles to them between happiness and pain.
Just before sunrise, it stopped raining. Yes, we could watch good morning glow and clear red sunrise on New Year's morning. After we had finished works, we went to cheap hotel and fell asleep for a while. And we went to the church and prayed to Jesus for all our pains at high noon. All her works were on “Y=(1/4)X^2=0.25X^2” on XY plane. X is happy degrees and Y is painful degrees. And all our praying point at the church is (1,1) and I created one cup for her by rotating “Y=0.25X^2 and 0≦X≦1” around Y axis that means all my pain.
We went to coffee shop again. Master treated us to two cups of soup. Yes, it was good taste to create all our bodies and souls for the future.

Reference 730
Actives “Kick it down” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful 37 degrees comfortable watery support between 36 degrees daytime painful labors and 38 degrees night-time heated acts” that was existed to save all my Northern European black night rainy cold iced metallic silly depressive mind in the world
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Next is my dream on Xmas Eve night.
A long time ago, boy and girl prayed to God for all human equality in the Earth, while watching stars in night sky. So he planed best idea. He was living in Australia and was called “Earth King”. He collected 11 humans at grassland in Australia. They were Northeastern King and Queen called “Venusian”, Northwestern King and Queen called “Mercurian”, Southeastern King and Queen called “Martian”, Southwestern King and Queen called Jovian”, African King and Queen called “Saturnian”, and his wife called “Earth Queen”. First, he lighted by his matchstick and created a fire at night grassland. And all they ate dinner and enjoyed drinking to create blood relationship, surrounding a fire. After eating dinner, they sang song hands in hands each other under night sky. Yes, they got same temperatures about 36.5 degrees. I’d like to call their acts “700 years blood relationship in black hole lightness”. At last he distributed his handmade watches to them just before sunrise. After some days had passed, his handmade watches were sold by many needs from humans in the Earth. Why he wanted much money? The reason was easy. Boy and girl who prayed to God were his son and daughter. They liked swimming very well. Yes, he wanted to create swimming pool for them at home by money he had gotten.

Reference 731
Destructions “Vox Populi” (1983)



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Northern Night Lake where you invited me before my night live act, you called “All my historical support for your staying in watery crowded room” that was existed to save your painful heartbeats for human equality in the world
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Do you know next story?
She is good girl who had been living in Australia. She met him in Hawaii for the first time in autumn and fell in love with him who had been living in the North. Then she returned to Australia and he returned to the North. Yes, she exchanged letters with him again and again. In winter, his painful degrees were on “Y=X^2 and 0≦X≦1”. And her painful degrees were on “Y=-X^2+2 and 0≦X≦1”. X is time and Y is painful degrees. Yes, his accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=2X” and her accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=-2X” in happiness. In spring and summer, his painful degrees were on “Y=-(X-2)^2+2 and 1≦X≦3”. And her painful degrees were on “Y=(X-2)^2 and 1≦X≦3”. Yes, his accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=-2X+4” and her accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=2X-4”. 1st diamond was created by 4 lines. So he invited her to Hawaii again and presented 1st diamond ring for her in June. In autumn, his painful degrees were on “Y=(X-4)^2 and 3≦X≦4”. And her painful degrees were on “Y=-(X-4)^2+2 and 3≦X≦4”. Yes, his accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=2X-8” in happiness and her accelerated painful degrees were on “Y=-2X+8”. 2nd diamond was created by 4 lines. So he invited her to Hawaii again and presented 2nd diamond ring for her on New Year's Day. Yes, good couple was born and they were all our symbol for human equality between the North and the South.

Reference 732
Venom “Calm before the Storm” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful patriotic sacrificial cloudy cold rainy metallic longtime blue presentation” that was existed to save all families at parks under the sun in the future
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He is good American computer technician who was saving family of 2 that was created by his wife and him. His works were very busy. So his holidays were a few days in a year.
New Year's Eve morning, he went to work as usual. His wife got up early to cook breakfast. In the afternoon, she telephoned to him who was working hard at office. “Which is important for you, family or work?” she asked loudly. Yes, it was her “1st word”. “I'm sorry. My return to home will be late as usual,” he answered. It was his “10 binary word”. He went home 10 o’clock at night. And his pain was saved by her heart.
Then some days had passed. He was sometimes in overtime works. And she informed him that she got pregnant.
October 10, his first child was born, when new moon was shining at night. After 15 days had passed, he went home 11 o'clock at night, when full moon was shining. And he presented her diamond ring that he had bought by his income given from company, and said to her, “I’d like to treasure our family above all things from now on.” Yes, it was his “11 binary word” toward the sun in through the moonlight that was saving all their words in the world.

Reference 733
Chaos U.K “The Chipping Sodbury Bonfire Tapes” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act in summer, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful sacrificial scratched bloody patriotic white night saving among short tunes in black hole random salty room” that was existed to save all child smiles at Japanese pedestrian street where many children are eating lunch with their parents who had experienced the World War Ⅱ
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Winter black night, I was tired of everything and ran away with her from our home. We went to night park and met him for the first time. He was gentleman who was wearing black suits. He invited us to the river and we rid in his boat. Yes, our special travel was started by his hands. We went down on the river and arrived at “Black Lake” called Mercury that I was talking about fatherly business with her in my childhood. 2nd place was “Aegean River” called Venus that I was talking about motherly heart with her in my childhood. 3rd place was “Mediterranean Lake” called the Earth that I was talking about many wars with her in my youth. 4th place was “Red River” called Mars that I was talking about revolutionary minds with her in my youth. 5th place was “Arabian Lake” called Jupiter that I was talking about worldwide King with her in my youth. When we arrived at 5th place, all my pain reached max. He invited us to Arabian hotel and I fell asleep with her in our room. In this night, it stormed heavily all night long. Next morning, we could watch good morning glow of the window. And our second dreamy travel was started under the sunshine. We went to the sea and rid in his ship. Yes, “Arabian Lake” was changed into Arabian Sea, “Red River” was changed into Red Sea, “Mediterranean Lake” was changed into Mediterranean Sea, “Aegean River” was changed into Aegean Sea, and “Black Lake” was changed into Black Sea. I remembered many white memories in my childhood, in the ship on the way of going our home. It was very longtime travel in the ship on the sea to get white dreams. Yes, we could return to home safely and could meet mother and father again. But I was surprised that money my father paid to him was so expensive.

Core Word:
All her white night dreamy expectation to keep friendship with Japanese friends who is playing risky hard acts on pedestrian street to create black hole and to go back to the past, and to save all human souls and animal souls in the war

Reference 734
Rattus “same title” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful √2 sacrificial restless needs for my creative heated black hole lightness” that was existed to save all her black girlfriend 0.7071 strict lovely salty fine writings in the world
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He is good young white worker who has acted against racism since he reached man’s estate in the North. His girlfriend had the same mind as his mind that had existed against racism. When her powers were in a little, he saved her powers by strong powers, and when his powers were in a little, she saved his powers by strong powers. So their powers were always on “XY=1”. X is her powers and Y is his powers. I’d like to call her “Venus” and call him “Jupiter”.
One night, all his pain was saved by her heart. It was (1,1) point on XY plane. And they swore that they will go to South Africa to save black slaves. After they arrived in South Africa, they met boss who has been running diamond Company. “We want to work as slaves from now on,” he said to boss. Boss accepted his proposal gladly. And he got a cup of diamonds by his working. It was like figure of cup that “XY=1” rotated 315 degrees clockwise. And she got a cup of diamonds by her working. It was like figure of cup that “XY=1” rotated 45 degrees anti-clockwise. And he brought these diamonds to boss who was working at office and said to boss, “We collected many diamonds for you. 1st cup of diamonds will be given for your wife and 2nd cup of diamonds will be given for your daughter. They will say, “No more”. Do you ignore this word?” Boss was closing eyes for a while and said, “I gave in to your strong wills.” Then boss decided that he makes all black slaves free. Yes, they could succeed in their all acts. We will be free from nightmares concerned about black slaves, too.

Reference 735
The Varukers “I don’t wanna be a victim!” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at nighttime restaurant nearby the sea in summer, she called “All our human historical present modern silent common talks for today’s world” that was existed to save all her friends heated salty chained full nightmares concerned about all problems in the world
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He is good businessman who is working at labor union. He treasured human equality above all things. His works needed his hands that was created by 10 fingers and needed clock that was created from 1 to 12 in his office. And he sometimes used computer that was created by binary number from 0 to 1. Yes, he treasured neutral green for human equalities. So I’d like to call his hands “(1+10)/2=5.5 green”, his clock “(1+12)/2=6.5 green”, and his computer “(0+1)/2=0.5 green”. Average of these greens is “(5.5+6.5+0.5)/3=4.1666”. Yes, his wife sometimes complained to him that his return to home is always too late. And she treasured neutral green for human equalities too. Her housework was good. So I’d like to call her hands “(1+10)/2=5.5 green”, her watch “(1+12)/2=6.5 green”, and her minute hand of her watch “(1+60)/2=30.5 green”. Average of these greens is “(5.5+6.5+30.5)/3=14.1666”.
Xmas Eve, he returned to home early. He presented personal computer for her and she presented digital watch for him. After this time, she created original sight for human equalities by personal computer at home. Yes, he cared about her good creations and he tried to return to home early everyday. Average of their greens changed into “(5.5+6.5+0.5+30.5)/4=10.75”. It will be good number to save their family love.

Reference 736
The Varukers “Prepare for the Attack” (1986)



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Japanese Night Bay you invited me after eating dinner at restaurant, you called “All our moderate darkness” that was existed to make our wills go into historical heavy brightness
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One night, I decided to travel to Japan with you. Perhaps it may be caused by Japanese peace. Yes, we had known that Japan is most peaceful Country all over the world. And we had known many Japanese cultures. For example, these are Japanese teacup, sushi, kimono, temple, shrine, sword, armor, shamisen, koto, and any more. We started off from home Country to Japan by ship. Our wills were on “Y=X^3”. X is your happy degrees and Y is my happy degrees. Our arrival in Japan is (0,0) point that X axis and Y axis crossed. We enjoyed eating Japanese foods and could get many Japanese friends. After some days had passed in Japan, I said to you, “We must return to home tomorrow.” Yes, I think you were disappointed at this time. Our wills were changed on “Y=-X^3”. In the period of returning to home Country by ship, I was sometimes thinking about next works. But you were in happiness. After we returned to home Country and went to our home at night, you fell asleep in bed for a while. And I imaged the figure of “Y=X^3” and “Y=-X^3” rotated by Y axis in my heart. Yes, I created sandglass. I’d like to put Japanese sands in my sandglass. The time when all sands would be fallen is the time when Japanese historical souls would be saved by your heart.

Reference 737
Running Wild “Death or Glory” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before I started to play night live act on Friday the 13th, she called “All her human historical 12 o'clock patriotic sacrificial midnight cosmological forever prayer for all animal souls in human beings” that was existed to save joyful family dinner at sanatorium nearby the sea in our Country
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She is good his wife who had been keeping lovely female cat. One day, cat died. I’d like to call their cat “Animal Queen”. It had rained heavily for long time. One night when it stopped raining, they created cat’s grave at grassland nearby the church. And they lighted on candles by their matchstick and stood these candles on grave. Then they went home and he wrote animal configurations on white paper. And she wrote animal pictures on this paper. And they prayed to God for cat soul and they drank a glass of red wine each other. All their souls will be denoted by “XYZ=3.11”. X is degrees of her soul, Y is degrees of his soul, and Z is degrees of cat soul in their hearts. And 3.11 is cosmos scale at the time when they wrote picture of configurations on paper. Roles of their pens and matchsticks are “1.87√2=√7”. Their two glasses of red wine were made by a glass of the figure that “XYZ=3.11” was set by changing “X=Y=Z” line into Y axis. Yes, “X=Y=1.87√2=√7 and Z=0.444” in their minds. It will be good number for their prayer to all animal souls.

Reference 738
Lard “The last temptation of Reid” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called, “All her present modern friendly hopeful metallic hardcore salty black hole lightness” that was existed to make all Russian friend diamond rings bright in our cold world
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He is good Russian young. He met her at summer beach for the first time. We’d like to call here “π” to make circles by “Y=SinX”. Then they went to coffee shop and talked about anything in the world, while drinking coffee and eating foods until sunset. We’d like to call here “1.5π” to explain their “Red Away”. Yes, “Y=Sin(1.5π)=-1” and “-1” meant Jesus black blood for them. After sunset, they went to hotel in the city. And his pain was saved by her heart. We’d like to call here “2.5π” to explain their “Blue Acts”. Yes, “Y=Sin(2.5π)=1” and “1” meant Jesus red blood. Messiah came here in our minds, in the period from “X=2.5π” to “X=7π”, to keep “Y=1”. And he presented diamond ring for her at coffee shop called “7π” to explain their “Family Green”. Yes, from “X=π” to “X=7π”, they made 3 circles to get white. And when he lighted on cigarette at coffee shop, “Y=SinX” created the figure of “√” compacted by the heaviness of his matchstick power. We'd like to believe in his matchstick after all his pain was saved by her heart. Yes, “√(2.5π)=2.8”. It will be good number to explain all their patriotism.

Core Word:
Today’s Hard

Reference 739
Various “The North Atlantic Noise Attack” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before our night live acts on Xmas Eve, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful patriotic heated watery pearl crowded room” that was existed to save all American warlike boys happiness with many mothers at the party in Hawaii
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He is good American boy who had been living in the city nearby Pearl Harbor. He was elementary school student. One day in the morning, woman teacher asked him, when she was in lecture of social studies, and boys and girls were listening to her lecture. “How do you think whether the war is good or bad?” He answered, “My father had been working at pearl farm in Peal Harbor. I had lost my father by the war. Father’s works created “10 waters” by bloods and sweats in the Earth. But we had lost “4 waters” by the cause of my father's death in the future. Yes, my mother continued to cry everyday. And mother’s tears recovered “4 waters” lost by the war in the Earth. And I can work with my mother at pearl farm now, by the grace of mother's tears. So I can’t understand whether the war is good or bad.” We’d like to call his answer “365.25×4=1461 answer” in the Pacific War from 1941 to 1945.

Reference 740
The Exploited “Troops of Tomorrow” (1982)



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Caribbean Night Sea you invited me in summer, you called “All our Northern historical patriotic technical needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all your heart concerned about all equalities between the North and the South
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Next is science fiction that I had created at midnight.
I was high school student in Northern civilized Country in the future. There were Northern capital and Southern capital. Civilized degrees of both Countries were high. So we could arrive in Southern capital by motorbike spending short time. But Northern capital had been in the war against Southern capital for long time.
One day, Southern black girl came to our high school and joined our classmate. She became our good friend. In winter, woman President said on TV, “Summer won’t come again by the coldness.” Temperature in Northern capital was 7 degrees at that time. So I started off from Northern capital to Southern capital by motorbike. She rid on my motorbike gladly. My plan was bringing new design of motorbike to Southern capital for Southern economic growth, and was getting peace between both Countries. Northern production function is “Y=√LK” and Southern production function is “y=√lk”. Each value of L, K, l, k is 100. After we arrived in Southern capital, we met Southern President and she said to him, “I’d like to introduce my good boyfriend to you.” And I handed new design of motorbike to President. He accepted my proposal gladly. And he commanded Southern technicians to create many new motorbikes. Yes, they produced good motorbikes and these were sold in Southern capital soon. Degree of technical progress in Southern capital was “A=4.0”. So, Southern production function was shifted upward. “Y=A√lk=4.0√100×√100=400” All Southern money equal to all their painful degree created by labors. The Sun got 4 times power than before. May 1, temperature in Northern capital reached “7×4=28 degrees”. Summer has come in the North. And we got peace between Northern capital and Southern capital.
After we returned to Northern capital, she said to me, “All truth that led us to peace may be all your Northern historical blood to save all Southern souls.”

Reference 741
Laaz Rockit “City’s gonna burn” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our Northern historical friendly hopeful patriotic 30 degrees heated iron crosses room” that was existed to save all my joyful images at winter pool where all our black friends will enjoy swimming with all our white friends in the future
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A long time ago, there was Northern capital and Southern farm village in the Earth. In the South, 100 laborers started to work heavily at fruits field. So Northern King sent next letter to each Southern laborer in winter.
“Dear my friends, I'm sometimes thinking about your heavy works under your owners. Distance between core of magma and the North is 10, and distance between core of magma and the South is 1 in my mind. So, Southern gravity is keeping more 100 times than Northern gravity in my mind. Yes, my labor force is 1 and your labor force is 100. Your owners will need 1 surplus value for your labors in a day. But don't worry. Sun power is 10000 that were created by 100 laborers who have 100 labor forces in painful works until now. And the sun gets more 1 power by the grace of your labor at fruits field. Yes, the sun will get 100 powers from 100 laborers in a day. And all fruits will get more 1 % power than before under the sun in a day. Please eat some fruits to recover your lost surplus values. After 100 days had passed, the sun would get 20000 powers by the grace of your labors. I'm looking forward to shaking hands with you under the sun. Please keep your health.”
In the North, temperature increased from 10 degrees to 20 degrees, spending 100 days. Yes, spring has come in the North for the first time we had expected for long time in cold world.

Reference 742
H.H.H. “A Por Ellos” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage after I had finished night live act on Friday the 13th, she called “All her present modern friendly hopeful silent salty crusty heated hard rock prayer for wet green leaves shone under the sunshine on Saturday the 14th” that was existed to save her boyfriend who is writing final letter on a piece of paper made from cut Bible for his mother by his bloods taken from injured left arm under a tree nearby the sea in the war
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He is my good friend who had returned to home from civil war. So she planed our night live called “Core of Magma” to save his soul on Friday the 13th in November. She was my girlfriend who has been coming to my night live acts habitually.
After we started to play music according to her plan, some audience started to move their bodies. One was dancing simply, other was dancing hard by random acts. But he was sitting on the floor against the wall. Yes, he was tired of everything. All our acts were like photons and created normal distribution on XY plane. X is our aggressive degrees and Y is our relative frequency. All our aggressive degrees were existed from 0 to 1 and all our saved level was “Y=1”. When our aggressive degrees were high, we got heaviness. And when our aggressive degrees were low, we got lightness. Yes, we continued to play music for a while and got more audience who came from night city. And when club was filled with many audience and we created equal crowded acts room, all our aggressive degrees were at “X=0.5” and we got “Y=1”. Then we created black hole lightness in our last song. Yes, his silent soul was saved by lightness and went up to “Y=1”. After we had finished night live acts, we drank with him at backstage all night long. Yes, all her plan was succeeded by the cooperation of all our friends.

Reference 743
Discard “Four minute past midnight” (1994)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home before we started to go to club for my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated red away acceptance for rainy green leaves” that was existed to save all my proposal that I wish you are being with all dirty rotten tired words of all my friend Bibles from past to future
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He is good businessman who has treasured his wife. Thursday the 12th, his 4 coworkers asked him after they had finished works, “Would you like to drink with us at this night?” He answered, “I'm sorry. Today is my wedding anniversary. My wife will be waiting for my going home.” Yes, he went home and ate dinner with her after they raised two glasses of white wine. Friday the 13th, he went to his company as usual, but his 4 coworkers took vacation. His boss said that their reason was too much drinking last night. Saturday the 14th, 4 coworkers came to company again and asked him after they had finished works at high noon, “Would you like to drink with us from now on?” He answered, “Yes, I’d like to drink with you gladly.” He said to one coworker while drinking at night pub, “Please keep your health. Too much drinking is bad for you and your family.” “Don’t worry. It was all our jokes,” one coworker said to him, “Our nickname is “Blue Apostles” and our drinking is “Red Away”. Our asking for you on Thursday the 12th was “Purple Trial”. Yes, you chose “Family Green” to get white. It was your best choice that you didn’t attend our “Last Supper”. And he said, “I want to attend next “Last supper” on your each wedding anniversary.”

Reference 744
Bad Religion “How could hell be any worse?” (1981)



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Aegean Rough Sea where you invited me in winter, you called “All your Northern historical truth changed into dreams” that was existed to save all Southern souls in the future
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A long time ago, Roman King and Queen started from Northern home to Arabia with their 2 sons and daughter. 2 sons and daughter were children and Roman King rowed boat on big river for his family of 5. At the same time, 4 Apostles called “ⅠⅩ”, “Ⅹ”, “ⅩⅠ”, “ⅩⅡ” started off by rowing boat on big river, too. It was called “54 Red Away”. After they had arrived in Arabian city, they were invited to Arabian Palace by Arabian farmers. They ate dinner with Arabian King and Queen who had saved family of 5 created by Arabian King and Queen, son and 2 daughters. Yes, Roman and Arabian children attended this dinner and enjoyed with them. It was called “55 Family Green”. After dinner was finished, Arabian Queen presented fancy cake for Roman children. 12 strawberries were put on this fancy cake. And Roman Queen presented diamond ring for Arabian Queen. Diamond was created by combination of “ⅠⅩ” and “ⅩⅠ”. Yes, trade agreement was established between Roman diamond rings and Arabian strawberries. Then many Romans started to produce diamond rings and many Arabian farmers started to produce strawberries in painful lives. The sun was created by their pain. Stormy days had continued in 6 days from Friday the 13th to Wednesday the 18th. Roman 2 sons and daughter ate fancy cake cut into 12 pieces at Arabian hotel on 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th days. Big river was changed into Red Sea, spending 6 days. Big trade was created by many ships on Red Sea. Yes, all Romans and all Arabians got profits by big trade. Roman King shook hands with Arabian King. It was called “11 Blue Friendship” that was created by all our hearts in many hopes between the North and the South.

Reference 745
Black Sabbath “same title” (1970)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts on Saturday the 14th, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated hardcore prayer for stormy sunny green leaves” that was existed to save all silent mother's talks after their daughters had watched our night live act and had been brought to police station on Friday the 13th
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He is good our friend who has been driving black cab.
One night, we called his cub and started off from our home to far place nearby the sea. Yes, all our travel was started at the time when we lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. He called us “4 White Apostles”. He started to accelerate his cab after we rid in his cab. Our nickname is “4 Red Apostles” at that time. Car speed is “v”, our mass is “m”, time is “t”, first force of his cab is “F”, all our energy is “E”, and light speed is “c”. So, all our condition is denoted by equation of “m(dv/dt)=F and E=mc^2”. But our world is very simple. So, “c=b-at” and our energy is constant in our minds. Yes, light speed was decreased by his accelerated cab simply. So, “m(dv/dt)=F and E=m(b-at)^2” Yes, we got high speed by his power, but all our accelerated degree was decreased by heaviness that was created by lost light speed. And our accelerated degree was changed into nothing when he drove over the freeway. Yes, “(dv/dt)=0 and c=(2/3)b” We got constant speed on the freeway. And we talked about many hopes in the future. Our nickname is “4 Blue Apostles”. Then we arrived at night hotel nearby the sea and fell asleep in our room. And we saw many family dreams until sunrise. Our nickname is “4 Green Apostles”. And we got any lights in the morning. First light speed was “b=1.0” in our minds. So, light speed was changed into “c=2/3=0.6666”. But we got infinite dimensional world under the sun. Light speed will be changed between 0.65 and 0.67 in our minds. It will be good number to explain all our lives in the world.

Reference 746
Subhumans “The Day the Country died” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered at parking restaurant of freeway on the way of going your home on New Year’s Day, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful lovely fearful heated deadly pretty home heart” that was existed to save all your mother’s country heart that sent small new red hand-knit gloves to you for home conformity with your childhood memories on Xmas Eve
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Next is my memory in winter 3 days when I was high school student.
I was 18 years old. Yes, I had grown up in poor family. But I had been in happiness by the grace of hot family hearts. I sometimes went to night city to watch live concerts after I studied at high school. One night in winter, I went to night city and had watched concerts in 3 days. Yes, my human heart was increasing and animal heart was decreasing at high school daytime, but my human heart was decreasing and animal heart was increasing at club nighttime. My human heart and animal heart created the figure of “XX” in first day. Then I met you and I could get many friends in second day. Third day, I could created the figure of “XXXXXX” in my heart, spending 3 days. Yes, I could get 5 diamonds in my heart. And I distributed each diamond to my mother, grandmother, sister, elementary school woman teacher who I had fallen in first love, and you, from my heart that has treasured family above all things.

Reference 747
Misfits “same title compilation” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic manly technical industrial only needs to change our room into heats” that was existed to save all her mother’s childhood dreams in the war
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He is good our friend who had been going high school we had been going.
One night in winter, he held old boys' meeting for us. Yes, we gathered at pub and enjoyed talking about past memories while drinking and eating foods. And when we had eaten enough foods, he exploded cracker and we went to next pub. Then we enjoyed talking about many future hopes all night long. Yes, all our past memories were increased and all our capacities for future hopes were decreased by degrees at first pub. And all our future hopes were increased and all our capacities for past memories were decreased by degrees at second pub. Yes, we had created figure of “XX” in our total drinking. But all our increasing memories and hopes were accelerated for our progressive minds by degrees, and all our decreasing memories and hopes were decelerated for our conservative minds by degrees. Yes, we had created two wine glasses made by 4 curves changed from figure of "XX". All our support of wine glass is on the points where memory energy was equal to hope energy to save each energy by our friendly talks. Left wine glass was prepared to drink white wine at first pub and right wine glass was prepared to drink red wine at second pub. Yes, these were good taste for our capacities to keep good conversations.

Reference 748
OHL “Heimatfront” (1981)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her American historical friendly hopeful patriotic heated sunny deadly hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save little match girl pretty voices in night city after she started off from home to support her parents farm work life when her parents were sleeping at midnight
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Next is all my American dream.
My starting point for living in America was night city where it had been raining for long time in winter. Yes, my today’s hopes were decreasing by depressive mind, but my future dreams were increasing by the grace of my friendship with all my friends. My today’s hopes and my future dreams created figure of “X”. And all our support was at the place where energy of today's hope was equal to energy of future dream. Yes, we got the sun in our minds. After this time, our today's hopes were increasing and our future dreams were decreasing by degrees, because we treasured today above all things. Yes, my hopes and dreams created figure of “XX” and I could get one big diamond. I'd like to create 4 diamonds made by dividing one big diamond by figure of “X”. I prepared upper diamond for my friends who came from North America. I prepared lower diamond for my friends who came from South America. I prepared right diamond for my friends who came from East America. And I prepared left diamond for my friends who came from West America. And all my next hope and dream are running bank at core of big diamond in my mind. Then I will lend much money to my friends who are going to run their own shops. Yes, all my friends will be able to get profits by the power of their own creative ideas. All my living can be established by the grace of our friendship, so all my plan is thanks to all my friends.

Reference 749
Total Chaos “Pledge of Defiance” (1994)



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Crater Stormy Night Lake you invited me after our night live acts, you called “All your present modern painful human heart” that was existed to save all my material heart in the world
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He is good young philosopher who had been born in Russia. He had grown up at orphans’ home. Yes, he can’t remember faces of his parents. But he had a photo that his father had taken a baby who his mother was holding in her arms. A baby was him. Yes, he knew mother’s face. He treasured this photo and always kept in his heart. Yes, he thought that he may be able to meet his mother someday. And he continued to study philosophy in his youth. And when he became philosopher, he spoke next words on TV talk show. “All my study is materialism. I had grown up at orphans' home, so I don't know my mother's heart. My mother is the distorted world. Yes, the distorted world gives me so much pain and I try to clear all my pain by my thought.” Many people were shocked by his words. And he became famous philosopher.
Xmas Eve morning, he went to church with his girlfriend and prayed to God at high noon. He opened all his pains to his God. Then his girlfriend invited him to coffee shop in the afternoon. All his heart was changed by next truth, because his mother was waiting for his coming at coffee shop. Yes, he could meet his mother at 4 o’clock, and his girlfriend invited him and his mother to restaurant. And he could meet his father at 8 o’clock and he ate dinner with his parents and her. Yes, he knew that his father was famous philosopher and all his father's plan had been bringing up him to be good philosopher since he was born.
Xmas morning, all they went to church and prayed to God for their family hearts at 6 o’clock. Yes, all his wills were looking to core of magma. It was very strong power to create family of 4 with her after this time.

Reference 750
Faith or Fear “Punishment Area” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her present modern friendly hopeful patriotic chaotic dreamy heated wild needs for so many diamonds” that was existed to save all her friends who had been parted from lovers by the cause of historical fearful wars
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I heard a rumor that she had known all nightmares in the world on Friday the 13th. Yes, she had lost her eyes. So we decided to try to save her eyes. We invited her to our night live act on Saturday the 14th. Our nickname is “4 Apostles for any lights” We played hard for her in 1st 20 minutes from 6:00 PM to 6:20 PM. I shouted while playing hard actions and we sometimes jumped on stage. Yes, we gave any variety energetic active views for her. And she got monochrome views in our world. After our 20 minutes playing, we rested in 10 minutes. She handed her letter to us. Yes, all her needs were joining all our friends. We accepted her proposal gladly. And we started to play in 2nd 25 minutes from 6:30 PM to 6:55 PM. We played hard again. She could get colorful views in our world. And we played in more 5 minutes for encore that all our audience needed. We played more exciting. Yes, we created black hole lightness. I think that we could give many memories for her heart. Sunday the 15th, she invited us to the park surrounded with woods. Green leaves were shining under the sun. And we ate lunch at grassland. It was best lunch that she cooked for us who needed hotness in our world.

Reference 751
B.G.K. “A Dutch Feast…” (1999)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical wild needs for our brightest sweats” that was existed to save all relationship that white-collars need only our sweats, and blue-collars need red hearts and family green from white-collars who we gave only blue friendship for drinking and eating to recover hot bloods
Words:
Dear my friend
Thanks for your coming to our night live concert. I knew that you had grown up in upper-class and had studied well at school, and you are going to work hard overseas from now on. Yes, I had grown up in working-class and I had been watching punk concerts at club every night in my youth. And I am going to work as musician from now on. Your life is on “Y=X^2” and my life is on “Y=(X-1)^3+1”. X is time and Y is our risky degrees. Crossing points of your life and my life are (0,0), (1,1), and (3,9). Yes, my writing point of this letter is (1,1). All my priority is square measure S1 that was surrounded by “Y=X^2 and “Y=(X-1)^3+1” (0≦X≦1). And all your priority is square measure S2 that was surrounded by “Y=X^2” and “Y=(X-1)^3+1” (1≦X≦3). Yes, “S1=5/12=0.4166” for your heart. And “S2=8/3=2.6666” for my heart. You will be able to get more 6.4 times priority than my priority. All our shaking hands point will be (3,9), when I will be in busy overseas and you will be saving good family. I am looking forward to meeting you again. Please keep your health.
From your friend who has been living for power of the darkness

Reference 752
Blitz “All out attack” (1981)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful crusty hard rock prayer for worldwide human equalities in the stormy sunny flow” that was existed to keep all my heart that all today’s souls will save all future souls
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I went to classic live concert with my friends. Concert hall was filled with many young. They were all unfortunates who had lost country by the war, who had lost money by poor lives and who had to leave home to support family. All concert tickets were free. We were all sitting on chairs and were preparing to listen to music. After concert started, a beautiful woman was spotted in the light. And she started to play violin with orchestra. It was great. And all our insistences were integrated into one word. It was all human equality in the world, when normal distribution for our souls was changed into one central long line. Yes, all our souls will reach many stars in the cosmos. All her 1st support was on the neck between body and soul. 2nd support was on the strings like crust in the Earth. All her powers were existed in stars in the cosmos. After concert was finished, we went outside and prayed to all stars in the sky. Yes, we knew that all our souls can reach many stars in the cosmos. It was good fortune to keep powers with all our friends.

Reference 753
Anti-Cimex “same title” (1986)



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Hawaiian Night Beach you invited me in winter, you called “All your human historical unseen needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all our conversation with Southern King and Queen in any lights
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New Year's Day, I stayed in Japan and went watching New Year’s classic concert with my girlfriend in the morning. Concert hall was filled with many Japanese. Yes, concert was great. After concert was finished, concert hall resounded with the clapping of many audiences. Then we went coffee shop in the afternoon. I was talking about anything with her while eating lunch and drinking coffee. And I spoke next words to her.
“After the World War Ⅱ was ended, many people all over the world got many insistences and words in the world. It will be many colors concerned about love and peace. I think many our friends in the past had insisted human equality all over the world. But now, many our friends insist many worldwide problems and hopes in the world. Yes, past normal distribution for our wills changed into flatter normal distribution. And we knew many unseen words in black zone. I think it will be fear, anxiousness, hate, anger that can’t be spoken to others. And lightness decreased by the side of the past. It was like lightness at sunrise. All light colors will integrate into one point by the lightness. Do you know who are staying at this one point? They are all our black friends who will be saved by integrated lightness.”
After my speaking, you said to me, “Let’s go to Hawaii next week.” And I said that it will be good for our peaceful lives in the world.

Reference 754
Venom “Black Metal” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before I started to play daytime live act, you called “All our cloudy support under the sunshine” that was existed to save all your heartbeats for Platonic friendship
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Your father is good horn player who treasure human equality. You said to me that his playing is like music from cloud in the sky. Yes, he is playing in the lightness, so all our lives will be short-time for him. He can get any lights in cloud daytime and make any lights integrate in the lightness at sunrise. And he makes any lights expand in the heaviness at sunset. Yes, you got figure of “X” at daytime classic concert. He can get star lights in clouds nighttime and make star lights expand in the heaviness at sunset. And he makes star lights integrate in the lightness at sunrise. Yes, you got figure of diamond at nighttime classic concert. And you could get 4 diamonds by combination of “X” and one diamond.
One day, I asked you, “Congratulations on getting one diamond ring. To whom do you give remained 3 diamonds?” You answered, “I'd like to present diamonds for my mother and grandmother, my sister and my best friend. There is no diamond for me. I think only my ring is iron ring you put on my fourth finger.” Yes, your word was based on your father’s heart.

Reference 755
Green Day “39/Smooth” (1990)



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Northern Crater Lake where you invited me after I had finished night live act, you called “All your historical anxiousness for our future”
Words:
Dear my father
Thanks for your coming to my night live concert I invited. I could graduate from college by the grace of your support. Today is my birthday. I think you had known my way very well. All my college life was like a ball that was thrown by your hand and was bounding 4 times in 4 years. Important forces for a ball were rightward power of my way, downward fatherly gravity and my upward will against fatherly gravity. 4 tops of bounding ball were my birthday when you sent some money to support my study and I forgot all my upward wills against fatherly gravity. And my way on college life was like a circle that was divided by upper right and left hand corner, lower right and left hand corner. Upper right hand corner first year, I could get many friends who were enjoying with me in night city. Lower right hand corner second year, I could meet good girlfriend who sometimes cared about my lives. Lower left hand corner third year, I studied hard to graduate from college and to make my dreams come true in the future. Upper left hand corner fourth year, I was tired of everything for writing graduation thesis and I sometimes in trouble whether I would be able to graduate from college. Yes, she cared about my heart everyday. “365.25/4=91.3125” This number may be my last year of college life. I'd like to inform you that I started my life as musician. Please keep your hearth.
From sheep who had been born from core of magma

Reference 756
Diamond Head “Living on…..Borrowed Time” (1982)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of straight whiskey he poured for me at daytime club, called “All our souls to night stars” that was prepared to save Middle Eastern children by the power of many words
Words:
He is good young conductor of symphony orchestra. All his policy is “Human equality all over the world”. Yes, he believes that all human beings must be given equalities as humans he loves.
One day, we went to his daytime classic concert. Concert hall was in woods nearby the church. There were many audiences who were living in upper class, middle class and working class. All his conducts were good. All our souls created spiritual normal distribution and it was changed into central long line that reached many stars. I’d like to call it “Long green line”. He was wearing black cloth and created so many words while conducting orchestra. Yes, his body gave so many words to all audiences and made physical normal distribution change into flatter distribution than before. Finally, physical normal distribution changed into horizontal long line by so many black words that needed heats and waters. I’d like to call it “Long black line”. Yes, “Long green line” and “Long black line” created one big cross in the world.
After he finished concert, we went to outside. I could watch powerful green leaves under the sun. We’d like to call it “Dark green leaves created by all our bodies and souls”.

Reference 757
Tom Robinson Band “TRB TWO” (1979)



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Northern Afternoon Sea you invited me at sunset after we had finished daytime live acts, you called “All our historical sacrificial sadistic heaviness” that was existed to save all Southern lovely friendly child souls in the world
Words:
He is good our manager.
One day, he planed outside daytime live act we will play at big place in the mountain. He called all his black friends and we called all our black friends too. Yes, we could play live act according to his plan. It was cloudy day. But we didn’t care. We played hard for many audiences. We had so many words in our minds with our audience. But as soon as we started to play, all our words integrated into one word. It is human equality all over the world. Yes, normal distribution for our words changed into one central green long line. It was like as shooting our word into the sun. All our one word was strong green light. We got heaviness and it started to rain heavily. Green light changed into red light for our minds. And we played harder than before in heated red. Response from the sun was blue light. Blue light was expanded by the heaviness and we got blue sky. Yes, it had stopped raining. We succeeded in our daytime live act. Blue sky will be best fortune to keep friendship between all our black friends and us.

Reference 758
Mordred “Fool’s Game” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live act, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful sacrificial risky heated black hole staying” that was existed to save all her friends who will get up with animals at sunrise
Words:
In winter, I was in pain by the cause of unemployed life. Monday morning, I went to the church and met girl who had been in pain by poor life. I prayed to Jesus with her for our all confusions in the world. After we prayed, Father handed Ace of Hearts to me. And she invited me to her home. She had a black cat as a pet. Then we went to the church every morning and created so many words. Yes, normal distribution for our words changed into horizontal long black line. She invited me to her home again on Saturday afternoon. It was good rainy day. She gave me black cross pendant and I promised her that we will live at new home with black cat from now on. I could work at coffee shop by the grace of her father’s support. Sunday morning, all my words integrated into one word. It is “Love and Peace”. It was fine day. Blue sky was good to start going on my new way with her in the future.

Reference 759
Impact “82-85” (1995)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful revolutionary unseen worldwide crude black horizontal needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all my imaginative party with Middle Eastern animal lover children on Xmas Eve night
Words:
He is good our friend who has been working as our manager. He planed our daytime US live acts called “Live in the Lightness” for us on Xmas Eve. Yes, we knew that US is Country where any policies have been saving many unfortunates in the world. Our live acts were longtime from sunrise to sunset. All his plan was getting the same utility level between unfortunates and us in chaotic future. On the one hand, we played hard acts and created our each utility level that was denoted by “Y=SinX+U1 (U1>0)”. On the other hand, each utility level of all unfortunates was denoted by “Y=CosX+U2 (U2<0)”. X is chaotic times that have random speeds. High utilities were decreased by low utilities and low utilities were increased by high utilities. All our utility levels were changed into “Y=U1” at high noon. Yes, we continued to play by our bloods and sweats. Finally, our utility levels were integrated into “Y=U1 (U1>0)” that was existed nearby “Y=0” line at sunset. It was the time when all utility levels of unfortunates were integrated into “Y=U2 (U2<0)” that was existed nearby “Y=0” line. And X axis was rotated 90 degrees by rotation of the Earth. Yes, time levels started to go to heaven. It was all our desire to night stars. After we had finished live acts, we were given $50 paper money from him to our each hand. Yes, we got it gladly and we used this money for holding Xmas party with all our American friends.

Core Word:
All her human romantic red heart to keep friendship with Japanese young couple who had recovered from leukaemia in their childhood and are drinking with their realistic friends under cherry trees at park in spring and to take their high core level photos by her heart, when one grandmother returned from country to home where her daughter is living with husband and children, and they played sevens by trump cards and children presented diamond ring for her after it stopped raining and seven colors rainbow expanded in blue sky, which we’d like to call “All our risky red to keep forever friendship with Japanese friends under light blue sky”, to save Russian couple who had recovered from leukaemia and are raising glasses with their mothers and grandmothers at church by 6 glasses of thawing water taken from river on white night, which we’d like to call “All our 808 state water glasses black chocolate and red cherry are put in”, and to save Japanese little boy's lovely smiles after his grandmother talked about memories in the World War Ⅱ and won by 4 cards made by 4 twos at night

Reference 760
Conflict “The Ungovernable Force” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee he made for me at backstage after we had finished night live act at sunrise on Monday the 16th, he called “All our human historical friendly hopeful crude Jesus bloody high-speed indifferent try to get human equality” that was existed to save all Middle Eastern peaceful animal lover child souls in the war
Words:
He is good our manager. His plan was supporting all our writing. Tuesday the 10th, we planed 1st plot, 2nd plot, all our words, and title for our music, according to his plan at midnight when all our friends have been sleeping. 1st plot will be written by 100 words. It is secret in our minds. 2nd plot will be written by 100 words. It is synopsis to create all our words. Title will be written by one word. And all our words will be written by 10000 words that were created by combinations of 1st plot and 2nd plot. Wednesday the 11th, we created title for our music. Total world words were 100000 words in our minds, so core level for title in the world is “1/100000=0.00001” called “Purple first finger”. Thursday the 12th, we created all our words. Core level for title in all our words is “1/10000=0.0001” called “Blue second finger”. Friday the 13th, we wrote 1st plot. Core level for 1st plot in the world is “100/100000=0.001” called “Green third finger”. Saturday the 14th, we wrote 2nd plot. Core level for 2nd plot in all our words is “100/10000=0.01” called “Yellow little finger”. Sunday the 15th, we played live acts all night long, according to his plan with us. Yes, core level for all our words in the world is “10000/100000=0.1” called “Red acts”. All our needs for our night live acts were inviting Messiah to our club. Yes, we could watch figure of Messiah who came from white light in our minds. It was good fortune for us to give any lights for all audience.

Reference 761
Dirt “Black and White” (1997)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered at restaurant nearby the sea on winter morning, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful crude black high noon patriotic needs for full lightness” that was existed to save all our friends who had gone to battlefield by conscription in our Country
Words:
He is good our best friend who had met girlfriend at our club. When half moon was shining at night in winter, he talked about his idea with her at park. Yes, all his idea was saving all our friends. 1st sun in our minds was a fire when he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. He continued to think about his idea in first year. Second year, he wrote his idea on paper and created big plan. It was creating big sunflower field for sightseeing in our Country. 2nd sun in our minds was a lamp when he was thinking and was writing his plan in his night room. Third year, he succeeded in creating big sunflower field. Yes, all we were looking forward to watching sunflower field under the sunshine in summer and we expected our good future. Then he got much money and lived in happiness with her. 3rd sun in our minds was sunflower under the blue sky. But fourth year, he decided to build casino at the place of big sunflower field, spending much money he had gotten. Friday the 13th, all sunflowers were removed by the hands of many laborers. And casino was built in winter. All owners at casino were us. Yes, we could get enough money to escape painful poor lives. 4th sun in our minds was casino on winter night. All our dreams came true but he had spent all his money. He will live in the same level as our level. It is the reason why all we want to call him best friend.

Reference 762
One Way System “All systems go” (1983)



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Northern Morning Sunny Rough Sea where you invited me before our old boys’ and girls’ meeting, you called “All your human historical deepest core contract” that was existed to save all my today’s endless injured helpless confusions in the world
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to my night live concert. How are you? I think you had been studying many subjects as well as I had been studying, using pen at high school. All our studying was like “U=-Sin(XY)”. U is utility level. X is your profits and Y is my profits. Yes, we had been born from core of magma in our minds. It was all our starting point of “X=Y=0 and U=0”. And we felt pain when we were given many problems at school. When “XY=0.5π and U=-1”, we felt maximum pain. But when “XY=π and U=0”, you got successful image from your heart. And when “XY=1.5π and U=1”, we cleared all our problems. Next, when “XY=2π and U=0”, we were given new problems from teachers for your right hand. All our school lives were repetitions of this thing. And I think you will continue to write poems and I will continue to write songs in our world. I sent this letter with black pen to support all your writing. Please keep your health.
From your friend who want to say to you, “All Right”.

Reference 763
English Dogs “Forward into Battle” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby the sea in the morning, she called “All my present modern friendly hopeful many useless black words from risky rough offing” that was existed to save all her heated hardcore worldwide friendly heart in the world
Words:
Next is my message to the world.
He is my good friend who had grown up in good family. But he lost home in his youth by the cause of civil war. Yes, he had to live in other place, leaving his parents. He went to capital and studied very well. Then he became astronaut and married his good girlfriend. His first big work was going to the moon from the Earth by rocket. This plan had spent long time, and he saved family of 5 that was created by his wife and his 3 children, while working on this plan. It was the point of “XY=27π and U=0” on “U=-Sin(XY)”. Yes, he could get good image in the future. After some years had passed, he went to the moon by rocket. It was the place where has been ruled by only fatherly gravity and motherly sun heat. It was like his returning to most primitive place for our hearts. His next work was appearing on television with his family. It was the point of “XY=54π and U=0” on “U=-Sin(XY)”. Yes, his father and mother were watching it on TV from far place. And he could meet his parents again after some days had passed. Then he saved family of 7 that was created by his old family and his parents. It is the time when our fires could get equilibrium with our waters in the world.

Reference 764
Terveet Kadet “Terveet Kadet LP” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at coffee shop after I had known information of the end of civil war, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated hardcore free writing from “0.5 words” to “1.5 words” that was existed to save all my childhood animal lover too much sadistic friendly pretty ox heart from “0.0 words” to “0.4 words” in the war
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I saw good dream. It may be caused by all my animal lover heart in the world.
On black night, I held live act with my friends at club. We called many our girlfriends. All our world was in a ball that was created by “X^2+Y^2+Z^2≦0.5^2”. I played hard by my bloods and sweats, and all our audience had lost many powers with us. Yes, our world changed into “X^2+Y^2+Z^2≦0.4^2” and get lightness. And our world flew to the South Pole. It was good winter white night. We played with penguins under the sun and ate some foods with penguins. Yes, we could recover many powers I had lost, and our world stopped in the heaven. Our world place was in “X^2+Y^2+(Z-1)^2≦0.5^2”. It is the reason why we write all boyfriend hearts as “♂” and write all girlfriend hearts as “♀” in our minds.

Reference 765
Anti Simex/Crude SS/Fear of War/Rovsvett “Afflicted Cries in the Darkness of War” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at coffee shop on winter night, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful revolutionary solid random deadly sunny expanding” that was existed to save all my dirty rotten friends in our salty crowded circle
Words:
A long time ago, there was capital in the North and there was farm village in the South. Northern humans were in happiness but Southern humans were in pain. And Southern time speed was very high and all Southern humans were living in the heaviness, because the distance between core of magma and the South was shorter than the distance between core of magma and the North. So, Southern death rate was higher than Northern death rate by the cause of Southern painful lives.
One day, he met her nearby Northern lake. She said she went to the South and got Southern information. Yes, she had known all Southern historical painful truth, so she needed any help from him. “Are Southern farmers using money?” he asked her. “Yes, all Southern humans were working hard to get some money everyday,” she answered. “Let it be,” he said to her and this word was only word for her heart.
After some years had passed in the North, Southern village had been changed into big city and much money was circulated in the South. Yes, all Southern money was all their painful degrees to change labor forces into labors. Then the sun was created and it stormed heavily in the Earth. And many lakes changed into the sea and big trade was established between the North and the South. Finally, Southern death rate resulted in being equal to Northern death rate by the cause of equal heaviness. It was very natural that she could meet him again nearby the Aegean Sea under the peaceful sunshine.

Reference 766
Wretched “La Tua Morte non Aspetta” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful dirty rotten sweet sunny windy needs for our red acts” that was existed to save all our greasy bright sweaty childhood family green and blue friendship memories under the light blue sky after the rainfall that made you read devilish tragic funny stories we care about
Words:
He is my good childhood black friend. He traveled with his family 4 times in his childhood from year he was 6 years old to year he was 9 years old every year. It was his happy family travel in summer, called “Core of the Earth”. And he said to me that he had believed in safe Earth in the future. Then I invited him to our party 4 times in our youth from year he was 16 years old to year he was 19 years old every year. It was party with all our friends in winter when we were in painful lives, called “Core of the Sun”. Of course, we forbade smoking and drinking according to social law. And he said to us that he had believed in safe cosmos in the future. After we had reached man’s estate, we held big party in spring, called “Core of the Red”. We called teachers who taught us when we had been high school students. Yes, we enjoyed eating and drinking while smoking with him. And we enjoyed playing many games and sometimes exploded crackers. All teachers cared about our too much drinking and smoking. But we didn’t care. We believed in all his good smiles.

Reference 767
7Seconds “The Crew” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful sunny crossed windy needs for many words to make worldwide words increase and to make our hardcore level high” that was existed to save her best friend who has always been reading Bible by strong will beside lovely black dog at home with her heart in our cold world
Words:
Winter morning, I went to coffee shop with her and we talked about anything with her while drinking coffee. It was almost problems in the world. And just before 12 o’clock, she asked me, “Where is your Jesus living in?” So I spoke next story to her.
“I think Jesus will be repeating rebirth in Countries where all nations believe in Christ in the future. There are 10 religions in the future in my mind. First probability of Jesus rebirth in Christian Country is “1/10=0.1” and Jesus will write Testament for 1st Country. Second probability of Jesus rebirth in Christian Country is “(1/10)×(1/10)=0.01” and Jesus will write Testament For 2nd Country. And third probability is “(1/10)×(1/10)×(1/10)=0.001”. And Jesus will repeat rebirth in Christian Country 11 times. Yes, this probability is “0.00000000001”. It is like 11 times overlaps of minute hand and hour hand from 1 o’clock to 12 o’clock in my watch. Total core level for my belief in Jesus rebirth is “0.11111111111”. And I'd like to believe in forever Jesus rebirth in Christian Country in our future. Yes, my Jesus is always living in my watch given from you.”
After my speaking, she said to me, “I think that I had been living in Christian Country before I was born in our Country.” “Yes, I want to believe it”, I said to her, “Today, there are big 3 religions in our world. Probability of your rebirth in Christian Country is “(1/3)×(1/3)=0.11111111111”. It is good coincidence with my belief in Jesus rebirth.”

Reference 768
Kaaos “Ristiin Naulittu” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee I made for her at backstage before we started to play night live acts with teachers who we invited, called “All our human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for our 0.19 red acts” that was existed to save all our friends 0.10 green hearts and our teachers 0.01 blue hearts that want to invite angelic lovely childhood Messiah who will be able to fight with all her nightmares in the world
Words:
Next is my memory when I had been going to high school.
I was taking examination to graduate from high school in a week. I was in busy school life, because I was sometimes working as part-timer and was playing night live act. Last subject of my examination was Art. 1st question was “Theory of Arts”. Yes, I was in trouble for my answer, but I wrote my music theory by my pencil while remembering lectures of woman teacher. 2nd question was “Writing of Art according to experience”. And I wrote next answer on paper.
“My Art is saving black souls in America. One day in winter, I went to Northern American church and bought a 10￠ pencil from Father. And I wrote plan of apple plantation on paper, using this pencil. After I had finished writing my plan, I met black friend and handed my plan to him with a pencil. He got it gladly and he handed 10￠ apple to me. Then he started off from the North to the South ridding on horse. And I put an apple in icebox and fell asleep at home. Next morning, I ate an apple with her at park under the sun. Distance between core of magma and the North is 10, and distance between core of magma and the South is 1 in my mind. So, Southern time speed has more 10 times than Northern time speed. The time when we had finished eating an apple was the time when all Southern souls had been saved by apple plantation that was created by my plan of apple plantation my black friend had brought to the South with my pencil. Yes, I had lost my best pencil, so I can’t write best answer on examination paper.”
After I had finished taking all my examinations, I thought I will be able to get “C valuation” on examination of Art. But result was “A valuation” and I could graduate from high school. She said to me, “It may be caused by our woman teacher’s high core level for our hearts.”

Reference 769
Wretched “Libero E Selvaggio” (2017)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby Crater Lake on windy night, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic Jesus bloody rebirth needs for preceding 10 years sweet candy store on White Day” that was existed to save her best friend who held common respectable peaceful sunny old boys' and girls’ meeting of elementary school under light blue sky at Hawaiian beach
Words:
Sunday morning, I went to coffee shop with her. It was a good fine day. She cared about a girl who came to my night live act and was putting cross pendant on neck, while she was drinking coffee. So I spoke next words to her.
“In the old days, there was good family of 4 that was created by parents and 2 sons in America. 2 sons had grown up in good family love. But after they had reached man's estate, they left home and went to far place for their minds each other. Firstborn son had gone to Northern Europe for his business to run iron ring maker. And second son had exiled himself to the Soviet Union for his left wing to live in farm village. Firstborn son was in happiness by the grace of getting many friends, but second son was in pain by the cause of Russian strict rules. Yes, their lives are like on “XY=±1”. When “X>0”, X is firstborn son’s happy degrees. And when “X<0”, X is second son’s painful degrees. When “Y>0”, Y is fire level. And when “Y<0”, Y is water level. And they are saving family of 4 that was created by their wives and 2 children each other.”
After my speaking, she asked me, “Was a girl firstborn son’s wife?” “Yes, that’s right,” I answered, “She is my good friend who I called from far place.

Reference 770
Crucifix “same title” (1981)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful chaotic moneyless heated kitchen windy needs for all our heartbeats” that was existed to save faithful leap year's deadly diamond ring that her mother hold in pledge at black street
Words:
One night, we held night live act called “6.1 chaos spirits”. I called my best black friend. Yes, we played in the heats and black friend acted in the heats too. After we had finished live acts, we went to his trump magic show called “1.1 Northern historical spirits”. His trump magic was great. And he called me and black friend from stage, and distributed 2 trump cards to each of me and black friend. My cards were King of Spades and King of Hearts. Then I took 3 cards from remained 48 trump cards except Joker and played poker with black friend according to his command. His rule was special. The person who will get 4 cards is winner. I thought I will be able to win by 4 cards made by 4 Kings. We played poker for a while. And when all trump cards were taken, we took cards from discards according to his rule. And I could get King of Clubs. Then I could get Ace of Diamonds. But it was my discard, because all my need was King of Diamonds. And when I could get King of Diamonds, I showed my 4 Kings cards to him. But it was the time when my black fried showed 4 Ace cards to him. Yes, black friend’s first 2 cards were Ace of Spades and Ace of Hearts. I gave in to natural law. He said to all audience that it was “6.1/1.1=5.5454 relative power” and it was gotten by the grace of our live acts. Yes, I’d like to inform his word to her next morning.

Reference 771
The Legion of Parasites “Undesirable Guests” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play daytime live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful assertive forced random prayer for sunny watery crystal ball” that was existed to keep all her heated heavenly childhood saved horizontal dirty lovely marble balls 0.18π slope acceptance in the church
Words:
He is good teacher who has been living in my mind. After World War Ⅰ, his Country had been damaged and had been changed into wild ground. He thought he must save his Country and he decided to create elementary school by the cooperation of all families in his Country. First, he tried to do entrance examination for his elementary school. But his examination was very severe and all problems were too difficult. Yes, when he was marking examination papers, he described so many “X” on paper. It was fire level that was increased and water level that was decreased in his mind. But he passed all children on entrance examination. And he tried to build schoolhouse with all families and children by their bloods and sweats. Yes, he had created rotation of the earth in his mind. I’d like to call it “Red Ring made by increased fires”. And he started to teach all children at elementary school. Next, he held party where all families gathered at coffee shop. Yes, he had created earth’s yearly round in his mind. I’d like to call it “Green Ring made by increased fires”. In summer vacation, he had been satisfied at all things he had tried, and he lighted cigarette by his matchstick. I’d like to call it “0.001 black lead of Blue Pencil” that was created to keep all friendship with all families.

Reference 772
The Apostles “Punk Obituary” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play daytime live acts on Friday the 13th, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful sunny sweaty patriotic black hole needs for visible big cross made by vertical different generation line and both sides generation line” that was existed to save all our animal lover horizontal heated hardcore missing dark green leaves words crosses made by 6:00 PM hour hands, minutes hands, and 90 degrees second hands, unseen animal second hands like her childhood helpless lovely Giant Dracula nightmare saved by motherly morning sunshine
Words:
He is good my friend who has been saving family of 3 that was created by him, his wife and little daughter.
One day in spring, he went to grassland with his family and lovely dog by his driving car. In the morning, he enjoyed talking anything with his wife and daughter on grassland for a while under the sunshine. And his daughter took out sketchbook from her bag and started to describe lovely dog on sketchbook by a pencil. At high noon, his family started eating lunch. At 1:00 PM, his daughter lay on grassland and had fallen asleep while covering her eyes by sketchbook. Yes, it was the time when minute hand and hour hand had created “30 degrees=2π/12=0.1666π” after his daughter put a pencil in case. Then his wife wrote some words on diary notebook and he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. It was the time when minute hand and hour hand overlapped and had created “2π/11=0.1818π” in the time from high noon for his daughter’s writing in the future. And his daughter got up at 1:30 PM. It was the time when minute hand and hour hand had created “135 degrees=2π×(135/360)=0.75π” and the time when his wife prayed to God for all her family peace in her mind. And they went to home before sunset.
At this night, so many stars were shining in black sky. We’d like to call it “All our Configurations created by his matchstick”.

Reference 773
The Apostles “The Lives and Times of the Apostles” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All my human historical friendly hopeful total resistant talking configurations black hole needs to go back to the core of Y” that was existed to save all her animal lover heart that want to get peaceful sunny barking white made by upper right hand family green, upper left hand blue friendship and downward red acts in 16 years old high school days
Words:
On winter night, I went to his midnight theater with her. It was very cold outside. His theater was created by 8 scenes.
At 1st scene, he showed all his belongings to us. These were survey apparatus, 200g carrot, 40g five stones, stopwatch, and calculator. At 2nd scene, he met his girlfriend nearby volcano. At 3rd scene, his 12 boyfriends and 12 girlfriends gathered and made circle. He called them “12 Apostles and their girlfriends”. At 4th scene, bouquet of 11 mountain lilies was sent for him. At 5th scene, he dropped a 40g stone from high place to floor, and his girlfriend timed period between the time he started to drop a stone and the time a stone fell on floor, by stopwatch, and the sun rose. Just after the sun had risen, his theater was filled with any lights. At 6th scene, it started to rain heavily and he calculated constant of universal gravitation by calculator at home. At 7th scene, it stopped raining and they got peaceful world. At 8th scene, white woman visited them. Yes, she was woman who had sent bouquet of 11 mountain lilies for him. She is beautiful mother. And the curtain fell.
I think that all his motif was “Sunny gravity is forever”. I was informed from her that beautiful mother is Libran. It is all her demonstration for our theory.

Core Word:
All her human dreamy needs for black hole lightness to keep friendship with white flower girls who hold strawberry party and leukaemic boys and girls who hold light blue party in the future

Reference 774
Oi Polloi “Outraged by the Atomic Menace” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic hungry night capital windy black hole needs for 0.18π slope minute hands and hour hands” that was existed to keep all unseen animal lover business hands that treated us to a eating rainy salty bloody hamburger steak after we had visited at slaughterhouse
Words:
He is good my friend who had grown up in the North. But he was unfortunate boy, because his father divorced his mother in his childhood. Yes, he had lost circle on XY plane. His heart was in core of cross made by XY axes. Then he had created 10000 words in his mind. So his father had lovely dog at home. He sometimes played with lovely dog in his childhood. Yes, lovely dog words were made by 4 words that were led by joy and anger, sorrow and love. And dog covered his 4 circular corners and he could get new circle on XY plane. Then he became animal lover and had created “10000×4=40000 words” in his mind.
After he reached man's estate, he met her at beach for the first time. But one day, he lost lovely dog. He created dog grave with her nearby the sea. And she became animal lover too. Yes, his words were “40000-4=39996 words” at that time.
After some years had passed, he married her at church nearby the lake and got first child. He got the sun and infinite dimensional world in his mind. And he sent a letter to his mother. It was all his invitation that he want to live in family of 5 that will be created by his father, his mother, her, his child, and him. Yes, he could create infinite words by the grace of Earth’s yearly round. He succeeded in his try and had second lovely dog in family of 5. And his 40000 words were recovered. Yes, relative value between his second life and first life is “V=(40000n-4)/10000n”. “n” is dimensions in the world. When “n” approached infinite, “V=4.0”. I think he could get 2 suns in his mind. One is the sun in the sky and other is the sun reflected on the lake.

Reference 775
Necracedia “Now I see clearly” (1991)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful random dirty crowded crossing heated metals coming from all directions” that was existed to save all her best friend animal lover sunny rigid smiley solid souls at party in the city
Words:
Next is my night dream in rainy season.
I was working as laborer at industry where I have been making metal goods by machines with my friends in the North. It had rained outside in long days. One day, many animals came from the South while being led by the rainy invitation that changed lands into lakes in the Earth. Animals continued to gather nearby us one after another. My plan is saving animal hearts. So I decided to make many keys with my friends. Yes, many people needed keys in their own room to escape all risks from wild animals. Keys were commodities for all people, so we set constant key price. Yes, key demand was denoted by line of “X=X1” and key supply was denoted by line of “P=P1” on XP plane. X is quantity of keys and P is key prices. And we had created cross on XP plane. Then many keys were sold by many people and key demand line was sifted to right. Yes, we got sales created by “P(X2-X1)”, when key demand was changed into “X=X2”. We built zoo by using all profit. Many families and children gathered and enjoyed at our zoo under the sun.
And I got up in my bed. I could feel good joy in my mind. I talked about my dream with her at breakfast. “What led your dream in your mind?” she asked me. “It may be caused by morning glow after it stopped raining when you were sleeping,” I answered.

Reference 776
Icons of Filth “Onward Christian Soldiers” (1984)



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Northern Afternoon Rough Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick, you called “All your human historical wild needs for salty mellow apple” that was existed to save all black slave souls in the South
Words:
Do you know a first diamond ring that Southern King had presented for Northern Queen in the history.
A long time ago, there were Northern big capital and Southern big farm village in the Earth. Southern heaviness and time speed were high. Yes, the sun was created by all painful Southern humans. Then so many goods were produced and were sold in the North, and so many fruits were raised and were sold in the South. But it sometimes stormed with heavy rain in the Earth. Yes, many lakes changed into the sea. Northern aggregate demand and supply curves had created figure of “X” at upper left hand at first time. And Southern aggregate demand and supply curves had created figure of “X” at lower right hand at first time. But Northern “X” moved to lower right and Southern “X” moved to upper left, because many trades started by the ship on the sea between the North and the South. Yes, Northern humans started to live nearby the sea and Southern humans started to live nearby the sea too. And Northern time speed was changed into higher speed and Southern time speed was changed into lower speed than before. All Northern and Southern humans were looking forward to living in future happiness with their strong heartbeats. Finally, all Northern goods price had been changed to be equal to all Southern fruits price by the grace of trade agreement. Yes, Northern aggregate demand and supply curves, Southern aggregate demand and supply curves had created figure of “XX” and they could get one big diamond. It was a first diamond ring that Southern King had presented for Northern Queen nearby the sea.

Reference 777
Re-Animator “Deny Reality” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful random chaotic stormy salty sunny needs for big plate created by SinXY” that was existed to save all Middle Eastern parents needs to make children describe imaginative windy morning glow diamonds on paper at wild ground in the war
Words:
Next is my white summer night dream in Northern Europe.
He is good elementary school teacher who has been teaching 5 boys and 5 girls at village in Russia. His nickname is “Chaos 55”. One day, he tried to do 1st examinations for all 10 children at school. Results were next. 1st boy got 10 point. 2nd boy got 30 point. 3rd boy got 50 point. 4th boy got 70 point. 5th boy got 90 point. And 1st girl got 100 point. 2nd girl got 80 point. 3rd girl got 60 point. 4th girl got 40 point. 5th girl got 20 point. Next, he tried to make all children exchange letters between 1st boy and 1st girl, 2nd boy and 2nd girl, 3rd boy and 3rd girl, 4th boy and 4th girl, 5th boy and 5th girl. It was home studies for all children. After some days had passed, he tried to do 2nd examinations for all 10 children at school. Yes, he had understood all achievements of 10 children. He thought that 2nd result of examinations will be the same as 1st result of examinations. So he said to all children just before 2nd examinations started, “Please write your best friend’s name on name space of examination papers.” Yes, all children wrote names of friends who have been exchanging letters. 2nd results were next. 1st boy got 100 point. 2nd boy got 80 point. 3rd boy got 60 point. 4th boy got 40 point. 5th boy got 20 point. And 1st girl got 10 point. 2nd girl got 30 point. 3rd girl got 50 point. 4th girl got 70 point. 5th girl got 90 point. Yes, total averages of 1st and 2nd examinations were all 55 points. And all children ranks in his class were 1. All mothers of children got happy heartbeats after they had known grades of their child. After some years had passed, so many diamonds were taken from Russian diamond mine. Yes, his Country got fortune by the grace of all his tries.

Reference 778
Appendix “Money is not my currency” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at home in the afternoon, she called “All my human historical friendly hopeful sunny stormy 1:30 PM 45 degrees hour hand prayer for strong wills created by SinXY” that was existed to save all her salty rusty metallic going back minute hand prayer to core of magma in the cold world
Words:
Next is my black winter night dream in Northern Europe.
One day in autumn, he held marathon race. It was his upper left hand corner 1st year autumn race. Many runners took part in this race. He shot a gun toward the sky to make race start. Next year, he held lower left hand corner 2nd year winter marathon race. 3rd year, he held lower right hand corner spring race. And 4th year, he held upper right hand corner summer race. He used real gun only at winter race. Yes, he could create 5 Mobius Bands by Earth's yearly round in his mind to pray for end of the Cold War after all marathon races were finished. I think these Bands were made by heated metals that can be curved to change tails into heads.

Reference 779
Appendix “Top of the Pops” (1984)



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Northern Summer Rough Sea you invited me after I had finished world tour, you called “All your human historical sunny acceptance for 5th Mobius Band” that was existed to save all human feelings about coldness in the world
Words:
Next is science fiction I had created.
He was good young who had grown in Russia. His mother and father had grown up in family of 3 that was created by their parents each other. Yes, they experienced World War. And he had grown up in family of 7 that was created by his 4 grandparents, his parents and him. I’d like to call it “Core family in our world”. Yes, he could know all future in the world by the grace of heavy brightness. He expected good future with his family in the world. Then he married his good girlfriend and got son. He created family of 9. His son studied very well in youth and became computer technician.
Winter black night, his son created so many words by PC and expanded it to Country. Yes, so many Russian gravitated to his son's words. It was like all light sources for Russian. He was in heavy brightness.
After some years had passed, his son married American girlfriend. It was red act for his family. And his son got daughter. Yes, he could create family of 11, which was family green. His son created many words by PC in works and main word was “The end of the Cold War”. It was “Blue Prophesy” for all Russian. All our demonstration for his son's prophecy is the world you are living in the future. Yes, he could get good family love after this time.

Reference 780
Megadeth “So far, so good…so what!” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play daytime live acts, she called “All our present modern friendly hopeful horizontal bitter rainy suggestion to make woman prisoners and soldiers join in our circle” that was existed to save all her friend too dazzling sunny dry crusty simply controlled works
Words:
Next is my memory in my youth.
After I had entered at high school, I joined in a circle with my girlfriend. It was existed between indoor circle and outdoor circle. We call it “25% central 4th circle”. Yes, all our friends joined in circles that was called “7.5% left 1st indoor circle, “10% left 2nd indoor circle”, “20% left 3rd indoor circle”, “25% central 4th circle”, “20% right 5th outdoor circle”, “10% right 6th outdoor circle”, and “7.5% right 7th outdoor circle”.
1st year's winter, we talked about anything and got good friends in each circle. 2nd year's spring, we joined in any circles by our own wills and created normal distribution by indoor circles and outdoor circles. Yes, my 25% central 4th circle was most popular. 3rd year's summer, we talked about worldwide problems at beach and created so many words in our minds. 4th year's autumn after we graduated from high school and we selected each own way, all our needs were in human equality all over the world. Yes, 5th year's winter, we held old boys’ and girls’ meeting. All our wills were integrated into central green. And all our words created black horizontal line that could collect any lights. Yes, we had succeeded in shooting green rocket into the sky. And we got red, green and blue lights. Finally, we got white for our total resistance. And we got 5th Mobius Band. It was all our wild hearts that won’t care about indoor and outdoor in our future.

Reference 781
Circle Jerks “Group Sex” (1980)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home in summer, you called “All my human historical friendly hopeful hardcore needs for heated salty breezy 1 Mobius Band” that was existed to save all your dark green leaves writings for nightmarish declining sweet oranges in autumn
Words:
He is good American black computer technician who has been saving family of 3. Summer night, he created so many words at works and went home midnight. His wife and lovely little son were sleeping in bed, so he fell asleep in bedroom. And he saw next dream.
He traveled to hotel nearby the sea with his family. He collected some insects with his son in woods in the morning and put a beetle in insect cage for his son. And they returned to hotel and ate lunch with his wife. Then all they went to the church and prayed to God for all black souls in the Earth at high noon. I’d like to call it “Love 1”. But his son knew that a beetle had died at night. Yes, his son cried and needed his help. He lighted on cigarette by his matchstick 0 o’clock midnight. I’d like to call it “Love 0”. Yes, he created the world denoted by “E=mc^2”. He gave much energy for his son from core heart, so his son got any lights and his son's soul went up to the moon. And his son's soul got lightness and returned to core of magma with beetle soul. Yes, his son could meet beetle again.
And he got up in bed. Dark green leaves of the window were saved by sunshine. He prayed to God for all past human wills, making the sign of the cross.

Reference 782
Youth Brigade “Sound & Fury” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful 12 o’clock midnight dark green leaves needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all her home mind for human equality and animal lover heart in heated warlike world
Words:
One night, I went to the church and met Father. And I talked about today with Father for a while. Just before I went home, Father spoke next childhood past memory to me.
“In the World War, night theater took place. Main actors were Mr.P and Mr.K. They were playing chess on stage. Theater was in the darkness. But all audiences were saved by moonlight of the window. Night clouds made moonlight disappear and appear again and again. Mr.P and Mr.K had all abilities to know best choice selected between dark heaviness and bright lightness. At sunrise, game was finished. Result was even decided by the cause of never ending play. Mr.K went home and bought fancy cake by using his half prize on the way of going home. Next afternoon, I was playing with my 5 boyfriends and 6 girlfriends on the street. And we met Mr.K at here. He cut fancy cake into 12 pieces by knife and distributed these cakes to each friend. All my friends ate cakes on the street but I brought it to my home, because I knew my lovely dog was waiting for my going home while going hungry. Yes, I gave piece of fancy cake to my dog. Next morning, a Bible was sent for me from Mr.K. I was absorbed in reading Bible everyday after this time. And I decided to be Father at church.”
Yes, Father's story was good for my all wills. I shook hands with Father gladly.

Reference 783
Anti-System “No laughing matter” (1985)



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Northern Midnight Rough Sea you invited me after I had finished night live act, you called “All your Northern historical chaotic response to worldwide metallic coldness” that was existed to save all our performance in the world
Words:
He is good our friend. Winter night, he came to our night live act with his girlfriend and he joined our circle. So we held party where all our friends gathered. We called it “Space travel to the moon”. Yes, all our hearts were made by “Metal Hearts”. We went to party hall while wearing “Metal Coats”. And we took off coat each other and got high speed in the cosmos. We were sometimes putting arms around someone’s shoulder while drinking with all our friends, and we got low speed in the cosmos. Finally, we sang our theme song called “Revolutionary minds in the moon”, while making circle and putting arms around each other’s shoulders. Yes, all we arrived at the moon ground in our minds at the same time. We want to hold the party at the time when our new friends joined our circle. It will be best times to keep all our blood relationship.

Reference 784
Motorhead “No sleep ‘til Hammersmith” (1981)



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Crater Stormy Lake you invited me after I had finished night live act, you called “All your human historical metallic faith” that was existed to keep friendship with Middle Eastern warlike black children in the future
Words:
I’d like to believe in next science fiction I had created.
He is good black computer technician who has been saving family of 5 that was created by his 3 children, his wife and him. A year from Olympic Year, he had created so many words by PC in autumn and got black horizontal world. He collected any lights and succeeded in flying to the sky. Yes, his nickname is “Black Albatross”. Distance between core of magma and our hearts is 2, and distance between core of magma and his heart is 5. So he could get 2.5 times power to know our future in the world, by the grace of his lightness. A year from this year, he had created one prophecy by PC in winter. It was “The end of the Cold War”. Yes, all we believed in his prophecy and believed 2 Metal Mobius Bands that have no border between coldness and hotness. So we created “2×2.5=5 Metal Mobius Bands” in our minds, according to his 2.5 times power prophecy to prepare for next Olympic Year. Yes, we added 3 Metal Mobius Bands. It is all our prayer for peaceful world in the future.

Reference 785
Voivod “RRROOOAAARRR” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful horizontal chaotic heated black crusty metallic needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with animal lover princess who are talking about unseen second hand with Father intently while watching configurations at church on Friday the 13th
Words:
Next is all my present modern resistant heart in the world.
He is good young Russian who has had lovely dog in his home. Winter black night, many Russian politicians were living in happiness. But only he was living in pain, because he always cared about Southern pain. Yes, all human happiness was kept in magma and created Continent, and all his pain was saved in magma and created the lake in the Earth. He joined in anti-establishment party and acted against establishment politicians. So he was captured and became prisoner. Yes, all his friends built church and created rotation of the Earth. All their painful power was changed into the power that goes from North Pole to core of magma by the grace of rotation of the Earth. And all their powers were saved by magma. Then equatorial human and animal powers were kept in core of magma, and Antarctic animal powers were changed into the power that goes from South Pole to core of magma, by the grace of rotation of the Earth. And all Antarctic animal happy powers created Antarctic Continent by the power of magma. Summer white night, he got free under the sun and married his girlfriend. Then he got 1st child. Yes, we’d like to call his family “Good family of 4” that contains his lovely dog. All our demonstration for this story is white iced Arctic Sea and white iced Antarctic Continent in our world.

Core Word:
All her sunny holidays belief in theory that we must learn to dish washer who goes to flower field in the mountain with his wife, daughter and son under the sun and they are talking about our world while watching many stars in night sky, which we’d like to call “All our 1 o’clock 5minutes 27 seconds afternoon white sunny revolution”

Reference 786
Asylum/Stalag 17/Toxic Waste “We will be free” (1986)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home in summer, called “All your Northern historical too strong resistant heart” that was prepared to change all black slaves chains into many Mobius Bands that have no border between black and white
Words:
Dear Mr.K
Thanks for your playing poker with black slave at Southern desert area in summer.
I’d like to call your Six of Hearts “Black horizontal needs for white”, your Six of Diamonds “Red blood relationship with black slaves”, your Six of Clubs “Green human equalities in our world”, and Six of Spades “Strongest sunny powers”. Yes, you tried to win by 4 cards made by 4 Sixes. But result was win of black slaves by 4 cards made by 4 Aces. Your final discard was Ace of Hearts to change the world by your own will. You covered your eyes by right hand when you watched black slave's 4 cards. And you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick. Yes, your Six of Spades changed into “Blue power”. We could get white by the grace of your playing. Please call me when your next magic will take place.
From your friend who will start to live in busy like black slaves from now on

Reference 787
Ultrabox “ha!-ha!-ha!” (1977)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic metallic crusty needs for nightmarish confused heated room” that was existed to save all sunny family forks to eat pieces of fancy cakes with lovely smiley children on Xmas Eve night in so tragic cold world
Words:
He was good Japanese young who had grown up in farm village. After the World War Ⅱ, he started off from home to Tokyo. All his power to make him go was patriotism for his Country. He worked as laborer everyday and got girlfriend after some years had passed. His first big work was creating circular fountain at park. Yes, he worked hard with other laborers under the moonlight every night. After fountain was created, he called her in the morning and invited her to fountain he had created. He said to her under the sunshine, “I’d like to present diamond ring for you. It’s circular fountain I had created.” “It’s so big for my heart,” she said to him. After some days had passed, she called him and invited him to coffee shop at night when full moon was shining in the sky. And she said to him while drinking coffee, “I'd like to accept your proposal gladly. And circular fountain will be best period for my acceptance from the sight of moon ground where my revolutionary heart has been living in.” After some years had passed, he was saving good family of 4 that was created by his 2 children, her and him. He was always putting iron ring on his third finger. It was proof for his family love in the world. I’d like to call it “Saturn’s ring from the sight of the sun”.

Core Word:
All her risky friendly blue core acceptance to save leukaemic little boy who talked to us when the sun is setting, “All my dream is describing rainbow after heavy rain to save cold world by heated gripping pencils created from Russian forest for all my friends who will recover from leukaemia in the future, rather than heated shaking hands, because I think all industrial technicians are always busy in studies”

Reference 788
Civilized Society? “Scrap Metal” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful brightest heated sunny needs for revolutionary fire heartbeats sparks” that was existed to save her secret poor animal lover best friend who had eaten beefsteak with parents at high-class restaurant joyfully after parents put a wedding diamond ring in pledge to get a lot of money led to high price by the cause of all motherly anxiousness in the world
Words:
Next is my winter night dream.
There was big grassland in the North. And there were lower right hand church and upper left hand castle, lower left hand taxi stand and upper right hand taxi stand. 2 taxi stands, church and castle were connected by road that created figure of “8”.
After I had studied at church in the morning, I started to walk to castle on road. Yes, my way described figure that “S” was reflected on the lake, until I arrived at castle. Many people welcomed me at the gates of castle. And they invited me to party at night. I enjoyed eating foods and drinking with many new friends.
After night party had been finished, I rid in taxi at upper right hand taxi stand. Driver was him. And I arrived at lower left hand taxi stand at midnight. Yes, my way described figure of “S”. 1st my way created one vector that goes from lower right to upper left, and 2nd my way created one vector that goes from upper right to lower left. Yes, all my left heart was created by combination of these 2 vectors.

Core Word:
All her human historical orange heart created by risky red acts and family green heart to get blue hearts from all national powers and to make all working-class mothers’ diamond rings bright

Reference 789
Last Rites “This is the reaction” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful 0.6666 heated metallic wild hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all her 1.3333 revolutionary sunny risky friendship with all animal winsome deadly help in the war
Words:
Next is our world view to keep friendship with all animals.
A long time ago, all humans had been living in farm village with many animals. And some humans had started off from home to far place to get some foods and to live in happiness with many friends. Their going away from home was on “Y=X^2 and 0≦X≦1”, and their going back to home was on “Y=X^0.5 and 0≦X≦1” on XY plane. X is distance from core heart and Y is happy degrees. Yes, we had created 1st ring called “Ring for tails”. Then humans had created capital in far place to get more happiness. And they went away from capital to farther place, ridding on horses to search freedom for humans and animals. Their going back to capital was on “Y=(X-1)^2+1 and 1≦X≦2”, and their going away from capital was on “Y=(X-1)^0.5+1 and 1≦X≦2” on XY plane. Yes, we had created 2nd ring called “Ring for heads”. 1st ring and 2nd ring got figure of “8”. All our going away from (0,0) to (2,2) is natural. But our going back from (2,2) to (0,0) wasn’t smooth. We created zoo called “Milky Home” at crossing point of (1,1). It was all our revolutionary minds to keep friendship with all animals. Yes, we had succeeded in changing head into tail to get one Mobius Band that has no border between head and tail of figure of “8” in the world. It is all our wills to get peaceful world with all animals in our minds.

Core Word:
All her human cosmological animal lover party where all our friends, boys and girls will gather, and one young couple who had recovered from leukaemia will explode crackers, which is succeeded from past Russian photographer who had taken many configurations and had issued photo books before he had rested in peace, which I’d like to call “All his Russian Swan expectation in the World War Ⅱ”

Reference 790
AOA “Satisfactory Arrangement” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby crater lake, she called “All my present modern friendly hopeful patriotic revolutionary sunny belief in black crow wings” that was existed to save all her conservative watery belief in stuffed dolls presented from the Prince of Wales to Middle Eastern animal lover little girl in the war
Words:
One day, I traveled to lake in the mountain by train in the morning. It was some kind of leaving home and I wanted to think about today by my own will. My heart gravitated to morning glow reflected on lake. I was standing nearby lake for a while. And I imaged 2 normal distributions in my mind. One was reversed normal distribution in the sky and other was normal distribution in lake on XY plane. X is emotional powers and Y is relative frequency. One reversed normal distribution was existed between “Y=0.5” and “Y=1.0”, and other normal distribution was existed between “Y=0” and “Y=0.5” in my heart. Yes, one is distribution of right wing emotional powers in the war and other is distribution of left wing emotional powers in the war. Emotional powers were keeping left red away power, central green belief in human equality and right blue warlike nationality. After some minutes had passed, my heart gravitated to “0.5 white shinning horizon. I realized that it was existed for my patriotism and I had good idea. It was presenting gold medal from Olympic winner to left wing prisoner on green belief, presenting silver medal from Father to him who has been suffering on primitive orange world, and presenting bronze medal from right wing soldier to left wing soldier on red away. He is my good friend who had believed in peaceful world in the future with me at church.

Core Word:
All her belief in our high core level living in the time when all leukaemic boys and girls will recover, from the time when we are in the distorted world to the time when Father will hold ceremony at church where all our friends gather and Father gives one drug for leukaemic girl in the peaceful world

Reference 791
Conflict “There’s no power without control” (2003)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful fateful metallic hardcore needs for constant heated power” that was existed to make all Middle Eastern girl dreams come true in peaceful future
Words:
Next is all our present modern world view.
One day in autumn, Northern Prince went to church nearby the sea. Northern Father said to him, “Put dead leaf in a bottle and send massage in a bottle to the sea.” Yes, dead leaf is all our heart in the world. In winter, massage in a bottle arrived at Southern beach. Southern Princess got it and brought it to church nearby the sea. Southern Father said to her, “Put green leaf in a bottle and send massage in a bottle to the sea.” Yes, green leaf is all Southern heart in the world. In spring, 2nd massage in a bottle arrived at Northern beach. Northern Prince got it and brought it to church and prayed to Jesus for all our pain in the world. Our word levels were on “Y=X^0.5 and 0≦X≦1”. Their word levels were on “Y=X^2 and 0≦X≦1”. X is core level and Y is word level. We got figure of a leaf in our minds. Yes, all our word level was on (0.5,0.7071) on “Y=X^0.5” and all their word level was on (0.5,0.25) on “Y=X^2”. All their success probability for their tries will approximate 0.0. But we cooperated with Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, and 2 Fathers in the Earth. Yes, we tried to make massage in a bottle arrive at their hearts certainly, by the cooperation with 8 Gods and 2 Fathers. It was all our “0.0 core hearts” to inform all our minds to the sun that has kept in core of the solar system. Yes, sun-god got joy by saving all our hearts and it had stormed heavily in the Earth in 6 days. We could get peaceful sea on 7th day by the grace of all their wills. It is the reason why we feel too much hotness in summer time.

Reference 792
Metallica “St. Anger” (2003)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, you called “All my present modern friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to make your soup hot when you are taking a lovely smiley remained tepid water bath after Middle Eastern children had finished taking a hot water bath in peaceful future
Words:
Next is my winter night dream.
He is my good friend who is working as designer. One day, he started off from Northern home to Southern farm village. Yes, all Southern farmers welcomed him in their village. And he wrote one design to save the South. They expected all his plan while living in pain. And when he had finished writing design, they got joy, because they knew that his plan was saving all their painful lives. They created new farm village according to his design and lived in happiness. Their lives were on “Y=X^2 and 0≦X≦1” and “Y=-(X-2)^2+2 and 1≦X≦2”, and his lives were on “Y=X and 0≦X≦2”. X is time level and Y is utility level. (1,1) was point that he had finished writing design. And (2,2) was point that they had finished creating new farm village. After this time, they and he could get constant utility denoted by “Y=2”. Their creation was like rotating their utility line by X axis at sunrise. Next, it rotated 90 degrees at high noon and got figures of mosque and his pen at Southern home. It was good dream to talk about the South with you at breakfast.

Reference 793
Misfits “Legacy of Brutality” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me after I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at home, she called “All her present modern friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for worldwide salty closing eyes” that was existed to save all my sorrow caused by TV sketch in the Middle East
Words:
One day, I was talking about something with her while eating breakfast at home in the morning. For example, these were civil war in our Country, problems in the South and worldwide environment problems. My conversations with her were all my powers and her conversations with me were all her saving to clear my social pains. But I knew that all my social pains can’t be saved only by our conversations. Yes, I was sometimes keeping quiet. When we had finished eating breakfast and I was drinking a cup of coffee, bell rang and an express letter was handed from a postal clerk to her. It was a letter that some photos were put in. These were photos that were sent from my friend and were taken when I was in live act on weekend night. Yes, I could get power and clear all my pain in my mind. Some photos were all material saving to clear my social pain. My social pain was denoted by “-P=-(aX+bY+cZ)” in XYZ space. X, Y, Z, and P are vectors in our world. X is all her saving to clear my social pain, Y is all material saving to clear my social pain, and Z is all my powers to clear my social pain. Yes, X was her conversations with me, Y was some photos given from my friend, and Z was my conversations with her. All my power was denoted by “P=aX+bY+cZ” in XYZ space. “a, b and c” were all my adjustments to clear all my social pain in the world. Yes, it was a good day for my future with her.

Reference 794
Ripcord “Poetic Justice” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our Northern historical friendly hopeful fateful heated black horizontal crusty prayer for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all her waiting to change lovely smiley sunny South African black slaves pain into upper right hand joy
Words:
He is our good friend who has been working as engineer. One day, he invited us to coffee shop called “Moonlight” in the afternoon. I called her who is my girlfriend. We talked about something with him while drinking coffee. “Where is the sun in your mind?” I asked him. “My sun has been always fixed on lower left hand, because it is all our painful degrees,” he answered. Then we raised glasses by beers and enjoyed talking about anything with him, while smoking and moving our bodies from one chair to other chair. Yes, we sometimes cast him upward glances or downward glances. “I think the sun is keeping variety souls from the sight of our hearts. It will be upper right and left hand, or lower right and left hand for our hearts,” he said to us. “Yes, that’s right,” I said to him, “It’s all our proof of friendship.” Just before our parting, he presented a cross pendant for her. She showed good smile to us. “Is it a good that has infinite souls for our hearts?” I asked him. “No, it has only upper right hand fixed soul, because I had created it in the North Pole where was covered with white iced sea on white night in summer, because it will be most important soul for her from the sight of motherly sun,” he answered. Yes, his joke was best for all our relationship. I lighted on cigarette by fire of his matchstick he gave for me. “Too much smoking is bad for your health. Be careful,” he said to me. “All right,” I said to him and I put my arm on his shoulder.

Reference 795
Svart Sno “Nemesis Divina” (1991)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful patriotic heated black horizontal crusty needs for salty sweaty watery souls” that was existed to save Northern European little boy's confused nightmarish heart when he was praised by principal after he wrote secret winter black daytime closing eyes antiwar letter for Jesus in social studies lecture
Words:
Next is our historical world view.
A long time ago, there was big Country in the North. Commodities for citizen were foods to keep their bodies, clothes to escape from coldness, houses to live with families, desks to study at school, swords prepared for self-defense. One day, civil war happened in their Country. Sword price was higher than desk price at first time. But sword price declined by political command and desk price climbed by conscription of students, keeping constant quantities on XP plane. X is quantity of goods and P is price of goods. There was other big Country in the South. Many farmers had been working heavily everyday. They produced many fruits in their Country. All their pains had created the sun and stormy days had continued in 6 days. Then the sea was created. Yes, big trade was established between North Country and South Country. North Country exported swords and desks to South Country, and imported many fruits from South Country. Sword price had been equal to desk price and these quantities increased by the grace of trade, keeping constant prices. But some years had passed, world war had happened and sun heat changed into high degrees by the cause of all human pains. And Noah’s Flood happened in the Earth. On the one hand, all swords had sunk in the sea and changed into useless goods, and sword price declined, keeping constant quantity. On the other hand, all desks had floated on the sea and became more useful goods, and desk price climbed, keeping constant quantity. Yes, sword price and desk price created figure of “H” on XP plane in our minds. We’d like to call opening civil war “Holy War” to save all our studies.

Reference 796
The Varukers “Bloodsuckers” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee he made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, he called “All his present modern friendly hopeful heated metallic salty horizontal crusty needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save lovely sunny animal heart that can see primitive daily vicious joy in polka dot light on petal at flower garden in the war
Words:
Next is my historical world view.
A long time ago, black boy and black girl met at church nearby river at 1:30 PM for the first time. Church was surrounded with many flowers. All flowers core word is “Let it be”. And when they watched any doves that had been flying to southwest, they started to walk along river that was flowing to southwest. They had continued to walk for long time. And they arrived at freedom before sunset. Here was the place where many blacks were living in free with many animals. Yes, river was Zaire River in the past, from the sight on South African night under clockwise Planet Gods. This story was born from my heart to be against all truths in the world.

Reference 797
Potential Threat “Demand an Alternative” (1985)



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Japanese Night Rough Sea nearby lighthouse when I was driving car for you on the way of going home, you called “All your human historical 7:30 PM 45 degrees revolutionary oath” that was existed to save all Japanese laborers and to get Japanese total peace in the future
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He is good Japanese old man who had grown up before the World War Ⅱ.
One night in autumn, he went to the church on Friday the 13th and told next words to Father in front of Jesus. “I can’t forget a flower of cosmos given from my mother in my childhood. I went to grassland in the mountain with my girlfriend and counted numbers of cosmos petals with her under the blue sky. Comfortable winds flew from left to right. We could hear a murmuring of a stream. It was a most beautiful day for my heart. Please teach me cosmos core word.” “I think it was “Let it be”, Father said to him, “Keep your conservative minds from now on.”
After some years had passed, the World War Ⅱ happened, and he married and started to live with good wife. He got one son and one daughter. After the World War Ⅱ had ended, he had been saving good family of 4 for long time. And when his son and daughter reached man and woman's estate, he realized that they started to have revolutionary minds. They joined in antiwar party and married friend of party each other. Yes, they got 3 children each other and saved family of 5. The numbers of his grandchildren are 6. And when all his 6 grandchildren had married good men and women, he got 12 great-grandchildren. Yes, all his 6 grandchildren had been keeping conservative minds in peaceful family and had been saving family of 4 each other. He could get 12 Apostles in his mind in old age. It will be good blood relationship to support all his future lives.

Reference 798
Sanctuary “Refuge Denied” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful black horizontal salty needs for random heated room” that was existed to save Southern black child who had needed his parents to present a strawberry for his birthday though he was presented big fancy cake from his parents and started to cry on his birthday night
Words:
Next is all our world view for our theory created on Northern European winter black daytime.
First step begins at 2 dimensional plan. All wills in our plan are sun-god wills and our wills. Sun-god wills create normal distribution on XY plane. And our wills create reversed normal distribution like sun-god distribution reflected on the lake on XY plane. X is word energy levels and Y is body energy levels for all words. Yes, all our wills exist in “Y≦0” and all sun-god wills exist in “Y≧0”. Second step is 3 dimensional plan that 2 normal distributions rotated by central green axis. Yes, all our green human equality needs are always equal to sunny green human equality answers. And all our lost energy will be equal to sun-god energy for all words. But when we created the church and got rotation of the Earth, and when all our pains created “real sun” and got Earth's yearly round, we will be able to converse with sun-god by many words in infinite dimensional world. Yes, we can get shinning horizontal line on X axis by the grace of random variety conversations between sun-god and us. It will be best theory based on human equality in peaceful future. All our demonstrations for this theory are spring strong afternoon prayer responded by evening glow, summer strong joy responded by white night sky, autumn strong morning needs responded by morning glow, and winter strong prayer responded by black night white moon.

Reference 799
Bastards “Jarjeton Maailma (Insane World)” (1983)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful splashed salty watery needs for constant free sunny fire” that was existed to save her black girlfriend who had run away from home, by the sacrificial blue cooperation with woman teacher who was teaching Southern history to her in classroom and joined our night live acts
Words:
He is good young teacher who had been teaching us at high school.
When we were in trouble by last examination for our graduations in summer, he commanded us to write graduation thesis at classroom after sunset. Yes, we were writing in lights but our hearts were surrounded with outside darkness at night. Themes my 6 girlfriends chose were “Berry”, “Peas”, “Sunrise”, “Ribbon”, “Leaf”, and “Rose”. And themes my 5 boyfriends chose were “Sky”, “Forest”, “Sunset”, “Earth”, and “Blood”. And I chose “His Tie” for theme. We had been writing until midnight.
Next morning, he invited us to travel to grassland in the mountain. We enjoyed eating and drinking at grassland. All our core words in the lightness were “Blueberry”, “Blue Sky”, “Blue Ribbon”, “Blue Earth”, “Green Peas”, “Green Leaf”, “Green Forest”, “His Green Tie”, “Morning Glow”, “Evening Glow”, “Red Rose”, and “Red Blood”. And after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick, all our core words expanded in the heaviness. Yes, we got any lights under the sunshine at high noon. He said to us, “Congratulations on your graduations!” It was great. We’d like to call our travel “Blue Mountain” led by all our blood relationship.

Reference 800
The Varukers “Vintage Varukers – Rare and Unreleased 1980-1985” (2001)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at sunset, you called “All our historical friendly forbidden risky signals” that was prepared to integrate your red away into strawberries that Japanese children couldn’t buy and could only enjoy watching in front of fruits shop
Words:
Do you know next story?
There were little girl in the North and little boy in Japan. Her father was master of chess and his father was master of shogi. Yes, chess is game created by “8×8=64” squares and shogi is game created by “9×9=81” squares. And chess pieces are made by iron and shogi pieces are made by wood. It is like all young women's hearts that are suffering for rainfall in Northern winter, and like annual ring created under the sun in Japanese winter.
In winter, her family traveled to Japan and she met him for the first time. Yes, she fell in love with him. And she presented chocolate gift for him on St. Valentine’s Day. He took it in pocket gladly and said to her, “Thank you very much.” It was the time when his father had won in title match and lighted on cigarette by matchstick. Yes, Jesus blood was integrated into chocolate gift and brown annual rings in our hearts. It was a best day on February 14 to create blood relationship between the North and Japan in our minds.

Reference 801
The Beatles “Magical Mystery Tour” (1967)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home, you called “All my 0.5 slope desire and all your 2.0 slope desire on (1,1) point” that was prepared to save all working class families at park under the sunshine
Words:
Do you know next story?
A long time ago, civil war happened in Country. It was called “Holy War”. Human hot hearts were increased but these increasing hearts degrees were decreased by degrees. And Mary’s cold heart was increased and this increasing heart degree was increased by degrees. Yes, human hot heart was denoted by “Y=X^0.5 and 0≦X≦1”, and Mary’s cold heart was denoted by “Y=X^2 and 0≦X≦1” on XY plane. X is time and Y is degrees. Ended point of civil war is (1,1) point that 2 lines were crossed in our hearts. Then human hot increasing hearts degrees were increased by degrees. And Mary’s cold increasing heart degrees were decreased by degrees. Yes, human hot heart degrees were changed into “Y=(X-1)^2+1 and 1≦X≦2”, and Mary’s cold heart degrees were changed into Y=(X-1)^0.5+1 and 1≦X≦2”. And we got 2 leaves on XY plane in our minds. First one is black leaf in chaos and second other is green leaf under the sunshine. The area of these leaves is 0.3333. Yes, we could get dark green leaves in our peaceful hearts.

Reference 802
The Rolling Stones “Aftermath” (1966)



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Northern Stormy Night Lake you invited me after we had finished night live acts, you called “All your human historical nightmarish needs for my dreamy heated hooves” that was existed to save all your friends who have been suffering for heavy pains in convent room
Words:
Winter black daytime afternoon, discussion took place at theater in Northern Europe. It was a show called “Moonlight” that Mr.K had been talking with Mr.P from 3:00 PM to 11:00 PM. It was a cloudy day that moonlight of the window repeated appearance and disappearance again and again. Theme for this show was “What we must do to get human equality all over the world?” First conclusion was created by Mr.P at 4:00 PM. It was “Get the sea to get trade for human peace”. And they had continued to converse for 7 hours. Second conclusion was created by Mr.K at 11:00 PM. It was “Get the Blue Earth to insist our wills in the cosmos”. And discussion was finished. Yes, their motif was mystery. All audiences had been thinking about their motif. And all audiences had understood their motif on 1:30 AM midnight. It was “Get the sun in our minds”. First theme for human equality was created by Sister on yesterday’s 7:30 AM. Yes, it was 45 degrees 1.0 power vector toward lower left hand and it was solved by all audiences thoughts based on 45 degrees 0.517638 power vector toward upper right hand. Yes, we could get the sun in our minds by the grace of all audience souls.

Reference 803
DBC “Universe” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal crusty needs for salty sweaty crowded watery room” that was existed to save her best friend who had started to travel to Northern Europe to live with black daytime tearless moonlight flowers she want to present for all bloody sunny beauty tearful child hearts against air raid in the war
Words:
She was good young computer programmer. In spring, she created flower garden nearby home in her country. Yes, she worked everyday to create flower garden. It was her blue act. Flower words increased and computer words decreased for her heart. Flower core words were “Human equality in the world”. But one day, the war happened in her Country. Many flowers were damaged by air raid. Yes, she created many words by computer at home. And computer words increased and flower words decreased for her heart. She joined antiwar party. It was her red act. Then she married good boyfriend who had been in antiwar party, and got 3 children. Yes, she saved family of 5 with her husband. After the war ended, she made flower garden recover by the cooperation of her husband. Flower words increased and computer words decreased again for her heart. She invited her mother and father to her home, and created family of 7. Increasing and decreasing words of flower and computer had created figure of “XXX”, and she got 2 diamonds. She presented 1st diamond for her mother and kept 2nd diamond in her dreamy heart. And she could get white by the grace of peaceful family green.

Core Word:
All her needs for my purple shooting to make all orange flower girls’ family dreams forever

Reference 804
Discharge “Live at the City Garden New Jersey” (1989)



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Northern Stormy Night Sea when I was in overtime work, called “Your iron ring on a grape” that was existed to save all Southern black souls in the world
Words:
She is good black young office lady who has been working busy at company. Her eyes are powerful and beautiful in chaotic world. Yes, her eyes created one big ball made by daytime random eyes powers when she was working at company in our cold world. He is her best black boyfriend who is working at same company. He fell in love with her, because her eyes power was special. Rainy night, she has been with him in bed after they had finished working. And she fell asleep for a while at midnight. She dreamed many things beside him. Yes, all her night dreams will create one big plate made by her closing eyes powers. It will be made by centrifugal force when rotation of the Earth has continued. And he put iron ring on her fourth finger after she got up before sunrise. Yes, it was proof of crossing of daytime one big ball and nighttime one big plate. Do you think her iron ring is too small? But I think it was best size. Her heart was always in North Pole when she was in night dreams. Yes, I think it was just crossing scale in the world.

Reference 805
Vicious Rumors “same title” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts on Friday the 13th, she called “All our human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic salty breezy black horizontal sacrificial needs for too much pain to get too much joy” that was existed to grow many strawberries to put on fancy cake on her black little boyfriend’s birthday eve night when he can’t sleep in bed easily
Words:
I had been studying at elementary school in my childhood. It was like in chaotic world. Yes, I could get many friends and could get power gradually. And I went to a junior high school. I could get more powers and could get wings. My life was like flying in the sky with my all friends. And I went to a high school. I could get high speed and graded up in the sky by the grace of centrifugal force when I was flying along Earth’s ground. My best friends were him and black friend. After I had graduated from high school, I worked at coffee shop and sometimes played night live act, he became engineer and my black friend worked as laborer. Yes, my life was like on “Y=1.5sinX”. And his life was like on “Y=sinX” and my black friend’s life was on “Y=0.5sinX”. X is time and Y is utility level. Black winter, I invited him and black friend to coffee shop I was in working. And we believed in our black horizontal friendship. And spring has come. We traveled to the sea and were watching sunrise for a while. Yes, our strong bonds are based on strong blood relationship we had created from past to now.

Reference 806
Bastards “Maailma Palaa Ja Kuolee” (1982)



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Northern Midnight Rough Sea you called “All our 3:00 AM double needs for dark green leaves” that was existed to save your heart for all human equality in the world
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One day in summer, we held party called “Northern 1st lightness”. We called many our black and white friends. We enjoyed eating foods and drinking. Yes, we had created so many words by conversations at party and had created black horizontal line. It was X axis in our minds. And all our words were based on green vertical line for all human equality. It was Y axis in our minds. Yes, we created one cross. And he decided to travel to the South for all equalities between the North and the South. He is good our friend who planed our party. Yes, we are always describing figure of “X” made by “Y=±X” in our minds. It was created by increasing pain and decreasing joy on XY plane. “X” divided XY plane into 4 parts of upward and downward, rightward and leftward. And his act was on “Y=XsinX”. He felt pain increased on the way to Southern heaviness by degrees, and felt joy decreased by degrees. Distance between core of magma and the North is much longer than distance between core of magma and the South in our minds. So, Southern time speed is much higher than Northern time speed, and his Southern pain is much heavier than Northern pain by the cause of Southern heaviness. He met black family of 4 at Southern grassland under the sun. They were eating lunch at the place where was surrounded with many flowers and where many butterflies were flying. He presented bouquet of white roses for them and started to return to the North. We were waiting for his coming back in 7 days. And after he came back to the North, we held party called “Northern 2nd lightness”. All we wore tuxedo and put black dickey bow on our neck. Yes, his act of “Y=XsinX” painted 2 parts of rightward and leftward of figure of X into black in Southern high time speed, and created figure of butterfly. It was all our needs for heat and water and all our appearance based on body and soul to save all Southern souls.

Reference 807
Exodus “Fabulous Disaster” (1989)



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Northern Stormy Crater Lake you invited me on Friday the 13th, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful cloudy Venus black horizontal animal lover needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save your best black girlfriend who married him by a point of same lovely smiley Jesus bloody holding cosmos control cross pendants given from Father at church on the way of going back to home after they had watched football game with each black family on rainy night in their childhood
Words:
He is good black young who has been living in East Germany. He had grown up in South Africa and his family exiled themselves to East Germany after he reached man’s estate. Yes, his life was always in the coldness. In winter, he ran away from his home to West Germany with his black girlfriend. It would be caused by increasing coldness and decreasing hotness in rainfall. It was first left "X" in their minds. But they could get hope in West Germany. It was based on all technologies in West Germany. Yes, all their belief in technology was increased by degrees and all their anxiousness was decreased by degrees. It was second right “X” in their minds. And they decided to go back to home in East Germany. And he married her and put diamond ring on her fourth finger at East German church. Yes, all their hearts were in the Southern Cross at the time when he was watching night sky in his childhood at South African home. Her diamond was made by combination of first left “X” and second right “X”. It will be best blood relationship between them and us.

Core Word:
Your dreamy chaotic core expecting that your buying a metal cross will lead to move many humans to many planets in the cosmos and we will live in animal lover planet by the power of multiplier effects in the Earth

Reference 808
Kreator “Extreme Aggression” (1989)



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Northern Stormy Crater Lake you invited me after we had finished night live acts, you called “All your human historical heated metallic crusty nightmarish risky acceptance for fire and water” that was existed to save all Japanese peaceful families at park under the sun
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I was staying in Japan for a while. Yes, Japan is most peaceful Country all over the world. I wanted to live in peace and wanted to forget all problems in the world. So I went to coffee shop called “Moonlight”. It was big famous shop built nearby the sea. Japanese master of this shop is my good friend who has been saving family of 4 created by his son and daughter, his wife and him. I enjoyed talking with him at counter for long time. But he said to me that his heart can be scarcely saved at all. Yes, I couldn’t understand his word completely. It was mysterious word for me.
New Year's Day, he invited me to his home in the morning. I joined in making of rice cake at his garden. He pounded rice cake by wood hammer and his wife supported him to make rice cake in mortar by right hand. Yes, all his fatherly powers had been saved by softness of rice cake under the sun. And I sometimes pounded rice cake by wood hammer instead of him. Then I ate rice cake with his family at garden. It was good taste. “Making of rice cake is necessary for my heart on New Year’s Day every year,” he said to me. Yes, I understood his mysterious word completely. This year was leap year. His heart was saved in 4 days in 4 years. Remained days in 4 years were “365×3+366-4=1457 days”. His fatherly souls will be saved by the sun in the future. And I could get 4 Mobius Bands that have no head and tail.

Reference 809
Slammer “The work of idle hands…” (1989)



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Northern Stormy Rough Sea when I was driving my car and was being with you at sunset, you called “All your human historical red away integrated into all my blood relationship” that was existed to keep all our strawberry hearts for all black families in the world
Words:
One night, I started off from home to coffee shop where old boys’ and girls’ meeting would take place. We called all my black and white friends who had been going to same high school. I drove my car and my accelerated heart degree was increased by degrees. Yes, my heart was on “Y=X^2”. X is time and Y is my heart degrees. I joined in meeting at (1,1) point in coffee shop room called “Moonlight” and enjoyed eating foods and drinking with all my friends. After meeting was finished, many our friends started to go to next party. But only one black girlfriend denied our invitation. Yes, I understood that she was anxious about her mother who was staying at her home lonely. So I decided to take her home in my car. I started to drive for her at parking area. My accelerated heart degree was infinite. But it was decreased by degrees, because I knew her anxiousness was decreased by degrees. Yes, my accelerated heart degree was on “Y=(X-1)^0.5+1”. And I knew she fell asleep in my car. I worried about her dream. Is it good dream or bad dream? Yes, it was (2.44,2.2) point worry and my accelerated heart degree was “0.41666”. And I could watch her mother’s good smiles after I arrived at her home. “Please rest at our home for a while,” her mother said to me. Yes, my accelerated heart degree changed into high core degree. It may be caused by all my blood grown up in the past.

Reference 810
Steve Stevens Atomic Playboys “same title” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts on Friday the 13th, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic Jesus bloody sunny needs for lovely brightest triangle trade” that was existed among all our 0:00 PM strawberry hearts, her 4:30 AM red scarf heart and his 7:30 AM red tie heart, to save Southern animal lover black family souls in winter
Words:
She is good animal lover who joined in antiwar party with me. I sometimes talked about our childhood. Yes, we had lived in 4 feelings that were felt by joy and anger, sorrowfulness and happiness in our childhood. These were random 4 feelings like all animals feel. But now, my feeling was in only sorrowfulness. All wars were happened between establishment groups and antiestablishment groups, or among different religious groups, and any more in my thought. So she called his cab by telephone and invited me to night city. He made his cab stop at casino called “Moonlight”. Yes, I could enjoy at casino. When my expectations proved right, I could get joy. And when my expectations didn’t prove right, I felt anger to expect next game. And when we were talking about configurations outside, I felt sorrowfulness. Yes, I could get happiness when I was going home by his cab. And when I went home and was eating supper with my lovely dog, I could recover random 4 feelings completely. It was a best nighttime for my peaceful heart in the world.

Reference 811
Crucifix “Nineteen Eighty-Four” (1982)



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Japanese Morning Rough Sea you invited me in rainy season, you called “All your core belief in historical pain” that was existed to save all Japanese dreams in summer
Words:
He is good Japanese young who has been working as laborer in Nagano City. After the World War Ⅱ, he had many dreams in the future. First step for his dream was working nearby the sea. One day in winter, he went to flower shop where she was working. Yes, it was first their encounter. He bought bouquet of red roses and presented it for his mother. When he went to coffee shop called “Moonlight" at high noon, he happened to meet her. And they talked about any hopes in Japan. Their flowers core word was “Saving Japanese souls”. And their each dream core level was “0.1”. Yes, their dreams core level was changed into “0.1×0.1=0.01” by their encounter. After some days had passed, he started off from home to Tokyo. He thought that his red away must be going to upper right hand Niigata or lower right hand Tokyo, lower left hand Nagoya or upper left hand Toyama. And he thought his best choice was going to Tokyo. After he had arrived in Tokyo, he went to coffee shop called “Sunray” at high noon. And he happened to meet her again. He was surprised at all. It must be some kind of accident. Yes, all their dreams were coincided and he married her. Their each dream core level was “1/4=0.25” that was led by selecting Tokyo from 4 places. And their dreams core level was changed into “0.25×0.25=0.0625” by their marriage. Then he worked at an ironworks and she was busy in house-works. Their same dreams core level at same place is “0.01×0.0625=0.000625”. It will be good support to create high speed economic growth in Japan.

Reference 812
Rage “Secrets in a Weird World” (1989)



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Northern European Stormy Crater Lake you invited me on Friday the 13th in summer, you called “All your human historical Jesus bloody sacrificial nightmarish needs for deadly sleepless heated metallic cross created by black horizontal line and vertical green line for human equality” that was existed to save all black slave souls by holding micro control maximum surplus value created after you had finished working at sanatorium where your mother has been working every white night
Words:
He is good chief of labor union. New Year's Day, he held party where many laborers gathered. I joined in his party, wearing tuxedo. I put white dickey bow on my neck. He asked me why I put white dickey bow. So I spoke next story to him at party.
“My first dream was going to South Africa and meeting black slave. In autumn, daytime increases and nighttime decreases, and in spring, daytime decreases and nighttime increases in South Africa. Increasing daytime is denoted by “Y=X”, decreasing nighttime is denoted by “Y=-X+1”, decreasing daytime is denoted by “Y=-X+2”, and increasing nighttime is denoted by “Y=X-1” in my mind. Yes, his constant labor force is “Y=0.5” made by line between 2 crosses points. In spring, he gives “0.25 surplus value” for slave Company when “X=1.25”, because his works were done only under the sun. Early summer, his works were decreased by decreasing daytime. So he spoke many things to me in his private room at night. It was all his childhood family memories that he treasures in his heart. His talk was in heat and spent long time. Then he was tired by too much talking and fell asleep for a while, when “X=1.75”. Yes, I got one dickey bow on XY plane by being with him, but I had exploited 0.25 surplus values from him for my sin. My dickey bow is made by his white memories to keep friendship with him. It is the reason why I put white dickey bow”
After some days had passed, black dickey bow was sent from him for me with letter. Next words were written on his letter. “I am writing this letter in nighttime heaviness. My black dickey bow is made by left soul and right body in my mind, like your white dickey bow. It is present for your heart. My writing is “Y=XsinX” to keep friendship with all blacks. I’m looking forward to meeting you again.”

Core Word:
Your Friday the 13th rainy night pub drinking story that all bottles of beer, whiskey and vodka will bring up many creatures and will save us

Reference 813
Kreator “Terrible Certainty” (1987)



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Northern Night Rough Sea when I was being with you on my motorbike, you called “All your human historical friendly metallic coldness” that was existed to save all South African slave souls by my heats in the world
Words:
Next is my late summertime dream when I was being with you at night.
My thinking point is (1,0) on XY plane. I planed big concert where all my friends will gather at night. I will call all my black friends for my concert. All my thought is worldwide to save all my black friend souls. Decreasing hotness from summer to winter in the North is denoted by “Y=-X+1”. And increasing hotness from summer to winter in the South Africa is denoted by “Y=X-1”. Our concert in heats will be “Y=1” and my heart with your heart will be “Y=-1” after I finished live act. Yes, we could get one big sandglass in our minds. All sands were taken from desert after our rock hearts had been crushed by stormy days. And all sands will be fallen after I had finished night live act. It is the time when all my black friend souls will be saved by your heart. This year is leap year. There is no head and tail for human equality in our minds.

Reference 814
U.D.O. “Mean Machine” (1989)



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South African Tropical Night Sea you invited me after we had watched the total eclipse of the sun, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful brightest metallic cold complete fateful jealous joyful acceptance for a lovely smiley deadly diamond ring presented from young black slave to his childhood black girlfriend at church” that was existed to save all my Northern historical complete worldwide hospitable generous dark heated friendly happy heart like at the time of the total eclipse of the moon, when I was in overtime work
Words:
Next is my memory when I had been going elementary school in my childhood.
After summer vacation, black boy came to our school and joined our classmates. He said to me that his family is family of 4 created by his mother and father, his sister and him. His family moved from the South into our Northern City. He became my best friend. He couldn’t use pencil well at first time. Yes, I taught him how to use pencil and to write words. Different level between him and me was “1.0”. His family world scale was “10”. So error between black and white in the world was “0.1” in my mind. Some days had passed, his family got new house. I thought it was good achievement by the grace of microeconomics. Next summer, his family traveled to the South with many black families by the ship. Yes, it may be caused by good policy in our Country. His father lighted cigarette by matchstick after they had arrived in Southern City. His family world scale changed into “10000”. So error between black and white in the world changed into “1.0/10000=0.0001” in my mind. I think it was good achievement by the grace of macroeconomics.

Reference 815
Abomination “same title” (1990)



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Southern Morning Sunny Sea when I was driving my car and being with you at sunrise, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty horizontal lovely macro sight saving for my friendship with black friends” that was existed to keep all my childhood boyish nightmarish micro sight heart after watching TV show concerned about the South in the world
Words:
He is good soldier who had been living in the North. He had grown up in good family. And he had experienced good student life and could get many friends. But one day, he knew that he had to go to Southern battlefield according to conscription in his Country. After he had gone to battlefield and some days had passed, he was tired of everything and went to Southern church. He want to pray to Jesus for all his world from past to now. His red away was “World P”, his blue friendship was “World Q” and his family green was “World R”. He met black Father at church. “To live is to die,” he said to Father, “Do you think so?” His question was micro white question made by “P∧Q∧R”. “Yes, it’s truth,” Father said to him, “But to die is to live. I want to believe that it will be truth for your forever.” Father's answer was macro black answer to give any lights for his world. It was made by “P∨Q∨R”.　Yes, all his heart was saved. We’d like to believe that he could get back all his world.

Reference 816
Prophets of Doom “Access to Wisdom” (1989)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea when I was driving car and being with you, you called “All your present modern friendly hopeful lovely meddlesome belief in Japanese patriotic red core peaceful sleepless technical future” that was existed to save all my patriotic battlefield insane nightmarish heart after watching TV show concerned about Japanese pollutions
Words:
One night, big party took place in Tokyo. Many Japanese ladies and gentlemen attended this party. Time was in high speed economic growth. Yes, all they had experienced the World War Ⅱ and treasure family and friendship. They enjoyed talking about anything, while eating foods and drinking. “Why did you choose red tie?” one lady asked one gentleman. “That's because I was presented it from wife of my follow soldier,” he answered her. His red away in the war was “World P”, his blue friendship is “World Q” and his family green is “World R”. Yes, his word was made by “Q→R→P”. “World R” was extension of “World Q” and “World P” was extension of “World R” for his heart. “R” was his secret heart. “Your ruby ring is like cherry I had eaten in my childhood,” other gentleman said to other lady. Yes, his word was made by “P→Q→R”. “I remembered battlefield when I was talking with him,” one gentleman said to other gentleman. “He” is boss of Company who has many overseas branch offices and is saving family of 5. Yes, his word was made by “Q→R→P”. Many allegories existed for all their conversations at party. And all they got micro white. And when party was finished and all they went home, they got macro sight. Yes, all their allegories will be truth. We'd like to believe that all they could get white memories in their hearts.

Reference 817
Evildead “Annihilation of Civilization” (1989)



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Crater Stormy Night Lake you invited me in summer after we had finished night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal crusty needs for fire and water” that was existed to save South African black slave hands numb with cold to write lovely smiley childhood snowball fight memory answer to his mother who had sent dark room salty sweaty sleepless opening eyes wide hand-knit black gloves to him on Friday the 13th
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Winter night, I was walking along the big wall and searching exit in my mind. I didn’t know whether there was exit or not. But I thought only thing I could do was walking along the big wall. I was walking for long time and I arrived at the gates. There was black church behind the gates. My heart fitted big cross that was shining on the top of the church under the moonlight. I opened the gates and entered the church. There was Father who was standing and watching my eyes. “What is your purpose?” Father asked me.” “My purpose is saving Southern souls by my acts,” I answered Father, “I want to play night live acts from now on.” And Father told me next words.
“There are 3 ways to create your band and your society. You will get some members to play music and will get some friends in a year. 1st way is creating band made by 3 members to get 2 friends each other in a year. Each member and friend will get 2 friends in a year. It is denoted by “Y=3･2^(X-1). X is years and Y is the number of your friends. I call it “Core 3”. 2nd way is creating band made by 4 members. Each member and friend will get 3 friends in a year. It is denoted by “Y=4･3^(X-1)”. I call it “Core 4”. 3rd way is creating band made by 5 members. Each member and friend will get 4 friends in a year. It is denoted by “Y=5･4^(X-1)”. I call it “Core 5”. It is your free what way you try to choose.”
After Father’s talking, I said to Father, “I want to choose 3rd way, because it is very cold outside.” “That’s good,” Father said, “Please calculate the number of your friends from 1st year to 4th year.” I did a sum in my head and said, “1st year is 5, 2nd year is 20, 3rd year is 80, and 4th year is 320.” “Yes, 4th year is leap year. “320=4×80” Your friendship will be forever,” Father said to me.

Core Word:
Your sapphire ring in fever

Reference 818
Onslaught “The Force” (1986)



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Red Sea you invited me at sunset on Friday the 13th, you called “All your human historical risky needs for Jesus bloody softness and Jesus body hardness” that was existed to save all South African slave hard works by your heartbeats
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He is good American astronaut. He had studied for long time. His purpose was going to the moon and giving many dreams to Southern children. He spent 40 years to travel to the moon. His best friend was black who had lived at Southern wild ground for 40 years. This period was so much painful days for him and black friend. Yes, all his pain was equal to all black friend pain in 40 years. After he had succeeded in going to the moon, he created one story to give many dreams for all Southern children. It spent 1 year to write this story while he felt happiness. And his black friend got happiness too. His happy degree was “40” and black friend happy degree was “1.0” in 1 year. All his past 40 years pain to travel to the moon was cleared by 1 year 40 happy degrees. And black friend past 40 years pain was cleared by constant 40 years 1.0 happy degree. Yes, his works were giving 40 degree happiness for black friend in 40 years. His remained life was spent to teach mathematics to Southern black children at wild ground. His life was victim in pain to get human equality between the North and the South.

Reference 819
Heavens Gate “In Control” (1989)



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Caspian Sea you invited me before I started to play night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful romantic metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all my dreamy South African Jesus bloody gripping red roses presented from Russian astronaut to American black little girl against sunset for the end of the Cold War in the future
Words:
He is good American astronaut. All his dream was started from world map that he had been watching with black friend in classroom at elementary school in his childhood. He talked about his worldwide dreams with black friend. Yes, it was best macro sight for them. Afterward, he studied very well while working as part-timer to help his father's works. Yes, his macro sight was decreased and his micro sight was increased by degrees. After he had graduated from high school, he went to collage and studied hard to be astronaut. Yes, his macro sight was increased and his micro sight was decreased by degrees. And 1st diamond was created by decreasing and increasing macro sight, and increasing and decreasing micro sight. After some years had passed, he had succeeded in going to the Moon. His going to the Moon was increasing macro sight and decreasing micro sight. His returning to the Earth was decreasing macro sight and increasing micro sight. And 2nd diamond was created by his wills. I think that 1st diamond was prepared for long-term economic planning and 2nd diamond was prepared for short-term economic planning to give many dreams for all children in the Earth.

Reference 820
Sodom “Persecution Mania” (1987)



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Northern Morning Sunny Lake nearby restaurant you invited me after my overtime work, you called “All your present modern chaotic needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all my nightmarish cold heavy metallic lovely Bible presented from Father at church to be always under the sunshine in the Cold War
Words:
He is good American computer technician. He had grown up in happy family of 4. He can't forget all childhood white memories in his heart. Yes, he had been saved many things by his mother and father. It was good chaotic memories for him. He got up and ate breakfast while talking about anything with his mother and father, and his brother every morning. And his father started to go to work by car and he went to school with his brother by bicycles. Yes, it was best motherly saving. So he decided to work in the chaotic world after he had reached man’s estate. His computer works were very busy but joyful as well as he had experienced in his childhood. He had worked hard, but it was free when he is going to work, to eat foods and to sleep in bed. Yes, all his free wills were admitted by his boss at Company. He had continued to work in 4 years. And in summer, he went back to home and stayed at home for a while, spending vacation. He took part in family party and enjoyed with his mother and father, and brother under the sunshine in leap year. This family party was held by using his money. New Year's Day was in summer for his heart. It was his good “Take and Give” on “365.25×4=1461”th day.

Reference 821
Risk “The daily horror news” (1988)



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Crater Calm Night Lake you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful black sacrificial warlike needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all blackout home black family lovely smiley anxious sweet and sour needing blue friendship strawberry party memories rather than all our joyful party lightness after I had been given some strawberries for patriotic daytime rainy dry up grape from Father and presented them for black little boyfriend who put them in pocket for family party gladly and started to run at wild ground in the Civil War on Xmas Eve night
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A long time ago, they started off from the North to the South to save Southern souls by ridding on horses. It was their red away denoted by “Y=-(X-1)^2+1 (0≦X≦1)”. X is distance between the South and their hearts. Y is degrees of lightness. Their Northern home was on (1,1) point. After they had arrived at Southern village, they worked at Southern farm for a while. It was (0,0) point painful lives in Southern heaviness. All their pains created the sun. It had stormed heavily for long time. They returned to the North in the storm to keep friendship in the North. It was their blue friendship denoted by “Y=X^2 (0≦X≦1). And the sea was created. Then trade agreement was established between the North and the South under the sun. Yes, their red away vector from (1,1) to (0,0) was set off and was cleared by their blue friendship vector from (0,0) to (1,1). And they got green world created by a green leaf made by “Y=X^2” and “Y=-(X-1)^2+1”. It was all their wills to get human equality between the North and the South.

Reference 822
Napalm “Cruel Tranquility” (1989)



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Northern Moonlight Calm Night Sea you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful metallic hardcore daily needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all sacrificial injured Jupiter's heaviness when I was writing night letter for you by black pen you borrowed from your best black girlfriend in our high school days
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we held night live act at club. We called all our friends. And you called your best black girlfriend. Yes, I thought this night live will be important for our hearts. After we started to play, all our hearts were in heat for long time. All our words created black horizontal line changed from normal distribution for our infinite spiritual degrees. And only our will was in human equality in the world. It created vertical green line changed from normal distribution, which can reach the moon. Yes, black horizontal line collected any lights and we got white. And when we created black hole lightness with our audiences, we could keep white. Then we succeeded in shooting rocket made by vertical green line in cosmos. We continued to play by our bloods and sweats, and all our red hearts were kept. After we had finished live acts, we lost heated red hearts. We drank with our friends, with you and your back girlfriend at backstage all night long. And when we went outside, we were watching morning glow for a while. And we went to grassland in the mountain by our motorbikes, being with you and your black girlfriend. Dark green leaves were shining under the blue sky. It was a good day for all our friendship that believes in human equality in our world.

Reference 823
Sabbat “Dreamweaver” (1989)



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Southern Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful clockwise cloudy Venus chaotic technical needs for heated closed room” that was existed to save all black motherly lovely smiley rainy conservative no sleep reading Bible till sunrise for sleeping sons on Xmas Eve night in shelter nearby the sea in the war
Words:
A long time ago, there were Southern farm village and Northern capital in the world. It created 2 normal distributions. I’d like to call Southern normal distribution “Left π (X<0)”, Northern normal distribution “Right π (X>0)”. X is technical degrees and Y is spiritual word degrees. All pains to establish “Left π” had created the sun and it had stormed heavily in 6 days. And the sea was created. Yes, trade agreement was established between the South and the North. And big normal distribution was made between Southern and Northern normal distributions. I’d like to call it “World Heart”. “World Heart” created so many words and most important word for “World Heart” is “Human equality all over the world”. Yes, both things made 2 new normal distributions. One has sharpness nearby line of “X=0” and other has flatness nearby line of “Y=0”. And all humans got more words and prayed to God for “Human equality”. Yes, crossing points of “Left π” and “World Heart”, “Right π” and “World Heart” approached (0,0) point core heart. Finally, one sharp normal distribution changed into green vertical line denoted by “X=0” and other flat normal distribution changed into black horizontal line denoted by “Y=0”. Yes, 2 lines created big cross. It will be good cross pendant that I want to present for you in woods under the sun.

Reference 824
Sodom “Agent Orange” (1989)



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Hawaiian Morning Sunny Sea nearby restaurant you invited me at sunrise, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful natural chaotic conservative cloudy Venus needs for fire and water” that was existed to save your Japanese little girlfriend who goes to take out letters from mail drop every sunset at Hawaiian home to get lovely smiley next sunrise orange needing blue friendship letters from her best little black girlfriend in our cold world
Words:
She was good Japanese girl who had grown up in Japanese high speed economic growth. She married him who we call “Company Fighter”. Yes, he was good young businessman who was busy in working every week. After some years had passed, he became the president of Company. He decided quantities of all goods and prices of all goods. He created so many diamonds that was made by combinations of “X” denoted by supply curves and demand curves at Company. She supported his works by her busy house-works in their family of 5 created by their 2 sons, daughter and them. It was micro sight in chaos, spending 10 years. After 10 years had passed, aggregate demand curve was shifted toward upper right widely. Yes, macro sight "X" that was created by aggregate supply curve and aggregate demand curve moved to upper right in Japan. He presented diamond ring for her at beach. Sea was shinning, like so many diamond were laid under the sun. We think there is no error for his fighting spirits.

Reference 825
Cyclone Temple “I hate therefore I am” (1991)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me at sunrise before our Japanese tour, you called “All your Eastern historical black horizontal heated metallic hardcore needs for technical core future” that was existed to save all our revolutionary solid childhood bright milky innocent home plays in our cold world
Words:
She is good girl who had grown up in good family. One night in summer, she was tired of everything in the world, and ran away from her home and came to our night live concert. Yes, we called her cross “Purple Metal Core Cross”. Our metal crosses were red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, and black metal crosses in our minds. These were existed to save her “Purple Metal Cross”. We created chaotic heated room in our concert. It was like tornado made by all our powers. Yes, all our metal crosses were melted by our heats and created normal distribution in infinite dimensional world we are living. And all our powers conversed at center core. Yes, her “Purple Metal Core Cross” was saved by our white center micro core. Remained our powers were black horizontal power to collect any lights and to hold macro control. We succeeded in collecting any lights and shooting white center micro core to night sky. Yes, all her home core heart was saved by all our heated crosses. But it is secret for her that we call her parents to create heated center core together in our concert.

Reference 826
Anthrax “State of Euphoria” (1988)



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Eastern Afternoon Crater Lake you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All our human historical green tie in heated salt breeze” that was existed to keep chaotic sweet orange deadly heavy contracted friendship with Middle Eastern refugees who are watching morning sunny sea by lovely innocent eyes in our dreams
Words:
Dear Mr.S
Thanks for big fancy cake you presented with 100 candles for us on Xmas Eve. We call it “All our random world”. We put it on table and played poker all night long, sitting on floor in the room at our home. Yes, all players are our 4 members. 1st winner put blue candle on upper right hand of fancy cake. 2nd winner put green candle on lower right hand of fancy cake. 3rd winner put red candle on lower left hand of fancy cake. And loser put white candle on upper left hand of fancy cake. All places of putting candles were free according to our feelings. Yes, eating foods, drinking and sleeping on floor were all our free. Even if someone fell asleep, we continued to play poker. After we had finished 100 games, we ate fancy cake soon and fell asleep on floor for long time. It was very natural according to our life style. We got up at high noon. The sun was shinning in blue sky of the window. Thanks for your white gift from your macro sight.
From man who are always giving the power to the sun

Reference 827
D.R.I. “Thrash Zone” (1989)



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Crater Stormy Afternoon Lake you invited me at sunset before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty needs for sunny hot summer” that was existed to save all my dream that sweet worldwide lovely soft orange had been rolling to the South and is going back on the sea after all my patriotic battlefield tanks nightmarish fearful midnight dreams in our cold world
Words:
After winter vacation, one pretty girl came to our high school. She changed her school from old downtown to new town. We were in the second year. We talked about anything with her. She treasured family above all things. And she became our good girlfriend. She liked reading many books at library. She fell in love with him at library. He was her senior in the third year at our high school. She presented chocolate gift for him on St. Valentine's Day. In spring, we expected they will be best couple. In summer vacation, we played with them at beach. We called many our black friends. Just before his graduation in autumn, he asked her at library, “What kind of book do you like most of all? Is it the story that castle town girl fall in love with castle boy, or the story that castle boy fall in love with castle town girl?” She answered, “All my favorite is the story that castle town black girl fall in love with castle black boy.” Yes, we’d like to believe that all their dreams will come true.

Reference 828
Devastation “Signs of Life” (1989)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful chaotic heated metallic cloudy Venus black horizontal hardcore acceptance for black crow right wing” that was existed to save Japanese grandmother who had presented lovely smiley deadly military plastic model for her grandson and was watching imaginary past air raid red sky white doves alone at park
Words:
She is good Japanese woman. She had experienced the World War Ⅱ in her childhood. She had been living in good family. She had lovely dog in her childhood. But one day, she had lost lovely dog by the cause of the War. She cried and she wrote antiwar composition when she was studying in lecture of elementary school. Teacher gave 80 point for her composition. It was top point in her classmates. Then his family moved to England, because her father was businessman who is working overseas. Yes, she had lost pen for a while after her family started off from Japan to England by ship on the sea. She dreamed many things in ship. It was increasing peace and decreasing war in our world. It created figure of “X” made by her wide dreams. All her core word for family was “Stop the war all over the world”. And she created so many words in her mind. It created figure of “+” made by vertical line and black horizontal line changed from normal distributions. Yes, she could get national flag of UK in her mind. And her life will be denoted by “(X-1)/X → 1”, when X had infinite scale. It is her life that has no error to keep friendship with us.

Reference 829
Assassin “The Upcoming Terror” (1987)



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Northern Crater Night Lake you invite me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical chaotic sacrificial hardcore needs for my purple shooting” that was existed to hide bedside lovely friendly deadly hopeful primitive past memorial morning glow green apples in the dark till black children get up at sunrise on Xmas in our cold world
Words:
Next is my night dream on Friday the 13th.
I held weekend night live act. Yes, all my good friends gathered in my act. All our words created black horizontal line and vertical green line. Black horizontal line collected any lights and we shot vertical green line to night sky. It was green rocket for human equality in our minds. All we could see red light by leaving green light. We created black hole lightness by last song. Yes, we kept red light for long time. Next morning, you invited me to grassland in the mountain. I could see blue sky by approaching green light from the moon. Yes, I could get purple core heart. And you could get white at sunset. Then we went to church and met Father at night. “I could expect the end of the Cold War. How do you think of my expectation?” I asked Father. “That’s right,” Father answered, “I see your black albatross wings that can hold macro control and her white dove wings that can hold micro control in the world.” Yes, I’d like to believe in my dream with you in our future.

Reference 830
Venom “Prime Evil” (1989)



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Northern Winter Night Lake you invited me just before sunrise, you called “All your human historical cloudy Venus needs for 4 sweet oranges presented from my black friend’s parents” that was existed to distribute among my black boyfriend and unknown your black girlfriend, you and me, at summertime morning sunny sea in our cold world
Words:
You and me were good junior high school classmates in some years past days. One day, we went to school as usual. Last lecture was mathematics on that day. We noticed that many mothers entered our room. That day was open day. Lecture was started by teacher's speech. And we started to solve one question each other according to teacher's command. All questions were easy. But one black classmate boy said mistake. He said to teacher, “I think it will be “0.0” that is my favorite number.” All we and mothers laughed loudly. Next was question for me. I said mistake to teacher consciously, “I think it will be “1.0” that is my friendly number.” Yes, classroom was filled with many laughs. And teacher asked other students about remained questions. After lecture was finished, one black classmate boy became my best friend. I sometimes went his home and played soccer at park. Yes, I would be afraid of his loneliness if only he said mistake to teacher in our classmates on that day. I could escape from high risk and could get best friendship. I think it was good day I want to treasure in my future.

Reference 831
Stranger “The Bell” (1985)



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Caribbean Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful sacrificial metallic dreamy needs for my purple shooting to make all lovely smiley deadly worldwide friends collect in the dark” that was existed to hide an obscure corner white flower joyful tears when it is presented many goods from many flowers under the sun on white flower’s birthday in our junior high school days
Words:
Dear my girlfriend
Thanks for your coming to my night live act. You are good my friend who was going to same junior high school. My junior high school days were in pain but I could experienced many happiness by the grace of all my good friends. It was good memories for me. And I thought of next idea for all our friendship. My important life point is on “Y=0.5X” or “Y=-X+1”. And your important life point is on “Y=2X” or “Y=-X+1”. On the one hand, Point where I meet my black boyfriend for the first time at school is (0.9,0.45). Point where I call my black friend for my night live act is (0.55,0.45). Point where I drink with my black friend is (0.55,0.275). Point where I get up at home is (0.725,0.275). And point where I go to school next morning is (0.725,0.3625). Yes, it will be good my life cycle to keep friendship with my black friend. And my life cycle point will approach (0.666,0.333). On the other hand, point where you meet your black girlfriend for the first time at school is (0.9,1.8). Point where you study with your black friend at night is (0.9,0.1). Point where you fall asleep at home is (0.05,0.1). Point where you get up and eat breakfast with your parents is (0.05,0.95). And point where you go to school next morning is (0.475,0.95). It will be good your life cycle to keep friendship with your black friend. And your life cycle point will approach (0.333,0.666). Yes, “Y=0.5X” is my degrees of human heart, “Y=-X+1” is our degrees of animal heart. “Y=2X” is your degrees of human heart. All our last hearts will be formed at (0.5,0.5) that will be existed between (0.666,0.333) and (0.333,0.666). It will be good place where my black boyfriend put iron ring on your black girlfriend’s finger at church. I’m looking forward to meeting you again. Please keep your health.
From your boyfriend who is always being with many flowers in my heart.

Core Word:
All our human historical purple shooting heaviness expectation theory for best future and all white flowers’ sunny core time stopping dreamy party demonstration for peaceful future

Reference 832
Possessed “Seven Churches” (1985)



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Crater Stormy Winter Lake you invite me before our night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful metallic deadly hardcore prayer for fire and water” that was existed to save elementary school woman teacher who was dismissed according to command of young principal she loves, by reason of giving full marks for black students after reversing low marks on St. Valentine's Day, and became homeless who was always teased by some children at park and went to church alone at midnight and got his diamond ring from Father in our cold world
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A long time ago, Northern white couple started off from Northern home to Southern farm village by ridding on horses. And they worked hard with Southern black farmers. All their pain created the sun and it stormed heavily for long time. Southern time speed was high by the cause of 1st heaviness. All their 1st creation was denoted by “Y=AX^2・sinX”. X is profits and losses, and Y is utility levels. Afterwards, they got peaceful fine days and the sea was created. Then trade agreement was established between the North and the South. They returned to the North and worked at trading Company. They kept sacrificial minds and all profits and losses got stability. He lighted cigarette by his matchstick when he was being with her. They got 2nd heaviness. All their 2nd creation was denoted by “X=AY^2・sinY”. Yes, all profits and losses changed into all utility levels in the North. All their lives needed cross created by Southern “Y=AX^2・sinX” and Northern “X=AY^2・sinY”. Condition to make forever cross is “A≒0” from (0,0) micro sight. It will be German Iron Cross for our patriotic home hearts.

Reference 833
Assassin “Interstellar Experience” (1988)



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South African Calm Night Sea you invited me in winter, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful black metallic hardcore needs for purple shooting” that was existed to hide all black mothers free tears values when they are reading cold winter bloody deadly thanks answer written by their sons who have been working as slaves after some years had passed since his last mysterious bright lovely smiley hot memorial nighttime family dinner
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He is good Russian husband who is saving family of 4 created by his daughter and son, his wife and him. Winter black night, he was thinking about the reason why the sun has been existed for long time. Yes, he couldn't understand it and he needed many fires that would give much hotness for his family first of all. His wife understood his heart, so she started off from her home to America by ship on the sea. She had stayed in America for long time and got many American friends. Summer white night, she returned to home. When he looked at her brown face and her smiles, he realized all reason why the sun has been existed. Her heart is “P”, her free mind is “Q” and sunny existence is “R”. When he was in Northern darkness, “P→R” won’t be formed. But when he was in heart under the sun, “P→Q→R” will be formed. Yes, he said to her who returned to home with smiles, “All your heart is like the sun created by all your free mind”.

Core Word:
South African black slave's joyful night describing on any metal plates by chisel for his childhood memories in invisible world, which is all his free electronic wills in expanding cosmos

Reference 834
Darkness “Death Squad” (1987)



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Northern Night Lake you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful black metallic horizontal needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep lovely smiley deadly friendship with your black girlfriend who had been working as little match girl in her childhood, and who married good young black man and is wearing wedding dress at church
Words:
Next is all your dream that you talked on Xmas Eve night.
One night, new casino opened in Northern night city. We went to casino and played with all our friends. All our profits created normal distribution. It was 1st result. After some days had passed, we got technique and normal distribution was changed into vertical line created by our same profits. Yes, all profits of casino had lost. And we lost any lights. And vertical line went down toward core of magma. It was all our purple shooting toward Southern sky in through core of magma. Yes, we got the sun in the South. It stormed heavily and the sea was created. Many black people started to visit in the North by ships on the sea. And casino got any lights again, because any blacks liked playing at casino. They didn't need technique. Yes, all their needs were friendship with us. We played at casino again only for getting friendship with many blacks.

Reference 835
Tankard “Alien” (1989)



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Crater Stormy Lake you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heavy rainy hardcore acceptance for my proposal” that was existed to keep lovely smiley sunny friendship with your always searching green apple animal lover black girlfriend who are walking with dog nearby the church at sunrise only on fine day, till she marry good black boyfriend in our cold world
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One night, we held 1st night live act. We called 50 white friends and one black friend. All our purpose was saving all our blood relationship for human equality and any other thoughts. We created normal distribution by our various thoughts. After some months had passed, we became famous musicians and got many friends all over the world. We’d like to call them “10000 best friends”. They created black horizontal line changed from normal distribution by so many various thoughts. And we held 2nd night live act. We called 50 white friends and one black friend again. All our thoughts are human equality all over the world. Our normal distribution changed into central vertical line. It was all our purple shooting that was created by the grace of worldwide our “10000 best friends" who had collected any lights. Next morning, we could watch good morning glow when we went to outside. Yes, all our blood relationship was saved by the grace of all our friendship.

Reference 836
Tankard “The Morning After” (1988)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me in spring, you called, “All your human historical friendly hopeful fearful metallic hardcore needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all stormy dreamy green leaves napping white flowers fields where all east morning glow generals and all west evening glow generals gathered, and they were eating hungry viciously demon lunch together under lovely smiley beauty blue sky in the Warring State Period
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In spring, I visited in Japan with you and had been staying at hotel in some days. Yes, Japan is good Country for our peaceful hearts. We got many Japanese friends. When I got up at sunrise on 2nd day, you spoke next story to me while making coffee.
“Japanese technology is good for my heart. I thought of good science fiction that was created by it. All our increasing human conservative hearts will be denoted by “Y=2X” and all our decreasing human ambitious hearts will be denoted by “Y=-2X+6”. I think Japan will achieve cashless society, because all trades will be done by so many cards in the future. It will be best for human equality in our painful world. Then all our human conservative hearts will be decreased by degrees. It is denoted by “Y=-2X+12”. And all our human ambitious hearts will be increased by degrees. It is denoted by “Y=2X-6”. Yes, our changing point for human conservative hearts is (3.0,6.0) and our changing point for human ambitious hearts is (3.0,0.0). All our conservative hearts will change from 0.0 to 6.0 and from 6.0 to 0.0. Some friends may think it is bad for social rules. But I think it is good for all human equality. Yes, we got one big diamond created by 4 lines for human hearts. Diamond core is at (3.0,3.0). It will be best proof to create heartbeats of Japanese peaceful ladies.”
After your speaking, I asked you, “What is thing that made you create your story?” And you answered, “It may be vase of white roses nearby window.”

Reference 837
Death “Scream Bloody Gore” (1987)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save white flower's newborn red roses oblation heart for her childhood woman teacher's grave when all east morning glow generals and all west evening glow generals gathered nearby her by the command of the Emperor under the blue sky in the mountain in the Warring State Period
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What is the most beautiful art in the world? It isn't one of pictures described by famous artists.
She is good girl who had experienced the World War Ⅱ in her childhood. Her nickname is “Beautiful White Flower”. Yes, all her feelings were green family joy, blue friendship happiness and hot orange sorrow. There was no red painful anger in her heart. Her best memory was the time when her family went to the foot of Mt. Fuji in summer and took oranges under the light blue sky with her mother and father. But after some years had passed, she lost her father who went to battlefield in the war. Yes, she cried and her mother cared about all her sorrow. And she took back family happiness. One day, she was studying art at junior high school. Her teacher's command was making students describe family memories. She took brush. But when she put white drawing paper on desk, she remembered best childhood memory at the foot of Mt. Fuji and all her heart was filled with sorrow. She couldn’t describe something. Her tears made some blots on white drawing paper. Her teacher didn't pass off some blots on white drawing paper and teacher gave full marks for her. I think it was the most beautiful art in the world.

Reference 838
Terrorizer “World Downfall” (1989)



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Northern Stormy Night Lake you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful darkest metallic windy needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to meet and get friendship with working-class little boy who described lovely smiley peaceful aquarium picture to create rainy day’s preparing washbowls against the leaky roof panicking happy joy family again after he had lost father by the war in the so many sunny polka dots dreamy visible brightest strong green leaves diamonds heavy Middle Ages
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Next is my dream that I saw on Friday the 13th.
I was searching exit to escape from the world. But I couldn’t find out it for long time. I was tired of everything and lost my senses. When I recovered, I noticed that I was lying in the darkness. There were some friends nearby me. They said here was the foot of volcano. There were west-side red place and east-side purple place at the foot of volcano. Our place was west-side red place. West wind flowed in the sky, so all lava was slipping down to east-side and our west-side was in the dark. I laughed at all my solitude. And I spoke one joke to my friends, “Let's create our hearts to change red into purple. Dying is good for all our friendship, because if purple power lost red blood, we would get blue friendship.” All our friends got happiness and strong powers by my joke. And they started off from west red place to east purple place. Yes, only I was left at western darkness. One girl came nearby me. I want to call her “Red Rose”. All my pain was saved by her heart, and the sun was risen at eastern place. After one hour had passed, we could watch beautiful morning glow at western place. All my friends returned to my western place. Yes, I could get red rose and blue friendship to create purple shooting. It was 2nd darkness to live with my friends in new world.

Reference 839
Corpus Christii “Tormented Belief” (2003)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful secret fearful 1/(9×9)=0.012345679 probability worldwide needs for fire and water” that was existed to save a lovely smiley pretty Japanese girl who had written antiwar composition called “The Last Carrier Pigeon who is attached to my white flower girlfriend with metallic war dead east morning glow general ghosts and west evening glow general ghosts, to treasure dreamy blue heavy stormy dark green leaves of untouchable saddest cold orange trees like white doves who are flying in white clouds, and to make her remember childhood happy family snowy story again” based on her memory at the time when she took 2 cards from 9 Spades and 9 Hearts prepared by her grandmother, and got 8 of Spades and 8 of Hearts on Friday the 13th lunch time in summer, when you prepared Peach Melba for me after my nightmarish dream that I gave in to your 4 Aces called “White flower’s making up family dinner only on her birthday like blooming in the moonlight” and I lost all my money in my painful days and hungry viciously fearful moon rabbit held control of the Earth
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Next is all my hope to save our world.
There are good boy and girl in my heart. Girl was presented 12 pencils from her parents on New Year’s Sunday. I’d like to her mother “Venus” and to call her father “Mars". And she presented one pencil for boy after some days had passed. They kept pencils in their hearts and treasured these pencils for a while. And next Friday the 13th, she wrote letter for him. It was all her explanation to the world. She spent vitality on painful writing. And he got vitality by reading her letter. Her vitality will be denoted by “Y=1.5” and his vitality will be denoted by “Y=0.5” on XY plane. X is time and Y is vitality to save the world. Friday the 13th, her vitality was decreased and his vitality was increased by degrees. And their vitality was on “Y=1.0” at the same time. Yes, “Y=1.0” is black lend of pencil. It expresses all our black horizontal line that our words contain. And we got figure of pencil on XY plane. All our wills made figure of pencil rotated by line of “Y=1.0”. And we got pencil in 3 dimensional world. Yes, we got Z axis through (0.0,1.0). 1st pencil will be created by making pencil rotate by Z axis anticlockwise 90 degrees. And 2nd pencil will be created by making pencil rotate by Z axis clockwise 90 degrees. 1st pencil to the sky was prepared to save the sun in infinite dimensional world and 2nd pencil to magma was prepared to escape from coldness in our world. It will be good powers created by all our friendship with boys and girls.

Reference 840
Morbid Angel “Altars of Madness” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful afternoon heavy bright needs for heated metallic crossed room” that was existed to keep friendship with her American black little girl who is talking about patriotic peaceful dreamy future
Words:
In winter, my heart was in the dark. I cared about all my friends who had lost works. All their joy was only taking part in our night live acts. So I went to his office and talked about anything in my Country. “All our lives is like “Y=SinX” on XY plane,” I said to him, “X is time and Y is chaos level. Y is increased by degrees in spring and get maximum in summer. Y is decreased by degrees in autumn and get minimum in winter. Yes, our lives are in very simply pattern. Is it true life?” “Get worldwide macro view,” he answered me, “In Northern winter, the Southern Hemisphere is in summer. Worldwide seasons are in random. So, total worldwide chaos level is always on line of “Y=0” on XY plane. Yes, it will be best black horizontal line for your hearts. It can collect any lights and all our vertical “X=0” green line for human equality will be shot to the sky. We will be able to get 1st heaviness like Southern past heaviness. It will be good friendship with all Southern blacks.” Yes, his talking was good for my heart. I was interested in worldwide news, and could get friendship with many blacks and with many words. All our hearts was saved by the grace of his idea. It may be caused by his matchstick for his smoking at the time when he had finished talking with me. It was 2nd heaviness to save all our 1st heaviness.

Reference 841
The Exploited “Totally Exploited” (1987)



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Northern Morning Sunny Sea you invited me at sunrise, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful tearful needs for east salt breeze” that was existed to save your black girlfriend who are going to return to South country, when she is standing by teacher on platform and is speaking parting speech in your high school days
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He is good Englishman who cares about Southern problems. One day in winter, he went to the church and said to Father, “I feel limit of many words when I am thinking about the South. What do you think about my pain?” “It may be caused by many basic human thoughts in our world,” Father answered him, “There are 10 working-class humans and 5 upper-class humans in my mind. Please think about one word “Hierarchical society will be continued” that was spoken to them. 10 working-class humans will create painful words to leftward front and 5 upper-class humans will create happy words to rightward front. Yes, all words are vectors in my heart. One word “Hierarchical society will be continued” and working-class painful words will create “10 power vector” toward left. And one word “Hierarchical society will be continued and upper-class happy words will create “5 power vector” toward right. There is no one who can clear remained “5 power vector” toward left.” Father handed one photo to him. It was photo that Southern black boy was taken. Black boy was suffering for lack of foods. He decided to go to the South and to work in the South to save Southern children. It was good emotion vector to clear strong vector from Southern black boy to him.

Reference 842
Blind Guardian “Battalions of Fear” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful physical metallic frictional peaceful sacrificial needs for black hole lightness on Friday the 13th” that was existed to save all animal lover white flowers who are watching configurations with their parents, with all east morning glow generals and all west evening glow generals at nighttime grassland, by the powers changed from all our rock souls into any lights to satisfy their lovely smiley perfect confidence animal freedom wishes when shooting star was running in the sky in the period of law prohibiting cruelty to animals in Japan
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He is good Englishman who has been running jewel shop. He is animal lover who is keeping lovely dog at home. One day, he started off from home to Japan after speaking parting words to lovely dog. His purpose was expanding his shop to the world. Japan was in high speed economic growth. Many Japanese people were in busy works. He met Japanese farmer who had studied English to expand rice fields to the world, when he went to club at night. He talked about anything with new friend while drinking all night long. His patriotic dream created 4 lines in his mind. 1st line was aggregate supply curve and 2nd line was aggregate demand curve in his Country, which makes figure of “X”. 3rd curve was rice demand curve created by vertical line for commodities. And 4th curve was dreamy diamond demand curve created by horizontal line for luxurious goods. All his cross was in dreamy peaceful friendly worldwide equilibrium point where animal lover hearts will exist in the future. Yes, he got national flag of UK in his mind by combination of 4 lines and by the grace of staying in Japan.

Reference 843
Repulsion “Horrified” (1989)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful peaceful salty halftone needs for fire and water” that was existed to save your Japanese left wing girlfriend who is running hungry intent chaotic terraced orange field under the light blue sky to keep cold metallic antiwar deadly friendship with all white flowers who are singing lovely smiley joyful stormy green leaves songs as a joke at elementary school in summer vacation
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She is Japanese good wife who has been saving family of 3. Her nickname is “White Rose”. Her husband is “Company Fighter”. Her daughter went away to Middle East to save many refugees. Her daughter’s nickname is “Red Rose”. She joined many parties with her husband to keep friendship with his friends. Yes, she responded to their red away by her red away and responded to their blue friendship by her blue friendship. And she responded to his blue power by red support to save his pain at night and responded to his red away by blue support to save his works by her housework.
New Year's Day, her daughter returned to home from Middle East. Daughter brought some oranges taken from Middle Eastern field. They treasured family green, so she poured rose wine in 3 glasses and drank with her husband and daughter. And she treasured green leaves of some oranges in her heart. Yes, all her white heart may be existed to keep conversations with white flowers, which was based on her childhood school days.

Reference 844
Risk “Dirty Surfaces” (1990)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful present modern black metallic horizontal needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all my nightmarish fearful shameful hellish generation story that any Japanese boys were playing hide-and-seek before sunset, and formed west clever sunset red cross gathering group and east wild sunrise red cross gathering group at church where all east morning glow generals and all west evening glow generals were meeting with all white flowers in the World War Ⅱ, and all 2 groups boys became hungry viciously deadly company fighters to hold control of the Earth in the my Jesus crucified warning too much hard risky deadly saving families lovely sweaty heavy Japanese high speed economic growth, by the power of white flower's hardest brightest unseen wedding diamond ring put on her 4th finger by the hand of her childhood boyfriend at church in woods for worldwide love and peace in your past primitive dead willing atom-bombed antiwar hardcore heart in our frictional windy sunny heated green leaves world
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What is the biggest present in our world?
He is good Japanese technician who treasure human equality above all things. Time was in high speed economic growth. He wrote his plan to save the world. It was his 1st pain in the lightness. And he worked hard at office, keeping cooperation with many laborers and sometimes smoking. It was his 2nd pain in the heaviness. His works were increasing by degrees, so he was sometimes in overtime works. It was his 3rd pain in the lightness. All Japanese created so many words and created black horizontal line. It collects any lights and shot his green rocket to the sky. Yes, he succeeded in getting the sun in his mind to save the world. There was no pain in Japan. He went to the church and prayed to Jesus. Outside of the church was filled with many white flowers. It was his 4th pain in the lightness. There was no Father at church. Many white flower friends gathered at church with parents. Sister said to him, “Here is paradise for white flowers.” Yes, church was the biggest present for white flowers from Father, which was good dream I saw on Mother’s Day night.

Core Word:
All your present modern invisible orange heart made by childhood sunset and green leaves dreams to save all my childhood visible light blue memories

Reference 845
Various “Grind Crusher” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby the sea on snowy night just before sunrise, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful salty metallic crusty needs for purple shooting” that was existed to hide all her mysterious dreamy heart that making up and putting on lipsticks Japanese animal lover white flowers are playing joyful snowball fighting with American soldiers at snowy night beach under the moonlight in the our animal lover nightmarish black horizontal patriotic bloody stormy lightning heavy war
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A long time ago, Southern black slave run away from diamond mine. All his pain created the sun. He rid on horse and made it run for a while. The place where he arrived at was Japanese white flower’s home. She was always being with lovely dog. He became her good friend. Stormy days and fine days were repeated again and again. Stormy days had led to increasing chaos level and decreasing happiness. And fine days had led to decreasing chaos level and increasing happiness for their hearts. It made so many “X” and created so many diamonds. He chose best 4 diamonds from these diamonds and handed one diamond to her. Peaceful sea was created in fine days. He rid on the ship and went back to the South. Remained 3 diamonds will be presented for his mother, grandmother and Southern Queen from his heart. It was good dream I saw on Mother’s Day night.

Reference 846
Doom “Double Peel Sessions” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful black metallic horizontal Jesus bloody dark green leaves brown woods needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep lovely smiley deadly friendship with all white flowers family humans who went away from home to the church in woods at high noon and prayed God about hotness of winter carrot soup for 5.4545 minutes from 1:00 PM, which express all our “360/11=32.7272” degrees peaceful hopes in the missing stormy strong fresh green leaves world
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She was good his classmate at junior high school. Yes, he was good boyfriend for her. But there were other friends who studied at same school. They were white flowers who studied in other class and she sometimes cared about. He and she hardly talked with them but she thought they are good friends for her as well as he thought. He and she liked playing any sports. Especially, he liked swimming in summer and she liked skiing in winter. In summer, he used to swim in pool at school in vacation when white flower’s families went to the mountain and enjoyed in family love. His chaos level was exciting high and white flower's chaos level was peaceful low. Yes, he could get coolness by the grace of white flower’s peaceful low chaos level in the world. It was good feeling for him. In winter, she used to ski on snowy mountain in vacation when white flowers were being with mothers at home. Yes, she gave high energy chaos hotness for white flowers in the world.
After some years had passed, he and she became good Olympic players. He joined summer Olympic Games and she joined winter Olympic Games that took place one time 4 years. He created “365.25×4=1461 days” emotional words to keep friendship with white flowers. And she created “1461 days” emotional words to make white flowers keep summertime good memories. He and she got 8 Mobius bands that have no heads and tails in the solar system. 4th Band is iron ring she presented for him. And 8th Band is diamond ring he put on her fourth finger at church.

Reference 847
Heresy “1985-‘87” (2005)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at restaurant nearby the church before I started to play night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crossed needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep lovely smiley sunny friendship with all Japanese white flowers who saved dead willing American soldiers by holding his arm and giving the fire in a lover’s eyes at cliff in our nightmarish frictional trembling dark green leaves World War, like lovely risky deadly exposed sapphire ring put on director's fourth finger when car chase stuntman is on 16th take at battlefield
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He was Japanese good carpenter in the past.
There were east mountain and east castle town at the foot of the mountain nearby the sea. Mountain height was 515 m and castle town height was 15 m. Many peaceful families were living in castle town. But one day, castle town was damaged by civil war. He built white housing for white flowers families at the top of the mountain. White flowers families started to live at white housing. Any castle town boys and girls gathered at the top of the mountain. They played any Japanese games with white flowers everyday. They continued to play until sunset. Their plays were saved by more about 5 minutes sunset period than castle town sunset period. Their playing is forever in our minds. So their more about 5 minutes sunset periods will change their sunny periods into relative infinite degree, comparing castle town sunny periods. We’d like to call white housing he built, as “Forever Sunny House”.

Reference 848
Uncurbed “The Strike of Mankind” (1993)



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North European Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before my night live act in winter, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful salty metallic black horizontal bright frozen needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to keep our lovely smiley deadly patriotic fighting proof snowy scarf your white flower girlfriend put on neck when she is sleeping and nestling up to her mother who is praying for Jesus at church in woods in our salt breezy trembling dark green leaves fateful heavy working days
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He was working- class poor worker in the Middle Ages. He was always putting cross pendant on his neck. It was given from his mother in his childhood. One night in winter, he couldn't endure too much hunger. So he decided to be a thief. He came in white castle by window that moonlight was reflected on. And he entered a room where white flower girl was always living in. She was eating dinner with her mother in dinning room. He searched some coins but there was no coin. He found a chocolate covered with paper. He ate chocolate and went to outside. He was captured by guard and became a prisoner. Next day, she knew her chocolate was lost. She cried. It was a chocolate gift that she was going to present for her best boyfriend in her secret. Her mother cared about her. And her mother bought expensive chocolate gift for her. She presented it for her best boyfriend on St. Valentine’s Day. Her best boyfriend had been in joy for long time by the grace of her chocolate gift. It was best white memory for them.
After some years had passed, she married her boyfriend who she had given chocolate gift on St. Valentine's Day. Big wedding ceremony took place at white castle. All ladies and gentlemen at castle called him who is living in prison, as “Messenger from the dark”. He got free and honor. He was given so much money from Queen. He was perplexed with the way he will spend it. But he had a good idea. He created flower garden nearby the sea, spending all money he was given. He became penniless man again but he was satisfied in all his life. He went to the church and prayed Jesus that he will be in poor lives till death. It was all his attitude as working-class worker in his world.

Reference 849
Arvinger “Helgards Fall” (2003)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at daytime restaurant nearby the sea, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful salty metallic black horizontal hardcore needs for fire and water” that was existed to save high noon minute and hour hands of father's dreamy sunny too much tender gold watch that his son white ram’s lovely smiley nice photo taken at ceremony of his son’s reached man’s estate was printed, in our stigmatized Christian bloody happy-go-lucky soldiers trembling frictional dark green leaves racing war like avoiding publicity night walking race of white ram families under the moonlight
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He was good junior high school student. His nickname was “White Ram”. Nickname of my friends was “White Rabbits” and my nickname was “White Cat”. He was going the same school as school we were going. He was studying in other class. But we believed he was our good friend. I think his life was wild. After he went home, he ran wild while drinking juices and eating foods in his room. I think his mother used to clean up his room everyday. His family sometimes traveled to mountain and got good family memories. It was his green family love. After his man's estate, his father built new house where his family was going to live. And he became laborer. His works were very simple but he became our true friend. He sometimes joined our night live acts. It was his red away. And he got white flower girlfriend who was working at same Company. She presented watch for him. Yes, we want to believe that all their dreams are going to come true when minute hand overlapped with hour hand. It is “360/11=32.7272…” blue core degrees. Yes, we were saved by his white he had created.

Reference 850
Stupids “Retard Picnic” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant nearby the sea, she called “All her Northern historical friendly hopeful black metallic horizontal needs for purple shooting” that was existed to hide lovely smiley dreamy ultra-coat that South African black cow slave had bought by his first wage for his father on Father's Day in our North Pole staying saved by frictional sunny rocks and brooms like her white flower girlfriend who had gotten best wedding with white ram in all life at church nearby hospital in woods where any pretty tuxedo Kings and white dress Queens wedding ceremony games had been done in flashing cameras by the hands of American soldiers in the eye of the variable sky looks stormy heavy war
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One night in winter, I was drinking alone at pub. And I met him for the first time. He said he came here from the South. And I knew he was running sheepfold to produce some wares. I drank with him while talking about something all night long. He called me “Black Panther” and I called him “Black Cat”. And all our bonds were created. It was our first drinking. After some days had passed, I felt sunny hotness in my mind. And stormy days and fine days were repeated. But one day, I knew civil war happened in our Country. After civil war ended in spring, I went to pub again at night. He was drinking at counter according to my expecting. Yes, he was my good friend for our second drinking. “I had experienced so much pain in the South,” he said to me, “I think your past will was straight line from lower left hand to upper right hand. But my past will was under curved line from lower left hand to upper right hand. Combination of your line and my line is like half green leaf cut by knife. But once it was entered into kaleidoscope by your hand, it will change into so many green leaves. Painful days are necessary to get peaceful world.” “Yes, I understood,” I said to him, “I’d like to expect our peaceful friendship in the future.” And he poured rum into my glass.

Reference 851
Sore Throat “F.O.A.D” (2002)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful sunny metallic hardcore needs for purple shooting” that was existed to create all our artistic red acts when art school teachers are developing photo called “Diamond Ring on a total eclipse of the sun” taken from white flower girl lovely smiley shortest describing based on white candy ball given from her best boyfriend on White Day, when she is sitting and humming at grassland nearby school after her describing in our black horizontal frictional dark green leaves war to expose all chaotic unbearable heavy working white-collar hearts by all our dirty rotten black leather patriotic blue-collar friendly invitational hearts with all brightest white flowers who are living with mothers in cabin at grassland
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Next is my summertime dream I saw in Japan.
He is good Japanese upper-class junior high school student who is keeping good friendship with working-class student. After they started to study at junior high school in spring, their chaos level reached high. Yes, they studied intently in their class. Working-class chaotic life level was core blue to keep friendship with all friends and upper-class chaotic level was lava orange to keep friendship with any teachers. Yes, all they had continued to study, keeping good friendship. Just before summer vacation, they could watch best view from window of classroom at high noon. It was his talking figure with white flower girlfriend. Yes, he was talking with her for a while, sitting on bench at schoolyard and keeping smiles under light blue sky. Teacher stopped lecture and they were watching his and her peaceful figures for a while. And a total eclipse of the sun occurred in my mind. We could get “W” that has 3 sharpness made by combination of left V” and right “V”. Left "V" was created when their high chaos level was changed by down and up when he started to talk with her and he finished talking with her. Right "V" was created when sunny lightness was changed by down and up in the period of a total eclipse of the sun in my mind. Upper 1 sharpness of “W” is all our prayer to the sun. And lower 2 sharpness is all our prayer from our hearts to her heart.

Reference 852
Sore Throat “Disgrace to the Corpse of Sid” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful black metallic horizontal supreme chaotic needs for purple shooting” that was existed to hide all working-class too hard sweaty peaceful precious exposed fatherly midnight figures and to treasure all their lovely smiley pretty daughter's closing eyes carnation dreams to keep one time one life sunny friendship with her best white flower girlfriend under the blue sky when her family went to grassland in the mountain on Mother's Day in the period of Japanese frictional dark green leaves high speed economic growth like your favorite metallic silver primitive chaotic hard friendly wrestling world surrounded with many white artless looks of elementary school children in summer, to paint my heart in black for your tropical night acceptance
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She is good my childhood girlfriend. She liked music as well as I liked. She played piano. I was presented single record from her. It was her play at concert in childhood. I listened to it everyday. It was beautiful play for my heart. And I dreamed that I will present diamond ring for her in the future.
But After I reached man's estate, I hardly listened to it. I think it must be caused by nails of black cat that I had been keeping in my heart. Black cat didn't damage all my records but I was sometimes in busy at my overtime works, so I forgot her play gradually. One day, I knew she became famous piano player. Yes, I thought it was good. I sometimes read newspaper that was written about her plays. And one night, I was invited to elementary school boys' and girls' meeting from my old classmate. I attended it gladly. It took place in the room where we had studied music subject at elementary school. She played piano for us. She was wearing beautiful white dress. It was great. It was recorded on compact discs. These were present for us from her heart. I felt good blue ray when I was listening to it at home. Yes, my heart was exposed at all like negative for creating my photo that meant a total eclipse of the sun in my heart. My dream came true. It will be best diamond ring that I’d like to present for her.

Reference 853
OLD “Lo Flux Tube” (1991)



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Winter Afternoon Sunny Black Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful exposed metallic silver black horizontal needs for fire and water in the heaviness” that was existed to keep all your friendship with all white flowers who are writing white letters to get more white letters from your heart like your black cross in our frictional dark green leaves salt breezy war under the white sun, for your all night long trying to read all lovely smiley funny letters by your all techniques you had learned to inform from always keeping quiet white flower to me that we had chosen human historical total hard lives rather than Northern historical total peaceful death to get friendship with us like an always enduring heavy storms exposed dark green leaf under the moonlight, and to integrate Jesus blood into your chocolate gift for South African black cow slaves on St. Valentine's Day in your heart like your paddling a canoe on the river from the upper stream to the lower stream in the mountain where many our rock souls have existed to support your artistic 3 oranges prepared for your mother's free heart, my overtime ambitious working heart and your anxious lava heart that is going to describe next total eclipse of the sun while eating oranges with white flower girls and is going to shoot it called “Shortest chaotic lovely faithful friendly negative acceptance” to send me a photo for my proposal
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Next is my winter night dream.
You invited me to night concert hall in woods nearby volcano. Beautiful woman was playing piano. She was wearing white dress. I was watching her figure and listening to her music for long time. Suddenly, blackout happened. We had lost white. I had left from concert hall with you and we walked in woods under the moonlight. Lava was flowing from crater of volcano in the darkness. Only our light was lava orange. And all our mental color was red between orange and brown. Brown light was Jesus blood for us. We arrived at lake but I was tired of everything at all. I lay down on the ground and lost my consciousness. I recovered my consciousness when your cold hand touched my face. I got up and I was watching sunrise for a while. Morning glow changed from red to orange, and to yellow. And when I could watch white sun, I got new world. I was ridding on boat that you were rowing. And I was talking about white flowers under the blue sky and white clouds in the blue sky with you for a while. All our mental color was mountain green that we could watch from lake in my dream.

Reference 854
Paradise Lost “Lost Paradise” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful black metallic crusty cloudy Venus fateful dreamy hardcore needs for my purple shooting” that was existed to save lovely distinct clear fearful rigid smiley away animal lover Middle Eastern black boy and girl who are searching mellow apple in woods just before sunset in our chaotic frictional heated world, to support all their lovely smiley sunny family friendly risky red lives in the future
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He is good animal lover boy who has a lovely dog at home. His father is laborer who has been in heavy works. One night, his father was in overtime work. Fatherly value of labor force was 60. Value of labor was 100. Surplus value was 40. Yes, he got the sun in his mind. Next morning, he started off from home to country with his friends, leaving from his family and lovely dog. It was his red away. His purpose was swimming in the sea, spending summer vacation. He enjoyed swimming with his friends. It was his blue friendship. After swimming in the sea in the morning, he slept for a while under the sun. He dreamed fatherly painful works in closing eyes red. But he couldn’t understand all fatherly works. It was like strong bonds between humans and sun god. He returned to home. His mother got happiness when she looked at his fine brown face. He got family love called “Beautiful Green”.

Reference 855
The Exploited “The Massacre” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at Liverpool restaurant before our night live acts on St. Valentine’s Day, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic England needs for purple shooting” that was existed to save her black young boyfriend memories created at the time when he went to Liverpool snowy beach with his mother at sunrise and remembered childhood family strawberries milky memories in the war, and to integrate her chocolate gift for him into lovely smiley chaotic strawberry milks in the world
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He is good black Prince. A long time ago, he was living with many farmers in the South. But all his life was in the darkness caused by civil wars and endless rain. One night, he decided to go to the top of big mountain to escape from the war. He continued to climb big mountain everyday. And he arrived at the top of the mountain. He started to stand on his own feet at here. His mother called “Queen” was anxious about him at Southern home everyday. All farmers were working hard, worrying about Queen’s pains. And the sun was created. It had stormed heavily in 6 days. They prepared ships to survive in heavy rain. The sea was created and all they went to island by the ship on the sea. King and Queen arrived at beach of island with farmers. Yes, his mother could meet him again and all they got joy with King. They started to live in island, running peal farm at sea to export pearls to other Countries by ships on the sea. Yes, all pearls were symbol of Queen’s heart.

Reference 856
The Varukers “Deadly Games” (1992)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal patriotic crusty needs for fire and water” that was existed to keep friendship with Japanese white flower's father who is putting historical strong risky bonds orange rubber band on his fourth finger at his overtime work after white flower was given a junior high school diploma from principal on her lovely smiley straining graduation ceremony in our heated frictional dark green leaves war to cast away all coldness in the illusional friendly new world
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He is good black Father who is staying in Northern Europe. His only works are distributing white roses to white flower families at church in the Cold War. From winter black night to summer white night, lightness is increasing by degrees. From summer white night to winter black night, lightness is decreasing by degrees. Yes, he got figure of “X” created by 4 sharpness at crossing point. His working period was 4 years made by 1461 days. And his “X” was like a chipper. When he cut white rose by chipper, he got horizontal line that divide black and white. Yes, his heart was in core of magma. So there was no border between black and white in the future. It was all his metallic silver works created by 4 Mobius Bands that has no head and tail between black and white in 4 years.

Reference 857
Skitslickers “GBG 1982” (1982)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act on Friday the 13th, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal (π/0.5)=1.57 get back needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep your “Y=AcosX” heart by my “Y=AsinX” heart and to save all your white rose girlfriend lovely deadly self-sacrifice making Braille overtime works for blind black student who fell in love with white flower girlfriend free home heart letters, when your white rose girlfriend fell asleep at desk and saw a dream named “From the cradle to the grave nearby hard rocks in woods” by her own will, like our rock-climbing on Rocky
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When I was high school student, I was sometimes in trouble with my thoughts. One night, I was thinking of my pains at the time when I was studying school subjects at home. I described a curved line on paper. It was “Y=AsinX” in my mind. X is time. Y is my free degrees and A is all my choice in the world. Yes, some restraints were necessary for me to get some free minds. Who will save all my truth in the world? When I thought it, I caught phone from my boyfriend. He was my black friend who was going same high school. He invited me to night live that took place at club in the city. There were many older young at club. We acted hard in the heat, listening to noisy sounds. Yes, we were keeping variable “Y=AsinX” in our hearts. It was random powers. And all our origins were random in our room, too. So all our powers of “Y=AsinX” was set off each other. Yes, all my heart was saved by all our friendship in the heat. And we expected all free under the sun next morning.

Reference 858
Ektomorf “I scream up to the sky” (2002)



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Japanese Morning Sunny Sea you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with white rose daughter who is writing words on white paper according to her father's dark room moonlight hand language that the place where first diamond ring for her auditory difficulties mother will be hidden in is going to be in mother's lovely pretty sweaty dark green pencil case that 11 pencils were entered in the time of Japanese civilization and enlightenment period, which is their deadly artistic act named “A total eclipse of the sun after thunderstorm like salty rusty bloody exposed Nunchaku that is raging against nightmarish invisible hard machines on Friday the 13th in October”, in our frictional dark green leaves heated world
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She is Japanese pretty auditory difficulties girl who is always being with her mother in peaceful time after Japanese Warring State Period. Her best hobby was reading books. One day in summer, she chose and bought a book from 100 new books at book shop after her mother went to grassland to prepare for summer festival that will take place at night. It was good story that family gets happiness after some troubles were overcome and old mother rest in peace while her son and daughter, her grandson and granddaughter are keeping eyes on her. She started to read this book from afternoon. But she felt fear by degrees when she continued to read. Thanderclouds were expanded in the sky. And the thunder rolled with heavy thunderstorm at night when she had finished reading this book. Summer festival was broken by heavy rain. All village people were depressed at all and they thought it must be some kind of curse. Yes, her probability to choose this book was “1/100=0.01 purple core heart”. She shot her heart at night. Next morning, village people enjoyed summer festival with her and her mother under the sun in blue sky.

Reference 859
Autopsy “Severed Survival” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful patriotic heated black horizontal frictional diamond needs for purple shooting heaviness to buy many records” that was existed to save all our friends who went to battlefield and can't buy diamond rings for their lovers in the war, to get our complete free world in the future
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He is good animal lover friend. We are animal lovers. We can't eat meats. But we understand that it isn’t good for not only economy in our Country but worldwide economies. So he decided to run zoo for all our worries. He imported so many animals and bought meats to feed animals. Yes, it was good for all economies for our Country and we could get core where human equalities have been existed. It was best place where all our friends can get joy with many animals. Yes, we got kingdom in our minds.

Reference 860
Various “Really Fast Vol. 1, 2, 3” (2000)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts in winter, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for fire and water” that was existed to save your artistic heart to create a worldwide motherly heartbeats diamond by increasing hotness and decreasing coldness after increasing coldness and decreasing hotness, to support lovely smiley sweaty lunchtime South African black slaves, which is your “24×(20/360)=1.3333 hours night waiting heart” between South African morning glow period and our London club ending period when we are watching the total eclipse of the moon in night sky, like strawberries shortcake that boy presented his father after father finished night golf practice on Father’s Day for fatherly joyful safety future hardcore heart, expecting to meet all our exposed “Circle Y roots” black friend again, who went to battlefield and is always writing letters about our working-class total free world for us in our frictional splashing hardcore war
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He is Northern good boy who had grown up in working-class and is living with his parents and sister. His father sometimes said that human life is very short so all humans must find out means of life until old ages. One day in summer, his family traveled to the South by ship on the sea. He enjoyed taking insects with his parents and sister in woods under the sun in the South. He put any insects in basket. He liked a beetle his father had taken. His father called it “Southern historical strong sunny will”. But next morning, beetle had died so he went to woods with sister again and put it in earth nearby wood. Yes, they created grave for beetle. Distance between beetle and wood was 1m. And when grave was hidden by shadow of wood, sister wrote poems on pocketbook. Period of the time when grave has been hidden by shadow was 1 hour. She put poem papers in ground with beetle grave just before the sun lighted grave again. Yes, beetle soul was saved with her writings when the sun lighted again. At this night, the total eclipse of the moon occurred and he could watch it with his parents and sister. And all beetle ancestors were saved. We’d like to call the total eclipse of the moon “Northern historical dark will to save all Southern souls”

Reference 861
Intense Degree “War in my head” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at Japanese restaurant nearby the sea, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty needs for purple shooting” that was existed to hide all your artistic faithful stormy dreamy hardcore oranges called “All our wills given from white flower families lovely smiley only loving honeybees natural home hearts” prepared for Japanese party where east morning glow generals and west evening glow generals gathered at white flower field, like Japanese archery to give heats for fatherly sacrificial sunny confidential only loving summer cabbage butterflies frictional dark green leaves care hearts to get chaotic heated safety world for a white flower girl who is keeping a lovely anxious intent eye on talisman given from mother and waiting for drying it up at home porch under the sun after she went to summer festival with mother and met with sudden rainfall in the Warring State Period like exposed rough justice tatami splashed by heel of judo player at gym where many elementary school children are watching judo games on Sunday morning
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Next is my dream on winter stormy night.
A long time ago, there was Northern village nearby Black Sea. 104 village young boys were living in this village. January 14th Sunday, one beautiful girl came to village, ridding on horse. She played flute nearby fountain. It was good melodies for all village people, so one Northern young boy went nearby her and asked her, “Where did you come from?” But she didn't answer and she continued to play flute. Her invitation for him was going to her village nearby Aegean Sea with him. Yes, he started from Northern village to her village. They made horses run and arrived at her village nearby Aegean Sea. 104 village young girls were living in her village. She invited him to white flower field under blue sky. It was best place for him to talk anything with her. After 14 days had passed, other beautiful girl came to Northern village. Yes, she played flute nearby fountain too. And she went to same village nearby Aegean Sea with other young boy, ridding on horses. Then Aegean girl came to Northern village every 14 days. And they invited boys to Aegean village. All they got sons and daughters, and created family of 4. Yes, 416 people were living in peaceful village after 4 years had passed. I’d like to call all girls’ flute play “1461 days worldwide peaceful melodies”.

Reference 862
Deviated Instinct “Welcome to the Orgy (1984-1991)” (2006)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at restaurant in Helsinki before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic winter black night needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep friendship with a gentleman who is always thinking sunny green leaves and went to white flower's home and is talking about South African black slave souls with white flower's father all night long, to integrate Jesus blood into all South African morning glow black souls, after white flower blotted gentleman's shirt with carrot soup on her coffee shop working and was doing lovely smiley intent free agency overtime work to get wages to clean his shirt in our exposed dark brown wood roots world
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He is good our childhood boyfriend. In 6 years elementary school days, he enjoyed writing some funny words. Yes, it was good and we talked about funny things with him in our classroom. And we sometimes climbed mountain nearby home with him. It was risky and joyful acts. We got orange between yellow and red. In 3 years junior high school days, he wrote about human equalities all over the world. It was his blue writing. And we studied music and played music for our classmates at school. Yes, we got green between blue and red. In 3 years high school days, he wrote our songs and we played night live acts. He joined our live acts. We got blue to play music. After our graduation from high school, we worked on our each way. One day, he called us and invited us to coffee shop. White flower girl was working at here. She is good his girlfriend. We ordered cups of coffee at high noon. When she brought them for us, I said to her, “Fight for your family. Try your best.” She showed good smile to us. Yes, we realized all means of our past acts by the grace of her silent words.

Core Word:
All our exciting blue friendship and risky red night live act to save all white flower girls’ family green hearts

Reference 863
Kaaos “Total Chaos” (1994)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic dreamy needs for patriotic metal crosses lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with white flower girlfriend who is putting blue rubber band on her fourth finger and is looking sapphire ring at show window for long time when Jesus approached her and took out rubber band from her finger and put expensive sapphire ring on her fourth finger and put blue rubber band on his fourth finger, which was his last work before the Last Supper in our frictional dark green leaves total eclipse of the sun to save all white flowers’ exposed key rings to open their bedside jewel box that 60 colorful rubber bands were entered to distribute 5 rubber bands for 12 Apostles each other, which was prepared to keep 14 crosses of overlapped 5 rings for 12 Apostles, Jesus and her on Friday the 13th midnight
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We are Brazilian. Xmas morning, we were invited to Xmas party by white flower girl’s family created by white flower girl, her mother and father. Yes, we attended it gladly. Her father distributed variety color conic hat to us and we put it on head each other. We enjoyed drinking juices and eating foods with her and her parents. Her father said to us by microphone that she is interested in astronomy. It's good for all our hope, because we were interested in configurations in night sky. Just before ending, her father said to us by microphone that the reason why he held party in the morning is all his high noon prayer created by reversed “Y” for all our human equalities. Yes, all our spirits are “Circle Y" created by night live acts. It will be his good idea. And her mother said to us that total eclipse of the sun is always occurred in our hearts by her blue Earth's orange lava heart, her father's green laborer overtime working moon's heart and her mother's blue ring heart from the sight of the sun, and we could get white, which is the reason why we put conic hat on head, created by “∧” that a white line through sunny core was excepted from “A” and was rotated 360 degrees. Yes, their party was good artistic act that all we were keeping same minds.

Reference 864
Armagedom “Silencio Funebre” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me on winter midnight, called “All our present modern dreamy sunny needs for fire and water” that was prepared to save my story of white rose first daughter who had been born after Jesus had been born and story that Jesus first girlfriend was a white flower girl, like a exposed sapphire ring sent from Jesus to Pilatus with Jesus moonlight overtime writing letter and put on Pilatus fourth finger when Jesus was crucified, to escape from our frictional dark green leaves Cold War
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I am woman songwriter. I am sometimes writing songs alone at home for long time. Yes, I got strong power by myself. One day in summer, I traveled to pension in the mountain with my girlfriend and 2 boyfriends. It was a fine day and we enjoyed walking outside in the mountain under blue sky. And our artistic act was choosing trump cards from 53 cards each other according to priority at night just before sunrise. My girlfriend got Ace of Hearts for the first time and my best boyfriend got Ace of Spades for the second time. This probability is (1/4)×(1/4)=0.0625”. And we went to outside after our act and we were watching morning glow for a while. Yes, we got white to talk about anything with all white flower girls.

Reference 865
The Art of Noise “Who’s afraid of the Art of Noise?” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before my night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic chaotic needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep friendship with white flower girl who treasures best natural memory at the time when she went shopping with her mother through a crowd and had a lovely smiley stop walking intent eye on red roses for a while at flower shop, like night street pierrot exposed sapphire ring put on his fourth finger to give them a dreamy moonlight ticket when they are walking hand in hand in our lovely risky friendly blue light core flying trapeze world
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You are good girl student who doubts the world. All your pains in the world are increasing anxiousness and decreasing relief in your upper right hand family and lower right hand friendship, upper left hand works and lower left hand studies. So I wrote songs for you. Yes, you got 4 things of “X” and it created 8 core origin sharpness called “Your white rose thorns” on XY plane I supported. And I invited you to our night live act. You accepted my proposal gladly. Your white rose heart changed into red rose heart by our purple shooting at club. It was your second step. We created chaotic world. And increasing anxiousness in your upper right hand family and lower left hand studies, and decreasing relief in your upper left hand works and lower right hand friendship were cleared. Yes, you got pure diamond in your heart and we tried to rotate it 180 degrees by our Y axis power. Yes, your increasing anxiousness changed into decreasing anxiousness and your decreasing relief changed into increasing relief. It was your third step. We think your heart would return to white rose next morning. But it will be natural to live in the world. Congratulations on your fourth step.

Reference 866
Bad Religion “No Control” (1989)



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Atlantic Ocean when I was eating breakfast with you at restaurant in New York in winter, you called “All your Northern historical friendly hopeful black horizontal metallic crusty family green needs for lovely delicate deadly acts” that was existed to keep friendship with your white flower girlfriend who traveled to the Antarctic with her mother and father who have blue insistence to the world, by the cooperation with 180 degrees difference Earth backside hard red fight insects in our frictional dark green leaves cold world, like Japanese mother's exposed diamond ring when she was nursing her little son who had fever of 40 degrees and was dreaming 12 hours nightmarish moonlight sumo fighting on winter night of total eclipse of the moon when he believe in equality between sumo wrestling ring and her exposed diamond ring at the time of her changing iced towels beside his bed
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He and she were good Canadian teachers who were teaching at same school.
A long time ago, the war between North Russia and North Canada had continued for long time. So he decided to exile himself to Russia. Yes, he had revolutionary mind in his heart and she had conservative mind in her heart. He taught for North Russian white flower girls at Russian elementary school. And she taught for North Canadian white flower girls at Canadian elementary school. In winter, he held last lecture on last sunset before black night would continue for long time. He wrote “Fight” on east blackboard. After 12 hours had passed, she held last lecture on last sunset before black night would continue for long time. She wrote “Love” on east blackboard. These words were their core words to night stars. And all white flower girls' writing wills went to backside Earth sky at sunrise in through core of magma. Next night, he watched aurora with white flower girls at grassland. After 12 hours had passed, she watched aurora with white flower girls at grassland. It may be all their words in the world. Yes, he and she were Librans to get peaceful world in the future.

Reference 867
Flotsam and Jetsam “When the storm comes down” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal frictional needs for fire and water” that was existed to keep friendship with our white flower girlfriend who traveled to the mountain to take the sun with her family, like our playing darts to get ultraviolet rays by shooting purple core according to patriotic invitation of pension black owner who has been leaving home long time for emigration with his wife who had put a exposed sapphire ring in pledge to support his large family in Harlem, to believe in a exposed sapphire ring put on white flower girl's mother's fourth finger now when they are walking hand in hand under the sun, which is the reason why he is running chain coffee shops to search a exposed fateful sapphire ring and handed pension free ticket to them at the entrance to coffee shop in our frictional dark green leaves sunny world
Words:
In winter, we planed one idea called “Moonlight Love” at coffee shop. It was saving white flower girl who had written some words at home in the period of total eclipse of the moon. Her writing was like some voices in short-time coldness. We played live act hard. Black horizontal line in our hearts collected any lights and shot white rocket from moon ground to Mars. Our acts got heaviness by our shooting and created red room in our minds. Time speed was high. Answer from Mars was blue. We got purple world. We think white flower girl could get strong outside powers in purple world. In summer, we went to grassland in the mountain. We could watch white flower girl’s family. They were eating lunch at far place, while talking anything under blue sky. It was good view that we supported by our plan in our minds.

Reference 868
Youth of Today “Disengage” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for 12 degrees 2 minutes frictional core sands hotness of sandglass” that was existed to save her black girlfriend's lovely smiley patriotic fateful total free artistic act at the time when she went to the Antarctic, and shot black night sky and white iced ground by camera under the moonlight, which was called “Clockwise Venus negative antiwar heart to return to home”, to keep her memory at the time when she went to grassland with her parents, and her father shot white night sky and black ground by camera nearby the church, which was called “Anticlockwise Venus positive peaceful heart to return to home”, in our yes or no and black or white chaotic social severe world to live with all lovely winsome smiley white flower girls who are living at cabin in grassland with their families in our frictional dark green leaves white sunny world, like exposed goal net on field hockey games
Words:
She is good black antiwar photographer who had grown up in local village. Her nickname is Venus. Her art school life was beginning for her new life in capital. 1st year, she studied hard every night. Her favorite subject was photograph studies. So other subjects were difficult for her. 2nd year, she started to study subjects concerned about photograph. And she got boyfriend. She felt hotness of the sun. 3rd year, she was absorbed in studies of photograph. 4th year, she graduated from art school. She said to her mother by telephone that she got works at Company. It was her lie to decide risky acts. 5th year, she continued to take photos, going to some battlefields not only in the Northern Hemisphere but in the Southern Hemisphere. One day, her photos were estimated by boss of art Company. She got informal decision of art Company. It was her truth and she married her boyfriend. This year was leap year. I think her lie was necessary to get “1461 world” from 2nd year to 5th year, which had no heads and tails of 4 Mobius Bands in her mind.

Reference 869
Crude S.S. “The system you hate…is the system you support” (1992)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for her gripping metal cross in our 60 degrees 10 minutes encore plays” that was existed to save all her friends 10 minutes same utility 5 feelings created by her white flower girlfriend's watching metal cross on church with mother under the sun on New Year’s Day, by her blind little boyfriend’s touching cross chocolate gift from girlfriend on St. Valentine's Day, by her blind little girlfriend's savoring white candy ball gift from boyfriend on White Day, by her blind boyfriend and girlfriend's students' listening to teacher's speaking joke on April Fool's Day, and by her blind old girlfriend’s smelling at carnations given from daughter on Mother’s Day, like Japanese girls who are in tea ceremony at homestead in creamy peaceful antiwar melody of birds under the sun and are believing in 16 sharpness of their exposed metal cross pendant put on their necks to keep friendship with American blind girl who is reading Testament by Braille with canary in shining cage in the moonlight on Friday the 13th night
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We think all powers to create our world had consisted of 5 steps in the past. It will be denoted by “Y=-(X-1)^2+1” on XY plane. X is time and Y is our painful degrees, sunny power degrees and quantity of water in the world. 1st step was (-1,-3) point on “Y=-(X-1)^2+1” at the time when there was no pen and Jesus was born. 2nd step was (0,0) point at the time when Jesus finished writing letters by his pen for white flower girlfriend and our black horizontal line was created. 3rd step was (0.5,0.75) point at the time when Jesus was crucified and the war happened. 4th step was (1.0,1.0) point at the time when many antiwar poems were written by citizens and it controlled the war. 5th step was (1.5,0.75) point at the time when equilibrium between power of war and power of poem was created. What was happened for white flower girl’s family that was living nearby lake? Their dream was climbing big mountain behind lake and living at new house at the top of the mountain. It was (-1,-3) point. The war made quantity of water increase and created the sea. Their mountain was under seawater. Their bodies changed into mermaid and merman. It was (1.0,1.0) point. But sunny power was strong. Yes, their new island appeared. Their bodies returned to human bodies. It was (1.5,0.75) point. White flower girl's family rid on ship and went to new island. And they lived at new house that Christians had built. Their dream came true. We’d like to call this natural phenomenon “All our sunny power for white flowers”.

Core Word:
All your family hot water atomic heart to save old single blind woman who is always drinking green tea lonely at cabin in the mountain by using conversion heater

Reference 870
Onslaught “Power from hell” (1985)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated chaotic hardcore needs for core of my metal cross” that was existed to save Japanese daughter who is making rice balls with mother at home in the early morning just before going to father and brother's baseball game to fight with American baseball team on too much tired and crucified strong bonds proof anniversary day of the end of the World War Ⅱ, expecting all our human sacrificial extreme low probability big game when 4th home black batter hits home run to give sign ball for South African black slave's daughter on major league baseball game, when Jesus daughter and Pilatus son are in marriage ceremony at church, and Pilatus son is putting exposed sapphire ring on Jesus daughter's fourth finger in front of Jesus on full moon night, just before next big bang will be occurred in the cosmos
Words:
He is good Japanese father who has been working as chief of labor union and saving family of 4 created by his son and daughter, his wife and him. His son became laborer after graduation from high school. Yes, his son is keeping conservative mind for family. His daughter is student who has been sometimes writing poems at home. His daughter is keeping revolutionary mind for family. And his wife is working at house works, sometimes writing diaries. His wife is keeping conservative mind for family. Yes, he is keeping revolutionary mind for the world. So their lives are like on circle of “X^2+Y^2=1”. Each their life is on a quarter of a circle. His life is on line in territory of “X≦0, Y≦0”. His son’s life is on line in territory of “X≧0, Y≦0”. His daughter’s life is on line in territory of “X≦0, Y≧0”. And his wife’s life is on line in territory of “X≧0, Y≧0”. Yes, it is good circle for their all lives. We'd like to add Z axis to make their lives continue for long time.

Reference 871
Minor Threat “Complete Discography” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to keep friendship with always keeping quiet Japanese working-class white flower girl who had her head shaved and became a priest to get spiritual pain, praying to get more sunny powers to search her mother's iron ring sunk in the sea of her mind at the time when she was in childhood family joy in the World War Ⅱ, and to be with present day's her mother's diamond ring in too much severe world, like exposed spray at the time of dive from high place by diving player for all labor soul water in any lights to express her only word “Please save my mother’s sapphire ring given from my father who had found brightest sunny deadly new work just before I became a priest. And please search lovely carrier pigeon to inform for my mother and father that I could get best boyfriend.”
Words:
He is my white friend in my mind.
A long time ago, there was big volcano in the Earth. Height scale of this volcano was “1.4”. He had been living at the foot of volcano nearby the lake. He built 1st church and invited Father to this place. It was core place in my mind. And he decided to start off from home to the top of volcano. His purpose was saving black slave souls. He climbed volcano and met 4 whites at the top of volcano. They invited him to rid on a hot-air balloon to travel in the sky. But he refused it. And he went down on volcano and arrived at village on a side of volcano. Height scale of this village was “0.7”. Many black slaves were working at diamond mine in this village. He became slave and worked at diamond mine with black slaves. Their physical pains created waters and their spiritual pain created power of the sun. It had stormed in 6 days. He built 2nd church in heavy rain. Their pains were saved by his kindness. Peaceful sea was created. It invited Father to 2nd church. Father came to here by ship on the sea. It was rainy invitation. All black slave souls were saved by peaceful sunny sea. His brown body and face are proof of Jesus blood. I'd like to pray to it for 1st church hidden on bottom in the sea.

Core Word:
All your primitive blue core acceptance for my risky red live act to save all working-class families that are getting under trees at grassland in heavy rain and eating oranges in the afternoon

Reference 872
Amebix “Freedom of Slaves” (2006)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she ordered for me at coffee shop when I started to play music in the year 1981, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic core needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all her dreamy antiwar acts that Middle Eastern refugee’s picture named “Our Lovers” will be exhibited 1st year and will be renamed “All your sorrow was all my love named by all white flower girls’ heart” 4th year, which is her 1461 days artistic dream like her left wing girlfriend's exposed sapphire ring put on fourth finger when national flag of big Country was lighted and fired by left wing’s hands, and like Japanese 4 elementary school little girls who are playing lovely smiley nightmarish Hula-Hoop at schoolyard under the sun in our cold world
Words
He was good Japanese child who had been going elementary school. He joined calligraphy practice circle that old man teacher was teaching in his childhood. There were many friends who contained white flower girls and white ram boys in this circle. They described many black letters by brushes on white papers. White papers made light reflect and black letters made light collect. Yes, both frictional lights created some heats. It was 1st orange in our minds. After some years had passed, he got gold prize in calligraphy contest. He decided to be a calligrapher. After he had reached man's estate, he was in college life and met her for the first time. It was 2nd orange. He became elementary school teacher and taught calligraphy for children after he graduated from college. His heart was in national flag of Japan. White of flag makes light reflect and red of flag makes light collect. It was 3rd orange. And he married her. He got 1st daughter. It was 4th orange. One day, he got up early on winter morning. And he went jogging for a while. He met white ram’s family. “How are you?” he asked. “Fine,” white ram answered. Sky at sunrise was great. It was 5th orange in our minds.

Core Word:
All her risky dreamy strawberries heart to be with Japanese young doctors who had gone to the Middle East and had kept friendship with many refugees at wild ground under light blue sky

Reference 873
Legion of Parasites “Another Disaster” (2006)



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Northern Morning Sunny Rough Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical chaotic random risky bloody green needs for fire and water” that was existed to keep friendship with Father who had built the church nearby jewel shop and was giving 11 sapphire rings for 11 couples who had visited at church after meeting white flower girls’ families accidentally, which was fatherly artistic life in 44 years to get friends for Father's daughter who fell in love with young teacher who talked in lecture that only salvation for today will be windy kindly soft frictional heated rainbow lights to get white hearts for all humans, expecting that he will create so many flower gardens all over the world by the cooperation of Father's daughter's friends, many other his friends and many politicians to get all human equalities in the world, to save all fathers who were given lovely smiley dominant chocolate gifts from their white flower daughters on St. Valentine’s Day, and to change all our hearts not to change our world for our revolutionary minds, like always keeping quiet white flower girl’s exposed heated metal ball heart on roulette at casino in the cold winter
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I caught your telephone at home. You said you want sapphire ring. Yes, I thought it is good. I went to your home by my car and I made car run after your ridding in my car. All my important thing was acceleration for your heart. 1st my heart was “Y=X^2” and 1st your heart was “Y=-X^2” on XY plane. X is time and Y is utility level. Jewel shop is at (0,0) in our hearts. I made car accelerate. 2nd my heart was “Y=2X” and 2nd your heart was “Y=-2X”. 3rd my heart was “Y=2” and 3rd your heart was “Y=-2”. We arrived at jewel shop and I selected sapphire ring for you according to your favorite. After I bought it and put it on your fourth finger, you said to me that it will be best present from you to your white flower girlfriend. Yes, I laughed at all. I said to you that all your heart was good. 3rd our hearts was changed into “Y=0”. It will be good black horizontal line to collect any lights.

Reference 874
Vio-lence “Oppressing the Masses” (1990)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before we started to play night live acts in winter, she called “All her Northern historical friendly hopeful heated black horizontal crusty dreamy night crystal ball needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with all her South African lovely smiley sunny black little girlfriends who said, “There is no infinite and no zero about world scale, so my lost fortunate blue bird in sunny white must be living in motherly diamond ring’s orange small cosmos in our expanding cosmos.” in South African frictional summer dark green leaves world, like historical lovely sunny deadly black ships travel on rough seas all over the world to save all black souls by the powers of all economic policies
Words:
She is good our black girlfriend. She is always keeping quiet and sometimes watching the moon in her room alone at night. Her childhood elementary school 6 years days were “365.25×6=2191.5 days”. Her concern was the sun. After she graduated from elementary school, her family exiled themselves to South Africa. Her high school 6 years days in South Africa were “2191.5 days” too. Her concern was configurations in night sky. After she graduated from high school, she returned to England. We could meet her again. She entered college. Her concern was big bang theory in the cosmos. Total her school years were “6+6+4=16 years” created by “5844 days”. We held party after she graduated from college. We called her and enjoyed with her at night. 11:00 PM, she said to me, “Thanks!” It was her XⅠ word for our friendship. 12:00 PM, I exploded cracker to pray for all her worries. It was good night to keep all our friendship in safety world.

Core Word:
Japanese little boy's peaceful writing about his summertime memories about watching fireworks with his family nearby the sea on Sunday night, playing sparkring fireworks with his family at garden on Monday night, eating strawberries with his family at hotel on Tuesday night, and writing diary on Wednesday rainy night, in the period of Japanese high speed economic growth

Reference 875
Doom “Total Doom” (1989)



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Aegean Night Peaceful Sea nearby restaurant where you invited me just before sunrise, you called “All your Northern historical timely smile” that was existed to save your heart hidden in blue eyes
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I caught your telephone. I knew all your sorrow in the world. I went to your home by my car and made my car run after your ridding in my car. We went coffee shop and met my friend called “White Ram”. He was drinking orange juice with his mother. He is good my friend who is working at same Company. “Hello,” I said to him. But he said to me loudly, “Shit happened!” I couldn't understand all his anger. He returned to home with his mother. I was talking about something with you for a while. But my confusion couldn’t be cleared in my head. “Why did he get angry?” I asked you. “Let’s go to his home,” you answered. We went to his home by my car. His mother invited us into home gladly. Yes, all our Xmas party was prepared and took place. He said to me, “Sorry, my father is in night work. I wanted to invite my friends who will join our party.” We enjoyed drinking juices and eating foods all night long. I said to him, “Good-bye” and made my car run to bring you to your home. All my true vector was 45 degrees vector from lower left to upper right at coffee shop. And all my imaginary vector was 45 degrees vector to 2nd upper right. But my true vector was 45 degrees vector to lower right at his home. Combination of my imaginary vector and my true vector created all our vector toward right. It was “4-5-4 power vector for all our hearts”.

Reference 876
Racer X “Street Lethal” (1986)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all our dirty rotten fruits party nightmares in the period of keeping black father's lovely sunny shamefaced smiles in her heart when he bought strawberries again at fruits shop for his family after he had presented strawberries for little match girl on Xmas night and to get cosmos wills in our frictional dark green leaves pinching world
Words:
Xmas Eve night, we held party and thought of next idea by enjoying conversations.
There were black angel girl, Northern white young boy and Southern black young boy in our hearts. Black angel was living in the sky. Northern white boy was working as watch maker and Southern black boy was working at diamond mine. Distance between core of magma and black angel was 4, distance between core of magma and Northern white boy was 1, and distance between core of magma and Southern black boy was 0.5. Time speed was 1 for black angel, 2 for Northern white boy and 8 for Southern black boy. They were keeping the sun in their each heart in chaotic world. Black angel got 1 Mobius Band by earth’s yearly round in her mind. Yes, Northern white boy got 2 Mobius Bands and Southern black boy got 8 Mobius Bands in their each mind. Southern black boy presented 4 Mobius Bands for Northern white boy and presented 4 Mobius bands for black angel. Northern white boy married good girl and got son and daughter. Total 6 Mobius Bands were distributed to their parents, their children and them. And Southern black boy married black angel and got son. Total 5 Mobius Bands were distributed to their parents, their son and them. Southern family was living in pain and Northern family was living in happiness. The sun and the sea were created. And trade agreement between Northern watches and Southern diamonds was established. One day, Northern family traveled to grassland in the mountain. They enjoyed　eating foods and drinking under the sun from 6:00 AM to 6:00 PM. Yes, their minute hands and hour hands overlapped 11 times. Total overlaps are all our 66 prayers created by total 11 Mobius Bands that express “All our pains are all our happiness” in our minds.

Reference 877
Various “Pusmort View” (1991)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful watery crowded room needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to expect human equalities all over the world in the future, like a professional woman diver's exposed emerald ring put on her fourth finger when her little son is suffering with hunger and is dreaming infinite new moon sharpness on summer white night in our frictional dark green leaves pinching world
Words:
He is good young who had been sent as troop in the World War Ⅱ. His girlfriend was best childhood classmate who had studied at same elementary school. He sometimes remembered childhood memories that he went to the mountain and took some chestnuts with her. Yes, his hairstyle was pretty crop and he treasured peaceful family above all things. After he had reached man’s estate, he joined antiwar party. In the World War Ⅱ, all his pains were saved by her heart. Yes, all his vectors were in all directions to clear many painful vectors that surrounded his heart. Japanese policy was expanding to overseas in the war, which created black hole lightness. After the end of the World War Ⅱ, a package was sent from her to his home. Some chestnuts were entered in this package. It was all his symbolic heart given from her smiley heart.

Reference 878
Totalitar “Sin egen motstandare” (1995)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore dreamy truth needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with your black boyfriend and black girlfriend who enjoyed night talk about apple core souls saved by the sun and night moon, some birds and insects at reclaimed ground after they went to planetarium in the morning to pray all human equalities in the world, when Japanese white flower girls are enjoying watching fireworks and dreaming longtime happiness with their families on summer night, like fireworks man's exposed ruby rings put on their fourth finger to drive for all our no hate no jealousy friendship in our frictional dark green leaves strong bonds sunny core world
Words:
He is our dreamy black friend who had grown up in farm village where many black slaves had been working. His father was good black slave and his mother was good pretty black woman. One day, they got free and they started to live in the city. He was young and he needed more free. He traveled to America and studied technologies for a while. And he decided to live in America for some years. Yes, he became computer technician. He got good black girlfriend. They sometimes talked about flower core words. These words changed into infinite emotional words in infinite dimensional world. And they sometimes went to the church and prayed for Jesus. Yes, they are good family of 2. One night, he sent his letter for his parents by E-mail. His letter said, “Hello, my mother and father. I got best girlfriend. She say that she want to meet you. Yes, I will be able to go back to your home one of these days.” We believe that it will be best core words to keep friendship with them.

Reference 879
Spazztic Blurr “same title” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful December 26th red away night closing eyes chaotic needs for fire and water” that was existed to save all your blue eyes core heart to pray human equalities all over the world when we are talking about necessary happening that 2 sons and 2 daughters entered remained 2 pieces of fancy cake into icebox for their parents’ tomorrow’s breakfast after Xmas Eve night family of 6 dinner in the Middle East
Words:
She is good girl who had grown up in working-class. Yes, she is living in chaotic world. Her center core heart is yellow. Middle core heart is orange and outside core heart is red. After she reached woman's estate, she was given hand mirror from her father. Yes, she sometimes made up her face, looking at hand mirror her father had given, and went outside to join parties that her friends attended. She had some dreams while making up. It was getting best boyfriend and saving good family. Yes, her dream came true. She married good boyfriend and got 1st son after 3 years had passed since she was given hand mirror from her father. Her heart reflected on hand mirror created sunny core hearts. Her center core heart is blue, middle core heart is green and outside core heart is yellow. Her 1st outride red core heart was overlapped with her 2nd outside yellow core heart. And she could get many working-class friends who had met at parties. She got blue friendship and got white. I think it may be caused by the truth that her had mirror was sunny white and by 3 years that are “365.25×3=1095.75 days”.

Reference 880
Danzig “same title” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before our night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal random chaotic needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with all white flower girl’s father’s blue hearts, all our teacher's green hearts and all our risky red hearts, like exposed diamond ring put on Father's fourth finger when he is watching night sky by telescope at church in our frictional dark green leaves stormy sweaty deadly world
Words:
White Day night, we held night live act. We called many friends who had studied at same junior high school. Yes, we were keeping many colors each other in our hearts. These colors were on X axis. And all colors energies were denoted by “EXP(x)=e^x=p/(1-p)”. P is colors energy levels between 0.0 and 1.0. When “x=0”, “p=0.5”. It is green energy to pray human equality in our world. We played hard and created black hole lightness with our friends. Then I lighted on cigarette by my matchstick at backstage after we had finished live acts. Yes, purple changed into blue in our hearts and our visible colors were blue, green, yellow, orange, and red. And all our colors were integrated into white by black hole lightness we had created. We could get good friendship with all white flower girls who were presented colorful candy balls from their best boyfriends.

Reference 881
Rattus “Levytykset 1981-1984 recorded works” (1993)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before our night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful different energies black metallic crusty needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep friendship with black boy and black girl who are talking about sapphire ring that he presented for her under the sun nearby the sea and ruby ring that his mother had been putting on finger at night when his mother was pricking strawberries in salver while making them splash under the moon at Harlem street in his childhood, like professional heavyweight boxing game that white fighter is boxing with black fighter, when always keeping quiet Japanese young white flower girl accepted American white young soldier’s proposal by her only word “I'd like to give my grape succeeded from my great sublime grandfather who had rested in peace by Pearl Harbor Attack for your lovely jealous fearful heart to save all Japanese historical patriotic soldiers souls” at exposed shinning pearl night beach under the new moon before they had lost all energies and thunder had rung church bell when they were praying for Jesus at church, which we’d like to call “Rebirth of historical metal plate red writings with our blue friendship writings at beach” to save all your dreams that you will go to past and future in lightness and heaviness and will present chocolate gifts for all leukaemic little boys who are lying in bed in the room where every doctor and nurse is afraid of chaotic many colors little boys’ childhood white memories any pictures on the walls at the hospital on St. Valentine’s Day, by the powers of all our friends’ night live acts all over the world in our frictional green leaves pinching world
Words:
He is good black young who is working as laborer at Harlem. He came to our night live acts when we were in American tour. He became our good friend. We created purple shooting world and created heaviness. His thought went to the future. He said to us that Harlem will get fortune in the future. “Many fortunate families will be living and any live houses will exist in Harlem,” he said, “And we will create black hole lightness at live house.” Yes, his thought went back to the past by his imaginary black hole lightness. He was in core of magma. It was heavy brightness. He dreamed good future for all humans. He got high energy. From next Monday, he continued to work everyday. His energy was too much high. All his friends were confused about his high energy. His boss had good idea. Yes, all works and lives are many exchanges of energies, so his boss made him work every other day. When he worked at company, his friends rested at home. When he rested at home, his friends worked at company. It was good equilibrium between increasing energy supply and decreasing energy demand at his company. Equilibrium points were changed day after day. Many diamonds were created by figures of “X” in their minds. They got profits and got many diamonds for human equality. And Harlem was saved by multiplier effects. This working system was expanded to the world and many humans were saved by the grace of all blacks who are working as laborers. Yes, his thought was exact.

Reference 882
Amebix “Arise!” (1985)



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Calm Night Red Sea nearby restaurant you invited me after our night live acts, you called “All your Northern historical tired heart needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep friendship with all our black friends under the sun by the powers of all metal plate red heart writings that had sunk at the bottom of the sea and the powers of all our white paper blue friendship writings in our cold world
Words:
She is good young black girl who has been working at coffee shop built on the hill. Many visitors came to her coffee shop. Some black laborers visited at high noon. They were tired by morning heavy works. But almost visitors were families. They were mothers and little children. She worked busy everyday. It was her red lives.
One day, she met him in the morning. He was black young visitor who came to her coffee shop for the first time. “Your metal cross pendant is good,” he said to her. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” she said to him. He became her best boyfriend. She sometimes talked about racism with him outside on the hill. And she got so many words and could get black horizontal line in her mind by the grace of conversations with him. Any lights were kept in her heart. After some days, she married him at church built on the foot of the mountain. He put sapphire ring on her fourth finger. All her words were integrated into one word. It was human equality between Blacks and Whites. It was their purple shooting to the sky to swear their love each other.

Reference 883
Vendetta “Brain Damage” (1988)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me before I started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to save all her dream that she will present chocolate gift for leukaemic little boy soon on next St. Valentine’s Day and she will inform him that South African black young slaves are in good dream while reading book called “A little boy in chaotic room” in night room and while watching white stars called “Please image all his happiness to get your happiness”, which is all our cosmos wills in the world
Words:
Next is my dream on Friday the 13th in winter.
He is leukaemic little boy who is going into the hospital for long time in summer. His mother and father, sister and brother went to his hospital everyday and cared about him, because all his world is outside green leaves and blue sky of the window. So I decided to play white night live act with my friends. Our visible colors energies are denoted by “10^X=P/(1-P)”. X is colors and P is energy level. When X=-1, P=0.09090. It is risky red energy level in our hearts. When X=1, P=0.9090. It is purple high core energy level in our hearts. And when X=0, P=0.5. It is green heart shooting for human equality. We played hard and created purple shooting by last song. Yes, he could get white and was saved by our all wills in the world.

Core Word:
Conversation between black and white

Reference 884
Mellakka “R.I.P” (2018)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at dancehall, you called “All your human historical needless night needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to keep friendship with all blind white flower girls in the world
Words:
One night, I met you at pub for the first time. You became my good girlfriend. “What is mean of numbers from 1 to 10?” you asked me. “It is story of Northern historical creation,” I answered, “1 is using pen, 2 is using paper, 3 is imagination in the future, 4 is keeping magma in hearts, 5 is shooting to get the sun, 6 is stormy days in 6 days, 7 is success after heavy rain, 8 is getting watery joy under the sun, 9 is holding party, and 10 is praying to our God at church.” And our new life started at apartment house in capital. But I didn't know any things. These were heavy works, busy citizens, worldwide confusions, and your heart. After some days, we got works each other. Our payday, we went to restaurant at night and ate dinner. Then you invited me to the church. We were watching the view that blind white flower girl is praying for Jesus with her mother for a while. After her praying, she realized our existence and need to shake hands. Yes, we shook hands with her gladly. And we went to outside. “Could you understand my plan? Next is all our counts from 00 to 11,” you said to me while walking at night street with me, “00 is our first night to get touch, 01 is all my plan, 02 is our works, 03 is your getting money, 04 is my getting money, 05 is your realization of the world, 06 is your injured heart, 07 is your success, 08 is our expectation of good future, 09 is our dream to make it come true, 10 is praying for Jesus at church, and 11 is shaking hands with blind white flower girl. It was all my plan to talk with you at white flower garden under the sunshine.”

Core Word:
Your secret explosive atomic heart to save all blind girls’ infinite black world

Reference 885
Real McCoy “Another Night U.S. Album” (1995)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after you lighted on cigarette by your matchstick at night pub, you called “All your human historical forced mysterious needs for more energies” that was prepared to keep powers to save Southern black souls in the world
Words:
You are Japanese good gentleman who is living in Tokyo.
One day in the morning, you invited me to a skyscraper in the capital where many foreigners are coming. “Do you know the way we can realize all historical truth?” you asked me, “It spends only 10 minutes 10 seconds.” “I don’t know,” I answered and we went to roof by elevator. It was light rainy morning. We talked about something at roof while drinking juice. And we rid in elevator again. It was starting point to make you express all your idea. “We experienced lightness just after elevator started to downward and experienced heaviness just before elevator stopped at first floor. It was caused by changing gravity in elevator, spending 10 seconds. Lightness is like Northern historical place and heaviness is like Southern historical place,” you added, “Our experience were physical pain from lightness to heaviness.” And we knew that black family is in trouble with buying some goods at first floor. It was caused by the truth that they couldn't speak Japanese. Yes, you interpreted for them. It spent 10 minutes. And we rid in elevator again with black family. It stopped raining. And we ate lunch with black family at high noon under the sunshine. It was our spiritual joy from pain to happiness. Yes, we got one cross by physical pain and spiritual joy to get friendship with black souls.

Reference 886
Me & My “same title” (1995)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at summer beach, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeless needs for purple shooting heaviness” that was prepared to save all your friendship with all white flower girls, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period
Words:
You are Japanese good gentleman. Next is your good dream in the future.
Your nickname is “White Rabbit”. There was “White Ram” in Europe and “White Flower Girl” in North America. They had dream of friendship with penguin in the Antarctic after they had finished reading same book. They exchanged letters. It was “Y writings". It had stormed heavily all over the world. And Antarctic Continent was expanded. Finally, African Continent and South American Continent were connected to Antarctic Continent, and 6 Continents were changed into 4 Continents in the Earth. They wanted to go to Antarctic Continent. But they couldn't rid on ship by the cause of longtime heavy storm all over the world. It was “Z experience” for them. And railroads were created between Europe and Africa, North America and South America. They met each other in Antarctic capital and kept friendship. Yes, next alphabet of Z is nothing. It is all your word “No more words”.

Core Word:
All my night needs for light blue sky next morning to save all your white memories

Reference 887
Run 4 Fun “Endless Summer Nite” (2000)



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Upper left　hand corner of a glass of white wine you ordered for me with some fruits at restaurant nearby the sea, you called “All your human historical valuable sunny images” that was existed to make our separate degrees decrease for our smallest wills in painful world, to keep friendship with all white flowers who are eating lunch with families at grassland in the mountain under the blue sky, like picture of handing an orange with exposed sapphire ring called “Heavy weight for your hobby of reading books” you described at church on Saturday the 14th morning, when white flower little girl is dreaming contents of friendly pretty cosmological white small present box put lovely smiley windy red and blue ribbons on by her best little boyfriend for her 15 minutes 0.25 hours thinking after she had finished studying science subject at elementary school in autumn, to make her mother remember memory at the time when her father was writing too much strong thanks letter for her teacher after she went back to home from a passionate impressive red leaves school excursion in the mountain under the blue sky and she was talking about her joy to her mother and father for long time at home in our frictional dark green leaves imaginary world
Words:
She was good girl who had grown up in poor family. She had liked sweet cakes very well since her childhood. So she had kept pretty fat body in her young. She had studied music well in her young and became junior high school music teacher. And she fell in love with him in summer. He was good student who showed beautiful swimming to her under the sunshine. But he didn't care her heart. Yes, she got slim body in the time when she was suffering for forbidden heart. And some years had passed.
When he became good businessman, he held old boys’ and girls’ meeting. She was invited to this meeting. Yes, she could meet him again. And he fell in love with her. After some days, she got letter from him. It was all his words that he wants to meet her everyday. She wrote letter at night to return for him. Next morning, sunrise showed clear red to her heart. All her dream was in “1+1=2” to create good family of 2 with him. Yes, I think it means “1+1=0.75+1.25=2” to explain their natural weight in their lives from past to now. I’d like to believe in their best future to make my heart bright.

Core Word:
All our negative to be with friends

Core Image:
Entrance for Banach White

Reference 888
New Order “Live in Detroit 1989” (2020)



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Northern Stormy Crater Night Lake you invited me after our night live acts in winter, you called “All your Northern historical friendly hopeful metallic crusty bloody needs for white hole heaviness” that was existed to keep friendship with all black boys and girls who are enjoying metal plate writings at elementary school in summer, and to keep friendship with Japanese business bachelor who got up early before sunrise and made a cup of coffee and got happiness by remembering his childhood memory when he cried about his mother's coming after he was completely lost at department store, like a Japanese child who got up early before sunrise at orphans' home and was playing on exciting cup and ball alone until sunrise while expecting his joy in school excursion after sunrise, like a Russian lonely landowner who is living at home in forest and decided that all his total life joy will be in friendship with some land agent gentlemen who are coming one time a year, like a English lonely women writer who decided that all her total life joy will be in friendship with mysterious boys and girls who are sending some funny letters to her 4 times a year, and like Japanese lonely old mother who is living in country and decided that all her total life joy will be in every night telephone talk with her only young son who had gone to Tokyo for business, which will be caused by moonlight friendship word “Please count the number of imaginary exposed sapphire rings when you hid the sunshine by your all childhood coins to buy ice lolly in summer, if you are suffering for sleepless night” and will be caused by my sunshine proposal word “Can you accept all my working-class painful lonely heart?” and your Northern historical word “Yes, I can accept your heart reflected on the lake” in our frictional dark green leaves pinching cold world
Words:
Next is my winter night dream.
A long time ago, there was castle in the North. One metal plate was discovered at here. Next word was written on it. “M+W, Welcome home.” It was a mystery for Northern humans. “One diamond will be made by combination of 13th alphabet “M” and 23rd alphabet “W” and “+” may mean one cross in through the core of diamond,” one archaeologist said, “It may be first one writing to desire worldwide human equalities in the future.” This news expanded to other Northern Countries. Same metal plates were discovered in many Northern castles. Same word was written on all plates. It was “M+W, Welcome home”. It had spent 1461 days to search all metal plates. Yes, this period was 4 years. We’d like to call these metal plates “Too much sorrowful writings of solitary first one group”.

Core Word:
All your lonely heart working-class dream on Xmas Eve night, which is upper-class family of 7 that father makes love with mother on Xmas night and grandfather presents red roses for them next day and all they start to prepare for New Year's party and grandmother presents white roses for sons and daughter on New Year's Eve night and father and mother raise their rose wine glasses for all their happiness on New Year’s morning

Reference 889
Amebix “Monolith” (1987)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at summer beach, you called “All your human historical friendly common needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to get more heaviness and to get friendship with all white flower girls who are living in cabin nearby white flower garden at grassland in the mountain, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period
Words:
You are Japanese good gentleman. Next is your dream that you talked to me in summer.
In Japanese Warring State Period, a cabin was built for white flower girl's family at grassland nearby white flower field in the mountain in spring. White flower girl's happiness in lightness from spring to summer will be denoted by “10^X=P/(1-P)”. X is time and P is happy degrees. And all generals’ happiness in purple shooting heaviness will be denoted by “10^-X=P/(1-P)”. Yes, white flower girl's happiness increased by degrees and all generals' happiness decreased in the war by degrees. Crossing point of both lines is “X=0, P=0.5”. It is true cross in your mind. But your dreamy cross is different kind of figure. Yes, white flower girl's happiness is keeping constant 0.5 degrees by lightness in your dreamy mind. It will be denoted by line of “P=0.5, -1＜X＜1”. And all generals’ happiness is changed into pain soon by heaviness in your dreamy mind. It will be denoted by line of “X=0, 0＜P＜1”. Yes, one cross was created and you added 4 lines to create 4 sharpness for white flower girl’s happiness, all generals' happiness and pain. You got swastika in your heart to express all your patriotic heart.

Reference 890
Crosstalk “same title” (2000)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant just before sunset on Xmas Eve, you called “All your human historical needless money needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to give any loves for all Southern black refugees in the world
Words:
He is our Northern good friend who is saving family of 4 that was created by little son and daughter who are going elementary school, and by his wife and him. One night, he was in overtime work. Yes, he had to work at Company called “Sunny Management” all night long. His value of labor force was “1.0” and his labor was “1.0” too. Yes, he was tired of everything and he fell asleep on sofa for a while after he had finished all works at midnight. After sunrise, he got up and ate breakfast with his fellow workers. He could recover his value of labor force. His recovered value of labor force was “1.3”. It was created by the grace of sunny power. He started to go home and bought 4 pieces of fancy cake at cake shop for his family on the way of going home. His value of labor force was changed into “1.0” again. After he had gone home, he fell asleep in his bed for long time. His little son and daughter ate piece of fancy cake and got “0.15” power each other. It was sunny power created by his kindness. Yes, many little sons and daughters of many families will be able to get “0.15 force” from now on. We’d like to call it “Worldwide multiplier effects of family loves”.

Reference 891
T-Spoon “The Hit Collection” (1999)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic chaotic needs for black hole lightness to get all human equalities” that was existed to keep friendship with all Japanese leukaemic little boys who enjoy talking with mother in chaotic room at each home, putting red feather called “The last red wings” on their chest, after they entered some coins into wood box held by little girls who they fell in first love with nearby stations, and went home with mother on the Red Feather Community Chest Day, when professional go players are playing go in silent talking about structures of any oranges for long time, to save all self-sacrificing pupils who are in same class with leukaemic little boy under too much severe teacher, and to save all self-sacrificing soldiers who are in bad manners under too much severe chief at battlefield, in our frictional green leaves un-unified body and soul world
Words:
They are Japanese good high school students called “Gang of Four”. One day in the afternoon, they gathered at coffee shop. They wanted to call their good friend called “Friendly Ram”. But he had started to travel to spa in country with his family. They thought it is good. They went to home where one friend is living with family. They started to play mahjong at sunset. All their staying was “Chaotic church in core of magma”. And all their belief was “One getting one losing”. There was no money for human equality at here. They played all night long while eating some foods and drinking. All their wills were saved by the sun at sunrise. It was a good day for their chaotic world.

Core Word:
All her belief in black hole lightness and white hole heaviness when leukaemic little boy is talking about configurations with his mother at night after they had watched many pictures at art museum in the afternoon

Reference 892
The Varukers “The Punk Singles 1981-1985” (1996)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at dancehall in Northern Europe, you called “All our human historical blinking night needs for black hole lightness to image short-time black and white night” that was existed to keep friendship with all leukaemic little boys who are writing diary nearby fireflies in cage on winter black night
Words:
You are my good husband.
One night, you spoke next idea to me.
We travel to Northern Europe in summer. And we get friendship with leukaemic little boy on white night. We enjoy talking with him while eating dinner with his family in his chaotic room. After this time, you put a diamond ring on my fourth finger. “Diamond brightness will be forever,” you say to me. Yes, it is your best plan to keep historical world view in our minds.

Reference 893
Solid Base “Express” (1999)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “All your human historical friendly 0.027777 needless rainy night needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to get the sun in the dark by the power of white party where self-sacrificing blue flower girls and orange flower girls will gather when our dice are cast to get 1 and 1, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period.
Words:
You are good my friend.
One day, you invited me to coffee shop in the afternoon. “I must do overtime work on today’s night,” you said to me after drinking coffee. So I spoke next logic to you after I ordered orange juice. “I want to order 1st cup of coffee for you at 5 o’clock to get “01 World”. It will create normal distribution in 3 dimensional world, because all our first wills are variety in the world. And I want to order 2nd cup of coffee for you at 6 o’clock to get “02 World”. Normal distribution will change into a cube for all human equalities in the world, because we are always keeping same spirits about human equalities. 3rd cup of coffee at 7 o’clock will be ordered to create “03 World” to get sunrise on next morning. 4th cup of coffee at 8 o’clock will be prepared to get stormy night. It is “04 World”. And I’d like to order 5th 2 cups of coffee for you and me. We will enter one sugar cube and milk into each cup of coffee. It is “05 World” to get peaceful days. “The die is cast,” you said to me. “Yes, I think so too,” I said to you.

Reference 894
Clock “About Time 2” (1997)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your human historical friendly core prayer for purple shooting” that was prepared to save my 0.01 energy by your 100 energy, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period
Words:
He is good Japanese student who is going college and studying the law. He met her who was studying the law at same circle for the first time. Their energies would be denoted by (1.0,0.5) that was a crossing point of “Y=0.5X^2 and XY=0.5”. X was her energy and Y was his energy. One day, they knew that nuclear test had been done by policy of big Country. She joined antiwar party and acted against atomic power. And he sometimes wrote poems at night. Yes, their energies were changed and would be denoted by (100,0.01) that was crossing point of “Y=0.000001X^2 and XY=1.0” After her hard act, he invited her to the beach and they were watching the sea for a while. Yes, (100,0.01) crossing point will be best point that explains all their black horizontal words.

Core Word:
Our childhood summertime ice lolly atomic heart to keep friendship with all blind girls when we are eating ice lolly and closing eyes by too much coldness at park in the mountain

Reference 895
Paradisio “same title” (1997)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful frictional dark green leaves natural hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with Japanese large family people who are preparing lovely smiley sunny breakfast at cabin in the morning nearby Mt. Fuji before they work at farm, and who were created by North country family of 4 that contains white flower girl and self-sacrificing brother and by South country family of 4 that contains white ram boy and self-sacrificing sister, after they had traveled to Mt. Fuji each other and met accidentally to keep friendship each other, and after self-sacrificing brother and sister, white flower girl and white ram boy had married at church nearby Mt. Fuji, like professional boys and girls lovely friendly unselfish figure skating exhibitions at stadium filled with many young girls after leukaemic little girl gave a chocolate gift for self-sacrificing little boy on St. Valentine's Day and little boy gave a candy gift for leukaemic little girl on White Day before he went to the church and asked Father whether forever single is sin or not
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He is our good friend. One night, he went to the church to meet Father. It was fine night. So many stars were shining. He arrived at the church. “Our world is very risky,” he said to Father, “I am afraid of whole of the worldwide wills.” “Don’t worry,” Father said to him, “All rules of many animals that are living directly on the equator will apply to creatures in heated world in our cosmos. Penguin rules in the Antarctic will apply to creatures in cold world in our cosmos. And all rules of birds in blue sky will apply to creatures in the same world as our world in our cosmos. Natural random choice can adapt to whole of the world. All they treasure family love above all things, so almost creatures in our cosmos will treasure peaceful world. Our cosmos is very lovely peaceful world.” And Father put cross pendant on his neck and said, “Vertical line is made by blue. Side line is made by orange. You got white.” “Thank you very much for your kindness. My heart was saved by your historical white,” he said to Father.

Reference 896
Chaos UK “Total Chaos” (1991)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to keep friendship with Japanese mother who went to the church, putting 7 small candles in her pocket, expecting to use these candles for her leukaemic 6 age little son’s next birthday, before Father said to her “Please read all his diaries one by one in 1 candle lightness. I was given all his diaries from him. It will spend 70 minutes made by 7 candles lightness”, after his teacher paid a home visit and was talking about him with his father in drawing room before he entered the room holding a father's bottle of whiskey and said lovely smiley friendly word to his teacher, “I wish you are my friend who can drink with me in the future”, which is called “The extreme high probability first government expenditure to get worldwide multiplier effects of many warlike slaps on the cheek, and which is the reason why we need many friendships with Japanese young boyfriends, in our frictional dark green leaves doomed unified body and soul world
Words:
One night, we went to his theater. There was Japanese-style room. There were Japanese little girls and American young boy in the room. And there was clock on the wall. It was his setting called “Back to the future”, when it was just 12 o’clock. They were listening to sutra of priest in 15 minutes, while sitting on their heels. Time went back, so minute and hour hands rotated anti-clockwise. After their listening, they stood up but only American young boy couldn't walk by going to sleep of his legs. All Japanese little girls laughed at this happening and helped him. Good friendship was established between Japan and America. It was 2nd 15 minutes. And they ate lunch sitting at table. It was 3rd 15 minutes. And they slept for a while, sometimes talking in their sleep. It was 4th 15 minutes. Total times were 60 minutes. It was just 11 o’clock. Yes, he insisted on upper left mind by his theater.

Core Word:
Sunny friendly forever white memory at grassland in the mountain when we went on elementary school picnic before classmates changed from 41 pupils to 40 pupils

Reference 897
Siege “Drop Dead” (1984)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your human historical friendly positive needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to keep friendship with Japanese white flower girl who is exchanging letters about the morning star and the evening star with her girlfriend who had moved in America with her family, like our getting homes of the first and second floors of a new three-story apartment house by all our friendship to give top floor for white flower girl's family to make her letters continue, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period
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I think some scientists might say that space travel would be difficult for sun heat before Apollo moon travel. How do you think this thought? My theory is next. In Japan, many houses on steel frameworks were created in the period of high speed economic growth. And many families were living in happiness and any hopes. Motherly historical pain caused by metal was changed into motherly joy. And motherly sunny wills against metal were changed into nothing. Yes, Apollo moon travel will be good demonstration for my theory.

Reference 898
Captain Jack “Top Secret” (2000)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal sunny needs for all human equalities between blacks and whites in the world” that was existed to keep friendship with black mother and her son who are walking on the hill at night (After they had watched shooting star, black mother asked him, “What is your desire?” And he answered, “I wish there is no racism in our future. I think all South African black young slaves’ mothers can read all diaries of their son by extreme stormy direct shooting stars lightness at church. These diaries will be given from Father at night and had been written about their future peaceful family with lovely smiley pretty white dog presented from self-sacrificing blue flower girl who is working to support orange flower girlfriend and putting chain necklace on her neck. I think person who knows the place where Jesus had hidden a key of his chain necklace is only her. Yes, she is our Goddess for all our white family love.”)
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They were good black young boy and girl who were watching night stars at grassland. “What is the Berlin Wall for your heart?” she asked him. “It’s useless for me,” he answered, “My theory is very simple. There are East German little boy and West German little girl in my heart. Xmas night, he could watch red sky and she could watch black sky just before sunrise. It was 1st Jesus bloody sky. And he could watch orange sky and she could watch red sky. Next, he could watch blue sky and she could watch orange sky. Finally, they could watch same blue sky each other in the morning. The Berlin Wall will be broken in the future.” Yes, his theory was good for all our hearts.

Reference 899
Negative Approach “Total Recall” (1992)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant nearby South African Sea, you called “All your human historical needless parting divided needs for my clockwise Venus heart” that was existed to save all your anti-clockwise home heart
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Sunday morning, you talked next good idea to me at home.
Our hearts created figure of “X” by increasing happiness and decreasing pain at home. Your “X” is revolutionary left “X” and my “X” is conservative right “X”. Yes, we got 1 diamond by combination of your “X” and my “X”. And South African historical lover souls created figure of “X” by increasing pain and decreasing happiness. South African young boy soul is revolutionary left “X” and South African young girl soul is conservative right “X” in painful heaviness. Yes, they got 1 diamond by combination of his “X” and her “X”. And our diamond goes back to the past at home and their diamond goes to the future. Finally, our diamond meets their diamond. And we got 4 diamonds by combination of our figures of “X” and their figures of “X”. I think 4 diamonds were gotten by the grace of your revolutionary home heart against all racism in the world.

Reference 900
Corinne “This one’s for you” (1999)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee he made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, he called “All his human historical friendly hopeful cold chaotic hardcore needs for my metal cross” that was existed to inform all our wills to whole of the cosmos soon in our cold world, and to add that many famous engravers want to express their hearts at the time when they had loved stuffed dolls given from their mother in their childhood and many famous pianists want to express their hearts at the time when South African black slaves are making songs called “All our hearts for our mothers” by cooperative whistles under 7 colors rainbow after heavy rain, which is the reason why we believe in a adamant metallic heart policeman who is eating pieces of fancy cake with a disturbed soft heart little girl at the corner of the street in civil war, and believe in professional baseball player’s word “I could get homer by the grace of your soft hands and your mother’s hard kibe hands” after he hit a home run and working-class little girl came to him with her mother holding his home run ball to beg him to sign, for our frictional machine head pinching red leaves generation
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In the old days, there was art school in the city. Time was in the world war. When air raid happened at night, any art school students hid in shelter with little boys and girls. And they made songs by cooperative whistles. These songs became new elementary school songs after the world war was finished. “All darkness will be saved by any songs like any lights.” It was their policy and thesis to graduate from art school for them. Art school president accepted it after he lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. It was good new world to keep friendship between them and us.

Reference 901
Pandemonium “Sex, Drugs, Stocks -And an old man talking to himself” (2002)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at high noon, you called “All your human historical friendly heavy bright raw body needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to keep friendship with all painful black slaves in the future, which was succeeded from all wills of Japanese Warring State Period
Words:
You are my good girlfriend.
Late summer, you invited me to coffee shop and we were talking about anything in the afternoon. It was a fine day. We were sitting at table nearby window and you were sometimes watching children who were playing outside under the sunshine. But I knew you are in busy weekday works. This day was holiday. “What is your diamond ring in your heart?” I asked you. “My diamond ring is very simple,” you answered, “My first diamond ring was created by increasing coldness and decreasing hotness like staying in Northern historical place. It is figure of "X" in my core heart. And I am walking on many roads and places. I feel much pain and happiness. On the one hand, I feel upper right or lower right hand hearts. On the other hand, I feel upper left or lower left hand hearts. My hearts are always in so many hearts. But too much feeling is risky for my works. I always care it. Yes, my random feelings will create one metal ring on a cross. And my diamond ring will be created by combination of so many figures of “X” and one metal ring. I’d like to call it “All my rainy tired legs.”
Yes, your joke was nice.

Reference 902
Captain Jack “The Mission” (1996)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at restaurant on stormy sunset, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic black horizontal hardcore needs for my night metal cross” that was existed to keep friendship with white flower girl who is reading book about animals with her mother who is reading books about diamond rings, when her father is in overtime work and Father is playing organ at church in the night, and when many soldiers prepare any carnations for their mother who is sleeping in bed and dreaming something on risky red heart in the civil war at sunrise on Mother's Day, which is the reason why we believe in calling a truce only on Mother's Day, like Japanese little girl's smile when she was presented red watch after she went to sale at department store with her mother when many people lined the sidewalk, which was the reason why she thought her father made a success of soldier life when she was sleeping in bed at sunrise during the World War Ⅱ, when Southern black little boy is sleeping with his mother and father, and dreaming eating strawberries fancy cake at wild grassland for his family heart on total eclipse of the moon night, which is the reason why many mothers use metal knife called “All dreams to come true soon in our cold metallic world for human equality” to cut fancy cake on Xmas Eve night, like a Russian leukaemic little girl's heart she said that her only boyfriend would be a young boy who won by chess after she put a mellow apple new moon light was reflected on chessboard on February black night in Leningrad, which is the reason why we call Russian February Revolution as “The Last Romance” in our frictional night black leaves pinching world, like a female bird that had lost its young on stormy day in May and had been in nightmare all night long from sunset but one little boy brought its young to a female bird by his hands at sunrise for those family love, which is the reason why we present a flowerpot that carnations were potted for our mother on Mother’s Day to keep friendship between human hearts and animal hearts, like a leukaemic little girl’s heart that described chicken in woods on paper in spring, called “All my red heart like autumn red leaves for my family love”, which is the reason why we call her description as “Total eclipse of the moon just before sunrise in Northern Europe 4 seasons”
Words:
What is the biggest mass communication between humans and animals?
He is good animal lover and joined animal liberation party. And he met her who had joined same party. Condition for human prosperity is getting about 3 children in each family. Increasing human prosperities heart from now to the future will be denoted by “(3/2)^n=(1.5)^n”. And decreasing human roots heart from now to the past will be denoted by “(2/3)^n=(0.6666)^n”. I think many roots knew total eclipse of the sun. Heartbeats when it had occurred would be expanding as well as many animal heartbeats. He got 3 children after he had married her. And he presented diamond ring for her. Lovely dog attached to her diamond ring put on her fourth finger. Yes, total eclipse of the sun is best mass communication between her historical heart and animal historical hearts.

Reference 903
Massacre “From Womb to the Grave” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at restaurant, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty sad but true cosmological needs for any lights” that was existed to save all my confused chaotic heart in the world, and to save your leukaemic little girlfriend’s red word “All cords of boys and girls who are suffering for obstinate disease in the cosmos are expanding like all refugees' family hearts and all blacks' friendship, which is the reason why I believe in the theory that all samples in the Earth will apply to all truths in the cosmos”, and to save your leukaemic little boyfriend’s light blue word “All progressive creature’s hearts in the cosmos will need English, because best sample of language in the Earth will apply to best language in the cosmos. I'd like to collect many friends who are suffering for obstinate disease in the cosmos and to exchange many words by E-mail in the cosmos. Yes, I want to treasure friendship with President of the United States above all things to keep friendship with many new friends.”, and to save your revolutionary story of a Japanese high school working-class girl student who is always putting a metal fork in her pocket to save American girls for eating lunch and to get friendship with American girls in Japan, which is called “Revolution by a metal fork” to get all human equalities and which will lead to the high probability happening that first woman prime minister will be born in Japan, in our frictional dark green leaves progressive world to engage with all star wars parties called “Forever Friendship” succeeded from all historical wills in the cosmos, like exposed sapphire ring that leukaemic little girl's mother put on fourth finger at home when many young girls are working by tablet using first finger called “Many total eclipses of the sun in the cosmos for chaotic room”, and like many PC engineers’ frictional keying to save leukaemic little boy's blue core word talked to Father at church, “I think worldwide complete cross is the cross made when rising sun is shining on horizon. It may be the same cross as the cross made by visible motherly horizon and visible fatherly gravity in my future. This is my last word.”, after his father's invitation for him and his best black boyfriend who his father brought to watch Horseback riding competition and commanded to exchange their cross pendant each other before eating dinner, just after graduation ceremony of elementary school, expecting old boys' and girls' meeting of elementary school under the sunshine after 20 years, his father called “All Southern historical souls to keep friendship with all Northern historical souls”
Words:
He was my good friend in our high school days.
One day, he invited me to his home. It was stormy day. It was repeating that sunray was closed and opened in through dark clouds again and again. He prepared wine glass on table in his room and entered red cherries, green peas and blue berries into wine glass. He said red cherries are his red away, green peas are his family heart and blue berries are his friendly heart between him and me. Next, he prepared 8 small mirrors and stood them surrounding wine glass. Yes, wine glass started repeating blinking in his room. It was like flashlights. It was all his word in the dark. He is still my good friend.

Core Word:
All our peaceful forever white chaos created by white flower girl's strawberry party, their parent’s green peas party, and our self-sacrificing blue berry party

Reference 904
Amebix “Sonic Mass” (2011)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, she called “All her present modern friendly hopeful windy black horizontal metallic hardcore needs for some hotness” that was existed to save all my words “Now, all homeless need some coins. It is like all they need coldness of ice candy they had bought by some coins given from mother in their childhood in summer and need coldness of metal fork when they had been eating a piece of strawberries fancy cake with mother and father who came back from overtime work on Xmas Eve midnight, which is like all their invitation called “Xylophone and Glockenspiel concerto” for their mother and father who are living in the Earth where all they believe the ghosts of mankind in their lovely rainy nightmarish days, at the time when the same thing as total eclipse of the sun and total eclipse of the moon occurred somewhere in the cosmos” in our frictional dark green leaves pinching hard iced stormy chaotic world
Words:
He is good our young friend who is running metal goods shop in Italy.
One night, Mr. P visited at his shop. It was fine night when new moon was shinning. “I’d like to buy best metal pendant you chose,” Mr. P said to him and lighted cigarette by his matchstick. “Thank you,” he said and he chose one metal plate pendant. It was made by figure of star like 2 triangles were overlapped. He handed it to Mr. P and said, “This is all my word toward the sun in through the moon in our world.” Mr. P handed some paper moneys to him and put it on neck. And Mr. P went home.
Next morning, one letter was sent to him from public institution. It said “All your proposal to get the distribution of money to the poor was accepted.” Yes, it was good sunshine word for him.

Reference 905
Asocial “Total Asocial” (1995)



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Tokyo Fine Night Bay you invited me after we visited in Japan, you called “All your human historical full moon nightmarish friendship” that was existed to keep strong bonds with all Japanese working-class friends
Words:
Next is the story that my father talked to me at home on summer night.
“He is my best friend who had gone to Tokyo from America as soldier of the Occupation Forces just after World War Ⅱ had finished. One night, he distributed supper to Japanese families at wild ground in Tokyo. It was a fine night. He could listen to good chirps of insects. Night supper was curry rice. He knew that Japanese little boy was standing by him. Yes, he held a dish of curry rice out but little boy refused. “My tonight’s supper is locusts boiled and seasoned, which is my family rule,” little boy said to him. He was shocked by this word. And little boy handed a small book to him. It was a book of fairy tale. “Thank you very much,” he said to little boy before little boy went home. After he had finished working, he returned to quarters. A small book was written in easy Japanese, so he could read it. He was absorbed in reading it for long time. It was good story for him. Next morning, he could watch morning glow and thought that all his friendship with Japanese little boy was gotten by a book.”

Reference 906
How Ⅱ “High Gear” (1989)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic crusty needs for all our blood relationship” that was existed to expand all our friendship with a friend who is running metal goods shop and got friendship with a leukaemic little boy who had been sometimes going to his shop, which was little boy's first and last, biggest and worldwide work that little boy's mother had brought, when leukaemic little girl is writing new moon story after she gave chocolate gift for her only boyfriend on St. Valentine’s Day new moon night, which we’d like to call “Moonlight command for only new moon story till White Day when she will get return candy gift from her only boyfriend in our 12 months year” like world championship of table tennis at night, and when leukaemic little boy fell in love with TV actress who is similar to his best girlfriend, which we’d like to call “Cosmological motherly sunny stars expanding and exploding command to be always with many his girlfriends who is similar to TV actress in the cosmos” like world championship of safari rally, expecting best temple bell toll on New Year's Eve in Japan, to keep friendship with all young boys who are always playing skateboard at park to believe in a view that Japanese mother and her leukaemic little son are praying all human beings for any loves at Southern beach watching coral reef on the sea under the sun, in our frictional dark green leaves glowing total souls pinching chaotic world, and to keep friendship with all leukaemic little boys and girls who went to the church and said to Father, “We’d like to get friendship with all creatures in the Earth and to drink with them in the future”, which we’d like to call “All our yellow core friendship in the cosmos” and which is the reason why we believe in lovely deadly cosmological night blue friendships and lovely sunny risky red away acts like circus of power that lion jumps in the fire ring
Words:
He is our good friend who has been saving family of 3.
One day in summer, he traveled to hotel nearby the sea with his wife and little son, spending 15 days in his vacation. First day, he enjoyed swimming in the sea with his family and returned to hotel. After eating dinner with his wife and son, he brought wife and son to the beach again. There was nobody in the dark and full moon was shinning. He created a small hole by his hand at beach and entered red, blue and green marbles into it. His wife and son were watching it intently opening eyes under the moonlight. And they returned to hotel again. Next morning, they realized all marbles must be existed under the sea. And they imaged that all marbles had been smashed by sea waves and changed into strong smallest wills on 15th day when new moon was shining at night. Yes, all their strong smallest wills may be atoms for our friendly hearts.

Reference 907
Hellbastard “Heading for internal darkness” (1988)



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Japanese Night Rough Sea you invited me before our world tour, you called “Human historical worldwide nightmarish common authority” that was brought from lovely smiley windy white flowers at grassland, when white flower girl’s father is in overtime drinking with manager who offers him his congratulations on advancement, after white flower girl was sleeping and saw bad dream that rabbit was eaten by tiger in her lovely smiley unforeseen anxious deadly soul and her mother went to grave with her and prayed for rabbit soul together after standing incense stick, which we’d like to call “All our paper money wood souls”, when the total eclipse of the moon occurred in Japan
Words:
Next is story that my father told to me on Xmas Eve night.
“He is good Japanese middle age who is living in village. One day in the afternoon, he met poor little girl at grassland under the sunshine. He realized that she had grown up in good family love when he looked at her smile. So he handed cash card to her. Yes, her family got happiness by the grace of cash card after she went home. It was first "X" created by increasing love and decreasing hate. And her family moved to capital to make their dreams come true. But capital life was very severe and painful world. It was second “X” created by decreasing love and increasing hate. After some years, cashless society was established in capital. They could buy many goods by using cash card. She married good boyfriend and her family returned to village and started to live in increasing love and decreasing hate. It was third “X”. 2 diamonds were created by figure of “XXX”. Left diamond was created for her and right diamond was created for his wife’s heart. Total time to get third “X” was 29 years and 167 days that was spent for Saturn’s yearly round. I’d like to call it “Saturn’s Ring”. But I felt gap between dream and truth. It was fourth “X” created by decreasing love and increasing hate in our world. Third diamond will be prepared for your mother’s heart.”

Core Word:
All our peaceful electronic heart to save blind girl who was brought to grassland by her father in the morning and was taught beautiful view by Braille just before she marries best boyfriend

Reference 908
Anthrax “Among the living” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee she made for me at backstage before I started to play night live act, she called “All her human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all my cold metallic heart in the world and to keep friendship with antiwar American soldier who created shelter in Japan and was given chocolate gift from Japanese white flower girl on St. Valentine's Day and presented candy gift for white flower girl at flower garden under the sun on White Day in the World War, and to save their next conversation at here : “How many remained candies do you have?” girl asked him. “I have 12 candies that my friend 12 Apostles asked me to give you,” he answered. “It was unlucky for me. All my need is only one given from you” girl said to him, which is the reason why she started to work at candy store being careless of the truth that store candies were increasing more than before on White Day when all our friends were talking about this truth at club in heavy rain, to save all her nightmare that all profits on White Day may be used for the war that store owner joined in the past
Words:
One day in the morning, I went to the church nearby white flower garden in the mountain and met Sister. “It’s a fine day. How are you?” I asked her. “Fine thank you,” she answered. “I believe that there is no war in your heart,” I said to her and added, “What’s the war for your heart?” “It is unseen terror for me,” she said and started to talk next logic to me.
“One day, white flower girl's family came to grassland in the mountain and started to live at cabin. Their life is in increasing love and decreasing hate. Yes, they got figure of “X”. We created 4 churches on 4 corners of figure of "X" in our hearts and I rang the bell. 1st bell was rung at upper right hand church, 2nd bell was rung at lower left hand church, 3rd bell was rung at upper left hand church, and 4th bell was rung at lower right hand church. Yes, we could get happiness and got figure of dickey bow in our hearts. All our hearts are in core of “X”. We will enjoy party at core of “X” with white flower girl's family. Yes, there may be some wars in the world. But we can’t see it.” And I shook hands with her. “I'd like to pray there will be no war in our world for all human beings,” she said to me.

Core Word:
Nightmarish Friendly Blue Hearts

Reference 909
Discharge “Punk and Destroy” (1984)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at home on white night in summer, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated patriotic hardcore needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all your white flower girlfriend’s daytime works when she is going any shops with her mother and gives many powers like black hole lightness, and to save all her nighttime works when she is going night city with her mother and brings many violence like black hole lightness, which you want to call “All her present modern most peaceful lovely smiley conservative cosmological traditional heavy works in our world”, like professional Othello to save her heart surrounded and supported by all our hearts for worldwide human equalities, and to save your red rose girlfriend who ran away from home to night city and was brought to police station by policemen at night and said “I want to teach my home address only to my King” like professional chess to save her heart and to make her dream come true, and to save your best boyfriend who has no work and is always drinking everyday alone at his home and was brought to police station by policemen after you invited him to our night live acts and said, “You must call my father who had rested in peace by the war, to know my home address”, like professional checkers to save his heart and to keep friendship with him, and to save your imaginary Japanese blind wife who got child just after sunrise on New Year’s Day in Edo, which she called “My beautiful red for the first time”, and to save your imaginary Japanese white flower girl who saw first dream called “Unforgettable Red Sun” that she married good boyfriend on New Year’s Day in Osaka, like professional Japanese shogi called “East versus West memorial ceremony” when 2 players are thinking by imaginary blue or red letters pieces on shogi board, and to keep friendship with your black young girlfriend who was given diamond ring from black young boy who had been working as slave in the South Africa, when she was closing eyes nearby the river in the mountain under the sun, like King's marriage ceremony with Queen when they are going down on red carpet stairs, which we’d like to call “Longtime voyage on Red Sea to save all Southern souls”, and to save Japanese elementary school teacher who is going leukaemic little boy's home every night after dinner and plays shogi with little boy until little boy wins, because we’d like to call board and pieces when little boy will win, “All answers for the question “What is the peaceful war?”, and to save chicken yard owner who called his childhood animal lover friend and they played chess on Xmas night, which we’d like to call “The peaceful reason why we need 2 Kings and 2 Queens to save our God who had created the world in 6 days, to pray for the first sunrise of the year” in our frictional dark green leaves risky violent Jesus bloody pinching world
Words:
Next is my memory when I was high school student.
One day in the afternoon, I was preparing for my night live act after I had gone back to home from high school. I heard a quarrel between mother and father about something at kitchen. But I didn't care. Yes, I wanted to believe in white hole heaviness in my heart. 1st heaviness is matchstick blue heaviness when my father lighted on cigarette. 2nd heaviness is sunset red heaviness before I started to go my night live act. 3rd heaviness is mother's back green heaviness when she is washing dishes after a quarrel with father. I got white hole heaviness in my heart. And I created black hole with my friends who joined our night live acts at club and black holes were expanding in night city. Yes, all my white hole’s core level would be high. I could expect good future by the grace of heaviness in my heart. After I went home at midnight, I heard a sound from my parents' bedroom. I tried to open bedroom door but it was locked. Yes, it was my best expecting.

Core Word:
Sacrificial Fight

Reference 910
Moderat Likvidation “Kuknacke” (1993)



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Night Stars Black Sea where you invited me before we started to go European tour, you called “All our Northern historical black and white” that was existed to keep friendship with Japanese art school young man student who had expected that “Red Paper" would be sent to him and described white flower girl who is holding white rabbit nearby white flower garden and talked with her about the reason why sky is blue while eating white candy ball with her at grassland, and he presented sapphire ring for his mother with a letter that he wrote “Perhaps I may be able to walk on 7 colors rainbow I had watched with you” at last supper with his family, and he was sent with troops in the World War, when all Fathers, all black crows, all black cats, and night stars wills are expecting contract to hold party with him and with all unfortunates all over the world in the future
Words:
She is good mother and her husband is good historian.
One day, she went to the beach with her little son in the morning. Her purpose was teaching all history in our world. They sat on the beach, looking at horizon of the sea. “Do you know all historical wills from past to now?” she said to her son and started to speak next story to her son, “Northern historical humans had created our world by their all knowledge. All their studies were made by increasing reasons and decreasing pains. And we got the world and their new lives started. All their choice for their lives was the way created by decreasing reasons and increasing pains. Can you understand the reason why they had chosen this way? It was the way to get a diamond made by 2 historical figures of “X” for all human equalities in the world. Yes, average level made by relationship between reasons and pains will be constant like horizon you can see now. Your father will write one historical story from now on. It will be created by all historical thought in the world. The first half is written by historical increasing reasons and decreasing pains. And the second half is written by historical decreasing reasons and increasing pains. After you had finished reading this book and shut this book, many figures of “X” will be overlapped and will created so many diamonds. It will be best for all human equalities in the world.”

Core Word:
Human Fear (Suspended Sentence)
Friends of Jesus (Into the Future)

Reference 911
Satan “Suspended Sentence & Into the Future” (1987)



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Lower right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you ordered for me at night restaurant nearby the sea before we started to go American tour, you called “All your human historical friendly hopeful heated metallic nightmarish needs for black hole lightness” that was existed to save all leukaemic little girls who fell in love with violence movie actor and were living in black and red chaotic pictures room with her mother at home in Los Angeles, when Russian leukaemic little boy was interested in the song “Swan Lake” and his mother created white ballet dancer pictures room for him and he was always dreaming theater called “Frictional black sky and white stars chaotic nightmarish world” at midnight, and to save your story:
There was a family of 2 in Japanese country. Mother and little daughter were living at cabin. On winter night, little daughter had a fever. “In the top of the cosmos, lion and tiger are fighting hard at stadium. All audiences are black animals. I want to go to this stadium to support my lion from now on,” she said to mother in bed. After her mother made her wear clothes at midnight, her mother went to night station with her and rid on night train. She sat on chair in the train and continued to see nightmare that lion and tiger's bloody fighting while sweating and being in pain. It started to rain heavily. After sunrise, it stopped raining. She got up. “Look at blue sky of window,” her mother said to her. She could watch dragon's moving in the sky. It was going away in blue sky. She recovered from fever. And they went home, which you call “Impressive childhood memory for Japanese first woman prime minister after the World War Ⅱ”, and to save my story:
There was a family of 2 in Japanese country. Mother and little son were living at cabin. On winter night, little son had a fever. “In the top of the cosmos, 2 sumo wrestlers are fighting in wrestling ring under white lights,” he said to mother in bed while sweating and being in pain. His mother cared for him at midnight while sometimes changed cold wet towel on his forehead. And when mother changed from 14th towel to 15th towel, he recovered from fever at sunrise. She was putting a sapphire ring on her fourth finger. He could look at her ring when she changed towels. Whenever he sometimes looked mother's ring, he dreamed sumo wrestlers fighting in his bed at midnight. “15th day’s grand championship was great,” he said to her after he recovered in the morning, which I call “Impressive childhood total eclipse of the sun for Japanese famous writer in high speed economic growth”, and to save your father’s talk on winter night:
There was a family of 4 in Japanese capital. Mother and father, little son and little daughter were living at home. On winter night, little son had a fever. “In the core of the cosmos, red lights are blinking. I can't understand whether it is caused by lightness or heaviness, brightness or darkness,” he said to his father in his bed, “I remembered the story that American soldier brought Japanese red shoes little girl to the ship at night bay after the World War Ⅱ. I could see all historical tragedy in the Earth at the same time. My father, save me.”, which your father calls “Impressive childhood memory for Japanese space physics student in the future”, and to save my father’s talk on winter night:
On White Day night, little boy went to the church and met Father. Their room was filled with white lights. “Why is the Earth blue?” little boy asked Father. “It is good question,” Father answered, “Because the Earth is blue spaceship. A blind white flower girl is living in the farthest place of the cosmos for my heart. Cosmos is infinite black world for her heart. But our cosmos is expanding and our Earth is approaching to her heart. I think she had finished eating orange at home. Go to her home to present your candy gift for her from now on. I’d like to call you friend of Jesus.” And Father lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” little boy said to Father, “I will go to her home from now on gladly.” ,which my father calls “Impressive childhood memory for American space station owner in the future”, and to save your mother’s talk on winter night:
On summer afternoon, many white flower girls and orange flower girls, their mothers and fathers gathered at grassland in the mountain. All they were eating strawberries after eating lunch under the sun. Here was core of the sun. Time was stopping. There was no war, no race, no money, and no winds at here. There was only love and peace at here. During their eating time, the sun was expanding and was approaching to the Earth. It was their peaceful invitation for our heart, which we call “All cosmos rules to get all human equalities all over the world”, and to save my mother’s talk on winter night:
In Southern Country, young black boy created cacao field and produced so many chocolates with his friends. His field was like core of the cosmos after Big Bang. Chocolates blown color was like blinking red lights in the dark. He sometimes read Bible and understood Jesus bloody heart for human equalities. One day, he was presented chocolate gift from self-sacrificing blue flower girl on St. Valentine’s Day. “This is my orange flower girlfriend’s heart with my heart,” she said to him. And all chocolates he produced were presented from many black girls to white boys on St. Valentine’s Day. It was all his fight to expand his heart for human equalities, which we call “All our hearts to keep friendship with friend of Jesus in the heaviness”, and to save Father’s talk at church on winter night:
In the old days, there was a Japanese working-class poor good family of 4 created by parents and little brothers in Tokyo. Before the World War Ⅱ, they went to watch fireworks nearby the river at night in summer. It was good view for them. Sky was clear black and so many white stars were like crushed twinkling sweet sugars. My friendly world was filled with any loves. And I closed my eyes. I think their hearts were in the core of the cosmos. Time would be stopping for their hearts. All fireworks were like exploding so many stars in the cosmos. But after this night, father knew that World War will start. He decided to move his family to country. World War continued for long time. After the World War Ⅱ, they returned to Tokyo, and built new home and father worked heavily to save his family. And their new life started in Japanese high speed economic growth. Brothers worked as laborers, mother worked in housework, and father worked as chief of labor union. Japan was peaceful new world for my heart. And I closed my eyes again. I remembered words that a soldier said to me after he had returned from battlefield. “I want to believe in the dark that the World War was like fireworks to keep friendship with lovely little brothers from the sight of the core of the cosmos filled with any loves. After all stars had exploded in the cosmos, new world was created for my heart.” He is my good friend. Do you think he is crazy?” which we call “All our historical heated room friendship with all our lovely friends”, and to save Sister’s talk at church on winter night:
In Tokyo, 12 laborers gathered at winter night grassland in capital and started to create fountain under shining stars. They worked hard for long time. After 8 hours, new fountain was created by the hands of 12 laborers. And chief of laborers called a little match girl who was putting red scarf on her neck and was selling matchboxes nearby new fountain. He bought one matchbox from her. And he distributed matchstick to each laborer. They lighted on cigarette by their matchstick. 12 fires were lighted at the same time. This is my story for my peaceful mind. I'd like to believe that human peace will be established in our expanding future,” which we call “All our Northern historical smoking friendship to light cigarettes by remained 12 matchsticks from now on”, in our frictional dark green leaves patriotic pinching world
Words:
We'd like to believe in next story to keep forever friendship with black souls.
He is our good black friend. When he was in childhood, he was keeping friendship with leukaemic white boyfriend. He played anything with this boyfriend and sometimes exchanged erasers at elementary school. “I don’t say lies only to you,” boyfriend said to him. He expected good future. And he moved to Los Angeles with his family. He was in junior high school days and knew many histories about black souls. When he was in high school days, his life was in bad manners. After he graduated high school, he sometimes went to night city and met any blacks. He lived by selling drugs. His life was in black and red. One night, he met childhood leukaemic white boyfriend. His heart was in joy. “Let’s run stationer with me from now on?” boyfriend said to him. He accepted it and started to run stationer with boyfriend. After 4 years, their shop became famous stationer. One day, boyfriend said to him, I was a twin. My brother was leukaemic little boy who was your friend. He had rested in peace.” They went to grave. His family and his many past friends gathered. His mother presented cross pendant for him under the light blue sky. “I am your true friend,” boyfriend said to him. “Sorry, I told only lie to you. There was no brother for me. I could recover from my leukaemia by the grace of high medical technology. My only lie is “1461 days word” to your heart.” He shook hands with boyfriend.

Core Word:
Little match girl's night staying nearby fountain to wait for changing from stone pole to figure of the Blessed Mary by all wills of many stars

Reference 912
Cro-Mags “Best Wishes” (1989)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant before you started to go for anti-racism act, you called “All your human historical chaotic core heart” that was prepared for my orange heart and your purple heart
Words:
He was good American young white boy. One day, he started off from home to New York with his white girlfriend. His purpose was saving black souls. Yes, he joined anti-racism party with her and sometimes acted for all free of blacks. His nickname is “Black Crow”. Her nickname is “Black Cat”. He expected good future of blacks. And he married her and created family of 2. One night, she expected good future and went to the church and met Father. “How many years I will be able to be with him?” she asked Father. “I think you will be able to be with him till he is 40 years old,” Father answered, “Let’s play poker with me.” And they played poker for long time. And when she won by 4 cards made by 4 twos, Father said to her, “When he is 40 years old, he will start to travel alone for long time. It is the time when many black souls will get free. And your best way is living with your only child. I know you got 1st child in your inside. Yes, it is all your theory of family of 2.” “I gave in to your word,” she said to Father and showed good smile.

Core Word:
South African Rainy Hearts

Reference 913
Diana King “Tougher than love” (1995)



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Rocky you invited me by my driving car, you called “All our human historical visible figures and Northern historical invisible words”
Words:
One day in the afternoon, you invited me to grassland nearby the river. It was cloudy. We were sitting on grassland for a while watching flow of the river. “What is your word color?” you asked me. “I think it needs any colors,” I answered, “For example, my friendship is blue, my family is green, and our staying at here may be red. All my important word may be blue.” “What is your blue word?” you asked again. “It’s “You” like blue sky you can see only by your heart,” I answered.

Core Word:
Let’s search core words of all working-class mothers

Reference 914
Various “Metal For Muthas Ⅰ” (1980)



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Night Rough Black Sea you invited me by my driving motorcycle, you called “All your human historical risky red needs for black hole rightness” that was existed to save your blind girlfriend by Jesus bloody hearts, when Japanese blind single old woman is climbing the stairs in woods nearby the sea while holding too much hot metal handrail with gloves given from her past husband and met Japanese single old man who called her and said to her, “Do you have the courage to put off left glove and to walk hand in hand with me?” which we’d like to call “All our support for historical proposal and acceptance on lovely white summer”, and to save my father’s “Sun King Story” :
Just after the World War Ⅱ, one blind old woman came at park nearby the sea in North America at sunset on New Year’s Day. There was military base nearby park. She was standing at here for a while. It was a new point of her daily life. She came at here everyday in the morning when the sun is setting. Even if it rained heavily or it stormed, she came at here. It may be her one kind of antiwar acts. And she continued to come here for a year. Next New Year's Day, one old man soldier came at here and approached nearby her. Evening glow was clear red. “I understood your acts,” he said to her, “Let's eat strawberries from now on. All your antiwar acts were head and all my acts were tail. But now, there is no head and tail in our minds, because one Mobius Band was created by Earth’s yearly round during your coming.” “I think so too,” she said to him, “I was expecting your words for long time.” And he bought some strawberries at fruits shop and they ate strawberries sitting on bench outside in the dark. He put out sapphire ring from his pocket and put it on her fourth finger. Blue light was shining when full moon appeared among night clouds. It will be good story for our world.
Words:
She is good blind girl who had grown up in family of 5 created by her parents, her brothers and her. When she could watch anything by her eyes in her childhood, her brother taught next theory to her, “If structure of atoms is made by simply combination of balls, atom heart will be created by 3 atoms described on paper.” And her mother added next theory, “If simply combination of balls is made in the room, atom heart will be created by 4 atoms stood on desk. And at one time, she lost her eyes. It may be one of misfortune for her. But her family love was forever. Her father taught next theory to her, “If structure of atoms is simple. Our atom heart will be created by 5 atoms stuck in space.” Yes, she understood best fatherly family heart. It must be good world she can image 5 atoms family heart that goes in the cosmos in our infinite dimensional world.

Core Word:
All our exciting watery electronic heart to save all blind girls’ infinite black world

Reference 915
Razor “Evil Invaders” (1985)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your present modern risky metallic self-sacrificing needs for purple shooting to get red heart” that was prepared to save all Middle Eastern boys and girls refugees’ expanding dreamy blue core heart with your worldwide 365.25 days family green heart in expanding chaotic cosmos world
Words:
Next is our world view from past to now.
A long time ago, there were upper left hand Northern castle and lower left hand Southern farm village in 1st 2 dimensional world called “01” in our minds. And best family of 2 was living at Northern castle and at Southern farm village each other. All their pains created the sun by the powers of total 4 humans. Yes, all happening was started by red heart like 8 sharpness of metal cross described on paper in our minds. And then, Northern humans created upper right hand Northern castle and Southern humans created lower right hand Southern farm village in 2nd 2 dimensional world called “02” in our minds. And new best families of 2 started to live in upper right Northern castle and lower right Southern farm village. Total best families were created by 8 humans. Next, all they got son or daughter and created family of 3 each other. It was 3rd 2 dimensional world called “03” in our minds. Total best families were created by 12 humans. And they prayed for Jesus and imaged 4th 3 dimensional world called “04” in our minds. Each family created family of 5 after they got sons and daughters. Yes, total best families were created by 40 humans, because upper right and left, lower right and left must be existed by 2 best families each other in 3 dimensional world. It was their family green hearts in our minds. Finally, all 40 humans wrote all their pains on papers and exchanged letters each other, like 16 sharpness of metal cross imaged in our hearts. It was 5th infinite dimensional world called “05” in our minds. They got blue friendship in random wills to get white.

Core Words:
Passionate chaos to save Middle Eastern light blue sky you worry about, while I describe white flower girl’s best future when she is holding white rabbit in my heart, which you call “All our negative of blackberries to save blind oldman who is walking with his wife hand in hand on mountain road just before sunrise in the morning on New Year’s Day”, which I’d like to call “All my desire to take last scene for my movie that Japanese little boy will be watching intently for long time while sitting on seat at full movie theater when next 3 seats were vacant and his elder brother, his mother and father, and many other audiences were standing nearby him during movie time, to hold my dreamy standing drink party where all my friends will attend when his family of 4 is in sitting dinner at table of restaurant after watching my movie, in the period of Japanese high speed economic growth, like his grandmother's happy memory when she was eating dinner with her family for long time at restaurant to wait for coming of family of 3 that will come to reserved seat nearby her table and she could see them at midnight in the period of the World War”, like mother's hearts when she was reading a book for her leukaemic little son who was lying in his bed in the morning and he fell asleep at the middle stage of a book she was reading and he dreamed the latter half of story and he spoke it to his elder brother, his mother and father at lunch time and elder brother produced one movie called “Orange goes into the blue” after many years according to story he spoke to elder brother and his parents traveled to the mountain to watch the rising sun on New Year’s Day after many more years, to save your last night word:
“All your human fateful love”
, after I spoke next story to you.
“He is good old man who had experienced the World War Ⅱ in his childhood. He sometimes remembers his childhood memory. It was memory in summer when his mother put the vase on table nearby his bed. Red roses were put in it. He fell asleep in bed at night and got up in bed in the morning while he cares about red roses. Red roses were put from August 1 to August 31 by wills of his mother. It was his mystery in childhood. After he reached man's estate, he realized the answer of this mystery. It was his forever rebirths for motherly heart. So he decided to run flower shop when he was young. He sometimes talked this memory to his wife. And now, his memory is forever heart for me.”

Core Image:
Old parents’ 2 white cycles in the mirror

Reference 916
Joy Division “Live in Amsterdam 1980” (2020)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you ordered at restaurant nearby the sea just before sunrise, you called “All your present modern Jesus bloody needs for shining metal cross” that was prepared to keep friendship with Middle Eastern young boy who had been presented chocolate gift from mother at wild ground under the night sky in his childhood and is working at company in his business life now
Words:
Next is my first dream on New Year’s Day.
I was Northern young businessman at company. One day, boss commanded me to go to the Middle East to save Middle Eastern works. Distance between core of magma and the North is 6 and distance between core of magma and the Middle East is 1 in my mind. When I arrived in the Middle East by airplane, there was nobody at wild ground. But I could see station at far place. I went to station named “Into the future”, and rid in the train. I fell asleep sitting on seat in the train. When I got up, train arrived in the city. There were many buildings. I went to outside and I could meet many blacks on the street. I shook hands with each black. And I returned to the North by airplane. I was given some money from boss and was invited to party from my friends. All my friends and many blacks attended at party. I played poker with my black friend while drinking. I got 4 cards made by 4 Sixes. But he showed 4 cards made by 4 Aces to me. I gave in to his smile. It was sunny friendship with all my black friends.

Core Words:
Northern historical chaotic rainy night to save your black little boyfriend’s word:
“All my winter work will be poker player with gatekeeper who is standing by gates of castle on New Year's Eve night. I’d like to play poker with him until I get 4 Sevens or he gets 4 Sevens. I don’t care whether winner is me or him. I believe in black cats in my mother’s red boots for our future. And I'll expect watery drinking party with Middle Eastern black refugees to keep friendship with all Northern historical rainy humans, like a Japanese young bartender who is working at dancehall to save his old mother rather than to talk about forever future with his girlfriend. But I expected his best future that he calls his girlfriend when his family of 4 is in eating foods under cherry trees at park under light blue sky in spring and she presents 12 red cherries in basket. Yes, they eat 2 cherries each other. Remained cherries are 2. He and she eat 1 cherry each other. There is no word for me. It will be Japanese historical happy occurrence”, which we’d like to call “All our reason why we talk about anything with bartender while drinking cocktails put a red cherry in at dancehall just before sunrise after all young couples had gone to outside in night city and they had talked about something by telephone at home when their mothers are sleeping and are dreaming about lovely childhood son or daughter at home”, to save your word: “All our belief in the peaceful revolution that all our world is changing everyday and all our friendly minds are not changing from nighttime to daytime when all our young friends will be eating hot foods their mother cooked, while talking about anything with their mother joyfully next morning”, and to save Brazilian Father’s words: “I know lovely white flower little girl who has been living with mother and father at cabin on the side of the mountain . Her chore is taking blueberries on the foot of the mountain, taking red cherries on the top of the mountain and going home while watching the setting sun with her mother and father every afternoon. I’d like to join them only on White Day and to present white candy gift for her”, and to save Brazilian Sister’s words: “All our lives are like ridding in boats on big river from mountain to bring blueberries to orange flower girl who is living at home nearby the sea and is always watching sea waves of the window intently from daytime to nighttime”, which you call “All your cosmological blue heart writings on white New Year cards for us to keep friendship with orange flower girl who is in joy when she is watching many new Year cards that sea waves photo was printed for her on New Year’s day, and which we’d like to call “All our 26th forever Z writings to get green heart for human equalities after purple shooting on chaotic rainy night”, and to respect old Sister’s word: “All my present day’s work is reading letters from white flower girls and blue flower girls at grassland nearby the church in the morning. It will be all my best blood relationship with orange flower girls, white flower girls and blue flower girls in our world”, and to save your last night word:
“All our human positive”
, after I spoke next story to you.
“A long time ago, there was big mountain in South America. And there were Northern white church and Southern gang city, Eastern academy city and Western village at each foot of big mountain. One day in the morning, a young girl came to Eastern academy city and met young academy chief. He needed her to shake hands but she denied it, when morning glow was clear red. She invited him to Western village by their ridding on horses. And they went to her house. There were many girls at here. “They are my good friends who are working together at orange field. I want to introduce you to my best friends,” she said to him. Her first girlfriend was white flower girl and he shook hands with white flower girl. Her second girlfriend was blue flower girl and he shook hands with blue flower girl. And she needed him to shake hands but he denied it, when western sky was red at sunset. “I'd like to shake hands with orange flower girl,” he said to her. Her third girlfriend was orange flower girl and he shook hands with orange flower girl. “Can you accept my proposal?” he asked her. “Yes, of course,” she answered and they shook hands. Next morning, sky was clear orange in village at sunrise. Northern Father called them from white church. And their marriage ceremony took place where many Northern young boys and girls, many Southern black gang, many Eastern and Western young boys and girls gathered at white church.”

Reference 917
New Order “Live in Belgium 1985” (2020)



Image:
Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you ordered at restaurant nearby the church in summer, you called “All your present modern Jesus sacrificial needs for lost energy” that was prepared to make church bell ring by the power of lightning and to keep friendship with Middle Eastern teacher who is playing football games with children after they had finished studying middle Eastern history subject
Words:
She is good student who is working under professor. One day, she was writing one thesis to present to professor. It must be presented until 11 o'clock. And she finished and met professor and presented thesis to him. It was 13 minutes over. “Deadline is Just 11 o’clock. Your error is “13 minutes 78 degrees and 13/60=0.21666 error,” he said to her. “Sorry, but I think I had written best thesis. Please read,” she said to him. “I understood. I want to glance through your thesis after I had finished eating lunch,” he said. And he read it. It was good thesis to make his heart confuse. “Let’s go to garden with me. I call assistant professor,” he said to her. And they played poker under the sunshine. She won by 4 cards made by 4 Aces. “Your 13 minutes error was changed into 13/(365.25×24×60)＝0.000024716 errors by Earth’s yearly round. It will be almost no error. I’d like to accept your thesis gladly,” he said to her.

Core Words:
All your dreamy needs for purple shooting to keep friendship with Middle Eastern little boy who is dreaming about infinite scale red rose field under light blue sky in the future, to save my story:
Xmas Eve night, white flower girl was eating dinner with her mother at home. She was looking forward to eating an orange and many blueberries. Yes, there were 2 oranges and many blueberries in icebox at kitchen. But a thief was hiding at kitchen in the dark. He was very hungry. So he stole 2 oranges and some blueberries and ate them in the dark. After this time, he heard joyful voices of white flower girl and her mother. He regretted what he had done. He ran away from her home and went to fruits shop. He stole expensive 2 oranges and got back to her home. Yes, he put 2 expensive oranges in icebox and went outside soon. He was captured by policeman. His sins were 2 things that he stole 2 oranges at her home and he stole 2 oranges at fruits shop. His first penalty was 6 months and his second penalty was 6 months too. He had been living in prison in a year. He got one Mobius Band by Earth’s yearly round. After he was released from prison, he ran orange field in the mountain. Yes, his stealing of 4 oranges was sin. But his stealing of some blueberries was not sin. It was all our friendship with his kindly heart. I think he is living with his wife at cabin now while sometimes working at orange field.
And to save your story called “Sunny friendship in the dark”:
2 young Sisters are living in the city. Younger Sister is blind girl. July 1, elder Sister started to write poems and continued to write till July 6. July 1 was fine Sunday. Probability that July 1 will be Sunday is “1/7=0.142857…” And younger Sister started to write poems on July 7 and continued to write till July 13. July 13 was Friday the 13th. After younger Sister finished writing poems, they went to the church and met Father. Many blind white flower girls gathered and needed them to shake hands. Yes, they shook hands with each blind white flower girl gladly. After this time, Father edited their poems and issued the book of Braille. “0.142857…” will be good number for all blind girls in our world.
And to save your father’s talk in your childhood:
Spring has come in Japan. Many families gathered at park and enjoyed eating and drinking under cherry trees. There was one circle at here. It was created by blind old man, a young boy and a young girl. A young boy had been in leukaemia in his childhood. But he could recover by high medical technologies. And a young girl was blue flower girl who has been keeping friendship with orange flower girls. They were talking about their each future under the sun. And old man was sometimes talking about his future too. All their triangle trade is made by blood relationship. After they went home, they were thinking about their each past family while watching white stars in the night sky. All their daytime joy and nighttime sorrow will be good for our talking about cosmos rules.
And to save my father’s talk in my youth:
He was good soldier who had been fighting in the World War Ⅱ.he was fighting everyday in daytime. And he was remembering his past memories before he fell asleep in nighttime. These were his red acts memories against the war, his family green memories and his blue friendship in his youth. All his memories created normal distribution. Important memories for him were family green memories nearby center of normal distribution. One day, he was tired at all and lay down on battlefield. He was remembering all his family memories for a while. And his last memory was one scene when he was in family travel with his mother and father, his brother and sister. I don’t know his secret one scene. But normal distribution in his heart was integrated into center by the power of his secret one scene. It was infinite scale length power to reach the furthest place of the cosmos. This story will be good for all your friendly music life in the future.
And to save Father’s talk:
A long time ago, there was good family of 4 created by brothers, their mother and father. They had lovely dog and younger brother was always playing with dog nearby the river. But elder brother liked studies at home rather than playing with dog. Their river to drink waters was in East City flown from “God River”. There was West City River flown from God River too. One day, they heard the news that big dam will be created by collecting waters of West City River. After some years, capital development started. And elder brother fell in love with West City girl and moved to West City after he reached man’s estate. But many West City people were in pain, because they thought that their waters of West River will be decreased by capital development. They did anti-establish acts nearby developing place. But big dam was built according to plan. What led to it? It was a picture that elder brother described beautiful view of younger brother’s playing with dog at poolside in summer.
And to save Sister’s talk:
She was good little girl who had been in leukaemia for long time in her childhood. But she had been in good family love. She had lovely dog. It was best blue friendship for her. One day, her lovely dog died. She cried loud. She lost blue and her family white changed into orange. After some years, she recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies. And she went to pet shop with her mother on her birthday night. She was very pleased about white dog, so her mother bought it. “Happy Birthday,” her mother said to her. But her secret was that she fell in love with pet shop young boy who sold lovely white dog. She got his purple heart. And she could recover white in her heart. After she reached woman's estate, some white roses were sent from him to her home on her birthday. And she heard the truth from her friends that he joins animal lover party and is doing risky red acts. But she didn’t care it. She was looking forward to meeting him again.
And to save your last night word:
“All your human blood relationships and human friendships”
And to save my last night word:
“All my human innocence and human hardcore heart for your metal cross”
, after I spoke next story to you.
“She is good animal lover girl who had grown up in large family of 10 in village. Her elementary school days were with 100 pupils. Her high school days were with 1000 students. And her college days in the city were with 10000 students in my heart. She was always keeping friendship with any pupils and students. But her animal lover heart was lonely. She thought she will be only animal lover at each school. Yes, her animal lover heart core revel became high by degrees. It was like changing from family green heart to light blue elementary school days heart, to blue high school days heart, and to purple college days heart. And she joined animal lover party at college. And she met him for the first time. He taught her there are many animal lover students at college. She fell in love with him and married him after they graduated from college. She returned to village and joined large family with him. Large family of 11 was born. It was good white created by her purple heart and family green heart.”

Reference 918
New Order “Education Entertainment Recreation” (2021)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after dinner at home, you called “All your human historical 7:00 PM all night rainy needs for “95=5×19” degrees labor heart” that was prepared to save all past motherly and fatherly “65=5×13” degrees heart by my 30 degrees surplus value writing songs
Words:
In the end of the year, I met best girlfriend at “0 subway station” nearby her home in the morning. Our destination was “10th bus stop” nearby my home. We rid in subway and were talking about anything. “I bought \100 lottery and I’d like to expect good result,” I said to her. “I want to expect so too,” she said to me between “0 station” and “1st station. And she added, “I had known all past and future in my heart.” “My works will be saving Southern souls by money I could get by lottery,” I said between “1st station” and “2nd station”. “It’s good. I’d like to expect all your success,” she said between “2nd station” and “3rd station”. “And I may get much money to enjoy with you in happiness,” I said between “3rd station” and “4th station”. “And we may get more joy under the sun,” she said between “4th station” and “5th station”. When we arrived at “5th station”, I said to her, “Let’s go to coffee shop.” Then I talked about something with her while drinking coffee at coffee shop. It started to rain. And we went to outside and rid in bus. “Our world is very severe. I am anxious about your plan,” she said to me after we sat on seat in bus between “6th bus stop” and “7th bus stop”. “I think so too,” I said to her. It stopped raining when we were talking between “7th bus stop” and “8th bus stop”. And she presented metal ring for me between “8th bus stop” and “9th bus stop”. “Next bus stop is nearby my home”, I said to her between “9th bus stop” and “10th bus stop, “I'd like to introduce you to my parents. Please shake hands with my parents.”

Core Words:
All your frictional red and white human hearts to keep friendship with leukaemic little boy who is absorbed in the books that many World War photos were issued, being careless of your white chocolate and blueberries gifts in basket on St. Valentine's Day and all my frictional red and white human hearts to keep friendship with orange flower girl who is watching sea waves of the window intently at home, being careless of my white candy and blueberries gifts in basket on White Day after I spoke next story to you last night:
“He is my good friend who is running aquarium. Before he started to run aquarium, he collected many tropical fishes and brought them to aquarium by trucks. Many tropical fishes were living in the dark during this period. Perhaps I think they felt one kind of the hell. But after they arrived at aquarium and were brought into water, their living was changed. I think they felt the heaven, because they could realize true family love. It is the reason why many families like going to aquarium,” and after you spoke next story to me last night:
“He and she are good Japanese art school students. He insisted romanticism in his heart and she insists realism in her heart. Xmas afternoon, he invited her to coffee shop. And they were watching setting sun for a while after he drank black coffee and she drank milk coffee. “I want to go to Australia next morning. And I will work as farmer in 6 days,” he said to her, “Can you understand my proposal?” It was just 6 o’clock. “Yes, I can,” she answered, “I’d like to accept your proposal. Your setting is perfect.” This story is the reason why many Japanese company fighters like drinking and eating under cherry trees at park in spring, when orange flower girl is sleeping and dreaming night sea waves under moonlight and when lighthouse laborers are working to keep friendship with her by the powers of frictional white lights in the dark.”

Reference 919
New Order “NOMC15” (2017)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your present modern friendly prospective needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to get friendship with any Middle Eastern children who will be invited to watch many stars at dreamy blue core planetarium away from their families in the future for our blood relationship
Words:
He is good black young. One night, he was in overtime work at company. “Too much working is bad for your health,” his white friend said to him. “Don’t worry,” he said, “I will continue to get blue core heart in the future.” Yes, it might be historical truth for him. First, he started overtime work at night. It was his vector from core to lower left hand. Second, his wife brought a bottle of champagne to him and he drank it with his friends at midnight. It was his vector from core to lower right hand. Third, he fell asleep on sofa for a while. It was his vector from core to upper left hand. Fourth, he went home after he went to liquor store and bought a bottle of white wine. And he drank it with his wife at home. It was his vector from core to upper right. Yes, all his vectors were cleared and he kept blue core heart.

Core Words:
All your blue heart caused by our next conversation when I went to coffee shop with you in the morning:
“Why are all stars stopping in the night?” you asked me.
“It may be caused by historical so many black holes in my heart,” I answered, “Historical truth said that so many wars had happened. It may be bad truth for your heart.”
“If all stars were exploded in the cosmos, will the cosmos be changed?”
“Yes, it will be peaceful world like Japanese peace after the World War Ⅱ.”
“But all stars are still stopping from the sight of us at night. Can you explain about it?”
“It's easy. Japanese hearts moved into the core of the sun after the World War Ⅱ. Time is stopping for them. It may be explained by Japanese peace for your heart. Japanese historical truth is like rainbows created by main-rainbow and sub-rainbow. From blue to red and from red to blue…, it is caused by present modern peaceful truth after heavy storm in your heart.”

Reference 920
U2 “Songs of Experience” (2017)



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Upper right hand corner of a cup of black coffee you made for me at backstage before we started to play night live acts, you called “All her human historical revolutionary needs for clockwise Venus heart” that was existed to save all South African anticlockwise Mars young black student home souls after they had finished studying historical science in summer
Words:
He is my good friend who had experienced slave life in his Southern youth. He had grown up in family of 4 that was created by him, his parents and sister. He was silent man who said to his parents and sister, “Good Morning”, “Good Night”. It was his only 2 words in his world.
After he reached man's estate, he got away from slave farm to the North. And he met her at Northern beach for the first time. She is good black girl who had grown up in family of 4 that was created by her, her parents and brother. He created 100 words and she created 100 words in the North. And they got “100×100=10000 words” in their minds by their conversations. And he studied very well and became black politician in the North. And he married her at Northern church.
One night, he wrote 2 letters and sent it to his parents and sister, to her parents and brother. It was his invitation that made them escape from slave farm village and made them start off to the North. All his words were written by “10000=2×5000 words”. His writing for his parents and sister was created by 5000 words, and his writing for her parents and brother was created by 5000 words. Then all his writing was created by all his souls that were written by his pen in infinite dimensional world. Yes, all his souls were based on infinite his emotions. All his words in his infinite emotions were changed into “0.0 core heart”. It was all his home mind in the world

Core Words:
All your Northern historical Jesus bloody high technical moonlight needs on total eclipse of the moon night to save American little boy who is dreaming spaceship to live with his family in the future, after I spoke next story to you
“One day, little boy asked his friend whether forever dream comes true or not. His friend answered that all human destiny is death so forever isn’t truth. And he went to the church and he asked Father same question at night. “Your friend’s answer is truth,” Father said, “But my answer is different kind. If human got forever, forever will be not dream but truth. It is the time when your dream comes true and there is no dream in your heart. It will be severe truth for your heart.” And Father lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. Time speed was high. After he watched sunrise with Father, Father's words became forever in lightness. It will be best white lightness created by our blue hearts to keep friendship with all orange flower girls who went home from taking strawberries with their mother at field after they had drunk “Holy Water” in the future imaged by my forever heart nearby the church when I gave up seat for orange flower girl and her mother at bus stop, and when you were eating strawberries with white flower girls and blue flower girls while you talked about orange and blueberry story of little boys and girls who had recovered from leukaemia when all flower girls were listening to your story and were looking at your eyes by their lovely smiley intent eyes, which we’d like to call “All our 808 state water glasses home challengers”.

Reference 921
U2 “Songs of Innocence” (2014)



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Patriotic White Night Sea you invited me after I went home from overtime work, you called “All your human historical deadly sacrificial needs for full moon lightness” that was prepared to keep blood relationship with Northern historical studies between 15 days increasing sunny pain to create one theory and 15 days decreasing sunny pain to create one demonstration
Words:
He was good Japanese high school student. He played any sports. Especially, he liked track and field. She fell in love with him who was classmate for her and was playing under the sun. But she had to study for entrance of college. He got enough sunny distributions but she got a little sunny distribution, because she was always studying at school or home. He ate a little piece of fancy cake to keep strong slim body and she ate enough pieces of fancy cake after she had finished night studies. She was keeping pretty fat body. After he got work at sports club and she entered college, he planed old boys' and girls' meeting. She enjoyed party with any boyfriends and girlfriends, drinking and eating foods. He exploded ending cracker. It was proof of variety of sunny distributions. All friends started to live for each way.

Core Word:
All your frictional hard describing to get forever friendship with all souls in the world, by your blue ink imaginary atomic heart like boy and girl who are going to white flower girl's home to present orange gift in basket and to keep forever friendship with white flower girl and her mother when orange flower girl is remembering blue flower garden where her parents invited her in the morning on her birthday

Reference 922
Leprous “Aphelion” (2021)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your human historical black horizontal wood needs for purple shooting” that was prepared to keep friendship with soldiers who are writing letter for their family alone in the war, by the power of my blue heart to clear risky red world hearts and by the power of my red heart to forget kindly blue friendship hearts
Words:
He is good Japanese old man who had experienced the World War Ⅱ. He read so many books to live in Japanese high speed economic growth. “What is your most important book?” I asked him in the morning. “It is all my experience from past to now,” he answered, “It was created by so many crosses made by XY axes. X axis is my black horizontal line to collect any lights. And Y axis is my natural line to keep my heart for human equalities. Y axis moved from left to right from past to now gradually. It is like a fat book I’d like to treasure above all things.”

Core Words:
All your Jesus bloody dreamy neutral forever joy when you are presented white watch from Russian little boy who had recovered from leukaemia, after I spoke Russian history to you when you cared about dreamy blue shoes and white cap that American orange flower girl's mother prepared to go to blueberry field with daughter on her birthday, after you enjoyed talking with red rose girl about white horses that young boys are ridding and coming nearby white fountain under light blue sky in the afternoon, which I’d like to call “All your today’s forever love and peace”.

Reference 923
Bob Dylan “Triplicate” (2017)



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Stormy Night Crater Lake nearby restaurant you invited me after our night live acts, you called “All your past heart created by forever past to get forever future”
Words:
“Why did you become a prophet?” I asked my friend. “Because I want to work for all unfortunates,” he answered, “Almost people may think that my prophecy is one kind of joke. But all unfortunates remember the past. It must be their fortunate memories. Honestly speaking, my prophecy will be error. So the time when my prophecy will be error is their starting point for all unfortunates. They will start to try to recover fortunate past. I prepare one prophecy for the future. The time for my prophecy is the time when curative for leukaemia will be developed. I think you could understand. I kept best friendship with leukaemic little boy recently.

Core Words:
All your sunny white created by forever past orange and forever blue to save all always keeping quiet white flower girl's hearts that they will start to talk about anything after the Cold War ended to keep friendship with Northern historical rainy roots and to save red rose girl's heart that gave a fire of matchstick for Father at church to travel to the future to keep friendship with Northern historical blue flower girl who went to fountain nearby the Aegean Sea and was waiting for changing the world alone, and to save your story that leukaemic pretty little boy's black and red world will be cleared by a diamond put in minute hand of clock in his room till next leap year, and to save my story that leukaemic pretty little girl's black and red world will be cleared by her dreamy merry-go-round when she is sleeping with parents at night

Reference 924
Dream Theater “The Majesty Demos (1985-1986)”



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Peaceful Night Crater Lake you invited me after my night live act, you called “All your present modern nearest blue needs for purple shooting” that was existed to keep friendship with black boys and girls in Harlem when they are eating some oranges at street under 7 colors rainbow after they had finished music subject and it had stopped heavy rain
Words:
What is the basic sorrow in our world? I think you insist many logics and stories about it. But my logic and story are very simple.
One day, Father rang church bell for a while at sunset. It was purple shooting from core world to our present world and movement for all free of black slaves. One black young slave's mother heard this sound and she thought her son had gotten free. She started off from home and continued to run to the church. “Where is my son? Did he get free?” she asked Father after she had arrived at church. It was her purple shooting from our world to core world. Ringing bell and her act created frictional world. Father was keeping quiet for a while and walked to the stage. He started to play organ for her. Sounds rang out to the world. I’d like to call this sounds “All sounds for free”. Yes, all sounds at that time may be basic sorrow for our painful world.

Core Words:
All your central vertical line made by green heart for all human equalities and all my central core made by purple heart for historical revolutionary heart, to save next conversation of Japanese leukaemic boy and girl who met at a roof garden of building at night after they had recovered from leukaemia.
“What is the mean of Mars?” she asked him. “It is all our past Japanese friendship,” he answered. “What is the mean of Venus?” she asked next. “It is all our today’s worldwide friendship for industrial technologies” he answered.
And to save red rose girl's heart when she is reading book and studying about welfare works nearby white flower garden under blue sky to be a nursing care manager for old people and for her only one life, which we’d like to call “All our friendliest time to get sunny white in our strong coffee world”, like a square black cuffs-button put in jewel box by Japanese orange flower girl’s mother after she went to white flower garden with husband and daughter when all they are wearing white shirts and being in joy on late summer, which we’d like to call “All our today's metallic hearts to get grape for all peaceful family green hearts in the cosmos”

Reference 925
Dream Theater “When dream and day reunite (Live)” (2021)



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Upper right hand corner of a glass of rose wine you poured for me at home, you called “Human historical friendly random risky needs for white heart” to keep friendship with all leukaemic little boys and girls who are living in many Countries and dreaming lovely sunny red fantasy just before sunrise
Words:
A long time ago, Japanese little boy was living with his family in Edo.
One night in summer, he was in fever. His mother cared for him all night long while fanning by fan that sunny picture was printed. After he had been sleeping in 8 hours, he recovered. “I saw good dream,” he said to his mother just after he got up at sunrise, “I could meet good little girlfriend in my dream. It is secret for mother.” His mother's fan was opening 120 degrees. 120 degrees in 360 degrees are “1/3”. It is equal to 8 hours in 24 hours. I think her fan played good role to make him recover.

Core Words:
All your human historical frictional second life joy when I was driving car on beach line in the morning and I handed sapphire ring box to you after you got up beside me, to keep friendship with leukaemic little boy who got up in his bed beside blue flowers put in vase on small circular table by his mother at home in the morning after he had recovered from leukaemia, to save your heart when you are watching white stars at night after drinking with our friends and one friend exploded a cracker at party, when orange flower girl is sleeping and dreaming about going to white flower garden with her mother and blue flower girl who is her best friend, which I’d like to call “All our sunny white core hearts”, and to save my heart when I am talking with working-class red rose girl nearby fountain and being with her next words in the afternoon after she had thrown one coin in water of fountain, “I want to expect that my coin make many laborers get money by multiplier effects. And my father will be able to get new white car and my family will travel to the sea by my father's driving car on beach line in the morning. And all our hearts will be saved by endless sunny sea horizon,” which you’d like to call “All our sunny white new horizon”, and to save Father’s words:
“All our white core hearts must be created to save Japanese leukaemic little boy who practiced calligraphy and was writing “Hope” on white paper with his friends in joy. It will be a best white core word for him in many words”, and to save Sister’s story:
“She is good Japanese old woman professor. One day, her public performance took place at theater. Many young people and old people gathered and listened to her speech. First time, she talked about her childhood experience in the World War Ⅱ. It was like sunny red. Second time, she talked about her experience in Japanese high speed economic growth. It was like sunny green. Third time, she talked about today’s deference between rich and poor. It was like sunny blue. After she had finished her speech, all her words became forever to save all unfortunates for human equalities,” which we’d like to call “All our frictional imaginary world to save many words in the world”

Reference 926
Yes “The Quest” (2021)



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Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant nearby the Black Sea, you called “All your human historical frictional cosmological silent leverage to keep friendship with all leukaemic little boys and girls who are dreaming friendly world”, to save your next life story from past to now:
You are good cleaning woman who had grown up in poor family. Before you started to work as cleaning woman, your best childhood memory was watching blue pool from hill to start to play swimming with your family at hotel in summer. But after you started to work, your best childhood memory was changed by your own wills. It was waiting for exhibition that took place on big exposition on summer night. You were waiting for watching this exhibition with your family for long time while joining into the procession. This exhibition was called “Future House”. You experienced very tiredness at here. Your family waited until midnight but your father decided to return to hotel after he said, “Let’s abandon our waiting”. Now, your memory at that time is black and red world at night. You sometimes remember red neon light at that time. And your present heavy works are like black and red world too. But you are sometimes in happiness when you are in heavy works. It is talking about something with white flower girls who are in heavy works too. You got many white flower girlfriends who are enduring severe works. “All my world is Jesus dried bloody world in my happiness,” you said to me on Xmas Eve night.
And to save my next life story from past to now:
I had grown up in poor family too. One day, I ran away from home and went to night city in capital. And I met you for the first time. I fell in love with you and I started to work as laborer to meet you everyday. And you presented metal cross pendant for me. I worked everyday putting this cross pendant on my neck. But one night, I lost your heart. You denied all my heart. I put off cross pendant and gripped it in my hand. Much blood dropped on the floor. And I slept for long time. Next morning, I caught your phone. Your invitation was going to white flower garden. And I went to here with you under blue sky. White flowers were shining hard. All your word was 16 sharpness of metal cross. And all my blood was saved by light blue you invited. “All my blood is Jesus alive bloody world in my happiness,” I said to you on Xmas Eve night.
Words:
She is good Sister. One night, I asked her, “Why can we feel light blue when we are watching moonlight?” “Please image a leukaemic little boy who is sleeping at midnight,” she answered, “He is in un-frictional world away from frictional orange world on daytime like an astronaut who is walking on the moon. His life is always in family white. He forgot orange on daytime and he got blue world when he is sleeping. Next morning, he said to his mother after he got up, “I saw good dream that I was playing with rabbit on the moon. It was his blue word after he returned to frictional orange world. Yes, his blue word in his family white is light blue we can feel in orange.”

Core word:
All our Jesus bloody frictions between material hearts and spiritual hearts to keep friendship with all white flower girls in the world and to save many famous artists who want to listen to orange flower girl's humming at veranda of mountain villa under moonlight at midnight to get most beautiful light blue feeling, like all professional baseball a little frictional night games to keep friendship with all orange flower girls who are putting white cap on their head in wind when all national flags are streaming in daytime white and nighttime black world to keep friendship with all orange flower girls and to save your worldwide heart for love and peace

Reference 927
Deftones “White Pony| 20th Anniversary Deluxe Edition” (2020)



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Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at restaurant after we watched baseball game, you called “All your human historical endless unseen enduring heart” to save imaginary frictional world and to keep friendship with always keeping quiet white flower girl who is reading books and studying at night library to be a philosopher in the future
Words:
She is American good girl. She entered company after she graduated from high school. She realized severe truth. It was risky red world and different truth between man and woman.
She was best girlfriend for him at company. He fell in love with her but she chose retirement. She was living alone at home while keeping quiet. He met her everyday at coffee shop but she continued to keep quiet.
One day, he talked about his friend's heart for a while looking at her eyes. He handed ruby ring box to her. “Can you accept my heart?” he asked her. This word was his blue core word in many words. “Yes, I can,” she answered. It was her first word. I think her first word was led by purple core heart of her ruby red and his blue heart combination.

Core Word:
All your nihilistic confused young heart when I gave emerald ring for your family heart on full moon rainy blue Monday night

Reference 928
Donald Fagen “Donald Fagen’s The Nightfly Live” (2021)



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South African Winter Rough Sea you invited after our world tour, you called “All your human historical frictional longtime experienced kind support” to keep friendship with my old boss who is sometimes smoking at company, to save a white flower girl who gives waters for many colors flowers intently at flower garden to prepare flower gift for woman teacher who chose forced retirement after some days, to save woman teacher’s words in last lecture:
“Thanks for your beautiful gifts of white flowers. I think I won't forget this day till my death. What is your true world? I think you will answer many worlds. These may be sunny lights and treasuring goods, fatherly and motherly hearts. All your hearts accepted them honestly. Yes, all your hearts are like white flowers that are trembling in wind under the sun. You are my world. Thank you,” and to save Father's words in last lecture for boys and girls at elementary school:
“Congratulations on your graduations. I think you experienced so many hearts in elementary school days. All our world is created by any lights and heats, material goods and all our labors, and all our hearts. They create so many distortions in the world and create infinite dimensional world. You may deny some distortions we had created. At that time, I want you to remember many flowers at garden. All many flowers never deny all our world. And all our world is expanding in the cosmos to keep friendship with all many flowers in the cosmos. Let's try to remember many flowers’ hearts when you will be in trouble. I’m looking forward to meeting you again. Thank you.”
Words:
He is good young businessman who is working at thermal power station. One day in winter, he was tired at all of his works and went to night city. He spent all his money at night city. And he chose retirement. He started to live at big park where many trees existed and he became vagrant. He had to endure severe coldness. “Here is called “Antarctic Showa Base,” old vagrant said to him. And spring has come. He could watch many beautiful flowers. And many white and orange flower girls came with their family at park. It was his best friendship. He thought all flowers’ hearts are in core of the sun. His daytime white and nighttime black in winter were like frictional orange from the sight of the core of the sun. And he decided that he is going to live at here from now on until death.
One day in the morning, boss of thermal power station came nearby him. “All your will was accepted by all my will. Your advancement for manager was decided,” boss said to him after boss lighted on cigarette by his matchstick. It was good peaceful day.

Core Word:
All your heart when South African young black slave said next words to his mother:
“I can't forget coldness of 7 metal plates sent from you in winter. I wrote some words by chisel on metal plate every night. I want to experience coldness again.” before his mother and father decided to travel to Siberia with him after his boss gave free for him in some days.

Reference 929
Dream Theater “A dramatic tour of events – Select board mixes” (2021)



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Upper left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “All your present modern heart” to save your only one happiness when you met childhood white flower best girlfriend again on Coming of Age Day
Words:
She is good elementary school teacher. Her studies in childhood started from 7 years old. And she studied addition and subtraction. She studied multiplication and division. It spent 2 years for her. It was increasing happiness and decreasing pain days for her, because she enjoyed her school days. And she continued to study in 15 years until she graduated college when she was 22 years old. And she became elementary school teacher. It was her starting point of fighting spirit. And it was increasing pain and decreasing happiness days for her. After she continued to teach for pupils at elementary school in 2 years, she could watch 7 colors rainbow after heavy rain. She was watching it with pupils for a while. Her diamond in her heart was created by past combination of increasing happiness and decreasing pain, increasing pain and decreasing happiness. And it was saved by 7 colors rainbow in her heart. It was her starting point of her works in joy.

Core Words:
All your severe college days heart from entrance to graduation when a white flower girl was standing at corner in the train and writing diary by cellular phone to send it to her father who had won a Olympic Race, which we call “Lovely evergreen heart” to keep friendship with all girl students who were standing in crowded train in the period of all your college days morning, to save my theory that we must study and think to know blue core heart in the world to resist risky red world, and to save your dreamy heart story:
He was good college student. He joined antiwar party and did risky acts. His heart was in red core. After he had graduated from college, he entered company and fell in love with office lady. After some years, he married her and saved good family. All his friends’ heart colors were light blue. All they needed red, purple and orange to get white. Red is his red core heart when he was in college days, purple is combination of his blue friendship and red core heart in college days, and orange is combination between his family green heart and his red core heart. You believe in his red core heart that is keeping Jesus bloody sacrificial heart to save his family, like a green energy diamond ring I put on your fourth finger after you were dreaming strong blue friendship ceremony at sunrise in our past poor living days

Reference 930
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers “Angel Dream” (2021)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant nearby the Morning Glow Black Rocky, you called “All our human historical friendly black” to get any lights and human equalities
Words:
One day in the afternoon, Japanese boy and girl college students were talking nearby fountain. “Do you know mystery of 101 numbers?” she asked him and handed a small piece of paper to him. Next 101 numbers were printed on it.

0 1 2 3 4------------------5 6 7 8 9
10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19
20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29
30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39
40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49
50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59
60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69
70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79
80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89
90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99
100

“Please fold down it by center border,” she said, “Upside 10 numbers will be overlapped. These are “4 and 5”, “3 and 6”, “2 and 7”, “1 and 8”, “0 and 9”. Left side “4 and 5” means all our pain, “3 and 6” means all our darkness led by loss of any colors, “2 and 7” means all our lightness after we got any lights, “1 and 8” means all our writings, and “0 and 9” means all our happiness. And reversed “100” will be changed into “001”. It means all our 1 in high core level. Lower left “100” and lower right “001” mean our legs for all human equalities.” “I understood,” he said to her, “It may be all our theory of 100 yen coin to give for homeless and to shake hands with them.”

Core Words:
All your self-sacrificial shining blue cloth hard dancing to keep friendship with Japanese young who are taking street for animal liberation and to create imaginary orange diamond by combination of your increasing happiness and decreasing pain, their increasing pain and decreasing happiness, to save the truth that there are many orange flower girls who are always in joy being with blue bird that is living in cage while taking feeds from each orange flower girl at home in the world, like your frictional bracelet to save self-sacrificing blue flower girls who are working as laborer to buy much feeds for them, which we call “Orange in the Box” after your Japanese girlfriend talked me next words:
“All our lives are like living in desert area. You may want to buy a photo that blue bird was taken by me. I will get 55yen from you. 55yen is 50yen coin and 5yen coin. But I want to return 50yen coin to you. Because today's my father's heart is very severe. It is enough for me to feel frictional orange winds in through 5yen coin hole when father had warm heart in my childhood.”

Reference 931
New Order “Be a Rebel Remixed” (2021)



Image:
Historical Fine Night Black Sea, called “All our human heart studies for imaginary orange” to keep friendship with all animal lover friends
Words:
Next is all my friendly world view.
There are east college and west college in my heart. He is studying technologies at east college and she is studying worldwide cultures at west college. He had grown up by motherly warm heart and she had grown up by fatherly severe heart.
One night, he invited her to party just after sunset. “Please tell me all your secret studies tonight,” she said to him after she met him. “Sorry, all my studies are secrets,” he said to her, “But I can talk about anything with you tonight and can keep friendship with you.” And they drank while talking about today for long time.

Core Words:
All your friendship with white flower girl who presented record player cartridge for her father on Coming of Age Day after she collected coins in money box with her mother everyday while working as waitress at restaurant, which we call “All our historical white stars made by imaginary frictionally orange with the changing from outside family green heart to inside blue core friendship heart on turntable”, to save all animal lovers’ tears when their lovely rabbit had died at home, like cleaning liquid diamond needle, and to save your last night friendly story:
A long time ago, there were young man and woman at large ground. There was no sun for them. It rained for long time in the dark. They were sitting on ground and were talking about future. “Please describe all your future,” he said to her and handed sketchbook to her. “I’m grad to describe,” she said to him and describe a picture on 1st page. It was one eye in the circle. She returned sketchbook to him. “What’s this!” he said. “I want to call it “the first picture on metal plate she described for him,” she answered, “He is King and she is Queen for my heart.” “I understood. Is it one kind of your joke? All children like one eye ghost and they can describe it easy. And the circle means the sun in our future.” “Yes, it’s best word for my heart,” she said to him, and to save my last night story:
A long time ago, North European animal lover young went to the church at Siberian forest on winter black night and he met Father. “I thought of one idea for your heart,” he said to Father while drinking black coffee Father made, “All your world is lower left hand 01 red party and all my world is upper center 02 blue party to keep friendship with you. Let’s create lower right 03 green party with all our friends.” “Yes, I understood,” Father said to him while drinking milk coffee, “If we create 03 green party, we will get orange world by overlap with my red world. My red means all our blood relationship with many animals to walk on the Milky Way.” “It’s best answer for my animal lover heart,” he said and shook hands with Father, and to save Sister’s words:
“All my jewel is yearbook when I had been going to elementary school. Many photos are printed in it. All little boys and girls had had strong powers. I think it may be caused by the truth that all they had been able to keep friendship with many insects, animals and fishes by the grace of any teachers. They might be given powers from these creatures. All my lives are in poor. But I am always given powers from yearbook when I felt pain at night”, and to save Father’s night talk:
“When my heart is in the North, my motherly red sun moves from Eastern right to Western left like my watching Northern views. It will be good friendship with Northern historical humans. And when my heart is in the South, my motherly red sun moves from Eastern left to Western right like my watching Southern views. It will be good friendship with Southern historical humans”, and to save your mother’s night talk:
“My most treasurable memory may be days when my daughter had been going to junior high school in autumn. She was always studying any subjects at night while sometimes watching moonlight and listening to sounds of insects. And next morning, she started to go to school after she had finished eating breakfast I cooked. It was very simple usual days. But I want to treasure above all things.”

Core Image:
Small watch and metal ruler hidden in handbag for motherly sunny kind heart to be with blind daughter

Reference 932
King Crimson “Music is our friend-Live in Washington and Albany, 2021” (2021)



Image:
Night Rough Black Sea, you called “All your frictional water colors gray heart made by upper left white and upper right blue, lower left red and lower right yellow”, to keep friendship with working-class little boy who is watching stars intently with his new friends at night ground after he joined travel party and went away from his family
Words:
Next is my world view.
A long time ago, all humans were living in chaotic world created by upper center blue light, lower left red light and lower right green light. And they got white and all they worked as laborers in white light. Enough waters were kept and they created society made by upper left white water and upper right blue water, lower left red water and lower right yellow water. And they got all water colors. I think we can express that it is today’s world.

Core Words:
All your purple core heart to save all working-class mothers’ yellow green hearts when they are working in night city, to save your last night story:
She is working-class good mother. When she was living in the World War Ⅱ, her family was going away from capital to country. It was her green family to red away for poor lives. After the world war Ⅱ, she returned to capital and entered company after she graduated from high school. Then she married and got son and daughter. Her husband invited family to country where she had gone away in the World War Ⅱ. She spoke her childhood poor lives to her little son at night. He was in trouble, because night star lights were very beautiful and he wrote a poem called “Morning sun and night moon”. He wrote it alone at midnight after his sister, his mother and father had fallen asleep. It was his blue writing. And she was satisfied with her plan. All her family heart became forever by the grace of his blue writing, and to save my last night story:
One night, Father spoke next story to me at night.
“She is working-class good mother. When she got first son in her inside, she believed he is always staying in the core of her spiritual world, while moving around at home to do housework. We are always moving in the cosmos that means expanding cosmos, earth’s yearly round and rotation of the earth. But if our cosmos is small world and core of cosmos is moving as well as mother’s body is moving, all stars will be stopping for her sight at night. It is all my spiritual mind to save all motherly hearts and all creatures hearts in the cosmos.” And father lighted on cigarette by his matchstick, and to save last night Sister’s story:
He was pretty little boy who had been suffering for leukaemia. He was in black and red world every night and sometimes dreamed a little girl who was his classmate. It was beautiful dream in black and red for him. After this time, he could recover from leukaemia by high medical technologies. And after many years, he could meet her who was classmate at old boys’ and girls’ meeting of elementary school. And he married her and had been in good family of 2. And she told to him that she had been in leukaemia and had been suffering for black and red world in her childhood as well as him. Yes, a couple like them may be very unusual. It will be low probability case but it will be high core level case created by purple core made by risky red lives and success blue. Their story is very beautiful for me. So I am always dreaming best young boy who will save me from severeness at convent where is keeping strict rules and forces black and red world on me as well as they had been in childhood, and to save last night Father’s story:
When I was working at church in the Civil War in our Country, young soldier and young nurse came to my church at night. They said that they were working as teacher at elementary school before the Civil War. “We were anxious about a couple of leukaemic boy and girl who we taught at our school,” young soldier said to me. “Don’t worry,” I said to him, “I can expect that they will be saved by high medical technologies.” “Is it truth?” young nurse asked me. “Yes, I believe,” I answered, “Please go to the beach and eat grape with him after you watched bright horizon next morning.” Next morning, she invited him to the beach and watched bright horizon according to my talk. It was their marriage. All their black and red nightmarish worlds were cleared by bright horizon. And grape was best friendship with all leukaemic boys and girls who had recovered from leukaemia in our world, and to save last night astronomer’s talk:
“Do you know daytime sun-god will and nighttime all white stars wills? I think it is caused by today's summer days. He was pretty leukaemic little boy who is going elementary school. One night in winter, he was suffering for black and red world, lying in bed. His parents and brother cared about him every night. But in May, he could recover from leukaemia by the grace of high medical technologies. And in August, his family traveled to country by his father's invitation. And all they were watching so many white stars in night black sky at grassland. Yes, there were a little red stars in the sky. But night black and a little star red were cleared by so many beautiful white stars for his heart. Yes, it was presentation from nighttime all white stars. And next morning, all they went to swimming pool to do swimming under blue sky. Their skins changed to brown by sunny light. I think it was Jesus bloody success color for all my friends. Yes, their travel was friendship with sun-god will and all white stars wills.”

Reference 933
Dream Theater “The number of the beast 2002” (2022)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a cup of American coffee you made for me at home, you called “All our friendship with leukaemic little boy who is staying in chaotic white room”
Words:
Who is sun-god for your heart?
She is good mother who had experienced the Cold War in childhood. Winter night, she wrote a poem on metal plate when she was going high school. It was rainy night. This poem was next.
“Keep alive, keep death and keep rebirth”
And when she was young, she married best boyfriend and saved family of 4 after the Cold War. I think she had known all history of the earth, because her heart is always in core of the sun for long time. Yes, she is sun-god for my heart.

Core Word:
Northern historical Jesus bloody cold world red away dreams to keep friendship with all leukaemic boys and girls who is thinking that all their black and red world will be saved by all technologies in the future, to save your next conversation with Sister at cabin on fine day morning
“What is hidden in your wood safe?” you asked Sister. “It is all my treasures like jewels,” Sister answered, “For example, these are letters from white flower girls and photos that my friends and orange flower girls were taken.” “Why did you choose wood safe rather than metal safe?” you asked. “That's because I believe all sunny powers. Even if the Earth is frozen by coldness, all my friend souls will be saved by sunny heats. Yes, I’d like to believe in wood souls grown up under the sun,” and to save Father’s plan called “Guns and Roses”:
“I'd like to hold old boys’ and girls’ meeting on next Saturday the 14th. I will enjoy drinking and eating with young boys and girls for a while at first place. And one young boy explode cracker. Yes, all our souls will go back to the past and I will meet Northern historical young man who is drinking coffee at coffee shop. He will hand technical note to me. It will be best note to create blue star for our hearts. Yes, the earth is like best spaceship in the cosmos for all our friendship,” and to save next your mother’s night talk in your childhood
“I had experienced the World War. All my lives were like “-1<XY<0 or 0<XY<1” on XY plane from childhood age. Yes, all my hearts were created by upper left anger and upper right happiness, lower left sorrow and lower right joy. And now, my heart was integrated and expanded. My heart was created by “-1≦X≦1 and -1≦Y≦1”, and I got 4 sharpness on XY=±1. I got square heart,” and to save next your father’s night talk in your childhood
“I had grown up in country and had been living in mountains for long time. And I sometimes cared about capital development. All my lives were like “-1<XY<0 or 0<XY<1” on XY plane from childhood age. Yes, all my hearts were created by upper left anger and upper right happiness, lower left sorrow and lower right joy. And now, my heart integrated and expanded. My heart was created by “X^2+Y^2≦1 on XY=±1”. I got circular heart,” which you want to call “Motherly metallic heart and fatherly natural heart like many stars in the cosmos”

Reference 934
The Doobie Brothers “Liberte” (2021)



Image:
North European winter black night Baltic Sea you invited me after our world tour, you called “Living in darkness to keep friendship with Northern historical humans and living in chaos to keep friendship with all past human souls”
Words:
He is good diver. “My God is water,” he said to me. Yes, I think it is truth. But his thought was deeper than my thought. First, he gets up early and dives in the sea after eating breakfast. It is chaotic world for him. Sunray is repeating diffused reflections again and again. Second, he returns to home and enjoys reading books holding it by both hands while listening to music. At that time, all lights from letters on books are always with his eyes and all sounds from speaker are always with his ears in the air. Yes, his joy will be created in the cosmos not in the chaos. The cosmos is very kind for all our life at home like a proverb “After a storm comes a calm”.

Core Words:
All your next response after I asked you “I want to know all your past.”
“Please come to nursing care institution I am working to care many white flower girls and orange flower girls. It may be a shocking truth for your heart. Many flower girls’ voices and all nurses’ voices are very loud. It is one kind of chaos. But we are always working while keeping a cool head. Yes, it will be best place where any lights will be collect. And you will know all past truth in the Earth as well as you will know all my past truth. You may be confused at that time. But I always need your confused heart. All your chaotic heart in chaotic world is most beautiful heart as well as I am encouraged by many color flowers in heavy storm and as well as I am watching and listening to all your singing songs like all audiences need your chaotic heart and like all my heart needs kind hearts to save all unfortunates in our world”

Reference 935
Journey “Freedom” (2022)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “Northern historical invitation to search white words under so many stars on fine night”
Words:
He and she are working at library in the city. She is quiet girl. She realized that many war purposes are insisting human equalities. But she couldn’t say this word to everyone, because this word was blue core for her heart. It was her light blue heart in the morning. She believed that sunny core is created by blue and green after she watched 7 colors rainbow with her mother in her childhood. One day, he invited her to his home and he handed diamond case to her. He was putting purple necktie on his neck wearing gray suits. She understood this purple necktie needs fine yellow color like the sun to get white. She opened case and put diamond ring on her fourth finger by herself while saying nothing. It was good day for their hearts.

Core Words:
All your white words to save your last night story:
One day in summer, young boy and girl are talking about Industrial Revolution at coffee shop. She sometimes denied it as one kind of historical fear. So he invited her to sunflower field next morning. They felt all sunny power under the sunshine for a while at sunflower field. Many insects were flying above field. “Do you know a truth of leukaemic little boy who had recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies?” he asked her at this place. “No, I don’t. Please tell it to me.” she answered. He started to tell story to her. “One day in summer, he went to sunflower field with his mother. They were standing here for a while. And he knew a bee pricked on his arm. It was little injury for him. But he experienced nightmare when he was sleeping at midnight after they went home. “I remembered all my past truth,” he said to parents next morning when he was eating breakfast. “Is that so?” his father asked him, “Is it bad dream for you?” “No. it is good,” he answered. After his speaking, he added, “I think this story will be best answer for Industrial Revolution”
, and to save my last night story:
One day in winter, young boy and girl were talking about Industrial Revolution at coffee shop. He sometimes denied it as one kind of historical fear. So she invited him to ground nearby the mountain next afternoon. They felt all historical power under dark clouds for a while at ground. Cold wind was blowing. “Do you know many truths of young black boy who had been presented metal cross pendant from young black girlfriend and was denied all his heart and was running blood by gripping metal cross in his hand after some days?” she asked him at this place. “No, I don’t. Please tell it to me,” he answered. She started to tell truth to her. “In history, many wars had happened and so many metal crosses were produced at industry. One day, industrial manager commanded to laborers that all 16 sharpness of metal cross must be crushed not to injure hand of young black boys. It was Valentine’s insistence. He said, “I don't want to see running bloods of all my friends any more,” which we’d like to call “all our 1461 friendly heart for all historical Sisters who had been searching rubber band to put on their fourth finger in the dark at night church when air raid happened in the war, while looking forward to watching most beautiful view when young boy and girl are watching new bright horizon under morning sun at beach where nobody is staying after they recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies, which we’d like to call “all our reason why we support Industrial Revolution in our history,” and while looking forward to feeling South African essay black girl, American novel white girl and Russian poem girl who are writing many words by PC and are influenced by each girl in the future, which we’d like to call “All our lovely triangle trade for unseen 3 Queens in the dark”, and looking forward to listening to midnight word when primitive race chief said to white friend, while lying in bed at cabin together, “Please teach me how to produce rubber bands to put on fourth finger of woman interpreter”, and while looking forward to writing many words like poems and novels with so many worldwide races friends in through technical PC systems to enjoy reading and writing many words each other, which we’d like to call “All our technical purple shooting to get family green heart for human equalities all over the world”, to save next conversation of black girl and white boy at library after we got total peace, “What was the war?” she asked him. “It was like an orange rubber band for Japanese little boy to put on diploma roll in spring after he had recovered from leukaemia when South African black young slave is watching shooting star from private room at midnight”, and to save winter black night Father’s talk:
A long time ago, there was big volcano like normal distribution in 3 dimensional world. Northern poets and Southern soldiers, Eastern unfortunates and Western rich people were living at the foot of volcano. “Please teach me how to get human equalities in our world,” a poet said to a soldier. “Sorry, it is difficult for me. But only one way will be able to save your heart. It is explosion at crossing point in volcano.” “I'm afraid of your thought but I think it will be best way if all human equalities establish in the future.” after so many years, all unfortunates got free and got friendship on summer white night. All people climbed volcano and stood at the top of volcano. They shook hands each other. Crossing point in volcano was Industrial Revolution for all our hearts. It is all my worldwide view from today to our future, and to save Sister’s daytime talk:
Sunday morning, I was ridding in steam locomotive to travel to my country. And I met old man in the train. “I am laborer. I had suffered for simply controlled work for long time since my young age,” he said to me, “but I got many friends at church. They were all unfortunates who had been suffering for painful life. I think it may be best blue friendship for me.” “I understood,” I said to him, “I sometimes prayed for laborers who are suffering for simply controlled works. But don't worry. We could get white by combination of your blue friendship and frictional machine of steam locomotive to image orange. And our friendship will be forever too.” “Thank you very much for your kindness,” he said and showed good smile, and to save imaginary party you want to take part in by next reason:
Mr.P will speak next words while drinking,
“Many Japanese grandparents will pay much money for grandchildren on New Year's Day. But some grandparents can't pay money by the reason of their poor lives. I can’t take tax from money on New Year’s Day. Let's give some money for poor family children. It is our policy for tax.”
And Mr.K will speak next words while drinking,
“All my soul is always staying in white clouds like dead souls. Do you know the story that red female bird fell in love with blue male bird? Red female bird is working at medical maker for my heart. Blue male bird is working as laborer at diamond mine. She sometimes worked all night long to produce a medicine that human won't dead and will be able to live forever, because she don't want to see his death. Her act is very risky against all natural hearts. But I’d like to give in to her heart and to drink with all our friends”, which we’d like to call “All our good eccentric world like our yellow drinking that will be saved by purple shooting created by free network of all unfortunates who is writing most important truths for our world by PC everyday to expand their thought to the world by internet after some years”

Reference 936
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers “The Best of Everything 1976-2016” (2018)



Image:
Black Afternoon Sunny Sea you invited me after our American tour, you called “All our frictional orange world from the sight of core of the sun repeating daytime and nighttime” to keep friendship with all fatherly and motherly souls that experienced increasing and decreasing pain, and decreasing and increasing happiness to get a diamond your father presented for your mother when you were in motherly inside
Words:
In spring, she was talking about anything with him at grassland. He is working at nursing care institution as laborer who distributes many foods for white flower girls and orange flower girls.
“What is your sunny number?” she asked him. “It’s 584400,” he answered, “She is orange flower girl for my heart. Her heart is in core of the sun. All humans are always against outside powers by one vector to clear all vectors from outside. It will be strong vector. But her vector is very small and weak vector. There are no zero vectors for my heart, so her small soul will travel to the sky under the sun. And her small soul will return to the ground with rainfall to be saved by our eating fruits. I think her heart rebirths everyday. If her life is 20 years, her lives will be in 7305 days, because her birthday was in leap year. And her 7305 days mean 7305 times rebirth. And her sunny core life is 80 times as long as our lives, so her lives will be in “80×7305=584400 days. It’s good number of our Queen.”

Core Words:
Northern historical human heart when Northern Queen gave Jesus bloody black box chocolate gift that red ribbon was put on for Southern Old King who is living while always remembering his childhood memories, you called “All our yellow fire flash to save his strong purple imaginary shots” to save Sister’s morning talk:
“Do you know the reason why all human races are living in only the Earth? Before we got the sun, all past humans insisted any ways to live in the world. I think any ways may be expressed by living in 8 planets in the solar system like normal distribution made by many insistences. Center plan was getting the sun. But there are no humans who are living in 8 planets where many environments exist except getting the sun to live in the world. Perhaps it may be caused by 16 sharpness of big cross pendant that Southern Queen were putting on her neck while watching rising sun at beach to integrate normal distribution into center line. I think it is all reason why we are living in the earth where the sun will rise every morning,” and to save old Father’s afternoon talk:
“I am working as Father alone at church after retirement of high school teacher. I am looking forward to coming of some people at church though coming is about only one a day or nobody a day. But I don't care, because I want to expect in the future. One day, a little boy came to my church. He was good boy who is keeping pretty face. After he prayed to God for Jesus, I gave some blue berries in basket and he ate it. “It’s my fancy delicious sweet taste. Thank you,” he said to me. “It was taken from blueberry field nearby my home,” I said to him, “Blueberry field was created by any artists of my friends. I think it is the reason why you felt it was your fancy” After he ate blueberries, he went home. And I expected his good future. I sometimes remember his pretty face now. It was cosmological good face. He presented cosmos for my silent world. And I could decide to continue to work as Father.”

Reference 937
Deftones “Gore” (2016)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “all your forever friendship with night city girls who had been studying with you at elementary school
Words:
She is good young girl who has been my friend since our childhood. She joins red wings circle and is sometimes doing risky red acts. One day in the afternoon, I was talking about anything with her nearby circular fountain. “Why do you do risky red acts?” I asked her. “It’s very natural thing,” she answered, “I treasure my family above all things. My family image is green. And my friendly image is blue. My red acts are getting forever white for my family and friendship.” “When will you stop risky red acts?” I asked. “It is the time when I lost my father,” she answered, “When I had gone to grape field with my father and mother in my childhood, I thought my family love will be forever. If I loose my father, all my red feeling will be no need, because grape sweetness is created by fatherly gravity and it is the time when I realize grape sweetness isn’t forever.” “Will you choose light blue life after you lost your father?” “Yes, I will.”

Core Word:
All your past motherly animal lover nihilistic orange heart to save a photo that young girl is watching some cows at stock farm with her mother who had divorced her father and is wearing matching blue dawn jacket as same as her after she had graduated from night school and her mother took vacation from night work in winter

Core Image:
Window of wear shop in winter

Reference 938
New Order “International” (2002)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “historical truth taught from many color sunny flowers when you felt the sky in the eye of the storm”
Words:
There was a school for the blind in the city. One day, young boy asked principal of a school for the blind. “What is education for your heart?” “It is like giving waters for many flowers,” principal answered, “We can't change all worlds of many flowers. Their world is always being with sunny words. All our works are thinking the time when we give waters and thinking quantity of waters. On sunny days, cloudy or rainy days, we are always thinking about it. It is like you can't change the beautiful world that blind girl is always imaging under the sun.” “Yes, I understood.”

Core Words:
All your white to save Sister’s next talk on stormy day,
“He is Japanese good father who saves family of 3. He is coal mine laborer and his young daughter is sometimes writing poems. His works are in 6 days from Monday to Saturday. It was very hard. When I think his heavy works, I image the storm. It is risky and strong wind but you will feel light blue heart in the eye of the storm. Yes, risky red is like his 6 days working and light blue is like Sundays in their holiday. It is my forever image in the world. In summer vacation, they traveled to country to enjoy playing in the mountain. I can hear good sounds of wind bell at porch in their room at hotel. It is good days for their light blue hearts for my heart”, and to save Father’s next talk on stormy day,
“He is my good black friend who is working as slave in South Africa. He is working at diamond mine while thinking about all his free. It is his purple power. He sometimes remember yellow flower field where his father invited to in his childhood. Yellow flowers are brought by waters of roots in the ground. All roots mean all black ancestors to get forever free in the dark. Yes, his father wants to inform him all black ancestor souls.”

Reference 939
Joy Division & New Order “Total from Joy Division to New Order” (2011)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “All your present modern choice of shorttime white made by sweet orange and blue friendship to be with white flower girls who are dreaming family love at midnight in capital, rather than historical longtime white made by mellow apple and light blue world to be with white flower girls who are living with family at cabin in the mountain”

Words:
They are Japanese good mother and father. 26th July 1945 is wedding anniversary for them. Next is mother’s talk,
“Just before the Potsdam Declaration, I was in young. I was presented ruby ring from my husband who was in young too. It was a fine day. Light blue sky was expanding for my heart. I imaged Japanese forever peace with him after the world war Ⅱ. And today, I was presented diamond ring from him. Yes, it will be good for 2nd ring for my heart.”

Core Words:
All your white to save last night next conversation with you who is eating orange,
“What are the most beautiful tears for your heart?” you asked me. “It is my secret. But I want to tell it only to you,” I answered, “After the world war Ⅱ, so many monochrome movie had been made all over the world. And movie technologies were developed as well as capital development. And monochrome movie changed into color movie by degrees. One day, orange flower girl went to theater to watch movie with her mother. This movie concerned about war histories. She cried about last scene. It was her first tears against the truth of war. Yes, I think all movie producers wanted to know her antiwar feeling.” “What was projected at last scene?” “It's secret. But I believe in your eyes when you stopped eating orange for a while.”

Reference 940
U2 “The Best of 1990-2000” (2002)



Image:
Black afternoon sunny sea, called “All your black horizontal needs to integrate human, insect and animal wills into infinite centerline in the future”
Words:
He was Japanese good little boy. One day in summer, he traveled to country with his family and he got a cicada in the mountain. He entered it in insect cage with pieces of watermelon. He gave sweet life for a cicada but it died next afternoon. It shocked him and he wrote a poem. After some years, he wrote same poem on graduation anthology. But there was different point in contrast of his writing when he traveled with his family. It was a period at lower right hand corner. Yes, he wanted to express nihilistic lovely cicada heart in insect cage.

Core Words:
All your sunny belief in internal blue core logics that some insects and animals may realize by the power of core heart feeling as well as some humans realize in the same world, to save my last night talk:
“All our artistic music friendly heart is based on some white flower girl’s heart. She is good white flower young girl who joined animal liberation party by her own will. One day, she distributed handouts for animal liberation on the street nearby national library. It was her big work, because any gentlemen wanted handout from her and all her handouts were distributed completely soon. It may be caused by all historical kindness. And many artists decided to create metal lion statues nearby the entrance of many libraries. Yes, it was national order for many artists. They got much money and they used it soon at night city. Many laborers and poor people were saved by multiplier effects of their moneys. I think white flower girl’s work was big to save many unfortunates,” and to save Father’s morning talk:
“I'd like to believe in next 366 days and more in leap year. In the time of the Cold War, North European orange flower girl was living with her mother at home nearby the sea. Her mother had been eating carrot soup and drinking orange juice at supper every Sunday night with her in the period of spring night and autumn night, summer white night and winter black night. Their eating carrot soup and drinking orange juice were 52 times denoted by “366/7=52.28571”. And first Sunday night of next year, she wanted only carrot soup except cold orange juice. Yes, she denied coldness our world. It was her best word all we want to agree like a joker in 53 trump cards.”

Reference 941
Led Zeppelin “Celebration Day” (2012)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me after eating an orange at night restaurant in winter when many stars are shining in the sky, you called “Northern historical safety fighting with much coldness”
Words:
He is good old man who is working as cleaning man at nursing institution for old people. Why did he decide to work at here? He had grown up in poor family but he was always in happiness. There was no race before he went to elementary school as well as other children. Yes, all children are in same races after they went to school. For example, it is studying and sports in race. When he was young, he decided to work as laborer who builds aquarium. After he worked to build aquarium with many laborers, he watched many fishes at new aquarium. At here, main actor and actress are fishes that need no race. After he chose forced retirement, he needed more works. At nursing institution for old people, any old men and women are main actor and actress who need no races. Yes, he couldn't forget friendship with many laborers when he was young and was working to build aquarium.

Core Words:
All your frictional black and white passionate heart when we are watching labor of surveyor in winter, to keep friendship with orange flower girl who is going campus of university with her mother on every fine day to see lovely kind strong black eyes of students who are walking on road nearby flower garden, and to save your moment love with self-sacrificing blue flower girl when she is being with orange flower girl and is thinking about her forever friendship under blue sky at park, and to keep friendship with your black little boyfriend who said, “The cosmos is expanding so cosmos development is very difficult but I think we can create new world in atom. It is like atom compared with the Earth as well as the Earth compared with the cosmos. There is no racism in our new world where all our smallest wills exist,” and to save my father’s next talk at night, “I tried to give lessons in electronic organ for you after I had finished giving lesson in piano for you. All our electronic world is best for our smallest wills because there must be all human equalities in it. All my purpose of works existed for getting money to give lesson in electronic organ for you,” and to keep friendship with American astronaut who is talking next words on TV when we are listening to music, “If we expressed the cosmos is P, the Earth is Q and electron is R, R→Q→P will be established. And when P→Q→R was established at the same time, P=Q=R will be established. It is all our heart for all human equalities in our world,” which I’d like to call “All my belief in your joy when I present you expensive picture that oranges and blueberries were described, as well as a picture that orange flower girl is sometimes watching in her room at home,” and which we’d like to call “All our black and red high speed electronic living in expanding cosmos to keep friendship with blind orange flower girl who enjoys eating lunch with her family under the sun at grassland in the mountain”

Reference 942
Joy Division “The Best of Joy Division” (2008)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home, you called “All your needs for fruits heart that expects the future and for your heart that goes back to the past”
Words:
On a Japanese temple festival, we traveled to Japan and went to capital in Tokyo. We were talking about anything at pub all night long. It was almost many hopes in the future. We knew that many Japanese families gathered at home and were talking about their past memories. It was like all our white hole heaviness led from Japanese many black holes lightness. And we thought it is very natural.

Core Words:
All your Northern historical frictional orange “VS” heart between friendship and solitary in your heart to save your father’s next words on winter night, “Expanding cosmos is our world. After all sunny stars exploded, cosmos world will start to be cold. Human technologies will save worldwide coldness. It’s Northern historical second saving to create new world”

Reference 943
Chicago “Born for this moment” (2022)



Image:
White Night Baltic Sea, you called “All your electronic negative black core prayer to save all my light blue live acts”
Words:
One day in the morning, little boy and his father went to the church and talked about something with Father and Sister. Their family was poor and little boy was suffering for leukaemia. His father was laborer who is working at coal mine. When father knew little son is leukaemia from doctor, father decided to get new house for little son. And father created chaotic room for son. There were many pictures and photos for family in this chaotic room. And little son was reading any books while lying in bed in his room everyday. “All your labor is like power of rainfall for my heart,” Father said to his father. “All his joy in reading books is like power of humanity for my heart, because we can keep friendship with him when we are reading fearful black and red story in expanding cosmos,” Sister said to his father. And all they prayed to God for Jesus when it was just 12 o’clock. It was good day for them.

Core Words:
All your upper right 90 degrees blue core friendship with blind orange flower girl who is eating lunch 12:00 AM and is eating candies 3:00 PM, to save next Sister’s words:
“What is the biggest voice in the world? I think it is his small voice when he is sleeping. He is little boy who is living as refugee at wild ground in the Middle East. His power is very small but he is always enduring the power from the world. Yes, I think his small voices are very strong,” and to save next Father’s words:
“They are good college student. One day in the morning, young boy and girl were talking about anything nearby white flower garden. It was a fine day. They could see white clouds in blue sky. “What is revolution for your heart?” she asked him. “It isn't war and changed policy on TV for my heart. It is a blue flower power in white flower garden. Blue flower will be best power for each white flower. This power is like heartful multiplier effects. All orange flower girls need this blue power not revolutions on TV. It's very easy. Your only kindness is putting blue flower in ground at center of white flower garden by your heart.”

Reference 944
Dream Theater “Live in Berlin 2019” (2022)



Image:
Caribbean Afternoon Sea, you called “All your black horizontal metal cross needs for human equalities to save all black and red unfortunates heart by high information technologies”
Words:
One day in autumn, I went to the church and talked about something with Father. “What is music for your heart?” I asked Father. “It’s like sound of church bell at 12 o'clock. First bell is Northern historical sound when we got the sun for the first time. I think any Northern poets had been writing anything on metal plate by chisel before they got the sun. This power had gone to core of the earth. And Sister had rung church bell at the time when they got the sun for the first time. This sound is living for my heart now. It will be saved by more sounds of church bells on present days. It is best music for me.”

Core Word:
All your patriotic heart

Core Image:
A glass after drinking ice coffee

Reference 945
Generation Radio “same title” (2022)



Image:
Fine Night Black Sea nearby restaurant where you ordered a glass of white wine at outside garden when you took photo of new moon by cellular phone, you called “All your negative dark side black needs for fire and water” to save working-class mother when she is eating piece of fancy cake with two little sons on Xmas Eve night and she entered remained fancy cake in icebox for tomorrow afternoon, prepared for two little sons on Xmas afternoon
Words:
He is good watch maker. His works are creating analog watch. But he is always putting digital watch on his wrist. “Why?” I asked him. “Because my heart always accepts number view and changes it into analog view in my heart. It is like changing unseen core side view into visible outside view to create good watches in my chaotic works. All my friends are putting analog watch on wrist. They change visible outside view of hour hand and minute hand into unseen core side heart to do best works. Yes, it is my best blue core forever friendship with their outside orange view in our chaotic world.”

Core Word:
All your friendship with little boy who had recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies and he is in joy when he is going school and playing with little friends after his mother was suffering for heart failure when he was absorbed in taking photo of many red leaves by camera at night park in autumn and his mother recovered from heart failure by high medical technologies, which we’d like to call “All his human historical black pain and white joy”

Core Image:
Triangle hidden for childhood shorttime resistance heart

Reference 946
The Rasmus “Rise” (2022)



Image:
Northern Afternoon Rough Sea, you called “All your Northern historical risky prayer” to be with chaotic world by the power of cosmological soul after all stars will explode in the cosmos and we will start to create new world
Words:
He is good technician who is studying at institute of technology. One day in winter, he was thinking about infinite future for human heart under the sun. From past to now, humans got fire and used it for human life. For example, it was cooking, lighting cigarette and creating metals. But we needed care for using it from the past, because fires were always risky. It was like normal distribution on XY plane. X is degrees for thought of left or right. Yes, almost humans believe in peace but some left wings needed fires in the past. And he thought that if all humans need only peace not the war, we will get vertical center line and get a big cross created by XY axes. He thought it is like very heavy metal cross created by risky fires to pray all human history.

Core Words:
All your red heart to save Father’s last night light blue talk:
“He is good young teacher who is teaching white flower girls at elementary school nearby the sea. Autumn night, he invited them to watch fireworks on the sea. There was cosmos flower field and they were watching fireworks nearby here for long time. It was good memory for them and he sometimes took photos of fireworks. Next morning, he showed any photos to them at classroom. These photos were beautiful view of fireworks that were lighting in black sky. They enjoyed watching them while talking about anything with classmates. Next, he showed negative of fireworks to them. It was a photo that black fireworks were expanding in white. They stopped talking and were keeping quiet. They were watching the sea from window for a while. “Let’s start to study subject of history,” he said loud after some minutes. And they started to study. Yes, there were all past and future of human beings souls in their hearts,” and to save Sister’s last night light blue talk:
“He is good father who is running stock farm with his wife. One day in spring, his friend visited at his home and talked about anything. He made two glasses of black ice coffee and gave a glass for his friend. Friend drank it after entering milk taken from cow. But he drank black ice coffee. “Why don’t you want milk?” friend asked. “Because my son is suffering for black and red world caused by leukaemia,” he answered, “I created chaotic room where many photos are putting on the wall for his family memories.” One day in summer, his son had recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies. It was the time when he entered enough milk in black coffee. It was rainy day. But he got 7 colors rainbow in his heart after it stopped raining,” and to save your father’s last night light blue talk:
“One day, capital development started in village where many people were living. A white flower girl was living with her mother and father at cabin in village. But power of capital is strong. Her family moved to house nearby the sea. She felt pain and sometimes in confused heart. She experienced chaotic purple heart at that time. So her mother sometimes invited her to the beach and watched bright horizon with her for a while. Her purple heart changed into light purple heart. Her heart was saved by motherly brightness. And her father’s hobby is playing golf in the mountain. Yes, her father’s will is light purple heart against all powers to save her heart,” and to save my last night light blue talk:
“They are good boy and girl who were going elementary school. His father is working at chocolate maker and her father is running candy store. One day, they learned about money stock in social studies. All classmates described any company stocks. He described his father's company stock. So she described her candy store stock. She thought her stock is the same as his stock. But his monetary unit was ten thousand yen and her monetary unit was one yen. After some years, she realized difference of it. Her heart was injured. It was cold winter. She gave him chocolate gift called “Last Chocolate” for him on St. Valentine’s Day. And he gave her candy gift on White Day. This candy was bought by his father at her candy store. And it was very expensive. We think it is best lovely tax for our heart,” and to save my childhood friend’s talk:
“One night, I went to the church and asked Father, “Who is genius for your heart?” “Blind orange flower girl is best genius for me,” Father answered, “She experienced hard pain and lost her eyes. And she came to my church and shook hands with many young men and women. She knew human warm heart at that time. After some days, her mother presented cross pendant for her. Yes, her heart has been in core of the sun. Time is stopping for her. All her dream is shaking hands with all cosmos Kings and Queens in the future. And we think her dream will come true. It is like all our desire for human equalities when all human wills are integrated into center line from normal distribution. All our wills are higher than cosmos expanding speed and any light speeds. So we are living in the dark. It is best friendship with all blind orange flower girls,” and to save your childhood girlfriend’s talk:
“What is 27th alphabet hidden in our hearts? It’s “//” that has no cross. There are upper right hand progressive white planet, center blue core planet Earth and lower left primitive red planet in our hearts. The cosmos is expanding from left to right. If progressive white planet humans succeeded in total animal lover liberation in the past, we will get white light from them. And our past animal lover blue hearts will reach primitive red planet humans now. And we will get total animal lover liberations among 3 planets. It's all our light purple revolution in our world. Present day, leukaemic little boys and girls can recover by high medical technologies. All our hearts will be good for their conversations when they are watching configurations in night sky.”

Core Image:
Digital clock on table for family of 4 on rainy afternoon

Reference 947
Guns n’ Roses “Greatest Hits” (2004)



Image:
Afternoon Rough Black Sea, you called “All your frictional black and white negative” to save all children souls when they had played write some words on gray fences by chalk in the World War Ⅱ
Words:
“How is the way to get 4 sharpness and one cross for your metallic heart?” Father asked me at church. I thought for a while and said, “It’s combination lines of “X” and line from upper left hand corner to upper right hand corner of “X”, and line from lower left hand corner to lower right hand corner of “X”. “Yes, 4 corners are made by Image, Words, Core Words, and Core Image in our hearts,” Father said to me, “Created 45 degrees 4 sharpness are like Queen of Spades in my heart. Crossing point needs no images and no words. It's good theory of my friendship with your heart at your daytime live acts.” And I shook hands with Father.

Core Words:
Cosmological chaos to save your childhood elementary school teacher’s talk:
“One day, many little children were playing sports at ground of elementary school on sports day. Many parents gathered at here and cheered by loud voices. In the afternoon, white flower girls were playing sports too. After this time, ground was filled with many clapping. Last night of this day, white flower girls were dreaming about their playing sports on next day. All dreams were good dreams under the sun. Their hearts created many extreme points in the space when rotation of the earth and earth’s yearly round occurred. And on this day, strong sunray created Banach space that has many extreme points and created so many distortions in the space. Yes, it was sunny wills to save last night white flower girls’ dreams.

Core Image:
Electronic negative white camera hidden in childhood crusty dreams

Reference 948
Deftones “Diamond Eyes” (2010)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your blind mystery to the world for my waiting first sunrise on New Year’s morning”
Words:
She is good blind young girl who lost eyes since she was born. She sometimes went to the church and prayed God for Jesus since her childhood. And after she reached woman’s estate, she met him for the first time. He shook hands with her when she reached right hand to him. He thought her warm hand was like motherly warmness when he had been in childhood. And she married him after this time. They started to live at small house together. Her daily life was holding many goods and thinking about role of them. Her first logic was next. “The sun had created many useful goods for human lives. For example, it was fork and knife made by metal, and radiation taken from some minerals.” And her second logic was next. “Our world has been supported by infinite sunny world. Demonstration for this theory is “27･2=54”. One point for multiplication is her black world in infinite sunny world. And 5 mean his 5 feelings. 4 mean her 4 feelings for their lives.”

Core Words:
All our frictional rock n' roll souls to keep friendship with Father who said next words:
“One night, one blind young girl came to the church and said to me, “All my pain is the world where is always against all my wills and denies all my blind souls. Yes, I sometimes need some orders to the world but almost humans deny it. A little human agrees with my wills so I think they are my true friends.” “I'd like to accept your confusions and I want to admit your wills,” I said, “So I sometimes talk about only my word against the world at public lectures. It’s “I deny all families in the world”. Almost people are shocked by my word and they start to deny me. But I think it will be my best word to keep friendship with you. And I want to say to my God at last time, “Please save all my sin with all blind girls’ lovely heart.”

Core Image:
Pen stand for memorial metallic white days

Reference 949
U2 “All that you can’t leave behind” (2000)



Image:
The Mediterranean Sea, called “All my human historical cooperation with sunny wills” to keep friendship with all white flower girls who are describing the sea at beach under the sun, to save Sister’s next words:
“What is education for your heart? You may think it is necessary for human lives to get money and to get fortunate life. Yes, all teachers taught you how to live in some competitions that all human races have been belonging. Next, I want you to image Northern historical humans. They had been living in the dark and the coldness. All their hearts always needed lightness and hotness. Their keyword was next. “A little hotness against a little fear” And they had succeeded in getting the sun and all they got security in the world. What do you image the same thing as this thing in our world? It's view of orange flower girl who is waiting at bus stop while gripping hand with her mother. Any cars are going on the road and she is feeling a little fear. Yes, it’s her heart of “A little hotness against a little fear” that Northern historical humans had felt in the past in my heart. Yes, it was their most important friendship with many flower girls. I think human education existed to explain this important friendship in my heart. So we think that next important thing is getting the world where many flower girls will never feel fears,” and to save your girlfriend’s next words:
“What is the most harmonic act in the past? She is good blind orange flower girl who went to the church with her mother and father at high noon in the World War Ⅱ. The church stood nearby the sea. Her father was soldier who will go to battlefield from now on. And her mother presented her a cross pendant that has 16 sharpness. She prayed god for Jesus while gripping cross pendant by left hand at just 12 o’clock. It was all her prayer for forever family heart and for all human spiritual pains and physical pains. I think it was best act for our hearts,” and to save my father’s next words:
“What is work for your mind? My second role of works is next. He is Siberian thief who came in a home and was going to steal an apple from icebox on Xmas night. When he handed an apple, he knew that blind orange flower girl was reading book by Braille in the room. He was watching her for a while. His conscience made him return an apple in icebox and he entered some blueberries in icebox. He stole some blueberries from blueberry field before this time. But he was captured by police just after he went to outside. His prison life started from this time. His father and mother sometimes went to his prison and met him. “Your act was good and we want to prize your heart,” they said to him. Then he was always writing some poems in prison. Siberian winter is very severe. We want to give some hotness for him. Yes, all labors give many frictions and much heat for him. It is all our kindness to prize all his acts,” and to save my mother’s next words:
“Do you know the reason why words had existed in our world? I think all our words are like any lights. We treasure new words and forget old words in daytime works, like old lights are leaving from us and new lights are reaching from the sun because the cosmos is expanding. And we listen to music and read books like treasuring old words and forgetting new words when many stars are lighting at night. And in holiday, we treasure new words and old words while listening to music and reading books. If you do it, you will be saved by new lights and old lights. And my mind for second role of words is next. Please image a young boy who is going elementary school. He was good boy who had been playing with friends at school but he was sometimes in bad manner when he had been going junior high school. And he did bad act after he graduated from junior high school. He was captured by police and his prisoner life started. His mother and father were sometimes going to meet him and gave any words for him. Yes, he got any words like any lights from parents. But his prison was in the dark so he was always reading books under a light bulb in the room like getting old lights. All words had been created for young boy like him to give any lights in my heart. I think many old scholars will agree with my thought,” and to save my girlfriend’s next words:
“One day, I went to the church and met Father. It was rainy day. I was going to ask one question that is important for all our lives. “What is deference between men and women for your heart?” I asked Father who lighted pipe by matchstick Sister had given. I think many human answers will be relationship between needing help of men and giving help of women,” Father answered, “But my second answer is one kind of relationship in today. Some years ago, a little girl went down between mother and father while gripping hands of them on stair at station. And she watched a little boy who went up alone on stair. He was in going orphans’ home. Yes, his father and mother divorced when he was in childhood. He thought her family gave good view for him. After some years, she became good young girl and he became good young boy. She went to the South and worked for many refugees, and he went to the North and studied philosophy. After she had finished her works, she went to the North and met him at my church accidentally. It was rainy day. He was handing blue umbrella and she was handing red umbrella. They prayed God and I talked about anything with them. Just before they went home, I gave green umbrella for them and said, “Please get this from my heart.” “Thank you very much for your kindness. I'd like to treasure this umbrella from now on,” he said to me and they went home. It was best day for my thought between men and women,” and to save astronaut’s next words:
“He is my childhood friend who had been going same elementary school. He was good boy in our childhood. But after he reached man's estate, he joined left wing party and did risky acts. He didn't have some works except risky acts. He had grown up in rich family so he was given much money from his father. And he married girlfriend who had joined left wing party. They used money only for revolutionary acts. After some years, he used last money for final acts and he needed some help from his father. But his father denied it. He lost all money. His wife worked at coffee shop. Their life was in severe life. One day, he found some photos in small paper box when he tidied in his room. He was in happiness for a while. It was light brown photos that color was changed from monochrome photo by spending long times. It was his memorial family photo taken by his mother in his childhood. Yes, his life is best for our friendship to keep 3 oranges. First orange is industrial revolution in the past. Second orange is monochrome family photo taken in his childhood. And third orange is his memorial family photo that color was changed into light brown in his light blue heart. We want to travel in space with him and to go to watch blue earth from space. 3 oranges are very small scale from the sight of far space. It will be best scale electron to put around a photon in our hearts. And it will be good for all our family space travel,” and to save my brother’s next words:
“What is money for your heart? Perhaps your friend must not pay money when you treat for your friend at coffee shop. We need money to live but all works are natural acts. Honestly speaking, we don’t have to think about money. So my second mind for money is next. He is a young boy who is living in prison and writing some poems everyday in winter. He endures coldness and is writing poems while eating breads. And when he had finished writing all his wills just before his being released from prison, he wanted to smoke and needed cigarette to warder. Warder gave a cigarette for him and lighted on it. I want you to remember the time when you went to restaurant and ate foods with family when we were in childhood. After we had finished eating, father paid paper money at cash resister. It was value of labor at cooking. Do you think it was like frictional payment act to keep friendship with young prisoner boy when warder gave a fire for him. Yes, it isn't necessary to think about money. It is one kind of unseen terror in our minds. And you will get free in your mind for a while,” and to save Father’s last night next words:
“A long time ago, a Father was living at home nearby the church. I think he was my good friend. He sometimes went to the church and worked for unfortunates with Sister. “What is work for your heart?” Sister asked Father at church on rainy day. “I am always imaging about leukaemic little girl who will recover from leukaemia by high medical technologies in the future when I think about work,” Father answered, “She had been in happy life in her childhood while being saved by motherly and fatherly help. And after she recovered from leukaemia when she reached woman's estate, she joined left wing party and was sometimes doing risky red acts. I think she may not be able to forget black and red memories when she was sometimes suffering for black and red world in her childhood. And one day, she was captured by police and started to live in prison. She wrote many poems and her parents sometimes went to meet her in prison. And after her being released from prison, she was living with her parents at home and she decided to part from many friends of left wing. But all neighbors were cold for her heart even if they knew she was suffering for leukaemia in the past. And one night, she wrote a word on diary. “Humans who understand my heart are only my parents.” it was most important hidden word for her heart. And it was most beautiful blue core word for my heart.” “Yes, I understood,” Sister said to Father, “We must save her only blue core hidden word in our cold world. And all frictional works must be keeping blue core heart friendship with her,” and to save Sister’s last night words:
“What is law in your heart? Yes, you think role of law is getting social safety. It's good and my second thought about law is different kind of things. One day in autumn, a white flower girl went to the mountain with her family and watched red leaves in the mountain. After they went home at night, she told about beautiful red leaves intently for long time while eating dinner with her mother and father. Her mother had put some white roses in black vase and put it on table. It was heavy vase that her mother prepared before they went to the mountain. Heavy base is like heavy books about law for my heart. Heaviness created distortions in space and created Banach space to save her intent heart. And a famous politician was living at home nearby her home. He knew her very well as friendly neighbor who is living nearby her home. On this night, he was captured by police. His sin was sending much money to big company to success in his evil plan. Yes, many neighbors gathered nearby his home to watch his captured view. Their hearts of high tension created many extreme points in space to save her intent heart too. And any cameraman flashed lights at his view by cameras. It was frictional imaginary orange space to save his next blue core hidden word. “All my act was getting friendship with all white flower girls’ hearts,” and to save my mother’s last night next words:
“Who is the most beautiful couple for your heart? I think it isn't a couple of King and Queen. There were little boy and girl who were living in orphans’ home. Their parents divorced so little boy and girl started to live at here. One day, new paper moneys were printed by the power of nationality. Famous man face was printed on 10 thousand yen paper money and famous woman face was printed on 5 thousand yen paper money. Little girl thought that famous man face is like her father and little boy thought that famous woman face is like his mother. So they decided to work at restaurant as waiter and waitress after they reached man and woman's estate. Yes, all their purpose was collecting paper moneys not getting money to live. Their dream came true and they married. Their marriage is very beautiful and is keeping high core level magic that paper money had created. It is best that you think about your friendship with them and you use frictional fingers when you are counting paper moneys.”
Words:
One day in the morning, I went to the church and met old Father. “Do you know funniest story in the world?” Father asked me. “No, I don’t,” I answered, “Please speak to me.” Father started to speak next story to me. “A long time ago, there was marketing company in the north. Chief of this company was very clever. He got much money by selling many goods to people. He became rich but he didn't care poor people who were suffering for poor lives. There was orange flower girl in poor people. She was always watching sea waves of window nearby her mother at home. You may think she is strange. Yes, almost people may think so too. So a black young economist decided to support company called “Black marketing company”. He invested much money for marketing company in the North. On the one hand, marketing company became big company. On the other hand, many marketing companies failed and lost all money. Success companies held any parties and managers drank all night long. Drunk rich people played in night city and failure became vagrant at park. Yes, it was crazy. Please remember orange flower girl who is always watching sea waves at home again. Do you think she has true heart for all human beings? Yes, it is all my worldwide view.” “Thanks for your good story. I want to be in some confusions for a while,” I said and shook hands with Father.

Core Word:
All our light blue hearts to save all flower girls’ risky red happy dreams

Core Image:
Black vase for white rose hidden in hearts

Reference 950
All Images Blazing “Change!” (2022)



Image:
Black Night Arctic Ocean, called “All your risky prayer to keep friendship with all blind girls”
Words:
Xmas Eve night, I went to the church and listened to Father’s talk.
“My son was born as blind child in Northern Europe. And Sister's daughter was born as blind child too. And I thought of one idea. It was best idea when I think about future. I told my idea to my wife, Sister and Sister's husband. And they agreed with my idea. I sent my son to orphans’ home and Sister sent her daughter to orphans’ home too. Yes, I had expected good future for them. They fell in love with each other as I thought. After some years when they were living at orphans’ home, and when they reached mans and woman's estate, they married at my church on December black night. I asked doctor that they are operated on eyes to watch the world very well. Their operation was succeeded by high medical technologies. It was Xmas black night. And they were afraid of black night stars and moonlight after they could watch the world on December 26. And they could see picture of mother’s face each other on December 27. They could see picture of father’s face each other on December 28. And they could see their self-portrait and they understood they were father’s son and mother’s daughter on December 29 because their faces were like each parental faces. And they decided that they start to live with us on December 30. Our family was created by me, my wife, Sister, Sister’s husband, and them. And on December 31, my son started to write some poems. I'd like to call my son as Jesus. All our world is family. I spent 6 days to get true world.”

Core Word:
All our purple to need all human equalities in the world

Core Image:
Electronic night black leaves hidden in hearts

Reference 951
Ginevra “We belong to the stars” (2022)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your positive thinking” to keep friendship with black young girls who enjoy eating foods with friends at party in the mountain, to save my father’s next words:
“Do you know theory of explosion in our world? According to the theory of Big Bang, the cosmos had started from the scale of the top of matchstick. Once explosion had occurred, world would be expanded to big world. And now, world scale and the top of matchstick scale may be able to compare with solar system scale and electron scale. And when all stars had exploded in the cosmos, our technologies will create new world. First, we will create second sun in second cold world. And I want to ask young black man who had worked as slave in the past. “How many suns do you need? If you need 2 suns, you will escape all coldness in our world.” But he will answer next words. “Don't worry. I don't need more suns. I need only one sun. I can't forget warmness of gloves sent from my mother on cold winter morning when I worked as slave. It was my electronic morning lovely dreams,” and to save Father’s next words:
“She is good black wife who has been living in Harlem. She had grown up in poor family but I was expecting that she will be good wife. Her father asked her in her childhood, “I wish you are little match girl to help my family.” “I will be glad to accept your proposal,” she answered. It was her past motherly blue light word. And after she reached woman’s estate, she married and started to work as office lady. Her family is created by her grandfather, grandmother, her father, mother, her husband, and her. Just after her starting to work, she bought 6 piece of fruits cake by first income and ate it with family at home. “Thank you very much for your kindness,” her mother said to her. It was past motherly orange word. “I will be glad to live with you in the future,” she said to her mother. It was her past motherly blue word as well as word in her childhood. I think it is the reason why sunray is white in my heart,” and to save my mother’s next words:
“All our world is like metallic square created by upper left hand human blue joy and upper right hand human yellow happiness, lower left hand human orange anger and lower right hand human light blue sorrow. Overlaps of 4 parts create white cross. It means our life. And our white cross creates dark heaviness for us who stay in white cross. It means our works. And dark heaviness creates black cross. It means our night. Your works may be painful white. But it will be best for your heart,” and to save Sister’s next words:
“He was good black young cameraman who insists anti-racism. He took many photos while going to Southern countries. And he married black young girl and saved family of 4. It was his life from red to green. When he reached old age, he got prize and succeeded in free of many black slaves. It was his life from green to blue. His last work was taking photo of the sun in South Africa. It was good view of white sun. It was called as “Banach white for negative black”, and to save my black boyfriend’s next words:
“One night, TV show took place on TV program. Many my friends were watching it for long time. It was talk show about historical racism. White young and black young were talking about it. And just before ending, white young asked, “What is view of human history?” “It was view of history for King and Queen,” black young answered, “Perhaps some humans may be living in planet where had been created by highest technologies and they may be waiting for our getting highest technologies as well as Kings and Queens were waiting for civilized society by using powers of black people. “I understood. I think it is red theory,” white young said, “But human history created any political rules to save black souls in the past. I think it was saving black families. It is my green theory.” “What is blue theory to save our theory?” black young asked. “It is all my heart to keep friendship with you on this TV program,” white young answered. Yes, it was good ending for our hearts.”
Words:
One day, Father called astronaut at church. And astronaut talked about the cosmos to many children who gathered at church. His last words were next.
“From the sight of the moon, we can watch blue Earth and Earth's white clouds. All our works in the earth are like frictional orange. Blue, white and orange create white chaos. White clouds are past parental souls. All young thoughts will be saved by white chaos created by past parental souls with our works in the Earth.”

Core Word:
All our secret words hidden in my blue core and your crusty orange

Core Image:
Metal dish for some fruits

Reference 952
Prince “4EVER” (2016)



Image:
Caribbean Winter Night Rough Sea, called “All your imaginary diamond” created by Northern historical autumn increasing coldness and decreasing hotness, and Southern historical spring decreasing coldness and increasing hotness
Words:
Do you know a little girl who cares about our mystery world? Her interest was in outside 2 sides square and inside 1.414 sides square of natural 2 scale circle. She thought outside square means 2nd metallic hearts of King and Queen and inside square means 1st metallic hearts of Father and Sister. And she wanted to continue to study about all mysteries of worldwide truth.

Core Word:
All our diving into risky place to save Sister’s next words:
“What is neighborhood? A long time ago, a white flower girl was in fever at west home in winter. Her mother cared about her all night long. It was red life for my heart. And young girl knew this truth from father at east home and thought that west home family need is light blue life to save red life. Yes, young girl started to work busily and it was her hidden light blue heart. After some days, a white flower girl recovered from fever. It was just sunrise on Sunday morning,” and to save Father’s next words:
“Do you know the reason why many humans are living in country where is keeping 4 seasons in a year? A long time ago, Northern humans were living in the dark coldness and southern humans were living in the dark hotness. Northern humans created many thoughts, ideas and studies that were issued in many books. Southern humans produced many delicious hot foods by using gold, silver and bronze coins. And some Southern black Kings and Queens came to the North bringing some foods and ridding on horses. Yes, these foods were very delicious for Northern humans. And Northern humans asked Southern Kings and Queens. “Let’s create the sun and start to trade between Northern books and Southern foods by ships on the sea.” And they succeeded in creating the sun and in trade on the sea after long stormy days. Yes, I think Southern Kings and Queens couldn't forget Northern coldness to keep friendship with Northern humans. And Northern humans couldn’t forget delicious hot foods that Southern Queens had given. It is the reason why we are living at home where 4 seasons are keeping in a year,” and to save your mother’s next words:
“What is sunshine word in our hearts? It is my simply question. One day, Southern little boy asked his mother, “What is the end of the world?” he is refugee who is living at wild ground with family. “It is the fact that all humans will be loser or all humans will be winner in the far future,” his mother answered, “But all night stars teach us, “It is nothing that all humans will be losers in expanding cosmos. If all human souls are forever, all humans will be winner and this word is sunshine word in my heart,” and to save your next words:
“What is the most harmonic view in the past?” In the world war Ⅱ, Father and Sister, orange flower girl and white flower girl, orange flower girl's mother and white flower girl's mother were standing and watching sunset at grassland in country. Their circle may be called “World 15”. Many dragonflies were flying in the air. It was black and red view. Just 6 o'clock, they prayed god for all their pains of the war and expected peaceful new world after the world war Ⅱ, which we’d like to call “Father's will to get back to the past and Sister’s will to pray for painful truth from the sight of compound eye,” and to save my next words:
“After all stars exploded in the cosmos, we will need 2nd big bang. Left wing minds will be going back to the past to keep friendship with Northern historical humans. 9:00 PM will be best time for it. And they will talk about human pains, fears and sorrows. Right wing minds will be going to the future to keep friendship with highest technical planet humans and to hold many parties surrounded with many color flower garden under the sun. 3:00 PM will be best time for it,” and to save Sister’s last night words:
“What is the most important word for Northern historical humans? A long time ago, Northern young boy and girl wrote one word on metal plate by chisel each other. Their 2 metal plate words were same. It was “Happy Birthday”. They believed that 2nd world will be race world under the sun. Their important thing for the future was thing of leukaemic little girl who will be born on January 1 after leap year. When she is 4 years old after spending 1461 days, doctor said to her mother, “Her remained life is 3 years” and her 7 years old birthday after spending 2556 days called “World 6”, her mother wrote “Happy Birthday” on chocolate plate by white cream for fancy cake when she is in bed. She recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies before her 8 years old birthday after spending 2922 days. It is all Northern historical hidden word to believe in human kindness in the future.”

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious red flower hidden in hearts

Reference 953
Dream Theater “Live at Madison Square Garden 2010 (2023)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a bottle of white wine, called “All your Northern historical heartful orange” to save Northern historical surveyor’s anxious light blue heart, to save Sister’s morning talk:
“What is the most beautiful play in the world? A long time ago, there were little girl and little boy in village. She was in poor family that was running cheap candy store and he was in rich family that was living at castle. One day in the morning, he was walking alone on mountain road and met her. It was a fine day. She was sitting on grassland alone and was counting number of leaves under a tree. “How are you?” he asked her. “Fine, thank you.” she answered and beckoned him. He sat on nearby her. “Would you like some small chocolates?” she asked, “If you pay one leaf, you will get one chocolate. But if you pay 2 leaves, you will get 5 chocolates from me.” He took 2 leaves from tree and handed them to her. “Please give me 5 chocolates,” he said. He was given 5 chocolates from her and went home. He spoke this happening to his mother at dinner. Next day, his mother brought him to cheap candy store where little girl's mother was staying. And his mother made him buy expensive 5 candies. It was a rainy day. Little girl was watching this view from back of room while standing and thinking that her act was necessary thing. Rainy days continued for a while. And crops were biggest in village in this year,” and to save Father’s morning talk:
“She is good little girl who had grown up in rich family and her best girlfriend had grown up in working-class family. She was born on January 1 of leap year. On her 5 years old birthday after spending 1827 days, her mother said to her, “You must be a human who will save unfortunates.” Her blue core heart was brought up from this time. On her 9 years old birthday after spending 3288 days, she called her best girlfriend for her birthday party. Her best girlfriend said to her. “I understood the reason why sunny color is yellow, because our friendship is forever when I will be with your blue core heart under the sun.”
Words:
She is good young teacher who has been teaching children in the Middle East. “Why did you choice works of teacher except house works and office lady?” I asked her. “Because I need white core in my heart. My frictional writing on blackboard creates imaginary orange with best blue friendship. It’s my 1/3=0.3333…choice among teacher, house works and office lady. My imaginary high core level creates white core.” “For what do you need white core?” “One day, old boys’ and girls’ meeting took place at wild ground nearby school stood by wood. They were my 1st pupils. After meeting, all they wrote “Thanks!” on blackboard by white chalk. Blackboard was filled with many words of “Thanks!” It was new white lights for my heart. And my white core will be best to save all their new white words.”

Core Words:
All our imaginary peaceful orange to save all daytime working-class black and red

Core Image:
Black vase for mountain lily hidden in hearts

Reference 954
Queen “Bohemian Rhapsody” (2018)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant nearby crater lake, called “Best equilibrium among my heavy works, motherly wills and your wills”
Words:
He is good computer programmer who has been working at company and has been saving family of 4 since he is young. One day, depression came in his Country. It spent longtime to recover. His brother was working at company as technician and saving family of 4 too. But his brother was tired at overtime works, so called him by telephone at night. “I want to rest for a while and I may choice retirement,” his brother said to him, “And I may need some help from you.” “I understood,” he said to his brother, “But there is one condition to help you. It is our creating family of 10. Our new family will be good family created by our father and mother, my daughter and son, your daughter and son, your wife and my wife, you and me. His proposal was accepted by his brother's will. And their mother gave some money to help his brother. Many mothers prepare much money to save their son. It is very natural. His nickname is “Type Master”. It is best name to express his attitude.”

Core Words:
All our hidden blue hearts to save Sister’s words:
“What is the most important harmonic hearts in the world? One day, orange flower girl lost her mother. Yes, orange flower girl had been in happiness only when she was with her mother. So she is thinking about something when she is going the beach and is watching sunrise with her father. It was her heart that the world is one sort of error. If almost humans are living without thinking about doubt of the world and living in happiness, it won't be harmonic world. So we must be always with some humans who doubt the world. Yes, it will be good friendship with her and it will be good harmonic world,” and to save your words:
“What is the best number for our hearts? It’s 80. A long time ago, marriage ceremony took place in village. 20 young men married 20 young women. And 20 sons and 20 daughters were born. Yes, 20 fathers saved family of 4 each other. The number of village people is 80. It will be best number to keep friendship with white flower girl who is watching sunrise with her mother at beach after she lost her father,” which we’d like to call “All our getting back to the past heavy bright place where forever family conversations will be existed in,” and to save my words:
“He is good Northern young who had grown up in working-class family. One day, he was talking about today with his girlfriend at coffee shop. “Do you know how to go to most primitive past place to keep friendship with Kings and Queens?” he asked her after lighting cigarette by his matchstick. “No, I don’t. Please talk,” she answered. “It’s easy,” he said to her, “All our hearts had gone back to most primitive place after I lighted cigarette by my matchstick. It is good travel. After we arrived at there, we go to upper left hand Northwest village and meet Northwest King and Queen. And I play poker with them. 2nd, we go to upper right hand Northeast village and I play poker with Northeast King and Queen. 3rd, we go to lower left hand Southwest village and I play poker with Southwest King and Queen. 4th, we go to lower right hand Southeast village and I play poker with Southeast King and Queen. It is my “Z plan” with you. Each my winning probability is (1/3)=0.3333…. Yes, my total winning probability is (1/3)^4=0.012345679. “Hidden 8” is put in your pocket as “8 of hearts”. And we go to Northwest village and meet Northwest King and Queen again. And you hand “8 of Hearts” to Queen and say to King, “This is Earth’s historical word to express all our hearts for human equalities.” Yes, all our marks in each village will express by 4 sharpness changed from “Z” to “8”. It will be best travel to save your heart.”

Core Image:
Window of cigarette shop in the old days

Reference: 955
Joy Division “Substance” (Remastered 2015)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your Northern historical moonlight sunny primitive will to create the sea and support by trade on the sea and to explain that no more heavy works otherwise the earth will be filled with seawater, to save Sister’s words:
“He is good elementary school teacher. One day he held poker game. 36 pupils gathered and each 3 pupils played poker. First winners were 12 pupils and second winners were 4 pupils and last winner was one little boy who had won by 4 Queens and Ace of Spades. Little boy was tired at all and he was suffered for fever at night. His mother cared for him all night long while sometimes changing cold wet towel on his forehead and he was saved by mother's diamond ring put on her fourth finger. Next morning, he could watch light blue sky and recovered from fever. His red heart became forever. All classmates were worried about him but were relieved after they met him at school next morning,” and to save Father’s words:
“I'm always living without drinking at home. But I had drunk only one time in summer. It was my joyful drinking with Sister at church. There is large ground nearby my church. Many little boys were playing baseball in summer. He is good little boy who is ace pitcher. He always showed good pitching to us. And any little girls were cheering for his good pitching. There was orange flower girl in these little girls. She was always with her mother and watching his pitching. Yes, it was her first love with him. One day in August, he was in slump and allowed 6 runs in baseball game. It was a little happening for us. And he was loser at this game. And he was tired at all and showed red face for a while. After almost little girls went home, only orange flower girl was watching light blue hydrangea at garden for long time. It was most beautiful view for us at sunset. All losers are very beautiful. And I started to drink with Sister for long time at night, and to save Sister’s last night words:
“He is good vagrant who had lost all money at casino. He is always imaging some views and living at park. His important view is the story of King and young girl. He is winner planet young and she is white flower girl who is always keeping quiet. She is living in planet where is surrounded with the sea and 4 continents filled with only with white flowers. She is living alone at cabin nearby the river. And he rid in UFO and came to her planet to meet her. Yes, cosmos was at the time when all stars had exploded and all things would be frozen. He could meet her and needed to shake hands with her. She was standing for a while and he could see her tears that were shinning by moonlight of window. But she held out her hand. And she shook hands with him. And all humans in the cosmos knew this truth and created heat waves from their hearts. The cosmos got much heat from their hearts and could escape from coldness. This time was starting point of 2nd world. This is our story for all humans in the future.”
Words:
After the World War Ⅱ, a blind old man recovered. He could watch the world and he was shocked by all views after the war. In the war, he imaged his own world by many sounds. These were hard sounds and small sounds of daytime or nighttime. After his eyes recovered, he was always watching view of window. For example, it was blue sky, white clouds and blue mountains. “I know good girl who is always watching sea waves of window at home nearby the sea,” his friend said to him. “I understood,” he said to his friend, “I think she is my best girlfriend in our new world.” Yes, he is best believer for our world.

Core Word:
Silent night on snowy winter

Core Image:
Black vase for blue cosmos hidden in hearts

Reference 956
Bob Dylan “Shadows in the night” (2015)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your 7-6-5 road” created by 7th purple, 6th vertigo and 5th blue when you remembered 7 colors rainbow in your childhood to keep friendship with all leukaemic boys and girls who recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies, to save Sister’s words:
“What is the most peaceful view in the world? I think it is many people who are drinking under cherry trees in Japanese spring. Yes, all people had experienced that 7 colors rainbow from inside purple to outside red and sub-rainbow from inside red to outside purple were expanding in the sky after the rain in their childhood. And all my heart of heat waves will be created by frictional cherry leaves in wind,” and to save Father’s words:
“Do you know the most mysterious view in our world? One day in summer, I went to the sea and was watching sea waves for a while. And it started to rain heavily with hard sounds of thunder. I opened my umbrella. I was waiting for stopping rainfall. After stopping rainfall, I could watch little boy who was watching 7 colors rainbow with his mother at far place. They were standing for long time while watching rainbow under the sun. And I knew that they didn’t have umbrella. I thought only they were staying in other world. It was my mysterious experience in old age.”
Words:
She is good young girl who is always keeping quiet. She described orange sun for view of sea horizon for the first time. It’s called “Heat Waves”. She is my good girlfriend after this time. And next, she described an orange and blueberries. It’s called “2nd Heat waves”. And I decided to describe picture called “Silent heat waves” for her.

Core Word:
All your needs for brightest sea horizon to save today’s black and red world

Core Image:
Black vase for unknown green leaves hidden in hearts

Reference 957
Brian Eno “Small craft on a milk sea” (2010)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All my nihilistic purple heart when I was playing poker with little boy on grassland at high noon and I lost to his 4 Aces,” to save next letter from young boy student to his mother on fine Monday:
“Dear my mother, I think you feel pain by civil war. I think your finest color is red. So I sent red roses bouquet with this letter. Please treasure my lovely red,” and to save next letter from young girl student to her father on fine Monday:
“Dear my father, I think you feel pain by civil war. I think your finest color is blue. So I sent blueberries basket with this letter. Please treasure my lovely blue.”
Words:
One night, I was talking about some logics with a philosopher in dark room. Half moon of window was shining. “Are all logics infinite or limited?” I asked him, “If logics are limited, human equalities won't be created because there will be difference between 100 logic understanding humans and all logics understanding humans.” “Don’t worry,” he answered, “All logics are infinite. But it is enough that there is only logic in our world. It's the fact that we are living under sunny love in daytime. If we live in this only logic, we will be able to get friendship with all creatures that need any lights. And we think about any logics in night time. It’s special thinking time to live with many friends. And only sunny logic is best for our usual life. My both ideas are like our prayers at 12 o’clock.”

Core Word:
All your needs for brightest sea horizon to save my friendly blue and your sunny yellow

Core Image:
Black vase for unknown red flower hidden in hearts from the sight of unknown family reunion in the future

Reference 958
Brian Eno “Lux” (2012)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant, you called “All your one day a week longtime away from home to meet friends” to enjoy many more longtime eating blueberries with family at home
Words:
He is blind Father who is always staying at home nearby the church in the mountain. He is good prophet, because he said that the world will be frozen soon. Yes, I was afraid of his word at first time. But he said that he hides one word in his heart. His sunny color is red like after the sun will expand in far future. And he said to me that the sun exploded for his heart and the world started to be cold. His world view was friendly world. We can travel to all over the world and can get friendship with many foreigners even if the world is being cold. Yes, his hidden word is “Friendship”. But the world is very cold. He said that it will be caused by cold orange given from white flower girl who met him nearby the sea in winter.

Core Words:
All our today's imaginary all homes negative orange to save Northern historical friendly blood and blue stars night sky just after getting the cosmos

Core Image:
Window of North European black night cigarette shop nearby big church when orange flower girl is dreaming space travel and blue shaking hands light waves at home in winter from the sight of power in the dark when young girl is swimming the backstroke with her family in the pool under the sun after she had recovered from leukaemia in spring, called “Best coldness in too much heat”, and when black mother got up by a little light of her diamond ring at sunrise when she was praying God for family reunion while sleeping at church after her son escaped from South African slave and got free, called “Best equilibrium between coldness and hotness”, and when you care about red flower shop under light blue sky at coffee shop while watching American first female President on TV

Reference 959
Joy Division “Unknown Pleasures-Collector’s Edition” (2007)



Image:
Autumn Night Black Sea, called “Sister’s chocolate plate gift” for young man who came from North Europe alone and is expecting good future for his mother and father
Words:
I went to the church and met Father on Xmas night. It was rainy night. “Do you know all my difference of dream and truth?” Father asked me and made two cups of coffee. “No, I don’t. Please tell me,” I answered. “My father was running sheep field in my childhood,” Father started to tell, “There were many little sheep at here, so my little friends were coming at here and were playing with them. One day, my little best boyfriend came at here and played with me and little sheep. His smiles were very good. But it started to rain after this time. Rain changed into heavy rain and it started storm with thunder. We ran in my home soon but there wasn’t little sheep at sheep field. And my dream started after this time. It was dream that a little sheep was brought by angel into the sky and was playing with angel in any lights. I want to believe that my dream was truth. If all truth is P and my dream is Q, “P→Q” will stand. P is the cosmos and Q is chaos for my heart. And “P=Q” stood at that time. Yes, worldwide truth is chaos for me and I want to pray for all our worldwide chaos.” I thought that his words were caused by Father’s animal lover heart. And I drank a cup of coffee with Father.

Core Words:
All your Xmas night eyes to save Father’s words:
“She is good black young mother who saves family of 3 created by her husband, her little son and her. She is working on simply controlled work at industry to save her family with her husband. Her works are very heavy. Her value of labor force may be equal to labor. It is view of her son. But I think her value of labor force is disposable like exploding stars in the cosmos for my heart. And I want to believe in her son's heart too. Yes, her son's heart is like right wing of dove and my heart is like left wing of dove. And my crossing point central heart is a candle fire for the time when she is reading Testament for her son who is lying bed just before sleeping on Monday night,” and to save Sister’s words:
“She is little match girl who had grown up in working-class family and had had lovely dog. She started to write diary and poem at that time. Her first green thinking was that all human lives are like in central green world of 7 colors rainbow and it explains “1/7=0.142857” called good number for her mother and father. And she reached woman’s estate. Her second red thinking was that even if she loses her life, world won’t be changed. And she thought that it explains 3/7=0.42857 called “Outside parts of 7 colors rainbow”. And she married young boyfriend and saved family. Her third blue thinking was that all human lives are like stars in Milky Way. It explains “X/(X-1)→1, if X→∞” called “No changing lovely world by expanding cosmos X and all her animal lover writing 1,” and to save your words:
“In the old days, young Father and Sister were talking about anything at church in the Soviet Union on New Year’s Eve night. “I'm afraid of national powers because their powers forced to decrease the number of our friends,” Father said, “Now, our friends who came to our church are very little. I sometimes remember my childhood memories when I was in family love. I think human lives will be in best when large family enjoys talking about anything among fathers and mothers, sons and daughters. All my studies are reading only Bible. It is my best book.” And they went homes nearby the church each other. New Year's morning, many their friends and people came to the church. Father was surprised. But Sister said to Father calmly. “I sent many letters to each friend and people. All my words were taken from Bible and I added some words to them. I’d like to call it “Sunny blue core invitation,” and to save my words:
“Why are almost humans working in daytime not working at midnight? She is Scorpio who had been suffering for leukaemia in childhood and had recovered in young age. Her childhood memories are good but she sometimes remember memories that she was suffering for bad dreams at midnight. And now, she is good student who is studying at school in daytime. Yes, almost humans chose daytime work not midnight work. It may be friendship with her, which was caused by all wills of night configuration souls.”

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious white rose hidden in hearts from the sight of surprise at watching night stars in country for the first time

Reference 960
Dream Theater “Images and Words Demos 1989-1991” (2022)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at restaurant, called “All your any conversations about today,” to save Sister’s last night words:
“All my God is head and tail that had existed for many goods. And my spiritual head and tail are “To save the world” and “To save all unfortunates”. A long time ago, human created the sun to save the world and to escape from all their pains. Sunray supported all our studies and works. But we don’t have to forget electromagnetic waves in the cosmos. Please image an always keeping quiet white flower girl who is studying by PC alone in dark room at night. All her friends are young boys and girls who use PC to exchange E-mails all over the world. They are good friends for her. Yes, she uses head and tail. Tail is like human natural unseen heart. Head and tail are most important things for me,” and to save Father’s last night words:
“All my God is head and tail. One night in February, blind girl came to my church and prayed God for Jesus. She had a cold orange and handed it to me. She said that outside wind is very cold. After some days, I called my young friends who is going art school and took a photo that my friends are shot with blind girl. Yes, she can’t watch all my friends’ figures. So we started to create sculptures of friends’ figures. It was called “All our negative friendship”. It spent 4 months. In June, we succeeded in creating these figures at park. We called her and she understood their figures by using her hands spending long time under the sun. And in October after 4 months, I held party where my friends gathered with her and we drank and ate foods. “Winter is near. Please enjoy enough for our friendship,” I said to her. “Don’t worry,” she said to me, “My cold orange was changed into warm orange in my heart by the grace of your friendship.” Yes, head is daytime and tail is nighttime for my heart.”
Words:
What is the most beautiful red act in the world? He is good barber who is running barbershop in country. One day, he was informed it from gentleman who visited at his shop. It was that worldwide depression will come soon in their country. Yes, it was truth. After some days, many unemployed were born in their country and they started to live at park. He thought of good idea and he called many unemployed to his barbershop. And he cut their hairs like short Mohican. He needed no cash from them. Many Mohicans started to live at park. Many people were afraid of this happening but many white flower girls thought it is funny thing. And they kept friendship with any white flower girls. And gardeners asked them to work to help to create gardens at park. Yes, many unemployed were saved by the grace of his idea called “Beautiful friendly red act”.

Core Word:
All our imaginary negative light orange

Core Image:
Show window of personal computers at night

Reference 961
New Order “Power, Corruption & Lies-Collector’s Edition” (2008)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All your frictional repeat between pain and happiness” to save our cold world
Words:
One day, I was talking about anything with Sister while walking on the street. “I am always walking on the street everyday while searching my best boyfriend to image King for my heart,” Sister said to me. “Who is your King?” I asked her. “My King is a young boy who is reading book at beach under tree on Friday the 13th,” Sister answered, “I thought he was reading novel. It is good black and red story. Sky was light blue at that time. His red feelings were saved by light blue sky and changed into white chaos. And his black feelings and white chaos would create frictional imaginary orange world. It is my answer for all homes world. Yes, I always believe in orange flower girls' heart when she is being with her mother on the street at sunset.”

Core Words:
All your expectation of all homes friendly world in the future, to save Sister’s next words:
“What is school for your heart? I think you may think about any roles of school. And my main role of school is next. She is little girl who is going elementary school. She likes studying but she has no friend because she don’t try to converse with friends at school. So she was sometimes watching white clouds of window alone at school. And she thought “What is the world in white clouds?” and she felt good expectation in white clouds. And she went to library and studied about white clouds in the sky. She knew clouds are created by small ices and cloud world is very cold. It shocked her. And her solitary school life continued for a while. Her teacher cared about her heart. And teacher commanded many pupils to play any ball games at large ground. It was frictional imaginary orange to save her imaginary cold world. And she felt first love with little boy who is playing soccer when she is watching from study room alone. It was fine day and I think teacher had done good role of school,” and to save Father’s next words:
“What is school for your heart? I think you may think any roles of school. And my main role of school is next. He is little boy who is going elementary school. He had no friend because he didn't try to converse with friends at school. So he was sometimes watching some birds that are flying in the sky. And he thought little birds will be best friends for his heart. So his teacher commanded many pupils to stand bird watching circle. And he joined this circle. His heart was changed when he went to the mountain and he was watching many birds with his classmates. It was best blue friendship for him and I think teacher had done good role of school,” and to save Sister’s last night next words:
“What are the most important 3 worlds for your heart? I had experienced 3 worlds when I went to North Europe with Father in winter. My first world is black world at black night when I was being with Father on mountain road. 2nd world is black mountain and orange sky when we were watching first sunrise. It was all our Jesus bloody world. And 3rd world is green world under blue sky after sunrise. It is all our light blue world. When 1st black, 2nd brown and 3rd light blue worlds were mixed, we can get gray world. It will be best world to image all homes orange world in the future,” and to save Father’s last night next words:
“Who is human you want to save? Many people visit at my church and pray God for Jesus. For example, they are white flower girls, college students and company fighters. They come alone daytime or nighttime. All people had grown up in good family love in their childhood but they are sometimes in pain they can't endure after they belonged to society. It may be their unseen terror, fear or sadness. Yes, all my theory is very simple. They are humans I want to save.”

Core Image:
Window of cake shop at sunset on orange flower girl’s birthday

Reference 962
New Order “Movement-Collector’s Edition” (2008)



Image:
Japanese Night Sea at sunrise, called “Memorial cross created by black horizon and red sunray”, to save leukaemic little boy who wrote poem called “Black hearse and red mail car that is running on road from right to left”, before he recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies
Words:
He is good gentleman who is running casino. But visitors were always a few at his casino. So he needed some advices from Mr.K. Mr.K was good to help his business. Mr.K called many riches who were friends and they started to play many games at his casino. On the other hand, they won some games and their utility level became high. On the other hand, they lost some games and their utility level became low. But after some nights, almost riches had lost much money and they finished playing games. Yes, he got much money and decided to continue his casino for all his life. And Mr.K was parted from him. But there was different kind of purpose for Mr.K. One night, Mr.K called orange flower girl's family from capital to eastern park nearby casino when many riches were playing games. Orange flower girl was surprised at beautiful night stars at here. Her utility level was very high. And when many riches had lost their money, her utility level became top. Mr.K thought that any girls can be Queen and can have rights to be Queen.

Core Words:
All your frictional black and white to get imaginary orange to save your father’s friendly words:
“Next is my W and M story. He is good writer. From young age, he was writing while growing up in poor family. And his father lost money and he went to capital. He started to working as laborer and created logics and stories. It was his resistance created by his peaceful core heart. One day, he met musician who was poor as well as him. Any musicians read his writings and created music according to his wills. What is their true purpose? It was getting diamond created by combination of W and M to present orange flower girl who enjoys with family on her birthday midnight after her mother called out many friends' letter words for her and she was tired and slept for a while, until party was finished just after her parents trust in her joyful tears at 12 o’clock midnight”, and to save your mother’s friendly words:
“Next is my W and M story. She is good writer. From young age, she was writing while growing up by good family love. There was her best white flower girlfriend who is always keeping quiet. But white flower girlfriend enjoyed reading her books that treasure today’s world above all things. Yes, her books were only one happiness for white flower girlfriend as well as zero periods in all human history. One night, she went to piano concert that white flower girlfriend was playing for some audiences. It’s called “La La La Song”. It was best music to get only one happiness for her,” and to save Sister’s daytime words:
“There are many arts in the world. For example, these are music and picture, book and movie. And they chose some colors for their arts. For example, these are blue friendship, light blue feeling, family green, orange feeling, red blood relationship, purple shooting wills, and more. And we can get white light, because their choices are random. I think white is best color to save orange flower girl who is watching baseball game that took place on grassland where many children gathered to enjoy playing games and watching games,” and to save Father’s nighttime words:
“What is humanism? There are many arts in the world. And they chose any colors for their arts. And I feel black after I was praying God for Jesus. And we create gray world by random choices. It’s my imaginary orange in the dark. There must be orange flower girls who enjoy being with family for their birthday in the Earth. All my black needs are saving them.”

Core Image:
White vase for mysterious red flower hidden in hearts from the sight of core of magma

Reference 963
TOTO “TOTO-Collector’s Edition” (2014)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at night restaurant nearby Japanese Sea, called “All your conservative heart created by centrifugal force of minute hand from lower left hand corner heart to upper left hand corner heart when you remembered Japanese artistic cultures, to save Sister’s morning words:
“What is forever peace? All our historical wills had created right normal distribution on XY plane. X is revolutionary heart degrees and Y is relative degrees of humans. Our technical progress suggested many beautiful powers from past to now like joining art circles. And it will continue in the future. And our hearts will move from revolutionary heart to conservative heart. Yes, we will get 2nd left normal distribution in far future. It will be best for all human hearts,” and to save Father’s morning words:
“He is good husband who is living at cabin nearby mountain with his wife and parents. One day in the morning, he went to lake with his wife and took photo toward mountain under the sun at 9 o’clock. It was good photo that mountain reflected on lake was taken with mountain under the sun. And it was best sunny word that we must treasure “Conservative painful home heart”, and to save Sister’s afternoon words:
“What is freedom in our minds? I think it will be created between left conservative normal distribution and right revolutionary normal distribution in the future. There is no war and no difference among human beings in here. Yes, there is only friendship in here. I believe in our freedom like our cross pendant put on neck,” and to save Father’s afternoon words:
“He is my good Japanese friend who is working as laborer. One night, I was drinking with him at bar while playing poker. He won by 4 cards made by 4 Aces and 1 Joker. “Please listen to my best joke in my heart,” he said to me. “Tell me,” I said, “I’d like to listen to your heart.” “It is my peaceful freedom,” he started to tell, “If we can get total peace in the world, all American soldiers will return to American home and start to enjoy living with family in home Country. And all Japanese military bases will be used for Japanese soldiers and there will be many remained rooms where nobody is living. Yes, it is best for our friends to be living in remained spaces. It is freedom for us. There will be enough cloths, foods and houses to use for us. I am always talking about freedom when I am drinking alone,” and to save your last night words:
“He is good orange flower girl’s father who had been working as laborer in capital. His select of family life was best. When she was 5 years old, he went to cabin nearby the sea with her on her birthday and enjoyed party with his family. Yes, all her like of sounds were the sounds of the sea. They went home in capital soon but it was her best memorial birthday. And when she was 6 and 7 years old, they went to same cabin on her birthday again. And when she was 8 years old, he selected this cabin as “Forever Home” on her birthday. Yes, he started to run sea house with his wife. It will be his best choice for her who is being joy when she is listening to the sounds of the sea. And I’d like to call it “Kingdom of Free”, and to save my last night words:
“One day, I held daytime outdoor live concert nearby the sea. It was called “The sounds of the sea”. Many audiences gathered and I thought I succeeded in my concert. But my friend said that we failed because orange flower girl was going beside my concert space and went away soon with her mother being careless of my sounds on beach road. Yes, his words shocked me. But after some days, I was given a letter from orange flower girl’s mother. It was sent to my home. Her letter was long written on 18 papers. This letter said that she bought my compact disc and enjoyed listening to my music with her daughter. I got joy and started to write letter for her. After I sent my letter to her, I was looking forward to touching her left heart by daughter’s hand because my letter was named “Motherly heartbeats for my friend who is in happiness feeling wind in the welfare state,” and to save your girlfriend’s words:
“What is mean of the cross created by black horizon and red sunray reflected on the sea at sunset? A long time ago, China eastern general was watching evening glow at beach nearby inlet after the end of the war. There were Northern cabin and Southern cabin on land of inlet. And China girl was reading novel and when she finished reading it in Northern cabin at sunset, she felt chaos. And China orange flower girl was watching sea waves in Southern cabin at sunset and she felt cosmos. Yes, red sunny will and Eastern general heart and orange flower girl’s heart were created cross by connections of their hearts. It is like black and red cross made at sunset,” and to save my boyfriend’s words:
“What is our today’s works? It is artistic works. Main actresses are orange flower girls. All our works are giving many goods for them and expanding our artistic hearts. They like any goods. It will be good times for creating new arts because they feel happiness and joy. We can image their joy when we are watching many goods in the world. It is the time when new arts will be born. It is like blue friendship with them and we will image frictional imaginary orange when someone is counting paper money somewhere,” and to save my morning words:
“When I was in high school days, there was a lot of violence by students and my heart was sometimes in chaos. And I was doing bad manners by degrees. My mother cared about my heart. But I didn’t listen to her heart. One night, my mother brought a piece of cake and a cup of coffee for me when I was absorbed in playing guitar. “Oh, thanks,” I said to her and ate cake and drank coffee soon. After I finished eating and drinking, I want to sleep and I fell asleep in bed for a while. And my mother brought cake and coffee for me every night from this time. And I could do best playing guitar mysteriously. And I finished doing bad manners at high school. And I reached man's estate and became musician, my mother told me, “I put a drug in your coffee every night when you are in high school days.” “I understood,” I said to her, “I am sometimes telling to my friends that it was like magic green to get purple with my friends,” and to save your morning words:
“She is my good girlfriend. She used to read picture book in her childhood. After she entered elementary school, she enjoyed reading many books. And she was interested in human equalities in the world when she studied at junior high school. And one day, she talked about something with white flower girl at school. She made a promise with white flower girl by linking each other’s little fingers for their forever friendship. It was her light blue heart to the world to keep blood relationship with me,” and to save Sister’s morning words:
“One day in the morning, entrance examinations are going to be held at Northeastern college and Northwestern college. There were 2 ways toward Northeastern and Northwestern colleges. Yes, many students were going on 2 ways. But there were a few students who chose center way between 2 ways. There was no college or buildings even if they went on center way. There was only grassland behind center way. They came here to take examination of college. I think they changed their wills on their way,” and to save Father’s morning words:
“They chose center way and gathered on grassland. And they started to play poker sitting on grassland. At high noon, one boy student won by 4 cards made by 4 Aces and 1 King of Hearts. “Do you want to be King?” other girl student asked. “No, I don’t,” he answered, “All our King is unseen human heart. There is no human King for me.” Yes, it is all our story that poker had created our world,” and to save Sister’s last night words:
“I could succeed in space travel. One day, I talked about anything at coffee shop with white flower girl who is always keeping quiet everywhere except at home. She spoke anything to only me and sometimes while drinking with me. “There are no complaints in my heart because I could talk with you,” she said to me. And I continued to drink till sunset. After I parted from her, I was watching evening glow for a while. Yes, I could experience best time only in today. She called our encounter “Friendly red away”, and to save Father’s last night words:
“He is good pianist who went away from capital to country. He decided to live at cabin nearby the lake in the mountain and created music by using left hand. It was long rainy days. He felt red called “Lost the world”, orange called “Back to home”, yellow called “One kind of joke”, green called “Future world”, blue called “Future friendship”, indigo called “Future acts”, purple called “Future risky acts” in white chaos. And he returned to capital and created more music by using right hand at cabin nearby the sea. It was long fine days. He felt red called “Fighting world”, orange called “Family hotness”, yellow called “Depression under God”, green called “Painful days”, blue called “Logics world”, indigo called “Logics acts”, purple called “Risky logics acts” in white chaos. All his music was called “Music Communications”. It was his good work,” and to save Sister’s today’s words:
“She is Japanese good mother who saves family of 3 created by her husband, her little daughter and her. One day in summer, she went away from home to country by train with little daughter and visited at cabin where grandmother is living nearby the sea. After their lunch time, it rained heavily and 5 colors rainbow expanded in the sky after rainfall. They were watching it for a while and grandmother said. “All our writings are like sea feelings by using 5 senses. Once we read book, we got sea feelings. It will be good blood relationship with all flower girls. And all our reading is like rebirth of past 5 senses to image story by words. All our smallest wills are going to put on atoms of water and get rebirth in the Earth. You had better go home before sunset. Red sun says that going away is risky.” And they enjoyed talking about anything while drinking tea before going home.”
Words:
What is freedom in technical far future? I think all unfortunates were suffering for worldwide cold powers. Their purple shooting existed against cold powers to clear vectors around their hearts. But if their purple shooting become blue friendship except risky red, it will be best for them. And they will search red heart when we can get true friendship with them. Yes, they will be saved by evening glow at hill on large ground and they will feel some kind of pain remembering all pains from past to now. It will be best purple shooting in all our friendship. It is all their freedom where exists all our blood relationship.

Core Word:
All my belief in your heart when you are watching my childhood photos

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious white flower hidden in hearts from the sight of our childhood hearts

Reference 964
Bob Dylan “Shadow Kingdom” (2023)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at home nearby the sea, called “All your white and red saved by horizon”, to save Sister’s morning words:
“He is Japanese good little boy who had been suffering for leukaemia in childhood. He recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies. He sometimes remembers that he played shogi with his brother just before he started to suffer for leukaemia. He was very tired at playing at that time. But now, he could win after he was fighting with brother while playing and thinking. Yes, he had experienced the end of the world in black and red in the past and experienced the start of the world from red to white at home. We’d like to treasure friendship with him for long time,” and to save Father’s afternoon words:
“In the end of the year, I traveled to Hawaii by airplane alone and watched first sunrise of New Year’s Day. And I went to the beach and was closing eyes under the sun for a while lying on the beach. I felt good wind and blue sky when I opened my eyes. And I thought about far future after all stars exploded in the cosmos. I expected orange light to save all unfortunates and blue light to congratulate when all unfortunates will be saved to get white lights. After I returned to home Country, I played chess with my friend at home. We want to fight for all human equalities. I thought about it again,” and to save your morning words:
“What are the most beautiful theory and demonstration in the world? In the past day, orange flower girl's family moved to cabin nearby the sea against the world they had been living. Orange flower girl's father and mother worked at farm, and sister was always being with her. They got many friends who cared about orange flower girl by degrees. Sometimes they walked beach road with her and watched blue sky, green leaves, sunrays on the sea, and evening glow. After 4 years, she told one word to her mother by small voice. “My home is blue Earth.” Next year, Gagarin traveled to the cosmos and said that the Earth was blue. It will be best theory and demonstration for us,” and to save my morning words:
“He was good Japanese student who had been going to Japanese college till 22 years old. He met her for the first time. She was girlfriend who joined same circle. They were sometimes doing risky acts against the world. “This world must be one kind of error,” he said to her. And he married her after they graduated from college when they were 22 years old. And they moved to Australia and worked at farm in country. They got 9 children and had been keeping conservative hearts till they were 62 years old. But, after they reached 40 years old, their sons and daughters started to move to capital gradually. And last son moved to capital when they were 62 years old. “This world must be one kind of error,” his wife said to him. “I think so too,” he said to her. And they moved to Japanese country and their new life started till 80 years old. Their 2nd lives were 18 years. And their hearts returned to revolutionary hearts while working as farmer. Their total revolutionary hearts were in anti-clockwise 40 years in Australia and conservative hearts were in clockwise 40 years in Japan too. They got hearts of wings to go to the sun,” and to save your afternoon words:
“He is good computer technician who has been studying about far future technologies. He had grown up by many books concerned about science in his childhood. He sometimes remembered red sun at sunset after he recovered from fever and when his mother was reading a book for children. Now, his studies are concerned about big red sun when the sun will expanded and all planet Earth humans will move to other planet in the future. His purpose is treasuring all stories when his mother was reading beside him in bed in his childhood,” and to save Sister’s afternoon words:
“One night, a white flower girl came to my church. It was a fine night when full moon was shining. She was a junior high school student who is always keeping quiet. But she told a little word only to me on this night. I thought her pain is my pain. “What is the world you want?” I asked her. “It is very simple,” she answered, “There are many flower gardens and there are many boys and girls who want friendly flowers.” “Why are you always keeping quiet at school?” I asked her. “It is very simple too,” she answered, “I think almost people will hate my lovely orange flower fallen on the road in the rain. If I am keeping quiet at school, almost students will hate me. I want keep friendship with my lovely orange flowers fallen on the road for all time. It is only reason why I am always keeping quiet at school.”
Words:
He is good rock musician and she is his best boyfriend. Almost his songs are black and red world. For example, “Let’s create new world for you, “I'd like to present red rose for your daily simply heart”. She thought he is risky. One night, she wants to tell him true heart because she fell in love with him. But it is very risky. Next morning, she decided she will part from him. It was her selection. She was going to hand chocolate gift to him and to say “Goodbye” in the train on St. Valentine’s Day afternoon. On this day, when she rid in train with him, she met his parents who were sitting on seat accidentally. He was surprised too. “Today will be best day for my life”, he said when she watched his parents’ smiles and shook hands with them. She changed her own will. And they went to restaurant and ate dinner and she presented chocolate gift for him when she finished eating dinner with his parents and him.

Core Word:
All your belief in high probability world saved by an unknown book

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious white flower hidden in hearts from the sight of Northern top of the cosmos

Reference 965
Brian Eno “Apollo-Extended Edition” (2019)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured at outside park, called “All your black and red chaotic home stay TV watching saved by the sun”, to save Father’s morning words:
“Why are light blue fruits rare? I think it caused by next student story. He is good Northern friend who is studying away from home. His purpose is searching many truths in nature. There was his best friend who is working as artist. His mind color is blue and his friendly mind color is red. They were sometimes talking about their future while eating grapes. And just before New Year’s Day, he returned to country where his family is living. He was bringing light blue fruits for his family. They were rare fruits he had searched and bought in secret. And he was talking about light blue fruits to his mother and father for long time while eating hot foods his mother prepared. It was a good day for him who needed family green above all things and it may be the reason why light blue fruits are rare,” and to save Sister’s afternoon words:
“I sometimes remember good view when I was young and went to Japan in winter 1969. It was a memory when I went to big park and returning to station. I could watch good couple who is going from college to park against sunset. Their body was shadow black against red sun. Left young woman student and right young man student were keeping hand in hand and putting other hand in pocket of coat. I thought his left hand means keeping worldwide power in the dark and his right hand means against worldwide power, her left hand means against worldwide power and her right hand means saving worldwide power in the dark. Yes, his right hand and her left hand are keeping hand in hand that means against worldwide power. I felt this black and red view is beautiful,” and to save your last night words:
“Do you believe in existence of our 6th sense? We are listening music, reading books, watching TV and more when we are living in our room alone. But if we are living alone and doing nothing, we will feel anxiety. It may be one kind of 6th sense created by room in the cosmos. All humans can't feel happening in the cosmos. For example, all listening can be felt only in the air. But I think all rooms are one kind of material, so we may be able to feel changing in the cosmos, which may be created by all creatures’ joy and anger, sorrow and happiness in the cosmos. So our lonely anxiety may be caused by many creatures’ sorrow in the cosmos. I’d like to treasure friendship above all things in the Earth,” and to save my last night words:
“One night, my manager handed some income to me after I finished exciting live act at club. And he said to me that there may be white hole in the cosmos. I knew existence of black hole in the cosmos and all our wills in the room will return to the past in here. Yes, I can get all past wills in the cosmos. “If there is white hole in the cosmos, all our wills in the room will go to next world and we will escape all wars,” he said. And he said that almost studies can’t explain existence of white hole. I pay no attention to his talk and drank a cup of black coffee he made,” and to save Father’s last night words:
“One night, young boy came to my church. So I invited him to my private room. “What is role of church?” he asked me, “Cosmos is expanding so I thought my best act is going away from home.” “I understood,” I said and answered after I turned room light out and lighted candle by my matchstick in dark room, “It is my heart that treasure friendship above all things. Which do you like Testament or some blueberries?” “I had been forced to read Testament again and again at school, so I want blueberries.” “It’s good,” I said and handed some blueberries to him. He ate them soon. “What you need from now on?” “My blueberries are core logics of Testament.” “I understood. All you want must be my going home. Is it truth?” “Yes, it is.” “Thank you for your kindness.” And he went home. It was my best work to call all boys and girls “All my friends”, and to save Father’s New Year’s morning words:
“Who is beautiful woman in your heart?” I asked. “She is beautiful girl in my heart,” a sociologist answered, “She cares about social rules and human rules. And she believes in human peace.” “She is beautiful girl in my heart,” an artist answered, “She is orange flower girl who is always watching sea waves at cabin where her family is living with her. Her mother sometimes hands her left hand by right hand. And her cabin is surrounded with many flowers and there is church nearby her cabin. It is my harmonic view. Her heart is always connected with harmonic view like the cosmos at night. Yes, she is beautiful girl who is keeping harmonic heart with cosmos.” “She is beautiful girl in my heart,” a philosopher answered, “She is young girl who treasures human equality in the world. Her works are saving many unfortunates and she believes human peace and social rules. And she likes flower garden under the sky. Yes, she is beautiful girl who is keeping green heart to get purple heart in the world.”
Words:
He is Japanese good father who saves family of 4. One day, he was walking on the road with his son who is going college. “Why is sky blue beautiful?” his son asked him while watching the sky. “It’s very simple theory I had created,” he answered, “What will you do if the war started in Japan?” “I’ll fight against the war.” “Yes, it’s very natural. And you drank waters everyday. White lights go through all waters. And water will change into blood in your body. All bloods will be kept in heart and in blood vessel. But your bloods are kept in the dark like our body is saved by sleeping. And our vessels are blue. It's blue soul to save your red soul to get purple shooting against the world. And your red soul will be saved by light blue like sky blue under the sun. It is the reason why sky blue is beautiful.”

Core Word:
All your belief in Sister’s diary note book in autumn when she is going away from home where you trust in

Core Image:
Window of bowling alley when you are absorbed in midnight reading book till breakfast and our Country is in civil war, and when leukaemic boys and girls are suffering for black and red world in the Earth

Reference 966
Joy Division “Still-Collector’s Edition” (2007)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All my black and red civilized friendship saved by your heart,” to save my father’s afternoon words:
“He is good writer who is sometimes writing short stories at home. He uses right hand thumb, first finger and second finger. He is thinking about his thumb as blue, his first finger as red and his second finger as orange. His first finger red exists for keeping light blue communications in the world. It is his white chaos and it is his first choice. His second choice is getting second finger orange and getting thumb blue to get second white chaos. Orange is image and words and blue is core image and word for his heart. You will keep friendship with him in white world.”
Words:
One night, Father said to me at church. “I expected that one fire woman will be born from magma. Fire woman is born from volcano one time in ten thousand years. She will join refugees in the Middle East and give many help for refugees. Her insistence is building society for refugees. It will be called “Northern historical blood”. I want to keep friendship with her and to put a metal ring on her little finger.”

Core Word:
All your imaginary wills from far place in the cosmos or from core of magma when we are listening to classic concert with family

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious white flower hidden in hearts from the sight of changing world when orange flower girl is going on road nearby the sea with her mother while wearing white cap on her head

Reference 967
U2 “Songs of Surrender” (2023)



Image
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at restaurant nearby the sea in the afternoon, called “All your forgotten past wills toward all our future,” to save Sister’s morning words:
“She is good white flower girl who is rarely talking with me or other students. But her eyes are very beautiful like she is talking some words by her eyes. She was always sitting beside window in classroom at school and sometimes watching outside view of window. One Monday morning, she started to keep quiet at school. “What is happening for your heart?” I asked. She was keeping quiet and looking at my eyes by her beautiful eyes. She continued to keep quiet till Saturday in 6 days. And she told next words only to me by small voice on Sunday morning. “Sunday afternoon in last week, I went to white flower garden nearby the sea with my friend who is ridding on wheelchair. I walked on the road while I cared about her by both hands on handles of wheelchair. Blue sky was expanding and there were many white flowers from our place toward far place. We were watching white flowers for long time. It was my best friendship I want to treasure in my life. And when church bell rang at church nearby the sea, I knew her heart was changed so I watched her side view from back place of her. I could see her tears that were shining on her left cheek. There were no words between me and her. There were only sunshine words for our hearts. I thought I need no speaking for a while from this time.”
Words:
“Do you know my core reason why Jesus was crucified?” one day, Sister told me, “Jesus had known that all unfortunates won't be saved only by Father’s powers or white doves' white lights and believed that labors can save many unfortunates. And Jesus legs and head was lost in my heart. There were leukaemic boys and girls who were suffering for black and red world and having blue bird in cage. One day, leukaemic little girl’s blue bird died. And Jesus left hand was lost in my heart. Laborers created castle for little girl’s family. Little girl got happiness with laborers. Many people who had known this truth got central core heart. And Jesus right hand was lost in my heart. Remained Jesus soul went up to the sky with many laborers’ soul like blue bird.”

Core Word:
All your self-sacrificing belief in brightest future of leukaemic little girl who had recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies

Core Image:
Black vase for mysterious white flower hidden in hearts from the sight of white flower girl’s diary note given from Father

Reference 968
Tears for Fears “Rule the World” (2017)



Image:
New Moon Night Rough Black Sea, called “All your Northern historical frictional friendly orange” to save my hidden blue, to save Sister’s words:
“I knew good gentleman who said the Cold War was good. When he was young, he met his childhood girlfriend at shopping arcade accidentally. It was cold winter. She was in a time when she bought bean curd at food shop. She was a girl who had grown up in poor family. After some days, he started to work as waiter at restaurant. Next summer, she came in restaurant he was working. She came with family. “Hello, I’m glad you could come,” he said to her and ordered cold bean curd for her family, “This is my present for your family from me who had studied and played with you in the Cold War,” and to save Father’s words:
“Do you know the biggest motherly business in our world? She was Japanese good mother who saved family of 3 with her husband. But her only son was little boy who was sometimes suffering for leukaemia and black and red world. So she gave 70 thousand yen for him every month. The place for 70 thousand yen was drawer of his study desk. Yes, he could buy many toys by this money and could play alone. But he deposited almost money. And when he was young, he could recover from leukaemia by high medical technologies. He ran away from his home and went night city every night searching more free and used money his mother had given. After some years, he lost all money at casino and went home. There was nobody at his home. He asked neighbor where his mother and father had gone. Neighbor said that his father is living in other Country for business and his mother is working as hostess in capital where is in far place. His mother was repeating engagement and breach of promise again and again. She collected many jewels and rings from fiancés and was living by selling them. But she didn't forget to enter 70 thousand yen paper money in drawer of his childhood study desk every month. One night, he could find much money from drawer of his childhood study desk. He stood company by using these moneys. He could succeed in his business and married his girlfriend. Yes, he saved family of 3 created by him, his mother and wife.
Words:
One day in summer, family of 5 went to the beach with 3 friends. One young son was leukaemia and 3 friends were his best friends. He remembered childhood memories when he had gone to the beach with family. It was created by his 5 senses of good sea view, feeling sea winds and smell, sea sounds, taste of juice. When they were watching the sea sitting on the beach, he experienced bad feeling in fever. He was brought to hospital. He experienced black and red world based on 5 senses memories and bad expectation from this time. His parents, brother and sister worried about him all night long. And he recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies in the morning after 5 days. His memories are denoted by “M=∑5･(0.1)^T (T is times of 1,2,3,4･･･)”. And his experiences will be denoted by “0.5555･･･×3×0.6666･･･×5=5.5555･･･”. He returned to home and ate some fruits with family. His friendship and family love are forever created by blue, red and green.

Core Word:
All your night talking about leukaemic little boy who told last desire on the last day of his remained days before he recovered from leukaemia and his mother made his desire come true

Core Image:
Electronic negative black camera hidden in childhood crusty dreams

Reference 969
Deftones “Ohms” (2020)



Image:
Upper right hand corner of a glass of white wine you poured for me at home, you called “All our human historical first square,” to save Sister’s last night words:
“She is pretty orange flower girl who had been always with her mother or father when she was little girl. When she was young, her mother presented circular figure watch for her at watch shop nearby the church on Xmas Eve night. She liked this watch very much. But her friends are nothing because she wanted to be always only with mother and father. Her mother had cared about this truth since she was little girl. So, buying her watch was her mother’s plan. After 4 years, her mother presented square figure watch for her at watch shop nearby the church on Xmas Eve night. It was a snowy night. She was surprised at coldness of this watch. On Xmas night, she watched total eclipse of the moon for a while with her mother. It was a fine night and a silent night. After this time, her family moved from capital to country and started to live at cabin nearby the North Sea. She liked sea waves of window and she was sometimes watching sea waves for long time. New Year's Day, many New Year's cards were sent for her from her new friends who have been living nearby the North Sea. She could get many friends. It was her mother’s magic called “1461 plan”.
Words:
What is role of Japanese peace? In almost other Countries, there are civil wars and military powers are very strong. But there is no civil war in Japan. I think it is Japanese mysterious magic. In the period of Edo, there were 4 classes created by the samurai, farmers, carpentries, and merchants in Japan. Almost merchants couldn’t be samurai by social rule. But now, all upper-class can be merchants by studying something. I think all Japanese minds may be merchant hearts after the World War Ⅱ, to get true human equalities. It isn’t bad and it is best. I sometimes image castle town warm hearts in Edo when I went to Japan.

Core Word:
All your solitary belief in positive thinking about many cultures and about expectation that all coldness will be saved by one heat wave when orange flower girl's heart wave was overlapped with many humans’ heart waves in far future

Core Image:
Black vase for realistic white flower hidden in hearts from the sight of Father's private room where you are drinking with our friends who had kept friendship with metal plate writers expecting “No sorrow no war in peaceful future” thinking about coldness after all stars will explode in the cosmos and about next big bang at the time when all orange flower girls will be in happiness, which we’d like to call “Fateful lemon for all human beings”, and thinking about bright sea horizon when little boy is enjoying with family in the car on beach line in summer after he recovered from leukaemia, which we’d like to call “Northern historical cosmological revolutionary hearts”

Reference 970
The Beatles “Now and Then” (2023)



Image:
Northern Night Calm Lake, called “All our primitive red” to get light blue saving, to save Sister’s last night words:
“She is good Japanese orange flower girl who is always feeling family love from her mother and father. One night, in winter, her parents brought her to mountain road with her friends and they were watching stars in the sky for a while. And her parents started to go to top of the hill of road. This mountain road on hill was like figure of half circle. And after parents waved to her, they went away to foot of the hill and their figures were lost from her sight. It was new moon night. She thought it was mysterious and she was watching night stars with her friends for long time. After this time, she was absorbed in watching night stars with her friends. Her parents traveled to the North Europe and watched many art exhibitions on black night. And after 15 days, her parents returned to her home and met her again on full moon night. Her happiness continued for long time from this time and she was being in joy when she was watching night stars with her parents. She got cosmological family love at that time.”
Words:
Present day, the civil war happened in the North Europe in summer. This war continued during half year. Winter black night, some soldiers went into tunnel and ate potatoes each other while keeping quiet. They were tired at all and experienced depression each other in the dark. After they had finished eating, they heard humming like little girl and woman were singing in the dark. All soldiers were listening to humming for a while. And sounds of humming were going away to far place. And they could watch white light and light blue light that were shinning at exit of tunnel. White light was moonlight reflected on wheelchair and light blue light was blue cap under moonlight. They watched little girl who was wearing blue cap and sitting on wheelchair brought by her mother. All their black and red hearts was saved. It was just time when church bell rang and the civil war ended.

Core Word:
All our belief in childhood memories when many black and red worlds had existed

Core Image:
Black vase for realistic red flower hidden in hearts from the sight of old parents who had experienced so many black and red worlds in the past

Reference 971
All Images Blazing “Crimson Red” (2021)



Image:
Lower left hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All our Northern historical technical blue future” when orange flower girl is wearing white baseball cap and being with her mother and father, and watching bright sea horizon at beach under the sun
Words:
She is good white flower girl who is going junior high school. One day in summer, she went to the beach with family and watched white flower garden nearby the sea. And just before sunset, she could watch blue bird that is going in the sky and blue butterfly that is fling above white flower garden. She remembered boy and girl who are going same school and said “Hello” without constraint. And when she was watching evening glow with family, she felt like it said next word. “If you forget blue bird and blue butterfly, there will be no future for us.” We’d like to call this word as “Northern historical high core level forever word”.

Core Word:
All our belief in white flower girl's home heart when her mother told her that she can feel 1461 sunny hearts in 4 years during the cosmos rebirths

Core Image:
Black vase for realistic white flower hidden in hearts when orange flower girl is watching 7 colors rainbow with her parents at beach, called “All fatherly main-rainbow heavy blue core heart waves and all motherly sub-rainbow light blue outside heart waves”

Reference 972
The Beach Boys “Sounds of Summer” (2022)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of red wine you poured at home after I lighted cigarette by my matchstick, called “All our thinking about philosophy” to keep friendship with all black slaves who is working in nature, to save Father’s last night words:
“He was good leukaemic little boy who had been living in North Europe. Winter black night, his father and mother invited him to black coffee shop created by black color on his birthday. And they ate supper while talking about anything. And next, they went to white restaurant created by white color and they drank juice and ate cake. It was good memory for him. After some years, he recovered from leukaemia by high medical technologies in summer. Summer white night, his father and mother invited him to black coffee shop again. But they understood that black coffee shop was created by dark green color. It was true color that explains all our hearts for dark green leaves,” and to save Sister’s last night words:
“I think if Gogh is living in today, he will say next words. “All my soul is blue so my core logic hidden in “Sunflower” is blue. Internet is good because it will expand my blue soul to the world. But I want to be saved by yellow heart that someone will feel in depressive heart in today’s world. It is the reason why I like drinking lemon squash when I am talking about white dwarf with white flower girl who is always keeping quiet and sometimes talks only with me in summer,” and to save your last night words:
“I think all our authority is orange flower girl's joyful tears when she is being in joy with family. And when our core logical purple hearts and human light blue hearts are added, strong white light hearts will be created. It is the reason why our main dish is salt taste,” and to save my last night words:
“I think all my authority is your self-sacrificial blue hearts when you help some sorrows of orange flower girl. It is the reason why our dessert is sugar taste,” and to save all our last night next words when we were drinking. “When we went to Japan for Japanese tour, we felt Japanese friendly kindly warm hearts. Japanese foods were very good. Time was when Japan had been in high speed economic growth. So we created one plan. We had created blue core logics in all songs, but it was risky because many listeners accepted our song as red hearts. And our purple hearts were created with our friends. And many people denied our songs and felt light blue hearts. But it was best for our plan. Our purple hearts and other light blue hearts will save all Japanese past friendly orange heats and it will create strong white to keep friendship with all our Japanese friends. It is all our take-and-give theory for our worldwide deadly friendship from past to now”
Words:
A long time ago, orange flower girl moved to country from capital with family on December 1. And they started to live at cabin in the mountain nearby the sea. It was new moon night when they started to live. After this time, she was sometimes watching the sea, white flower garden, morning glow, and moonlight. On December 16, she watched the total eclipse of the moon and she was absorbed in watching red moon in night sky. She could understand whole of the world. And she enjoyed living with family for a while. New Year’s night, she watched new moon again at night. We’d like to call new moon word “We want to believe in red to keep friendship with your home heart and all our role had finished.”

Core Word:
All your belief in black created by any water colors

Core Image:
Black vase for unknown red flower hidden in hearts from the sight of diamond mine to present diamonds for all black mothers in Harlem

Reference 973
Rolling Stones “Hackney Diamonds” (2023)



Image:
Lower right hand corner of a glass of white wine, called “All our light blue feeling” to keep friendship with your red heart when you are joining antichrist party, to save old Father’s last night words:
“She is good Sister who is 32 years old. Xmas Eve night, she spoke funny logic to other Sisters. They listened to her logic intently and enjoyed talking about it with her. It was their joyful time. She talked about imaginary new watch that was created by 16 hours a day and 320 circular degrees a day. According to her new watch, one circle is divided by 8 parts. Yes, she wanted to explain that her new watch is best to talk about Adam and Eve. But next Xmas morning, she started to go home to attend Xmas party with her old mother and father. It took place from 2:00 pm. And she enjoyed talking about anything and eating foods with her parents. Of course, her watch was usual watch that was created by 24 hours created from a day and 720 degrees a day. One circle is divided by 12 parts. She believed in 120 degrees light blue, orange and purple overlapped by upper blue, lower left red and lower right green, because she was presented silver watch from father on Coming of Age Day.”
Words:
“I think there are many hidden military information in each Country but there is no hidden military information in Japan because there is no military power only in Japan. But I think there is best hidden information in Japan. Please image purple cosmos flower field in autumn. Orange flower girl is watching it with her mother under the sun. I think it is historical peaceful hidden information to get strong white and to save many Japanese children in Japan.”

Core Word:
All your belief in metallic silver to save old people in warm heart future

Core Image:
Black vase for positive red flower hidden in hearts from the sight of hard world in the future

Reference 974
The Doobie Brothers “The Best of the Doobie Brothers Live” (1999)




All sounds are sadness.
All images are pictures written by pencil in my heart.

I am Japanese.
This is continued in next issue.



Appendix (My novels):




メビウスの赤面鏡 (Mobius Red Surface Mirror)



　夕暮れ時、戦場の教会で青い目の兵士が神父に尋ねた。
「私の息子、娘、そして妻は無事だろうか。私はそれだけが知りたい」
　神父は答える。
「安心しなさい。みな無事だ。私は君が来る前に、君の妻からの手紙を受け取った」
　兵士は安堵して尋ねる。
「窓から見える夕日はなぜ目に優しいのか？」
　神父は彼の左肩に手を当て、答えた。
「それは、夕日の赤い光が君の青い目を求めているからだ」
「それは紫色の意思か？」
「そう。好戦的な世界から生まれた、君の反戦的な強い意志だ。私にとって、それは実に刺激的で美しい」





　　　　　一章　　青い発端



　　　　　　　1

　冬の日差しは熱意の中に閉じ込められた期待だ、と彼は思った。
　永遠の冬などは心に存在しない。ただあるのは、灼熱の夏の記憶に呼び起こされた気概だけであった。
　今は、高度情報化時代。
波打ち際で乱反射を繰り返す日の光を求めるように、彼の心は今、安堵の中にある。

山形ミクロは大通りわきの人通りの少ない歩道を一人歩いていた。
日曜の昼時なので、車の往来もまばらだった。
辺りのビルの立ち並ぶ光景に彼は歴史的な威圧感を感じた。
交差点に着いて信号機が青になる前に、彼は腕時計を見た。十二時七分前。正面には待ち合わせ場所の喫茶店がある。
彼はホッと息をつき、信号機が青になると歩き出した。

喫茶店は横断歩道を渡ったところの左側の３階建てのこぢんまりとしたビルの二階にある。
彼がビルの階段を上がり、喫茶店のドアを開けて入ると、秋田新月が、ガラス張りの窓際の席でコーヒーを飲んでいた。
「どう？　調子は」
　彼はコートを脱ぎながら、彼女に向かって気軽に声を掛けた。
「まあまあ」
　新月はコーヒーにミルクを入れて言った。
　彼がコートを脱いで椅子に掛けると、ウェートレスが来て、無造作に水の入ったコップをテーブルの上に置いた。
　彼はコーヒーを注文すると言った。
「ロシアが核実験を強行した。国連で核軍縮会議が行なわれている最中に」
　彼女は、かき混ぜたコーヒーを一口飲むと言った。
「アメリカはそれを非難しながらも、次の核実験に備える･･･」
「そういうことになるかな」

　山形ミクロと秋田新月とは大学の同窓会で知り合った。
　もっとも、大学といっても、お互いに中年になってから社会人として入学し、学位をとるという稀なケースである。
　新月は学問についての興味、あるいは、自分の職場体験から生じた問題意識についての卒業論文をまとめたという真摯な入学動機からだった。
　一方、山形は若い頃に大学を卒業したものの、就職はせず、アルバイト生活の後、会社に就職し、社長の勧めで社会人として大学の経済学部に入学したという経歴をもつ。
　彼としても、経済学を学べば、彼の、役員から見た株は上がり、給与アップへの期待があった。
　新月は小学校の教師を仕事としているだけあって、至って素朴ないでたちである。
　いつも細い黒縁のメガネをかけ、セミロングの髪型をして、薄化粧である。
　冬には、丸首の地味なセーターの上にベージュかグレーのコートを着ていた。
　山形は、いつも白いワイシャツの上に安物のスーツをまとい、ダークグレーの厚手のコートで寒さをしのいでいた。
　地味という点では似合いの男女だった。

　店内は徐々に混み合ってきた。
　ビジネスマン達の休日出勤ランチタイムである。
　騒がしい昼間の日常を感じた。
　ウェートレスが彼の前にコーヒーを置くと、彼は話した。
「情報化社会の今、ロシアの社会主義者とアメリカの資本主義者が会って、トランプゲームをした。社会主義者のもち札は、4、8、12で、資本主義者のもち札は、5、9、13だった。お互いにすべてのカードを裏にして、もち札から一枚を差し出して、強いカードを差し出したほうを勝者とする」
「すべての事象は、4と5、4と9、4と13、8と5、8と9、8と13、12と5、12と9、12と13の9パターンね」
「そう、そのうち社会主義者が勝つ組み合わせは、8と5、12と5、12と9の3パターンになる。だから社会主義者が勝つ確率は3／9＝0.333となる」
「資本主義が勝つ確率の方が高かった」
「そういうことになるね。でも、冷戦終結後、アメリカの資本主義者からロシアの社会主義者へ一通の手紙が送られたとする。それは社会主義政策への心からの賛美だった。つまりは、社会主義者のもち札4が1に変わった。すると全事象は、1と5、1と9、1と13、8と5、8と9、8と13、12と5、12と9、12と13の9パターンになる」
「今度は、社会主義者の勝つ確率は6／9=0.666になるから社会主義者の勝ちね」
「そう。冷戦中から冷戦後にかけての資本主義社会における福祉の充実、累進課税制度、労働基準法の内容などを考えると、国際社会における社会主義的要素は高まっている。これは、ある意味で社会主義の勝利と言ってもいいんじゃないかな」
　新月はしばらく窓の外の景色を眺めていた。
　そして、彼のほうへ視線をもどすと言った。
「気になっている事件があるの」
山形はまばたきをしながら言った。
「え？　何の事件？」
「後で、メールで知らせるわ」

　　　　　　　　2

　山形は帰宅途中、コンビニで弁当とビールを買った。
　彼はワンルームマンションに住んでいた。
　家賃は会社の経費として落とされるので、彼にとってここが何よりの安住の地だった。
　ＦＭラジオをつけ、ビールを飲みながら弁当を食べた。
　食べ終わると、携帯を手にし、ベッドに横たわった。

秋田新月からのメールは次のような箇条書だった。

・南国の湖の未解決殺人事件。
・被害者の名は転山平助。
・48歳。
・市役所勤務。
・新月の女友達の兄。
・検死の結果、死因は溺死。
・薬物反応あり。
・第一発見者はダイバー。
・ポケットに入れていた財布に入った保険証から身元判明。
・凶暴化したザリガニにより、身体全体に傷跡があった。
・現場近くのビルが建ち並ぶ街は、もともと農村だった。
・3年前、農民一揆が起きた。
・死体発見の現場周辺に赤いバラが散らばっていた。
・他殺の線で捜査。
・死亡当日の嵐による水流で死亡推定時の靴跡は採取できず。
・現場近くに多くのカラスが生息。
・生存中、被害者は多忙、不眠症。
・３年前、「南国の湖」周辺の聞き込みが捜査員によって行なわれた。
・嵐が収まった次の日、身内のみ参加する結婚式が教会にて執り行なわれていた。
・盲目の老人、沢木照信が赤いバラを一本ずつ配っていた。
・沢木老人の結婚式当日の靴跡が現場から採取された。
・近所の民家に住む母親、四原三輪とその娘、四原七子が結婚式に参加。
・四原親子の家には、巻田岩男老人がホームヘルパーとして住みついていた。
・捜査は難航している。
・これらの情報は新月の叔父、織田幸三刑事から内密に得ることができた。
以上

　　　　　　　　　　3

　山形ミクロが用いた捜査法はごく単純なものであったが、頭を使う作業だった。
　まず、事件に関連するキーワードを3つ選択する。
　その3つの語句を携帯にインプットして検索エンジンで検索する。
　検索結果から重要と思われる3つの文章を選び出す。
　そして、そこからコアワードを模索する。
　これを3回繰り返し、合計3つのコアワードを手に入れる。
　さらに、3つのコアワードを携帯にインプットして検索し、セカンドコアワードを得る。
　これが彼の思いついた「9―3―1」捜査法だった。

　次の日曜日、山形は新月と、先週と同じ喫茶店で会った。
　山形は言った。
「凶暴化したザリガニを南国のピラニアに置き換える」

　そして、「人間」、「ピラニア」、「ダイビング」で検索した。


・ ピラニアは獰猛な生物、ダイビングには注意。

・ Ｎ氏、南国にて生息するピラニアを研究。

・ 当水族館では、アフリカ育ちのピラニアをご覧いただけます。


コアワード　熱帯


「カラス」、「赤いバラ」、「結婚式」で検索。


・ Ｓ氏、中国大使の披露宴で熱弁。

・ この物語は孤独な詩人が恋人へ宛てた手紙から始まる。

・ Ｔ氏の披露宴は、カラスが生息する森の中の教会近くの式場で執り行なわれることに決まった。

コアワード　赤旗

　「農民一揆」、「都市」、「農村」で検索。

・ 社会学者Ｐ氏の研究は、農村から都市への変貌から発生する産業に関するものである。

・ Ａ党委員長、農村近くでの博覧会開催について言及。

・ 反権力思想は歴史的に見て、近代化を形成するための必然的なあり方。

コアワード　闘争

　第一コアワード、「熱帯」、第二コアワード、「赤旗」、第三コアワード、「闘争」で検索。

・ 特集、熱帯雨林に住む原住民との共同生活。

・ 反体制物理学者の塩田氏、核分裂後の素粒子の内部構造について研究。

・ 映画「赤色の十字軍」、８月に公開予定。

セントラルコアワード　ハードコア

　山形は新月に自分独自の捜査法について大雑把に説明して言った。
「転山さんはどういう私生活だった？」
「彼はいたって真面目。毎日、市役所勤務を終えると帰宅するタイプ」
「5時ちょうどに？」
「そう、でも彼は不眠症だった」
「ああ、それはメールで知った」
「睡眠薬を毎晩飲んでいて、それでも眠れなかったらしいわ」
　山形はすかさずポケットから携帯を取り出し、「不眠症」、「南国」、「時は金なり」で検索した。

・ 時田さん、不眠不休で、アマゾン川近辺にて自給自足の生活。

・ 南国漂流で小島にて生活した山田さんは、体験をもとにしたエッセイを出版。

・ 赤道直下における原始民族にとっての時計は、太陽と月だ。

コアワード　熱帯欲求

「彼はむしろ、不眠症であるがゆえに、眠らない生活を求めていたんじゃないかな」
「それはありえるかも」
「不眠症で眠れない夜を苦しむより、むしろ眠れない夜の覚醒を楽しむという･･･」
「逆手に取ることによって、彼は満足しようとした」
　彼はコーヒーを一口飲んで言った。
「盲目の老人、沢木照信についての捜査はどうだった？」
「沢木老人は、快く警察の捜査に協力したらしいわ」
「事情聴取については？」
「何度も応じたらしいわ。でも･･･」
「何？」
「彼は人がよすぎるのよ。だれにも優しく対応して、家に居るときは点字で本を読み、外出したときでも、通りかかる人々からの挨拶に愛想よく応えていた」
「彼の性格からは、まったく動機が見当たらない･･･」
「そう、でも彼は外を歩くときはいつも杖をついているから、現場近くの土壌に彼が杖をついていた痕跡が残っていたらしいわ」
「その痕跡が、転山平助が死亡していた場所につながっていた」
「そう」
「じゃあ、バラを死体の周辺に置いたのは彼ということで間違いなさそうだね」
　山形はそう言うと、携帯を取り出して、「盲目」、「赤いバラ」、「怨恨」で検索した。

・ 小説「盲人の復讐」は面白かった。

・ 映画「太陽に向けて目を閉じよ」は赤いバラ畑の近くに小屋を建てた青年の物語。

・ 童話「盲目の少女」は目を失ったからこそ幸福を得られたという、現代への批判がモチーフとなっています。

コアワード　仮想現実

　山形は言った。
「怨恨という動機は今回の場合に限って通用しそうにもないね」
　彼女は頭を左に傾け、しばらく目を閉じてから言った。
「農村から都市への変貌の過程でカラスが凶暴化して、カラスの口ばしで頭をつつかれて意識を失う。そして嵐で池の水が氾濫し、その中で水死。嵐が収まった後、水が引き、池のほとりで発見されたという可能性はどう？」
「でも、赤いバラが散らばっていた原因が明確にならない」
　山形はそう言って、額にしわを寄せると聞いた。
「職場関係の怨恨説については？」
「転山さんの職場の人たちや近所の人々、その他、知人関係について調べた結果、農民一揆が起きた日の前後に『南国の湖』へ行った人は誰もいなかった」
「農民一揆を企てた連中というのは、かなり暴力的という感じがするけど、その連中に襲われたという事実はなかったの？」
「それが、警察としても事件の鍵を握る内密な捜査だった。そして、捜査が難航する原因でもあった」
「農民の交友関係は広いからね。農業協同組合は全国に広がる組織だ」
「それに、転山さんは公務員だった。農民たちの公務員に対する反発という感情もあったかもしれない」
「でも、転山さんは公務員の中でも真面目な人だったから、反発を買うような理由はない」
「でも、不眠症で薬を打っていた可能性があるじゃない。事実、死体から薬物反応がでたっていうし、人間、薬を打つと何するかわからない」
「突発的に人間が変わって、そのとき、農民とのいざこざが起きた可能性も否定できないわけだね」
「そうね」
　新月は何度もゆっくりと頷いた。
「ところで、第一発見者のダイバーについては？」
「彼らは市の清掃員ね。農民一揆が起きた嵐の晩、木の枝とかが『南国の湖』周辺に散らばって、池の底にも木の枝が散乱していたみたい」
　彼女は瞬きしながら付け加えた。
「それから、転山さんは私の友人を介して、子供たちと海で寒中水泳をしたの」
「ええ？　いつ？」
「五年前の冬だったかな」
「子供たちっていうのは？」
「私の教え子たち」
「名前は？」
「タモツ君、シンイチ君、ケンジ君、そしてトモヤ君」
「そこに事件の鍵はあるかな･･･」
「転山さんは優しい人だった。寒中水泳が終わった数日後、トモヤ君が風邪をひいちゃってね。実は重い肺炎だった。彼は毎日、仕事が終わるとトモヤ君の家へお見舞いに行っていたらしいわ。４日ごとに新しい白い花束を持って。トモヤ君は長い間、病床についていて、もちろんその間は学校を休んでいた」
「転山さんは、自分の行いを後悔していた？」
「そう、責任感の強い人だったからね」
「まさか、自殺？」
「叔父さんもまさかと思いつつも一応、その線を調べた。でも、転山さんが亡くなる前にトモヤ君は全快していて、彼はトモヤ君家族と一緒に食事をした。彼の誘いでね。それから、彼はトモヤ君の母親へ手紙を送った。その文面からは、彼の生き生きとした気持ちが感じられたので、自殺の線はかなり低いという結論に達した」
「うーん･･･」
　山形はそう呟くとコーヒーに角砂糖をひとつ入れて、スプーンでかき回した。





　　　　　二章　　夜の水晶



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　山形ミクロは大学の同窓会の後、数年前の同窓会で知り合った酒田喜一に誘われ、二人で居酒屋にて飲んでいた。
　大学界隈の居酒屋だった。
　入り口ののれんをくぐり、扉を開けて店内に入ると、左側に八人掛けのカウンターがあり、奥には二十畳ほどの座敷があり、多くの学生たちで賑わっていた。
　山形と酒田はカウンターの席に座り、酒を酌み交わしながら会話を楽しんでいた。

　酒田喜一は国立大学の経済学部を出てマスコミ関係の会社に就職し、地道に働き、近頃、定年退職した初老の紳士だった。
　新月と同様に、酒田とは大学の同窓会で知り合った。
　酒田の風貌は、山形をさらに地味にした様子で、漂白剤で青い色を落としたようなジーンズをはき、黒い丸首のセーターの上にグレーのジャンパーを着ている。
　全共闘世代だけあって、マルクスの４文字には敏感である。たぶん、マルクスについて議論すれば、夜を徹した後、朝焼けを見ることになるだろう、と山形は思った。
　山形は酒田が手にしたグラスにビールを注いで言った。
「芸術作品の内に秘めたロジックについては、それ自体、独立した意味をもち、鑑賞者、あるいは読者が自らの世界観から、様々な作品のロジックを見出そうとする」
　酒田は煙草に火をつけ、目を細めた。
「いわゆる、ブルーコアね」
「そうです。私はそのブルーコアがもっと人口に膾炙され、議論すべき対象になればと思っているのです」
「まあ、それもひとつのマスコミュニケーションのあり方だろう」
「例えば、マルクスの唯物史観にしても、様々な議論を生む用語になっていますが、共通の概念はひとつです」
「産業革命以降、人間は機械文明に属する単なる物となった」
「ええ、その通りですが、私はそれに関するブルーコアについて考えてみたい」
「芸術作品はそれ自体段階的な理論と主張を組み合わせたエネルギー順位をもっていて、概して言えば、最も表現したい言葉がブルーコア、次にグリーン、最後にレッドで、このレッドが、我々が作品から感じ取れる第一感だ」
「唯物史観については、私は、様々な人間社会に存在する球体をイメージしました。例えば、野球のボール、ビー玉、ピンポン玉など色々ありますが、その対象を、ブルーコアを形成させる言葉として成立させるには様々な思索が必要です」
「遊戯に使う玉には、すべて愛着が生まれる。それがポイントかね？」
「そうです。例えば、少年がベースボールプレーヤーからもらったサインボールを大切にして、生きるための心の支えとしているとします。その少年の家庭は貧しい労働者階級の家だったとします。ある日、父親がその野球ボールを売却して生活費を補う提案をする。しかし、少年は、『そんなに金がほしいのなら、僕の眼球を奪い取ってそれを売ったらどうか。僕は目を失った暗闇から物質化した自らの心を夢想したい』と父親に言う。父親はその言葉に心を打たれることになる。彼の言葉は産業革命以降の社会に対するブルーコアになると思います」
　酒田はビールを飲み干した。
　山形は煙草に火をつけると言った。
「私は最近、マルクスの著書から得られるブルーコアについて考えました」
「話してみなよ」
「正規分布というものがありますよね」
「ああ、教会のベルみたいな形のやつね」
「そうです。正規分布というのは、この世が生んだ必然的な概念で、二つのサイコロを複数回振ったときの数の合計と相対度数の関係、あるいは同世代の男子の体重と相対度数の関係、金属棒を生産したときの誤差と相対度数の関係など、すべて正規分布に従います。ところが、私の考えた正規分布というのは無限に伸びる一本の直線です。いま、国民すべてが労働者と仮定すると賃金と、各賃金を得る人数の関係は正規分布に従います。ところが、法律で賃金はすべて二十万円と定めたとします。すると、ベル型の正規分布は縦に長く伸びる一本の棒になります。労働者の数が五千万人とすると長さ五千の棒になります。しかし、ここで私たちが想定する社会と言うのは、未来永劫に渡って平民平等を願う意志により成り立つので、私たちの心の中の労働者の人数は無限です。ここで、正規分布は無限に伸びる一直線の棒になります。これは、私たちが成しえる事ができない、ひとつの無限のイメージですが、ミクロ的視点から見れば、すべての労働者が二十万円の賃金で平等的な生活を送るというのは、一種の抽象的概念で実現させることはなかなか難しい」
「マクロの視点とはどういうことかな？」
「それは無限に伸びる横の棒です。平和な社会では人間の持つ言葉と相対度数の関係は一つの正規分布を形作るでしょう。しかし、平和を失ったカオス的な社会では、人間のもつ闘争本能から、様々な言葉が生み出される。無限の言葉と相対度数の関係はもはやベル型とはならずに、無限に伸びる一直線の横の棒となる。言ってみれば、無数の言葉が生み出される世界こそマクロ的世界と言えると思います」
「それが、君の心のカード、ファイブオブスペーズかね？」
「ええ、マルクスは常に肉体労働者との絆を大切にした。彼のブルーコアに向かう苦しみの複数のベクトルは彼自身の苦しみとなった。彼の実践とは、彼に苦しみを与えた複数のベクトルを消去するための、たった一つのベクトル、それはまったく自然な欲求だったのかもしれません」
「ベル型の正規分布をXYZ空間内で表すと、X軸がファイブオブハーツ、Y軸がファイブオブスペーズ、Ｚ軸がファイブオブクラブス、時間が苦しみをつかさどる四次元を作るためのファイブオブダイアモンズ、そして、マッチスティックが無限次元空間をつくり出すためのジョーカーということになるね」
「フォーカードができあがりました」
「エイトが作り出すフォーカードについては？」
「ファイブが作り出す、理想を追求する理念に対し、エイトが作り出すフォーカードはいたって現実的です。例えば、アメリカでキャンディーの生産者、日本に綿飴の生産者がいたとします。自由競争社会は、他国に生産技術を売って、アメリカで綿飴、日本でキャンディーの生産を開始させます」
「リカードモデルかね？」
「ええ、ところが保守的生産業者は反発するでしょう。アメリカではキャンディーの生産が落ち込み、日本では綿飴の生産が落ち込むことを予想するからです。アメリカは綿飴という慣れない生産を労働者に行なわせることになる。ここで、労働力の違いが両国において発生する。一方で、アメリカの子供たちは綿飴を好きになり、日本の子供たちはキャンディーを好きになる。アメリカと日本の外交交渉は二つの産業を専門特化することに決める。アメリカではキャンディーの生産を行なうが、綿飴の生産を行なわない。日本では綿飴の生産を行なうがキャンディーの生産は行なわない。そこで貿易条約が締結される。アメリカはキャンディーを輸出し、日本から綿飴を輸入する。日本は綿飴を輸出し、アメリカからキャンディーを輸入する。各産業の労働力を、より高い労働力に特化することで利潤は上昇し、平和的解決が導かれ、両国の貿易船は太陽の光を浴びて、子供たちの夢を運ぶことになる」
「それがエイトオブクラブかね？」
「そうです。次に、パレート最適がエイトオブスペイズです。例えば、アメリカに一軒のケーキ屋さんがあったとします。ケーキ屋さんは、デコレーションケーキを８等分して売っていましたが、４人の白人の子供たちがひとつずつ買っただけで、４つのケーキが売れ残ってしまった。そこで、４人の白人の子供たちは店長を気遣って、４人の黒人の子供たちに知らせた。４人の黒人の子供たちは、残りケーキをひとつずつそれぞれ買って店長を喜ばせた。この配分がパレート最適のコアと呼ばれる方式ですね」
「じゃあ、需給曲線がエイトオブダイアモンドだね」
「ええ、イギリスの労働者階級の家族の例をとりましょう。戦後、母はダイアモンドリングをはめることを夢見ていましたが、需要が増えて価格が上昇し、夢の実現は無理だと考えていた。父は、そんな母を気遣って、海へ誘った。そして、朝焼け時に輝く無数のダイヤモンドを見せた。母はハートを熱くし、心臓の鼓動は高まった。その鼓動によって地下に眠るダイアモンドの量は増え、供給が増加し、価格が下落した均衡点は需給曲線の交点にあたる最適配分点で、それによって、父は母にダイアモンドリングをプレゼントすることができた」
「いい話だね」
「次に、エイトオブハーツは乗数効果です。日本の高度経済成長は何により支えられていたかは、様々な議論を呼び起こすでしょうが、私は、剰余価値説に裏打ちされた乗数効果にあると考えます。労働者の例をとりましょう。父は毎日の激しい肉体労働によって労働力を消耗し、彼の家庭の生活水準は下がり、困窮を極めていた。そこで、労働基準法が定められ、彼の労働時間は圧縮され、労働を上回る労働力の価値を手に入れた。残った労働力の価値を利用して彼は自転車を４台買い、休日になると、４人家族でサイクリングへ出かけた。自転車購入代金は乗数効果を生み出し、このような家族は日本にたくさんいたので、日本全体の国民所得は上昇し、高度経済成長が実現した」
「ジョーカーというのは何に当たるかね」
「それは、心の乗数効果です。ある家族が浜辺で夕日を見ながら、もし、お金というものがこの世に存在しなかったら･･･、と考えることです。労働というものがすべて弱者を助けることだという彼らの考えが波及し、社会構成員の心が利己主義から利他主義へとシフトするということになるでしょうか」

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　酒田がカレイの身を箸でつつきながら言った。
「俺は今でもギターをやっているんだ」
「じゃあ、左指の先はカチカチに固くなっていますか？」
「そう、これはギターをやる者の宿命だ」
　と酒田は言って、左手の指先を親指で掻いた。
　ギターを初めて手にし、上達するには、相当の時間がかかる。
　毎日、弦を指で強く支え、整った音色をかもし出すためには、指先を犠牲にしなくてはならない。
　もともと柔らかかった指先は、練習を重ねるごとに硬くなる。
「ロック魂ですね」
「一種のテコを創造するための格闘だね」
「ロックの他にも、ハードコア、ニューウェーブ･･･、現在は色々なジャンルがありますが」
「ハードコアとニューウェーブについては、ロックと概念を異にする」
「テコとは違いますからね」
「そう、ハードコアはカオティックな世界の創造、ニューウェーブにいたっては、楽器に様々な意味合いを持たせる。それが音楽の面白いところだ」

　山形は、経済学というのは、海の上を航海する貨物船のようなものだと考えていた。
　時間をかけても、荒波の上を進み、目的地に向かって最短距離をもくろみながら進む。
　嵐の夜に南アフリカの魂は救われる。
　晴天の空の下で天使の微笑みはライトアップされる。
　道のりは険しくても、潮風で痛んだ手を、傷ついた魂に差し伸べたい、と彼は思っていた。

　酒田は煙草を灰皿でもみ消しながら言った。
「唯物論に関して、エンゲルスの立場からはどう考えるかね」
「唯物論に関しては様々なプロットがあると思います。マルクスやエンゲルスに限らず、多くの哲学者たちが唯物論を論じています。物質と人間との関連性から色々と考えて見ると、ブルーコアをつくるのは私たちにもできますよね」
　酒田は盃の日本酒を一口飲むと話し出した。
「あるロシアの家族の例をとろう。彼らは4人家族で、父母、姉妹で幸せな生活を送っていた。しかし、妹は目が見えなかった。彼女は盲目の少女だった。あるとき、母は姉に手編みのセーターをプレゼントした。これが第一番目の物質を愛する心だ。もちろん、母は妹にも手編みのセーターをプレゼントした。妹は、セーターの温もりと手触りでそれを感じとった。父は自分の部屋で、マッチで煙草に火をつけた。彼女の気持ち、それが第二番目の物質を愛する心だ。姉妹が成人に達したとき、盲目の妹は詩を書き始めた。『膨張する宇宙の中の地球の未来を想像する事は、私たちの地球において、素粒子内部の宇宙の未来を想像することと同じ』。これは彼女の言葉だ。相対的に考えれば、その言葉の論理は正しい。彼女は詩を書き続けた。『宇宙に存在する素粒子の数だけ、私は詩を書き続けるわ』と彼女は言った。彼女は私たちのよき友だ。次第に彼女は名声を高めた。彼女の最後の言葉は、『次に生まれ変わっても、私は盲目であってほしい』。詩人たちは、この言葉に心を動かされて詩を書き続けた」

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「パレート効率性に関して、私は、所得の再分配という政策で、その機能が発揮されたと思っている」
　と酒井は、ウィスキーの水割りを人差し指でかき混ぜながら言った。
「パレート効率性、別名、パレート最適ですね」
「高所得者から低所得者へ富の移転がなされることで、生活に苦しんでいる低所得者の効用水準は高まり、結果的に国家の生活水準は高まる。私の考える経済、すなわち経国済民とは国家が主体だから、政策がその要だ。ところで君は、人間は何から生まれたと思うかね？　マグマ、それとも水･･･」
「すくなくとも、人間の血と心は温かい。そうすると、私たちの心の故郷はマグマですかね」
「そういった原点から効率的、あるいは非効率的について議論を展開すると面白い結果が得られる。例えば、温かい心を持った茶碗造りの名匠がいたとする。彼は轆轤を使って、長い時間をかけてよい物を造ろうとする。ここでの彼の効率性とは、彼の持っている労働力をすべて使い果たして労働を行い、よい物を造ろうとする心だ。長い時間かけて人々から歓迎されない物を造るというのは、彼にとって非効率だ。しかし、非効率という事象は、私たちにとって面白い現象を体験させてくれる。彼は職場から離れれば教育者だ。彼は若者たちに茶碗造りを指導するが、若者たちは時間をかけて、決して上等とはいえない茶碗を造り続ける。それ自体は非効率な生産だ。しかし、彼らは茶碗造りを終えた後、自分で造った茶碗でお茶を飲む。そのお茶は彼らにとって格別に美味しい。つまり、ここで非効率が効率に化ける。そこで、私の心の中にある神の世界の創造について考えてみる。私たちの心はマグマの中で育ち、マグマの力で労働をする。この時点で、我々の世界は闇の中にあり、太陽は存在しない。だから、私たちは太陽を創り出すために労働をする。その太陽はあらゆる生命を救うための熱だ。ところが、私たちは労働をするために水を飲む。そして、汗をかく。蒸気を発しながら。その蒸気は雲となり雨を降らせて、マグマを岩に変える。私たちは恐怖におびえる。なぜなら、私たちが太陽を創り出すために、汗水たらして行なった労働により世界がひとつの鉄球になり、すべてが終わる危険性が、私たちの労働による結果としてあり得るからだ。早く太陽を創り出さなければいけない。結果的に私たちの心の神は、太陽を創り出すことに成功した。私たちは過去を振り返り、非効率とは、世界がひとつの鉄球になり、世界が終わることだったと悟る。しかし、ここからが、私たちの新しい世界の始まりだ。北欧に一人の社会主義者がいたとする。世界は冷戦真只中である。彼は冬の夜、世界が冷えて冷たくなり、すべてが終わることを空想する。彼にとって唯一の非効率だ。しかし、あるとき、彼はエースオブスペーズを心の中で手にする。彼は思った。この世がもし冷えきって、すべてが終わったとしても、エースオブスペーズを夜空に向かって発射されれば、宇宙に存在するどれかの恒星を爆発させて、人類すべての意思が、その熱によって救われると。つまり、私たちの新しき世界ではすべての非効率が許されるということになる」

　その後、彼らは、少々の私事についての話を交えながら、ウィスキーの水割りを飲んだ。

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　山形は男と二人で飲むという行為は、一種の遊戯的戦闘と考えていた。
　相手が話した言葉に反応して、自分の言葉を作り出す。
　その言葉は次の言葉を模索するための準備でなくてはならない。
　相手の言葉を連想する。
　それが当たれば自分の思う壺だ。
　しかし、外れれば、また次の経路にあった言葉を再び模索しなければならない。
　しかも、相手はプライドを持った年寄りである。
　頑固な意思は、こっちの心理を読み取り、想定外の言葉を投げかけてくることもある。
　そして、こっちが言葉を話すことにまごつくと、相手は煙草を吸いながら前方を眺め、マスターに声をかけて世間話をする。
自分の沈黙は相手にとっての勝利だ。
だから、彼は時事に関するネタを話すことを拒んだ。
彼は、テレビニュースなどは滅多に観ない。
携帯ひとつで主なニュースが分かれば充分だと考えていた。
彼がこの遊戯的戦闘の場を楽しむには、自分が以前から考えていたロジックを展開することが必要だった。
過去の思考に助けを求めた。

酒井は二杯目のウィスキーの水割りをマスターに注文した後、言った。
「カルタというのは優れた遊戯だね」
「トランプ占いとかに興味がありますか？」
「大有りだよ。トランプというのは、この世において重要な言葉だけを選択して、それを世界の未来の予想目的に用いる家族的な遊具だ。つまり、重要な言葉の数々は、それ自体、有用な事象について予想できる。例えば、今、不要、有用、重要の６つの言葉を用意する。それらは、耳垢、爪垢、ゴミ、蚊、涙、鉄の6つだ。ここで男女のカップルが６つの言葉について議論する。彼らが世界を理解するには9つの言葉が必要であるとする。彼らは、耳垢、爪垢について不要な言葉と見なすので、この2語から生じる言葉はない。ゴミと蚊については、2人がそれぞれ不要、あるいは有用と考える。すなわち、ゴミは火力発電、埋立地を造るために、蚊は生態系を維持するためには必要だと考えるからだ。しかし、この2語からは世界を把握できない。次に、涙、鉄について彼らは不要、有用、重要の3つの考えを持った。彼らはそれらについて議論を重ね、なぜ、不要か、有用か、重要かについて話し合い、3×3＝9の言葉、すなわち、雨、マグマ、労働、太陽、人間、男、女、生命、家族という9つの言葉を得ることになる。すなわち、これら9つの言葉が、彼らにとっての世界を理解するための必要条件となった。この考えをトランプ占いに応用すると、まず、スペード、クラブ、ダイヤ、ハートの4語は世界を理解するためには重要だ。そして、人間の指の総数十にジャック、クイーン、キングの、歴史を語る上で重要となる3語、そして、ジョーカーを加えた、4×（10＋3）＋1＝53の各言葉から、私たちは世界を占う。私たちは様々な世界を思い浮かべ、世界観を構築させるために、トランプカードを役立てるだろう。多すぎず、少なすぎず。53という数は家族でゲームを楽しむのにもフィットしている」

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　彼らが受けた社会人教育というのは、大学の通信教育であった。
　通信教育課程への入学者は大卒と高卒の比率がほぼ半々で、二十代前半の学生は少なく、大半が三十代から四十代の社会人で占められている。
　世間で言われるように、卒業するには苦学を強いられるので、入学してから卒業するまでの期間の平均は8年程である。
　その学生の多くは、仕事をしながら、忙しい毎日の中で、自分なりの学習計画を練って、卒業に向かって切磋琢磨する。
　しかし、実際、卒業にたどり着ける学生の全体に占める割合は低いのが現状である。
　通信教育課程の学生の特長としては、まず、社会に対し問題意識を持っているということで、そのことは、学生会などの後の飲み会で様々な意見の交換をする中で、誰もが同志として感じることができた。
　話題としては、あの科目のレポート、試験、授業の結果がどうだった、こうだった、あるいは、あの先生の授業は分かりやすい、単位が取りやすいなどといった、共通の話題で友情意識を共有することが多かったが、時として出てくる時事に関する話題においては、彼らは、酔いを忘れて真剣になる。
　過去に学校へ通学していた若き頃とは異なった友情関係を結びたいという同志の集まりだった。

　酒田は四本目の煙草に火をつけると言った。
「大学通信教育というのはアメリカから輸入したようなシステムで、戦後の日本の復興の中で教育機会を得たいという学生の要望によって発展した」
「そうですね。一時期は学生の半数近くが教員という時代もあった」
「教育職員免許法が制定されたころだね」
「そうですね。しかし、私としては、通信教育というのが世間あるいは世相に求められる理由、あるいは、国家がその教育システムを積極的に導入しようとする理由が、人間の存在と結びついているような気がしてならない」
「人々は若い頃の学生生活を終えて社会生活を送る。その中で、社会に対する様々な疑問、あるいは問題意識をもつようになる。それを自分の言葉として表現したり、自分の意見に耳を傾けてくれる同志を求めるのは、ごく自然な流れだね」
　山形は煙草に火をつけて言った。
「その通りです。しかし、私は何かそこに理論的な枠組みを見つけたい」
　酒田は盃に日本酒を注ぎ、ちびりちびりと飲みながら話し出した。
「彼女は私の中の空想上の人物で、南国の農村で育った闊達な女性だ。彼女は高校を卒業するまでの間、家の農作業を手伝いながら、学業に取り組んだ。家族は彼女の父、母、兄、そして彼女の四人家族だった。彼女の兄は高校を卒業すると、大学の農学部に入学し、家業を手伝いながら奨学金で学費を補った後、学業に専念した。もちろん、彼の目的は家業を助けるためだ。彼女はそんな兄にあこがれて、私も大学へ行きたいと考えるようになった。しかし、彼女の家は貧しい。学費を捻出するための資金がない。彼女は家業を助けるために大学への進学は断念した。そして、農村の若い男と恋に落ちた。彼も貧しい農家の出で、日に焼けた茶褐色の肌が彼女を誘惑した。やがて彼らは結婚し、娘と息子を持ち、彼は彼女の家業を助けるために、彼女の生まれ育った農地で仕事をした。ある程度、仕事にゆとりを持つことができた頃、彼女は大学の通信教育課程で学ぶ決意をした。学費は一年間、6万円程で済む。しかも、大学本部のある東京に頻繁に出向く必要もなく、実家の農村で学ぶことができる。彼女は入学し、南国での通信教育を、同じ大学で同期に入学した同志十人を集め、学生会を発足し、自ら部長として活躍した。十人の同志のパワーは多様であった。いま、XY軸上になだらかな山のような正規分布を想定する。Xは彼らの、卒業するための家族的な問題意識の核心との隔たり、Yは相対度数だ。彼らのパワーは雨上がりの七色の虹だと考えよう。彼らの信念は平民平等、X＝0のときの中間色である緑色においてＹが最大となる。彼らは苦学を続け、彼女の学習指導も貢献して、全員、8年間の在籍期間で無事卒業することができた。彼らは、未来永劫にわたる平民平等の意志を固め、一致団結した結果、なだらかな山の形の正規分布は、中央の正方形に変化した。Ｙ軸を相対度数にとったときの正規分布の面積は１であるから、Xはマイナス0.5からプラス0.5の間で、相対度数Ｙは1である。私はその正方形を『緑の折り紙』と名づける。彼ら十人は、東京での卒業式を終えると同時に、北国に旅立った。そこで、それぞれが緑色の折り紙で鶴を折った。そして、手紙とともに、それを実家へ送った。手紙を受け取った彼女の母は、過去のすべての苦労を思い出し、涙した。その涙は鶴の折り紙に染み込み、彼らが折鶴を折ったときの、無限次元空間を創り出すための指の動きによって、彼らの世界、いや宇宙が形作られた。彼女の卒業論文のタイトルは『農村と地域格差について』。彼らの心が込められたよき題名だと思う」
　山形は煙草を吸いながら前方に目を向け、酒田の話を聞いていたが、話を聞き終えると同時に灰皿で煙草の火を消し、小さな咳を二度繰り返した。

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　酒田はジャンパーを脱いでたたみ、となりの空席に置くと話した。
「そもそも、一般に言われる経済と私たちが用いる経済、すなわち経世済民とは分けて考えないといけない。一般的に経済という語は国民主体で、経世済民は国家主体だ。私の息子は幼い頃、社会科の自由研究で、食事を済ませた後、一膳の箸を、洗剤を使って水で洗浄するのと、雑貨屋でまとめ買いした割り箸で食事をした後で割り箸を捨てるのとでは、どちらが経済的かどうかについてのレポートを提出した。洗剤と水のコストを割り出し、一膳の割り箸は原価一円で売値二円だ。結論は洗ったほうが得というものであったが、私にとっては、なかなか興味深い内容だった。彼は今、公務員として働いているから、経済の意味が時とともに経世済民の考えに移り変わったことになるね」
　酒田は付け加えた。
「実存主義についてはどう考えるかね？」
「実存主義というのは、限界状況というひとつのキーワードがネックになっています。人は人生において限界状況の体験と、そこからの解放を繰り返す。労働の後の休息、食事、睡眠、あらゆる事象に当てはまりますね」
　酒田は煙草に火をつけると、煙を深く吸い込んではき出し、話し出した。
「宇宙の膨張についての実証は、夜が暗いこと、照明のない部屋は暗い、室内において照明を消すと、すぐに暗くなることなど色々あるだろう。例えば、北欧の冬の極夜で過ごす女の子を想定しよう。彼女はホームヘルパーとともに、ある一軒家に住んでいる。父は戦場で兵士として、母は戦場に看護婦として出向いているので、家で過ごしているのは彼女とホームヘルパーの２人だけだ。厳しい寒さの中で生活していた。ある日、一通の手紙が父から届いた。それは、軍曹から家へ帰る許可を得た、今から家に向かうので安心して待っていなさい、という内容だった。彼女は暗闇の中で一筋の光を見たような気がした。そして、二通目の手紙が届いた。それは母からの手紙で、今から帰ります、薪を用意しておいて、という内容。これらの手紙の言葉は彼女にとっては光そのものだった。ここに彼女にとっての限界状況からの解放があった。次に、大戦中のドイツにおける捕虜の例を取ろう。ある日、二人のアメリカの科学者が捕虜となり、他の兵士とともに地下室に閉じ込められた。彼らは苦痛から逃れようと将来についての科学のあり方について熱心に語り合った。その会話が彼らにとって唯一の救いだった。ある時、ドイツ軍の中尉が彼らのもとへやってきて、君たち二人だけに解放許可の命令が下された、と彼らに言った。しかし、一方のアメリカ兵は言った。『断る。私たちが解放を承諾する条件は、この地下室に居るすべての者たちが自由の身になることだ』中尉はその条件を飲んだ。すべての捕虜にとって、彼の言葉は光そのものだった。これらのことは、言葉、すなわち光によって、すべてがよい方向に変わる、漆黒の夜は、やがて光に満ちた朝を迎えるという、ブラッドリレイションシップを実現させるための意思だ。すなわち、これが私たちにとっての宇宙膨張説だ」
「構造主義についてはどうです？」
「構造主義は、この世にまったく同一のものが存在しないということがポイントだ」
「あらゆる人間の心、活動、そして物質的存在に至るまで、性質については同一のものが存在する一方で、構造形態については同一のものが存在しない」
「これも、戦時中の親子の例を取ろう。その親子は、もともと三人家族だった。父、母、そして娘で平凡な暮らしをしていた。しかし、戦争が起こり、父は徴兵制により出兵した。親子は、次の父の誕生日までには終戦を迎え平和な家族を取り戻せると信じていた。その信念のもと、娘は、果物がいくつかテーブルに置いてある絵画を描き、父の誕生日にそれをプレゼントしたいと考えていた。彼女は長い時間をかけて熱心に絵を描き続けた。ところが、父の誕生日直前に、父の悲報を聞いた。夕食時、娘は母に言った。『もし生まれ変わることができたら、きっと同じ絵を描いて、お父さんにプレゼントするわ』母はオレンジを彼女に一つ渡して言った。『その夢はきっとかなうわよ』この言葉は娘にとって母の感情がこもった、世界でたった一つの言葉だ。オレンジの形状も世界でたった一つ。彼女が描いた絵画の色彩もたった一つ。私たちは、そのオレンジに今日の詩的イメージを託してみたい」

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　酒田は、ハンカチで額の汗を拭っている山形に言った。
「ロシア革命についての面白い話を知っているかい？」
「是非、聴きたいですね」
「ロシア革命の十月革命が起こったのは、1917年10月25日で、第一次大戦中の出来事だ。10月24日の夜、日本において、ある四人家族が中秋の名月を鑑賞した後、神棚に向かって平和を祈った。四人家族は父、母、二人の息子で、息子は二人とも小学生だ。その後、母は息子たちに4枚の硬貨をそれぞれ渡し、彼らは父親とともに銭湯へ行った。銭湯の主人は、その日の閉業準備をしていたが、『少しだったら入っていいよ』と言ったので、彼らは急いで服を脱ぎ、父親は身体を洗い流し、二人の兄弟は風呂につかり、大声で一から十まで数えた。このとき、一人のロシア人が風呂に浸かっていたので、この情報はすぐにロシア首脳へ伝わった。このとき、家族は地球の中心、いわばコアオブマグマにいる。少なくとも私たちの心の中では、彼らは重き明るさの中で生きていて、この時、時間は停止したようにゆっくりと経過している。ロシア王朝の極秘指令は『その時、世界は変わらなければならない。それが私たちの住む世界のルールだ』というものだった。王は指令を下した後、マッチ棒をすって煙草に火をつけた」
「その兄弟が風呂で一から十まで数えている間に宇宙は無限に膨張し、その家族のコアレベルは、あっという間に高まったということですかね」
「その通りだ」

　夜も深まった頃、座敷で飲食していた学生たちが歓声を上げ、肩を組んで校歌を歌いだした。
　山形と酒田はコーヒーを飲みながら、学生たちと高揚感をともにした。




三章 　白い誘惑



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　通称、｢南国の湖｣は愛知県南部にあった。
　日曜の午前、山形と秋田新月は新幹線に乗り込み、名古屋へ向かった。
　彼らは列車内でプラスティックケースに入ったお茶を飲みながら、サンドイッチを食べた。
　そして、曖昧な時は流れた。

　彼は、ふと底知れぬ闇を感じた。
　永遠に交差することのない鉄道のレールの上を、高速で走る列車の中で、救いを求めていた。
　列車内は光で満たされていることを彼は知っていた。
　ただ、その感覚は、初めて煙草を吸ったときの、くらっとしたような戸惑いに似ていた。
　しかし、彼は信じていた。
　列車が速度を落とせば光を求める心は満たされる。
　そして、その過程で路線が他線と交わることが必ずあるはずだ。

　闇の中を走る列車。
　眩い光の中の白い鳩。
　あらゆる技術は白い鳩を救えるのだろうか？
　それとも、

　車輪がレールとの摩擦で火花を散らす。
　それが、救いの光なのだろうか。
　あてのない旅はしたくない。
　目的を探そう。
　
彼らを救う心を維持するために。
彼らとはいったい何者か。
自問自答した。
彼らは夢見る友人だ。

彼らは嵐の前の静けさを知っている。
嵐の後の眩い光を待ちながら、
七色の虹を魂でつかみ取る。
近代化された白いビルの屋上で。

彼は目を覚ました。
長いトンネルを抜けた瞬間だった。
「もうすぐ名古屋ね」
　と新月が言った。
　彼の目覚めのオーダーはブラックコーヒーだった。

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　｢南国の湖｣の現場に到着した彼らは、しばらく前方を見渡していた。
　池のほとりの現場が南方面である。
　池向うの遠くの北方面にはビルが建ち並ぶ都市が見える。
　北西方面の丘の上には、レンガ造りの教会が屹立している。
　丘は西方面に続いていて、民家が建ち並んでいた。
　北東方面にはフラワーガーデンが見える。
　東方面には、ひっそりとした繁華街が見えたが、それらは夜になれば、居酒屋、キャバレー、クラブなどが密集するナイトシティーに化けるはずだ。
　彼はそれらの昼間の風景を輪郭のない水彩画を観ているような感覚で、受けとめた。
　彼の目は近視だった。
　胸ポケットに入れておいた眼鏡を取り出し、掛けて辺りを見回すと、水彩画は写実主義の絵画へとシフトした。
　彼が手にした情景は、写実主義の輪郭のはっきりした人物や果物の類と同一だった。

　山形と新月は、東北方面に向かい、喫茶店を探した。
　その途中、白い花々が群生しているフラワーガーデンがあった。
　二十五メートルプール程の長方形の小さめの敷地であったが、そばのベンチには、家族連れが弁当を食べている姿が目についた。
　空はいくぶん曇りがちであったが、彼は雲に隠された太陽の鈍い光を見ながら、目を細め、そこに灰色に隠された魂の歴史を感じた。
　雲が取れれば、謎に包まれた心は虚空の中で打ち消されるだろう、と彼は思った。
　
　彼らはしばらく花畑の白い花々を眺めていた。
　ふと、新月が人の気配を感じて振り返ると、親子が近づいてきて、彼らのそばで花畑を鑑賞し始めた。
　母親と娘で、娘は車椅子に腰掛けている。
　白い花々は、近くで観ると、その優しさがわかる。
　優しさの上で輝く鈍い光の太陽。
　彼らは、その世界に身を投じる覚悟をした。
　彼が、娘の首に掛けられた小さな銀色のクロスペンダントに気を取られたとき、新月が急に走り出した。
　山形は彼女を追いかけた。
　天地が彼らの頭の中で回転を繰り返した。
　理由は分からなかった。
　外界と内界の境目が彼らの心の中で白く輝いた。
　彼女は走り続け、彼は彼女を追い続けた。
　新月が地面の石に足を取られ、転びそうになり、地面にかがみ、ひざをついた。
　彼は彼女の傍らでポケットからハンカチを取り出し、左手で眼鏡をはずした彼女に手渡した。
　ハンカチが涙でぬれた。

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　都市開発が着工される前、この地域はもともと農村地帯だったという。
　農民たちは太陽の下で畑を耕し、種を植え、午前の仕事を終えると、そろって昼食をとる。
　いくつかの部落ごとに、そうした平和な生活を送っていたのだから、都市開発の知らせを受けたときには面食らった。
　農民たちは、たびたび訪れる不動産業者、官庁職員、建設業者らと話し合った。
　農民たちは、おおよそ三つのグループに分かれた。
　一つは金銭的交渉により、都市開発を進め、農民たちは官庁が指定した新しい農地に移動して、農業を行なうという案。
　二つ目は、話し合いにより都市開発中止を求める案。　
もう一つは、都市開発を武力闘争で中止に追い込もうとするものだった。
三つ目に関しては、農民たちは、学生連合の協力を求め、何としてでも都市開発を中止させようとする、戦闘的な意思の表れだった。

転山平助死亡の事件のあった前日の昼間、農民の首謀たちと公官庁の役人たちとの最後の交渉が行なわれた。
そして、交渉は決裂した。
役人の意向は、一歩も譲らず、都市開発を強行するというものだった。
その日の晩、農民一揆が起こった。
農民たちは石を投げながら怒号を上げ、ヘルメットをかぶった学生たちが火炎ビンを投げ、いたるところで火の手が上がった。
ジュラルミンの盾を持った機動隊と学生が衝突を繰り返し、いくつかのスピーカーからは、警官と学生の単調な怒号が繰り返されていた。
農民たちが求めた欲求を実現するには、多くの照明が必要だった。
警官隊はこれを容認するかのように、いくつものライトで照らし出した。

現在の都市はいたって平穏だった。
農民は農民一揆を実行することで、外的圧力に対する自己防衛を実現した。
その後は、心身ともに疲れ果て、どこか遠くの地に新たな農村を建てることを夢想した。
農民たちはこの闘争で資金を使い尽くした。
新たな農村を築くには新たな資本を必要とした。
その資本はたやすく集めることができた。
農民一揆は、全国でトップニュースとして放映され、農民たちへの同情する声が高まった。
全国の労働組合は彼らへのサポートとして、各種金融機関の融資担当者に、彼らへの資金貸し出しを命じた。
そして、農民たちの新たな生活が始まった。
まったく自然な成り行きであった。

そもそもの発端は、農民と地主の関係にあった。
国は都市化とともに自由貿易を進める政策をとっていたが、農村は保護貿易により守られていた。
都市化を進めるには、金利を下げて投資を促進させる。
証券会社は投資によって利ざやを得ようとするが、それは直接的には農民の生活を圧迫しない。
ところが、農村から地代を受け取って生活していた地主は、あるとき、マネーゲームに走った。
彼は初老をむかえ、あらゆる満足に飽き飽きして、大金をはたいて、いくつもの大口の投資を実行した。
仲介したのは、大手証券会社である。
この情報は、大手不動産業者に伝わった。
彼は不動産業者と親しくなり、度々、酒を酌み交わしながら、農村の将来についてのはかりごとを企てた。
そこで持ち上がった話題が、農村の都市化計画だった。

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山形は東方面にある夜の街へ出向いた。
いくつかある店からひとつのバーを見つけ、中へと足を運んだ。
バーはゲームセンターの奥の暗がりの狭いスペースにあった。
客はいなかった。
夜も深まった頃なので、ゲームセンターにも客はほとんどいなかったが、背広を着た二人の短髪の若者がピンボールをしていた。
山形はカウンターにつき、バーテンがシェイクしたカクテルを一口飲んで尋ねた。
「昼間の客の入りはどう？」
「昼は結構多いよ。少年、学生、そして会社員もゲームをしにくる。あっちでピンボールをしている若いのも会社員で、うちの常連だ」
　山形の耳には、ピンボールの威勢のいい音とともに、若者たちの内気で内面に語りかけるような奇声が聴こえてくる。
「彼らは真面目そうだね」
「そう、彼らは近くの不動産会社の社員だ。彼らは毎日、昼間の仕事を終えると、うちに遊びに来る。だけど、私とは、二言三言たまに話をするだけで、あまり面と向かって話し合わない。たぶん、彼らの心の中には、あの農民一揆のことがいつまでも引っかかっているんじゃないかな？」
　山形は思った。
　悲しみの魂は、悲しみの感情によってのみセーブされる。
　それらの感情は決して消滅することなく、これからも生き続けるだろう。

　山形は簡易ホテルのロビーで新月と待ち合わせ、チェックインした。
　最上階の喫茶店で、一人、夕食を済ませた後だった。
　彼らの一室は、４階の、大きなガラス張りの窓があるツインルームだった。
「男女二人がこうして解放されて自由になる」
「そして？」
「流れは･･･」
　彼は窓から荘厳な夜空を眺めた。
　星々が輝いている。
　そこから生じた写実とは何だろか、と彼は思った。
　つかみ取れない時の流れ･･･、その中で彼のすべきことは何かと自問した。
　今は何もできない。
　自分の意思が存在しない。
　彼女はそんな彼を気遣って、
「お疲れ様！　シャワーを浴びて寝ることにするわ」
　と言った。
　彼は急に身体全体に疲れを感じてベッドに横になった。

　　　　　　　　　　　　　5

　彼は、小学校のまだ低学年のころ、友人たちと近所の林の中の敷地で遊んだ経験が何度もある。
　荒れ果てた木々は、彼らの若き冒険心をそそった。
　林の中にあるいくつもの大きな穴の一つの中に入り、青空の中に垣間見える若葉のような好戦的な抱負を語り合ったりもした。
　他人の土地に入り込んでも許されるのは、昭和の時代の忘れがたき寛容の精神とも言うべきものだろうか。
　彼は友人たちと自動販売機で買った缶ジュースを飲みながら、若き探検隊とも言うべき友情を熱くしていた。
　やかて、不法侵入者に対する警告ブザーが鳴り響いた。
　彼らの顔は一瞬、青ざめた。
　晴天の霹靂。
　大粒の雨が降り出す。
　彼は逃げ出した。
　友人とともに。
　穴から出るとき、足をくじいた。
　よろめき、穴の中へと転げ落ちた。
「隊長、大丈夫ですか？」
　と友人が気遣った。
「平気だ。手を貸してくれ」
　と彼は言った。
　差し伸べられた友人の手をつかみ、彼は脱出した。
　大雨になった。
　雷鳴が鳴り響いた。
　彼らは走った。
　そして、約束した場所の友人宅の前で彼は友人たちに言った。
「今日はご苦労だった」
　彼らは再び走り出して家路についた。

　彼は目を覚ました。
　窓から見える朝焼けが眩しかった。
　新月は隣のベッドで、まだ眠っていた。

　　　　　　　　　　　　　6

山形は新月とともに、簡易ホテルの喫茶店で昼食をとった。
彼は尋ねた。
「四原三輪、七子親子については？」
「いたって幸せな親子。子供は小学校から帰ると、絵本を読み、母親は食事の支度を始める。夕食を一緒に済ませると、母親は子供を寝かしつけて、眠りにつくまで童話を読む。そういった毎日ね」
「父親は？」
「父親は七子ちゃんが赤子のころ、離婚したって」
「理由は？」
「父親に新しい恋人ができたって･･･」
「恋人？」
「恋人は、代々花屋を家業としている家の娘さんで、名前は時子と聞いたわ。彼は花屋へ白いバラを買いにいったときに一発で一目ぼれしたって。別に四原三輪と仲が悪いわけではなかった」
「彼は今、何をしているの？」
「花屋の主人になったって」
「よほど惚れたんだね」
「彼は人がよいのだけれど左腕にバラの刺青をしているわ」
「夏になると、彼は半袖のシャツを着ているだろうから、バラの刺青が店を訪れた人の目に留まる」
「そう、それが彼の信念かもね」
「その花屋で盲目の沢木老人はバラの花束を買った」
「そう。彼は久しぶりの仕事で、元気いっぱいだった」
　山形は、この事件の鍵を握るいくつかの点を模索し、その各点を結ぶいくつかの線を発見したような気がした。
　彼にとって、細い絹でできた切ることのできない線であった。
　ふと、教会の神父が纏った黒い服を思い起こした。
　光と熱を求める数々の言葉が救いを求めたとき、人々の心はライトアップされる。
　夢が現実味を帯びる瞬間だった。

今、彼の心はマグマの中心にある。
古きよき心の故郷。
高速で映し出される現実。
彼は目をつぶる。

繰り返される漆黒の闇と白昼夢。
それらは摩擦を繰り返す。
新たな世界を手に入れた。
カオスによって生じたオレンジ色の世界。

花の命は短い。
彼は再び目を閉じる。
七色の花々の生存と死滅。
風の中で微動する。
摩擦力は高次元で最大化される。

代々伝わるフラワーショップ。
彼は何度も足を運んで主人と会話を交わす。
帰り際の太陽は白く眩しかった。
額の汗をハンカチで拭う。
彼はふと思う。

様々なエネルギー状態を保つ世界。
高エネルギーは低エネルギーに吸収される。
高エネルギーは別の高エネルギーによって存続する。
低エネルギーも別の低エネルギーによって存続する。

そして、私たちはカオスを獲得する。
エネルギーの発散と相殺と滅亡。
そして、花々は永久に救われた。

彼は思い出す。
高原の花畑。
一面に広がった白い花々。
時は緩やかに流れる。

都会のカオスに身を投じる。
時の流れは速い。
犠牲と和解を繰り返す。

デスクの花瓶にさした白い花。
家族のイメージ。
一杯のコーヒー。
カオスの生成と消滅。
人間の運命と渇望。
花々を助けるために。

甘酸っぱいオレンジの想い。

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喫茶店にて、彼は彼女に尋ねた。
「四原親子の家には行ったことがあるの？」
「ええ、叔父さんと一緒に訪ねたことがあるの」
「織田刑事ね」
「そう。捜査開始から三年が過ぎたころね。叔父さんは、どうにも捜査が進展しないので、私の協力を求めていた」
「どんな家だった？」
「現場から見て西方面に建ち並ぶ民家の中の西洋風のレンガ造りのこぢんまりとした二階建ての家だった。ツタの葉っぱに覆われていて、民家の中でも、恐怖をそそる一軒家っていう感じかな」
「恐怖をそそるっていうのは、君だけの主観だろ？」
「そうね。オレンジ色の恐怖っていうか、赤い光と緑の光が合わせ持つパワーね」
「晴天の青空の日は、それをセーブする」
「そう。だから天気のよい日は、親子で買い物に出かける。花屋さんのご主人が言っていたけど、晴天の日は必ず花屋に立ち寄る親子だから、この世の動向に応じて、親子のためにいろいろな花を用意するそうよ」
「この世の動向？」
「親子は日頃、新聞も読まなければテレビも観ない。だから花屋さんに置いてある花々が彼らの情報源ね。例えば、日本で悲しい事件が起きたときには赤い花々、楽しい出来事があった日には青い花々、滑稽な出来事の場合は、黄色い花々というようにね」
「親子はそれを気にしていたの？」
「さあ、別に気にしてなかったかもしれない。でも、花屋さんは、それが、美しい親子への言葉だって」
「趣のある話だね」
　新月はコーヒーを一口飲んだ。
「それから、四原親子にはよき友人がいた」
「巻田岩男さんのこと？」
「そう。彼は駄菓子屋を一人で経営しているお年寄り。七子ちゃんは時々、巻田老人の駄菓子屋へ遊びに行っていたらしいわ。近所の子供たちが集まるから、みんなで話をしながら近くの公園で駄菓子を食べられるって。男の子たちはメンコを買って遊ぶし、女の子たちは、たくさんのカラフルなリングでできたお手玉を買って遊ぶし、みな、おふとかソースイカ、水飴、ラムネなんかも買って巻田さんも笑顔を絶やさずに売っていたって」
　山形はふと、平和な光景を思い浮かべた。
　幼少時代のあどけなさ。
　遠い記憶を思い、胸を熱くした。
「懐かしいね。新月はそんな思い出あった？」
「私の場合、子供のころ、あまり駄菓子屋へは行かなかった。男の子たちの世界と思っていたからね。でも、初めて買ったバレンタインチョコを駄菓子屋で買ったのはよく覚えているわ。チェーンストアより駄菓子屋。たぶん、好きな男の子が時々行ってたからかな」
　新月はミルクコーヒーを二口飲んだ。
「七子ちゃんと巻田さんとの関係は、駄菓子の売買だけだった？」
「いや、もっと親密だった。巻田老人は時々、四原家へ花束をプレゼントするために、通っていたらしい。花々は充分すぎるくらい四原家にはあったけど、巻田さんがプレゼントした花々は青い花が多かったらしい。青い花は珍しいから母の三輪さんも、老人に食事をご馳走したり、七子ちゃんも老人とビー玉で遊んだりしていたらしいわ」
「かなり親しい間柄だね」
　山形は視線を少し上に向けて聞いた。
「君の叔父さん、織田刑事って優しい人柄かな」
「何で分かるの？」
「だって、捜査の極秘情報を君に漏らすなんて厳しい人にはできないことだよ」
「あっ、事件の情報を聞いたときは、叔父さんの家で食事をご馳走してもらったときね。叔父さんは日本酒を飲んで相当酔っていたし、饒舌になれば何でもしゃべっちゃうタイプ。でも、いざ、仕事になれば、真面目一本で十軒以上の聞き込み調査のあげく、足を棒にすることも度々あったみたい。白髪交じりの中年で、ルックスは刑事にありがちな地味なタイプ」
　山形はポケットから眼鏡を取り出し、眼鏡拭きでレンズを拭きながら聞いた。
「沢木老人の取調べは大変だったんじゃない？」
「そのとおり。沢木さんは取り調べの最中、終始うつむいて、私には分かりません、知りません、の一点張り。怒号、机を叩く音など聴かされたと思うけど、唯一の救いは彼が盲目だったということ。私が想像するには、彼は終始、闇の中で光を求めていた」
「家宅捜査は行なわれたの？」
「行なわれたらしいわ。老人は一人暮らしだったんだけど、捜索時には、織田刑事連れ添いで、公園のベンチに座っていた。織田刑事は、彼は無実だと断定していた。織田さんが捜査に当たって最重視するのは動機なのよ。織田さんは捜査開始後、一週間くらいたったときにはすでに沢木さんの無実を断定していた」
「君の叔父さんが彼にとっての光だったわけだね」
「そうね。だから家宅捜索からちょうど一ヵ月後の日曜日に彼の無実が判明した」

　山形は眼鏡を掛け、すかさずポケットから携帯を取り出して、「赤いバラ」、「盲目」、「殺人事件」で検索した。


・ 名曲「赤いバラの心に魅せられて」を作曲したのは二十一歳の青年。

・ 盲目の詩人は語る。「私の心は半月の晩に飾られた赤いバラのごとく･･･」

・ 刑事ドラマ演出に当たり、殺人事件の赤いバラがキーポイントに。

コアワード　　　バラの棘


彼は低い声で呟いた。
「彼には棘がない。無実だ」

　　　　　　　　　8

　彼は、前に検索によって得られた、セントラルコアワード「ハードコア」に関連する様々な言葉を思い浮かべ、さらに、それらから、いくつものコアワードを探そうとした。
　拡大する言葉の数々、そして、それらを一つの言葉にまとめようとする彼の意思。
　彼の頭の中で、すべての歴史が高スピードで展開される。
　そして、反復する混乱が生み出される。

　大戦の炎。
　赤い夜空。
　防空壕の中の親子。
　終戦の焼け跡。
　そして、平和の獲得。

　高度経済成長。
　幸せな家族。
　歩行者天国。
　弱者救済。

　白血病の子供とその家族。
　プレゼントされた花束。
　四方の壁に貼られた思い出のカラフルピクチャーの数々。

　白の花々。
　黄色の花々。
　赤い色の花々。

　グリーンリーブス。
　そして、青い地球。
　それらすべてをまとめるコアワードは･･･、

　カオスだ。

　　　　　　　　　　　9

　山形は午後、現場から見て西北方面の教会へ行った。
　教会は、茶褐色のレンガ造りで、内部がどうなっているのかは、外観を見ただけでは察しづらかった。
　教会は高等学校の校庭のわきにあり、近づいてみると、その中からは、様々な家族たちが聖書を音読している声が聴き取れた。
　校庭では、少年たちが野球をしていた。
　木枯らしが枯葉を運び、いくつものら線形をつくりだしている。
　風が強くなった。
　カオスをつくりだしている。
　カオスはカオスを呼び起こし、カオスによってセーブされる。
　予想は当たった。
　強風の中を雪が舞っている。
　少年たちは気にせずに野球を続ける。
　次第に吹雪に近くなった。
　少年たちは教会のそばの木陰に集まった。
　神父が少年たちにパンの耳をたくさんのせた皿を差し出した。
　少年たちは嬉しそうに食べ始めた。
　平和の白い鳩が求めるパンの耳。
　少年たちの熱い心。
　聖書を心の支えとする家族。
　校庭全体が赤く染まったころ、吹雪が収まり、私たちは赤い夕日を見た。
　私たちの心は、裏も表も存在しないカオスに支配されていた。
　そして、赤い夕日を快く迎え入れた。
　現代を映し出す鏡は、真っ赤に染まった。
　メビウスの赤面鏡だった。
　それが、私たちが求めていた世界と心の境界だった。





　　　　　　　四章　　　ハートフルニュームーン



　　　　　　　　　1

　平日の午後、山形と新月は、東京駅で新幹線に乗り込んだ。
　そして、二人面して座席に着いた。
　都会の雑踏、ノイズ、そして底知れぬわだかまりから解放された彼は、缶コーヒーを飲みながら、そっけない表情でコートを脱いだ新月に言った。
「すくなくとも犯人は仮面をかぶった凶暴な人物だ」
「嵐の中の獣･･･」
「そう。転山平助は嵐の夜、『南国の湖』のほとりで何を想っていたか」
「彼は不眠症で、その自己嫌悪を逆手にとって、一瞬の希望を農民一揆が起こった晩にもとめた」
「それは、白いカオスだった」
「その時、転山さんの心中は？」
「一種の孤独だろう」
「彼は一人で遠くから白いカオスを体験し、虚空を見つめるように、その場にいることの意味を模索していた」
「哀しいパースペクティブ」
「でも、その体験には万人に共通する気概が隠されているように思うね」
「日々の生活の中での意識の拡張とか･･･」
　山形は缶コーヒーを飲み終えると、窓際の平面に空き缶を勢いよく置いた。
「推理小説は好き？」
「ええ、時々読むわ」
「どんな時？」
「そうねえ、休日の過ごし方の一つかな」
「例えば、孤独な女性が、ひとりで推理小説を読む場合を想定しよう」
「私の場合？」
「いや、君の場合とは違う」
「君は孤独を感じることが少ないタイプだろ？」
「じゃあ、彼女の場合は？」
「彼女は、職場での友達がいたが、5時きっかりに仕事を終えると、すぐに帰宅するタイプ。そして、家で夕食を一人で済ませると推理小説を読む」
「そういった毎日？」
「そう。ある晩、彼女は唯一の親しい友人から薦められた推理小説を読んだ。その小説の内容は殺人事件を一人の探偵が解決するストーリー。彼女の世界は唯一の友人関係を大切にするブルーワールドだ」
「小説の世界が関わってくるとか･･･」
「その通りだね。いま、小説の中の犯人がレッドハート、被害者がブルーハートをキープしているとしよう」
「犯人は危険な赤、被害者は青ざめたような心･･･」
「そうとも言えるかもしれない。推理小説を読み終えて、トリックなどが分かってしまえば、彼女は犯人のレッドハートと被害者のブルハートを、心の中で共有することになるね」
「パープルハートね」
「そう。でも彼女の世界は、唯一の友人を大切にするブルーワールドだから、パープルハートを得たとしても、彼女の世界はあまり変わらない」
「世界がレッドワールドのときは？」
「例えば、彼女の生きている時代が大戦中だったとしよう。その世界はレッドワールドだ。そんな世界で彼女は推理小説を読んだ」
「レッドワールドは変わらない」
「そうだね。赤い世界と、推理小説の紫の世界が合わさっても、色はさして変化しない」
「ところが･･･」
「ところが、彼女が故郷に帰って、推理小説を読む場合を想定すると、彼女の世界は家族的なグリーンの世界だから、推理小説のパープル感覚が合わさると･･･」
「ホワイト」
「そう、彼女の心は白い世界観によって助けられる」
「もし世界が白かったら？」
「それがとても重要だ。白い世界にも色々あると思うけど、ここで想定する白い世界はカオティックワールドだ」
「安保闘争の時代とか･･･」
「彼女は学園紛争の最中、推理小説を読んだ。ホワイトワールドと推理小説のパープルワールドが合わさると･･･」
「藤の花の色ね」
「淡い紫色。君が一番好きな色だね」
　新月はいったん目をそらし、窓の外の景色を眺めながら言った。
「犯人の目星はついているの？」
「ああ、だいたいね」
「自殺説は却下されたとか･･･」
「いや、完全には否定できない」
　彼女は視線をもどすと聞いた。
「ところで、推理小説の結末が自殺だった場合は？」
「その場合も重要だ。一般のオフィスレディーの場合を考えてみよう。彼女は様々な世界の中にいる。会社における交友関係、職場での忙しい仕事、家族との安らぎの世界･･･」
「それぞれ、青、赤、緑の世界ね」
「ところが、結末が自殺だった場合、彼女の心の中で一瞬、すべての光が消える」
「ダークネスね」
「でも、その暗闇の期間は極めて短い。推理小説を読み終えた後のカタルシスによって、彼女は闇から救われる」
「ブラックアンドホワイトね」
「そう。暗闇の世界から光を取り戻すと、新しい世界が生まれる。摩擦によって生じたオレンジ色の炎のようにね」
「よみがえる魂の体験ね」
　山形はペットボトルのお茶でのどを潤した。
「僕にとっては、経済学における理論と実証のようなものだ」
「青い理論と赤い実証ね」
「そのとおりだ。理論というのは、自分の頭で考えて、一つのブルーコアを形成する」
「赤は現実の世界ね」
「現実の世界は、それぞれの人々が忙しく仕事をして、一種の闘争を繰り返している」
「闘争が闘争を呼び、その中で休息を求める」
「しかし、マクロ、あるいはミクロの視点から見ると、そこにはある程度の法則性が見出される」
「人間の行動パターンは法律というものに縛られ、その中で人々は、一定の欲求を満たすために行動するからね」
「その法則性の中から生じたのが経済理論で、それを用いた経済政策により人々の暮らしはセーブされる」
「インフレに対する政策がなければ、ハイパーインフレーションが起こって社会は崩壊するからね」
「よく知っているね。インフレ克服のための経済理論がブルーコアで、それによって救われた社会がレッドワールドだ」
「それらが合わさってパープルパワーが形成される」
「そう。平和な社会を維持するためには、紫の威力が必要となる」
　山形はペットボトルのお茶を一気に飲み干した。
「これから起こることは、あなたが考え出した犯行に関する理論を、実証に結びつけるための準備というわけね」
「すくなくともそうあってほしい」

　　　　　　　　　　　2

　その後、彼らは事件とはまったく関係のないことを、しばらく話し続けた。
　共通の友人が今何をしているかといったことなどであった。
　彼は、この夜、何が起こるかについての予想はできたが、それが現実になることについて畏怖を感じていた。
　その感情は、現場に近づくにつれ、緊張感とともに特殊な感情を引き起こした。

　彼は夕日を浴びて桃色に染まった新月の顔を見たとき、窓から外を眺めた。
　貨物線が遠くに見えた。
　多くの路線が交差して密集して放つ赤い光が彼の心を熱くした。
　そこに、選択肢はない、と彼は思った。
　そして、彼は目を閉じた。

　彼は閉ざされた部屋の中にいた。
　部屋の中は闇に包まれ、二つの左右のドアから白い光の筋が見えた。
　左のドアが一番目のドアで、右のドアが二番目のドアだ。
　彼は一番目のドアから外へ出ようとした。
　だが、ドアノブを掴んだとき、錆付いてドアが開かないことに気付いた。
　彼は力を込めた。
　ドアは開かない。
　彼はあきらめた。
　右のドアからの光の筋が拡大した。
　そして、右のドアは自然に開いた。
　彼は右のドアのドアノブを掴み、ドアを大きく開けて、光の中へ身を投じた。
　身も心もライトアップされた。
　そこは大学のチャペルへ通じる廊下だった。
　窓から、雲間の半月が見えた。
　外は小雨が降っているようだった。
　窓のガラスが少し曇っている。
　彼は、救われたことを自覚した。
　彼は走った。
チャペルの手前に神父が立っていた。
「これから嵐になる」
　と、神父は彼に言った。
　希望の嵐。
　予想通りの嵐。
　嵐の後の新しい世界。
　神父は彼に何も忠告しなかった。
「友よ！」
　と、神父は言った。
　予期される青い光。
　彼の記憶は光の中で呼び起こされた。
　誰に打ちあけたらいいだろう、と彼は思った。
　一番、身近な人がいい。
　彼の思いはライトアップされ、夜空へ吸い込まれた。

　彼は目を覚ました。
　目の前で新月が微笑んでいる。
「何の夢だった？」
「光に包まれる夢さ」
　と、彼は言って、ハンカチをポケットから出し、額の汗を拭った。
「だいぶ困っていた様子だったけど」
「そうだ。いつも困っている。困っているからこそ、その後の開放感が待ち遠しい」
「あなたの困惑の源は？」
　斜め左の座席で、子供連れの家族が、トランプで７並べをして、時に歓声を上げて盛り上がっていた。
「それは、幼い頃の思い出にある」
「幼い頃と現時点の隔たりにあるとか･･･」
「誰もがそういった思いの中で生きている。しかし、ほとんどの人は、忙しい毎日の連続の中で、その隔たりを感じない。それが現代の感覚だ」
　彼はポケットから携帯を取り出し、検索を繰り返した。
　それに応じて新月との会話を続けた。
　そして、緊張感をまぎらす努力をした。

　「家族」、「旅」、「夏」で検索。

・ ダイヤを敷き詰めたような海。

・ 光で輝く青いプール。

・ あっという間に過ぎ去る夏のひと時。

コアワード　　束縛されない心と太陽

　「夏」、「熱帯夜」、「家族」で検索。

・ 夕食での団欒。

・ 冷房の効いた涼しい部屋。

・ 浴衣を着て、花火を観に河川敷へ。

コアワード　　お洒落なクロスペンダント

　「冬」、「雪」、「夜」で検索。

・ 静まりかえった白銀の世界。

・ 朝を待ちながら眠る子供たち。

・ 困惑するタクシードライバー。

コアワード　　夢と現実

　「春風」、「花粉」、「花見」で検索。

・ ほのぼのとした情景。

・ 繰り返される夏への思い。

・ 夜桜を仰ぎ見る会社員。

コアワード　　　視界と欲求

　「夜のとばり」、「コスモス」、「涼風」で検索。

・ 残業と夜の肉体労働。

・ 老人と月見酒。

・ 夏の記憶を日記につける少年。

コアワード　　　コスモスセキュリティー

　　　　　　　　　　　3

　山形は、東京生まれで東京育ちだった。
　戦後の高度成長期の生まれで、新月より、およそ十年年上である。
　父親が会社を経営していたこともあり、戦後の復興期に、比較的、裕福な家庭に育った。
　しかし、彼の家は、木造の粗末な造りであった。
　彼の父は来るべき未来に期待を込めて、支出を最小限にしようと努めた。
　だから、粗末な家であっても、家族愛を支えとした、近所との付き合いも親しい間柄の、よき家族であった。
　彼は、父、母、兄とともに四人家族の一員として家族愛を育んだ。
　幼少のころは、夜、二段ベッドで兄とともに眠りにつき、あっという間の朝を迎え、兄とともに学校へ行く。
　そんな毎日を送っていた。
　家は粗雑なつくりだったので、彼が幼少のころには、雨の日などは雨漏りがした。
　母は、いくつかの洗面器を床に置いて対応した。
　父は、そんなことは気にせず、仕事から帰るとビールを飲んで、食事の支度をするようにと母に命じた。
　そして、家族四人そろって食事をした。
　雨漏りは日に日に増して、六月に入ると家の三つある部屋の天井のいたるところから、雨水が滴り落ちた。
　母は兄と彼に助けを求め、あらゆる類の器を用意した。
　しかし、彼はそのような生活をスリルあることとして楽しんだ。
「あら。あそこからも漏れている。早くしてちょうだい！」
　そんな母の切羽詰った奇声に応じて彼は、
「ちょっと待ってよ。パパのゴルフトロフィーがあるから、それを持ってくるよ！」
　と、大声で言った。
　雨が収まってしばらくすれば、母、兄、彼の三人で軽食をする。
　それも駄菓子の類で、近所の駄菓子屋で買った五円ラーメン――それは麺を加工する際に工場で床に落ちた乾燥した麺で出来ていた――と蜜柑、チョコレートなどを、牛乳を飲みながら食べた。
　夏が来れば家族旅行である。
　父は会社を経営していたので、金銭的余裕があった。
　休みを利用しての家族サービスだった。
　彼らが毎年行く旅行先は、プールつきの旅館だった。
　青いプールの水面に反射した、いくつもの光に彼は心を熱くした。
　夢中になって泳いだ。
　兄とともに競い合って泳いだときもあった。
　疲れると、プールサイドに広がった芝生で、バッタを採り、それらを虫かごに入れて遊んだ。
　プールサイドわきでは、父と母が、その姿を時々眺めながら、仕事の話をしていた。
　やがて夕時を迎えると、彼らは熱い風呂で汗を流した。
「熱い！　熱すぎるよ！」
　と、彼は叫んで風呂に入ることを拒んだが、父は強引に彼の腕を掴んで、
「入れ！　それでも男か！」
　と言って叱った。
「分かったよ」
　と彼は言って、すでに何のためらいもなく風呂に浸かった兄とともに、一分間という父の命令のもといやいやながら熱い湯に浸かった。
　風呂上りに部屋へ戻ると、贅沢な刺身料理の数々、彼は笑顔を取り戻してともに食事をした。
　夜になると、ゲームセンターで卓球を楽しんだ。
　身長の低い彼が卓球をするには、台が高すぎた。
　彼は両親と兄が卓球をやっている姿を、近くで座って見ながらときに歓声を上げながら、その場に興じた。
　寝るころになると、
「さっき、廊下の奥のほうから女性の啜り泣きが聴こえたの」
　と、トイレからもどった母が言った。
「お化けだ！」
　と彼は叫んだ。
「いいからもう寝なさい」
　と父は言って、部屋の片隅に置いてあった布団を敷き始めた。
「そうね。きっと私の空耳ね」
　と母は言って布団を敷くのを手伝った。
　夏の幸せな家族だった。
　彼らの家族愛を誰もがうらやましく思っただろう。
（羨望の後の悲しみかしら？　それとも、よき思い出作りのための演出かしら）
　と母は思った。
　彼は床についても、なかなか眠りにつけなかった。
　興奮していた。
　明日のプールを楽しみにして、太陽の下での水しぶきの輝きを思い起こしながら、羊の数を数え続けた。
　やっと眠りにつくと、あっという間の朝。
　彼は、カーテンの隙間から差し込む光の線に気付いて、ガバッと起き上がると、
「もう朝だよ！」
　と叫んだ。
「うるさい！　もう少し寝てなさい」
　と父が叱った。
「はい･･･」
　と彼は呟き、床で目を閉じながら、外の小鳥たちの囀りに聴き入っていた。

　　　　　　　　　　4

　山形はよき家族に育った。
　彼が小学生の高学年のころであろうか。
　ある日、彼は学年の合同で行なわれる学芸会でアコーディオンを弾いた。
学芸会には、各児童の親たちが呼ばれ、児童たちの演奏に耳を傾けていた。
彼は、一ヶ月ほど前から、学校の午後の授業を終えた放課後、数人の児童とともに、音楽室に残って、アコーディオンを弾く練習をした。
彼は真面目に練習した。
それが、ごく当たり前のことのように先生の指導に従った。
アコーディオンを弾いた児童は数人で、その数人がともに同じ演奏をして、他の児童たちの太鼓、木琴、シンバルなどとともに楽団演奏を披露した。
メインはピアノ演奏で、それはピアノが特別に上手な女子児童が弾いた。
学芸会での演奏が終わると、会場は拍手に包まれた。
滞りなく進行した演奏会だった。

数日後、彼が家族とともに夕食を済ませると、母が、
「いいプレゼントあるのよ」
　と言って、隣の居間へ行った。
　父は温かい眼差しを彼に向けていた。
　兄は、何が始まるのだろう、と好奇心旺盛な表情で蜜柑を食べていた。
　母はかなり大きなプレゼントの入った箱を持ってきた。
　あまりの大きさに彼はびっくりして悲鳴を上げた。
「開けてみなさい」
　と父が言った。
彼は恐る恐る、緑色の紙に包まれた箱を抱え、丁寧に紙をはがした。
　黒い皮の箱が入っていた。
　開けると、赤い色のアコーディオンが入っていた。
　十万円程する高価な代物であった。
　食卓のホワイトライトが赤いアコーディオンに反射して、彼の目に飛び込んだ瞬間、彼は泣き出してしまった。
「あら素敵なアコーディオンね」
　と母が言った。
「早速、弾いてみなさい」
　と父が言った。
彼はちり紙で鼻をかんでひどく困ったような表情を父に向けた。
「いいから弾いてみなさい」
　と父は励ました。
「頑張れ！」
　と兄が叫んだ。
　彼はアコーディオンを抱え、演奏を始めた。
　終わると、父、母、兄の拍手が狭い部屋に鳴り響いた。

　　　　　　　　　　　5

　彼が、まだ小学生の低学年だったころ、父は兄に夏目漱石の全集をプレゼントした。
　父が期待したものは、兄に対し、家業をついでくれるような立派な社会人になってほしいという、将来に関する一種の切望だった。
　しかし、当時の兄としては、それを気軽に受けとめていた。
「漱石の『こころ』って後半がほとんどKの遺書なんだぜ」
　とある時、兄は彼に言った。
「ええ？　読ませてよ」
　と彼は応えて、本を借り、所々つまみ読みをした。
　内容はあまり理解できなかった。
　しかしその後、彼は｢こころ｣が醸し出す重みにのめり込んだ。
　一種の雰囲気を自分のものにしようと考えた。
　それ以来、彼は国語の授業で教師に作文の宿題を命ぜられると、家で、今の自分の置かれている立場から生じる考えなどを夜遅くまで書いたりした。
　教師に提出した後、呼び出されて、
「これ本当に自分で書いたの？　お父さんやお母さんに手伝ってもらってない？」
　と教師に聞かれた。
「そんなことないです」
　彼はそう言って、わだかまりのある感情を覚えた記憶があった。
　それ以後、彼は、探偵小説やSF小説などを読むようになり、中学校に入学したころから、推理小説を夜遅くまで夢中になって読んだこともあった。

　　　　　　　　6

　彼は、幼少期以降、年を重ねるごとに、他の児童と同じように、闘争心を心で芽生えさせ小学校高学年あたりから、将棋に夢中になった。
　人懐っこい彼は、父の部下として働いている中年社員たちが家へ遊びに来たときなどは、必ず将棋の相手をしてほしいとせがんだ。
　しばらくは、全戦全敗であったが、そのことが彼の闘争本能を芽生えさせた。
　彼は、将棋に関する数冊の本を父にねだって買ってもらい、将棋盤もちゃんとしたものを買い与えられた。
　腕前は日に日に上達した。
　そして、ある晩、家で酒を飲みながら父母と食事をともにしていた会社の運転手と対局し、勝利を収めた。
「いやあ、腕上げたね」
　と運転手の中年社員は言った。
「私が注いだビールのおかげかしら」
　と母が言った。
「何杯も飲んで、酔っ払ったからね。でも、確実に腕上げたよ。結構、勉強したんじゃない？」
　彼は黙って終局後の盤面を見つめていたが、しばらくすると、
「角を切って銀を取ったのが成功したみたい」
　と言った。
「そう、君はもう将棋のコツを会得した。俺の強い仲間を呼んでも、相当きわどい勝負になるんじゃないかな」

　彼の闘争心は幼少時代に形作られたと言えよう。
　しかし、彼は青年期になるまで、それを自覚することはなかった。
　終戦後の焼け野原。
　義務教育制度。
　資本主義における競争原理。
　密集した家々の近所同士のプライオリティに関するうわさ話。
　学歴社会。
　反権力闘争。
　都会への人口集中。
　工業化政策。
　環境破壊に関する提訴。
　長期にわたる東西冷戦。
　核軍縮会議。
　経済摩擦。
　難民問題。

　マスメディアによって扇動される社会に依存することは、この時代の国民にとって不可避なことであったが、そこに特別な依頼心をもたなかったことが、彼にとって救いであった。
　ニュースは好奇心を満たすための一時的なカンフル剤。
　それによって、家族の絆が失われないことが、彼にとって、この時代における平和的な生き方だった。

　彼は思う。
　この時代に生まれ育ったことは、農村で育った子供が家の東側にそびえる山脈の登頂に成功することのようなものであると。
　その山脈は、幼少時代には、蛇や熊が出没するので登頂禁止である。
　子供は毎日、その山脈の登頂を思い描きながら過ごす。
彼は、青々と聳える山脈に憧れ、冬は茶褐色の山肌を畏れる。
「山へは絶対に近づいちゃだめよ」
　と母は言う。
「山にいる熊は人を襲う。襲われたら一貫の終わりだ」
　と父は言う。
「蛇の中には赤マムシもいるらしいぜ」
　と兄は言う。
　しかし、山脈は時代とともに変化する。
　山の麓付近の木々は、山道を造るために伐採され登山道ができる。
　やがて、樹木は木材を得るために伐採され、コンクリートの舗装道路に変わる。
　頂上には数々の売店ができる。
　麓と頂上を結ぶロープウェーが造られる。
　少年になった子供は、その山脈の登頂に成功する。
　朝早く家を出て、幼少のころの長い間、見ることができなかった朝焼けに感激する。
　オレンジ色の空に浮かぶ赤い太陽を求めた子供のころの例えだった。
　
　青年になった彼は考える。
　
労働とは何か。
血と汗と降り続く雨。
故郷への思いと責任感。
夜を徹する肉体労働。

この時代に夜明けを信じないものはいない。
地球の中心に思いを寄せれば、そこの重みと明るさが、北極の極夜と南極の白夜が繰り返される。
点滅する光の数々。

そして、街はあっという間に近代化する。
ハイスピードで平地がビル群へと変わる。
雨は降ったり止んだり。

嵐呼ぶ太陽の眩しさ。
目を閉じれば真っ赤な世界を体験できる。
目を開ければ砂の混じった風が目を痛くする。
潮風が誘う砂を想う。

　　　　　　　　　　7

彼は青年時代によき思い出を体験した。
高校時代のことである。
彼が通っていた高校は男女共学であったが、三年に上がると同時に各クラスともに、文型、理系の各グループに分かれて学習した。
　共学だったので、女生徒はほとんど文系で、男子生徒の文系理系比率はほぼ半々だった。
　だから、学年全体の文系理系比率は文系の比率のほうが上回る。
　彼らは一、二年で基礎教育科目を履修していたので、三年では残りの基礎科目と応用科目などの選択科目を履修するが、選択科目の履修は自由だったので、卒業に必要な単位を満たしていれば、選択科目は少なくてもよかった。
　したがって、生徒によっては、週二、三回は午前の授業のみで、午後は新宿や渋谷へ行って遊ぶ者も少なからずいた。
　自由な校風であった。
　
　ある日、山形は友人三人を呼んで、昼休みに学校の空き部屋でマージャンをした。
　ジャンパイは、友人が面白半分に家から持ってきた本物を使った。
　四つの机を並べて、それをジャン卓とした。
　今となっては、なぜそのような行為に走ったのかよくは分からないが、青年時代の自由というのは、その中での欲求に歯止めがかからないところもあり、時として大胆な行為に走るというのはたまにあることだろう。
　ジャラジャラと大きな音をたて、
「リーチ一発、ツモ、ドラドラ」
などと騒いでいたので、女子生徒や受験勉強に忙しい生徒などが廊下からチラッと横目で覗き見て、すぐに知らん振りをしていた。
この行為については、あっという間にクラスメートたちの耳に届いてしまい、午後の授業を終えると、彼らはクラス担任に呼び出された。
呼び出された場所は授業で使うこともあるアトリエわきの小部屋である。
担任は美術担当の女性教員である。
彼の友人の一人は、行くまでの途中で、
「やっぱ、まずかったかな」
　と言って表情をこわばらせていたが、他の友人は、
「大丈夫だよ。他の奴だってトランプとかやっていただろ」
　と言って友人の肩をポンッと叩いた。
　四人は小部屋に集められた。
教師の指示のもと椅子に座らせられた。
　三つあるデスクの上に資料が乱雑に置かれ、いたるところに画用紙などが積み重なって置かれている小部屋である。
「かなり大胆なこと。どういうことかな？」
　と教師が聞くと、彼らはみな黙って下を向いていた。
　しかし、教師からの忠告はこの一言だけだった。
「山形君、コーヒーを５つ用意して」
　と教師は言った。
　彼は言われたとおり、デスクに置いてあったスティックコーヒーを、五つのカップに入れ、ポットの湯を注いだ。
　そして、彼らは教師とともに世間話をした。
　あの芸能人は、あの政治家は、あのミュージシャンは、といったことを、騒ぎながら話し合った。
　マージャンとコーヒー。
　後になって考えると、いい組み合わせだった、と彼は思った。

　　　　　　　　　　　　8

　高校三年の秋には、高校生活最後の修学旅行へと出かけた。
　広島の原爆記念塔、宮島などを観てまわった。
　宮島近くの旅館に泊まったときなどは、夜を徹して騒ぎ続けた。
　夜中は、旅館の一室で、眠りについている男子生徒がほとんどだったが、グループでひそひそ話しをする男子生徒も中にはいた。
　彼は、ひそひそ話をするグループの一員で、こっそりグループで部屋を抜け出し、旅館の中の暗がりの喫茶室で女生徒のランク付けを話し合ったり、屋上へ行って夜の海を眺めたり、潮の引いた浜辺へ行って、最近テレビで話題になったボクシングのヘビー級タイトルマッチの話などをした。
　彼にとって十代最後の熱き思い出だった。

　生徒たちは、列車からバスに乗り換え、東京へ帰る途中で江ノ島近くの浜辺に立ち寄り、高校生活最後の友情を結んだ。
　ラスト一時間。
　山形は友人たちと浜辺で野球をした。
　ゴムボールと、海水が染み込んだ木材の切れ端をバットにして、彼らは切羽詰ったように遊戯にのめり込んだ。
　彼らはバットでボールを打って駆け出す。
　砂が舞い上がる。
「よし、今度は俺の番だ」
　と彼は言い、ボールを高々と打ち上げた。
　友人が、転びながらボールをキャッチする。
「アウト！」
　と彼の友人が叫ぶ。
　やがて日が沈むころを迎えた。
　彼らはボールとバットを捨て去り、波打ち際を歩き出した。
　波が引いた後の砂浜が、オレンジ色に輝き、だんだんと赤みを帯びてくる。
　彼らはバスに戻ると眠りについた。
　区切りの休息だった。

　　　　　　　　　　　　　9

　彼は十代の青年期の思い出に、一日の僅かな時間に見られるオレンジ色の空をダブらせて考えた。

　苦痛はさほど感じない。
　右肩上がりの身体能力と精神能力。
　それが二本の直線を作り出す。
　二本の直線は時とともに、あるいは友人が増えるごとに多数の直線に変わっていく。
　すべて右肩上がりの直線。
　
　直線は交差する。
　そこに存在する新たな四角形の数々。
　しかし、その中からダイヤモンドの形を見出すのは難しい。

　二十代を過ぎれば変わってくる。
　右肩上がりの精神能力と右肩下がりの肉体能力。
　年を重ねるごとに直線の数は増える。
　容易に見出すことができる四角形。
　ダイヤモンドの数々。

　女性の胸の鼓動。
　ダイヤモンドは増える。
　新月の夜と満月の夜は繰り返される。
　ダイヤを敷き詰めたような海の沖。

それは次世代のルビーを呼ぶ。
ルビーの赤。
エメラルドの緑。
サファイアの青。

皆既日食と皆既月食。
太陽から見た地球。
太陽から見た月。
クロスの生成と消滅は繰り返される。
南アフリカの虹の空。

虹は思い出として残る。
膨張する宇宙。
色彩感覚を手に入れる。
日中の明るさと月夜の暗がり。
私たちが必要としているのは、その明滅だった。

幼少時代の家族を思い浮かべる。
彼が持っている力は右へと向かう潜在能力。
ある時、彼は傷ついてその能力の半分を失う。
しかし、家族の気遣いで失った能力はよみがえった。
その繰り返しだった。

少年時代、彼は潜在能力から新たな能力をうみだす。
能力は四方八方に伸び、環境に影響を与える。
家族の励まし。
学校での仲間意識。
そして、冷やかし。

冷やかしのベクトルを、自分の持つ四方八方のベクトルをうまく使い分けて消そうとする。
消えて、新たなベクトルを予感する。
喜びを感じた。
その喜びをまた得ようと、友人たちとの関係を保とうとする。

風紀にそむいた行いをする。
彼らは教師の叱責を受ける。
その反動で彼らは仲間意識を強める。
社会と言うものはこういうものだと知る。

少年はやがて青年となる。
自分の中のベクトルの生成と消滅は頻度を増す。
そして、摩擦から生じる世界を脱する。
社会人となる。

金の力を知る。
部下と上司の関係。
高度な能力を得たものは、高度な能力によって支配される世界によってセーブされる。
複雑な心境と友人との交友関係。

彼は度々、友人と酒を飲み交わした。
そして、語り合った。
人生とは深みにはまったときに差し伸べられた友の手なのだろうか。
自問自答を繰り返す言葉。

友人との対話で拒絶される言葉の数々。
対話の中のしぐさが物語る。
温かい視線と冷たい視線。
しばしの微笑み。

友人は時に顔をしかめる。
助け合う心と非難する言葉に隠された友情。
度重なる悦楽と忘れ去られた苦痛。
時間の経過。

平行な路線の伸びる先には終着点がある。
交差が繰り返され、密になる瞬間を思い浮かべる。
もし、終着点がなかったら、と彼は考える。
もしそうであれば、私たちはすべてを忘れてしまう。

過去の友情も、悦楽も、そして苦痛も。
そして、過去を忘れ、未来に生き続けるだろう。
短髪のキリスト像は存在しない。
すくなくとも彼の心には。

思い出を語り合うには、彼は若すぎた。
若いがゆえに、一瞬の若いころの瞬きを大切にした。

彼は目を覚ました。
新月は頭を斜めに向けて眠っていた。
ガラス窓に彼女の横顔が映っていた。
夜は深まった。
彼は今の自分を取り戻そうと努力した。
そして、携帯を取り出し、「夜」、「暗闇」、「光」で検索した。

・ 灯台で夜の渡航を守る仕事はヘビー。

・ トンネルを抜けて、朝の光で目を覚ました。

・ プラネタリウムで、心地よい眠りについた後、「星空への招待」は始まった。

コアワード　決着の光





　　　　　　　　　　五章　銀色の鐘



　　　　　　　　1

　教会での集合時間は午後八時。
　月明かりが、レンガ造りの壁全体にぼやけたシルエットを描いていた。
　二十メートル四方ほどの内部には木製のいくつかの長椅子が乱雑に置いてあった。一段上の演台には、人間の身体より一回り小さ目の、磔になったキリスト像が上方にあり、薄暗い部屋の中で、左右のライトに映し出されていた。
　ジーザスが主人公？　と思わせるような左翼演劇がかった舞台設定である。
　新月、山形、織田刑事、沢木老人、巻田老人、四原親子の七人がランダムに長椅子に腰掛けた。
ただし、キリスト像に背を向ける者がいなかったので、彼らが座った位置を結べばU字形を描く曲線になり、皆、顔を向き変えながらそれぞれの表情を確かめ合っていた。
　全員、地味なコートをまとって、かじかんだ手をポケットの中で握り締めていた。
「七子ちゃん、寒くない？」
　と新月が小声で言った。
「大丈夫。みんなといっしょだもの」
　と七子は応えた。
　山形が大きめの声で言った。
「すぐに終わりますので、安心してください。では、織田さんからいわゆる『南国の湖』で起きた事件について説明してください」
　織田刑事は落ち着いた声で話し出した。
「四年前、転山平助という市役所勤務の男性の死体が池のほとりで発見されました。発見現場に散らばっていた赤いバラの数々など、不可解な点が多いことから、当本部は自殺、他殺の両面から調べましたが、捜査は難航し、本日、こうして皆様に集まっていただき、捜査協力を依頼することになりました」
　織田刑事は咳払いをして山形のほうを見た。
「続けてください」
　と山形は言った。
「事件が起きた前日の夜、農民一揆が起こりました。転山は不眠症で悩んでいましたので、そこに彼は助けを求めた。彼は農民一揆の闘争の場を、遠くの現場から8ミリビデオで撮影していたことが判明しました。彼は、その戦闘シーンを撮影し、自ら満足していました。録画されたテープを復元した結果、遠くのほうでの明滅する光が長時間記録されていましたが、嵐のため、映像自体ほとんどがぼやけており、そこに事件につながる事実を探すのは困難でした。ビデオの終了間近に凶暴化したカラスの大群が映し出されていましたが、このことが死因につながったという、結論には達しませんでした」
山形は言った。
「教会の結婚式で新郎、新婦が披露宴を終えた後、盲目の老人、沢木照信はバラの花束を、祝福する何人かの人々に、一本ずつ配る係りをした。そのバラを用意したのは･･･」
　四原三輪が言った。
「はい、私と娘の七子です」
「その経緯を話してもらえますか？」
「私は娘とともに、家でテーブルの上に置いた十本のバラを一つの花束にまとめる作業をしていました。その最中に私は、バラの心は棘にあるのよ、と娘に言いました。それから･･･」
「それからどうしたのですか？　はっきりおっしゃってください」
「私が席をはずしている最中に･･･、ああ何ということでしょう。娘は一本のバラの棘に毒を塗ってしまったのですね。確かに娘は新郎の松平様に恋をしていました」
「バラの本数は全部で十本。その十本を各参列者に沢木老人が配った。『ありがとう』と各参列者は彼に声を掛けた。そして、沢木老人は役割を終えたと思い、池のほとりまで下って行った。そこにいたのは意識を失いかけて仰向けに横たわった転山平助だった。彼は夢の中で、幼い頃の家族を夢想していた。そして、『ありがとう』と呟いた。沢木老人は、ここにも参列者がいたかと咄嗟に思い、残りのバラが束ねられた花束をまとめて差し出した。転山平助は無意識のまま反射的に、そのバラを受け取って握り締めた。彼の手は、バラの棘のために赤い血で染まった｣
「ああ、何ということでしょう。そのバラの棘は娘が細工した毒の棘だったとは･･･」

その時、
教会の鐘が鳴った。
すべての闇を拒むように。
歴史を呼び起こす溶鉱炉のように。
天は我らの味方か。

それとも･･･、
何度も鳴らされた期待の音に、
私たちは永久の希望を見出した。
現実となることを信じて。
暗闇のあとには光で満たされる思いを込めて。

　巻田老人が呟いた。
「君たちは何も分かっていない･･･」
　そして、何を思ったのか、けたたましく大声を出して笑った。
　全員が巻田のほうを向いた。
　巻田は話した。
「農民一揆が勃発した直後、私の心は絶望と興奮の境界にあった。その中で私の心は振幅の拡張を繰り返し、カオスに身を投じる覚悟をした。夜、嵐の中、私は池のほとりまで走って行き、そこで彼と会った。彼は地面に胡坐をかいて前方に視線を向けていた。遠くの方で農民たちのいくつもの叫び声が聴こえた。機動隊の群れとともに警官隊がいくつものライトで空を眩しく白く照らし出した。彼らは衝突を繰り返し、私の魂はその狂気の中で救いを求めていた。嵐の中で突風が私の心を殴り倒そうとしたが、実は私はそれを求めていた。戦友たちの面影が何度も現れては消え、魂の滅亡とは何かについて答えを見出した。彼は日本酒のボトルをつかみ、私に勧めた。私は飲んだ。彼も飲んだ。彼は私にとってよき戦友となった。私はポケットに忍ばせておいたLSDを打って彼に薦めた。彼は私の目をしばらく凝視して左腕を差し出した。私はその腕にLSDを打った。彼は私の目をさびしそうに見つめた。私は立ち上がり、近くの丘の上にある神社に向かって走り出した。長い階段を駆け上がった後、神に鎮魂の思いを捧げた。そして、家路に着いた。わずか十分間の出来事だった」

　しばらく、皆、黙り込んでいた。
　丘を下った場所には警察署がある。
　山形と新月は巻田老人に付き添う決意を固めた。
　巻田老人は長い間、目を閉じていた。
　光を拒んでいるような表情だった。
　新月はささやいた。
「巻田さん、丘の下までお供してもよろしいでしょうか？」
　その声は夜の静寂の中ではっきりと聴き取れた。
　老人は、ハッとしたように目を開き、上のほうを向いて言った。
「私は、私の未来を監獄の中の詩作に託したい」

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　数日後、山形のもとに沢木照信からの手紙が届いた。

私は今、私の言ったことを新妻に書いてもらっています。
私は戦時中に目を失いました。
戦争前は、目が見えることが当たり前でした。
その当たり前のことが、今となっては尊く思えます。
私は思い出を支えとして生き、空想をばねに生きています。
失われた過去は、私のすべての友と共通です。
光を失ったことで、過去の記憶と未来の空想は分断されました。
私の新しい心の目は、過去と未来の二つです。
私にとって現在とは混沌とした触感です。
確かに私は嵐の収まった次の日、池のほとりで｢ありがとう｣という微かな声を聴き、バラの花束を差し出しました。
そして、私の仕事は終わったと思い、家路に着きました。
何気ない心、それは現在の私にとっての生活様式です。
オレンジを頬張ったときの甘酸っぱい味覚が現在の私にとっての救いです。

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　山形ミクロは秋田新月とともにイベントを企画し、実行に移した。
　それは、単に、新月が教え子四人を連れて喫茶店へ行き、トランプを使いながら、彼らとともに話し合うということだけであった。
新月の教え子は、タモツ、ケンジ、シンイチ、トモヤであった。
彼らは小学六年生の十二歳。
新月は四枚のカードを彼らに配った。
タモツにはエースオブスペイズ、ケンジにはエースオブクラブス、シンイチにはエースオブダイヤモンズ、そして、トモヤにはエースオブハーツ。
「これから君たちは社会に対して様々な疑問をもち、それをペンに託す。これらのカードは君たちの未来のためのものだ」
　と山形は言った。
「君たちは今までの人生の中で何が一番楽しかったですか？」
　と新月は言った。
「夏休みの家族旅行！」
「カブスカウトで山へ行ったときの思い出！」
「塾のテストで満点をとって先生にほめられたこと！」
「夏休み、家族みんなでケーキを作って食べたこと！」
　と子供たちはそれぞれ叫んだ。
新月は次に、タモツにファイブオブスペーズ、ケンジにファイブオブクラブス、シンイチにファイブオブダイヤモンズ、そして、トモヤにファイブオブハーツを配った。
子供たちはそれぞれ二枚のカードを胸ポケットにしまい込んだ。
「これからみんなでプラネタリウムへ行きます」
　と新月が言った。

　プラネタリウムは満員の客で埋め尽くされていた。
　彼らはすでに席に着いていた。
　場内が暗くなり、女性のアナウンスで天体の星々の説明が始まった。
彼らは純心な眼差しで見つめていた。
　数分後、スクリーンの左にアンドロメダ星雲が映し出され、右に白鳥座の星々が映し出された。
（左のアンドロメダに存在するブラックホールで彼らの心、クイーンオブクラブスは過去にさかのぼってファイブの各カードを手にした。そして、右の白鳥座には、私たちの心の中に存在するホワイトホールがあるから、クイーンオブクラブスは未来へ旅立ち、エースの各カードを手にする）
　山形はそう思って、はるかなる未来の空を想像した。


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　ある日、山形は朝早く出社した。
　会社の郵便受けから新聞を取り出し、社長室へと駆け上がった。
　背広を脱ぎ、衣文掛けに吊るして、ワイシャツの腕をまくり、黒い革張りの椅子に腰掛け、バサッと新聞をデスクに置いた。
　そして、コーヒーメーカーでコーヒーを作り、カップに注いだ。
　ブラックコーヒーを飲みながら、新聞を読み始めた。
　三十分が過ぎたころ、新聞の片隅に載った記事に目を通した。


今日の特報

獄中の詩人、巻田岩男氏の詩集がベストセラーに。
その陰の立役者は、とある小規模経営会社の社長、山形ミクロ氏。
彼は最近、新月夫人と「南国の湖」近くの教会で式を挙げた。
夫人の左手の薬指に輝くダイヤモンドリングに山形氏がつけた名称は、
「グリーンピース」だそうである。




Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2021)







新木場の朝(The Morning in Shinkiba)



　雨上がりの砂漠のオアシスにて、ラクダに乗ったジプシーが、水溜りで衣服を洗濯している兵士に言った。
「どうだい？　調子は」
　兵士は手を休めて、ジプシーの方を向いて目を細めた。
「なかなかいいよ。君の方はどうだい？」
「いい方だ。今日は何の日だか知っているかい？」
「ああ、今日はクリスマスだ」
「七色の虹を共に眺めようじゃないか」
「そうだな。いいクリスマスプレゼントだ。心にとどめておくよ」
「君が今、求めているものは何だ？」
「夕日の光を浴びた聖母マリア像の右手の温かさだ。あかぎれでカサカサになった母の手への祈りだ」



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　松下勇は都内の大学に籍を置く予備校生だった。
　彼は高校在学中にいくつかの大学に合格したが、そのすべての大学の専攻が彼の意向に合っていなかったため、彼は一年浪人する決意をした。彼の志望は薬学だった。彼の両親も息子の意志を尊重し、いくらかの学費を彼のために出資した。四人家族で、彼の兄は大学院に通う、真面目な学生だった。彼が今、籍を置いているのは理学部の化学科だった。
　彼の、予備校での成績は良好で、秋の模擬試験では、国立大学といくつかの私立大学の薬学部合格確実という判定が出た。
　彼が置かれている立場は、両親の期待に沿って、毎日、予備校へ通い、自宅では机に向かうことだった。だから、彼にとって世の中の動向などは無縁のことだった。
　彼がいたって穏やかな性格だったためか、両親も彼に対して、たまには一緒に旨い物でも、と家族での外食に誘うこともあった。

　クリスマスが近づいた、ある冬のことだった。彼の携帯に一つのメールが届いた。それは彼の従兄弟からのものだった。従兄弟の名は吉田謙三といい、ある大学の理学部数学科を卒業後、南下川研究所という都内でも名の知れた研究施設に勤めていた。
　メールの内容は次の通り。
《明日、俺の研究所に来ないか？　美味いコーヒーでも飲みながら、好奇心をそそる一つの題目について君に話したいことがある。勉強の息抜きには丁度いい話だ。
場所：南下川研究所ロビー
待ち合わせ時間：10:00AM》

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　松下勇と吉田謙三の風貌はいたって素朴である。
　勇も謙三も中肉中背で、見た目は謙三の方が少し太って見える。勇は色白でスッと伸びたような形の鼻をしている。謙三は、夏に日焼けした顔の名残を感じさせるような、淡い褐色の顔をしていて、髪型はオールバックで太い鼻をしている。勇は青いジーンズにベージュのジャンパーを着ていたが、謙三は勤め人なのでグレーのスーツ姿だった。
　次の日、南下川研究所ロビーに着いた勇は入り口わきの、テーブルを囲んで置いてある大き目のソファーの一つに腰を下ろした。4階建てのビル内のロビーは、小さめの広さで、窓からの日射しが室内の温気を高めていた。
　暗がりの通路から現れた吉田が勇に声をかけた。
「どう？　勉強の方は」
　勇は立ち上がって一礼した。
「ええ、お陰様で順調です」
　吉田が近くの自動販売機の前に立って言った。
「何か飲む？」
「コーヒーでいいです。ご馳走様です」
　吉田は2缶のコーヒーを買い、勇の前のソファーに座った。
　二人は缶コーヒーを開けて飲み始めた。その時、勇がびっくりした様な声を上げて言った。
「このコーヒー、凄く美味いですね」
　吉田は飲みかけの缶コーヒーをテーブルの上に置くと、上目遣いで勇の方を見てから言った。
「そう。ここの缶コーヒーに限らず、南下川町全体の缶コーヒーの品質は上がった。それらの味は、喫茶店で注文する上等なコーヒーと変わりはない。もっとも、競争原理が働いて、喫茶店のコーヒーはもっと美味くなった」
「理由は何ですか？」
「それが、私から君への問いで、今日、私が君を呼んだすべての理由がそこにある。無限次元空間の極値についての論理を知っているかい？　言ってみれば青の論理だ」
「よく知りませんが、極値ですから微分してゼロとなることが関連していますかね」
と勇は言って缶コーヒーを一口飲んだ。
「そう。微分してゼロだ。それだけ分かっていれば充分だ。まず、私たちが体験している見た目の世界は3次元空間だ。私たちは毎日の生活の中で一定の時間の変化の中で生活している。ところが、視点を宇宙に移して、地球の自転あるいは公転を考えに入れた現実の世界には、私たちは無限次元という概念を用いることになる。私たちの時間に関する尺度は腕時計ではなく振り子時計だ。地球の自転公転の際の微小な重力や熱などの変化が時間と空間の変化となるから、変化に応じて次元を増やさなければならない。ところが、規則正しい太陽系の惑星の運動に関して、特に地球の運動は自転と公転がミックスされたものなので、重力や熱などの変化に応じて空間も無限に変化する。それが私たちの生きている無限次元空間の世界だ。さて、ここからが重要だ。私たちが日々生活しているときに、私たちのハート、つまり心臓の鼓動は、宇宙においてどのような軌道を描くだろうか？　私たちは日々動き回って様々な感情を表現し、感情に応じて心臓の鼓動を変化させる。地球の自転公転を考えに入れた場合、その軌道は尖ったり収縮したりして、宇宙空間における意志として伝わって行く。いわば、それが私たちの主張だ。ところが、赤道直下の学校で学ぶ子供の机の上に置かれたノートについては、宇宙空間においてどのような軌道を描くだろうか？　彼らのノートが位置しているのは、赤道と、地球の中心に向かう意志が直交する場所で、一つのクロスが形成されている。ノートは見た目では静止しているので、宇宙空間内では地球の自転公転により、らせんを描く。らせんは無数の極値をもっているから、それは言わば、クロスによって形成された無数の主張となる。それが私たちの考える無限次元空間の極値についての論理だ。すなわち、青の論理だ」

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吉田は缶コーヒーを勢いよく飲んだ後、話を続けた。
｢パスカルの有名な言葉に『人間は考える葦である』というものがある。嵐の後の葦の大群を、ある人がスケッチする場合を想定しよう。画用紙全体をクロスで四分割し、左上をA、右上をB、左下をC、右下をDとする。A の部分の主張はノーモアペイン、Bはノーモアハピネス、Cはギヴミーペイン、Dはギヴミーハピネス、すなわち、それぞれ、「苦しみはもうたくさん」、「楽しみはもうたくさん」、「私に苦しみを与えよ」、「私に楽しみを与えよ」となる。葦は群生し、うなだれているから、AからB、AからDのように様々な意思を表現している。それらの意志のパターンは、AからBのように2つの意志で表現される場合、AからBそしてCのように3つの意志で表現される場合、そして、A→B→C→Dのように4つの意志で表現される場合に限るとする。2つの意志の場合、4つの中から2つを選ぶ順列だから、意志の変化のパターンは12通り、3つの意志の場合は24通り、4つの意志の場合も24通りとなる。合計60通りの意志の変化のパターンがある。今、60通りある意志の変化の中から無作為に1つのパターンを選び出すとすると、ある意志のパターンが現れる確率は、1/60＝0.01666となる。それがカオティックな世界における、私たちの心の中の神の意思だ。次に、中東難民の少年少女が荒れ果てた大地の上で机について学習を始める場合を想定しよう。彼らのスターティングポイントはA→B、A→D、C→A、C→B、D→A、D→Bの6通りであるとする。すなわち、B→Aのような「楽しみはもうたくさん」の後の「苦しみはもうたくさん」のような矛盾した意志の経路はないとする。しかし、次に彼らが成長して3つの意志の変化のパターンを得たとき、彼らの意思はカオスに突入するから、矛盾した意志の経過も考えに入れないといけなくなる。すると、彼らの意思の経路のパターンは合計54となる。ランダムな意志の集合の中から1つの意志の経路が生まれる確率は、1/54＝0.0185185となる。この185の連続こそ、私たちが左右5本の指で研究を進める理由であると考えたい。それが緑の論理だ」

　吉田の話を聞き終えた勇はロビーの玄関を出て、階段を下りて外へ出た。
　ライトブルーの空を見上げて、少し立ち止まって再び歩き出した。風の吹いていない穏やかな日和だった。
　吉田とは、夜8時に研究所の裏門の入り口付近で待ち合わせる約束をした。それまで、彼は、研究所の図書館で薬学に関する数種の本を熱心に立ち読みした。昼過ぎ、近くの喫茶店で昼食をとり、再び図書館にもどり、閲覧室で、自分が選んだ一番読みたい本を長い時間かけて耽読した。

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　夜になると雨が降り出した。勇は研究所の売店でビニール傘を買い、研究所の裏門へと歩き出した。
　裏門は5メートル程の門構えで、いくつもの窓から皓々とした光を放つ研究所の裏玄関へ向かう道がカーブを描き、長く伸びている。その道の両脇には、枯れた葦の大群があり、いくつかの電灯が暗闇の中で道を白く照らし、月光が、広がった雨雲の中で、鈍い光の造形をつくりだしていた。
　道を進んでいくと、遠くの方に透明なビーチパラソルの下で、丸いテーブルについて煙草を吸っている吉田謙三の姿が見えた。勇は足早に近づき、吉田が座っている正面の空き椅子に腰掛けた。吉田は鈍く目を光らせていた。勇はそんな吉田の視線を頼もしげに見つめて言った。
「少し遅くなりました」
「そんなことは、どうでもいい」
「あいにくの雨ですね」
吉田は腕時計を素早く見た後、話し出した。
「君は、多くの会社が事務所わきに自動販売機を置く理由を知っているかい？」
「それは、単純に考えれば、会社がより多くの利潤を獲得したいから、となりますかね」
「それは違うんだ。いいか？　都心に置かれた1つの自動販売機の一ヶ月の売上は多くても3万円程度だ。品物はジュース、缶コーヒー、緑茶、ウーロン茶と色々ある。購買者は主に、近くの会社の従業員や自販機を置いている会社の従業員だ。会社は大手飲料水メーカーと契約し、品目を自由に選択できる権限をもつ。コストは大手メーカーが負担するから、売上から手数料を差し引かれた金額が自販機を置いた事務所の利益となる。事務所に10人の従業員が働いているとしよう。一人当たりの一ヶ月の自販機利益が30000円。この30000円は従業員の給与に直接反映されると思うかい？」
「従業員自身も一ヶ月に何本かの飲み物を自販機で買う。そうすると、もし給与に反映されたとしても、財布の中身は減るわけですから、従業員にとっては、すべて飲料水による効用水準の上昇のためのものということになりますかね」
「その通り。仮に自販機の売上が、すべて事務所の従業員の購買からなるとしよう。一人の従業員が一ヶ月に一本100円の飲料水を30本買うとすると、事務所の自販機の利益が家計の支出で帳消しになる。だから、自動販売機は各従業員の家計を助けるためにあるわけだ」
　吉田は煙草を灰皿でもみ消して続けた。
「そろそろ本題に入ろう。缶コーヒーがなぜ美味くなったか･･･、その理由は北上川研究所製作の偽造紙幣にある。北上川研究所の所長は信岡数夫といって、長身、細身で眉毛が濃く、いつも白いワイシャツの上に黒いスーツ姿で、ダークグレーのネクタイをしている。彼は独身で女友達も多い。年は30代後半で、まだまだ若い。ある時、彼は研究所の役員会で偽造紙幣を大量に製造することを提案し、その案は、すんなり通った。北上川研究所は“レッドウイングス”という俗称を持つ。偽造紙幣の増加によって、北上川研究所のある東町の貨幣供給量は増加する。東町の銀行の利子率は低下する。多くの若者が金を借りて事業を起こす。銀行の信用創造効果が拍車をかける。東町内の所得は上昇し、物価も上昇する。人々は私たちの住む西町で物を買い始める。西町の所得も上昇する。東町と西町の物価水準は同一となる。乗数効果の影響も手伝って東町、西町ともに繁栄する。外国人の観光客が増加する。しかし、ある時、信岡数夫は西町警察の刑事に身柄を拘束された。彼が自動販売機で缶コーヒーを偽一万円札で買った直後だった。その自販機は東町と西町の境にあって、西町に属していた。彼の真の目的は何だったのか･･･、それは彼の芸術的志向性に起因していた。偽造紙幣による貨幣供給量の増加で、東町の総需要曲線は右にシフトする。さらに、海外からの観光客に、いい物を安い価格で多く売ろうとする業者が増え、総供給曲線も右にシフトする。一つのダイヤモンドが形成された。そのダイヤモンドが、彼の心の中での皆既日食だった。彼の、すべての市民平等に対する思いは、南国の皆既日食時の、暗闇の中で咆哮する獣のごとく激しいものだった。彼は投獄されたが、一週間で釈放された。東町が世界でも名高い町に変貌を遂げたこともあって、国はこの事件を隠蔽した。彼が獄中にいたころ、彼の女友達の一人が、彼に対し、ルービックキューブと7本の缶コーヒーの差し入れをした。彼は日々、獄中で一缶のコーヒーを飲みながら、ルービックキューブを手に取り、完成させる作業を何度も行い、釈放される直前に監獄の守衛に言った。『ルービックキューブの創り出す宇宙空間内での極値の数は世界に存在する砂丘の数と同じだ』この言葉は後に名言となった。東町、西町の市民にとって、彼は心の中のヒーローだった。彼は多くの市民の家計を救った。獄中の彼のために差し入れをした彼女は後に、『缶コーヒーの秘密』という詩集を出版し、メディアで話題となった。これが、私たちの言う赤い論理で、缶コーヒーがなぜ美味くなったかという問いに対するすべての答えだ」

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　春を迎えて、勇は国立大学の薬学部に通う学生となった。彼は思った。大学に合格できたのは、両親の気づかいと、あの日、吉田謙三が話してくれた一つのストーリーのおかげだ、と。吉田は一つの世界観を提供してくれた。勇はその世界観に、これからも依存する決意を固めた。
　しかし、あるとき、彼は、父親が彼の入学資金調達のためにノンバンクからいくらかの借金をしていたことを知った。それは、日曜日の昼間、洗濯を終えた母から聞いた。彼にとってショッキングな事実だった。
　彼は、学生生活が始まって間もなく、何人かの友人と親しくなった。同じサークルで苦楽を共に分かち合えるよき友達だった。

　母の日に、勇宛に腕時計の届け物があった。彼が自宅にいるときだった。従兄弟の吉田謙三からだった。箱型に包まれた中身には吉田のメモ書きが入っていた。
《北上川研究所製の腕時計だ。君はその時計をはめて日々生活を送る勇敢な男になれるか？》
　彼は早速、腕時計を左手首にはめ、ジーンズのポケットに手帳を入れ、外へ出た。彼はただ、この時期に、初夏の日差しの下で森林浴をしたいと思った。彼の目的地は日比谷公園。
　日比谷公園に着いた彼は公園内の木陰のベンチに腰を下ろし、ポケットからハンカチを取り出し額の汗を拭った。遠くの方の水飲み場で、グレーの作業着を着たスキンヘッドの中年ホームレスが服を洗濯していた。飛び散った水に反射した光の微粒子が眩しかった。
　ホームレスは4枚の白いシャツを順番に丁寧に洗い、2本の木々に結わえ付けた紐に、落ち着いた様子で引っ掛けていた。勇はその情景をしばらく眺めていた。
　4枚の白いシャツは太陽の光を浴びて、そこだけが一人のホームレスの独壇場のように、辺りの中で眩しく輝いていた。勇はその光景に親しみを感じた。彼は思った。
（あのオジサンは母に何を求めているのだろうか？　少なくとも僕たちが感じている母の肖像とは異なったイメージに違いない）
　虚空の中で失われたかすんだ面影を求めるような表情に、勇は心を打たれた。その場限りかも知れない生命力の輝きに、勇は幼い頃に体験した、波打ち際に反射した日の光を思い描いていた。波は次々と打ち寄せる。いくつもの光が繰り返してよみがえるその情景に、勇は、一人の男が母と再会するときの光景を信じていた。
　勇は、北上川研究所製作の腕時計を見て、公園の時計塔の時刻と一致していることを確認した。そして、彼は手帳をジーンズのポケットから取り出し、胸ポケットにさしたシャープペンを手に取り、言葉をしたためた。

彼らは冷たい北風が吹く国からやってきた。
彼らは自分たちを12人の使徒と呼んでかまわないと言う。
彼らは北風になびく白い花の美しさに心を打たれ、朝の光を求めたけがれなき羊たちだ。彼らの背中は語っている。
（君たちは薄暗い部屋の中で何を求めているのかい？）
私たちは答えるだろう。
「12番目の使徒の指にはめられたメタルリングの光です」
12番目の使徒の指に、私たちは果てしない輝きを見た。
彼らのうちの一人がタンポポの綿毛を口で吹いて空に飛ばした。
いくつもの綿毛が赤い太陽を背に光り輝いた。
北東の空が眩い光の微粒子で一杯になった。
その一瞬の光に、私たちは希望を見いだした。
消滅した白い光を追い求めて、私たちの意志の肖像だけが、脳裏をかすめた赤い光の中で沈黙の旅をする。
彼らは言うだろう。
「君たちの心に存在する浮遊する情景を額縁におさめる･･･、それが私たちの仕事だ」
彼らとの友情を信じよう。
透きとおった昼間の月のもとで、穏やかな風との語らいに戸惑うことはもうないだろう。

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　ある晩、彼が自分の部屋のベッドで横になっている時、携帯にサークルの部長からメールが届いたことを知った。
《役員各位：7月28日、12：00AMより、新木場にてバーベキュー大会を行なう。午前中、幹事会を行なうので、役員については朝早く集合予定。詳細は後日、メールにて》
　勇は新木場へは行ったことがなかった。早速、都内の地図帳で新木場周辺を調べた。そして、彼は空想した。新木場の朝はどのような光景だろうと思いながら。東京港に浮かぶ数々の原木。彼にとってはそんなイメージだった。朝焼けを浴びて輝く沖と空の境界･･･、その水平線に、彼は自分の心を託したくなった。




Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2021)







11時の鐘（The Bell at 11 o’clock）



　雪の降り積もる夜、美術学生の青年がクラスメートの彼女とともに街を歩いていた。
　彼は煙草に火をつけると言った。
「今度、福祉施設へ送る絵を描かなければならない」
　彼女は少し困ったような目をして尋ねた。
「どんな絵？」
「献身的で自己犠牲的なモチーフだ」
「私の好きな青い花？」
「そう。今、僕の煙草の煙で目がしみて瞳を閉じたときの、君の漆黒の闇のようなモチーフだ」


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10月の末、青空の広がった日の午後、日向健一は住宅街の狭い道を歩いていた。
　金網に仕切られた右下には小川がゆっくりと流れている。道をまっすぐ行くと、小川が地下に流れ込む場所に橋が架けてあり、門構えが見える。その向うに4階建ての箱のような形状の研究所がある。その名称は野山銀座研究所といって、彼は10月初めから、そこの研修生として毎日通っている。
　彼はグレーのスーツの肩の上に黒い鞄を引っ掛けて、少し緊張した面持ちで研究所の中へと足を運んだ。
　今日の目的は、研究所の4階にある白旗十義所長の研究室へ行き、彼の論文構想についての面接に対応することにあった。

　白旗研究室のドアをノックすると、部屋の中から「どうぞ」という声が聞こえたので、彼はドアを開けて中へ入った。白い壁に覆われ、所長のデスクの左側に本棚がある簡素な研究室だった。パンフレットで見たとおり、所長は黒縁の眼鏡を掛け、口髭と顎鬚を生やした初老の男だった。
「初めまして」
「どうぞ腰掛けて」
　彼はデスクの手前に用意されたステンレス製の折りたたみ椅子に腰掛けた。
　所長は、しばらくデスクに置かれたノートパソコンをマウスで操作した後、面接を開始した。
「君の論文構想を読むと、主題は動物愛護にあるとういことはわかった。しかし、その歴史的背景、社会的背景、その変化の過程における家族的な心理の変遷を述べようとしているだけで、今一全体像がつかみにくい。はっきり言ってしまえば、このような論文は世界において無数に存在する」
「ええ、その通りだと思います。そのような指摘を受けることは予想していました。だから私はこうして所長との面接に期待して出向いたわけです」
「何か特別な意図があるのなら言ってみたまえ」
「ええ、私は今回の論文を実証分析としてまとめてみたい。その上で、まず、人間と動物に関して、2つの分布を3次元で想定します。動物については哺乳類、すなわち戦時中に動物実験で犠牲になった猿や猫などを対象とします。3次元を構成する軸は友情、家族愛、そして相対度数です。サンプル数を多くすれば、人間と動物の分布は、それぞれ異なる正規分布としてシミュレーションできます。そこで私は、無限次元という概念をシミュレーションに導入したい。4次元目は人間の時間の感じ方の変化原因となる喜怒哀楽のような感情の変化です。5次元目以降は社会の歪、戦時中から現代へ至る過程の中で生じた闘争の歴史、道徳観念などで、色を使い表現する。例えば、5次元目は白と黒の中間色で表し、時間の変化をパソコンの左上にデジタルクロックとして表示します」
「その表示は社会の歪によって速く進んだり、緩やかに進んだり、場合によっては戻ったりする」
「そうです。例えば経済学上の時間概念ですと、金融ビックバン後の世界は急速な時間変化の後、ブラックホールの形成により、ホームでは緩やかな時の流れ、その反面、市場でのタイムスピードは速く感じられる。その社会は白と黒の中間色で表せる。6次元目に赤を導入すれば、ブラウン、ピンクなどの時代背景をシミュレーションできる」
「7次元目は緑かね?」
「その通りです。それによって、オレンジのような暖色を表現できます。そして、8次元目に青を導入すれば、シミュレーションの次元は無限に変えることができます」
「結論を言ってくれ」
「はい。戦時中を経て、高度成長期から安定成長期に至る過程の中で、人間と動物の正規分布が近づきつつある･･･、ということになります」
「問題意識の方はアニマルラバーの共通概念と同様かね?」
「ええ、それは戦時中の事実といってもいい。動物実験中に虐待を受けている子猫が、指揮官にたいして、常に親しみのこもった愛情を求めている眼差しです。そのことが、理論に対するすべての実証です」
「よかろう。では、早速、論文作成に取りかかってくれ。それと、もう一つ、君への課題がある」
「え?　何ですか?」
「君は私たちの研究所の俗称を知っているかい?」
「それは確か･･･、ホワイトドリームスですか?」
「そうだ。そのホワイトドリームスの名称に対するロジックについて君に考えてもらいたい。ホワイトドリームスと聞いて、単に白い夢、ああそうか･･･、と納得されては困る。そこには確固とした私たちの信念がある」
　所長は小さな紙切れを彼に差し出した。彼はその紙を受け取りじっと見つめた。

　キーワード:「少年少女」「先進医療」「動物愛護」「228日間」

と、記されていた。
「この4つのキーワードをもとにホワイトドリームスにたいするロジックを形成するのが、私への第二の課題であると･･･」
「その通り。それでは君の健闘を祈る」
　所長が再びパソコンの画面に目を向けて間もなく、白髪交じりの中年研究員が勢いよく部屋に入ってきて言った。
「ピーコックが失踪しました」
「何だって?」
「ピーコックの携帯にメールしたところ、しばらく旅に出ます、という返事があって、電話をかけても常に留守モードになっています。有給休暇の手続きもとっていない」
　当惑している日向に所長が言った。
「彼は動物愛護者だ。君の論文にアドバイスするには最適な人物だった。君の論文構想を彼に知らせたとき、彼は君との面談に前向きだった。そのことが、彼が一人旅に出るきっかけになったのかもしれない。研究員が失踪するケースは、うちの研究所で度々起こることだ。どうか冷静になってくれ」

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　白髪交じりの中年研究員の名は、定岡林次といって、野山銀座研究所の副所長を務めていた。
　日向は定岡に誘われ、研究所の近所にある立飲み屋で日本酒を飲み交わしながら、長い間、会話を続けた。
　日が沈んだ後だった。客はまばらで、狭いスペースの飲み屋だった。彼らは、小皿に盛ったホウレン草に醤油をかけ、それを酒の肴にして話し合った。
　定岡が言った。
「ピーコックは日本語が堪能なアメリカ人だ。年は君より少し上。気さくな奴だよ」
「いわゆるエリートコースを歩んだ人ですか?」
「いや、違う。彼は独学で農業社会学をマスターした」
「では、彼の家は農業に関わった仕事ですか?」
「そう。彼の家はカリフォルニア州の農家だ。古くからの伝統を受け継ぐ大農家で、彼の父親の人脈は多岐にわたっていた」
「では、彼の研究者としての人生は、家族愛とフレンドシップによって支えられていた」
「その通りだね。名高い農家だから、農作物に関する研究者も度々彼の農場に訪れた。彼の父は研究者のすべての問いに対して回答できる知識を持っていた。彼は日々、家族との団欒のときに父親から知識を吸収した。それは彼の幼少時代から始まり、彼が青年になったころには、すでに研究者としての知識は充分に兼ね備えていた」
「すると、彼には自然と研究者の友人が多くなる」
「彼が青年になって間もなく、彼は、ある名門研究所の所長の息子と親しくなった。その所長の息子は大学院でドクターを取得していたが、ピーコックは数々の専門知識を体系化する技量があったから、研究者から一目置かれるようになった･･･、というよりはむしろ彼の知識に多くの研究者が教わるということがしばしばあった」
「彼が研究者としての道を歩むことになるのは自然な流れですね」
「彼の幼少時代の話だけどね。彼は父親から一ヶ月100ドルの小遣をもらっていた。彼は毎日1ドルを貯金した。彼は20年間、毎日1ドルを貯金することを続けた。20年後、彼は貯金をはたいて農業社会学に関する研究論文書籍を大量に買い込んだ。彼にとって、それらの書籍は容易に理解できるものだったから、一ヶ月間ですべての論文を理解し、自分のものにした。彼の独学に要した時間は一ヶ月足らずだ。それ以外の学習はすべて家族の団欒の中で行なわれた。まさに彼の人生は自然な流れによって形成されたといってもいいだろうね」
　その後、日向は定岡から野山銀座研究所に勤める各研究員のプロフィールについての話に耳を傾け、度々質問をした。
「ずいぶんと遅くなった」
　夜も深まったころ、定岡はそう言って、彼の肩をポンッと叩いて先に店を出て行った。定岡はタクシーで帰ると言っていた。
　日向は帰宅途中、最寄りの駅に近い暗がりで、男からビラを受け取った。
　駅近くの電灯の下の路上で、男は黒い服を纏い、黒いサングラスをかけてビラを配っていた。帰路に着く人々は男からのビラを受け取ろうとしない。しかし、彼が近づくと男はお辞儀をしたような格好をしてビラを差し出した。彼は、その熱意に心を動かされたようにビラを受け取ってポケットにしまった。
　彼は帰路に着いた。駅のベンチに腰を下ろし、しばらく電車を待っているときに、近くの教会の鐘が鳴った。腕時計を見ると、ちょうど11時だった。
（11時の鐘か･･･）
　彼は特に気にすることなく、そう思った。

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　彼は高層マンションの最上階の1LDKに住んでいた。
　帰ると上着を脱いですぐに床に就き、朝早く目を覚ました。
　部屋の東側の窓に目を向けると、朝日が薄紫の空の中で一時の主張を保ったまま君臨するかのごとく街を赤く染めていた。
　彼は過去の数ある友情を思い起こした。そして、その中でも特に、都会の雑踏の中で、つかの間の友情を分かち合った友人達の面影を思い起こした。そこには歪が生じていなかった。もし生じていたとしても、世の歪を忘れさせる熱があった。そして、彼は思った。
　人間の血は、この世の無数の歪の中で生成し消えうせた。
　歴史は語る。
　雷鳴をともなった豪雨の後の、虹の空の中で、小鳥たちの群れが囀りを重ねている現実が、暗雲の下に広がった白い花々の生命力であると。
　そして、空の色がオレンジ色になったとき、彼はふと昨晩のことを思い出して、ポケットからビラを取り出した。ブルーでプリントされた紙に「星空への招待　プラネタリウムにようこそ」と黒い活字で書かれ、開催場所と時刻が印刷されていた。
　彼の意識がオレンジとブルーが創り出すホワイトカオスに突入した。それは、彼のすべての疑問の提示に呼応する世界だった。彼が、問いのベクトルを発信すると、ホワイトカオスの意志がそれを消去する。ホワイトカオスと一体化した彼の意思は次々とベクトルを発信して、解けた謎を意識の中で体系化する。数々の一瞬のひらめきが瞬く間に一つのロジックを形成した。しかし、部屋の壁掛け時計は、すでに6時を過ぎていることを静寂の中で知らせている。ホワイトカオスの外側では長い時間が経過したことを知る。
　彼は冷凍庫からクリームソースパスタの入った袋とコンビニで買った250ミリリットル入りのミルクティーボトルを冷蔵庫から取り出し、パスタを袋ごと皿の上に置いて電子レンジで温めた。
　朝食を済ませると、しばらく携帯に文章を打ち込み、定岡副所長にメールを送った。

《先進医療センターのホームページにて白血病治療薬の開発予定が発表されたのは1月1日。ある少年少女の不安な日々は希望の日々に変わった。彼らは白血病で、日々、それぞれの家の部屋で絵本などを読んでいた。やがて彼らは希望の日々の中で、動物愛護を主張するようになり、両親と意見を交わすようになる。夏を迎え、8月15日の夜、先進医療センターの屋上で彼らは偶然、初めて出会った。彼らは屋上のベンチに腰を下ろし、星空を眺めながら星座について語り合った。一日24時間で短針と長針が重なる回数は22回。彼らが出会った年はうるう年。1月1日から8月15日までの日数は228日間。一年366日間における彼らの希望の日々228日間の割合は“228/366＝0.62295”。この数字が彼らの今までの人生を物語っている。彼らのコアレベルは上昇した。赤から緑、そして青へと。このストーリーがピーコックの想い描いたホワイトドリームだった》

　その日の夜、白旗所長からメールが届いた。
《君の解釈は正しい。君はこれから幾多の努力と試練を私たちの研究所で経験することになるだろう。君の研究者としての実績も、これから一つずつ積み重ねていかねばならない。可能性は未知だ。しかし、私たちは君のことを“友”と呼びたい。ホワイトドリームスの名称の由来を知ったのだから、私たちと君との結束は固く結ばれた。君が定岡副所長と飲んだ夜、君にビラを渡した男は変装したピーコックだった。私たちの研究所で働く研究員の定員は51人。私たちは各研究員に対して、研修の段階で、君に対して行なったようなテストを行なってきた。それらはすべて、私たちの信じるホワイトドリームスという名称の由来についての回答を求めるものだ。ピーコックのテストナンバーは22。君のテストナンバーは21で、君は30人目の研究員として登録された。各テストナンバーは51から始まって、数が一つずつ少なくなっていく仕組みで、テストナンバーが1の者を迎え入れた後、私たちは51人の研究員と共にハワイ旅行をする予定だ。まずは、君との友情が長きに渡ることを信じたい》




Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2021)







6月の式典（Ceremony in June）



6月になって間もないころ、東京の西新宿にある探偵事務所に、ある調査願が届けられた。手紙で綴った文面によれば、新婚早々のカップルが、新婚旅行に行ったきり、戻ってこないとのことだった。差出主はロマン主義者同盟とある。
探偵事務所の副所長、ボビーは、部下にロマン主義者同盟とコンタクトをとるように命じ、正式な調査願となった。
「ボビー」とは所長がつけた彼の愛称であった。
ボビーは失踪したカップルの住所、氏名、年齢、職業などの情報を入手し、彼らの顔写真も入手した。
数日後の調査結果によれば、彼らは東京都郊外にあるホテルに滞在したまま、チェックアウトの期日を故意に延ばしているという。
新婚カップルにありがちな現実からの逃避だろう、とボビーは思った。彼らはそれぞれ仕事を持ち、平日は毎日働くサラリーマンだった。しかし、いったん甘い生活を味わえば、そこから抜け出せなくなる。
ボビーは調査結果をまとめると、煙草に火をつけ、勢いよく煙を吐き出した。
彼は世の中にうんざりしていた。彼の事務所に調査を依頼する人々の多くは中年の夫人が多い。彼女たちは夫の浮気についての調査をしてくれと言う。そのような調査を任せられれば、夜の街へと足を運び、キャバレーのホステスなどから情報を入手しなくてはならない。しかし、彼女たちも商売が台無しになっては困るので、真実を入手するのは、困難を極める。ボビーは、たびたび夜の街でからかわれるのだった。夫たちを尾行して、浮気の現場を写真におさめる方法は最も有力だが、その後で、夜の街ではボビーに関する悪い噂が流れるのは確実なことだった。

彼は失踪したカップルの二枚の顔写真を胸ポケットに入れ、調査結果をまとめた数枚の文書を手提げ鞄に入れ、ロマン主義者同盟と名乗る、教会近くのビルの5階にある事務所に行った。受付の若い女性が言うには、今日は同盟員全員が教会近くの高校の体育館で集会を行なっている、とのことだった。何の集会だ?　と彼は思った。そもそも、ロマン主義というからには、何か突飛なことでも考えているのかもしれない。彼の警戒心は高まる一方だった。
彼は高校の体育館に行き、扉を開けた。
彼は唖然とした。
大勢の者たちが、布の仮面で目を隠し、ピアノソナタのメロディーに合わせて手をつなぎ、大きな円を描き、行進していた。舞台でピアノを奏でているのは、白い仮面をした女だった。女性たちは白い仮面をして、時計回りで行進し、男性たちは赤い仮面をして反時計回りで行進していた。いったん手をつなぎ合わせた男女はくるりと身を回転させ、次の男女に移り、再び手をつなぐ。そんな行進を続けていた。大きな円を描き行進する中央には黒い服を纏い、大きなクロスペンダントを首にかけた神父が立っていて、赤い仮面をしていた。
ボビーはしばらく、この光景を、目を丸くして眺めていた。
よく見ると、紫色の仮面をしている者が男女1人ずつ行進している。そして、彼らが手をつなぎ合わせた瞬間にピアノの演奏が止まった。紫の仮面の彼らは仮面を取ってボビーの方に身体を向けた。ボビーは唖然として、彼らの顔を見つめた。彼らは失踪したはずのカップルだった。急いで胸ポケットから二枚の写真を取り出して照合した。間違いない。
ボビーは扉近くで立ちつくしたまま、ほとんど叫ぶように言った。
「あなたたちは、何をたくらんでいるのですか！　理解に苦しみます！　こういうことをして世間を騒がせ、自分たちの存在誇示をしようとしているのですか！」
ボビーは身を翻して、つかつかと足早に歩き、扉を開けて外へ出た。そして、歯を噛みしめながら俯き加減で歩き、最寄りの駅へ向かった。

列車に乗り込んだ彼は、しばらく、移り行く外の景色を眺めていたが、やがて俯いて目を閉じた。
心身ともに疲れ果てていた。次の駅で目を覚ますと、前の席に、少女を連れた老女が座っていた。少女はブロンドの髪を肩まで伸ばし、老女は白い髪の毛を上品にまとめていた。二人とも水色の瞳をしている。おそらく彼らは外国人で、老女は孫を連れた祖母なのだろう、と彼は思った。少女は2つのビー玉を片手に絵本を読んで、しきりに浮いた両足を動かしている。ボビーが、少女の読んでいる絵本に目を向けると、少女の持っているビー玉が1つ落ちて転がった。列車はしばらく停まっていたので、彼はすぐにそれを拾い、少女に手渡した。ありがとう、と少女は言い、どういたしまして、と彼は何回か頷きながら言った。
「あなたはロシア文化に興味がありますか?」
と老女は外国人にありがちな口調でボビーに言った。
「ええ、ソビエトの時代からロシアには関心がありました。チェーホフなどの小説も読みましたし」
「それは素晴らしいことです。よろしければ、お茶でもご一緒しませんか?」
「ええ、少しの間でしたら」
彼らは下車して、駅の階段を降り、改札近くの喫茶店へ入った。彼らはテーブルについた。
老女とボビーはコーヒーを注文し、少女は相変わらず、ビー玉を片手に絵本を読みながら、
「私はオレンジジュースでいい」
とウェイトレスに言った。
老女は鞄から数冊の絵本を取り出し、テーブルの上に並べた。
「これらは私が幼少時代に読んだ物語と同じ絵本です。今、孫に読ませているところです」
ボビーは笑顔で言った。
「それはいいことですね」
老女は、今度は「ロシアへの旅」と題された本を鞄から取り出してテーブルの上に置いた。
「是非、ご覧になってください」
彼はその本を手に取り、ゆっくりとページをめくり始めた。彼はその本の中のいくつかの写真に見入った。教会、美術館、文化施設などの写真が載っている。
「ロシアはいい国です。私の友達に、西ドイツから亡命してロシアに永住する決意を固めた女性がいます。彼女はソビエト時代からの親友です」
ロシアに永住、と聞いた彼は、しばらくその言葉が頭から離れなかった。しばらく、本に載っている数々の写真に見入っていた。
老女はコーヒーにミルクを入れ、ミルクコーヒーを飲みながら、横目でボビーの真剣な様子を眺めていた。
やがて西日が店内に差し込み、彼がその眩しさを感じ、目をしばたいたとき、老女は言った。
「ロシアという国を気に入っていただけたようですね。ロシアにいらっしゃられた際には是非、ロシア人の友人をつくってください。そのためにはロシア語を学ぶ必要があります」
え?　と思って、彼は老女の目を見つめた。老女は一冊のパンフレットを鞄から取り出し、テーブルの上に置いた。「クレムリンロシア語学校」と印刷されている。少女は相変わらず絵本を読みながら、しきりに足を動かしている。
老女は続けた。
「私たちのロシア語学校は東京郊外にあり、様々な人種の人々が集まっています。学習プランはAコース、Bコース、Cコースの3つで、初級から中級、上級までスムーズに学習できるシステムとなっています。料金プランは･･･」
その瞬間、ボビーは席を立ち、首をすくめて両手のひらを上へ向けた。
「わかりました。コーヒーとジュースは私のおごり。おかげさまで、いい時を過ごせました」
と彼は言って、店のレジへ向かった。

翌日、ボビーの探偵事務所に、彼宛に一通の手紙が届いた。差出人はロマン主義者同盟に所属している教会の神父だった。

親愛なる友へ
君は私たちの仮面舞踏会を観て、さぞかし驚いただろう。しかし、私たちには信念があった。今から、私たちの信念を支えるロジックを君に知らせたい。
私たちロマン主義同盟のシンボルマークは“＃”だ。同盟の構成員は裕福な農村出身の男女各16人、裕福な町出身の男女各16人、貧しい農村出身の男女各16人、そして、貧しい町出身の男女各16人、計128人からなる。裕福な農村は左上、裕福な町は右上、貧しい農村は左下、そして貧しい町は右下というふうに、私としては分けて考えたい。いま、それぞれ4つの異なった環境で育った若い男女が計8人いて、カップルができると想定する。カップルの組み合わせは16通りだ。しかし、私がカップルとして一番好ましいのは、裕福な町出身の若い男と貧しい農村出身の若い女と信じたい。そのカップルは両親の反対を押し切って駆け落ちした男女と考えてもよい。そのカップルが誕生する確率は、1/16=0.0625となる。次に、私たちは世界中の同志を集め、先に述べた通り、128人の友から成るロマン主義者同盟を組織した。私たちは男女各64名について、男たちをマース、女たちをヴィーナスと呼ぶ。君の見た、金星の自転のように時計回りに行進する女たちはヴィーナスで、火星の自転のように反時計回りに行進する男たちはマースだ。そのランダムな行進によって、裕福な町出身の男たちと貧しい農村出身の女たち各16人の中から、さらに1つのベストカップルが生まれる確率は、1/64=0.015625となり、私の0.0625に対するイメージのコアレベルは高まった。その1つのベストカップルが、君の探していた失踪した男女、すなわち、紫色の仮面をかぶった男女だ。
私たちはロマン主義者であるが、自然主義者の心を尊重する。その心を言わば代行したのが、白い仮面をかぶったヴィーナスの女たちで、ロマン主義本来の心は、赤い仮面のマースの男たちで表現された。
そこで、私たちの期待を是非、君に受け入れてもらいたい。同封した写真は、ピアノソナタを奏でていたシスターの写真だ。君とシスターは、私たちにとって、よきカップルになると期待している。この写真の意味する数字は、君にとって、1/130=0.00769230769230･･･であると信じたい。

ボビーは封筒から写真を取り出して、それを見た。椅子に腰掛けた若い女の写真で、彼はこの女の顔に見覚えがあった。この女は、昨年、母親がなくした大切なイヤリングを探し出してほしいと、ボビーの探偵事務所に訪れた人物だった。あのイヤリングは、母親が貴金属買取業者に、指輪、ネックレス、時計などをまとめて売りに出した際に、誤って混入させてしまったというものだった。彼はため息をつき、ベッドに横になって、両手のひらを後頭部に当てて、しばらく天井を見つめた。

翌日の夜、ボビーは兄に電話した。彼は両親のことが気になった。両親は東京から遠く離れた町で暮らしている。兄が母と頻繁に手紙のやり取りをしていることを彼は知っていた。
彼は兄に尋ねた。
「オヤジとオフクロ、今どうしてる?」
「ああ、元気そうだよ。オヤジはゴルフに夢中で、オフクロは料理を勉強中。友達も多いらしい」
「そうか…、オヤジはむかし使っていた、ゴルフに行くときのバッグ、今でも使ってるの?」
「ああ、使ってるみたいだ。この前、オヤジの家へ遊びに行ったとき、応接間の箪笥のわきに置いてあった。何せ、10年以上前から使っているからね。俺も気になるから、そろそろ買い換えたほうがいいんじゃないって言ったら、一種の商売道具だから手放せないって言われた。念気の入ったカバンだからね」
「オフクロの方は料理の腕前を上げたわけだね」
「その通り。この前、出された料理は格別だった。でも、コーンクリームスープはむかしと変わらない味だった。お前も覚えてるだろ?　子供のころ、スープとサラダの味だけは、どこのレストランよりも旨かったって」
「ああ、覚えてる。一緒に食事しに行ったりすることもあるのかねえ」
「度々らしい。それよりも、お前に知らせたいことがある」
「え?　何?」
「オヤジとオフクロは6月初めにオーストラリアのキャンベラへ旅立った。ソ連から亡命してシドニーに住み着いた水夫の誘いでね。その水夫は、反共産主義者で水産技術について詳しいらしい。オヤジとオフクロにとって、その水夫は、よき友らしいぜ」
「ああ、そうか･･･」
とボビーは呟いて天井を仰ぎ見た。
「どうしたんだ?　何か気になることでもあるのか?」
「今度、俺の車と兄貴の車で海へ行かないか?　俺の車にオフクロを乗せ、兄貴の車にオヤジを乗せて、突っ走る。真夜中のドライブさ。高速道路で100キロメートル越えのベルが鳴り響く車内で、俺は、この世に生命を授かったことに対する葛藤についてオフクロに白状する。オフクロは呆れるだろうか、それとも同情してくれるだろうか。でも、俺が選んだ道は俺自身で進むから、オフクロは少し戸惑うかもしれない。オヤジだってそうさ。兄貴の走らせるハイスピードな車の中で、ためらいの余地もない。ただ、俺たちが欲しているのは夜中を突っ走る車から発するヘッドライトの光のように直進すること･･･」
「おい、お前、正気か?」
「ごめん、本当はオヤジとオフクロのさわやかな朝の笑顔を、もう一度見たいだけなんだ･･･」
「そうだな、俺もそのことを望んでいるよ」
会話を終え、窓のカーテンと窓を開けると、心地よい風を感じた。風を心地よく感じたのは久しぶりだった。ボビーは星空の瞬きをしばらく眺め、一時の停止した感情をいつまでも持ち続けたいと望んだ。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2022)





天秤座の宿命 (Libra Destiny)



4月1日、午後、ある街でアナーキストグループと警官隊が衝突するという事件が発生した。翌日、日が昇る前に乱闘は鎮圧され、一般市民にはけが人なし、しかし、警官隊に負傷者が多く、乱闘を起こしたグループのうちの多くの者が、身柄を拘束された。
　4月1日、つまりエイプリルフールに起きた事件として、マスコミは大々的に報道したが、その真相究明について探ろうとする者は少なく、事実が世間に公表されるにとどまった。

　事件が起きた日から一週間が過ぎたころ、加藤泰三宛に一通の手紙が届いた。彼は国内外の歴史に関する雑誌編集を指揮する80過ぎの、ライターを兼任する編集長だった。
　彼は出版社の仕事場のデスクについてパソコンの操作をしているときに、若い女性編集者から、その手紙を渡された。差し出し主はアナーキスト連盟とある。彼は眉間に皺を寄せながら、その手紙を開封し、書面を読み始めた。

　ああ、私の人生は何と幸せだったことでしょう。
　嵐の午後、私は常に思っていました。あの子たちともう一度会いたいと。だから、嵐が収まった後、私は海へ行きました。大きな虹が遠くの沖に架かっていました。私の心は救われました。そして、もう一度、思いました。あの子達はきっと会いに来てくれると。
　やがて、虹が消えかかったころ、私が振り向くと、防波堤のそばに、あの子達は立っていました。私は気が動転すると同時に、浜風の中を駆け足で、あの子達のそばへ向かう自分に気がつきました。でも、その瞬間、あの子達は、風の中に溶け込むように姿を消してしまったのです。
何とすばらしい光景だったことでしょう。
私は再び振り返り、遠くの海に浮かぶ大きな船を眺めていました。
　　　　　　　　　　　　　0.0000003484703025、そして、0.0616より

文書はワープロで書かれていた。加藤は、この文面を読み終えたとき、瞬時に、これは犯行声明ではないだろうか、と思った。ただ、この文面は公表すべきではないと考えた。事実と何ら関係のないような記述の最後に記された意味不明の数字･･･、もしこのような文面を公表した場合、雑誌の内容に傷がつくどころか、世間から雑誌の存在意義について疑われる可能性がある。通信社に知らせても、犯行声明としての信憑性は少ないと判断されるだろう。今すべきことは、この文書についての内容把握、特に、最後の数字の羅列についての謎の解明にある、と彼は考えた。
彼は、北上川研究所に電話を入れ、数日後に知人の伸岡数夫とアポイントメントをとることを要求し、承諾を得た。

3日後、加藤泰三は北上川研究所へ出向いた。彼は、いくつかの椅子と4つの細長いテーブルがまとめて置いてある小部屋に通された。そして、面談に訪れた、白いワイシャツにグレーのネクタイ姿の伸岡数夫が椅子に座ると、アナーキスト連盟からの手紙を封筒ごと差し出した。
伸岡は書面に目を通すと、すぐに言った。
「この記述は多分、80過ぎの老女によって書かれ、彼女はすでに亡くなっている可能性が高いです。それは、文面に記された最後の数字、0.0000003484703025と0.0616、そしてアナーキストグループの行動パターンが物語っています」
「ということは･･･、どういうことなのでしょう･･･」
伸岡はテーブルに置いてあった電卓をパチパチと打ちながら話した。
「まず、0.0000003484703025というのは、53枚のトランプカードから一組のフォーカードができる確率ですね。単純にトランプの選び方がランダムな選択だったとするとこうなる。ここで、私の考えるフォーカードは、ダイヤのエース、スペードの2、クラブの2、ダイヤの2、そしてハートの2です」
「どうしてですか?」
真剣な眼差しを向けた加藤に対し、伸岡は続けた。
「この文章を書いた老女は教育者だった可能性がある。それも児童たちを教える小学校の教師と考えられます。彼女は若いころから年老いるまでの教え子たちの面影を思い起こしていた。その中で特に一組の少年少女を思い出した」
「その少年少女は特別な児童だったのですか?」
「白血病です。彼女は長い年数、小学校の教師に就いていたのだから、白血病の少年少女を受け持ったという事実が起こる確率は高い。彼女が彼らに託した思いが2から成る4枚のカードです」
「残りのダイヤのエースは?」
「二番目に記された数字、0.0616について考えることにしましょう。1月1日から3月31日までの、うるう年における日数は90日間だから、4年間、1461日間に占める90日間の割合は、90/1461=0.0616となる。老女は、ある年の4月1日、白血病の少年少女たちと3人で、浜辺でポーカーをした。老女がフォーカードで勝った後、少年少女は1つの指輪をプレゼントした。彼らはそれをダイヤモンドリングと言った。しかし、それはガラス玉でできていた。それが、老女と少年少女のエイプリルフールの話です。この日、老女は80歳の誕生日を迎え、人生の総日数は、365.25×80=29220となります」
「アナーキストグループが乱闘を起こした理由が、0.0616という数字にあるということですか?」
「いや、乱闘については別の数字に原因があります」
「というと･･･」
「アナーキストグループの行動パターンは4つに分かれていた。まず初めに、集結して、警官隊との睨み合いの中で、彼らは政治的要求を警官隊のチーフに差し出す。彼らの主な要求は、平和、自由、平等です。それらについて、国に対して政策的要求をした。つまり、これがかれらにとってのエースオブクラブスです。53枚のカードの中からエースオブクラブスを選び出す確率は、1/53=0.0188679、これがこの後の乱闘を予感させる数字です。次に、彼らの要求は警官隊を通して国に伝えられるのですが、国側は、それらを次々と拒絶する。その合間で、グループと警官隊は揉み合いに近い状態になる。エースオブクラブスの次にエースオブハートが続けて出る確率は、（1/53）×（1/52）=0.0003628447となります。揉み合いに近い状態となると、彼らの身体は浮き、心臓の鼓動が高まるという状態が続く。すべての要求が拒絶された後、彼らは警官隊と衝突した。それがエースオブスペイズで、その確率は、（1/53）×（1/52）×（1/51）=0.0000071146で、この数字が彼らの夜通しの言葉として反映された。次の朝、彼らの行動は沈静化され、彼らは仲間とともに日の出を見ることになる。それが、エースオブダイヤモンズで、確率は、（1/53）×（1/52）×（1/51）×（1/50）=0.000000142292で、最終的なコアレベルの上昇になったという展開です」
「彼らの行動がすべて数字に基づいて成り立っていたということですか?」
「その通り。新聞などの記事を読む限り、彼らはプロの集団と考えられます。ここで仮に、犯行声明を書いた老女が亡くなっていて、別のメンバーがワープロで打ったとしましょう。すると、彼らの行動を光の色で表すと、緑から赤、青、そして、ダイヤモンドを輝かせる白色光となって、彼らの意思は鎮魂歌だったということになりますね」
加藤は面談を終えると、奮い立った感情を押し殺すようにして、終始うつむいたまま家路に就いた。彼としてはしっくりしないところがあった。アナーキストたちの、すべての行動が機械的な意志によって動かされていたとなると、それはあまりにも現代的過ぎて、歴史的重みは感じられない。
　彼は、しばらく自らの体験を顧みながら、考え続ける日々を送った。そして、9月初めに「月末総論」と題して、伸岡数夫に対して手紙を書いた。

伸岡殿
以下の文章は、私の人生観、そして歴史観から得た思索にまつわる話です。どうか、お読みいただき、できれば返信をいただきたく存じます。

　私は、8月になって間もなく、戦時中の沖縄取材に出かけた。取材の時期は、日が暮れて町民たちが夕食を終え、家族が団欒に入った最中が適していると考えた。私は午後に図書館へ行き、資料に目を通し、質問事項をまとめ、夜に沖縄の家族から話を聴く毎日を繰り返していた。皆、快く対応してくれた。私の生活は夜型となった。夜も深まったころ宿舎へ戻り、夜通し記事を書き、日の出とともに眠りに就く。起きる時刻はだいたい正午頃になるのだが、ここで、私が8月15日、盆の日に見た白昼夢を打ち明けることにしよう。
　私は母、妹、そして祖母とともにトランプカードで七並べをしていた。穏やかな午前中のひと時である。私は負けん気が強いほうだから、並べ方に工夫を凝らし、4人の中で最も早く並べ終わり、勝利の気分を味わうことが多かった。しかし、数回ゲームを続けるうちに祖母の負けが込んでくる。祖母は3人がカードを並べ終わった後、数枚の自分のカードを持ちながら、苦笑いをする･･･、そんなことが多かった。だから私は最後のゲームで7に近いカードを早く並べることを優先し、故意に負けた。母と妹も同じことを考えていたようで、祖母は一番早く並べ終え、勝利した。拍手が部屋に鳴り響いた。私は自分の負けに満足した。
　私は正午過ぎに目を覚ました。そして、私がまだ若かったころ、祖母が話してくれた祖父のシベリア出兵について思い出していた。祖母は話した。夏の8月中、ひと時もダイヤモンドリングをはずさなかったこと。白夜の空の下で輝くダイヤモンドは私にとって第二の太陽だった。私は咄嗟に2つの太陽の周りを8の字を描いて公転する地球を思い浮かべた。私は、戦争という白昼夢に抗する事実に対して、果てしない肯定と否定の連続を、幻の中で思い出し、目を閉じた。その暗闇は、白色光で満たされる未来を知っている希望の闇であることを瞬時に悟った。私はしばらく、8の字を描いて公転する地球について、1つの策略を得ることに没頭した。そして、次のロジックを形成した。
　うるう年の今年、1月1日から8月15日までの日数は228日間。
　この期間の1年間に占める割合は、228/366=0.62295･･･。
　翌日、8月16日から12月31日までの日数は138日間。この期間の1年間に占める割合は、138/366=0.3770･･･。8月15日の、お盆の日に、父、母、息子、娘から成る、ある4人家族が里帰りし、祖母、祖父とともにトランプで七並べをした。さわやかな午後の団欒だった。その夜、祖母が祖父のシベリア出兵について、孫たちに話をした。8月中に、祖母がダイヤモンドリングをひと時もはずさずに祖父の帰国を待っていた話だった。祖母は、このダイヤモンドリングを第二の太陽と名づけた。孫たちはシベリアの白夜を思い浮かべ、2つの太陽の周りを8の字を描いて公転する地球を空想し、真夜中になってもなかなか寝つけなかった。8の字の1つのクロスが形成される、私たちの心の中の時期は8月15日。この世のすべての事象が白色光に包まれる時だった。

　伸岡数夫からの返事は次のとおりだった。

　親愛なる友へ
　見事な論理展開の提示、ありがとうございます。
　貴殿の歴史的世界観から成るロジックに敬服した次第です。
　そこで私から、もう少し不足した論理について記述させていただきます。
　貴殿の論理に従いますと、8月15日、仮想の世界において、夜がなくなる条件は、2つの太陽の中心と地球の中心の3つの点が一直線に並ぶことです。
　ある日、貴殿の想い描いた仮想の世界で、2人の男の子が、先生の指示に従い、絵を描きました。2人は、それぞれ、家族とともに過ごした、よき思い出について描きましたが、一方の子の絵には太陽が1つ、もう一方の子の絵には太陽が2つ描かれていました。2つの太陽を描いた子は優越感に浸りました。しかし、1つの太陽を描いた子は、「この前、僕のお父さんはポーカーでエースオブハーツを出して友人に勝ったよ」と話して、絵を描かせた先生は「太陽は1つでも2つでも私たちの心は一緒。勝ちも負けもありません。引き分けですね」と言いました。
　8月15日の1年に占める割合は、1/365.25=0.002737850787･･･、「273785」は私が今書いた平和的な話で、「787」が引き分けを意味すると思っていただきたい。特定の一組のフォーカードが生まれる確率は、0.0000003484703025で、それは貴殿の論理展開のように、嵐の後、海の空に広がった虹の右側、つまり、右から左の赤から青へ変わる論理、そして私の論理展開は、その虹の左側、つまり左から右の赤から青へ変わる論理で、0.0000003484703025×2=0.00000069694･･･、となります。
　すなわち、この勝負、つまり私と加藤さんとの勝負はイーヴン。しかし、事実は未だに不明です。私たちが仮想の世界を創り上げて幻の論理を展開しているのかもしれない。
　それはともかく、今度、2人で飲みに行きませんか?　星空を想いながら平和について語り合う･･･、そんな時間を過ごせたらと思います。

　加藤泰三は、しばらく目を閉じ、そしてパチッと目を見開くと、下を向いて目を細めて笑みを浮かべた。
　この勝負は彼の言うとおり引け分けだ･･･、と思い、明日からのしばらくぶりの休暇をどう過ごすかについて考え始めた。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2022)






漂流時計 (Drift Clock)


　5月3日の夜、郊外の公園近くの路上で銃声が鳴り響いた。
　祝日の街は家族連れや若者たちの賑やかな歓声で包まれていたが、彼らの耳に銃声が届いた瞬間、歓声は凍りついたような沈黙に変わり、しばらく、どよめきが続いた。
　何が起きたのだろうか？　数分後、数台のパトカーと救急車のサイレンの音に、彼らの心は不安にさらされることになった。
　事件は特に恐れるほどのことでもなかった。警察の調べによると、拳銃を持った4人のアートスクールに通う学生が十字路で発砲し、4人とも右こめかみに銃弾を受けて救急車で運ばれたが、その銃弾は麻酔銃であった。彼らは、車が1台通れるほどの2つの道が交差した十字路の中央に、等身大の聖母マリアの石像を置き、その周囲の4地点から各4人の頭部めがけて発砲した。4つの銃弾の軌跡を結ぶと正方形となり、その軌道は時計回りになるのだが、警察の捜査を困惑させた第一の問題点は、なぜ、一瞬の狂いもなく、4人が同時に発砲できたのか、という疑問であった。そして、彼らの目的とは何であったのか･･･。捜査は長期にわたることとなった。

　この事件を新聞で知った、歴史に関する記事を扱うライター兼の長老編集者、加藤泰三はマスコミの報道から、新たな事実を知った。
　まず第一点として、発砲した美術学生4人のうちのリーダーがはめていた腕時計が、長針と短針が重なり合う時刻、すなわち、1時5分27秒で止まっていたという事実。次に、そのリーダーの拳銃には、0.7071という数字が彫刻刀で刻まれていたという点、そして、彼らは唯心主義者同盟に属し、毎月、機関紙を発刊しているという事実であった。
　加藤はこれらの事実を解明したいという自らの好奇心から、知人の伸岡数夫とコンタクトをとることにした。

　事件の日から2週間が過ぎた日の夕方、加藤は、北上川研究所の高層ビルの10階にある、伸岡数夫の研究室のドアをノックした。約束の時間より30分早い。ドアノブを握って開けようとしたが鍵がかかっていた。加藤はやむを得ず、研究所の2階にある図書館へ向かった。学術書の書庫に入ると入口を入った右わきのコピー機で、白いワイシャツ姿で腕まくりをして、資料をコピーしている伸岡に出くわした。
「ああ、伸岡さん」
と、加藤は声をかけた。
「あっ、すみません」
と、伸岡は言って、腕時計を見た。
「約束の時間まで20分程あると思います。どうぞ続けてください」
「恐縮です。コピーは終わりました。丁度いい。ここで話をしましょう。私の研究室は散らかっていますからね」
　伸岡はそう言って、壁に立てかけてある折りたたみ式の椅子を手に取り、広げて正面に置いた。
　加藤は座ると言った。
「あまり人はいないようですね」
「ええ、学術書の書庫というのはこんなもんです。ここの研究員はむしろ週刊誌の類の雑誌などに興味を持っている」
「例の事件についてですか？」
「ええ、もちろんあの事件については皆、関心がある。しかし、仕事をするとなると、研究員が初めに目を通すのは、国内外の政治についてです。あの事件について調べている者は極一部です。それに、私が察するに、あの事件は、事件後の数日間で、すでに解決している感があります」
「動機などが明らかになったと･･･」
　伸岡はズボンのポケットから手帳を取り出し、胸ポケットにさしたボールペンを手に取ると話し出した。
「まず、彼らは唯心主義者だった。唯心主義というのは、ある意味で、唯物論者に対抗する議論を主張しているわけですが、例えば陶芸家とトランプメーカーの論争を例に取りましょう。陶芸家は陶器を手作りで作りますが、トランプメーカーはトランプを機器で作るとします。すなわち、生産物の寸法を考えてみると、陶器はランダムな寸法で、トランプは、ほとんど誤差のない一定の寸法で作られる。ここでの、陶芸家のトランプメーカーに対抗する主張はランダムな寸法で作られた結果得られた寸法の平均誤差0.5です。例えば、陶芸家がある人に依頼されて5センチぐらいの幅の陶器を10個作る場合、陶器の幅は、4.1、4.6、4.9、5.2、5.5、5.8センチという様にランダムです。つまり、誤差の寸法を測れば0.1から0.9までランダムな値となる。その平均値が0.5です。ところがトランプメーカーは誤差がほとんどないので0.0となり、陶芸家の、様々な趣味、嗜好への提供という観点からすれば、この勝負は陶芸家の勝ち。しかし、誤差というものをミクロの視点から考えれば、トランプという生産物にも必ず誤差がある。5センチの幅のトランプを10枚作る場合、5.000004、5.000006、5.000009というふうに･･･。この場合、計測器が下5桁から測定する機能を持つとき、初めに現れる誤差の大きい数値は5.00001となる。すなわち、トランプメーカーの主張は、誤差というものを避けて通れない心の数値とすれば、ミクロなレベルでの1という数字にあった。これに気がついた陶芸家はトランプメーカーに握手を求めることになる」
　伸岡は幾つかの数字を手帳に書き込んで加藤に手渡した。
「そのミクロなレベルでの1が、拳銃に刻まれた0.7071と関連があるということなのですか？」
「関連があるかもしれません。いわば、コアハートを追求する彼らのメタリックハートです。それが、彼らの主張する銃弾の論理です」
「銃弾の論理？　そんなものあるのですか？」
「それは、生産物と私たちの心を結び付ける神秘的な数字の羅列です。まず初めに正円があって、これを自然の心としましょう。その正円の内部に、円に接するように正方形を描く。これが自然の中のメタリックハートです。次に、その正方形の内部に接する円を描き、その円の内部に接する正方形を描き、そのような作業を繰り返していく･･･」
「円は正方形とともにコアレベルを高める･･･」
　伸岡はコピー機の上に置いてあった携帯を手に取り、電卓機能を使い始めた。
「そうですね。いま、最初の円の半径を1.0とすると、内部の正方形の一辺は2/√2=1.41421となり、その内部の円の半径は0.7071となります。最初の円から、内部の18個目の円ができるまで、円の半径と正方形の一辺の長さは、次のような35個の数字になります」
　伸岡は携帯を片手に35個の数字を次々とインプットして、加藤に手渡し、話し続けた。

1.0 1.41421　0.7071　1.0
0.5　0.7071　0.3535533　0.5
0.25　0.3535533　0.1767766　0.25
0.125　0.1767766　0.088388　0.125
0.0625　0.088388　0.044194　0.0625
0.03125　0.044194　0.022097　0.03125
0.015625　0.022097　0.0110485　0.015625
0.0078125　0.0110485　0.005524271　0.0078125
0.00390625　0.005524271　0.002762135

「ここで注意してほしいことは、円の半径と、その内部に描いた2番目の正方形の一辺の長さが同じ値になるということです。戦時中に山へ出かけた母と娘の親子を例にとりましょう。彼女らの自然の中のメタリックハートは球体の内部に接する正六面体です。その正六面体の8つの角を、A、B、C、D、E、F、G、Hとします。彼女らは山の中腹辺りの広場で5回、“ヤッホー”という叫び声を上げる。彼女らの心はA地点にある。その時生じる山彦、つまり自然の中のメタリックハートの連鎖は、B、C、D、E、F、G、Hのそれぞれの地点から、A地点に向かう7つの山彦で反映される。5回の“ヤッホー”という叫びは5×7=35個の山彦となって返ってくる。ここで、0.3535533という数字を、彼らの“光への願い”、0.1767766を“苦労が実を結ぶようにという願い”、0.088388を“戦時中の家族愛”、0.044194を“娘の成長”、0.022097を“娘の結婚”、0.0110485を“反戦への主張”、0.005524271を“すべての願いに対するコアレベルの上昇”とすれば、納得できる論理となるかもしれません」
「なるほど･･･、では、彼らのリーダーの腕時計が1時5分27秒で止まっていたというのも、唯心論を裏付ける論理が隠された故の数字だと･･･」
「そうです。彼ら4人の発砲事件のポイントは、被害と加害の区別がつかないという現象です。そして、1時5分27秒というのは長針と短針が重なり合う時刻です。正確に計算すると、長針と短針が重なり合う時刻は、12時間のうち、11回重なり合うことを考えれば、角度が360/11=32.727272･･･（度）、分に換算すると、5.454545･･･（分）で、0.454545･･･分を秒に換算すると、27.272727･･･秒となりますから、1時5分272727･･･秒となります。ここで、この数字を心的事象に結びつければよいわけです」
　加藤はしばらく目を閉じた。伸岡は、もうそろそろ閉館の時間ですね、と言って席を立ち、入口横に備え付けてあるスイッチを次々とオフにし始めた。
　広いスペースの図書室の明かりが次々に消えてゆく。そして、コピー機の真上の明かり一つの下で、加藤は、戦時中、彼がまだ幼かった頃の情景を思い起こした。そして、伸岡が再び彼の前の席についたとき話し出した。
「こんな論理はどうでしょう。終戦後、東京の海近くの焼け野原で家族4人が、夜、焼き芋を食べていた。彼らにとっては戦争という苦難を逃れられた後の数少ない団欒のひと時だった。ところが、焼き芋を食べ終わったとたん、突然のスコールにみまわれた。MP司令官は、彼らに、自由時間が10:00PMまでと知らせていて、その後、後片付けなどの仕事をするようにとのことだったが、司令官の懐中時計は豪雨によって、9:30で停まってしまった。スコールが収まった後、家族4人は星空を眺めながら、夜中まで、未来について語り合った。MP司令官は懐中時計を1時5分27秒に合わせて、海に流した。そして、家族4人がそろってテントで眠りに就いた後、翌朝の朝焼けをみんなで眺めた。この話で、水という自然は、彼らの心にとって右下に位置し、スコールによって、時計という左下のメタリックハートに加害を与える。左上に位置する海というメタリックハートは、流された止まった時計によって被害を受け、荒れた海は労働という自然感情に加害を与える。しかし、その結果生じた、右上の未来への熱き思いは、彼らにとっての労働となり、右下の水に加害を与える。この結果、水、時計、海、そして労働の間の加害と被害の関係が明らかになる。このような話を、例の事件の背後にある思いとして結び付けることもできます」
「なるほど、よくできたストーリーです。山彦と銃の論理が緑の心だとしたら、加藤さんの話は青い心と言えるでしょう。残りは赤い心。これがあれば、今回の事件を起こした若者の思いは永久になります」
　伸岡は床に置いてあった黒い手提げ鞄の中から、一通の封書を取り出して加藤に手渡した。
「これは前もって用意していらっしゃったものであると･･･」
「はい、先日、事件を起こした、アートスクール在学のリーダーの置手紙のコピーです。彼は頻繁に同級生の女友達宅に遊びに行っていた。彼女の部屋に置手紙は隠されていた。机の左下の引き出しから見つけたと彼女は私に言っていました。彼の核心は、数字と人間の心を結びつけることなので、彼は自分の心を彼女に知らせたのでしょう。これが彼の赤い心です」
　加藤は手紙を広げて読み始めた。

　美術学生になって間もないころ、僕は、これからの学費を調達するために、レストランで皿洗いのアルバイトを始めた。そのころ、両親からのいくらかの仕送りがあったものの、この先の学費は自らまかなっていかなければならない。それが父の方針だった。
　僕が働いていたレストランの客入りはよくなかった。
　ある夜、一組の老夫婦が食事を終えて、店のすべての客がいなくなったころ、一組の4人家族が店へ入ってきた。声から察するには、父、母、姉、弟の家族のようで、僕は調理場の片隅の洗い流し場で皿洗いを始めた。彼らが注文を終えると、主任のコックも早速、調理を始めた。一組の家族の話し声の雰囲気から、彼らは良い家柄の家族なのだろう、と僕は思った。そして、その家族の話し声に不思議な魅力を感じた。今までにないことだった。僕は自分が今、置かれている苦境の立場から懐かしい過去を思い出した。僕がまだ幼い頃、家族で区民センターへ行き、卓球をした後、ファミリーレストランで食事をした時の思い出だった。今から思うと水晶のような鈍い輝きに満ちた心でかたどった記憶は、幼少時の家族のアルバムを見たときのようなインパクトはないが、いつまでも胸ポケットにしまいこんでおきたい、手垢のついた写真のようなものだった。苦しいときはいつでも心の支えとなってくれる･･･、そんな感情が皿を洗っているときの水しぶきとなって、調理場の床に飛び散った水が輝きを放つ。家族は守られるべきもの･･･。その思いが、天井に吊るされたシャンデリアの明るさに救われたとき、調理場の片隅に追い込まれた心は、夜の闇の天使が月光の明るさに救われる夢を追い求めるのだった。その月光の明るさは、程よい光がいい。目に優しい弓張月の光に救われるべき、と見知らぬ天使は僕の耳元でささやいていたのだった。

　読み終えた加藤は言った。
「わかりました。では、事件のからくりについても、もうご存知だと･･･」
「はい、彼ら4人の拳銃が同時発砲された理由についてですね」
「そうです」
「警察の極秘捜査によると、4つの拳銃を解析した結果、拳銃内部に月光を感知するパネルが内蔵されていた。月光から成る光の成分が一定量に達すると発砲される仕組みになっていました。うるう年の今年、1月1日から、事件の起きた5月3日の憲法記念日までの日数は124日間。その4年間に占める割合は124/1461=0.0848733744で、4月18日、日曜日の晩は満月であったと記憶しています」
「すると、5月3日、月曜日の夜は新月で、事件が起きたときは、月光の成分が一定量に達したときであったと･･･」
「その通りです」
　伸岡は立ち上がって加藤に握手を求めた。加藤も立ち上がって、ためらわずに、伸岡の手を握り締めた。加藤の心臓の鼓動が、この日、最も高まった瞬間だった。




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クロスノート (Cross Note)



　夢はいくつかの幻が組み合わされて時空の中で構築される。彼はそう考えていた。
　彼はいくつもの夢を追い求めた。その中で特に印象の強い夢があった。それは、くっきりと形作られた虚空の中の実像だった。実体のある、そして掴み取ることのできない幻の連続だった。
　彼は自分の置かれている世界を理解しようとは考えなかった。ただ、この幾つかの幻を自ら進んで受け入れようとした。
　そして、彼は一つの結論を手に入れたのだった。

　彼は彼女とともに真っ直ぐな道を歩んでいた。
　20代の若者の勇敢な逃避行だった。
　真っ直ぐな道の行き止まりには、濃緑色の山が聳えていたが、道の両脇には、多くの緑の高木が群生していたので、正面に見えるのは切り取られた山の中央部分、そして上方に目を向けると、眩しい青い空が広がっていた。
　彼は歩きながら話しかけた。
「ずいぶんと大それた誘いだね。君は、この旅路を一種の逃避行だと言った」
　彼女は目を細めて言った。
「でも、この誘い、きっと気に入ってくれると信じてるわ」
「君の仕事は、老人介護福祉施設でお年寄りの世話をすること。そのことと関連があるの？」
「とても関わりがあるわ。でも、私は仕事からの逃避ということは、ぜんぜん考えていない。むしろ、仕事を愛するがゆえの旅路を楽しむため。逃避を許してくれるのは、私たちがいつも心の隅に置いているカオス的事象･･･」
「それは、人間社会が創り出す、僕たちにとっての抽象的概念ということ？」
「そうね。私は今の仕事に満足している。だから、これからのことも、仕事と共通した何かを求めている･･･。言ってみればユートピアね」
「ユートピア？　いったい、この先、僕たちの行く道に何が隠されているの？」
「それは、これからのお楽しみ」
　真っ直ぐな道の行き止まりに聳える山は、かなりの高さだった。山を囲んで左右にカーブを描いて、細い道が続いているのがわかった。彼らは左の道を選んで歩き始めた。
　細い道の左側にも高木が群生していて、左側の視界を遮っていたが、カーブを描く道を時計回りに進み、しばらくすると視界が開けた。前方に白い花畑があった。日の光を浴びた花々の白色光は、彼にとって体験したことのない眩しさだった。
「あの花畑が君の求める場所かい？」
「そうなの。丸い形をした大きな花畑の広さは、山を囲む道と同じ大きさで、山を少し隔てて後ろ側にあるの。花畑を囲む細い道もあって、細い道は一本道でつながっているの」
「8の字を描いて？」
「そう。一本の道を歩き終えると、最初に歩いた真っ直ぐな道にたどり着くわ」
「帰り道になるわけだね」
　彼らは、しばらく歩いて、山を囲む道と花畑を囲む道が交差した地点で、ベンチに腰を下ろした。
　彼女は鞄から2つの弁当箱と2本の緑茶入りペットボトルを取り出し、片方を彼に手渡した。
　2人は、白い花畑を観ながらサンドイッチを食べた。
　彼らは食べ終わって、緑茶も飲み終えると、ホッとため息をついた。そして、しばらく日の光を浴びた後、彼女は話し出した。
「人間というのは、過去、現在、未来を通して、その各地点において、予想可能な苦しみ、予想不可能な苦しみの中に生きている。それらすべての苦しみの体験が、現在の時間感覚となって反映される。仮に私たちの苦しみが、一日に100あるとしたら、24時間/100=0.24時間=14.4分に一回の苦しみを克服するために私たちは生きる。一年間では、365.25×100=36525の苦しみになるわね。でも、私たちにとって、おじいちゃん、おばあちゃんの苦しみは一日に一つでいい。一年に365.25だけの苦しみで充分。苦しみが時間感覚の基準になるから、私たちの一年は、おじいちゃん、おばあちゃんにとっての100年。存在が永遠だということは真。現在は、過去、現在、未来に通じる無限の中の無限小になるわ。だから、苦しみがまったくなかったとすると･･･、むしろ一つの楽しみのために生きるとすると、おじいちゃん、おばあちゃんは無限の年数を生きていることになるわ。それは、何もかもが不変なカオティックワールド。そして、平和が永遠に続く世界。それが、私たちの心の中の･･･」
「ユートピア･･･」
　彼はそうおぎなって、視線を少し上に向けたまま、しばらく遠くの方を眺めていた。



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中立的平和 (Neutral Peace)


初夏の日差しを浴びながら、女学生と大学講師がキャンパスのベンチに腰を下ろし、話をしていた。彼女は日の光とともに学生たちの賑やかな語らい、そして都会の喧騒を快く受け入れようとした。大学講師は若い30代の男性で、彼女にとっては良き先輩と言えるような温かい心の持ち主だった。彼らは紙パックのジュースをストローで飲みながら世間話をしていた。
彼女はジュースを飲み終えると言った。
「私にとっての第二の太陽とは何かご存じでしょうか？」
　彼は少し戸惑ったような表情をして言った。
「それはもしかしたら君からの課題？」
「ええ、少し長くなるかもしれませんが･･･」
「そうだねえ･･･、君の専門はタイプ理論、そのことは前から知っている。そして、君は幼い頃、貧しい家で育った。しかし、君のお父さんのおかげで、今の君の研究生活はある」
「その通り。私の両親は幼い頃、戦争を体験して、東京の焼け野原でしばらく生活した。でも、何年か後に高度成長期を迎えると、父は夜間学生として勉強しながら、東京で工場労働に従事した」
「君のお母さんは？」
「母に関しては、面白い話があります。私が幼い頃、母から聴いた話ですが･･･」
「ぜひ知りたいね」
「戦後の東京の焼け野原で、母は両親と3人で暮らしていた。その頃、母は幼かったから、夜、マッチ売りの少女として働いた。ある夜、20本入りのマッチ箱一つが売れ残った。母の母、つまり私の祖母は幼い母に、20本のマッチ棒で5つの正方形を作るよりむしろ、20本のマッチ棒のうち12本のマッチ棒を使って正六角形を作り、残りの8本は焼き芋を作るために使いましょう、と言った。幼い母は12本のマッチ棒を使って正六角形を作った」
「12本のマッチ棒を使うから、一つの正六角形は6つの正三角形の集まりで出来るわけだね
「そうですね」
　彼はポケットから携帯を取り出して、関数電卓機能を使い始めた。
「半径1の円の中に接する正三角形の一辺の長さは、1.732050808になるね。コアレベルの高い808という数字に何か関連がありそうだ」
「そうです。もう少しヒントを出すと、今年の2月11日、建国記念日に、東京市場で金融ビッグバンが起きた。そのとき私は研究資料を集めるためにモスクワの大学へ行っていた。父はロサンゼルスへ出張していた。母は私の実家で焼き芋を食べていた。1月1日から2月11日までの、4年間に占める割合は（31+11）/1461=0.028747433になります」
「そうか･･･、だいたい分かってきた。金融ビッグバンが起きた後、ホーム、つまり君の実家にいるお母さんの心は過去にさかのぼった。それが日本時間の正午に当たるとすると、モスクワにいる君の心はモスクワの朝、ビッグバンによるへヴィーネスと、早朝の太陽へ向かうライトネスの中間、すなわち現在にとどまることになる。そして、ロサンゼルスにいるお父さんの心は夕方、ビッグバンによるへヴィーネスと、夕方の太陽から遠ざかるへヴィーネスによって未来へ向かうことになる。すると、808という数字は、永遠の過去、一瞬の現在、そして永遠の未来を意味することになる。だから君にとっての第一の太陽とは、君のお母さんが指にはめたダイヤモンドリング、そして、第二の太陽とは君の今の心と、君の両親の心を結ぶ何か･･･、その何かを話してくれるかい？」
「ええ、喜んで。ごく最近の話をすることにします。私の入っているサークルの友人たちはとてもいい性格で、私の誕生日パーティーを催してくれた。10人ぐらいの男女が所属する小さなサークルだったけれど、彼らは夜遅くまで私を祝してくれたわ。だから、私が家に帰ったのは、夜中になってから。私が何気なく両親の寝室に入ると、2人は私の姿に気付かずにベッドで眠りについていた。2つのベッドの間には、台に置かれたなつめ球のランプがあって、そのそばに一冊の聖書が置いてあった。私は幼い頃の記憶をよみがえらせた。私たち3人家族が、まだ木造の古い家に住んでいた頃、私は毎晩、父と母の布団に挟まれた小さな布団で寝ていた。貧しくても幸せな家族だった。そんな時のことを思い出したとき、私は聖書に印された銀色の十字が月の光を反射して輝く幻を見た。父と母の寝顔はとてもやさしく、私は闇の中のいくつもの平和的光景を思い巡らせていた。その光景を彩り、作り出してくれたのは聖書に印された幻の中で光る十字だった。私は、その十字の眩しさに戸惑うことなく、暗闇の中で受け入れた。数分間の時計の刻みも、私にとっては、幸せなときの鐘の音のように、しっかりと受けとめたかった。そう、私にとっての第二の太陽とは、闇の中で輝く幻の十字だった」
　彼はジュースを飲み干して腕時計を見た。
「いい話をありがとう。もうそろそろ君のゼミが始まる時間だね」
　彼らは立ち上がって前方を見渡した。そこにあるのは見慣れた光景、見慣れた情景だった。



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朝焼け (Morning Glow)


　10月ももうすぐ終わりに近づいた日の午後、女流ミステリー作家、水谷佐知子は、自分の書斎にて、今日届いた郵便物をチェックしていた。
　窓から差し込む光が眩しい。先日、娘からプレゼントされた数本の白いバラが、机の片隅で光を際立たせている。娘ももうすぐ20歳になる。
　佐知子はミルクコーヒーを飲み終えると、ハサミで封書の類を次々と開封したが、一通だけ知らない人物からの封書があった。差出人は日野政一と裏に記されている。住所は都内になっている。彼女はまずこの手紙の内容をチェックすることにした。横書きの便箋8枚に文章が綴られていた。

　拝啓

　私は長年、タクシーの運転に従事し、今年、38歳を迎えました。会社の寮で生活し、仕事に追われる毎日を送っておりますが、最近、先生の著書を友人から渡され、拝読しているうちに、先生のミステリー的世界観に没頭し、休日になると図書館へ行き、先生の著書を耽読することが日課になっています。
　なぜ、私が未だに独身で、このような生活に満足しているかというと、私は30歳を過ぎた頃、この世と言うものの真価の基準を見失ったからに違いありません。
　私にとっての世界は、朝起きて仲間と食事をし、仕事に出かけ、仕事を終えて寮に帰ると、テレビを見ながら仲間と雑談すること。そんな毎日を繰り返している自分が、夜、床につき、暗闇の中でひとり自分の人生についてかえりみたり、希望を描いたりするとなると、私は、ついイマジネーションの世界に没頭してしまいがちです。こんなことを書くと、先生は私の人間性について疑念をもたれるかも知れませんが、私の心の中では、すでにこの世は滅亡した。ノストラダムスが書いていたように、1999年7月に、私たちの愛する地球は滅びたというのが、私が今、生きていることへの実感です。
　それではなぜ、君は滅びた地球上で、変わらない日常を過ごせるのか？　と人々は尋ねるでしょう。しかしそれは、私自身の特別な世界観によるものだったのです。
　ある時、私は教会へ行き、神父に尋ねました。「この世と言うものの真実について教えてください」神父は答えました。「この世は恒久的な赤と黒の世界だ。キリストの乾いた血のように二度と救いの白を取り戻せない世界だ。しかし、君にとってたった一つの救いの光がある。それは、君が今、現在の自分について、君のすべての過去の記憶の中で考えることだ」神父はマッチ棒を擦って、パイプに火をつけました。私は、寮へ帰ると、部屋で、ひとり自分の今年になってからの記憶について、その意味を見つけようとしました。そして、38歳になってからの今の自分について自問自答しました。私は携帯を手に取り、計算を試みました。
1/38=0.02631578947
　私は、この数字について、コアレベルの高い789とそのあとの47という数字に注目しました。そして、一つのロジックを見つけることに没頭しました。それは次のようなものです。
　1999年7月のある日、日本で、父、母、娘から成る3人家族が青空の下、野原でポーカーをしていた。1回目に配られた母のカードは、一枚のエースと3枚のセブンと一枚のジョーカーです。父のカードは一枚のエースと3枚のエイトと一枚のファイブ。そして、娘のカードは一枚のエースと3枚のナインと一枚のフォーだった。これらのカードの数字を列挙すると、母は1777とジョーカー、父は18885、娘は19994となります。このあと、母が一枚のジョーカーを捨ててハートのエースを得て、フルハウスを完成させる確率は、1/(53-15)=1/38=0.02631578947となります。私は思いました。日本全体で考えれば、7月中のある日に、このようなパターンでこの数字を獲得する母親が一人ぐらいいてもおかしくないはずだ。日本の人口は一億以上だから、確率としては高いはずだと。
　実は私が想い描いたこのような家族とは、私の知っている良き3人家族なのです。父親は鉄工所に勤務していて、母親はなかなかの美人で、小学校へ通う幼い娘とともに幸せな生活を送っています。父親は私に言ったことがあります。「私の仕事は、毎日、生成する太陽と消滅する太陽を繰り返し見るようなものだ。溶鉱炉から流れ出る黄金色の溶鉱が、やがて熱を失い、赤みを帯びて、一枚の鉄板となる。その赤みを帯びた鉄の美しき魂に、私たちは歴史的な重みを感じてこの世に生きる活力を見出している」彼はそう言って、マッチ棒を擦って煙草に火を点けました。
　7月中旬、日曜日の早朝、私はこの家族3人を乗せて、遠出をしました。父親の依頼は、私の運転で家族を海の近くの旅館へ連れて行ってほしいというものでした。私は家族との語らいを楽しみながら、首都高速から東名高速へと車を走らせ、やがて海沿いのビーチラインに入った瞬間、車内は一段と賑やかになりました。家族3人は光り輝く広い海、そして、防波石に打ち砕かれる波しぶきを見ながら今年の夏の期待について話していました。母親の高揚した話し声、子供のはしゃぎ、そして父親の堂々とした語らいに、私自身もハンドルを握り締めながら、熱き感情を共にしました。母親と娘はすでに麦藁帽子を被り、旅館到着への準備をしていました。このとき、ビーチラインの前方は右へのカーブ。私がハンドルを右へ切った瞬間、私は、光り輝く果てしない水平線をしっかりと心に受けとめました。その白色光は私にとって永遠に滅びることのない救いの光でした。この世の希望も、そして自ら歩み続けてきたことによる苦痛も、すべて、永久という信頼のもとで聖なる詩となる。私の世界は赤と黒の世界。しかし、このときの一瞬の永続する白い光の水平線こそ、私が身を投じることを望む世界。そして、私は今まさに自分の心が白色光の中で、永久の歓喜の中で生まれ変わったことを悟りました。赤と黒の世界は永遠の白色光の中で、私のすべての悲哀とともに消滅しました。私は未来に生きる決意を固め、次第に遠ざかってゆく赤と黒の世界に別れを告げました。そして、私が心の中で親愛なるキリストのもとで十字を切った瞬間に、私にとっての赤と黒の世界、つまり地球は滅亡しました。これが、私が今、新境地、素直に言えば、新しき世界に存続していることへの証です。
　私は、この手紙を先生宛に投函した後、少し歩いて公園で散策したいと考えております。公園に立ち寄った際にはきっと、たくさんの鳩が私のもとへ飛んできてくれると信じています。

敬具

1999年10月吉日

　佐知子は読み終えると、この手紙を書いた日野政一という男の人物像について空想した。彼はいつも優しい眼差しを向けている。友人を大切にしている。そして何よりも、自分が今まで歩んできた人生を快く受け止めている。そして、未来に対する期待が彼の生命力だ。
　彼女は早速、日野政一への返事をどう書くかについて思い巡らせていた。




Thanks for your goodwill to read (March 2022)






コバルトピアノコンチェルト (Cobalt Piano Concerto)


　戦後の復興期を経て、高度成長期が続く、1970年に差し掛かった、夏の夜のことである。
　東京に事務所を置く、探偵社所長、昭川大助は、夜も深まった頃、一人の女性の訪問を待ちながら、部屋の中央に置かれた長方形のテーブル上の書類を整理していた。そして、それが終わると、自慢の顎鬚と口髭を、鏡を見ながら流しの前で整えた。10畳程の広さをもった、狭い事務所の窓際にはデスクがあるが、資料がうずたかく積み重なっているため、長い間、窓を開け閉めしていない。窓の近くには換気口があるが、もともと古い造りの木造の社屋だから、隙間風が丁度いい換気の役割を担っていた。明かりは、天井から吊るされた裸電球だけである。
　暑さもある程度収まり、彼が扇風機の風量を下げたとき、呼び鈴が鳴り、一人の女性が入ってきた。白いワンピースでネックレスをした、おしゃれな中年女性である。ロングヘアーの黒髪は、自然なパーマがかけられたヘアスタイルで、濃い目の化粧をしていた。彼は、白いワイシャツの腕をまくりながら言った。
「お待ちしておりました。どうぞおかけください」
　彼女はテーブルの椅子に腰掛けると言った。
「いったいどういうことなのです？　こんな遅くに呼び出して･･･。私の調査願いは、私が3ヵ月前に質屋に預けたダイヤモンドリングが誰の手に渡ったか･･･、そのことを調査していただくこと。その方からダイヤモンドリングを買い戻すためです。何もこんな夜中に呼び出す必要はないはずです」
　彼は椅子に座り、しばらく目を閉じてから言った。
「申し訳ありませんが、そのダイヤモンドリングのことは諦めてください。質屋からそのダイヤを買った女性は、それをとても気に入っていて、手放すつもりはないとはっきりと主張しています。あなたは、ある程度の金を支払うと言ったが、大金を支払うとなると、あなたのご主人が何と言うか･･･」
　彼女は、テーブルの卓上をしばらく見つめていたが、顔を上げると言った。
「分かりました。ダイヤモンドのことは諦めます。その代わり、調査料はなるべく少なくしていただきたいと思います」
「ええ、そのことは気になさらないでください。調査料金はただですよ」
「というと、一銭もかからないということですか？　それではあなたの生活はどうやって･･･」
「大丈夫です。そんなこと気になさらないでください。今の時代、他の幾多の調査願いで、私は家族を養ってゆける。あなたからの依頼は、特殊なケースだと私は見ました」
「というとどういうことですか？」
「それはあなたの将来にかかっている･･･。そんなことより少し雑談をしましょう。せっかくこんな夜中にいらしたのだから、有意義に過ごしましょう」
　彼はそう言って、ティーバッグをカップに入れ、あらかじめ湧かしておいたヤカンのお湯を注いで、カップを彼女の前に置いた。そして、デスク近くに置いてあったアイスボックスから袋入りのカステラを取り出して、中身をフォークと一緒に小皿の上において、彼女に差し出した。彼女は両手でそれを受け取り、いただきますと小声で言った。彼は再び椅子に座ると聞いた。
「あなたの学生時代はどんな生活だったのですか？」
　彼女はフォークを手にとって答えた。
「私は高校卒業なので、ごく平和的な生活を送りました。でも、私の主人は大学卒なので、活発な学生生活を送ったようです」
「例えば学生運動ですか？」
「そうです。主人は学生時代に全学連に所属していたので、数々の学生運動に加わりました」
「そうですか･･･。私はというと学生運動には加わらず、遠くからそれを眺めながら自ら考え事をする･･･、そんな学生生活です」
　彼女は目を細めた。
「そういう方も多いと思います。学生運動によっては単なる悪夢に過ぎないものもあると思います」
　彼は話し出した。
「私にとって良き友人の話しをしましょう。私なりの言い方をすれば、彼は純度の高い人生経験に遭遇しました。彼は良き登山家だった。そして、学生時代、良き登山仲間をつくった。ある冬、彼は山で遭難しました。吹雪の中、友人とともに洞窟に入り、救いを求めていた。彼はリュックから母親の手製弁当を取り出し食べた後、金属製の箱に入ったイチゴを食べながら思った。（いつか誰かが助けに来てくれるはずだ）その言葉は彼らにとってのブルーワード、つまり青い言葉だった。雪の白、イチゴの赤、そして彼の青い言葉が合わさると白い世界になる。その後、彼らはヘリコプターの救援隊に助けられた」
「まさに彼の思いは人間存在の根源にある意識と一致しますね」
「その通りです。次に他の友人の話をしましょう。彼は大学卒業後、郵便配達員になった。何年か配達員を務めると、葉書、封書などは、一目見ただけでどういった内容の郵便物か分かってしまうものもある。ある日、彼は配達を終えると、川岸のベンチに一人座り、オレンジを食べながら思った。（人間はすべて平等でなければならない）空は曇っていた。オレンジと彼の青い言葉が合わさると白い世界が生まれる」
　彼女はカステラを食べ終わると言った。
「彼の青い言葉は弱者救済のための言葉ですね」
「よく分かっていらっしゃる。唯物論と実存主義、そして構造主義の関連性について興味はありますか？」
「ええ、主人から様々な議論についての話を聴いたことがあります」
「カオティックな宇宙期間を無限大にとると、全宇宙期間に占めるカオスの割合は1になる。それが唯物論者の主張で、次に、人間の言葉が存在する期間を無限大にとると、全宇宙期間に占める、言葉が創り出す世界の割合は1になる。すなわち、まったく不変なカオティックな世界には、時間概念が適用できないと考える。それが実存主義者の主張。そして、人間のもつ感情に対する期間を無限大にとると、全宇宙期間における無言の感情期間の割合は1になる。つまりここでは、人間のもつ感情としては、不変なカオスとともに言葉が生み出す世界は有限だと考える。これが構造主義の主張･･･」
「唯物論が赤い論理、実存主義が青い論理、そして構造主義が緑の論理となりますから、3つの論理が合わされれば白い論理となりますね」
「その通り。現代におけるカオティックな世界、言葉が生み出す世界、そして感情が生み出す世界を同時に考えれば、人間の存在というのは永遠を獲得できることになる･･･」
「今、私たちが生きている世界にとっての、大切な論理と言うことになりますね。でも、私にとって赤い心などはもうたくさんです」
　昭川は目を閉じて、少しうつむき加減を保ち、目を開けると振り返って、壁にかけてある振り子時計を見た後、彼女に対し真剣な眼差しを向けた。
「あなたは今の生活に飽きがきていた。そして、新しい恋人を見つけた。あなたは、ご主人から結婚記念にプレゼントされたダイヤモンドリングを質屋に預けて大金を手にし、その金で、新しい恋人に青いネクタイをプレゼントしようとした。しかし、あなたの恋人は『僕は赤いネクタイの方がいい』と言った。その言葉にあなたは落胆した。そして、恋人と別れた。ある時、小学校へ通う、あなたの娘は言った。『どうしてお母さんは見せかけのガラス玉リングをはめているの？　お父さんからプレゼントされたダイヤモンドリングはどうしたの？』　その言葉に心を動かされたあなたは、家族の愛情を取り戻したくなった。そして、ダイヤモンドリングを取り返すために、私の探偵事務所へ訪れた」
「その通りです」
　彼女は俯いて目を閉じた。
　昭川は椅子の右下に隠しておいた4本の山百合の花束を手に取り、立ち上がって彼女の傍らに歩み寄り、花束を彼女に渡した。彼女は昭川の少し微笑んだような表情を見つめながらその花束を受け取った。
　振り子時計の12時の鐘が鳴り始めた。重々しい音が室内に鳴り響いた。12回の鐘の音が続けて鳴っている時、彼女は、この世で最も好奇な物を見るような恍惚とした目つきで、その山百合を見つめていた。
　鐘の音が鳴り終わると昭川は話し出した。
「山百合というのは、緑の心が支配する山々の中で、とてもしなやかな身で世界の感情を受けとめている。世界におけるあらゆる硬質な悪夢も、何の抵抗もなく受け入れる。憤慨、怒涛、嫌悪･･･、そのような感情を決して拒むことなく、むしろ果てしない悦楽を得るときの喜びを表すかのように、風の中でそよぎ、青空にむかって対話することを求めている。その感情に今、あなたの心は同調した。何気ない心は今、弱者救済のための赤い血となって、あなたの心の中で全ての人類との対話をすることを求めるようになる。あなたは私に言った。赤い心などはもうたくさんだと。しかし、その言葉は、あなたの心の中にある、元来、蓄積された赤い肖像が、その生命力を維持するために求めた、透き通るようなライトブルーの結果なのです。あなたが太陽の下で汗ばんだ額を拭うのは、嵐の中の山百合の心を分かち合うことへの表明であると私は信じたい。そして、今見ることのできる、あなたの表情は、ダイヤモンドの創り出す永久の詩の中に存在するルビーの赤い感情であると私はつけ加えたい」
　しばらく沈黙が続いた後、ドアをノックする音が聴こえた。入ってきたのは彼女の夫だった。彼女は目を丸くした。
「あなた･･･、どうしてここに？」
　彼女の夫は、昭川と手短に明るく言葉を交わし、彼女を連れて事務所を後にした。昭川は玄関を出て、門構えのところから、2人を見送った。2人は二言三言、会話を交わし、夫が乗ってきたタクシーに乗り込んだ。昭川の仕事は終わった。彼は事務所内に戻ると、一息ついて、コーヒーを入れて飲んだ。

　二日後、昭川大助のもとに、彼女の夫からの手紙が届いた。

　親愛なる友、昭川大助殿へ

　君が変装して質屋を兼業していることはよく知っている。君が10万円を支払って私の妻から譲り受けたダイヤモンド･･･、君の妻は喜んでくれただろうか？　その代わり、君の妻がはめていたサファイアリングを、私は先日、20万円で買い取って、昨日、妻にプレゼントしたところだ。妻はサファイアリングの青さをとても気に入ってくれた。君への報酬はサファイアリングとダイヤモンドリングの差額の10万円･･･、と言いたいところだが、君はその10万円で振り子時計を買った事実は知っている。長針にダイヤ、短針にルビーが埋め込まれた時計を君の事務所の壁にかけてあるそうだね。何よりも君の黒子に徹した心に感謝したい

草々



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2022)





甦った赤い鳥 (Revived Red Bird)


　ある晴れた日の午後、労働組合支部の一室にて、臨時役員会が開かれる予定であった。4月から監査役に就任した頼井健治は支部の事務所へ向かい、広いオフィスの片隅にあるドアをノックし、小部屋へ入った。すでに、委員長、副委員長、書記長、管理部長の4人が席に着いていた。横長の焦げ茶の4つの机が長方形に組み合わせた、簡素な会議場であった。4人はコーヒーを飲みながら雑談をしていた。数分前に事業会議を終えたところらしい。
　頼井も席につき、机に置いてあったコーヒーメーカーに入っている残りのコーヒーをカップに注ぎ、ブラックで飲んだ。
　彼も雑談に加わり、他の役員らと共に、しばらく穏やかな時を過ごした。
　臨時役員会は定刻通りに始まった。5人が席につき、まず委員長が話し出した。
「本日、皆様にお集まりいただいた理由については、先日、皆様にお送りした役員会招集通知に記されていた通り、一人の労働者に対しての慰労金給付についての審議を、お願いしたいとの主旨によるものです。彼は山部耕一といって、配管工の監督者を務めており、奥さんと大学生の娘さんを扶養しております。良き3人家族で、私たちの労働組合が催したパーティーにも家族3人で、ご出席していただいたことを、よく覚えております。ところが、最近、大学生の娘さん、山部砂衣理さんが失明するという不幸がありました。彼女は、学生運動に参加した際に、警官隊の催涙弾を頭に受けて、そのことが原因で両目を失った。その事が起きてから耕一さんと奥さんは毎日、病院へ見舞いに行った。担当の医師は、彼女の目は回復困難と見ましたが、出来るだけの事はやってみるとのことで、治療費もかさんでいった。やがて、彼女は退院しましたが、目は塞がったままなので、盲人用のステッキをついて外出する生活をしていました。ところがある時、彼女の目は回復したのです。何が原因で回復したかの解釈については、これから話すとおりです」
　委員長は、そこまで話すと、いったん目を閉じ、再び目を開けると続けた。書記長が記した内容は次の通りであった。

　彼女は友人に誘われ、河川敷へと向かった。友人とは、彼女の女友達で、彼女にとって良きクラスメートだった。太陽は激しく輝いていた。彼女は汗ばんだ額に当たる、語りかけるような微風を心地よく感じながら、友人と手を取り合い、ステッキをつきながら歩いていた。河に着くと、河川敷の堤防の地面に彼らは座った。中央の土でできた道の他は一面に芝の生えた堤防だった。広々とした、静寂と心身が密着したような世界に、彼女は新たなカオスの触感を体験していた。そして、遠くの河原で遊んでいる少年少女たちの微かな声を聴きながら、過去に体験した、河の水面で乱反射する数々の輝きを思い浮べていた。盲目の彼女は太陽のもとで赤い世界にいた。その世界は、数年前、彼女が学生運動に参加していた頃、母から送られた手紙の力強い筆致そのものだった。｢砂衣理にとって世界とは？｣と友人は聞いた。｢キリストの生きた血･･･｣と彼女は答えた。その言葉が、彼女が暗黒の世界から遠のくことになる全ての切掛けだった。彼女は家族から離れた今の、自らの赤い心を感じていた。そして、そこで思い起こすことのできる緑の自然と青い友情･･･、それらが合わさって、幻の白い光を感じ取れたことで、第一の太陽を獲得した。彼女の目が見えた頃の思い出の世界を彩るのは、7色と、7色によって創り出された白、そして、父親がパーティーで付けていた蝶ネクタイのような黒、それらが合わさってグレーの世界が生まれる。グレーは黒と白から成り、黒は光を吸収し、白は光を反射する。そのような世界の中で、光どうしの摩擦が生じる。彼女にとって摩擦とは、燃え盛る聖火のようなオレンジ色をしていて、そこには青き友情が存在した。その2つが合わさって、第二の太陽を獲得した。彼女の心は今、不変なカオス、赤の象徴のような場所にいた。そして、青の象徴である言葉と緑の象徴である感情を共にした。それらが合わさって、第三の太陽を得ることができた。この時、彼女の視力は徐々に回復していった。彼女は恐る恐る目を開けてみようとした。彼女にとっての新世界への誘い、青い空が見えた。そして、緑色の木々が見えた。彼女は第四の太陽を手に入れた。その意識を明確にしたのは、キリストの生きた血だった。

　会議室はしばらく沈黙に包まれた。その後、副委員長が話し出した。
「配管工、山部耕一に対する処遇は、彼の一か月分の給与の1.5倍、慰労金の支給で異議ありませんか？」
「異議ありません！」
　議案に対し、全会一致の可決となった。
　5人の役員は再び雑談を始めた。それは、それぞれの家族についての話題が多かった。穏やかな一時が再びやってきた。

　次の休日、労働組合支部によるパーティーが開催された。
　頼井健治はグレーのスーツを着て、緑色のネクタイをして出席した。それには、一つの予想があった。そして、彼の予想は的中した。先日の臨時役員会議に出席した4人とも、スーツの色の違いはあるとはいえ、皆、緑色の同じネクタイをしていた。そのネクタイは、新年会の福袋に入っていた7色のネクタイの一つだった。彼は前もって電卓で計算していた。5人全員が偶然に緑色のネクタイをする確率は、（1/7）^5=0.000059499　となる。しかし、彼らの緑色のネクタイへの信念は100パーセントだから、そのパワーは偶然の確率の、1/（1/7）^5=16807　となる。今頃、山部耕一家族が、両親とともに5人で、緑に囲まれた公園の芝生で、ランチタイムを楽しんでいるはず･･･。そのことは、山部耕一からの各役員への御礼の手紙から推察できた。




Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2022)






フルムーンナイト (Full Moon Night)


　彼は良きリーダーである。カブスカウトの隊長として、長年にわたって少年たちの育成に励んでいる。背が高く、細身で、一年を通して日に焼けた顔をしている。
　ある夏の日、彼は、副隊長、隊長補佐の若い女性、そして12人の少年とともに山へ出かけた。少年たちは皆、着慣れしたカブスカウトの青い制服姿で、3人の大人たちはカーキ色の制服を着ていた。1台のバスに乗り、都会の喧騒から離れて、高原の宿舎にたどり着いた。晴天に恵まれたが、山脈を覆う空に入道雲が見えた。やがて、空がたくさんの雲に覆われ、灰色を帯びてきた。彼は思った。これから明日の朝にかけて嵐になるだろう。案の定、夜を迎えると、雨が降り出し、次第に風雨とともに激しくなった。12人の少年は、入浴後、食堂で食事を終えると、4人ずつ、3部屋の、二段ベッドを備えた8畳ほどの部屋で床に就いた。大人たちは、それぞれ3つの個室に別れて、その日の少年たちの行いについてノートに記録した。特に問題はなかったので、彼は記録を早めに済ませ、赤い箱で白いロゴのシガレットボックスから煙草を取り出し、ライターで火をつけた。彼はその赤い箱を「キリスト復活の血」と心の中で名づけていた。そして、彼のこれからの計画は、少年たちと“宇宙旅行”へ出かけることだった。彼は煙草を吸いながら思った。もし、宇宙空間内に2つのブラックホールが接近して存在し、さらに、その近辺で超新星爆発が起こり、3つめのブラックホールができたとき、それら3つのブラックホールを結んだ三角形の中心では、ホワイトホールが存在するのではないか?　ブラックホールは光を吸収するので、三角形の中心では、強い重力場が形成される。そこでの時間の経過はとけも速いので、未来へと旅をすることができる。やがて、強い重力場は光を吸収し白色光で満たされることになるだろう。彼はそのような仮想を明日、少年たちと行くことになる、川原に託していた。その川原には、ごつごつとした白い岩、白い石がたくさんある。その川原は広々とした敷地をもち、森に囲まれている。彼にとって、森の暗がりはブラックホールで、川原の白い世界がホワイトホールだった。
　次の朝、彼は少年たちとともに、山道を歩き続け、その白い川原にたどり着いた。嵐の後の青い空の下でのレクリエーションだった。少年たちは、透き通った水で満たされた、川の間にできたプール近くで、副隊長、隊長補佐の指示のもと、整列し、しばらく彼の話す注意事項に耳を傾けていた。彼が話し終えると、待ちに待った水遊びの時間である。少年たちは、背中に背負っていたナップザックからサポーターと海水パンツを取り出し、制服を脱いで、大きな白い岩のすぐそばの地面にたたんで置いた。皆、裸になって海水パンツ一枚の格好になると、それぞれ、プールの水に手を入れてみた。とても冷たかったが、一人の少年が岩の上からプールへ飛び込むと、皆、プールで泳ぎ始めた。水の底にも岩がたくさんあったので、深さのあるプールとはいえ危険な遊びだった。たくさんの水しぶきが白い岩に飛び散り、やがて太陽の下で、蒸気とともに消えていった。
　彼らが宿舎へ戻り、やがて深夜にさしかかった頃、彼は、副隊長と隊長補佐の女性を自分の個室に呼んで、一つの物語を話した。次のような話だった。

　秋の休日に、ある4人家族が山荘へ旅行した。父、母、兄、妹から成る家族だった。この日の夜、天気がよければ、皆既月食を見られるはずだった。夜になると兄はベランダの望遠鏡に映し出された、赤みを帯びた月が次第に消えてゆく皆既月食を眺めることに夢中になっていた。あまりに熱中したので、部屋に戻ったときには、母の手製の夕食は冷めてしまった。父、母、妹はフルーツを食べていた。「少し温めましょうか？」と母は言った。しかし、兄は腹をすかせていたので、冷えた夕食を食べた。食べ終わった後、彼は言った。「とても美味しかったよ」
　彼らは帰路に着く途中の新幹線の停車駅で駅弁を買って食べた。駅弁は冷めていても美味しかった。列車走行中、太陽の光は優しかった。停車中、太陽の光は熱く感じた。これが本来の太陽の光だと兄は思った。
　時が経過し、兄は大学卒業後、天文台へと就職した。同僚の女性と恋愛をした。冬の夜、彼は、「光速ロケットで旅に出かけないか？」と彼女を誘い、2人はホテルの一室でともに過ごした。彼はマッチスティックで煙草に火をつけた後、ルビーリングを彼女の左手の薬指にはめた。彼女はそのリングの鉄の部分の冷たさにびっくりした。「どう？　冷たい？」と彼は聞いた。「とても冷たいわ。でも、その冷たさが私にとってはとても幸せなの」と彼女は答えた。彼はベッドの後ろのスイッチをオフにして、部屋の明かりを消した。月明かりの差し込む部屋の中で、彼女は安心して眠りに就いた。

　彼がこの話をした翌日の午後、隊員たちは家路に就いた。

　そして、数年の歳月が過ぎ去った。

　ある夏の日、隊長の彼の家に一枚の写真が届いた。白い花畑の後ろで12人の少年が写っている写真だった。彼に導かれて山へ行き、“宇宙旅行”を楽しんだ少年たちだった。少年たちはすでに中学生になっているはずである。写真の下に、「12人の使徒、白い花々とともに」と印刷されている。
　そして、その日の午前中、彼は近所の小学校へと向かった。改築工事中の校舎添いに白い花々の花壇がある。彼はじょうろで白い花々に水をやった。夏休みなので校庭には誰もいない。ただ、工事中のノイズだけが辺りに鳴り響いていた。南中した最高度の太陽光線を浴びながら、白いワイシャツの腕をまくり、ダークグレーのズボンのポケットから白いハンカチを取り出して、首と額の汗を拭いながら、片方の手で握り締めたじょうろで次々と白い花々に水をやった。
　用務員の老女が後ろから、「ご苦労様。お茶でもご一緒しませんか？」と声をかけた。彼は振り返り、「あっ、有り難うございます。いただきます」と返事をして、ひとまず休憩、と自らの心に語りかけた。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2022)





夜鷹 (Night Hawk)


　13日の金曜日の夕方、伸岡数夫は下北沢の駅を下り、軽快な足取りで行きつけの喫茶店へと向かった。春の日差しが傾き、人々が仕事を終え、街中の人通りが慌ただしくなった頃のことだった。
　彼はビルの3階にある行きつけの古風な喫茶店へと入り、ダークブラウンの木でできた窓際のテーブルについた。彼女との約束の時間まで一時間余りある。彼はコーヒーを注文し、外の景色を眺めながら、未知なる将来への期待を抱いていた。
　約一時間後、彼女は現れ、彼の正面に腰掛けた。セミロングのヘアスタイルで丹念に化粧をしていた。2人はしばらくコーヒーを飲みながら世間話をしていた。夜7時を過ぎた頃、彼は話題を変えた。
「今日は13日の金曜日。何でこんな日に君を呼んだのかわかるかい？」
　彼は夕食用のメニューを開いた彼女に聞いた。
「それは数夫さんの一つの選択。人生は朝6時に起床してから夕食の時間の夜6時までの苦労のようなもの、ということは聞いたことがあるわ」
　と彼女は答えた。
「それはいい例えだね。最後の晩餐が午後6時から始まったという説がある。夕食を始めたジーザスの心をYで表すとしたら、夜中の12時にはYの逆さ文字、そして翌朝6時にはYにもどることになる。今、上方に赤いスポットライト、左下に青いスポットライト、右下に緑のスポットライトをそれぞれ想定すると、赤と青の交わった部分は紫色の光となり、家族の象徴である緑の光と合わさると白色光を得られる。すなわち、紫の光は家族愛への言葉となる。次に、赤と緑が交わったオレンジの部分は、青い光と交わると白色光を得られるから、オレンジの部分は友たちへの言葉となる。そして、青と緑が交わったライトブルーの光は赤と交わると白色光を得られるので、ライトブルーの光は弱者への言葉となる」
「紫、オレンジ、ライトブルーの部分はYの字を形作っていることになるわね」
「その通り。十字架に架せられたジーザスの右腕は紫、左腕はオレンジ、身体と足はライトブルーとなる。そこで今日、君に話したいことは、家族愛に向けての僕の紫色の意志、つまりジーザスの右腕だ」
　彼はそう言ってコーヒーを一口飲んだ。
「数夫さんのご両親は2人とも元気で何よりだわ」
　彼は残ったコーヒーを飲み干すと話し出した。
「僕の両親は70歳を過ぎているけど、君の知っているように今でも元気で二人暮らしをしている。ある夏の日、父と母はオーストラリアへ旅立った。希望に満ちた旅立ちだった。二人はオーストラリアで多くの新しい友人をつくり、一生涯の友を得ようとしていた。二人の希望はかなった。オーストラリア在住の外国人たちと友好関係を結んだ。その中で特に親しい外国人男性ができた。彼はオーストラリアで農場を経営している中年男性だった。ある夜、二人はその中年男性と港で待ち合わせる約束をした。二人はベンチに腰掛け、彼を待った。オーストラリアは冬だったので、父はタキシードの上にダークグレーのコート、母はドレスの上にミンクの毛皮のコートを着ていた。しかし、この時、事件が起きた。二人にとっては予期せぬ出来事だった。母はこの時、売店へクレープを買いに、ベンチから少し離れた所にいた。事件とは、都市の広範囲に渡って被害をもたらした停電だった。辺り一面が暗やみに包まれた。母は声を出して父の名を呼んだ。その時、母の手を握り締めた人物が現れた。母はその人物は父だと思った。その人物は母を近くの森へ連れて行った。その人物はギャングの一味だった。やがて母の眼は暗闇になれ、ギャングの男に金品を奪われそうになっている自分に気がついた。母は大声で助けを呼んだ。父はその声の方向へ走り出した。父も暗闇に眼がなれた頃、ギャングの男と父の格闘が始まった。母は地面の石に足を取られ、転倒した。父はギャングの男を地面に押さえ込み、大声を出した。その時、停電は収まり、遠くの明るみから警官が近づいてくる影が見えた。二人は助けられたが、二人の服は汚れてしまった。ギャングは取り押さえられ、二人はしばらく交番で被害者としての事情聴取に応じた。母は、今晩会う約束をしたオーストラリアの外国人に電話をし、お詫びの言葉を話した。それから、帰国するまで、二人は言葉を一言も交わさず、沈黙を守り続けた。帰りの飛行機内にいるときも、日本の空港に着いて、タクシーで帰宅する最中も黙り続けていた。帰宅してリビングルームでテレビをつけると、高校野球の中継を放送していた。二人はぼんやりしたままその中継を眺めていた。長い間、見続けていた。スタンドを埋め尽くした高校生たちの声援が微かに聴こえる。二人の世界を支配しているのは、闇から解放された安堵感を長時間存続されるための虚無の意識的空間だった。僕が最も敬愛するニヒリズムの人間的世界だった。やがて高校野球の試合終了のサイレンを聴き取った母は父に言った。『お茶でも入れましょうかね』長い沈黙は破られた。『ああ、もらおうか』と父は言った。二人はお茶を飲みながら世間話をし、やがて旅の疲れを癒すための日常を取り戻した」
　彼女はコーヒーを飲みながら話に聴き入っていたが、彼が話し終えると聞いた。
「それは本当の話なの？」
「嘘か本当かは君の判断にゆだねたいね。僕にとって紫色の光は『家族愛へ』という4文字の言葉で、オレンジ色の光は『友たちへ』という4文字の言葉、そしてライトブルーの光は『弱者たちへ』という5文字の言葉だ。それぞれ英語で言うと、“To all family love”,“To all our friends”,“To unfortunates in the world”となる。これらすべての文字あるいは単語を合わせた13文字、13の単語に占める『家族愛へ』という4文字の割合は、4/13=0.307692307となる。この数字は僕の両親の幸せを願うにはとてもいい数字だ。そのことが、13日の金曜日に君を呼んだすべての理由だよ」
　と彼は付け加えて夕食のメニューを手に取った。



Thanks for your good will to read. (May 2022)





陽炎 (Heat Haze)


　冷戦が続く、昭和時代の秋の話である。とはいえ、冷戦という事態はマスコミ関係で話題を独占していることだから、このころの一般市民というのは、昨今、カラーテレビに映し出されたアイドルタレントや人気俳優に気を取られ、まったく、冷戦などということを気にしていない様子であった。ましてや、子供を持つ家庭では、テレビを観る時間は2時間程度と決めている家族も多い。10月を迎えると、運動会の準備で、家庭内も小中学校と同様に慌ただしくなる。子供を持つ家族が社会的事象を気にしなくなる頃の始まりだった。
　ある小学校の用務員を務める箱崎信男は、10月10日、体育の日に行なわれた運動会を終始観戦していた。一昨日前の激しい雨が収まり、この日は晴天に恵まれた。午前中の玉入れ、徒競走など、丸首の白いシャツに紅白の帽子を被って取り組む児童たちは、観戦している家族にとっては、グラウンド上のヒーローだった。
　箱崎は午前中の競技を観終えると、用務員室にもどり、昼食をとりながら、他の用務員2人と雑談を始めた。彼らは箱崎と同様にグレーの作業着を着た中年の男女である。
「今日はいい日和だ。風も心地いい」
　と男の用務員が言うと、箱崎はふと、時計台のてっぺんで風になびいている校旗を思い浮かべた。箱崎の表情を見た女性用務員は尋ねた。
「箱崎さん、何か特別な思いでもあるんですか？」
　ああ、と箱崎は言って、2回ほど頷き、話し出した。
「私たちの学校の校旗は白い色の旗だが、白い色素というのは、太陽光線を一様に反射する性質をもっている。私たちにとって白色光の成分は七色だ。そして、私たちが心に抱いている7色の光のエネルギーの平均は緑の光のエネルギーだ。その緑は家族の象徴ととらえてもいい。そこに紅組の赤い光が加わると、オレンジ色の光が得られる。さらに私たちの友情を青い光で例えるなら、白色光を得られる。この論理が白い旗の左上の意志だ。次に、青空の下での紅組の子供たちと白組の子供たちの作る世界は白い旗の右上だ。私たちの青き友情と家族的な緑、そして、子供たちの危険をともなう競技は赤、それらが合わされれば白い旗の左下を表せる。最後に、子供たちの青き意思と競技による摩擦によって生じる幻想的オレンジが合わされれば、白い旗の右下が表せる。つまり、私たちの校旗は4つの角からなる平和への思いと言える。午前中の得点結果は白組の方が高い。しかし、午後、紅組がどう巻き返すかが興味深いところだ」
　男の用務員は言った。
「私は白組の勝ちだと思うね。6年4組のガキ大将、友部君は白組だ。他の白組の子供たちは、彼からパワーをもらって頑張るんじゃないかな」
　箱崎は腕組みをして話し出した。
「私は紅組が勝つと思うんだ。6年3組に顔なじみの糸川日出男君という子がいてね。君たちは知らないかもしれないが、彼は貧しい家で育った。彼の父親は肉体労働者で、母親はパートタイマーと主婦業を兼任し、兄は中学生だ。3年前の冬の日、私が学校近くの駄菓子屋の前の道を通りかかったとき、彼は母親とともに駄菓子屋の中にいた。きっと何かをねだっているのだろう、と私は思い、駄菓子屋の中へ入って行ったが、彼は母親に面子をねだっているとわかった。母親は、「何をぐずぐずしてるの！　早く決めなさい！」とほとんど叱りつけるような口調で、息子に向かって怒鳴っていた。駄菓子屋のお婆さんは、店の奥の座敷で一人暮らしをしている。そのお婆さんは、彼を温かい眼差しで見つめていたが、彼はほとんど半分泣きそうな表情をしていた。彼は面子が大好きで、色々な面子が陳列されている台を懸命に見渡していた。しばらくして、彼は5つの組の面子の束を母親に渡し、母親はお婆さんに小銭を渡しお婆さんと少し世間話をしていた。糸川君は母親から面子を渡されると、照れくさそうに、手にした面子を私に見せていた。その後、母親は私に向かって軽い会釈をして、息子とともに帰って行った。それから3年後、彼は成長した。彼は少年野球チームのピッチャーになった。彼は、母の日に、お年玉で買ったカーネーションの花束を母親にプレゼントした。母親は彼のためにライトブルーのTシャツを買った。彼は夏休みになると、毎日、学校の運動場で、ライトブルーのTシャツを着て、野球をした。女子児童たちは、彼を応援するために度々学校へ行き、声援を送っていた。今日の運動会で、彼は紅組になった。野球で彼を応援した紅組の女子児童たちは、彼からパワーをもらって頑張るだろう。私が紅組の勝ちを予想する根拠がここにある。彼が着ていたライトブルーのTシャツと赤い光が合わされれば、白色光が得られる。この話は私にとって永遠のストーリーだよ」
「紅組と白組、どっちが勝つか、私はどっちにも勝ってもらいたいから、引き分けを予想しておきますよ」
　と女の用務員は言って、緑茶の入ったカップを箱崎に手渡した。

　午後の競技を終えた後、箱崎信男は紅組が勝った事実を確認した。ほとんどの家族が家路についた後、赤い夕日をしばらく見つめていた。風になびく校旗に目を向けると、彼の目に映った校旗は赤い色をしていた。彼は立ちつくしたまま、しばらく目を細めていた。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (May 2022)





カラーズ (Colors)


　4月に入って間もない頃、新聞の片隅の紙面に、約2ヶ月後にモンゴルのゴビ砂漠で皆既日食が観測されるというニュースが載った。やがてこのニュースは広く学会で話題になることになった。観測される予定の日は6月15日で、その日はちょうど父の日に当たる。皆既日食がちょうど母の日に観測されるのであれば、話題性があるかもしれないが、父の日に観測されるとなると、一般の庶民からすれば、あまり話題の対象とはならなかった。しかし、なぜ学会では話題になったのだろうか。やがてこのニュースは新聞の文化面の大半を埋めるまでになった。その記事の大半は、世界各国の研究者が主張する学術的根拠によるものであった。例えば、歴史的観点、宗教的観点、そして哲学的観点から見た記述であったが、どの研究者も、その抽象的概念だけを記述するのみで、具体的な論理について記述する研究者はいない。その抽象的概念の記述というのは、庶民にとって馴染みのない事柄について並べ立て、その事柄がちょうど父の日の祝賀的イメージと重なり合うというようなことだった。例えば、12人の使徒の一人、ペテロが6月15日に、父への感謝の贈り物を届けたその夜に皆既月食が起こったという説について、その経緯について解説し、今回の皆既日食はキリスト教徒にとっての、長き歴史を通した祝賀の表れであるといったような記述である。そのような事柄は庶民にとって、とても馴染みのあることとは言えないが、数人の学者が主張した、一つの謎めいた提示、それは、今回の皆既日食は世界各国におけるトマトの価格下落と関連性があるというものである。トマトの価格下落によって、トマトが世界で多く売れ、トマトを材料にした料理が普及することについては、若者の好奇心をそそる好記事となった。実際、日本においてもトマトの価格は安くなり、いわゆる「トマトブーム」が巻き起こった。そのことが、これから起こる皆既日食と関連性があるという根拠は、次第に、学生たちにとって、一つの謎を究明するための話題性のある好奇心をそそる、ということになった。

　郊外の女子大学に通う大学2年生、羽田景子は、午前中の経済学、倫理学の受講を終え、キャンパスのベンチで、友人2人とともに昼食の弁当を食べ終えた後、皆既日食とトマトブームの関連性について話していた。彼女の意見は次のとおりだった。
　
地球、月、そして太陽が一直線に並ぶという皆既日食という現象は、一つの「父なる労働」の表れ。私たちが太陽の光を浴びるのと同様に、太陽も、父なる労働から生じる光を受けとめる。トマトは長い歴史の中で父なる労働の心を表してきた。畑を耕して、苗を植え、雨水で育った赤く熟したトマトが収穫される頃、太陽は、地球から発する無数の赤い光の点を感じ取る。トマトの需要曲線と供給曲線を直線で近似するならば、トマトの供給が一気に増えることによって、供給曲線は右にシフトして価格が下がる。次に、トマトの需要が増えて、需要曲線も右にシフトし、トマトの価格が元にもどれば、一つのダイヤモンドが形成される。その時が、皆既日食が起こる時。赤いトマトは父なる労働という言葉の表れだった。

2人の女子大生は彼女の話を聞き終えると、それは面白い話だと感じた。
　しばらくたって、倫理学の准教授が彼女たちに近づいてきてベンチの右端に座った。羽田景子がついさっきまで受講していた倫理学の教員だった。40代の若い彼は溌剌として次のような話を彼女たちにした。
　
ある春の日、お婆さんが孫娘とともに登山をした。標高800メートルほどの山だったので頂上まで歩いてすぐ。孫娘は、一緒にロープウェーに乗って山頂へ行きたいと言ったけれど、お婆さんは、若い頃の思いを託したいと思って、一人で山道を歩いて頂上へ行きたいと言ったので、孫娘はロープウェーに乗り、お婆さんは山道を歩き始め、2人は山頂で落ち合う約束をした。ところが、孫娘が乗ったロープウェーは半ば辺りで停止してしまった。10分程の停止だった。孫娘は停止中のロープウェーの中で気を揉んだが、あまり気にすることなく、外の景色を眺めていた。彼女にとっては、現代の作り出したセキュリティーシステムに対する信頼があった。約10分後、ロープウェーは動きを再開させ、孫娘が山頂に着くとほぼ同時にお婆さんと落ち合った。孫娘はロープウェーの事故の話をした。お婆さんは言った。「もしロープウェーを選んでいたら、恐怖感のため命が縮まる思いをしていたかもしれない。私のこの言葉は、私の人生を表している。もし主人と結婚せず、工場で働き続けていたら、今の充実感は得られなかったかもしれない」この言葉は、ある意味、産業革命という歴史的事実に対してネガティブに受け止められる。それに対し、孫娘はこう言った。「もし、険しい山道を選んでいたら、足をくじいて登頂に失敗していたかもしれない。この言葉は私の人生を表している。もし、進学せずに家事手伝いをしていたら、今の充実感は得られなかったかもしれない」この言葉は、産業革命に対してポジティブに受けとめられる。この2つの言葉は、キリスト教と功利主義との関連を、厳しい規律の中の自然感情ととらえた場合に、一つのロジックを形成する。今、一つの正円をクロスで区切って、4等分したとする。彼らが山に登る前の心は、正円の一番下の部分にある。お婆さんの心は円の左下、左上を辿って、時計回りで正円の一番上に到達する。一方、孫娘の心は円の右下、右上を辿って反時計回りで正円の一番上に到達する。正円の一番上は彼らが共にランチタイムを楽しむ場所だ。この2つの道のりに、私たちが過去に創り上げてきた学術の歴史的意義がある。過去を振り返ると、私たちはチョークを使って力強く黒板に板書を続けてきた。それはフリクショナルな行為、すなわち数々の摩擦だ。私たちの作り出す摩擦は、オレンジ色をした炎のようなものであり、そこには学友たちの青き友情が常にあり、白色光を求めてきた。しかし、現代の講義においてチョークによる板書は少なくなり、スクリーンに映し出された文書での講義が多くなりつつある。すなわち、摩擦のないブルーフレンドシップのみの学校に変わりつつある。白い世界から青い世界へ、その移行は、産業革命という歴史的事実をネガティブ、あるいはポジティブに受け止めようが、時代の流れから生じる必然的な移行であり、白と青の境界に位置する今は、ライトブルーの世界だ。ライトブルーは赤い光を得ることによって白色光で満たされる。歴史的な赤い光とは、私たちがあらゆる挑戦を得るために分かち合うエネルギーを持った、熟した赤いトマトに他ならない。トマトが今の時代に多く生産されるのは、まったくの自然現象で、太陽の白色光が未来永劫にわたって存続するための、自然が作り出した一つの意志だと考えたい。

　准教授の話を聴き終えた羽田景子は、准教授を誘って、アスファルトの校庭で、しばらくフリスビーを投げ交わして遊び興じた。空は曇っていたが、時折、雲の合間から日射しが差し込む昼時だった。心地よい風は、時に力強く、彼女の髪を乱し、フリスビーのグレーの丸い板が風に乗って勢いよく往復を繰り返す様は、彼女の友人達の目から見れば、頼りがいのある一時だった。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (May 2022)





コバルトブルーの夜 (Cobalt Blue Night)


　ある夏の日の夜、伸岡数夫は、職場の研究所近くの公園に、新任女性研究員とともに立ち寄り、大きな噴水の縁に座り、話をしていた。
　彼女は若く、ダークブルーのティーシャツに黒のジーンズ姿で、長い髪を後ろで束ね、銀縁の眼鏡をかけていた。噴水は丸い形をしていて、遠くの縁に座っている若い男女の他には人影は見当たらなかった。噴水の中央は色とりどりの、頑丈なガラスでできた数々の正六面体が縦長に不規則に重なっていて、闇の中で輝いていた。
　彼らは、そのアーティスティックな造形に背を向けて座りながら、他愛のない話をしていた。
　夜も深まった頃、彼は腕時計を一瞬見て、時間を確認すると、話題を変えた。
「君の最新論文はプラトンのイデア論について･･･、良くまとまっていて新たな議論の対象ともなり得る好論文だね」
「有り難うございます。主任からそう言われると、未来に希望が持てます」
「君は地方にある田舎の実家を離れて上京してきた。私にとって君の論文は、君の研究に対する熱意のようなものを感じた」
「実は、私の今回の論文は、実家の両親と、今都会で一人暮らしをする自分との関係が動機となって書かれています」
「それは分かるような気がする。本当に言いたい言葉というのは、時と場合によっては話せない･･･、それと同じだね」
「そうですね」
「こんな話があるんだ。私が今ここで君に話すために用意してきた物語･･･、君は聴いてくれるかい？」
　彼女も腕時計で時間を確認するとすぐに答えた。
「ええ、喜んで」
　伸岡は話し出した。
「戦後間もない頃の話だ。彼は地方から上京した良き肉体労働者で、戦後の復興のために働いた。彼は寮生活をしていたが、ある程度金もたまり、未来に希望が持てた頃、田舎の両親に手紙を出した。しかし、その手紙は、宛名人が転居したという貼紙がついて戻ってきた。彼が電話で田舎の知り合いに問い合わせたところ、両親は転居先を誰にも知らせずに、夜中に家から出て行ったという。両親の知人への言葉は、『しばらく旅に出ます。探さないでください』というものだった。彼は落胆した。精神的ダメージが大きかったためか、彼は仕事をやめ、ルンペンになった。彼の、大きな公園でのテント生活が始まった。彼は一人の年老いたルンペンと酒を飲みながら他愛のない話をする毎日を送った。彼らが生きる世界は、真上の青、左下の赤、右下の緑の三原色から見れば、赤と緑の中間色からなる、オレンジと黄色の世界だった。ある夏の日、年老いたルンペンが彼に5枚のトランプカードを渡して言った。『8月20日、サハラ砂漠にて皆既日食が起こる』その5枚は、4枚のエースと1枚のテンオブダイヤモンズから成っていた。彼は酒を飲みながら推理した。皆既日食というのは、地球、月、太陽が一直線に並び、太陽光を月が阻む現象。彼にとって4枚のエースのうち、エースオブスペイズは赤、エースオブダイヤモンズはオレンジ、エースオブハ―ツは黄色、エースオブクラブスは緑色、そしてテンオブダイヤモンズは、彼の心を白色光で満たすための青を意味した。彼は思った。今回の皆既日食は、家族と私たちの心を結びつける神秘的な出来事かもしれない。年老いたルンペンは尋ねた。『君は幼い頃、母とかくれんぼをした経験はあるかい？』彼は、子供の頃、夏休みの日に、家で母と共にかくれんぼをした経験があった。彼は家のどこかに隠れた母を懸命になって探した経験があった。その時、彼は10分程で、父の作業着がたくさん掛けられた衣文掛けの暗がりから、母を見つけた。その日の空は、透き通るような青空が広がっていた記憶があった。彼は酒を一口飲むと落ち着いた様子で言った。『オフクロは今、かくれんぼをしているのかもしれない、人里はなれた家に父と共に暮らし、私が来るのを待っている、この言葉が、君が求めた私からの回答じゃないのかい？』『その通り』と年老いたルンペンは言って酒を一口飲んだ。この年はうるう年で、8月20日の朝、彼らは日の出とともに起き、公園の噴水の縁に座って、しばらく、オレンジ色の空の中で昇っていく太陽を眺めていた。そして彼は決意した。職場にもどろう。彼は年老いたルンペンと握手した。彼は次の日から肉体労働を再開した。なまっていた身体を動かしながらの作業はつらかったが、日を追うごとに前のような強靭な肉体を取りもどしていった。再び労働者としての生活に慣れた頃、彼は人事探偵社に依頼して父と母の住所を、大金をはたいて調査してもらった。父と母は山の中の畑で一緒に元気ですごしているとのことだった。そして、彼はその年の10月1日にその地に出向いて両親と再会した。彼は再び都会での仕事をやめ、両親とともに生活する決意をし、畑での農作業を手伝い、やがて農地の主人となった。1月1日から、皆既日食が起きた8月20日までの、うるう年に占める割合は、233/366=0.636612で、1月1日から、彼らが再会した10月1日までの、うるう年に占める割合は、275/366=0.75136612となるから、36612という彼の思いを表した数字のコアレベルは高まった。彼は両親を幸福に導いたことに満足していた。ところが、これから彼の運命は転換することになる。その後の彼の人生は、私が最近読んだある詩人の書物の一節にちょうど当てはまる。どうか読んでほしい」
　彼はそこまで話すと、視線を前に向けたまま、薄い紙でできた長方形の紙片を彼女に渡した。その紙片には文書が印刷されていた。彼女は読み始めた。

　ある老神父から労働者への手紙

　君は長きに渡って家族を想い続け、そしてやっと、現実の温かき家族を手に入れた。しかし、私の母は今、この世にはいない。私の心はマグマの核にある。マグマは私の数ある苦しみを除去する手段を知っている。しかし今、灼熱のマグマは冷たき世界によって危機的状態にある。しかし、私はいつも信じていた。いつの日か、夏の熱い日射しのような、幻惑を誘う日々が甦ってくることを。君は良き家庭を手に入れ、日々忙しい毎日を送りながらも幸福を手に入れた。しかしある時、君は親愛なる家族に別れを告げ、労働組合の指揮下にある寮へと転居した。嵐の激しい昼間のことだった。君は労働者の友人との友情を固く結び、日々、肉体労働に励んだ。そんな君の姿は私の目からすれば、暗闇の中で激しく輝くダイヤモンドリングの太陽そのものだった。君こそが私にとって最愛の友。たとえこの地球が冷めて凍りついたとしても、君との友情があれば、この地球は存続できる。私はそう信じて、いつまでも平和の白い鳩とともに運命をともにしたいと決意したのだった。この際、君に私の真の心を打ち明けよう。今の私にとっての母とは、君の熱き労働に他ならない。激しい雨の中で地を耕す農夫の如く、日々、肉体労働を繰り返す。君の労働力はやがて雨となり、鈍き光を放つ数々の鉄鋼を生成する。私の心はやがて多くの鉄に反射した太陽光の世界に満足することだろう。私は信じている。労働こそが、この世のどこかで降り注ぐ冷たい雨から、私の身を守ってくれる唯一の優しさであると。

　彼女は読み終えると聞いた。
「その後の彼と両親との関係はどうなったのですか？」
「多分、当分の間、文通を続けたのだろうね。親子の絆は固いから…」
「それを聞いて安心しました。この紙、いただいてもよろしいですか？」
「どうぞご自由に」
　彼女は紙片を何度か折って細長くし、ポケットから取り出した財布から5円玉を摘み出し、5円玉の穴に細長くした紙片を通し、固く結びつけた。
「これは私にとってのお守りのようなもの」
　と彼女は言って、紙片を結びつけた5円玉を再び財布に入れた。
「お茶でも飲みに行く？」
　彼は尋ねた。
　腕時計を見ると、10時を過ぎていた。しかし、終電の時刻までには充分な時間があった。彼らは立ち上がり、行きつけの喫茶店へと歩き出した。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2022)





ベストメサイア (Best Messiah)


　青田夏子は、言ってみれば腕利きの超人だった。ショートカットで小柄で細身の若い女性だった。
　ある夏の休日、北上川研究所所長の伸岡数夫は、部下の研究員8人を連れて、テニスクラブへと行った。車を2台使っての往復であったが、その8人の中に青田夏子が含まれていた。男6人、女2人の享楽だった。彼女は北上川研究所の研究助手だった。伸岡は、テニスクラブのオーナーと顔見知りだったので、気軽にロッカールームで服を着替え、6つあるコートのうち、2つのコートを借りて、1コート4人ずつに分かれてテニスをした。初めのうちは乱打を続け、その後、ダブルスで1ゲームをプレイした。2つのコートともにゲームを終えると、8人はクラブのラウンジでテーブルについてのどを潤した。
　横長のラウンジの中央にはカウンターがあり、その向こう側にキッチンがあった。伸岡以外の7人がまず気を止めたことは、キッチンで盲目の少女がアルバイトをしているということだった。彼女は見かけが高校生ぐらいで白いティーシャツを着て盲人用のサングラスをかけて、食器やコップ類を流しで洗っていた。伸岡は7人に彼女を紹介した。彼女は最近出会った新たな友人である、と伸岡は言った。彼女とともに仕事をしているのは、よく日に焼けた顔をした、髪を肩まで伸ばした中年男だった。彼は食事を調理し、料理や飲物などを運ぶ。飲み物については、コップに注ぐことも、氷を入れたりアイスクリームをのせたりすることも、すべて盲目の少女が受けもっていた。
　伸岡が8つのレモンスカッシュを注文し、皆それぞれが、くつろいだひと時を過ごし始めると、テーブルについている伸岡は、正面の席に座った青田夏子に話した。
「僕たちにとってテニスとは、盲目の少女とのフレンドシップのためのもの。僕たちの生存は常に都会のホワイトノイズの中にさらされている。でも、僕たちがテニスのラケットでボールを打つ音は、ソフトな音で、目で見える色で例えるなら、七色の中間のエネルギーをもつ緑色より、少し弱い黄色で表現できる。盲目の少女はホワイトノイズの中で、僕たちのボールを打つ音、蝉の鳴き声、上空の飛行機の音などから、彼女がまだ幼かった頃、目がよく見えたときの思い出をもとに、今の情景を空想している。僕たちはテニスボールを打ち、そんな彼女の耳に、菜の花畑のような黄色い夢をプレゼントする。それが、レモンスカッシュの友情さ」

　彼らが次に行ったのは、パーキングエリアのある比較的大きな居酒屋だった。彼ら8人は座敷でともに飲み交わした。夜も深まり、皆それぞれ酔いがまわった頃、白いブラウスを着た青田夏子は、ウォッカをストレートで飲みながら、伸岡数夫の横で次のような話をした。
「アダムの血液型はBOタイプでイブの血液型はAOタイプだった。彼らは4人子供をもうけた。その4人の血液型はAB、AO、BO、OOタイプだった。彼らの子孫は繁栄し、やがて、BBタイプの血液型のキング、AAタイプの血液型のクイーンが世を統治した。キングとクイーンは4人の子供をもうけた。その4人の血液型は全員ABタイプ。この4人は一致団結して、同じ革命的意思を持っていた。この4人組が私にとっての救世主」
　青田夏子は話し終えるとウォッカを呷った。その時だった。青田が座敷の畳の上に倒れ込むように横になった。意識がない。伸岡は救急車を呼んだ。青田は病院に搬送された。症状はたいしたことはなかった。2、3日横になれば回復するとの医師の話だった。

　次の朝、伸岡は青田夏子のための見舞いへ行った。青田は白いベッドに横になったまま、わきの椅子に座った伸岡としばらく会話を交わした。
「所長はスイカとさくらんぼの話を知っていますか?」と青田夏子はうつろな眼差しを向けて尋ねた。
「ああ。スイカは大きな重さと身体でカオティックな世界の中に存在しているが、さくらんぼは小さな重さと身体で僕たちの世界に存在している。世界からの圧力はスイカにとってもさくらんぼにとっても同じことだから･･･」
「そうです。私たちにとっては、さくらんぼのパワーはスイカのパワーより何百倍も大きい」
　伸岡は青田の表情から、一つの疑問が頭に浮かんだ。
「もしかしたら君は故意に酔いつぶれたのかい？　ウォッカを一気に飲んだら強靭な男だってなかなか耐えられることではない」
「私は居酒屋で、4人の救世主の話をした後、一瞬、テニスクラブのラウンジで仕事をしていた盲目の少女の姿が頭をよぎった。そして、私は彼女のためにできることは何であるかを自覚した」
「それじゃあ、君の行いは彼女のためにしたこと･･･」
「そう。彼女のレモンスカッシュに赤いさくらんぼを添えたかっただけ･･･」
　青田夏子はそう言うと、しばらく目を閉じていた。伸岡が腕時計を見ると、11時を少し過ぎた頃だった。



Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2022)





無限 (Infinite)


　その時、伸岡数夫はまだ高校生で、クラスメートの佐久間明子とともに街を歩いていた。よく晴れ渡った午後のことだった。
　街の店のショーウィンドウには、この日に限って9の数字が目についた。この日は9月9日の土曜日だった。
　2人が大きな交差点に近づいたとき、彼は一人の若い男からビラをもらった。そのビラには、黒をバックに、左右から差し伸べられた赤茶色の腕が握手をしている絵がプリントされていた。そして下の方に文字が印刷されていた。
「グリーンパーティー結成集会　場所:○○大学112教室　時:6:30PMより」
　佐久間明子は好奇心旺盛な眼差しで、そのビラを見つめた。
　まず、左右の腕の絵と、大学で開催されること、そして、グリーンパーティーという組織名からも、政治的思惑が感じ取れる。彼も彼女と同様、政治については関心があった。行ってみよう、と彼は思い、彼女の同意を得た。

　大学の教室には、6時半を少し過ぎた頃に入った。定員が200名程度の教室で、後ろ側には大きなガラス窓がいくつかある。教壇から見た左右の側の席にはスーツ姿の中年男性が目につく。その中には外国人も多くいた。白人、黒人、そして南米出身と思われる、茶色い顔をして目を鈍く光らせている男たちも数人いた。中央の席は、多くの少年少女で埋めつくされていた。彼らはガヤガヤと会話をしていて、これから始まる集会に期待を膨らませていた。きっと、彼らも街でビラをもらって招かれたのだろう。伸岡は佐久間明子とともに、中央の前の方の空席に並んで座った。しばらくして、年老いた紳士が教壇に立ち、マイクを片手に話し出した。
「この度は多くの皆様に本集会にご出席いただき、有難く存じます。本集会は私が今から話す議論に皆様が賛同していただくという条件のもと、明日、9月10日、日曜日に結成されるグリーンパーティーの意向に順じて開催されるものです。そして、お集まりいただいた多くの若者の志向性を重んじた有意義な議論を展開したいと考えております。さて、皆さんは、エジプトに数多く存在するピラミッドをよくご存じだと思います。底が正方形で4つの正三角形で頂点を成す方錐形をしている造形物のことです。その中の一つの正三角形の頂点から下ろした垂線の長さは、正三角形の一辺の長さを1とすると、ピタゴラスの定理より容易に算出できます」
　老紳士はここまで話すと、チョークを片手に黒板の左側に次の数字を板書した。
Sin60=Cos30=0.8660254038…
そして話を続けた。
「この中から、コアレベルが次第に高まる三つの数字、すなわち、866、254、38に注目したいと思います。866という数字は私から見て、右側に座っていらっしゃる保守党の皆様に賛同していただける数字、254という数字は、今年がうるう年であることを考えに入れると、正月の1月1日から明日の9月10日までの254日間を意味します。そして、38という数字は、四つの正三角形が作り出す永遠の願いということで、私から見て左側に座っていらっしゃる革新党の皆様に賛同していただける数字となります。では、866という数字は何を意味するのでしょうか。プトレマイオスは天動説を主張しました。今、私たちにとっての、東から昇った朝日に866という数字を当てはめましょう。すると、天動説からの解釈によれば、日が沈む前の夕日は866が逆になった数字、すなわち、998で表せる。ある家族を例に取ると、皆が朝早く起きて、母親が朝食の仕度をする。これが866で、父親が仕事を終え帰宅し、子供たちも学校から帰り、母親が夕食の仕度をし、そして夕食の一家団欒が始まる。これが998という数字で表せる。これが保守党の意志です。一方、コペルニクスが主張した地動説の観点から見れば、太陽の周りを公転する地球は、革新党の意志に沿ったものと言えるでしょう。皆さんが座っているときの、静止した心に秘めた思いは、地球の自転と、太陽の周りの公転をミックスした、螺旋の軌道をもち、無数の極値、すなわち強い意志表明が太陽系内での主張となる。公転の軌道は、夏の遠日点から冬の近日点に向かうにつれ、太陽との隔たりは少なくなる。この時、地球での夜を迎えた地域は左から右へと移りますが、自転のみを考えれば、昼を迎えた地域は右から左へと移ります。左から右への移動は、先ほど私が板書した数字についてコアレベルが高まることを意味し、右から左への移動はコアレベルが低くなることを意味します。また、地球の周りを公転する月についてはどうでしょうか。月は常に半面だけを地球に向けて地球の周りを公転していますので、月の表面は地球から見れば右から左、月から見た月の反対側の面は左から右へ移動しています。これらの事実は、古代から現代までを通して観察、考察すれば、すぐに分かること。言わば、古代人も共通の理念を持っていたと考えられます。手短に済ませましたが、以上の話がグリーンパーティー結成のための私からのメッセージであり、明日の結成に向けての、意志を共にする者たちとの親睦の挨拶とさせていただきます」
　この後、教室内はざわめきに満たされ、少し間をおいた後、保守党と革新党の党首が、それぞれグリーンパーティー結成に向けての抱負を話し、集会は閉会した。
伸岡は佐久間明子とともに、しばらく教室内で雑談をしていた。やがて教室内の照明のいくつかが消され、教室内に誰もいなくなった頃、家路につくことにした。大学の校外へ出て、最寄りの地下鉄の駅に向かう途中、伸岡は彼女とエジプトの歴史について話しをしながら歩いていた。その時、2人は、ふと前方の暗闇の中の人影とざわめきに気を取られた。遠く離れた前方には港があり、波止場にはいくつかの倉庫が並んでいる。その波止場に、大勢の日本人の男たちにまざって、数人の外国人の男たちが握手をしながら、大きな声で楽しそうに話をしていた。今日のグリーンパーティー結成集会に出席した、保守党と革新党の党員に他ならなかった。もしかして･･･、と伸岡は思った。港は東側にある。つまり、大学から見て右側の最先端にある。
「彼らはもしかしたら極左?」と言った伸岡に対して彼女は話し出した。
「別に心配しなくていいと思う。皆既月食が起こる時、月は赤みを帯び、月面が闇に閉ざされる。これはキリストの血のような赤と黒の出来事。でも、皆既日食が起こる時、月面は反対側のみ太陽光を浴びて、このことは地球の昼と夜とだいたい同じ。皆既日食が起こる時のダイヤモンドリングは、自己犠牲的意志を持った者たちの、家族の大切さを主張する言葉のようなもの。だからどうか安心して･･･」
　彼女はそう言い残してタクシーを呼んで、自宅へと向かった。彼女は今晩、自宅で夕食をすると母に前もって言っていたらしい。
　伸岡は帰りの地下鉄の電車の中で、ふと1枚の広告に目をとめた。扉の横に貼り付けてある広告だった。
「君のルージュの思い出、それは宇宙の彼方からの赤い光」
　化粧品会社の口紅のキャッチコピーだった。彼はこのコピーと、教室で板書された、0.8660254038という数字の概念を結びつけて考えた。
（もし僕たちにとって、宇宙の膨張の方向が左から右へ定まるなら、板書された0.8660254038という数字が放つ光は、今や宇宙において遠く離れた左後ろ側の闇に存在する。宇宙が膨張している限りにおいて、僕たちは暗闇に存在している。皆既月食が起こる時、月の全面が暗闇に閉ざされるのは、自己犠牲的目的を持つ者とのフレンドシップと考えれば･･･、やっぱりグリーンパーティーは極左の考えを持つ集団だったことになる）
　伸岡はしばらく目を閉じた。そして、自宅近くの駅に着くと、足早に家路に着いた。

　翌朝の日曜日の朝食時、彼は父と母に昨日のことを話した。そして、自分の考えについても話した。父は言った。
「数夫の考えは正しい。しかし、物事というのは左と右のつりあいで存在が成り立つ。0.8660254038･･･という数字は無限だ。コアレベルという概念を考えても、完全なゼロは存在せず、限りがない。しかし私たちの心が求めるものに、有限性という考えもある。方錐形のピラミッドを真上から見たときの、四つの正三角形のうちの一つの正三角形の、頂点から底辺に下ろした垂線の長さは、正三角形の一辺の長さが1のとき、0.5となる。これは紛れもない有限の数字だ」
　母は言った。
「宇宙において螺旋軌道を描く私たちの心･･･、その心はコアレベルが高くなり、地球の中心に近づくにつれて、螺旋をつくる輪が小さくなる。そして、ほとんど地球の真ん中になったとき、輪はリボンの輪と同じぐらいになる。数夫が今年のホワイトデーに友達の佐久間明子さんにあげた、飴玉の入った小さな箱につけた赤いリボンと同じよね。その贈り物は、私がコンビニエンスストアで選んで買ったことはよく覚えているでしょ?」
　伸岡数夫はこのとき、ふと、大雨の後の七色の虹を思い起こした。紫から赤への主虹、赤から紫への副虹･･･、それは彼にとって有限からなる思いだった。そして、この日は、彼が心の中で青い鳥を求めるきっかけとなった。



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旅路 (Journey)


　彼は幼い頃、貧しい家の次男として育った。家は東京にあったが、その頃は高度経済成長の最中にあり、近所の家は古い木造の家が多かった。
　ある夏の日、彼は夜空に瞬いている星々に興味を持った。彼が小学校低学年の頃だった。父親は彼のために星の図鑑を買って、食卓のテーブルの近くの本棚に置いた。彼は毎日、暇があればいつでも、その図鑑を読み耽っていた。彼は新しい知識を手に入れた。恒星の一生についてだった。宇宙の恒星は青い星として生まれ、次第に大きさを増し、黄色い星となる。そして最後には赤色巨星となり、超新星爆発を起こし、その一生を終える。私たちの最も身近な恒星とは太陽のことで、今、太陽は黄色の段階にある。
　新学期が始まって間もなく、彼は、他の児童とともに図画工作の時間に、家族をテーマにして絵を描いた。彼の絵は、黄色い太陽の下で自分の家族が手をつないでいる絵だったが、他の児童たちは皆、太陽を赤く描いた。児童たちは彼の絵をおかしいと思った。皆の心にとって、太陽は赤い色をしている。しかし、彼の絵だけが黄色い。次の理科の授業で、担任の女の先生は、星の一生について説明した。太陽のような星はこの宇宙にたくさんあって、初めは青い色をしているけれど、長い時間を経て、黄色くなり、最後は赤い大きな星となって星の一生を終える。今、太陽は黄色い色をしていて、例えれば働き盛りの星。このことを知った彼の友人たちは、彼をヒーローだと思った。数日後の家庭訪問で、担任の先生は、このことを母親に話した。母親はその日の夕方、彼を高台にまで誘い、ともに赤い夕日をしばらく眺めた。数ヵ月後の図画工作の授業で、児童たちは、やはり自分の絵に赤い太陽を描いた。そして彼も赤い太陽を描いた。その後、彼は初めて自分が赤い魂のようなものを心の内に秘めていると知った。

　青年期になると彼は水彩画を勉強するために、美術学校へと通った。卒業後、雑誌のイラストレーターとして生計を立て、時に水彩画を描いた。イラストレーターとしての地位がある程度固まると、彼はフリーライターの若い女性と結婚し、一人の娘をもうけて、アパートで3人家族の生活を始めた。彼の描く水彩画のテーマは“自由”という彼の信念だった。宇宙において恒星の光が造り出す世界は、青、黄、赤の光から成り立っている。若き青い星は赤い光を得て紫色の意志を持つ。そして次に黄色い光を得れば、白色光の中で青い意志は永久となる。一方、地球において太陽が映し出す世界は、黒を含む全ての色を表せるから、総じてグレーの世界を造り出している。グレーは黒と白から成り、黒は光を吸収し、白は光を反射するから、その中で光の摩擦が生じ、幻想的なオレンジを生む。彼にとってこの世界とは、白い光に満たされた宇宙の中の、幻想的なオレンジの地球の世界･･･、それは淡いオレンジの世界だった。

　彼は晩年になると、一ヶ月間程、渡米し、上ニューヨーク湾のほとりで、自由の女神像の水彩画を描いた。数枚の自由の女神像を描き終えた後、彼は、ニューヨーク在住の日本人女性記者からの取材に応じた。女性記者は尋ねた。
「あなたにとって仕事とは？」
　彼はにこやかに答えた。
「私が4枚の画用紙に描いた自由の女神の表情をよく見てくれ。私は黒と白の絵の具を水で薄めて最後の仕上げをする。目元、口元などに細かな表情を描き出し、喜怒哀楽の四つの表情をそれぞれ表現する。黒と白から作り出されたフリクショナルなちょっとした創造だ。そこに私は観る者に対する一瞬の青き友情を求める。やがてその友情は永遠となる。私が描き続けることができるのは、この友情のおかげだよ」
「時にハードな仕事を求められることもあるんじゃないですか？」
「ハードな仕事を求められたとき、私は宇宙飛行士になったような気持ちで仕事に取り組む。宇宙空間の数々の光の中で、無重力の室内で、摩擦がほとんどないような世界で懸命に仕事をする。私の愛する地球は宇宙空間のスペースシップさ。これも淡いオレンジが誘う夢の旅路だね」
　彼はニューヨーク滞在の最後の夜、アメリカ人の若者数人と酒場で飲み交わした。そしてホテルにもどると、短い言葉をノートに綴った。

赤い星は、より強いパワーを持つ紫の意志を得るために青き友情を求める。
そこに、アルコールの持つ黄色いパワーが合わされれば、友情は永久となる。



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カオスN2 (Chaos N2)


　9月25日の夜、郊外の市営鉄道路線にて脱線事故が起こった。小学校低学年児童らが遠足に向かう途中に利用した、4輌編成の鉄道であったが、幸いにもけが人は出なかった。だが、事故当時は激しい台風が日本本土を上陸していた最中で、男子、女子児童らは、傾いた車両の暗闇の中で、引率の先生たちに見守られることになった。いくつかの外灯は点いたままだったので、外からの薄ら明かりを頼りに、彼らは一夜を過ごし、翌朝の台風一過の青空の下、近くの道に集まった救助隊の看護士付き添いの数台のバスを利用し、自宅へもどることになった。
　現場は右側へのカーブとなっていて、遠心力の作用で脱線したのだろうという推察が大方の見方だったので、当時の運転士、岡崎太郎の責任が問われることになった。彼は中年の運転士で、妻と難聴の息子を養っている。その息子は今、聾学校に通う7歳の児童だった。
彼の責任が問われていることを知った妻、岡崎三絵子は数日間、不安な日々を送った。しかし、その後の警察の調べで、車両右側のいくつかの窓にひびが入っている事実を調査した結果、そのひびは台風の強風によるものであったこと、そして、その強風は、車両を脱線させるには充分な力を持っていたことが明らかになり、台風の突風による事故だったということが判明した。その後、岡崎太郎は、児童らを災害から救ったということで、県から表彰を授与されることとなった。

　岡崎太郎は話した。
「私の息子は良い奴だ。名前は良太といって、彼の出産後、私と女房で相談して名付けた。ある春の日、私は良太を連れて、電車に乗ってすぐの所にある山に登った。良太が聾学校に入りたての頃だった。私たちは登山の途中、ロープウェーを使ったので、山頂へはすぐ着いた。山頂は、新緑が目に心地よい場所で、遠くの方に小さな白い花畑があった。良太は、ふと立ち止まって花畑の方を見つめていた。そこには、花畑の手前に立ち止まった、母親と少女の姿があった。良太の視線が少女の方へ向けられていることが分かった。彼の初恋だった。私には少女の顔に見覚えがあった。彼女はその年の2月14日の雪の降る夜の街でマッチ箱を売っていた。私は、そのマッチ売りの少女からマッチ箱を1箱買った。彼女はにこやかに私の目を見つめた。今、思い起こしてみると、良太は一つの情景に恋をしたのではないだろうか。彼の視界は、白い花畑を背景とした一人の少女の姿だった。もし、白い花畑がなかったなら、彼は少女に恋をしなかったかもしれない。私はそのときの情景を思い起こすたびに、白い花畑の中のコアレベルの高い一人の少女に思いをめぐらせている自分に気付く」

　岡崎三絵子は話した。
「ある夏の日、良太は家で、レゴを使って大きな船を形作っていました。レゴは段ボール箱にたくさんありましたので、彼の大きな夢を託すには充分でした。まず、白いレゴを使って船の底の部分を造り上げ、黒いレゴで船の縁を形作り、焦げ茶色のレゴで甲板を造りました。すると彼は、小さめの箱型の黄色のレゴを積み上げて一本のマストを造り上げて、最後の仕上げとしました。丁度その頃、雷雨前の紫色の空がガラス窓から見えました。紫色と黄色い光が合わされば、白色光が得られます。彼はそのことを感覚で受け止め、黄色いマストを作ったのかもしれません。やがて、雷雨をともなった激しい雨が降り出しましたが、彼には雷鳴は聴き取れません。私は、雨が上がって、ライトブルーの空が広がり、やがて赤い夕日が沈みかけた頃、仕事から帰宅した夫にこのことを話しました。次の日曜日、夫は良太を連れて美術館へ行きました。丁度この時、ピカソの絵画展示会が催されていて、この時、良太はピカソの描いた「ゲルニカ」という絵画にしばらく見入っていたとのことです。私が思うに、彼は稲光を思い起こさせるような絵画を、雷鳴をともなわない世界で関心をもち、目で感じ取ることができる光の世界で、ある種の怒りを体験し、感銘を受けたのではないでしょうか。しかし、その先、彼が怒りというものを表現することはありませんでした。彼は今、私にとって良き息子、そして若き詩人です」

　ある経済学者は話した。
「すべての労働者は、自己が所有している労働力の価値を用いて労働を行い、労働終了後に、食事を取り、その後の睡眠において労働力の再生産を行い、次の労働に備える。この時、労働力の価値を上回る労働を行なえば、生活水準の低下が起こるが、岡崎太郎に関して言えば、事故後に労働力の価値を上回る労働は体験しなかった。しかし、彼が事故後に体験した事象は一つのカオスだった。激しい風雨によって創造されたカオティックな世界だった。だが、彼の心は終始落ち着いていた。彼の任務は、運転士という長年の経験から培われた、一つの冷静な対応だった。言わば、コスモスという秩序立った世界が、カオスという世界の中で彼の心を支配していた。PならばQという論理が、QならばPという論理と一致するためには、PとQが同一の事象とならなければならない。カオティックな世界をP、そして彼の心に内在していたコスモロジカルな心理をQとすると、彼が依存していた世界は、P=Q、すなわち、カオスとコスモスが同一の事象となる世界だったと考えられる。彼に話を聴いたところ、彼は、事故のあった夜の後の一時の睡眠の際、家族で宇宙を旅する夢を見たという。それは赤から緑、そして青へ向かった、彼の、労働力を維持するための夢で、極めてコアレベルの高い夢だったということになる」

　ある年老いた研究者は話した。
「良太君の話によれば、彼は、2月14日の昼間、ひとりで街を歩いているときに、マッチ売りの少女から、チョコレートをもらったそうです。小さな箱に入った安価なチョコレートギフトだったのですが、彼は翌月の3月14日のホワイトデーにキャンディーギフトを、その少女に渡した。彼が母親の三絵子さんと一緒に商店街を歩いているときに、マッチ売りの少女と偶然出会った。そして、岡崎親子は家族そろって、7月7日にひまわり畑、9月25日にコスモス畑を旅した。その間、マッチ売りの少女が想っていたことは、マッチ売りで収益を得た金銭のうちの100円で購入した1枚の宝くじが一等で当選することでした。彼女は自分が今住んでいる貧しい家を、家族のために建て替えて、幸せな生活を送る夢を抱いていた。理論的には宝くじ一枚の期待値はゼロに等しい。しかし、私たちの論理では、彼女の1枚の宝くじは当選する。いくつかの偶然と偶然が度重なって、ほとんどゼロに近い確率が、言わば無限に近いコアレベルの高さで、この宇宙が一本のマッチ棒の先端部分にまで収縮し、高エネルギー状態がカオティックなパワーでビッグバンを起こす理論･･･、それが宇宙の起源とされる現象のように、カオスがこの宇宙において絶対的な意志を持つ。話を付け加えれば、私たちにとっての、2年間と、3年目の1月1日から、うるう年の9月25日までの日数は、365×2＋269=999日間となります。すなわち、私たちの心にいつもある事象というのは、ある家族に託した想いによって、銀河鉄道999のように宇宙を旅するということなのです」

　彼と彼女は、劇団員を思わせるようなスリムボディーの若者だ。
　心地よい風を感じさせる秋の午後、彼と彼女は、広い公園の芝生の上で仰向けになって寝そべり、物思いに耽っていた。午前中、2人は、それぞれが買った1枚の宝くじが300円の当選くじであったことを確認し、早速換金し、その金銭で週刊誌を買った。その前に、彼は彼女にダイヤモンドリングの入ったケースを手渡した。
太陽が南中した頃、2人は、眩しい日光を身体に浴びながら、開いたままの週刊誌を顔の上にのせて、芝生の上で寝そべっていたが、彼女がダイヤモンドをはめた左手で週刊誌を取り払うと、彼の顔を覆っていた週刊誌も取り払った。彼はドキッとして目をしばたたいた。
「今日はとてもいい日。あなたとともに300円の宝くじが当たることは滅多にないこと」
　と彼女は言った。
彼はポケットから取り出したハンカチで額と首筋の汗を拭いながら言った。
「そうだね。でも、今、この瞬間に宇宙の中心でビッグバンが起こることほど確率は低くないから、コアレベルも高くない」
「私たちの運命共同体を象徴するコアレベルの高い事象の外側のコアレベルの余り高くない事象･･･、それはあなたからもらったダイヤモンドリングの輝きに守られた私たちの日常そのものね」
「そうだね」
　2人は立ち上がって、服についた芝生の葉を払うと、週刊誌を片手に歩き出した。



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パーティー (Party)


　彼は郊外の女子高校の教師を務めていた。名前は吉田謙一といい、他の男性教員に比べると独身で若かったので、生徒から人気があった。
　2月14日、バレンタインデーの午後の休み時間に、彼は、受け持っている高校3年クラスの女生徒の一人からチョコレートギフトをもらった。彼女の名前は米川昌子といい、明るく闊達な生徒だった。
後で思い起こしてみると、この日を切掛けに彼の中で何かが変わった。それはちょうど、ダイヤモンドダストの中を、未来へ向けて救いを求めて、ただひとり歩いているような感覚だった。自分が救われることは期待していなかった。ただ、救いを求めることさえもたじろぐ弱者から差し伸べられた手だけは、しっかりと握り締め、その場が光で満たされることを常に期待していた。それが、彼のワールドワイドな人民平等に対する理念だった。

3月14日、ホワイトデーの午前の休み時間、彼は米川昌子にキャンディーギフトをプレゼントした。彼女は元気そうな笑みをたたえて受け取った。
やがて、卒業式を無事に済ませると、4月1日、エイプリルフールの日に、クラスメート全員で、歩いてすぐの所にある、紫色の花々が一面に広がるアネモネ畑へ行った。朝から小雨が降っていた。この日にアネモネ畑へ行くことは、米川昌子が企画し、吉田謙一を加えて、生徒全員が賛同した、一種の卒業パーティーのようなものだった。彼は一人の女生徒から腕時計の入った箱をプレゼントされた。彼は箱を開けて、左手首に時計をしっかりとはめた。見た目はそれほど高価ではない、プラスティック製の時計であったが、防水性があることはすぐに分かった。彼女らは皆、それぞれの未来について話し、語り合った。

新入生の入学式を終えた後の4月4日、日曜日、彼は自宅にいるときに、郵便受けに入っていたいくつかの手紙と封書の中から、米川昌子からの手紙が届いていることを知った。次の事柄が便箋に書かれていた。

彼女は私の良きクラスメートでした。名前は言いませんが、これを読めば誰か分かると思います。
彼女の父親は聾学校の教師で、母親は夜の街でバーのホステスとして働いています。
昨年のクリスマスイブの夜、私は彼女とともに、新宿の街を歩いていました。私は、ゲームセンターで遊びましょう、と誘ったけれど、彼女はこれを拒みました。「猫がおなかをすかせていると思うから帰る」と彼女は私に言いました。彼女は家で猫を飼っていて、今夜、父親は聾学校の生徒たちと、親を呼んでのクリスマスパーティー、母親は夜の街で夜通しの仕事。だから私は、鉛でできた赤と青の2つのベーゴマを、通りがかりのおもちゃ屋さんで買って、赤いベーゴマを彼女に手渡しました。彼女は少し躊躇した様子でしたが、すぐに私の心を読み取り、自分の家に私を誘ってくれました。彼女は、自分の部屋でうずくまっていた猫にえさをやると、大きなダンボール箱を開いて、その上に風呂敷をかぶせました。私たちは、コップに注いだコーラを飲みながらピザを食べる合間、ベーゴマ遊びに夢中になりました。ベーゴマを勢いよく放って、風呂敷の上で回転させ、相手のベーゴマを外へ弾き飛ばした方が勝ちです。私はこのとき、私が放った青いベーゴマと、彼女が放った赤いベーゴマが激しくぶつかり合っている最中に、黄色い閃光を見たような気がしました。メタリックな感情と感情が摩擦を繰り返しながら、千載一遇の白色光の中で私たちの友情は永遠となり、熱くなった二人の心が静寂の中で火花を散らす。これが私たちにとって、2人だけのクリスマスパーティーでした。
先生は4月1日に、花畑で私の友達の一人がプレゼントした腕時計を覚えていらっしゃると思います。その時計の短針は、2人だけのクリスマスパーティーを共にした彼女の父親の、父なる地球のコアな意志で、長針は彼女の母親の母なる地球の大地の意志、そして時計に付いた水玉･･･、それはガガーリンが1961年の4月に宇宙ロケットで地球を一周した後の言葉、「地球は青かった」という、私と彼女の友情そのものでした。
クリスマスイブの12月24日からバレンタインデーの2月14日までの日数は52日間、今年はうるう年ですから、2月14日からホワイトデーの3月14日までの日数は29日間、そして3月14日からエイプリルフールの4月1日までの日数は18日間。つまり、今までのことは、私たちの先生に捧げる永遠の言葉、そして、私たちの思いが込められた卒業論文だったのです。



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漂流神 (Drift God)


　真夏の夜も深まった頃、彼ら三人は狭い部屋で話し合っていた。三人は少し間隔を置いて、ステンレス製の折りたたみ椅子に座り、互いの心中に察する思いを、真摯に受け止めていた。外は激しい雨が降っていて、時折、風雨がガラス窓に強く当たる音が三人の緊張を高めていた。
「やめた方がいい」と副隊長は言った。
「いや、予定通りでいこう」と隊長の彼は言った。
「もし、少年たちの身に何かあった場合は？」と隊長補佐の若い女は尋ねた。
「私がすべての責任を負う」と彼は答えた。
「場合によっては刑事責任を問われることになる」と副隊長は言った。
「私はそれを怖れない。しかし、誰にでも神になることはできる。少年たちにとって、命の守護神だ」と彼は言った。

　翌朝、彼ら三人はカーキ色の制服を着て、青い制服を着たカブスカウトの十人の少年たちとともに宿舎から出発した。
　雨は上がっていた。霧が辺り一面を覆う寒い朝だった。計十三人の隊員たちは、しばらく狭い山道を歩き続けた。山道といっても、土の地面の中央に水が流れている、ぬかるんだ狭い道だった。
丘の上のような平原が続く山頂に辿りつくと、隊員たちは平原を歩いた。標高が高かったので、かなりの寒さだった。道の両脇は野原が広がっていて、所々に低木が見えたが、少年たちの目を誘ったのは、その中のいくつかの、荒々しく上部を断ち切られた低木だった。
「あれらの木々は雷が落ちてああなったんだ」と彼は少年たちに説明した。
少年たちは時折、ハイスピードで地を這って進む、小さな雲のかたまりに身を包まれたとき、冷たい！　と大きな声を上げた。霧雨が寒さを一段と際立たせていたが、もちろん傘はさしていない。彼らは平原の、木々が群生した近くでランチタイムをとり、一休みした。
　彼は少年たちに次のような話をした。
「真夏の入道雲はなぜ真っ白いか知っているかい？　人間の意志というのは、その核から発する、世界からの多様な圧力を解消するためのベクトルとして例えることができる。人間が年老いて死んだ後も、その魂には微小なベクトルとして地球の大気中に存在している。大気圏内に存在する、死者の魂を表すベクトルは、宇宙に存在するハンターの意志と同じようなものだ。ハンターは猟銃で獲物を打ち落とす。そのときのベクトルは、宇宙を彼の世界としたとき、地球を世界としたときの、死者の魂の微小なベクトルと同様だ。ただ、宇宙は膨張している。君たちは、膨張する宇宙の中では、ハンターの意志を表すベクトルは、相対的に小さくなり続けると思うかもしれない。しかし、宇宙の大きさを10000として一年間に1だけ膨張するとすれば、ハンターのベクトルの大きさは相対的に見てほとんど不変だ。それは、私たちの心の中で拡大する、夏の入道雲の中に存在する死者の魂を表すベクトルと同じようなもの。つまり、死者たちの家族的な緑色の心は、世界を拡大させるような紫色の意志を求めていることになる。緑と紫の光が合わされれば白色光が得られる。すなわち、白い入道雲は、この世界において必然的な白い光を放っているということになる」

　ランチタイムを終えると、彼らは下山した。午後三時を少し過ぎた頃には、全員が無事に宿舎に帰ることができた。
彼は一安心すると同時に、モーターバイクに乗り、一人で海岸へと向かった。空は晴れ渡っていた。彼は海岸通りにバイクを止めると、遊泳禁止の地区の岩場に足を踏み入れ、上部が平らな大きな岩を見つけると、服を脱ぎ、日光のもとで上半身をあらわにした。岩の上で仰向けに寝そべり、日に焼ける。彼の頭にあるのは、やがて年老いて体験するであろう死への期待だった。黒いサングラスを頭上にひっかけて、時にうつ伏せになり、背中を日にさらす。日没直前に黒いサングラスをかけ、夕日を見ながら、焦げ茶色になった世界を体験する。彼は再び服を着ると、バイクに乗って、宿舎へと向かった。
宿舎に着いたときは、ちょうど、少年たちが風呂から上がった後だった。少年たちの日中体験した寒さから生じた冷えた身体は熱い風呂を求めた。彼は少年たちの風呂上り直後に、その熱い風呂に浸かった。彼は、上半身を日に焼いた直後だったので、その風呂をたまらなく熱く感じた。まさに地獄のような熱さだった。彼はそれを前向きな心で受け止めた。彼は悦楽の中で、やがて年老いて訪れる死への期待を感じていた。それが彼にとって、自己と神が同一化することだった。



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水彩絵の具で描く空 (The sky describing by watercolors)


　大泉時子は良き労働者である。彼女の仕事は、ミシンで衣服を縫う単純作業労働であったが、狭いスペースの室内で、10人程の女性労働者とともに、ただひたすら何も考えずに作業を続ける。日中の仕事を終えると、夜は夜間学生として学問に励んだ。夜間学生として受講すること、レポートを書くこと、試験を受けることは頭を使うことだった。体力は使うが、日中は頭を使わず、夜に頭を使う、それが彼女の平日の生活パターンだった。ただ、彼女には他の女性労働者と異なる面があった。彼女は、結婚当初、夫からもらったダイヤモンドリングをいつでも左手の指にはめているということだった。他の女性労働者は皆、メタルリングをはめている。手を使う作業だったので、高価なダイヤモンドリングを傷つける怖れがある。そのことを怖れずに彼女をそうさせたのは、晴天の空の中で白くうっすらと見える月だったのかもしれない。
　4月5日、日曜日の夜に、大泉時子は友人の夜間学生とともに飲みに行った。彼女は学生会の会長を務めていたので、5人の男と3人の女がすぐに集まり、夜の街へと足を運ぶことになった。全員が勤労学生で、いたって真面目な中年男女だった。座敷での飲み会の席で、大泉時子は次のような話をした。
「今夜は新月の晩。彼女は夜の街で働く良きホステス。彼女は月に永住している人間の魂の存在をよく知っていた。月に住む魂は皆、昼間に睡眠をとり、エネルギーを吸収し、夜になると活動を始めるから、昼間、目を使わずに4感で生き、夜は5感で生きる。つまり、夜は皆で楽しく飲むことを生活の柱としている。私は来る5月4日、日曜日に再び、8人の友人とともに、この場に集まることを期待している。それは、暗闇の中のパーティー。私を入れて、5人の男性、4人の女性が、太陽系に存在する9つの惑星の王となり、私たちは皆既日食が起きたときの暗闇をイメージする。そこに視覚は存在しないから、私たちは4感で生存する。このとき、私たちの住む地球と向き合っている月の魂は、夜の街のような月の暗闇で生活していて、5感で生きている。私たちはこのときに、すべての月の魂と友情を結ぶ。私たち9人の翌朝の日の出への想いは、9+9+9+9+9+9=54という数字で表せて、6つの9と5つのプラスが心情。つまり、5つのクロスは、夜の街で5感を使って生きる、月の魂への言葉として存在する。それが、私がいつでも左手の指にダイヤモンドリングをはめているすべての理由」


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ゴスペル (Gospel)


　ある夏の日、40代の10人の山男たちが、山の頂上を目指して出発した。登山道の出発点から見ると、山の頂上が白い雲で隠された高い山だった。山裾からの登山道は、歩く途中、いくつもの道に枝分かれしていたが、彼らは一番広い幅の道を選んだ。しかし、その道は行き止まりで、山頂にたどり着くことはできなかった。次の日、中年男たちは作戦を練った。太い道から枝分かれする細い道も含めて10本すべての登山道に10人をそれぞれ配置させ、登頂を試みるという方法だった。しかし、この方法も失敗した。すべての道が行き止まりだったのだ。中年男たちを指揮する隊長は言った。
「この山の山頂にたどり着いた者はいるのか？」
　若作りの中年男は言った。
「います。彼らは10代の10人の少年たちで、山頂からのいくつかの写真を見せられたことがあります。偽りのない遠くの山々が写された写真でした」
　次の日、隊長は少年に会いに行った。少年は話した。
「登山道の手前に馬小屋があるでしょ。その馬小屋に入ると、奥の方に扉がある。その扉を開けると、暗闇に包まれた通路がある。その通路は山底の中心部分に伸びていて、そこから上へ向かってらせん状の長い階段が伸びている。その階段を上るのはとてもしんどいけど、上りきってしまえば、そこが頂上の広場になっている。僕たちは頂上を目指したとき、真っ暗な中、黄色いカナリアの鳴き声に導かれて行き先を定めた。そのカナリアは小学校時代の女の先生が飼っていたカナリアで、僕たちが頂上に出たとたん、黄色いカナリアは青空に吸い込まれるように飛んで行って、カナリアの意志は白色光の中で永遠となった。今度の登頂への案内は暗黄色のカナリアに任せることにするよ。そのカナリアは小学校時代の男の先生が飼っているカナリアで、山頂に出れば、青空の光の下、カナリアの暗黄色の光は、フリクショナルなグレーの光を生み出す。僕たちはそのグレーの光によって幻想的なオレンジを思い浮かべる。そのオレンジは、おじさんたちとの友情を永遠にするためのものだよ。僕たちはこの計画を練るために一年を費やした。二年目は20代の先輩労働者10人に頼んで、山の中への通路と、山頂につながる、らせん状の階段を造ってもらった。三年目は30代の先輩労働者10人に頼んで、行き止まりの山道をたくさん造ってもらった。四年目はおじさんを含む40代の先輩の山男たちに登頂に向けてチャレンジしてもらった。そして、この冬にまたチャレンジしてもらうつもりだよ。僕たちは皆、10代だから、10+20+30+40=100という数字が僕たちの心をよく表している。つまり、100という数字は二羽のカナリアの意志が永遠であるようにとの僕たちの思いが込められている。僕たちはこの計画を四年間の日数から“1461プラン”と名付けた。計画が無事成功することを願っているよ」
　冬を迎え、彼らは登頂した。10代の少年たち、20代と30代の労働者たち、そして40代の山男たち、計40人は暗黄色のカナリアの案内で山頂の広場までたどり着くと、少年の一人が運んだ、ブルーベリーがたくさん入ったバスケットから、ブルーベリーを摘み食いし、永久の友情を誓い合った。広場は雪に覆われていた。山の下の中腹から遠くの山々へ向かって、白い雲が一面に広がっていた。日の光が眩しかった。


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宙に浮くオレンジ (Floating orange in the room)


　彼は生まれつき記憶力に優れていた。大人でも読めそうにない漢字も、大学生でも知らない英単語も、見ただけで覚えてしまう。そのおかげで彼は、小学校、中学校、高校ともに他の児童や生徒と比べて少ない努力で進学できた。
しかし彼は、大学を卒業した後、就職に失敗した。彼にとって、筆記試験は容易だったが、面接では思うように話せなかった。後から振り返れば、もっと対策を練っておけばよかったと思うことがあった。
彼はアルバイト生活を始めた。アルバイトの収入は少なく、親のすねをかじっていた。
そして、ある夏、一人で旅に出た。いくらかの金銭とクレジットカード、そして携帯電話をポケットに入れ旅立った。
一週間後、彼は真っ黒に日焼けして自宅へ帰ってきた。その時点で彼はすでに自立していた。彼は介護福祉士の資格を取るための勉強を始め、次の年に資格を得ることに成功し、老人介護施設で働き始めた。なぜ彼は変わることができたのだろうか。彼はもともと記憶力があったから、携帯一つで、彼の気持ちを言葉で表したとき、その言葉の検索結果から、福祉について自然と興味がわき、次々と福祉にまつわる単語を頭にインプットしていった。彼が宿泊したホテルの近くに、緑に囲まれた白い花畑があった。彼はその花畑を美しいと思った。ただそれだけのことで、彼は福祉について興味を持った。
彼は仕事の合間に、時に考えることがあった。今の世の中というのは、赤とライトブルーの光から成る世界のようなものだ。危険で物騒な世界は赤で表せ、その赤は、ライトブルーの世界を得て、白色光のもとで永遠の世界を得ようとする。このことが歴史的な重みをもつ世界。そして彼はこの歴史的な世界を放棄して、自らの世界をオレンジと青によって白色光を得ようと決意した。今、彼は老人介護福祉施設で仕事をし、自分の価値観をともに分かち合える仕事仲間に恵まれた。オレンジ色のマグマは、地球のコアを黄色とすると、大気圏とマグマのコアな部分の中間の部分に存在する。彼の考えは、すべての人類が、熱き血の故郷のようなオレンジ色のマグマから命を得たと信じていた。彼は今、オレンジと青き友情から成る白色光の中で、新たな人生を自らの意志で歩み始めたのだった。
ある冬の日、彼は、一人の若い看護士の女性とともに夜勤をした。次の朝、仕事を早朝出勤の仲間に任せて、施設のベランダで、看護士の女性とともに朝焼けを見た。オレンジ色の空が、赤い太陽を救うかのように、東側に広がっていた。彼らはしばらく、その明るさに見入っていた。彼は話した。
「むかしの画家を悩ませた自然の神秘を知っているかい？　画家は常々、朝焼けのオレンジの空を背景とした、白い花畑の情景を描きたいと思っていた。しかし現実には朝日をバックにした白い花々は、光の影で黒く見えてしまう。しかし、技術がこのことを克服した。この情景をカメラで写したとき、朝焼けをバックにした白い花々の影のネガは、すべて白くなる。つまり、この写真のネガは、フリクショナルな黒と白の光が生み出す、幻想的なオレンジの情景をつくり出すことに成功したんだ」
　彼女は話した。
「私たちが最も愛する自然感情って何か知ってる？　雨上がりの午前中、少女がお父さん、お母さんとともに、オレンジ色の花畑のすぐそばに立ち寄った。お父さんは芸術家で、右手の人差し指に黒いメタルリングをはめていた。オレンジ色の花畑は水玉をたくさんくっつけて白く輝いていた。お父さんは黒いメタルリングを指からはずし、一輪のオレンジ色の花の中に、それを入れて、持っていたカメラで写真を撮った。そのネガが私たちにとっての皆既日食ね」
　二人は仕事場にもどり、仲間に軽く声をかけた後、家路についた。日は昇った。帰りの電車はすいていたが、二人が席につき、走行中の電車内で会話を交わしているとき、ビルの合間からの日射しが、幾度となく彼らの顔を照らした。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (September 2022)





モノクロームタイム (Monochrome Time)


　ある夏の日の午前中、一人のあどけない少年が教会を訪れ、神父とともに会話を交わした。広い講堂にはたくさんの長椅子が並んで置かれ、彼ら二人だけが、演台の手前の椅子に腰を下ろしていた。構内の上方にある幾つかのガラス窓からは日が差し込み、構内は涼しかった。少年は急いで外を歩いて来たためか、しきりにハンカチで額と首筋の汗を拭っていた。白いティーシャツ姿の少年は、しばらくして落ち着くと、神父に尋ねた。
「この世に、この世界のすべての論理を体系化して理解した人物はいますか？」
　黒い服を纏った神父は、マッチ棒を擦って火をつけ、キセルをふかすと答えた。
「ああ、いるとも。そういう人は過去にたくさんいたと思うよ」
「なぜその人たちは、体系化した論理を世に問うたりしなかったのですか？」
「それはね、その人たちは皆、最も重要な一つのロジックにたどり着いたからだよ。君はそのロジックを聴く気があるかい？」
「ええ、是非聴きたいです」
　神父は胸に吊るしたクロスペンダントを左手で軽く握り締めると、キセルを吸いながら話し出した。
「彼は若き良き旅人だ。欧州、北米はもちろん、北極、南極にも旅してアフリカで皆既日食を観たこともあった。彼は世界各地で文化を学び、自ら考え、世界の論理を体系化した。しかし、彼が中東へ旅し、多くの難民と生活をともにしたときのことだった。彼は夜、睡眠をとる前に、テントの中で一人の難民の少年と話しをした。少年は言った。『僕の世界はいつでも一つのチーズケーキとともにあるんだ。ある時、僕と父さん、母さんは、一片のチーズケーキを先進国から訪れた若い男の人からもらって、それを分け合って食べた。それから、僕の世界観は変わった。晴れの日も雨の日も曇りの日も、チーズケーキのほんのりとした甘さを思い出して、父さん母さんとともに、あの時はとても幸せだったね、と会話を楽しむ。言ってみれば、思い出を支えとした未来を想い描くことが生活するための力となったんだ』旅人の彼はこの言葉を聴いてショックを受けた。そして、彼が今までに体系化した彼自身の世界観を放棄した」
　神父はここまで話すと立ち上がって、奥の壁添いにキリスト像が掲げられた演台の手前まで少年を招き、立ちながら話し続けた。
「ところがそれとは逆に、体系化したロジックについて考えることを推し進め、無限の彼方まで思考を進めるべきだという考えもある。言ってみれば、むしろ世に問うことを推し進める考え方だ。日本の戦国時代の出来事を例に取ろう。ある夏の日の午後、山中の草原で、何人かの少女たちが家族とともにパーティーを開き、楽しんでいた。辺りは白い花々とオレンジの花々に囲まれていた。ここは私たちにとって太陽の中心のようなところで、時間は止まっている。彼らは野菜を搾ったジュースを飲みながらイチゴを食べ、昆虫たちの一生について話をしていた。多くの昆虫たちは、この世界の厳しい生存競争を知っている戦士たちだ。ある少女は、昆虫たちは人間のように進化すると、自らの手で戦いの物語を書くのではないだろうか、と言った。他の少女たちも口々に、そういう本はとても読みたい、そのためには私たちは、その本に見合った、人間の心を伝える書物を書き、進化した昆虫たちに読んでもらいたい、と言った。彼らはしばらく語り続けた。蝉時雨の中、彼らは同じ思いをもっていた。蝉の一生はとても短い。しかし、彼らは今、太陽の中心にいるような濃密な光の中にいる。彼らにとって関心のあることは、自分たちの一生などどうでもよく、それよりも、人間の一生が蝉の一生のようにとても短いということだった。太陽の輝きのもとで彼らの思いは一致団結した塊のような重い感情を放ち、ただそこにあるのは、ごく当たり前の日常と、それにともなった時の流れだけだった。ところで君は、正円を四つに区切るクロスが何を意味しているのか知っているかい？　それは私たちの自然感情の中のイエスキリストの十字架像なんだ。ジーザスの右手は、この世の論理を体系化した者たちへ差し伸べる手。そして、左手がさっき話した難民の少年のような世界観をもつ者に差し伸べる手、そして十字架になったジーザスは、この世のすべての体系化された論理を放棄して、難民の少年のような世界を空想しながらこの世を去った。360度を四つに区切ると、90度が中心のクロスを形成する。そして、ジーザスの身体は私たちの自然感情を形成する360度そのものだ」
　少年は、神父のキセルの煙が目にしみたのか、目をしばたたいていた。そして、
「いい話をありがとう」
　と言って、出口のドアに向かって小走りに駆け出した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (September 2022)





鏡の中の羊たち (Sheep in the mirror)


　彼は高校時代よく学んだが、同時に視力が低下したので、近眼用の眼鏡をかけることにした。彼が選んだ眼鏡は黒縁の眼鏡だった。やがて国立大学の経済学部に入学し勉学に励んだ。総合教育科目と幾つかの専門科目の履修を終えた後に選んだ研究は、マルクス経済学だった。三年生の冬、卒業論文に取り掛かろうとして、大学の図書館へ行ったときのことだった。英文の書物をつまみ読みしているとき、ある女学生と出逢った。彼女は白いコートに身を包み、ベージュの襟巻きをしていた。彼が史的唯物論の本を手に取ろうとしたときに、彼女はすかさず先に取り、胸の前で本を両手で抱え込んでニコッと微笑んだ。彼女は薄化粧だったが、もっと化粧をすれば男にもてるような、整った顔をしていた。哲学のレポートで史的唯物論について書かないといけない、と彼女は彼に言った。その後、彼女とは何度か喫茶店でコーヒーを飲みながら色々な話をした。彼にとっては恋をしたわけでもなかった。しかし、彼女と何度か話をしているうちに、彼は大学を中退する意思を固めた。それが、彼の心の中に芽生えた信念だった。彼は大学中退後、政党に所属し、政党の事務所で仕事をしていた秘書と結婚し、娘をもうけ、妻と娘を養った。彼は選挙戦に立候補し、ある冬、マイクを握り街頭演説をした。雪が降り積もっていた。彼はまだ駆け出しの党員だったためか、彼の演説を聴いている者は、二、三人だった。多くの人々が往来する中、彼は一人で台の上に立ち演説を続けた。終了間近、車椅子に乗った盲目の少女が彼に手を差し伸べた。彼女は母親に導かれて、白いベースボールキャップを被っていた。彼は両手で彼女の手を包んで握り締めた。そして彼女は、幾つかの蜜柑が入った紙袋を差し出した。彼は快く受け取った。彼にとって世界は、原子レベルの平穏な世界を模索する意志に満たされていた。もし、人間の意志が自然に行なわれ、原子同士の細かなぶつかり合いによって、物理法則上の規則正しい成り立ちにあるとすれば、すべての人間の意志は予測可能な穏やかな世界を構築する。その世界はすべてにおいて自由平等な世界で、海の中を泳ぐ魚の群のように自然な流れの中にある。過去をさかのぼれば、海水はすべての労働の故郷のようなもの。彼の意思は今、何もかも平穏な海の中で、何の偽りのない未来を思い描いていた。彼はわだかまりなく差し込む拡散する日の光を好んだ。その中で、水流に逆らうことのない自分の心を何よりも信じ、突出した欲求は幻の中で、やがて消えてゆくことを知った。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2022)





海に浮くオレンジ (Floating orange in the sea)


　彼は高等学校に通う良き生徒である。彼は夢を見た。何とも形容し難い輝きをともなった夢だった。それは、9月15日、敬老の日の午後のことだった。この日は日曜日だったので、彼は昼食を終えた後、自分の部屋のベッドで横になった。暑さも和らいできた頃だったので、すぐに寝入ってしまった。そのときの夢だった。彼は曾祖父さんと曾祖母さんの住む田舎へと旅した。田舎の家に着くと居間に通された。曾祖父さんと曾祖母さんは居間の中央で座布団に座り、立派な碁盤で五目並べを始めたところだった。曾祖父さんは黒い石、曾祖母さんは白い石を置いていた。とても明るい部屋だった。障子は開け放たれ、縁側からは雀の囀りが聴こえた。窓から外を見ると空は曇っていたが、部屋は蛍光灯の光で満たされていた。父と母はオーストラリアへ旅行に行っていて、祖父と祖母もアメリカへ旅行に行っています、と座布団の上に正座した彼は言った。曾祖父さんは言った。
「それじゃあ、オーストラリアも今、昼間だね。春を迎え、人々は太陽光線の中、意気盛ん。外に向かうパワーが支配している。アメリカは今、夜だから、皆、明るい蛍光灯とか電球の光に満ちた世界で生きている。人間の眼が、太陽光が映し出す世界を求めている証拠だね」
　曾祖母さんは言った。
「オーストラリアもアメリカも今、ブラックホールのような光に満ちた世界。その二つのブラックホールの間には、私たちの心の故郷でもあるホワイトホールがある。私たちは、戦後の焼け野原を体験して、高度経済成長期の重き世界に生きた。日本人は新製品の開発を次々と行い、海外へ輸出した。それは、ホワイトホールにいたかのような重き世界の思い出だよ」
　この時、彼は曾祖父さん祖母さん二人とも、碁石をちょうど10秒おきに置いて五目並べをしていることを知った。まるで機械的作業のような10秒きっかりの動作を、彼は真剣な眼差しで見つめていた。しかし、不思議なことに勝負が長引いている。普通、五目並べであれば5分か10分程度で勝負が決まる。彼の夢の中では、五目並べは午後2時ちょうどから始まっている。そして時は流れた。彼は高校での学業のこと、友達のこと、家族生活のことなどを話した。そして、彼の時計で、午後2時37分30秒で、盤面は碁石で満たされ、五つの黒、白いずれかの石が並ぶことはなく、この勝負は引き分けとなった。そのとき、彼は眼を覚ました。彼はこの夢の正体が何であったのかを探るために、机について電卓を叩き始めた。彼は8年程前に小学校の算数の授業で五目並べのことについて、児童全員で計算したことがあった。五目並べの碁盤の縦線、横線15本は、15×15=225のクロスを形成し、そこに黒、白、それぞれの石を置く。五目並べが黒、白、二つずつの石から始まり、先手が曾祖父さんの黒い石で、最後まで決着つかずに引き分けになったとすれば、225個目の曾祖父さんの黒い石で終わることになる。真剣勝負で五目並べをして225個目の石で引き分けになることは、非常に確率が低い事象。しかしこのとき、曾祖父さん祖母さんが、実際は話しを楽しむために、故意に五つの石を並ばせないとしたら、確率が高い事象となる。コアレベルの高い低い確率の事象を地球のコアに例えれば、確率が高い曾祖父さんと祖母さんの思惑は、地球の外側のオレンジ色のマグマに例えられる。10秒おきに石を置いていったとすれば、2250秒で勝負は引き分けとなる。1時間3600秒で割ると0.625時間となるから、37分30秒間となる。それは、2時37分30秒で勝負は引き分けとなったことを意味し、最後に置かれた曾祖父さん祖母さんの黒と白の石は、永遠の平和を願う二つの言葉で、すべての碁石に占める割合は、2/225=0.008888･･･となる。夢とは荒唐無稽とよく言われるが、彼にとっては、夢に論理性を期待した初めての経験だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2022)





白いレースのカーテン (White lace curtain)


　3月5日の日曜日、織田日出子あてに赤いバラの花束が届いた。就職したばかりの会社の寮に住む長男からの届け物だった。この日は日出子の結婚記念日だった。長い間、貧しい暮らしが続いた。とはいえ、生活水準から見れば、彼女の家庭と同じような生活をしていた家族も近所にいくらかあった。時は冷戦中である。テレビニュースは、さまざまな事件、事故、国際情勢などで慌ただしい。そんな中で、日出子は近い将来、夫の力で家が新築され、近所の富裕層の家庭のように、大きな鉄筋の家に住むことを夢見ていた。今の住んでいる家は古い木造の小さな家だった。
　この日の午前中、彼女は夫とともに遊園地へ行った。昼時にはレストランで昼食をとり、午後は色々な乗り物に乗り遊び興じた。時はあっという間に過ぎ去り、その後に何とも言いがたい幸福感で心が満たされた。彼女にとってはライトブルーの幸せだった。
　遊園地の最寄りの駅近くの喫茶店で、夫とともに軽い夕食をとった後、彼らは家路についた。
「私、教会へ行きます。そして今日、感じることができた、私のすべての幸せを神父に打ち明けたいと思います」
　と彼女は夫に言って、一人で自宅近くの教会へ向かった。夫は先に自宅へ帰宅した。あたりが暗くなった頃、日出子は教会の前で立ち止まった。教会の脇のベンチでは黒いカソックを纏った神父が修道服姿のシスターとともに、電灯の下のベンチに腰を下ろし、何事か話をしていた。日出子が近づくと彼らは立ち上がり、神父が右掌をベンチの方へ向け、彼女に対して誘うしぐさをした。日出子は歩み寄り、特にためらうことなくベンチに座った。
「何か良いことでもあったのですか？」
　と神父が尋ねた。
「ええ、私は今日、とても幸せを感じています。できたら、この幸せの理由を私に説明していただくと、私の永久の思いは、この日を人生のうちで最も幸福に満たされた日と位置づけるでしょう」
「それを色に例えると？」
「ライトブルーです。そして私は今、新しい大きな家に住み、二人の息子とともに家族四人で、さらには息子たちが家庭を持ったときの大家族の夢を想い描いています」
「そうですか･･･」
　と神父は呟くように言い、ポケットからシガレットケースとライターを取り出して、煙草に火をつけた。神父はしばらく黙ったまま煙草を吸い続けていた。シスターはその横で吸殻入れの小さなケースを手に取り、神父が吸い終わるのを待っていた。
「あなたは宇宙について興味がおありですか？」
　と神父は煙草を吸いながら尋ねた。
「ええ、宇宙というと私は、アルバイトをしている次男が幼い頃に買ってあげた宇宙図鑑を思い出します。彼はしばらく、日々その図鑑を読むことに熱中していました」
「あなたは今日、昼食をどこでなさいましたか？」
「遊園地の近くのレストランです。そのとき、隣の広間では子供たちのエレクトロンの発表会が行なわれていました。窓際では白いレースのカーテンが揺らめいていました。子供たちの家族で賑わうパーティーでした」
　ここで神父は、吸いかけの煙草をシスターに渡し、シスターが携帯の吸殻入れにそれを入れると、話し出した。
「エレクトロンは電子音から成る楽器で、私たちの心はその中に存在する一つ一つの高速で伝わる電子にあると言ってもいい。この世において高速で伝わる粒子は、カラフルな色とりどりの世界を失って赤と黒の世界を経験する。それは誰にでもある苦しみの世で、いわばキリストの血に裏付けられたような暗黒の世界。しかし、その暗黒の世界は、光を求めたとき、あなたが海へ行き、太陽の下で輝く水平線を見たとき、消え去り、甦った心は救われる。そして宇宙は常に膨張している。マッチ棒の先端部分内のエレクトロン粒子、原子核、そして私たちの意志の大きさをそれぞれ1、2、3として、大宇宙の大きさがマッチ棒の先端部分の大きさから無限に近い大きさまで膨張したとしましょう。大宇宙の視点からは、エレクトロン粒子、原子核、私たちの意志の大きさの違いはほとんどなくなる。マクロの視点から見るとそれらの大きさは皆同じ。すなわち、あなたの次男坊が子供の頃、宇宙図鑑で宇宙全体を見ていたとき、地球に存在するあらゆる物の大きさはほぼ同じ大きさだった。あなたが、新築した大きな家に住むことを夢見ていることは分かります。しかし今お住みになっている小さな家も、裕福な暮らしをしている人々の大きな家も、次男の方から思えば同じ大きさの家。夢を捨ててくださいとは言いませんが、どうか今の幸せ、この先の数年間の幸せを大切にしてください。これがあなたのライトブルーの幸せを救うための、私からのライトブルーの言葉です」
　日出子はしばらく何の返事もしなかったが、神父の言葉を聴いてホッとしたと同時に、救われた自分の幸せの行方を見定めたような気分になった。
「ご一緒に、お茶でもいかがですか？」
　とシスターが初めて日出子に声をかけた。
「教会の脇に小部屋があります。会社で言えば事務所みたいなところです」
　と神父は言った。
「ええ、喜んで」
　と日出子は答え、三人は立ち上がってゆっくりと歩き出した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2022)





コーヒーフロート (Coffee float)


　ある秋の日、高層ビルの最上階の一室で革命論者と反革命論者が論争を繰り広げていた。時は冷戦中であったが、高度経済成長の活気にあふれ、張り詰めた緊張感を楽しんでいる趣もあった。部屋はさほど広くはなく、中央に焦げ茶の大きな円形のテーブルがあり、二人は面と向かってテーブルの椅子に浅く腰掛けていた。テーブルの上には二人が飲むために用意されたブラックコーヒーのみ置かれ、部屋の壁は白く、小さな窓は曇りガラスだったため外の景色を眺めることはできなかった。
　革命論者は言った。
「昨今における労使関係、とりわけ肉体労働者と資本家の関係は改善されつつあります。主な理由としては、労働基準法による超過労働の規制、労使交渉による賃金水準の改善、各種メディアによる格差是正に向けた主張などが上げられますが、そのことについてのご意見をお聞かせください」
反革命論者は言った。
「ここでは労使関係を具体的に論じるよりむしろ人間の生命の根本原理について話すことにしましょう。人間の平均寿命を80歳とすると、80まで生きる力、それはこの世の中で耐え忍んで人間とともに苦楽をともにした結果です。もともと人間は平等に生まれてきた。その例外として余命3年の児童は家族の愛情でこの世に生き、至福の幸せで2年以上の歳月を生き、一生を終えます。この間の幸せは80年でこの世の人生を終える人間の幸福の分量と同じだと考えられます」
革命論者は反論した。
「私の論理の核にある例えとして炭鉱労働者の生活水準が上げられます。炭鉱労働者は貧しい家族を養うために日々働く。この厳しい労働は資本家が剰余価値を搾取して労働力の価値を使い捨てのように扱う非人道的行為に他ならないのです」
「そうであれば、その労働者の肉体はかなり鍛え上げられていたはずです。彼には職業をボクサーに転向する意志を持ってもらい、世界チャンピオンを目指してもらってはどうでしょうか」
　革命論者は腕組みをして苦笑した。
「もともと人間というのはカオスから生まれた。生命の過去にさかのぼれば、いかなる動物も無秩序な自然界に生き、時間というものにこだわらずに生存しています。ところが人間は文明を作り出しコスモスを手に入れた。コスモスは太陽の周囲を規則正しく運行する惑星に例えられますが、この規則正しさの中にあるのが保守と革新の両翼思想です。カオスから生まれた生命の願いは、この世を永遠に存続させ、いわば冷えて凍りついた中での生命の継続は不可能と判断した、太陽光への祈りでした。もしここで太陽系がカオティックな世界で構築されたならば、カオスを人間の根源とする保守的な立場の思想が支配することでしょう。しかしこのとき人間は左腕を失うことになる。人間が両翼の思想をもち、それをもとに自由な議論をするには、太陽系が規則正しく運行する結果として成立した、地球上の時間的制約の上に成り立つ、家族、組織、学校などの存在の中に革新的思想を見出すしかない。私たちのそのような願いは一つの光景に収束します。ある一人の少女が海の近くの家で家族とともに生活していた。彼女の部屋には、白い花々、オレンジの花々の植木鉢がたくさんあり、机の上には一羽の青い鳥が生きる鳥かごが置いてあった。彼女は多くの本を読むことと12時ちょうどに青い鳥に餌を与え、自分も昼食をとることを日々の楽しみとしていた。この光景に私たちは、この世のすべての保守的思想と革新的思想、反革命的思想と革命的思想の両方を託すことも可能です」
　この後、しばらく、時間で表すと数分間、潮騒の音が聴こえた。その音はとても魅力的で聴く者の時間感覚を忘れさせた。

　この話は、ある中学校の昼休みにかかっていたラジオ放送だった。このラジオ放送は、12:30開始で、生徒の少年少女たちは皆、昼食を終え、教室を出て校庭でサッカーをしたりバレーボールをしたりして楽しんでいた。しかし、ただ一人、教室内でラジオ放送に耳を傾けている少年がいた。この生徒は幼少時代に白血病で苦しみ、最近、先端医療により回復した。彼は物語の初めから終わりまで熱心に耳を傾けていた。このラジオ放送のシナリオライターは彼の父親だった。
　この日の夜、彼は家で父親に尋ねた。
「潮騒っていうラジオ番組知ってる？」
　父は答えた。
「ああ、知ってるさ。それはとてもいい話だね。革命論者と反革命論者が論争し合う。そして最後には潮騒の音が流れる」
「お父さんが知っていたから、とても嬉しいよ。僕は最後の潮騒の音を聴きながら、幼い頃の夏、家族旅行のときの海を思い出した。砂浜で打ち寄せる波は僕にとっては決して怖くはなかった。でも、優しくもなかった。ただ、波は僕に、自然のままに･･･、と僕に向かって語りかけているような気がした」
　父親の意思はかなえられた。そこで父は、
「大きくなたらどんな仕事に就きたい？」
　と話題を変えようとした。
　父親は真の家族的革命論者だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2022)





ニュームーンソウル (New Moon Soul)




何かを捜し求めていた

しかし、その何かがつかみ取れない
どこか遠くにあって
その幻だけが存在することはわかった
それは果てしない場所に隠されている

求めれば畏怖が襲う

ただ追憶の過去の
慌ただしい毎日を思い起こす
安心する
ベンチに腰掛ける

日射しは優しい
人通りの多い場所だった
心が落ち着く場所だった
この場所が手っ取り早い

幻を追い続けることはやめて
せめてもの救いを求めた
ポケットに手を入れ
携帯を手に取った

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　突然の出来事だった。ある冬の夜、大学教授が自宅の書斎で意識を失った。教授の名は門田秀夫といって、とある大学で歴史学の名誉教授を務める93歳にもなる高齢者だった。すぐに教授は救急車で搬送され病院に入院したが、長い間、意識のない状態が続き、集中治療室にて医師の手に任せることとなった。うるう年、2月28日の満月の晩だった。
　教授の書斎は三畳ほどの小さい部屋で、机の後ろに書棚があって、右横にはコピー機があるから、本を読むことと文章を書くこと意外に用途目的がない。書物、雑誌、新聞などが机の上に限らず床にも雑然と置かれていて、コーヒーカップの置き場もないくらいの散らかった部屋だった。
　その書斎の机についているときに気を失って床に倒れ伏したわけだが、教授はその時、ミステリー小説を執筆中で机の上には1枚の原稿用紙が置かれていて、その原稿の末尾の文章が「と男は言った。。。」というもので、最後の三つの句点の意味が良く分からなかった。しかし家族は特にそのことについて気にしなかった。
教授は妻と娘家族の5人で3LDKのマンションで生活しており、教授入院後の家族は、しばらく書斎の整理整頓に手を煩わされた。果たして教授の運命は･･･、と家族、知人の誰しもが気を揉んだ騒動だった。
　この情報を耳にした研究助手、加藤進は、女学生、成田輝子に携帯でメールを送り、しばらくメールのやり取りを続けた。

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《門田先生の意識はまだ戻らないけど峠は越したとのこと。先生が元気になったら山の中の草原へ行って、皆でランチタイムを楽しまない？　佐知子と理香、進君の友達の賢一君を呼びましょう。佐知子は料理が得意だからキャスターのついた荷車に弁当を入れて行けばいいわね。私たちにとっては一種の逃避行ね。都会の雑踏を離れること、それは第二の世界に身を移すこと。一種の気分転換と同時に身も心も生まれ変わる。私たちのライフスタイルね》

《有り難う。緑に囲まれた景色を楽しみにしている。よく晴れた日がいい。僕たちの眼は日の光を求めている。夜に部屋の電気をつけて暮らすことは、そのことの論証さ。動物たちの多くは夜の暗さに眼が慣れているけれど人間はそうはいかない。夜の児童公園で遊ぶ子供はいないからね》

《ところで、佐知子は油絵に夢中だけど、都内のコンテストで入賞したらしいわ。その絵は皆既月食の絵でちょうど夜の月が赤みを帯びた時。この絵は賢一君が皆既日食の晩に写した写真に基づいている。その時、理香が熱を出して自宅で療養していたのは知っているでしょ》

《ああ、よく覚えている。確かそのときは真夏で、僕は友人と神奈川の海の家へ出かけていて、救命ボートの用意で忙しくしていた頃だ。そのとき関東地方に大型の台風が近づいていたけれど、すべての救命ボートが野良犬に噛まれてパンクしてしまった。僕たちは遊ぶことも出来ずに、海の家で仕事をした。色々な所に電話して救命ボートの手配をした》

《それはご苦労様でした。ちなみに理香はピアノの腕を上げた。彼女がレッスンを受けているのは、日本でも著名なピアニストの自宅。レッスン料金は高いけど、彼女はそれに見合ったテクニックを身に着けたわ。そして作曲もするようになった。彼女の処女作の題名はピアノ協奏曲、「オレンジの空」だそうよ》

《それはもしかしたら僕たちの友情を求めているっていうことかな。それとも原始のオレンジへ向けた気持ちかな。彼女のことだからもっと深い意味があるのかもしれない》

《その通り。彼女は人類の過去から未来へ渡る友情を表した曲を作曲したの。今度、彼女の演奏を録音したCDを送るから是非聴いてみて。きっと彼女の旋律の中に深い意志が込められていることに気付くはずよ》

《ところで、賢一は応援部のサークルに所属している。朝早く学校へ行くと彼の大声を聴けるはずだ。朝練は体育館で6時から始まって約一時間、応援部に所属する連中が皆、順番に大きな声を張り上げている。彼は「カガミ」という役割についていて、応援団長から距離を隔てた向かい側に立って、両腕を伸ばしたり曲げたりしてすべての応援団員に合図を送る。全校学生が見ているのは応援団長の合図だし、その周辺の応援団員は、学生たちと面と向かっているから「カガミ」の合図を見て腕を使って応援するんだよ》

《男たちの世界ね。ところで女性の応援団員はいないのかしら？　男たちだけが集まって大きな声を出して厳しいルールとかもあるから女性が近づけない世界かもね。とはいえチアガールの世界は女たちだけの厳しいルールがあるし、男子応援団より体力を使うかもしれないわね》

《僕たちの活動はいわば創作活動の一種なんだ。僕たちが創り出す新世界は、例えるなら青き友情の核が中心にあり、その外側にライトブルーの世界、一番外側に家族的な緑の世界が広がっているカオティックな世界だ。その世界を白色光に満ちた永遠の世界に導くのは危険な赤い言葉。すなわち、青き友情の核に危険な赤い言葉が加われば紫色の新しい核が生成する。その核の真意は家族的な緑色の世界を永遠の世界に導くことにある》

　回転寿司店で昼食をした。比較的すいていたのでカウンターの席はやめてテーブルの席についた。カウンターの席は隣の席に座った客に目当ての品を奪われることが多い。こんな時は家族連れの客の近くで、ゆっくり食事をしたい。懐かしい思いが小声で呼んでいる。暗闇の手探りでは求めるものは見つからない。今、彼の心は日の光を浴びる青葉の温かさの中にあった。
　彼には何かものを食べているときに考える癖があった。それは大人ならば誰しもが習慣としていることだが、彼は日々生活することから生じる過去のこと、今のこと、将来のことを考えることもしたが、この世に存在する論理、それも未知の論理について考えることもあった。

《今日、回転寿司店で昼食をした。そこで誰しもが経験することは、目当ての品が他人に奪われてしまうというカオティックな事象。普通、人々は食事をする前に何を食べたいとかイメージを働かせた後で、食事を作る母や女房に、今夜は何を食べたいとか何かを作ってほしいといった注文をする。食堂に行けばメニューを見る。イメージした料理が実際に出されれば、それは普通の事象で特に問題はない。しかし回転寿司店では実際に目で見た目当ての品が他人に奪われるという通常起こらないことが現実に起こってしまう。そこで人々は残念に思ったり悔しい思いをしたりするが、そこが回転寿司店のうまくできたところで、客は次々に運ばれてくる品物の中に、前の目当ての品よりももっといい品、食欲をそそるような品が運ばれてくるのを知り、思わず手を伸ばして、その品をすかさず手にする。だから回転寿司店にはカオティックな事象を克服するための何か特別なルールが存在していることになるね》

《私は高校生の時の夏、先輩に誘われて男女四人で車に乗り海へ行った。日帰りの旅行だったけれど、その途中、私たちはパーキングエリアのレストランで昼食をした。ガラス張りの大きな窓からは海が見えた。隣のテーブルでは家族四人が食事をする前で、おしぼりで手を拭いたりして、これから注文するところだった。四人家族は父母と小学生ぐらいの男の子の兄弟で、多分これから海近くの旅館へ行って何泊かする家族旅行の最中なのかなと思った。お父さんはまだ幼い弟に言った。「ハンバーグ定食にするんだろ。昨年食べたことが忘れられないんだね」弟は言った。「うん、もちろんだよ」ところが4人の注文が決まった後、お母さんがウエイトレスを呼んで品名を言うとウエイトレスは、「申し訳ありませんがハンバーグ定食は木曜日のみのご提供となっております」と言った。その時、弟は大声で泣き出してしまった。彼はハンバーグ定食をあきらめてスパゲティーを注文したけれど、しばらく泣きながら食事をしていた。私は思った。彼はウエイトレスに自分の注文を断られたときに、昨年体験した家族の温かさ、平和的な情景のすべてを失ってしまった。彼にとってはハンバーグの美味しさをもう一度味わいたいという欲求は微々たるもので、本当に欲したものは家族的なイメージそのものだった。私たちにとって、この夏の思い出は特別なものとなった。午後の海を眺めているときも、やがて沈もうとしている夕日の光で輝く水平線を眺めているときも、私たちの心は一致団結して遠い過去にあったはずの血のつながりのようなものを求めていた》

　加藤進が帰宅途中のことだった。通り道の近くの教会からオルガンの音が微かに聴こえた。小さな音だったので曲名が何なのか分からなかった。ただ、バッハの「トッカータとフーガ」のような旋律だ、と彼は思った。彼は立ち止まって耳を澄ましたが、車道を通る車の音の方が遥かに大きい。彼はすぐに聴くことを諦めた。ただ、その余韻が懐かしい思いを呼び覚ました。幼少の頃、昭和の時代に生きた父親の熱い語りを思い出した。熱き魂はその熱さゆえに果てしない息吹で他者を翻弄する。それが未来へ続くリーダーシップとして脈々と受け継がれていく。未来は過去の熱から生じる息吹を追い求める。懐古趣味は否定できないベールに包まれている。物事の核とは青き友情と何気ない家族の気配り、そしてそこから生じた熱に他ならなかった。

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　夜、彼はレストランにいた。道に迷ってしまった。初めて行った図書館の帰り道だった。行きはタクシーで来たため、帰りの電車の駅の場所がわからない。仕方なく立ち寄った場所だった。時間は充分にある。チョコレートケーキとコーヒーを注文し、携帯で最寄りの駅の場所を探し、行くべき道を確かめた。自分の所在地がわかった。自分の居場所をつきとめる。安堵とともに平和的日常を取りもどし、携帯を手に取り、成田輝子宛にメールを打った。

《門田名誉教授は教授を退職後、ミステリー小説を書いていた。自宅の書斎で意識を失ったときも、ミステリーの長編小説を執筆中だった。先生は歴史学を専攻していたから、歴史的要素の強いミステリーを書いていた。ところがこの長編小説の執筆中に気を失った。そして最後に記された文章が、「と男は言った。。。」というもので、最後の三つの句点が何を意味しているのか分からない。小説の内容自体は、月曜日の午後、緑に囲まれた公園の中央で爆発事件が起こる。辺りに人はいなかったため怪我人は出ず、警察が捜査に着手するが、捜査は難航する。そして紆余曲折を経て犯人は逮捕され、獄中で数々の手記を残す。その手記を執筆中に先生は三つの句点を記すと同時に意識を失った。小説中の犯人は若い頃、難民救済のために中東へ赴き荒れた土地で仕事をしたことがあった。それは厳しい仕事で、難民たちの食事、その他の生活の世話を日夜こなした。彼は仕事とはすべて弱者救済のためのあるべきと考えていた。世界中の弱者を救うには、自分のもっている労働力を使い尽くす覚悟が必要であるし、金銭面でも惜しみなく投資しなければならない。マルクスの剰余価値説によれば、資本家は労働者に対し労働者が保持している労働するための能力、つまり労働力、そしてそこから生じる労働力の価値、それを上回る自然への働きかけ、つまり労働を行なわせることにより剰余価値の生産が行なわれ、それを資本家が搾取する。労働力の価値と労働が等しければ問題は起こらない。そこで仮に剰余価値説の主張が、労働力の価値と労働が等しくなければならないという議論にあるとしよう。先生の小説中の人物が企んだ爆発に関して、爆発後に生成したブラックホールの重き明るさの中で過去にもどることは、人間が潜在的に所有している労働力の価値の追求に他ならない。そして爆発後の物質放射の先端部分が構成する重き世界は、未来において自然に働きかける労働ということになる》

　翌朝の返信は次の通りだった。
《私は今年の冬、学校の帰り道で門田先生に誘われて近くの高台へ行ったことがある。夕日が沈む静かな時間を先生とともに過ごした。私たちは赤い夕日、そしてその魂を救うようなオレンジ色の空を立ち尽くしたまま眺めていた。原始の世界を体験するには？　と先生は私に語りかけているような気がした。それは単に一日を過ごせばいいだけ。私たちは夕日が沈むとき、明るみから暗がりへ段々と世界が変化するときに原始に戻ったような気になる。この時、私たちにとって宇宙は膨張していないような錯覚に陥る。実際、宇宙は膨張しているから夜の部屋の電気を消すとすぐに暗くなる。宇宙の膨張のため、私たちはスペースシップに乗っているように、常に宇宙内で移動しているから部屋の中の光粒子がすぐに遠のくわけね。でももし、宇宙が膨張していなかったとしたら、夜の部屋で電気を消すと、光粒子は部屋の隙間とかガラス窓から徐々に逃げていくから、時間をかけてだんだんと暗くなる。これは夕日が沈んでだんだんと暗くなる世界と同じだわ》

《だから君はこの前、僕を渋谷のセンター街にある喫茶店へ誘ってアップルパイを奢ってくれたのかい？　アインシュタインの相対性理論を簡単に説明すると、昼間に平行して走行する2つの列車内の出来事に例えられる。一方の列車に君が、もう一方の列車に僕が乗っていて、僕たちは互いに向かい合っている。この時、君が開け放たれた窓から赤い林檎を僕に向かって投げる。この時、僕は君から黒いものが投げられたという錯覚に陥る。でも僕がそれをキャッチしたとき、その黒い物は赤い林檎だったことに気付く。もしかしたら君の奢りはうまくできた誘いだったのかい？》

《解釈は自由だわ。私は自分の内面を人に知らせるのは好みじゃないから･･･。ところで、知ってのとおり、先生は長編小説を書いていた。もしその執筆期間が3年間、つまり今年はうるう年だから、365+365+366=1096日間だったとすると、先生の思いは96という数字にあるような気がする。96は悟りが凶となる数字。しかし、その不幸は必ず救われる。進君と夜に見た流れ星は救世主（ジーザス）の心。大きな岩が空気抵抗で質量を減少させ、どんどん小さくなって加速され、やがて光となる。この光はこの世に生きるすべての弱者の魂が甦ることの証ととらえることもできる。流れ星はあっという間に消えるけどブラックホールの重き明るさの中の停止した時間の世界から観れば永遠。進君は重き明るさと聴いて何を思い浮かべる？》

《白色矮星だね。僕は小学校の頃、父に宇宙図鑑を買ってもらった。その本には、恒星が青い星となって誕生し、やがて膨張しながら黄色い星、そして大きな赤い星となって超新星爆発を起こす。その時、星の一生は終わり、いくつかの白色矮星が生成する。その星は大きさが小さいけれど重さはマッチ箱一箱で数トンの重みをもつ。「マッチ箱の大きさで数トンの重みをもつ」という言葉に僕はこの世に存在する弱者救済のためのすべての感情が込められているような気がした。マッチ売りの少女は貧しい家庭で育ち、戦後間もない頃、何人かの紳士の心に訴えかけた。その紳士たちがいずれも戦後日本の復興のために重要な役割を果たしたと考えるとどうだろう。重き世界は光に救われる良き運命にある。「戦後日本の復興を支えたのは教会で祈りを捧げたマッチ売りの少女の家族の感情だった」と神父は言うかもしれない》

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　ビルの4階の喫茶店に立ち寄った。見晴らしがいい。穏やかな午後だったので、青空に救われたような思いに満足していた。鳥たちのいくつかの黒い点の造形が形を崩さずに移動している。こんな時は何も考えない方がいい。ただ、自分の感情というものを大切に保持していれば、時の流れが謎を解く鍵になるはずだった。

《先生の書いた小説の主人公は中東へ難民を救うために赴いたけれど、私はそこに先生の最も書き表したい主旨があったような気がしてならないの。私たちの生活は常に時間に束縛され、そこに自分だけ、あるいは他の人との自由な時間を見出そうとする。しかし、その時間的欲求を満足させるには時計が必要で、それは人間社会の自然な流れの中で生じたこと。そのことについて否定する人はいないと思う。私たちの生活と難民たちの生活には大きな差があるけど、その中で時間というものを前向きにとらえようとする意志は一緒ね》

《確かに小説の主人公が中東へ赴いたことは、難民救済のための意志と言えるのが一般的だろう。しかし先生の内面にはもっと人間本来の根本的願望があったように思えてならない。規則正しい時計の理念はもともと太陽の周りを規則正しく自転しながら運行し、一年かけて公転する地球、つまり太陽系の惑星が生みの親だ。中東難民は荒れ果てた荒涼とした大地で生活しているから、彼らにとっての時計は、昼間の太陽と夜の月と星々、雨や曇りの日も雲間からうっすらと見える太陽と月が時計代わりということになる。言わばそこには巨大な時計仕掛けのコスモスがある。もしかしたら先生の意図は、主人公に、偉大なコスモスが造り出したユートピアへの憧憬を託したのかもしれない。難民救済は表向きのことで、先生の真意は自分の想い描いたユートピアで難民とともに友情を結ぶこと、つまり体験するすべての苦難は、そこがユートピアであるが故に一種の尊厳になり、苦難から解放されれば第二のユートピアが生成する。そのことを先生は、この世で起こる一つの幻想として描きたかったのではないかな》

　加藤進は鉄道を乗り継いで一人で江ノ島へ行った。
　そこへ行くのは高校時代以来のことだった。
　江ノ電の駅を降りるとすぐ視界が広い海へと開けた。江ノ島大橋を歩き、島についてからは傾斜のある上り道を歩いて行く。道横に連なった土産物屋は昔のままだった。
　頂上付近まで上り、店の連なりが途絶えたときＵターンして引き返し、再び電車に乗った。
　日が沈むまでにはまだ時間があった。
　電車の中でふと思った。島の頂上からの景色はどのようなものだろうか？　窓からの景色を見ながら想像した。島の頂上からは、昼間、北方面に陸地が見える。南方面には果てしない水平線が見える。良い眺めだろう。夜、北方面には街の明かりが見えるが南方面は果てしない暗黒の世界で、空に雲が広がっていなければ星々の瞬きを眺められるだろうが、雨の日は何の趣もないただの暗黒に包まれる･･･。
　成田輝子にメールを打った。

《先生は93歳だから戦争体験があったはずだ。だから先生の書いたミステリー小説と戦争体験は必ず結びついている。君のお祖母さんは相当な年だよね。戦争体験についての話はどうだった？》

《特に印象が残っている話は空襲警報が鳴り響く中での体験。焼けている民家の炎を反射した夜空が真っ赤になったという怖しい現実･･･》

《それは僕も誰かから聞いたことがある。そのときに感じたのはカオスとコスモスの両方だ。僕たちは、見かけは三次元空間で生きているが、実際は無限次元空間で生きている。地球の自転と公転による重力の微小な変化、そして太陽光の熱は宇宙空間にたいしてさまざまな歪みをもたらしているから、宇宙空間の場所によっては時間に関しての隔たりが生じている。規則正しいコスモスの世界で生きている反面、カオスの世界で生きているともいえる。だからコスモス内の三次元的世界を生きるための目安が腕時計で、カオス内の無限次元的世界を測る目安が振り子時計ということになるね。あるテレビ番組で観たことを思い出した。宇宙内で光速に近いスピードで走行するオートバイは、運転者が極度に重い真っ赤な重力場でバイクを走らせているために、その場での振り子時計はものすごい勢いで左右の運動を繰り返す。そしてブラックホール内での重き明るさの中では振り子時計の振り子は停止している。この二つのことを戦時中、そして戦後の平和的生活に当てはめると、バイクを光速に近い速さで走行させるときの危険な状態は、空襲警報が鳴る赤い空の下で、すぐにこの悪夢から逃れたいという気持ち、そしてブラックホール内での白色光で満たされた時間が停止した状態は、今の幸せが長く続きますようにという気持ち。カオスとコスモスが人間にとっての根本原理ということになる》

　翌朝、都会の喧騒で目覚めた彼は、成田輝子からメールが届いていることを知った。

《3月15日の朝に門田先生の意識が回復したとのこと。3月14日、新月の晩に先生と親睦のあった学生の行動は次の通り。佐知子は満月を黒く塗りつぶして新たに新月を描く油絵画を描いていた。佐知子は暗い部屋で窓から見える新月を、全霊を込めて描いた。これがエースオブクラブス。理香は音楽室でピアノを奏でていた。ピアノソナタのメロディーが校内に響き渡っていた。これがエースオブハーツ。賢一は同級生のいたずらで外鍵のついた体育館の物置に閉じ込められて、彼は解放されるまで小窓から新月を眺めて物思いに耽っていた。これがエースオブダイヤモンズ。その後、賢一は、新月を描いた佐知子に赤いリボンを添えた飴の入った小さな箱をプレゼントした。これがエースオブスペイズ。彼らの心は、太陽系内で地球の自転公転が創り出す無数の極値を持つ螺旋軌道にある。彼らの行動が3月14日に同時に起こることはコアレベルの高い事象。地球内部のコアレベルの高い螺旋軌道が一日に造り出すのは赤いリボンのように小さい。30日間のうちで新月の晩に4つの事象が同時に起こる確率は、
（1/30）・(1/30）・（1/30）・（1/30）=0.0000012345679
　8だけがないけれど、これは私たちの螺旋軌道を持つ心そのものね。もし太陽に意志があるとしたなどうでしょう。光というのは物質にぶつかれば必ず反射する。太陽光が月面で反射されて地球に届くように、私たちの夜の行動そのものが光となって月面に反射して太陽に伝わり、それに応じて太陽の意志が昼間の生活をしている私たちに届いたり、夜、月面を通して私たちに届く。その意志が、3月14日に先生の意識を甦らせたというのも一つの考えでしょう》

《人間の体内はカオティック。でも、単純作業労働に従事する労働者は規則正しいコスモスに支配されている。人間の労働力の価値が労働に等しいとすると、労働力の価値を高めるためにレジャー、日光浴、風呂などのカオティックな場所を求める。先生が意識を失ったときの状態はカオス。そして長期にわたるカオスを経験した。何よりも先生が欲したのはコスモスだったのではないだろうか。先生の専攻は歴史学。そして弱者の心を何よりも大切にした作家。何人にとって個は宇宙の中心。弱者について個という概念を当てはめてみると、先生は小説を執筆中、労働力の著しい低下の中で労働をした。このときの労働力の水準は歴史の中で生きた弱者たちの労働力と同じようなもの。先生の気絶は、先生の中に存在したあらゆる歴史的事実が誘った自然的行為と言える。僕の考えによれば、先生はカオティックな意識の中で規則正しさを象徴するコスモスを求めていたんじゃないかな。そして無というものを体験した。個をカオスで例えるなら太陽系はコスモス。そして大宇宙は、教会の神父さんの立場からすればカオスで表せる。神父さんの心が宇宙の中心にあれば、ビッグバンの後で生成したブラックホールの、時間が停止したところに神父さんの心があるから、宇宙の所々で超新星爆発が起こったりして、宇宙はカオティックだ。先生が体験した無というものが宇宙を微小にするような極めて大きな、無限に値する無であったとすれば、無というものからの視点では個と太陽系、そして大宇宙の大きさは、ほとんど同じ大きさになる。例えれば、東京都にある公園、その公園に水飲み場があったとすると、実際には水のみ場と公園、そして東京都の大きさは何メートル、何キロメートルほどの違いがあるが、日本地図で見ると、その大きさの違いは数ミリあるいは数ミクロン程度の違いでほとんど同じ大きさになる。そのことを表した先生の意思が「。。。」、つまり三つの句点だったということになる。詳しい内容は先生の書斎の引き出しの中から見つかった手紙に書いてある》

　私がまだ幼く小学生だった頃、親友が転校した。その友人とは学校でともに遊ぶ他、冬には二人で銭湯へ行って湯船に浸かるほどの親しい間柄だった。その友人が転校する前に、友人は時計店を営む父親と母親とともに私の家に訪れ、私に懐中時計をプレゼントしてくれた。友人が転校した後、私は彼とは文通で親交を続けた。
　戦後間もなく、私が高等学校に通っていた頃、私は長い間その懐中時計を大切に扱っていた。大学の教員になる10年程前、会社勤めをするようになると毎日その時計を懐に入れ仕事に励んだ。夏は鞄の奥の方にしまいこみ、なるべく外に出さないようにした。ところが、秋も深まり、寒さが身にしみてきた頃の通勤中のことだった。私はいつものように背広のポケットに懐中時計を入れて電車に乗った。会社の最寄りの駅に着いたときに、その時計で時間を確かめる日々を送っていたが、その日に限ってポケットに入れたはずの時計がなくなっていた。スリに奪われていた。私は会社に行く途中交番に立ち寄り被害届を出した。この後、友人との文通は続いたが、時計をなくしたことは書けなかった。そして11月の末に友人からの手紙が急に途絶えた。次に私を襲ったのは真夜中の悪夢だった。私の意識のすべてがカオスに突入した。私は若い頃から歴史を専攻している。数々の歴史的事実、戦争、殺戮、犠牲･･･、自分の中では死者の魂は生きている。私は戦後間もなく家族で教会へ行ったときの神父の言葉を思い出した。無と言うものは紙面に描くとしたら書き表せないから、その部分つまり無というものは切り取らなければならない。これは正当な論理。しかし私の心の中では無となった死者の魂は常に生きている。地球（カオス）、太陽系（コスモス）、大宇宙（カオス）･･･、しかし私にとって無という事象は無限だから、三つの世界はたとえ大きくとも、私の気持ちからすれば同じ大きさ。友人からの手紙が途絶えたとき私は遥かなる無を感じた。私は友人宛にもう一度手紙を書いたが、移転先不明の赤い印が押され戻ってきた。私は自分では止めることができない拡大する無を感じた。日、一日と時が経つにつれ私の中での無は等速度で広がる。一週間、一ヶ月、そして二年が過ぎた頃のことだった。それは雨上がりのライトブルーの空で虹が広がった午前中のことだった。私はある一通の葉書を他の郵便物とともに配達員から受け取った。友人からの手紙だった。文面を読むと彼は転居先近くの大学で精密機械技術の勉強で忙しくしているとのことだった。私はやっと手に入れた安堵感から今まで私の中の存在したすべての無が有になる瞬間を体験した。そしてその後拡大する無限の存在の中で没した魂が再度甦り、友人との友情が再び手に届くところにきていることを知った。
　私から時計を奪ったスリは捕まり、私は警察から時計を受け渡された。
　私は雨上がりに書斎の窓から青空に浮か虹を眺めた。内側から青、緑、黄、そして赤と広がる主虹･･･、私はその外側に広がった外側の赤い虹の部分に私のすべての好奇心を託し、そこに友人から差し出された、私の、やがては天に昇る有限の魂への小声でささやくような、透き通った優しさを感じた。その赤みは私の魂が存在すべき場所、そして私がこの世で体験したすべての燃え盛る情熱を気遣う優しい冷たさのある場所だった。

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　初夏の夜、門田一家は教授の孫家族とともに、とあるレストランで会食した。
「達也君の誕生日はいつだったかな？」
門田秀夫が尋ねた。
　達也とは、門田秀夫の曾孫の名だった。達也はプリンをスプーンで一さじすくって口に入れ飲み込むと言った。
「5月10日だよ」
「それはいい数字だ。人間というものは一生涯数字とともに生きる。時刻を気にするし仕事の事務ではしょっちゅう数字と付き合っている。しかし、日々現れる多くの数字の意味を気にしながら生活する者はいない。ただ自分の好きな数字とか自分にとって縁起が良い数字というものを日々生活する中で見出す人もいる。人間の内面はカオスで、数字に依存した社会にコスモスを見出すこともできる。しかし空を飛ぶ鳥たちは数字を知らないカオティックな世界で生きている。ところで5月10日は何曜日？」
「日曜日です」
と秀夫の孫娘が言った。
「じゃあ、その日にトランプで七並べをしてみんなで遊ぼう。大きな公園の芝生の上でね。その日は良く晴れているといいがね」
　門田秀夫はそう言うと、コーヒーにミルクを注いだ。

　加藤進と成田輝子は彼らの団欒を外の道から見届けた。二人にとっては捜し求めていた光景をやっと見つけたような思いだった。家族たちは今、重き明るさの中にいる。その家族たちからは、夜の外の道から見つめている、暗がりにいる二人の姿は見えない。二人は向かい合ってお互いの眼を見つめて感情を確かめ合った。そして夜の街へ消えていった。


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アルバトロス (Albatross)


　彼は髪を肩にかかるぐらいに伸ばした良きフォークシンガーである。真夏に福島へ一人旅に出かけた。ホテルのレストランで昼食をとり、午後、ジャガイモ畑近くの道から磐梯山を眺めた。青空の下で雄大な景色を見ることができた。遠くまで続く畑が何の境もなく深緑と茶褐色の肌を持つ山の麓まで延びている。これは一生に一度あるかないかの景色かもしれない、と彼は思った。
　そしてホテルに戻ると考えた。山裾から頂上までの、こんもりとした巨大な磐梯山を正規分布に当てはめると、ベル型の山はまったく自然発生した形で、自然が支配する世界から生まれた産物だ。その山を自然科学で用いる正規分布に例えるならば、その次に考えるべきものは、人文科学で用いる、人間の心と正規分布を結びつけること･･･。彼はフォークシンガーという特殊な職業についているから、誰よりも強い意志をもったXY軸上の左右対称な正規分布の右側の棄却域に、その意思が存在するといってもいい。彼の妻は負のエネルギーを持った、研究所に勤める研究員だから、正規分布の左側の棄却域に彼女の意思は存在する。私たちの意志は人類の平等について考えることだから、この世の理想について考えるとき、正規分布は一本の中央に屹立する直線になることを夢見ている。もし原始においてアダムとイヴがいて一人の娘を授かり、その家族の魂が後世において存続するとき、この世の子孫繁栄とはまったく異なった論理が発生する。彼は自分で思いついた論理を怖れ、しばらく目を閉じ、この一人旅の意義が何であるかを自問自答した。この世における家族の理想を三人家族とする。地球は、父（アダム）、母（イヴ）、子（例えばジーザス）の三人で生活する場だ。父は仕事に疲れ早くこの世を去る。母子は残りの人生を二人で暮らす。人間は死後、微小な魂となり光粒子に付着する。光粒子は宇宙を光速で進むから、人間の微小な魂は宇宙内を飛んで行き、水のある星に着くと果実の中まで運ばれ、光粒子だけが果実の皮に反射して遠ざかって行く。その果実を、第二のアダムとイヴが食べて子を授かる。すなわち私たちの魂は、父、母、子、のいずれかになる確率、1/3=0.333･･･で表せる。この父、母、子のいずれかの魂が私たちのメタリックハートを表す正方形の左上隅にたどり着く確率は、(0.333･･･)^4=0.012345679･･･、となり、隠された8は彼の永遠の怖れをともなった、色で例えれば赤い色のジョークだった。それが彼にとって第一の論理だった。次に彼は緑色の第二の論理を構築した。四人家族の場合はどうだろう。彼の心にとっての四人家族とは常に自由を追求する平和な家族だった。この四人の最も小さくなった意思は一つの微小な光粒子の周囲に付着して安定状態を構築する。光粒子に付着した四人の意思は宇宙の膨張により数百年かけて果てしない宇宙を旅し、やがて地球のような水のある惑星へと向かいその星の大地の木々に生息した果実に飛び込み、光粒子だけが果実の表面の皮に反射して宇宙の彼方へと飛び去る。そして、この星の人類と呼ばれるような生命がこの果実を頬張った後、四人家族は同じ星で生まれ変わる。家族の各意思の中心を結んで形づくられるのは四つの正三角形から成る正四面体ということになる。そして彼が思いついた青色の第三の論理とは次のようなことだった。朝、日の出の時刻を迎えると私たちの世界はだんだんと明るくなる。それは私たちに原始の世界を連想させる。原始において太陽の大きさが小さかったとするとどうだろう。このとき宇宙は膨張していないから、暗闇の世界は過去の太陽光と新たな太陽光の混合で世界はだんだん明るくなる。明るすぎて熱を持つと危険な世界に陥り、やがて高エネルギー状態の世界は爆発し膨張し始める。このときを境に過去の古い光は宇宙の彼方に遠のき、新しい光のみが世界を支配する。新しい光は暗闇で生きる私たちの心を救うためにある。盲目の少女は過去の眼が見えたときの情景を大切にする。彼女はコスモスのつぼみの手触りから、幼少時代に見たコスモス畑を想像する。戦時中のマッチ売りの少女は、防空壕の中で母親とともに蝋燭の炎の明るさで聖書を読み、それが切掛けとなり夜空を眺め星空を見ながら星座について友人と語らいを続けた。宇宙が膨張しているとはいえ、盲目の少女がコスモス畑を思い起こしているときも、やがて大人となった婦人がマッチ売りの少女だった頃のことを思い起こしているときも、地球上の各地の暖かさ、寒さは一年ごとで比較すれば各季節においてだいたい同じ。大宇宙はコスモスのルールを保ちながら膨張している。赤い朝日と朝焼けに向かうアルバトロス･･･、調和のとれた赤と黒の世界だ･･･。これが彼にとってのフォークソングを歌い続けるための魂･･･。彼はしばらく目を閉じ、再び目を開けると、しばらく窓から青空を眺めていた。数時間後には赤い夕日を見ることができるだろう。彼は沈みゆく夕日を眺めながら平和的な日常を想い描くことを待ち遠しく感じた。


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白昼夢 (Daydream)


　彼はカブスカウトの良き隊長である。少年たちが通う小学校の夏休み中の一週間、彼と女性隊長補佐、そして男性副隊長は十人の少年たちとともに山中の宿舎で過ごした。一週間すべてを山登りに費やし、川の辺で飯盒炊爨、夜になると宿舎での夕食後、近くの公園へ行きともに歌を口ずさんだりもした。最終日の午前中の課題は、この一週間の体験をノートにまとめ感想を記すこと。しかし小学校四、五、六年の各チームリーダーの三人の少年たちだけが、隊長とともに宿舎から近い平たんな丘のような山へ登ることになっていた。その前に彼は三人の少年たち、タモツ、ケンジ、ヒロシを自分の個室へ呼び、壁に飾ってある一枚の絵画を見せた。その絵はちょうど、テレビアニメで観たことのある「天才バカボン」の初めに出てくる、力強い筆致の太陽のような絵だった。クレヨンで描かれた黄色い太陽が額縁に収まらないくらいに大きく描かれ、赤く角張った力強い線が太陽の外側から内側へ向けて描かれている。
「どうだい？　この絵を見て何か感じたことはあるか？」と彼は少年たちに尋ねた。
「ええ、力強い筆致のいい絵だと思います」とヒロシは答えたが、本音は、
（このぐらいの絵なら僕にも描ける）という思いだった。タモツとケンジも、
「僕もそう思います」と答えたが、彼らの本音もヒロシと同様だった。
「さてこれから君たちは再び山へ登らなければならない。頂上まで行く必要はないから昼までには宿舎に戻ってこられるはずだ」と彼は言った。そして彼らは出発した。
　彼らは山道を進んでいった。山の中腹辺りに白い花畑があった。聖なる白さが遠くまで広がった空間だった。細い山道には、ぬかるみに備えて長い木の板がいくつも敷いてあった。きっとこの花畑は人工の庭園なのだろう。一面に広がった花畑には樹木が見当たらない。そこには、直前に襲ったスコールのためだろうか、無数の水玉の輝きが彼らの視界を支配していた。太陽の輝きのもとで光の連鎖が新たな輝きを生み出し、肌に微風を感じるたびに、水流に反射した眩しさを彼らは思い起こしていた。隊長の彼が少し身をかがめて人差し指で遠くの方を指差した。少年たちが見ると、そこから太く大きく広がった虹の麓があり、そこだけがぼんやりとした明るさを放ち、オレンジ色の花々が群生しているのが分かった。彼らはその場所へ行きたいと思った。しかし、その場所へ行くことに躊躇せざるを得ない得ない理由があることを感じ取った。彼が身をもとにもどすと彼らはしばらく青空の眩しさを求めて、顔を少し上の方へ向けて何も語ろうとはしなかった。そして彼らは下山した。花畑で見た光景の余韻が頭から離れなかったが、それでも足取りは力強かった。
　宿舎へ戻った彼らは昼食をとり、三人の少年は一時間程、狭い部屋のベッドで眠りに就いた。

　隊長が少年たちの部屋へ行くと、少年たちは皆ゆっくりと身体を起こしてベッドに腰掛けたままただ呆然としていた。
「白いライオンの夢を見た。僕は草原にいて、そのライオンは遠くから僕の方を見つめていた。僕のことを獲物と思っているのか、それとも親愛なる友情を向けているのかはわからない。ただ、僕に対して何かを語りかけていることはわかった」とタモツが言った後、皆黙ってしまった。この沈黙を破ったのはヒロシの呟くように言った一言だった。
「隊長の部屋に飾ってあった絵はいい絵だよ･･･」
　その瞬間にタモツとケンジは目を輝かせて言った。
「そう、とてもいい絵」
「僕たちの未来はいつもその絵とともにあってほしい」
　そして少年三人は彼とともにトランプでポーカーをした。
　帰路に着く前日、午後の日射しが差し込む部屋での落ち着いた娯楽だった。

　そして彼らは家路についた。
　列車に乗っているとき、少年たちは携帯でゲームをしたり菓子を食べたりしていた。しかし隊長の彼だけは少年たち、副隊長と隊長補佐から少し離れた座席で一人、手帳に言葉をしたためていた。列車に乗っている時間は約三時間。三十分間に11の言葉。一時間に22の言葉。そして三時間で66の言葉を書くつもりだった。それらは知られざる世界に対する、彼の愛についての言葉の数々だった。
　そして彼が最後に記した、66の言葉すべてに捧げた題名とは、
“All my writings for metallic world”だった。


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最後の授業 (The Last Lesson)


　清らかな日射しが心地よい、ある春の一時だった。
　羽田景子は伸岡数夫を喫茶店に誘った。彼女は、研究所に勤める伸岡の女友達だった。喫茶店の近くには彼女の母校の区立中学校がある。喫茶店の入口付近には小さな花壇があって、いくつかの白、黄、青のチューリップが咲いている。これは彼女が喫茶店のマスターにプレゼントしたものだった。午前11時半に待ち合わせて、彼女はコーヒーを飲みながら、伸岡に中学時代に経験した卒業前の出来事を話した。
「これは、ある男子生徒と彼の後輩にあたる女子生徒の話。男子生徒は中学一年から三年までバレーボールクラブのセッターとして活躍したわ。放課後のなるとクラブ活動に励んでいる彼を女性は頼もしく見つめていた。彼女は帰国子女で友人関係に悩んでいたの。そしてある日、彼女は彼の下駄箱に手紙を入れた。その手紙は彼に自分の悩みを相談したいという内容だった。夏休みになると彼は彼女を喫茶店で会う約束をして色々と話をしたの。よく晴れた昼時だった。その時、彼の友達の男子生徒が道端を歩いている時に、喫茶店の中で彼と彼女の話している姿を発見したの。それからということ、この事実は彼らの友人、教師、両親にまで広がって、新学期がスタートすると同時に彼らは友人たちの冷やかしに悩まされた。彼女は世間について何も知らなかった。こんな目にあうとは思わなかった。彼女の悩みは増える一方だった。でも彼はその後、特に気にしなくなった。むしろ優越感に浸っていた。私は彼らの付き合いはまったく自然なことだったと思うわ。そして後日、彼は校内の廊下を歩いている時に偶然彼女に会ったとき、『元気？　また会おうね』と声をかけた。その言葉は彼女にとって悩みをすべて解消するようなパワーをもっていた。このような例は、日本全体、いや、世界の先進国においてはたくさんあると思うわ。まったくの自然な付き合いで特に小学校、中学校、高校の純粋な感情が働く時期においては、このようなパターンに陥りやすい。これが私の考える6-3-3制の話。6･3･3=6･9=18･3=54となるから、彼は私たちと同じように五感で生きていたけれど、彼女は世間を見る目がなかったから四感で生きていた。でもその数年後、彼女は立派な社会人そして主婦となった」
　羽田景子はそこまで話すとオレンジジュースを一口飲んでのどを潤した。
　今度は伸岡が話す番だった。彼は腕時計を見てからすぐに話し出した。
「これは僕の父の話。戦時中、父がまだ幼い頃、父は空襲警報が鳴り響く中、家族で、あちこちで炎が上がる町で逃げ回った経験がある。ある家族の子供たちは両親とはぐれて必至になって逃げ回り、ある子供は防空壕の中、学校の校庭、公園の池の近くなどに集まった。空襲で家を失った家族も多かった。そのような子供たちが両親と再会するのには時間がかかる。彼らは治安部隊に命ぜられ住所と名前を紙に書かされ、空襲が収まればその場に招かれ、両親と再会できる子供もいるが、空襲で家を失った場合は厄介だ。特に、町が焼け野原になってしまったときなどは、焼け焦げた煙で目を痛くさせながら所々に集まった家族たちの中から自分の家族を探す。人間の行為というのはある目的に向かって自分が満足できるような結果を導くためにすることが多い。カオスの中にいれば人々は始終混乱の中にいるが、これを救うのがコスモスのルールだ。戦時中であれば治安部隊がこのコスモスの役割を果たす。言わばコスモスとは混乱に陥ったカオティックな世界にさらされた人間を助けるためにある。小中高などの学校でも同じこと。彼らは学業、スポーツなどを通して様々なカオティックな世界を体験し、それを克服するための論理を構築して、そのための言葉を探したり行動に移したりする。あたかも多方面から自分の心に向かう多数のベクトルを一つのベクトルで消去するように。しかし一つのベクトルですべての困難を乗り越えることは至難の業だ。しかし友人関係においては、そのような一つのベクトルが存在する。それは一つの言葉で充分で、君が話した帰国子女の生徒に男子生徒が後になってかけた言葉、すなわち、『元気？　また会おうね』という言葉は、カオティックな女生徒の内面を救うための一つのベクトル･･･、教員というのはそういった言葉を何よりも求めているということだね」
　伸岡はそこまで話すと昼食のためのメニューを手に取った。


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目に見えないオレンジ (Invisible Oranges)


　彼は良き大学生で、二学年への進学が決まると同時に心にゆとりができた。ある程度の単位を修得すれば自動的に四年まで上がれる大学側のシステムだった。五月に入ったある平日の午後に、自転車に乗れば家から15分程で行ける競技場のサイクリングコースへ行った。コースは全部で3コースある。広い道幅のある距離の長いコースと、狭い道幅の短いコースが2つあったが、彼は人々に好まれる長いコースを選び、自転車を走らせた。平日なのでサイクリングを楽しむ人々はごくわずかである。猛スピードで走らせた。特別に広い道幅をもつ、左右に傾斜のあるアスファルトのカーブを描く道でも全速力で自転車を走らせた。彼はバランスを崩して地面に転倒した。足をすりむいた。少し流血していたが、そのまま立ち上がってサイクリングを続けた。帰路についている途中、スコールに見舞われた。彼にとってはすりむいた傷の痛みを和らげてくれる心地の良い雨に感じた。
　彼には幼い頃の思い出があった。初めてサイクリングへ行ったときのこと。家族とともにサイクリング用の貸し出し自転車に乗るために行列の後ろに並んだ。彼がまだ小学校低学年の頃だった。彼は16インチの小さな自転車に乗りたかった。伸ばせば地面に足の付く椅子の高さの自転車に乗ることが小学校の教員に言われえたルールだった。両親はすでに自分の自転車を走らせサイクリングを楽しんでいた。二時間ほど立ち続けて待った後、18インチの自転車なら借りて走れるとのことだったが、それでは止まっているときに地面に足が付かず宙ぶらりんになってしまう。係員は平気ですよと言ったが、彼はもう二時間待った。彼の兄は18インチの自転車を借りてサイクリングに出かけた。それから約二時間が過ぎ、貸し出し終了の30分前のことだったが、彼はようやく16インチの自転車を借りることができ、思いっきりスピードを出してサイクリングを楽しんだ。兄が並んで走りながら励ましてくれた。その時見た夕日が彼にとっては忘れられなかった。母が、「こんなに待たせて文句言おうかしら」と言い、父は、「そう、こんなに待たせたのは貸出人の責任だ」と言って走り去って行った。30分間はあっという間に過ぎた。でもその30分間が彼にとっては忘れられない一時となった。それから度々家族でサイクリングへ出かけた。間もなく父に自分の自転車を買ってもらったので、彼は家族四人で自転車に乗り、サイクリング場へ向かいサイクリングを楽しんだ。
　彼が学生になってサイクリングへ出かけたのは10年ぶりのことだった。彼は成人し同級生との親交を深めながら学生生活を送ったが、彼だけ他の学生と違っていた。そうさせたのは幼い頃、初めてのサイクリング場で見た赤い夕日だったのかもしれない。そして10年ぶりにサイクリング場へ行って再び赤い夕日を見たとき、彼にとっては人生の転換期が訪れたような気がした。
　彼は天気の良い日に公園の芝生で仰向けになって自然について考えてみた。地球は太陽の周りを反時計回りに公転し、地球自体も反時計回りで自転している。時計が右回りを選んだ理由は簡単だ。それは、ねじを回転させるときの作業のように右手の動きに合っているからだ。反時計回りの意義･･･、それは彼にとっては幼少時代の記憶をもう一度振り返り、その記憶をもとに自分の将来にとって有意義なことを探すことにあった。視点を変えれば、南半球の国々から見れば、地球は時計回りに自転し公転しているから自分の考えたことで特別な論理を構築する必要はない。空は晴れ渡っている。目に心地よい痛みを感じた。二羽の小鳥たちが近くの木の枝から囀りを重ねながら飛び立っていった。遠くの芝生は日を浴びて白い地平を創り出している。辺りに人影は見当たらない。はけで描いたような薄っすらとした雲はやがて形を変え空に溶け込むだろう。彼は目を閉じ、一時の赤みを帯びた世界での休息に身を任せた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2023)





紫の炎 (Purple Fire)


　2月10日は女学生、成田輝子の祖父の命日だった。今日は2月14日、土曜日で、彼女は午前中に、大学で研究助手を務める加藤進を誘い、祖父の墓参りへ行った。寺の敷地にある墓場で祖父の墓に水をやり、左右に火のついた線香の束を供えると、彼とともに大きな仏壇のある座敷へと足を運び、緑茶を飲みながら中年の住職とその妻とともに会話を楽しんだ。うららかな小春日和である。窓からの日射しが四つの卓袱台の列を眩しく光らせていた。住職は目を細めながら話した。
「人間というものは母親の胎内で生命を得て心臓の鼓動が始まる。そして、この世に生まれて、子供から大人にそして年老いるまでの間に多種多様な人生を歩む。あなた方は年老いてやがて命を絶つ直前に何を思いますか？　私にとって望ましい思いというのは、母に助けを求めることです。ある盲目の女性の例をとりましょう。彼女は子供のときから大人になって年を取るまでの間の苦しいが楽しかった人生を歩んできた経験があります。そして彼女は90歳のときこの世を去った。その瞬間、つまり天国への道のりを選ぼうとしたときに母へ向かって助けを求めた。これはまったく自然な思いです。それは私たちが様々な色の花々を見たときに美しいと思う理由です」
　住職の妻は二人の茶碗にきゅうすに入った緑茶を注ぐと言った。
「今日はバレンタインデーですね。主人は去年の2月14日に娘からチョコレートをもらったその日の夜、つまり2月15日の日付が変わった明け方、彼にとって特別な夢を見たと言っていました。それは暗い冬の出来事で冷戦中の夢。テレビでソビエトとアメリカの核実験の報道を長い間観た後、家には私と彼しかいません。外では冷たい雨が降っていました。彼は小さい紙にちょっとしたメモをして私に渡しました。このメモは私にとってメタルプレートのようなものだ、と彼は言いました。それはたぶん、この世に関する寒い夜の何らかの希望に満ちた彼自身のたくらみだったのかもしれません。彼は代々住職を継いできましたが、私は彼と見合いをして結婚しました。彼と私の、魂を救済するための意志は一致団結し、その瞬間から宇宙の果てまで最も早いスピードを持つ意志、つまり赤と黒の世界に旅立つことを誓い合ったのでした」
　その後、彼らは緑茶を飲みながら世間話をした。時ににこやかな笑みを交えしばしの団欒を過ごした。
　加藤進と成田輝子が近くの喫茶店で軽食をとり、互いに家路についてからの午後、彼らはメールのやり取りを続けた。

《和尚さんが仏壇の左右の蝋燭にマッチ棒で火をつけたのを覚えてる？　墓参りのときもお墓の左右にお線香の束になった太い棒に火をつけてお供えした。お線香は葉っぱでできている。葉っぱは太陽の光を光合成して花々の命を支える重要な役割をもつ。その色は家族的な濃緑色をしている。この濃緑色と太陽の光を結びつける論理は何かないかしら？》

《例えば戦後間もなく両親が離婚して幼い男の子が孤児院へ送られたケースはどうだろう。その子はしばらく孤児院に勤める若い女性に育てられる。彼にとってはその若い女性が母親の役割を務める。言わば第一の太陽と呼べるかもしれない。これが仏壇の左の蝋燭の炎。そして彼は青年になって社会というものを知ると実の母親と再会したくなる。彼の望みは叶って、彼は間もなく実の母親と再会して母親とともに生活するようになる。彼にとって実の母親とは第二の太陽と呼べるかもしれない。これが右の蝋燭の炎。しかしマッチ棒で蝋燭と線香に炎をつける和尚さんの願いは、僕たちが生存する膨張する宇宙での出来事のように、古い光は忘れて新しい光で生きることだから、彼の場合だと、むかしの孤児院の女性のことは頭の片隅に置いて、今現在の実の母親との生活を大切にしなさい、という意志になる。これを僕たちの生活に当てはめると、子供の頃の家族的な思い出も大切だけれど今現在の母親の心をより大切にしないといけないということになる。そこに僕たちが現在の家族を何よりも大切にしたいという心が込められている気がする。つまりそれは、多くの不幸な境遇に遭った青年たちとの友情を大切にしながら現在の家族について考えないといけないということになるかもしれない》

《私の友達に盲目の少女がいるの。彼女は世界でも名高いコマ競技会で優勝した。なぜ彼女は盲目にもかかわらず優勝できたのかわかる？　彼女が競技会で使ったコマは軸が金属でできていて、その周りの回転する部分は木でできている。私たちにとって金属の軸は地球の地軸のようなもので太い軸だから、例えてみれば北極点の周囲に丸い円を描く。それが金属の軸と周囲の木が接する部分。盲目の彼女にとって第二の太陽とは、北欧の夏の白夜に空が曇っているときに南中する。そして彼女は動物愛護者、つまりアニマルラバーだった。外へ出かけるときはいつも盲導犬を連れて、家にいるときは点字の本で色々な動物たちを空想していた。彼女のコマは各国の技術者が提供した高度な技術によって作られた。しかも彼らは皆、アニマルラバーだった。つまりそのコマはアニマルラバーの自然感情を表した意志の歴史的集大成だった》

《君が僕に求めていることが何か分かってきたような気がするよ。君は今日の朝、僕に板チョコとチョコボールをプレゼントしてくれた。そして君は君の祖父の墓参りに誘った。君の願いは、来月の3月14日のホワイトデーの日に、君と君の友達の盲目の彼女に正六面体の箱に入った白いキャンディーボールをプレゼントすること･･･》

《飴玉の入っている箱は純白の小さな箱がいい･･･。つややかな白い色をしていて、日の光を浴びるととても輝く･･･、そんな輝きに盲目の彼女の心は、まだ幼かった頃の夏の太陽の光･･･、その光は彼女にとっての生命力である赤い色をしていたことを思い出す。それは彼女の赤と黒の願いが和尚さん、そして和尚さんの妻の願いとともに叶う瞬間なの》

《そして君たち、君と盲目の彼女、和尚さんたちの共通の体験は、北斗七星に魅せられた、何よりもミルキーウェイを大切にする感情というわけだね》

　図書館からの帰り道、雪が降り出した。勢いよく降る牡丹雪で、あっという間にみぞれでできた透明の氷のような広がりが白くなり始めた。タクシーに乗ろう、と加藤進は思い大通りへ向かった。
　タクシーに乗り込んですぐに彼は運転手に言った。
「このままだと結構積もりそうですね」
　運転手は答えた。
「そうだね。私は南国育ちであんまり雪を見ないで育ったんだけど、故郷の子供たちには是非見て欲しい景色だね」
（この人はいい人だ。僕たちと心を分かち合える気がする）
　と彼は思った。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2023)





新世界 (New World)


　とある町の港の辺で若い男が物思いに耽っていた。彼は濃紺のジーンズにベージュのジャンパーを着て、一面が白いアスファルトの広い敷地の上で、両手で後頭部をかばいながら仰向けに横たわり、眼にしみるような冬の空を見つめていた。そのすぐ向こう側には白い砂浜があり潮騒が聴こえる。遥か上空で、メタリックシルバーのしなやかなボディーの空飛ぶ自動車が、飛行機雲のような白く細い、いくつかの塊を残して飛び去っていった。彼はこのとき、1月1日、元日に町で降った大雪のことを思い出していた。
　彼の父は工事現場で肉体労働をしている。そして母はミシン縫いの単純作業労働をしている。6月18日の夏の夕方に父と母が些細なことで喧嘩をして母が実家に帰ってしまった。その夜、高校生の妹が、「いつもの事。そのうち戻ってくるわよ」と言いながら家のリビングルームにあるテーブルの真ん中に、6本の紫色をしたコスモスをさした花瓶を置いた。やがて本格的な梅雨シーズンを迎えた後、暑い夏に入った。そして過ごしやすい秋、寒い冬を迎えた。その間、妹は母のことを余り気にせずに高校へ通った。彼は毎日のアルバイト生活に明け暮れた。そしてクリスマスを過ぎ、12月31日の土曜日、大晦日の夜中、父と妹は神社に初詣へ行った。この日、彼はアルバイトで疲れていたので初詣へは行かなかった。神社での人出は多かった。父は何人かの同僚たちに会い、お互いに声を掛け合った。1月1日、日曜日の元日、母が家に帰ってきた。この日は町では朝から10年ぶりの大雪が降り続き、午後には数センチの積雪があった。そして父と母、妹の三人は家の前の道で雪合戦をした。やがて雪は止み日が射した。彼らにとっては新しい世界の始まりだった。6月18日から12月31日までの期間は196日間で母が帰ってきた元日は197日目に当たる。雪は冷たいが手に優しい。十年ぶりの大雪。雪の結晶は美しい。一握りの雪を転がせば大きな雪だるまを作れる。彼にとっては1月1日に雪が降り積もったことは、コアレベルの高い青い論理のための事象だった。
　そして彼が次に考えたことは1月1日の元日にアメリカのニューヨークでも大雪が降り、話題になったことだった。今、アメリカも日本もキャッシュレス社会だ。アメリカでは仕事をしていても国民全員一家族当たり一ヶ月4000ドルの支給がある。一人暮らしでも2000ドルの支給がある。どの家庭でも安心してカードのみによって一ヶ月当たり約4000ドル分の財貨、サービスを消費するから毎年の国内総生産はほぼ一定である。しかし去年のアメリカの国内総生産は例年よりかなり多かった。その理由を彼は考えた。去年の正月、ハーレムにて黒人少年が母を気遣って、母親の財布にお年玉でもらった4ドルの紙幣を気付かれないように秘かに入れた場合はどうだろうか。今は国民のほとんどが紙幣を使わずに金庫に入れておき、カードのみを使う人々が多い。しかしハーレムでは今でもいくらかの紙幣を使うことがあった。黒人少年の母親は気付かずに少年が入れた4ドル分の紙幣をすぐに使った。黒人少年は小学校の新学期に、母親の財布に4枚の1ドル紙幣を入れたことを作文に書く。彼の作文は反レイシズムの学者に賞賛されて一躍有名になる。そして彼と同じようにいくらかの紙幣を母親の財布に入れる黒人少年少女が増える。紙幣の乗数効果が生まれ、その年の国内総生産は例年と比べて増加した。国の税収も増加した。アメリカの空軍部隊が、この税収を使ってニューヨークで人工雪を降らせる。1月1日の大雪はこのような過程から言ってみれば自然な流れから生じたコアレベルの高くない事象･･･、彼にとってそれは青い論理を救うためのオレンジ色の論理だった。
　彼が世に対して放った意志は、あらゆる光、無数の光との対話だった。彼の言葉はいつか光とともに歩むいくつかの道のりを探し求めていた。そして今、真っ直ぐに伸び、遠くの方は霞んで見ることができない道を見つけることに成功した。彼は不可視な現実を快く迎え入れるための準備をし、そして内に秘めた白色の感情とともに一生を送ることを決意したのだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2023)





雨上がり (After the rain)


　秋に入り肌寒さを感じるようになった頃、盲目の少女とそのお母さんが手をつなぎながら神社の石畳の上を歩いていました。鳥居の近くの広場では多くの子供たちが鬼ごっこをしたりして遊んでいました。盲目の少女はしばらく子供たちの大きな声に耳を傾けながらお母さんと一緒に鳥居の近くで佇んでいました。そして近くの広場に誰もいなくなった頃、二人は冷たい木枯らしを頬に感じました。この時お母さんは炎のような熱意を内に秘めていました。それはそれは重たさのある白い石でできた鳥居の近くですから、彼らがいる空間では歪が生じています。空では太陽が燦々と輝いていますので、鳥居付近では重き明るさの空間を保ち、鳥居から遠ざかるにつれて重き明るさは和らいでいきます。少女はこの時、遥か遠い過去のカオティックな世界を空想しました。今、お父さんは工場で働いているはずです。その父の魂が鳥居の右の柱に存在することがお母さんの願いでした。お母さんはこの時、青い空が一瞬白い光で満たされ、その中で青い光が所々で閃光を繰り返しているような錯覚を覚えました。お母さんにとってお父さんの魂は、盲目の娘を暗闇から救ってくれる強い意志を持った青い光でした。そしてホワイトカオスがライトブルーとなる幻想でした。そして彼らは家路につきました。
　12月ももう終わろうとして人々が新年に向けて忙しくしている頃、少女の目は奇跡的に回復しました。彼女は眼科の医院で目の手術を受けました。その後、順調に視力が戻り、彼女はこの世界の様々な風景を自分の目で確かめることができたのです。その風景が放つ光のすべては彼女を赤と黒の世界から救ってくれました。
　過去をさかのぼれば日本では様々な出来事がありました。明治維新と文明開化の後の第一次、第二次世界大戦･･･。新年を迎え、お母さんは居間の神棚に鏡餅とその上に蜜柑を置いてお供えしました。外では雪が降り積もり、彼女は外に出て雪を一握りつかんで両手で雪の玉を作りました。それはこの世に一つしかない水晶玉のような輝きに見えました。1月4日を迎えるとお母さんはお医者さんへ行き、娘の視力の今後について尋ねました。
「今後、彼女の視力は完全に回復するでしょう。しかしその確率は100パーセントとは言えません。僅かではありますが彼女が再び盲目となる可能性があります。彼女にとって盲目の過去とは、この世に存在し得ない無限の赤と黒の世界でした。しかし今、彼女はこの世の白色光を体験した。それは例えれば小さな水晶玉を囲む三つのオレンジのようなもので、彼女が盲目だったころの無限なる赤と黒の世界内に存在する3つのオレンジと水晶玉は、宇宙に存在する光子を取り巻く私たちの最も微小な意志のようなもの。でも、もし4つ目のオレンジが水晶玉を囲むならば眩しい白色光を放つ水晶玉は闇に閉ざされてしまう。その暗黒の世界の水晶玉は彼女にとって再び盲目に戻ることを意味します。それはもしかしたら彼女にとっては母の手の温もりのような世界に戻ることかもしれません。しかし私は彼女の視力が長い間にわたって保たれることを期待せずにはおれません」
　お母さんは家に帰ると神棚に供えてあった鏡餅でお雑煮をつくりました。そして娘とともに食べました。とても体が温まりました。
「お母さん、冷蔵庫の中にブルーベリーがあるでしょ？」
「ええ、あるわよ。お茶を飲んだらいただきましょう」
ブルーベリーはとても甘酸っぱい味でした。お母さんはその甘酸っぱさの中に、これからの未来へのすべての願いを込めたいと思いました。

　高度経済成長が続く昭和時代の秋の日、黒縁の眼鏡をかけたある少年がとある病院の廊下で眼科の検診を受けるために母親とともに長椅子に腰掛け、本を読みながら待っていた。彼は小学校3年生で子供向けの物語を集めた文庫本を両手で持ちながら熱中して読んでいた。彼は生まれつき遠視性弱視で左目の視力が極端に低い。昨晩から降り続いた雨が残る朝から3時間ほど待たされた。朝、来院した頃には彼と同じような遠視性弱視を治すための診察を受けに来た、黒縁や銀縁の眼鏡をかけた少年少女たちが母親とともに廊下の長椅子に座って待っていたが、やがて彼らの診察がすべて終わり、残されたのは彼ひとりとなった。雨が上がり昼時になると、本を読んでいる彼と母親以外には誰もいなくなった日が射している廊下で、たまに診察室から他の診察室へ移動する医師や看護婦の靴音が響いている。やがて一人の若い医師が、
「どうぞ、お入りください」
と彼らに声をかけた。母親は、
「さっ、やっと君の番よ。行きましょう」
と言って本を閉じて立ち上がり息子とともに廊下を歩き出した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (February 2023)





キリストの肖像画 (Figure of Christ)


キリストが十字架に架せられた日が2月13日の金曜日だったという説を知っているかい？
彼は良き若者だ。都会で父母とともに暮らしていた。そして暖かな日射しに恵まれた、4月1日、エイプリルフールの日に父母に、「今日から一年間、一人旅に出ます」と告げて地方へ旅立った。山に囲まれた、まだ寒さの残る台地でチョコレート製造会社を設立して、山小屋を借りて生活し、その近くに店を構えた。今までアルバイトで稼いだ金を資本として銀行から金を借り、カカオ、砂糖、その他の全材料を仕入れた。もちろん多くの従業員を雇ったから彼らへの給与を支給しないといけない。彼も懸命だった。何よりも特筆すべき事は、彼が記入したバランスシートの数字はすべて色鉛筆で書かれていたということだ。資産は緑色。費用はオレンジ色。銀行からの負債は赤。資本は青。そして収益は黒。すべての色を合わせたブラウン、それはキリストの乾いた血のようなもの。でも、収益は伸び悩んだ。夏を過ぎ、秋を迎えても、負債を充分に返済するための収益を得られなかった。彼の目標は翌年の2月14日、バレンタインデーに向けた約一ヶ月間の収益拡大に向けられた。彼の願いはかなえられた。2月に入ると彼の製造会社近くの町からの注文が急激に増加し、彼の店での売上も増えた。そして彼は街に住むクリスチャンの若い娘と結婚した。3月に入ると彼は製造会社近くの草原に丸太小屋を建てた。それは彼が父母のために建てた別荘、つまり父母へのプレゼントだった。次に並べた数字は当期2月のカレンダーに当たる。

日 月 火 水 木 金 土
１ ２ ３ ４ ５ ６ ７
８ ９ 10 11 12 13 14
15 16 17 18 19 20 21
22 23 24 25 26 27 28


　これは彼がいつも心の中で想い続けていたバランスシートに他ならない。資産に当たる日付が1、2、3。負債が5、6、7。収益を得るための費用が15、16、17。父母への別荘のための費用が22、23、24。彼が会社を設立するために用意した資本が19、20、21。別荘を建てるために使った収益は26、27、28。それらをすべて除くと数字からなる一つのクロスが出来上がる。つまり、4がキリストの頭脳、8、9、10がキリストの右腕、12、13、14がキリストの左腕、残った三つの数字のうち、18がキリストの肉体、25がキリストの両足、そして11がキリストの核心となる。つまり彼にとって2月14日のバレンタインデーとは、キリストの左手、つまり救いの手だった。彼は銀行からの負債を残った資本ですべて帳消しにして、次期の初め4月1日に新たに銀行から資金を調達し事業を続けた。「株式会社は永遠のもの」とよく言われるが、その言葉は彼にとって、「キリストの核心は永遠のもの」を意味した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (February 2023)





平成のヘビースモーカー (Heavy Smoker in Heisei)


　彼は良き新聞記者である。妻そして高校生の娘と息子を養い、四人家族でマンションの3LDKで暮らしている。彼の趣味は音楽鑑賞、読書、そしてマージャンである。
　十月の赤い羽根の共同募金の日、彼は三人の同僚たちを自宅に誘い、徹夜マージャンをすることにした。彼らは、彼の自宅の最寄りの駅で大声を張り上げて募金の勧誘を行なう少年たちが両手で抱えている木の箱に小銭を入れ、背広の胸の辺りに赤い羽根を付けての来宅だった。彼も背広の胸ポケット辺りに赤い羽根をつけていたが、妻とともに夕食の仕度をするために、帰宅と同時に普段着に着替えていた。家族に彼の同僚三人が加わってにぎやかな夕食を終えた後、彼らは居間でコタツ用のテーブルの上にジャン卓を置いてマージャンを始めた。彼の同僚三人は皆、数年前に煙草をやめたが、彼だけは煙草を頻繁に吸うヘビースモーカーだった。夜中になってもジャラジャラと音をたてていたが防音は完備されているので近所迷惑にもならない。娘と息子たちは学校での疲れからか音を特に気にしなかったが、妻だけは耳栓をしているようだった。彼らは日の出とともにその場で床に横たわり眠りについた。
　彼の意識は宇宙の中心にあった。時間が止まっているかのような感覚を覚える。彼は未来を意識した。そして夢の意識の中で彼自身の言葉の数々を構築した。それは彼にとっていたって論理性に満ちた言葉だった。未来においては、一年を通してすべての日が、災いが起こった日、また、めでたい事が起きた日になる。それらについて一つ一つこだわることは好ましくない。シャッフルして平静を保つ。絵画は上下左右の位置関係に描いたことが言葉となるが、言語について位置関係は特に意味を成さない。もし位置関係に記述が拘束されていては、心の流れ、情景の流れ、意思の論理関係を読者にうまく伝えることができない。いったん自分の世界をシャッフルしよう･･･。何よりも大切なことは、自分の息子が子供の頃、白血病で苦しんだ。しかし今は先進医療で回復している。世界の歴史を振り返れば、一年を通してすべての日が白血病の子供たちの誕生日、そして命日となる。そして彼は目を覚ました。彼の思いは、混乱した自分の意識をシャッフルして新たな意識を再構築する･･･、そんな日々を自分が生存するための意義とすることだった。
（そうだ･･･、新しい絵を描こう･･･）
　彼はそう思い、忙しい日常の中に身を投じる準備を試みようとしているところだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (February 2023)





フレンドリータイム (Friendly Time)


　6月5日、月曜日。梅雨入り前の良く晴れた日に、ある老女が横浜港からサンフランシスコへと船で旅立った。彼女にとっては数ある期待を込めた旅路だった。昼間は雨上がりの虹を想い、夜は星空を流れる天の川を想い続けていた。サンフランシスコではフランス絵画の展示会が開かれていたので、彼女も鑑賞に加わった。たった一人の旅路だったが、多くのアメリカ人が彼女に声をかけてくれた。ともに名画を観たり、互いに手帳に住所を記して文通の約束をしたりした。彼女は一生の中で一度あるかないかの特別な時を過ごしていることを自覚していた。
　ここで面白い話をしよう。彼女が旅立った6月5日は満月の晩で、彼女も船の甲板から、そのベージュがかった白い光の輝きを見ることができた。満月の周期は29.53日だから、その日から月は欠け始め、6月20日、火曜日には新月となる。そして、7月5日、水曜日は満月で、7月20日、木曜日は再び新月。そして8月4日、金曜日は満月が少し欠けた月となり、8月5日には再び満月となる。彼女の旅路は61日間で、彼女にとって満月とは正円の中に収まる正方形のようなものだった。円の直径を1とすると、正方形の一辺は、0.707106781･･･となり、小数第6、7、8位目の6、7、8という数字が、私たちにとっての数字に従った心への招待状となる。そこから月が少し欠けて、その月を50度の対角線を作り出す長方形に例えるなら、その縦の一辺の長さは、sin50=0.766044443･･･となる。この360度の中の5度の変化は、360度を72等分し、その年がうるう年だったとすると、地球が太陽を一周する366日間を72で割ると、5.08333･･･という数字が出る。360度のうちの5度の割合は、5/360=0.0138888･･･。これらはすべて偶然の出来事であって彼女の船旅は極めて確率の低い事象だったのだろうか？　しかしそれは誤りだった。なぜなら彼女の夫は年老いた哲学者だったからだ。彼は自分で思いついた論理そのままに彼女に旅をさせた。彼女が旅を終えた8月5日、満月の晩はちょうど皆既月食が起こった晩で横浜のパーティー会場では、彼女と哲学者の夫のための金婚式が催された。パーティー会場に集まった彼と彼女の友人たちの間では、月についての論理の話で持ち切りだった。この日は彼らにとっても特別な日となった。思い出深い日に友情を確かめ合うこと･･･、それは彼らにとってはごく自然なことだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (March 2023)





月夜の光波 (Moon Night Light Wave)


戦後間もなく、東京の美術大学夜間制学部で講義が行なわれた。秋の夜のことで、その日は昼間から台風に見舞われていたが、夜になって風雨は収まり、勢いよく動く暗い雲間から、しばし月光が見え隠れしていた。木造ではあったが頑強な造りの校舎内で授業は行なわれようとしていた。学生たちは勤労の若者から中年まで20人程がこれから行なわれようとしている授業に備えていた。
　その時、停電が起きた。教室内は暗闇に包まれた。戦後間もない頃のことだから停電の復旧には時間がかかる。学生たちが何事か話し始めて間もなく、教室の両隅に大き目の懐中電灯が置かれ、黒板の中央だけが明るくなった。そして教授が姿を現し、暗闇の教室での授業は始まった。教授は黒板に、互いに交わる3つの円を白いチョークで描いた。光の3原色から成る各部分についての説明で、赤の部分を「赤い逃避」、緑の部分を「緑の家族」、そして青の部分を「青き友情」と記し、それらの外側の部分を「カオティックな暗闇」と名付けた。そして最後に、赤を示す円と青を示す円の交わった部分、つまり紫色の部分に「ロジックについて考える」と記し話を始めた。
「人間社会における物事はコスモスのルールに従って行なわれることが多い。しかしその外部環境は音声、視界、触覚などカオティックな世界である。そこで今から君たちへ一つのロジックを提示したい。世界の中に存在する一つの個、つまり諸君の心像はカオティックな外部環境の中で一つの思索を形成する。それが私たちの外部環境に対する原初的な形態に他ならない。言わば、自己に向かう無秩序な方向と大きさを持つ不可視なベクトルの数々を一つのベクトルで解消しようとする行動、そこには紫色の強い意思が存在する。その紫色の意思と家族的な緑が合わされれば白色光を得て家族の絆は永遠となる。この世にロジックは無数に存在する。それは3原色から得られる無数の色彩からランダムに自己の心像に即したロジックを選択することだから、私たちの心は常に白色光を求めて旅することになる。しかしその数々のロジックが有限だという物理的な側面について考えた場合はどうだろうか。宇宙は拡大を続けるが、いくら拡大しても有限性は保たれている。このとき私たちの獲得できるロジックも有限だと考えることもできる。ところが盲目の少女にとって、この世界は無限に広がる暗闇の世界だ。その無限な世界の中で私たちが数々のロジックを考えたところで、有限なるロジックの数々を無限なる世界の大きさで割った答えはゼロ。すなわち、そのゼロの意味することは、カオティックな原初的世界における、たった一つの悦楽のようなもの。つまり私たちは数々の疑問に対する答えを模索するが、それらの行為は盲目の少女が太陽に向かって目を閉じたとき、その赤い世界は自らの赤い血のせいだと理解することとまったく同等の思索と言える。最後に君たちの未来に向けて私なりの考えを述べておきたい。絵を描くことほど自由なことはない。君たちは風景画を描く。それは一つの風景を切り取って自分のものにするという一種の窃盗犯のようなもの。しかし神はすべての人々が絵を描くことに関して無罪を言い渡した。世界の大きさをX、私たちの絵に託したメッセージを1とするとX/(X-1)=1/(1-1/X)となるから、世界の大きさを無限にとると、私たちがいくら風景を盗んで絵を描こうと、世界の大きさと、減少した世界の大きさの比率は1となり、私たちの無罪は立証される。つまり、天は私たちに絵を描くことを奨励していることになる」
　そしてこの夜の授業は終了となり、学生たちは家路につくこととなった。月明かりに目がなれたころだった。学生たちはノートと筆記用具をカバンにしまい、足早に校外へ出て、励ましの言葉を交わすなどして最寄りの駅へと向かった。停電は彼らが駅についたころ復旧した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (March 2023)





真珠養殖場のある街 (The city where a pearl fishery exists in)


　この世が生んだ最も美しいカオスとは何でしょうか。人類の根源はカオスにあり、そこからコスモスが生まれた、それは論理的に正しいことかと思います。そのコスモスから生まれたカオス･･･、それは皆さんが生きている中で感じる、不安、焦燥、混乱などの中に見出されるかもしれません。しかし、そこに美しさを求めるのは難しいことです。そこでこんな話はいかがでしょう。戦後の高度成長期に東京都の南の方にある大島に四人家族が住んでいた。父、母、そして幼い男の子、そして女の赤ん坊からなる家族でしたが、男の子がまだ物心つかないときに父親と母親は些細な事から喧嘩になり離婚するまでに至った。やがて父親は息子とともに父島へ渡り役所勤めをしながら息子を育て、母親は女の赤ん坊とともに母島へ渡り、農作業をしながら娘を育てた。そして何年もの歳月がたち、息子は若者となり父島の役所勤めをし、娘も若者となり母親の農作業を手伝うようになった。もちろん彼らは自分の父と母が離婚したことは知らされていたので、復縁を提案することもしばしばあった。そして息子、娘ともに二十歳を過ぎて成年としての自覚を持ったころ父親と母親は復縁した。大島へ戻り再び四人家族で生活を始めた。しかし息子と娘にとってはどうも納得ができない。それもそのはずで確かに両親の顔立ちは自分の顔に似ているが、はっきりとした証拠がない。彼らにとっては物心つく前に両親が分かれたケースなのですから。皆さんの中にはもうお分かりになった方もいると思いますが、彼らにとって、自分の両親だということがはっきりしたのは、大島役場に保管してあった息子と娘の出産届けを見たときだったのです。その出産届けに自分の名前が記されてあって両親の名前もしっかりと記されていた。この正確なルールに基づく、役場に保管してあった出産届けこそコスモスであって、ここから生じたカオスとはいったい何であったのでしょうか。息子、娘が役場で自分の出産届けを見た日の晩、四人家族はレストランで夕食をともにしました。そのときの会話というのは特別な話でもなく、世間話やごく普通の冗談めいた話でした。彼らは人目を気にせずに話し続け、あるときは大声で笑い、またあるときは小声でささやいたりして、とても楽しそうに会話をしていました。そのときの彼らにとって一生で一番楽しい時間、それがすなわちこの世のコスモスが創り出した最も美しいカオスだったのです。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2023)





小さな旗 (The Small Flag)


　その時、沖田は大学の同級生の時子とともに初詣へ出かける途中で、夜道を歩いていた。新年を迎えいくらかの時間が過ぎた。遠くから見た神社の境内では午前零時のころの賑わいも和らぎ、数人の人々が賽銭箱に小銭を投げ入れ、手を合わす姿を見ることができる。沖田は立ち止まり、黒いオーバーコートのポケットに両手を突っ込み、そんな光景をしばらく見つめていた。ベージュのレインコートを着て、光沢のある白いハンドバックを手にした時子はそんな彼の横顔を一瞬見るなりすぐに境内の明るみに目を向けた。沖田はその遠くに集中した明るみに、誘惑をそそられるような魅力を感じた。暗闇の中でほんのりと放たれた光･･･、それは彼にとって過去の自分が求めていたもの、つまり現在の自分がつかみ取りたい第一の目的だった。そして、その光は暖色を帯びているように見える。彼は、その白色光にいくらかの橙色と黄色が混ざったような光のために寒さを忘れた。時子が歩き出すと、彼は一時の夢から覚めたように気分が変わり、歩き出した。
　大晦日は時子の誕生日で、時子は沖田にルビーリングのプレゼントを催促した。沖田は時子が赤いルビーの指輪を手の中指にはめているときに、そのルビーが月光の下で輝いている光景をイメージした。
　境内まで行き、手を合わせた二人は近くの喫茶店へと向かった。神社は住宅地にあったので、辺りに飲食店といえばこの店しかない。元日の朝まで営業している特別な喫茶店だった。
　皓々と光る店内のライトの下で、彼らはコーヒーを飲み終えると赤ワインを飲みながら大学での授業の話をした。ガラス窓に顔を近づけてみた外は真っ暗だったが夜明けは迫っていた。教授の初めの質問は、国家主体、国民主体、どちらが政策として正しいか、というものだった。多くの学生が国民主体に賛同した。しかし教授は国家主体が正しいと言った。沖田は時子に次のような話をした。
「人間はカオスから生成した。人生は苦しみがあって、その苦しみが何かによって救われることの連続。これがぼくらのメタリックハート。国という漢字は人間の過去から今までの歴史を良く表している。自分なりの国という漢字の解釈は次の通り。カオスから生成した人々が北国に集まって城を創った。世界はどんどん寒くなる。雨が絶え間なく降りそそぐ。極夜が続く。人々は苦しむ。その苦しみが太陽を創り出した。太陽が創り出されたおかげで世界は温かくなり様々な植物、特に野菜や果物が育ったおかげで、人々はそれらを食料とし、苦しみから逃れることができた。しかし人々はこのような世界に慣れてくると何か物足りなさを感じた。彼らは思った。人間というのは数々の苦しみがあって、そこから解放されることによって生きがいを見出す生物で、生きがいを感じるためには苦しみが不可欠。しかし人々の中には長い苦しみから逃れられない者もいる。そうだ、金銭を作って貨幣を国に流通させて、弱者救済のために国富を増大させよう。働こうという意志がある人々は苦しんで仕事をした後に夜、食事などをして救われる。それは例えてみればカオスから生成した人間たちが皆で協力して太陽を創り、巨大なダイヤモンドを作ってそれを各人に分配するように、国を創って人々が労働して国富を造り出し、各労働者そして弱者たちに対し分配することと同じ」
　この話を聴いた時子は次のような話をした。
「一昨年の冬、ビーチライン近くの路上で一人、海を眺めているときにある光景を思い浮かべた。まだあどけない少年が母とともに砂浜にいた。二人はバスケットに入ったブルーベリーを食べていた。遠くの方で少年と同い年ぐらいの少女が父親とともに手提げに入ったオレンジを食べていた。少女と父親は、少年と母親がいる場所に近づき交友関係を結んだ。その証は、共に五個のブルーベリーと一個のオレンジを交換し、家族のために家に持ち帰ることだった。少年の母と少女の父は握手を交わし、少年と少女は指きりげんまんをして、来年の冬も、同じ日、同じ時刻に再会することを約束した。つまり私にとっての国富とは、そのときの私の胸のときめきのようなものね」
　朝を迎え、二人は帰宅のためにバス停へ向かった。その途中には大きな教会があったが、時子は教会の扉が半分開いたままになっているのに気付いた。二人は教会の中へと入っていった。広いスペースをもった館内の演台のまえに年老いた外国人神父が立っていて、その近くにサングラスをかけた婦人が右手にステッキを持ち神父と何か話していた。婦人が盲目であることはすぐにわかった。
「いい所で会いました。私たちはあなた方が来るのを待ち続けていたような気がします」
と神父は大声で言った。
　二人は近づいていった。沖田はこれから行なわれることに付き添わなければならない使命感のようなものを感じた。二人は神父と盲目の婦人が立っている傍らに立ちつくしたまま神父の話を聴くことになった。
　神父は盲目の婦人に一つのオレンジを手渡すと話し始めた。
「今、私が手渡したオレンジの冷たさ･･･、そこにあなたはこの世の冷たさのようなものを思い起こすかもしれません。しかしオレンジの味というのは甘酸っぱくてとても美味しいです。あなたは今まで、今も、そしてこれからも赤と黒の盲目の世界に生きる。それは無限なる世界。言わばジーザスの血があなたの心に宿ったように。私はその心を助けたいと思います。私は伝えたい。私にとってこの世は、光を求める黒と、光を反射して拒む白から成り立っている。つまりこの世界、いや、宇宙全体が黒と白から成り立っていて、黒に向かって吸収される光と、白から反射する光の間で摩擦が生じる。私たちの見ることのできないオレンジの世界です。あなたが世界を見ることができないのと同様に、私たちもそのオレンジの光、つまり世界を見ることができない。しかし私たちのいる大宇宙は有限性が保たれている物質的な空間世界で、それは私が今あなたに渡したオレンジと変わらない。つまり、あなたが今もそしてこれからも体験し続けるだろう無限なる赤と黒の世界からすると、宇宙の大きさも一個のオレンジの大きさも変わらない。だから私は今オレンジを手渡しました。どうかこれからそのオレンジを家に持ち帰って甘酸っぱい味を楽しんでください」
　時子は沖田からもらったルビーリングを手に取るとそれを神父に手渡した。神父は続けた。
「私たちからあなたにルビーの指輪をプレゼントします。昨夜はとても美しい三日月が見える夜でした」
神父は盲目の婦人の左手の中指にルビーリングをしっかりとはめて続けた。
「今の私たちにとってルビーの指輪の冷たさは、あなたにとっての世界観で、皆既月食が起こったときの赤みを帯びた月の魂を共に思い浮かべることができます。そしてそのときの太陽とは、私たちにとってもあなた自身にとっても見ることができない新たな赤い血の宿る心なのです。どうか私たちからのプレゼントを大切にしてください」
　その時、教会の鐘の音が聴こえた。八時の鐘だった。教会の中から都会のノイズに混ざってその音は聴こえたが、それは数回、軽く打ち鳴らされた鐘の音だった。時子は白いハンドバッグからオブラートで包まれた水色のゼリーを摘み出し沖田に手渡した。彼は何の躊躇もなくその水色のゼリーを口に入れて何度か噛んで飲み込んだ。しかし彼はしばらく唖然として自分のしていることの意味を理解するために時間を要した。神社のオレンジがかった白い光、時子の白いハンドバッグと喫茶店で飲んだコーヒーと赤ワイン、神父が盲目の婦人の指にはめたルビーリング、赤い日の出とオレンジの空、水色のゼリー･･･、それらの残像が目の奥に次々と現れては消えた。そしてしばらく経つと時子は沖田に言った。
「私たちは皆、オレンジ色の幻影を求めて生きる友達のようなものね。たとえそれぞれの家に住んでいても共に同じ世界に生きる家族のようなものなのよ」
　沖田はこの言葉を聴いて正気を取りもどした。そして腕時計をチラッと見ると時子の横顔を見た。神父は盲目の婦人のオレンジをつかんだ右手に手を当てて立ち続けていた。沖田と時子は軽い会釈をしてから足早に教会を後にした。
　沖田は帰りのバスの中で一人目を閉じて考え事をした。労働とは色で表すと何色だろうか･･･。労働とは自然への働きかけだから、フリクショナルな･･･、つまりオレンジ色をしている。しかしその色は目に見えない。現代の労働は昔と比べ肉体労働が減ったとはいえ、未だに厳しいし、過酷な肉体労働を強いられる現場も多くある。しかし未来における労働の色とはどういった色だろうか。それは多分、コンピューター制御が人間の激しい肉体労働を代替し摩擦度が減るから、その色とは彼にとって限りなく白に近いオレンジの光を放っていた。そして現代のオレンジから遥か遠い白色光を思い浮かべれば淡いオレンジ色が見える。彼はその淡いオレンジ色こそが大晦日の夜の神社で見えた、彼を誘惑するような光だと解釈した。
　そして彼は昨年の夏、つまり今から半年ほど前、高校時代の担任の女教師から届いた手紙を思い起こした。先生はまだ若く、手紙には、難民を救うために中東へ旅立つ決意をしたと書いてあった。先生は高校時代、美術の担当で、パソコンで難民地域の現状を閲覧する毎日を続けた結果の自分自身による決断であったという。難民地区に住む両親と子供たちは仕事をする気があっても、なかなか思い通りにできない現状がある。彼らは時に水を汲んだり、洗濯をしたりして、とてもいい人たちばかりに思えると手紙には書いてあった。そして先生は中東へ旅立つ前に毎年年賀状が届いている教え子たちにポストメールを送ったという。彼は自ら想い描いたオレンジを空の下で大切にしたいと思った。そして遥かなる水平線の光とともに未来を展望する意欲を持ったのだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (May 2023)





暗闇の婦人像 (Woman Figure in the Dark)


　ある夏の日の午後、教会で音楽の演奏会が行なわれた後、年老いた神父が演台の中央に立ち、数分間にわたって話をした。それは至信な話の内容から聴く者に希望を与えるような話だった。
「私は時々、パソコンで難民の映像を目にします。彼らは不幸にも荒れ果てた大地に生命を授かり、食料、その他の物資の不足にもかかわらず必至になって生きています。仮に私たちの生命がすべてランダムな状態から生成するとしましょう。今、世界全体の先進国人民の割合は高くなっていて黒人居住区の生活水準も高まってきています。ですから難民たちにとって、とても確率の低い状況が彼らの出生を決定したと言ってもいいでしょう。そんなコアレベルの高い彼らの生存に私は親近感を覚えます。彼らにとってこの世はカオスです。天気の良い日には太陽の光に救いを求め、天気の悪い日には雨水を求め、夜は星々と月の光を見ながら物思いに耽ることも多いと思いますが、時間を気にすることはありません。では私たちにとって彼らとの友情を深める最も良い行いとは何でしょうか。それはすなわち毎日の出来事、楽しいこと、苦しいこと、怖れること、哀しいことがあるなかで、特に何もこだわらず、自分の思いのままに生きること、すなわち自己にとって一番自由なことを常に求め行動すること。つまりカオティックな状態に身を投じることだと思います。私は中東の都へ旅をしたことがありますが、過去に難民だった少年で、大人になって都の地区で仕事をしている青年は私にこう言いました。私は雨上がりの虹を何よりも信じたい。過去に荒れ果てた大地で母は私に背を向けて洗濯物を干していた。私の母は青空に大きく広がった虹を指差すこともなく黙って仕事を続けていた。所々黄ばみがあって、まだ汚れが残る白い上着が干された、少したるんだ紐についた水玉が日の光を浴びて輝いていたのを思い出す。その時私は悟った。私はカオスから生まれ育った。そしてこれからもその魂を持ち続けることが何よりも頼りがいのある祖先から授かった血統であると。彼は青年となり仕事を持ち、愛する家族を手に入れました。そして良き父となった。彼の勤める組織の名称は「中東技術研究所」で、彼の息子は18歳まで学校へ通っていたが、その学校はあまり勉強を強制しない自由な学校でした。「僕は63歳になるまで父さんの研究所で働きたい」と息子は彼に言いました。「そしてそれから81歳になるまでの18年間、お前は映画を観たり音楽を聴いたり本を読んだりして余生を楽しめばいい」と彼は応えました。「81歳以降は自分の人生をノートにまとめる作業でもしたいな」この二人の会話が、私たちが彼らとともにこの地球上で人生を歩むときの友情のすべてが隠されています。つまり私たちは60歳、あるいは65歳に定年退職期を迎え、年金生活に入るので、私たちの定年適齢期は63歳で、18歳から63歳までの45年間が労働力の限界を表す数字です。その後の81歳になるまでの18年間は程よい余暇に当たる。すなわち、45:18=5:2、そうです、この5:2という比率は私たちが週5日働き、2日休むという、これが私たちにとっての労働力、そして月と太陽との密接な関係を意味するのです。ところで皆さんはなぜ地球の地軸が右側に傾いていると思いますか?　彼の息子が中東技術研究所へ勤めるようになると、彼の妻に中年のオーストラリア人の男友達ができました。その男友達はオーストラリアからはるばる中東まで旅してきて都市で働く人々との交友関係を築くことで、良き将来を予感しました。彼の妻もその男友達を良い人と思い、男友達がオーストラリアへ戻ってからはしばらく文通を続けました。しかし男友達にとってはかなり真剣な恋だった。もちろん男友達にも妻がいて家庭をもっていましたが、月に一度来る英語で書かれた手紙の分量は次第に増えていきました。オーストラリアの男友達は毎晩、彼女への手紙を書くために家でタイピングしていました。そしてある日の午前中、中東に住む彼女のもとにとても分厚い封書が届きました。その手紙はいわゆる恋文というものでしかないのですが、彼女にとっては読むのがとても大変なことでした。彼女は読んでいる途中で家を出て買い物へ出かけました。ちょうど午後の日射しが眩しい頃で、彼女は道の交差点で左上に燦々と輝いている日光に左手の平を向けてさえぎって、「ああ、もうこりごり･･･」と呟き、少し頭を右に傾けました。彼女は交差点で偶然、自分の娘に出会いました。「お母さん、荷物を持ってあげる」と言って娘さんは荷物を右手で持ちました。その荷物は野菜とか果物とか飲み物の類でしたが、彼女は重い荷物を預けることができたためにホッと一息つけました。このことが私にとっては、ちょうど太陽の周りを公転する、地軸が右に傾いた地球に例えられると思えてならないのです。本日は私のちょっとした話を聴いてくださり、皆様に感謝する次第です」
　会場からは拍手が沸き起こった。穏やかな夏の日の午後だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (May 2023)





オレンジゲート (Orange Gate)


　ある夏の日、青年は都心にある広い公園に立ち寄り、物思いに耽っていた。彼は大きな噴水近くのホワイトフラワーガーデン脇のベンチに腰掛けて、しばし高々と打ち上げられる噴水を遠くから眺めていた。そして彼がまだ幼い頃、お絵かきの授業で同級生の少女が描いた二枚の絵画を思い起こしていた。その絵は確か太陽の下で子供たちが遊んでいる絵だった。一つは赤い太陽の絵で、もう一つは黒いクレヨンで描かれた円の、着色のない白い太陽だった。少女は絵を描きながら話した。
「この赤い太陽にはお母さんの笑顔が隠されているの。ほら見て。鉛筆で薄くお母さんが笑ったときの目と鼻と口の線が見えるでしょ。私はいつも思うの。お母さんは私のことをいつも温かく見守ってくれていて、その約束を叶えてくれるのがお父さん。でも、お父さんは時々怒りっぽくなるの。ほら見て。二枚目の絵は白い太陽が描かれていて、その太陽はとても怒っているの。怒っている目と鼻と口の線が見えるでしょ」
彼は今でもその時の少女が描いた絵を忘れることができなかった。そして彼自身も二つの太陽を描きたくなった夏の日、それは確か少女が二枚の絵を描いた年のことだった。彼は母親とともに街を散歩していた。彼の顔は小麦色に日焼けしていた。手をつないでいる母は言った。
「太陽というのは二つあるのよ」
この時、母は日傘を差していたことをよく覚えている。母によれば太陽が南中したときの強い日差しを放つ太陽が一つ目の太陽で、日が沈もうとしているときの赤々とした大きな太陽が二つ目の太陽だという。彼はこのとき母が話した二つの太陽の話を長い間信じることになった。そして学校の先生が理科の授業で話すたった一つの太陽の話を信じようとしなかった。しかし小学校高学年になり天動説を唱えたプトレマイオスの説が理論的には誤りだった話をされるようになると、彼も時の流れに応じて、太陽は太陽系をつかさどる唯一の恒星であることを信じるようになった。
そんな想いをめぐらせているときに、遠くの方の造園に一人の外国人がゆっくりと歩きながら造園の敷地に入り込み、造園の芝生の場所に寝そべり、後頭部を両手でかばいながら足を組んで仰向けになった姿が見えた。外国人はグレーのティーシャツにカーキ色のショートパンツ姿で若そうな白人に見える。造園は芝生の周りを濃緑色の低い植木で囲まれた丸い形をしていて、所々にオレンジの花々が群生しているのが見えた。彼はしばらく目を移し、太陽光を反射して煌く噴水をしばらく眺めていた。そしてもう一度、造園の方に目を向けると、外国人の姿はなく、そこの丸い造園一帯が白い光で満たされていた。彼はその光の眩しさにまばたきを繰り返した。しかし白い光は強度を増しているように見える。彼は目を閉じた。そして自らの血の赤さを感じた。やがてその赤は茶褐色となった。彼は考えた。個を主体とすれば個の周囲を天体が運動するという天動説の主張は正しい。しかし地動説はその逆で、全体を主体として個を見るという説だが、彼の思いは自己を主体として全体を見るという天動説に対して何か特殊な思いをもっていた。
彼が目を開け、身体を前に傾けてアスファルトの地面を見つめ、再び遠くへ目を向けたときには、何もなかったかのようにティーシャツを着た外国人が芝生に寝そべっていた。空は晴れ渡っている。彼は、高々と噴射する噴水の音に、新鮮な水を欲している喉の渇きを感じた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2023)





ブルートークス (Blue Talks)


　部屋にいた。白色光に満たされている。部屋の中に霧が立ちこめて、冷たい微粒子に包まれたような寒さ、しかし心地よく感じる。ぼんやりとした木の椅子が見える。自分が今どこにいるのかは分かっていた。そして朝だということも分かっていた。白色光の中で視界が閉ざされている。男二人の会話だけが部屋の中でこだまするように心の内面を刺激していた。
「僕は確かに鐘の音を聴きました。朝、高校へ行く途中の列車内でのことです。僕の前の席に彼は座っていました。僕は初め見覚えのある顔だなと思って、しばらく彼の表情を見つめていました。彼はタキシードを着て白い蝶ネクタイをしていましたが、緊張した面持ちで座り、僕のことを一瞬見ましたが何も気にすることなく目を背けました。きっと、親戚か誰かの結婚式に出席するのだろうと僕は勝手に思い込みましたが、次の駅で彼が下車するために立ち上がった瞬間に鐘の音が聴こえたのです。列車内はすいていたので彼はあっという間に立ち去ってしまいました。後から調べてみたら、その駅の近くには教会はありませんでしたが、その音は確かにイエスの魂が反映されたような、甲高く荘厳な鐘の音でした」
「実は私もその鐘の音は聴いた。前日の夜まで、東京は台風で大荒れの天気だった。二日間もの間、台風は日本全土に被害をもたらし、その間、東京では国鉄のストライキがあり私鉄のみの運行だった。ストライキは台風が収まった日の夜、国側が賃上げに合意して収まった。ストライキが実行されている最中、東京の学校はすべて休校だ。君は空集合の恋というものを知っているかい？　公立の中学校はだいたい男女共学だが、彼らの恋はほとんどの場合において実らない。もちろん卒業した後に再会してそのことが原因で実を結ぶというケースはあるかもしれないが、中学生同士で恋が実るというケースは余り聞いたことがない。だから中学においては男と女の恋は鉄道の線路のように交わらずに生じる空集合の恋だ」
「数学の授業で正規分布というものが出てきますが、縦軸を相対度数にとるとその分布の面積は1となり、棄却域の相対度数は永遠にゼロとはならない無限にゼロに近づく数字となります。正規分布のことをよくベル型と名付けますが、正規分布の中央を宇宙の中心に例えると面白いです。宇宙は常に膨張しているので私たちの住む地球は宇宙の中心から常に遠ざかっています。そして宇宙の先端部分は生物が生息できないメタリックな感情を誘う世界となりますが、宇宙全体について相対的に見れば、私たちの住む地球もメタリックな世界と同等な領域になりつつあるととらえることができます。しかしメタリックであるが故に宇宙の中心部分からの意思は鐘の音のようにすぐに聴き取ることができます。地球においてはメタリックな場所、例えば危険な意思に満ちているところはたくさんありますが、僕が思うに、そのメタリックな現象を端的に表している場所が中学校だと思うのです。少年たち、特に中学生男子の支援学級に対する差別意識は強いです。残念なことですが、それはこの世にいくつかある重要な問題点の一つです。問題というのはこの世にいくつかあります。その一つ一つについて私たちは解決策を模索する。問題が解決されればそれに越したことはないですが解決された後に再度別の問題が浮上することもあります。やっかいな事象ですが、このことを怠ると人間の世界、つまり今まで人類が育んできた様々な思い、そして思慮深さが崩壊してしまう」
「君との会話はこの世の混乱を具体化したもの。この世で生活することはある程度社会を許容すること。ある貧しい家の少女が都会で暮らしていた。彼女にとっては生活が貧しくても家族愛があって、もしかしたらそれを支えるのは生活苦であると言っていいかもしれない。彼女は毎食、母親が作って大きなビンに入れたヨーグルトを食べて育った。テレビは家においてなかったので家族でラジオを聴いたりしていた。そんな彼女のために父親は決断した。それは都会を離れて田舎で生活することだった。山に囲まれたその地で彼女は新鮮な空気とともに野山で育った新鮮な野菜や果物の美味しさを満喫した。この日は彼女にとって忘れられない日だ。家族とともに野山を散策した後、新しい木造の小さな家で夕食をして眠りについた。翌朝、彼女は早く目を覚ました。彼女にとっての幸せは次の日もその次の日も続いた。そして三日経ったころ彼女は小学校へ行き新たな転校生として数人の新しい友人たちと勉学に励んだ。そして彼女は都会でともに過ごした友人たちに手紙を送った。彼女にとって一生忘れることができない二日間の家族の思い出は何よりも大切にされなければならない。彼女の家族愛が存続するころ、私たちは国鉄のストライキに見舞われたが、子供たちはみな学校が休みになったということで、兄弟、姉妹、母親とともに家族の団欒が生まれた。偶然とはいえ彼女との何よりもの友情だった。友情は目に見えない。ただ心で感じ取るものだ。そしてストライキが終われば各車両は車庫から出て多くのクロスした線路を経て普段の運行にもどる。それは例えれば彼女のホームでの人生そのものだ。その友情こそが私たちが今回の国鉄ストライキ解消後の鐘の音に託した一番目の思いだ。勝手な論理と思うかもしれないが、現代に生きる友の気持ちとして受け取ってもらいたい」
「あなたは無神論者とお聞きしましたが、その理由を教えてください。今までのお話を聴いたところ、私はその中に存在する聖心なもの、それも存在と言うものがこの世に永遠に続く限り人類が育んできた無限なる友情を感じました。そのこととあなたが無神論者であるという根拠が私にとってはどうも結びつけることができません」
「存在を信じるということは実は無を信じることなんだ。私たちは皆、他者との交流の中で他人あるいは友人の考えていることを悟ったり、理解することができる。中学校で教鞭をとる私の良き友、その人は若い女性教師なのだが、彼女が担任するクラスに一人、態度の良くない生徒がいた。そこで彼女はクラス全員に一週間日記を書かせた。彼女の目的はクラス全員の一つ一つの日記を読んで、その細かな心理的な動向を読み取り、彼らの将来を良き方向へと導く指導を模索することだったが、何よりも態度のよくない彼の日記を読み、彼にとってのベストなアドヴァイスをする目的があった。案の定、彼の日記を読むと彼女はその文章の中に底知れぬ不安のようなものを感じ取った。彼女は思った。彼の心を改めることはとても難しいこと。例え元気づけるような言葉を投げかけたとしても彼はいっそう傷つく可能性がある。彼女は考え続けた。そこで、数日後、彼の誕生日を迎えることを知り、その日にクラスメート全員で校庭にて写真撮影を行なった。さすがの彼もこのときばかりは照れくさそうにしていた。そしてクラスメートの学年全員の卒業式があり、数ヶ月の時が経った。彼は高校に進学したが、その一年目の夏、彼が海岸でのオートバイの暴走行為で警察に検挙されるという事件を彼女は耳にすることとなった。彼女は悩んだ。人間の心というのはどうしてこんなに思い通りにならなくて困難に満ちているのでしょう、私は全知全能の神に教えてもらいたいと･･･。しかし私たちにとって全知全能の神は存在するのだろうか。存在するにしても、その存在が明白でない限り私は神について何も語ろうとはしない。私が信じているのは正規分布の真実だけなんだ。一つの正規分布が平面にあって横軸を能力とする。縦軸はその能力に対応する生命あるいは人類の全体に対する割合としよう。生命あるいは人類とはこの世、いや宇宙全体に存在するすべての生き物たちであるが、正規分布というのは縦軸がいつまでもゼロとはならない限りのない存在を表すことになる。存在が無限だとしても無限の彼方に伸びる横軸に対応する生命体の割合は限りなくゼロに等しい。だから宇宙において遥か彼方に存在する全知全能の神とは私たちにとって限りなくゼロに近い無ということになる。君が言うように私は無神論者としての人生を歩み続けることになるだろう。つまり台風の後、列車内で君が見た若者とは暴走行為で検挙された後、釈放された若者で、君が通っていた中学の先輩だった。そして教会の鐘の音を鳴らしたのは私たちにとっての無に他ならない。彼は洋服店を経営する主人の息子で、その朝は姉の結婚式へ向かう途中だった。彼は父が新調したタキシードを着て列車内で日の光を浴びているときに将来、洋服店の家業を継ぐことを決意した。そのときに鐘は鳴った。この世がメタリックであることこそ遥か彼方の無が宇宙の中心に力を与えた。私たちは存在を信じるとともに無も信じなければならない。君が何事か語ろうとして口をつぐんだときの言葉が永遠なる言葉であると信じるように。ところで君にとってメタリックな世界を救ってくれる炎とはどういうものだろうか。炎は仄かな温かさと明るさをそっと提示してくれるようなキャンドルライトがちょうどいい。確か君の誕生日に招かれたとき、君の部屋にはオレンジの花々を挿した花瓶があって、壁にはアジサイがやさしく形取られたモノクロの版画が飾られていた記憶がある。その部屋で私たちはともに食事をして、私たちが期待する未来について長い時間話し合った。その日は国鉄のストライキが和解成立し台風が北上して収まってから数日後のことだった。今まで私が話してきたこと、そして君が話してきたことのすべては何よりも平和を愛する私たちがごく僅かのフリクショナルなオレンジの温かさを救うためのもの。つまり君の誕生日に君の家族が用意したデコレーションケーキの18本の蝋燭の炎を救うためのもの。君は二年経てば成人になる。その前に君にこのことを知らせたかった。これからも君との友情を大切にしたいと思う」
「僕は友情と言う言葉についてとても魅力を感じます。常々感じていることですが、アダムとイヴがいたエデンの園というのは友情があってこその世界だと思うのです。原初の世界において二人の男が出会い自ら刻み付けたメタルプレートを見せ合った。それらのメタルプレートには1から10までの数字と遠い未来への希望と友情の言葉の数々が記されてあった。そしてそれらがもとで彼らは友情を深め合った。そして彼らは一つのストーリーを創り出すことで合意した。それがアダムとイヴについての話を創作するためのコアレベルの動機であったと思えてならないのです。仮にエデンの園が宇宙の中心にあって、そこから宇宙の膨張によって私たちの住む地球が宇宙の最先端に移動したとしても、私たちの世界がメタリックであるが故に、原初の世界で生きた人々の思いは私たちにすぐに伝わります」
　ドアを開けると部屋に入り込んだ霧が隣の部屋へ遠のいていった。木の椅子の輪郭がはっきりと目に映った。焦げ茶色の椅子だった。部屋の情景が甦った。光沢のある黒いワンピースを着た少女が椅子に座っている。青年はその手前の椅子に再び座りカンバスに向かって絵を描き続けた。青年は少女の肖像画の背景の部分を青い油絵の具で丹念に塗りつぶして、その世界に託した思いから生じたいくつもの言葉を創り出していた。彼は画家志望の中学三年生で高校受験を控えていたが、何よりも今の自分の思いを、絵画を描くことに託したかった。彼の父は詩人だった。彼は信じていた。この広い宇宙の中で自分と同じように自分の思いを絵画に託す生命が必ずいるはずだ。それは同じような短い詩を記すことのように、宇宙が広すぎる故に、それらいくつもの言葉と生命は彼にとって空想上の友情の証だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (July 2023)





ベースメントナイト (Basement Night)


　ある中学校で数学の補習を続けている男子生徒が教師に尋ねた。
「なぜ僕たちは数学を学ばなければならないのでしょう。数学の公式が僕の人生に役立つことはありますか？」
　教師は腕組みして答えた。
「ちょっとした数学と理科の知識があれば君の人生は良い方に変わると私は信じている。もうそろそろ夕食の時間だろう。このぐらいで今日の授業は終わりにしよう」
「ところで今日は先生の給料日だと思いますが、先生は帰宅したらまず何を食べますか？」
「まずトマトスープだ。時にスープは冷めているときがある。しかしレンジを使えば少しの時間で温かくなる。君にとっての私の冷たさが君の家族愛のような温かさに救われる瞬間だ。今まで私に付き合ってくれて有り難う。感謝するよ」

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　夜、雪が降り出した。
　ここは北アメリカの住宅地。
　静寂が辺りを包んでいる。
　この近所の一帯だけが静けさに包まれていると錯覚をおこさせるような静寂だった。
　中学への進学を控えた白人アメリカ人、サリーは毎晩9時になると、家の戸締りをするために外へ出る日課があった。
　玄関前の路地に面した木の扉を鎖で止めようとしたとき、背の高い青年が路地を通りかかってサリーと目が合った。黒いコートを着て、北欧を思わせるような白い顔と青い目の青年だった。
彼はサリーの家の近所に住んでいる裕福な家の息子だった。夏になれば自宅のプールで泳いでいる彼の、立派な体格をした淡い桃色がかった白い素肌を見ることもあった。
細身でブロンドの長い髪をうしろで束ね、白いセーターを着たサリーは気にすることなく、郵便受けに入っている数枚のチラシを取ろうとして身をかがめたが、青年は落ち着いた口調で声をかけてきた。
「いい所で会った。君に見てもらいたい物があるんだ」
　サリーはびっくりして立ちつくしたが、すぐに言った。
「何でしょうか。もう夜も遅いし、何かのお誘いでしたら父と母が心配するでしょうし･･･」
青年はコートのポケットから一つの玩具を取り出した。二つの鉄球を一本の白い紐の両端に結わいつけ、紐の中央に取手のついた玩具だった。青年は吊り下がった二つの鉄球を持った手を上下に動かして何回かぶつけてみせた。カチカチという音が何度か聴こえたが、その音は雪の降り積もる静寂の中に溶けていった。
サリーにとっては不思議にもその場が自分の未来に大きく関わっているような誘惑を感じた。サリーは手を差し出した。青年は笑顔でその玩具を渡し、サリーも同じように何回か二つの鉄球をぶつけて遊んだ。
「ちょっと待ってください」
　彼女はその玩具をスカートのポケットにしまい込むと、もう一方のポケットから明日の新聞の集金に備えて用意してあった3枚の1ドル紙幣を彼に渡した。青年は受け取るとしゃがみ、1センチほど雪が降り積もった地面に十字と曲線を描いた。それは縦軸と横軸上の正規分布の図だった。彼女は立ったまま彼の描いた図をじっと見つめていた。
「正規分布の面積は1になるから、縦軸で区切った正規分布の左右の面積はそれぞれ0.5になる。でも、正規分布というのは縦軸の値がいつまでたっても0にならないから、横軸はプラスとマイナスの無限大に向かって伸びてゆく。だから僕たちの目で見える実際の正規分布の左右の面積はそれぞれ0.49999･･･となるね」
青年はそう話すと立ち上がり、足早に立ち去っていった。
サリーにとって彼は初恋の人となった。

サリーは家の中に戻ると冷蔵庫に入っていたホワイトクリームのデコレーションケーキを取り出し、それを9等分にした。そのうちの7個を再び冷蔵庫にしまい、残りの2つを彼女の家で飼っている愛犬とともに食べた。
彼女は信じていた。太陽系の9つの惑星のうち金星にはヴィーナスがいて地球上の生物を守ってくれる。
そしてサリーは毎晩の日課となっている日記をつけてから床に就いた。

日曜日の昼間、家族で海を見に行った。車を運転する父、その横に座る母、サリーと妹が後部座席についてラジオから流れるAORを聴きながら他愛のない話をしていた。そしてサリーは何日か前の夜に近所の青年から聴いた正規分布の話をした。何曲か流れて午後3時の時報が鳴った後、姉が面白いことを言った。
「私たちが乗っている車はUFOみたいなもの。私たちは宇宙人ではないけれど、それは上部の正規分布と、その正規分布が湖に映し出されたような逆さ向きの正規分布を合わせたような形をしている。サリーは中学に入ると数学の授業で正規分布を教わると思うけど、今から知っておいた方がいいわよ」
「わかった。私の専門は正規分布ね!」
　サリーが高々と声を上げて、父がハンドルを大きく左に切ると光で輝く無限なる水平線が見えた。

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　何年かの年が経ちサリーが大学に入ると、彼女はUFO研究会に所属した。女学生の一人が会長を務め、数人の男女学生が所属する小さな研究会だった。彼女が小学生の時の思い出がそうさせたとも言えるが、彼女にとってのUFOとは、今という時代を生きるうえで生じた数々の言葉を代弁してくれるような空想上の投影だった。
　サリーにとってのUFOは3つのジェット噴射口を持ち、上下二つの正規分布、つまり高原の山と、その山が湖に映し出された逆さになった山を合わせた形である。そして小学生時代に青年から買った二つの鉄球をボーリングボールぐらいの大きさにしたような二つの鉄球が、下部の逆さになった正規分布の中を磁石によるコンピューター制御で動き回り、UFOの加速、減速、そして運動方向を操る。直進するときには二つの鉄球はUFOの左下と右下に停止していて、左に舵を取るときには右下の鉄球が左下へ移動するように制御する。右に舵を取るときはこの逆である。上へ舵を取るときは、鉄球が磁石により、逆さになった正規分布に添って上に持ち上げられる。下へ舵を取るときもこの逆に鉄球が移動する。二つの鉄球がUFO内の下部を動き回るだけで宇宙を旅することができる。
しかしUFOというのは未確認飛行物体のことだから、操縦するのは宇宙人ということになる。サリーは高校生のときに友人にこう話した。
「私にとって銀河系はたくさんの鏡に囲まれたような光に満ちた世界。そして銀河系の中には私と同じような考えの生命がたくさんいて、それらの生命は前後にある鏡の間にある自分の姿のように一瞬に遠ざかって宇宙を旅することができるの。ちょっとおかしなことを言っているかもしれないけど、銀河系というのは上下のお皿が合わさったような形をしているから、家族のランチタイムの時には楽しめるジョークだと思うの。銀河系にはお父さんとお母さんと同じような顔をしている生命がたくさんいるのよ。彼らと一緒にちょっとした冗談を話すことはとてもいいこと。UFOは私にとって多くの友情をこの世で分かち合える乗り物なのよ。言ってみれば私自身の分身と友情を結ぶようなものね」

　サリーは曇りの日には赤いマニキュアで尖った爪の先を染め、晴れの日にはピンクのマニキュアで染めていた。UFOは正規分布からできている。正規分布はXYZ軸から成っていれば、平面を創り出すXY軸はともに無限で果てしなく、その無限に対応する縦のZ軸は限りなくゼロに近くなる。彼女にも愛国心があった。人間の深層心理からなる戦争というものの真実を知っていたが、無差別な流血の現実には断固反対した。彼女の尖った爪は、UFOの先端、つまり彼女にとっては無限に対応する限りなくゼロに等しい、万物に通せるような鋭い刃を意味した。それが彼女にとっての左下の鉄球を意味した。そして右下の鉄球の意味とは、彼女の母から話された言葉だった。いつかあなたも結婚して家庭を助ける立場になるでしょう。家族を守ることを生活の第一の目的としなさい。浮気は絶対に禁物です。そのような母からの言葉を聴いたとき、彼女は、無限に刃物のように鋭いUFOの先端部分は実際には宇宙内でまったく効力を発揮できないことを悟った。宇宙には多くの恒星がある。その恒星の熱でUFOの先端部分はもろくも溶け、刃物としての効力を失ってしまう。それらの空想上の真実が、左右二つの鉄球が、やがてはぶつかり合うことで発する熱により溶け出すことを意味していた。
　
サリーは中学生のころ、夜に家を抜け出し教会へ行ったことがあった。それは多分、少女期に女性なら誰しもかかえる不安な日々をイエスに告げたくなったからだろう。教会の講堂には神父とシスターが立っていた。教会の神父は彼女に言った。
「誰にでも幸福になる資格はある。それが、私がこの世、そして宇宙を信じる理由だ。私の良き友人に中年のホームレスがいた。彼は毎日、公園近くの道を歩きながら小銭を求めていた。髪がボサボサで作業着を着て歩く彼を見て、僅かの小銭を渡す紳士も時にはいたが、彼の金銭欲は果てしなく、いつか貴婦人から札束をもらい、それを資金として事業を起こし莫大な金を手に入れることを夢見ていた。平面の正規分布の横軸を金銭欲として、縦軸を宇宙全体の生命体が持つ金銭欲に対応する人数とする。彼が宇宙で一番、金銭欲が高いとすると彼は無限に近い遥か遠くに存在するたった一人の生命だ。あるとき彼の夢は現実となった。ある年老いた紳士から中身一杯に札束の入ったジュラルミンでできたとても重いトランクを受け取った。彼はその後、テントに持ち帰ったトランクを開いて札束に満たされた中身を見つめながら考えた。（そうだ、ホームレスの仲間たちを呼んで、この金を使い、恵まれない人々に分配しよう。それが私の神から授かった使命だ）彼の金銭欲はたちまち失われた。彼は私の教会に来た。私に会い、イエスに祈りを捧げた。私にとって教会は宇宙の中心にあるようなものだから、光で満たされ時間は止まっている。彼が祈りを捧げているときに世界は多くの時間を費やし、遠い未来へと向かった。彼が教会を去り街に出ると、そこにはすべてにおいて人民平等が叶えられた国が存在した。彼の金銭欲は一般的な水準にもどった。さらに彼の心の中では宇宙において果てしない大きさを持つ左右の翼を得たという自覚を持った。この話が私にとっての人民平等に対するすべての思いだ」
　シスターは話した。
「彼女は小学校に通う良き少女で、ある日、図画工作の授業で正方形のメタルプレートに自分の想いを、彫刻刃を使って描きなさい、という先生の指示のもと、彫刻刃を持ちながら色々なことを想像していました。制限時間は60分間でしたが、彼女はなかなか良い図案を思い浮かべることができませんでした。59分間考えた末、残りの一分間でメタルプレートの左上に円を描き、それを月と名付けました。そして左下、右下、右上にも円を描き、それぞれ火星、金星、水星と名付けて、最後に中央にも円を描き、それを地球としました。彼女はそのメタルプレートを先生に提出しました。先生はそのメタルプレートに人類愛のようなものを感じ取りました。先生はこのメタルプレートを教会に持ってきて私に見せました。そして私は一つの希望を持ちました。このメタルプレートを海の中に沈めれば、正方形の四つの角は水流で取れて丸くなり、私たち人類の共通の自然感情となる。その意味は私たちの地球の歴史、商業神に見守られた過去の地球上のすべての行いに対する理解と愛情のすべてを捧げること、それが天動説を唱えたプトレマイオスへの気持ちなのです」

　サリーは幼少時代、クリスマスイブの夜に一人、部屋で考えたことがある。そのときはちょうど両親との静かなクリスマスパーティーを終えた後のことだった。彼女は日記帳を開き、一つの正規分布を描いた。X軸に文明発展の度合い、Y軸にその文明の度合いに対応する、地球上のあらゆる都市、町や村全体に対する、その地域の割合をとった。文明が発展していない地域には水が欲しくても飲むことができない難民がいる。そして文明が発展している地域の人々は野山へ行き、自然の水を欲する人々がいる。正規分布のX軸が右上に傾けば、先進国から難民地区への聖なる水が流れていく。そして正規分布のX軸が左上に傾けば、野山の上流の川から都会へ向けて雨水が運ばれる。人間の創出する技術と自然がマッチしたロマン、それは彼女にとってマーキュリーからヴィーナスへ送られたダイヤモンドリングのように魅力的だった。
　
サリーの18歳の誕生日に父は言った。そのとき父はサリーにエメラルドでできたクロスペンダントをプレゼントした。
「なあ、サリー。研究者としての未来をどう思っているのかい?　工業製品の生産というのは原始時代から始まった。それは永久に向けた祈りのようなものだ。果てしない緑に包まれた山脈が見える大地で火を起こし木々を組み立てたりしながら、先人たちは海を見ると、水平線の中央に一つの山形の正規分布を思い浮かべた。その正規分布はあらゆる工業生産物の誤差から成り立っている。横軸が誤差の値で縦軸を生産物の数にすれば、文明が進むにつれてその誤差は少なくなるから、高度に文明が進んだ世界ではその正規分布は縦長の一本の棒のようになる。もし宇宙に文明が進んだ惑星が無数にあるとすれば、宇宙全体の工業生産物の誤差に関する正規分布は無限近くまで伸びる一本の直線となる。それは緑の光を形づくる光粒子の大きさの誤差が創り出す美しい直進する光ともいえるだろう。サリーがUFOに興味を持つのは幼少時代に体験した遊園地での思い出から来ているのかもしれない。工業生産物の誤差のある世界で遊ぶこと、それは神がすべての誤差を認めるようなもの。地球の自転にしても、一回転が24時間という時間にも、厳密には誤差が存在する。例えばUFOと山々の間で万有引力が働くから地球の自転の速さに影響を与える。UFOが空を飛べば、それがサリーの関心を誘う。つまり私たちの心は誤差の中で遊ぶことにより救われるということかもしれない」
　
サリーにとって、湖の水面に映し出された山のような、上下が逆さになった正規分布、つまりUFOの下部は何を意味しているのだろうか。彼女の論理は野山で暮らす女友達との友情に基づいていた。女友達は中学校の同級生で中学卒業後に家族とともに都会の喧騒を離れて田舎へと引っ越して行った。それ以来、彼女はサリーとの文通仲間として交流を続けた。そして彼女は山小屋近くの畑で家族の農作業を手伝った。そんな彼女の目に止まったのは、畑近くの野道を毎朝、楽しそうに会話をしながら通学する少年少女たちだった。彼らは高校生が多かった。彼女も高校へ進学したかったが、家が貧しかったのでなかなかそうもいかなかった。そして農作業を終えると夜空を眺めながら物思いに耽るということが多かった。5月を迎え、彼女は母の日に赤いカーネーションをプレゼントした。そしてその日は家族とともに赤いバラの畑へ行ったり、イチゴ畑へ行って取り立てのイチゴを食べたりした。サリーにとっての正規分布はX軸に物質の大きさ、Y軸を赤い色をした植物や果物のエネルギー、縦のZ軸を社会に対する許容度の相対度数を意味するから、許容度がマイナスならば正規分布は逆さになったマイナスの区域に位置し、サリーの友人たちも同様のことを思っている。つまり彼らの思いは赤い植物や果物を通してこの世に伝わることになるから、サリーにとってのUFOの進路を決める二つの鉄球には、この世の家族にとって必要な熱を、衝突を繰り返しながら動くことで提供するという意味があった。冷戦中の悪夢が再来することを拒む熱をこの世に放つことが目的だった。
　サリーは友人に尋ねられたことがある。
「もし、この世に貧富の格差がなくなって人々が皆、自由に希望を打ち明けられるような社会が実現したら、サリーは今までのマイナスの社会への許容度はプラスに変わるの？」
「それはないと思う」
　とサリーは答えた。
　サリーは友人に、自分の幼な馴染みで今は別のクラスにいる女友達のことを話した。彼女はまだ幼かった頃、マッチ売りの少女だった。父は肉体労働者で母は夜の街でパートをすることがあるような家で育った。彼女が中学生になり、家庭がある程度、ゆとりのある生活を実現できたころ、彼女は数学の授業で正規分布を書かされた。教師は、
「二次元の正規分布を描き、縦軸と横軸の意味を記しなさい」
と言った。
　彼女は小さめの用紙に正規分布を描き、縦軸を「自分のもつ愛情の度合いの全体に対する割合」、横軸に「生物のエネルギー」と書いて、少し眠くなったので机についたまま少し目を閉じていた。そのときに彼女が想い描いたのが赤いサラブレッドだった。彼女はそのサラブレッドに親しみを持った。しかし赤いサラブレッドは勢いよく地面を蹴りながら暗闇の中を遠のいていった。やがて赤いサラブレッドは小さくなり暗闇の中で消えてしまった。彼女は目を開け、正規分布を描いた紙を正方形になるようにハサミで切り、それを教壇に座っている教師に手渡した。そんな彼女との友情をサリーは大切にした。社会への許容度はいつまでもマイナスで、ゼロに近づいたとしても決してプラスにはならない。サリーはそのことを言いたかった。
　
サリーには動物愛護主義の男友達がいた。そして彼女は銀河系に存在するだろうすべての生命体との友情を大切にした。人間の眼球は丸い形をしているから、夜空の星々を眺めているときの視界は無限に近い。彼女はミルキーウェイに存在する生命との友情を誓ったから、UFOが無限の広さの正規分布から成るというのも頷ける。
あるとき彼女は動物愛護主義の男友達がヨーロッパへ引っ越すという事実を知り、港へ見送りに行った。彼は客船の甲板でウサギを抱えて彼女に向かって手を振っていた。客船が遠ざかるにつれて彼の姿は小さくなる。彼女の視界は無限に近い。その姿は、地球に別れを告げたUFOの内部で、地球人に対して無限なる友情を信じる彼女の分身に込めた思いと同じだった。
　サリーにとってUFOの上部は3次元空間で表せる正規分布から成り立っているが、それはX軸を物質の大きさ、Y軸を物質のエネルギー、Z軸を世界に対する許容度の相対度数としたときの青い花々の分布だと思っていい。サリーは幼少時代に母とともに野山へ行き、青い花々が咲き乱れる畑へ行ったことがある。彼女の世界への許容度は、身近に感じられる目の前と、それらに続く青い花々への親しみを感じ、遠くの花々には余り関心を寄せず、しゃがんで見たときの花粉が見えるような花々に対しての許容度は下がってしまったが、このときの晴れ渡った空を見たときのような感情がUFOの上部構造をつかさどっていた。
サリーの空想上のUFOの上半分の部分は広い空間を持つ庭園のようなもので、そこではたくさんの家族が家で生活している。野菜や果物の畑があり、それらを自由に取って調理したり、生で食べたりできる和気あいあいとした生活空間がある。そんなことをサリーは思い浮かべていた。
サリーの友人にロシア人の若い女性がいた。その友人が言うには、彼女はロシアの田舎で育ち、アメリカに来るまでは村で原始的生活をしていた。彼女は幼い頃、母が話した言葉を時に思い出すという。
「赤いバラ、薄い緑の葉、そしてコスモスの青い花弁を三つ集めて太陽の下に差し出すと、地面に白い光の集まりができるでしょ。その白色光は緑に包まれた地球が太陽光に守られている証。だから夜になって星空を仰ぎ見れば赤い星と青い星が白い星々の中で瞬いているけれど、それは緑に囲まれている中で生きる家族の願いのようなものね」
　ガガーリンは月旅行をしたときに、「地球は青かった」と言った。その言葉はサリーにとって、赤と緑で表された人類すべての血縁関係が救われるような言葉に違いなかった。
　
サリーは夏が好きだったから、時に友人たちと砂浜へ行き、水着姿で太陽のもとで日光浴をしたサンオイルを肌に塗り日焼けした後、日が沈んだころ紫がかった西の空に水星を見ることができた。熱き感情が覚めやらないころ、サリーは一つのことを思いついた。
（人類は水のあるカオティックな世界から生成した。母親の胎内もその一つで、夏は水を表す水色、強い日差しを表す紫、熱きマグマを表すオレンジからなるホワイトカオスが人類の生みの親。そして冬は水を表す水色、夜、両親とともに食後に食べた葡萄。父の肉体労働を表すオレンジからなるホワイトカオスによって人類は救われた）

　サリーには恋人がいた。美術学校へ通う男子学生だった。ある晴れた日の午後、サリーは彼とともに河原へ行き、芝生に寝そべり話をしていた。彼は今度のコンクールに一枚の水彩画を描いて提出することを話した。サリーは彼に言った。
「なぜ人の心はコアレベルの高いエネルギーを持つ色に青を選んだのかしら?　空は緑で木々の葉は青い世界はどうでしょう･･･、家族を大切にする人間はグリーンコアを選んでも良かったというのは間違えかしら?」
「それは僕の母さんが僕の部屋に夜食を持ってくるケーキの上にのっかった一個のブルーベリーのようなものさ。僕はそのブルーベリーに宇宙の中で誕生した青い恒星を連想することがある」
　約一ヵ月後、サリーは彼の絵がコンクールに入選したことを知った。彼女は思った。
（彼は私のことを忘れて、これから旅立つのかしら?）
　しかし、その心配は無用だった。彼が描いた絵画のタイトルは「オレンジと青い空」だったからだ。
　
サリーには牧場で働く女友達がいた。サリーは彼女と付き合い、色々な話を楽しんでいるうちに、自分の空想上のUFOに「藤」という名をつけた。その「藤」は薄紫色をしている。女友達は自分の好きな白い色について話したことがあった。彼女は青空のもとでの牛たちとの友情を大切にする。次に牛たちの家族に気を遣う。牛たちにとって家族は生命の源で、色で例えるなら緑色をしている。緑色は大地の自然とともに分かち合う心が求める色だった。青き友情と緑色の家族愛が合わされればライトブルーの光が生成する。牧場で働くことはライトブルーの感情を常に持ち続けること、と女友達は言った。そして、そのライトブルーの感情は赤き血によってセーブされるが、それは彼女にとってミルキーウェイに魅せられた動物たちとの血縁とも言うべきものだった。
　
サリーは中学生のころ、広い平原で同級生の女友達と、両腕で足を抱えて座りながら話をしたことがあった。その女友達は日本の歴史が好きで、よく日本史に関する本を読んでいると言った。彼女がサリーに話したストーリーは戦国時代のことだった。ある夏、東軍と西軍の武将が馬に乗り、歩兵を交えて平原で戦った。流血をともにした激しい合戦だった。ところが合戦の最中に雷をともなった豪雨に見舞われた。それでも彼らは戦い続けた。その時、遠くの丘の方で激しい雷鳴が鳴った。雷が落ちたのだった。彼らは一瞬、馬を止めて丘の方を見た。そこには一人の少女が立ちつくしたまま傘も差さずにじっと戦場を見守っている光景があった。彼女は難聴で雷の音は聴こえなかったけれど、武将たちはそのことは分かるはずもなく、間もなく雨は止み空に大きな七色の虹が広がった。武将たちは戦いを止めた。そして東軍の大将が西軍の大将の所へ会いに行った。そして言った。
「七色の虹の一番外側の赤い虹と青空との交わりは紫色の強い意志のようなものを感じるが、それは私たちの友情から来るものだろうか?」
　西軍の大将は言った。
「私たちにとってその友情を可能としたのは丘の上に立っている少女の後光に他ならない。紫色の成功とでも言おうか･･･」

　サリーの友人にアメリカ航空宇宙局に関連する職場で働いている若者がいた。彼はある時、朝早くに高原の山の頂上にて無料で青い花の小さな植木鉢をプレゼントするイベントを企画した。そのイベントには日が昇ると同時に多くの少年少女たちの行列ができて賑わった。彼の用意した植木鉢の数は100だったが、その数を上回る少年少女たちが訪れた。サリーもその行列に並んだが、彼女は来るのが遅かったため行列の後ろの方に並んで待っていた。そして100人の少年少女たちがその青い花の植木鉢を手に入れ、嬉しそうに高原からの帰り道を下っていったが、サリーを含めた14人の少年少女たちは植木鉢のプレゼントをもらうことができなかった。彼は14人の少年少女たちを誘い、高原近くの白い花畑へ行った。彼らは皆、澄みきった青空に心を奪われた。彼らが白い花畑近くの芝生に両足を抱えて座り込むと彼は話した。
「きっと僕たち地球人の他にも、この大宇宙には文明の進んだ惑星に住む生命がたくさんいるだろう。そして地球よりもっと文明が進み、大宇宙の各方面へ旅行できるような航空技術をもった惑星もあるはずだ。しかし彼らは自らの技術を誇示したり、売ったりすることはないと信じている。彼らも、そして私たちも、赤い血の魂というものを持っていて、弱者救済のために生きていると思うんだ。植木鉢の青い花はそう長い間もつものではない。しかし、僕たちの見ることができる青い空は永遠だよ」
　サリーはこの後、14人の少年少女たちと、高原から道を下り、街に出て皆で昼食をともにした。このときはすべて彼の奢りで、少年少女たちの絶え間ない笑顔に包まれた和やかな時間をしばらく過ごせたことをよく覚えている。

　サリーは夜、一人で下町の酒場へ行くことがあった。彼女の行きつけの酒場はとあるバーで、広いスペースにカウンターと小さなテーブルがいくつかある店だった。なぜ彼女があえてその酒場だけに足を運んでいたかというと、バーのマスターが盲目の中年男性だったからだった。彼は目が見えないにもかかわらず、すべての酒の種類とその置き場所が棚の何番目、そして左から何番目にあるということを把握していたので、客からの注文を受けると、左手でそのボトルがどこにあるかを探った後で、ボトルの酒をグラスに注ぎ、それをカウンターにいる客の目の前に差し出して、受け取るように催促していた。マスターには友人の客が多かったので、自分でも小さなグラスに酒をついでそれを飲みながら色々な話をしていた。
　ある夜、サリーはカウンターの席に座り、酒を少しずつ飲みながらマスターと会話を楽しんでいた。サリーは言った。
「ねえ、マスター。魚屋さんに並ぶ魚たちってとても可愛そうな運命だと思わない?　彼らは海という空間に生命を授かり、人間界の住む、まったく別の空間に運ばれてしまった。でも、海に住むすべての魚たちに占める彼らの割合はごく僅かだから、とても不運だと思わない?」
　マスターは言った。
「そんなこと言ったら、人間だってそのうちどうなるか分からないよ、サリーちゃん。私たちの住む大宇宙がもし海のような空間で、大宇宙の外側に人間界の知らない世界があって、そこに住む怪物たちが、いつ人類をねらってくるかもわからない。大宇宙のすべての生命に占める地球上の人類の割合は少ないと思うけど、心配じゃない?」
　赤い顔をした酔ったサリーは、その言葉を聴いてさらに顔を赤らめた。
「それはないと思うわ、マスター。でもそれは本当に宇宙の神秘に関わることで、答えはないと思えるけれど･･･」
「いや、答えはあるんだよ」
「どういった答えですか?」
「ちょっと待ってね」
　マスターはカウンターの、向かって左側にある10冊ぐらい並んだ本棚から一冊の本を取るとサリーの前に置いた。
「月夜の言葉･･･、という題名の本ですか?」
「そうなんだ。私は10歳の誕生日に母からこの本の点字版をプレゼントされて毎晩少しずつ読んでいった。10歳の誕生日の晩にはサンフランシスコで皆既月食が見えたそうだ」
　マスターはこのときは盲人用のサングラスをかけていなかった。ただ終始目を閉じて笑顔で話していた。サリーはそんなマスターの笑顔をしばらくじっと見つめていた。そして言った。
「安心しました。この本は是非読ませてください。今度来るときまでには読み終えておきます」
　サリーは家に帰る途中に考えた。
（人々は幼少時代、あるいは青年時代のライトブルーの記憶を大切にしようとする。しかしそのライトブルーの記憶を救うのが赤い世界に他ならない。人々は太陽の下で厳しい労働に取り組み、人々によっては戦いを求める）
　感動というものは環境の変化によって生じるものだから、ライトブルーの記憶は赤い世界により白色光を得て救われ永遠となり、白く輝く水平線を見たときの想いを甦らせるような･･･、そしてすべての弱者のライトブルーの感情は赤い世界によって救われることを彼女は自覚したのだった。すべての弱者とコアなる青き友情が拡大し、同時に緑なる家族愛と血縁が増えてオレンジの世界が生成する。オレンジの世界は青き友情の世界を求めて白色光を得ようとするから、赤い世界は青き世界に向かって徐々に移ってゆく。このことが彼女の雨上がりの虹に託した主虹と副虹にこめた思いだった。

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　サリーは月に一度、夜に教会へ行き、神父とシスターの話を聴いた。暗闇の中でジーザスに祈りを捧げることがサリーと神父との約束だった。
見かけは弱々しそうな、しかし信念を持ち続けているような瞳をした数人の老若男女がいつも集まってきた。
ある夜、サリーが教会へ行くと講堂内の電灯は一つも点いていなかった。演台には十字架に架せられた等身大のジーザス像が後ろの壁近くに置かれていた。左右には大きなガラス窓がいくつかあり、それぞれが細長い木製の板でクロスに区切られていた。右側のガラス窓から差し込む満月の光と、左右のガラス窓から見える星々の光で、暗闇に目が慣れてきたこともあるが、場内は不思議と明るく感じられた。
　神父とシスターが演台の前の長椅子に座り、サリーと数人の老若男女は向かい側の長椅子に座っていた。
　シスターは話した。
「私は家族愛を何よりも大切にします。銀河系には様々な生命が生息していることでしょう。地球と同じような、そして同じような愛情を持つ生命がたくさんいるはずです。正規分布の横軸を家族愛の度合、縦軸を相対度数とすると、私の信じる全知全能の神が心に抱く家族愛は無限大ですから、正規分布が左右対称になることを考えると、家族愛がゼロを意味する地点は無限なる左側へ遠のきます。私にとって家族は永遠のもとに、その存在が宇宙という規則正しいルールのもとで守られているのです。例え、生命が絶たれることがあっても人間の最も小さな意志が光とともに宇宙を旅するのです。この小さな意志は人生で歩んできた愛情のすべてが詰まった、光粒子と同じ大きさぐらいの微粒子ですから、私たちすべての意志は宇宙を旅することができるのです」
　間を入れずに神父が話し出した。
「私の父の友人に戦後、日本へ赴きMPの仕事をした人物がいて、彼は第二次大戦直後の東京で仕事をした。ご存知かと思うがそのとき東京は焼け野原の状態で、疎開先からもどった日本人の中には、もう私たちの世界は終わったと呟く者もいたという。ある晩、彼は日本人に食事の配給をした後、何人かの英語を話せる日本人とともに話をしたという。君たちは過去に流れ星を何回見たことがと彼が尋ねると、ある青年が4回見たことがあると言った。4回あれば充分だと彼は言った。長い期間であっても、4回の流れ星、つまり隕石の地球への接近という事実があれば、宇宙全体では数多くの隕石が飛び交っているということになる。たとえ、宇宙のすべての恒星が爆発し終えて、宇宙が冷え始めても、隕石という熱と光が発生する要因があれば宇宙は、大気中で摩擦を繰り返しながら熱を発する数々の隕石のおかげで再び温かさを取りもどし、次第に高温に達し、宇宙は膨張しながら最高温度状態に達したときに爆発を起こす。これが第二のビッグバンだと彼は父に話したという。つまり宇宙はこのようなビッグバンの繰り返しで消滅しかかっても再度生成し、膨張を続けていくことになるとのことだ。しかし隕石の熱だけで冷えきった宇宙が甦るという論理には頭をかしげる者も多いと思う。そこで私たちが宇宙最後の恒星にもし意志が存在するとしたら、その超新星爆発は何を意図するものかを考えることは自然なことだ。宇宙最後の超新星爆発は冷えきった世界でたくさんの岩を生成することを意図する。数々の岩は地球と同じように大気と水のある惑星の隕石となり熱を発生させる。その惑星のあらゆる生命の魂は冬眠から目覚めた動物たちのように再び生命をよみがえらせ熱を発生させる。宇宙の最終段階には多くの生命の魂が存在するので、その熱は合わせれば大量の熱を発生させる。その熱により、メタリックな世界は溶鉱のような熱をともなった流体物となり、マグマが再び甦る。そして私たちの冷えきった魂も再び熱を与えられ生命は甦る。そのようなことを言った彼は、戦後、いくつかの詩を書いたという。彼の考えによれば、この世は誤差のほとんどない秩序だった世界、つまりコスモスから生成し、そして誤差のたくさんある世界が生まれたという。そして、誤差のあることほど、この世において美しいものはない、と彼は言う。ある時、彼は友人の芸術家を集めて正方形のメタルプレートにいくつかの言葉を彫刻刃で記してもらった。そして、そのメタルプレートが今は亡き父に送る言葉だと言った。メタルプレートの中央に穴を開けてそれを回転させれば誤差のない円を見ることができる。それが彼にとってのコスモス、すなわち父なる世界だが、回転させると友人たちが記した言葉の数々は読むことができない。しかし一端、手を止めてメタルプレートを静止させたならば友人の言葉は明確となる。もともとメタルプレートを貫く中央の穴の位置はアバウトで誤差がある。しかしそれが彼にとってのカオスでこの世の真の姿だと彼は言う」
　神父はしばらく目を閉じ、再び目を開けると続けた。
「私の知人にゲイの青年がいる。彼は少年時代に苦しんだ。その苦しみは彼の家族、特に彼の父と母の関係にあった。父は毎日、残業をして夜遅く家に帰り母の作った料理が冷めてしまった後に夕飯を食べた。父の職場は一般の会社だったが、世間一般の家庭と比べて夫婦喧嘩が多かった。そのことが彼のゲイになった要因かもしれないが、彼は青年になると世間のゲイに対する様々な偏見、差別に苦しむことになる。彼が私の教会に訪れたのはそんな時だった。日が傾いた冬の夕方のことだった。彼は私に言った。『どうして人間というのはこうも苦しまなければならないのでしょう。私は苦しむためにこの世に命を授かり、そしてこれからもずっと苦しまなければならないのでしょうか』私は彼に言った。『どうか太陽の言葉というものを信じて欲しい。この世には富裕者もいれば貧者もいる。しかし富裕者にも仕事がある。富裕者の信念は言ってみれば他者より勝ることによって自らの幸福を得ること。しかし勝つためには苦しんで、勝つための技術を習得しなければならない。そして貧者は勝ち負けとは関係なく、自ら捨て身でただひたすら仕事をし、生活する。誰もが苦しいことは私たちの見えない場所で弱者が精神的、肉体的に苦しんでいることを考えればごく自然なこと。彼らとの友情を大切にしなければならない。その中には私たちにとって彼らを心の友といえるような喜怒哀楽が必ずあるはずだ』その後、彼にはたくさんの友人ができ友人たちと様々な言葉を交わしながら友情を深める中で、彼の苦しみは救われた。彼は思い出すだろう。彼が少年時代に父と母が夫婦喧嘩をした晩に自分の部屋で描いた満月の中の白兎のことを」
　神父は胸ポケットに入れておいたクロスペンダントを取り出し、首にかけて続けた。
「私たちにとって物質を構成する要素は、原子、分子、電子、中性子、光粒子、そして空間だ。この世に無限小という物質はあり得ないから、それらどれもが粒子性をもっていることになる。つまり空間は原子、光粒子などよりさらに微小な粒子から成り立っているという仮説が成り立つことになる。そして宇宙の中で一番数の多い最小の粒子が、この空間を形成する粒子となれば、熱とは光粒子が空間を構成する粒子の集団を通り抜けるときに発生する摩擦から生成する粒子間の振動ということになる。X軸を粒子の大きさ、Y軸を粒子のパワー、そしてZ軸を相対度数とした場合、空間を形成する粒子がこの宇宙の中で一番多いことになるから、その分布は天に伸びる一本の剣のような形になる。それを水面に映すと地球を貫く一本の剣が見える。私たちにとってこの世はメタリックだからもし空間を生成できる新たな技術が生まれれば、新たな空間によって私たちのあらゆる意志が広大な宇宙のどこへでも伝えることができる。言わば私たちの壮大なロマンを意図することができる。ところで宇宙における真の友情とは何だろうか。私は幼い頃の夏、家族で山へ行ったときに、この世の真の友情を体験できたような気がした。母はそのとき麦藁帽子を被っていて、帽子の縁にオレンジ色の刺繍がしてあったのをよく覚えている。その刺繍は4月にオーストラリアに住む母の友人が送ってきたオレンジの花束について、母が思いつき縫い付けた。私は山で家族とともに蝉やクワガタを取って虫かごに入れたりしてとても楽しかった。ところが私たちが昼のお弁当を食べて間もなく雲行きが怪しくなってきた。そしてしばらくして激しい雨に見舞われた。私たちは近くの山小屋を訪ね、しばらく小屋に住む老夫婦とともに会話などをしていた。私が20歳を過ぎて、もう一度、父にこのときの話をしたところ、父はこのときオレンジの花の刺繍から発するオレンジ色の光を宇宙の中で地球に一番近い青い恒星に届けたかった、と話した。そして父の希望はこのとき叶えられたのだった。このときの雨上がりの七色の虹を思い出すたびに私はこの世界の中で唯一の美しき友情を感じたのだった」
　神父は月明かりに目を向けるとすぐに視線をもどして続けた。
「私にはNY在住のIT技術者の友人がいるのだが、彼は幼少時代を孤児院で過ごした。なぜなら彼の両親は彼が生まれて間もなく離婚したからだった。彼は孤児院では理数系の科目が得意だったが、青年になってからコンピューターの専門学校へ通うようになった。彼の目的は一つだった。彼は自分のDNAの情報をすべてコンピューターに入力し、それをもとに母親の模造写真を造り上げることに専念した。もちろん孤児院の事務の人に自分の母親の住所を調べてもらったり、出生届をもとに調べることも可能だっただろう。しかし彼には信念があった。自分の技術力のすべてを導入し、成果を得る。これは他の技術者と同様だろう。そして彼が40歳になったとき、彼は母親の写真を創ることに成功した。そしてNY市役所の協力を得て、コンピューターに入力されている、身分証明写真との照合を依頼した。その結果、写真と瓜二つの老女がニューヨーク市に住んでいることがわかった。彼のテンションは高まった。ここで技術力というものをある期間における、技術が成し遂げた効用水準の上昇率と定義してみると宇宙の存在は無限で、彼が母親と再会したときの歓喜の最大化、つまり効用が最大化した瞬間の期間はあっという間なので、宇宙の歴史の中で様々な技術による効用水準があったかもしれないが、私たちにとっては彼の効用水準の上昇率が無限大近くまで最大化されたと考えていいだろう。だから、私たちにとっての技術力はこのとき、宇宙の歴史において最大化された。彼は今、仕事をしながら母とともに暮らす良き青年だ」
　神父は、しばらく席をはずしていたシスターからミルクコーヒーのカップを受け取ると続けた。
「私は幼少時代に家族とともにサファリパークへ行ったことがある。ジープに乗り、猟銃を備えた案内役の恰幅のいい中年男の運転で草原へ行き、小型バスの中から遠くに群がる草食動物や肉食動物を観ていた。私の父はガラス窓を通してその景色を見たとき、そこにあるのは生存競争だと思った。『どうだ、この景色は。何か感じ取ることはあるか?』と父は私と兄に言った。ところが私の兄は、小型バス近くに寝転んでいた虎が兄の方を見て急に獰猛な声で吠えたため、急に泣き出してしまった。私は遠くの草食動物に気を取られていたため、何のことだかさっぱり分からなかったが、私もつられて大声で泣き出した。父と母は急な出来事にびっくりして、兄と私を気遣っていたが、案内係の男は知らないふりをして前方を見てバスを運転していた。やがて兄と私は泣くことをやめて、遠くの方の草食動物を笑顔で見つめていた。宿舎にもどった私たちは、バスを降りて案内係の男と互いに握手を交わした。そして私は20歳を過ぎた頃にあることに気づいた。あのとき、つまり父と案内係の男が握手を交わしたとき、私の父の左足はこの世に関して生存競争を意味し、右足は家族愛を意味していた。しかし案内係の左足は家族愛、右足は生存競争を意味していた。その二人の世界観の相違が父と案内係の男の信頼関係を結んでいたのだった。このとき私が思い浮かべたのが夜空に瞬く星々の一つ一つの僅かな光の数々だった。人類社会というのは理論と実証によって法の秩序が保たれている。すぐれた理論があらゆる実証として当てはまれば、それは学問として成立し、利便性のある商品は良く売れる。だから私たちの生きる社会というのは能力と知力により支えられているということになる。サリーさんがUFO研究会に所属していることは知人から聞いた。UFOの上部をつかさどる正規分布は、X軸を能力、Y軸を知力、Z軸をそれらに対応する地球人の地球上での人数の割合とすれば、地球上においては全知全能の神は存在しないということになる。私たちはあらゆる能力と知力を駆使して社会にとって有益なものを生産しようとするが、生産物の中には必ず有害なものが混ざっていて、私たちはそれを除去するために四苦八苦する。そのために私たちの内面は時にカオティックな状況に陥り、苦難を強いられる。そんなとき私たちが頼りにするのは、正規分布において能力と知力が無限近くに達したときにX軸Y軸と正規分布の間の僅かな隙間から差し込む光、それは最小限の光だから光粒子ということになり、つまり私たちにとって全知全能の神は光の微粒子ということになる。UFOは、宇宙においてあらゆる恒星が生み出す熱、そして重力によって空間が歪む無限次元空間を移動することになる。UFOの先端から入り込む光粒子は様々な色彩を放ち、君たちに僅かながらの幸せを提供することだろう。ところで私の友人に日本人の僧がいるのだが、かれはもう相当な年で、若いころに第二次大戦を経験した。彼は戦後間もなく東京へ出て僧になるための勉強を始めた。ある夜、彼は街を歩いている時にマッチ売りの少女を見かけた。彼女は白い野球帽に白いワンピースを纏って藁でできた籠の中のいくらかのマッチ箱を売っていた。彼の希望はそれらのマッチがすべて売れて乗数効果により東京の経済が発展することだった。しかし雲行きが怪しい。今にも雨が降り出して嵐になり、すべてのマッチが水で湿って台無しになることも考えられる。彼にとっての世界は一本のマッチ棒に集約されたようにマッチ箱で世界が変わる期待に満ちていた。しかし一本のマッチ棒で世界が変わるためには高度の技術力を要すると彼は考えた。彼にとっての全知全能の神は一本のマッチ棒で、X軸、Y軸を十字に描いて交わったところをゼロとしてその上に正規分布を描き、X軸を技術の有用度、Y軸を地球の歴史上の相対度数とすると、地球は原始的時代が長く続いたから技術の有用度はゼロのときに最大になり、マイナス方向は技術の有害度を表すことになり、正規分布の形となる。ところが彼にとっての全知全能の神はマッチ棒で、それによって世界の有用度が最大になることだから、その有用度は無限に近い技術力ということになる。だから理論的には地球の技術社会がどのように変わろうとも、過去から現在まで、例えば乙女の作った折鶴も匠の作った茶碗も、その技術力は相対的にほとんど同じレベルということになる。彼の願いはこれから先、雨が降らずにマッチ箱すべてが売れることで、彼は天命と光に祈りを捧げるのだった」
　神父はコーヒーを飲み、カップをシスターに渡した。
　このとき月が雲に隠れて場内が暗くなったが、神父はかまわずに続けた。
「宇宙の起源は水中の三つの金貨のようなもの。冬の夜、噴水の中に三枚の金貨が互いにくっついて沈んでいた。新月が水面に映ってゆらゆらと輝いていた。その時、私の心の中ではすべての時間が停止していた。変化のない時の中で世界を変えたのは月光の僅かな光だった。水の中に目を向けるとくっつきあった三枚の金貨が僅かに動いているような気がした。その時、私の中で時間という観念が生まれた。微風が強風になった。水の中の三枚の金貨は沸騰したポットの中にあるように小刻みに動いていた。やがてあたりは嵐に見舞われ、木々の葉が激しく揺れ始めた。私はこのとき、この場所に宇宙の起源があるような気がした。各金属を構成するアトムは厳密にはミクロの世界で振動しぶつかり合っている。そのぶつかり合いが熱を発し、金属と水の温度は上昇を続ける。すべての水は金属の熱で蒸発し、金属は熱を持ち、やがて溶け出し、気体を発しながらカオスを生成する。それが私たち人間の生命の起源であるような気がした。だから私は夏の太陽を見るといつも思う。私にとってこの世の始まりは一筋の光、そして熱だから、太陽は常に地球に生きる生物たちを守ってくれている。地球に生きる生物は無限に近いほどの数をもつから、人間の数はそれらの極一部ということになる。地球は海と、陸地の森林の部分が多いから、もし太陽に心があるなら、まず救いたくなるのが海と山に生きる生物となるような気がする。私はこの世に生きる生命すべてが宇宙空間の圧力の中で生きることのできる強いパワーを持つと思っているから、その核となる生命のコアな意志は微小で光粒子を取り囲むことのできるほどの小さなものと考えている。もちろん人間の意志も同じだ。だから太陽の熱というのはどのような生命にも均等な救いを与える心と考えたい。そして私は信じたい。夜に二階の窓を開けて夜空を眺めている母子の、流れ星への願い事を叶えるのは、大気中を激しい熱を発しながら、その摩擦で質量を減らしながら進む岩が、すべて光に変わる瞬間であることを･･･。宇宙は広い。恒星は青い星として誕生し、次第に黄色味を帯びた後に赤色巨星となり最後に超新星爆発を起こして一生を終える。その一生のうちに宇宙空間に様々な大中小の歪を与えるから、宇宙空間にはその歪を解消、あるいは促進しようとする意志が働くはずだと私は考えている。それが私たちにとっての光、そして光が生成しようとする熱であると信じたい」
　神父は再びシスターからコーヒーカップを受け取り、コーヒーを二口飲んでからシスターに返し、話を続けた。
「私には日本人の友人が何人かいる。彼らは貴婦人とか紳士も中にはいるが、たいていは学生時代に日本へ旅行したときにできた気の合う仲間たちだった。私はある話を男友達から聴いたことがある。それは日本のベビーブームのころの話だった。戦後間もなく日本のある家族で長男が生まれた。父と母が学生結婚をしてすぐのことだった。それから20年以上にわたって母は子を産み続け、9人の子供をもうけた。それは例えれば太陽系の9つの惑星のようなもので、父と母の心は太陽の中心で熱を生成する源となるパワーがありそこでは時間が止まっているから、父と母は結婚当初から9人の息子、娘を育てることになることを予想していた。20歳を過ぎた長男の仕事は天文学者で、両親の結婚記念日には夜遅くまで研究所で天文学についての仕事をしなくてはならなかった。彼が帰宅したのは真夜中で、そのときには父と8人の息子、娘たちはすでに寝込んでいた。しかし母だけは起きていて彼が帰宅するのを待っていた。彼が食卓につこうとすると、母は手早くホットケーキを作ってくれた。このとき食べたホットケーキこそ日本の団塊世代とともに友情を結ぶための熱だと彼は言っていた」
　神父はシスターから受け取ったコーヒーカップの残りを飲み干して続けた。
「だから孤独は良くない。人々が二人集まれば色々な話しをしたりして君たちの世界は広がる。たとえ二人だけであっても、その二人が文通したり遊んだりして自分にとって新しい考えが浮かぶこともある。広い宇宙では彼らと同じような言葉をもつ生命体はたくさんいるかもしれない。しかし二人がこの世で言葉を交わすことを仲介するのは無限次元空間だ。二人の感情はその無限次元空間によって様々な色彩を帯びる二人の言葉が生み出す世界は無限となる。そのことは、二つの鉄球が互いにぶつかり合って、次第に熱を帯び、鉄球が高温に達すればオレンジ色に輝き、やがて溶け出し、二つの溶鉱はくっついて新しい世界が生成する現象のようでもある。だから皆で集まって互いに話し合ったり声を掛け合ったりしよう。友とともに新しい世界を創り上げよう。夜の星々と言葉を交わすように」
　神父はシスターとともに立ち上がって歩き出し講堂を後にした。サリーは年老いた婦人にお茶を誘われ、老若男女ともにホッと一息ついた後、夜の道へと歩いていった。

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　4月の夜、サリーは草野球に加わり楽しんだ。新月の晩だった。グラウンドを囲んで屹立した照明灯の数々のライトが、外野のグリーンの芝生を鮮明に照らし眩しかった。グレーの石でできた腰掛け場所の観客席には誰もいなかったが、ベンチでは、それぞれのチームの親子で賑わっていた。対戦は父母チームと子供チームで行なわれ、サリーは子供チームの7番バッターだった。
8回の表の攻撃で、彼女は白いティーシャツに二本の白いラインが入った黒いジャージ姿で、兄が子供の頃に使っていた茶褐色に汚れた軽いバットを握り締め、左バッターボックスに入った。ピッチャーは配管工をしている背の高い、日焼けした顔の父親だった。外角低めの直球を引っ張ったがセカンドごろで、ピッチャーと同じ現場で働いているという細身の中年男性が素早くファーストに球を送った。
次の8回の裏にはサリーの母が5番バッターとしてバッターボックスに入った。母が力強く素振りを何回かした後だった。ベンチから若いピッチャーに向けてヤジが飛ぶ。ピッチャーはサリーのクラスメートの中肉中背の青年だった。白いユニフォームを着ていた。サリーはライトの守備につき、遠くから母親の頼もしい姿を眺めていた。ピッチャーの青年が投げる球は遅くも早くもなく、一般の草野球レベルだったが、ピッチャーが球を投げたすぐ後に段ボール箱を思いっきり叩いたような音がして、球は弧を描いてレフト上空へと飛んだ。レフトを守っていたのはサリーの女友達で、上空を仰ぎ見ながら追いかける途中で転んで尻餅をついてしまった。すでにボールはレフトの金網のフェンスに直撃し、女友達が思いっきりボールを投げ返して内野にボールが届いたときには、母はホームインしていた。ランニングホームランだった。その一点が決勝点となり、父母チームの勝利となった。

　サリーには一つの希望があった。将来、中東へ赴き教鞭をとることだった。中東難民についてはテレビ番組で観たことがあったが、彼女が想い描く中東は近代化されたビルディングが建ち並ぶ未来の都市だった。そこで彼女は、狭い教室に中東の少年少女10人を集め、黒板にチョークで二本の線分でできたクロスとクロスの右上の部分に山なりの正規分布を描く。サリーは何も語らずに正規分布の右端から左にかけて小さな矢印を書く。少年少女たちは何も語ろうとはしない。しばらくたってサリーは矢印の下に、“Water”と記した。そのとたんに少年少女たちの瞳は見開かれた。彼らは何事か話し合いながらサリーからもらったパワーを確かめ合った。正規分布の横軸は人類の人民平等に対する意志の強さ、縦軸は人数だった。
そしていつの日か地球人すべての平等が達成されたとき、正規分布は中央に一直線に集中した一本の棒となる。それが彼女にとってのアポロ18号だった。
　そしてサリーにとって、この世において何よりも大切な熱とは何だったのだろうか。それは幼い頃、両親とともにアメリカンベースボールを見に行ったときの、夜の空の中でそっと差し出されたかのような新月の光に他ならなかった。それは自分の誕生日の夜を祝ってくれた両親が用意してくれたデコレーションケーキの蝋燭の炎のように神聖なる温かさと同じだった。そうだ、私の願いは中東難民だった子供たちとともにクリスマスパーティーを開くこと。サリーは決意した。
幼い頃体験した夢とは、悪夢ではなく宇宙の先端で二つの鉄球がぶつかり合って、暗闇の中で次第に熱を持ち、長い時間をかけて熱くなって、すべての魂に新たな生命を吹き込むようなオレンジ色に輝くような夢だった。
　それはいかなる惑星も熱を失って衰えて、例え冷えきった鉄の塊になろうと、神聖なる熱が、決してそれが僅かな熱であっても生命を救ってくれるような･･･、という思いだった。
　サリーの望みは果てしない。いつしか中東難民だった新しい友人たちとともにアメリカンベースボールのナイトゲームを観に行く、色々な飲み物を飲みながら観戦を終えると、スタジアムの外にあるカジノへ彼らを誘う。彼らはまったく異なる惑星に招かれたような感覚を体験する。カジノは老若男女の人々で賑わい、ドレスを纏った婦人、タキシードを着た紳士なども見受けられる。難民だった少年少女たちは初めての体験でも、笑顔を見せることもなく、ただ辺りをゆっくりとした足取りで見つめている。ある白人の紳士は言うかもしれない。
「私たちは北部で育ったが、あまり忍耐力はない。しかし君たちは南部で育って、忍耐力はとてつもなく強いと思う。横軸を忍耐力、そして縦軸を地球上に存在する、その忍耐力に当たる人間の割合とすると正規分布が描かれる。その分布は夜空に瞬く星々のように美しい。君たちは最も忍耐力があり、しかもその割合が少ない全知全能の神々のように、私たちにとっては誰よりも友情を結びたい相手だ。そうだ、君たちに私から100枚のコインを譲ろう。共に遊びを楽しもう。君たちが夜空に舞う天使たちとなる瞬間だ」
　そして、ある貴婦人は言うかもしれない。
「正規分布は自然が生んだ、この世で最も美しい理論。難民の少女は原子模型を見せたときに、『原子でビリヤードをしたら面白いでしょうね』と言うかもしれません。宇宙におけるすべての原子の大きさは正規分布に従うから理論的には数少ないビリヤードの球と同じ大きさの原子が宇宙に存在するはず。それはクリスマスイブの晩に子供が、贈り物が入った大きな赤い靴下を夢見るのと同じかもしれない。けれども私はその赤い靴下の中に小さなダイヤモンドリングが入っていると信じています。それはサンタから贈られた、子供のお母さんへのプレゼントで、南アフリカの黒人奴隷がそっとしのばせたダイヤモンドリングのよう。ちょうど、すべての恒星が爆発した後の宇宙の彼方の小宇宙に存在する小さな大きさの白色矮星のようでもあります」
　サリーは物覚えがついた4歳の頃、母とともにアメリカンベースボールゲームを観に行ったときのことを思い出すことがある。その時、サリーは母とともにバックネット裏で観戦していて、小さな麦藁帽子を被っていた。そして8回裏のことだった。ホームチームの4番バッターが満塁ホームランを打った。そのバッターはアメリカでも有名な黒人バッターだった。彼はハーレムで育った。幼少時代の夏の夜、彼は家族とともに月を見た。皆既月食の晩で、月が地球の影に隠れ赤みを帯びた瞬間に感激した。そのときの想いをどうやって父と母に伝えたらよいかを彼は考えることがあった。そして彼は大リーガーになった。デーゲームの日の試合に両親を呼んだ。彼はホームランを打った。両親は空の中を飛んでゆく打球を見た。その球は太陽光をバックに黒く見えた。両親は打球がスタンドに入った瞬間に目を閉じ、しからく顔を空の方に向けて、まぶたの中の赤い血を感じていた。彼が自分の想いを両親に伝えた瞬間だった。

　夏の昼間、サリーはコンビニで弁当と緑茶を買い、児童公園に立ち寄り、ベンチに座って強い日差しを浴びながら昼食をとった。北側の民家の窓は開いたままだった。母と娘の会話が聴こえてくる。二人とも落ち着いた話し振りで昼食後の団欒と言ったところだろう。日の光は時にグレーの雲にさえぎられ間を置いて地面の明暗を区切っていた。遠くのベンチに白いティーシャツ姿の若者がベンチで寝そべっている。きっと気軽に日焼けできる場所として児童公園を選んだのだろう。
7月の下旬頃のことだった。
　サリーは思った。夜になれば昼間の出来事を日記に記す少年少女たちがたくさんいるはずだ。それはだいたい一日の楽しかったことが多いと思うが、机の上で鉛筆の記した力は、すべて地球の中心を貫き、地球の反対側の昼間の地域を通り、雨の地域でも雲を通り過ぎれば日の光で満たされる。それらの光を形成する光粒子の集まり、そしてその世界を形成する光の世界は少年少女たちの味方。この宇宙の中で目に見える物質で一番多いのは光粒子だから彼女が想い描く光粒子が創り出す言葉の数々は無限近く宇宙を旅する。サリーはそこまで考えると腕時計を見た。もうすぐ午後3時だった。

　家にもどったサリーは、郵便受けに一通の手紙が届いていることを知った。家のリビングルームでその手紙を開封し読み始めた。

親愛なるサリーへ

20年前のことを覚えているだろうか。雪の降る夜、君は僕から3ドルで二つの鉄球の玩具を買ってくれた。僕はその3ドルで3枚の宝くじを買ってホームレスの生活を始めた。僕の父さんが事業に失敗してね。僕は長時間暗闇の中で苦しんでいた。たとえその日が午後の天気がいい時間であったとしても僕は闇というものを常に心に感じていた。僕を苦しめたのは僕を取り巻くすべての現実だった。すなわち環境すべてが僕にとっての闇だった。ある新月の晩、僕は疲れ果てて、その日の最後の煙草に火をつけようとしてポケットからマッチ箱を取り出したが、水で湿っていてすべてのマッチ棒は使えなかった。僕はしばらく目をつぶっていたが、心は闇の中のさらにその先の闇の核となる部分へ向かっているような気がした。その時、背後から僕の肩をポンポンと二回叩いてくれる人がいた。近所の教会のシスターだった。彼女はライターの火を点けて片手の平で風をさえぎりながら僕の方に火を差し出してくれた。僕はそのライターの炎に希望の光を見たような気がした。僕は煙草に火をつけて思いっきり煙を吸い込み煙草を吸った。そして吸いながら環境を支配しているすべての闇から自分を守ってくれるシスターの優しさを身にしみて感じた。煙草を吸っているとき、シスターは横顔を見せながら沈黙を守り続けていた。何かに安心したような表情で前方を見つめていた。そして僕が煙草を吸い終わると同時にその場からゆっくりと歩き去って行った。僕は近くの電灯の僅かな光のもと、ポケットに入れておいた何枚かの家族と友人の写真を手に取り、それを見ながら過去の記憶を甦らせていた。僕には信念があった。電灯の光に映し出された写真の実像は宇宙におけるごく僅かの光となって宇宙空間を旅する。その光の微粒子こそ僕にとっての全知全能の神だった。二ヵ月後、僕の買った3枚の宝くじのうち1枚が当選し、僕は60万ドルを手に入れた。僕はその金を元手にプラネタリウムの経営を始めた。初めのうちは苦労したけれど、プラネタリウムの建設に携わったお陰で、協力してくれるたくさんの友人ができた。あるときは友人と口論し、またあるときは友人と励ましあった。そしてプラネタリウム一号店ができたころ、僕はまず自分の家族を客として招いた。僕は4人家族で育ったから、父さん、母さん、そして兄さんを誘って楽しんでもらった。数年後、僕はいくつかの支店をもとうという野望を持った。そしてその野望は叶った。今ではニューヨークにも支店をもって何とかうまくいっているよ。

プラネタリウム“UFO”ロサンゼルス本店　ジョンブラック


サリーは読み終えると、ソファーの上にデイリーニュースペーパーが置いてあるのを知った。きっと父が出勤する前にざっと目を通していったのだろう。母は自動洗濯機の中の洗濯物を小部屋の物干しに吊るしたりしていた。
サリーはテーブルに座ってニュースペーパーをめくり出し、ふと、小さな見出しで載っていた一つの投稿記事に目をとめた。

ロサンゼルスの医師が白血病の治療に成功したことに関して詩人のホワイトさんが寄稿

もし、今の時代に太陽の言葉があるとすれば、それはまさに現在、過去、未来における叙事詩の完成形を見て取ることができるだろう。そこに現代の先進医療によって白血病から回復したある青年の物語があると思うのは私だけであろうか。
彼は小学生のときに重い白血病で学校通いを止め、自宅で治療を続けていた。彼の同級生の親友に貧しい家の子がいて、中学へ上がった年の冬、新聞配達を始めた。新年に入ると、彼はその友達が自分の家の新聞も配達していることを親から聞くと、毎朝、新聞配達の自転車のベルが鳴ると、新聞を取りに行き、友達から受け取った。
「どう?　調子は」
「うん、大丈夫だよ。お勤めご苦労様」
　という言葉を交わすことが友達と彼の日課だったが、それはまだ日が昇らないうちの薄暗い道で、外灯の明かりを頼りにしての会話だった。彼はその後に昇る朝日を、晴れた日には、3階の自分の部屋から見つめていることが多かった。そのときには不思議と瞼に熱いものを感じた。
もし、私が天動説を支持しなさいと太陽からの誘いを受ければ、私は迷わずに天動説を支持するだろう。白血病の子供にとってホームは長い間続く、言わば時間が停止したような愛情の世界にある。両親は彼のことを気遣い、彼がまだあどけない頃の何枚もの写真を彼の部屋に飾り、遊び道具もたくさんあり、そして親戚からの花束の贈り物も後を絶たない。そんな彼も小学校高学年になると、いくらかたくましくなった。彼はプロレスラーのジェットブラウンという選手のファンになり、父と兄、そして彼の3人でよく家でプロレスをして遊んだりした。彼の部屋は、幼い頃の写真が貼ってあった白い部屋から、ジェットブラウンの写真がたくさん貼ってある赤と黒を基調とした部屋に生まれ変わった。ジェットブラウンという選手はロサンゼルスでも有名なハードアクションを売り物にするプロレスラーだから、ジェットブラウンの写真は背景が赤だったり黒だったりすることが多い。そしてそれからというと、彼はジェットブラウンの良き友となった。ある冬、ジェットブラウンはプロレスを披露する目的でカナダに遠征した。その姿は彼もテレビで観ていたが、大雪が原因で帰りの飛行機の運行が遅れることになった。ジェットブラウンは彼あてにEメールを打った。その頃はちょうど夕方、日の入りの頃で、ロサンゼルスに住む彼は昼間、学校で一人教室にいる頃だった。そのときは他のクラスメートが体育の授業でサッカーをしているときだった。しかし彼にとってはなぜ自分が一人だけサッカーができずに、教師から教室にいるように命ぜられたのかがわからなかった。彼がジェットブラウンにあてたEメールはそれについてのことが多かった。そして彼は自分のすべての悩みをジェットブラウンに打ち明けた。その言葉の数々はだいたい幼い頃から今までの間、自分が他のクラスメートと比べて特別な扱いを受けているような気がするが、その理由が分からないというようなことだった。ジェットブラウンはEメールでこう返答した。
「日が沈めば必ず翌日には日が昇る。このことを疑う者はいない。しかしもし君が悩み、私との友情を拒むようなことがあれば、私にとって明日はない。どうか私のことを信じて欲しい」
　時間が停止した彼の世界から見た太陽は、東の空が紫色に光った後、赤い日の出があり、その後、オレンジ、黄色、そして白色光になる。そして夕方になれば日は赤みを帯び、オレンジ色そしてうす紫色の空とともに沈む。それは宇宙というものが生成してから今日まで、生成と消滅を何度も繰り返しながら勢いよく時が進み、今という時代を待っていたかのように急激に移り変わる世界で、もしそれが太陽の言葉であったならば、私は現代を歓迎して受け入れ、この時代に生きる苦痛を友と分かち合えることだろう。

ポールホワイト


　サリーはソファーに座ったまま近くの棚においてあった手帳を開き言葉を記した。

山に住む人は紅を何よりも高く買うと言った
海の家に住む人は車椅子を何よりも高く買うと言った
世界の人々は人民平等のためには何よりも車椅子が必要だと言った
しかし、ある青年は紅を造るために毎日働いた

遥か彼方の小さな隙間から光が漏れている
それよりもっと遠くの隙間から暗闇に向かって誰かが指図する
この世には光もあるし暗闇もある
私たちは光を求めた

ある物語のために私たちは光を求めた
ブルーベリーを山の中で籠に入れて集める青年と車椅子に乗る少女が恋をする物語
少女は白いシャツの左の胸に、はけではいたような赤い紅の太い線
青年は少女の車椅子を両手でしっかりと気遣って山を下った

すべてはこの物語のためにあった
車椅子をつくる人が工場の裏でひとり賛美した物語
紅を売る人々は実はたくさんいるんだよ、と青年は言った
でもそれは内緒だよ、と青年は付け加えた


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (September 2023)





美しき友情 (Beautiful Friendship)


親愛なるアンナへ

　君のお母さんが退院したそうだね。まずはおめでとうと言いたい。
　君のお母さんはもう相当な年で長い間、腰を悪くして杖をついて歩くのもつらそうだった。そして去年の秋になってから入院した。君は毎日、見舞いを欠かさなかったが、冬に入った日の帰宅途中の電車の中から外の景色を眺めながら不思議な感覚を体験した。その頃は夕方で、もう外も薄暗くなりかけていた頃のことで、雪が降り出していた。電車からは遠くには山々、そして近くには畑やたくさんの木々が見えたが、その時、見た雪化粧に、君は遠い祖先からの血を受け継いだ、しかし自分だけの思い、それはよく晴れた日に太陽に向かって目を閉じたときの赤い世界だったのかもしれないような想いを体験した。すなわち君は外の景色に母の生命を感じた。だが、君はそのような不思議な感覚を長時間、経験することに対して抵抗を感じた。そして君は電車の中で少し目線を変えて車内に貼ってある数々の広告を見ることに専念した。君は夢から目を覚まし現実にもどったような感覚で、家に帰ってから食べる晩ご飯を何にするかについて考え始めていた。そのようなことは君の青い瞳を見ながら君と会話を重ねるごとに次第に分かることだった。
　君の幼少時代のことは君のお母さんから色々な話を聴いた。君はまだ幼稚園に通い出す前の秋に、お母さんと一緒に近所の高校へ散歩に行ったそうだね。枯れ葉が降り積もった校庭の木陰で、君は母と枯葉を両手でかけ合った。枯れ葉は昨日の雨で少し濡れていたが、君の遊び心はそのことを気にしなかった。その時の思い出は茶褐色に変わった昔の写真のように君の脳裏に焼きついた。
　翌年、冬ももう終わろうとしている頃、君はお母さんとともに同じ高校へ行き、高校生の野球を観戦した。観戦しているのはベンチに座っている君たちだけだった。試合の途中からの観戦だったため、30分程で試合は終わり、君のお母さんは、一人の高校球児から硬式野球ボールをプレゼントされた。そのボールは今でも君の部屋に飾ってあることは君から聴いた。
　もう一つ、君に思い出して欲しいことがある。君は幼少時代に学校の工作実習の宿題で、「公園」を造ってくるように先生から言われた。その宿題の期限は一週間で、君は5日間考えたが、良い案が浮かばなかった。そこで家族に相談したら、お父さんの指示で、休日を利用して「公園」を造ってみようじゃないかということになった。お母さんはこの指示に従って段ボール箱を切って「公園」の地面とした。次にお姉さんが小さな四角い箱の蓋を、その地面に糊付けをして、砂袋の砂を接着剤と混ぜて入れてそれを砂場とした。そして、お母さんは割り箸を段ボールに差し込んでテープで土台を造り、しっかりと立たせ、その割り箸のてっぺんに7本の割り箸の先端を囲むように付けて、もう一方の先端に折り紙で作った7つの折鶴を吊るした。立派な「公園」の出来上がりだった。君は「公園」に袋をかぶせて大切に学校へもって行き、教室で先生に渡した。クラスメートからは、「本当に自分で造ったの?」とからかわれたが、君には信念があったから、むしろ優越感に浸っていた。君は先生からほめられて少し顔を赤らめた。「公園」の最後の仕上げは君のお母さんが造った7つの折鶴だったが、それらすべての折鶴の色を合わせると白色光を得られる。そう、つまり君の青い瞳は白色光を求めていて、今も白色光を求め続けている。それは君が感傷的なライトブルーの感情を常に求めている証だと思う。今まで私が書き続けてきた君のための君だけの思い出の数々は私自身のライトブルーの感情でもあるし、君自身の大切な感情でもある。それは私たちにとって、赤いサクランボを求めて野道を歩むようなこと。どうか思い出というものをいつまでも大切にして欲しい。
　君は幼少時代に父母の寝室に忍び込み、父の書斎の引き出しに隠された拳銃を見たときにはとても驚いたと私に言った。君は父の拳銃に自分の家族を守るための遥かなる愛情を感じた。拳銃のつややかな光沢と、黒の線がいくつものクロスをつくったハンドルの重き象徴を、私に向けて夢中になって話してくれたことを私は今でもよく覚えている。君の感じた家族愛は、この世界全体に広がるほどの大きさをもっていた。
　私の物にたいする心は、君の見た拳銃ほど荘厳な重みは兼ね備えていない。しかし私自身が魔術にかけられたような、その物自体に自分の心が宿って、その心が世界に向かって拡大しているような気にさせられる･･･、実を言うとそれは単なる家に置いてあった大き目の物差しのことなのだが、それは木でできている1メートル位の長さを持ち、手で持って上下に振るとよくしなる物のことだった。私は幼少時代に母に叱られたときに、その物差しで尻を叩かれたのをよく覚えている。私は叩かれたくないので、家の中を逃げ回った。そんな物差し一本が私にとっては今の世界観を支える重要なファクターになっている。愛の鞭、などとよく言われるが、私も友人たちと同じように幼い頃から今までいくつもの試練を乗り越えて、そのたびごとに教員や上司たちから厳しい言葉を浴びせられた、と話せば分かってもらえるだろうか。
　ところで、そんな君と私がなぜこのような言葉を交わせるだけの友情を兼ね備えているかが少し気になったこともあった。私はそんなとき、君と会った冬の午後のことを思い出した。君も私も母親が編んでくれた毛糸でできたセーターを着ていた。君は私を草原に誘った。そして凍えるような寒さの中、君は私に握手を求めた。私はかじかんだ手をジャンパーのポケットから出して快く君の手を握り締めた。そのときから私は君と文通をするようになった。
　ある秋の日の午後、私は盲学校の教室にて教鞭をとっていた。私が美術史について話していたとき、君は、「無限なる物と無限なる心」と題する絵を描いていた。そのとき君は盲目の少女だったから、私の講義を聴きながら君は点字の教科書を机の上に開いて指先を使って読んでいた。その合間に君はノートに赤と黒の鉛筆を使いながら一つの絵を描き続けていた。君の絵は黒い花瓶に赤いバラを刺した絵で、背景はグレーだった。そしてその絵は私へのプレゼントだった。君はノートをハサミで切って絵を私に手渡し、私は君の絵を仲間たちに見せた。ある若い同僚は言った。「この絵こそ全知全能の女神が描いた絵ではないだろうか?」
　君は中学生のときに糖尿病が原因で失明した。しかし今は先進医療により回復している。私にとってはこの世の苦しみを分かち合いたいと思う相手だった。
　ところでトランプというのは多種多様な遊戯が楽しめる有用な玩具だ。私にとってのトランプゲームは各13枚のスペード、クラブ、ダイヤ、ハート、合計52枚のカードと1枚のジョーカーから成り、トランプの数字はベクトルの数を意味する。そして競合するのは、光チームと称するレッドチーム、闇チームと称するブラックチーム、そして友情チームと称するオレンジチームで、各チームは1枚のトランプを差し出して、その数字から成るベクトルの数を使って一つのロジックを形成する。例えばこの世に対する批判を形成するロジックは二つ以上のベクトル、すなわち言葉や感情を組み合わせたものだ。ある夜、ブラックチームは11枚のカードを用いて高度なロジックを形成した。レッドチームはキングオブスペーズを出して、そのロジックに更なる価値を付け加えて新たなロジックを形成した。しかしそのロジックはオレンジチームの出したエースオブハーツにより革新的なロジックを形成する。エースオブハーツは唯一の喜びのようなもので、この一つのベクトルが新たな価値の創造に重要な意味を持つ。ジョーカーは私たちの世界を構成するためのもっとも重要な要素である。ジョーカーは変幻自在にベクトルを操ってカオティックな世界を創造し、このとき私たちのロジックは一端消滅する。ジョーカーは私たちに対し新たなロジックを創造することを要求する。
　私たちは色々なロジックをつくって、それをもとに政治、経済、文化、芸術、技術、娯楽などの作品の創造に関わっているが、それらを総合して私たちが得るものは実を言うと何もない。私たちはオレンジの花畑で友情を結び、太陽が南中するころ共にランチタイムを楽しむ同士のようなもの。そしていつの日かその地で新たな仲間たちとともに友情を結び、ランチタイムを楽しむことを望んで止まない黒子のようなもの。
　私たちの夜の実践計画はあらゆる技術を駆使して、そしてそれらを総動員して夜空に白く輝く金星の軌道に変化を与え、いつの日かこの世において様々な苦しみにさいなまれる弱者たちと共に皆既月食を眺めること。そのとき私たちの計画が成功すれば、太陽、地球、月が一直線に並んだときに、金星の白い光によって皆既月食のときの赤と黒の月は白い光を放つダイヤモンドリングに変わる。
　君には大切な夏の思い出がある。君がイタリアで生まれ育ったということはよく知っている。それは君がお母さんとともに買い物に出かけたときの帰り道、路地の坂道を下っているときのことだった。太陽が赤みを帯びて西の空がピンク色に染まった頃、君は赤とんぼと友情を結んだ。その友情とは、歴史を語る上で極めて重要な、そして人間というものが日々、感じたことを率直に受けとめ、そしてその時の感情のままに流される･･･、このような日々が実は何にも変えがたい体験であることを私たちが身をもって実感できる心だった。君は赤々とした大きな夕日が沈もうとしているころ、数匹の赤トンボが宙を飛んでいるのを目にした。そしてそのうちの一匹がお母さんの被っている麦藁帽子の縁に止まった。「お母さん、赤トンボが帽子に止まっているよ」と君は言った。「本当?どれぐらいの大きさ?」とお母さんは言った。「とても可愛らしい小さな赤トンボよ」君はその赤トンボと友達になりたいと思ったが、その瞬間、赤トンボは赤い夕日に向かって黒い点を残しながら飛び去っていった。
そのときは何気ない一つのちょっとしたことに過ぎなかった体験も、今となっては君の大切な思い出となっていることをつけたして、私は君への手紙を書いてきたペンを置くことにしたい。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2023)





北国の神話 (Northern Fable)


　彼は、中学校の放課後、しばらく経ってから始まった体育館でのバレーボールサークルの厳しい特訓に耐えた。10人の部員が長時間に及ぶアタックとレシーブの練習を終えた後、他の部員が休んでいるときに、彼だけがコーチの中年体育教員にレシーブの特訓を受けた。アタックが次々と彼に向けて浴びせられ、彼の下半身の苦痛は極度に増すばかりだった。彼はついに膝を床につけると同時に、仰向けに倒れた。
「もう勘弁してください･･･」
「よし、このぐらいで終わりにしよう」
　コーチがそう言った後、彼とその他の部員は床に座りながら、バレーボールを片手に仁王立ちしているコーチの話を聴くことになった。
「君たちは暗闇の右手とはどういう意味をもつのか考えたことはあるだろうか。
君たちの中にはその言葉を聞いて中世暗黒の時代に、僧が夜に蝋燭の炎のもとで自分の思いを紙に記す光景を思い浮かべる者も多いかもしれない。夜の言葉というのは昼間の言葉と違って、力強さをもった、場合によっては自信過剰とも思える言葉の数々であることも多いかもしれない。そんな言葉を記した翌朝、振り返るならば、その言葉の大それた感情移入に苦笑することもあるだろう。しかし私たちの言葉を支配する感情というのは、実は暗闇から生まれる言葉ということを肝に銘ずるべきだ。昼間に仕事をする際に私たちは直射日光を避けるし、昼間であっても曇り空、雨のときは暗雲の下で室内の明かりを頼りに仕事をしなければならないのが私たちの宿命だ。だから私たちの生活は暗闇による支配力が太陽光の明るさを上回っているとも言える。このような暗闇の論理は、暗黒の中世からの伝統を受け継いだ友情ということになる。私たちにとってはこの世は暗黒の世界から始まった。抽象的な話をすれば、神々は北国に集まってこの世を創った。その北国というのは私たちにとっては極北にあって、冬は暗黒の世界の中で冷たい吹雪が吹き荒れている。夏はいつまでも沈まない太陽の下で冷たい氷海が支配している。でも私たちにとってそれはごく自然な話で、時に私は遠く離れた極北で生活する男を思い浮かべることがある。その男は言うだろう。『世界はとても冷たい。しかし冷たくなくてはならない』」

　そして彼は20歳を過ぎると探険家になった。彼は世界各地の密林の中で生活したり、高山の登頂に成功した。彼は高山植物の魅力に惹かれた。彼の野望は果てしなかった。ある夏、彼は北極点を目指して出発した。犬ぞりに食料を積んでの探検は厳しく、何日も続く吹雪の中で進み続けた。そしてとうとう彼は北極点にたどり着いた。北極点には1メートル程の小さな塔があった。激しい横殴りの吹雪の中、彼はその塔と、広大なる凍りついた海の大地の地面の境に小さな穴が開いていることに気付いた。手探りすると一つの箱が隠されていることを知った。取り出すと隠されていたのは黒いケースだった。彼はケースを開けた。一つのメタルリングが入っていた。すぐにケースの中に雪が吹き込んでリングが飛ばされそうになったが、彼はリングを手に取り、すぐにケースを閉じ、メタルリングを左手で握り締めた。彼はすぐに自分がこれからすべきことを悟った。自分はこれから北国の魂を受け継がないといけない。彼はそう思った。
　そして彼は祖国へもどり、一人の少女に会いに行った。その少女は家族と共に海の家に住んでいて昼間はいつも車椅子に座り、ガラス張りの窓から海を眺めていた。海の家は入り江沿いの平坦な大地にあったが、その入り江は半円のような形をして、波を形成する線の向きが東北方面に45度傾いていた。車椅子の少女がいつもいる家は入り江に面した真南にあった。日の出の時には、人類の魂が波に当たる赤い煌きによって救われる。昼間は人類の魂は日中の白い光によって救われる。日の入りの時には人類の魂が波に反射した赤い光となり、見ることができない北方の国によって救われる。少女には多くの友人がいた。元日になれば彼女宛に海の写真がプリントされている年賀状がたくさん届いた。彼女はそれらの年賀状を丹念に見つめながら友情の素晴らしさを感じていた。太陽が南中するころ、彼は彼女の海の家に訪れた。彼は、相変わらず海を眺めている彼女の脇にしゃがみ、一緒にしばらく海を眺めていた。そして彼女が視線を彼の横顔に向けると、彼は胸ポケットからメタルリングを取り出し、彼女の正面に跪き、すぐに右手でリングを彼女の左手の中指にはめた。彼女はメタルリングをとても冷たく感じた。この世で最も冷たいものに触れたような気がした。彼は彼女の肩にそっと手を置き、すぐに身を翻してまた海の方へ目を向けた。彼女にとってメタルリングはいつまでも冷たかった。痛みを感じるほどだった。彼女は彼の横顔を見つめていたが、しばらく経つと再び海に視線を向けた。間もなくして彼女の両親が部屋に入ってきた。そして彼らも長い間、海を見つめていた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (October 2023)





ライジングサン (Rising Sun)


ある冬の午後のことだった。彼と彼女は小学校6年生で、教室で理科の授業を受けていた。彼は左利きだった。左手でプラチナのボールペンでノートを取っていた。外では雪の降り積もる午後、白銀の世界だった。
　彼の父親は労働組合のチーフだった。若いころは肉体労働者として働き、時に労災に遭い苦労したという。彼女はそのことを彼から聞いた。彼女はこの時、理科の授業で習った、あらゆる金属を溶かす王水を連想した。
　やがて二人は小学校を卒業し、別々の中学校へと進学した。彼女は小学校を卒業する直前に彼から消しゴムをプレゼントされた。プレゼントというより、それは単に彼がいくつかの消しゴムを持っていたので、そのうちの一つに親しみを込めて彼女に渡したという表現が正しかった。
　彼女はその消しゴムを使って鉛筆で手紙を書き彼と文通した。彼は月に一度ぐらいの頻度で葉書にちょっとした近況などを書いて送ったが、彼女の方は何枚かの便箋に鉛筆で色々なこと、それは家族のこと、学校のこと、友達のことなどを書いて週に一回送っていた。
ある手紙に、彼女は貯金箱に百円玉を集めていることを書いた。貯金箱というのはガラスでできたハンドボールぐらいの大きさの丸い形をしていた。彼女は集めたお金でネクタイピンを買い、父へのプレゼントとしたいと彼に知らせた。家でカナリアを飼っているということも彼に知らせた。彼女の手紙はいつも消しゴムで消したグレーの跡がいくつか残されていた。なかなか自分の本当の思いを文章で表すことは難しいこともあるが、むしろ彼女はそのような感情に喜びを感じながら手紙を書いていた。消しゴムで消したグレーの跡は彼女にとってフリクショナルなオレンジ色を連想させた。オレンジ色のマグマは私たち人間の故郷と彼女は考えていたが、学校で教わった進化論のことを思い出すたびに、海に生息する哺乳類、例えばイルカ、クジラ、オットセイなどの動物に対する愛情が増していった。人生はたった一度。もしマグマに生息する動物がいたとすると、人間はマグマから生まれた動物を崇拝して海に住む生物を差別的感情で扱うかもしれない。彼女にとっての神は宇宙のはるか彼方に存在する天の川を形成する星々の意志だった。
　やがて彼女は彼からの手紙で、彼の父は鉄工所に勤めていて、彼自身も父の仕事を受け継ぐ意志があるとの手紙を受け取った。
　彼女は文通を続けた。そして中学三年の秋、彼の提案で、彼らは再会する約束をした。場所は砂浜で、夏の暑さも遠のいたころのことだった。前に彼女は手紙で貯金箱の中に百円玉がたくさん集まれば父にネクタイピンをプレゼントしたいと書いたが、このときになるとその意向は異なった方向へ転換させられた。ネクタイピンを買うことは同じであったが、それは彼の父親へのプレゼントにしたいと思った。再会の日が間近だったので彼女はすぐにガラスの玉でできた貯金箱からすべての百円玉を手に入れなければならなかった。ハンマーでガラスを壊すことをすぐに思いついた。しかしそのときのガラスの破片で手を怪我したら、せっかくの彼との再会が台無しになってしまう。彼女は近所のガラス屋まで行き、ガラスの貯金箱にガスバーナーで穴を開けてもらうことにした。百枚以上の百円玉を手に入れた。そして電車でデパートまで行き、銀色のネクタイピンを購入した。
　彼らの砂浜での待ち合わせ時間は午後一時半。彼女は急いだ。心臓の鼓動が高まったが、当日、その場に着くと唖然とした。待っていたのは彼と彼の両親、そして彼女自身の両親もいた。彼女は冷や汗をかいたが、すぐに彼が、再会することを彼と彼女の両親に知らせていたことを知った。
　彼らは海岸のレストランまで行き、ともに食事をした。彼の父は彼女からのネクタイピンのプレゼントを喜んで受け取ってくれた。
　その夜、彼らは港近くの芝生の上で行われたオーケストラの演奏会を観ながらクラッシック音楽に耳を傾けていた。各演奏家たちは左手でサポートする弦を右手で持った弓で強く摩擦を加えながら、ピアニストも鍵盤を高々と打ち鳴らしていた。曲名は、「原始の熱帯夜」だから、激しく鳴らされた弦、鍵盤、シンバルの熱がそのまま光となっていつまでも残り、時間の経過とともに光と熱は増大し、辺り一帯が大きな光の玉となって上空に向かって勢いよく噴射する。まるで十羽の火の鳥が一つの太陽を生み出すように、その場の熱の塊が空を一瞬に明るくする。そんなイメージを彼らは空想した。彼らは十羽の野蛮なる火の鳥と友情を結びたかった。彼らがイメージした火の鳥は燃え盛るような赤い色をしていた。しかし火の鳥は左右の翼をゆっくりと動かしながら天に向かって遠ざかっていく。やがて十羽の火の鳥たちは赤い点を残して黒い夜空に吸い込まれるように消えていった。演奏会は終わり、各演奏者たちはいなくなり、残されたのは楽器の数々だった。静寂が辺りを包んだ。しかし、よく耳を澄ますとコオロギの鳴き声が聴こえた。
　そして彼らはホテルへ行き、一休みした。翌朝見た日の出は鮮やかなオレンジの空に現れた赤々とした太陽だった。やがて太陽が白くなり青空が広がったころ、彼らは覚醒した気持ちを静めようともせずに、いつまでも続く家族と友情の証を確かめ合っていた。
　彼女はベッドに腰掛けた。この時彼女が求めたのは昨晩の不思議な体験にも通じる昼間の出来事だった。それは確か、幼少時代、それも彼女が物心ついたすぐ後のことだった。夏の日、彼女は母とともに山にある小屋へ行った。オレンジ色の花々に囲まれた小さな小屋だった。山小屋に入ると彼女より少し年上の少女と少女の母親がいた。少女の部屋の窓からは輝く太陽、そしてうっすらと見える白い月、小学校の時計台、部屋の中には白い花々の植木鉢がいくつかあり、壁には白い大きなカレンダーが貼ってあった。そして少女の勉強机の棚には、国語、算数、理科、社会の教科書がきちんと並んでいた。彼女はこのとき少女との友情の証として、少女の母親が朗読する、月に関する物語をしばらく聴いていた。彼女の母親も笑顔でその物語に聴き入っていた。朗読は二十分ほどで終わったので、その後は四人で色々な話をしたり、トランプゲームをして遊んで、午後三時過ぎには彼女は母とともに家路に着いた。その時の体験がいつまでも忘れられない記憶として今でも残っている。彼女にとってはこの世で最も魅力的で調和のとれた記憶のように感じながら今まで過ごしてきた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2023)




美しき歪 (Beautiful Distortion)


彼女はごく普通の家庭で育ち、幼い頃はよく両親に連れられて海や山へ行った。幸せな家族生活、そして家族愛に恵まれた、父母との三人生活であったが、彼女の母はあるとき、旅に出たきり帰ってこなくなった。
「しばらく旅に出ます。捜さないでください」
と書き残された小さな紙が、食卓の百合の花を刺した花瓶の底に差し込まれていた。このとき彼女はちょうど成人式に出席したすぐ後のことだった。彼女は毎日気を揉んだ。母があてのない一人旅に出た理由についてあまり深く考えたくはなかった。ただ、この世がもたらす数多い事象の中から母自らが選んだ、秋の日に舞い落ちる銀杏並木の葉のような心の選択、と彼女は考えることがあった。
　母が旅に出てから一年が過ぎた冬の日の午後、彼女は砂浜へ行き、海の沖で煌く光の数々を見つめながら、幼少時代のことを思い出していた。夏の日に両親とともに家の近くにある高校の学園祭へ行ったときの思い出だった。父は集まった子供たちのために餅つきをして、母がそれをサポートして、父が一突きするごとに水の付いた右手でかき混ぜていた。餅をつき終わると、母は付きたての餅を少しずついくつもの小さな紙の皿に盛って黄粉をまぶし、子供たちに配っていた。ところが家に帰ると、母は右手の小指の指先に絆創膏を付けていた。「どうしたの？」と彼女が聞くと、「餅つきをサポートしているときに、振り下ろされた臼が指に当たったときがあって、それが原因で爪の先が少し割れて指先を傷つけてしまったの」と母は言った。彼女はこのときのことを学校で女友達に話した。女友達は言った。「ウサギの目はなぜ赤い目をしていると思う？　それは、月で餅をついているウサギがあるとき、月と地球と火星が一直線に並ぶ皆既火星食を見たときのことを忘れられなかったからよ。あなたのお母さんの小指は月のウサギへの愛情を意味していたのかもしれないわね」
　しかし母はなかなか帰ってこなかった。母が旅に出てから二年、三年の歳月が経つうちに、彼女は心の中で歪を求めるようになった。それは聖女の指先にはめられたメタルリングが生み出す、空間におけるわずかな歪のようなもの。そして彼女はその歪を手に入れることができたのだった。母が旅に出た日からちょうど四年がたった日の午後、母は家にもどってきた。彼女は母の目を見つめながら、ほとんどなにもしゃべれなかった。
　次の日の朝、彼女は電車に乗り、平和公園まで行った。ベンチに座り青空を眺めているときにいくつかの言葉が浮かんできた。

身近な白い鳩が
噴水に映った太陽の光を求めてやってきた
心地よいそよ風に乗って
ポップコーン売り場の芳ばしい香り
子供たちの歌うハトポッポの唄

私たちに白い光を与えるために
新たな歪を創りだした
世界の悲しみを受け入れようとする神父は言う
この世にとって悲しい歪は私の力で何とかしたい
後は、白い鳩の創り出す優しい歪にすべてを託したい


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コスモエンジェル (Cosmo Angel)


　花束が絶えない部屋、そして思い出の数々。
　彼は幼少時代、自分が白血病だということを知らされていなかった。両親は医師から彼が白血病だということを知らされていたので、休日には彼を連れて旅行へ出かけ、親戚からの彼への贈り物が送られてきたときにはすぐにお礼の手紙を書いた。
　ある夏の日、彼は両親に連れられて海の岸壁に聳える教会へ行き神父と会った。天気の良い、肌に焼け付くような太陽の暑い日ざしを受け、岸壁に荒々しい波が打ち砕かれて舞い上がる光景を砂浜から見届けた後のことだった。神父は黒い教会服に大きめのクロスペンダントを首にかけていた。彼の記憶はそのとき話したことを何も覚えていなかったが、そのときの神父の黒々とした瞳の眼差しが特に記憶に残っていた。教会の硝子窓からは生き生きとした入道雲が海の上の方に連なって見えた。この時、彼は言葉では表せない遠い未来を体感した。
　彼はあるとき医学書で自分の症状について調べ、自分が白血病だということを知った。そのときから彼は祖母から戦争中の色々な話を聴いた。空襲で夜空が真っ赤になった、大根は贅沢な食品で味噌汁にはいつも大根の葉が少し入っていただけだった、などの話だった。遥か遠くまで広がった焼け野原。言葉を失った。楽しかった幼少時代の思い出と現実との錯綜。
　秋に父は山登りに誘ってくれた。それほど険しくないなだらかな山道を歩いた。高原の広々とした地に近づくにつれて彼は胸の高鳴りを感じた。そこは白い花々が一面に遠くまで広がった花畑だった。彼はその場に立ちつくしたまま何も考えもせず、ただ呆然として、太陽の下で輝く白い花々が放つ光の魅力にとり付かれていた。父は言った。
「もし、この宇宙に言葉があるとすれば、それは特に考える必要がない、ただ膨張し拡大を続ける宇宙は、常に新しい光の下で輝く現実を求め、古い光の下で記憶に残る過去の忌まわしい記憶を忘れて欲しいという願いが込められているような気がする。それはすべての花々との美しき友情の証であり、これからの人生の心の支えでもある。花々は決して古い光を求めない。ただ太陽からの新しい光を求め続ける。私たちにとって何よりも心の支えとなる心を持っている」
　しかし、この後すぐに彼の闘病生活は始まった。彼は悪夢を何度も見ることになった。赤と黒の世界。滅び行く者の悲しみ。祖母から聴いた戦争の惨状。一面の焼け野原。遠くを見つめながら話すような祖母の瞳の悲しみ。彼は惨状の中にある焼け焦げた教会を想像した。塔はいくつかの焼けた黒い柱になり痛たたまれない状態で、そのてっぺんにはメタルでできた十字架が夕日の赤い光を反射して輝いている。その光景とオーバーラップして思い出される、テレビで観た戦争の惨状。工業地帯から立ち昇る、煙突の煙の数々。暴動が起こった外国の都市の光景。油の海に流れ着いた苦悶する海鳥。

春を迎えたころ彼は先進医療により白血病を克服した。そしてある少女に恋をした。彼女は彼と同じ小学校へ通う高学年の児童で、彼の家の近くに引っ越してきたばかりの家族の次女だった。長女は高校生で学校へ行くとき以外は家で詩を書いているという。その他のことも彼は彼女から話を聴いた。
「私のパパは山の平原で白い花畑を経営しているの。一面に遠くまで広がった花畑なの。今度観に来ない?　このまえ、私はその花畑の真ん中にパパに内緒で三本の青い花を植えたの。その青い花には私の願いが込められているの。私のお姉さんはいつも家で詩を書いているのよ。お姉さんは、詩を書くことは赤と黒の世界でメタルプレートに言葉を刻むようなことで、この世にいる限り、お姉さんにとっては逃れられない事だって言ってたわ。もう分かったでしょ?　私の青い花に託した思いは、青い光で白い花畑を永遠なる水色に変えて、お姉さんの赤と黒の世界に白色光をプレゼントすることよ」
　彼は一瞬ドッキッとして、自分にも赤と黒の世界の体験があることを話そうとしたが止めることにした。そのことを話さなくても彼女の話から色々と救われることがあった、と思って、今年の年賀状に書かれた彼女からの言葉のプレゼントを思い起こした。

冬の夜、お父さんはメタルプレートに言葉を刻んだ
過去から現在に至るまでの想い
そして未来へ続く期待を込めて
書き続けた言葉の数々･･･
やがてすべての言葉が光となって
遠い夜空に溶け込む

朝を迎えると、すべての言葉が放つ光は
永久なる過去の光となって
宇宙空間に刻まれた秒針の足跡のように
旅を続ける
やがて春を迎え、夏になると
言葉に託した魂が溶け出し
皆が友となる


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ブラッククロス (Black Cross)


　彼はカブスカウトの隊長である。夏の日の午前中、彼は山中にある宿舎を出発し、副隊長の若い男、女性補佐、そして6人の少年たちとともに荒々しく狭い山道を歩き出し、山中へと向かった。よく晴れた日だった。少年たちが肩にかけたナップザックの中には小さめのスケッチブック、色鉛筆、昼食のおにぎりが入っている。
「目指すのはあの山だ」
　彼がそう言って指差した方向には、こんもりとした濃緑色の左右対称に近い山があった。山の麓の山道はある程度の広さのある砂利道でできた山道となっていて、そこで彼らは一休みした。
　太陽が南中したころ、彼はそこで少年たちに色鉛筆で目指す山の絵を描くように命じた。
「ここが赤道直下だと思って描いてくれ」
　彼はそう言った。
　彼らは山の真北方向の土壌に座って絵を描いたので、彼らがいる場所から南方面の山の中心に向かうベクトルと山の東から西へ向かうベクトルはクロスを形成する。そしてもし太陽が真上で南中していたとすると、太陽から地球のマグマへ向かうベクトルが加われば、東西南北、太陽、マグマの中心、それぞれの視点から見れば計6つのクロスが存在していることになる。
　少年たちが絵を描き終えると、彼らは昼食をとった。そして、正面に見える山には登らずに、宿舎へ向かって山道を下って歩き出した。この日がキャンプの最終日だったので、彼らは宿舎にもどると荷物をまとめて帰りの駅へ向かい列車に乗り込んだ。
　彼は列車の中で、黒人の少年たちとともに仕事をする若い黒人の男友達に宛てた手紙を書いた。
「親愛なる友へ。サトウキビ畑での仕事はうまくいっているかい?　君から送られてきた黒砂糖はブラックコーヒーにとてもよく合う。昼食後の楽しみの一つだ。よく晴れた日はブラックコーヒーを飲むことにしている。そして夕食後にはミルクコーヒーを飲むことにしている。今度会ったときには一緒に夜空を眺めないか?　天の川を観ながら10年後の未知の世界について語り合う･･･、君の未知の世界はコーヒーの苦味のように偽りがないと信じているよ」


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2023)





ブルーウェーブス (Blue Waves)


　彼と私は幼なじみで、幼少の時にはよく近所のアスファルトの路上で面子をしたのを覚えている。まだ私が小学校へ通っていたころ、面子をしに私の家に遊びに来た幼い彼は言った。
「一枚貸してくれないか?」
　彼は面子をもって来なかった。私は彼に面子を一枚貸したが、初めは私が勝った。
「じゃあもう一枚貸してくれ」
　彼はそう言って催促したが、私は自分が損をしていることも分からず彼に面子をもう一枚渡した。彼は3回連勝した後、次の5回目は私が勝った。その後、彼は2枚の面子をポケットにしまい込んで帰って行った。
　小学校卒業後、私と彼は別の中学校に進み、それからは会うこともなく、20年あまりの歳月が流れた。
　私がサラリーマンになってしばらく経ったころ、道端で彼と偶然出くわした。彼に声をかけると、
「え?　誰?」
と彼は言って面食らったような顔を向けたが、
「俺だよ、俺、覚えているだろ?」
と私が言うと彼は
「ああ分かった」
と言って私の名を言った。
　次の日に私は彼と飲む約束をした。そのとき彼は、工場で金属棒を作る仕事をしていると私に話した。そして、
「悪いけど10万ほど貸してくれないか?　少し生活が苦しいんだ」
と言った。
　私はこのような言葉がいつかくるだろうと、彼の話しっぷしから予感していた。
「わかった。そのぐらいだったら工面してもいい。一週間後の土曜日にまた飲もう。そのときに」と私は言い話題を変えた。「ところで君は金属棒を作っているから正規分布のことはよく知っているだろ?」
「ああ、出来上がった金属棒はすべて測定にかけて寸法が合わないものはすべて除外しないといけない。それらの金属棒の誤差は正規分布の棄却域にあるからね」
「今、私たちの再会を7色の虹に例えて、それらの色を私たちの生活に当てはめて正規分布を成すとしよう。横軸が光のエネルギーで縦軸が私たちの生活にとっての相対度数だ。すると横軸は赤から紫への7色の光のエネルギーとなり、緑のとき縦軸が最大となるベル型の正規分布となる。このとき紫色の部分が棄却域になるから、もし私たちの友情の証である面子がすべてオレンジ色の炎のもとで燃え上がったとすると、そのときの二酸化炭素の排出で地球の環境が危うくなるかもしれない。このとき私たちの生活は紫色の棄却域に属してしまうことになる」
「そんなことはない･･･」
と彼は言って、胸ポケットから2枚の面子を取り出し私に見せた。「この2枚は君から借りた面子だ」
　私は彼を信じることにして次の週の夜に10万円を封筒に入れて渡した。
　その後、彼はその10万円を、あるビルの屋上の緑地計画に投資して4年後に株式を売却して5万円の利益を出したという。
　そして私は再び夜の街で彼と会う約束をして10万円の返却とともに彼のおごりで酒を飲み交わした。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2023)





10月15日の詩人 (Poet on October 15)


ある夜、地方に住む青年は悩んでいた。彼が目指していたのは世界の中心で物事を考えること。この世には多くの困難があって、すべての事象を統一的解釈で判断できない。人間の考えること、意図すること、実行することは多種多様で、その一つ一つについて解釈を模索し答えを得ることは不可能なことだ。しかし、もし自分が世界の中心に居座ることができたとするとどうだろうか。そのことに成功することにより自分が内面に発した問いに対してすぐさま答えを得ることができるかもしれない。それは内に向けたベクトルを外に向けたベクトルで消去するようなもので、世界の中で安定した最善な居場所かもしれない。彼はそのことを教会の親しい神父にEメールを送った。神父からの返答は次の通りだった。

君が社会人として大学で学んでいることは知っている。社会人になる前、君は様々な知識を得て、この世の全体というものを学んできた。全体を知ればそこに存在する各部分を知ることも有意義なこととなる。今、君は学生として色々な部分的な知識を得て、全体というものをより完全に理解することに挑戦している。
私の方は、君の住む田舎で教会を運営しているわけだが、これといった不満もなく安住している。ただ、些細な不満はいくつもあるが、都会に住んでいたときに比べて主だった不平がなくなったため、私は自分の歩むべき道を誤ったとは思っていない。
田舎にある教会を始める前、私は荷物をまとめ、都会を離れる準備をしていた。そのときにふと思った。このまま都会にとどまって、聖書とともに生き、様々なことを考え、内面への志向性を高め、知識を増やすことに努めてはどうだろうか。そうすればいつか世界が変わり、自らの苦しみをともなった意志が、光で満たされた空間によって救われるかもしれない。そう思って私はマッチをすり、パイプに火をつけた。しかし私の意志は固まっていた。そうさせたのはある少女からの手紙だった。
「私の田舎の草原にはたくさんのタンポポが咲き乱れていて、春になると風に舞うタンポポの綿毛で一杯になります。今度、遊びに来ませんか?」
　この短い言葉が私にとってはすべてだった。私は重々しい聖書よりタンポポの綿毛を選んだ。都会を離れ田舎に行けば、私と意をともにする友人たちに出会えるだろうし、もしその世界が赤と黒の世界だとしても私は同胞を大切にする決意を固めていた。
　少女は生まれが天秤座でシスターと顔見知りだった。時に教会で二人だけで話をすることもあった。ある日、少女はシスターにこう話したという。
「この宇宙にはたくさんの生物がいて、人間と同じような生物もたくさんいると思うわ。そして宇宙は私たちの地球の北を上にして見たときに左から右へ膨張していて、右端の5つの惑星には順に鯨、象、馬、人間、そして一番右端には白い鳩がたくさん住んでいるの。そして宇宙の中心の5つの惑星には、私にとって木星人、土星人、天王星人、冥王星人、海王星人が住んでいて、天王星には白い花々、海王星にはオレンジの花々が咲き乱れているの。そして冥王星にはシスターたちが住んでいて、いつでも宇宙船で天王星と海王星へ旅することができるの。だから私はいつも思っているの。どうか私の良き友をお救いくださいと･･･」
　この少女の言葉を君にも知らせたかった。君との長き交友関係に期待している。

　彼は読み終えると世界の中心に向かって一歩近づくことができたと思った。そしてこれからも有意義な自問自答を繰り返していこうとする決意を固めたのだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2023)





ハートウェーブ (Heart Wave)


　彼は中学校へ通う真面目な生徒である。彼には忘れることができない、ある夏の日の思い出があった。7月の初旬だっただろうか。授業中に先生から指されて間違った答えを言って皆から笑われた不満もあり、次の時間の体育の授業でドッジボールをしているときに、運動神経のあまりよくない男子生徒に向かって思いっきりボールを投げた。その子はさっとよけて、そのボールは支援学級の生徒たちがジョギングをしている方向へ飛んでいった。緑色の網が高く張られていたので彼らに当たる危険はなかったが、ボールが網に当たった瞬間、一人の女子生徒が怖がって立ち止まってしまった。彼女は少し震えているようだった。彼は自分が悪いことをしたと思った。しかし次の日、校舎内で彼らが階段を上ってくるとき、彼は偶然、その女子児童と会い、「こんにちは」と声をかけると、彼女はしばらく彼の方を見ながら黙っていたが、軽い会釈で応じてくれた。そのときから彼は変わった。心にゆとりができたように感じた。この世との一番大切なつながりをもてたような気がした。しかし、真の人類平等の論理とは何なのだろうか?
　翌日、彼は教会へ行き、神父とシスターに昨日のことを話した。神父は言った。
「もし人間社会が何事においても弱者救済の下に幼い児童たちのための教育システムを作ったならば、どのような社会になっていただろうか。それはとても素晴らしい桃源郷のような社会かもしれないが、そこにはすべての動物たちとのつながりがない。すべての人間にとって、弱肉強食、生存競争など動物たちと同じような喜怒哀楽があってこそ命を継続する価値がある」
　シスターは言った。
「あなたは支援学級の女子生徒に悪いことをしたと思っていますね。でも彼女にとって、そのことは後から思うと幸福なことだったかもしれません。あなたはその後、声をかけて彼女の軽い会釈に救われた。そして彼女にとってはあなたを救うことが何より幸福だったかもしれません。そしてこの世は競争社会で生存競争が激しい世界。それは私たちがすべての地球上の生命との友情を大切にしている証と考えれば、あなたのすべての疑問は晴れると思います」
　彼はこのときの言葉に対して少なからず躊躇しながら話を聴いていた。神父とシスターの言葉が自分にたいする強制的な忠告のようにも感じられた。そして彼の頭の中は混乱した。日が差し込む明るさに満ちた教会の中であったが、話の内容がたとえ自分にとって勇気づけることであっても、かえって自分を見失ってしまう。
　彼はその場から足早に歩き出して、すぐに教会の外へと出た。外には支援学級の児童と生徒たちが10人程集まっていた。彼らはほとんど同時に彼に向かって声を上げた。
「こんにちは!」
　彼は立ち尽くしたまま彼らの表情の一つ一つを見てしばらく黙り込んでいた。今、彼は神父とシスターが話したすべての言葉の意味と自分とのかかわりについて把握したところだった。そして彼らに向かって声をかけた。
「ありがとう!」
　彼は走り出し、バス停に停車したバスに飛び乗り、すぐに座席に座ると腕組みをして目を閉じ、快いひと時に満足していた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2024)





ハードメモリーズ (Hard Memories)


　ある夏の日の午後、彼は祖父の墓参りへ行き、寺の座敷で和尚と緑茶を飲みながら話をしていた。和尚はごく気軽な出で立ちで、紺のジーンズに黒いティーシャツ姿だった。
「ところで君は中学時代にバレーボール部に入っていたそうだが」
　和尚は彼に尋ねた。
「ええ、厳しい訓練に耐えました」
　と彼は答えた。
「なぜ君は一文も得にならないのに、そのような厳しい部活動に身を投じる気になったのでしょう」
「それは和尚さんも分かっていると思いますが厳しい将来に備えるためというか･･･。それにテレビで観た厳しい自然界の映像など、それに子供の時には夏の日に道端に蝉が落っこちていると蟻がたくさんたかっているのを目にしますよね。それに雷、嵐の日などは自然界の厳しさを潜在的に受け止めて生活をしています。ですからそれらのためにある意味で人間誰しもが厳しさを求めて行動することがある。そして何よりも私の父は毎日、朝から仕事のことで忙しくしている。そのような環境で育つ私たちの人生を考えるとき、もしかしたら厳しい世界への憧れを誰しもが心の奥底に持っているということかもしれません。しかし本当に厳しい部活動に私を導いた原因は、中学入学前の冬に小学校の体育の授業で足をすりむいて家に帰ったとき、母が居間の金庫にしまいこんであった赤いルビーのブローチと父の赤いネクタイを見せてくれたときの体験だったような気がしてならないのです。夕日が差し込む薄暗い部屋で、私は赤いルビーとネクタイに血縁関係から生じた遠い祖先の自然感情を感じ取りました」
　和尚は二度ほど小さく頷くと話した。
「私の知人に欧州に住む若いドイツ人神父がいる。彼は中東に住む難民を自分の教会内に受け入れ教会の講堂に彼らを集めた。講堂内は多くの食料の他に、難民の少年たちのためにたくさんの玩具が用意された。彼はそこで、ある少年と少女に53枚のトランプカードを渡し、エースからキングまでの13枚の使い方とスペード、クラブ、ダイヤ、ハートについての説明をした。言葉があまり通じなくても、彼は身振り手振りを使って彼らに分かってもらった。彼らは誰でもできる簡単なトランプゲームに夢中になった。ジョーカーを抜かした52枚のカードをランダムに混ぜて半分の26枚に分けて、それぞれの持ち札とする。彼らは自分の選んだカードを差し出し、2枚のうち強いカードを出した方が勝ち。彼らはそのゲームに熱中した。彼らにとって自分が勝てば満足を得られるが、負ければ不満だ。仮に勝ちと負けが交互に起こり、彼らの勝ったときの満足度を0.5、負けたときの不満を表す満足度を-0.5とすると、彼らの満足度の平均は常にゼロ。つまり満足と不満を半分ずつ体験することになる。このとき彼は彼らを新たな心の友として友情を結んだという」
　彼は目を輝かせて話した。
「私の知人の女性にミシンで服を縫う仕事をしている若い女性がいます。彼女は少女のころは小学校、中学校を通して支援学級に通っていて読書が趣味でした。そして中学校を卒業すると彼女の家族は海岸の岬の小屋に引っ越したといいます。海は入江になっていて、彼女の部屋の窓からは左側に右から左へ打ち寄せる波が、そして右側には岩に当たって砕け散る波を見ることできます。彼女の母は彼女のために毎日、カラフルな表紙の本を何冊か買い、それを彼女とともに読むという毎日を続けました。彼女の部屋の窓は大きなガラス張りになっていますので、真っ赤な朝日、夕日、青空に浮かぶ月も見ることができました。ですから天気の良い日には、彼女の部屋からは数々の波や飛び散る波に反射するカラフルな光を見ることができます。そして彼女の家族が引っ越してから約一ヵ月後、彼女の家族は海の沖から岬の先端につながる雨上がりの虹を見ることができたといいます。今考えるとそれは彼らの太陽と月との対話が実を結んだと思えてならないのです」
「私の友人に良き画家がいるのだが、彼にはコンピューター技術者の友人がいるという。絵画とITと聞くと一般的にはそれほど相性が良いと思わないと言う人もいるかもしれないが、彼はとても自然なことだと話した。情報技術というのは、もちろん様々な情報の相関関係に依存しているわけだが、彼の考えだと情報が生じる根源というのは人間の喜怒哀楽にあるという。だから人間が何時、どこで、誰が、どのように喜怒哀楽を感じるか、自分自身の体験を通して知っていると世界全体の情報を即座に判断できる。あるとき彼はコンピューター技術者の友人に自分の絵を見せて、その絵に込められた自分の意志の数々がどのようなものかと聞いてみたという。すると友人は携帯で写真を撮って自分のパソコンへ送り解析をしたという。数日後、友人の解析結果は彼が絵に込めた意志の数々とほとんど一致したという。IT業界というのは能力が問われる世界だ。しかしそのような世界で自然にクリエーターとなるのは、様々な人間の喜怒哀楽というものを今までの人生経験を土台として共有することができる人物と言えるかもしれない」
「私は時々、中学時代に先生が教室で話してくださった言葉を思い出します。それは11月のことで肌寒い日だったように記憶しています。テーマは私たちの人生における同世代の友情とは何かというということだったと思います。先生は、支援学級で学んだことのある女生徒の人生について語られました。彼女は小学校時代の秋の遠足で紅葉の素晴らしさを知った。家へ帰った後、お父さんお母さんにそのことを夢中になって話してから、一年に一度の秋の紅葉を家族とともに観に行くことは彼女にとって楽しみの一つとなった。その楽しみは40年以上続いた。しかし彼女は50歳のときに母を亡くした。父は彼女とともに田舎へ引越し彼女とともに夏から旅館で住み込みの仕事を始めた。やがて秋になると彼女は再び父とともに紅葉の美しさを体験した。そして冬を迎えたある朝、父は彼女とともに朝早く起床して朝日を眺めた。そのとき彼女は真っ赤な太陽に母の魂を感じた。そしてすべての生命の不滅を祈った。彼女の思いは私たち同世代を生きた友情の証ととらえることができます」
　彼らはその後しばらく世間話などをして一時を過ごした。おかみさんが茶菓子の入っている籠を持って来て、卓袱台の上に置いた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2024)





ハードソウル (Hard Soul)


　彼は60歳で定年を迎え、これからの生活をどう送るかについて考え始めていた。これまで独身を貫き都会の小さな家で生活し、これからも同じ家に住みつづけることに変わりがなかったが、ある程度の貯蓄があり、厚生年金にも加入していたので、安心した生活設計を立てることができる。とりあえず、オーディオシステムを買い込み、家で音楽鑑賞を楽しむことから始めた。以前はミニコンポで読書をしながらの気休め程度の音楽リスニングだった。
　クリスマスの昼ごろ、郵便物を取りに行ったときに自宅の門柱上部の平らな部分に一円玉が置いてあることに気づいた。はたさてどんな人が置いたのだろう。彼はズボンのポケットに一円玉を入れると部屋のベッドで横になり、色々なことを思い巡らせた。彼は毎日、日が暮れる前に門柱の電灯のスイッチを家の中でONにする習慣があった。そして夜8時になるとOFFにする。彼は空想に耽った。一つの謎があれば、自分なりの答えを見つけたほうがいい。たとえ事実と異なっていても、架空の答えを見つけるまでの楽しみがある。初めの答えは、別れ話をしているカップルがクリスマスイヴの夜に家の前を通りかかったのではないかという空想だった。彼らは自分自身の様々な思いを打ち明けながら歩いていた。そして二人が別れる決断をする直前に門柱の電灯が消えた。彼らは暗闇の中で自分たちの選択が誤っているような気がした。そして次なる明るみを求めた。それは彼らにとって寄りをもどすことに他ならなかった。そして彼らは道の角を曲がって見詰め合った。そしてこれからも共に人生を歩むことについて話し始めた。一円玉の正体は彼らのお礼の印だった。次に思いついた答えは、クリスマスの日が暮れる直前に、ある父親が幼子を肩に担いで歩いている時に、幼い男の子が一円玉を置いたという空想だった。父は半官半民の役所勤めで、新社屋を建設するために一億円の投資計画をした。50年後に会社の証券投資の配当で一億円の投資金額が回収できる見込みだった。そして、51年後に次世代の社長に息子が就任する期待を持って、幼い息子に一円玉を置かせた。
　彼はそこまで考えると、今日はどういった一日になるだろうと思ってベッドに横になりながら腕組みをした。何も変わらないだろう。いつもと同じ生活をするだけだ。変わらないことが一つの生きがいとも言える。そう思って、田舎に住む両親、そして何人かの友人に人生の転換期を迎えたことについて手紙を書くことに決めて、立ち上がり、オーディオのターンテーブルにセットしたレコードに針を置いた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2024)





蜃気楼 (Mirage)


　健太は会社員であるが大学の通信教育課程の学生でもある。8月の初旬から平日と土曜日には集中授業を受けなければならなかった。職場から約一ヶ月間離れた、中年の彼にとっては学位を取得するための真剣な取り組みであった。どの教室も熱気に満ちている。社会人学生が多いためか、教員はデスマス調で何の感情移入もせずに淡々と講義を進めていた。講義で話されることの内容は最終日に行われる試験を受けるに当たって極めて重要であったが、彼は教員がチョークを使って黒板に記すたびに、フリクショナルなオレンジの幻想を抱くことがあった。広い教室内は冷房が効いているとはいえ、ハンカチで額の汗を拭いながらの受講だった。

　授業期間中の日曜日、友人の久士にドライブに誘われた。久士の運転で、彼一人を乗せ、ビーチラインを走っているときに彼は久士と会話を交わした。
「地球は自転を繰り返しながら太陽の周りを公転しているので、宇宙が上下左右どの方向に膨張しているのか判らない。そして宇宙の膨張速度に関しては光の速度より遅いと思うのが妥当だろう。もし、膨張速度が光の速度を上回っているとすると、太陽と地球の位置次第で、まったく光の届かない暗黒の世界が地球のどこかに存在することになるからね。そうすると宇宙内の数々の光は、その方向次第で宇宙の外側に向かう場合もあれば内側へ向かう場合もあるはずだ。内側に向かう光は特に議論の必要がないが、外側に向かう光については、光が宇宙の膨張速度より速いと仮定したわけだから、いつかは光の数々は宇宙の果てを通り越して、宇宙空間内に存在しない光粒子となって宇宙の外側を支配していることになる。ある画家が名画を描き世に残した場合を当てはめてみると、彼の絵画のコアなるロジックを青色として、絵画そのものを直感でとらえた印象を赤色とすれば、彼の意志は主虹のような世界を創造する。しかし、彼が本心に抱いている感情は幼い頃、図画の授業で描いたクレヨンの絵画に他ならない。彼は小学校時代にいくつもの絵を描いた。赤い太陽の下で家族が手をつないでいる数々の絵は、彼の感情そのもので、その絵が放った光は今や宇宙の果てを通り越して宇宙の外側に存在する輝く魂となっている。虹を見たときに主虹の外側につながる副虹を思い起こして欲しい。彼の第二のコアロジックとは幼い頃の素朴な感情そのものだったからだ。彼の絵画は白く輝く天使の輪そのものだった」
「君の論理はよくわかった。しかし実際問題、無の中を貫く光というものはどういった世界を創り出すのだろうか。私たちは空間の中で生きていて、それはこれからも変わらない。空間の外部で生きる生物というものは今まで、そしてこれからもいないだろう。しかし君の話の内容からすると、空間の外部に光の生命が存在することになる。それは考えれば考えるほど不可思議な世界に立ち入っているようでもある」
「いくら考えても答えが見つからないような論理を追求する･･･、じつはそれが私たちにとって重要なことなんだ。私の友人に養護学校の教師を務める女友達がいて、その人はもう40歳を過ぎているので経験豊富だから、色々と面白い話をする。彼女はあるとき、胸に赤いリボンをつけた女子児童から、宇宙の果てには何が存在するのですか?　と尋ねられたそうだ。そこで彼女は、遥か遠くまで光だけがある世界です、と答えた。女子児童は、だったらいつかはクラスメート皆で、そこへ旅することができるのですね、と言った。彼女はこの児童の言葉に逆らうことができなかった。彼女は、そうです、その通りです、と言って応じた。だから私たちは常に真理を追求する。それに対して、ある青年は言った。いつまでも、どこまでも考えても答えが見つからない問いを追求することは止めて、七色の虹の中で遊ぼうじゃないか、私たちの世界は空に広がる虹の中のような色々な感情をもとにして常に白い光を求める黒猫のようなもの、仲間と共にいろいろな情報を交換して遊んで一生を終えるだけさ、と。彼の考えについては私と異にするが、彼は私の良き友人で、考えの良し悪しは別として、自分の主張を持つことは人間にとって特別な意義があると思わないか?」

最終日、試験が始まる直前の講義最中に、クラブサークル顧問の教員たちが外のキャンパスのアスファルト路上で打ち水をしているのが窓から見えた。試験を終え、外に出ると、キャンパスの白い花々の花壇近くから平行な二本の水跡が遠くの方まで伸びていた。その先には競技場があって、さらに向こう側にはカーブを描いた大通りが見える。彼は遠くの大通りにゆらゆらと目に映る逃げ水を見た。彼にとっては今、特に言葉を必要としない感情だけが支配していた。言葉は感情の部分集合で、言葉に感情移入がなければ感情全体の集合は真ん中に空洞の空いた何も存在しない部分を生み出す。その部分に新たな感情が生れればすべてにおいて感情が支配する世界が生れる。そして感情は新たな言葉を生み出す。それは四ヶ月後の寒い冬の夜に、車椅子の少女にミャンマー産のルビーの指輪をプレゼントすること。その温かさを分かってもらえれば内に秘めたすべての言葉がすべての感情となり、やがて全体の感情が言葉と一致するはずだ。私たちの約一ヶ月に及んだ協調は終わった、と彼は思った。ライトブルーの空が眩しい。自分の考えていることに誤りはあるのだろうか･･･。しかしその言葉はすぐに打ち消された。同じサークルの友人が後ろからポンッと彼の肩を叩いて、「試験、どうだった?」と尋ねたからだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (February 2024)





南十字星の天使たち (Angels in the Southern Cross)


　彼ら三人は大学に通う仲間で、携帯でしばしメールを交換していた。三人のうちリーダーとも言える人物であるタモツはある時、シンジ宛にメールを送り、大手のCDショップへ行こうと誘った。待ち合わせ場所はCDショップ最寄りの喫茶店だった。
　当日、タモツは喫茶店で待ち合わせ時間の10分前からコーヒーを飲みながら待っていたが、シンジがなかなか来なかったのでメールを送った。
《どうしたんだ?　もう30分も待っている》
　間もなくして返事が届いた。
《ごめん、今日はマサオと一緒に楽器店へ行った。見てまわっただけだけれど、本物の楽器はとても魅力的だった。楽器店の近くに美味いラーメン屋がある。タモツも来ないか?》
　タモツはラーメン屋へ行き、彼らとともにラーメンを食べた。シンジは今回、タモツとの約束をはぐらかしたことについて、それは、212プランだといって得意そうに話した。タモツは良い家で育った溌剌とした青年だったが、マサオとシンジはどこか屈折したような様子を感じさせた。マサオの両親はマサオが幼い時に離婚し、母親一人に育てられた。シンジの両親は最近、別居生活を始め、シンジの妹は母の家で、シンジは父の家で暮らしていた。
　マサオは言った。
「212=53×2×2、となる」
「何だ、お前たちは最初から俺をはぐらかすつもりだったのか?」
　とタモツは大声で言った。

　彼ら三人が大学に入って初めてのクリスマスの午後、彼ら三人は大学の最寄りの駅のベンチに座ってタバコを吸いながら、ボトルに入った林檎ジュースを紙コップについで分け合って飲んだ。遠い南方の赤茶色の山肌が日の光を受けてオレンジ色に輝いていた。一リットル入りのボトルで、三人がいつも飲んでいた林檎ジュースは250ミリリットル入りの紙パックだった。だから彼らは互いに紙パック入りのジュースより多くの林檎ジュースを飲んだような気がした。彼らは他人の目を気にすることなく煙草を吸い続けた。一本目、二本目、そして四本目を口にくわえたときに遠くにいる駅員が彼らの方に向かって、つかつか歩き出したのが分かった。彼らは慌ててタバコを箱にもどして、素知らぬ顔をしていた。タモツはいつも朝に母からタバコは身体に毒だからやめたほうがいいという言葉を思い出した。そして、
「林檎ジュースをたくさん飲めたからいいよな」
　と小声で言った。シンジはその言葉を聞いてカチンときた、と言った。林檎ジュースの飲みすぎは身体に毒?　と誰かが尋ねたとか･･･、とマサオも小声で言った。その誰かとはいったい誰なんだ?　とシンジが聞いた。その人は偉大なるマグマ大使の母さ、とタモツは言って南の空を見つめた。

　次の年の夏、彼ら三人は雲取山へ登り、頂上で地面に座りポーカーをした。その時、タモツは四枚のエースを集め、4カードで勝った。タモツには見かけ上、白い入道雲のように生き生き溌剌とした良き友情を感じる、とシンジは言った。そして付け加えた。
「しかし、実際のお前は雲の中の氷粒のように冷たい。でも俺たちはその冷たさがないと生きてゆけない。雨水は冷たいほうがいい。そして、お前はグレーの色をした暗雲の魂を知っている。そこに俺たちは幻想的なオレンジを求める。それはとても神秘的であるが、いつも俺たちの手の届くところにあるような気がする。お前は俺たちにとってエースオブハーツだ」


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (February 2024)





白亜の魂 (White Soul)


　悟と友子は敬虔なクリスチャンだった。二人とも歳は若く、二十代だった。
　ある春の日、彼らは広い草原で太陽の下で地面に足を抱えて座り話をしていた。二人は恋人同士で、友子は母とともに二人暮らしの生活を送っていた。そのことが母にとっての一番の幸せです、と友子は言った。父について彼女は語ろうとせず、彼に対しては秘密とだけ話していた。悟は両親と祖父母、そして妹とともに大家族で暮らしていると話していた。
　友子は言った。
「母の気持ちを考えれば私たちは一緒になれない。でも、いつの日か私たちがこの世を去って、魂が宇宙の外側の光で満たされた世界で未来から過去へさかのぼって再生したならば、あなたと一緒になれると思います」
　彼は話した。
「君の気持ちはよく分かった。しかし僕は常に現実を追い求めたい。僕の部屋には幼い頃の写真と父の作った茶碗がいくつかある。写真には父さん母さんが笑顔で写っていて、茶碗は僕が二十歳になったときのお祝いに父が作ってくれた手製の工芸品だ。二つに共通するのは、この世界で幾つもの粒子と魂が織り成す痕跡が残されているということだ。人間の身体と脳もミクロな世界からすれば、原子、分子、その他の粒子の集合からできている。そして科学技術の世界はこれからも進歩を続けるだろう。究極的な科学の目的とは技術を結集して人類すべての、原子、分子、その他の粒子からなる肉体を蘇生することにある。そして人類の魂というものも地球の大気圏内にとどまっていると僕は常に信じている。魂というものが物理学的にどう蘇生に役立つかは未だに不明だが、僕は、いつかは過去から未来に向けて地球上に生命を授かった人間すべてが蘇り、地球のどこかで再び生命を与えられると信じている」
「私は夢も現実も信じています。子供の頃に家族で広々とした公園へ行ったときに一息で飛ばしたいくつものシャボン玉のように、化学と水の成分が私たちの魂を変え、虹色の環境が私たちを魅了するように、時はさかのぼり、私たちが母なる遠い祖先に祈りを捧げるとき、七色の魂はすべての天使たちに救われると信じています」
　それから一ヶ月経った日の午後、友子の母から悟あてに手紙が届いた。
「5月11日に送ってくださった赤いカーネーション、喜んでいただきました。翌日、私は日が昇ると同時に日帰りの旅に出かけました。草原にて南中した白い太陽、ライトブルーの空の眩しさ、その中の白く透き通った月を自分の目で感じているうちに、私の魂も空に向かって溶け込んだようです。悟様の大家族に娘とともに仲間入りさせてくださることに、私にとっての新世界を託す未来があると期待しております」


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ヴィーナスソウルズ (Venus Souls)


　ある夜、日本政府が難民受け入れを発表した。小学校に通う良太はこのニュースを家のテレビでわくわくしながら観ていた。やがて彼の小学校に黒人の元難民の男の子が一人入学してきた。良太はその男の子と友達になった。彼らが小学校四年、春のことだった。
　やがて良太は、元難民の少年と、難民として入ってきたばかりの子供たちが多くいる施設へ頻繁に通うようになった。看護婦たちは皆、両手の指のうちどれか一本にダイヤモンドリングをはめていた。ある日、彼は家に帰ると、このことを母に話した。その時、母も左手の薬指にダイヤモンドリングをはめていた。
　数日後、良太の母もその施設へ頻繁に足を運び看護の手伝いをするようになった。
　そのころからしばらく経った日の夜、良太は父に書斎に呼ばれ一番目の話を聞いた。
「私たち人類は古くから様々な世界を空想してきたが、特に現在のように中東難民の住む地域のような状況があることは古代から予想できたであろう。海の向う側の遠くの島や大地で起こっていることは、この世において苦痛を分かち合う友との友情を再認識させる。その友情というものを上方の青色とすると、左下の苦痛をともなう赤色の労働、そして右下の多少の混乱をともなう緑色の家族愛によって白色光を得られる。そしてその原色の交わる部分、右上のライトブルー、左上のパープル、そして下方のオレンジによって白色光はより強力となる。中東難民の母なる願いは、その交わった部分の三つの色を時計回りに回転させて自らの魂を世界の中で正当化することに他ならなかった。つまり、移り変わるライトブルー、パープル、オレンジは新たな世界に向けての母なる思いだった。ある時、彼らは難民受け入れ政策によって救われた。母なる願いは現実となった」
　良太の母が看護の手伝いを始めて一ヶ月が経った夜、彼は再度父の書斎に呼ばれて二番目の話を聞いた。
「ジーザスは若者のころ真夜中に自分の恋人と一夜を共にした。彼女はジーザスのベッドで小さなメタルプレートに刻んだ絵をプレゼントした。その絵には地平線と、西と東を結ぶ虹の弧、そして降り注ぐ雨の線がいくつか刻まれていた。彼女はその絵を『コスモスによって救われるべきカオス』と名付けていた。やがて窓から見える月が雲に隠されたころ、ジーザスは自分の犯した罪について考え始めていた。果たして彼の罪は救われるのだろうか?」
　良太はその後、自分の部屋で床についたがなかなか寝つけなかった。しばらくベッドの脇にある置時計の秒針が刻む音を聴きながら、しばしの時の流れに身を任せて目を閉じていた。


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月夜の同窓会計画 (Moon Night Alumni Association Plan)


　ある冬の日、彼は数人の友人たちとともに、日本のすべての既成観念を捨て去る目的でオーストラリアへ移り、山の平原で自給自足の生活を始めた。
　彼は若い陶芸家で、友人たちは四人いて、みな男で中学時代のクラスメートだった。
　ある程度、食料を集めることが苦にならなくなったころ、彼らは陶器を作るための窯を造った。彼らは、時に雨風激しいその地で、粘土で陶器を形作って窯に入れて陶器を完成させた。彼らは毎日、一致団結した信念を持っていたので、自分たちの作った陶器の中で最高の値打ちがあるものは、八回目の嵐のときに作った陶器だと考えていた。
　やがて彼らは、嵐の合間の夜の星空を眺めているうちに、故郷での生活を懐かしく思い、日本へもどった。
　彼らはそれぞれ別々の高校の教員になった。彼は美術教員となり、すぐに生徒たちと親しい間柄となった。
　ある時、彼は教室で生徒たちに話した。
「私たちは十年前の夏の思い出を大切にしている。先輩に高校野球のピッチャーがいたのだが、そのころ中学生だった私たちは、みなで高校のグラウンドへ行き、彼のピッチングに声援を送った。試合の後、私たちは彼から一個のサインボールをプレゼントされた。私たちの友達には、支援学級の生徒たち、そして車椅子の少女もいた。それから十年後の今、彼はアメリカの大リーグで活躍する世界でも有名な選手になった。今年の秋、アメリカの野球評論家が、もし彼の高校時代にサインした野球ボールを持っていれば、その人はサインボールをオークションにかけることによって、一万ドルを手に入れることができるだろう、と言った。私たちはクリスマスイブの夜、パーティーを開いて飲み食いしながらこのニュースについて話した。私たちの優越感は最高潮に達していた。そして彼からもらったサインボールのことは友達だけの秘密にしようという意見で一致した。私たちはみなで肩を抱き合って歌を歌ったりした。このときが私たちにとっての九番目のカオス。でも翌日のクリスマスの朝、誰かが、彼のサインボールを売って、彼の母校の高校のグラウンド脇にオレンジの花々の花壇を造らないか?　というメールを私たちに送った。私たちはその意見に賛同した。翌年、オレンジの花々の花壇は完成した。その年の夏、彼は母校の中学にもどってきた。そして晴天のもとで野球の試合が開始され、素晴らしいピッチングを披露してくれた。その時の私たちの感情すべてが十番目のコスモスだった」
　そして彼は生徒たちとともに高校から歩いてすぐの丘の上へ行き、メッセージを綴った手紙をボトルに入れて土の中に埋めた。

この世は四回のカオスと四回のコスモスが交互に織り成して生成した。
奇数のカオスと偶数のコスモス･･･、そして私たちは八番目のコスモスに生きる。
九番目のカオスとはどういう世界だろうか。
それは来たる寒い冬に向かって書き続ける、1/9=0.1111111･･･のような言葉があり続ける世界、そして宇宙に存在するすべての名残惜しい恒星が姿を消すまでの世界。
遥か彼方の十番目のコスモスは新たな希望に満ちた世界。
1-1/9=0.8888888･･･のような永遠なる白いフラワーガーデンが煌びやかに輝くとき、暗黙のうちに心が打ち解け、互いに手を取り合えるような場所がいくつも連なって見えることが分かる。
その場所で神父は尋ねた。
労働、苦痛、哀しみ、怖れ、友情、孤独、悦楽、永遠。
このうちあなたの好きな言葉は何ですか?
天使は、すべてです、と答えて付け加えた。
それらすべての言葉は、新月の晩にオレンジ色の花々が好む言葉だったからです。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (March 2024)





蜜月 (Honeymoon)


　加代は幼い頃から貧血の傾向があった。小学校の朝礼のときもしばしば貧血で倒れそうになって保健室に連れられたことがある。そこで保健室の先生の紹介で母とともに病院へ行ったが、そのときの検査では、直立して十分も経たないうちに辺りが暗くなって、やがて視界が闇に閉ざされた。まわりの看護婦や医師の姿が原色を帯びた線に見えた。手足はしびれ看護婦に助けを求めたところ椅子に座らせられてしばらく横になった。回復した後、加代は血圧を少し高くする薬を医師から処方された。
　中学に通うようになったころにはだいぶよくなった。高校を卒業するとしばらくレストランのウェイトレスのアルバイトをした。やがて同じレストランの正社員となり労働組合にも所属した。そこで出会ったのが正平だった。彼は加代より二歳年上のレストランのウェイターの仕事をしていて、意気の合う恋人同士となった。
　彼らが二十代半ばのころのバレンタインデーの日の夜、勤務しているレストラン近くの池のそばで、加代は正平にチョコレートをプレゼントした。そしてホワイトデーの夜、正平は加代にキャンディーをプレゼントした。月夜の晩だった。その後、二人が池のほとりを歩いている時に、彼女が立ち眩みに襲われた。視界は暗闇に閉ざされ、倒れそうになり彼に助けを求めた。彼は彼女の肩と腰に手をやり近くのベンチに座らせた。そして彼女にプレゼントしたキャンディーボールを一つ取り出して半開きになった彼女の口に入れた。口の中にこれまで経験したことのない甘味が広がったような気がした。目を開けると視界が徐々に蘇っていくのを自覚した。初めに池に映る赤い色のネオン、そして池の向うのビルの窓がオレンジ色の光を放っていることが分かった。樹木が風にそよいで潮騒のように聴こえた。彼女の視界は蘇った。彼女は夜空に強く光る弓張月を見つめながら言った。
「私の祖母は戦後の高度成長期に家族とともに田舎で暮らしていたの。でも祖父は戦後の復興のために東京へ出向かなければならなかった。ある夜、上京することについて家族全員の了承を得ると、祖父は子供たちに飴玉をあげたわ。祖母も一つもらって口に入れたの。子供たちはみな未来に希望を持って美味しそうになめていたけれど、祖母にとっては故郷を離れなければならないという物悲しい思いがあったらしいわ。私のなめたあなたからの飴の味はそんな感じ」
　彼は何も言わずに彼女の右手を両手で包んだ。彼女はもう一度、池に映る赤いネオンの方に目を向けた。池の表面にゆらゆらと輝く赤い光はとても優しく、しかし重々しい光だった。原始の魂みたい、と加代は思った。そして間近の水面に映る、そよ風の中で煌く月光に彼女の魂は救われた。


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マウンテンリリー (Mountain Lily)


　時は遡って江戸時代の話です。
　母はいつも具合が悪いと言って寝込んでいました。そして姉とその弟は退屈しのぎにいつでも茶碗に二つのサイコロを入れては振り、出た目の数の合計を紙に記していました。しかし彼らの心の奥底では、きっと母が回復し原始の魂を得ることを願っていたのです。
　サイコロ二つを振ると出る目の数の合計は二から十二までとなりますが、七となる事象が最も多いので、サイコロを振れば振るほど相対的に七という数が他の数に比べて多くなります。
　弟は言いました。
「夜の星空の数だけサイコロを振って縦に並べれば七という数が一番早く太陽に近づくほどの数になる。そして七という数が増えれば増えるほど、僕たちは太陽との会話を続けることができる」
　姉は言いました。
「私は一番出ることの少ない、二つの目の数が両方とも一になって合計が二となる場合と、二つの目の数が両方とも六になって合計が十二となる場合を信じたいわ。私たちのやっていることがいつしか天使の心に届き、母を元気にさせてくれると願いたいわ。天使への願いは母の薬指に青く輝くサファイアリングをはめて欲しいということね」
　彼らはサイコロを振り続けました。
　そして彼らの願いは叶ったのです。一ヶ月ほど経ったころのことです。母は回復し、散歩ができるほどになりました。街を歩いて昔からの友達にあいさつ回りに出かけたりもしました。母はまるで不死鳥になったように左右の翼を得て元気な姿を取りもどしていました。
　やがて姉と弟のサイコロの話は伝説となって人々の心に残されることになりました。


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六分間の沈黙 (6 Minutes Silence)


　ある春の日の午後、二人は東京都心のビルに囲まれた公園のベンチに座り話をしていた。彼はとある工芸会社の技師で、彼女は同じ会社の経理をしていた。二人ともまだ二十代で、彼は彼女を誘った理由については何も話さなかったが、ただこれからの仕事について近くで付き添って見ていて欲しいとだけ前もって言っておいた。彼女はこれからの仕事内容についてある程度は前もって知っていた。静かな午後だった。日射しが眩しく、時折、小鳥のさえずりが高い木々のてっぺんから甲高く聴こえた。
　しばらくすると彼らは公園を離れ、住宅地へ向かい、こじんまりとした新築の家のベルを鳴らした。どうぞ、という女性の声がしたので彼らは門から中へ入り家のドアを開けると、中年のホームヘルパーの女性が、正面の部屋へ案内してくれた。たくさんの縫いぐるみ、色紙で作った飾り物がたくさん吊るされている部屋だった。車椅子の少女が両親とともにいた。テーブルにはいくつかのジュースのボトル、林檎ジュース、オレンジジュース、グレープジュースなどがあった。彼は車椅子に座っている少女の前にひざまずくと左胸のポケットに入れておいた小さな箱を取り出し、その中から丸まった細長いビニールの管をつまみ出し、ズボンのポケットから小さなハサミと粘着テープを取り出して作業を開始した。彼の手つきは素早く軽やかだった。少女の目の前でビニールの管を左右三本、計六本の指で使いこなし、しばらく作業を続けた。近くでは少女の父親と母親が期待に満ちた表情で彼の手さばきを見つめていた。六分間で作業は終わり、彼はテーブルに置いてある栓抜きで林檎ジュースの栓を抜き、ビニールの管の先をジュースのボトルに差し込んだ。ジュースが勢いよく吸い込まれ管が白色になった。少女がにこやかな笑顔を見せてくれた。母親が少女の左耳元で、そして父親が右耳元で交互に大きな声で言った。
「お誕生日おめでとう!」
　彼は少しその場から遠のいてしばらく立っていたが、
「これで作業は終わりましたので」
と言って、軽く会釈をした。
「いくらですか?」
　と母親が言ったが彼は、
「ああ、お代は要りません。その代わり私たちから四つのキャンディーのプレゼントを受け取ってください」
　彼女がスカートのポケットから小さな箱を取り出し母親に渡した。
「有り難うございました」
　と父親が言って、玄関へ向かう彼らを見送った。彼らはドアを開けた母親に何回もおじぎをしながら外へ出て行った。日射しが眩しかった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2024)





旧友 (Old Friend)


彼は経済研究所の研究員である。所長は腕利きの研究者で、彼より三歳年上の幼馴染みの旧友であった。思想的には彼は中道やや右寄りで所長は中道やや左よりであった。
　クリスマスイブの午後、研究所のある地区一帯が嵐に見舞われ、彼は研究所近くにある所長の自宅に立ち寄り一休みした。彼が簡素なリビングの焦げ茶のテーブルにつくと、所長は彼のためにコーヒーを入れてゆっくりとテーブルに座り話しかけた。
「人間にとって不可欠な水。私たちは水を得るために労働をする。そこで貨幣とあらゆる飲料水の価値を同等とした場合どうなるだろう。遠い将来、私たちの労働は少なくなるだろう。余暇の時間が増え、人々は様々なゲームや遊戯を行い、仕事をするような感覚で余暇に勤しむこともあるだろう。そこで私からの質問だ。君は労働のない社会において弱者の欲する飲料水の量を制限できるかい?」
　彼はコーヒーを一口飲むと答えた。
「もちろん制限はできません。しかし私は未来における社会というものをもっとポジティブに考えたい。これは過去の話になりますが、日本の高度成長の原動力となったのはホワイトデーに焦点を合わせた生産過程にあったのかもしれない。ホワイトデーの一ヶ月ぐらい前から、全国のいたる所にあるキャンディーの生産工場と各種過程における付加価値、そして付加価値の尺度となる貨幣による乗数効果は全国に広まって国民所得を一気に上昇させる。そのための生産要素となる資本というのはキャンディーを生産するための各種材料、特に美味しい甘味を引き出すための原始の魂だったということも考えられます。所長の信念である人民平等の未来像を構築するのもこのような原始の魂であると私は信じたいですね」
「なるほど、よくできた話だ。しかし君の論理はいささか物質的で、私にとってはどうも納得できないところもある」
「そうです、物質的だと思われても仕方ありません。そこで私はそのような物質的な面のコアとなる心情について所長にお伝えしたい。私の知人にキャンディーの生産工場の経営者がいます。彼は世界大戦を経験して若いころに徴兵されてレイテに出兵した。そして戦後は日本の復興のために東京で仕事をした。彼を助けてくれたのは戦争中から交際を続けていた音楽学校出身の女性だった。彼女はあるとき彼に面白い話をした。彼女の少女時代の夢は宇宙を旅することでそれは実際、家の部屋にいる自分の前後に大きな鏡を置けば、自分の分身が遥か遠くの宇宙を旅することができる。でも、彼女が中学時代に科学の先生にこのことを話したら、鏡に反射した光はやがて熱に変わるから、そんなに遠くには行けないよ、と言われて失望した。その話を聴いた彼は彼女を街に誘ってキャンディーをプレゼントして言った。『たとえ君の分身である光が熱になって消えても、その熱はこの世を再生するために役立つと信じている。君に対する僕からの情熱、僕に対する君からの情熱･･･、これからの世界を君と僕の情熱で分かち合いたいんだ』そして彼と彼女は結婚した。今、彼と彼女は後期高齢者として、地方で蜜柑畑を経営しているといいます。そして夜になると晴れた日には二人だけで星空を眺めながら過去の辛かった思い出を話すことも多いと聞いています。私にとって彼らは、この世に実在するアダムとイブなのですが、所長にとってはどうでしょうか」
　所長は立ち上がって手を差し出した。彼も立ち上がって所長としっかりと握手して、しばらく彼らはお互いの目を見詰め合っていた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (April 2024)





天界 (Celestial World)


　昭三は平和主義者で、ごくありふれた日常の中に愛情を求める21歳の学生だった。
ある夏の日、彼は休みを利用してロサンゼルスへ長い旅に出かけた。簡易ホテルの一室に泊まり、まず初めに近くのプールへ行き日焼けをしようと思った。50メートルの長方形のプールの遊び客はまばらで、数えても10人程だった。
　昭三はビーチパラソルの下でピーチチェアーにしばらく腰掛けてアイスコーヒーを飲んでいたが、遠くのプールサイドで何かをしている黒人の四人家族に目が止まった。多分、トランプゲームをしているのだろう。彼らはパラソルで日差しを避けていないので眩しい太陽光線を浴びている。昭三は少し視線を上に向けた。入道雲が存在を誇張するような白色光を放っている。彼らはみな真っ白い歯を見せて微笑んでいる。昭三にとっては最も輝かしい白色光の世界だった。
　彼らはもしかしたら難民受け入れ政策によって渡米してきた家族かもしれない、と昭三は思った。
　そして彼はビーチチェアの背もたれを倒し、サングラスをかけて横になり、しばらく考え事をした。
(今は様々な弱者の思いが世界中に伝達される時代。私たちは彼らとの青き友情を大切にするためにオレンジの感情を言葉とする。そしていろいろな言葉を発信する決意をする。人間は感情を得るために色々な言葉を使ってきた。私たちは家族、職場、学校などで言葉を使い、そのことによって喜怒哀楽を得て、それらが入り混じった感情を軸に育ってきた。人間が動物たちから一歩先を行って文明を獲得できたのもそのお陰だろう。しかしその結果、私たちの社会は強者、弱者という格差の問題を抱えてしまった。強者はさらなる楽しみという感情を得るために言葉を使うが、弱者はあまり言葉を必要としない生活をする場合もあるかもしれない。弱者にとって感情というのはたった一つの言葉を得るための格闘かもしれない。自然界に目を向ければ様々な動物が喜怒哀楽の感情を繰り返している。もしかしたらそれはいくつかの言葉の表現かもしれない。このような現象は常に社会を開拓する人間、あらゆる感情を持ち続ける動物たちが行うことだから当然のことで何も気にする必要がないかもしれない。人間界の強者、弱者、さらには人間と動物の感情と言葉の目的の差異を克服して、平等な世界を構築することは不可能なことかもしれない。しかしたった一つだけの、感情と言葉の差異を克服する方法を、人間は編み出すことに挑戦した。それはすべての感情と言葉を一致させるアーティスティックな活動のことだった。あらゆる感情が言葉となり、あらゆる言葉が感情となる。自然世界の感情も言葉となる。輪廻転生を信じることは、過去に存在した、そして今も存在し続ける魂というものを信じること。すべての魂は強者で私たちはそれらの言葉に逆らうことができない。真の強者とは、この世で苦しみさいなまれるすべての弱者たちを救おうとする意志を持っているのではないだろうか)

　この日から一ヶ月が過ぎた頃、昭三はホテルからすぐの所にあるスープレストランへ行った。昼間、12時を少し過ぎた頃だった。ここでは色々なスープを飲める。店内は混み合っていた。彼がスープを飲み終わったころ、出口付近の横長の座席に黒人の四人家族が座っていた。昭三はハッと思って彼らの姿に目を見張った。一ヶ月前にプールで見かけた四人家族だった。近くのアメリカ人の青年に尋ねたところ、やはり彼らは難民としてアメリカに招かれた家族だという。娘は父の肩にもたれ、息子は母の肩にもたれて、そんな子供たちを父と母は抱きかかえて気づかっていた。娘も息子もこのときは目をつぶりとても幸せそうだった。この光景をレストランの客の何人もが見つめていた。彼らにとって元難民の家族は天使たちだった。そして元難民の家族にとっても市民は天使のような存在だった。すべての感情が言葉と一致した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (May 2024)





ホームジュエリー (Home Jewelry)


　戦争が絶えない北欧のある国での出来事だった。
　三人家族の母親、ルルは、ある時、遠出をして山の頂上まで行き、芝生でできた広場でひとり座っていた。彼女は山の中腹にある花屋でオレンジ色の花々の花束を買い、それを両手で抱えていた。夫も一人息子も兵士として国境で戦っている。そんな思いが彼女の心にいつもあった。
　ルルがまだ若く、一人息子が子供の頃、家族三人でこの場所に来たことがあった。そのとき夫は白いワイシャツに紫のネクタイをして、息子は水色のティーシャツを着ていた。青空が眼にしみる平和なひと時だった。彼女はこのときの思い出を大切にしていた。
そして芝生の上に花束を置き、しばらく地面で横になって眠りについた。山の天気は変わりやすい。目を覚ましたときには雨が降り出していた。やがて雨は嵐となり、抱えているオレンジ色の花々を撒き散らし、たくさんの花弁が遠くの方へ飛ばされてしまった。
　ルルの雨に打たれながらの願いは、再び夫と一人息子とともに平和な生活をすることだった。そして多くの人々がそうであるように、彼女にも想像力がある。輪廻転生を信じることで人々は誰もが弱者になった過去、そして弱者になる未来を想い描くことができる。そして彼女自身も自分が弱者になった過去と弱者になる未来を想像した。オレンジの花々の魂は今、強者となった。そしてルルの魂は、その魔性の魂によって救われた。そうだ、もし息子にいい人ができたらその人にクロスペンダントをプレゼントしよう、と彼女は思った。
　やがて風雨はおさまり、ルルは下山した。家に帰るとシャワーを浴び、遠くの教会の鐘が鳴ったころ、紅茶を飲みながらブルーベリーをつまみ、窓を開け、風にそよぐ木々の葉の音に聴き入っていた。そして再び外出し街へ出た。やがて銀色のモニュメント近くのアスファルトが夕日を浴びたころ、彼女はオレンジ色の世界が自分にとっての故郷であることを知った。そしてルルは、魂が青空へ向かって吸い込まれるようなさわやかな感覚の中にいた。
　夜になると、ルルはラジオをオンにして夕食をしながら戦争の状況についてのニュースに聴き入っていた。これまでの各地での被害状況を説明していたが、夜遅くになって停戦のニュースを知った。すぐに女の友人から電話があり、パーティーへの誘いを受けた。ルルは喜んで参加することを伝えた。窓のカーテンを少し開けると弓張月が輝いていた。彼女は冷蔵庫のプラスティックケースから六つのイチゴを取り出して小皿に乗せ、砂糖をかけて食べた。そしてハミングをしながらテーブルの片隅に置かれた宝石箱を開けてネックレスを取り出して首にかけ、壁に掛けてある鏡に映った自分の姿を腰に両手を当てて身体の向きを変えながら眺めていた。やがて家へ戻ってくる夫と息子の新調したスーツ姿を思い浮かべて意気揚々としていたが、オレンジ色の花々の魔性が彼女の魔性を呼び起こしたことについて知る者は月の光だけだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2024)





光を求めるオレンジ (Orange that needs any lights)


　ある夏、英国若手女性画家が絵画を描いた。大地で青年がオレンジの太陽に向かって弓矢を放とうとしている絵だった。青年は赤いダウンジャケットを着ている。漆黒の空の下でダークブラウンの大地が広がっていた。弓矢をモチーフにしているのだから日本文化と関係があるのだろうか。「熱源」というタイトルだった。
　彼女のこの絵に託した第一の言葉とは次のような主旨だった。
「今、母なる太陽は熱を失いかけている。すべての婦人労働者を救う必要がある」
　しかし彼女の描いた絵はさほど評価を得られないまま何年かが過ぎ去った。ところが五年後に彼女の絵は再評価されることになった。その発端は、彼女の学生時代のクラスメートだった青年芸術評論家の言葉だった。
「オレンジ色の太陽というのは実はオレンジの月を表していた。彼女には白血病の弟がいた。二十年前に闘病生活を送っていた。母は息子を優しく見守り、毎日家にいる白血病の息子のために絵本をたくさん買ってあげ、息子は青い鳥を求めるような生活を送っていた。そして数年後、白血病治療薬により息子は回復に向かい、何年か後には完治した。姉の想いは白血病を克服したすべての少年少女に向けられ、彼らを不死鳥と呼んだ。不死鳥たちの熱い想いは月に届き、月に熱を与え続け、やがて月はマグマとなり、私たちにとっての第二の熱源となる」
　やがて彼女は名声を得た。あらゆる反体制勢力から支持され、体制側からは怖れられる画家となった。
　彼女が絵画に託した二つの言葉はオレンジとライトブルーで表せるだろうが、三原色のうち二つの原色が交わった部分をオレンジとライトブルーで表すと、残りの紫色の言葉とはいったい何だったのであろうか。
新月の晩に彼女は芸術評論家の彼を公園に誘った。そして二人がベンチに腰掛け、しばらく沈黙が続いた後に彼女は彼に打ち明けた。
「弟が生まれる前の私がまだ幼い頃、私は小学校の運動会の徒競走でビリになってしまったの。運動会にはたくさんの父母が来ていたけれど、私の母はこのときどう思ったか私には分からない。でも、その次の日の夜から母は私のために駆けっこの特訓をしてくれた。家の近くの真っ直ぐなアスファルトの道で母は私とともに駆けっこをしてくれた。私は母の言う通りに懸命になって走る練習をしたわ。そしてそれからは週に二回、夜になってから母とともに走る練習をしたの。そんな日々を一年間続けて次の年の運動会で、私は一生懸命に走って一等賞になった。その日の晩、父はレストランのディナーに誘ってくれた。一家団欒の楽しい時を過ごせた。私はこのときの思い出を何よりも大切にしているの。だから私の描いた絵画の最もコアな言葉とはただ単に･･･、そう、母にほめてもらいたかっただけ･･･、それが緑色の家族愛を求めた紫色の意志だったの」
　彼は彼女の肩にそっと手をあてて夜空に目を向けた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2024)





オレンジサークル (Orange Circle)


　ある夏、車椅子の少女が両親とともに街の通りで休んでいた。両親は近所の数人の人々と立ち話をしていた。ライトブルーの空が広がっていた。
　父親がジュースを飲むために自動販売機近くで財布を手に取ったところ、誤って小銭を道に落としてしまった。チャリン、という音があたりに響いた。このとき少女が咄嗟に表情を変えた。遠くの方へ真剣な眼差しを向けると同時に何かを悟ったような様子で空を見つめた。
　この日から数日後、少女はだいぶ良くなって、車椅子に座りながら絵を描くようになった。彼女の描く絵はいつでも同じような絵だった。白い画用紙をいくつかの紫、ライトブルー、オレンジのシャボン玉のような丸い玉が浮遊しているような水彩画だった。両親がこれらの絵を公的な場で発表すると同時に彼女の絵は高い評価を得た。中でも若手青年画家には人気があり、彼らは口々に、「彼女からはいくつもの神秘を学んだ」と言った。
　彼女は12枚の絵を描いた。タイトルは「一番初めの幸せ」と名付けられ、No1からNo12まであった。彼女の絵には無数のロジックが隠されている、とある青年画家は言った。生命というものがこの世に息づき、その後の生命と人間のあらゆる営みから生成した美しき愛と友情のストーリーが彼女の手によって描かれたと言ってもいいだろう。車椅子の少女が父の落とした小銭の音を聴いた瞬間から、神秘的な絵画を描くまでの過程は、この世においてまったく偶然のことでコアレベルの高い事象だった。
　彼女の友人に盲目の少女がいた。車椅子の少女は盲目の少女から、教会にてジーザスに祈りを捧げているときに渡されたオレンジの冷たさを忘れることができなかった。この冷たさではきっと歯にしみて食べることができないだろうと思った。凍りついたような冷たさのオレンジを程よい冷たさに変える方法はないだろうか。そして目の見えない少女に雄大な自然というものを感じてもらうにはどうしたらよいであろうか･･･、と車椅子の少女は考えた。
　私たちは日常の選択でフレンドリーな青、危険をともなう赤、そして家族的な緑の中から一つの行動を選んで行動する。その三つの行動からの選択は、0.3333333･･･という確率で表すことができて、いくらコアレベルが高くなろうと3という数字が続くことになる。これはまったく自然なことで、人間の視覚がモノクロよりもカラーを選び、様々な感情を色で表現するので、少女が描いた絵が三原色から生まれたこともまったくの自然である。つまり車椅子の少女は盲目の少女にとって見ることのできないオレンジ色に青き友情で応え、白色光により冷たいオレンジに熱を与え、さらには三原色から導かれた紫、ライトブルー、オレンジの光により、盲目の少女との友情を永久のものとしようとした。車椅子の少女は、少しの間、盲目の少女から渡されたオレンジを両手で包み、程よい冷たさにした。そして二人はしっかりと握手を交わした。このとき盲目の少女が感じることができたのは新たな友情から生じた新世界、そして初めて体験する自然感情だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (June 2024)





北国の置時計 (Northern Table Clock)


　昭代は時にXという文字に敏感に反応することがあった。幼い頃、算数のテストで30点を取り、10問のうち7つのXを見てからのことだった。月日が経つにつれて一種の恐怖心は消えていったが、中学三年になった頃でもその気持ちはいつも心の中にわだかまりのように残っていた。
　彼女は裕福な農家の家庭で育ち、幼い頃から家の仕事を手伝うことが多かった。
　昭代は算数のテストで30点を取った答案を母に見せた次の日に母から聴いた話を、今でも時々思い出すことがある。畑で曇り空の下、畑を耕す仕事を手伝い、午後三時を過ぎた頃、昭代とともに長椅子に腰掛けた母は鍬を左手でつかみながら雲間からの日射しを指差して話した。
「私たちが座っている位置は畑の北側です。その証拠に朝、左側から昇った太陽は今、右側から私たちの労働を賞賛する一つの権力としての日射しを与えてくれました。もし夜中に雨が降っていれば朝、雨がやみ、私たちの労働を見守るために9時頃、日が差すでしょう。これは私たちにとっての天から授かった自然感情と言えます」
　父が来て手に持ったおにぎりを差し出すと昭代は受け取って、
「二つの日射しを重ねるとXという文字になるわね」
　と言っておにぎりを頬張った。
　その夜、家の外で見た流れ星は右上から左下へ向けての光だった。
　しかし昭代は学校へ行き色々な科目の試験を受けるたびにXという文字が気にかかって勉強への熱意の妨げになることがあった。
そんなわだかまりを一切忘れさせてくれる時が中学三年の卒業間近の頃来た。その時、昭代は若い数学担当の女性教員の授業を受けていた。
女性教員は言った。
「丸い時計で、お昼頃、長針と短針がXの文字を形づくる二つの時間はいつでしょうか?」
　昭代は手を挙げた後答えた。
「11時25分と12時35分に長針と短針が真っ直ぐになるから、だいたいそのぐらいの時間だと思います」
　女性教員は言った。
「大変よろしいです。でも正確には、11時27.272727分と12時32.727272分となります」
　そして若い女性教員は最後の授業のための最後の言葉を話した。
「私は幼少の頃、小児麻痺と診断されしばらくは車椅子の生活をしましたが、先進医療により回復し、大学まで進学しました。私は時計というコスモスから生まれたルールに従って、皆さんのアバウトな意思というものにたいして手助けをしたかった。太陽と地球の関係というものはとても優しさのあるオレンジ色の花々の花弁のようなものです」


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シルバークロス (Silver Cross)


　人間の一生について考える。
　家庭で生まれ育ち、言葉を覚えて、言葉で考えながら知識を得る。それが人間の尊厳で、他の動物とは違って文明を得ることになった証である。しかし鳥は人間よりも卓越した技能を持っている。鳥は空高く飛べるし、人間の創り出した文明のすべてを否定するような感覚を兼ね備えているようにも思える。とはいえ鳥にも寿命がある。家族を大切にして生き、やがて死を迎える。鳥が囀るときの言葉は人間と比べてちょっとした言葉に過ぎないだろうが、そこに自由な世界で生きる優越感を感じることもできる。
　不死鳥という言葉がある。人間が作り出した神話に出てくる創造主がもし存在すれば超越者として崇められるだろうが、人間の言葉が生み出した空想上の生き物のことである。結局のところ、人間の言葉というものは、私たちにとっては疑念を生み出し、それを解消すれば言葉の世界に救われることになる。宇宙の広さを無限大とすれば理論的にはフェニックスが存在することになる。生命というのは子孫繁栄の原理から成り立つのでフェニックスは、ある惑星で永久に子孫を繁栄させ宇宙を支配する力を持っているということになる。しかし実際は宇宙の大きさは有限であるから、フェニックスは実在しないことになるし、もし存在するとしても、その全知全能の生命はあっという間、一分、一秒の間に宇宙を支配できる能力を持つことになるから、現実と矛盾し、結局のところフェニックスは宇宙に一羽もいないことになる。
　そのフェニックスを思いついた人間というものが行き着く先はどのようなものであるのだろうか。技術を発展させれば、人類は地球以外の星で生活できると考える者も多い。もし宇宙開発を進めて、人類が永遠に輪廻転生を繰り返すならば、フェニックスとは実は人間のことだったということになるかもしれない。
　この宇宙に人類と同じような身体と頭脳をもつ生命は多く存在するだろう。もし彼らと友情を結ぶ場合、人間はどのようなことをすればよいだろうか。オレンジ色の羽を左胸につければどうだろうか。しかし宇宙人の目にはオレンジ色は赤に見えるかもしれないし緑に見えるかもしれない。いい考えがある。私たちは黒と白のドレス、白いワイシャツに黒のスーツを着るべきである。黒と白のフリクショナルな光による幻想的なオレンジに、宇宙に存在するすべての生命の尊厳を託せばいい。そうすればきっと宇宙全体で友情というものを確かめ合えるかもしれない。
　そこまで考えて彼は目を開けた。コンサートホールでのクラッシック演奏会がちょうど終わり、会場全体が拍手で満たされたところだった。演奏会の題名は「アルバトロス」だった。


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六時の水平線 (Horizon at 6 o’clock)


　1980年代の末、もう冷戦が終ろうとしている頃の夏に、盲目の少女が海の家に住んでいた。その家は彼女の父が家族とともに営んでいた。彼らはこの頃、世間のことをあまり気にしなかった。ただ、その頃はバブル期で、海の家は予約で一杯となり満室の状態が続いた。多くの客は夜中まで騒いでいることが多かったし、真夜中に海の家を抜け出して、海岸通りで見知らぬ男女に声をかけたりすることもよくあることだった。
　盲目の彼女はこのときバブル期の浮ついた人々の感情を耳で感じ取っていた。そして夏が終わり、秋が訪れた頃、彼女の視力は先進医療により回復した。やがてバブルが崩壊し、彼女は海の家を訪れる人々が明るい部屋で何か話をしている姿で、この世の未来に起こるだろう興味深い事態について空想し始めるようになった。
父はそんな娘を気づかい、新年を迎えると彼女とともにすぐ近くの砂浜まで行った。日が昇る前の辺りが薄暗い頃から初日の出を見るまで、彼女は自分の視力が回復したことについて、そして様々な人々への感謝の気持ちについて父に話したいと思ったが、地面の砂に足をとられそうになると、父は何かを語りたいような眼差しを向けて彼女の腕をつかみ静止させ、しばらく二人は初日の出を眺めていた。すると父は落ち着いた口調で話した。
「今、社会主義国では市場経済を導入しようとする動きが盛んになってきている。私は水平線から伸びる赤い日の出の光を見るとき、過去から現在まで増え続けてきた労働者たちの熱意を感じる。そして私は日本の将来について想い描くときがある。良き福祉国家としての旅立ちを期待することもある」
　彼女は父の話す内容が自分にとっての今に関することのような気がしたので言った。
「私は今、盲目の頃の忙しい物音を思い起こすと、それらの人々に、私にとっての花々のように優しい感情を読み取ることができます。医院の先生、看護婦さん、職員の人々は皆、素晴らしい人でした」
「しかし、これからは普通の社会人と同等の扱いを受けるので、様々な人間の意志というものを学ばないといけない。その中には肯定の感情もあれば否定の感情もある。すべての人間は肯定の言葉も学ぶし否定の言葉も学ぶ。人間というのは肯定する心だけでは生きられないし否定する心だけでも生きることができない。そしていずれ肯定と否定の中間地点ですべての人間の意志が均衡することを私は想い描きたい。水平線から伸びる赤い光を見ていると、肯定と否定を繰り返しながら発展してきた歴史的な血の結束を感じる。そして水平線は同世代に生きるすべての人間に対する救いを感じる。日の出と日の入りの赤い太陽をじっと眺めていると、毎日、ホームから離れて仕事をすることは、一つの変革を世に対して提示するという論理が、ふと頭をよぎることがある。しかしこの考えは人民平等の立場からするといささか納得のいかない論理だ。天動説は確かに人間の個を主体とする論理で、様々な正統なロジックを形成する基本となる考え方だが、私たちは幼少の頃、地動説が正しいと教わった。天動説から地動説への異説を唱えることが真理なのだから、現に私たちが視覚できる直感を逆転させて、太陽を眺めているときには潜在的に自分自身が太陽を中心として動いていると意識しているとするとどうだろう。このときホームから離れて仕事をする私たちは、むしろ時間に拘束されている弱者で、ホームにいる車椅子の少女は、過去そして未来に女王や貴婦人になったことがあるとか、輪廻転生を考えればそのようなことがあったことを推測できるし、あるだろうと予測できる。こう考えると実は、日の出と日の入りを砂浜で一人見ている車椅子の少女は人類の過去、現在、未来という視点から、赤い太陽という同時代に生きる人間の魂を優しく見守っている天使なのかもしれない。今度、時間があるときに山へ登ろう。早朝がいい。その山に登ると中腹辺りに林に囲まれた池がある。池の向こう側で日が昇っているころ、池の水面には対岸に乱立するいくつかの樹木の影が映し出されている。それらを見て何を想うだろうか。今、中東の難民居住地区には飲み水と食料の不足から目が見えず、身体を動かすこともできない車椅子の少年少女がいる。太陽と樹木と水はこのとき何を言わんとしているのだろうか。今、情報通信技術の発展により、多くの人々が難民居住地区の状況の映像を見ることができる。そう、これからは弱者救済のために仕事をしなければならない。それが水面に映った樹木、そして太陽と水の言葉だ」
　水平線上ではちょうど赤い日と沖の船が重なり、赤い光と船の黒い影を見たとき、彼女は少し不安になった。やがて日は昇り、白い船が左から右へ動くと彼女の不安はおさまった。彼女にとって、無限なる暗黒の世界を有限なる光に満ちた世界に変えたのは、このとき見たオレンジ色の空のような気がした。


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デジタルクロック (Digital Clock)


　この世において熟練労働ほど魅力的で素晴らしく他のどのような機械的労働より勝っているということはよく言われることだが、どのような理由からこのような身勝手とも思えるような発言が成されるのだろうか。
　ある社会学者は言う。
「色のエネルギー順位というのは赤から緑、そして紫になるまで、人間が生まれ持った視覚によって統一されたものですが、緑という色が真ん中に位置するので、緑という色の存在解釈によっていろいろな議論が可能となるでしょう。緑を植物に例える色とすれば、私たちはこの世の友情というものを色彩に託すことができるかもしれません。植物というのは視覚がありませんが、人間というものも、この世の成り立ちはおろか人間の遠い過去、すなわち人間の生命の根源は確かめることができません。それに宇宙というものがどのような過去から生成し現在に至ったかも知ることができません。だから人間というものを視覚のない樹木などの植物に例えることも間違ったことだとは思えませんし、そのような議論を色のエネルギー順位に基づいて拡張させると興味深い論理展開ができます。私たちは自分が生活するため、あるいは家族を養うために労働をする。ただそれだけのためにと言うと語弊があるでしょうが、実はすべての労働というものは勇気と期待に満ち溢れた行為と言えるかもしれません。自然に対する働きかけをして加工品、あるいはサービスを提供し、一ヶ月働けば賃金を得て休日は家で娯楽を楽しめるし家族とともに楽しく過ごすこともできる。しかし労働はこの世に命を授かった人々にとって贅沢な行為で、労働することができない弱者も多くいます。でも、私はそんなこともポジティブに考えたい。もし、この世のほとんどの人間たちが労働者になったならば、色のエネルギー順位を表す正規分布は、とにかくひたすら働く、私たちの盲目の友、真理について何も知らず、何も語らずに労働を続ける美しき植物のような人類たちによって、緑の分布が頂点を成し、相対度数が1に限りなく近づいて縦の線になります。このとき労働を行わない弱者たちは野に優しくそっと咲いたカラフルな花々のようです。もし正規分布の縦軸を相対度数ではなく人々の人数とすれば、中央を貫く一本の緑の棒は地球上の子孫繁栄によって宇宙の彼方に向かって旅立つ。人類に近い身体と頭脳をもっている宇宙人とともに友情を結ぶとは実は私たちが日々行っている労働にあるというのが私の見解です」
　ところで、この世で最も美しい労働とはどのようなものであろうか。それは新月の晩に起きた。彼は彫刻家で彼女は盲目の女性だった。12月24日クリスマスイヴの日に彼は自分自身の等身大の彫刻像を彼女の家へ送った。とても重い物で彼女は肉体労働者の兄に手伝ってもらい、自分の部屋の中央に立ててもらった。彼女は初め、その像の冷たい感触に躊躇したが、10本の指を使って彫刻像の顔の部分を長い間、手の感触をもとに、自らの暗黒の世界で想い描き、無限の世界を構築しようとしていた。やがて彼女は像の手足、そして身体の広い部分を想い描いた。そしてクリスマスの晩、新月の夜中に二人は彼の家で愛を確かめ合った。暗闇での彼の手、彼女の手は無限なる暗黒に数々の光を与えているようだった。すなわち、この世で最も美しい労働だった。


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ミルキーウェイ (Milky Way)


　今日は七夕。7月7日の午後、中学生たちは山へハイキングに出かけた。総勢40人程の男子生徒と女子生徒だったが、彼らは引率の二人の男性教員に従い、湖にたどり着くと、しばらく水面に映った対岸の木々を眺めていた。そして下山した。この日は30度を越す暑さだった。小学生のうちで一番背の高い彼は何も考えずに歩いていた。ただ、顔から流れ出る汗をハンカチで拭いながら、青々とした樹木の葉に反射する数々の光に目をしばたたせながらひたすら歩いていた。
　下山して山道の出口から少し歩くと砂浜に着いた。もうすぐ日が沈む。右の方の遠くの砂浜を見ると、車椅子の少年少女とか、見た目がラフな感じの白いティーシャツを着ている老若男女が見えた。40人程だろうか。たぶん養護学校に通ったり働いたりしている人々なのだろう、と彼は思った。彼はそのときに見た水平線と、海のすぐ上の太陽から伸びる赤い光の煌びやかさを目に焼き付けた。
彼は宿舎についてクラスメートたちと入浴し、夕食を済ませると、二つの二段ベッドと四つの小さな机のある部屋に入り、二段ベッドの上の段の方のベッドに寝そべって考え事をした。3人の男の友人たちも疲れていたのでベッドで横になった。
（僕たちは山の中の湖で水面に映し出された樹木を見た。もし、そのときに夕日が沈んだとしても、海の浜にいる養護学校の人たちにとっては、高度の差によって夕日はこれから沈むかもしれない。少なくとも僕たちにとっては養護学校の人々にはしばらく夕日を見ていてもらいたい。そのとき僕は遠い未来に、宇宙で最後の恒星が爆発してその一生を終えるときのことを想い描く。その後、宇宙はどうなるのだろうか。冷えきって人類あるいはすべての生命たちは滅亡するのだろうか。いや、そうではない。このときまでに輪廻転生を信じる僕たちはいろいろなことを体験する。もちろん自分たちは何度も弱者になり、色々な人々の世話になるだろう。宇宙最後の恒星とは僕たちにとって誰もが弱者になった経験を面白おかしく話し合うことができる友情の星なんだ。その友情の証は宇宙の起源であるビッグバンのパワーと同じ。そうだ、僕たちは人類すべての英知を結集して第二のビッグバンを起こし、新世界を創り出すだろう。そのことが今日、僕たちが見ることができた海に映し出された赤く伸びる光に対する思いだった）
　彼は眠りにつき、夜明け前に夢の中で自らの言葉を綴った。
（来たる第二の世界で僕たちはすべての人々と友情を結び何もかも分かり合って言葉に対する欲求を失ってしまった。ある青年は言った。『第二の世界は私たちが共同で創るんだ。皆、魔術師のように自分自身が奏でる色々な楽器で熱を帯びた生命を宇宙の中に無数に放つように･･･。そして私たちは皆、夜の遊園地で手を取り合って、夜空に浮かぶ輝く生命たちが世界を創っている姿に期待を込めて見上げている。しかしそこには欲望もあるし嫉妬もある。私たち生命はオスとメスの宿命から永遠に離れられないし、離れようとしない。結局世界は変わっても私たちの内面は根本的に変わらない』僕は言った。『でも僕たちは第一の世界で色々な言葉を知ったおかげで第二の世界を創れるだろうし、何よりも天の川に連なる動物たちとも友情を結べるきっかけになったと思うよ。君の言葉にはとても感謝している。そういえば、西に沈む夕日を見ていたときに、新月も西の空で輝いていたね』）
　彼は青い鳥のさえずりで目を覚ました。引率の先生が去年の冬にペットショップで買ったという青い鳥だった。先生はこの青い鳥を支援学級の生徒たちのために買った。教室の片隅に鳥かごを置くと彼らは皆、青い鳥の可愛らしいさえずりと優しい目が好きだと言った。先生が七夕から四日間、C組の生徒たちへの友情の証として青い鳥とともに旅に出たいと言ったら、彼らは皆賛同してくれたという。
窓のカーテンを開けて外を眺めると、オレンジ色の空の中で太陽が白い光を放っていた。
（理論と実証というルールがある。理論というものは実証をともなって初めて成立する。僕の思いついた理論は、七夕の赤い夕日の言葉は、宇宙全体の第二の世界を創り出す人民平等への願いと、動物たちとの友情の証を主張する根拠ではないかというものだった。しかし、七夕の夕日に関する理論なら考えればいくつもありそうだ。僕の思いついた理論に対する実証とは今聴いた青い鳥のさえずりのことだろう）
　彼はそう思って鳥かごの中に近くの机の上に置いてあった餌を入れた。


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ホワイトローズ (White Rose)


　彼は腕利きの映画監督である。歳は40代とまだ若いが、20代の時から製作スタッフとしてかかわり、様々な技巧を学び、長い下積み生活を体験した。雑誌社の取材で彼は弱肉強食の世界にいったんはまるとなかなか出られるものではないと意味深長な発言をしたことがあった。
　ある夏の夜、一週間以上続いた撮影を終え、とある病院へ向かった。個室に入ると二日前に手術を終えた姉がベッドに横になり目をつぶっていた。姉は幼い頃を境に盲目となり、今回眼球移植の手術を受けた。看護婦の話によれば手術は無事に成功し、徐々に視力を得ることができるとのことだった。彼は目を閉じている姉に、目が完全に見えるようになったら自分の製作した映画を一緒に観に行くことを約束した。その映画の題名は「夜の虹」という趣のあるものだった。彼にとっての虹は紫、青、緑、オレンジ、赤の五色から成り立っていた。紫は地球環境を支配する弱肉強食の世界、青は親しい友との友情を仲間と山に登ったときの青空に託した色だった。緑は家族で、肌寒い山道の脇に生息する高山植物のようなものだった。そしてオレンジは太陽系、赤は弱者救済の理念を意味する広大な宇宙を意味していた。
　彼は自分の映画を製作する前に考えた。盲目の姉にとってはこの世は無限の暗黒の世界。いかなる白色光によっても暗闇の世界から脱することができない。神父は言うだろう。全知全能の神が全宇宙のすべての光を集めても、盲目の人々は希望に満ちて太陽に顔を向けたときの赤と黒の世界から脱することができない。ただ一つの方法は現代の医療技術を信じることだろう。現代医療を支えている医師たちの世界は弱肉強食の厳しい世界である。宇宙におけるいかなる意志も救うことができない現実を克服するのはコアなる紫の意志に他ならない。
　彼は「夜の虹」という映画に次のメッセージを込めた。
　月夜の晩、荒れ果てた大地に多くの難民の家族たちがテント暮らしをしていた。彼らの中には外に出て月を眺める者もいた。彼らの中には充分な食料と飲料水を得られないために視力を失った者もいる。盲目の少女に母親は言った。「今夜の月は白い色をしている。新月から弓張り月、そして満月になるまでのお月様を想い描いてみなさい。きっと天使が舞い降りるわよ」

戦後間もない頃、いつもにこやかに微笑んでいる少女が、盲学校の盲目の少女と親しい間柄となった。
夏に自分の被っている麦藁帽子をプレゼントした。
盲目の少女はその麦藁帽子の手触りをとても気に入った。

その夏、いつも微笑んでいる少女は母とともに河原へ行った。
母は、「目をつぶって太陽に顔を向けたら10数えてみなさい」と言った。
少女はその時初めて無限なる赤い世界を知った。

少女は中学に入ると将来、眼科医になりたいと思った。
眼科医になれば盲目の少女を無限なる赤と黒の世界から、雨上がりの虹の世界へと導いてあげられるかもしれない。

ある著名な老画家は戦争が終ると一枚の絵画を描いた。
赤一色の背景の中に一輪の白いバラが中央に描かれている、「ドライフラワー」と名付けた絵だった。
画家は熱い期待を胸に空想に耽った。
将来必ず盲目の人々は救われる。
医療技術により、盲目の少女が太陽に顔を向けた時のような無限の赤い世界の果てで、天使が微笑む。
そこは白色光で満たされた、光の魂が宿る所。
その時、私は初めて「ドライフラワー」と名付けた絵を、過去に盲目を経験した少女の友人に譲るだろう。
その友人は貧しいかもしれない。
しかし私の絵を売ればいくらかの金になる。
その金銭は乗数効果を生み出し日本経済へのカンフル剤となる。
「ドライフラワー」という名の論理は、すなわち弱者救済の論理で、私が描いたすべての絵に託した思いだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (July 2024)





ステンドグラス (Stained Glass)


　ルナはハーレムに住む黒人女子小学生で、その日は母の日だった。小学校の授業が終るとすぐに近くの花屋へ行き、赤いカーネーションを一輪買ってアパートの家に帰った。父はまだ仕事から帰っていないし、母はとあるバーで夜の仕事の準備に追われているはずだった。
　夕方になるとルナは食卓のテーブルの上に青い花瓶を置き、赤いカーネーションを刺してヤカンの水道水を少し入れた。やがて父が帰宅したが、食事はしてきたからと言い、赤いカーネーションには気づかずに寝室で寝込んでしまった。今夜、12時過ぎに皆既月食が起こることは知っていた。そのときまでに母は帰ってきてくれるだろうか。ルナは気を揉んだ。
　夕飯は電子レンジでチャーハンを温めて食べ、しばらくテレビを見ていた。夜中になるとテレビを消して考え事をした。それはとても抽象的な考え事で、この世にあるものとないもの、そして目に見えるものと見えないものといった事だった。この世にあるものはたくさんあるけれどもないものとは?　感情や心は目に見えないが確かにこの世にあるもの。そうだ、今度教会の神父さんに尋ねてみよう。そしてカーネーションの花瓶が置いてあるテーブルに着いたまま、床に置いてあったベージュの手提げカバンから日記帳を取り出して言葉を記した。色々な事を書いてみたが、最後になって思いついたことは、あらゆる目に見えるものと見えないものの間にある感情、それを私はないものと呼びたくない、たとえそれらが万人に忘れ去られても私は感情を永久にあるものとして生きていきたい、というようなことだった。ルナは日記を書き続けているときに時々母のことを気にかけた。ひとつのことを書いては壁に掛けてある時計を見るということを繰り返していた。
　やがて深夜を迎え、皆既月食の時間が来たことを知った。本当は母とともに月を眺めたかった。しかしそうもいかない。彼女は部屋の電気を消してガラス窓から見える満月に見入っていた。そして月が欠け、赤みを帯びた頃、一つの不安な思いが頭をよぎった。それは母が男の客とともに夜の街に消えていくような想像だった。まさかそんなことはない、と思って頭から血が引くような思いをしたときに、玄関のドアを開ける音とともに母が帰宅したことを知った。ルナは部屋の電気を慌てて点けた。母はルナと顔を合わせると、すぐにテーブルの赤いカーネーションに目を向けた。そして台所で水を何杯か飲んでいた。母は、有り難うと言ったが、皆既月食が起きていることを気にしなかったのでルナも気にしないようにした。今夜は友人の結婚式の後の二次会で忙しかったらしい。そしてルナは母とともに父の寝ている寝室で眠りについた。
　翌朝、ルナは日が昇ると同時に目を覚ました。一人で着替えをし、父と母の大らかな寝顔を見届けてから玄関から外へ出て近くの高台へ向かった。やがて地平線近くの青空が白い明るさを帯びた頃、自分が母にプレゼントした赤いカーネーションが何のためにあったかを悟った。緑の葉をつける赤いカーネーションの感情が青空を求めて永久なる白い世界を求めるように、ルナの赤い感情はライトブルーの光によって永久となる。感情と心は目に見えないからこそ無限であってこの世界に無は存在しない。あるとすればルナが皆既月食のときの赤みを帯びた月を見たときの一瞬の不安で、それは今の無限なる白い感情によって救われるべき家族愛の証だった。

戦時中、一人の黒人青年が徴兵され、出兵する日の前夜に教会へ行き、神父に尋ねた。
「私たちの生きる世界において人類の愛の大きさは無限ですか?　それとも有限ですか?」

神父はこの世のすべての悲しみを胸にこたえた。
「とても残念だが有限だ。私たちの生きる世界において無限なるものは見つからない」
黒人青年は落胆した様子を見せ教会を後にした。

やがて戦火が激しくなるにつれ、神父は自分の言った言葉について後悔するようになった。
（今頃、あの青年はどうしているだろうか。私の悔恨とは弓張り月の地球の影になった暗がりのような感情かもしれない）

やがて戦争は終わり、黒人青年が再び教会に姿を見せた。満月の晩だった。
「良くぞ帰ってきてくれた。一緒にお茶でも飲もう」と神父は言って青年の肩を叩いた。
「有り難うございます。喜んで一時を一緒に過ごせたらと思います。ところで神父の家族愛は無限ですか?　それとも有限ですか?」
神父は少し戸惑った様子を見せ青年の瞳を見つめた。
「分かった。私は自分が過去に言った言葉を改めたい。人類にとって愛の大きさは無限だ。それが全人類の賛同する言葉であると信じたい」
　青年は落ち着いた口調で言った。
「その言葉を聞いて安心しました。全人類にとって存在というものは永遠なるもの。そして愛の大きさが無限であれば、私たちの感情すべてが無限の可能性を持っている。私は今、一瞬ですが、幼少時代の夏休みに家族で旅行したときに見た青い海を思い出しました。無限なる存在の中のたった一つの悦楽を感じさせる思い出です。私は地球に存在するすべての生命が持つ根源的な感情を体験することができました。それは無というものが持つ美しさを知ることができた瞬間でした」


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ホワイトハート (White Heart)


中国で小規模なキリスト教会を運営する神父は生活に困っていた。ある夜、神父の苦しみはシスターの寛容な心に救われた。二人以外は誰も知ることができない静かな夜だった。そして彼らは決めたのだった。教会を閉鎖して、クロスペンダントとか色々なリングを売る宝石店を二人で営むという決断だった。二人は互いに見つめ合い、神に祈りを捧げた。やがて教会は古び、彼らのことは市民の伝説となった。
彼らが宝石店を始めてから八年後、アメリカの為替市場で円を買ってドルを売る動きが加速した。円高ドル安になれば、日本で外国製品の購買が盛んになり、中国製品の日本への輸出が多くなり、中国は好景気になる。彼らの宝石店も景気が良くなり潤沢な資金を蓄えた。金銭の流れというのは私たちの目に見えない、言ってみれば暗闇の中の流れで、この世が生んだ第二の救いであり、彼らにとっては夜、星空を眺めているときの暗黙の言葉のような気がした。
ある日、彼らは遠い異国で皆既日食が起こることを知った。皆既日食の時の太陽が月に隠されたときのダイヤモンドリングを想像した。その時の月は彼らにとって弱者救済についての感情で、新月の地球の影になった部分も弱者の感情、太陽の光を反射した明るい月の光は弱者の言葉のような気がした。皆既日食が起こっている異国の地域では弱者の感情が支配する。しかし太陽からの視点では月は光で満たされ弱者の言葉が救われる。コアレベルの高い滅多にない事象を起こすのは天使たちの仕事だろうか。
ある夜、彼らは高層ビルの屋上で幼い頃の思い出を話していた。彼は夜が暗いのは宇宙が膨張しているからだと教わったと話した。昼間になれば体内で流れる赤い血は永久なるライトブルーの水平線に救われる。彼女は太陽が眩しいのは人々が海の波に反射する光の煌きが好きだからと話した。そして彼は夜空の中で輝く満月を指差した。彼らはすべての弱者の言葉が夜空に救われる期待を胸に月の光を見続けていた。
そして彼は言った。
「テイクアンドギヴという言葉がある。確かに私たちは給料日に引き出した紙幣とか友人からの贈り物を見たときに嬉しくなって、さらなる労働に対する意欲を得たり、友情を大切にしようとする。しかしそれは人間にとって偽りの感情だと考えた方がいい。真のテイクアンドギヴとは、盲目の少女が太陽に向かって顔を向けたときの無限なる赤一色の世界に微笑む笑顔を想い描いたり、難民の少年少女たちが配給された食料物資を見たときの戸惑い、不安、期待の表情を想い描いたりすることで、さらなる労働に対する意欲を燃やし、目に見えない金銭の流れの世界で、あらゆる弱者と共生するための熱意を提供することなんだ」


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月の歴史Ⅰ (Moon History Ⅰ)


　私たちのすべての想いは自然にある。この世は初め、まったく不変で時間の経過のない世界から出発した。時間に変化があったとしても不変の存在は無限に等しい。例えば教会の神父が若いときにシスターにクロスペンダントをプレゼントして、シスターはそれを金庫に入れて大切に保管した。やがて神父もシスターも年老いて80歳を過ぎた頃、シスターは金庫に入っていたクロスペンダントを首にかけて神父とともに若い頃の思い出話をした。このとき神父とシスターは時間の流れとともに歳をとって様変わりしたが、クロスペンダントは変わらないまま存在している。だから不変に存在するものに対して時間という尺度を与えるとすれば無限という概念が当てはまることになる。世界についても無限なる不変の状態から何かの変化が起こった。そこから時間の経過が始まった。この変化というのは何か歪が起こってそれを修正するための意志が発生したなど考えればいくらでもあるだろうが、もちろん私たちは真実を知ることができない。しかし真実というのは私たちが生活するうえで当然そうあるべきこと、当たり前のことの中に隠されている場合もあるだろう。何かしらの変化があれば、その変化が周囲周辺にまで広がって全体に変化を与える。物質であればある変化によって内部では粒子同士の衝突が起こり、長い目で見ればその物質は熱を持って次第に高エネルギー状態に至り、ついには爆発が起こる。爆発によって熱を帯びた破片が四方八方へ飛び散って、質量の軽い破片は遠くまで飛び去り質量の重い破片は遅い速さでだんだんと遠ざかって行く。もしその物質の爆発が宇宙の起源とした全体的事象であったならば、破片は太陽と月と地球の初めの形態と考えてもいい。そして私たち人類は太陽の下で育ち、地球で生活するようになり、文明を生み出し、近代化した現代社会を生み出すことになる。そんな社会の中で最も美しい熱というのはどういうものだろうか。私たちの社会は自然の流れから生じた。強者と弱者の区別がつくのも自然。ある盲目の少女は冬にこの世において生命を授かった。彼女は目が見えなくても良き家族の愛情を支えにして幼い頃から点字に親しみ、暇さえあれば点字の本を手で触れて読んでいた。そして20歳になったとき、彼女は誕生日を父母、妹に祝ってもらった。冬の夜のディナータイムだった。父の買ったデコレーションケーキには20本の蝋燭が立てられ妹がマッチをすってすべての蝋燭に火をつけた。そして母は一息ですべての蝋燭の炎を消した。拍手が部屋に鳴り響き、その後、彼らは皆でケーキを食べた。しばらく経って盲目の彼女は自分の部屋に戻ると言って席を立って、盲人用のステッキをつきながら出て行った。自分の部屋に戻った彼女は机について暗闇の中で窓を開けた。満月が輝いていたので彼女は少し赤みを帯びた視界に人類のコアなる血脈を感じた。そして彼女は日記をつけた。点字器を使ってこれまでに書いたことがないような長い文章をノートに記した。部屋は暗闇に包まれ窓からは月の光が射し込んでいる。そこで彼女は今夜体験した偽りのない家族愛について記すことに熱中していた。翌日、彼女は日記帳に記した文章を父母、そして妹に読んでもらった。父は彼女の書いた便箋25枚程の日記を点字書籍にしてもらう決意を固め、家族にそのことを伝えた。果たして点字の製作を頼まれ、彼女が一字一字丁寧に書き記した家族愛についての一つ一つの文字を点字タイプライターで打ち込む職人は、何を思いながら作業を進めたのだろうか。彼はその時きっと月の歴史について思いながら暗闇の中で一人ランプの下で作業に熱中していたのだろう。このときのフリクショナルな熱を求めた彼の思い･･･、それを私たちは何よりも共にしたいと考えている。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (September 2024)





月の歴史Ⅱ (Moon History Ⅱ)


　夜、荒れ果てた大地が広がっている。満月が真上の空で輝いている。遠くの方では広い大地を囲むようにして、いくつかの照明が間隔を置いて強い光を放っている。大地にはいくつかのテントがランダムに点々と存在していた。
　難民救済チームの隊長である彼と、補佐員の彼女は何かの物音に気づきテントを出て懐中電灯を片手に見てまわったところ、一人の難民の少年がテントの近くにじっと立っている姿があった。まだ幼い少年は哀しそうな眼差しを向けてじっと立っていた。隊長の彼はテントにもどってキャラメルの入った箱を手に取り、少年の近くに立っている彼女に手渡した。彼女は箱からキャラメルを一つつまみ出し少年に差し出した。少年は少し心配するような表情をしたがすぐにキャラメルを受け取って口に放り込んだ。その瞬間、少年の不安な眼差しは喜びの眼差しに変わった。そしてキャラメルを味わっていた。彼女は二つ目のキャラメルを差し出した。少年は初めての笑顔を見せてすぐに受け取り口に入れた。三人の友情はこのとき固く結ばれた。一つ目のキャラメルは三人の友情を結ぶにはなくてはならないものだった。たとえ少年の不安を誘っても二つ目のキャラメルの時にはすでに三人の友情は確かなものとなった。一つのベクトルと、そのベクトルとは方向性が異なった二つ目のベクトルが彼の心にはあった。多種多様な方向と大きさをもつ二つのベクトルがあれば、難民救済のためのベクトル、つまり手段は数多く存在するはずだと彼は考えていた。彼女が三つ目のキャラメルを手に取ろうとしたとき少年は少し困ったような表情でかぶりを振った。他の少年少女たちに分けて欲しいと願う少年の意志はすぐに分かった。三つ目のキャラメルは彼女が自分の口に入れた。そしてキャラメルの箱から一つの赤いガラス玉がついた玩具のリングをつまみ出し、左手の中指にはめた。箱の中には他に二つの玩具のリングが入っていた。少年が緑色のガラス玉のついたリングを箱から取り出し、左手の中指にはめ、彼も青色のガラス玉のついた玩具のリングをつまみ出して左手の中指にはめた。彼は少年の肩に手をあててテントへ誘った。三人はテントの中に入り、トランプカードでポーカーを始めた。彼は少年に話した。
「君の未来は果てしない。両親とともにアメリカに受け入れられたならどんな立場になるのも自由だ。私の友人にポーカーを始めたらいつもロイヤルストレートフラッシュを続けて出す男がいる。彼が住んでいる場所は宇宙の果てで、私がそこへ旅をすると、いつも真っ白い空間、誰もその場に立ち入れないようなところで彼の黄金のネクタイピンだけが輝いて見える。彼は知っている。君の将来の立場は王子だ。そして君の次の人生もその次の人生も王室の子孫を継承するはずだ。だから今夜は安心して眠るといい」
　明日の午前中に難民受入国のジェット機が到着して少年の家族は旅立つ予定になっていた。三人はテントの中で眠りについた。そして日が昇り、黒い大地と白い空に世界が分かれた頃、アメリカの輸送ヘリコプターが次々に大地に到着した。三人は起き上がるとテントから出てこの情景を長い間、見つめていた。すべての難民たちは救われようとしていた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (September 2024)





サニーソウルズ (Sunny Souls)


　9月になって昭次の兄から電話があった。とある旅館の無料宿泊のペアチケットを上司からもらったが昭次の都合はどうだとのことだった。兄は今年、証券会社に就職したばかりで忙しく、彼女どころではないらしかった。昭次は大学で生物を学んでいて、ある程度時間があった。早速、9月の三連休を利用して兄とともに二泊の旅行へ出かけた。
　初日は残暑が厳しく、まず旅館のプールへ出かけた。二人ともこの夏、友人と海へ行ったので肌は小麦色に日焼けしていた。夏休みも終ったのでプールで泳いでいる者もプールサイドにいる者もまばらだった。午後は長時間、プールで泳いだ後、しばらくビーチパラソルの下で椅子に腰掛けてアイスコーヒーを飲んでいた。そこからの眺めは良く、プールは海岸のてっぺんにあったので大海原を見渡すことができた。近くには林に囲まれた教会があって屋根に掲げられた十字架に日光が反射して輝いていた。
　夕方になり日が傾いた頃、事件は起きた。兄はアイスコーヒーのコップを片手に、もう一方の手で教会の十字架を指差しながら椅子から転落し地面に倒れ気を失った。ガラスコップが割れて地面に飛び散った。売店で仕事をしているライフセーバーたちが駆けつけ、兄は担架で旅館内の医務室へと運ばれた。兄は一時間ほどで意識を取りもどした。体温、血圧ともに正常で二人はすぐに旅館の部屋へ戻り夕食を注文した。兄は軽やかな口調で話した。
「私たちにとって言葉はとても魅力的だ。今、この時代に命を救われた難民の少年少女が大人になったとき、彼らは将来、どういった創作をするだろうか。創作は趣味ではない者も中にはいるかも知れないが、彼らの体験した様々な苦痛は未来において誰もが知りえなかった数々の創作を生むだろう。真の苦難を経験したものだけが分かる領域･･･、それは嵐のあとの天と地が織り成す静かで軽やかなメロディーのように私たちの心を揺さぶるだろう。そして私たちに、すべての言葉が彼らの創作に感銘を受けるためにあったと錯覚を起こさせるかもしれない。私が赤い夕日を目に感じた時、私はこの世のどこかの暗闇で溶岩が冷えて固まる寸前の赤い光を連想した。過去に輪廻転生を信じる先人たちは夕日を見たときに何を考えただろうか。広大な宇宙が拡大することは極自然なことかもしれない。そんな大宇宙から生じる最も深い畏怖とはどのようなものだろうか。宇宙が広すぎるが故にこの宇宙のどこかに、何度生まれ変わっても弱者であり続ける少年少女がいるかもしれない。自然とは美しいが時として非情なもの。私がこんな思いを胸に目を閉じようとしたが、新たな光が目に飛び込んできて目を閉じることができなくなった。教会の十字架に反射した黄金色をした夕日の光だった。私は目を見開いた。右に目を向けると大海原も黄金色に輝いていた。私のこのときの願いは、海に眠る埋蔵金のすべてを医療技術への投資に使い、この宇宙のどかかで苦しむ、弱者であり続ける少年少女を技術の力で強者へと導くこと。苦しみから逃れるための赤き救いを求めた私は第二の救いとして緑の経済の力を借りた。さらなる救いとして医療技術に青き願いを託した。そして永久なる白色光の中で衝撃的な歓喜を覚えるとともに、やがて訪れる夜の闇で進歩する技術の数々を想い続けながら、地面に倒れ伏し、翌日の赤い日の出を待ち遠しく思った」
　兄がここまで話すと入口のふすまが開けられ、着物を纏った老女が料理を運んできた。昭次は兄とともに食事を始めた。


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白い山 (White Mountain)


　彼は一人っ子で幼い時に交通事故で両親を亡くした。青年になった今でも幼少時代の家族とともに過ごした楽しかった日々を思い出すことがあった。そして彼は登山家になった。色々な山に登頂した。頂上まで登ると必ず家族とともにすごした日々を思い起こし、下山して山の麓近くに神社があれば、境内に立ち寄って両親との再会を祈った。
歳が三十に近づくと十月に初めて富士山に登頂した。途中まではバスに乗って五号目からは一人でピッケルを片手に山頂まで辿り着いた。帰りも五号目からバスに乗って下山。バスを降りたとき長椅子に一組の老夫婦が座っていることに気づいた。遠くから見ると不思議と顔が両親に似ていると感じた。（父さん、母さん･･･?）と心の中で呟いて近くまで行って老夫婦と目を合わせたとき、彼の両親とはかなり顔かたちが異なって見えた。
「何か用事があるのですか?」
　と老婦が尋ねたが、彼は、
「いや、いいです。ちょっとした思い違いですから」
　老夫は話した。
「人間というのは様々な思いをもつものです。言葉で色々な歴史について考えたり、過去の記憶を思い起こしたりします。言葉と記憶さえあれば人間は過去にも未来へも行くことができる。これが私たち年老いた者が長い人生を歩んで得た言葉です」
　雲間から日が射して老夫婦の顔を照らし彼らは目を細めた。その表情に彼はすべてを救われたような気がした。


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サークルワイ (Circle Y)


彼女は若い頃から反戦活動をして時に詩を書いた。50歳を過ぎると夫とともに海の家を経営し、60歳の自分の誕生日に一篇の詩を書いた。それは「オレンジの花弁」というタイトルで朝焼けの海を見ているときに思いついた言葉だった。

いつも海を眺めている車椅子の少女が朝日を顔に浴びて目覚めた後、彼女は母とともに家の近くのブルーベリーの花が咲き乱れる畑へ行った。

花に止まったミツバチに友情を求め、そっと手を差し伸べた。
痛い!
右手の人差し指を刺され、母はその指を両手で包むように手をあてた。

その日、家で白昼夢を見た。
実体のない白色光の中で自分は何かを強く求めている。

（私はいつも青き友情を求めている。この世界を色で例えればライトブルー。家族は緑色。人々の労働の魂はオレンジ。そして体内で流れる赤い血。焔はショートケーキのキャンドルライトぐらいの温かさがちょうどいい。15歳の誕生日に家族とともに過ごした満月の夜に、私は白兎とのライトブルーの友情を大切にした。やがて来る皆既月食のときの赤みを帯びた月の晩に兎との友情が遥か遠くまで続くように。そしてここが私にとって最愛なる居場所。美しい祖国）

彼女の父がマッチ棒をすってパイプに火をつけ、彼女の額に冷水で濡れたタオルを当てた。

外でスコールが窓のひさしを叩く雨音を残して通り過ぎた。このとき見えた虹は5色だった。

やがて夕日を顔に浴びて、世界と自分の架け橋を見たような気がした。
雲間からいくつもの日が射して、水平線を永久に白くした。


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夜の翼 (Night Wings)


　その頃、彼は高校生だった。街に出ればバブルの到来を告げるような陽気で浮ついた雰囲気があった。そのような中で彼が思いついた論理とはアダムとイヴの物語だった。
　一つの大陸といくつもの湖がある惑星があった。この惑星は彼にとっての地球の原始を意味し、人類のような生命が文明を発展させて栄えている空想上の星だった。40の国から成り、長い人口増加の時代を経て人口減少に転じた。一つの大陸から成り立っていたので、どこの国も同じ一つの言語を話し、多くの市町村があってその中には滅びる市町村も多かった。長期にわたる人口減少が続き、ついに40国の各国に一組のカップルのみ暮らすという事態になった。これら40組のカップルはこのままでは滅びる道を選ぶことになる。しかし彼らの歴史的孤独、心理的苦痛は12月25日、クリスマスの夜に救われた。そして6日間で何かが変わった。元日の日の出は「ポジティブな太陽」と名付けられた。1月4日から惑星全土に大雨を降らせ海面水位を上昇させ、一つの大陸は6つの大陸に分かれすべての大陸は海でつながり、貿易が盛んになった。40国の各カップルはお互いに交流を結び、子孫が繁栄し10年後には再び人口増加に転じた。一つの言語は様々な言語を生み、60の言語を生んだ。そして、この惑星の40国のうち、一日で日の出が一番早く見られる国の一組のカップルがアダムとイヴであった。このような論理を彼は展開した。
　しかしこの惑星を地球に例えるならば、太陽はいずれ遠い未来に赤色巨星となり地球を飲み込むから、人類は対応策の選択を行わなければいけない。彼は二つの対応策を思いついた。

1． 人類は水と空気のある遠い星に移り住む。
2． 太陽にいくつものミサイルを打ち込み膨張を抑制する。

一番目の対応策は多くの市民に賛同されるだろうが二番目の対応策は多くの権力者に支持されるだろう、と彼は考えた。彼は一番目の策が正しい選択だと思った。その根拠として次のような話を思いついた。
　ある若い生物学者はヒマワリの種の研究をしていた。彼は母と二人暮らしだった。ある日、学会での自分の論文を発表中に、彼の母から電話で胸が苦しいとの知らせを受けたことを大学の女性職員から耳打ちで伝えられた。彼は論文の発表を中止し急いで自宅へ帰った。母はベッドで横になっていたが、彼の顔を見ると安心して数分間の眠りについた。彼は何か飲み物を作ると良いだろうと考え、ミックスジュースを台所で作り始めた。その間に母は目覚め、胸の苦しみは治ったことを話した。母は60を過ぎて狭心症に悩まされていた。2、3日に一度、ストレスで胸を痛くすることがあった。彼はある時、大学の女性職員の話を聴いた。
「もしあなたが論文の発表を優先していたら、今頃お母さんは心筋梗塞で入院していたかもしれない。その結果起こる緊急手術後にあなたの思いはどう変わるかしら?」
　この話が、人類の遠い未来に太陽の膨張を抑制するのではなく、人類が水と空気のある星に移住することに賛同する重要な論理と位置づけた。
　そして彼には忘れることができない市民的な感情があった。彼は1960年代の生まれで、幼い頃の大学の学園紛争が起こった頃の思い出を今でも思い起こすことがあった。何のためにそのような事態が起こっているのかを理解することはなかったが、学園紛争の熱りが冷めたころ、ラジオから流れてくるビートルズの“レットイットビー”を毎日のように聴いていたことがあった。そのことが彼にとっては今でも市民感情を大切にしたいと考える理由でもあった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2024)





明けの明星 (The Morning Star)


　彼は研究所でヒマワリの種の研究を続けていた。仕事は夜遅くまで続くこともあった。自分が納得できる結論が得られるまで仕事を続けることが彼にとっての自主的な信念だった。彼は時に仲間の研究員とともに自ら考え出した論理についてメールを交換し、助言をもらった。しかし彼には仲間にも話さないコアレベルの高い論理を心に秘めていた。それはある夜に教会の神父から聴いた話だった。
「宇宙には多くの恒星があり様々な色の光を放っている。恒星は青い星として誕生しやがて色を変化させ、赤色巨星になって超新星爆発を起こした後に一生を終える。そのような星々の魂はあらゆる生命にとっての白色光である。白色光は様々な色をランダムに均等に含んでいる。そしてそれは漆黒の世界を突き進む。そのときの白と黒の世界は宇宙に生存する様々な生命にとっての共通の言葉のようなものだ。白と黒のフリクショナルな目に見えないオレンジが私たちにとっての共通理念と考えたい。私たちのカオティックな世界での生存は七色の虹に例えればコアなる紫の信念をもち、危険をともなう赤い世界で生きることかもしれない。今、世界的なレベルで様々な弱者が救われ始めている。赤い世界は青き友情を求めることにより紫色の信念が世界において共通の理念となる。つまり私たちは今、新たな恒星の若き理念、つまり青き心を取り戻しているといえるだろう」
　彼はこの言葉を聴いた時、自分のオレンジの過去を思い起こし、そして青き未来を想い描くことによって新たな白色光によって救われたような気がしたのだった。
　そして自分にとって現在とは何かということを自問自答した。オレンジの過去と青き未来の間の現在とは緑の思い、すなわち紛れもなく彼の愛する家族だった。両親と妹とは何かと口論が多かったが、いつでも熱き血縁を核とした信頼に救われているような気がした。そして彼の最もコアなる信念とは新緑の季節になって何かしらの新しい試みに打ち込もうとする気概だった。新しい試みはたくさんある。色に例えれば無数の色彩を持っている。最良の選択を実行することはとても困難なことだが、最良に近い様々な色彩を帯びた選択をすれば彼の思いは救われるはずだった。
　彼の住む星では何人も話をしなかった。ただ黙って書物やパソコンなどを用いて研究を続ける毎日を送っている者が多かった。休日に家族でどこかに遊びに行ったり娯楽を楽しんだりすることは他の惑星の知能のある生命たちと変わらなかったが、唯一つ異なる点が何も話さず、口は物を食べるためにあった。ただし世界全体で何も話すのをやめようという約束の期間は4年間だった。以前、この星の知的生命は話すことを日常としていた。だから今、現在の地球とほとんど同じ様な生活様式を持っていたことになる。なぜ人々は話さなくなったかというと、それは一枚の絵画から始まった。その絵画のコンセプトは一人のいつも黙っている少女の言葉として広く世に伝えられた。
「私は何も話さず、白い花のような人生を歩むでしょう。もし私が皆と何かを話すとしたら、雨の日に路上に落ちたやつれ果てたオレンジの花弁を、この世の人々すべてが愛すことができる時です」
　という言葉だった。
　この言葉を一枚の絵画に託した画家は今、この世にはいない。ただ彼の革命は成功した。彼の言葉は宇宙で進化する生命の感情がもつ論理に合致しているし、暗い宇宙の中を直進する太陽の白色光によって生命を得た人類の同胞たちに刺激を与える朝焼けのような魂をもっていたからである。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2024)





トゥデイ (Today)


　佐十子は20歳を過ぎると介護福祉の資格を得て老人介護福祉施設で働くようになった。仕事はとてもきつかったが、夜勤の時には仕事の合間にベランダに出て5分間程、夜空を眺めることもあった。そんな時、彼女が想ったのが、過去のこと、未来のこと、そして何よりも今、自分の置かれている現在のことだった。ここで仕事をしていれば刻々と経過する時間の流れに身を任せることができるような気がした。初めのうちは白く澱んだ空気の中で常に目的を探る仕事のような気がした。目的は情報として前もって手に入れることができたが、その先の事象次第で新たな目的を探らなければならなかった。しかし実際にお年寄りの世話をするということについては時が経つにつれて当たり前で、極自然な仕事のような気がしてきた。ここにいるお年寄りたちは数少ない楽しみと数少ない苦しみの中で生きている。当初は、そのような曖昧さの中に澱んだ白い空気があると思った。それは人類の原点とも言える荘厳な原始の魂が常に存在する場所で、佐十子はお年寄りの魂に救われたのだった。お年寄りたちの楽しみは何によって得られたのだろうか。それは、30年以上前のバブル時代の夜の街で彼らはレストランの庭で赤ワインを飲みながら、過去の思い出の中で幸せだったこと、そして未来において来たるべき幸せについて語り合ったとき、夜空にオリオン座の三ツ星を見たときの楽しみだった。そして、お年寄りたちは今でもベランダに出て星空を見ることがある。オリオン座の三ツ星を見れば彼らは今現在、何も変わっていない幸福という名の夜空を見ながら、この世で唯一つの喜びを得ることができる。そうだ、お年寄りたちにとって今の居場所は過去の人々が想い描いた、誰もがあこがれたユートピアを現実として手に入れた数少ない人々で、そんな人々に彼女自身の魂が救われることはかつてない喜びだった。そのことが分かると佐十子は10年以上前に家族とともに夜空を眺めたときの高揚感を手に入れることができたのだった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2024)





フリーダム (Freedom)


　150歳老夫と140歳老婦の史上最長老カップルを祝うパーティーは無事終った。西暦2085年のことだった。教会から二人が神父とシスターとともに外へ出ると、夜空から街に向けていくつもの紙幣が舞い降りてきて街一帯が札で埋めつくされた。教会は高層ビルが建ち並ぶ都心にあった。夜空を見上げると多くの飛行物体が光を放ちながら飛び交っていた。札の乱れ舞いは視界をさえぎるほどに多かった。何とも抽象的な感情、しかし具体的な光景をともなった事象に、彼らは、そして街で空を見上げて歓喜する人々は皆、夜空の星々に向かって、それぞれの願いを込めて高く手を挙げていた。空からいくつものライトが街を照らした。
　なぜ彼らは世界最長老でもあり、未だに健全な精神と肉体を保っているのだろうか。その理由について彼らは若い頃に紫の光のようなエネルギーを獲得できたからだと言った。紫は赤い人生に青い色をプラスできたからだと言う。青い色とは老夫の両親が戦前に食べたブルーベリーのことらしい。両親はその昔、単純作業労働者で、綿糸工場で働いていた。ある夏、彼らは逃避行をした。山の高原まで行った。空は晴れ渡り、小鳥たちのさえずりが響くほのぼのとした午後だった。彼らは木陰で服を脱ぎ、生まれたままの姿になって寝そべり、カバンに入れておいた小さなバスケットからブルーベリーを取り出して食べていた。それからのことは辺りに生息する小鳥たちのような生物しか知らなかった。小鳥たちは時に彼らの行為に賛同し、時に警告するようなさえずりを重ねていた。彼らのことは多くの鳥たちを通して地球全体の動物たちに伝えられた。人間たちが決して知ることがない情報は動物界に知らされ、結果的に人間に対して間接的な感情として伝わった。私たちはそんな世界に生き、動物たちと意志を共有している。
　その日から約10ヶ月後に男児が産まれた。誰にも人懐っこい、そして学校に通うようになれば友情を大切にする男の子だった。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2024)





海中のモノクローム (Monochrome in the sea)


　若い彼は何年か絵を描き続けると水夫の仕事をするようになった。
　ある朝、赤い日の出とともに目覚め、家族との忙しい朝食を済ませると海へと向かった。砂浜に打ち寄せる波を見ていると、どこかで海を眺めている車椅子の少女と友情を結びたくなった。胸の前で十字を切り、そして仕事に取り組んだ。仕事をすることは罪ではない、と彼は自分に言い聞かせた。
　やがて日が沈み帰宅したときから、オレンジの花弁との温かき友情は冷たさの中で凍りついてしまった。あらゆる欲求を済ませた頃、彼の意志は宇宙へと旅立った。光粒子とともに宇宙の果てまで旅する暗黙の言葉は、輪廻転生を信じる彼自身が弱者として生まれ変わるだろうと予測させる回数の中に隠されている。人類の友となるべき大宇宙の生命体について、その回数の分布が左右均等なベル型になるまでの間に、男たちは自らの肉体がキリストの血を流す未来を予測することに強い怖れを感じる。しかし彼の友人の盲目の少女は彼の耳元でそっとささやいた。
「太陽に向かって目を閉じれば、あなたの怖れはとてもちっぽけなもの。赤い世界の救いとは、目に見えるすべての怖れを遠ざけて、誰もが体験する痛みを分かち合う友情の証なのよ」


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (November 2024)





虚構 (Fiction)


　蜃気楼という、確かに見えるが実体のないもの、その魅力に取り付かれて夜のひと時を過ごした一人の男がいる。彼は父が日本人の日系フィンランド人で、歳は若く、父母、そして妹とともにフィンランドの山小屋に住んでいる。
　ある冬の極夜の晩、彼は夜空に浮くオーロラを見ながら蜃気楼について想いを巡らせていた。

　若い兵士がいた。彼は二十歳を過ぎると徴兵されたが、真夏の出兵の日、港に姿を現さなかった。彼はある少年と面子をする約束をしていたからだった。少年は小学校で口数が少なく、孤独な生活を送っていた。家でも両親は共働きだったのであまり話す機会もなく自分の部屋で漫画ばかり読んでいた。彼は自転車をこぎ、駄菓子屋まで急いだ。少年はいくつかの面子を片手に駄菓子屋の前の広い道に立っていた。空は曇っていたがこれからの晴れ間を予感させる美しさのあるグレーの空だった。彼にとっては反戦の意図などはまったくなかった。ただ今ある現実、それだけがあった。もし少年との約束を破って出兵したとすれば･･･、それは後悔に苦しむ暗闇の世界で、想像するだけでも地獄が永遠に続くような気がした。できれば将来は明るさに満ちた世界がいい。たとえ出兵を拒んだために牢獄へ入れられようと、そこには夜明けの日射しがあるはずだった。オレンジの花弁も彼の意志を尊重してくれるだろう、と彼は思った。その証拠に彼が少年と道の真ん中で面子を始めたときに、雲間からの日射しが遠くの路上に逃げ水を創り出した。面子をしばらく続けた後、彼らは駄菓子屋で紙パックの林檎ジュースを買った。今、彼らにとってのキリストの血は林檎ジュースで、祈りを捧げる隔たりの分布は中央に近い。遠くに見える逃げ水は虚構であって彼らにとっては魅力的だが信頼性は乏しい。信じられるのは道の両脇に並ぶ青々しい木々の濃緑色の葉だった。しかし逃げ水の魅力とは何であろうか。今、中東では多くの難民が水と食料を求めて苦しんでいる。難民を受け入れた国では難民に対するアフターケアに追われる日々が続くだろう。仮に難民救済が今後、続けられるとしても国際情勢からしてさらなる難民が生じ、救済は長引く怖れがある。彼らにとって水は命のようなものであるが、救済するための水は雨水に期待するよりもペットボトルの水を大量に運んだ方がより現実的な救済方法となる。逃げ水を見ているとそんな力強い意志が込められているような気がしたのだった。

　次に彼は蜃気楼がオアシスを導く論理について考え始めた。
　ある少年は幼少時代に一篇の童話を読んだ。それは砂漠の蜃気楼についての物語で、あるとき戦地を逃れた四人家族が砂漠に辿り着いた。父は遠くに輝いて見える逃げ水を指差して、あそこへ行けば豊富な飲み水があり多くの人々が豊かに暮らす街があるかもしれないと息子と娘に言い、家族とともに逃げ水を目指して歩き出した。そのとき雲行きが怪しくなり、やがて雷鳴をともなった激しい雨に見舞われ、彼らのすぐそばに大きな池を創った。彼らはしばらくその池のほとりで暮らし、他の多くの難民たちも集まって来てやがてオアシスを創った。彼らは村で共同生活を始め、そしてやがては都市になるまでになった。父は母の左手の中指にはめるためのメタルリングをプレゼントした。息子と娘は母が指にはめたメタルリングこそが逃げ水が生み出した授かり物であると思った。

　目に見えるが実体のない物、それは過去から現在に至るまでのある母親の喜びの表情と、愛情が創り出した目に見えないメタルリングととらえることもできる。
　子は親に心配をかけるもので、このことは多くの人々に当てはまることだが、ある若い息子は、クラブで夜の仕事をする若い女と駆け落ちをした。一年後、息子は女とともに赤子を抱いて自宅へ戻ってきた。赤子が伸ばした手を見たときの母の想いは、若いときに夫とともに息子を産んだ後に町の公園を散策したときの、忘れられない赤いモミジの情景だった。息子は十月生まれで、息子を産んだ後に見た赤子の手はモミジそのもののように見えた。母にとっては何にも変えがたい愛情の証だった。そのときにまだ息子が自分のおなかの中にいるときに暑い夏に夫とともにアスファルトの道を歩いていたときの逃げ水、期待に満ちた限りなき喜びを思い出した。

　四番目に思いついた蜃気楼は海の家での話から生まれた。
　海岸にある海の家で車椅子の少女が暮らしていた。夏が来ると彼女は母の導きでビーチラインまで行った。このとき遠くのビーチラインに蜃気楼を見た。そのときから彼女にとって一番魅力的な自然は蜃気楼となった。彼女にはたくさんの友人がいた。養護施設で働く若い男女だった。八月になると彼らは彼女宛に暑中見舞いの手紙を出した。蜃気楼を描いた数々の葉書だった。彼女の部屋のガラス張りの窓からは砂浜で遊ぶ多くの海水浴客が見えた。彼女は時折葉書を見て楽しんでいた。彼らとの永久なる友情は結ばれた。十月になって肌寒くなると彼女はガラス張りの窓から砂浜に打ち寄せる数々の波を見つめていることが多くなった。海の家に訪れた友人たちも一緒の部屋で黙って海を見つめていた。蜃気楼という言葉の彼らにとっての真意は、彼女との友情がいつまでも変わらず永遠であるということ。そのことを彼らは無言のままで分かり合っていた。彼らの友情には他人を非難する感情などは存在しない。ただ誰もが他者と分かり合ってその中から生まれる虚構、それは少しの哀しみと偉大なる喜びで充分な世界だった。

　彼は自分で思いついた四つの蜃気楼について自分なりに納得した。すべての蜃気楼について魅力を感じたが、自分がこれからこの世を生きてゆくには四つ目の蜃気楼をいつも念頭に置くことが大切だと思った。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2024)





日光の伝承 (Tradition of the sunlight)


　なぜ彼女が彼に一目惚れしたのかは未だにわからず永遠の謎である。
　ある夏の日、車椅子の少女が母の導きのもと、商店街を進んで駅の方へ向かっていた。空はどんよりと曇り、今にも雨が降り出しそうで遠くの方で雷鳴が聞こえた。すると彼女はフルーツショップの前で一人の青年に向かって目を止め、じっと見つめていた。母も後ろから何かを気がついたようで車椅子を止めた。青年は八個のオレンジを買い物籠に入れてレジへと向かった。北欧人を思わせるような背が高く細身の白人男性だった。白いワイシャツに黒のズボン姿だった。彼女にとって彼は初恋の人になった。それからということ彼女にとってグレーは他のどの色よりも幸福をもたらす予感のする色になった。暗雲の日の空を見上げれば、道を通り過ぎる少し気落ちした元気のなさそうな少女たちを慰めてあげたいという思いに満ち溢れ、雨の日には空から降り注ぐ雨に向かって、ビニールの雨よけを通して祈りを捧げながら首にかけたクロスペンダントを右手で力強く握り締めていた。そして晴天の青空の下では母の鼻唄に耳を傾けながらひと時の眠りにつき、雲の中で彼とともに手を取り合っている夢を見ていた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2024)





等しい (Equal)


　弱者にとっての労働とは何であろうか。一般的な「仕事」と言われるような労働をしない場合、例えば医師から処方箋をもらって薬を毎日飲んでいて働くことよりも何かの趣味を好む人々の場合、彼らにとっては生きることが労働である。全体があってその中心で生命を存続させる、そのことが実は最も美しく尊いことだと世界は言っている。そんな生命を象徴する花々や夜空の星々･･･。星々は長い間燃焼を続けて外部の抑圧に屈せずに労働をし、最後は超新星爆発を起こして一生を終える。恒星にとって労働力の価値と労働とはほとんど常に等しい。だから人間と比較して一生がとても長いという言い方もできるかもしれない。夜空を見ながら私たちは何を考えるだろうか。それは私たちにとっての花々のように一生を終える弱者たちの美しき労働なのだろう。
　そして私たちは昼間、人々が汗を流して働き、天を支配する太陽神に向かって、そのあまりの眩しさに手をかざしてさえぎったとき、私たちにとっての救い主はすべての弱者たちであったことを知る。彼はこの世に生きる車椅子の少年。あるとき彼は先進医療のお陰で車椅子の生活と縁を切り強者となった。強者となった以上、彼は太陽と同様に長く生命を存続できるかもしれない。40年間彼と交友関係を結んだ老夫は彼に尋ねた。「君にとって一番幸せだったときは?」彼は答えた。「幼少時代の車椅子の生活をしていたころだよ」彼は父と母とともに自分の車椅子の生活を過ごした家族の温かさを忘れることができなかった。彼にとってその温かさは永遠のものだった。彼の心は今、私たちにとっての天界に住む太陽のように温かい。私たちにとって天界に住む弱者の魂は強者かもしれない。この世に弱者たちの救いがあるからこそ私たちは生きてゆける。私たちは弱者に救われ続けこの世を生きてゆくだろう。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (December 2024)





赤レンガステートメント (Red Brick Statement)


親愛なる盲目の新郎新婦へ。結婚おめでとう。君たちは盲目としてこの世に命を授かったが、これからの新しき人生に心からの祝賀の言葉を申し上げたい。君たちは玩具メーカーの労働者として働いていた。午前中、午後ともに玩具の組み立てをする厳しい労働条件のもと頑張ってくれた。12月23日、月曜日から私たちは君たちとともにクリスマスに展示する子供たちのための玩具の配置について考えながら忙しくしていた。クリスマスの日、海岸での玩具の展示会を無事に終え、12月27日、金曜日の夜、私たちは君たちとともに夜遅くまで飲んでいた。多少羽目を外すこともあったが、それは宇宙の生命体すべてが強者になる遠い未来をイメージしながらの私たちそれぞれのジョークを込めた思いだった。12月22日、日曜日の夜、私たちの友人の彫刻家が展示場近くの岬に1メートル位の塔を建てた。それは先端が丸い形をしていて君たちはその手触りに魅了された。そして10日後の正月、水曜日の日の夜中、友人の彫刻家はその塔のすぐ右横に同じ高さの、先が尖った塔を造って建てた。日が昇るころ君たちは朝日を顔に浴びて尖った先端部分を手で触れたとき、私たちからの一つの言葉を思いついた。「私たちの赤と黒の旅路と友情は永遠」この言葉はすべてのアーティストから君たちへ送る言葉だから大切にして欲しい。今年は閏年だったから君たちと飲んだ27日の一日の一年に占める割合、0.00273224は君たちへの祝福の数字となるだろう。これから私たちとともに苦しみを共にすることもあるかもしれないが、たまには飲み交わして時を忘れよう。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2025)





オフィス富士 (Office Fuji)


　海岸に十数人の職員が働く研究所があった。海が荒れる日には、海に面した研究所の外の木々に水しぶきがかかって、嵐の日のように水の叩く音がした。夏、熱い盛りに彼らは一つの大きな研究理論を打ち立てた。しかし、その理論には実証面で問題があることが秋になってわかり、それが彼らにとっては大きな挫折だった。ある研究員は言った。「私たちにとって世界は赤い。そしてその中で生じるライトブルーの感情に救われながら今まで仕事をしてきた。しかし現在、私たちは光を失いかけている。私たちにとっての世界はこれからどんどん寒くなる。来年、無事に春を迎えられるかどうかが心配だ」
11月に入って所長は車椅子の男女を新規採用した。歳は若く研究熱心な二人だった。もうすぐ冬という頃になると、二人は砂浜まで行き、海を見ながらしばらくやがて訪れる夏への想いについて話していた。そして彼はポケットからメタルリングを取り出して彼女の左手の薬指にはめた。所長はこの輝かしい光景を研究所の窓から眺めていた。車椅子の二人の姿はとても小さかったが、アイデンティティーを確立させた青年たちを見るような思いがした。やがて他の職員たちも窓の近くから二人の姿を眺め始めた。窓の外にはいくつかの木があって地面は枯葉で埋めつくされていた。たくさんの枯葉はこのときオレンジ色に光っていた。オレンジの花弁を際立たせるように明るく炎よりも目に優しい幻想というものが、こうも過去の苦痛という一種のまどろみから目を覚まさせ、喜びを与えてくれるものとは知らなかった。そして彼らはすべての枯葉が蘇って新緑の季節を迎えたような錯覚を体験した。このときの二人の姿が、輝く緑色の木々に遮られときに、彼らは瞼を熱くした。今、赤い世界は緑の光を得てオレンジの世界となった。彼らにとっての失われたライトブルーの光は、赤い世界ではないもっと身近な平和的なオレンジの世界によって救われた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2025)





アウェイ (Away)


　大晦日の夜ももう深まった頃、一人の男が街中の教会へと向かっていた。彼はオーバーコートのポケットに両手を突っ込み、足早に通りを歩いていた。
　彼は若いミュージシャンで、ついこの間、長い髪を切って一般の青年同様に短い髪にした。
　教会に着くと事務所で彼を待っていた神父とシスターに軽く挨拶をして色々な話をした。神父もシスターも七十過ぎの高齢者で、このときを待っていたとばかりに目を輝かせて色々な話に熱中していた。今、日本では様々な弱者にとって生活しやすい環境が整いつつある。しかし海外では難民問題が後を絶たないし、経済的に発展した国でも格差の問題が浮上し、人民平等という観点からはまだ程遠い状況にある。そんなことを彼らは話していた。
神父は言った。
「私たちは権力者ではないので私たちが何をしたところでそれら一つ一つの効果は微力だ。しかし全世界で私たちのような人間とアーティストたちの力をすべて合わせればかなりのパワーになる」
彼は言った。
「私もそのことは分かっています。アーティストは有名になっても権力を持とうとしない。私たちの仕事は、微力なメッセージをオーディエンスに向かって放ち、彼らを微力な感情や言葉を発信する仲間としてこれからも共に歩んで行きたいという意思を伝えることです」
　シスターは言った。
「私は今年の秋にオーストラリアへ行きました。このときオーストラリアは春ですね。小麦畑の近くにある教会の神父は私に面白い話しをしました。私たちの活動のすべては時計の神秘の中に隠されていると彼は言いました。昼間の太陽が南中するころ、11時27.272727分と12時32.727272分に長針と短針が一直線となり、二つの直線はＸの文字を形づくります。弱者たちのホームでの生活は私たちにとっては、より長い間であって欲しいと期待されます。だから、11時27.272727分と12時32.727272分の5.454545分間に弱者たちにとっての時を表す短針はゆっくりと、そして私たちのアウェイでの活動はとても早く、長針の一回転する動きのようにあっという間にXという文字を作ります。私たちの短い一生は常に弱者救済のためにあり、たとえ弱者たちがそれに気がつかなくても、いつも私たちは彼らの長いホームでの生活を望んでいる。彼はそう言いました。オーストラリアのような南半球の地域では太陽の周りの地球の公転、地球自身の自転も時計回りで、地図は南が上向きになっている場合が多いです。私たちにとって弱者の魂とは南中したときの太陽のようなもので生命の源なのです」
　彼らは12時を過ぎ、新年を迎えても話し続けていた。彼は、ちょっと部屋の中が暑いですね、と言って小さなガラス窓を開けた。三人はしばらく冷たいが心地良い夜風を感じながら話題を世間話に変えて、シスターが注いだ緑茶を飲んでいた。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2025)





今、緑の羽根について考える (Now, thinking about green feather)


　時計にはアナログクロックとデジタルクロックがある。アナログであれば長針と短針は午前中に11回、午後に11回重なり、一日に22回重なり合う。
　時計に神秘に取りつかれた一人の男がいた。歳は若いが、アルバイトで稼いだ金のほとんどを時計購入に使った。壁掛け時計、置時計、腕時計など彼の部屋には色々あったが、彼は時に高級腕時計をはめて一人旅に出かけることがあった。時計には太陽と地球の物語の数々が隠されている。それら一つ一つの物語を感じながらの一人旅だった。
　ある時、同居している母が腰を悪くして入院した。一家の主である父は仕事が忙しかったので夜に見舞いへ行った。彼は毎日、アルバイトの帰り際に病院へ行き、病室のベッドで横になっている母親の話し相手をした。母が入院してから二日後の午後に兄が見舞いに来た。彼の兄は別の家で自分の家族とともに生活する商社マンで、午前中は忙しくしていて濃いグレーのスーツ姿だった。彼は去年の兄の誕生日にデジタルウォッチのプレゼントを送ったことがあり、その腕時計を兄ははめていた。彼は母が横になっているベッドの傍らの椅子に座り、もう一つの椅子に座った兄はハンカチで額の汗を拭き少し息を荒げながら話した。
「病院に入ってここへ来るまでに22の曲がり角があった。私は歩く方向を変えるたびに血縁というものの重みを感じたような気がした。そして私は幼い頃読んだ一つの物語を思い出した。遠い昔の話で、老婆を背負った息子が山中の険しい道を登っている。息子は中年の男でかなりの歳だった。老婆は目的地に着くまでに太い木々にアラビア数字を刻み込んだ。刻んだ木々の本数は22本で、1から22までの数字を彫刻刀で刻み付けた。彼女は数字という一つの形象にこの世に存在するすべての弱者の魂を託していた。目的地に着くと、道が開けた広場で彼は太陽の光を顔一杯に浴びた。彼はあまりの眩しさに目をつぶった。赤い世界であらゆる数字、0から9まで10個の数字が飛び交っている幻想を見た。彼は母を地面に座らせて一休みして、母を再び背負って行きと同じ山道を戻ることを決意した。家に帰って温かいスープを飲んでもらえば母も元気を取りもどすだろう。下山するための目印は母が木々に刻み付けた22個の数字で、22からさかのぼって1までの数が刻まれた木がある道を下っていけばいい。全部で44個の数字を目印にすることになるだろう。これが自分の人生に対する道標だと彼は思った。私はこの物語を思い出したとき、一つの謎が解けたような気がした。それはすべての人間がこの世に生存するための答えを見出した瞬間の煌めきだった」
　兄は話し終えると彼が手渡した缶コーヒーを開けて一気に飲み干した。


Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2025)





オールデイロング (All day long)


　今から50年程前の話である。
父は息子の昭次を連れて旅に出た。1月、寒さは厳しさを増す時期だった。山の中腹の広い野原に辿り着いた。
　まだ幼い昭次は遠くの方に円形の建造物が左右に二つ重なり合っていることに気づき指差して父に尋ねた。
「あれは何？」
　父は答えた。
「二つのメリーゴーランドさ。私が設計し友人の労働者たちが造ってくれた」
　父は設計技師でもあったが、本業は高校の教師であった。
二人はメリーゴーランドへ向かって歩いて行った。近づいたころ、昭次はアッと声を出した。前方の二つのメリーゴーランドのうち、左側にあるメリーゴーランドに乗っている少女は彼がよく知っている支援学級の女子児童で、右向こう側にあるメリーゴーランドに乗っている女性は少女の母親に間違いなかった。二人ともベージュのコートに白い襟巻きを首に巻きつけて、日の光を浴びて笑顔でメリーゴーランドを楽しんでいる。乗っているのは少女と母親の一人ずつで、二つとも反時計回りで回転を続けていて、木馬はすべて白い色をしていた。
昭次はこのとき、理科の授業で習った宇宙の起源について思い出した。もし宇宙の膨張速度より光速の方が速ければ、宇宙が膨張しているときに宇宙の中心に向かって放たれた光はすべて宇宙の中心部分に集まって、光の造り出す高エネルギー状態を保ち、そのエネルギーは常に上昇しているかもしれない。これからの遠い未来においてすべての恒星が超新星爆発を終らせて宇宙全体が冷え始めても、宇宙の中心に集まった光で造られた高エネルギー状態の第二のビッグバンにより、宇宙は再度熱を得て再生するかもしれない。すると始めのビッグバンの後、第二のビッグバンが繰り返し起こって今の宇宙があるとすると、僕たちはいったい何番目の宇宙に生きているのだろう。
　少女と母親は相変わらずメリーゴーランドに乗りながら笑顔を振りまいていた。昼間にこれだけ幻想的な光景を見られるのなら、夜はきっと煌びやかに輝く星々の下で、そして月の光に照らされて白い笑顔はより際立つのだろうか。昭次は自分の生命がこのときの少女と母親の笑顔に救われたような気がしてとても不思議な感じがした。父は言った。
「私たちにとっては何よりも重要な法がある。私たちは弱者によって救われ、これからも救われ続けるだろう。だから私たちも弱者を救う立場とならなければならないということだ。私は日頃講義を行い生徒たちに新たな世界を与える。そのことによって生じる価値観は生徒たち一人ひとりによって異なるが、できればそれぞれにとって異なる新世界へと旅立たせてあげたい。しかし知識を押し付けるのもよくない。人間は年老いて死を迎える。その長い時の流れの中で、自分で自然に考えて真理を理解することが望ましい。私の死後、人々はインターネットで様々な知識を得るようになるだろう。自分から進んで自分に合った情報と知識を得ることができる。今からそのような時代になるまでもの間、なかなか自分が納得できる真理を得ることができないかもしれないが、このことが私にとってのギヴアンドテイク。長い時間を費やして私は生徒たちに知識を与え、その後、風のある日に私の墓に水でも与えてもらえればそれでいいと思っている。その水の中には、支援学級の少女がバレンタインデーの日に学校へ行く前に、ポケットにチョコレートを入れて、母に内緒で顔にしみこませた化粧水のミクロレベルの成分が入っていることが望ましい」

Thanks for your goodwill to read. (January 2025)





Written by KOUJI KURODA:
Office Worker. Born in 1965.
I'm writing this Home Page as one kind of hobby.